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How to Select the Best Hot Rolled Coils for Your Project
Steel has a language that speaks of strength, resilience, and possibility. At the core of countless industrial and construction projects, hot rolled coils represent more than material—they're the backbone of innovative engineering and transformative infrastructure.
Understanding Hot Rolled Coils: The Backbone of Modern Manufacturing
Imagine a material capable of withstanding extreme pressures, adapting to complex manufacturing processes, and serving as the foundation for everything from towering skyscrapers to precision machinery. Hot rolled coils are not just another steel product; they embody human engineering and metallurgical excellence.
The Manufacturing Marvel
Hot rolled coils begin life at exceptionally high temperatures. Steel slabs are heated up to over 1,700 degrees Fahrenheit, making the metal soft and pliable. Rolled through large mills and gradually cooled, these coils are a one-of-a-kind creation that distinguishes them from other forms of steel.
5 Critical Selection Factors for Hot Rolled Coils
1. Material Composition and Quality
Not all hot rolled coils are created equal. Strength lies in their metallurgical content:
Carbon content impacts strength and weldability.
Alloy elements like manganese, silicon, and chromium enhance performance features.
Precise chemical composition ensures superior mechanical properties.
Professional-grade hot rolled coils feature:
Uniform molecular structure.
Expected performance under stress.
Low internal defects.
Improved formability and ruggedness.
2. Tolerance and Dimensional Accuracy
The correct thickness is critical to project success. Consider factors like:
Load-carrying capacity.
Desired application.
Manufacturing limitations.
Structural integrity requirements.
Hot rolled coils provide:
Thicknesses ranging from ultra-thin (0.5mm) to heavy (25mm).
Tight tolerance levels for precision.
Uniform thickness throughout the coil.
Low surface roughness.
3. Surface Finish and Performance Characteristics
Surface finish often determines project success. Advanced hot rolled coils offer:
Smooth, scale-free surfaces.
Greater paintability and coating adhesion.
Resistance to corrosion.
Aesthetic appeal for visually exposed applications.
4. Mechanical Properties
Professional projects demand measurable performance. The best hot rolled coils exhibit:
High yield strength (250-500 MPa).
Excellent elongation properties.
High impact resistance.
Predictable stress-strain characteristics.
Consistent performance across temperatures.
5. Industry-Specific Certifications
Reliability extends beyond material properties. Credible producers ensure:
ISO 9001 quality management certification.
Industry-specific material test certificates.
Comprehensive traceability documents.
Third-party quality assurance verification.
Applications Across Industries
Hot rolled coils are versatile, finding applications in:
Automotive manufacturing.
Construction and infrastructure.
Machinery production.
Agricultural machinery.
Energy equipment.
Shipbuilding and marine industries.
The Smart Buy: Beyond Tech Specs
Hot rolled coils go beyond technical specifications. Selecting the right material involves:
Understanding project-specific requirements.
Testing material performance.
Considering long-term reliability.
Calculating total life cycle costs for the project.
A strategic approach includes consulting metallurgy experts and conducting material tests to ensure optimal performance.
The Bottom Line: Quality Defines Success
Every significant construction project, precision machine, and technological innovation begins with simple yet high-quality raw materials. Hot rolled coils are more than just steel—they're a promise of excellence and reliability, forming the foundation of revolutionary engineering.
Selecting the best hot rolled coils elevates projects, ensuring they exceed expectations. For every ambitious endeavor, only the most carefully prepared, performance-driven hot rolled coils will do.
#hot rolled coils#steel selection#coil quality#metal grades#project needs#steel suppliers#material specs#industrial steel#construction use#coil thickness#quality steel#metal products#coil applications#steel fabrication#sheet metal#project design#custom steel#coil sourcing#material options#manufacturing.
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So. I went online and bought this Transformers generations Blurr toy and holy shit nothing prepared me for the lore on the back of it’s box o_o
Also every time Blurr gets to be a sniper my soul ascends a little bit~
+ Bonus doodles

#maccadam#transformers#blurr#tf blurr#I’m pretty sure the figure comes with one or two big ass riffles#the box has them at least#I already have two drifts now I need two Blurrs#Eventually I will get second Jazz im pretty sure ahahaha#ALSO. LISTEN. THIS. VERSION OF BLURR IS SO FUCKING COOL#Delivering super secret data and sniping his enemies???#Being all fast and chatty and also INCREDIBLY patient and focused when needed#that right here is Spec Ops material if I ever saw one#fucking. imAGINe. Decepticons have freaking Soundwave on their side. Soundwave can catch any signal and transmission and call and data#the solution#Yeah no just give the most important data to Blurr and use him like a pigeon for delivering messages#good luck hacking this Soundwave
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--Clown makeup essentials--
My point isn't that this all proves anything, because it doesn't; it's just to say that we're not making any of this up, even if it doesn't mean what we hope it means: we might be clowning, but we are using materials they've given us even beyond the show itself.
Proceed at your own risk
We've talked about this, the IG follows and LFJ's pinned comment:
They don't follow Chiquita Fuller (Linda Bates, 29 eps), Megan West (Taylor Kelly, 20 eps), Cocoa Brown (Carla Price, 18 eps)... maybe because they haven't appeared past s6. However, they do not follow other actors who have, like Claudia Christian (Elaine Maynard, 17 eps), Brian Thompson (Vincent Gerrard, 10 eps), Callum Blue (Brad Torrance, 6 eps).
And what about the inclusion in promos? who can say this is usual?
[Cut for interview content]
Even when we look at (relatively) recent interviews...
the slowburn comment
Because the captions suck: OS ends the segment with "we'll see what happens"
So... I repeat: who knows what'll happen, I certainly don't. But that doesn't mean there are no reasons to at least entertain the possibility of a return to this storyline.
Like there's a difference between suspecting the wrong person in a whodunnit and predicting the movie will end with a sing-along, you know?
#OBVIOUSLY none of this has to mean anything or anything big or maybe it does but not what I/we want#that's a given#BUT if we feel like having some whimsy and like entertaining some hopeful theories/spec... there's material to lean on#even beyond what's on our screens#I don't want to give people false hope - just let them know that we're not wishing for something impossible and/or based on nothing#there are signs!!!#bucktommy#long post#Tv: 911#My stuff: 911
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Davey!! How’s Les?
-Javey shipper anon
Hey!! Les has been doing great! Him and Jack get along real well and they’ve been selling together. I would say I’m worried Jacks getting him in trouble but even if he was, Les would be in more trouble on his own. And Jack is real good with kids.
#Davey Jack is really good with your family#prime boyfriend material!!#crutchie morris#jack kelly#newsies#the newsies#ask blog#the newsies ask blog#ask me anything#albert#finch#specs
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I think the most scary part of hard sci-fi settings is that there wouldn’t be bread.
Like no planet besides earth would have actual yeast. Wild yeast can be found in the atmosphere, and unless it’s introduced in ridiculous amount another planet just. Wouldn’t have it. Even if introduced it might not be able to thrive.
And like, one obvious work-around is having a yeast equivalent on the planet; which is pretty feasible since fermentation is such an easy way to produce energy. A LOT of things use it in real life and alien life almost certainly would too. But in hard sci-fi where there’s a lot of realism, there would be very little chance that any alien yeast equivalent would be good for bread. If the yeast doesn’t live for long enough, if it doesn’t rise fast enough, or if it’s just. Not safe for humans to eat. It wouldn’t be good for bread
The other work around would be really good trade routes transporting packaged yeast. And every other material for bread.
BUT if you’re going slightly less hard sci-fi and you DO have edible equivalents for flour and uh. Buttermilk. You can just make bread with baking soda. Because you can mine baking soda, apparently. It’ll be denser and taste different from regular yeast bread, but it’s still bread.
#speculative biology#spec bio#<- strangely literally. yeast is a beast.#I really need to get super into fermenting microorganisms#worldbuilding#everyday I find out a new cooking material that secretly is actually mined from the ground#(this is reasonable information that could probably be intuited from the name)#anyways I guess The Little Bird goes for the baking soda approach#I failed to mention it’s any acid that goes with baking soda. not just buttermilk#little bird worldbuilding
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For the moment, however, I’ve discovered that dragonslayers of the past believed dragons to be unusually resistant to the blight. In fact, some believed that dragon physiology was capable of stemming the spread of the infection, though this was a mere hypothesis and never fully explored.
Oh this is delicious with the release of DA:TV
#OOC / HOLLY.#holly rambles#this comes from the war table mission Learn More About Dragons#and at the time I first talked about this I was thinking about how#it adds to the Pentaghasts and other favoring the Reaver spec because hey possible blight resistance without becoming a Warden#but now that DA:TV has told us the Evanuris were blighted#AND prev material beginning in DA:O implying if not outright saying [I don't feel like fact checking rn] that the archdemons#are not blighted UNTIL the darkspawn find them to wake them up and start the next Blight#like...............what if the Evanuris created the archdemons originally as a way#to not just ensure their immortality but as a way to stem the spread of the blight within themselves#by putting part of their souls within these unblighted dragons#they're probably mother dragons too imo which is Extra Spicy
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I LOVE SPEC BIO !!!!!
#pondering it. pondering my own stuffs#ive got spec bio for puyos im still proud of and still follow#ive got it for objects that im really happy with...#for fenris and how they function in a metaphysical sense...#then also for car boys and how i go about translating the source material of the cars into my designs and headcannons#ive been doing this forEVERRRRRRR...#false stars was initially a spec bio project... since i had to figure out how to adapt the lizard species i used to the context of warriors#didnt keep tjat though cause it Sucked tbh
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Behold. A very awesome and cool member of the Maverick Hunters who definitely doesn't accidentally completely blow themself up during a mission and die only to have their scraps rebuilt and thus become reprogrammed by the enemy. Everything's fine with them nothing happens
Aka despite having this character for literal years I'm just now making my MegaMan s/i an actual reff
#also C-10.01 is a cat robot they built named Flea who's a cat robot#basically they pull a Bass and get fused with their robot animal companion but instead of doing it to be cool it's forced upon them#art.png#also another spec I just didn't know where to put#they were originally made to collect strey radioactive material to protect the public hence the nuclear core#but they were infected with the Maverick virus which made them incredibly disobedient and rebelious#not necessarily violent but they do the exact opposite of what anyone tells them to do specifically because it was an order#Rad is violent though. but that's because Sigma/Vile nonsense#oc x canon#oc x cc#oc: Cataran MMX
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I admit I'm pretty into the hypothetical of Tommy heading up the new 911 spin-off. I always feel conflicted because I want good things for him but deep in my heart I'm a Buddie shipper first. This would be a very neat solution to that problem for me, though I realise others might have significantly more mixed feelings about it.
#911 abc#unfortunately my ideal buckeddie world does require a bucktommy break up#but that doesn't mean i want tommy to fall off the face of the earth#also like... ok not to be crazy and buy too hard into my own bullshit#but if there's any substance to the spec that tommy will play a major role in the 3-part premiere airplane disaster#I've been wondering WHY they would do that#it's not that i object but it just feels like a weird choice#to put a secondary character in a starring role of your big premiere opening#i don't think they're setting him up to be a lead on this show because he's too similar to characters we already have#but a lead on another show could absolutely work#tbh tommy kinard is totally leading man material
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Always flattering to be asked if I do commissions, even though I absolutely do not 😅
#personal#I did try it once and the client was nice but it was a lot of effort#but I’m not really comfy selling original collage work b/c my sources aren’t always fair use/copyright-free#and my ceramics output isn’t consistent enough to work to spec#and I don’t have all the materials & tools I need to do mosaics
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so I know you're probably making a shitpost here but genuinely, if that's a job you want, THAT IS A JOB THAT EXISTS.
You wanna search for Quality Inspector jobs.
Yes, there's a little bit more to it than "this one is yellow, that one is green" but it is, basically, sorting objects by color and size and shape. I know this because I have had this job, and it was my favorite job I've ever had so far because fuck yeah, getting paid to sort things by color and shape and size.
They should pay me to sort objects by color and shape and size all day I'd be good at it I'd be so fucking good at it
#it's also a lot of paperwork#like a LOT#you gotta check material certs and verify lot numbers are accurate and do a lot of measuring#not just look at stuff and sort it by eye#but there is also cosmetic specs which IS all sorting stuff by eye
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What Makes the Best TMT Bar Ideal for HR Coil-Based Fabrication Systems?
Best TMT bar performance is crucial for industrial setups where HR coils and Super Rings are the backbone of prefabricated frameworks. The ability of a TMT bar to seamlessly integrate with these elements determines not only the speed of execution but the structural integrity of the final assembly.
Fabricators and project engineers prioritize material combinations that offer efficiency without compromising durability. In such systems, the role of the best TMT bar becomes non-negotiable—it serves as the load carrier, the connector, and the stress distributor.
Introduction to TMT Bars in Modern Fabrication
TMT (Thermo Mechanically Treated) bars have evolved beyond their original scope of use in conventional construction. They're now a core part of pre-engineered and HR coil-based fabrication systems, where factory precision is non-negotiable.
The Role of the Best TMT Bar in Structural Integrity
When used with HR coils, the TMT bar is subjected to automated cutting, welding, and reshaping. Inferior quality leads to stress fractures, reduced bonding, and unpredictable elongation—problems that delay deadlines and increase overheads.
Understanding HR Coils and Super Rings in the System
HR coils (Hot Rolled Coils) are valued for their malleability and weldability. In fabrication systems, they’re often laser-cut and joined using Super Rings—reinforced connectors that demand superior bonding from the TMT bars to function optimally.
Awareness Stage – Why Fabrication Efficiency Depends on TMT Quality
Demand for Precision in Industrial Fabrication
Industries operating on prefabricated frameworks need each element—TMT bar, HR coil, and Super Ring—to behave predictably under load and temperature variance. Any deviation can cause rejection in QA testing.
How TMT Bars Integrate with HR Coils
The best TMT bar bonds with HR coils not just physically, but chemically. Its outer surface is designed to grip the flat surfaces of coils while enduring the thermal expansion and contraction that comes from fabrication processes.
Consideration Stage – Technical Compatibility and Material Behavior
High Ductility and Elongation Properties
Ductility is a key requirement when bending TMT bars around coil frameworks. Bars lacking in controlled elongation crack or distort during automated bending.
Consistency in Yield Strength with HR Coils
HR coils have defined mechanical tolerances. TMT bars used alongside them must show uniform yield strength—typically 500–600 MPa—to avoid mismatches during joint stress testing.
Fatigue Resistance in Super Ring-Based Assemblies
Super Rings exert multi-directional pressure. The best TMT bar resists micro-fatigue and maintains bond strength under cyclic load—ideal for column-beam-grid assemblies.
Structural Performance and Design Advantages
Bonding Characteristics with HR Coil Sheets
The rib design on TMT bars is tailored for anchorage. In HR coil setups, this grip becomes critical during welding and fitting, ensuring the structure doesn’t shift during placement.
Dimensional Accuracy in Modular Frameworks
Fabricators demand tight dimensional tolerance. A bar that deviates even slightly can cause rejection in mass production. The best TMT bar maintains dimensional consistency throughout its length.
Role of Rib Design in Load Transfer
Ribs help transfer the load from coil frames to base bars and columns. Precision in rib spacing and depth prevents slippage, especially in horizontal applications.
Long-Term Durability in Fabrication-Intensive Projects
Resistance to Bending and Re-Bending Stress
Automated fabrication systems often bend and reposition bars multiple times. TMT bars used in HR coil setups must withstand this without microfractures.
Compatibility with Welded Mesh and Precut HR Coil Systems
In complex floor decks and pre-cut modular setups, TMT bars must integrate seamlessly with mesh panels and coil sections. Any material incompatibility leads to waste and delays.
Conclusion
Fabrication systems built around HR coils and Super Rings are only as strong as the TMT bars that support them. Strength, ductility, weld compatibility, and batch consistency define whether a bar can be trusted in such environments. When structural performance, design accuracy, and lifecycle stability are on the line, the best TMT bar quietly proves its worth—one weld, one bond, and one load at a time.
#best TMT bars#HR coil fabrication#TMT bar strength#TMT flexibility#corrosion-resistant bars#TMT bar grades#fabrication systems#TMT bar quality#steel bar selection#construction materials#TMT durability#HR coil compatibility#TMT bar specs#high-strength TMT#TMT bar uses#building materials#TMT bar benefits#reinforced steel#TMT bar standards#construction durability
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Why Sewer Ejector Pumps Can Fail Sooner.
After conducting a thorough investigation into the premature failure of sewer ejector pumps, several key factors have emerged that explain why these pumps might break down sooner than the manufacturer's warranty period:
Improper Installation.
One of the leading causes of early pump failure is improper installation. If the pump is not installed according to the manufacturer’s specifications—such as incorrect pipe sizing, inadequate venting, or poor alignment—this can cause strain on the motor and moving parts, leading to accelerated wear and tear.
Power Surges and Electrical Issues.
Power surges or fluctuations in the electrical supply can damage sensitive components within the pump, such as the motor or control panel. Even if the surge lasts only a second, it can burn out circuits or compromise the motor's efficiency. Without surge protectors or proper grounding, this can lead to premature failure.
Clogs from Improper Materials. Sewer ejector pumps are designed to handle waste and certain types of debris, but when improper materials—such as feminine hygiene products, wipes labeled as "flushable," or other non-degradable items—are flushed, they can clog or damage the pump. Over time, these clogs can cause the motor to overwork, leading to an early breakdown.
Lack of Regular Maintenance. Routine maintenance is often overlooked. Failing to check and service the pump periodically can result in small issues going unnoticed until they become larger, irreversible problems. Sediment buildup, worn-out seals, or deteriorating gaskets can all contribute to pump failure, especially in areas with hard water where mineral deposits may accumulate.
Overworking the Pump.
Many sewer ejector pumps are not designed to run continuously. If the pump is overworked due to improper sizing, such as being undersized for the household’s waste output or running too frequently, it can result in overheating and breakdown. Ensuring the pump is appropriate for the expected load is essential for longevity.
Environmental Factors.
Harsh environmental conditions such as excessive moisture, flooding, or extreme temperatures can affect the pump’s lifespan. Excessive moisture can cause corrosion of internal components, while extreme cold or heat can affect the motor and seals. Additionally, if the pump is exposed to corrosive chemicals or gases in the sewage, it can degrade faster than expected.
In most cases, premature failure of sewer ejector pumps can be traced to installation errors, misuse, or lack of maintenance. To ensure a pump reaches its full lifespan, it is critical to follow manufacturer guidelines, perform regular maintenance, and avoid flushing materials that can cause clogs. These preventative measures can help avoid costly repairs and ensure the pump functions efficiently for its intended lifespan.
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#flushable#Why Sewer Ejector Pumps Can Fail Sooner.#After conducting a thorough investigation into the premature failure of sewer ejector pumps#several key factors have emerged that explain why these pumps might break down sooner than the manufacturer's warranty period:#1. Improper Installation.#One of the leading causes of early pump failure is improper installation. If the pump is not installed according to the manufacturer’s spec#inadequate venting#or poor alignment—this can cause strain on the motor and moving parts#leading to accelerated wear and tear.#2. Power Surges and Electrical Issues.#Power surges or fluctuations in the electrical supply can damage sensitive components within the pump#such as the motor or control panel. Even if the surge lasts only a second#it can burn out circuits or compromise the motor's efficiency. Without surge protectors or proper grounding#this can lead to premature failure.#3. Clogs from Improper Materials.#Sewer ejector pumps are designed to handle waste and certain types of debris#but when improper materials—such as feminine hygiene products#wipes labeled as or other non-degradable items—are flushed#they can clog or damage the pump. Over time#these clogs can cause the motor to overwork#leading to an early breakdown.#4. Lack of Regular Maintenance.#Routine maintenance is often overlooked. Failing to check and service the pump periodically can result in small issues going unnoticed unti#irreversible problems. Sediment buildup#worn-out seals#or deteriorating gaskets can all contribute to pump failure#especially in areas with hard water where mineral deposits may accumulate.#5. Overworking the Pump.#Many sewer ejector pumps are not designed to run continuously. If the pump is overworked due to improper sizing#such as being undersized for the household’s waste output or running too frequently
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Also while Chris and Eddie are extremely important to Buck, Chris is not Buck's child. I think one's child is the closest thing to one single person getting the priority over everyone else almost all the time but Buck is simply not Chris' parent. Buck does not carry the responsibility of a parent, he's not the one who needs to deal with Chris's lashing outs when he's feeling sad over his mom, or make long-term career decisions with his wellbeing in mind, or talk off at his teacher when harm comes his way at school, or try to navigate complex conversations over his bodily limitations etc. Eddie certainly trusts that if it comes to that that he's not around anymore, Buck could step up and fill that role but the dynamic between the three of them for the time being is not that - they're not co-parenting. Co-parenting with someone would require a different discussion for a new couple to have, but this is not the case for Buck and Tommy as it hasn't been the case for Buck and Taylor.
This is not to say Chris is not one of the most important people to Buck, and in some parts, this is unrelated to Eddie. Buck loves Hen as much as he does Eddie but you're not seeing him filling the same role with Denny. Buck is the close adult in Chris's life who's not his primary caregiver and this is such a significant role in a kid's development but the whole point is that - he's not his parent. He's the adult Chris can trust to be there for him in a context different than Eddie. He's the adult he can talk with about things that he can't talk with Eddie. He's the adult Chris runs to when he's sad/mad at Eddie precisely because Buck is not Eddie or his parent. He's his family but not his parent.
I think the notion of family gets flattened a lot in fandom spaces and it frustrates me a little. The thing about "found family" is that it's not a mold where you fit the characters in these heteronormative nuclear family roles. I know we all do this to a certain degree in the fandom but once you start to take it as this rigid 2 parents 2.5 kids family formula, you miss so much of the nuance of these dynamics. Buck and Bobby is another example, for example, and god knows how many times I said "that's his dad fr" but it's different in Chris and Buck's case because 1) Chris is a child who does need a parent, 2) Chris already has a parent who's there for him thru and thru, 3) The show doesn't poke fun at or become meta about Chris and Buck being son and dad like it does with Buck and Bobby.
I understand how we reach this point in fandoms - especially fandoms of long-running media where we have 34 weeks without a new season and 6 days between each episode - that we start to fill in the blanks with fics and discussions in our own echo chambers but it's getting really tiring.
can people please act like they've been in adult relationships "tommy needs to learn that buck will always prioritize eddie and chris or they'll never work as a couple" no. sometimes buck will need to prioritize eddie and/or chris and sometimes he'll need to prioritize tommy, and sometimes he'll need to prioritize maddie or bobby or someone. that's how adults work. you understand that you can't be number 1 at all times. just like tommy won't always be able to prioritize buck (like, idk, the bachelor party, but y'all can't even understand that 😒)
#wheres that post thats like “it should be a requirement for everyone to watch the source material every 6 months like its a license renewal”#that but with the 911 fandom#the last point is actually something im worried about re bucktommy as well bc i know how gaps between installments can cause disappointment#with the source material later down in the road#esp with a fandom like this where so much of the fanwork is spec for whats coming next#anti buddie#just in case bc tumblr is where nuance goes to die#i didnt want to make my reply so long but gotta say buck and chris's relationship reminds me of bobby with athena's kids at the beginning#where he was their buddy and he would run things with him bc they knew they couldnt with their parents
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idk i think a lot of people sort of build up schizo-spec diagnoses in their head as this example of a "clearly biomedical disease that is the scariest possible example of mental illness that is always a crisis no matter what." and i'm not going to sit here and say that schizoaffective is always pleasant to live with, or pretend that it's something that I can manage perfectly-it does cause me distress a lot of the time, and makes some things very difficult. but for me, psychosis is by far not the most difficult symptom i have to deal with, compared to some of the other things that have brought me distress. And yet it's always the symptom that is reacted to with the most fear, confusion, and disgust by other people. I hate it when people generalize psychosis as always and inherently and forever a crisis, and ignore the fact that everyone who experiences psychosis is going to have their own experiences, perspectives on how it impacts them, and that treating psychosis as a super scary, inherently dangerous symptom is incredibly stigmatizing and prevents us from receiving support and care from our communities.
idk. i just really wish people would realize that for some people, psychosis can sometimes be a neutral or even positive experience (i've had some incredibly lovely psychosis experiences), and that by positioning psychosis as a "super scary disease that has no quality of life" and only offering carceral solutions, it perpetuates a pattern where we get continually pushed into harmful treatments. Instead of a situation where our autonomy is respected, where we're offered a wide variety of treatments from meds to therapies to peer support like Hearing Voices Network to material community based support and where we're allowed to define our own experience of psychosis based on how it actually affects us. like, i don't want to deny that psychosis is often distressing for many of us--but I do think we have the responsibility to evaluate where we've learned about psychosis, what societal messages we've internalized about psychosis, what kinds of knowledge about psychosis do we not have access to, and just actually think in depth about how our biases impact how we communicate about psychosis.
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Radio Silence | Chapter Thirty-Six
Lando Norris x Amelia Brown (OFC)
Series Masterlist
Summary — Order is everything. Her habits aren’t quirks, they’re survival techniques. And only three people in the world have permission to touch her: Mom, Dad, Fernando.
Then Lando Norris happens.
One moment. One line crossed. No going back.
Warnings — Autistic!OFC, pregnancy, emetophobia warning, domestic fluff, birthdays + Christmas, some emotional instabillity.
Notes — I hope you guys love this one. It's so full of sweetness. A bit of frustration too, but mostly sweetness.
December 2023
The lights in the MTC's build bay always felt too bright. Amelia squinted up at them in annoyance, then turned her gaze back to the car.
Her car.
Not hers in any legal or possessive way — it belonged to the team, to the season, to the wind tunnel and CFD modellers.
But the final profile of the MCL38-AN was a shape that had lived in her brain before it ever existed in carbon fibre form. It had existed exclusively within spreadsheets and flow charts and headaches. Whiteboard scrawls at two in the morning. Phone calls to her dad. Arguments with aero. Hours of simulations. Hours of starting over.
And now it was real. Sitting right in front of her.
Orange and black, sleek and hungry, its chassis caught the overhead lights and glowing.
Amelia didn't move. She needed minute. She just stood beside the rear wing, arms crossed tight over her chest, soaking in the project that had consumed every spare hour of the past two years of her life.
She had half a muffin in her bag from breakfast four hours ago. She'd forgotten to eat it.
The name on the spec sheet was just technical: MCL38-AN. The suffix had started as a quiet claim — her way of signing something no one could take from her. Years ago, her father had passed off one of her ideas as his own. "AN" for Amelia Norris, scribbled on a draft after too much coffee, felt like insurance. But the department kept using it. Zak hadn't stopped them. And now it was printed on the official build list, black ink and daring her to believe it was really hers.
Her name. On a car.
"Staring at it won't make it disappear," came a voice from the other end of the garage.
Amelia didn't look over. "I'm aware," she replied flatly.
Anthony, one of the build engineers, chuckled and walked closer, wiping grease off his hands with a rag. "Just never seen you stand still this long before. Thought maybe you'd short-circuited."
"Internally," she replied. "I'm experiencing the Blue Screen of Emotion."
He laughed again. "Hell of a machine you designed."
She didn't correct him.
Instead, she stepped forward and laid one hand on the side-pod. The material was cold and smooth under her fingers. She could feel the vibration of the building, the faint hum of tools and voices and fluorescent life, echoing back through the structure.
"This was all in my head once," she murmured, more to herself than anyone else. "And now it's... this."
Anthony, thankfully, didn't say anything saccharine. Just gave a nod and let her stand there.
Amelia walked slowly around to the front of the car, fingers trailing against the bodywork. Her brain was already scanning for imperfections — minor details to flag, alignment to double-check, tolerances to run again. But beneath that, buried under years of ruthless professional calibration, was something quieter.
Pride.
Not loud or dramatic or showy. Just a quiet click of recognition.
This was good work. And it was hers.
"Can we run power systems later today?" She asked.
Anthony nodded. "Soon as Oscar finishes his lunch."
"Tell him I said no mayo on the telemetry."
"I don't even know what that means."
Amelia didn't clarify. She just smiled faintly to herself and stepped back, surveying the car one more time.
MCL38-AN.
Not bad for a girl who used to line up her Hot Wheels in exact weight-to-downforce order as a kid and got sent home from school for correcting her teacher's physics formulas.
She pulled out her phone, snapped a picture of the car, just for herself, then typed out a message to Lando.
iMessage — 14:33pm
Amelia (Wifey 4 lifey)
Almost ready for testing. I'm so proud it's making me nauseous.
A second later, another text.
Amelia (Wifey 4 lifey)
Or maybe that's just the pregnancy.
—
Amelia sat cross-legged across from Lando, hoodie sleeves pulled over her hands despite the lingering warmth in the air. Lando was barefoot, legs stretched out, half a grin on his face as he finished the last bite of cake she'd awkwardly cut with a plastic knife.
They were on Max's boat, rocking gently in the Monaco harbour. They'd stolen it for the day.
"Bit late," he teased, licking frosting off his thumb. "Birthday was like... three weeks ago."
"You were busy," she said simply. "So was I. And also I needed time."
"Time?"
"To figure out what to give you." She said. Then she reached into her bag and pulled out a small, square box; plain brown kraft paper, tied neatly with black ribbon. No card. Of course there was no card. She hated cards — never knew what to write in them.
Lando raised an eyebrow as he took it. "Not socks?"
"No."
He peeled the ribbon open and lifted the lid.
Inside was a tiny frame. Minimalist. Neutral. Inside it, a single page torn from a notebook — lined paper, slightly smudged pencil. On it: a series of racing lines drawn from memory. His best qualifying lap from Silverstone. Annotated in her handwriting with tiny notes. Brake here. Open throttle earlier. Turn-in felt cleaner than expected.
He stared at it for a long moment before speaking. "This is..."
"You told me you wanted to frame that lap. I had the data sheet, but I wanted to draw it from memory," she said, eyes on the water instead of him. "That way it's both yours and mine. More special."
Lando didn't speak. Not right away. Just set the frame down carefully and crawled across the cushions to kiss her — soft, deliberate. One hand cupped her jaw; the other rested over her heart like it was helping him breathe. When he pulled back, his eyes were suspiciously glassy. "I think that might be one of the best birthday presents I've ever received," he said. "And I love it."
She gave a tiny shrug. "Good. You're really hard to shop for. You buy everything you want as soon as you decide that you want it."
He laughed, pulling her into his chest.
The boat rocked gently, and the sun sank lower, and for once there was nothing they needed to do, nowhere they needed to be. Just a belated birthday, and a perfect lap, and the girl who knew every corner of it better than anyone ever would.
—
The ultrasound room was dim, lit mostly by the soft blue glow of the monitor and the faint flicker of winter sun bleeding through the frosted windowpanes. The air smelled faintly sterile, like clean cotton and antiseptic.
Amelia lay back on the table, her t-shirt folded up over her stomach, the thin paper drape rustling every time she shifted. One hand was clenched tightly in Lando's — not out of nerves, exactly, but out of that taut, quiet focus she always wore when she didn't have full control of a situation.
She eyed the plastic bottle in the technician's hand with thinly veiled suspicion.
"What is that?" She asked flatly.
"Just ultrasound gel," the technician said, chipper and entirely unprepared.
Amelia narrowed her eyes. "What are the ingredients?"
The woman faltered, eyes darting to Lando and then back to Amelia. "Um..."
Lando looked at his wife.
Amelia didn't look at him. "I just feel like if we're going to lather something all over my body, I should know whether it contains...you know, petrochemicals or carcinogens or hormone disruptors."
The technician blinked. "It's... mostly water-based," she said finally. "And glycerin. No dyes. No perfumes."
Amelia stared a second longer, then gave a short, diplomatic nod. "Fine."
Lando leaned over and whispered, "You sure?"
"Yes," she muttered.
The technician, clearly deciding she'd earned the right to proceed, gently pressed the probe to Amelia's stomach. She flinched, not from pain, but from the cold smear of the gel, and made a disgruntled little noise in the back of her throat.
Lando squeezed her hand once, smiling.
And then the screen flickered. A faint, grainy image bloomed into view, shadow and static and light, and the whole room seemed to still.
"Ah, a very easy one. There we are," the technician said softly, her voice shifting into something gentle. "One very small someone."
Amelia blinked at the monitor. "That blob is a baby?"
The tech chuckled. "That blob is your baby."
Lando's breath caught in his throat. He shifted closer to her side, eyes locked on the flickering movement onscreen — a heartbeat, tiny and fast and impossibly loud once the audio kicked in. It sounded like wings. Like something about to take off.
Amelia didn't speak for a long time. Just stared. Her mouth parted, eyes wide. She looked stunned, like her body had already figured it out, but her brain hadn't quite caught up.
"Is that..." she finally whispered. "That flicker, is that... the heartbeat?"
The technician nodded.
Amelia's mouth wobbled. Her fingers clenched tighter around Lando's. "It's going so... fast."
"Perfectly normal at this stage."
Lando, who had been quiet until now, suddenly straightened and leaned in closer, eyes glued to the screen. "Wait—how fast? Like, beats per minute?"
The technician glanced at the monitor, tapping a few keys. "Right now, it's about 170. A bit faster than an adult's, but that's exactly what we expect this early on."
Lando's eyes widened. "One seventy? That's incredible. Is that—like—normal?"
"Yeah, perfectly normal. It usually starts slower around five weeks and then speeds up."
Amelia's voice was quiet, but steady. "How many weeks are we exactly?"
"About seven weeks from the last menstrual period," the technician replied, smiling gently.
Lando glanced at Amelia, then back to the screen. "So... when's the due date? When can we expect... I mean, when—?"
The technician switched the screen to a small calendar. "Based on measurements, your due date should fall somewhere around August 14th."
Amelia exhaled slowly, eyes still on the grainy image of that tiny flickering heartbeat. "August 14th," she repeated. "Between Spa and Zandvoort, then."
Lando grinned and squeezed her hand. "That's... just over six months away. Feels proper real now."
Amelia's lips twitched in a tired smile. "Yeah, it's a bit overwhelming."
Lando's voice softened. "Overwhelming in a good way?"
She nodded. "Yeah. I think so."
He looked at her with such tenderness that it made her throat tighten.
She leaned her head against his shoulder.
"Maybe," Lando said softly, "instead of letting this make us feel out of control, we need to learn how to trust that our little person is just... doing its own thing."
Amelia closed her eyes briefly. When she opened them again, the flickering heartbeat was still there — small but unmistakably alive. "Okay," she said quietly, "yeah. Okay."
The technician smiled again, dimming the monitor as she packed up. "You're doing wonderfully. We'll schedule your next scan in three to four weeks time, but for now, just try to enjoy this moment."
Lando squeezed Amelia's hand.
—
The Norris house was full of noise — crumpled wrapping paper on every surface, half-eaten mince pies on plates, Christmas music playing softly in the background, and the fire crackling with the kind of persistent warmth only a real log burner could offer.
Amelia sat on the arm of the couch, a mug of peppermint hot chocolate in her hands (the only thing that didn't make her nauseous that week), watching Lando and his siblings messily construct some kind of Christmas LEGO set on the floor.
It was chaos. The good kind. Lando was wearing a Santa hat and trying to boss everyone around. Cisca was curled up in the other armchair watching them fondly, and even Adam was getting involved, despite pretending he was "too old for LEGO" about twenty minutes earlier.
Amelia felt warm. Not just from the fire, or the hot chocolate. But that kind of rooted, grounded warmth she hadn't felt since childhood.
Lando glanced up at her from the rug. His cheeks were flushed, curls a little wild, still in pyjamas. He grinned that stupidly wide grin of his; the one she could never not return.
"Okay," he said suddenly, clapping his hands together. "We've got one last gift."
His siblings groaned dramatically. "You're just trying to win Christmas," Flo said, already suspicious.
"No," Lando said, glancing up at Amelia. "This one's from both of us."
He got up and walked to the tree, pulling out a small box, about the size of a mug, wrapped in deep green paper and a lopsided gold bow. He handed it to Flo, gesturing for her to open it.
She peeled it back, frowned... and then blinked.
Inside was a tiny McLaren onesie, size newborn, folded neatly next to a photo printout of the ultrasound. On the front of the onesie was a little stitched helmet — and underneath it, "Team Norris. Arriving August 2024."
There was a beat of silence.
Flo stared.
"Shut. Up."
Adam whipped around, eyes wide. "Oh my god."
"No way," Flo said, already scrambling up from the floor.
Cisca covered her mouth, eyes wide and glassy. "Are you—? Are you serious?"
Amelia nodded, quietly overwhelmed by the whole thing, but smiling anyway, caught in the centre of a hug from Lando's siblings as they collapsed into her, cheering and yelling and somehow knocking her mug over (Lando caught it just in time).
Flo kept staring at the ultrasound photo like it was a sacred relic. "I am going to be the best auntie."
Adam walked over to Lando and gave him a tight hug, a forehead kiss, and a pat on the back.
Cisca hugged Amelia gently, brushing her hair back. "I had a feeling," she whispered. "You've had that glow."
Amelia laughed. "The glow is just sweat from the constant nausea. But thanks."
Lando wrapped his arms around her waist from behind, chin on her shoulder, warm and soft and safe."Merry Christmas," he murmured.
She leaned her head back against his. "Merry Christmas."
—
January 2024
The new apartment smelled like fresh paint.
It was bigger, with big windows and tiled floors and way more space than their old place. But in that exact moment, it mostly looked like a war zone. A mess of cardboard, bubble wrap, and various limbs sticking out from behind furniture.
"Why does your wife own so many pairs of shoes?" Max asked, squinting as he pulled box after box labelled Amelia: Shoes from the back of the moving van.
"She likes having options, Max," Lando replied from inside the apartment. "You wouldn't get it."
"I've already seen three pairs of the same sneaker!"
"Sometimes she wants them to look newer, sometimes she wants them to look worn!"
Amelia stood frozen in the middle of the living room, arms wrapped tightly around a single lamp. Not because it was heavy, it was from IKEA, but because she'd very quickly reached her max input for the day.
People talking, laughing, doors slamming, someone (probably Charles) putting a Spotify playlist on the TV at full volume, Celeste asking where the boxes marked kitchen - fragile had gone (answer: behind the miscellaneous - Lando's gamer shit), and her mom trying to organise snacks that everyone had insisted they didn't need but everyone was happily eating.
It was chaos. Warm, well-meaning chaos. But chaos all the same.
"Breathe, baby," came Lando's voice, suddenly right behind her. His hand gently closed over hers, guiding the lamp to the floor. "Let go."
"I'm fine," she said quickly.
"You're vibrating."
"I'm self-regulating."
"You're about to pop like a champagne bottle on the podium."
She blinked at him. "Lando."
"It's fine," he whispered, kissing her cheek. "Go sit. I'll turn down Charles' shit music."
She nodded once and retreated to the kitchen, or, well, what would be the kitchen, once all the boxes weren't stacked like a cardboard skyline.
Her dad followed her a moment later, holding a garbage bag full of what looked like packing peanuts. "Need anything, sweetheart?"
Amelia, dazed, looked up at her dad. "A new brain."
"I meant, like, a juice box."
"Oh. Do we have any?"
"I'll ask your mom." He laughed and kissed the top of her head before disappearing to the balcony.
Celeste popped in with a stack of throw pillows and collapsed beside her. "Remind me never offer to help anyone move again."
Charles, sliding by with a box labeled guest bathroom, raised his hand. "You're all weak."
"You hired movers," Max called from the hallway.
"Because I am smart," Charles countered.
Eventually, they made enough of a dent in the chaos to pause; boxes stacked in corners, the couch unwrapped, the kitchen sort of navigable. Everyone collapsed onto furniture, floor cushions, or each other.
Lando dropped next to Amelia with a thud. "Jesus," he said. "I'm never standing up again."
Tracey passed around bottles of water.
And then, without thinking, because she was tired, overwhelmed, and slightly frantic, Amelia looked at the empty room across the hall and said aloud. "Oh, cool. I'll be able to start putting the nursery together."
The silence was instant.
Zak froze mid-sip. Tracey turned so fast she almost knocked over Celeste. Charles blinked once, then again. Celeste slowly tilted her head like a confused golden retriever.
Only Max continued scrolling on his phone. Lando looked suspiciously casual, but his eyes had gone wide.
"Sorry," Charles said slowly. "Did she just say nursery?"
"She did," said Tracey, standing like she was ready to break into dance or faint, unclear which.
Amelia, blank as ever, looked up. "Oh. Yeah. Sorry."
"You're pregnant?" Celeste screeched, immediately launching across the couch.
"About eight weeks," Amelia said matter-of-factly.
"Oh my gosh—"
Lando, grinning now, tugged Amelia into his side. "We were gonna wait a while. But she's obviously forgotten the whole secrecy part."
"Not forgot," Amelia said. "Just... didn't filter."
Tracey shrieked. Charles stood and clapped. Celeste immediately demanded to know every detail. Her dad was just staring at them, his jaw slightly ajar.
Max looked at Lando and deadpanned, "Told you she'd blurt it eventually."
"You knew?" Tracey barked.
"Of course I did." Max said.
Celeste swatted him. "I can't believe you didn't tell me!"
Amelia rolled her eyes, but she was smiling, buried in a couch cushion, legs tucked under her, chaos all around her, but warm. Safe.
Loved.
"I'm going to have to help you build nursery furniture, aren't I?" Charles asked.
"Yes," said Lando.
—
Amelia sat on one of the bar stools at the kitchen counter, wearing her comfort pyjamas and cupping a warm mug in both hands. Her mom was rifling through a drawer looking for teaspoons and her dad was standing far too close for someone who'd said "I'm not gonna hover."
"You're hovering," Amelia said without looking up.
"I'm not," Zak replied, absolutely hovering.
Tracey gave him a look as she passed. "Sit down, Zak."
Amelia smirked faintly.
Zak pulled a stool out beside her but didn't sit. He just sort of... rested one hand on the counter and stared at her in that way dads do. "You keeping anything down?" He asked.
"I'm eating a lot of toast," Amelia said. "And drinking ginger tea."
He looked vaguely panicked. "Should we be calling someone? We have dietitian's, or—?"
"Dad."
"What?"
"I'm pregnant. Nausea is normal."
Zak muttered something about "precautionary measures" and "just checking" and "your iron levels, you never know," and finally Tracey grabbed his sleeve and tugged him to the other side of the kitchen.
"Let her breathe," she said, soft but firm.
He sighed but relented, pouring himself a cup of tea and stealing a look at Amelia like he still couldn't believe it. Like some part of him was seeing her as a baby again in his arms; not a woman, not a race engineer, not someone capable of growing a human. Just his daughter.
"I'm going to be a granddad," he said eventually, more to himself than anyone else. He blinked a few times, then smiled like he'd just realised it wasn't a prank.
Amelia raised her eyebrows, lips twitching. "Has he only just realised that?"
Tracey chuckled. "Oh no, honey. He's already ordered some books on newborn safety."
Zak tried to look insulted. "One of us has to be prepared."
Tracey ignored him and turned her attention back to Amelia, warm eyes softening. "You know," she said gently, "that first night at dinner, when you got all worked up about Lando... I just knew."
"Knew what?"
"That this was going to be something magic," she said. "You had that look on your face. Not the 'I'm in love' one, not yet. But that one you get when you've found something you'd fight for. And I thought, ah. There it is."
Amelia blinked, caught off guard. Her mouth opened, then closed again, unsure how to respond.
Tracey smiled knowingly. "You've always been complicated. Precise. A little special in a systemised way. But with him? You were safe. Not smaller, not quieter; just... steadier."
Zak, finally sitting, looked from his wife to his daughter, then back again.
Tracey walked over and touched Amelia's hair, smoothing it back without thinking. The kind of motherly gesture that was muscle memory. "We're very proud of you," she said softly. "Not just for the baby. For the life you're building. For letting yourself build it."
Amelia didn't answer right away. Just looked down into her tea and let that sit in her chest like a warm ache. "Thanks," she said finally, quiet.
Tracey smiled. "Now come sit with us in the living room and let your dad lecture you about your fiber intake."
"Oh no."
"I made a PowerPoint," Zak added helpfully.
Amelia stared at him. "I—I eat enough fibre. I swear. I promise. Don't make me sit through one of your terribly constructed PowerPoints."
—
Five hours later, the apartment was finally quiet.
The kind of quiet that only came after the storm; post-laughter, post-chaos, post-Max dropping a full pizza box face-down on the kitchen floor and Charles chasing Celeste with bubble wrap around his head like a helmet.
Everyone was gone now.
Some boxes still weren't unpacked, the dining table was holding an array of loose screws and takeout containers, and there was one singular sock hanging off the new lighting fixture that neither of them remembered installing.
But it was quiet. And theirs.
Lando lay stretched across the couch in sweats and a hoodie, one leg propped up on a box labeled BED LINENS???. Amelia was curled on top of him like a blanket folded in half, her cheek resting against his chest, arms wrapped around his middle.
She was half-asleep, her body finally relaxing after hours of overstimulation and problem-solving and people asking where things were that she did not know. "Is it weird I don't feel like this is real yet?" She murmured.
Lando looked down at her. "The apartment?"
"All of it. The space. The nursery. The fact I told everyone because I accidentally emotionally short-circuited. I mean, who announces a pregnancy like that?"
"You," he said, brushing his fingers through her hair.
She huffed a breath that was half-laugh, half-groan. "My brain was tired. My mouth just... decided."
"Hey." He tugged gently on a loose strand of her hair until she looked up at him. "It was perfect. So you. I mean, Tracey looked like she was about to cry and throw you a baby shower in the same breath."
Amelia groaned and buried her face back into his hoodie. "She's going to buy so many pastel things. I'm not emotionally equipped for pastel."
Lando laughed. "We'll make a blacklist. No tulle. No gingham. No text that says 'Born to race' or anything cringe like that."
Amelia was quiet for a moment. "Do you think it's okay we're doing this now?"
He didn't ask what this meant. He knew.
The baby. The life. The shift. The permanence of it all.
"I think it's us," he said simply. "And I think whatever that ends up looking like is okay."
She let out a breath. "I don't know how to do any of it. Not even the parts people think I'm supposed to be good at. I couldn't find the dish towels today."
"That's what the box labels are for."
"And you?"
"I'm just here to kiss you when your brain melts and tell you you're brilliant anyway."
She finally looked up at him again. Her eyes were tired — not with sadness, just the fatigue of too much change all at once. But they were also soft. "You're annoying," she said.
"What, being emotionally intelligent and devastatingly handsome is annoying now?" He teased.
"You're a good human weighted blanket, so I won't argue with that."
He smiled and kissed her forehead. "It's a privilege, honestly."
They lay there for a while, the hum of Monaco outside their windows, the buzz of city life just distant enough to feel like background music. Inside, it was soft. Warm. Familiar.
Eventually, Amelia whispered, "We really live here now."
Lando tightened his arms around her. "Yeah, we do."
"And we're gonna have a baby here."
"Mmhm."
"I have to start nesting. Like... soon."
"Tell me what you want built. I'll blackmail Charles and make him do it."
She laughed quietly against his chest, a sound full of exhaustion and affection.
Then, softer, almost to herself, "I think I'm happy."
Lando didn't say anything right away. He just turned his head and kissed her temple again, slow and sure, before whispering into her skin, "I know."
—
The morning had not been kind.
Amelia had thrown up twice before she even made it out of bed, once more in the sink when the smell of coffee drifted through the apartment. Her stomach had settled into that weird, hovering nausea, not quite sick, but never okay, and everything around her felt a little too much.
Too bright.
Too loud.
Too far from stillness.
The apartment was still full of half-unpacked boxes. One of them had exploded into a mess of packing peanuts by the bookshelf because Lando had tripped over it while trying to carry a lamp. That had made her laugh, for a moment. But now even that memory felt distant and staticky.
She hadn't eaten anything. Her body felt too heavy and too floaty at the same time.
So she wandered into the room off the living room and stood in the doorway, barefoot and still in one of Lando's shirts, staring at the swing.
The sensory swing hung from a reinforced hook in the ceiling, an enclosed hammock-style cocoon of soft dark grey fabric.
She hadn't used it yet.
But now... now she needed to be held by something.
Amelia walked over slowly, pulled the soft stretch of the fabric down, and climbed inside like she was folding herself into a shell. It wrapped around her shoulders, her hips, her knees. A full-body compression hug.
She let herself swing gently, letting the quiet motion do what words and plans and spreadsheets couldn't. The light filtered through the gauzy curtain. The outside world muffled. The only sound was her breathing.
Her eyes fluttered shut.
Her muscles finally, finally relaxed.
And then, maybe because the relief was so sharp in contrast to how awful she'd felt all morning, or maybe because everything just hit all at once, Amelia cried.
Just soft tears slipping down the sides of her face into the swing's fabric as her body unclenched. She didn't even try to stop them. Didn't need to understand them. Her hands cradled the soft swell of her lower belly as she rocked gently in the cocoon, the comfort so complete it almost hurt.
The motion, the weightlessness, the compression; it was like someone had pressed a reset button on her nervous system.
"I love you very much," she whispered, hand on her stomach, words falling into the soft dark of the swing. "Even if you are already making me throw up five times a day." She gave a little wet laugh. Then sniffled. Then rocked some more.
Eventually, Lando peeked his head around the doorframe.
He didn't say anything. He saw her there, bundled up like a sleepy moth, puffy-eyed and peaceful, and his whole expression softened.
"You good, baby?" He asked gently.
She nodded, still sniffling, half-smiling. "It works."
He smiled back. "Good" He walked over and pressed a kiss to the fabric where her shoulder must've been, still swaying. "Want toast when you come out?"
"Only if it's with the nice jam. The apricot one we got from the market last weekend."
"Anything you want. We're celebrating the swings debut, after all."
"Dramatic." She said.
"I know," he grinned.
And then he left her to swing, warm, wrapped up, and for the first time all day — completely okay.
February 2024
Amelia woke to the smell of espresso and something sweet (cinnamon, maybe) and the distinct sound of someone failing, very quietly, not to clatter around in the kitchen.
She blinked, groggy, and rolled over to find Lando's side of the bed empty. A sliver of warm morning light streamed in through the curtains. The apartment smelled like flowers and coffee and... possibly burning toast.
By the time she made it out of bed, hair a mess, t-shirt halfway sliding off one shoulder, she found him standing in front of the kitchen island, proudly staring at a tray of slightly overdone croissants, a half-burnt omelet, and a mug that said engineers do it with precision.
He turned the second he heard her. "Don't say anything," he warned, waving a spatula at her. "This is a labour of love."
"I can see that," she said, amused. "How's the toast?"
"Charcoal adjacent."
She padded over and leaned into his side, arms looping gently around his middle. "Morning."
Lando pressed a kiss to the top of her head. "Happy birthday, baby."
He guided her over to the table, where a small stack of wrapped gifts sat beside her laptop — one of them unmistakably from Oscar if the cartoon scribble on the tag was anything to go by. Another looked suspiciously like it had been wrapped by Max's girlfriend Celeste, given the glittery ribbon and note that just said DO NOT OPEN NEAR ZAK.
"Did you do all this this morning?" Amelia asked, eyeing the slightly lopsided croissants.
"Well," he said, handing her the mug, "I tried to sneak out of bed early. But then you curled up in the blankets and made that sleepy sound you make and I lost, like, twenty minutes just watching you sleep."
Amelia sipped the coffee. Ugh. Decaf. "Weirdo."
"Your weirdo."
They sat together, eating what they could salvage of the breakfast. Lando gave her a small, leather-bound notebook for scribbling car notes (with custom embossing: A. Norris, Race Strategist / Best Mummy Ever). She rolled her eyes, but she didn't stop smiling.
Later, while she was cleaning up plates, he appeared behind her with one last gift, this one small and velvet. Her breath hitched when he opened it. A pendant: a tiny silver disk with a barely-there engraving.
A heartbeat. The one they'd seen on the ultrasound.
"I wanted you to have something that was just... for you," he said quietly.
She touched the charm gently, thumb brushing the engraving. "I love it," she said, voice slightly wobbly.
He kissed her temple again, arms wrapping around her. "I love you."
The rest of the day was full of small joys; visits from friends, a video call with her mom, cupcakes delivered from a café Oscar insisted was life-changing. Max and Celeste swung by with a gift bag full of baby-safe skincare and a framed photo of the four of them.
At one point, her dad had messaged her.
Happy birthday, kiddo. Love you so much. See you soon.
To which Amelia replied.
Love you too.
That night, after the guests had left and the candles had flickered low, Amelia found herself curled up in her sensory swing by the window, legs folded up under her, pendant resting in the middle of her collarbones. Lando lay on the sofa nearby, watching her with quiet contentment.
"I think this was one of my best birthdays," she said softly.
He smiled. "Even with the burnt toast?"
She nodded. "Especially with the burnt toast." And then, after a pause, "Next year, we'll have someone else around to help us celebrate."
Lando's eyes softened. "Next year," he echoed.
—
WhatsApp Groupchat — 2024 F1 Grid
George R.
Welcome to the 2024 rookies!
Oh wait.
LOL.
Nevermind
Lando N.
Someone get this man a rookie asap
Charles L.
Bro we are all still here 💀
Alex A.
Just the same 20 people trying not to crash into each other
Esteban O.
Consistency is key 😂
Oscar P.
George is out here welcoming imaginary friends
Carlos S.
Rookie of the year is the Ferrari catering team
Lewis H.
I vote my physio as rookie of the year tbh
Yuki T.
I still feel like a rookie emotionally 😮💨
Fernando A.
I feel younger every season 😎
George R.
Ok ok I made one mistake
I was being polite
What if someone snuck in overnight. Like a stealth rookie
Pierre G.
Bro this isn't among us
Max V.
Let him live he tried ✋
Lando N.
He tried and failed. Spectacularly
George R.
Blocked. All of you. I'm blocking all of you.
—
The main presentation hall at the MTC was cold, the hush of anticipation a physical thing. Staff, engineers, drivers, media teams, and execs milled around in soft clumps, all eyes drawn to the shrouded figure on the platform. Silver satin draped across carbon fibre; sleek, taut, and humming with promise.
Amelia stood off to one side, arms crossed over her chest, one foot tucked behind the other like she was bracing herself against something invisible.
It was familiar, this room. She'd stood in it a dozen times. But this time was different.
This was her car.
She heard footsteps and didn't have to look to know it was Lando. He came to stand beside her, hands shoved into the pockets of his trousers, gaze fixed on the covered car like it might move if he blinked.
"It looks like a spaceship," he murmured.
"It's as complex as one," she said simply.
He grinned. "I'm gonna drive a spaceship."
"You're going to win in it."
Her dad walked out onto the stage, some carefully crafted speech on hand, but Amelia barely registered it. Her ears rang with something heavier; a low, surging pressure that sat in her chest and refused to settle.
She heard her name, heard Zak referencing her as lead technical design engineer on the project, and the soft ripple of polite applause. She didn't move. Didn't blink.
When the cover was pulled back and the MCL38-AN was finally exposed under the lights. Lean, mean, shimmering with graphite and papaya — the room went reverently silent.
It was beautiful. Sharp and elegant and mean in all the right places.
And hers.
Her hands trembled slightly where they were folded. Lando noticed. He reached down, laced his fingers through hers without saying anything. She didn't look at him, but she held on.
Oscar appeared at her other side, chewing a protein bar. "It looks fast," he said through his mouthful.
"It is fast," Amelia replied, deadpan.
He nodded. "Good. I hate slow cars. Bad for my numbers."
Lando snorted. "Your numbers are fine."
"I want more numbers."
Amelia ignored them both. Her eyes were fixed on the low spoiler, the curve of the side-pod, the subtle detailing near the rear suspension she'd fought tooth and nail to implement — backed up by three sleepless weeks of CFD simulations and one argument with the floor design team that she'd very nearly won with sheer stubbornness alone.
"Do you want to go look at it up close?" Lando asked, gentle.
Amelia shook her head. "Not yet."
He didn't press. Just stayed beside her as people filtered forward. Cameras clicked. Flashbulbs strobed. Somewhere, someone asked Oscar to smile more. Zak was already doing a walk-around with Sky Sports.
But Amelia stayed back, hand in Lando's, watching as her car, her beautiful, terrifying, finely-tuned monster, greeted the world for the first time.
Finally, Lando leaned in, voice low against her ear. "I'm so proud of you."
Her mouth twitched, just a little. "I know," she said.
Then, after a beat, "I'm proud of me too."
—
There were two weeks until they were due to fly out to Bahrain for testing.
The smell of carbon composite and metal dust still clung to the air. Most of the lights had been dimmed in the engineering wing of the McLaren Technology Centre, but not in Bay 2. Bay 2 was lit up like a crime scene — bright, clinical, unrelenting.
And Amelia was pacing.
"You changed the front wing flow guide without flagging it to me." Her voice was flat, but her tone cut sharp enough to peel paint. "It's not a minor tweak. It alters the pressure delta across the entire front third of the car."
Across the table, three senior aero engineers; experienced, respected, and visibly nervous, stood their ground, albeit quietly. One of them, Benji, cleared his throat.
"We didn't go behind your back," he said carefully. "It was discussed at the Friday meeting—"
"I wasn't at the Friday meeting," she snapped. "I was with Oscar for simulator calibration. You knew that."
"We had to lock a version in for pre-season aero scanning," said another engineer, trying to be the reasonable one. "You were behind schedule finalising the nose cone parameters—"
"I was behind schedule," Amelia repeated, eyebrows arching dangerously, "because I was rewriting your cooling duct schema so it wouldn't explode in Bahrain."
Silence.
Lando stood quietly just inside the doorway, arms crossed, watching. He wasn't saying anything — yet. But his eyes never left Amelia.
"You've added drag," she said after a beat. "I ran the updated airflow map through CFD myself after I saw the render. It introduces wake turbulence at high yaw, and we already struggle with straight-line pace. You've made us slower on the straights to gain — what? Four points of front downforce?"
"Four points could help balance in the high-speed corners," Benji offered.
"At the expense of the entire overtaking window!" Amelia barked. "You want Lando and Oscar to defend for twenty laps in DRS zones with a car that drags like a parachute because you like the numbers it spits out on paper?"
Someone muttered something; too low to catch. Amelia's head snapped around like a hawk.
"Say it louder," she said. "You clearly thought it was clever enough the first time."
The engineer paled slightly. "I just said... maybe you're too attached to this design."
Lando stepped in before Amelia could respond.
"No, see, here's the thing," he said, tone deceptively easy. "You don't get to say that. Because her attachment? That's why this car is visibly better than last year's. She is the reason why we had the third-fastest chassis on average post-Zandvoort last year. Because she gives a shit. And if Amelia says it's wrong? Then it's wrong."
The room froze. One of the engineers swallowed hard.
Amelia, though, didn't say anything for a full five seconds. She just stood there, arms folded, staring down the table like she was willing the numbers to change.
Then, calmly, "You're reverting to the previous design."
"We can't. Not until—"
"I'll update the approval file myself," she continued. "I want the renders sent back through me. If you're going to make changes to a car with my name on it, you'll run it by me first. Not the group chat. Not Zak. Not the test team. Me."
Stillness.
Eventually, Benji nodded, his jaw tight. "Alright."
She left the bay without another word, her footfalls even, deliberate. Lando followed a few paces behind, catching up only once they hit the corridor.
"You didn't have to jump in," she muttered.
"I know," he said. "But I wanted to."
They reached the elevator. Amelia punched the call button too hard.
"They're not wrong," she said quietly, not looking at him. "I am too attached."
Lando nodded. "Yeah. And that's why you're the only one I trust with it."
—
The hum of the wind tunnel was a low, constant growl behind the soundproof glass. Screens lined the wall of the operations room, flooded with live data — airflow vectors, pressure maps, drag coefficients, temperatures.
Amelia sat perfectly still in the front row, staring at the monitor.
The numbers were wrong.
Not wildly, not catastrophically. Just... wrong enough.
Behind her, the aero lead, one of the few who hadn't been at the shouting match in the engineering bay days before, was going over test notes in a too-cheerful voice. "And that's run twelve with the revised front-wing guide and standard rear beam. A bit of turbulence in the crosswind scenario, but nothing unmanageable."
Amelia's fingers twitched against the armrest of her chair.
Zak stepped in beside her. "They've already locked the transport containers for Bahrain," he said in a low voice. "The old spec wouldn't make it through the scans in time."
"I know," Amelia said without looking at him.
"We'll revert before Melbourne," Zak added. "That's the plan."
"I know."
She said it again, like repetition might dull the edge.
Zak hesitated. "I get it. I do. But it's one race."
"It's the first race," Amelia said quietly. "It sets the baseline. The whole development curve starts from that data. Every upgrade, every refinement — it's all going to skew unless we compensate."
Zak didn't argue. He didn't need to. They both knew she was right.
But it didn't matter.
Because the parts were packed, the plane was leaving in 48 hours, and the wrong spec was going to touch asphalt in Bahrain.
She stood abruptly. The chair creaked as it slid back.
"Amelia," Zak said. "I know this is hard for you."
She turned, her voice clipped but steady. "It's not hard. It's inefficient."
And she left the room.
—
The lights were low. Her desk lamp cast a soft amber glow across a table full of design sheets and scribbled notes, crossed-out margins, red-circled flaws, annotations that no one else in the department could read but her.
Her iPad was open to the Bahrain track layout. She wasn't crying — not even close. But her jaw was clenched hard enough to ache. Her hands flexed, restless, unable to do anything.
She hated that feeling.
A soft knock came at the door.
"Go away," she said without looking.
It opened anyway.
Lando leaned in, holding two takeaway drinks. "I come bearing peace offering. Decaf vanilla chai for my beautiful, smart wife."
She didn't move.
"I know," he said gently. "It sucks."
"I'm not angry anymore," she said.
He gave her a look. "Don't lie to me, baby."
She finally looked up, and he crossed the room to set the drink beside her keyboard.
"I spent a year making it perfect," she murmured.
Lando touched her shoulder. "And it still will be."
Amelia looked back at her notes. "I hate being forced to let something go when I know I'm right," she said. "Just because I'm one person versus an entire team — and I know that it's not fair to expect them to just blindly trust everything I say, but it makes me so mad.'
"Okay," he whispered. "Time to go home, I think."
—
"Do you need six pairs of sunglasses?" Amelia asked, holding Lando's McLaren duffel open.
Lando didn't even look up from where he was rolling socks. "Yes."
"You only have two eyes."
"It's called fashion, baby."
She rolled her eyes and shoved the sunglasses back in, making sure the soft case separated the orange-tinted pair from the purple ones, because God forbid they get scratched.
Their bedroom looked like a tornado had touched down; open suitcases, half-folded clothes, a stack of electronics chargers that Amelia had labeled with colour-coded cable ties two seasons ago and still didn't trust Lando to keep organised.
Her own packing was... slower. More deliberate. She sat cross-legged on the floor in front of her own suitcase, a checklist open on her iPad and a faint, lingering wave of nausea rising every few minutes like a passive-aggressive tide.
"Are you sure you're okay to fly?" Lando asked for the third time that afternoon.
Amelia clicked her Apple Pencil against her teeth. "I'm pregnant, not ill."
"Still."
"I have packed ginger chews and compression socks."
He looked up. "You hate ginger chews."
"I also hate throwing up at 30,000 feet. Sometimes compromise is necessary."
He grinned. "That's very mature of you."
Amelia waved vaguely in the direction of the ensuite. "Can you grab the skincare bag? Not the one with my regular stuff — the one with the unscented moisturiser that doesn't make me gag."
"Yes, your highness."
She threw a sock at his head.
The packing process stalled every few minutes for various reasons: Amelia needed a snack; Lando forgot where he'd put his phone; Amelia remembered she hadn't downloaded the Bahrain telemetry files onto her personal iPad; Lando insisted on reorganising his racing gloves by colour.
Eventually, Amelia sat back with a soft groan, rubbing a hand over her belly. Not that there was much to feel yet, no bump, just the persistent hum of her body shifting quietly into something new.
She felt... heavy. But not in a bad way. Just full of lists, of responsibilities, of life. Literally.
"Hey," Lando said gently, crouching in front of her. "You okay?"
She nodded, slow. "Yeah. Just... tired. Everything feels like it takes twenty-percent more effort."
"You want to skip testing?"
Amelia narrowed her eyes. "Lando."
"I'm just saying—"
"No. Don't even suggest that. I need to be there for Oscar and I want to be there for the cars first proper run. I have to see how it holds up."
He smiled softly. "Just checking. That's my job now, remember? Worrying about you."
Amelia's expression softened. "I'm fine. I'm just slower than usual. I'll sit. I'll drink plenty of water."
Lando stood and offered her a hand, helping her up off the floor with the ease of long practice. They zipped the last suitcase together, and she stared at the organised chaos around them with a long, contemplative sigh.
"Think this baby is gonna like Bahrain?" She murmured.
He shrugged. "Hot. Loud. Feels like it's already genetically predisposed that baby is not going to have a good time."
She laughed, quietly, the sound curling in her throat.
They were flying out in the morning. Testing started two days after that. And in a few more weeks, the 2024 season would roar to life; full throttle, no mercy, no brakes.
But for now, there were just bags and chargers and familiar, cluttered rhythms. And them.
Just them.
For now.
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