#my biggest fears ever...💔💔

[shadowchan209]

A friend of mine requested Green on insta :D

A hc for stickmans with suggestive art (male boob)

Since they're stickman, they are pretty strong and resistant.

And also they heal pretty fast. Especially for bruises, little cuts etc.

But it is hard to heal the injuries like TDL bracelet thingy, Blue's burt injury etc. Even if they heal, the wound stays.

[enhaeil]

BLOOM! ☆ 엔하이픈

"everything you do, how you call my name sunday afternoon, come and make it rain. let the flowers bloom, ease my pain. always tell the truth, can you answer me?"

bloom - aqyila

lovesick boyfriend! enhypen ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊

c/w: suggestive parts in everyone's but niki's. otherwise fluff

heeseung

boyfriend heeseung, who loves that he can be boring and nerdy with you. you guys can just sit there in silence or cuddle while he plays video games and not say anything. he doesn't always have to try to tell a joke or be interesting. he can be his full, authentic self. + you let him talk about his buzz lightyear toys, so he wins.

boyfriend heeseung who is actually obsessed with you, and everything about you. your smile, your laugh, your scent, your body, you name it. he never misses a day of telling you how in love he is with you.

boyfriend heeseung, who is shameless when you turn him on. his hands will be everywhere but where they're supposed to be. he has no problem pressing up against you or whispering filth in your ear. you know what hell yea

jay

boyfriend jay, who is the biggest gentleman. he always walks closest to the sidewalk. he always holds the door and pulls out your chair. he buckles your heels for you every time y'all go out. and even after so long together, he still asks for permission to kiss you.

boyfriend jay, who loves taking you to his hometown, seattle. y'all know that video of him taking a late night walk there 💔 im sick he takes walks with you at night all the time he just loves you so much and wants to show you where he grew up.

boyfriend jay, who's gentle even in bed. he won't ever hurt or degrade you unless you REALLY enjoy it. he might be slightly rougher on more stressed or pent-up days, but other than that, he literally makes love.

jake

boyfriend jake, who feels like he doesn't always have to think around you. he's so comfortable with you that he knows it's okay to say something that doesn't make sense or something that might not be correct because you won't judge him and you probably get exactly what he means.

boyfriend jake, who is literally your shadow. he gives you your space, of course, but he loves you and loves being around you. he's literally like a lost puppy just following you around the house.

boyfriend jake, who's obsessed with your butt. don't get me wrong, he loves your boobs too, constantly face planting into them— but that ass though. his pillow. his bongos. his dinner, i fear.

sunghoon

boyfriend sunghoon, who's literally your best friend. like you got a boyfriend and bestie in one. you guys will just sit there and talk to each other for hours about nonsense. sometimes when you get bored, you'll help him with his english too.

boyfriend sunghoon, who thinks you're the funniest person on earth. if they asked who makes him the laugh the most he'd say you. sometimes you're not even telling a joke, and he's in the corner giggling like a school girl.

boyfriend sunghoon, who's the best kisser. i mean he a DEEP kisser, like sometimes you'll withold from even a quick smooch cuz you know freakhoon gon jump out, and you'll end up naked.

sunoo

boyfriend sunoo who's your best friend, pt2. but not only that; he's your best friend, boyfriend, therapist, makeup artist, pillow, chef. he will be whatever you need him to be that day. he'd genuinely would do anything for you, he ADORES you.

boyfriend sunoo, who will always take your side even if you might be wrong. coworker getting on your nerves ? she should leave you alone. you cussed out some man at the club? he had it coming! a mosquito bit you? wtf is it's problem? NOT ON SUNOO'S WATCH.

boyfriend sunoo who is versatile when it comes to the bedroom. whatever you're feeling that day he will do. if you want him on top that night, he'll joyfully do it. you in a rough mood? give him 2 minutes, and he'll get into mode. as long as you feel good, he feels great.

jungwon

boyfriend jungwon, who is literally your other half. y'all are the goofiest duo on the planet, i swear. the type of couple to make up their own language while everybody else looks at you like you're insane. you guys have so many inside jokes, too.

boyfriend jungwon, who's always given you the first bite or last bite of his food. even when you say 'no' or tell him you're not hungry, he will stilk feed you. he loves you so much and wants to make sure you're never hungry and always content.

boyfriend jungwon, who touches your boobs and butt a lot but somehow makes it in the most innocent way possible... like he's not even being a freak he's just holding your boobs as if this is normal. hands reaching out to give your ass a jiggle or make a beat on it like it's a drumset.

niki

boyfriend niki, who tries so hard to be nonchalant around you, but somebody tell him he is NOT that guy 🙏🏽. you're too funny and too pretty for him to be nonchalant, he be smiling like a big ol' goofy around you. he still tries to act like he doesn't care in front of his members, though. can't let them know !

boyfriend niki, who won't let anybody else touch his stuff except for you. whatever's his is yours once you guys are together. he even lets you play on his game console if you're bored while he's away. he especially loves when you steal his clothes, but he won't let you know that.

boyfriend niki who always tries to impress you. performing extra hard on stage, being really good at a game, walking around in a tanktop and sweats to show off his muscles; anything to get you to compliment him. Please compliment him, or he'll sulk and say you hate him and think he's ugly.

a/n: hi ill answer the asks in my box soon

[whyse7vn]

NICE ERA -

[ ot7 x reader ] > pt one HERE

🍼👨🏼‍🦲⁉️

8 participants - 8 online

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yoongi: love you guys

jimin: are you killing yourself or something?

jk: 😧

yoongi: no i just love you guys

jk: i think yoongi is killing himself 😣

namjoon: here if you want to talk

yoongi: can i not just say i love you guys?

y/n: holy shit

yoongi r u killing urself????

yoongi: no i’m just spreading love

hobi: WOAH WHAT THE HELL

YOONGI ARE YOU DYING??

yoongi: no

jk: pls don’t kys yoongi 😢☹️💔

jin: yoongi is being more open with his feelings guys

hobi: his suicidal ones?

tae: pouring one out for you yoongi 🍾🥂

jin: no just his love for us all

isn’t that right yoongi??

yoongi: right

hobi: nothing about this is right

jk: i’m so scared rn 😓

y/n: is he drunk???

jin: on love!!

yoongi: on love.

namjoon: ew yoongi man what the fuck??

yoongi: we should all have a sleepover at my house like we did on kooks birthday

it will be fun

jimin: uhhhhhhhhhh

hobi: i’m literally shaking in fucking fear rn

yoongi: i’ll order food

tae: are you gonna poison it

yoongi: why would i do that?

tae: guys….

namjoon: in shock

y/n: jin done performed a lobotomy on yoongi ohmygod ☠️☠️☠️

jin: i did no such thing

jk: yoongi look at me this isn’t you

yoongi please

yoongi: hi jungkook

jk: MAKE IT STOP

GUYS MAKE IT STOP WHY IS HE BEING NICE MAKE IT STOP

namjoon: yoongi are you like actually ok?

yoongi: perfect

tae: have i shifted to an alternate universe

jk: shift

tae: night shift

jimin: you need one

tae: no i don’t

jimin: ok mr wire me 10k

tae: that was ages ago thank u very much

get over it

but guys tell him i have money tho lol

yoongi: jimin tae has money

tae: STOP iT???????

y/n: this is so unsettling

yoongi: isn’t it nice us all being together

having fun

and stuff

tae: what is stuff?

pls elaborate on stuff

jk: maybe joon gave yoongi cocaine

namjoon: shut up

tae: yoongi when you say stuff do you mean cocaine?

yoongi: love

us being together

friendship

we are friends

jk: yoongi can i be your best friend

yoongi: you are my best friend jungkook

jk: :D

yoongi: :D

jk: nvm this is really scary sorry

jk left “🍼👨🏼‍🦲⁉️”

tae: i agree

tae left “🍼👨🏼‍🦲⁉️”

yoongi: i miss you all

let’s go out to eat tomorrow yeah?

i can pay idm

jin: YESS IM IN

jimin: ofc ur in

yoongi: guys let’s not argue

jimin: ewuuuuu shut up

namjoon added tae to “🍼👨🏼‍🦲⁉️”

namjoon added jk to “🍼👨🏼‍🦲⁉️”

yoongi: welcome back ^^

jk: STOP

tae: i’m gonna throw up

jin: please accept the new yoongi

jk: NO

y/n: yoongi have you experienced any serious head trauma in the last 24 hours?

yoongi: no

hobi: i think he’s lying

yoongi: let’s all drink together today

jk: NONONONO

yoongi: oh do you have plans today jungkook?

we can move it to the weekend if you want

jk: girlfriendsaveme 😨

y/n: yoongi….

yoongi: yeah?

tae: yoongi send me a stack

jimin: LMAO u not getting that

yoongi: sure

jimin: fake

tae: HOLY SHIT YOONGI JUST SENT ME MONEY GUYS???

namjoon: oh my god….

hobi: he’s truly lost it

y/n: no fucking way

jimin: WAIT YOONGI ME NEXT HELLO????

yoongi: kk

jimin: I JUST GOT MONEY OHMGODDJJD

jin: isn’t this nice guys??

isn’t yoongi nice??

tae: yeah yoongi ur the best

jimin: love you yoongi

nicest man ever

yoongi: :3

namjoon: oh

yoongi: what can i say

jk: words probably

yoongi: i love my team

i love my crew

namjoon: oh wow

y/n: did he just….

hobi: MIN YOONGI JUST QUOTED SEVENTEEN?/!/£3

jimin: this is insane

jk: our biggest enemies in this life…

tae: WOWWWWWWWWW

jin: so proud!!

how mature how nice !!

jk: i’m going to commit murder and it’s going to be on myself

tae: i think i just threw up

hobi: yoongi you know woozi is in that group right?

yoongi: yes

jimin: and mingyu

the one she went a date with btw

y/n: stop

yoongi: i know.

hobi: he’s mad

yoongi: no i’m not

namjoon: it’s ok if you’re mad yoongi

y/n: no it’s not

jk: yoongi pls be mad

yoongi: i’m not mad

y/n: he’s not mad

jimin: normally he would be mad

yoongi: well i’m not mad so

jin: right he’s a changed man

namjoon: why?

yoongi: what

namjoon: why are you being nice

it’s like freaking us all out

jk: so much 😣

yoongi: i am nice normally

hobi: well no!

yoongi: i am nice

jimin: again no!!

tae: not even 24 hours ago yoongi told me to kms

yoongi: it was a joke

tae:

jimin: publicly executed is crazy

tae: right like omg?

jimin: understandable tho

tae: ok no

yoongi: it was a joke

tae: DIDN’T laugh

jk: yoongi punched me once

twice

three times actually

yoongi: as a joke

jin: guys let’s not focus on yoongi’s past but his present

and his present is nice!

jk: present

y/n: ?????

HELLO WHAT

YOONGI PUNCHED KOOK???

yoongi: as a joke

y/n: WHEN???? NAMJOON DID YOU KNOW?????????

namjoon: no actually i didn’t

jin: y/n joon ur in the past pls join us in the present

yoongi’s present

jk: i want the present

where is the present

yoongi: i’m nice

jk: i can travel to the present if need be

hobi: i’m confused

tae: in what context

hobi: this context ??

tae: oh ok

hobi: what other context is there

tae: sexually

namjoon: why is everything sexual with you?

hobi: sexuality by taemin lol

jimin: WHERE

tae: gay

jk: gay means happy

namjoon: guys

y/n: girls

jk: jimin are you not happy?

tae: jimin are you gay?

jimin: shut up

tae: me when taemin doesn’t call me back pt 407

jimin: why would taemin be calling you

tae: LOL

namjoon: guys enough

tae: one taemin mention he looses his mind you see that guys

namjoon: taehyung

tae: ok sorry

hobi: i’m still confused

NOT sexually

jk: i hope we are all gay (happy) toady!!

yoongi: me too

jimin: (kill yourself)

tae: (taemin)

jk: tae

min

tae min

tae in a min

tae in a minute

jimin x taehyung in a minute

y/n: fork in kitchen

hobi: oh ok

jimin: EW????

tae: that’s my name lol

WAIT WTF

ME AND HIM ????????

I KISS NO MEN

jk: one time you kissed me

tae: ON ACCIDENT

hobi: “accident”

yoongi type “accident”

yoongi: punching jungkook WAS an accident

tae: GUYS ME KISSING JUNGKOOK WAS FR AN ACCIDENT LIKE JOKE

jimin: yeah ok

namjoon: sighs

y/n: liar!!

tae: I WAS KNOCKING AT Y/NS DOOR CUZ WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO OUT

AND WHEN THE DOOR OPEN I JUST WENT FOR THE KISS OK? EYES CLOSED AND EVERYTHING

jimin: sounds like he likes men to me

tae: NO

I DONT I JUST

STOP

DIDNT KNOW ITVWAS JUNGKOOK UNTIL I PULLED AWAY

jk: it’s ok my lips are very soft like that

y/n: fact

tae: NO ITS NOT OK

jin: wait that’s lowkey so crazy cuz how didn’t you notice the height difference

kook is like way taller than her

tae: thought she was wearing heels

y/n: it was 10 in the morning..

hobi: hold on

you didn’t know it was jungkook until you pulled away…

….

…….

……….

jungkook why did you let tae kiss you?

jk: i thought he was coming out to me

and i’m no homophobe !!!!

i didn’t know if that’s was a normal thing people did when they come out so i just let him do it

because like if i didn’t let him i didn’t want him to take that as me not supporting him yk?

i support him so yeah

idk

i was really confused

and no i didn’t kiss him back

i kinda just stood there

like

🧍🏻‍♂️

that and yeah

and he was all like “don’t be like that babe” and when he pulled away he screamed fell to his knees and then left

tbh i thought it was a dream

but i guess not

namjoon: how long did the kiss last?

tae: NAMJOON

namjoon: sorry just wanted to know

jk: maybe like 15 seconds

i think my lack of kissing back got to him

jimin: THATS CRAZY LMWKEORIFJFN

hobi: homophobe turned homosexual

tae: I AM NONE OF THOSE

jk: if it makes you feel better the kiss was really bad ur lips were really dry

tae: DON’T DESCRIBE MY LIPS SHUT UPLD

y/n: LMAO

tae: STOP TALKING ABOUT THIS LETS GO BSCK TO THE ORIGINAL TOPIC

YOONGI

YOONGI WYA

YOONGI HELLO

YOONGI

yoongi: i support you

hobi: #somuchsupoort

jimin: so brave

y/n: be who you are

namjoon: 👍🏼

jin: !!

jk: i support you for who you are❤️🧡🤍🩷❤️ (idk the flag )

y/n: lesbian

jk: really 😨

y/n: yeah

jk: but you kiss me 🙁

y/n: what

jk: i can be a woman for you

namjoon: okay !!!!!

enough sexuality talk

um yeah

yoongi say something

yoongi: i love you all

namjoon: omg…

jimin: ew man

hobi: gross

jk: i feel lightheaded

tae: gagging

y/n: 😟

jin: ok i’m not enjoying this as much as i thought i would i must say

yoongi: ?

jimin: ‘i must say’ 💀💀💀

hobi: bet he stroked his nonexistent beard while saying that

jimin: likeeee 😭😭😭

jin: can i live

there was literally nothing wrong with what i said

yoongi: right

jin: STOP

sorry force of habit

yoongi: don’t be upset with me jin

i’m sorry

y/n: yoongi

talk to us

normally

please

yoongi: i’m nice

y/n: i’m aware

yoongi: i’m being nicer

y/n: why

jin: wait omg let’s move on

isn’t it such a nice day lmao

yoongi: great weather we’re having

jin: summer sure is coming!!

hobi: ewww

y/n: this old people conversation ☠️☠️

jimin: imagine what their dms look like

jk: yikes

yoongi: jungkook

jk: sorry

yoongi im sorry

i actually meant

(Y)es (I) (K)now (E)very conversation they have is (S)uper cool

yikes

yoongi: thanks

just wanted to say i like your hair

jk: oh

jimin: his hair has been the same for like the last 5 months

yoongi: i know

just wanted him to know i like it because he’s my friend and he has nice hair

jk: wow

ok

is this real

wow

GUYS

yoongi likes my hair

y/n: wow

jk: YOONGI MY FRIEND

guys at first the new yoongi was really scary but now i think i like him

he’s my friend

pls be kind to MY FRIEND

MY BEST FRIEND

jimin: i still hate his yoongi tell me to kms right now before i do something crazy

tae: please

hobi: no joke

namjoon: yoongi i understand that you are being ‘nice’ now but i hope you don’t lose your true self and personality in this new chapter of your life

y/n: what joon said

jin: yoongi tell us what you like about ME next

ik it’s like really hard so i’ll let you pick 5

yoongi: jin i like

your

um

hold on can we talk about out contracts for one second

hobi: ohmugod guys he’s killing himself fr now

jimin: it was fun while it lasted bro

namjoon: sure

jin: NO WE CANT NO

yoongi: we’re all renewing right?

jk: yes bff ^^

jin: STOP

tae: yeah

hobi: yes sighs looks out window

jimin: thumbs up

namjoon: ofc??

y/n: lol i already renewed

yoongi: what

namjoon: are you thinking about not renewing??

jin: GUYS STOROORIRNRJIRJ

yoongi: y/n

you already renewed???

y/n: yeah?

yoongi: you’re not leaving

y/n: no…

yoongi: were you thinking about leaving?

y/n: no?

yoongi: so you didnt tell jin you i wish nicer????

y/n: lol no

didn’t jin say that in this gc himself like a few weeks ago lmao?

jin left “🍼👨🏼‍🦲⁉️”

yoongi: bye

going to find jin

yoongi left “🍼👨🏼‍🦲⁉️”

jk: um

yoongi joined “🍼👨🏼‍🦲⁉️”

yoongi: also jungkook you are not my best friend all of you can kill yourselves i’ve never prayed on anyone’s downfall as much as i do for all of yours i can’t believe this is my life ur all so annoying taehyung you WILL die the most painful death i promise you if any of you mention this day to anyone ever i will have your nudes on every website known to man and your address on twitter

fuck you all

yoongi left “🍼👨🏼‍🦲⁉️”

tae: does he know twitter is x now?

y/n: he didn’t mean that

he’s just a little upset

hobi: rip jin

jimin: how the hell does he have MY nudes

tae: didn’t know he was freaky like that 😈👅

hobi: bet you did

man kisser

tae: STOP

jk: best friend…

y/n: he still is your best friend kook he’s just upset at jin rn!!

jk: really?

y/n: yeah!!

jimin: she lying

y/n: SHUT UP

namjoon: so jin told yoongi that y/n was leaving the group because he’s mean

so to get her to say he was nice to us

jimin: glad your following joon

namjoon: ew

hobi: right?

namjoon: okay

cant believe we experienced that

let’s just sleep this one off boys

and girl

jimin: awoman to that

hobi: i have to smoke after this geez

jk: y/n pls hold me i’m traumatised

y/n: on my way

tae: ok but how did he add himself back into the gc tho…

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didn’t even plan this but look jin did fr do this for HIMSELF LMAO

yoongi dumb as hell for not remembering this

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[melobin]

it’s our one year anniversary!! and it’s absolutely surreal to me how much we’ve grown over the past year. i love melobin so much, i adore being here and i adore being able to share things with all of you and i can’t wait to share more of the things i have planned !!

the past year has definitely been a little rocky LFMAO i’ve been through three url changes and more than one silly ot6 accusation exposing post but i’m still here ! and i’m still adoring and supporting riize as a whole. it’s been a few years since I’ve found myself as in love with a group as i am with riize and im so incredibly grateful that i got to meet so many wonderful people because of them. from mutuals to anons to just people who interact with my blog, i really adore and appreciate you all, more than i can express in words. i’ve taken a few breaks in the past year, all mental health related but you’ve all been so understanding and i cannot thank you enough for that.

it’s quite overwhelming that melobin has gained over 3.7k followers in the past year, i never really expected much other than a few people to talk to when i first started my blog but im so happy with the little community we’ve created here and i can’t wait for it to continue 🥺 i truly adore you all.

the melody and friends discord server has been a highlight of melobin for me !! i love that server and everyone i’ve met through it, i wanted to create a community that was welcoming and comforting and friendly and i truly believe i’ve done that.

not to be too soppy but there’s definitely some people i’d like to personally thank for being here this past year.

@kkurokitty my jaye !! i love you and everything you do so much. you were there when i first created melobin, we had our little taerae pfps and urls 😭 things have definitely changed a lot since then but you’re since as wonderful as the day we met all those years ago and im so thankful to have you.

@leejeongz amy ☹️ not even god knows how much you mean to me. everyday we speak i feel like we’re closer even if we’re a whole train ride apart. having you back in my life has been one of the best things to ever happen to me and i can’t wait to see you again. manifesting riize come to the UK soon so we can go and see them together. forever the moon to my stars 💔 i love you so bad :(.

@rishimuras melomiu <3 i’m so glad tals forced you to join my server the day it was created. it’s insane to me that we’ve been friends for almost a year now because i still feel like the same girl who was scared to message you whilst also feeling like ive known you for years. you’ve been a big part of melobin and my life for the past few months and i adore you so much. i only ever wish you the best and im more than ready to take on anyone who threatens that. i love you !!

@01zfan parter in crime i fear … the only person im honoured to lose 100 lp with in one day after spam playing tft with our little duckbills and dowsies. i was your biggest fan before we ever spoke and i remember almost doing a (metaphorical) backflip when i found out you already followed me 😭 your writing has changed me as a person and im so thankful to have become friends with you over the past few months. we fight the ot6 accusations together and we get you to plat SOON. i love you !! 💖

@tsandoll bunny !!!!!!!!! i love you !! you’ve been such a support for me with melobin and i can’t thank you enough! i love our little roblox games and the amount of shit we talk, i’m always laughing whenever we talk it’s almost impossible not to. you understand my humour so much and even when you don’t you still laugh .. true friend !!! i really hope soon you can feel better and feel like yourself again, i love you 💗

@sonjuyeonnie i wish i knew what blog to tag .. my fake text proof reader .. but seo i love you you’ve been such a sweetheart to me since you joined my server and i’ve been nothing but proud of you since then. you’ve accomplished so much and im so happy to see you thriving in life. i know we haven’t been able to talk much lately because of work but never forget how much i adore you and how im always here 💖

with some other people .. @antoncore my cee, you’ve grown so much in the few months we’ve known each other and i’m forever proud of you and i can’t wait to watch you grow more, i love you !! … @bbina my smau queen, btl changed me as a person and i’ll always support you in every smau you write even if i don’t know the idol you’re just TOO good. you’re so lovely and sweet and funny i luv yewww !! … @wonbin-truther the prettiest girl !! you’re so sweet and funny and so so talented, your sohee smau was pure GOLD i loved every second of it and i love seeing you pop up in my dms with the most random message, i fear i love you so bad 💔

there’s definitely others and i do adore all my mutuals so much !!! you all mean so much to me and i can’t wait for melobin to grow more. to one year and many more ! 💖

[pinkslipxox]

could we possibly get more young miko angst that ends in fluff💔

hey my love! Yes of course, hope you enjoy 💕

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The bright, full moon stares back at you as it slowly hits you that the biggest day of your life is just hours away. You’re not sure how long you’ve been awake or what time it is. Neither do you know if the thoughts in your head are just out of fear or if they are a warning from your conscious. You’re not even sure where they’ve come from. When you answered yes to the four letter question Miko asked you a year ago, you’ve never felt more certain about anything in your life.

That is, until now.

You decide that some fresh air will help you clear your head. With that, you kick off the duvet and sheets, and walk out of your hotel suite. The wedding is supposed to take place at the beach right in front. It’s the main reason why you and Miko chose to hold the ceremony in Puerto Rico. Especially when it’s where you two had first met years before.

Save for yourself, there is no one else outside the hotel pool. The cool breeze makes you wish that you put on a jacket but you don’t care. You sit on the lounge chair, your eyes closed as you take slow, deep breaths in and out. After doing this a couple times, you feel a bit calmer but your mind is still racing. God, how wish that Miko—

“Y/N?” a soft, familiar voice from behind you calls your name, and you quickly stand up to see your fiancée behind you.

“Vicky… w-what are you doing here?” you ask, biting your lower lip.

“Te vi salir de tu habitación,” she replies, taking your hands in hers and she gasps. “Ay, estás bien helada, Y/N!”

Without hesitation, Miko pulls her black oversized hoodie over her head and puts it on you. Her scent immediately engulfs you, the warmth comforting and gentle just as if she were to have her arms around you.

“Gracias, Vick.” Your voice is barely above a whisper. Then, ever so gently, Miko lifts your chin up. Her blue eyes lock with yours, your chest tightening when you see the concern in them.

“Estás bien, mi amor?” Miko murmurs softly, and you bite your lower lip. Slowly, you sit back down, your heart beating out of your chest.

“Yes. No…” You sigh, defeated. “I-I don’t know.”

“Háblame, Y/N, por favor. You can tell me anything… sabes eso, cierto?” Miko sits down next to you and wraps her arm around you. “Please, tell me what’s wrong. Is it about us getting married tomorrow?”

“Yes,” you admit after a beat of silence, your voice trembling a bit. “Im so scared, Miko.”

“What are you scared of, Y/N?” Miko breaths, hesitation evident in her voice. When you don’t say anything, she pleads, “Talk to me, please.”

“Marriage is such a huge commitment, Vicky. Are we sure we’re ready for this?” you ask, choosing your words with care as you look at your fiancée in the eye.

“Claro que si, mi amor! We love each other. That’s all we need… isn’t it?” Miko offers you a small smile but you can see the worry and fear on her features.

“But what if it isn’t? What if this is all happening too fast and we’re not actually ready? What if marriage isn’t for us?” you ramble as you feel tears swell up in tour eyes, your chest tightening.

“Y/N…” Miko inhales shakily. She then turns her body so she is facing you, her hands holding your tightly. “Escúchame, mi amor. No tenemos que casarnos si no quieres. Podemos seguir siendo casadas en nuestros corazones si es lo que deseas…” She then lets out a shaky breath. “Pero si no quieres seguir con nuestra relación—“

“I do, I do, Miko!” you interject quickly, squeezing her hands. A tear slowly falls down your face and your fiancée gently wipes it away. “I-It’s just that I-I’m scared! What if it doesn’t work out? What if one day we wake up and realize that we we’ve fallen out of love for each other? W-what if we end up like my parents?!”

“Tranquila, mi amor,” Miko soothes, her voice barely above a whisper as she smooths your hair in an attempt to soothe you. “Eso no va pasar. Sucederá si lo permitimos. Pero no lo será... because I will spend the rest of my life fighting and protecting what we have.” A quiet sob escapes her lips. “Te amo, Y/N. Lo único que me importa es tu felicidad y bienestar. No importa lo que elijas… I will always love you.”

She then looks away from you, her gaze focused on her ground as she rubs her hands together, biting her lower lip. You know that she is fighting back tears, and your heart breaks. As her words resonate in your ears, you slowly begin to realize that Miko truly loves you. And that you love her— enough to marry her.

“What I want… is to get married to you, Miko,” you finally say as a big smile slowly spreads on your lips and Miko quickly turns her head to look at you.

“Really? You want to marry me?” Miko’s face lights up with happiness.

You chuckle softly, nodding your head rapidly. “Yes! Yes, Miko, I will marry you.”

“Espera. Dame tu anillo,” she says in a mock-serious tone, and you slide it off your finger and hand it to her. With a giddy smile on her face, Miko gets down one on knee and you become a giggle mess as she takes your hand in hers, holding up the ring between her fingers. She then clears her throat.

“Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N, amor de mi vida, will you marry me?” Miko asks charmingly and you squeal.

“Yes— a million times over, yes!” you exclaim happily as Miko slides the ring back on your finger. She then stands up and so do you. You press your lips against Miko’s, pouring all the love you have for her into the kiss, and Miko instantly kisses back with just as much passion.

“Y/N… mi Y/N,” Miko murmurs as she gently leans her forehead against yours, her grip tightening around your waist.

“I’m so sorry for doubting you, doubting us.” You kiss Miko again.

“You have nothing to apologize for, Y/N,” Miko reassures you and brings your hand up to her lips, kissing it. “Im glad we had this talk.”

“Me too,” you hum, feeling as if a huge weight has been lifted from your shoulders. “I love you, María Victoria.”

Miko chuckles, cupping your face. “No tanto como amo a ti, mi vida. No puedo creer que mañana a esta hora estaremos casadas.”

“Oh, my God…” you giggle, your heart fluttering. “Me neither, baby. I can’t wait.”

“We should go back to our rooms and get some sleep. We’re not supposed to see each tomorrow, you know,” Miko chides playfully and you pout.

“I don’t want to be separated from you again,” you murmur softly. “Please stay with me. At least until I fall asleep. Please, Miko?”

“Of course, mi amor.” Miko presses her lips to your forehead, letting them linger there for a moment. “Vámonos.”

Hand in hand, you and Miko return to your suite. Once in bed, the two of you wrap your arms around each other tightly, peppering kisses all over each other’s faces. Miko then takes your left hand, admiring your ring with a fond smile before kissing your lips sweetly.

“Te amo, Y/N,” she murmurs softly, pulling you closer to her.

“Yo también te amo, María Victoria,” you hum as your eyes flutter closed as your soon-to-be wife lulls you to sleep in Spanish.

[torchflies]

Another Swamp Boy question because I love feral Jake and his little swamp chickens: Since Jake was so rarely in school, how did that affect his reading and writing skills? Does he have some quirks since he mostly taught himself?

Does this influence how he views the Hangman callsign? (seeing it as a poke at his janky writing skills?) Since the swamp chickens love Bradley (the fun, cool dude their brother is in love with), how do they react when they find out he's the one to give the callsign?

What if they get to see something similar to what happened at The Hard Deck, with Jake poking at Bradley, and Bradley sniping something downright mean back (because he doesn't always think before he speaks)? Jake is their snarky jackass big brother, but he's not mean like that unless it's in his kids' defense or he's striking back from hurt.

Do the swamp chickens know what happened to their mom?

Also love the friendship between Jake and Javy, BFFs for eternity 🥰

I AM SO GLAD YOU LIKE JAKE AND HIS SWAMP CHICKENS ❤️❤️❤️❤️😍😍🥹🥹🥹🥹 THANK YOU NONNY!

Jake absolutely has undiagnosed dyslexia as well, but he just learned to cope with it as he got older through sheer force of if I fail this my kids will starve to death.

He was never taught how to read and write correctly because of his attendance and everything he knows, he taught himself. He doesn't read for fun and will avoid reading aloud if he can, but he’s passable now as an adult. Bradley gave him his callsign after they started hanging out and he watched Jake try to read something aloud. He thought Jake was messing with him and called him Hangman as a joke, he didn't realize Jake was actually trying. 😭💔

The swamp chickens grow to love Bradley, but some take longer than others. 😅 Ree in particular, as the second oldest kid, remembers what they went through with far more clarity and Jake was far more willing to share his struggles with Ree than any of the other chickens. So he takes forever to like Bradley, just because he knows the history.

None of the swamp chickens are amused when Bradley starts poking hurts for real. Hangman leaving everyone behind?

They know Jake has a complex about that, it’s his biggest fear and Bradley talks about it like it’s a joke.

Those swamp chickens would happily drag that man into the dirt and beat him up if need be — these are backwoods hicks, they know how to take him down. 😂😅

Ree and Gunny both remember that night enough to know that she was murdered, they also have a bad feeling that Jake saw more than he lets on. Mack and the twins have never been explicitly told what happened that night, but they've been able to put 2 and 2 together.

Javy would follow Jake to the ends of the earth, mainly because he knows how hard Jake works to be a good person. He won't ever forget little Ness, who was kind even when it was clear that no one had ever shown him any kindness. 😭❤️

Javy got a lifetime subscription to Jake and the Swamp Chickens and he complains about it to anyone who will listen 😂😂😂

[del-stars]

OHHH another pd thought: my jaw dropped when u gave remus' deadbeat storyline to lyall omfg.. i do love abusive/absent/bad father lyall though, i must confess 💔

did u write that bc you wanted to give wolfstar a reason to bond or bc you are a believer in bad dad lyall?

okay i could talk about this for 4 yrs so thank u so much actually...

i am normally anti dead hope/deadbeat lyall, very pro good parents holyall even if they're a bit suffocating. howeverrr i think that produces very shy, sweet, crybaby remus, & i def wanted more traditional-southern-masculinity rem. he is a pillar that sirius leans on, literally the floor that holds him up. he is consistency and strength - and also fairly unbothered by the fact that sirius is a boy. which sirius is like ???? the fact that they're both boys is like. world-ending to him. and remus, in all of his reservation and cowboy temperament, just kind of.... doesn't care.

and honestly i think it takes a while for pd remus to start thinking of lyall as a deadbeat/bad dad. lyall lived and breathed for hope - and probably loved her more than he loved remus, and then she's gone. he has no idea what to do with this kid who looks like her and likes the same music as her and needs so much support because he misses her. meanwhile remus does everything he can to mirror lyall, desperate to get his attention through all of his numbness and because he admires him so much. which means he grows up VERY quickly, and then lyall is stuck with this like. miniature adult. and he's like. idk what i can do for you anymore?? or what i'm adding to your life??

he def spirals into alcoholism as well & the whole thing is very hurt by johnny cash - in that self-pitying Cowboy Way he thinks he's a complete piece of shit who can't offer remus anything, and doesn't deserve his admiration. and because he already believes he's a piece of shit, he feels like it's only inevitable that he pulls the biggest piece of shit move ever & leaves - literally manifesting that remus is disappointed in him, like he always feared.

i could keeeeeeeep going UGH i feel v strongly abt writing pd b-sides about remus' childhood hm... might take me literal years but for now know the playlist in yes a particular order is knockin' on heaven's door, hurt, and sympathy for the devil

[creedslove]

HEARTLESS 💔 - PART SEVENTEEN

Agent Whiskey (Jack Daniels) x f!reader

Summary: the morning after the night you and the cowboy spent together had everything to be full of love, but a visit is going to ruin your plans

(this is the seventeenth chapter of the HEARTLESS 💔 series)

• Part one to sixteen on my MASTERLIST

Warnings: sad thoughts, mentions of depression, mentions of suicide attempt, fluff, angst, mom!reader

A/N: what can I tell you besties? I know it took me a long time but here's our cowboy for another ride... some of you didn't like the angst was back, but well, we know their love is stronger than anything that goes on, right?!

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"I love you"

Those three simple words echoed through the cowboy's head as he watched you close your exhausted eyes and drift off to sleep. He pulled you closer to him, your head resting against his chest, heart beating fast, nose buried into your beautiful hair while his hands rubbed your back and traced invisible patterns all over your skin while he thought of everything that went on between the two of you. He had exhausted you, hell, he was exhausted himself and yet he couldn't fall asleep, the emotions of the latest events still running through his veins like adrenaline stopping him from simply closing his eyes and relaxing. You loved him, he knew that, in fact, everyone did, even though the heartbreak you had was the biggest, saddest and most intense situation you had ever gone through, it still wasn't enough to erase the feelings you felt for a certain cowboy; just as his desperate, pathetic and insisting trials of moving on, forgetting about you or even trying to hate on were just as big of a failure as he was. He loved you deeply, simply and raw. The kind of love that unabled him from moving on, from trying again, the kind of love that took away all the thrill in going out for one night stands like he often did before you walked into his life. The kind of love that made him think it wasn't worth living anymore, not while he was lacking that love, when he made the worst mistake of his life, choosing his own grief over his actual family, too scared to move on and being trapped in the past because it didn't scare him as much, when he thought the safest for the three of you would be going separate ways, so you wouldn't hurt him with the constant memory of his first wife and unborn son, so he wouldn't torture himself with the fear of betraying her memory and not being able to be there wholeheartedly for you and your son. He was scared, not only that, he was terrified and in his clouded judgment, he really believed he was doing the right thing, of course now he had a healthier mindset he could clearly see the kind of shit he engaged himself into and nearly lost for good the chance of being happy once more. He loved you so much, but he realized he had always taken it for granted, assuming you would always be around, and once he kicked you out of his life, a part of him assumed - and even hoped for - there would be a return; that you would crawl back to him, beg him to take you and your son back, but he was proven wrong once more when he met your power, your strength, and just then, when he didn't have you, he realized how much he truly loved you. Perhaps it was because of all the years of loneliness that followed the death of his wife and son, and Jack associated love with absence, that was one of the fruity, fancy things his therapist had said. He had tried several times starting therapy, but he never really engaged in it, he never really cared for it, and he was so sure it wouldn't be different when Champ set his cards on the table and told Whiskey would get only a suspension, therapy sessions and a shitty excuse of being brain damaged after being shot in the head, instead of being fired from the Statesman, kicked out like an old dog and sent to prison. At that moment, Jack sort of thought that was exactly what he deserved.

He was hopeless, knowing that he had made the worst mistake of his life, pushing away the family God had gifted him, his second chance of being happy and protecting the ones he loved and yet, he had been blind to see it. At that point of his life, his son growing from a tiny little dot in an ultrasound, to a small baby and finally evolving into a cute toddler he couldn't lie to himself any longer, not like when he told himself that dropping amounts of cash in your bank account here and there were enough. He knew they weren't. For the first time, he understood the weight of the stares and the silent judgments from people around him: Helen, his sister, Champ, Ginger, Tequila. It was no secret what happened, and it was also no secret he had made his family go away.

He was lost, he was lonely, he didn't have anything to live for. He thought that by sabotaging the mission he would be able to finally get some sort of revenge over whoever killed his wife and son - the cops could never identify them - but when he had the control of the situation, even for a brief period of time, he didn't feel anything, he was numb. Perhaps the excuse they came up with for the official Statesman reports wasn't so wrong, maybe Jack had had some kind of brain damage because of the shot, the first evidence would be Ginger resetting his memory by using a picture of you and Wyatt; he never knew how she got that picture of the two of you in the first place, his guess would be you being under the Statesman's protection program that covered the agent's families.

When he woke up from his comatose, he was so full of energy, as if he was twenty something again; seeing that hot chick in a lab coat with that sterile environment around that was somehow both so familiar and yet completely unknown to him, all he felt like doing was jumping off that bed and wooing her into bed with him, that was when she showed him a picture of a pretty lady. He looked at her, she was gorgeous, he knew he had seen her before but he couldn't remember at all. The lab coat lady watched him with confusion but took another picture out of her pocket and the moment Jack laid eyes on it, it felt like his head was exploding. Everything coming back to him at the same time, all of the memories returning, the tragedies, the happy moments, broken hearts and mended hearts all at once. His head was pounding as if someone pierced through his skull with a knife until he was brought back into his senses, but then, he was numb again.

He was numb because he had lost two families, one of them was taken away from him and the other he had pushed it away, and he would never forgive himself for that. He was a broken man, he was hopeless, he was a coward. He had tried ending his miserable, empty and useless life a couple of times, but he was just too much of a coward to do it right. It was like he somehow asked for help, when he thought he only deserved to be six feet under. He had no reason to live, so he took the opportunity he needed in order to try his final act. He went after Eggsy and Harry, knowing eventually someone would stop him. Deep down, Jack knew his plan was kind of stupid and it didn't even make that much sense, but he had to tried, in his mind, the best case scenario was someone ending his everlasting pain and he could finally find peace, and he was sure he was going to make it, the moment his lasso got stuck and he was meeting the meat grinder, he closed his eyes, praying it would be painless and fast, and the last image that crossed his mind was you.

You running to him like you often did, getting off Silver Pony and rushing to meet him, wrapping your arms around his neck and crash your lips gently for a welcome home kiss. This time, however, Wyatt would be with you, looking exactly like he did the last time Jack decided to follow the two of you through the street, and his heart tightened, it was too fast for him to notice it had been you, and not his late wife that crossed his mind in his final moments, and his heart tightened, he didn't have time left, but perhaps in the afterlife, he would be as happy as he could've been with you and your son.

And then that young man pulled him back.

His cowboy hat had already been shredded when he felt himself being lifted up and taken away from that real life nightmare. Whiskey knew he wasn't the best person in the world and he had had his fair share of bad actions, but he didn't think he deserved to die that way, not in such a cruel and gruesome way, that would be heartbreaking to everyone. He couldn't even imagine how Helen or his beloved sister would take the news that they couldn't even see his body because technically there wouldn't be much left of him, so for that, he was relieved. His memories of that day were kind of foggy, after he'd been knocked out by Eggsy, he only woke up at the Statesman's headquarters.

The first few days after the mission were pretty odd, everyone stared at him as if he was a traitor, and to be honest he was, not to Statesman, it wasn't anything personal, he would always love that company, the people who worked there and also his job, but he had betrayed himself. Whenever he walked down the hallways for his humiliating therapy sessions, he thought about how he needed to see you, but there was no way he could find you at that moment, not with the surveillance Champ had placed behind him all the time, after what happened, he worried the other agents would assume he was going to try to harm you and Wyatt somehow.

So Jack went to therapy instead, at first thinking he was just wasting his time and rolling his eyes at everything the therapist said, that until his words began hitting him deep, and slowly the cowboy started opening up, and before he could tell, the tears ran freely down his cheeks as he poured his heart out, in hopes he could be fixed.

All that painful path was what led Jack back with his family, after doing things wrong like he very often did, he managed to crawl back into your heart, after he showed you he loved and cared so much about you, despite being a dick, and you also gave in, because you were tired of fighting off the feelings you had for him and above all, the longing to have a real, stable family with him, so he cherish and appreciated those moments, even if they still seemed too good to be true, he vowed himself to make you happy for the rest of your life and never take you and Wyatt for granted. In the painful memories, his arms tightened the grip around you, making sure you were there, safe in his embrace and you shifted softly, smiling at the fact you had always had a deep sleep.

He watched you as you slept, he had always loved doing that, seeing your chest raising up and down at your calm breathing, he rested his head on him, closing his eyes and concentrating into your heartbeat, you were alive, well, in his arms, that cowboy couldn't wish anything else in his life, and yet, he did. He had one more desire, something you had already denied, you'd been adamant about it even, but that all had happened before you had changed your mind, before you broke the cowboy hat rule and told him you wanted to be with him, you wanted your family to work. He wanted a baby with you, another member of the Daniels family, he wasn't in a hurry, now that he had you and that you weren't going anywhere, now that you were staying next to him, watching Wyatt grow up and taking care of him. He wanted to make things right, like he was supposed to have done it once you two were together at first, he should've stepped in, become a man and treated you exactly the way you deserved it: like his wife.

And once you two were settled on that, he wanted you to have another baby, a baby girl if he could choose, because that cowboy wouldn't resist a tiny little princess looking like her mommy, the love of his life. He just knew, without even trying too hard that the moment that little girl opened her eyes, she would have that old cowboy wrapped around her tiny little finger in a heartbeat. He chuckled at the mere picture of it, shifting your body so you would lay your back on the mattress and rested his head on your stomach, closing his eyes as he imagined and prayed hard a little dot could be growing inside of your womb already. He just wanted to be there for you, for Wyatt and for the new baby you could maybe have together. His lips trailed a path of kisses right under your belly button, his mustache tickling your skin softly, but not enough to wake you up.

"Come to us soon, my baby" he whispered into your womb and fell asleep.

•••

You washed your face with fresh water and stared at yourself in the mirror, liking what you were seeing: no dark bags under your eyes, silky hair looking good after your brushed it - after all, your cowboy had a huge soft spot for your hair - and a glow that you recognized from the times you were feeling extremely happy and alive. Giggling as you analyzed yourself in the mirror, you could see the marks that hungry cowboy had left on you. You neck marked with a trail of hickeys that drove you insane at the moment you got them; feeling another wave of warmth down your core, you decided not to cover it up with makeup or any accessory, there was no need to it, after all, you and your son would be staying on the ranch for the next days and it was so secret to anyone there - or anyone outside of it once you returned to the city - you were the cowboy's and he was yours.

It was madness to think that everything you felt the night before could become a routine like it had been once, that all the pleasure Jack gave you, he could give you again over and over every single day; that man could be a little distant if one didn't know him yet, but from the moment you get to know him and he takes a like on you, Jack Daniels vows himself to please you as best as he can. It wasn't different with you, he knew exactly what to do to you, your weak spots, it was his sweet way of domination, and now that you woke up drunk in love, you would be glad to let that man dominate you for the rest of your life.

Jack was still sleeping when you exited the bathroom, his face buried deep into your pillow, making you giggle, he had always been a needy sweet man after all. You lifted the blankets and got rid of your slippers so you could join your cowboy in bed when soft knocked interrupted you; you widened your eyes, knowing it could only be your son. A wave of guilt rushed through your body as you hadn't even thought of him for the past hours, being so deep into the experience you shared with your man, but thinking about it, Wyatt was safe and sound, asleep after the best weekend of his little life and his mommy and daddy did deserve some time on their own.

You opened the door to him, smiling as your son hugged your waist and giggled

"Hi mommy!" He said with his sweet bright eyes, not letting go of you until you took him into his arms and lifted him up. Wyatt looked inside the room curiously and gasped as he saw his daddy asleep, staring into his eyes he giggled "why did you have a sleepover with daddy and not me, mommy?" He tilted his head and wrapped his tiny arms around your neck "I miss you mommy" he whispered into your ear and snuggled and you felt like your heart was bursting with love. Your son was just so sweet and adorable and you also missed him, it had been just the two of you against everything and everybody for most of his life and you saw it then that the two of you missed it.

"I miss you too very very much, my little cowboy… would you like to snuggle with mommy and daddy some more?" You asked and he nodded eagerly, not letting go of you even if his little life depended on it. You got yourself under the blankets, your son immediately tucked between you and his daddy, but he was facing you, staring at you with his beautiful, soft eyes "you are so pretty mommy" he said sweetly and rested his face against your chest falling asleep.

Jack chuckled and looked at you "seems like you found your love bug, sugar" he winked and ran his fingers through Wyatt's curls, looking at his son with pride in swallowing his heart. You took Jack's hand, entwining your fingers together and sighing "you're so handsome, I hope you know that" you whispered and pecked his neck gently, loving the taste of his skin, just like you love everything else about your sweet cowboy. Whiskey could see how sleepy you were and smiled gently at you "sleep sugar, rest and close your beautiful eyes that I'll be here when you wake up" your cowboy's silky voice was enough to soothe you and make you close your exhausted eyes, falling asleep with your lovely little family.

•••

Wyatt shook his head and frowned confused at the words he had just heard, he had even stopped nibbling on the delicious bread and butter during his breakfast.

"No grandma, daddy loves me!" He said confused and looked up at the older woman, who chuckled and shook her head, you mom just rubbed his back gently and sighed

"I'm sorry baby boy, but daddy doesn't love you.. as grandma said, when mommy had you in her belly, he told mommy to leave and said he never wanted to see you or her again! He doesn't love mommy either, daddy is very selfish and he only cares about himself. Mommy didn't even let grandma come to your birthday party because of him" she said but Wyatt refused to believe her, his daddy loved him and he knew it.

"Why wasn't your daddy around you? Because he didn't love you nor mommy" she shrugged and he jumped off her lap "no, you are lying, grandma!!!"

"I'm not! Don't be a naughty boy!" She censored him raising her voice at the same time you and Jack came downstairs. He had his arms around your waist, pulling you closer and pinching your sides playfully making you giggle and squirm. Jack had his hat in his free hand and he only had eyes for you, however, he noticed immediately how your soft and carefree expression changed into a frown and your jaw clenched, but before he could say anything else, the two of you were welcomed by your son's cries as he looked at you

"It's not true, grandma! Mommy, tell grandma it's not true!" He whined and clung to you, looking up at Jack with eyes filled with tears and sniffling sadly.

Your mom just laughed softly and shrugged "I didn't lie my love, I wish I did but it's the truth" and then she eyed you up and down, the disgust in her face at the clear proximity to the cowboy, how his hand still lingered on your hips and of course how you hadn't even bothered to cover up the hickeys he had left along your skin, she couldn't believe and accept you were back with that man already, and in her twisted mind, she needed to do something about it.

"What did you tell my son, you witch? Huh? My little cowboy was perfectly fine earlier this morning, he was happy and chirping like a damn little bird and now he's crying? What did you do?!" Jack roared, his fatherly instincts kicking in the moment he saw the distress, and knowing how his mother-in-law hated him and apparently wouldn't even spare her own grandson from her petty feelings. The woman just laughed again and folded her arms

"What do you think I said?! I told him the truth about how his daddy had a family he loved very much, the only family he ever loved and when he lost them, he just got another replacement which was his mommy but when she got pregnant with Wyatt, he told her to go away because he didn't love her or her son, he just loved his other family" she shrugged and looked at him. You thought Jack was about to explode, you had never seen him so angry, his face was livid, red with anger and if he could would've attacked her right there and then, but he used all his strength to hold himself back. At the same time you asked your mom harshly what she was doing there, the three of you were stopped by Wyatt's loud sob. He looked up at his dad as tears ran down his face and he cried his little heart out.

"I-Is it true daddy? You don't love me? You love your other family?"

And Jack's heart shattered as hard as he had never felt before, it felt it had been ripped off his chest and shredded to pieces, he couldn't handle the disappointment and hurt into his son's eyes, and all because of him. He shook his head and got on his knees, bloody red eyes full of tears, staring into his son, he tilted his head at the same time his strong hands pulled Wyatt closer "n-no son, daddy loves you and mommy, more than anything. There was a family yes, but they are gone and daddy made a lot of mistakes but I've never stopped loving you, I-"

His heartfelt words were interrupted by the quarrel you and your mom initiated, if Jack was able to control his anger, you couldn't say you owned the same skill he did, quite the opposite, you were shaking with anger and all you could see was your son's hurt feelings, if you felt that way, you couldn't even believe how your cowboy must have felt. Not only that, how your poor son must've been hurt by it, his daddy had been his world ever since they met and now, after your mom's venomous words your son cried his little heart out.

Wyatt couldn't handle that, he liked to see his mommy and daddy happy, playing with him and not crying and yelling at his grandma, so he turned around and ran outside the door, wanting to find the only thing that could calm him down.

You cried and tried controlling your anger, no matter how many times Jack had held you by the waist and tried to convince you to stop yelling and causing a scene, but you couldn't rest and stop until you saw your mother out of Jack's ranch, only when you couldn't see her car down the road was when you felt a little better, still you had a lot of damage control. You cried with anger and sadness, your mom had no right to do what she did, she could hate your future husband as much as she wanted but she could not bring her grandson into it. The way your sweet little boy cried was haunting you and how hurt his poor little heart was. Jack was at a loss of words, he hated he had disappointed his son that way; he felt like a complete failure as a man, and as a father. He couldn't even think of how he ever wanted to have another child, if he could barely handle the one son he already had. You paced the kitchen and finished your glass of water, sighing relieved as Jack walked inside. You frowned softly "where's Wyatt?!" You questioned him and he just mumbled something about him being outside playing with Silver Star.

"Is everything okay?" You asked even though you knew everything was not okay, everything was far from okay, after your mom waltzed into your seeming perfect happy ending and screwed things up; even Jack changed his demeanor, if before he was just all lovey dovey towards you, now it was clear he needed some time on his own. He turned around and faced you, frustration was written all over his face, his body was so tense it was visible so he just clenched his jaw before sighing "Wyatt won't talk to me, you should check up on him, maybe he'll talk to you…" after all your mother fucked it up that was what he wanted to say, but he knew it would be mean, that wasn't himself talking, it was his anger and he could see you were just as stressed as you were, it was not fair he would take it out on you, you didn't deserve this. Jack cleared his throat and looked at you with much softer eyes, taking a step forward and wrapping his arms around you, his embrace was comforting and soothing, as he rubbed your back up and down

"Talk to him, sugar, maybe he won't hate me if you do…" his voice cracked and so did your heart; you couldn't accept your mom was such a heartless person who was willing to end your family's happiness like that, you needed to do something about it.

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[the-starry-seas]

Clone Trooper OC ask game

All my OCs are in my pinned post for easy reference :) Send as many as you like!

🏷️ - How did they get their name?

🎀 - How do they style their hair?

🎨 - What battalion are they in?

🔑 - What rank are they?

🖊️ - Do they have any tattoos?

🥪 - What’s their favorite food?

🎶 - What kind of music would/do they listen to?

👻 - What’s their biggest fear?

✨ - What were they like as a cadet?

🤝 - Which canon clone trooper would they get along with the best?

💎 - What is most important to them?

💭 - What do they think about the most?

🩸 - What's the worst injury they’ve ever gotten?

🎯 - Do they have a specialty?

💕 - Do they have a love interest?

☀️ - What was their first mission/campaign like?

🪐 - What’s their favorite planet that they’ve been on?

💫 - What are/were their plans for “after the War”?

⏰ - How long have you had this OC for?

🃏 - How good are they at sabacc?

💖 - What is one of their best memories?

💔 - What is one of their worst memories?

[desmorotu]

lasko’s playlist ⭐️ (a glimpse)

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☆ lovesong - adele (lasko, despite already having a partner and is able to express how he feels freely to them, is still a hopeless romantic. he often feels a pit in his stomach when thinking about love, and this song conveys precisely how he can feel. he enjoys humming the melody and tapping his foot to the beat + has cried to this song just because 💀)

☆ i’m not okay - JVKE (he loves the piano!! he is a sucker for a good, heart aching melody that can bring goosebumps to his skin. he doesn’t particularly relate to the song per se, but he does agree with the message that it is okay to not be okay.)

☆ life eternal - ghost (he thinks about his partner when this song plays :p. he really enjoys the choral elements to it! damien’s been introducing him to different kinds of music and lasko is experimenting with ghost currently. he bobs his head to the beat and enjoys dramatically staring out the window when it’s nighttime. he’s witnessed damien screaming these lyrics at the top of his lungs.)

☆ closer - nine inch nails (gavin showed him this song LMAO. despite being shy about the lyrics when listening around other people, when he is alone he is definitely jammin’. he actually enjoys the suggestive lyrics a lot, but he will never admit it to the others. he lip syncs and looks in the mirror while he does it to make sure he looks “attractive enough.” not even his partner knows he does this yet.)

☆ singularity - bts (after having looked up the english translation, he feels a deeper ache when listening to it. he relates deeply to these lyrics, acknowledging that he oftentimes puts others way before himself and, just as in the song, “buries his voice” in fear of rejection. he loves taehyung’s deep vocals and prefers listening while driving because he seeks the vibration of the bass.)

☆ like crazy - jimin (lasko may or may not have gone down a bts rabbit hole at some point—but this song hits him to his core. it’s in a way that he can’t explain, but goosebumps take over his skin and he has to stop whatever he’s doing at the moment to listen and appreciate in its entirety. he was very happy when his partner told him that it was on their playlist after listening to it with them :3)

☆ sure know something - kiss (lasko’s an avid kiss enjoyer—i won’t be hearing any protests. he likes listening to this one with his partner and breaking out of his shell for a moment to dance along with them :). he likes the bass and paul stanley’s voice could “bring a grown man—yes, that grown man is me—to his knees.”)

☆ you know me too well - nothing but thieves (he heard this from another person’s car radio while stopped in traffic and he shazamed that shit. he loves the sensual vibe and, if he ever decides to make a sex playlist, will probably be putting this song on there.)

☆ sway - michael bublé (he fuckin LOVES the entirety of this song. he dances with his partner to it and often enjoys watching them dance to it by themselves. his mouth is always agape, eyes wide and looking desperately in awe. he loves spinning them around and seeing the mischievous glint in their eye. he regrets not ever picking up an instrument, but he would pick up a trombone or violin in a heartbeat if given the chance.)

☆ dancing queen - ABBA (this motherfucker IS the dancing queen even though he is no longer seventeen. he always smiles his biggest when he recognizes the familiar melody and lets himself dance to it even if there are people around. even in the most subtle of ways like walking to the beat or swaying his body, he cannot stay still with this song on. his partner likes to play it when they’re walking through the doorway as an “intro song.”)

refer to lasko’s playlist cover at the bottom!!

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okay omg i hope you like it 💔 more songs from my playlist that give lasko vibes this time. these are just my opinions + headcanons ! i tried really hard with this but sometimes i’m really bad at words so i’m sorry if the descriptions are repetitive :(. again, if you want to see more, let me know!! i personally love content like this and i’ve was actually really inspired by morgan’s OC icon post :3 it was SO COOL

k bye 💟

[cringelordofchaos]

ok sorry. another oc.

random facts Abt him:

I actually designed him quite a while ago, when I was about ten years old in fact. they had little to no personality I just liked the design lol. while I was thinking of just abandoning him And never having to think about them ever again I... I couldn't 💔😞. I know he looks like a generic DeviantArt beginner oc but he's MY generic DeviantArt beginner oc ☹️😢

Intersex bi and demiboy

Very sensitive to cold

Always on edge (probably has some form of anxiety disorder due to a number of reasons)(mainly his dad ..)(and classmates)

Nali's friend

Pale due to never going outside lol

Either Slavic or East Asian (I forgot?). He lived in the country that he did when he was younger for a couple years but due to better job opportunities for their father they all moved to USA. His mom makes sure he knows about their culture and their food and their language tho and while he acts like he doesn't care about it he genuinely does find comfort in engaging w his culture even in subtle ways IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT

Rly close to his mom. HATES HATES HATES HATES their dad

While they like to be intimate w the people they're close to he generally is touch averse and avoids physical contact bc. Of reasons.

bad posture

Generally quiet / introverted / "a mood" / inexpressive

Blunt asf. (Thats how he got his boyfriend lol). Generally perceived as rude even when they're NOTTT

Likes cats and knows a ton of small trivia about them (also his whole personality changes when faced with a cat)

Chronic tumblr user

Has an extreme obsession with this one super specific niche obscure old anime franchise. NOBODYs heard of it. It's on their mind constantly. He's MISERABLE (he commissions Nali to make merch of it) (particularly obsessed with this ONE guy who's probably a background character.)

Likes to draw gore

Texts Nali and his boyfriend with ":3"

(tw intersexism) while they had ambiguous genitalia as an infant he was forcefully assigned as male and has an operation done on them. (Mostly bc their dad wanted it that way). He never knew about being intersex and was confused once puberty hit and his body was developing differently from other boys. They already struggled to fit with the other kids due to slight gender non conformity, nationality, sexuality and also possible autism so this just made everything more difficult and isolated them more. It wasn't until he got in a heated argument with their dad that they found out about the operation. He started doing more research on intersex and intersex variations and things started making more sense. It took him a little while to accept it as a part of himself but they don't rly talk about it that much. Due to their dad forcing what he deemed to be acceptable masculinity for so long during their childhood he sorta felt disconnected from masculinity bc his dad's idea of it and everyone else's idea of it brought them sm pain but he realized he doesn't actually mind it and still identifies as partially a boy despite what others expect of them to achieve that label. Idk if I explained any of this well sry

Oh also their parents are divorced. Though it took them a while

No siblings

Despite having a boyfriend he deals w a bit of internalized homophobia

Used to crush on Nali... It was a crush that just sorta came and went if that makes any sense. They're bestiesss

Tall ASF

Has very specific eating habits (eats exclusively fish?) so due to this he's thin and arguably a bit unhealthy

Not actually a furry/cat (I DONT THINK SO AT LEAST??), I just like drawing them that way lol

Very lazy. Avid gaymer. Discord user 😢

Heavily dislikes physical activity. Also dislikes violence (bc their dad is also physically abusive) but in a fit of rage he might unintentionally use it. His biggest fear is turning out like their dad who uses his mental health issues and anxiety as an excuse for his abuse so they try to never mention their problems to anyone ever and are paranoid they're just like him. They're not

Sometimes likes wearing skirts

Fav colour is red. Would you have guessed it ...

Experiences multiple tics, which get worse when his anxiety strikes up. In public they try their best to mask it which only makes it worse

Hates their face (:()

Barely gets any sleep so they constantly look dead

I might change their name (ok nvm I definitely will. I'm sorry to whichever alex is reading this but no)

Sort of just wants to be left alone while struggling so they don't accidentally hurt anyone else. If he messed up in a relationship they believe the best thing to do is to split up immediately. Cuz of their parents whole situation ya know.

Has a shitton of repressed anger they take out on random Roblox kids LOL

When in a genuinely traumatic situation his emotions just. Disappear. Idk how to explain it but their mind tries protecting him from any potential damage so it goes into survival mode and he practically can't feel anything.

Cat coping link?

Forced everyone he knows to watch every episode of the anime franchise there is.

Fluent in japanese

There's more but that's it for today lol

doodles ^^

[silenzahra]

hi zahra!! i just needed to pop in here to let you know that your fic, "biggest fear" absolutely WRECKED me. i adore stories that expand upon how the bros would cope after the events of the movie, and your portrayal TORE ME APART!! (POSITIVE) (BUT STILL CRYING!! 😭) the way you write luigi being so strong for both of them, taking the role of "big bro" and giving all his love and comfort to such a struggling mario, who isn't used to letting it all out like that, being vulnerable and unable to control it... augghhh 🥹 you write them so sweet and soft, it warmed my heart as much as it broke it. i love it so deeply, especially as someone who struggles with nightmares and PTSD as well. i could really feel mario's feelings through your descriptions, and it felt like weegee was hugging and comforting ME, too. thank you for writing such a lovely, heartwrenching story. 💕 ❤️ 💚

OH MY GOD!?!?!? 😭😭😭 AAAAAAAHHHHH I totally wasn't expecting this and it completely MADE MY NIGHT OMG 💖💖💖 THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!! OMG I don't even know what to say, I love this ask SO MUCH and I swear I even took a screenshot of it and I'm gonna be rereading it over and over again because it made me so freaking HAPPY 💖💖💖💖💖

Dreamy, oh my God, where do I even start!?!?!? I swear your words made me so freaking emotional and I can't even express what it means to me that you've enjoyed "Biggest fear" so much!!! I'm so WEAK for vulnerable Mario and emotionally strong Luigi, definitely one of my favorite things to either read or write. So I really LOVED writing this fic and having Luigi comfort his big bro and exploring their feelings and emotions after what happened in the movie, because OF COURSE both of them were gonna have some sort of trauma after everything they went through 🥲💔

And uuuugh knowing that you enjoyed it so much and that you liked the way I wrote them, what if I CRY 😭😭😭 And Luigi taking his "big bro" role is such an adorable concept!!! I had never thought of it that way and now I just LOVE IT 👌👏

And this line: "and it felt like weegee was hugging and comforting ME, too." THIS LINE. THIS. FREAKING. LINE. This is, like, the highest praise EVER????? The fact that my writing could make you feel like the character was hugging you????? HELLO????? If this is a dream I NEVER want to wake up, oh my freaking GOD. I know nothing that I say will be enough to thank you for this but THANK YOU SO MUCH. I'm so moved right now I can only scream and cry and say "thank you" over and over again 🥹🥹🥹

Seriously, oh God, this ask made my entire night and week and month. I'm going to sleep with the widest, stupidest smile on my face and it's thanks to you. I'm so so SO blessed, and beyond HONORED that you enjoyed my story so much 💖💖💖

I'm so sorry about your nightmares and PTSD though 🫂🫂🫂 I don't know if there's anything I can do to help but by all means, please know that I'm always here for you 🫂💖💖

[adhd-coyote]

Clone Trooper Ask Game Part 2, Electric Boogaloo

So now that I have the majority of my ocs organized into a Masterlist, I wanna do this again! I made a few edits, too :3

Pick some emojis and a few ocs and send an ask!

🏷️ - How did they get their name? 🖊️ - Do they have/want any tattoos? 🥪 - What’s their favorite food? 🎶 - What kind of music would/do they listen to? 📖 - What's their favorite genre? 👻 - What’s their biggest fear? ✨ - What were they like as a cadet? 🫶 - Who is their best friend(s)? 🗝️ - How quick are they to trust? 🤝 - Which canon clone trooper would they get along with the best? 💎 - What is most important to them? 💭 - What do they think about the most? 🩸 - What's the worst injury they’ve ever gotten? 🎯 - Do they have a specialty? 🤫 - What's their biggest secret? 💕 - Do they have any significant others or crushes? 🪐 - What planet would they most like to visit/Which is their favorite that they've been on? 💫 - What are/were their plans for “after the War”? ⏰ - How long have you had this OC for? 🃏 - How good are they at sabacc and/or dejarik? 💖 - What is one of their best memories? 💔 - What is one of their worst memories?

If anyone would like to do this with their own ocs, feel free to reblog!! I'd love to know more about y'all's funky little guys as well ;3

[thegamingcatmom]

Hiii, how are you?

Do you think that when Kate met Garrett and told her family that he was her partner, how do you think Tanya reacted? I read on a blog once how lost Tanya could have felt, like, now I'm the only one without a partner? What do I do? Do you think she was afraid that what happened to Irina would happen to Kate?

(Note: beautiful author, satisfy my curiosity…, give us a little spoiler for the next chapter 👀👀👀)

Hi, there!

I´m just peachy, thanks for asking. Hope you´re doing great as well? 🤗

Very interesting question indeed! I think her initial reaction was a mix between elation and...dread(?). Like, I think she felt overjoyed at first, so happy that her sister found her other half because she knows what it feels like - longing for something that just doesn´t seem meant to be. I don´t think the sisters (well, Tanya and Kate at least) would ever openly admit it, but I´m pretty sure this fear of having to spend eternity "alone" (without a partner) was often at the forefront of their minds.

Speaking of: I think that´s ultimately what made her snap out of it. Like, once the initial excitement of Kate having found her partner died down, realization (dread) set in: Her sister now had a partner as well, which means she´s the only unmated vampire in her coven.

Where does that leave her?

I´m 100% certain that Tanya felt quite lonely, especially with everything that went down with Irina as well, at that time. Ofc she had her family, and she couldn´t be happier for Kate. But I believe a (not so) small part of her feared that she would be...overlooked, at some point? Kinda? Like, watching everyone around her huddling close with someone, whispering to each other, being each other´s anchor in such trying times-

I just wanna give her the biggest hug and never let go, yknow what I´m saying?? Girl deserves love and happiness too. 😭💔

Then they lost Irina, creating a void that can never be filled again. Her family grieves with her ofc and is there to support her, but I think it´s just not the same as grieving with a partner by your side - someone who understands you on a whole other level. It´s just a different connection, and seeing everyone around her have that connection while she´s just...alone? Man, just thinking about it makes me wanna-

I don´t think she feared Kate would suffer the same fate though. Laurent and Garrett are entirely different people.

Garrett was smitten with Kate from the moment he saw her. He never once left her side. He endured excrutiating pain to stop her from getting herself killed by the Volturi. He was ready to die for her (and her family). His love is genuine.

Tanya knows all of this because she witnessed it herself. She has no reason to fear for her sister.

Laurent, on the other hand? We don´t know much about his relationship with Irina, but I´m pretty sure he knew the Cullens and the Denalis consider each other "family". That includes Bella. Yet he was absolutely ready to off her and probs wouldn´t have told the Denalis a damn thing. Or he´d have made it look like an "accident", or blame the wolves probs. ("I tried to save her, but they got to her before I could.")

Imo, Laurent has always been a snake. I wouldn´t put it past him to throw Irina under the bus if it meant a situation would work out in his favor. Also, technically, Irina only saw Renesmée (which led to yknow what) because she was on her way to visit the Cullens to make amends for her behavior at the wedding and all that stuff about Laurent in general. So, really:

Laurent has brought the Denalis nothing but pain and suffering, right from the start.

With Garrett? Not happening. Not a chance. He´s a good one, and Tanya knows this.

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(Since you asked so nicely: 😘

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chapter title: "Home"

chapter "song" (so far): Human Heartbeat

summary (so far): Carmen the Confused Bean

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Thanks a lot for your ask! 💋🫶

[creative-soul-22]

Gargona looking into the mirrors of friendship, desire and fear in season 3 of Mia And Me is heartbreaking

I like this episode because it shows us so much about Gargona's personality. She looks in the mirror of fear that reflects your biggest fear, the mirror of desire which reflects your heart's biggest desire (like the mirror of erised in Harry Potter) and the mirror of friendship that reflects your best friend(s).

Mirror of fear: Her biggest fear is to become an elf! She has been to Centopia for such a long time she fears that she might not feel home anymore if she ever comes back home to Dystopia.

Mirror of desire: her heart's biggest desire is to be accepted and respected by Dax and his dudes. She wants to be their leader. But she knows this will never happen. It's a lost cause. And the sad, desperate sigh she lets out breaks my heart.

Mirror of friendship: she is ready to see her best friend in the reflection only to see... NOTHING. Not even HERSELF. Nobody likes her and she doesn't like nobody either, she doesn't even like herself. She even KNOCKS on the damn mirror and says "Hello? Anyone there?" because she is so devasted and desperate 💔.

[realitysickness]

Shifting for the first time

(Warning: Very wordy and very long imo. and kinda poor grammar, I've never posted on tumblr before) WR - Waiting Room DR - Desired Reality HR - Home Reality imo - In my opinion ───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────

Hello, everyone! I am very excited to finally make my first post about shifting! Today, 5/10/25, is the day I finally shifted! :D

Ever since the start of my journey throughout the years, I had a lot of fears, and there was a lot of misconceptions I had to unlearn (something I know alot of shifters from 2020 suffer with). But mostly…I learned that the only reason I, personally, hadn't shifted before was DUE to fears.

For a long time I had convinced myself I couldn't have nice things, I let the logical side of my brain have control over how I viewed shifting because I thought it wouldn't do me any harm, because i'm 'a logical person'. But when I let go, I let go of that fear. Of the feeling that I couldn't have nice things, that it's 'too good to be true'. I only recently let that mindset go however, and I started scripting in stuff that before I wouldn’t have even considered giving myself. Stuff like; unlimited money, a big house, a nice property, more unrealistic things. I stopped romanticizing shifting as well. I realized that ‘oh, I really don’t like people.’ and stopped considering shifting long periods at a time, at least to my DRs. My WR is the one DR I would even consider being in long term (more than a few days) and really…I learned my own limits. ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦

But enough of that. Onto the shifting part: For me, it's a sensation of passing out, my eyes being stuck shut, paralysis, and voices loud in my ears but also in my head. It's been a very common thing I went through throughout 2023-now (I started in 2020).

I fought it every single time, out of fear! But this time I just…let it happen. I accepted it, I decided "What's the worst that could happen? I'm safe." and then IT happened, the chase…

I had a foggy red dream-like lucid state where I was being chased. By what? I'm unsure. I heard my own voice, as if mocking me, but not in a mean way. In a 'its so obvious' way. "What are you hiding for?" as I dived into a closet to hide from whatever was chasing me.

I realized pretty quickly that I was being silly, so I came out and affirmed “I am safe.” and I was. I woke up in another reality.

I've mini-shifted a few times very recently, from November 2024, twice in march, and now. But I FINALLY got to another reality.

What did that reality look like? Well it was nothing special. When my eyes opened (and they did so automatically, as they did when I came back to my HR [home reality]) I was in a pure white kitchen. Specifically a restaurant kitchen, I also explored the dining area a little bit but it was all tables, no chairs.

Nothing interesting happened imo, but there's nothing wrong with that 💔 not ALL realities are some wild adventure. I simply walked around and explored. My primary reason for shifting is to explore, I LOVE exploring. Seeing new things, experiencing new things, it’s my biggest motivator.

Now I feel like I should mention that I was not grounded there entirely, I wasn't fully IN that reality. I was lucid, and was able to walk around and interact with things, but it was like playing VR. I couldn't actually FEEL, SMELL, or HEAR anything. It felt like I was there for at least an hour or two, but really I was only gone a minute or two.

I have no idea if it correlates to my WR, but I for a long time have scripted in my WR portal to be a VR headset, where I can select my DR via the game menu. So for that reality to feel like VR (the objects I interacted with was just like VR, they even had little interaction screens) seemed pretty likely to be connected. Even if it was a weird reality, it was pretty cool. Maybe THAT wasn't the reality and I was just playing VR in my WR. I guess I won't know until I shift again. :) ⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂ ⠂⠄⠄⠂☆

Would I go back to that reality? No. It was an empty plain restaurant, I wanted to wake up in my WR house. But I did consider making a liminal space DR a few times.

Am I happy I shifted at all? Absolutely! I learned alot so quickly and now i’m more determined than ever to keep shifting! I'm also very happy I was entirely alone. My WR has no one other than me there. ...

I want to share everything I learn, to at least TRY to help those who are still struggling. So my biggest advice as of right now is; Listen to your sub-conscious. You’re capable. Doubts and all. I had to be TOLD by my own sub-conscious, with my own voice, to stop stopping myself. I was what was keeping myself back, and now I know better. You might think “Im not scared.” but I did too until I reflected. Another bit of advice is to take note of strange habits and experiences in your body/dreams. I didn’t even know I was shifting all those times until I learned that hearing my heartbeat was normal for the void state. I also learned that I shift easier when asleep!

You really can learn alot about HOW to shift if you just take note of the changes from before shifting, to when you’re attempting to shift. Don’t try and try again. Try, and then learn from that. Trying the same thing over and over is just going to limit you in the end.

But everyone is different. I had to completely unlearn about shifting to learn how to make shifting work for ME. I can’t even use subliminals cause it distracts my brain💔 I also don’t know how to meditate, but I suppose that state of passing out kicks the logic in my brain to the side and lets the left side do it’s thing.

Alright, that’s all for now. Sorry if that was SUPER long and poorly worded, I just wanted to get all I knew out incase it helps someone.

Next for me to learn: how to ground myself! :) GOOD LUCK, EVERYONE!