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I just remembered I was supposed to do something for Mermay and.....the whole month has almost passed whoops
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#they make me SICK#ueueueueueueuee#anyways#mgs#metal gear solid#liquidmantis#liquid snake#psycho mantis#tretij rebenok#what even do i tag#my art#uhhh#uhhhh#idk thats all#i lowkey forgor i have tumblr so im posting this late blehh😛
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meant to work on literally anything but instead drew a dubiously shmibibically accurate angle Eduardo.. sure whatev
strange creature... strange weeping.. sad... grieving creature
idk why he's like that I just draw
#Any red fellows should look out for angry feathered flying 4 eyed objects they are highly aggressive#he would BITE if he had a mouth im sure..if he wasnt so busy weeping!!!#not sure what implications are made here...was he always this freak??? uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why is he this freak???uhhn#deisgned him just ...cause i can really..fun :3#duinslop!!duin slop...#i hart u duinslop tag#ew eduardo#ome of these days ill work on my wips and stpp doodling new slop....#i cant! gage what people want from me but it really only maytrts so much cause at yhe wnd of the day i do what i want#anyways if you read tags uhhb...hi :) wave hello hi#using them to yap is very funny to me .... as far as wips go i still have my unfinished poweredd art...eduardos in that too so that's fun..#uhhh matt comic.....iykyk...uhhhh i wanna draw ellworld goils...was supposed to make hc sheets for tam n ell#other stuff.... loads of wips and so little time!#frankly im.noy convinced I won't just... never work on my wip slop...i make it crazy daunting for noe reason#which js crazy because it's all british wips... how is it so overwhelming its British people#that's as low stakes as it gets dawg.........im COOKED
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PRIMUS, MY BUMBLEBEE STUFF EXPLODED
HOLY PRIMUD








Hehe, tickle that.
AAAAA
#get out of my head#kiss meeeee#transformers: earthspark#ik he’s a fictional character but i love him#bumblebee earthspark#bumblebee#anyway im normal#uhhh#this is what makes us girls#there’s something wrong with me#so damn pretty#pretty boy#he is so beautiful#kiss#it’s 04:48 rn#bro is majestic#bro is so silly#bro idk#smash.#uhhhh#i mean what#hehe#he’s so cute#why is he so cute#oh he is so part of pride#lgbt pride#breakdown#GASP#bumblebee x breakdown#gay
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You know what’s useful in times like this? Friends.
#sobbing looking up Sasha quotes to use for this#Sasha I love you!!!!!#I’m dead!!!!!#this started off as a warmup so I could get in the groove#and then I ended up working on it for 14 hours straight (on and off)#and oh my god was it worth it#look at her!!#she’s free!!#free in gay Paris!#I would kill for you Sasha Rackett you deserve all the love in the world#she makes me so fucking sad dog I miss her every day#rqg#rusty quill gaming#rqg fanart#rusty quill gaming fanart#rqg sasha#sasha rackett#uhhh what do I want my new art tag to be#oh god uhhhh#spyderart#yeah that works
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DP x DC Prompt #93
Danny is too busy helping the League with a threat to fight his own rogues, so they decide to take care of the problem so Danny will pay attention to them again.
#finemeal prompt#dp x dc#danny fenton#justice league#danny phantom rogues#listen y’all uhhh my queue is empty#whoops#summer courses really got to me#but I’ll try to fill it again for y’all#whoop whoop#we’ll see how i do though#so if i stop posting daily uhhhh that’s why#life be busy af#ngl
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ares & aphrodite designs ...for no reason in particular
#greek mythology#ares#aphrodite#artists on tumblr#digital art#fan art#sketch#doodle#my art#uhhh could this be considered fan designs for epic if these aren't necessarily designed for it? lolol#i suck so bad at helmet design but i ATTEMPTED at invoking a dog's snout with ares side profile#bc ya know#ares with chains since he is always getting tied up for some reason#uhhhh what is not depicted is some pottery decals on his armor#just know that it is there. rip ares and his adventures of being a loser (got trapped in a jar for a couple years </3)#aphrodite was a lot simpler to design for me#since technically these are revamps of old designs and aphrodite's concept was one i was the most confident on#invoke her seafoam and bird motifs and BOOM its aphrodite#i need to speak my truth...i'm not a big fan of naked aphrodite#do we not remember actaeon </3#do not look at the gods naked guys or else you'll be devoured by your hounds 😭#her tatas are out tho but are covered by her pink shaw#idk it's important that ppl know this i suppose#ok i will hopefully finish what i'm working on with these designs soon will post when ready byeeeee
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Day 109
Today’s board is:

Ya know Handy looks really weird in this board, I don’t know why they drew him like that /silly
(From TV episode 12C Junk in the Trunk)
#htf#happy tree friends#htf lifty#man it’s been a while since Lift has shown up in a board!!#Shifty got two whole solo boards back to back before his brother showed up again#although tbf the one was bringing the butthole allegations to light so like I don’t think that’s much of a win.#anyways!!! Time for me to ask a question tangentially related to the board!!!#so which of the twins do yall see as the older one?#for me I thinks it’s Shift. Prolly cus the hat#I feel like the hat makes him feel more in charge and thus older#plus I feel like Shift’s more of like a schemer who like plans out most of the heists before the duo go through with em.#meanwhile I see Lift as more impulse-driven so the two are kinda just winging it when he’s leading whatever robbery they’re doin#maybe one day I should categorize all the heists into either a Shift-driven one or a Lift-driven one hmm that might be fun#that’ll be something for the genera sideblog tho lol#which I decided I am making!! I have too many thoughts to share with the world not to!!#but uhhh I just gotta respond to the inbox first cus I’d feeeel bad yapping and not having that stuff answered <333#And I’ll probably get to that stuff uhhhh maybe Saturday just cus I have one more final and then I gotta move out of my dorm so like.#I’ll be busy <//33#should be free enough afterwards tho. Specially if I’m not goin right back to work as soon as I’m home#But yea sorry for letting that stuff sit#I’ll get to it I prommy <3333#Oh also I’m writing this later than usual so uhhh not gonna bother scheduling it you get this one slightly early <33
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Michael Ao3 author AU walk with me here
"hey guys sorry I havent posted much on the Immortal and the Restless fic, I had to do this one errand my father sent me on, its actually a funny story; my dead sister actually possesed this big robot clown that killed her, and I had to like, put her scattered parts back together again, it was a whole thing, but yeah, her murder AI kind of just took over and she tricked me into being a meat suit, so that kind of sucked, and im actually organless atm, so sorry for slower updates, but it is what it is yk"
And then wayyyy later "heyyyyy what's up superstars, sorry for the long hiatus, my soul got put into a robot bear, but that's all taken care of, so chapter 27 soon :3"
#michael afton#fnaf#michael afton my beautiful pookie#five nights at freddy’s#I have nothing else to add to this au lmao this is a spur of the moment thought i had because it made me laugh in my head lol#uhhhhh idk phhhhhhsss uhhhh cc lizzie and michael bond over IatR and they write fics together yeah that'll do /pos#uhhh they find his fics in their robo ai (man idk 😭) and his banger metaphors and writing is what gets them to stop trying to kill him#glammike#<- for the soul teehee
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the opening starting with "it cant hurt you if u dont think about it. it cant hurt you if you dont think about it" like a chant. — repression; chanted like a hopeful lie
owen's sleeping bag is pink. i feel like it symbolises who he truly was since he was a kid. pink or magenta colours also play around in the tv or the while owen was watching the pink opaque.
trans flag colours during the tent (? im not american) playing scene. white, pink, blue and purple. — owen standing under those colours shows he was genderfluid or on the trans spectrum. the concept of sexuality showed more when he was a kid
1. i feel like its so important that trans/genderfluid colours were more vibrant when owen was a child. because as a [REDACTED] person myself with insane repression. the idea of not associating to your gender meant that u picked it up somewhere else. you were "influenced" but for some people in the transgender community if not most (myself included) felt like something was off since we were kids. we were never truly normal. there were no closets back then so everything just vibrates through including the colours. i remember wanting guns or cars as toys and my parents said isnt that a boys game and i never understood why i liked boys game i never understood why i never associated with girls toys. this part was shown in the movie when owen was like can i watch the pink opaque tonight and his dad was like isnt that a girls show?
2. this was also shown when owen first gotten introduced to the pink opaque he was sitting against a pink vending machine. in a way the pink opaque (the show) made him realise "wow this is really cool and i resonate with it so much" later in the movie when he said its just a show we watched together as kids in your dads basement. symbolises the repression of the fact that this media helped him find himself. this piece of media made him realised who he truly was deep inside. but he was too scared to let her out. hes afraid when he digs too deep he ll find nothing. — my interpretation of this is how people telling trans or confused people like "what if its not real?" "you'll grow out of it" "what if youre just faking it for attention?" what if he digs deep inside him and she was never there. only a delusion
3. just my interpretation but i feel like most kids who are or end up being on the queer spectrum never really understood why they were different. they just are. influenced or not, nothing couldve changed that. nothings couldve changed whats inside them
4. im not really keen on pushing gay agenda since lgbt community has gotten worse over time but i like to think abt how a queer spectrum is just self expression. to not conform to gender norms. ill never understand cishets and their fear of self expression
i also really like the colour coding of this movie. it went from dark blue colours. green. to magenta and softer colours like pink and baby blue. i feel like it encapsulated the feelings. how it feels to repress. how gender euphoria can come at random times in the day. and it hits like a truck when u dont notice it at all.
i like how the colours represent it. the dark blue road and evening sky contrasting the soft pink chalk on the road "there is still time" ofc this was supposed to give message theres still time to be out of the closet. but i like my idea better that this actually represents how gender dysphoria felt like. how licking your own wounds felt like. telling urself theres still time to transition or theres still time to come out to your parents. the chalky words of theres still time shines under the fluorescent moon. but the road. the sky. the dread surrounding the chalky letters. thats how i felt sometimes when its 3 am and i couldnt sleep. telling myself theres still time. finding warmth in chalky letters when its cold out.
#i might update more if i have more to yap#i (unfortunately) have no trans friends to relate this with. sooo uhhh#can i get uhhhh yappicino#also i know this can be a sensitive topic. even for me. i dont always speak of my sexuality. nay. i dont even ACKNOWLEDGE my sexuality.#since 14 all i did on tumblr was pretend i couldnt dare to call myself a trans man because the reality of it was sickening i felt embarrasse#like owen. i felt like its childish#id just straight up lie and pretend im a cishet boy.#i couldnt hide him forever under a persona of pretense#it felt cheap. it felt wrong. it felt like im ashamed of myself#ashamed to watch the tv glow#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#i saw the tv glow#trans
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Come back home when you have some sense
You can throw your life away just not at my expense
You’re not the son I raised

#jhariah#this one just rawrrfrrr#and then uh another line thats like ‘tell me did you raise a man?’#nice#im just listening to the new album to cope with nasty sickness and feeling out of it#god this album is really good it has every emotion in there like this song for example just the part where they scream the chorus its like#hnnnghhh#hm some other moments from the album im liking a lot uhhh i love re: concerns a lot#the part where hes like reading off the complaints and then the part where hes just screaming and its like BAM BAM BAM BAAAM#sasuke is so good and the bit at the end where its like ‘i just want you to know im so so...’#like hes gonna say sorry but cant seem to say the word for whatever reason and i know nothing about sasuke#but i has to imagine the fan girlies are eating gravel over that one lol it gets me#and theres just that like spooky echoing afterwards#the intro to fire4fun goes SOOOOOOOO hard i was losing my shit its awesome#the entirety of trust ceremony is giving me big feelings but specifically that part towards the end where its all quiet and you hear#its like whistling i think? like a marching band is coming in maybe#but it also kinda sounds like nature too and idk i like got a little bit um magical at that part cuz i was driving down a big hill#and it had been raining but there was a clearing in the clouds and the sun was bright and like at this particular hill#you can just see everything like the land stretches for miles theres trees hills the river farms all that shit#and idk with the extreme stress and depression ive been feeling its hard to have these moments where life seems worth it#and its hard to really feel anything anymore or to feel in the moment but idk i was just going down that hill seeing everything and it was#very majestic so yeah that song is definitely gonna have the same effect as pin eye for me#which i must mention pin eye again its still OOOOGHH very good it came at a pretty good time for me#yeah basically this album is uhhhh whats keeping me somewhat grounded rn i recommend 👍
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laur and their strange creature thing
#ewlaur#brodites who like laur rejoice r n... everyone ekse SHUT UP#me i like laur i do me THIS CONTENT IS FOR ME and me alone#obligatory they them laurel design mention nonbiney wow woooo laur#ew eduardo#eduardo ew#eduardo eddsworld#eduardo sensitive about his teeth cause uhhhh uhhh INSECURE..nice#hes sensitive about everything though fragile masculinity?WRONG fractured masculinity that shit is cracked and in a million little pieces#i like drawing him and his baby darling laur almost normalfys him a tad by just existing#only a tad</3 laur is just as crazed so any balance is immediately lost#idk who cares lol :3!!!#i was going to worry about cracking down on all my unfinished junk and shit butttt#actually! i dont carr! i want to draw what i want#i wont win over all public favor and all the cool artists deeming I'm cool whether i post neighbor slop or try hard high effort slop!#no point in trying to make content for a hypothetical non existent audience! be your own audience type shit#uhhbhh...thats it i think...uhhh meow#HEY HE SAID IT!! HE SAID THE THING HAHAH MEOW!!!!#duinslop!!duin slop...
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i was gonna show you all of his outfits then i remembered he has the most boring sense of fashion in the world
#and if i showed you all his outfits i'd have to invent some lore reason why for he's always half naked or in something super tight 😔#you see he uhhhh it's symbolism for uhhh well you see uhhhh#he's not my type at all i don't know why he's bewitched me#very casually and lightly writing his character so i think yeah as i said rich dad who's had a lot of wives#his mother was a supermodel he's the only kid he had with her and his youngest child he has older half siblings#frankie was doing runway modelling in his early and mid 20s (he's 27) but he quits to join his dad's business#he's just kinda fucked around his whole life he's trying to be more serious. i guess#ts4#ts4 edit#the sims 4#frankie
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fic writers are insane (compliment) bc that shit's hard
#^person who hasn't finished any sort of narrative fiction writing of any sort since uhhh *checks folders* 2017#and who hasn't written anything specifically fanficy siiinnnncccceeee uhhhhhh 2012 or 2013#(technically also 2017ish but I don't feel like a one paragraph prose poem that I Also Never Shared counts)#(for context I was recently Wildly Possessed to write a short TriStrat fic bc of thinking about the game a lot lately and uhhhh...yeah!)#(for the moment it will not be shared)#(I just legit forgot how writing felt bc I haven't written a lot aside from a personal project that I also haven't touched in a few months)#(and no outlining the fancomic doesn't count bc that's an outline not Actual Writing which is an entirely different art)#(considering how long it took me to start drawing fanart bc I didn't think I was any good at it#it's a small miracle fanfic is happening at all bc I still don't think I'm as good at it as I am my own original stuff)#(no idea if I'll share it at any point but We'll See)#oracle of lore
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aw man i just started act 3 and everything feels so... sad ;_; how did we go from band of misfits on an indiana jones-style adventure (act 1) to steadfast friends with escalating problems but we trust one another (act 2) to varying-degrees-of-jaded friends who feel helpless in the face of a fascist takeover (act 3) ?! 😃
#i miss act 1 where my biggest problem was wealthmaxxing 😭😔#merrill is still mad at me bc i am not down w blood magic 😭#i accidentally might have uh led fenris down the wrong path ? but uh it was an accident 😭 uh#isabela has done no wrong 🙂↔️🫶#anders is completely mentally sound and i def don't need to worry about him and varric trying to gently warn me away from him def#doesn't mean anything bc all is well ☺️🤞#at least varric likes me ☺️🫶 he is like papa ☺️🫶#uhhhh aveline uhhh idk we butt heads a lot but she's married now! yay 💍#chelle.txt#da2: celerie#i never recruited sebastian LOLLL oops 😅 im 90% sure the dlc is installed but idk if i was supposed to do smth to activate it ?#or maybe i just totally missed him LOL#oh well �� next time 😆😆
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me when the girl i've been dating for two months tells me that she doesn't find me at all attractive and isn't attracted to me and doesn't know if she ever will be !!!!!
#aaand so i stay with her anyway???#because uhhh idk i'm fucking stupid i guess#also she said that a large part of the reason was that i “wasn't masc enough” or something#and like. if you are my mutual who is also my irl and is seeing this then hmmmm we have stuff to talk about i think#but also if you are one of my irls at all and you're seeing this then no you're not#anyway what do you think i should do [non rhetorical question] bc like uhhhh#and she was like ????? but i don't want to kiss someone who isn't attracted to me remotely#and like not to get into it too much but i have. already been in relationships where i was used for my body and for experimenting and stuff#and the idea of having to do that again makes me feel like i should die actually!!!#i mean the idea that apparently i've already been doing that again makes me feel so so disgusting and gross actually i don't fucking know??#but also i am a fucking idiot or something because i said that was fine and that i wouldn't go anywhere as long as she didn't want me to#ugh idk i try not to make a habit of venting on the internet but also like#half the problem is that i don't really have many friends here in real life at my college right and she was my closest friend before we#started seeing each other so that throws a major wrench in things and also means i don't really HAVE ppl i can vent to that aren't on the#internet so here you go i guess. whatever this is my blog anyway i can do what i want here#harperposting#sorry for yapping and sorry for dumping it all in the tags and ugh idk whatever but if one of you knows what i should be doing please lmk f#i am in fact soliciting advice
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