#messymind

[frammentidicose]

“Crawling back to you… ever thought of calling when you’ve had a few?”

— Arctic Monkeys

[xothecryptid]

Scribbly Skethes!

[crybabywithanalcoholproblem]

I can never feel comfortable in my clothes, I can never find clothes that fit me.

I always pull, tuck, and try to fit in my pants, shirts, sweaters..

When I buy Jeans, they end up bigger than me, torn up from working hours and broken dreams.

Why can't I feel comfortable in my clothes?

Why do I always wear the same clothes?

I don't feel like myself in those Jeans, I don't feel me in this sweater.

Rip them up, throw them away

Burn these memories of pain.

I find myself unable to express myself throught clothes.

My clothes are nothing special.

Am I nothing special?

[shakedatcass4me]

Current

You ever walk up to a river and watch the flow of the current? Notice how sometimes it’s so fast and messy and you know if you’d happen to slip in you’d probably drown and get caught up in the flow of things? So messy you can’t even understand it. I feel this how people will be once they try to slip inside my mind, drown in the mess of the flow of things. Drowning kills an average of about 10 people each day, even the rivers that look so calm. You don’t know their under surface, same with people. You may think the current is calm, until you slip in and now you’re drowning from how messy the under surface is..

[found-fabricated]

Studio shot - drawing amid the chaos! I wouldn’t have it any other way! #studiolife #artistlife #studioshot #benchshot #painting #drawing #chaos #creativity #messy #messymind #stuartcairns #artist #irishartist #northernireland

[fasequaranta]

Elena Palma

[weirdhunterangel]

Two beats. Stardust and Symphonies.

And when he listens to his heartbeat, he can hear the loudest silence that draws him in like a silent lullaby.

He doesn’t know anymore.

Two thoughts. Mindless and Chaotic.

And when she listens to the sound of her heartbeat, she can hear the faintest rhythm that draws her in, I am, I am, I am, she never hears the rest.

Like a tape recorder stuck in an endless loop

[kangwancraft]

📜Record merit. #antiques #buddha #buddism #merit #mindfulness #mytemple #journalart #warmheart #journy #แสวงบุญอินเดียเนปาล #บันทึกบุญ #ศิลป์แสงแห่งแรงบันดาลใจ #imperfectionisbeauty #awareness #awakening #old #beyourself #outofnowhere #mixart #messymind #abstrctart #soul #indea #พุทธคยา #makeitold #naturelovers #happy #joy #inspiration (på/i Lidköping) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_zCUigDB0U/?igshid=j4vmysah8kxl

[studiessweet]

Messy desk and messy mind today.

[wabastar]

I don’t even like this colour combination all that much. Makes me think of a DIY tie dye gone wrong. But heyyyy the colours look bomb tho at least.With all that pollution in the air. But heyyyy it’s still a pretty rare sight. Made me forget my own existence. My messy brain stopped thinking, I took a deep breath, and just smiled at the beauty of this world. But by the time I got off the highway and the sun finally disappeared, making the world dark, my mind returned to thinking to much. But heyyy, just like how I can’t see beyond the horizon, I can’t see my future as well. So I’m just gonna focus on the seeing the colours I see now.

- (>w<)                                                                            

[jocelynfortier]

Feeling a little deflated on this Monday? Take a moment to think of something you love and let that roll around for a while. You’ll feel better. #monday Also, a good wiff of our Horse Sense candle will get you going. #goodscents . . #mondaymorning #mondaymind #mondayvibes #messymind #mondayinspo #scentstolovetheday (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B89XS9fBI8K/?igshid=1b8d5ko30kyp1

[fancymentalitycleverlogic]

[iabwm-blog]

Minds a mess, growth is hard. 🍃 . . . #doodle #ink #pen #traditional #flowers #flowercrown #latenightthoughts #messymind #growth #nature #mentalhealth #future #theunknown (at Eugene, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzC0DAJAoIx/?igshid=kdi3epsrswny

[sibintangkecil]

Membaca ini, membuat saya merenung kembali atas kejadian yang menimpa dari dua hari lalu yang membuat kerapuhan jiwa saya terhadap dunia maya dengan 2 dua orang yang tampak mencurigakan seperti bermain kembang api di belakang atau berakting peran dalam film.

Saya ingin menyerah saat itu juga, dan meninggalkan dalam jangka waktu yang lama (tak ingin berpaling di media sosial khusus line, instagram).

28.07.2019

Ujian Perasaan

Kita semakin tumbuh dari hal-hal yang membuat kita patah. Kita semakin bijaksana dari apa-apa yang membuat kita kecewa. Dan kita semakin kuat dari kejadian yang membuat kita lemah. Bersabarlah, kita diuji untuk menjadi lebih baik.

Setiap sedih dan kecewamu tidak meminta untuk dipahami saat ini. Terkadang ia hanya ingin diakui dan diterima keadaannya.

Bersabarlah, meski bebanmu sekarang terasa sangat berat. Jangan dulu menyerah meski kamu sudah tidak mengerti apa yang harus kamu lakukan.

Bertahanlah sejenak, meski menahan perasaan membuat dadamu terasa semakin sesak. Teruslah berjalan meski langkahmu sudah terasa sangat perih.

Kelak suatu hari nanti kamu mampu melihat jalan ceritamu dengan utuh dan lebih jernih. Bersama rasa syukurmu terhadap setiap rencanaNya menyelamatkanmu.

—ibnufir

[fasequaranta]

Elena Palma

[weirdhunterangel]

One of the things that used to fascinate me the most about you, was that you always smelt like honeysuckle, but sitting here, watching you paint the white snow crimson, even in death, is when I realize, that this is the most fascinating thing I’ve ever seen.  You’re the reason that the scent of honeysuckle is my favourite smell and the crimson you bleed, my favourite colour.