#mcu!loki

[lokiinmediasideblog]

TIL Loki's biological mom was shown in Loki series concept art

[thezombieprostitute]

Misplaced

Summary: The son of a new patient isn't a fan of you.

Warnings: Caretake stress, End-of-life (Palliative) care. Please let me know if I missed any!

A/N: Based on a dream I had.

You park your car in the driveway of Mrs. Odinson's house and wince. The other car belongs to her younger son, Loki. The man always snipes insults at you when Frigga can't hear. You're not looking forward to this.

At least Frigga is a delight. She seems to have accepted what's happening. She even talks about joining her husband with a happy tone to her voice. Her older son never holds back his tears but also seems to be accepting that she's dying.

Loki, however, treats it like it's your fault Frigga is passing.

He's not the worst you've ever had to deal with. You've been yelled at by cousins and long-lost kids for not treating their dying relative as if they're fully healthy and capable of making a complete comeback. But Loki's snipes certainly feel the sharpest. It's like he knows your every insecurity when he strikes.

Still, you're not doing this job for him. You're here to make sure Frigga isn't in a lot of pain. That she's not suffering.

When you walk into her room, Loki glares at you. For once, Frigga catches it.

"Loki, what's wrong?"

"Nothing, mother," he quickly assures, eyes softening as he looks at her.

"You looked at my poor nurse as if she was a demon," she insists.

"It's nothing," he reiterates before storming out.

Frigga looks at you, "I'm so sorry for my son."

"It's okay," you nod. "Not everyone processes their grief in a healthy way."

She chuckles, "if only you knew!"

"He must love you very much to hate me so."

"Oh?"

"I'm a reminder that he's going to lose you," you shrug. "The fact that he's so hostile towards me, indicates he's severely pained at the thought of losing you. You must be very dear to him."

"Thank you for seeing the best in him," she smiles. "Not many can."

After the appointment, you head out to your car but hesitate when you see Loki pacing by his own vehicle.

"She's ready for visitors again," you inform him as you look for a way to walk past him.

He stops pacing. "I heard what you told her about me. Your insight into why I'm acting the way I am."

"Would you have preferred I kept my mouth shut?"

"...yes and no," he admits. "Mainly because you're not wrong."

"You're not the only one who's ever been mean to me for such reasons."

"It doesn't excuse my behavior," he shakes his head. "I...I apologize for my...immaturity. I will try to do better going forward."

"I appreciate that," you smile. "Now go and spend some more time with your lovely mother. She enjoys when you read to her."

His eyes soften, he looks like he wants to cry. "Thank you."

Tagging: @alicedopey; @darkficsyouneveraskedfor; @darsynia; @delicatebarness; @icefrozendeadlyqueen; @irishhappiness; @kmc1989; @lokislady82; @peaches1958; @ronearoundblindly

[themizzenmask]

Loki broke the Internet

[ID: Mostly greyscale sketch of Bruce, Thor and Loki. Loki is sitting in front of a laptop looking confused at the screen, and Bruce is sitting beside him, rubbing the back of his neck and looking worried. Thor is sitting in the background, laughing. They are all wearing Earth style clothes, Loki has a tattoo on his forearm in an Urnes Art style and his nails are painted black. On the wall behind Bruce, Thanos’ head is pinned to a board by Loki’s dagger with a plaque beneath it that says “Thor’s sword waz ‘ere”. The laptop has stickers on it of genderfluid and pansexual flags, Mjolnir and Elder Futhark runes saying ‘Frigg’. Only the stickers are in colour. End ID] -

Just random everyone lives AU art. Might do a full colour version at some point

[vlovann]

[lokiinmediasideblog]

Nice! I like the interpretation that his attempt to talk to Heimdall sucked on purpose to avoid getting to Jotunheim.

[lokiinmediasideblog]

I'm of the opinion that MCU!Loki would be far more willing to die to save MCU!Frigga than the other way around (even if she's interpreted as genuinely caring for him), and it has fucked up angst potential.

[themizzenmask]

[lokiinmediasideblog]

An interesting tidbit is that the Thor (2011) script implies Loki feared his involvement in letting the Frost Giants into Asgard had been discovered and that he'd be punished for it. On top of everything, Loki fears that also being discovered throughout the entire movie. He was going through cumulative nervous breakdowns the whole movie.

Also, Frigga just casually lounging there and being like "Make your Father proud. " LMAO.

Frigga: Until Odin awakens, Asgard is yours.

[duchessripper]

“why do you still use tumblr?”

listen— i have to keep track of my hyper fixations somehow

[v3ggyqu33n]

Reblogging this pic is not enough, I need to birth its child.

you will ALWAYS be my brother

[yufy01]

[vinamari]

How it feels going to bed after reading some words

It was angst

[iheartsebstan]

[lokiinmediasideblog]

I had to rewatch the eyeball bit in Avengers (2012) because a mutual insists there was no eye gouging involved technically. And like it's true.. the eye wasn't gouged. but still I find it funny Loki & co designed an eyeball scanner with spikes to embed on the face around the eye. Why did Loki & co deem the spikes necessary? xD Loki's like "No pain no gain. Someone has to suffer." lol

[lokiinmediasideblog]

@nostalgia-tblr

[textsfromthetva]

Loki + tumblr [277/?]