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Well, hello there, fellow beta squad fan. (Or fellow Sharky girl ;)

I'm Marly (she/her)

Welcome to my blog!

I'll write beta squad fics here. Maybe random stuff, honestly. Who knows, I'm just here to have fun.

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[bvbyacid-666]

ℕ𝕒𝕧𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟

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☆18 ☆She/Her ☆nsfw mdni ☆write for fem reader only ☆requests currently open ☆read rules before requesting

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[deerspherestudios]

Hello hello! I'm Cheea, also known as DeersphereStudios; if you're here for content related to my games on itch.io, you're in the right place! You can expect lore snippets and doodles, behind-the-scenes and other stuff that players might be interested in!

My current ongoing project is Mushroom Oasis, initially submitted for a Yandere Game Jam in 2023. While that's the main focus of this blog, I also occasionally talk about my other one-shot games: Astronought and Lift Your Spirits!

Enjoy your stay! ☕🐰

🔗 LINKS 🔗:

🎮 itch.io ▏ 🎨 Patreon ▏ 🦋 Fan-MO Discord

📖 FAQs 📖:

[PLEASE READ BEFORE SENDING AN ASK!]

🔍 MUSHROOM OASIS QnA MASTERLIST 🔎:

❥ [PART 1] Mychael's abilities, romantic/yandere traits and his opinion on kids.

❥ [PART 2] Mychael’s anatomy.

❥ [PART 3] Mychael’s reactions to different MCs.

❥ [PART 4] Mychael's general lore.

❥ [PART 5] Mychael’s favorite things, experience with holidays and MR!Mychael.

🔍 LIFT YOUR SPIRITS QnA MASTERLIST 🔎

🔍 ASTRONOUGHT QnA MASTERLIST 🔎

// EXTRAS BELOW:

// TAGS:

✿ mushroom oasis vn/lift your spirits vn/astronought vn = official game tag.

✿ mychael ask/alma ask/atom ask = questions about each character!

✿ fanart, fanfic = (submitted or reblogged) fanworks.

✿ doodles = silly scenarios in sketch form.

✿ light spoilers = posts that imply future updates.

✿ bts = behind the scenes for any current or past projects.

✿ how tos = renpy or drawing tutos on how i do stuff!

✿ cheea chatter = dev posts, bit random.

✿ jar of fireflies = lovely messages from players that make my day!

✿ happy birthday mychael/alma/atom = special fanart for their special day(s)!

✿ mushroom musings = theories for the Mushroom Oasis game!

✿ poll time = silly and sometimes plot-relevant polls!

✿ patreon post-its = posts shared from my patreon!

// MY GAMES:

beware of toxic fungi. a slow burn yandere vn : itch.io

🍄 Questions about Mychael (ask tag) 🍄 Mychael's character sheet 🍄 Firefly's character sheet 🍄 of mushrooms and men ║ a mychael playlist (Spotify)

trapped in space with a stranger too keen on getting to know you. a short sci-fi horror/romance(??) vn : itch.io

👽 Questions about Atom (ask tag) 👽 Astronought QnA masterlist 👽 Atom's character sheet (coming soon) 👽 Luna's character sheet (coming soon)

are the campus rumors true? short horror/light romance vn : itch.io

👻 Questions about Alma/Vida (ask tag) 👻 Lift Your Spirits QnA masterlist 👻 Alma/Vida's character sheet (coming soon) 👻 MC's character sheet (coming soon)

✩ Thank you to @/thecutestgrotto and @/plum98 for their lovely dividers!

✩ For my own personal use: the old pinned post.

[heeluvv]

NATTY! ౨ৎ she/her ── check below for masterlist ↓ requests are always open ✦

read before requesting !

JUNGWON ˎˊ˗

bad day wrecked strawberry with chocolate started their live hate you pretty when you cry

HEESEUNG ˎˊ˗

haunted small series: pt.1 pt.2 pt.3 needy

JAKE ˎˊ˗

attention cramped lovenotes class time see me now minutes your good boy fulfilled sit on it hot & steamy

JAY ˎˊ˗

jealousy small series: pt.1 pt.2 dressing room mine masked beg birthday sex

SUNOO ˎˊ˗

perfect for me off limits subby always been

SUNGHOON ˎˊ˗

under my eyes dream caught, kitty the call teach me velvet fangs

RIKI ˎˊ˗

late one on one backseat consequences first time noona morning

OT7 ˎˊ˗

breaking point after concert heatwave

series: premium content

HEEWON ˎˊ˗

defiant ours

HEEJAKE ˎˊ˗

detention

JAYKE ˎˊ˗

high best friend

HOONKI ˎˊ˗

airplane

JAYKI ˎˊ˗

tutoring

JAKEHOON ˎˊ˗

ruined

WONKI ˎˊ˗

like that

02Z ˎˊ˗

the best

last updated 4/4/25!

[dalsrealities]

⌞𝓜ORE 𝓜ETHODS⟢𝓕OR 𝓥OID 𝓢TATE⌝

so, some people asked for the other methods for the void state. i'm gonna try to explain them as detailed as i can.

𓇼 First method:

⤷Lullaby method.

This one is actually super easy, the easiest i would say. you just gotta lay down, as if you were going to sleep. for this method you do have to be a bit sleepy to do it since you'll doing as you drift off to sleep.

once you laid down, relax, close your eyes, you can say some affirmations if you want in the meanwhile of getting sleepy. when you feel your eyelids starting to close, start affirming to enter the void state. "i am", "i am the void state", "i already am in the void state", etc. (i posted more affirmations in my post about the void state)

you're going to feel yourself fall asleep, but your mind is somehow still awake. and when you feel nothing, no touch, no smell, noise, just nothing, you'll now you're there.

𓇼 Second method:

⤷Commanding your subconscious.

This method, at least for me is not as easy as entering the void with no method or doing the Lullaby one. But, i still decided to share it in case someone does like it. I'm going to separate this method in 2 parts.

𝙸. What is to command your subconscious?

Commanding you subconscious is talking to it directly and trusting that it will manifest your desires for you. that's literally just it. your subconscious knows every single thing you want. whenever you desire something or just think of "having" it, your subconscious immediately starts working to give it to you.

now, you might think "but, Dal, if that actually happened, wouldn't i have everything i've ever desired?" uhm, no. first of all, you may think that just by saying something like "oh, i really want this necklace" (or something), that's a manifestation and your subconscious will start working on it. but that's not how it works.

you have to trust and have faith on your subconscious, you have to give it a little talk about what you want to manifest. and if it doesn't work, that's because you applied methods to manifest, but then overthought it and let your intrusive/impulsive thoughts get in the way, and you didn't trust your subconscious at all.

𝙸𝙸. how do we actually do it?

like i mentioned before, it's just talking to it directly. you can do it anytime, aloud or silently. for example; "hey subconscious, i wanna induce to the void state tonight, i know you'll get me there", "hey subconscious, i'm gonna pass my test tomorrow, i know you'll manifest that for me, yeah?". you can do it however you want, talk to it however you want. like it's your friend, just normal, or whatever you like.

once you've commanded what you wanted, all you need to do is have faith and trust your subconscious. but after expressing your desires, don't be insecure, for example; "what am i doing?", "will this even work?" i mean, it definitely won't work if that's how you think...

when you're insecure you're just showing your mind you don't trust on it, so why would it then do the things you've commanded? don't overthink things, let go of all those thoughts. sometimes it is difficult, it happened to me. i had like this annoying chihuahua barking in my ear that it wouldn't work, that what would i do then if it didn't work. just ignore it, as hard as it is at first, just do it.

𓇼 Third method:

⤷Sleep paralysis.

There are lots of ways to induce to a sleep paralysis, and jesus i hate sleep paralysis but someone asked for it so i'll do it for her 💪.

i feel like sleep paralysys and the void are pretty much the same but still different but anyways. i'll explain how to induce to a sleep paralysys.

the easiest way to do this is WBTB. i found this in a reddit post and what surprised me was that it had been posted 10 YEARS ago. like, i didn't know we had been doing this even before 2020.

anyways, how do we do WBTB? what even is it?

WBTB stands for wake back to bed. it basically is going to sleep, setting an alarm to wake up 5-6 hours later, doing something for 20-30 minutes and going back to sleep. this increases lucid dreaming and, sleep paralysis. some posts about WBTB; 1 and 2.

once you've gotten into a sleep paralysis, you can induce to the void state by affirming or whatever you prefer to do.

honestly, at least for me, sleep paralysis feel or are the same as the void, the only difference is that in the sleep paralysis you can open your eyes (i think). but the ways of getting/inducing to them are pretty much similar if not the same.

those are the methods that were mentioned in the void state post, i hope it was helpful!!! so yeah, if you have more questions, you can ask with the little botton to ask things.

(for @urprettyangel888 and @badgalriri-axe)

[spaceyaemonds]

i think robby has a slight savior complex and would subconsciously find himself drawn towards “damaged”/“broken”/women who need saving

[blank-potato]

♡୨୧⋆｡Masterlist ⋆｡୨୧♡

Started: 11/05/25 || Last Updated: 27/06/25 || Total works: 57

Fandoms: The Wheel of Time, Marvel (Thunderbolts), The White Lotus (Season 3), Carême, Anora, Cruel Intentions (TV), True Blood, Yellowjackets, Scream, Teen Wolf

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The Wheel of Time

The Wheel of Time Masterlist

Marvel

Marvel (Thunderbolts) Masterlist

The White Lotus

The White Lotus Masterlist

Cruel Intentions (TV)

Cruel Intentions Masterlist

Anora

Anora (Vanya Zakharov) Masterlist

Carême

x Reader

Antonin Carême

— Take A Bite

— Savour It

True Blood

x Reader

Jason Stackhouse

— Close To You

Yellowjackets

Ships

Lottie Matthews/Natalie Scatorccio

— Way Cool Baby Love

Scream

Ships

Stu Macher/Sidney Prescott

— A Guy That I'd Kinda Be Into

Ethan Landry/Chad Meeks-Martin

— i don't want to miss you (like i do)

Teen Wolf

Ships

Stiles Stilinski/Isaac Lahey

— I Hate Your Stupid Face

Misc.

Ships

The Hunger Games (TBOSBAS) - Coriolanus Snow/Sejanus Plinth

— I Would Follow Him Anywhere

The Selection - Maxon Schreave/Aspen Leger

— Waltz For Sweatpants

The Strange Case of Jekyll and Hyde - Henry Jekyll/John Utterson/Edward Hyde

— Affections Like Ivy

[jadeshifting]

❦ … LOCKBOX … OF … (WILDEST) … DREAMS

˚　　　　✦　　　.　　. 　 ˚　.　　　　　 . ✦　　　 　˚　　　　 . ★⋆. ࿐࿔

˚　　　　✦　　　.　　. 　 ˚　.　　　　　 . ✦　　　 　˚　　　　 . ★⋆. ࿐࿔

if u want the KEY, here it is —> 🗝₊˚⊹♡

.　　. 　 ˚　. ABOUT ME

— i’m JADE, a very typical and normal shifter with too many DRs, too many interests, and too many soulmates (none in this reality, ew.)

— i love books and movies and anything I can devour and integrate into my identity, which I do with all of them. born in ‘05, i’m 19, and pinterest, tumblr and letterboxd haaaate to see me coming. I write— sometimes a whole bunch of nothing, sometimes things I’m convinced belong in the bible, but I still do it like my fingers will fall off at anytime

.　　. 　 ˚　. ( pssst, my pinterest )

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i want a yellow diamond engagement ring .. a BIG one. i want a country house with a porch. i want a velvetine bunny rabbit with floppy ears. i want a stone house next to the sea. i want the whole sea.

and I can HAVE it, and so can you. isn’t shifting fun babes ౨ৎ

.　　. 　 ˚　. SHIFTING JOURNEY

it’s likely nothing you haven’t heard before. I found out about shifting when everyone else did (Hogwarts, which I’m sure you can tell stuck to me like tar) and lived with only misinformation for sustenance on shiftok for a loooong time (rip </3) until I had the sense to use amino, some reddit, and finally ended up on shiftblr

.　　. 　 ˚　. MI BLOG

i talk about all sorts of things on here !! like a one-stop shop for shifting & scripting—you may notice that i love to focus on scripting, though. in my ( humble ) ( NOT ) opinion, our community is oversaturated with advice that more often than not overcomplicates the very natural, automatic process that is shifting. rather that putting the simple process of shifting under a microscope, i find it much more fun to explore everything you can do with it. i take emoji anons and i’m happy to chat about pretty much anything !! you can refer to my inbox guidelines below or my “asks <3” tag for more specific examples of the kinds of questions i take

— inbox guidelines ( coming soon, PATIENCE )

— anons list

❦ … ALTERNATIVE … REALITIES

(not DESIRED, because I don’t desire things I already have or places I already go to)

.　　. 　 ˚　. HOGWARTS REALITY … school in the echoing, ever shifting stone walls of Hogwarts, excelling at forms of magic that are unknown to the rest of the world. holing up in dorms, lanterns’ glow illuminating ink-smudged fingers and invented incantations. returning to the manor in the summertime, when the fun really stars, when we twirl absurdly in silken gowns at gala after gala, kiss people our families wouldn’t approve of, take our liberties in between swaths of velvet and drenched in silvery champagne. in the end, though, it all comes down to one thing: power. the opulence, our loyalties, our endless magic. it all serves that one thing

— hogwarts masterlist

— shiftmas masterlist ( 4 hogwarts )

.　　. 　 ˚　. 2006 MYSPACE HOTTIE REALITY … thrust into fame from both my booming myspace blog and a face people can’t seem to do anything but affix their eyes on, my serious acting career does nothing to stop the diabolical antics i put on with my hot friends and my absolutely smoking boyfriend—in the public eye, sure, but mostly in the grainy hot pink sanctuary of my infamous myspace account. they can’t take their eyes off of me

— jare & i keep making headlines ( hot )

.　　. 　 ˚　. THE WALKING DEAD REALITY …

— intro

— 5 senses ( waking up there. )

— things i’m looking forward to

— what’s in my (apocalyptic survival) bag

— walking dead radio

— my DR self moodboard

— trapped with Negan

.　　. 　 ˚　. SUPERNATURAL REALITY

— intro

— hunter log 001

— lookbook

— things i’m looking forward to

— my life ( told through tarot )

— me as a perfume

— why would the winchesters let you join them? ( script inspiration )

— blueberry & sugar lemon perfume

.　　. 　 ˚　. EVER AFTER HIGH REALITY

— a guide to classes at ever after high

— lore blurb

— shoutout to my original s/o (nostalgia, apple ml)

— fairytale parent ideas

.　　. 　 ˚　. SMALLVILLE REALITY

— my dr basics ( pre-intro )

— my dr self moodboard ( Jade Apple LaRue )

.　　. 　 ˚　. NYC STAR REALITY

— musings ( things i’m looking forward to )

— yearning 4 my boyfriend when he’s away

.　　. 　 ˚　. BTS REALITY

— trendsetting

— the 4 seasons

.　　. 　 ˚　. JURASSIC WORLD REALITY

— my DR self moodboard

— a day in my life on Jurassic World

.　　. 　 ˚　. OUTER BANKS REALITY

— my DR self moodboard

— what’s in my bag?

— 5 senses ( waking up there. )

.　　. 　 ˚　. MUCH ADO ABOUT LOVE LETTERS REALITY

— DR blurb

˚　　　　✦　　　.　　. 　 ˚　.　　　　　 . ✦　　　 　˚　　　　 . ★⋆. ࿐࿔

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❦ … NAVIGATION

.　　. 　 ˚　. asks are always open and I luvvvv them, i’d be totally happy to write scenarios, blurbs, give shifting motivation or scripting ideas, or really anything else. don’t be shy & feel free to send whatever you want :-)

MUSINGS ( SOMEONE STOP HER. )

𓆩♡𓆪 — the spectral glamour girl

𓆩♡𓆪 — don’t feel guilty for your main character syndrome

𓆩♡𓆪 — there are plenty of fates worse than yours

𓆩♡𓆪 — traveling the multiverse vs traveling the world

𓆩♡𓆪 — why do we use face claims? ( on self expression vs. self acceptance )

𓆩♡𓆪 — “this is the best method” and why that doesn’t serve your shifting journey

SCRIPTING IDEAS

𓆩♡𓆪 — waiting room ideas

𓆩♡𓆪 — hogwarts elective classes to script

𓆩♡𓆪 — places to script (hogsmeade)

𓆩♡𓆪 — scripting your family ( i swear it can work even if they’re not dead )

𓆩♡𓆪 — enriching your life ( adding depth to the mundane in your DR )

𓆩��𓆪 — the art of moodboarding ( & using it to script )

𓆩♡𓆪 — uniquely characterizing yourself ( small, important details )

𓆩♡𓆪 — luck ( aka the secret weapon to surviving the apocalypse without getting rid of the plot )

𓆩♡𓆪 — 100 scripting ideas . road trip edition

𓆩♡𓆪 — so, you wanna shift to the hunger games? ( no judgement, just ideas )

𓆩♡𓆪 — supernatural scenarios ( romance w/ Dean vers. )

𓆩♡𓆪 — grungy / haunting fem. faceclaims

ITTY BITTY SHIFTING CONTENTS

𓆩♡𓆪 — my favorite shifting experience

𓆩♡𓆪 — my “method”

𓆩♡𓆪 — struggling to escape an escapist mindset

𓆩♡𓆪 — drift & shift ( a teensy nighttime routine for the girlies that have a hard time chilling out )

𓆩♡𓆪 — some of my niche (?) DRs

𓆩♡𓆪 — what happens to my CR body when i shift?

𓆩♡𓆪 — combinations : my CR vs. my DR ( one drink, one eat )

𓆩♡𓆪 — would my DR selves get along if they were separate people? hmm

𓆩♡𓆪 — positive affirmations ( vers. holiday )

𓆩♡𓆪 — my girly engagement ring in the multiverse

FRUIT ASK GAME 🍒

— 🍒 the ask game

— 🍎 what i’m best at in my DRs

— 🥑 the most comforting part of my day in my DRs

— 🍅 secrets i’m keeping in my DRs

SLYTHERIN HEADCANONS

pansy parkinson headcanons

theodore nott headcanons

blaise zabini headcanons

blaise zabini headcanons no.2

lorenzo berkshire headcanons

draco malfoy headcanons

[tendercherie]

welcome to my blog friends and lovers <3

this blog contains mature content and themes that can be upsetting so please do not interact if you are a minor or sensitive to sexual content.

similarly, if you are a bigot, racist or creep of any kind, I will block you and pray on your downfall :)

[s4nniebe4r]

⋆｡°✩ s4nniebe4r’s the roommate masterlist ✩°｡⋆

updated as my works come out, with that in mind, do not plagiarize! all content is fiction and should be treated as such. warnings will be marked under 'tags' and ‘etc’ so please be sure to read those before the actual content itself.

running wc: approx. 35.4k

tags: slow burn, roommates, enemies to lovers, angst, forced proximity, eventual romance

i’ve had some tag requests for this series, so lmk!

apartment layout here!

the roommate series is currently on hold

part one: the lease

part two: growing pains

part three: cold front

part four: fresh air

part five: respite

part six: brush it off

part seven: lingering heat

part eight: barely there

part nine: outage

part ten: domestic

part eleven: leftover

part twelve: (upcoming)

[heretherebeturtles-comic]

Here There Be

(100% not official in any way! Just a fan having fun!)

The Summary would go here... if I had one! Just know that trouble is stirring in New York City and our heroes are in the thick of it.

Heads up! This comic takes place after the series/movies, there will be spoilers!

Age Rating: Teen - canon typical violence - minor blood & injury - mild swearing (they say shit)

Navigating the Comic

Chapter 1 - Cover Art

part 1 - part 2 - part 3 - part 4

Chapter 2 - Cover Art

part 1 - part 2 - part 3 - part 4 - part 5

Chapter 3 - ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ (in progress)

Questions or thoughts? Feel free to drop them in the ask box!

Behind the Pages

Hi there! You can call me Beetle [they/them]! Most things posted here will be cross-posted to or from my main art blog @theelvishfiddler.

The art might fluctuate in quality and style as I experiment with new techniques for inking and colouring. As they say, the only way to get better at making comics is to make comics... and I am so easily enamoured by long comic projects.

I’m just one guy making this in my free time! Progress and updates will be slow ( >_<) I appreciate the patience!

PATREON (< clickable) Beta Pages, Early Updates, W.I.P.s, Sneak Peeks, and the artist's other art/projects.

Ko-Fi (< also clickable) It's a Tip Jar! Supporters also gain access to beta pages!

[ihatethecrowdsyouknowthat]

my works౨ৎ

fluff: ❀ ⁞ smut: ⚘ ⁞ angst/comfort: ✾

requests open!

TTPD - a collection

one shots:

girlfriend? ❀

pillow talk ❀

what a bland goodbye ✾

sorry if you feel objectified ❀

juno ⚘

after the party ❀

because i liked a boy ❀

how did it end? ✾

california gurls ⚘

ethereal ⚘

i can fix him ✾⚘

morbid meeting ❀

that one guy ❀

wake up call (for 500 followers!)

legally single ✾ + taking advantage ⚘

blurbs:

that me espresso ❀

working late (that me espresso pt2) ❀

on your knees ⚘

'the reid effect' ❀

eviler twin ❀

grief ✾

[nanamisgirly]

✿ know me ^-^ ✿ rules !

freshly out of the slut house ・ ₊ ✧ ・ ₊ ☆⋆。 needy with the lads men!

ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴅᴇᴇᴘᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴡɴᴇʀ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ slut house ɪs ᴡɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴏꜰꜰᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ? click here

[dalsrealities]

⌞𝓗OW 𝓣O ⟢ 𝓜ANIFEST 𝓣HINGS⌝

this is how i manifest, i don't know if it's how everybody does it, but it is what works for me so i thought i'd share it

first of all, i decide completely and clearly what is it that i want.

usually i do this in my bed before i go to sleep, but sometimes i go outside and sit down for a bit, touch some grass... (definitely need that) and thank the universe for what i've already gotten and then i specify what i want. for example:

"thank you universe for what you've given me, now i want a new phone"

after that, i just don't overthink it, i let go. let the universe do its job, and just like that i manifest.

of course, you can have different ways of doing manifestations, this is the one i learnt from Tumblr.

another way i use: i induce to the void state (which i already talked about in one of my posts), and once i'm there i start manifesting, affirming, etc. i haven't done it before, but i thought of it (maybe it's like, super common but give me some time, i'm still learning).

in both ways, just persist on your manifestations and desires.

manifestation is instant. when you decided you wanted it, that it was yours -- it was done. so, as long as you persist on it there is nothing that can stop you from having it, but you. You don't change the 3D, you change the 4D. the 3D just reflects it.

i hope this helped!!!

[chaaistained]

☕︎

.. when tea drop rain glistens in the evening sun•°

——————— open the teapot 🫖

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🗝️ ≈ have a cup?

name : chaai (not my real name — the most i want to reveal is that it starts with the letter M)

details : 21 / 04’ , australian + indian , choco-doe eyed with a crescent moon smile , calloused fingers of a guitarist , canines that cut through the flesh of my own tongue , scarred knees and bruised elbows , lanky arms with wrists adorned with bangles , gold jewellery is my armour — gold plated is my soul

find me on : pinterest !!

i have shifted ≈

.. ingredient list .. brewery .. cuppa queries .. ring stained pages ..

“i’m gonna shift tonight!” music to my ears? no, unfortunately not.

my darling, gorgeous, sprout, you are the seedling that germinates in the soil to be broken free from the damp ground and to finally feel the sun against your vibrant foliage form.

at the same time, you are the sturdy, bark-bearing tree that stands proud on the lawn, providing a home for the odd critter and a haven for the casual shade-seeker.

you exist in the infinite loop of time—a man made construct to organise our lives—there is no before or after, my love, there is only now.

in this very moment, what do you want?

to shift?

good. because you’ve already done it. and you will keep doing it. every second you blink, ever moment you breathe, you are shifting.

let yourself feel.

feel every emotion, every elated bubbling desire that trembles in the pit of your stomach, every avalanche that consumes your heart and drowns your mind in the abyss of fear and doubt, feel it all.

and come back to the knowing that all is well.

it’s okay to take a break, this tea may cool down but you can always reheat it, you can always brew another pot, i promise it won’t leave you, it won’t go anywhere.

you’re already ready, just take that first sip and relax. you’re on your way. and i’ll see you there.

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