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ask-jeandescole · 1 month ago

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PROFESSOR SILLYSCORE IS IN

(But don't tell him I called him that!)

Have you ever wanted to yap at the Laytonverse's most ambitious academic villain?

Well now you CAN!

Tell him your every waking thought, no matter how inane! Torture him with worthless trivia about your daily life! Expose him to the horrors of this fandom yearning for him! Alternatively, ask him about his day, or tell him how badly he needs therapy! I'm sure that can only go well (it won't).

Or maybe you need something more...

Personal?

Pour milk on him and throw him against the wall! Yes, you can physically touch this man at least via words. Give him a hug! Goodness knows he needs one (he will deny this) or a thousand. Wanna try your hand at wooing him? Go for it! I'll sit back and laugh! Whatever you want to do, the choice is up to you!

DESCOLE STATUS: Pleasant. BLOG STATUS: Business as usual. MAGIC ANON EFFECT: None. DESCODEATHS: 0 INSTANCES: 1 CURRENT INSTANCE DAYS ALIVE: 3 Height: 5'9" Weight: 153 lbs / About 11 stone / 69 kg Current Blog Mood Jam: None.

TAGS #humble scientist — Business as usual tag. These posts follow the blog's main story. #snoozysnore — OOC posts. Will try to keep these to a minimum. #stickyfloor — An asker has sent in something suggestive. Essentially the "Minors keep away" tag. Nothing truly explicit will be posted or shown on this blog. Do not send in explicit imagery; you will be blocked and reported. #professor pigtails — Someone is swooning over Des or there are things involving romance. This is separate from suggestive; things in this tag are usually just people showering Des in well-meaning love and affection. #sillyscore — Silly or unserious posts not canon to the main story of the blog. "Crack" falls under this category. #you are not recognised as any type of authority — This is the violence tag. Someone is getting hurt. #silvercore — This is the mental health tag. It's likely someone has asked him about something related to mental health or something that has provoked a strong reaction from him.

INFORMATION, RULES, and GUIDELINES This is an “ask”/roleplay blog based on the character Jean Descole AKA Desmond Sycamore from the Professor Layton franchise. Everything on this blog is a work of fiction and should not be taken seriously. Nothing on this blog reflects the author's real life thoughts or opinions. Everything the character says or does is fictional. Descole is antagonistic and may say things that are unkind, hurtful, or threatening. Do not take these things seriously.

If an asker uses an anon signoff or their own account, Des will remember them and form an opinion about them based on previous interactions. If you would like to maintain a positive relationship with him, keep abusive and violent shenanigans on anon. Des has an “inventory” and can choose to keep or discard anything given to him. Des can also die. Each time this happens, his memory will be mostly wiped and he will return to Day 1. I won't make it easy to kill him, though. ;)

Neither a sexual or romantic orientation will be established for this Des due to him being open for OC/selfship shipping purposes. The closest thing would be "playersexual" akin to a dating sim in these situations. He's portrayed as a cisgender male on this blog. He is multiship. If you choose to have your character pursue him romantically, you must not harass others doing the same. He is not cheating on your character. Use your imagination and pretend the others don't exist.

The author will not tolerate certain behaviours or content, such as shipping minors and adults, provocation of real-world political discourse, racial or ethnic slurs, racism, religious or spiritual discrimination or discourse, shipping incestuous relationships (including "selfcest"), animal abuse, material that falls under the category of "pr[]ship" or "d[]rkship", and bestiality. The author is uncomfortable with severe body horror, parasites, egregious gore, and religious themes. These things will not be posted. Kink/fetish material will not be posted; please do not send related asks or prompts. Do not ask Des about real-world politics. Do not attempt to control his character for the author.

AI is never used for anything on this blog for any reason. Do not use the material on this blog for any reason. The author does not consent for the work on this blog to be used in AI training programs or models. There may be an occasional scribble or drawing to go along with an ask. Shipping with OCs, selfship, etc is welcome and encouraged as long as all parties involved are adults. Closed roleplay requests may be accepted very selectively. Do not expect roleplays involving smut in any case. Do not attempt to use Descole as a replacement for real-world mental health care. Neither the author or Descole are equipped to treat anything you may be struggling with. If the author suspects an asker is in a mental health crisis, the ask will be reported and deleted. Repeated attempts will result in a block.

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twoandahalfdimes · 4 months ago

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intro post time !!

Hihi! I'm Elis (or Dimes if you prefer!) :3

BLOODY HELL, WE JUST GOT OUR ARSES KICKED.:

★ You can also call me: El, Ellie, Elvis (as a .joke) :D

★ I go by either she/her or he/him !

★ I'm straight.

★ I have many hobbies! Jack of all trades, but my main ones are drawing, cycling, swimming, reading and writing!

★ I like stars, the colours red and blue, hot chocolate, and the water! (esp aquatic animals <333)

★ Undiagnosed (more like self-researched/self-diagnosed) A(u)DHD..

★ MY STRAWPAGE !!! (please check for stuff like byf, dni ect because i will not have it listed here!)

mOre inFO UNDER THE CUT!!!!!🔪

FANDOMS AND FAVS:

Alright so this is going to probably be a list and I'll add when i remember. I'm actually pretty multifandom, from books to shows to games, and i know a handful about each popular game because of my instagram and youtube fyps!

(any in either red or blue are my main favs !)

★ Call Of Duty - Simon "Ghost" Riley (no i really am not sane about him at all) and Kyle "Gaz" Garrick

★ Undertale - Toriel, Chara and Frisk

★ Vocaloid - Kasane Teto (i really love them all)

★ Honkai: Star Rail - Aventurine, Agalea, Huohuo, Anaxagoras, Castorice

★ PJSK - Ena Shinonome, Honami Mochizuki

★ Jujutsu Kaisen - Yuuji Itadori, Choso Kamo, Geto Suguru, Hiromi Higuruma

★ Bungou Stray Dogs - Sigma and Atsushi Nakajima

★ The Cruel Prince - Jude Duarte and Cardan Greenbriar

★ Sanrio - Chococat and Hello Kitty

★ Sherlock Holmes - Sherlock Holmes (guys im literally him i swear we're the same plea-), John Watson, G./Greg Lestrade, Enola Holmes

★ Gokuragukai - Alma and Utsuro

★ Cookie Run Kingdom - Hot Cocoa Cookie, Agar Agar Cookie

★ to be added......

POSTS I LIKE:

★ ART TRADE with @eggzeroni !!<3 ft. Enzo I.

★ ART from @eggzeroni ft. Agnes H. (im literally crying over this.)

★ ART by @eggzeroni and i! ft. Enzo I. and Rayna Q.

★ APPRECIATION POST by @eggzeroni (i will cherish this forever seriously)

★ ART by @eggzeroni ft. Sherlock Holmes (excuse me ill go throw up and cry and die over this)

★ ART by @eggzeroni ft. Agzo (im actively screaming)

★ to be added.....

SOME OTHER STUFF:

★ I like to play Call Of Duty Mobile, Cookie Run Kingdom, Honkai: Star Rail, and just getting into Hogwarts Legacy!

★ ouhhh i love tag yapping !!!!

★ if you are ever in need of a beta reader, please please do consider me. I love reading and would love to help you :333

★ don't be afraid to hmu if you want to discuss any fandom!!! i love hearing people yap. just please let me yap too 😋

★ favourite songs here... <33

★ do please check out my oc blog !! @ask-el-n-carter <3 (send in asks or anything!!)

★ i speak (🇪🇬) arabic and english !!!<3

★ to be added....

CREATIVE STUFF:

★ ART - AGNES H. / ENZO I. first meet :3

★ ART - ENZO I. - matching pfps !!

★ ART - RAYNA Q. - present

★ WRITING - AGNES H. / ENZO I. - the look of love (the rush of blood)

★ to be added....

⇢ ˗ˏˋ uh oh! you've caught me at a wrong time.... please come back later when this is updated! For OC content, do check out @double-sidedcoin !!

(most art ive shared is on @twoandahalfdimes on instagram! thank you :3)

CHOICES HAVE CONSEQUENCES.:

★ #twodimes for yaps !!

→ #el yaps

★ #1★ for simon riley stuff

★ #1.1★ for other call of duty stuff !!

★ #2★ for relatable stuff !!

★ #3★ for sherlock !!

★ #4★ for vocaloid !!

★ #5★ for undertale !!

★ #6★ for any other fandom !!

★ #7★ for miscellaneous !!

→ #el loves books

→ #el loves anime

→ #el loves jellyfish

★ #dimes' art for my art !!

★ #dimes' moots for my friends !!!!

★ #dimesresponds for asks I've answered !

★ #dimes' writer resources is pretty self explanatory !

thank you so much if you've actually read thru this !! here's a cookie :3 🍪 i hope you enjoyed... i had sm fun making this and i hope i could continue to add to it. <3

Borders are by @saradika-graphics ! all pictures from pinterest. layout inspo is from @eggzeroni thank you sm !!!

est: apr 17, 2025 💫 last edited: july 26, 2025

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iholli · 3 months ago

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art by @/bloominglegumes

👑 THE RAT KING 🐀

🐀 Holli / Rat • 24+ • any pronouns • ficto ace • Decepticon, digital artist, gamer, rat & robot lover, selfshipper

heya! name's Holli but everyone calls me Rat (and several other nicknames!) :] I love my friends, rats, robots, found family, the ocean, and a lot more, I'm a little weird in a lot of ways and I'm just here for a good time. please be nice to me 👉👈

💜 is it about my BlitzRat? ♡ October 26 ♡

my main fictional other is my conjunx Blitzwing! I'm nonsharing with him (Astrotrain is allowed); I'll never be outright mean to people who selfship or even canon ship with him, but it makes me very uncomfortable, and if I can't tag filter I may block you. it's nothing personal-- just for my own wellbeing !!

#blitzrat || RTE-09 & Blitzwing || @rte-continuity || playlist ✈️🚀

📚 PRO FICTION / ANTI CENSORSHIP

I am extremely pro fiction and will not tolerate harassment over fiction on my blog. don't like, don't read; your kink is not my kink, your ship is not my ship and that's okay; the block button is free, curate your own space. I may have plenty of squicks and notps but by the Primes I will die on the hill defending your right to have that stuff. and believe me, I got plenty of weirdness to defend too! filter: #ratkingdiscourse #pro fiction #anti anti

💙 BlueSky

art still pops up here sometimes, but you can find all my work under bluer skies! tag: #ratkingdraws

⚠️ ANTI AI / NFT

AI users, including chat bots like c.ai, will be reported for spam and blocked ON SIGHT. take your thievery and get the hell off my blog, you're not a creative and never will be if you resort to stolen art and fan writing.

🔞 NSFW / GORE CONTENT

I'll keep it simple, I'm an adult. I'm a robot / alien fucker. and I am very, very, very deranged about blood and teeth and cannibalism and any non-realistic gore. you're gonna see dark stuff, you're gonna see anything I find of my conjunx. but I will always tag as best I can because that's not for everyone. just be mindful, and if you need me to tag something specifically, please don't be afraid to ask !! filter: #suggestive #nsfw #valveplug #blood tw #gore tw

👑 selfship posting

#heart of mars || Rat King & J'onn J'onzz || DCAU || married || playlist 🌌🐀

together for over a decade, it all started here. Rat King is the original and her existence is completely intertwined with her variants. someday the lore will be written...

✅ selfshippers ❌ canon ships

#💜💖💙 || Vincent "Vinny," Donatello & Leonardo Hamato || Rise of the TMNT || twincest polycule || playlist 🐢🐀

✅ sharing

#ratstatic || Vermin "Ver" & Vox || Hazbin Hotel || boyfriends || playlist 📺👑

✅ sharing

#PREDATOR/PREY || Wastelander Rat & Megalo Don || Fortnite C5S3 Wrecked || partners || playlist 🦈🐀

✅ sharing

#FYREBYTER || Ratbyte & Heatwave || Rescue Bots / Academy || partners || adoptive parents to Cody and Hotshot || playlist 🚒🐀

✅ sharing

‼️ TFA PROWL || that's my trinemate / bestie's husband and I'm gonna be kinda weird if you ship with him. he's married, Blitzy and I were at the ceremony, I had to keep him in line the whole time. again I won't be mean to you but I will block tags. 🐈‍⬛💜

🎨 primary fandoms

Transformers || my current number one! I've seen: TFOne, BBM, TFA, Cyberverse, TFP, RB, RiD2015, Bayverse • currently watching RBA / G1 • pleaseeeeeee talk to me about the robots and or my own robots • Decepticon sympathizer. Megatron Was Right. • Astroblitz, MegOp, SkyStar, WaveWave, way too many to list including all my bestie's ocs and ships

DC || DCAU supremacy 🤘 GLTAS too! • WonderBat, LanternHawk, Razaya • MY FOUND FAMILY. the founding members of the Justice League are literally just my familial f/os. that's home. 💖

Fortnite || god I miss chapter 5. Wrecked come back to me... || Artemis x Camille, Montague x Gambit my beloveds

ROTTMNT || my silly little guys, my found family, my gorgeous 2d,,, #unpauseROTTMNT • Leotello, Raphangelo, Splinter x Draxum (divorced dads lmfao)

Invader Zim || where it all started. • ZaDr, RaPr

Hellaverse || not as active but that will change when the new HH season drops • Chaggie, RadioStatic, M&M, whatever we call Loona x Bee x Vortex (I love you Bee,,,,,,,,,,,)

Marioverse || BIG Mario Kart & Luigi's Mansion fan & I've played all the LM games :] • any variation of Bowser, Luigi, and / or King Boo together ✨

MCU || not active here but I still watch things from time to time, particularly X-Men. I mostly miss Loki. • Magneto Was Right • Octogoblin, Stony, Cherik, PeggyNat, Lokius

🌊 anxious but friendly!

I'm very scared of new people but if you persist and want to talk about things we both enjoy I am happy to be friends. I like friends. I love hearing about other people's ships and ocs or just chatting or whatever else! my inbox is always open (even if it does take me 200 years to answer asks) and I'm on Discord 24/7 :] don't be afraid to reach out to say hello!

💖 thanks for stopping by! you're doing great, and you're loved 🐀

art by @/hira492

stamps by @/knockedoutkatz || account dividers by @/firefly-graphics

#new pinned who dis #ratkingrambles

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fwol-jintu · 1 year ago

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Made something stupid after remembering Eksval (my commandant oc) is still human and therefore cant live forever with the Gray Ravens lol

Item context:

He'll eventually die, he's still just a human. Eventually, some time later, the Gray Raven's won't have him as their commandant anymore.

He doesn't know if they think about it, he prefers they don't. He doesn't like them worrying about the inevitable, especially if its about him.

Of course, the Gray Ravens had never thought about it. Life without their commandant, someone they've bonded so closely with.

Its been a while. Tides and fights are getting desperate and busy enough to distract them from forming such thoughts.

During his rare amounts of spare time, bit by bit, he made a little toy. 3 gray ravens on a raised platform. When you touch their heads, they bob, and then go back up.

It also served as a camera of sorts, to record moments and preserve them.

It was a simple device, really. Eksval had also decided to color the gray ravens' eyes to match the Gray Raven members' main colors.

He goes to the debriefing room and attaches it on a shelf, making sure no one will steal it. He taps the head of the one with blue eyes, and as expected, it bowed.

Smiling in satisfaction that it was working properly, he leaves the room and goes off to tend to his business.

The ravens' eyes glowed in the dark. For now, there was nothing to record.

But one day, those records will be the only thing left of the commandant, a reminder of his existence to the Gray Ravens.

Item description:

A recording device made by a certain commandant. On a small, raised platform, stood three gray ravens. The ravens seems to represent the members of the Gray Ravens, though it was only evident due to the eye colors.

There was not a fourth raven though, signifying that the certain commandant who made it did not last. Or atleast, not permanently.

Engraved on the raised platform were the words "Gray Raven", as if it wasn't obvious enough that it belonged to them.

SLIGHTLY modified (as in i changed the numbers) song cuz i suddenly thought about it while making this (no eksval does not die it was all just a nightmare totally haha):

4 birds on a wire— (the gray ravens stood next to each other, contented and happy)

3 tried to fly, away, and the other— (missions took place, battles were inevitable. Due to this, the contructs had to leave and fight)

watches them close from that wire.. (the commandant watched over them, making sure nothing went wrong. It was his job to make sure they come back together.)

He says he wants to as well- (the commandant eventually joins their mission on the surface, even if it was dangerous. He tells them to not worry and that he'll be fine by their side,)

But he is a liar. (but it's not like he was the most honest man either.)

I'll believe it all— (even if the Gray Ravens were skeptical, especially Lee, they still choose to believe their commandant on his words)

There's nothing I won't understand (afterall, why would their commandant need to lie? Surely theres a reason for everything. The Gray Ravens trust their commandant.)

I'll believe it all (they trust his judgement, they believe in him.)

I won't let go of your hand (they wont let go of him, and he won't let go of them too. He'll continue guiding them, the sweet ducklings he has raised)

4 birds on a wire... (and once more, they were back together)

3 say 'come on', and the 4th said 'im tired..' (they had a mission coming up. They waited for their commandant but he didn't appear. Celia informs them that due to complications, the commandant couldn't go with them.)

The sky's overcast, (The sky hasn't been blue, not for a while now. Though they do wonder why it was cloudy, it was a little rare for it to be cloudy.)

And im sorry. (Celia couldn't tell them. No one could tell them what happened. They're so sorry.)

4 birds of a feather, say that they're always gonna stay together (it was a promise made. An empty one that Eksval felt sorry for.)

But one's never going to let go of that wire. (he was only human. As much as he was a great commandant, he was only human. He will always just be human.)

He says that he will, (promises are made, promises are broken. Eksval was never the most honest man afterall.)

But he's just a liar. (and yet, it still hurt when he broke that promise.)

("Tell me, was it such a crime to love you?")

#pgr #pgr commandant #pgr lee #punishing gray raven #commandant oc #pgr liv #pgr lucia #gray raven #light angst #My death sentence is the cruelty of my own body your honor #I was sick while writing this lol #Really tempted to add a shrimp dumpling tag #To mess with people who searced for the food >:)#fanfic #fanfiction #Did not know there was a fanfic tag WHAT

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elwensa · 4 months ago

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WUFF 🐺

don't worry about the dragon making canine sounds, it also has a sparkle-wolf oc, lol

You seem to be pretty known for your Outer Wilds fan works -- which I totally agree, your art is super great!! I love your solid grasp of line weight and bold blocks of black for shading, which... I mean, lol. I guess that kinda comes with the territory of making comics. 😛 Also a big fan of how you draw the Hearthians' scrungly faces, haha. BUT ALSO I am also immensely interested in your Pity the Pittie project! 💖 If you can share a little more about it, I would be interested! But I also totally understand if it's under wraps, haha. Stay cool! 😎👉👉

First of all - Thanks!! :D Oooh OC question... me likey!! So, to be honest, I really don't have much content about Pity the Pittie. I have the overall idea, and some specific scenes, but I have barely drawn anything about it! But the project has an interesting story, so I'll tell it here! First of all, during the early days of the pandemic, I started to watch a LOT of videos about pitbulls, especially rescue stories. And I fell in love with those dogs. I find them very expressive and sweet looking, and I thought it was a good idea to one day create a story about a pitbull. Fast forward in 2022, I'm in my last year of art school, and I have to create a comic book as my end-year project. The teacher asks me to submit two story ideas, and choose one of them. One was about WW2, and the other was the story of Pity the Pittie. I ended up choosing my WW2 idea, but my teacher really liked the Pity project, so I kept it in a corner of my mind. The overall project was heavily inspired by a french comic book called "Crapule", a story about an office worker and her mischievous black cat. I really liked their dynamic, so I wanted to keep something similar. But to this, I wanted to add a dynamic where the dog is hidious but very sweet, and the owner is pretty and mean. I remember watching a video of a girl saying that black pitbulls with cropped ears are the least likely to be adopted. Even more if they used to be in the dog fighting business... and that's exactly what Pity is! She used to be a fighting dog, and now wants nothing but give love and attention to a new family! Priscilla on the other side, is a narcissistic mean girl. She uses her pretty face to her advantage, and can't help but bring drama to herself. She's a wannabe influencer who only cares about getting attention. So one day, she gets the great idea of rescuing a dog in need, a dog that no one else wants to adopt at the local shelter! A great way to get some clout! And while she expected to get an old, ugly crusty dog that would probably die in two weeks... she ends up with a big, scarred black pitbull. This story is a real challenge for me, since the main character is a horrible person. She's the embodiment of everything I dislike. But the goal is to show how much a dog's love can change your life. A big story about redemption and self care, and a story to show pitbulls in a good light! If you have a specific question about these two, please ask! :D

Here's a sketch of me trying to draw a pitbull for the first time in 2022

#Elwensà's Pity The Pittie #Pity the Pittie #Pitbulls #OC #original character #original characters #my ocs #pittie #pitbull

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x-press-it · 5 months ago

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Alright, just hear me out...

I’m a huge fan of cars. Not just any car, no. The kind that rumbles, the kind that purrs… Just thinking about it gives me chills.

Lately, I’ve been diving back into that obsession, so much so that I’ve been listening to engine sounds on YouTube. And then, a thought hit me like a truck.

Bucky Barnes. Mechanic AU.

(Poll and more info below the cut.)

Picture this: f!Reader (or f!OC I don't know yet) is a famous influencer. She’s known across social media for her content on cars and her insane driving skills. But what no one knows is that her father was a legendary racer back in the day. She sat behind a wheel—on his lap—long before she ever learned how to walk or talk.

She lives for cars. She breathes cars. Gasoline practically runs through her veins.

But she’s also a woman with standards. She could fix her own car, but ruining a perfect manicure? Absolutely not. And honestly? She likes supporting people who love their craft. So when her car needs work, she finds a shop and lets the pros handle it.

That’s how she rolls up to Barnes & Rogers Auto (or maybe Barnes, Rogers & Wilson Auto, because of course Sam insisted on getting his name on the sign too). It’s an old-school garage on the outskirts of town, the kind of place people swear by because they do damn good work. No overcharging, no shortcuts, just real mechanics who know their way around an engine.

And at first? The guys take one look at her and think: "Sure, pretty lady, step aside and let the men do the real work."

They don’t recognize her. They assume she’s just another rich girl playing with expensive toys.

But then they actually start working on her ride. And that’s when they realize—this car has been driven. Hard. Wear and tear under the hood, custom mods, the kind of fine-tuning only a real driver would need.

And her? She’s not just pretty. She knows her shit. She already diagnosed the problem before she even walked through the door. She just needs them to work their magic. And yeah, she’ll pay them generously—not because she’s throwing money around, but because she can and because she genuinely loves supporting people who are great at what they do.

But what if this wasn’t just about her and Bucky? What if the garage had a few more stories to tell?

Maybe this could branch out into ficlets featuring the other guys too—because let’s be honest, Barnes, Rogers & Wilson Auto is packed with potential.

Bucky x Car Influencer!Reader – The grease-stained mechanic and the woman who lives for the roar of an engine.

Steve x Assistant!Reader – The one who keeps the shop running, handling the numbers, quotes, and bills while rolling her eyes at Steve’s stubborn work ethic. (And maybe—just maybe—falling for the guy who always insists on carrying the heavy boxes for her.)

Sam x Delivery Driver!Reader – The woman who speeds into their lives, delivering parts from the next town over when the shop is in a pinch. Fast talker, fast driver, and way too good at making Sam blush with her teasing.

So… what do you think?

#xpressit!#xpressit writings #my polls #fic ideas #fanfiction #bucky barnes #sam wilson #steve rogers #x reader #bucky barnes x reader #sam wilson x reader #steve rogers x reader #marvel #car mechanic #muscle cars #bucky x reader #test-xpi

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matchaandsoftserve · 2 days ago

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not rly my usual content but i am feeling odd and a bit sad rn so :p tw vent/loneliness/anxiety ?

i miss things i never had to begin with

i mourn things i could have had and people i've left behind and people who've left me behind and conversations i've been too afraid to have

sometimes i feel this sense of loss without any cause i can figure out like i've forgotten what it is i've lost

i'm so worried about losing everything that makes me and of losing people but i think sometimes most people would be better off that way i think i might be better off that way nobody to worry about losing or hating me or being a nuisance

i know i am they wouldn't have left if i weren't it's been so easy to just fall back on old rhythms now that volleyball's started back up and she just keeps talking to me like nothing's changed like the three of them didn't fuck over my school year i don't want to be friends with her again because there has to be a reason and i know it's me it isn't worth finding more ways to get hurt

even now looking back i miss it i miss knowing who my friends were and knowing who i was i miss not always having this sense of wrongness looming

i can also see now that they were not good i was an afterthought even then a little kid tagging along

i like to think i've grown up that i'm better now more mature more sure of myself but i can tell i'm not, really i'm older but that's about all that's truly changed i'm still a bitch who clings to people even if i'm drowning us both

i just need to get out of high school and this town it's got too much here i love it but i need to get out i know too many people here, too many people here know me i can't change here there's nothing for me to build off of, no clean slate i just have to use the broken-down leaking shell that is me

i get so wrapped up in my own thoughts and wants i forget to consider other people even my friends and family i've gotten so wrapped up in friends i've never met that i've hardly left my room unless someone makes me or my irl friends want to hang out i suppose i've been spending as little time with my family as possible doesn't that make me a terrible daughter? a bad sister? i love them so much but i just can't often if something happens i just want to cry but i can't do that either because they'll ask what's wrong or get annoyed because it was just a small thing and i'm big and a teenager and i should know how to take care of myself by now

i mean ofc i don't but i also don't want to rely on people for anything i hate feeling like a burden but i can't do anything i truly want without getting someone to help me with it i can do all these things... but it's all with stuff i've gotten my parents to buy for me

i can't wait until i can be my own person because having to be their daughter, his sister, her friend, his friend, their friend is slowly killing me i think i have so many aspects of myself that i don't know where i started or how to get back there like a mirror maze with no exit or end i know what my future holds but i can't see past what i could put on paper graduate high school, go to a college, get a job, retire, die isn't there more than that? that shouldn't be all

i'm so afraid of criticism that i can't do anything without thinking it through multiple times this cosplay? no, people will think it's cringe because it's from a game that one? no, it's from a webtoon that's even worse my oc/fursona? no, i'll be fucking judged i keep making myself so much smaller and smaller to make space for everyone else that one day i think i'm just going to disappear fracturing into a thousand tiny shards, crushed to sand and fine glitter used to add shine to everybody else's eyes

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welppp ending it before it gets too spiral-y sorry for the ventiness :P

#NOT my usual content yall buttttt #tw anxiety #tw vent

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scalecallerpeak · 6 days ago

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The restaurant is open yay!! (they're mostly general questions so I don't screw up context, I found your masterpost on To Be Kyrian and have been reading so much to refresh the lore I love it)

When does Terry get saved from the Maw? Like end of 9.2 or before?

Do you have a list of all major changes you've made from Canon?

How's everybody (your OCs, canon NPCs, Bastion in general) doing by TWW?

I need to catch up on your DK maw walkers too so if there's anything I should read to get to know them that'll be great :)

Also I don't think I've ever said it but I love how your pfp is Terry and your main's is Cephan, they match so well <3

The restaurant is always open!! FR I'm always willing to yap given the chance I'll take asks any day. (I only have Anons off just because I don't trust people not to be mean.)

I do need to update that master list it's really out of date, see the lack of Old Wounds, New Burdens and Namelist mentioned.

Tariesh gets saved from the Maw likely before Sepulca of the First Ones but after Sanctum of Domination because he does mock the Nine for dying. He does realise though very quickly with the Jailer off to go do Jailer things outside the maw he's kinda fucked because... That was what was stopping the Mawsworn from eating him so now he has to genuinely survive the Maw till Cephan saves his ass which is why he's a lot more worse for wear.

I don't mostly because I am working though it as I go. Because I've still not even finished the Kyrian story yet (I killed Devos and haven't continued for like a month dhsksks greiving process.) but some of the major changes are:

Devos lives and is redeemed. This is likely the biggest change as it does effect the whole story to incorporate her.

Uther is kind of sidelined in fact all the major wow characters are like Jiana, Bolvar, Sylvannas etc. this AU isn't about them it's about the Kyrian. They do still have rolls like Jiana was the one who ripped Cephan's wing off in the Maw Intro. Uther refused to torture Chyrus so Adonias got to instead.

Minor characters are resurrected like Tariesh, Andomede and Dekaris who all die in cannon. Adonias does still die at the same point he does in cannon and so does Fotima. Thanikos does still get turned into some abomination via Maldraxxi magic but it gets reverted as much as it could so he still lives but does now have multiple health conditions and this shakes up the Temple of Courage. Leading to more challenges against Bastions ways.

The lack of mortals, this story is mostly about the Kyrian there's no Kyrian maw walker (technically Cephan fills that role but he's not a mortal). Maw walkers exist only because wow is a game and the player needs to go fix everyone's problem. I have my DKs be maw walkers for the other covenants to still explore them but in a way that makes sense because they're DKs to that's why they where summoned to go jump in the maw. Mortals don't make Kyrestia see the way or whatever it was that Devos was fighting off 4 Paragons and was killed by Kyrestias own hand that made her see the truth.

Character details like Chyrus is missing an arm, Vesiphone has four wings. The watchers having blue wings not white. Devos having a big scar from the spear. The entire way Kyrians are drawn with the little cat nose and owl faces. Some characters are completely redesigned because they have to be look at Chyrus Vs Kosmas if I baseed them off the model you can't tell the difference.

Inspo from concept art like the Spinxes, Spirit Killers, Pegasai and Halls of Purification were all part of the concept art but never made it to the game.

In TWW a lot hasn't been finalised because I do need to leave it open in case more SL stuff comes in the future like we know Bastion is still going as they have a deal with the Brokers seen in Ghost's of K'aresh. Some stuff that has happened by current content o (Ghosts of K'aresh to round it up) or at least after SL epilogue conflicts that go into at least DF is:

Devos is now Hand of the Archon. This means she now has some of the Archon's power and duties and can challenge Kyrestia so she has to listen. However this was done because of a new issue and that's Kyrestia hasn't been doing great ever since she got stabbed and no one knows how to repair and eternal one. So Devos took some of her burden.

Xandria and Vesiphone are back off medical leave. Thanikos is Hand of Courage and so are Apolon and Artemede there's 3 hands of courage.

Nikolon has lost his forsworn colours and is dating Dekaris who is no longer Mawsworn and back at the Temple of Wisdom.

Cephan became Hand of Devotion alongside Kleia. This is to give her time to go be an 'ambassador to Oribos' (hang out with Pelagos). He is soulbound to Kleia platonically and also soulbound to Tariesh who is a Deciple of Humility now.

Thales became ascended and is the Spinxmaster. Kyrian can now be parts of multiple temples so Thales is shared between Courage and Purity as Spinxmaster. Deciplies of Purity no longer have to be Watchers they can just be healers. Deciplies of Courage no longer have to be Bearers they can be martial combat trainers (created for more disabled Kyrian so they don't have to leave the Temple such as Dieamedes).

Kalisthene is still the Polemarch and is doing a great job. But she still frets over Aspirants and visits Heros rest a lot. Aspirants no longer lose their memories should they choose but do still change to look like Kyrian.

Adonas is out of therapy and he is a Disciple of Purity now.

Andromede is currently doing community service for what she did as Forsworn. Her colours are still forsworn but she's stopped being stubborn and allows herself to be a Disciple of Devotion. Devos still visits her and says she looks cute doing stewards work.

For my maw walker DK trio I do have this quick post here from another ask

But in short they're some of my oldest wow characters and why I got into wow in general because I loved DK and WoTLK lore. So it made sense to bring them back for Shadowlands. Or as I call it, Máel getting away from his parents weird divorce rebound situation.

And yes! Those where done by @/tikattu who I commissioned a few times

#Fysh Talks

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bhsal · 18 days ago

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Masked Fools OCs Voicelines, Lore and Kit

@chronicler-of-narrative heres some of their lore :D!!

It's still a big work in progress for the kits but these are the concepts so far!

For their paths being Elation, I based this off a thought my friend had that Elation characters would just be breaking the rules of the game HAHA

(Could not draw Spade)

Basic Lore Rundown:

Content Warning: Heavily implied abuse.

I'll try to explain this as clearly as I can because I pretty much just told the lore to my friend in a jumbled word mess of concepts.

Ace and Spade live in a planet that's very -- harsh. If they fall, the people will laugh, if they die the world would likely leave them to dust. It's not in any way a great place to be in, there may be some places in the planet where it's better but only a bit of the population really reside there.

Ace and Spade grew up to laughter meeting their wounds and no genuine care, Ace hated this treatment and rebelled against it whenever she could -- she insisted that they could live a better life while much to her annoyance, Spade kept quiet and only listened.

Meanwhile, Spade would only stay quiet and let things happen for the sake of not making things worse -- because whenever Ace rebelled, she would always come back more bruised, followed by laughter yet still ranting to him. Since he knew fighting back would make things worse, he kept quiet in a way to somewhat make things better. Now that they've grown up, they view laughter somewhat comforting even with the situations they had to hear it in growing up because they view themselves defined by that laughter -- or cruelty, even if it was dehumanizing.

They view the world as a joke, and therefore, they must be one too.

[Please let me know any criticisms on their story or if there's anything wrong with how I worded things! I'm still learning how to properly write more serious topics and I want to be as respectful/knowledgeable as possible!]

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Ace is an Elation - Quantum AOE Support!

Basic Atk: "How about... you!"

Ace points baton at enemy, small confetti explosion.

Skill: "Spotlights on!"

Ace applies the buff "Spotlight" onto an ally or themself. "Spotlight" will increases CritDMG by 20%.

"Spotlights on you! Don't let me down." - Applied to Ally

"It's all on me!" - Applied to herself

Passive: "Stage Fright"

When Ace is on the team, there is a 50% chance for an enemy on the field to gain "Stage Fright" and skip their turn. Usually applies to enemy with highest speed/highest atk.

[Enemies applied to will have a spotlight on them!!]

[Not great with units that need to be hit]

Ult: "Me! Me! Keep your eyes on me!"

Ace sets herself up on stage, points at the crowd, counter goes down and KABOOM

[Cubby is holding the camera LMAO its set up like a circus tent + late night tv show]

Normal Speed:

"Could I hear your voices!? Some cheers for the performer!! In 3...2...1-- Ah! Technical Difficulties!"

2x Speed:

"In 3...2...1-- Ah! Technical Difficulties!"

Technique: "Pick a card, any card!"

Applies a random buff of 15% to all allies in the team.

Voicelines:

-First Meeting

"Oh! Good morning, good afternoon, good evening wherever you may be! I'm Ace! Your let's say... jack of all trades hehe!"

-Greetings

"Ohooo? Need anything? Ace and Spade will be at the circus if you need an extra hand! Take Cubby for now."

-Parting

"Awh. Going so soon? Come by the next showing... Remember, 1000 chips per ticket!"

About Self: Cubby

"Cubby is the most handy little thing for something with no hands! You can't find a better assistant!"

About Self: Performing

"Spade and I have learned for a long looong while, performing is easy! As we say, when the worlds your stage, you do it everyday~"

Chat: Environment

"■■■■ is a very... how do I word it, it's like a world that spins. It changes constantly and you need to run to keep up with your surroundings! *Scoff* Very exhausting!"

Chat: Jokes

"This place is so lax about everything... if the world is a joke, my friend. We must be one too."

[I might move that line as a story quest line, sounds like it impacts more there but honestly works well here too.]

Hobbies: Acts

"Isn't this a given based on my work? Curious? Alright alright. You could count balancing as my hobby. It's a work in progress. You won't see me performing it any time soon."

Annoyances:

"Spade is always so controlled... doesn't it get boring?"

Something to Share: Buttered Popcorn

"It's a classic~ You'll see it anywhere by the circus, give it a try! It's molten gold.."

Knowledge:

"You ever get cold feet? I've got the solution! Sometimes you just have to pretend like you're still practicing. Mistakes are of course, less preferable in a performance but ahhh, who cares! It makes it more memorable doesn't it?"

About Spade:

"Spade's extremely talented with aerial and balance tricks but does he really have to carry that hoop around with him? It's kinda silly if you ask me. What? I carry around my baton? Psh. Way different! It's easy to carry."

About Sampo:

"Ohhhh, Mr. Sam-po? Mr. Tall, Blue and Handsome? He's fun! I wish we could have him in the circus! I'm sure he'd bring in a lot of people but wewww probably not have those smoke bombs around... great for dramatic effect, not for crowd's lungs.

About Sparkle:

"Hm~ Sparkle, always something shocking with her around. She tried posing as Spade one time but oh, she got bored so quick! You should've seen it."

Light hit Taken 1:

"Nnooo biggie."

Light hit Taken 2:

"Just a small accident."

Heavy hit Taken 1:

"Ow--! No hitting the performers, please!"

Heavy hit Taken 2:

"Hey!- Alright, out the show!!!"

Fallen 1:

"But the show... must... go on..."

Fallen 2:

"Spade... I wanna go... home..."

Fallen 3:

"Cubby... go..."

Healed by Ally:

"Ohh! Thankyou, thankyou my friend! You may not see it~ But I'm bowing."

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Spade is an Elation -- Wind Support!

Basic Atk: "Toss The Hoop"

He literally just throws his hoop :broken_heart:

Skill: "Performance Time"

Spade sits on his hung up hoop, enhancing his basic atk and locks his skill till the enhanced state expires (3 times)

"Ah, is it time again?"

"Alright. Time to go."

Enhanced Basic Atk: "Just Swinging By"

Similar to The Herta's follow up but instead of a key he literally swings by LMAOOOO

Hits twice.

"Keep your head down."

"Don't mind me."

Ult: "Aerobic Dance"

Spade goes on those tightrope stunt thingies, hops onto his hoop, reveals comically large rocket, drops it on the enemies.

Normal Speed:

"Please keep your voices down, your eyes up and enjoy the show!"

2x Speed:

"Voices down, eyes up and enjoy the show!"

Technique: "Break Time"

Spade heals allies by 20%

(Similar to Destruction Trailblazer)

Voicelines:

-First Meeting

"Welcome to the show, I'm Spade. Remember to watch the skies if you want to spot me."

-Greetings

"Passing by? How about you watch a rehearsal, on the house... if you assist, of course. Cubby would appreciate the company."

-Parting

"Leaving now? Come by again. We'll have another act ready by then."

About Self: Flying

"Being up in the air is so refreshing. I know many find it intimidating up there but it's quite calming for me. If I could actually fly, I wonder how much better it would seem.."

About Self: Falling

"I fell from pretty high once during our practice and I had to brush it off and perform again the next day!... Ah. The audience still enjoyed the performance, that's whats important, I suppose."

Chat: Cubby

"Cubby was just a little... thing when we found them. Cubby is a species that's unexplainable but a common occurence in ■■■■. I propose we call them silly worms and I believe Ace would agree, and the rest of the populace? Who~ knows~"

Chat: Animals

"The animals in the circus are under my care, mostly. The other performers don't really bother with them much. Unfortunately, the animals are as much in a cage as... Forget that, I try to make sure they're cared for as well as they should... Within my capabilities, that is. I try."

Hobbies: Sewing

"Have you ever sewed? It's relaxing. Sometimes I like to hold up the thread tight and see if I could balance on it if I were tiny. I think it makes good practice to wonder."

Annoyances: Ace

"Has Ace said anything about me? I suppose she's complaining is she? Well I can do the same. Ace needs to be more careful, despite all the years we've been surviving she always finds some way to slip up. Perhaps this is why she can't balance on a ball..."

Something to Share: Plans

"That... vomit inducing agent of yours, was it? I'd like to borrow it for some... shenanigans."

Knowledge: Ignorance

"Sometimes it's better to let things happen. Interferance can always lead to something worse. Its either you take it, or you double it."

About Ace:

"Ace is as stubborn as a mule... But she's my sister, no matter the trouble she finds herself in, I have her back."

About Sampo:

"Sampo Koski... Always a nice atmosphere with him around, he's as much of a masked fool as the rest of us but hear this like you hear it from no fool, he's a trustworthy man."

About Sparkle:

"She's a fool through and through... Sparkle is difficult to figure out, but thankfully I've only found myself in her good graces.."

Light hit Taken 1:

"Easy--"

Light hit Taken 2:

"Aim for the target-- not me."

Heavy hit Taken 1:

"Agh! Hey, I'll fall!"

Heavy hit Taken 2:

"Ow. Folks... please... No throwing things at the performers..."

Fallen 1:

"Ace-- get out of here...!"

Fallen 2:

"One more... show.."

Fallen 3:

"Agh... is it break... time?"

Healed by Ally:

"My many thanks. I should be fine to perform another day."

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Ace and Spade are a Remembrance - Ult DPS!!

Ult: It's Showtime!

Activates when Ace and Spade have their Ultimates filled up. Using this will render Ace and Spade unusable separately, they're basically merged as one character.

Ace and Spade jump onto the stage, take a bow, do a little presenting pose and Cubby jumps out, explosion at the seat stands.

Ult summons Cubby.

Normal Speed:

"Ladies and Gentleman! The show is about to begin and you're the starting act!"

2x Speed:

"Ladies and Gentleman! You're the starting act!"

Skill: Cubby! Go!

Ace and Spade do that back to back cross arm thing, point their respective prop to the enemy, Cubby shoots towards them.

Preparation:

"We need a volunteer."

Atk:

"You! Go!"

Basic Atk: "Can of Worms"

Comically large can appears and Cubby and other Cubbies jump out towards enemy, curls around them like a snake and squeeze.

#bhsal #bhsal ace and spade #hsr ocs #honkai star rail oc

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auxiliarydetective · 2 years ago

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End-of-Year Appreciation Post

Let's see if I can get this done before midnight - I have 36 minutes! But I really wanted to get this posted, so... time for a speedrun! This post won't nearly be able to say everything I wanna say, so, first and foremost: I love and appreciate all of my mutuals and people I've gotten to talk to this year, so thanks for coming to my corner of the internet and gifting me a little (or a lot - because lord knows I don't shut up if someone mentions one of my favourite fandoms) of your time!

With that being said, time for some special thanks!

@wheresmybloodynauglamir The encyclopedia of Star Trek and one of my closest friends on this hellsite. Thanks so much for literally everything you've done for me this year and all the lovely conversations. Let's have a lot more of those next year! Live long and prosper <3

@littlemervie Thank you for indulging my very nichest of niche interests like The Little Prince and for always sending me a kind message when I least expected it.

@fluffle-system My favourite bnuy in the whole world and a fellow FNAF enjoyer. I hope I always get to be the auxiliary to your detective (yes, this is actually sort of an accurate aitiology of how my url came to be - if you know you know). Let's solve more mysteries and riddles together.

@supermarine-silvally You may have only very recently stumbled into my corner of the internet but I adore every conversation we've had and I hope that many more are to come. If I had to make a choice to pass on my OCs to anyone, the great Donna Aurelia would be yours, and that's a great honor, so I hope you know how much I appreciate our conversations!

@carriagelamp We didn't talk too much this year and that's frankly a crime, but I still stare lovingly at every piece of art you've created for me, with me, or simply for the fandoms I'm in - and the ones for fandoms I don't know I stare at from afar. Just letting you know that I smile everytime I see you on my dash :)

@faerieroyal Dolly my beloved! I hereby sincerely apologize for all the times I've hopped into our Discord chat to ramble about my OCs or whine about my hour-long adventures of looking for faceclaims and/or names, but I'm not planning on stopping anytime soon. The amount of positivity and support you bring into my life is immesurable and I absolutely adore you for supporting each of my OCs, even if you don't know their fandom, and how you let me introduce you to my newest hyperfixations when the brainrot strikes. - To many more rambling sessions!

@come-along-pond who allowed me to participate in the fyeahonepieceocs blog and gave me a platform to launch my own little project of a OP resources blog from. - Through anon hate and plot bunnies, you've helped me and supported me through so much and I'm really, really thankful for that!

@oneirataxia-girl @endless-oc-creations and everyone else in the Discord Server, thank you so much for suffering through my countless pings and appearing when I need you most to offer your advice and help. You've saved many of my OCs in the past and I'm certain you'll keep doing so in the future.

@starcrossedjedis @bravelittleflower and @ninjasawakenedmystar aka the angels who made Cora's creation possible - and by extention then also that of Lily and La Donna! Thanks so much, my fellow One Piece girlies!

@thehedgehogat221b who has been keeping me tethered to the A-Team fandom, making sure that I never forget how happy it makes me, and who always has time to spare to hear me ramble about Kit Kelley and her conman boyfriend

@daughterofhecata @bistdueinbaum and the entire Die Drei ??? fandom. You brought me onto Tumblr and though I may not be as active in the fandom anymore, Tumblr still considers my blog a Die Drei ??? blog and I don't plan on forgetting my roots anytime soon, so I promise you more detective content in the year 2024 - featuring my beloved Jelena, of course! My token adopted side character... Maybe I'll also hop into the Tatort fandom, who knows? Also, can we make Rosenheim Cops a fandom? I feel kinda lonely and silly over here lol

@claramurphyqueenoffandoms the VoicePlay supporter. Man, was I happy to find someone who loves these dorks as much as I do. We haven't talked much, but thanks so much for enabling the hyperfixation that triggered my character development into a happier person and letting me relive those memories.

@cody-helix02 @thoughpoppiesblow @footprintsinthesxnd @kafka-ohdear and the entire Band of Brothers fandom. You've been so nice to me from day one when I first stumbled into the fandom and you still are incredibly lovely people! I'd like to give something back, so, if you ever need any research done for your fic and you can't find anything, let me know and I'll traverse my resources and my university's library to see what I can find <3 Also, I shall present to you more Anita content in the future! There's one fic featuring Luz and one featuring Bull curently in my projects list!

@maxwellshimbo @asaturnerofficial and all the other lurkers and people I constantly find in my notes - you always brighten my day. I'll have had an awful no good time but then I see you and I go: "Ah yes, my friends are still here" and I feel so much better!

Thanks to much to everyone on and off the list, and have a very lovely new year!

#end of year appreciation #thanks so much everyone <3

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galaxy-winged-angel · 1 year ago

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Hello hello 👋

First things first, welcome! This blog of mine is for reblogging vore and g/t that I like and, as of recently, for posting a story that's been in my head for years now. I figured that now that I'm posting content of my own, I need to set some boundaries and explain some things about me.

To begin, I am an adult! Early 20s. But despite that, my content is nonsexual and so is the stuff I reblog. So any sexual blogs or folks that see G/T or vore in a sexual sense? Please do not follow me or interact with my content. I really don't want to have to block people for making me uncomfortable. I think if I saw any of my funky little g/t vore dudes on a sexual blog my aroace ass would die on the spot 💀💀

That being said, despite my content and reblogs being nonsexual, I do not want any minors interacting with it. Quite frankly, I don't mind because I was into vore as a minor myself (was writing vore stories as a 8-9 year old that never touched the internet 😂), but with the way voreblr has been acting lately I don't want to risk anyone's safety. If I see your blog in my activity feed and it says you're a minor? From this point onwards I'm blocking you. So stay out of it 👍👍Consider this an 18+ nonsexual blog. Likewise I'll be paying more attention to blogs to try and not reblog from y'all either 👍👍

Now, with that out of the way, for anyone interested in my art and OCs, I would like to direct you to #my art and #my oc (very original tags I know). Whenever I get around to naming my story, I'll add the name here! For my original posts and reblogs with comments, I'll call it #just a yap yap yappin' because its funny 💀

EDIT: Went back and added in tags for other people's writings and artwork. Make sure to check out #other's writing and #other's artwork for that stuff!

Any other extra info like my intentions for my story and fandoms I'm into, I'll add below.

(Oh! And expect to see safe vore, soft vore, g/t, and fearplay here! I've never really liked digestion or foodplay but to each their own.)

Fandoms I'm into:

Transformers

Pokemon

FNaF

TLoZ

Hollow Knight

Undertale/Deltarune

Spider-verse

Marvel (to a very small degree)

Bendy

Though I ask you not to expect vore reblogs of FNaF, Spider-verse, Hollow Knight, or Undertale. There's some fandoms I'm either real picky about or don't want to see vore content of at all. Expect a lot of Transformers though 😂

As for my story, the story I want to tell isn't gonna be like the stuff I reblog. I tend to reblog a lot of fluff and comfort vore but its hard to come across stories that feel grounded in reality if that makes sense. That's what I want to make. Something where vore is a plot device or overhanging danger and rarely if ever a comforting situation. I want it to be a story about trust and breaking said trust and how you rebuild from there (assuming you can). One of the most important scenes for this story will have gore of all things in it but I don't intend to draw it anytime soon. But expect a lot of fearplay.

I will still draw fun little future or spinoff comics/images where vore is used more freely with less consequences behind it. I'll create a tag for them later once I start actually posting story stuff.

#pinned post #just a yap yap yappin'

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glitchyvoice · 1 year ago

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Hello everyone!! This is gonna be the text dump version of my intro post, this'll be updated once I have the carrd ready.

Looking for my post-game cotl references?? Don't worry!! You can still find those here

Shamura's temple refs here

And if there's other references you need, feel free to ask!! More than likely I'll go hunt them down for you.

My name is Glitchy. I am 20, genderfaun, polyam, and aroace. (sex repulsed.) I use any pronouns except for she/her. (including neopronouns!! go wild!!)

I am a British American artist and writer living in the US. Commissions are not currently open, (except for friends n moots) but I plan on opening them soon. (In the meantime, if you'd like to donate, here's my KoFi!!)

The fic I'm currently working on is Fate's Twine!! Feel free to check it out if you're into cotl!! (I'll add more info about it on the carrd.)

Note - If you're (somehow) here from Scattered Stardust, it's on hiatus currently. Not stopping it, but it might be a while before I get back to writing it.

Tags:

#glitchyvoices his (dumb) thoughts - text post/ramble tag

#glitchydoodles - art tag!! i put all my art here

#glitchycritters - oc posts

#glitchyanswers - for when i answer asks

#glitchysaves - my save tag. just a random collection of refs for personal use and posts i found funny enough to save

Link to my Twitch

Boundaries and fandom lists under the cut!!

MY BOUNDARIES

Proshippers, just block me. If you interact I’ll just block you and move on with my day, thanks.

Do NOT repost my art and claim it as your own. (Reblogging is NOT reposting!! Reblogging is appreciated and helps support me!! Reblog as you wish!!)

Do NOT put my art or fics through any ai programs. (Yes, this includes character ai!!) I don’t care what it’s for, I don’t want ai scraping my stuff.

You may use my art as a pfp as long as the account you are using it for is non-profit and you credit me.

Asks and DMs are open! Send whatever you like, with a few boundaries:

NO NSFW content. I am sex repulsed and that stuff makes me uncomfortable. If you send it, I will block you. Suggestive content and jokes are okay. (If you are an adult, obviously.) Not sure if something is suggestive or NSFW? Ask me! I won’t be upset with you for just asking, I promise.

Don’t advertise in my asks or dms, that’s weird.

If I don’t know you and you send me a link, I will assume you are a bot and block you.

Don’t ask me to proofread my fics, the answer will always be no.

Don’t come into my asks or dms critiquing my art or writing. If I don’t specifically say the words “Hey can you critique this?” then I don’t want it.

Want to tag me in a post you think I’ll like? Go for it! Just, again, don’t tag me in anything NSFW, thanks.

Want to make art of my designs or characters? Go for it! Please tag me so I can see it! (You’ll genuinely make like my entire week)

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MY FANDOMS

This is mostly just a dump list of anything I can remember I like. I'll add to it as I remember more.

CURRENT MAIN HYPERFIXATION: COTL

Other fandoms I enjoy:

Animal Crossing

Billie Bust Up

Cookie Run Kingdom

Dayshift at Freddy's

Detroit: Become Human

Don't Starve/Don't Starve Together

ENA

Five Nights At Freddy's

Fran Bow

Generation Loss

Hollow Knight

Homestuck

Honkai: Star Rail

Indigo Park

Inscryption

JRWI Riptide [No spoilers, please!]

Kagerou Project

Life is Strange

Little Misfortune

Little Nightmares

Madoka Magica

Night In The Woods

Omori

Ooblets

Pokemon

Portal

Sally Face

Sky COTL

Splatoon [No Side Order spoilers, please]

Stardew Valley

The Amazing Digital Circus

The Bunny Graveyard

The Legend of Zelda

The Stanley Parable

The Walten Files

Undertale/Deltarune

Welcome Home

Your Turn to Die

Into something that’s not on this list? Shoot me an ask about it! I love hearing about new fandoms and just listening to people talk about their interests in general. More than likely I’ll end up looking into it. (Or I'll already know about it and just forgot to add it to the list)

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braveclementine · 1 year ago

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Bucky

Warnings: 18+readersonly, slight mentions of smut/sexual content, but none actually happens

Copyright: I do not own any Marvel characters or locations. However, I do own my OC Elizabeth Lightwood. I do not condone any copying of this.

You strode up to your bedroom and nearly screamed when you saw someone waiting on the bed for you.

"Oh good." Elizabeth said lazily, tossing her knife up once more, twisting her hip so it went blade in, into the sheath on her hip. "I was starting to think you'd moved out or died."

"Cheerful, what in the world are you doing here?" You asked, crossing your arms over your chest, looking at your best friend.

"Heimdall gave me an address." Elizabeth with a smile, holding up a piece of yellowed parchment between her fingers. "For a certain winter soldier who is hiding in Romania."

You dropped your mouth. "Bucky?"

"The one and only." Elizabeth smirked. "But he said he saw some events he didn't fully understand, but thought that we should get there sooner rather than later. Also, Steve is leaving for London because Peggy just died so he can't go and get Bucky. But, we can."

You stared at her for a moment longer then realized what she was saying, "We're bringing Bucky back?"

"Yep. I think so anyways." Elizabeth said. "So let's pack and let's go!"

You hesitated, "Eliza, there's been some very tense conversations recently-"

"About the Sokovia Accords. I heard." Elizabeth rolled her eyes, "I kind've wish I took part in the conversation just so I could roast the Government. Fuck the Government, I am so glad you stood up for yourself and are not signing. Although I wouldn't have retired. Can't you just go work for Nick and recreate S.H.I.E.L.D and make it like a two person business? You and Nick?"

You laughed a little and found yourself grabbing a duffel bag, shoving clothes into it, then money along with a passport, drivers license, and then also weapons. "I'll have to call Fury then when I get a chance. Also, we can take one of the Quinjets. . . I don't know how to fly one but there should be autopilot controls in it."

"I can fly it." Elizabeth said with a shrug, getting off the bed. "Well, probably anyways. I know how to fly the ones from Asgard. How hard can an Earth one be?"

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You clutched the arms of your seat with your eyes closed, praying that you didn't die. Elizabeth had managed to get you guys off of the ground and into the air, but you seemed to hit every single pocket of turbulence, which usually didn't happen with Quinjets.

"Can you open your eyes?" Elizabeth complained, "If we die I don't want to be the only one who sees us crash and burn."

You opened your eyes, half-expecting you to be able to see the ground. But all you could see were the clouds.

You had left a message for Tony about going on a slight side mission with Elizabeth, promising that it was not a dangerous mission nor would it screw up his precious Sokovia Accords. You said you would be back within a week.

"So, how are the kids?" You asked Elizabeth.

"Ah, they're great." Elizabeth said, beaming. "I'm actually pregnant right now, but Thor says they're only two months old, so that's why I'm not showing out."

"They're?" You asked.

"Triplets this time." Elizabeth laughed. "I guess Loki's spe-"

"NO!" You nearly shouted, while laughing, "I do not need to hear about yours and Loki's sex life."

Elizabeth smirked. "Fair enough. What about you and Stark?"

You sighed, "We're. . . well we were good. I don't know how he's going to react though with these Accords. We haven't exactly seen each other in private to talk about it yet. I don't know. . . I just can't trust the Government. I mean you would think Tony of all people would realize that the Government shouldn't be trusted. If anything, I thought Steve and Tony's perspectives would be switched."

"Really?" Elizabeth sounded amazed, "Why?"

"Because. . ." You hesitated, "I don't know. Captain America? Being part of the American Government? Kind've sounds like it would be in the name. He was in the army, he's a patriot, I guess part of me thought he would want to sign himself into it as well. He's surprised me though. It's a good surprise, of course."

"As you've said, he's American." Elizabeth said lightly. "And we Americans usually have a good sense of knowing when our rights are being compromised. When they are being taken away. I get the basics behind gun control and restricting the first speech. But when they're actually put into practice, if the Government could actually get away with it, then our freedom is gone. This is just like that."

The two of you were silent for a while, before you started chatting about the easier aspects of each others lives.

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"This is it?" You asked uncertainly, looking up at the dingy apartment building.

"Well," Elizabeth said, raising an eyebrow. "I'm sure being on the run hasn't exactly given him the ability to make money. Well, let's go in."

Elizabeth had always had a more hesitant nature about her, so watching her just stride into the apartment building with no plans and no hesitation was disconcerting. But you supposed all of the warrior lessons and everything else that happened on Asgard had made her more confident in herself.

You quickly followed her in. She ran a finger down the board which had names on it, before she started up the stairs. She found the door she was looking for and knocked on it.

Bucky answered the door, looking between her and you and then a apprehensive look came over his face.

"Before you close the door, we came only. No one else knows we're here." Elizabeth said quickly. "And we are armed, but we aren't going to use the weapons of course."

Bucky stared at her.

"Hey," You said softly. "We really are alone. Can we come in? We just want to talk."

Bucky nodded, opening the door a little wider to let the two of you come in.

Elizabeth sat down on the floor, keeping her hands on her knees. You stood awkwardly in the corner, leaning against the wall.

"So, my name is Elizabeth Lightwood." Elizabeth started off quickly. "And I know that you know Y/N Stark. But do you remember that you know Y/N Stark?"

Bucky looked at you and said, "Yes. We were on the Helicarriers. With Steve. My soulmate." He blinked and then said, "I hurt you."

"Yes, but you weren't yourself." you replied, figuring that with his mind as confused as it was already, it was best to only go with the truth. "You were the Winter Soldier. I'm assuming based on my limited knowledge that they are two separate. . . personas?"

Bucky hesitated, clenching his metal fist. "I. . . as Bucky. . . I do not want to hurt anyone. But they say these words and they made me. . . comply."

"What words?" Elizabeth asked softly.

Bucky tensed.

"You're right, that's insensitive." Elizabeth said again. She thought about it. "How many words?"

"Ten."

"Can you tell me only the first two? That way, if someone starts to say them, I will recognize them and I will be able to stop them?" Elizabeth asked.

Bucky looked hesitant and Elizabeth slowly raised her hands, "I swear on everything I love that I will never, ever use those words against you."

You were amazed, watching her interact with Bucky. Yes, Elizabeth had always been caring, but the way that she seemed to know exactly what Bucky needed to hear, or what to say was still fascinating. You wondered why that was. She seemed to have the same reaction with Steve as well.

Bucky hesitated and then said, "Желание, Ржавый." [Longing, Rusted]

Elizabeth nodded slowly, repeating them under her breath so he couldn't hear. "Thank you for trusting me."

"Bucky," You said hesitantly. "Would you. . . do you think you would come back with us? You would be safe with us. And Steve misses you a lot. He's been searching for you for years."

"I. . . will hurt him." Bucky said, clenching his hand again and Elizabeth shot you a look that told you not to push it.

Slowly, Elizabeth stood and then gently sat next to him on the bed. You watched how each movement was slow and nothing was erratic. It was as though she was treating him like a wild baby animal.

"My soulmates name is Loki." She said in a soft whisper. "He is a God from Asgard and he and his mother taught me magic. I cannot take away your pain or the painful memories that you carry. However, I can loosen some of the suppressed memories that HYDRA took away from you. I can help you remember who you are. I can't bring back all of it, at least not right away I'm not strong enough mentally. But I can help you remember enough. Enough so that you will know who you are without anyone telling you who you are- good or bad. You can decide for yourself."

Bucky watched her warily. "Why?"

Elizabeth blinked in confusion, tilting her head like a lost puppy. You saw an almost smile on the lips of Bucky, before he was stoic again.

"Why. . . would you help me?"

Elizabeth was quiet for a moment, as though she was thinking about the answer. "Because. . . I feel this need to help everyone. You see, a few years ago, my soulmate was put under a mind control from a Space Grape- ahem Titan- named Thanos. He couldn't control his actions and he invaded Earth with an alien army and. . . well he killed a lot of people. I watched his mother try and help him with the after affects as he was released from the mind control."

She looked at Bucky seriously. "I suppose because I know I can help you and that you deserve to be helped. I know that you would never have killed anyone the way that you have if you weren't under the mind control. So I know you're innocent and feeling guilty and hurting. So, may I help you?"

There were whirring sounds as Bucky clenched and unclenched his fist. The two girls waited patiently until Bucky said, "Yes."

Elizabeth smiled. "Okay. Will you put your metal hand into this hand?" She held her right hand out, palm out. Slowly, he slipped his metal hand into his. He drew in a breath.

"I- I can't always control this hand. I am sorry if I hurt you."

"It's okay. I have to touch your temple with my other hand. Are you okay?" Elizabeth asked slowly, lifting her left hand up so he could see it, letting her fingers hover by his head.

"Yes." He said.

"I want you to close your eyes. I want you to focus on the most positive thing or person that you remember. Think about that thing or person over and over." Elizabeth whispered, closing her eyes first. Turquoise whisps started at her fingers.

You watched Bucky watch Elizabeth for a moment, before he closed his eyes. Elizabeth put her fingers directly to his temple.

They were quiet for about five minutes. You sat down in the chair in the kitchen and waited. When they finally came out, there were tears coming down Bucky's cheeks.

"I miss him." Bucky whispered. "I miss Steve."

And Elizabeth smiled.

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Elizabeth continued to help Bucky every day and you were the one who ran the errands like groceries and what not. And that was how you overheard it. The one thing that you wished you had never overheard.

". . .me. I did it." Bucky told Elizabeth. You could tell he was crying and for some reason, you paused, "I killed Howard Stark."

Your blood ran cold and you swallowed hard.

"But you didn't mean it." Elizabeth said. "You couldn't stop it. I see your mind. You were screaming to stop and you just couldn't. These things that are done to you are not your fault."

"But I was not strong enough to stop it." Bucky said and you heard him punch something. "I. . . am too weak. That is why I can't go back. Steve respected Howard more than Tony ever liked him. Steve. . . he will hate me."

You closed your eyes, tears streaming down your face, hating yourself for what you were going to do.

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"Margaret Carter was known to most as a founded of S.HI.I.E.L.D." The woman that Steve had slowly been crushing on said at the front of the pew. Steve was in shock, wondering why Sharon was standing up there, speaking. "But I just knew her as Aunt Peggy."

Aunt?

"She had a photograph in her office. Aunt Peggy standing next to JFK. As a kid, that was pretty cool. But it was a lot to live up to, which is why I never told anyone we were related." She stared straight at him when she said this. He supposed he understood.

"I asked her once how she managed to master diplomacy and espionage in a time when no one wanted to see a woman succeed at either."

For some reason, Steve could suddenly picture Elizabeth- Loki's soulmate- standing there almost rolling her eyes at that comment. He nearly smiled and the image lifted his spirits from his sorrow.

"She said, compromise where you can. But where you can't, don't. Even if everyone is telling you that something wrong is something right. Even if the whole world is telling you to move, it is your duty to plant yourself like a tree, look them in the eye, and say, 'No, you move'."

It was as though Peggy was speaking to Steve from the grave, telling him what he needed to hear most.

And it was decided.

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Steve stood in the church by himself, staring at the front altar. He heard heels behind him and wasn't quite sure who he expected to be behind him. Sharon? Y/N? Maybe Heimdall would beam Elizabeth down from the sky and give him something. Or, well, she would probably just brain message him like she had the first time.

He glanced over his shoulder and saw that it was none of the above. It was Natasha instead, wearing a business suit.

He sighed, "When I came out of the ice, I thought everyone I had known was gone. Then I found out she was alive. I was just lucky to have her."

"She had you back, too." Natasha said warmly.

"Who else signed?" Steve asked.

"Tony, Rhodey, Vision."

"Clint?"

"Says he's retired." Nat said.

"Wanda? Pietro?"

"TBD."

"Y/N?"

"Tony says her and Elizabeth are off on some mission. But after her speech, I doubt it." Nat said and then sighed, "I'm off to Vienna for the singing of the Accords. There's plenty of room on the jet."

Steve sighed but said nothing, so Nat continued, "Just because it's the path of least resistance doesn't mean it's the wrong path. Staying together is more important than how we stay together."

"What are we giving up to do it?" Steve asked quietly. "I'm sorry, Nat. I can't sign it."

"I know."

"Then what are you doing here?"

"I didn't want you to be alone." Nat admitted. And then she pulled Steve into a hug.

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"Hey baby." Tony said in a tired voice, "Where are you and Elizabeth at?"

"We um. . . We found Bucky." You admitted quietly. You hadn't been sure where the best place to call would be. You certainly didn't want to do it in front of them, but it wasn't like you wanted them to catch you on the phone in the like the back of the apartment building looking all fishy. So you had opted to talking to him while going down to the store and buying a tub of ice-cream.

"What?" Tony asked in shock. "Y/N-"

"Tony, Elizabeth's working some. . . Asgardian magic so that Bucky can become less like the Winter Soldier. See, they put these words into his brain. I'm sorry I don't know the technical process or terms. But when they say these ten words, he becomes a mindless soldier. He can see what he is doing, but he can't stop himself. He kills on their orders, no matter what and he hates himself for it."

"That's absolutely terrible. What is Elizabeth doing about it?"

"She's trying to bring back his memories. The machine you were able to see on the cameras a few years ago, that was a mind wipe. When he questioned about Steve, they wanted to make sure he couldn't remember his soulmate, so that he wouldn't have any problems killing him."

"Fuck." Tony snapped. "I hate them. Maybe I can come up with something to help him?"

You hesitated, closing your eyes. "Tony. . . this isn't something I wanted to say over the phone. If I could, I would say it to your face and then hold you, but I can't. And I can't keep anything from you because we promised no secrets, so I'm telling you the minute we found out. They. . . they wipe his mind after missions and Elizabeth. . . she uncovered that. . . he. . . HYDRA activated the Winter Soldier to kill your parents."

"Where are you?" Tony asked coldly. "I'm going to kill-"

"Tony." You begged, closing your eyes, heading back to the apartment. You were so glad your phone was untraceable. "Please listen to me. It wasn't Bucky. I told you everything beforehand."

"IT'S DIFFERENT WHEN IT'S MY PARENTS!" He roared.

"Tony." You begged desperately. "Please. He respected your father immensely. He's devastated that he's discovered this. He wishes Elizabeth had never uncovered it. He's crying like a child Tony. And I'm sorry. I'm so sorry about your parents, but the one in the wrong is HYDRA, not Bucky."

You were at the apartment doors and you sighed, "Tony, I love you. I'll be home soon, okay? I'm sorry." Your voice cracked and you quickly hung up, putting your hands over your face. You wiped your eyes and headed upstairs.

Bucky and Elizabeth were sitting across from each other. Elizabeth was doing a memory game with him with the flip over cards. They were just images right now of random things. It was a strengthening technic she was using so she wasn't in his head to much.

"Hey Y/N" Elizabeth said cheerfully and then as Bucky found a pair, she beamed, "Great job!"

"Do you have. . . harder ones?" Bucky asked, his cheeks coloured a little.

"I can make some." Elizabeth said thoughtfully. "But this is the only set I have on me right now."

You smiled a little, heart still feeling heavy at the conversation with Tony. You made the ice-cream and then watched Elizabeth and Bucky play a few more games.

"Can you give me all of the differences you feel between your left and right hand? I mean, besides your left hand being made of metal of course." Elizabeth laughed. She had both of his hands in hers and you gave a little start at realizing Bucky was blushing as he looked at her.

Poor Loki. He was going to have competition if both Steve and Bucky gunned for her. Not that they would, of course. Eh, more like poor Steve and Bucky. If Loki found out, they were both goners.

And of course, Elizabeth being Elizabeth was completely clueless to everyone's feelings. She was actually legitimately shit at knowing when people liked her.

"Hey," You said softly. "I'm gonna go to bed early okay? Night guys."

"Good night!" Elizabeth said cheerfully, squeezing Bucky's hands and getting up, putting the dishes in the sink.

"Good night." Bucky said a little slower, like he wasn't entirely sure if he should be saying it. You smiled a little, and then went to bed.

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"You don't have to do the dishes." Bucky said slowly, watching Elizabeth wash them quickly. She was so fast at everything, it was strange and amazing. He couldn't remember the last time he had seen some sort of domestic ability like this done so effectively.

With Elizabeth's help, he could remember his mother and sister. His mother had always kept a wonderful house. His sister. . . not so much. Elizabeth was. . . what was the word? Skilled? Efficient? Competent? He wasn't sure.

"It's okay, I like doing chores like this." Elizabeth hummed, setting them down to air dry on another towel. "Besides, it's not like there are many. Are you tired or would you like to do some other things?"

For the first time in a long time, his mind leaped to his pants. It wasn't hard now, to imagine bending her over the kitchen table and railing her from behind.

But as she went and grabbed the ice-cream, putting it in the freezer, he blinked to clear his mind. She wasn't his soulmate anyways. Steve was.

He imagined Steve for a moment and he almost smiled when he felt aroused at the idea of tying Steve up and fucking him relentlessly. Of course, the Steve he was imagining was not the new muscular Steve, but the skinny one he loved. But. . . he was pretty sure he loved both.

"I. . . can you show me the pictures of everyone. . . good?" Bucky asked hesitantly.

"Of course." Elizabeth said, grabbing her tablet. "Come on, we can sit over here." She sat down in a corner, far from the windows and doors. He sat down next to her and looked over her shoulder. She propped the pad up so that he could see easily.

"This is Steve Rogers. Your soulmate of course. His Avenger name is Captain America. And he is, of course, soulmated to you. He's in London right now because Peggy Carter died. Do you remember Steve and Peggy?"

"Yes. I remember both of them." Bucky said slowly. "Steve liked Peggy. Did they. . . did they ever date?"

"I don't know." Elizabeth answered. "I know they shared some kisses after you died and Steve was mourning you. But as for dates, I do not have any ideas."

She swiped and said, "This is Clint Barton. He actually has two soulmates, but he keeps one a secret. His non secret soulmate is Natasha Romanoff."

They continued like that, until she had run out of people to share with him. He felt content and he started to make his bed on the ground.

She put the clean dishes away and then made her bed on the ground as well, next to him.

"You shouldn't be sleeping on the ground," Bucky said alarmed, "Aren't you royalty?"

Elizabeth giggled. "You're adorable. I can sleep on the ground Bucky. You don't have to worry about me. Plus, I've noticed that you sleep better if someone is closer to you. You've had less nightmares."

He hadn't noticed, but now he had.

"Thank you, then." he whispered.

She just smiled, and fell asleep.

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Sorrowful Love | Ch#1 | JJK

↳ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬; All he desires is vengeance.

⇢ 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: thriller, angst, love at first sight, au! sexting

⇢ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: jungkook × Sena oc!

⇢ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: This story contains explicit language, graphic violence(murders, blood etc), and other mature content, If you are easily affected by such themes, it might be best to avoid reading it.

⇢ 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 0.8k+

a/n: READ IT BEFORE YOU PROCEED TO THE CHAPTER.

So, years ago, my sister and I came up with this story that had us laughing like villains. We were pretty immature back then :⁠-⁠). Well I attempted to write it down about a year ago, but my writing skills weren't quite up to par, so I ended up abandoning this story (sadly) . However, now my soul is urging me to give it another shot. It's our very first story that we created together, and I feel compelled to give it a try. Oh, and PLEASE if you're not a fan of thrillers or action-packed tales, then refrain from reading it.

𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐱 | 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭⇢

Jungkook's Pov:

The constant echo of "I don't want to die" reverberates in my mind, drowning out any other thoughts. The fear of death has taken over, leaving no room for anything else. The throbbing pain in my head intensifies, making it nearly impossible to concentrate on anything. As the blood slowly drips down the back of my head, my eyelids become heavier with each passing moment.

As I struggled to regain control, my thoughts became fragmented, my focus slipping away. The world around me seemed to blur even further, as if my very perception of reality was being distorted.

The air felt heavier, as if it was resisting my attempts to draw it into my lungs. The simple act of breathing, something I had taken for granted my entire life, now became an arduous task.

Time seemed to stretch, each passing second feeling like an eternity. The haze that enveloped my surroundings only intensified. The once vibrant colors of the world now appeared muted, as if drained of their life and vitality.

As I believed everything was over, a voice suddenly called my name. A soft tap on my cheek soon followed, as if someone was gently trying to rouse me from unconsciousness.

And I jolted awake in my bed, drenched in sweat and gasping for air. My shirt clung to my body, evidence of the intense perspiration. The throbbing pain in my head intensified as I sat up.

Without wasting a moment, I rushed out of my bedroom, barefooted, and made my way to the kitchen. Opening the refrigerator, I grabbed a water bottle and took a seat at the kitchen counter, desperately needing to quench my thirst.

As I take a refreshing sip of water to satisfy my thirst, I notice my breath becoming more relaxed. With the water bottle in my right hand, I exit the kitchen and head towards the comfortable living room to find some painkillers. As I reached the living room, I quickly retrieve the pain reliever from the drawer and consume it, hoping for some relief. Just as I swallow the pill, the sound of my phone ringing emerges from the bedroom, grabbing my attention.

I walk into the bedroom, my curiosity is sparked by the caller ID on my phone. After a quick glance, I pick up the phone and hear my hyung's voice on the other end, filled with anger.

"Hey, Jungkook, why did you put my number on your Instagram page? Your customers keep calling me late at night and it's really getting on my nerves. If another one of your customers contacts me at midnight, I'll be dead furious. I might even kill you."

Unable to contain my amusement at my hyung's adorable angry voice, I attempt to calm him down.

"Hey, hey, bro, listen," I say playfully, but Jimin continues his rant.

"Bro, just hear me out," I state seriously this time, and Jimin abruptly stops talking and starts to listen.

"The reason I included your phone number in my bio is because I've been feeling isolated lately. I know it's not right, but at the moment, I just need a break from social media and don't feel like creating art for others. Please understand and handle the customers for a few days. If anyone wants to order artwork, ask them to be patient. I would really appreciate it if you could understand my situation."

And I know Jimin does understand. He knows me since I was four and a half years old and has always treated me like his own brother.

"Okay, bro, just don't stress yourself too much. I'll do as you say, alright!" Jimin says solemnly before ending the call.

Alternatively, I slip my phone into the right pocket of my pants and head towards my basement art gallery. Grabbing my paints and brushes, I settle down on the stool in front of a large canvas. With a whirlwind of emotions inside me, I feel the urge to express them all on the canvas, finding solace in my art.

As I pick up my colours, the weight of the world seems to lift off my shoulders, replaced by a surge of vibrant colors that dance before my eyes. With every stroke, I am transported to a realm where words fail to capture the depth of my feelings, and only the language of art can truly express my emotions swirling within me. The process is both exhilarating and exhausting, as I pour my heart and soul into every detail.

Finally, the moment arrives when I step out of the gallery, my masterpiece complete. The weight of the world returns, but it is now accompanied by a sense of accomplishment. With a contented smile, I whisper to myself, " Finally i can find some peace now". And then I retreat to my bedroom, ready to rest and recharge.

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