#mysme divinate

[duskerot]

i disappear inside myself / my friends don't know it can't be helped

[Pure You - Nothing But Thieves]

[rnm-magic-space-xsd]

[kitsuga]

Obituary. {Saeran – Mysme} 

Description:  

A fic in which Saeran rids himself of many lifetimes. 

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Tags: angst, mentions of death, death implied, use of saeran/unknown/ray, obituary/name written by western standards, shifting scenes, timeline may not be TOO accurate bc they have fucked up the timeline so many times i dont know anymore, a little hard to read at the end since its disjointed but it adds to the story i promise!!! im sorry!!!!, not betad, not edited, mystic messenger, mysme/mystic messenger saeran  

Word Count: 709 

A/N: Written on: October 7, 2024  

I love putting saeran through pain, after what—8 years? Still hasnt changed. Im sorry bby (im not) 

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CHOI, Saeran, found dead in his family home at the age of 14. 

He’s survived by a sense of freedom; a longing for the warmth of the sun and the lull of the breeze. His brother, who had gained his wings first, would free him on days he had felt his loneliest. The sweetness of it all had left him with sticky hands as a treat he once thought far out of his reach had melted slightly within his grasp. He’d want to be remembered not by the bruises littered along his skin, nor the hard words branded into his being—but by the love that surrounded him, the care that he had extended to the ones closest around him, by the time once spent bonded to his brother. 

CHOI, Saeran, found dead in the abandoned cell at the age of 19. 

He’s survived by a lost soul, one confused and begging to be bathed in relief. He had left this world alone, where he called out for one who never answered—only an echo of his own. He would be left there, forced to obey as he once had in his youth; he would be bathed in faux relief—something blue, something new—and would be accepted to one’s heaven should he behave and do as is asked of him. He would want to be remembered not as a weakling, needing the hand of another to hold and share their warmth—but as someone renewed, born again, willing to stumble and fall so long as he walked on his own two legs rather than another’s. 

CHOI, Saeran, found dead in the garden of an unmarked location at the age of 21. 

He’s survived by a lost soul, one drenched in the light of the divine. He’s survived by a lost soul, one dripping in the shadows of the sinner. He has been saved, though it took him many years to come to terms with his passing. He has been saved, though his passing took many years to come to terms with himself. He had gone down kicking, screaming, burning up from his own passion—and from the flames dosed in a blue saviour, he has risen once more from the ashes. He would want to be remembered as a believer, a seeker of truth, someone who whole-heartedly devotes himself to his saviour and begs for the love of the ruler of his heart. He would want to be remembered as a maker, an enforcer of forgiveness, someone who whole-heartedly devotes himself to his saviour and has others beg for the love of the one who can rid them of sin. 

CHOI, Saeran “RAY”, found dead in a sealed off [ERROR] in the [REDACTED] at the age of 22. 

He’s survived by nothing, no one. He’s void of all things that make him, and replaced by something blue—something new. He had been raised from the trenches of Hell, rinsed off and molded into something useful by the divine—by his saviour. He no longer had need for the name [REDACTED], and no need for those who betrayed him, threw him away, left him abandoned. He died surrounded by the only thing he knew anymore, a soft electric hum playing about the room like a melody as he worked on [REDACTED] so his saviour could S A V [ERROR] E others—protect them, rid them of sin, like [REDACTED] had done to him. He had nothing left to do in his life but D E V O T E himself to his saviour, to [ERR O R] and beg for mercy as he would drop to his knees just for a glimpse, a shimmer, of that cleansing light or the taste of tHA T bl U[ERROR] [REBOOTING...]-- blue dream. He’d like to be remembered [ERROR] [FORGIVEN] by his devotion, by his love and care he’d put into his work and into being of use to his saviour. He’d like to be remembered by the one he had chosen [E RR oR] saved all on his own, one he wanted to hold dearly to his heart and [S A V E] from the FILTH-- [ERROR]-- the SINFUL--[ERROR]--he wanted to be rememBERED--[ERROR]-- PLEASE--[ERROR] [ERROR] [ERROR] 

[BAD END]. 

[pirunika]

i like the idea of Eos n Blade's bebe being more Ket n having arma but also kinda showing diviner qualities too like maybe having visions in her dreams (like Zen @ mysme) or spouting unsettling stuff here n then

[k4txlulzz]

have a mysme mc yume self insert oc in mind and i named him ესაია/esias to match the whole biblical symbolism thing with luciel ^^ (luciel--"light of god", esias-"god is salvation" or "salvation/help from god") . this ties into their character because esias deeply cares about saeyoung and is extremely devoted, he is willing to protect and shield him always and she is generally this kind of person, hence the name meaning of esias ! :)

she is genderqueer so they use all pronouns and are very androgynous ... because there is a severe lack of non-binary or male mcs in the fandom

i am going to draw him and post a cute art of her and saeyoung but all yall need to know is that : im planning to make him seven's personal knight in shining armor, basically xd they are also extremely similar to him and have gone through similar mental struggles, which is one of the reasons hes so devoted. on the other hand, esias is too infatuated at times, and gets kind of scary if her beloved is hurt

sidenote: they own a traditional georgian/kartuli dagger collection! (they are georgian/kartveli like me ofc) his dad taught them how to use these and ADDITIONALLY because of secret lore reasons esias is extremely skilled at combat ; esias is also a major space fan !!! they adore space and her grandfather is a scientist who works in a space observatory that he often visits; (there is also a...special lore connection between him and celestial objects wink wink nudge nudge ;))

maybe they are more than just a mere human? saeyoung notices that there is something ... off about esias ^^;;; almost as if at moments he is possessed by a higher, divine power ? anyways esias is actually a badass exorcist who slays shadow beings that prey on people's sorrows and much more but YEAH thats weird lore dump but this ties into my personal oc lore in general so yada yada its a looong story

[reifromrfa]

Divinate | King of Pentacles

My fave Jumin piece for the @mysmetarotproject <3 I PLAYED HIS BE AE AND I LOVED IT ahhhhh ToT I have yet to unlock the 2nd end tho, so no spoilers please ^^

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KING OF PENTACLES

Upright: security, discipline, leadership, success in business, supportive, power, reliable

Reversed: rigid outlook, authoritative control, overly stubborn 

~written in collaboration with artist @astrovique​

Jumin always knew he wanted C&R to flourish under his leadership. And he knew, at a young age, he would follow in his father's footsteps and bring more success to their business. Even V sees his best friend's potential and skills as a businessman; Jumin Han is a man who strives for perfection, learns from his mistakes and intends to excel in whatever field he's in.

As the raven-haired man reads the reports for the past month, he can't help but smile in satisfaction. The numbers are good, sales are up, C&R is profiting in all their ventures. The CEO takes out his phone and sees a message from Yoosung, whose clinic is C&R's partner. The young vet thanks Jumin for his advice regarding a troublesome program the clinic wanted to implement. The message warms the CEO's heart, the knowledge that he's able to help his friend making him proud of himself.

Jumin glances at the frame on his desk, a photograph of his beloved wife, MC. His wife can ask for anything and she would have it in her hands in an instant. Jumin has enough financial security and the monetary capacity to provide his wife with anything she wanted...but she only asked for him, his time and his presence. Him. She wanted him. 

Once the digits signal that it's 6:00pm, Jumin has already shut down his computer and gathered his belongings. He exits his office, turning off the lights and bids farewell to Assistant Kang. Though he's a man who can purchase anything he desires, there's still something he can't buy: time. And right now, he wants to use his precious time with someone precious to him. After all...

A king mustn't keep his queen waiting.

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Check out my other Mysme writings here!

Mango Shake/Ko-fi is always very much appreciated (ᵔᴥᵔ)

I’d be honored to write your story <3

[mysmetarotproject]

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[divinatetarotreading]

Preparations

Hey. It’s me, Unknown. You’ve been a mediocre assistant so far, but now’s your chance to prove you’re worthy of paradise.

I’m in the final phase of bringing the RFA to paradise. Our Savior will be most pleased if we succeed, and might even give you a promotion. Unless you’d rather stay with me - which of course you would - but to do that, I need your utmost attention and devotion.

We’ve gotta draw them in with a mystery they can’t resist. I have the perfect plan, but before I can enact it, I need you to garner as much backup as you can. Think you can do that for me, MC?

Spread the word and get your friends involved, too. We have until June 30th to prepare - so get moving. Once the time is up, I’ll even reward one of you with a free tarot reading. Bring enough power to defeat that stupid redhead, and I’ll throw in the ability to choose from one of the custom spreads I stole from their databases. It’s a prize afforded to few, so count yourself lucky if you get it.

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[lauragalliart]

Really excited to share the first of my two illustrations painted for @mysmetarotproject! This is the two of pentacles featuring Vanderwood!

I’m still so proud of this work- I really had fun brainstorming with @reifromrfa (and her written part of the collab is amazing!!) and adding all the tiny details representing Van’s multitasking abilities. ^-^

[nonawona]

[well-look-at-this]

stock.

fl. bonds of affection ; you will always be beautiful to me

also known as gillyflower, tenweeks, hoary, brompton, or vintage stock

ft. v AE saeran ; reader is mc

an. i will never be happy with v’s route bc of the total disregard shown to ray’s feelings(v i still give u uwus even tho u made some bad calls). additionally the ae is horribly biased towards the obviously wrong choice of disregarding everything rika did mental illness or not(please do not jump to the conclusion i am ignorant to the significance of mental illness but rika is beyond mere clouded judgment). v route saeran deserved more than this. ;-;

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jihyun’s surprise revealing of saeran had brought little less than wholehearted sobs to your body. the desperate cries of seven doing little to easy the surreal situation.

you remembered everything.

receiving that final call, seeing the true intention of it before it was even halfway finished. running tirelessly through the woods covering the mic to disguise your heavy breathing and countless falls that caused numerous stinging lacerations, all unnoticed as you desperately clung to every word ray conveyed to you through the phone. only to arrive to magenta desperate and aching as ray said his final good-bye you crying out only to be met with a dead line and the image of the massive building bursting into flames in a large blast.

your ceaseless cries drowned out in the roaring flames not even stopping when seven and vanderwood had arrived to drag you back to the cabin unable to speak upon arrival from your severely abused vocal cords. mourning had not been a kind process and even less kind was the grating smiles you were forced to deliver to seven’s clueless form.

to see a person whomst you have spent numerous hours replaying the audio formatted suicide note of and losing sleep lest you close your eyes and be greeted by the view of treacherous flames of their demise was enough to send someone over the edge.

in a way you supposed it did, a small laugh slipping from your lips as you stride across the room. seven was quick to read the dissociative look on your face and stepped away from his brother leaving you to make direct eye contact with a color you never thought you’d see again despite the mindless mixing of paints you’d desperately attempted.

“...ray?” your voice was small as if any noise would break the fragile reality in which you’d been placed. ray, now saeran, swiftly avoids your gaze turning his head so that his left side was promptly obscured from view. your name falls from his lips timidly as he finally meets your gaze although still turned away. your hands shake violently as you reach for his face though your right hand never reaches its destination and is instead caught in saeran’s cold grasp.

“it’s better if you don’t… i was never much but…” his voice is small and you tentatively pull your wrist from him only to place it on the now marred skin and turn him to look at you full in the face as he winces eyes closed in fear of your disapproval.

“ray… saeran… you will always be beautiful to me…” your voice wavers and tears spill in fresh waves. his eyes fly open in wonder to be met with your ardent tear stained smile.

he really was so beautiful.

[elvendara]

Mysme Fictober 2021

@mysme-fictober

Oct. 2nd: The Addams Family

“My darling, let me hear it!” Saeyoung begged his beautiful wife.

“Mon amour." MC smirked, holding out her arm.

“Ah, your French is so divine!” Saeyoung took her arm, holding her wrist delicately and kissing her creamy flesh, moving up her arm to her neck where he nibbled. A sigh escaped her throat at the intimate act.

“Can you not!” Saeran rolled his eyes while Yoosung snickered at his side.

“Oh come on, we’re just having some fun.”

“Movie night was a mistake!” Saeran complained.

“I think it’s sweet. I know the Addam’s family is creepy, but the way Gomez loves Morticia is so romantic!” Yoosung sighed, making Saeran feel funny again.

“Romantic?” he scoffed.

“I agree.” MC said, patting Saeran on the cheek. “You could use a little romance in your life Saeran.” She said, pointedly looking towards Yoosung, who was oblivious.

Saeran turned bright red, almost matching his hair. “Yeah, right.” He deflected and walked into the kitchen.

“Come my love, let’s leave these people and make love until morning!” he grabbed MC’s hand and swung her into his body, pressing her back against his front. He nibbled her ear and they danced down the hallway to their bedroom.

MC laughed and waved at Yoosung, who just shook his head, wishing he had someone who loved him that way too. He envied them but was also happy that they had each other. He sighed again and fell onto the sofa. He’d worried about coming to movie night, knowing it was close to Halloween and the Chois would probably be watching horror movies. But the Addams Family was actually more about family and familial love than horror. It was a good choice.

Saeran plopped down next to him and handed him a bowl of ice cream. He’d added sprinkles, nuts, banana slices, and hot fudge. Saeran was always prepared well for ice cream. He felt special seeing how the older man had remembered all the things he liked in his ice cream. He took it gratefully. “Thank you.”

Saeran grunted in response, his own bowl in his other hand. He reached for the remote.

“Wanna’ watch it again?” he asked. “Or we can watch something else.”

“Can we watch Halloweentown?” he asked excitedly. Saeran flushed as Yoosung settled back into the sofa, his body pressed to his side.

“Uh, I’m not sure we have that, let me see.” He flipped through their digital movie library and found it. Of course Saeyoung would have every single Halloween movie there was. He pressed play and set the remote back on the coffee table.

Yoosung broke into a grin. Saeran’s warmth was comforting, without realizing it, he snuggled closer to him, his head on his shoulder as he slowly ate his ice cream.

The red-head tensed as he felt Yoosung actively touching him. His head on his shoulder felt like molten lava. How was the blond so oblivious to the affect he had on him? Affected him so much so that his bowl of ice cream sat on his lap completely forgotten.

“Is something wrong with your ice cream?” Yoosung asked, noticing how full the bowl was once he himself had finished his.

“No, I just…I’m not hungry.” Saeran choked out, gluing his eyes to the movie, completely unaware of what was happening in it.

“Not hungry? For ice cream?” Yoosung laughed and held the back of his hand against Saeran’s forehead. “Are you sick?”

“Stop it!” Saeran shoved Yoosung’s hand away, but there was a smile on his face. He placed his bowl on the coffee table and sat back, hoping Yoosung would lean against him again.

“Is that a smile? Oh my goodness, the rare moody Saeran smile! I’m honored!” Yoosung joked. He giggled, almost like a schoolgirl, making Saeran’s blood heat up in a good way. He felt sweat breaking out all over his body and tried to shake it off before the blond noticed.

Yoosung leaned back into the sofa and snuggled close to Saeran, wrapping his arm around the other man’s.

“Must be nice huh?” he said, suddenly serious.

“Nice?” Saeran swallowed, his mind too muddled to think.

“Having someone love you that much.” He answered.

“You mean Gomez and Morticia? I don’t know, seems like infatuation, not love.”

“What do you mean?”

“Real love isn’t always that passionate. It’s a lot of work. Sure, in the beginning of a relationship it’s all lovey dovey, sex all over the house, can’t keep your hands off each other, but that dims. I mean, nobody can keep that up. It’s not healthy I don’t think. But the love grows into something more, something lasting, something better.”

“Better than sex all over the place?” Yoosung teased.

“Yeah, exactly. Not that I’m saying there’s anything wrong with sex all over the place.” Saeran grinned, squeezing Yoosung’s hand.

“I wouldn’t know.” He said softly. “But I think I like your idea of love better.”

“Me too.” Saeran whispered into the blond’s hair as they settled in to finish watching the movie.

[haganez]

Not to be cringay but can u recommend reader insert fanfictions i need good ones. Thank you

yeah but im not just doing genshin. also just assume these are all some level of 18+ unless i say otherwise

for reasons wretched and divine.

diluc/reader. seriously read this pls if u haven't im not playing it'll take forever but it's like really worth it even if he's not ur fav. read their other fics too

yoiyoimiya

this isnt a fic this is just a author i really like. all genshin. caution it's just prn in here

scummy

another author but just their mysmes stuff mostly ray and yoosung tho mostly clean

crawl home to me

hawks/reader. slow build with lots of feels its really soft. hawks is injured and goes to a secluded home to recover

human again

707/reader. about saeyoung and mcs relationship after the good ending

compelling

hawks/reader. this one is clean and is about a reader with quirk that can compell others. normal bs like dealing with press tied to hawks and insecurities

[sohyuki]

omg does this mean zen is ur fav or ??? who do u like the most :0

not the way this question made me sit back and think KJSHDK

tldr; i would date zen but snog jumin

hmmm, i guess you could say he's my favourite route? it's kinda hard to remember because mysme was so long ago for me so the emotions are like,,,dried up. zen is definitely ideal boyfriend material and his calls are DIVINE. but that was when i was like 15? other time i developed a crush on jumin because jesus christ, that man could recite the process of photosynthesis to me and i'd still fall for him. but his route was borderline yandere so it turned me off at times. (i would still make out with him thought, just saying)

[mysmetarotproject]

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[divinatetarotreading]

Warning!

Good morning! It is I, your benevolent ✨God 707✨, Defender of Justice, lover of cats and hacker extraordinaire, coming before you with an important announcement~

Unknown has hacked the servers again! I need your help to upgrade my already amazing skills so I can defeat his villainy once and for all!

To power up my special move, I need all my loyal followers to spread the word. The final showdown will be on June 30th - then I’m going to set up the most indestructible, hack-proof security system to ever exist. Not even I will be able to hack it!

As a thank-you to those helping, I’m going to choose one lucky MC to receive a ~free tarot reading~ by none other than - you guessed it - me! And when we win, that prize will be upgraded to allow that very same MC to choose from the RFA custom spreads we’ve designed for you~

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