#melancholy expression

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[llondonfog]

if i had a heart, i could love you

my undying gratitude and awe to the incredible @cozymochi for bringing to literal life my vision of ob!Lilia :] let's all wish him a pleasant time as he keeps a steadfast soldier's watch over the dreams of a human boy he no longer recognizes and yet he cannot bring himself to leave his side . . . whatever could that mean?

(please click for high-res, tumblr why do you try to keep us from exquisite art)

[suosage]

Wow, a haunted house!

SUOU HAYATO in WIND BREAKER S2E4 the senpai's teachings

[dimeadoesnt]

How hard can it be to hide one little human?

[gideonisms]

Women want harrow for her aura of sadness guilt and overall doom as expressed in her huge dark eyes and her batlike demeanor. they think it is hot that she carries a weight on her shoulders

[welcome-to-clouds-cuckooland]

you can wrestle non-binary felix ferne away from me when i'm in my grave. i need his gender. this is the prettiest smiliest goth boy i have ever seen. he is witchy and emo and he stands in that danganronpa pose way and he just wants a better life for his brother. he is a loser and he can't do shit, yet he's also the catalyst for every single event in the series and he can and will beat himself up for it internally. he's got a lesbian platonic girlfriend and he managed to wrangle three other boys into a polycule. he's also silly

[ghoulchurch]

[neodiekido]

special sort of deep sad fondness for v3 tsumugi shirogane. i can't articulate this very well but she makes me feel very sad. junko is iconic and we love her but i think i like tsumugi just a little more as a mastermind for what she represents

[i01-xcl]

[deviiancetv]

Desire, I want to dive into U… ꨄ

Lately, I’ve begun realizing that I’m not in much of a quest to be intimate with other people as much as I have been. “Longing for connections that aren’t there” to love someone who adores me for who I am is such a rarity, that I don’t see myself experiencing it in the foreseeable future.

Human connections can be so fleeting, and most of the time, people only ever want to be with you for one reason and one reason only… which is why I’ve become more immersed in the process of inspiration and creativity. As an artist, my first and only love has been my love for creating and the childlike nature of my imagination. It’s been the one thing that’s remained consistent throughout all of my life’s ups and downs. And it’s the thing that continues to motivate me to keep going on this journey and sharing my vision with the world… even if the world isn’t ready to see my art, it will be the thing that remains of me when I’m long gone.

“To be tossed on a bed, legs open to my beloveds precious head. Lustful intoxication. To be cared for, caressed in your darkest hours. To have your heartbeat, just for one person…”

I’ve never felt like I was put here to be loved, I feel like I was put here to show the vision of love and the vastly infinite ways it can be incarnated through self-expression, artistic passions, and other emotions that exist beyond romantic or sexual connections.

That’s not to say I’ve never thought about being in love though — the imaginary connections I’ve built in my head are fun and they satisfy my desire to be embraced, but in reality… I don’t think I’ll ever be enough for someone else. I’ll have my crushes, my eye candy, chatuationships, and short-lived flings, but the reality is I’m not what most people are looking for. Everybody says they want real authentic people, people that don’t fit in or are weird and out of the fray, but when a REAL ALT BADDIE pumps through, they can’t take it. That’s the unfortunate truth of the society we partake in.

I have daydreams of having a partner that loves me unconditionally. Dreams of absolute seduction and pleasure. Sadly, I started to lose all faith in that ever being real. So many short lived conversations left open ended, forgotten faces, thinking of our trips to unreal places. I too, have fallen into the trap of those lovingly love lies.

[carmeloffie]

i’m rereading rebeccaaa ☺️😁

[brbgensokyo]

been thinking about this song alot recently

[bezejmennyhlas]

Nechávajíce slané slzy v tichosti stékat,

zdrcená vším, co se mohlo stát.

Zmatené pocity přetvořené ve slova na papíře,

jimž porozumí jen stejně ztracená duše.

Bezútěšná bolest, jako nikdy neuvadající pouťová růže.

Nemilovaná, nechtěná, přehlížená,

přídomky zabodávající se do srdce jako jedovaté trny.

Naděje uvadající jako vysněná květina,

jíž jí ovšem nebyla nikdy dopřána.

Tolik slov pálících na jazyku,

nikdo, kdo by vyslyšel jejich význam.

Hledíce do zrcadla, oči zakalené slzami,

všem známá tvář, ovšem nitro nepoznané.

Pokřivený obraz na povrchu, černočerné myšlenky a čerstvé vzpomínky vířící kolem maličké, křišťálově čisté duše.

Přehlédnutelná zvenčí, ze své podstaty ovšem pro všechny nevyřešenou záhadou.

Jak tedy může být milována?

[mymelodyisme]

There's no shame in being yourself, just be yourself and do your thing. If someone don't like yah for being yourself and decides to be rude cause of it then forget them. Your whimsical your jolly your chatty that's you and there's no shame in it.

Also your kinda the opposite of me cause I'm usually silent, moody, grouchy, and look pissed/sad but I do crack a good couple jokes heheh, I can come off as very rude thou with my attitude.

But anyways I'm very glad I made your night.

*kisses your cheek*

Marry christmas❤️

To anyone reading this, those first two sentences are very very important. 😙 anyhow, that’s what I’ve been doing. Just trying to be myself in spite of it all. At the end of the of the day being yourself is the only real way to be happy happy. 🥺 if you can’t like yourself then how can life be lived fully idk. It’s 6:30 and I haven’t gotten any sleep but I think my thoughts make some sense. Plus!!! Me just being me seems to bring joy to others, laughing at or with. 😅 I’m just happy to be a source of happiness.

🥺 you sound perfect my love. Don’t change either and you also should be happy to be you. For one you decided to spend a few hours anonymously messaging a random stranger just to make her happy. You say you’re grouchy with an attitude but idk I think I got to have a piece of your sun for a little while! I’d love to hear your jokes if you ever want to share 😙 I have an obnoxious laugh. Extremely loud, takes over all other sounds, and I snort. My friend said she thinks the snort is cute

Thank you for keeping me company, Santa 🫡 time to go back home for some well deserved rest. Visit me again next year yeah?

*SMOOCH*

Christmas MERY ♥️🩷🥳✨⭐️🎄

[cinemaclownaaa]

[annolantern]

my characters going on a little trip