#milli's monologuing

[millimononym]

The unbreakable bond between me and the 2 mutuals that always like and reblog my posts

[millimononym]

I once made (pretty shitty unfortunately) fanart for a hinadam (Danganronpa) fanfic and saw it put on pinterest! I was actually pretty happy about it!! But i cant find it anymore for some reason lol

I HAVE. A QUERY. for artists who have been posting stuff online for several years now....

[lunabug2004]

And if I say Finn's acting in season 2 is one of the best performances in the whole show, what then?

[ofjonsafame]

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[evocatiio]

if chibnall was the one writing this season you lot would be talking VERY differently

[millimononym]

I think this opinion is wrong. Dubs aren't hated. ENGLISH dubs are hated. And the reason for that is because they're just bad. I'm sorry but most of them are just bad because they're bad. I think English people already have so much content served to them in their language they don't know how to translate others' in a way that keeps it good. If you grew up watching (GOOD) dubbed anime/cartoons in a language that isn't english, i think you'll get what i mean

[millimononym]

I miss you so much baby please come back

[yepthatsacowalright]

"...the play, I remember, pleased not the million: ’twas caviar to the general. But it was as I received it, and others whose judgments in such matters cried in the top of mine, an excellent play" - me talking about Midnight Mass

[millimononym]

One of the people whos content used to revolve around cringe culture and shaming young artists or art he didn't like or understand because it wasn't up to his "standards" is being weird about the morality of making art??? Who would have guessed!

genuinely one of the most mind bogglingly stupid people on the internet

[dacuslucy]

its dangerous!!!!! my love for the hets!!! its dangerous!!!!!

[millimononym]

It's all “ohh cringe culture is dead!!” Until you're talking about something that's actually still considered cringe.

Even WITHIN the hs fandom people still won't let go of that mindset that it's awful and cringe and you have to mention how awful it is whenever you talk about it. Like okay. If you want to feel ashamed about having interests then that's your problem. But the thing is that they spread that behavior EVERYWHERE!! even on other people's Homestuck posts. And that's awful.

Imagine making something out of genuine love for a work and you get tons of responses that basically boil down to "haha doesn't Homestuck SUCK so much?? Guys doesn't Homestuck SUCK and no one should EVER READ IT?? sorry for posting HOMESTUCK IN THE YEAR OF OUR LORD SHSHSJSJEERR" like OKAY we GET IT. Just cause you have a shame complex doesn't mean you should be putting down other people for it. And the thing is,, you can't even blame them half the time cuz this kind of behavior is so normalized in the fandom as a whole. It genuinely sucks. And i feel like an overly sensitive crazy person whenever i talk about it being a problem but IT IS it's just that NO ONE WANTS TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT IT IS!!! anyway sorry for the rant but i already talked about this before and will continue to talk about it til i die or the Homestuck fandom quits being ashamed of itself. So probably the first one

people unironically love supernatural, and constantly post about it. my little pony, adventure time, gravity falls, steven universe…a lot of things people dismissed as cringe are still going strong in fandom spaces

just wish people would extend that same courtesy to homestuck

[gardenfairie]

This question asked by a mileven to finn wolfhard might've been one of the best proofs bylers got today lmao.

There is so much to unpack here.

"What makes miIeven so strong?" — Finn didn't address this at all. Is their "love" really so strong if he can't easily speak on it? lol. Caleb was going on about how unconditional and forever lumax's love was today. Those were the words he used. And Noah went on and on about byler's bond at his last panel in 2024.

Instead of answering how their love is so strong, Finn starts talking about how romance was the last thing on Mike's mind when he met El. This easily kills the 'love at first sight' from the monologue, which is hilarious because the questioner is asking "how does Mike's monologue impact them after season 4". So not only did he ignore the question, but he also contradicts the monologue that the questioner wants to hear more about, not once, but THREE TIMES 😭😭😭

"I dont think romance was on his mind even when he initially found eleven" "didn't perceive himself to be in any romantic relationship" "that wasn't even on his mind"

Next he's comparing el to ET: the least romantic dynamic ever. ET is an alien that a boy named elliot takes care of. So apparently that's how Mike initially saw El— like a pet he had to take care of. (This is not news and has been said multiple times by the duffers and finn by the way). Oh and ET says goodbye and leaves at the end of the movie.

"relationship with a lot of people", "feelings towards someone" — Keeping it gender neutral I see :))

"first love", "that relationship is his first romantic feelings for someone" — Usually people signify the relationship being a first because it's not the LAST either *chuckles*. Interesting how finn doesn't say anything like "that relationship is his ONLY romantic feelings towards someone" if he wanted to emphasize how deeply in love they are like how the questioner so clearly wanted him to lol

"going into season 5", "still a couple going into it" — So he said not once but twice "going into..." He seems to want to make it really clear he's ONLY referring to the beginning of the season and nothing else, because it's literal common sense. mike and el ended off season 4 together, so yeah no fucking duh they're starting off season 5 together?? Like what lol.

"that's all I can say about 5" — So zero indication that Mileven are still together in the middle, or the end, or anywhere beyond the start of season 5.

Now what would be a better more pro-mileven response to this question? Probably something like this (I'm essentially taking stuff Noah and Caleb have said about byler and lumax and mashing them together):

The romantic relationship between Mike and El is a foundational element of stranger things. What makes them so strong and how does Mike’s confession impact them after season 4?

I think what makes Mike and El so strong is their unconditional love and connection with each other, just as what Mike's confession showed. I can't give spoilers about season 5, but I'm just excited for you guys to see it. Like I think all throughout the seasons, I have have so many great scenes with millie. I can't spoil anything but Mike and El's relationship has been so important all throughout, and you'll see what they will face in season 5.

[certifiablyinsanez]

Okay, I’m not coping well with the emotional whirlpool I’m experiencing after Mastermind. And this scene right here:

Is something that is haunting me. Because it’s not difficult to see what troubles lie ahead for them, what consequences await for the events of the trial. What do we already know about Blitz? That he has deeply hated himself for many years. Maybe he felt slightly better after Millie’s monologue in Ghostfuckers, but I think we all know that such a deep seated hatred of oneself doesn’t disappear in a single conversation. This much is clear by the pictures in Blitz’s apartment still being blacked out that we can see in the background in Mastermind. And any relief he may have felt from Millie’s sincere story is going to be completely shattered.

I have no doubt personally that Blitz has always thought he ruined Stolas’ life. He’s not a stupid man; he’s observant. He knows the struggles Stolas has gone through with the advent of their deal and relationship. He’s seen the wedge he put between him and his daughter. He knows the kind of hell the divorce has put him through. But now?

If there was any doubt he ruined his life before, it’s gone now. Because Stolas has now utterly, and completely, lost everything. His titles, his status, his wealth, his home, his power. All that’s gone. But worse? He’s entirely lost his daughter now. Blitz will probably never forgive himself for that. I mean shit, he literally said this:

Stolas is a much more powerful being than Blitz. But Blitz believes he deserves to die rather than put Stolas in harms way. Blitz will probably be wishing that he died rather than live with the fact that he’s brought Stolas low. Stolas’ punishment is far longer than Blitz’s life span. The consequences of saving his life will outlive him. There no chance Blitz will accept this as Stolas’ choice. Not only will he have to deal with the trauma of the trial before Stolas arrived, but also the result of what it’s done to the man he loves more than life itself.

But Stolas? Stolas would do it again. The way he says it, “Always”, is just so raw and softly powerful. Because he’s just had his powers ripped from his body. He’s lost it all, he’s lost his child. But he would do it again. There was no other choice to be made. There was no alternative. He said it himself:

Stolas is a suicidal figure. He prepped his daughter for the day he wouldn’t be around. He doesn’t value himself or his life at all. He’s suffered tremendously. He probably already believes he’s lost his daughter. His daughter has made it clear that she hates him. Outside of Blitz, who is his light in the darkness, his soulmate and true love, what does he have to live for? To Stolas this was a no brainer. He went to that block with dignity. He was so willing to die for his love.

So when Blitz thanks him for saving his life, Stolas, breathless and weak, says “Always”, because he will always love him, need him, cherish him. He will always put him above himself, which is something Blitz wouldn’t understand but is second nature to a gentle spirit like Stolas. Stolas who escaped the torments of his life in his books, who is humble and sweet with a lowly imp because his body and soul needs Blitz like he needs air. A true romantic, a soft demon who gave it all up for love and would do it again.

Always, he says, and means with every syllable.

[bylertruth3r]

"Mike was always super protective of Will and Will always leaned on him, and you could never really tell if it was something romantic or just a really special friendship, and as it goes on you kinda realize that Will does have.. am i allowed to say this?" we already know that Will is in love with Mike, why couldn't he say it? Why is it a spoiler? Because Mike loves him back and he confirmed that Will is still in love with Mike and he's not moving on, reminder that Noah has read the script of the last episode and he knows all the endgames (including Byler)

Mike's monologue made El angry and she knows he was lying to her, does she also know that Mike is gay? She knows Mike doesn't love her in a romantic way even if he tried to in s4

well now that we know that Will is still in love with Mike and that he's not moving on from him.. this leaker basically confirmed that Mike is gonna be Will's boyfriend (they made Will spell "lover" in the words game in the s5 bts pic)

in s5 Mike is gonna go on a journey of self-discovery (accepting that he's gay and in love with Will),and he's not gonna try to be normal anymore Finn said that Mike was trying to be normal in s3 and s4 (he was trying to be straight), "he might be into some new things" (men), dnd is not new for him so the Hellfire Club was not new for him

the word "normal" has only been associated with the queer characters of st

Millie avoided a question about Mike's monologue

I'm also gonna cry during Byler's first kiss also Finn said that the van scene will pay off in the end (the Duffers told him that)

[headdinthewall]

INSIDE STRESS ── g.clarke ౨ৎ ⋆｡˚

summary : during an INSIDE challenge, you lose a lot of money, thankfully your best friend (and crush) is there to reassure you that everything's okay. a/n : first george one-shot, hope it's okay. also might turn this into a series of events that happened on INSIDE? :) content : flirty friends (could be interpreted as establish relationship)

─────── THE SIDEMEN WERE an evil group of boys for organising a challenge specifically at night time. You were already exhausted and drained from constantly keeping up appearances for the abundance of cameras littered around the somewhat-apartment, not to mention the lack of nutritious meals you were served.

You were slumped against George on the couch, him wearing that ridiculous hi-vis vest. Your back used his side as a prop, and his arm came around one shoulder, laying flat on your stomach, thumb stroking back and forth.

You were so grateful for George's presence for this week. Honestly, it was so hard to tell where you stood with most people because they were all obviously here for themselves and already had alliances with other people, but at least you knew where you stood with George.

Friends.

Best friends.

Flirtatious best friends.

You couldn't deny how gut-wrenchingly beautiful George was. You'd always noticed it, always had a thing for him, but now, there was something different about him and it was becoming blatantly more obvious to yourself that these feelings were no longer light, fluffy butterflies in your tummy, but hardcore, heart-racing tremors that you couldn't reign in.

If only you knew he thought the same.

"Y/N! Y/N!" Millie Jo and Farah screamed as they ran back from the security room, sock-covered feet slipping along the floor.

George prodded your stomach, "Y/N!"

You jolted up, hearing your name snapped you out of your near-sleep state.

"Go! Go!" Farah shouted as they came into view.

"Just me?!" You clarified.

"Yeah!"

"Go girl!" Mya whooped for you.

You jogged down the stairs, running into the security room with enough time to spare, and when the ten seconds hit, you typed in the four-digit code, resetting the timer.

You let out a strong huff of breath and relaxed back in the office chair, catching you breath.

"It's lonely being in here on your own." You muttered to yourself.

You'd gotten used to having small monologues and conversations with yourself, knowing that it would most likely be used in production to fill gaps of the show when no drama or challenges were happening.

Your head flicked to the side as the screen changes, the words 'BACK TO SCHOOL' being presented on the television. You frowned in confusion but then the door to the side of the equipment buzzed and you knew you had to go through it.

Once you were on the other side, you whined, covering your face with your hand.

There was a small desk in the middle of the room, a chair in front of it and the INSIDE cards lay on the surface. There was also a green chalk board, in which a man stood, dressed in a suit and tie.

"Oh my God!" You laughed, recognising the man to be your Year Nine maths teacher, "Mr O'Leary!"

He laughed slightly but said nothing, and you assumed that that was the instructions he was given.

You walked over and picked the cards up, eyes scanning the cards before reading them out loud.

"Y/N, you are now back in Year Nine, as you can tell by your old maths teacher stood in front of you. To pass this challenge, you must answer three Year Nine questions correctly, the subjects will be science and maths. For every wrong answer, $10,000 will be deducted from the prize fund. Put that brain to work."

Your hand covered your mouth and you cursed to yourself and sat in the chair, shaking your head.

You'd barely passed maths and science GCSE, and now your entire challenge revolved around it. This was just cruel.

"Y/N, what is the formula for photosynthesis?" Mr O'Leary asked.

"Word or symbol?" You sighed.

"Either."

You bit your lip, your leg bouncing under the table. "Water plus carbon dioxide . . . arrow?" You drew an arrow in the air with your finger, "Oxygen?"

A loud buzzer rang out and the lights went red, making you jump.

"I'm afraid, you missed 'glucose plus oxygen' after the arrow." Mr O'Leary corrected you, not giving you another second to think about it before moving on, "What is the area of a sector?"

"Whatever the angle is, over 360, times pi times radius squared." You hummed, chewing your thumb nail out of nerves.

The light went green and you silently celebrated.

Two more questions later and you had deducted the prize fund by another $20,000. You were growing increasingly annoyed and embarrassed, because this was supposed to be easy. Some of the viewers watching are probably answering better than you were.

"What is the physics equation for work done?"

You groaned and dropped your forehead to the table, "I don't know!"

"Is that your answer?" Mr O'Leary chuckled.

"No! No!" You shook your head before rolling your eyes and taking a guess, "Force times distance."

The light flicked green and you actually cheered for yourself, breathing a sigh of relief.

All you needed to do was get this last question right and then you could get out.

You hadn't even thought about the timer counting down for the next INSIDEr to be a security guard.

"What is Newton's 2nd law of motion?"

Shit.

"Take the money. I don't know." You sighed, running your hands over your face.

The light went red and you closed your eyes, awaiting the next question.

"What is an isotope?"

"Oh my God! I know this! I know this!" You shot up from your chair, bouncing on the balls of your feet, "A thingy with the same number of protons but different neutrons!"

The light went green and the door buzzed. You'd never left a room so quickly.

Just as you sat back down in the chair, you scanned the TV screens and cursed as the name 'Jason' was on it, the time going down from '00:35'.

"Jason!" You shouted, standing up and running back. "Jason, it's you!"

You nearly tripped on your feet about ten times, but eventually you made it, panting and voice raw.

When you got there, Jason leapt to his feet, ready to dash, but a loud alarm rang out, signalling that it was too late.

"Y/N, you took too long with your task, and therefore lost another $10,000."

"What does she mean 'another'?" PK asked, rubbing his chin as Jason made his way to the security room.

You hid your face in your hands and shook your head, feeling embarrassingly emotional over a stupid challenge, but it was the guilt that clawed at you.

"Y/N?" George muttered, standing in front of you with his hand on your shoulder, "Hey, talk to me."

You let out a weak cry and he sighed, pulling you into his arms. His chin rested on top of your head and one hand cradled the back of it, carding through your hair.

"It's okay, hun." Milli said softly, stroking your back.

You pulled your hands away from your face and rested your cheek against George's chest, arms loosely around his waist as you sniffled.

"What happened?" Whitney asked, voice surprisingly calm considering she usually spoke at a volume of 90 decibels.

"I lost us like $50,000." You croaked shamefully, bottom lip trembling, "I'm so sorry."

"Ah . . . shit." DDG inhaled sharply, "How?"

"They gave me a school thing. It was all like Year Nine questions and I had to get three right, but for every one I got wrong I lost $10,000. It's fucking humiliating. And then I didn't get out with enough time to call for Jason."

"Nah, you know what though, you probably did better than me, y'know." PK said, "I'd have lost way more."

Mya laughed at him, which made everyone else chuckle, even yourself.

"It's okay." George muttered, kissing your head, "You did your best, yeah?"

You nodded, and pulled away from his embrace, wiping your tears with the backs of your hands and hiccupping, "Sorry, guys."

"You're all good." DDG nodded, and everyone murmured in agreement.

"Like PK said, you did better than any of us probably could." Mya hummed.

"Not George though, he's a privately educated twat." You scoffed, making everyone laugh.

"Excuse you!" George exclaimed, dragging you down onto the sofa with him.

You sat facing him, legs curled over his lap and his hand stroking back on forth on your knee. You placed your cheek on his shoulder and his arm fell around your back.

"You did good, promise." George whispered, toying with the ends of your hair.

"It's just embarrassing. How am I 24 and getting questions for 14 year-olds wrong?" You belittled yourself, arms wrapping around your stomach.

"Don't do that." George said, "We all forget things from school. It doesn't mean your dumb, it just means your forgot the bullshit nonsense they taught you because you don't actually need it."

You shifted, looking up at him and he smiled down at you, pecking your forehead.

"Don't cry, poppet. You did the best you could've. Besides, it's over with now. Don't dwell on it."

You nodded, curling into him and beginning to drift off in his arms, completely at peace in your current state.

The challenge and money loss left your mind and all you could focus on was the biceps that held you tight and the rise and fall of George's chest as you buried into it.

[millimononym]

I'd like to share some of my old art I found because I want to and I think some of its funny. There were many from kindergarten too but those arent as interesting albeit there are abominations beyond mortal comprehension there

"this is me"

I think i get why people are creeped out by kids art now. Girl I do Not think thats what you look like

This one my sister said they should have taken me to a psychiatrist for

.this pinkie pie looks like shes possessed by those aliens from spongebob

And here are the vastly improved drawings from I think when I started obsessing over warrior cats

Why does She lowkey looks like a hazbin character..💀 vivziepop I'm suing

and heres one of the older drawings I have of one of my oldest ocs, Shadewhisker! And her son too ig (idk why she has spots either)

I should redraw this actually