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My personal headcanon is that Pony got his love for reading from Darry. When Darry was in high school he’d read the books he got in class out loud to Ponyboy and straight up just handed him some of the easier ones so they could talk about it later. In my brain the reason Ponyboy clings onto it so much is because it’s one of the things he and Darry REALLY bonded over when he was a kid and it just brings back good memories of when they got along better.
#he begged Darry to keep reading ‘just one more chapter’#one of his favorite memories is reading an entire book one day with Darry#this comes from me and my siblings ngl#my sister used to hand me books she liked and told me to tell her all of my thoughts on it#she was REALLY happy I read above my grade level enough that I could talk to her about it#and I read the books out loud to my brother bc he CANT read above grade level#I have a five year age gap with my sister and a five year age gap with HIM#so like#the books r pretty complicated#today he was mad I didn’t wanna finish reading the book to him which was so cute#the downside to having to read out loud is my voice gets tired#but the bright side is I get to explain everything he doesn’t understand in depth and it’s a#well I wouldn’t say BETTER bonding experience bc I love my sister#but it’s different#more…. connected ig#damn I’m yapping a lot#just imagine it’s all abt pony and Darry#that’s why he read out loud to Johnny#it’s like something he thinks of as an ultimate bonding experience#guys trust#they’re besties#the outsiders#the outsiders 1983#ponyboy curtis#darry curtis#the outsiders hcs
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Lanns n Starks lineups/costumes sketches that I will probably add other houses to. Tywin and Joff & the rest aren't here because I was lazy and Cerseis dress took all of my energy. Don't ask me about inspiration or historical basis for these
#I AM NO FASHION HISTORIAN!!! I ONLY DRAW WHAT I THINK FITS THE VIBE!!!!#the lanns are more or less fitting with each other but the starks are a mess lol#ned is wearing like an every day stark attire ig#cat is more Traditional Tully#for sansa i had absolutely no idea what to do so she doesnt really look connected to neither ned nor cat#her dress is just slavic adjacent. you decide what it is. def not kl or alayne stone eras tho#with robb i wanted to draw completely different armor than i did for jaime so theres both chainmail#AND iron chest plate(s) that look central asian a little lol#arya has her worn out dirty ass riding attire that was given to her by lady smallwood#and jon is nw but i couldnt think of shit so hell be probably getting a seperate post with his costume#all in all this was. something. i dont think im really good at costume design lmao so you can just look at their faces to see my Vision#of everyone there. yea okay thats it#jon snow#eddard stark#catelyn stark#catelyn tully#sansa stark#robb stark#arya stark#house stark#jaime lannister#cersei lannister#tyrion lannister#house lannister#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#🧩
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Another Price x wife/fem!reader ficlet because I'm addicted to him. might do a nikprice thing soon though.
cw: eventual smut (designated at the ellipses), so 18+ but i wanted it to be cozy. It's a soft fic tbh, I cried. nothing too descriptive but oral! fem receiving, p in v unprotected, idk if anything else.
The door clicks shut behind him with the gentlest sound, but even that feels like too much. He moves on autopilot. Boots off. Coat hung. Bag dropped. Keys placed. Hands still dirty, fingers aching from the cold, from the tension that never left his knuckles even once.
He hasn’t spoken in hours, and now the silence stretches around him, too big and too loud all at once, but then he sees you.
You're curled up in the corner of the couch, legs tucked, head tilted, some book half-forgotten in your lap. Light catches on your face like it was meant to land there, like it knew that’s where it should rest and so does he.
He crosses the room without thinking. His knees hit the floor, slow and creaking, and his hands reach for you like they always do--like they must. He doesn’t know what to say, wouldn’t trust his voice even if he did. All he knows is this: he needs you. Just you and your warmth and weight and breath.
He leans in and lays his head to your chest, where your heartbeat taps steady against his cheek, strong and soft and very alive. He exhales slow and steady, the breath shaking out of him.
And fuck, your smell. That quiet warmth he only ever finds here. The fabric of your shirt soft against his skin. Your fingers brush in his hair without needing to be asked. He presses his face in further, breathes deeper, lets his arms slide around your waist and up your ribs and stay there, holding the rise and fall of your lungs in his palms. His thumb brushes the smallest motion along the proof that you’re still here. That he’s still here. Your heartbeat’s in his ear, and he counts the beats like a lifeline.
He tangles his legs with yours, big frame curling in like he wants to crawl into the space where you exist and never leave where there’s no mission, no gunfire, no blood he couldn’t stop. Just stay in the place where your chest rises and falls and rises again, and the way your body always makes room for him.
He doesn’t cry, but he thinks maybe if you said his name right now--soft, like you mean it--he just might.
So instead, he whispers yours, quiet, like a prayer. And when you breathe deep, slow and steady, he lets himself match it. He lets your rhythm become his anchor. He lets your hands in his hair bring him home.
... smut below ...
He doesn’t plan on asking for anything, doesn’t plan on taking, or moving, or talking. He just needed to feel your chest rise and fall beneath him. He needed your warmth to bleed into his skin and remind him he’s alive, that he came home, again and again, to you.
But then your fingers slip under his shirt, brushing the bare skin of his back, tracing an old scar at his hip--warm and gentle and familiar--and his whole body shudders with pure relief.
Your touch travels slow, up from the scar to the top of his shoulder blade. It moves featherlight down the line of his spine, then up again, smoothing over the tension in his shoulders. He breathes out hard--chest trembling against yours--and presses his mouth to your sternum, open and reverent, just a kiss, just him saying thank you without needing to speak.
Your hand moves from his hair to cradle his cheek. You tip his chin up, give that one, soft smile, and he’s unmade.
He shifts, pushes up on his arms to hover above you, his big hands bracing either side of your waist. For a moment he just looks, studies the way your lips part, the way your skin glows in the low light, the way your eyes hold him like you want all of him... like he’s not too much.
His hands move slow. He undoes the buttons of your shirt one by one, like unwrapping something precious. His fingers are light, shaking, moving not to get it off fast, but to savor it. Every inch of skin revealed is met with his mouth, soft kisses to your collarbone, your ribs, the inside curve of your waist. You feel his beard drag, the scratch of it rough, every brush a reminder that he's here.
“Let me,” he murmurs, voice low and hoarse.
You nod, and that’s all he needs.
He kisses down your stomach like he could live in the space between his lips and your skin. His hands massage your thighs, slow circles with his thumbs, and when he parts your legs, it’s with reverence.
He's still for a long moment, just looks at you, eyes meeting yours through his lashes. He breathes against your skin, rests his head on your thigh, lets you feel how much he wants this, how much he needs to give. Then his mouth lowers, and he starts slow. Long, languid movements of his tongue, gentle kisses to the inside of your thigh in between, murmured nothings and praises half-swallowed by the way he holds you open for him.
He stays there, mouth devoted, until you’re trembling with it, until your fingers are in his hair, tugging, until you whisper his name like it’s a secret only he deserves. And even then, he takes his time.
When he finally comes back up, he's meeting your soft, blissed smile with his own. He kisses you slow, like he’s savoring your taste on his tongue, like he wants you to know what you do to him and what you mean to him.
You help him out of the rest of his clothes, soft touches and kisses exchanged in the quiet between breaths. When he finally slides into you, it’s deep and deliberate--one long press that has both of you gasping into the space between your mouths.
“Fuck,” he whispers, lips against your cheek.
"Romantic, John," you whisper, all tease in your voice.
He hums, happily pressed as close as he can be, warm skin against warm skin. Your hands slide up his chest, fingers brushing through the course hairs there until they lock behind his back.
He finally moves, barely any space between where your hips meet before he's back again. He just rocks into you, slow and steady, his whole body wrapped around yours like he could shield you from the world and could hide here, in you, forever.
He murmurs your name, over and over. He tells you you’re perfect, tells you you’re his.
You come apart beneath him, soft, and gasping, and so beautiful--you know because he tells you so--he follows with a low moan and a stuttering breath, clutching you to him like a drowning man finding shore. He stays inside you for a while, presses his forehead to yours and breathes with you. He only moves away when you're both ready, sighing longingly at the seperation.
His hands settle once again at your waist, just as they did when he walked through the door, feeling your breath rise and fall beneath his palms. His head rests over your heart. And after a few moments he sleeps. Despite the sweat and spend--and grime still on him--you don't dare move because he's yours and he’s safe and he’s home.
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#cod#captain john price#call of duty#price x reader#john price#john price x reader#cod mwii#tf 141#cod smut#price cod#here it is pookies#i feel like because of college I have not had a consistent writing style#like my brain and writing has been put through the trials TM and now it is what it is at any given point#womp womp ig#and lowkey i probably need human connection that's more than just my buddies coming into my dorm at random hours of the day to yap.#love the silly little guys tho#now imma go to texas roadhouse and chow down on some rolls
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Just realized I haven’t seen anybody mention the fact that the bell could be an allusion to “For Whom the Bell Tolls” which has… so many interesting connections to Malevolent and specifically s6. There are a LOT of interpretations but one of the main ones is the critique of war and the idea that it makes monsters of all. I don’t entirely agree with the poem, but that aside it does fit with Malevolent and the concept of monstrosity through violence in it, especially in this epsiode that is so centred around war and dehumanization. The bells can also just generally symbolize death and the idea that it is inevitable for everyone, which is also accurate, lol. If we are talking the beginning of the poem, I think it also applies well in the interpretation of how individualism is discussed in Malevolent, where identity often overlaps and people need others. I wish I had better sources to discuss this more rn but I don’t have time and I forgot all the ones I used when I last researched the phrase so womp womp. Point is I’m very intrigued with this bell.
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent spoilers#Malevolent analysis#for whom the bell tolls#malevolent part 53#Malevolent 53#the glabella speaks#This time of more connections ig
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Putting this out here because jambound is taking over my thoughts and none. Of my friends/mutuals have read it (convinced some but they havent started oughgjt)
The promised pure vanilla pov. I keep thinking about how it could happen and why. The fluffy answer: the promised blue moon garden. Because yk, it seems important to pure vanilla. It would make sense for him to have that dedicated to him. And assuming that happens near the end of jambound, there could also be some flashbacks in the form of pv reminiscing and we end up getting some importnsr jambound moments from pvs perspective!!
But my brain seems to think the angstier idea is more likely to happen. Also related to the reveal that due to their connections, any pain one feels is mirrored onto the other. That. Something will definitely happen from it right? Im thibking one of thrm gets badly injured and the other has to. Deal with it. If shadow milk is the one getting injured- to the point of say, loosing concious, it would give the perfect reason for a pv pov.
#have my own thoughts for what the injury through connection point could lead upto but thaymts kinda unrelated#it basically boils down to me wanting sth to happen to pv so smilk is forced to do/admit sth#but that kinnnda conflicts with the latter idea hnnng idk#i just wanna see him being more...“open” with his care ig?#we've had lots of scenes of smilk collapsing and pv being there....and smilk does care back but not as obviosly as pv so#ok this isnt the place to ramble abt that#i looked at the choater plan jamma released and i belive the latter speculation of mine could happen around rest#red too but i think it implies smilk having a vision or sth#and blue could be the garden thing as stroll isnt#enough rambling time for tags#rosierambles#cookie run kingdom#crk#jambound#shadownilla#shadowvanilla#pureshadow
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Do you see my vision
#my dc posting#my art#dc#jason todd#red hood#transfem jason todd#transwoman jason todd#trans fem jason todd#trans woman jason todd#its always so weird when uve made a character trans. and then u gotta use their canon name for tagging#i feel like im deadnaming her even tho i havent come up w a name yet#the lazarus pit gives spontaneous transition. even if u havent realized ur trans yet#i feel like itd be hard to become a respected n feared n succesful crime lord if she presented as female. because of the 'sogony.#so she can have a lil perry the platypus style shit goin on w a voice modifier in the helmet#also coming back as a woman would make batman less likely to connect her w his dead 'son'. so.#idk. i dont actually have a fully formed au or timeline in mind i just find it easier to draw women#its more of a psychological thing where if im in the headspace of 'this is a woman' it becomes just easier to draw the body#🤷 it is how it is ig#censored bc tumblr's a bitch n really it doesnt matter#i had a post w like 1 note that was literally just 'i dont think [insert name] is a good name for a transfem version of [insert character]'#and it got labelled Mature by tumblr so i figured might as well not even try n be Modest and shit w the way tumblr's fuckin it up rn#anyway shoutout to Daughter of Dragons by thispatternismine for the inspiration#...how does all that hair fit comfortably inside the helmet?#ah. hmm. well that is. it sure is a question! that i will not be answering.#jason todd fanart#dc fanart
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there was a post i read a while back that talked about how "girl" and "woman" / "boy" and "man" feel like distinctly different genders, especially growing up and having different expectations placed on you by society when going from the former to the latter and i havent really stopped thinking about that
"girl", "woman", "feminine" and "boy", "man", and "masculine" do feel like distinct genders, similar but different in their own ways
#i think thats why ive never really connected with terms that use the word boy (except for tomboy ig but that was when i was younger)#idk the more i work on this pixel flag folder the more i learn and im enjoying it
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I think at a certain point we all gotta stop referring to the wc incest issue as "accidents." Like, it can only happen so many times before it's obvious someone made an executive choice to ignore it. it feels like...removing/lessening blame to keep calling it a clueless accident
with the way these books are written, I suspect the wc team mindset is "anything the middle-grade target audience wouldn't remember/question doesn't need to be considered." Like, if Nightheart didn't acknowledge last arc that Bayshine was related to him, then he effectively isn't related to him in the eyes of whatever new reader picked up this arc for the first time. Therefore, might as well not exist. Nothing in this world matters except whatever will get them through the current plotline.
the fact they are writing about animals and consistently refuse to use relatable familial terms like cousin/aunt/uncle/grandparent etc probably makes them comfortable shrugging it off.
the new team especially writes as if they are soft rebooting every other arc. it's the ultimate have your cake and eat it too: they don't want to do the work required to change the world/status quo to prevent this problem (doing so might slightly impede the ease of their break-neck writing speed), but they still want to do standard cliche romantic drama with their new next-gen-protag kits, so…they deal with that road block by ignoring it. There hasn't been a financial incentive not to.
this lack of care is all deeply annoying to me. but we gotta stop calling it an 'accident' b/c that implies they would be motivated to avoid it if it were pointed out to them. dog they know 😭 and they clearly decided it doesn't count if they don't acknowledge it
#the only thing that truly puzzles me is why they have a family tree on their website. they should get rid of that.#warrior cats#yarrow speaks#remember how they DID use uncle/nephew in the first arc to refer to Fireheart and Cloudtail#And then they notably stopped using those terms after that arc and never used them again. that's a decision someone made!#why? probably for this very reason.#its a small population with a rule about outside romances#a rule they dont want to get rid of because it has provided so much easy conflict and endless star-crossed-lovers drama#but they always knew this would happen. so make the 'tuck it out of sight' goal easier by not using memorable relation terms#''kin'' matters when a nightheart-type plot wants it to matter and ceases to be remembered just as easily when they're done w that plot#a kid isnt going to make real-world connections to 'kin' the same way they would 'cousin'#this isnt rly like a 'NORMALIZING INCEST" thing for me because they have made sure to never let mates acknowledge each other as relatives#its not /part/ of the story like game of thrones or something#and they at least dont pair siblings and parents. ig. like willowpelt/patchpelt actually WAS an accident that was corrected#and yeah the average new reader probably doesn't remember all the ways Moonpaw and Goldenpaws lineages overlap#im annoyed from a 'lazy writing' perspective.#w/e something doesnt have to be an active physical danger for it to piss me off and be shitty.#young readers deserve more care in the art made for them#i really dont think the world-building would fall apart if they allowed cats to have casual rogue/loner mates.#u can still keep your stupid cross-clan drama. but passing loners arent even a threat jesus christ.#maybe normalizing outsider friendships would be a smell step towards fixing the lazy xenophobia themes idk#wc criticism
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time to make your choice only you can be the one
#undescribed#bonk.png#ggg#great god grove#great god grove spoilers#ggg spoilers#<- bc of king n hand gesturing stuff for the au this one gets the spoiler tag#caption is a line from legend of everfree from eg movie of the same name bc its now linked to ggg for me bc of brainrot#first au stuff i dont like have anything really planned out n also dont really plan on doing anything with this beyond doodles#settled on inspekta being a horse bc i want him capochin patty n king to all be earth ponies bc of like permanent having it ingrained from#being an mlp fan as a kid that earth ponies are seen as less special bc they cant use magic or fly n that fits for story similarities#bc inspekta n capochin hating on patty for projection reasons AND inspekta's replacement anxiety n envy of king who in the au#is the only other earth pony lined up to become an alicorn (bc again being specifically an fim fan since i was a kid ingrained in with fanon#that ponies that become alicorns are almost exclusively pegasus or unicorn bc of earth ponies not having as clear of a connection to magic)#in my mind patty is the main character like the bizzyboys are also main characters but its like how the mane six are the main six but#twilight is the MAIN main character its like that n then godpoke is her sidekick (like spike ig but like mysterious stranger style <- idk#what i mean by this) she gets to be the protag bc the type of character godpoke is in the game n how im fitting them to be in the au doesnt#really work for a protag role while patty can be more readily slotted into mlp protag shes the only bizzyboy who cares about solving in the#game (as shown in hobbyhoo) n i like her so she gets to be the protag v-v inspekta is still doing the whole like shit from the game just in#a different way bc of mlp related restrictions n tone differences. the episode where luna goes to nightmare night after being freshly reform#ed walked so milldread section could run however cobigail's deal does run closer to that episode that to the game counterpart but like witho#ut cob having been banished for a thousand years theres no rift in the au bc its. mlp so sort of vague direction is related to the tree of#harmony n like maybe thats how inspekta powers up for the two parter transformation. a thought i had for a workaround for how inspekta keeps#king isolated was maybe turning king to stone n hiding her in plain sight but while that would slide in mlp (they turn a child to stone in t#he series finale apparently??) it leaves a bad taste in my mouth from the ggg angle so probably gonna do something else#art comments both inspekta n cobigail's pony names are taken from ponies i already had inspekta's comes from a different mlpied thing#n cobigail's comes from a fankid (spelled like kandi corn tho bc fankid's a rave girlie) the rest of the gods get to keep their names aside#from maybe bauhauzzo (whos role is undecided) huzzle n click clack arent ponies bc i felt it suited them more huzzle gets to be discordesc#bc i think its fun if like this versions god of chaos wasnt evil BUT that angle is used as slander against huzzle by inspekta#n click clack's a breezy bc small n bratty (we will be ignoring that breezies are mortal if i remember right bc thats not relevant)
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I know we all like to rag on TikTok but watching everyone on that app say goodbye and put together last messages of art and music as a swan song to the platform before censorship from the us government literally makes it go dark is fucking surreal
#like bye first amendment it was nice knowing ya#also to see everyone who connected there organically realize once the app goes dark they won’t be able to talk anymore… so fucking dark#also like blah blah yes probably a bet negative overall and encouraged overconsumption and what have you#but this is a genuine rallying moment and wake-up call among the general public that I’ve never seen like your average American is PISSED#and they’re like voluntarily going somewhere like Red Note instead of back to meta-owned apps#WHICH ALSO JUST CHANGED THE ENTIRE LAYOUT OF THE IG GRID TO MAKE IT LOOK MORE LIKE TIKTOK#marky mark you’re gonna get yours in this life or the next is all I’ll say holy shit#mine
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sanuso runaway AU - where Usopp leaves syrup village after his mom dies to look for his dad and ends up at the germa kingdom, growing up with Sanji as the doctor's lab assistant
That's basically the gist of it, there's a LOTT more but I just wanted to share some of the art I made for it (came up with it with a friend of mine)


In short -> sogeking is usopp's clone (the kids aren't aware of this) and was created to help germafied sanji on missions (sanji's scores began to improve after he met usopp so judge decided to keep him for more infiltration or espionage based tasks, hence "stealth black" since he's considered weaker than his siblings)
reiju's here too :) she and sanji have a bit of a rocky relationship (it gets better!!) but she's besties with usopp and hangs out with him at the lab to make ,, various concoctions
I'll make another post with more art and info later (I HAVE A LOTTT) so i'll tag em with (#op runaway au) hehe ,, feel free to send asks about it too!!
EDIT: HE FINALLY GOT A TUMBLR @arttlars !!!!!!! blame him for all of this
#guys u should totally follow my friend lars he came up with a lot of this au his ideas r so awesome (@larsarttarchive on twt)#and his sanuso art is SO GOOD#op#one piece#op runaway au#sanuso#usosan#sanji#usopp#reiju#sogeking#vinsmoke reiju#vinsmoke sanji#childhood friends#germa 66#germa kingdom#red leg zeff#zeff#mintart#yea a lot of this art is old sorry it looks so bad#there's more content on my twitter hehe im just moving it onto here#but this au...........;;.;... ive been thinking about it again#ok so i didnt draw it out BUT usopp ssails out on his own#obv doesnt know how to sail.. so he ends up on some island where germa soldiers r taking supplies (cuz this particular east blue island#is famous for some type of good ig) and he hears them say smthn about the red line and makes the connection ab his dad heading to the GL#so he hops into a crate and ends up in the castle#and befriends sanji#ill write more in the next post so stay tuned perhaps :3#ALSO IM SORRY I KEP FORGETTING TO DRAW SOGEKING'S HAIR IM SO DUMB#HE HAS HAIR GUYS PLS
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i needed to express a sentiment in the creative stylings of @dunmeshiminimumwage
#eliot posts#dunme#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#sorry to put toshiro in the roll of shitty job interviewer lmao#but he was the best fit for ''guy that wants me to read their mind''#laios being my internal monologue here#i was on my THIRD interview of the day i was Dying#tho since the prev two interviews i had were for similar positions and told me their salaries outright at least i could use that number#(though tbh my work persona is more of a kabru. my customer service voice is unparalleled)#(at my first job even my coworkers thought i was sooo cheerful til i got too comfy and casually made a joke abt wanting to asphyxiate on a#plastic shopping bag like a sea turtle. in front of my sweet elderly coworker. oops!)#(also this job was during quarantine and after weeks of working together i took my mask off in front of one coworker for the first time#and she called like half the department over from their registers to look at how pretty i was??? prettyboy powers unmatched ig)#(also my first interview today went SO well i charmed that interviewer so good despite my lack of qualifications)#(she even complimented my social skills and said i seemed like the type who could get along well and make good conversation with anyone!)#(which is important bc i was interviewing for an elder care position. also old people especially tend to think i am a Delightful Young Lad)#(unless i accidentally make a morbid joke around them ig lmaooo. or. well. some of them like those too. but not that one coworker lol)#(if only that skill transferred over to actually making friends irl. my autistic ass has so few close irl connections)#(i hope my exceedingly short list of character references does not prevent me from getting hired)#AND ALSO my first job asked the same wage question and i said twelve dollars#and they were like all our new employees start at 7.75#the union insists that we pay all new employees a whopping 50 cents above min wage. (we'd pay less if we could)#like dawg why did you ask that then??? if my answer did not matter at all???
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and if I said Willard by Will Wood is a very castiel song
#especially if you sub out rats (socrates) for bees#and other insects ig#PLEASE it scratches the part of my brain obsessed with crazy cas' highly symbolic way of speaking in his “off his rocker” arc#how the song talks about feeling mercy to insects and mice and the like compared to how he feels remorse for his forfeiture of heaven#and also his affinity for humanity (for an angel)#“ive failed to fit into those nests that scrape the sky / is there room for me in your cage?” TELL ME YOU DONT SEE IT THE NESTS ARE HEAVEN#THE CAGE IS HUMANITY#AND HE DOESNT EVER FIT INTO EITHER “IVE NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHAT HUMANS DO AND WANT” DO YOU GET IT#“shame was an invention made for prisons pales and pest control” SHAME PUT ONTO ANGELS LIKE GADREEL THAT CAS WRESTLES WITH#how the singer finds solice in socrates as opposed to humanity also reflects how cas finds solice in humanity and not angels and also#how he finds solice in insects and not humanity#more choice lyrics#“ive never understood what humans do and want / its quite confusing to me to try to connect”#“never learned how i should feel instincts somehow stunted / just seem haunted by my stupid urge to protect”#“until frustration makes me wish my teeth were sharp as yours... these carnivores will no more use my heart”#is 100% the godstiel arc in both how he powers up to finish off Raphaels armies and how he distances himself from the winchesters#who are known for using him#i have more to say but im running outta tags#castiel supernatural#supernatural#spn#castiel#will wood#im going insane but also willard would be tough to make an animatic or an edit out of
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Went back to compare shima-ujie interactions
It’s interesting how the words revolving around Shima and Ujie when he was practising volleyball in chapter 41 compare to what their interactions this chapter(61) were.

Shima had said before how he couldn’t get angry before bc he couldn’t empathise, but here he is, clearly upset. He’s come far from the kid who wouldn’t bother getting upset bc ‘it’s not worth it’. What specifically changed though?
Let’s compare to Mitsumi in the past. She was upset in chapter 41 when ujie told her to stop playing a good person, bc it means something to her to look out for other people, and she values it. She could empathise with ujies pain and yet he treated her with disdain in response.
Shima however didn’t care at the time. But now, he’s finally learning to look forward and go after what he wants, so when ujie says what he does, it hurts him. It’s like a dismissal of what he’s working toward, but it scares him bc it’s also a feeling he empathises with.
Ujie says here he probably doesn’t understand that. But Shima got mad bc he DOES UNDERSTAND, it’s a point of contention for him that he just can ‘play along’ in whatever way to please others. He wants to change that though and Ujie hadn’t recognised it.
There’s also the case of how he still holds in a lot of self-hatred for the type of person he is, imo. He finds it incredibly hard to be ‘selfish’, and it’s already taken so much for him to chase acting again, but there’s always this worry that he’s just taking advantage of the people around him. Even though him pursuing this doesn’t logically hurt them at all.
In the end though, when he does talk to Ujie again to explain what he thought, it comes back to the words of assurance he himself gave Ujie in chapter 41

Because since that chapter he DOES know what it’s like to try hard for something, he DOES care about the role he worked towards, it’s NOT a role he stole from someone more deserving. And in the end, it resonates with Ujie too.
#skip to loafer spoilers#skip to loafer#stl spoilers#i was just looking for chapter parallels and oops! mini-essay ig#I really like the point where shima connects anger and empathy. it’s a really interesting way to look at conflict#bc it’s like. he understands that people can only get upset with each other when they understand each other#and as he’s being more open to himself he’s finally connecting with others bc of it#but it’s messy and difficult to navigate that. he does handle this conflict like someone new to it#but it’s also just how it is to have disagreements with others#in the end his conversation with ujie to defend himself was worth it imo#he got to be ‘selfish’ in standing up for himself#and through that he actually allowed ujie to emphasise with him. to understand why he was upset#anyways. growth#didn’t mean to make a tag essay too but im not editing this at this point lol
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Taiya & Genba │ Lap 3
"Genba has just lost track of his wheel. That's all."
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#boonboomger#bakuage sentai boonboomger#super sentai#genba bureki#taiya hando#bun orange#bun red#userdramas#umbrella.gifs#tokuedit#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#// long post#translation: over-time#tirebrake <3#i've talked about this arc so much and about taiya and genba's connection in my lb>>>#boonboomger lb#don't even ask exactly how much time i spent on this set it was a lot of time#still not the best at blending but i'll live ig#this was originally planned to be 5 gifs but then i got carried away...#still wanted to add more things but i didn't want this set to be too long#and i figure i can make another set in the future with the other things i wanted to include#either way them <3#soulmates tethered to each other via candy and an axe
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multishipping is a superpower you neeeeeeeeeeed to have when you love getting into shitty gay media with found family because OF course they're going to make an incest map of all the characters and your otp will almost definitely not be endgame. of course they're going to pair the main guy and girl together as endgame just because. and I mean you COULD be a hater about it and curse the writers and throw a four year long fit but it's so much more fun when you just make your peace with the fact that this was always going to happen and pretend everyone is in a happy little polycule as they go through 18575879 different pairings you know aren't going to last because fandom and just the experience of being a fan is so much more fun that way!!!
#like one thing about me is i almost NEVER get the ship i want in any show ever#but WE PERSIST WE ADAPT#every ship has their moments! romance is dumb anyway but it's nice to see different characters connecting#some of yall were clearly not raised on glee smh#like as long as the characters experience new things and grow you know. a show is more than one ship#hsmtmts#glee#jane the virgin#never have i ever#love victor#community#xo kitty#there are sooooooo many of these I've lost count lol#heartbreak high#we are lady parts#walp#htgawm#pretty little liars#descendants#doafp#don't worry on the flip side i also support being a hater. god knows i was the biggest hater of the main ship on SO many of these shows#at one point#but it's just...easier for you...when you learn to make peace with allos being gross lol#like god knows i would NAWT write jafael or rina endgame in any universe#but at the end of the day...sigh...im just glad the lomls jane and gina are happy ig#i love seeing them all cute and happy and even the men have their moments sometimes#the only love triangle i have ever won in my life is cazzie and im still gloating over it 3 years later. so.#oh and maybe benvi ig#ginny and georgia#girlblogging.pdf
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