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house md would be sooo much better if they gave cuddy a fucked up intense toxic yuriship to balance out the old man yaoi
#house md#lisa cuddy#listen i'm right#my neurons are firing#she'd get so WEIRD with it i know it#and the foils#bonus points if it's a hot butch#started watching for old man yaoi and got consumed by the lisa cuddy dyke agenda which only exists in my head#they'd make hilson look sooo normal actually#i also think having cuddy's primary relationship not being house would would add so much to her character bc so far she's only rlly defined#though her interactions with him and to a lesser extent side characters but even then it's still about him#(i just started house i may lie)#her and house would still get weird with it dw#just i think world peace could be achieved by turning the hilson+cuddy psychosexual triangle into a square through the power of lesbianis#in my head the butch is an emt and cuddy is always trying to get house to take the cases she brings in#cuddy is ready to risk it allll for this woman. bonus points if cuddy is lowkey a loser about it#worst kept secret of the hospital#emt butch and house have a very one sided rivalry on house's side and are too similar to do anything but hate each other#but also get along perfectly#emt butch views wilson as the weird bug she keeps in a jar because he is a freak and should be kept at arms distance#i have so much to add but i also have work in 5 hours and must sleep#house#huddy#hilson
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If u ever draw or write anything for choso I’ll literally rip my heart out of my chest sukuna style and give it to u <3
Okay so this is my sign to draw choso today
#idk WHY I havent omfg.#my neurons are firing#definitely gonna try today#so romantic anon ty#bluukive
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I hope someone fictionkins my ocs one day. Especially spiritual kins
#i have existential questions to ask#we need to have long existential conversations#it would be enriching.#otherkin#fictkin#i should make in universe media and then have my ocs fictkin the double fictional charater#my neurons are firing
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MY NEURONS ARE FIRING MY NEURONS ARE FIRING MY NEURONS ARE FIRING MY NEURONS ARE FIRING MY NEURONS ARE FIRING MY NEURONS ARE FIRING MY NEURONS ARE FIRING MY NE
URONS ARE FIRING. BTW!
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swordmaster fashion
#Fire Emblem#Fire Emblem Three Houses#Felix Hugo Fraldarius#reposting from twitter bc i had realized that i haven't posted here in like a year#or much at all in general#sorry about that#anyway it should be written fire emblem law that swordmaster fits must go Hard As Hell#awakening's swordmaster rearranged my neurons significantly
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she king on my dom til i madness
vote for zam in the ls wet cat polls please
#these designs r based off a post i saw a while ago that mentioned the idea that the mythic weapons changed its wearers attributes#i dont rmb who posted it but it made my neurons fire up a bit i think Lol#so mapicc is based off the dragon#minute has the void bow so i gave him elytra wings because i think void = end = elytra and i didnt want to make him purple (thats zam)#and obviously zams the pretty kitty princess#jepexx is a hamster cause he dies in the most bizzarre and stupid ways at the most inconvenient timez#. Times. why is the z key next to the s key on phone keyboard 💔💔💔#🖼️ oz draws#princezam#mapicc#minutetech#jepexx#kings smp#kingdom of madness
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lucanis' last question when interrogating zara's corpse -- whether illario also asked her to kill caterina -- is so telling. because if illario had done that, I actually do think lucanis would have killed him. (his standards are predictably wild and hilarious in a dark sort of way. listen I can forgive you for killing me that's fine understandable even but there's a limit to everything illario.) which is why he saves that question for last: it's the one thing he really does not want to know the answer to. because if the answer is yes, it's going to need action from him that would be so psychologically catastrophic that nothing the ossuary could do to him would compare, that would have been the end of him too, I feel, even with rook and the team there to try to catch him or pick up the pieces. I love how if you pay attention you can trace out the underlying hurt/logic already here, before it gets spelled out in inner demons. the logic lucanis' brain operates on is very sad and very consistent the whole way throughout the game.
#no wonder his brain has decided it best to stay frozen instead if it thinks moving might mean moving towards well. that.#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#I feel that when looking at this dude as he is at the time the game is set it is crucial to keep in mind#that he is actively going through at *least* three separate full on mental health crises at all times fjskah#he literally stays awake at night wondering if his brother killed their grandmother/maternal figure.#and if that means he's going to have to be the person to kill what little is left of house dellamorte and everything he's ever loved himsel#he doesn't want to but he's had a whole life of the idea that what he wants isn't particularly relevant to what is going to happen to him#quite aside from the torture year and demon/erosion of self dimensions of the situation#and also unprocessed childhood trauma doing a merry little jig over on the side as he tries to ignore it#'am I going to have to kill my brother (an act that would destroy what little might be left of my own soul)' 24/7 in those neurons#are we surprised he is a bit weird about intimacy. a teensy bit preoccupied at times. it would be so much weirder if he wasn't#the true testament to the depth and intensity of the connection between him and rook is that that intimacy manages to grow#AT ALL but also#with such safe unbudgeable roots in the middle of the on-fire hurricane-zone garden that is lucanis' mind for most of the game#and rook's matching blood magic-enhanced haze of grief and denial of reality/compartmentalization on the other side lol#the mutual 'you met me at a strange time in my life' and 'that's okay' of it all. unspeakable.
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how do you write a eulogy for someone who isn't dead yet?
(text is from a journal entry from TLOU pt 2)
#damn this is messy as hell but wutevs#i did this for ME#sometimes when im having a lot of bad days i like to pull on the exposed nerve of my favorite character#me when a character dedicates themselves so much to something that they stop caring about themselves and self isolate: YESSS YESSSSSSS#gi-hun i love you. maybe one day your brain neurons will fire off in a way that makes you smile again#squid game#seong gi hun#kang dae ho#kim jun hee#park jung bae#hwang in ho#seong gihun#kang daeho#kim junhee#park jungbae#hwang inho#squid game fanart#doodle#my art#fanart
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Happy International Women's Day! I love women and I love Tomura so I drew him as a beautiful woman ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔっ💗
Close up 🫶💗

#I got distracted from my 4 other wips to draw this oops#I've been wanting to do a fem tomu for a while and i saw a really stunning red dress on Pinterest and the neuron fired#every time I draw lately I tell myself 'this will only be a sketch chill out' and every time I end up coloring/shading it#fabric is just really fun to shade 😔#and if i shade the fabric i gotta do the rest!#anyways Tomura is pretty no matter the gender and I'll definitely be drawing fem!tomu again#I've been trying to add more texture to the skin when I draw Tomura bc I saw some loser say hes pretty without all his dry skin so I'm#doubling down out of spite and love for my sweet eczema queen#I want to do more but I'm not sure how to get it across artistically but i am experimenting#anyways enjoy the food#my art#shigaraki tomura#tenko shimura#mha shigaraki#bnha shigaraki#shiggy#mha#bnha#my hero academia#bnha fanart#boku no hero academia#mha fanart#shigaraki fanart#genderbend#league of villains#lov#plf#paranormal liberation front#artists on tumblr
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"she said i'm her special~"
#kebby draws#shen comix#this comic made neurons fire off in my brain#so like OBVIOUSLY i had to draw it#art#fanart#redraw#digital art
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Me n the baddie I got by being autistic
#hi so I'm coming out as a showtime shipper#IM SORRY IM SORRY ITS JUST THAT I SEE THE VISION#caine x pomni#the amazing digital circus#tadc fanart#tadc pomni#tadc caine#caine tadc#pomni tadc#fanart#showtime ship#showtime tadc#THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME#LIKE#OUUUUUU#my beloveds#Chicken doodles#they make my neurons fire at mach 80#showtime#tadc showtime
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i personally am a big fan of Denial Kakashi where after he meets Tobi for the first time and sees That Eye, he knows. he knows but he can't wrap his head around it. it's inconceivable and insane and should not be possible but plenty of insane, unreal things have happened to him before and his life is one big cosmic joke so why couldn't it be true? after that day, he's plagued with this feeling—guilt or something else, he's not quite sure—and it won't go away and it's making him even more paranoid because what if other people can tell something's up with him, that he thinks his dead teammate/best friend/crush might actually be alive and be a part of the akatsuki. it's so insane and so unreal and so unfair that it makes him sick most nights and he pleads with any being that is alive that it's not true, that he was seeing things. but kakashi knows his eye and it was like something clicked when he saw that masked man's eye and he knows it's his eye's other half. he can just tell.
so he goes between wanting to believe he's crazy and wanting to believe it's anyone but obito but if it is someone else, that means obito's other eye was stolen and that means someone played with his remains but that's also improbable because obito was a nobody uchiha; there were plenty others more notable and feared and known than obito. but if someone had, that's even worse because the eye would be in the possession of an other and for that, the other will pay with his life. but kakashi knows, deep in the gaping wounds of his still healing grief, it's obito.
but he can't say it. he won't say it. and he hopes no one looks at him funny because he feels stitched together in a grotesque caricature of himself that'll come apart at the seems if someone asks 'are you okay'. some nights he feels young. he's sweaty and his hands won't stop casting. the lightning bolt scars that wind across his arm and down his wrist to the very tips of his fingers burn and his joints creak. he can't sleep else he be plagued with visions of neverending tunnels, the scent of petrichor, warm slippery blood between his fingers and sheathing his arm.
some mornings he wakes up and half his body feels fake, like mush and not his at all. imagines of obito half-dead under that fucking boulder flash in the empty spaces of his mind and he can't take it. he tries to put it all out of his head, he tries to push it away and tell himself there's more to focus on like naruto and sakura, and even that sai kid and tenzo too. he's yamato know or whatever but kakashi doesn't care because he has another friend back, one who knows some of the nastiest sides of him.
he can push it all away, he forget about it for a little but the nights he has alone are all but soaked in blood and memories. and he knows it's obito, he knows he should say something but he can't. it's like the words are stolen from his mouth as soon as he opens it in a silent thievery. he tries to tell himself that he'll say something but he won't. he won't because he can't because it's a betrayal of everything he knows. of obito the boy he once knew, of obito who he's still loyal too, of himself for giving up a treasured comrade no matter what deeds he's done. it's not something he can do.
and when the mask finally breaks, kakashi whispers his name in disbelief, except it's not disbelief. it's horror and sorrow and a beg for forgiveness all wrapped up in one name. his eye's other half, the split of his soul, the very wounds of his chest are in front of him in the shape of a boy he used to know.
so yeah, i believe kakashi knew it was obito all along but boy is he good at Denial.
#kakashi hatake#hatake kakashi#obito uchiha#uchiha obito#naruto shippuden#obkk#snips speaks#i just have a lot of thoughts about canon#it makes me sick to my stomach#im ill over them#i always will be#i always have been#not proofread#also not ai#just saying that bc i used the em dash and apparently that's an ai marker now#TRUST and believe these words came straight from my very own brain#made with the firing of neurons and the activation of various synapses#i lvoe them so mcuh
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sometimes I think they put some sort of...aural drug in mediocre movies. If I played all these thoroughly middling movies in reverse, would I hear a satanic message telling me, YOU WILL BE TEMPTED BEYOND ALL REASON TO WRITE FANFIC ABOUT---YES, THE MOVIE YOU HALF-WATCHED WHILE COOKING AND ANSWERING EMAILS. YES. YES, I---YES, I'M SERIOUS. YES, THIS MOVIE. THE CHARACTERIZATION OR LACK THEREOF MAKES NO DIFFERENCE. UH HUH. MHM. YEP. LOOK, I DON'T MAKE THE RULES, I JUST WORK HERE OKAY?
#I watched a horror film and unfortunately now want a novel about the last 10 minutes of it.#this feeling never ever happens with good media! good media is a thing unto itself and I don't want to touch it.#it only happens with mediocre things.#though it is nice to discover that whatever neuron fires and prompts ''you want to write a self-indulgent novel about this''#isn't dead. I genuinely thought it was! it turns out I was watching and reading too much good art.#rookie mistake. I only want to make fanfic about the kind of movies you watch late at night while also scrolling#they are 3/4ths bad but that remaining 1/4 is going to rattle something loose in my skull
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been playing look outside, i like it alot so far i LOVE the characters and the art and the writing i am EATING this shit up,, But
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I HATE THE LANDLORD'S APARTMENT SO FUCKING MUCH
#look outside#maybe i am 'stupid'#but i could NOT find my way out of there for a solid 45 real world minutes#i didn't even realize that the boss WAS the boss till my friend told me. there was No neurons fired there on my part#just running around with zero clue trying to piece together enough of a mental map to rule out loops and dead ends#just goes to show. F U C K landlords#other than that i really really like the game#having cool fun i have 2 sons one is teeth and the other is rats#and also their strange aunts whom i love very much#leigh and helen my weird girls <3
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okay this is actually just bias now so before you read what i have to say i did warn you. yes illario would never be able to beat lucanis at being a crow or an assassin but you know what he would beat him at. being a lord of fortune. hold my hand as i take you through my mind palace and introduce to you my ideal post-game vision for illario dellamorte
#ONLY HALF A JOKE. I THINK HE HAS MANY QUALITIES THAT WOULD ENDEAR THE LORDS TO HIM#like literally. finally people who would not give a shit that its lucanis and prefer illario for who he is#'i did try to kill my cousin and nearly caused catastrophe for treviso.' (the lord of fortune twirling their hair) 'and then what'#isabela caused a qunari invasion guys. it just happens sometimes. if he looks good and talks great and enjoys gold and glory. well.#also it would be funny for me if tyche gains a weird respect for him for being surprisingly good at this and lucanis is a little baffled#illario dellamorte#txt#veilguard spoilers#sorry that last post had neurons firing. i also think they fired incorrectly but i was allowed to think for too long#edit: i also like the idea of illario disappearing first (picture the melodramatic note)#('i cant stay here' 'your last act of kindness' 'dont look for me' 'i'm sorry' 'take care of the house for me' etc etc)#so when lucanis shows up in rivain. and illario is already there.#both of them r staring at each other like no fucking way we had the same stupid idea.
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