#not because I didn't WANT to ..but art hard ๐Ÿ’”
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local-tithonia ยท 2 months ago
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I just came across your villain rook art and it's fantastic! Is there a collection of your fanart of Ben 10? I felt like there were more designs but the pages no longer exist.
Omg thank you sm!! ๐Ÿ’œ Unfortunately not, I felt most of it was outdated and had to priv it ๐Ÿ’” I can't say fs whether my art style changed much since then but we all know the deal with old art LOL OTL,, In any case I threw together a lil sum for him ๐Ÿ™ˆ
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tinyfantasminha ยท 1 month ago
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Club wear!
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UMMM UMMM HEY THIS IS MY FIRST FULL ART IN CLIP STUDIO PAINT ๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ˜ฑcan you tell that my wrist hurt as hell and I had to make a clean ver of the club card template by scratch and edit the assets as much as I could ๐Ÿ’”
Voice lines:
Summon Line: A detective needs to be thoroughly prepared. Truth hides behind every move and I'm here to expose it!
Groooovy!!: Board set, pieces in place! Time to outwit some amateurs!
Home: Just another case waiting to be cracked.
Home Idle 1: I like this outfit a lot. The jacket is big and comfy. I didn't join this club just because it had the cutest uniform... Although that's one of the reasons.
Home Idle 2: Azul dislikes games that rely on luck... I do enjoy them. You'll never know what happens next and that's the best part! Leaving your fate to chance is pure ecstasy!
Home Idle 3: I like detective games the best. Whodunit, howdunit... I could spend hours nonstop deducing, it's so much fun.
Home Idle - Login: Board games train the brain, yโ€™know? Logic, tactics, out-of-the-box thinkingโ€ฆ all stuff detectives need. I mean, it should come in handy eventually. Right?
Home Idle - Groovy: I find tournaments and livestreams distracting. When two minds are locked in a board game, I feel like itโ€™s a sacred, intimate moment... one that shouldnโ€™t be disturbed by an audience.
Home Tap 1: Getting tricked just means I wasnโ€™t sharp enough. The world isnโ€™t fair, and thatโ€™s exactly why I have to be better.
Home Tap 2: Most club members are waiting to be invited for a game. Hehe... so if nooooo one will step up, I guess we might just have to play detective again~!
Home Tap 3: The club gets eerily quiet when I play against Azul. Idia says the โ€˜battle aura levels spike like a boss fight cutsceneโ€™'... and maybe he's not wrong. I DO feel dangerous when that smug, punchable face starts gloating about his so-called โ€˜flawless victory.โ€™
Home Tap 4: I do wish the others were more enthusiastic. I put so much effort into creating these mystery cases... but when no one wants to play with me, it kinda stings, you know?
Home Tap 5: Idia always tries so hard to solve my mysteries... he never gives up until he cracks the case. I might need to step up my game... What? I'm not smiling.
Home Tap - Groovy: ...You want to play as the detective next round? Fine by me. Playing as the culprit and crafting the crime for the detective to solve is just as exhilarating and fun for me... haha.
I really want to make a groovy but the base card was already tiring enough to draw ๐Ÿซ  maybe soon ...
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dailynnt ยท 2 months ago
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ONE NIGHT AS THE PRICE OF A REQUEST
โ‹†ห™โŸก Summary: You hate your neighbor Jungkook, but you have to ask him to pretend to be your boyfriend at a party to get rid of your annoying boss. He agrees, but you don't even imagine what you'll have to pay him with. Everything goes according to plan until Jungkook reveals his true price during the dance: one night with him or your life in the neighborhood will be hell.
โ‹†ห™โŸก Couple: Jeon Jungkook/ The Reader, Jungkook/Y/N
โ‹†ห™โŸก Age restrictions: 18+
โ‹†ห™โŸก Index of chapters: โ‰ฃ
โ‹†ห™โŸก Number of chapter: 12/?
โ‹†ห™โŸก Tags: enemies-to-neighbors-to-lover, fake relationship, hate to desire, dom!Jungkook, heated blackmail, one bed trope (later more than one bed), undeniable chemistry, forced deal, mutual obsession, dangerous game, unexpected feelings, passion on edge, impossible to resist, tension and desire, unprotected sex, sexual tension, slow burning
โ‹†ห™โŸก From author: Hi guys โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ”ฅ I wrote part 12 for you ๐Ÿ’— I soooo wanted to post it earlier, but I didn't manage ๐Ÿ’” But it's ready today! So what do you think? I'm a little nervous because I'm still not satisfied with my writing ๐Ÿ˜ฃ Give me a few words so I know what you think ๐Ÿฅบ
โ‹†ห™โŸก Dedication: to my biggest love @kelsyx33, @curse-of-art, @kooko009, @smokinghotstargirl, @myjungkookthighs, @mskookie, @minimoninini, @medstudentlifestyle for loving me for nothing. I love you girls twice as much ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป
โ‹†ห™โŸก Tag list: @kelsyx33, @curse-of-art, @kooko009, @smokinghotstargirl, @myjungkookthighs, @mskookie, @minimoninini, @medstudentlifestyle, @bhonbhon, @ottergirl, @vantelover1306, @deepikhaprakash, @mar-lo-pap, @zeytiable, @lallataegi, @vintagemoonsstuff, @indigomoonchild09, @diame93, @bts-ruu, @asyr97, @taeloversblog, @songbyeonkim, @miniruuu, @hubbytaehyung, @queen1599, @goldenboysmuse , @nikkinikj, @kookiesncreamri, @guwol, @unholyforjk, @hisdecalcomania17 (If you want to be on the tag list, let me know)
โ‹†ห™โŸก Warning: English is not my native language, so please be lenient with mistakes in the text ๐Ÿฅน
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Chapter 12. The first date
You walked into the apartment, feeling your heart pounding. You still have the taste of his kiss on your lips. You want to scold yourself for letting him do whatever he wants so easily. But yesterday, after the meeting with your mother, you were broken. The moment when he stood up for you, put his chest to your crying, opened up a different side of Jungkook for you. He no longer seemed like the arrogant, self-absorbed neighbor who did nothing but piss you off. Yesterday, you saw him as a man of great strength and backbone. He consoled you so carefully that your heart ached, and the walls of defense you had erected against him cracked and crumbled.
You had long ago recognized that you were physically attracted to Jungkook, but not morally, but yesterday everything changed. When he hugged you in bed, you realized that you needed him. In that moment, you needed him, and the sex that followed almost drove you crazy, because it felt completely different. Not as something you would regret, but as something you needed.
You're afraid you're going to fall in love with Jungkook, because it turns out he's not only good at fucking you, but he's also tender with you, and that's the most dangerous thing. You notice that he wants to touch you all the time. And when he does, you feel something strange. Like you're getting an electric shock, or a wave of heat goes through your body.
He behaves as if you belong to him, and it started with that night, which was the price for his service. Since then, he thinks he can have you whenever he wants and however he wants. And the worst part is that you want him to. No matter how hard you try to push him away or deny your relationship, you're here. You play the role of his girlfriend and you fuck whenever you want. And you want to do it a lot.
Your head is boiling from the flow of thoughts in your head, how to behave properly, how not to fall in love with him, how to learn to react to him more calmly? You didn't know the answers to all these questions. You exhaled a big sigh, dropping your things and walking inside the apartment. Maybe you should let things go? Let it happen? But won't you regret it when the deal comes to an end? Won't it be hard for you to continue living next door to Jungkook without feeling anything for him? You're afraid it will. Because even when he's not around, you subconsciously want him to be.
Why? Because yesterday you felt protected by him? But didn't you feel the need for his presence before the situation with your mother?
You are playing with fire, which can not only burn you, so it will hurt, it can burn you, destroy you. You will try to keep your cool, and maybe then Jungkook will turn away from you.
You put your things away and decided to take a bath, as the trip from Busan had exhausted you.
You barely talked to Jungkook on the way home because his phone just wouldn't stop ringing. It was because he wasn't in the office on a weekday, and there were many things that needed his attention. You were secretly watching how he conducted business, how he talked, and how he made decisions. You could tell that he was very good at what he did. He is a worthy heir to a large company and will be a great CEO when his time comes.
So, to get rid of your tiredness, you wanted to lie in the bathtub, which was perfect for relaxing your body.
You filled up the tub with warm water, added lavender-scented salt, and lathered up. You undressed and climbed into the tub. The water enveloped your body, swallowing you up like a cocoon. The smell of lavender filled your nostrils, and the warm water made you almost purr with pleasure. You closed your eyes and listened to the melody you had turned on your phone, completely immersing yourself in a relaxed atmosphere.
At first you lay there almost motionless, then you moved your arms a little under the water, stirring up small foamy waves. Your phone vibrated, your grandmother was calling. You picked up the phone, talked to her, told her that you had arrived quickly, and that Jungkook had gone to the office. Your grandmother didn't miss the chance to praise Jungkook once again and tell you how happy she was that you had him.
You listened to her with a pang in your heart. What will happen when she finds out that you're not seeing him anymore, when the agreement expires? She'll be upset, and she'll definitely be angry with Jungkook. What if she finds out that your relationship with him is fake? Will she be able to take that kind of blow? You shuddered at the thought.
You heard your grandmother calling you on the phone, because you had been thinking for too long. You said you were tired and wanted to rest. Grandma understood what you were saying and almost immediately afterwards, saying that she loved you and was grateful for everything you and Jungkook had done for her, she hung up.
You closed your eyes again, enjoying your bath, trying not to think about Jungkook, but it was not working. Moments from the morning and the past times you'd been together with him kept flashing through your mind. Your insides felt like they were being mixed a spoon when you involuntarily remembered how he entered you, what words he whispered to you. How he made you feel the best orgasm that no one before him had ever given you. You ran up to your feet, and your knees immediately touched the air, which was cool against the water.
You opened your eyes and looked at your feet. How do you stop thinking about him? But just as you were about to do so, his name appeared on your phone screen. Your heart lurched somewhere in your throat, but you ignored it and picked up the phone without wasting any time.
"Hello," you answered the call, trying to keep your tone even.
"Is the kitten busy?" you heard Jungkook's voice say. He sounded soft and playful. You immediately realized that he was calling for a reason. You had just seen him twenty minutes ago. He had a lot to do, which meant he was calling with a specific purpose.
"I'm taking a bath, what do you want?" you asked, sharper than you meant to.
"Oh... if I can video call you?" Jungkook asked. And his low voice made your body react in a way you didn't want it to. A subtle throbbing started between your legs. If you were really a couple, you'd let him call and make him wish he was around. But you won't give him that privilege because your relationship is fake. You clicked your tongue in irritation.
"Jungkook, say what you want or I'm hanging up," you warned, forcing him to get to the point of the call. You sat down, wrapping your arms around your knees.
"You shouldn't have said no, but I'm calling for a reason. Kitten, take a bath, put on something nice. In 15 minutes my manager will come to pick you up, I need you in the office."
You froze, trying to understand what Jungkook had just said.
"You mean in the office? Why?" you wondered.
"I'll explain when you get there," you heard him say. You were not satisfied with this answer. You really felt exhausted and had no desire to go anywhere else.
"We just got here, Jungkook, I'm tired after the trip, can I come tomorrow?" you asked, protesting but hoping that he didn't have a serious reason for your visit.
"No kitten, you need to be here in exactly half an hour." he replied in a tone that didn't accept objections. You exhaled a doomed breath, you saw no point in arguing with them, seemed like it had some to do with the deal, but he didnโ€™t say it right away. And it was pissing you off.
"What should I wear?" you asked, trying to figure out what he needed you for in the office. And to avoid another argument over your appearance.
"Dress like we're going on a date," Jungkook told you. A date? He wants you to go on a date?
"I usually wear a t-shirt and jeans, is that okay?" your voice was filled with irony.
"If you feel comfortable wearing those clothes to an expensive restaurant, then sure, you can dress like a kitten," Jungkook replied. You heard him smile slightly. You exhaled nervously into the phone again. Of course, if this is a date with Jungkook, it will be an expensive restaurant and definitely media attention. So you need to dress nice and expensive.
"Okay, I'll be ready in 15 minutes." you promised.
"I'm waiting for you," he said happily.
You were the first to hang up and groaned, throwing the phone on the table. You wanted to rest so badly, but Jungkook had already ruined your plans with his "fake date."
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At the entrance, right in front of the front door, you spotted a black car waiting for you. Spotlessly clean, with tinted windows, it looked luxurious. Jungkook's manager, a serious man who didn't seem to know how his face muscles worked, stood by the car. As soon as you approached, he bowed slightly, greeted you, introduced himself as Manager Lee Ji-hyun, and opened the back door for you.
You greeted back and got inside, carefully tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. Inside, there was a subtle scent of leather and expensive perfume. Manager Lee silently took the driver's seat and drove off without another word.
You drove in silence for a while. You were checking your phone, and for some reason you were nervous at the thought of visiting Jungkook's office and after that going on a date afterwards.
The car drove smoothly onto the main road, the manager was silent. He certainly didn't have to entertain you, but his silence weighed on your shoulders. To break the silence, you tried to find out why you had to go to the Jungkook.
"Excuse me," you said, "Do you know why I need to go to Jungkook's office urgently..." in the rearview mirror, you met Manager Lee's attentive gaze. And thinking that you had called Chunguk informally, you quickly added, "Jungkook-nim?"
"Jungkook-nim will personally explain everything to you," he replied politely, without adding anything else.
You sighed slightly and leaned back. You stopped talking to him. Manager Lee seemed like a man who would not disobey an order even under pressure.
Fifteen minutes later, the car pulled up smoothly to the huge โ€˜Jeon Groupโ€™ building. It looked like a glass tower that almost reached the clouds. It looked like dozens of similarly successful companies, but for some reason it seemed special. It was typical, but it stood out from the crowd.
Manager Lee silently drove into the underground parking lot, deftly maneuvering among the expensive cars. As soon as you parked, he got out, walked around the car, and gave you a short nod, inviting you to follow him.
You hurried after him across the large gray parking lot to the elevator. He pressed a special button, and a few seconds later the doors opened in front of you. The elevator was spacious, with mirrored walls and golden panels on the sides. You felt a little dizzy-not only because of the height you were going up, but also because of the tension inside you.
You did not meet a single person. It was obvious that this was a private elevator used only by executives. Your pulse was racing with each floor you passed. When the doors finally opened, you were greeted by a spacious reception area, elegant and restrained in gray and white.
Behind the desk sat the receptionist, a young woman with perfect hair and a professional smile. When she saw you, she raised her eyebrows in interest and greeted you warmly, quickly looking you up and down. Manager Lee informed the secretary that you were here to see CEO Jeon Jungkook on a personal matter.
You politely greeted her back, a little embarrassed to see her studying you. The manager did not linger in the reception area, he hurried to Jungkookโ€™s office and you intuitively followed him. The manager was the first to enter, announcing that you had arrived.
"Jungkook-nim, Y/N has arrived," you heard him officially announce.
You held your breath as you followed him into the office. You stepped inside, and your fingers involuntarily tightened on the strap of your purse. You tried to act confident.
Jungkook's gaze, which looked up from the tablet, burned you instantly. His fingers froze over the screen. His eyes...
They swallowed you whole, as if you were the only person in this entire huge office.
You nervously brushed your hair behind your ear, feeling the cream dress cling to your skin. It fit you perfectly, you knew that, but now you felt naked under his gaze.
You watched him stand up. How he took a step toward you, and you had to use an effort of will to keep yourself from stepping back. You wanted to look calm. But inside, everything was turning upside down. You didn't understand why you were reacting to him like that. Why he suddenly caused your heart to race.
You noticed Jungkook's jaw tense slightly as he slowly looked you up and down. His eyes were dark, sparkling... almost dangerous.
"Manager Lee, thank you for bringing me the Y/N. You can go now," his voice was low, vibrating, and you tried your best not to react to it.
You couldn't see, but you guessed that Manager Lee nodded and bowed. The barely audible rustle of his suit gave him away. He left and you were left with the two of you. There was a silence in the air, and you wanted to break it as soon as possible so that it wouldn't press on your ears.
"You asked me to look like we were going on a date," you said, trying to sound casual, but your voice was a little strained. You looked away, took a few steps to the side, as if you were curious to see his office. "Do I look appropriate?" I threw over my shoulder, touching my fingers to the golden rabbit statue on his desk.
There was no response. You felt his gaze on you and it literally burned you.
He came even closer, and his voice finally sounded hoarse.
"You look... dangerously appropriate." the next moment his arms slid around your waist. You felt the strength of his palms as he held you close. Your heart was beating wildly. You were frozen in place, as if you were paralyzed.
His face leaned down to your shoulder, and you felt his nose touch your skin. He inhaled your scent deeply. The sweet smell of apricots that you had chosen for yourself today seemed to appeal to him.
"Jungkook..." You whispered nervously, grabbing his hands, trying to push him away, to stop him. You were in his office, and anyone could walk in, because door was unlocked. "What are you doing? What if someone comes in?"
The answer was a kiss on the earlobe. A light bite that almost made your knees buckle.
"That's my plan..." he murmured low, his lips burning against your skin.
You turned your head, forcing yourself to keep your distance, even though his proximity was driving you crazy. Your brain was boiling.
"What do you mean?" you whispered, trying to figure out what exactly this plan was. His eyes slid to your lips, staying there long enough for you to know for sure that he wanted to kiss you.
"My mother should be here soon with Sukhi," his voice sounded almost weightless. "They wanted to pick me up to have dinner with them. But I'm busy. I'm going on a date with my girlfriend."
You were instantly filled with anger. You opened your eyes wide.
"You do it again, Jeon!" you exploded, instinctively pulling away. His hands reluctantly dropped. "Why didn't you tell me in the first place that your mother would be here?!" you crossed your arms over your chest, feeling anger and anxiety mixing inside you. You weren't ready to meet his mother at all. Not so soon. "I should to known, Jungkook! I could have at least prepared myself mentally!". Again, he confronted you with a fact.
Jungkook looked at you calmly. As calmly as if this were a completely normal situation. His eyes were sparkling. There was something... unstoppable in them.
"I knew you would react this way," he said, moving toward you.
"You knew and you are deliberately doing this to spite me?" you asked colorlessly. And then it all happened too fast. Jungkook grabbed you by the waist and pushed you against the table with a sharp movement. You gasped, and before you knew it, you felt a hard surface beneath you.
He lifted you to the edge of the table, standing between your legs, holding you tightly by the hips. His face was so close that you could feel his hot breath.
"You don't have to worry, kitten," he purred, his gaze darkened, stirring desire in you. "I'm just going to show you to your mother. It won't take more than a minute. And then we'll go..."
"I don't..." you began, but your words were lost in his sudden, passionate kiss. Jungkook's lips covered yours, leaving you no chance to escape.
You felt his arms holding you even tighter, his lips demanding more than you were ready to give. You were overcome with frenzy-sweet, intoxicating, disturbing. You felt moisture instantly soaking your underwear.
You had been in his office. You couldn't do it here. But Jungkook's touch made you forget everything but your unrestrained desire.
While enjoying Jungkook's kiss, you didn't immediately hear the office door open.
"Jungkook-ah, son..." a cold female voice said. Your heart sank to your heels. Jungkook slowly pulled away from your lips, but his arms still held you.
You could feel his chest heaving with his breath. Jungkook turned his head, and you saw them.
His mother.
And Sukhi.
They were standing in the doorway, their eyes on you.
You can't even imagine how horrible it looked in their eyes. You are sitting on the table. Jungkook is standing between your legs with his hands on your hips.
You were ready to fall through the ground. And you definitely wanted to kill Jungkook right now.
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Your anger knew no bounds. You turned away from Jungkook, who was driving and didn't seem to feel any guilt at all. The music in the Mercedes was playing, trying unsuccessfully to muffle the loud silence between you. The scene you had experienced ten minutes ago flashed in your mind over and over again.
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You abruptly jumped off the table, pushing Jungkook away. Your face was flushed red and your hands were shaking. Jungkook didn't take a step back. He just turned lazily towards the guests, and a half-smile appeared on his face, the same self-confident and impudent one that made you lose your temper every time.
"Mom," he greeted calmly, not even trying to hide his impudence. "Sukhi."
You were ready to break through the ground, you wanted to disappear. You had never felt so terrible. You looked down, thinking of the most horrible way to kill Jungkook.
Jungkook's mother looked at you sternly, her gaze icy and hard, but you didn't see it. Sukhi looked hurt and upset at first, and then a smile appeared on her face, a gloating, subtle smile. And Jungkook didn't like it, her first reaction was better suited to the situation.
"I see you're very... busy," Jungkook's mother said with icy restraint. "But Manager Lee assured me that you're free tonight."
"Yeah, mom, already a bit busy," Jungkook said without shame, putting his hand on your waist. You glared at him, wanting to slap him. "But never mind . Y/N and I were going to leave."
"Y/N..." Jungkook's mother repeated your name. Your insides clenched. You heard the soft click of her heels and unconsciously held your breath. She stopped a few steps away. "Is this the same girl that the journalists recently wrote about?" she asked, as if driving a knife into your body with every word.
Jungkook's mother looked at you, and you could almost physically feel her gaze.
"Yes, mom, it's her." you heard Sukhiโ€™s voice. "Jungkook introduced me to her at the after-party for the opening of the โ€˜Vante Maisonโ€™ boutique."
His mother didn't react to Sukhiโ€™s words. There was a moment of silence, and then Jungkook's mother said.
"Son, I understand why you're playing with this girl. She's really pretty, but you know... you need to end it. Tell Manager Lee to order a taxi for her and let's go have dinner with your future fiancรฉe..." Jungkook's mother didn't have time to finish her sentence because he interrupted her.
"Momโ€ฆ" his voice was steady, but the irritation in it was unmistakable. "I donโ€™t have a fiancรฉe. What I have is this girl โ€” and Iโ€™m not playing games with her, Iโ€™m dating her. And right now, Iโ€™m taking her on a date, so I wonโ€™t be able to go with you."
He said each word slowly, clearly, as if to finally make it sink in โ€” for both his mother and Suhee: he wasnโ€™t playing by their rules.
Jungkook grabbed your hand and pulled you toward the office exit. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
You felt Jungkook touch your thigh. Holding back your anger, you looked at his hand on your skin, and then slowly looked up at him. He glared at you, but quickly turned back to the road.
"You're mad at me, aren't you?" he said quietly, with a guilty, almost boyish smile.
"Angry?" you stared at his profile, barely restraining the urge to hit him, "Why would I be angry, huh, Jeon? Because your mother looked at me as if I were a cheap accessory to be disposed of as soon as possible?"
"Do you care about my mother's opinion?" Jungkook suddenly asked, squeezing your thigh lightly. You raised your eyebrows, not understanding what he was getting at.
"No. But..." you trailed off, catching yourself thinking that you were really upset that his mother didn't accept you.
"She wouldn't to approve you even if you weren't my fake girlfriend. She wants me to marry Sukhi. So don't take her behavior into account," Jungkook reassured you.
Those words hit you like a cold shower. Yes, you are not Jungkook's real girlfriend. It made sense that his mother didnโ€™t welcome you with open arms on the doorstep โ€” youwere just an obstacle in her family's big plans. You turned away. Why do you feel humiliated by this situation?
"Just warn me about your damned antics next time. I'm tired of improvise," you grunted, hiding your emotions behind your irritation.
"Okay," he replied seriously. "Next time I'll tell you right away. Although," his lips slipped into a half-smile, "you're not bad at improvising, today, for example, you were so good to keep silence."
"Gosh, just shut up," you couldn't stand his insolence. You pushed his hand away, and Jungkook didn't like it. He gave a sideways glare at you. You sat with your arms crossed and looked straight ahead. Your eyebrows remained furrowed in displeasure.
A few minutes later, you pulled up to the restaurant. Jungkook parked the car. You was looking at the expensive place and only now did it dawn on you that you had come here for a fake first date.
"Umgg.." you squeezed out. Now you felt sadness mixed with irritation, but you'd have to smile and act like Jungkook's happy girl. He turned to you.
"If you don't want to go inside, I can take you home," he offered. You could hear the tension in his voice. He didn't seem to like your mood, but whose fault was that?
You asked him without turning your head.
"Can I really refuse? Or is it your voluntary and forced choice again?" you said sarcastically. Jungkook nervously leaned back in his car seat, his posture relaxed, though his eyes said he wasn't in the mood to play right now.
"Do you want to refuse?" he asked in a serious tone that sent a chill down your spine. You finally turned your face to him.
"Yes, I do, I don't want to play your lucky pleasure toy," you said. Jungkook moved forward sharply, and in a matter of seconds he closed the distance between you. He leaned on the armrest and looked at you with a piercing gaze.
"Are you sure?" he asked in a low voice that made your pulse quicken. You glanced at his lips in betrayal and then quickly returned to his eyes. It was no more than a second, but Jungkook caught it. He was attentive to every detail about you.
"Yes," you said firmly, without any hesitation. "Take me home. I don't want to go on a date with you." Jungkook was angry. He didn't look away. His jaw tensed, and a fire flashed in his eyes that you'd seen before, the one that appeared when he wasn't going to give in.
And then, unexpectedly, he leaned in even closer, so close that your breath hitched.
"It's a pity you don't want to. Because I've already decided that you're staying," his voice sounded dull, low, dangerous. His hand took you sharply, but not roughly, by the chin, forcing you to look directly into his eyes. You grabbed his hand and threw it away.
"You offered to drive me if I didn't want to go. I don't want to," you repeated again. "And don't grab me like that. I'm not your property..." you said, your voice trembling with anger.
Jungkook froze for a moment. His lips were pressed into a thin line. Then he silently unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car. You followed his figure with your eyes, realizing that he was walking to your door. He opened it and leaned towards you. You stared in surprise at his face, which was close. He also released your body from the seatbelt, and before you could get a word in edgewise, he grabbed your arm and pulled you outside. Jungkook closed the car door and pushed you against it. His strong body pressed against yours felt good. Jungkook almost kissed you, keeping his lips within touching distance.
"Am I so unpleasant to you that you refuse to go out with me?" he asked, purring against your lips. You watched his lips move in awe. The way the piercing on his lower lip glistened.
"No..." you said the truth, mesmerized by his closeness, "it's just that my mood has gone to hell," you said quietly, holding his elbows.
"I can lift it very easily, you know that..." he whispered, touching your cheek with his nose. He was driving you crazy with his actions. Your heart melted and you couldn't be angry with him anymore. "Where should I lift it up for you in the car, or in the restaurant's restroom?" he asked playfully. He looked at you, and his eyes were full of undisguised desire.
You swallowed the lump in your throat, feeling a slight wave of excitement run through your body. You glanced behind him. There were a lot of people near the restaurant and in the restaurant itself. You didn't see anyone looking at you, but it was definitely was.
"Jungkook," you tried to increase the distance between your faces, "there are a lot of people here..."
Jungkook looked into your eyes and smiled, pleased that you were reacting more calmly.
"Itโ€™s not just crowded here โ€” there are also journalists who would be thrilled to write yet another article about our relationship." he said, kissing you lightly on the corner of your mouth. You instinctively closed your eyes, and when you realized he wasn't going to continue, you opened them.
"Did you take care of it? I think I will get a new portions hateful comments. Some people wrote that you have a taste problem." you said, smiling slightly. You remembered one of the comments under those articles where you were first called Jungkook's mistress. And that comment was not the most offensive.
"They must have a problem with their eyesight if they think I have no taste," Jungkook said irritably, his eyebrows furrowing. You bit your lips to hide the smile provoked by Jungkook's response.
"Maybe you have really bad taste?" you joked, "come on, I can tell you that if you tell me your ideal type."
"You" Jungkook answered immediately. The smile that had been frozen on your face slipped away. You felt something invisible squeezing your chest.
"Me?" you couldn't believe your ears. This can't be happening. He's just trying to play on your feelings. He's manipulating you to stop being angry with him.
"You heard me, kitten. You're my perfect type of girl," Jungkook assured you. He touched your cheek with the back of his hand. He stroked it lightly, savoring your confusion, "But your temper is a nightmare," he smiled slyly. He's a master at ruining a good moment.
"Idiot..." you said quietly, turning your head away. Jungkook laughed heartily. You were outraged by what he said about your character, because you thought you were a person of good character. Jungkook squeezed you tighter in his arms and leaned over, touching your forehead.
"But I have to admit that your character is a real challenge for me, and I love challenges."
You sighed, trying not to give in to the emotions he was stirring up in you. His closeness was intoxicating. His words were irritatingly pleasant. But you couldn't afford to lose control again.
"Let's go, I'm hungry." you ignored his words, hiding the real emotions.
"Yes, kitten, we'll go, but first, a convincing gesture that we're a couple," Jungkook said, and the next moment he touched your lips. His tongue unceremoniously burst into your mouth, demonstrating his superiority.
You felt your heart clench sharply. Jungkook was so confident that even his kiss seemed dominant, but there was no violence in it, only a deafening, slightly unbridled heat. You couldn't just pull away, even though you knew it would hurt your control. He seemed to know exactly how to exploit all your weaknesses.
You responded to him, trying to control yourself, but his bent body, his heat permeating every cell of your skin, made it difficult. When the kiss broke, you did your best not to look too confused.
"Now let's go, Jin will feed you the most delicious food in Seoul," Jungkook said as he intertwined your fingers. So this luxurious restaurant, โ€˜Nocturneโ€™, belongs to Jin. The guy you met at the afterparty.
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The entrance to the restaurant was luxurious. The warm light inside created a cozy atmosphere The interior was decorated in delicate pastel colors, dominated by shades of pink - from muted powdery to deeper, rich colors.
The walls were covered with soft light panels with textured plaster, and abstract paintings in a pink gradient hung between them. The silky tablecloths reflected the light, and each table had a small vase of peonies and tea roses.
The hostess - a tall, slender girl in a stylish black dress with a pale pink belt - came to you almost instantly as soon as you crossed the threshold. Her face lit up when she saw Jungkook.
"Jungkook-nim," she bowed slightly, smiling. "It's good to see you again. It's been a while." It was obvious that he was a frequent visitor here, and it was not surprising, since it was his friend's restaurant. The hostess gave you a brief, attentive glance, after which her smile became even warmer, but with a touch of professional politeness. "Please, let me show you to the best table."
She led you past several tables set up near tall windows, behind which the lights of the evening city shimmered slightly, and to a table in a secluded corner of the room, a little away from the other guests. The table was covered with a pink tablecloth, and napkins with the restaurant's embroidered initials were already waiting for them.
"Your waiter will be with you in a moment," the hostess said and politely left.
You looked around. Less than a minute later, a young waiter approached you with a tablet in his hands. He was a little nervous when he met Jungkook's eyes and quickly bowed.
"Good evening. My name is Jihoon, and I'll be serving you tonight. What would you like to order?"
"Can you have Kim Seokjin serve me and my girlfriend the best romantic dinner possible?" Jungkook replied calmly, not needing a menu. The young man became even more nervous, but smiled as he bowed.
"I will pass on your request to our chef. Do you have any special requests for drinks?"
"No, Jihoon, no need for additional drinks. Just serve what will be best for this dinner," Jungkook said, his voice low and calm, as if he controlled every movement in the space.
The waiter nodded and, with another quick bow, quickly left.
You glanced around the room and noticed that there were a lot of people in the restaurant. You looked around the interior for a moment longer, and then turned your head to Jungkook, and he was already looking at you, with a mysterious smile on his lips.
"What?" you asked, reservedly.
"Nothing... I just thought I've never brought a girl here before. You're the first."
You arched an eyebrow, not believing what he was saying.
"Why didn't you bring a girl here? Were you afraid Jin would see how many of them were?" you scoffed.
"Not for that reason. He already knows how many there were. And it's not dozens, as you think." Jungkook replied, putting his hands on the table and locking them. You still didn't believe him.
"Then what's the reason?" you asked sincerely. He shrugged and then looked away, sliding his gaze across the hall.
"Probably because this place is special to me. It's connected to the real me. With my best friend. I didn't want to share something so personal with someone else."
Jungkook's words impressed you. You felt special and you couldn't help but like it. The fact that he had shared something personal with you caused a warm wave in your chest. But the part of you that was used to not trusting him made itself known.
"Why did you want to share with me?" you asked, arching an eyebrow.
"Because I learned something about you yesterday, and it wouldn't be fair of me if I didn't do the same," he answered, smiling slightly. You looked at him for a long few seconds. You understood perfectly well what he was talking about. Jungkook recognized your personal trauma related to your mother, and he wanted to share something personal with you as well. For example, he wanted to take you to a special place for him, where no one from his circle except his friends ever goes.
You didn't know what to say, because you were pleasantly surprised by his behavior, which was new to you. Jungkook was becoming more and more unlike the Jungkook you knew as a neighbor.
You were saved from the awkwardness that arose between you by Jin, the chef of this luxurious restaurant, who was rapidly approaching your table. You noticed him first, and smiled at his cheerful mood. Jungkook noticed your gaze shift and turned around.
"Did you really bring your girlfriend to my restaurant?" asked Jin, smiling and opening his arms to hug his friend. Jungkook stood up and for some reason you stood up too. They hugged each other like family.
"Yes, Jin-hyun. I thought she should know who cooks the best food in Seoul," Jungkook said as he let go of Jin. Jin bowed slightly to you, and you bowed back.
"It's good to see you, Y/N. Now I can definitely see that Jungkook-ah is serious about you," he leaned in, pressing his hands to his lips as if he wanted to share a secret, but he said it so Jungkook could hear it, "he's never brought a girl here, he's not the dating type."
You smiled sweetly, tucking a lock of hair behind your ear.
"I'm really glad that Jungkook brought me to you, Jin-shi. and wants to go a date with me. It makes me feel special," you lied, you turned your gaze to Jungkook and met his attentive gaze. You could barely stop yourself from raising your eyebrows in surprise. He looked at you almost without blinking, with a mesmerized gaze. Your heart skipped a beat, why was he staring like that?
"It would be my honor to prepare a romantic dinner for you. I will choose the best dishes and won't keep you waiting long. I hope you enjoy it," Jin said sincerely. He put his hand on Jungkook's shoulder, pulling him away from you.
"We sure will," Jungkook said.
Jin went to the kitchen, and right after he left, a waiter brought you a white semi-sweet wine. He poured you two glasses and wished you a pleasant evening and left. Jungkook grabbed a glass and you followed suit.
"Cheers to us," Jungkook suggested. You smiled tensely.
"To our deal. For it to work," you added. Jungkook nodded and the sound of glass diluted the noise around you. You took a few sips and the flavor of the grapes blossomed on your tongue. You noticed that Jungkook was staring at you and tried to act calm. But it wasn't working out well. You were nervous about his piercing gaze today.
"Relax, kitten, you look so tense, it's just dinner," Jungkook suddenly said as he put his glass on the table. He noticed your tense state and you didn't like it. You need to control your body language better. You really need to relax, but Jungkook is the direct cause of your tension. His behavior makes your heart beat faster, and it makes you feel strange.
"I'd be more relaxed if you weren't eating me up with your eyes," you said as casually as you could. You took another sip of wine, instinctively hiding behind the glass.
Jungkook laughed, his eyes still on you, a soft laugh with a hint of amusement. You realized that he was really enjoying the fact that he could embarrass you so much. He dodged a direct answer, but you saw his lips turn up slightly at the corners.
"I'm not eating you. I'm just... admiring," he said, almost a whisper, and his gaze softened, but it made you lose control even more "It's hard to look away when looking at a woman like that."
Your cheeks lit up, and you instantly looked away. Was the wine starting to take effect, or was it him? It seems that today Jungkook decided to attack you with emotions, not words. And you were completely unprepared for it.
"Are you trying to throw compliments at me, hoping for something after dinner?" you asked ironically. He burst out laughing again.
"Doesn't a date end with sex after a romantic dinner?" he answered with a question, making his voice seductively playful. You hummed, unconsciously, pressing your thighs together. The thought of having sex with Jungkook after your fake date was already burning red in your head. You wonder to yourself how he can make you feel this uncontrollable desire. To be honest, you hope that this is how your evening will end, but you can't show it to him. There's no way Jungkook can find out that you want to have sex with him.
"Seems like all your dates end this way, huh? Hate to disappoint you, but for normal people โ€” it doesnโ€™t always go like this," you said sarcastically. Jungkook raised his eyebrows, looking surprised.
"Really? That's so boring," he said. You gave a short laugh.
"It's not boring," you argued. "Decent people don't have sex after the first date," you said indignantly. Jungkook was enjoying your conversation, his eyes burning with curiosity.
"You've never had sex on a first date?" he asked, smiling broadly, and sipped his wine. You raised your eyebrows.
"Never! I don't sleep with men I barely know," your answer made Jungkook's eyes light up. He leaned back in his chair and looked at you slyly, as if you had just told a lie.
"You hardly knew me either when we first had sex. But you slept with me anyway," he said, watching your reaction closely. You froze, not expecting such words.
"We've known each other for a long time..." you began uncertainly, trying to justify yourself, but Jungkook interrupted you. He leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table.
"I..." you trailed off, swallowing your indecision along with the bitterness in your chest. "It was different. You wanted sex as payment for a favor, and... I was... in a very difficult position at the time."
Jungkook was listening intently, but he didn't seem satisfied with your explanation. He raised his eyebrows slightly and pursed his lips, as if to suggest that your answer was just an attempt to escape the truth.
"So you only agreed because you had no choice?" he asked quietly, but his voice was a mixture of resentment and curiosity. He wasn't angry, no. But you felt that he was waiting for something more. Maybe even sincerity.
"Um..." you really didn't know what to say. In fact, you agreed because you wanted to. If you hadn't been attracted to Jungkook, you wouldn't have even let him touch you. "Yes," you lied. You were afraid to tell him openly that you liked him. "You threatened to make my life in the neighborhood terrible." You remembered what he said.
Jungkook tilted his head. He couldn't believe that you didn't want him as much as he wanted you. From the first day you met him, he could feel the sexual tension between you and he knew, that you felt it too.
"And the other times?" he asked, "you also had no choice?"
You felt a heat run up your spine. You felt hot, and you wanted to end this topic as soon as possible.
"We actually talked about dating," you tried to change the subject. Jungkook smiled, he could see how nervous you were, and it made him feel hot.
Jungkook didn't look away. His smile became slow, almost lazy, and there was something predatory and alluring about it.
"Yes, we talked about dating..." he trailed off, as if savoring every word. His voice became low and deep, and you caught him trying to suppress a subtle laugh. "You're contradicting yourself. You assurer that you don't have sex with men at first date, because you donโ€™t know his well, but you agreed to have sex with me, a man you barely knew," Jungkook summarized.
"You don't take into account the circumstances under which I agreed," you said, unhappy, clutching your glass involuntarily.
"No, you're just not the good girl you want to appear to be," Jungkook said, still smiling slyly. Your eyes widened in shock, indignation, and... anger. Who was he to make such a judgment about you?
Jungkook stood up, put his chair next to yours, and sat down, boldly and brazenly violating your personal space. As always, without asking permission. His knee touched yours. And you seemed to be frozen.
He leaned closer, so close that you could feel his warm breath sliding across your cheek. His voice was low, muffled, dangerously slow.
"You act like you're only interested in control, only in rules... But your eyes tell me more than you want to. You want to be exposed. To have your soul bared."
You held your breath.
His fingers touched your wrist. Gently. Barely. But it was enough to make your body tense.
"You're the kind of person who's afraid of their desires, but dreams of someone guessing them. For someone... to stop you from running away from yourself." His gaze did not let go. Warm, but commanding. Piercing. He slid his fingers down the outside of your thigh, over the fabric of your skirt, slowly, steadily, as if he were testing how far he could go without saying a word.
You gulped in a breath, your heart beating with double the force. His touch was light, but a wave was already rising inside you.
"Look at you," his voice was barely audible, almost a whisper, sliding over you like silk. "You're trembling because you want me to touch you..."
You tried to say something, but the words dissolved in his breath. He leaned in even closer and gently touched your lips-not with a kiss, but with a seduction.
"In fact, you love sex and are ready to sleep with a man on the first date if you like him. You're ready to suck his cock like any whore's canโ€™t do, and let him have you completely and totally. You have a lot of hidden kinks that affect you and you don't mind exploring even more perversions if you're comfortable with your partner."
Jungkook's every word is like a blow to your solar plexus. You forget how to breathe. Your lips are slightly parted, and you see his eyes slide over them before meeting yours again. The look in Jungkook's eyes is one of confidence, of being right, and fuck, he's right. He good learned you and it scares.
"I'm not..." you wanted to argue, but your voice was shaking.
"Yes, you are," Jungkook replied quietly, his voice a dangerous, pleasant whisper. "You agreed to have sex with me, barely knowing me, because you're attracted to me, kitten." He slid his hand down under the skirt of your dress.
You felt your stomach clench with tension, and then he gently spread his warmth down. It seemed that he was not penetrating your skirt, but your skin.
You felt him touch your underwear. The pulse between your legs increased and moisture began to leak out.
"I can finger fuck you under the table right now and you wouldn't mind... that's how bad you are," he whispered in your ear. His breath burned your skin.
His fingers slid down to your thighs, pushed the edge of your thong away... and touched your most sensitive spot. At first hesitantly, teasingly, as if studying you. His middle finger slid along your wet slit, and you almost screamed.
You squeezed his hand with your legs, not stopping him, but rather pressing him closer. Your hand instinctively grabbed his wrist, and your cheek rested on his shoulder.
"Jungkook..." you whispered, chained by both fear and excitement. "The journalists... they..."
"They won't," his voice was hoarse, hard, almost angry. "I've chosen the perfect angle. Now, be quiet and obey."
He pressed harder, his thumb slowly beginning to draw circles on your clit, sensitively, without rushing, making you clench. The other two fingers penetrated deeper, stretching, pulsing inside you.
"So wet..." he breathed out, and his tongue touched your earlobe. You felt your whole body tremble.
He was taking his time. He was torturing you, corrupting every inch of you.
"Come on, kitten... Feel it. I want you to come here. For me."
A few smooth strokes, then a change of rhythm - faster, deeper - and then slowly again... He played you like an instrument.
You could feel your body being filled with waves. Each touch was like a flash. Your internal muscles began to tremble. You couldn't breathe.
His voice was the last push:
"You are my bad girl. Whoring under the table is your new name. Cum for me, kitten."
You clenched around his fingers, your body merged into one climactic wave, you gasped for breath, moaned softly, digging your fingers into his shirt. Your clit throbbed, a few more soft touches and you crumbled, helpless and trembling.
Jungkook kept his eyes on you. His fingers were still touching you-softly, gently, almost tenderly, as if they were calming your storm. Then he slowly pulled his hand out from under your skirt. He took a glass, took a sip, and said calmly:
"See?" his voice was softer but still deep, "You just came on my fingers." You clenched your jaw. A wave of shame and desire mixed in your chest, making your heart beat faster. "You want me even when you're not supposed to. Even when there are people around. And you hardly know me, so don't lie to yourself."
He leaned down and lightly touched your lips with his. He tasted each of your lips in turn, and finally pulled away with a reverent gesture. He sat up straight, as if nothing had happened.
Jungkook took another sip of wine, his eyes never leaving yours. There was everything in his gaze: triumph, desire, possession.
But you couldn't say anything. Your breathing hadn't steadied yet, and your heart was pounding in your chest as if it wanted to jump out.
Your legs trembled a little, and you tried your best to sit upright, even though you were still pulsing wave after wave inside. You clenched your jaw, trying to pull yourself together. Your hot cheeks gave you away.
And at that very moment, the waiter approached your table with a slight bend and a professional smile.
"Your appetizers," he said, placing the plates on the table. You tried your best not to look at Jungkook and not to give yourself away. You just took the glass of wine and took a sip, hiding the trembling of your lips.
"Thanks," Jungkook said calmly, as if nothing had happened. He pushed the plate over to you and whispered very quietly, keeping his eyes on you:
"Now, pretend to eat while your body still remembers my fingers."
You almost choked on the wine, but you gathered your strength. The smile on your lips was nervous, but your eyes were burning with... desire. And shame.
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kikikoifish ยท 11 days ago
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Roxanne Wolf Is So Pookie Guys
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I made this for a little project for my pookie wookie moot ๐Ÿซถโœจ๏ธ I love drawing her sassy she's SO FUN HEHEHEHE
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Alternate version without the white background and me yapping under the cut ๐Ÿคญโœจ๏ธ
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I blame @tuneless for my desire to keep drawing Roxy, she is so baby girl. HONESTLY THEY'RE ALL BABY GIRL ARGHHSJFNFNF
I need to finish a WIP where I had the whole Faz Gang together in a funny pose but I didn't get far because it's SO HARD ARGGSHDBDN ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ Why did I have to choose such difficult poses for them ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’” I'll try and finish that soon though!!
I also have an idea for a really spoopy Deltarune Chapter 4 project, I did a sketch in my notebook for it today and it's lowkey really cool, I'm hyped :00 Have no idea when I'll finish it though ๐Ÿ’€ I might want to finish the WIPs I have right now before starting new ones... (I have like 3 main WIPs to work on and a bazillion smaller ones I have no idea if I'll ever finish them. I mean, at least I don't have art block...? ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿซข)
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usahanna ยท 20 days ago
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While i was playing CH3 i took multiple breaks between saves and wrote down my first impressions and immediate reactions to some bits of the chapter. I thought that would make me remember the experience more while i took in the story. I just wanted to share them for posterity xp
intro with the tv static got me giggling like a schoolgirl
Dude i love the way the couch is drawn
So Susie's not gonna question how we got here alright
I DIDN'T EXPECT THE LOREDROP TOWARDS SUSIE THIS SOON WHAT
Her talksprites... oh susie
DARKER THAN DARK CHAIR!!!!!!
FUCKING. ENDOGENY???????
IMAGE_FRIEND JUMPSCARE MOTHERFUCKER WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE
Ohh the escapism themes are coming in heavy. Ralsei please we're not even 15 minutes in :')
I might've screamed when Tenna appeared btw
DUDE WHAT TH FUCK HIS SPRITES. HIS ANIMATIONS. HE'S 3D!!!!!!
I KNOW IT'S SUPPOSED TO MIMIC EARLY 3D ANIMATONS BUT HIS MOVEMENTS REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF THE HYLICS ART STYLE IM GOING TO DIE???????
THAT GODDAMN COWBOY AD. I SEE YOU.
Mike.
Fuck what a bombastic intro
IS THIS JUST TLOZ????? IM CRYING EVERYONE LOOKS ADORABLE
I might have witnessed a divorce live
Tenna mentioned something about a mailman. I know who you are. I don't trust you.
The fact that ralsei follows you around because he doesn't know what else to do ๐Ÿ˜ญ
And just when i was getting good at the cooking game the game ends ๐Ÿ’” okay
Green room :3
Oh i guess i can play the cooking game again
Mannn the different variants of rude buster go so hard!!!
Tenna mentions he doesn't know if kris likes him or not.. i wonder if it's because what spamton told them? Or because they stopped using the TV and tenna's unsure why that happened
Susie connecting with tenna... I don't know how i feel about this
I don't like him ๐Ÿ–•
When you take a picture of rouxls in the second round it takes away points ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
SUSIE WITH A RIBBOOONNNN ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿฉท๐Ÿ’œ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’œ
Dude im seriously loving the interactions between the fun gang in these games
The Shuttah encounter was sooo cool omg it's probably one of my favorite enemies after the werewires!
IS ROUXLS A HOMEWRECKEoh nvm they're a polycule now
Yayy rhythm minigameDID YOU JUST NAMEDROP DECEMBER????????????
Got an S rank ๐Ÿ’œ i knew being obsessed with FNF was going to pay off at some point
* Okay!
BREAKING NEWS FROM UNDERTALE OST?????
"Not everyone liked the change, some people left. Of course that was in the days of black and white" ๐Ÿ‘๏ธ๐Ÿ‘๏ธ
Ok so: i replayed the second round because i didn't finish the first minigame from the S Rank Room (WHOSE MUSIC HAS "A REAL BOY" IN IT????) i reloaded a save file i made just in case (thank god) and? what?? do you mean???? ice key????????
It's an Ice Palace. Of course it's an Ice Palace.
"It all started with an ice spell" or whatever the fuck it said but DUDE???????
That's supposed to be Noelle isn't it..
COWBOY PROGRAM YOU SAY??????
Asgore watching those shows with Kris when they were a child sitting on his leg as he bounced them.. stop the hype im crying now
Susie with a dinosaur onesie :3
TORIEL. AND SHE HAS QUEEN ATTIRE ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Ohhh so tenna IS sad about not being used anymore i see. Damn .
Okay i said i didn't trust him before but seeing him desperate makes me feel bad
oh god he's coming OH GOD HES C
There's a specific sprite of Tenna I can't wait to see in a million billion pfps
COWBOY MINIGAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STARWALKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TV Slop canon in deltarune btw
I love the art in the TV Rooms so much GOSHH
.............. PIPIS ??????
* The Dealmaker moves
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Had to take a minute here because. Oh my god. Oh my fucking god
THEY WERE GAY LOVERS???????????????
Weather duo divorced Rouxls and started dating starwalker now ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ okay
So. Are we witnessesing this guy go crazy like spamton and jevil .
WHAAATTT HAPPENED TO THE LOBBY..
Everyone in this dark world are so Aware of the light world, it's possibly the most aware Darkners have been about their surroundings
Ramb :(
BRO DEAR GOD I ACCIDENTALLY KILLED SUSIE AND RALSEI IN THE FINAL S ROOM MINIGAME AND KRIS FLINCHED AND TRIED TO LOOK AWAY ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ WORST OF ALL THAT'S THE ONLY WAY TO PROGRESS
Oh! That's. That's the bunker. In the minigame .
WE'RE IN??
friend jumpscare. multiple ones......
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Yeah FRIEND is def a cat
Hmmm. Tiny kris coming out of the screen and scaring kris. I donf like that.
I'm so sorry bro i didn't want scare you IM SO SORRY
Susie comes in to save the day again ๐Ÿฅบ
ShadowMantle acquired โ˜‘๏ธ and it was all for fucking nothing because i couldn't find the secret boss
FIRST EVER DESS AND ASRIEL SPRITES
Hmmmmm who else cried at susie's story โœ‹ fuck
Tenna is.. a good guy?
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JESUS CHRIST NEVERMIND HE'S DEAD
ROARING KNIGHT????????? IN THE FLESH JUST LIKE THAT?????????
UNDYNE????????
The fountain is still open.
No fucking way we're going in the bunker next chapter, holy fuck
TGATS THE END???
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numberonetacostan ยท 2 months ago
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RAAAHHHH HAI AGAIN LOOMY MY POOKIE ๐Ÿ˜ผ๐Ÿ˜ผ๐Ÿ˜ผ (It's ok btw if ya don't wanna be called "pookie" ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ)
Again I dunno what mepad ship to request ๐Ÿ’” but ya could choose this time too [I like surprises bru I'm sorry ๐Ÿ’”] ^^ (ALSO I'M SO SORRY I CAN'T STOP DRAWING UR OC SHE'S JUST TOO CUTE LIKE AGHHHH THE SKRUNKLY๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ)
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And a bonus taco doodle๐Ÿ˜ผโ€ผ๏ธ
Also the cubic looking oc is mine ๐Ÿค‘๐Ÿค‘
(Little note tho the red text is saying "SKRUNKLY SPOTTED!!!" if ya couldn't read my ugly ahh writing ๐Ÿ’” also tac)
Hi Star!!^^ Welcome back, and thank you for sending in your request!! :] And you art!!!! :D It me again!!!! X3c I love how you draw Tea Bag so much it's so CUTE!!! :D I don't mind being called Pookie! I noticed you put me on your "pookie list" and my friend clarified to me that was like a list of buddies and I'm cool with that!! Not only do I already consider all the people who follow my account friends, but also you draw my objectsona, and are a fellow genderqueer lesbian so we have a kinship! :)
This isn't for a specific Mepad ship, so please feel free to use this on whoever you want Mepad to love at any given moment, but consider him enjoying talking and being in the presence of someone so much that he forgets to mind his battery power. They're in the middle of their fourth sleepover in a row when his screen suddenly goes black and he passes out because he didn't charge himself. It would be cute after the initial terror <3.
[OJPad] This could again in theory apply to anyone, but OJ is one of the very few contestants that would probably use an alarm to wake up, since not many of them would really need to be up at a certain time. So, Mepad being a mepad could just set an alarm for them on himself. This is efficient and functional! Unfortunately, it also often results in OJ slapping him in the face multiple times when he's blindly reaching to turn off the alarm. They end up switching to an analog clock.
[Tacopad] So, I've been very clear on my enjoyment for my headcanon of Mepad liking it when Taco is rough with him. He finds it very attractive. Contrary to this, though, Mepad does not like it when Taco is a bit rough with other objects, non-living ones that is. She'll tend to scratch things or grip them too hard when she gets frustrated, and he always reminds her to be gentle with them. It's one thing for her to be rougher with him, since he happily consents, but he feels bad for whatever object she's breaking/crinkling, etc.
[Toipad] Fuck it, very much not able to happen in canon, but it would be cute if Toilet and Mepad did little secret video calls after he gets fired. Toilet talks so loud that Mepad has to turn his volume almost all the way down so he doesn't get caught. Toilet tells Mepad what's going on in his life and Mepad tells him that Cobs is trying to trick him. Toilet cartoon silliness-es his way into killing Steve Cobs. He did it. He saved Inanimate Insanity.
[Micropad] Cute little earbud sharing, but Mic has both earbuds in and they're plugged into Mepad. They chilling. She's sharing her music with him, he's enjoying listen and having her lean on him, they can wiggle their feet in sync to each other and the music!!
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wyntercherrii ยท 2 months ago
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Since Animal jam is normalized and I won't get harassed for playing it anymore,,,
I made Old order looks on it a year or 2 ago!!
Gabriel
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(He was the hardest to get things fitting on him with any animal but when I got the goat out oh my GOD he wore it well)
Ellegaard
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(I didn't even have the pilot hat despite everyone else having it and people were selling them for a lot (like usual with any item not worth much) so my friend just gave me it, it's literally worthless ๐Ÿ˜ญ)
Ivor
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(Hes so silly sorry I genuinely wanted a good look for my Capybara and always saw Ivor as a type of rodent, so win win??? I like how he looks hehehehehe)
Magnus
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(Genuinely wanted to have him as a hyena SO BAD because AJ Hyenas match his personality so well??? Went straight to work but lowkey wish the hyenas weren't so hard to stylize,,, like what do you mean part of the hair Rips off with a hat item (which would be amazing but it looks so weird that only the head part tears off and eughhh,,, otherwise I would've given him a crown of bones because it fits him so well)
Soren
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When the beard came out; I KNEW I had to make Soren, he's the whole reason I made the order on AJ!! I freaked out so much when the beard did come out and finally got a pair myself when the hype died out,, I saw a picture of someone wearing it on the new lions (they were new at the time) and I lowkey thought "SORENNN" (a few friends were joking saying "don't let wynter see this" and KFJSIDBAJSJ) so I bought the lion when it was on sale and made the outfit!! :)
I also have Magnus and Gabriel kitties,,, I wanna get ones for the whole order but haven't been lucky with them (fun fact; I got Gabriel myself and dudeeee I WAS SCREAMING BECAUSE OF ALL THE POSSIBILITIES OF THE PET AND COLORS??? THE EYES TOO I WANT THEM ALL TO HAVE THE SAME EYES)
The Magnus one I saw someone selling for a nice price and got him :3
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andddd the master block I got from an art trade + my old mp (I made it before the painting program got the update it did, I could only undo once, no good eraser, no layers, no hex codes, no nothin ๐Ÿ’” genuinely don't bully me for it I've been bullied enough by an ex friend ๐Ÿ˜ž
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(Wonder what my favorite animal is jfc ๐Ÿ˜ญ)
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tare-anime ยท 8 months ago
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This lovely art from @aerequets really aligned with one of my HCs about how Yor's past will be revealed to us:
The three of them unexpectedly meet at one mission. Maybe Twilight was trying to find information, Yor was doing her mission, and Yuri was suspecting something fishy at the SSS higher ups. Or something like that
After the first commotion, which somehow resolved quickly because the three of them coorperate, Yuri aim his gun towards Twilight, full with hatred because this man bertrayed his sister. Twilight was full with guilt. And Yor felt her world crumble because the two most important men in her world were not what she think they were.
Nevertheless, Yor tried to separate them. And yet both men were so stubborn.
They were so focused into their fight that they didn't realized reinforcement came, until Yor step up in front of them and was severely injured protecting them.
Both men finally direct their anger towards the reinforcement whose goals was to eliminate any eye witness.
Fierce battle ensues, but of course our heroes managed to survive (barely, in Yor's case).
Twilight and Yuri then cooperate and rush to help the most important woman in their life.
Twilight told Yuri to find transportation, while he tried his best to stop his wife's profuse bleeding.
Yor gently held his hand, and whispered, "Don't abandon Anya..." which Twilight's responded with, "No. I will never." And in his desperation he told her that he will finally took a holiday from his job, and they will go to the apple festival at neighbour town (or any other family activity), which Yor responded with, "I'd love that."
Twilight smiled and warned his wife to take a deep breath cause his next action would hurt like hell.
And indeed it was.
The bleeding slowed down but enduring the pain was too much for weakened Yor and she passed out.
Twilight bit his lips to stop himself from crying, when he hugged and covered his wife with his jacket, whispering, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry....I'm sorry...."
Yuri came with functional vehicle and all of them rushed to medical facility.
At the hospital / hidden medical facility (maybe WISE's), Twilight was sitting, waiting with 'dead look' on his face. (For once he cannot do anything. For once all he can do was sit and wait.)
Yuri shoved a cup of hot coffee in front of his face, and said "My sister is strong. She managed to survive injury this severe back then, of course she will survive again this time."
Twilight was shocked to hear that. And we get a bit of Yor's flashback via Yuri's POV.
Little Yuri was sitting at the side of his sister's hospital bed. At that time he was told that Yor got an accident during her job/being mugged etc. And little Yuri cried his tears of joy when Yor finally opened her eyes. He took care of her. And after she finally able to stand back on her feet, Yuri studied extra hard, and got accepted at the Uni at 14 y.o.
Twilight was surprised to hear the story.
The doctor came out and tell the men that Yor has survived her surgery, and will be closely monitored at the ICU.
Just when Twilight want to see her, Handler came and asked him to finish the interrupted mission. So he went with several WISE agents.
He succeed in finishing the mission, and returned to the hospital.
Upon entering Yor's room, he saw Yuri snoring at the sofa. Anya curled at Yor's side. And his wife was sleeping with so many monitor cables, IV lines, oxygen mask attached to her.
He carefully held her hand and whispered, "Yor, please come back to us. To me."
Yor was dreaming about her past. When she was living happily during childhood, Yuri's birth, her parent's death. Her survival during her first years after her parent's death. Her meeting Garden. Her harsh training. Her first kill. (All of these will make our heart shatters without a doubt ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”)
And during her harshest days, she will always remembered her father's words, "Remember the warmth of your family. Your home."
Her father's words still echoing when Yor finally opened her eyes.
She looked around and deduced that apparently she was still alive. Especially since she can feel the warmth around her.
At the sofa, Yuri was sleeping soundly. Curled right next to her was Anya. And the one holding her hand was her husband.
She smiled, and with all the power she had at the time, she carressed her husband's hand with her thumb.
Loid jolted awake. And in his disoriented state, his eyes widen, and come close to his wife, whispered, "Yor?"
Yor rasped, "I'm..... home...."
Loid cried out of happines, and kissed her saying, "Welcome home." (And we will be bawling hard over this panel for sure ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ)
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rudzcrudz ยท 3 months ago
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Do you have any tips on writing short stories my friend
I desperately need them
SORRY I ANSWERED SO LATE ๐Ÿ˜” I like to hop on tumblr at 12-1 am,, ๐Ÿ’”
Obviously, everyone has their own style of writing. Everyone thinks differently, everyone comes up with ideas differently, and everyone executes these ideas differently.. but! Here are some tips I've found useful for me personally (as someone who is very unmotivated and tired)
(Under the cut because I'm a yapping machine)
1. Starting out
Now, this is an obvious one, I know, but it really helps to have plot points ready for your story, or at least just a beginning and/or end. Starting the story (for me at least! Maybe not everyone) is the hardest part, especially when you know what's going to happen and you just want to get to the juicy part. Starting strong is usually a good idea, give the readers something they want to keep reading for, and this can also just be a title! Like, if I saw "Rian fights giant soitter at 3 AM challenge!!! (NOT CLICKBAIT!! GOT GROUNDED SO I WONT POST FOR A WHILE SORRY)" then I would totally read that, LMAO- and it doesn't even have to have a title! Starting with a story can also be a great idea, some people don't care about a foreword or a title, they just want to jump in to the story, so this is really just personal preference.
How do you start if you have no idea where/how to start?? Well, in this case (assuming you're writing about Rian LOL) you can start out somewhere calm, maybe a boring day at patrol that turns into a wild goose chase, a nice morning at home that leads to an arathim raid, really anything. (Quick note that I'm so sorry if this is bogus. I've been getting very bad sleep and it's 1 am rn ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”) Starting js always hard, so if you really can't think of anything, don't worry about it! Start at the point that's most interesting to you, you don't have to start from the beginning!
2. Keep it short!... or don't?
...Again, another obvious, but some people struggle with keeping short stories.. well, short. (Rian wouldn't have a problem with staying short Hahahhahahsahhaha... get it? Get it.. cause...... c-cause.... yeah.. I'll see myself out....) And honestly, why not leave it off on a cliffhanger? Even better for ig you want to write a part 2 because you didn't get to explore all your ideas! Cliffhangers-while annoying-are always (for the most part!) good. It lets the reader decide what they think happened, and really fills you with just a sense of "wow.."
Of course, you don't need cliffhangers! Just a suggestion, and really just a personal preference! Short stories are great, but if you're really struggling to keep it short, why not make it a long story? You could even make multiple "chapters" (posts)!
3. Starting out part 2: planning!
Planning/plot-pointing is a great way to start, getting your ideas out so you don't forget them! It can be in story format, (don't worry about grammar or sense! You can always fix it when you're finished!) in bullet points, whichever is easiest for you! You don't have to have everything planned out, either! It can just be the beginning, end, middle, or even something as simple as a character doing an action or thinking a thought. Writing is just like drawing, in the way that it takes creativity (which everyone has btw!!! You're not "uncreative," you just think differently and have a different sense of art, and that's okay! That's what makes all writers + artists unique!) and practice, and just like drawing, I find the easiest way to start is to just sit down and do it, don't even think about it. Just have an idea, no matter how vague, and start at it!
Sorry if I'm just literally spitting nonsense here ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ again.. super late for me rn but I hope this helps!!
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blondeaxolotl ยท 4 months ago
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So I looked into the notes of the axolotl with the blonde axe
Anyway
What's the lore origin behind your user name?
SIGH, okay this isn't as interesting as it might be but get ready for a mini ramble
So my original username is axolotlblondie, I go by both axolotlblondie AND blondeaxolotl, but the first one is just what my majority of my other social medias are called. Blondeaxolotl was born when I created this tumblr account, I have a tumblr account under axolotlblondie but back then it was shadowbanned so it caused me to create this acc as a result of it and I just decided to stay on this one even after the shadowban was removed because I already had a growing following and didn't want to leave it (plus the axolotlblondie account had a danganronpa following, when I made blondeaxolot I was already into Black Butler while my DR rot was dying so I just, left the first blog like an archive for my old art)
That's basically the origin for my user blondeaxolotl. But for axolotlblondie, I created it when I was- I believe around 13-15 I think? I don't know exactly but around that age was when I was into My Hero Academia, I was already posting art online but that was before axolotlblondie and I do not remember ANY other usernames I had before it. But anyway, what caused me to create the name was I had an MHA oc who was an axolotl, they were blonde. And since I was fixating on that oc back then I decided to use them as my "brand" for my insta account cuz I was planning on posting them alot, but unfortunately when I made that insta account my cousin introduced me to danganronpa and ever since then I only posted that oc ONCE on that account before it completely went overflood with DR art and my mha phase was already just gone lmaooo
But yeah that's the origin of both of my users, they're both just a reference to an old oc of mine I had when I was young. But hey little Mono cooked cause I'm here turning 20 this year still rocking the username with pride harhahrahrharh. And if you're curious, this is the said OC my usernames are based off on:
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I underestimated how hard finding old art of this little guy would be, this is unfortunately the best I could find of them since I'm pretty sure all art I had of them were on old accounts which are most likely deleted now๐Ÿ’”
But also after finding these drawings, I came to a horrifying realisation. Little Mono was fixated on this little sea creature based guy, and her art style/account as a whole was pink to go with it. But now here I am, 19 years old, with my pink blog (TWO PINK BLOGS ACTUALLY), hyperfixating on sea creature based characters and having ocs who are also sea creatures (AND ARE ALSO FUCKING PINK.)...
Head in my hands, I over here thought having to explain that my accounts username(s) is based off on an old mha oc was silly enough, but no instead I only got hit with the whiplash that I've been fixating on the color pink and sea creature based characters/ocs for years now WITHOUT KNOWING AND I DIDN'T REALISE IT UNTIL NOW OH MY GODD Anyways yeah that's basically it, I don't know what I'll do with the oc since I haven't touched them since I was at least 15 I think.. But yeah that's the said blonde axolotl themselves, I might re-vamp them one day if people like them but I'll think about it. Hope you enjoyed the mini Mono lore dump
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nipsych ยท 4 months ago
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I wanted to tell you that I admire how a unique style of drawing you've got! Like I can see one picture and I immediately know it's from you, and that deserves huge praise!
I think it is so hard to develop and also keep a unique style, because as one is surrounded by art that looks different from our own, there's a big tendency to conform, at least I feel it that way. Same with unique clothing or personality (talking as someone who've decided to daily wear a mediaeval cloak in public ๐Ÿ˜†. But it's just so practical and comfy, I wore it once for fun and now I seriously can't put it down, the modern clothing is so uncomfortable compared to that... Also you feel like you're going on a crusade even when you're buying milk ๐Ÿ˜). The pressure to conform is real though. So praise to you for your bravery, not being afraid to stand out ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ™‚โ€โ†•๏ธ It's working! ๐Ÿฅฐ
Also didn't you make a video with the "Does he love me?" song? I liked it so much ๐Ÿ˜Š! But cannot find it anymore ๐Ÿฅฒ.
CRYING AND SOBBING THANKYOU THANKYOU ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿงก
i love unique art styles and i always hope my art can be noticed somewhat like that. i come from the terrible world of tiktok and itโ€™s literally all the same there unfortunately ๐Ÿ’” ive always been more drawn to art that looks different from what im used to seeing and i always hoped my art can be like that for others! even with my style i try to kind of keep it in a way that will always change no matter what, if i see something i dont like or think i need to do better i will just try and do that so that my style just feels right to me.
i get how many would try to conform, i think i always tried doing so but i never really cared for it that much because it was always so boring to me. i just kinda do what i want and hope it works out in the end. even with the trends i would see going around, i can never do them because either it would already be gone when im finished (which is crazy like please let a trend just not die after a day๐Ÿ˜ญ) or it would get popular and it would be such a headache to see that again and again LOLOL.
also youre so real for that with the cloak thing omg, i would totally wear a cloak out if i can. now i know what im getting next lmao.
โ€ฆalso yeah i was that person who made that video i deleted it after like a day because i got embarrassed by it ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ and cuz there was like three people on tumblr that actually care about dracula i felt like people are gonna be pelting tomatoes at me or smth
even made a visual of my persona sobbing LMAO
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maybe i will post it again idk. but glad you liked it LOLOL ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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inhonoredglory ยท 1 year ago
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i dont know if you partake in any of the doctor who comics at all - i certainly dont. i like keeping my sanity safe (its a mess of strange stories and paradoxes from what ive been able to tell. as are most comic series). but recently there was one that elaborated a bit on rose and the metacrisisโ€™s life post journeys end, and its one of the few pieces of media we have for them. i didnt care enough to read the whole thing, the only interesting part to me was apparently they had a little girl named mia, and ive been thinking abt that dynamic nonstop since. cant decide how realistic it is for them, but on the otherside augh its so sweet. anyway, i just wanted to ask how you feel about rose and the metacrisis in general, and whatever that entails. curious abt ur thoughts on them!
- armin anon/lesbian anon/whatever you feel like calling me lol
OMGG my anon (of many names lol)! OK first off, I drafted some of this way back but forgot to add on and post, so in the words of our beloved Doctor,
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๐ŸŒน But onto the DW comics and Meta-Crisis/Rose!!
I only recently started reading the comics, starting with the ones about Gabby Gonzalez by Nick Abadzis, and I have to admit:
They make me yearn pretty fucking hard to run away and travel with the Doctor. There's some killer art by Elena Casagrande that feels so much like the Doctor we know and love (that kindness, that earnest love.... god!! my heart and soul!!).
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But I warn ye (any readers of this post), DO NOT TOUCH Volume 2 by Robbie Morrison. He takes Ten blatantly out of character, making him out to be an arrogant bastard who belittles his companion and is flippant in the face of suffering. (Morrison watched too much Eleven, methinks ๐Ÿ™ˆ)
I haven't read the Rose/Meta-Crisis comic yet (part of the Empire of the Wolf series), but I did see the important panel from that series, showing Rose's daughter Mia:
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I think the Meta-Crisis settling down to have a family with Rose is pretty in-character and very much what the Tenth Doctor would have wanted, as much as it hurt him.
Because Ten fundamentally felt unworthy of Rose.
๐Ÿ’” The Doctor's Trauma
Rose was strong and compassionate and amazing, and Ten had done so much, seen so much, experienced so much tragedy and guilt. He's a man wrecked by PTSD, depression, shame, and self-blame. He felt like it wasn't fair to her that she'd sacrifice her life to someone who would go on living and changing and becoming a different person, while she grew old and died in a world without a home and away from everyone she knew.
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He didn't want her to become like him, homeless and without the love of friends and family, because to be him is to be alone. And he didn't want that for her. Because he wanted her to be happy, not just momentarily, but for the rest of her life.
Ten is a man who loathes taking life, and it weighs on him every time someone sacrifices who they are because they love him.
It's no surprise Ten's entire decision about the Meta-Crisis took place after Davros massively guilt-tripped him into thinking it was his fault that all those people died. (It wasn't.) But Davros played on Ten's depression and trauma, manipulating Ten into thinking he had done unforgivable things to the people he loved. (when in fact those people died because they were inspired to be selfless like him, or were killed someplace beyond the Doctor's reach)
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I've actually been doing a lot of research on Ten's trauma (including invaluable insight from Judith Lewis Herman's famous book Trauma and Recovery). This journal article about Major Depressive Disorder speaks so deeply to Ten's character, especially post-Time War and post-Davros:
"Guilt promotes altruistic behavior via acting out reparative tendencies, whereas shame reduces altruism by means of increasing social and interpersonal distance."
This explains so much about Ten's choice to sacrifice his own happiness and ask Rose to take his Meta-Crisis as her life partner. He's pushing her away, isolating himself. He's rejecting the people he loves the most because he's in a very, very dark place.
๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿค๐Ÿ’œ An Asexual (Meta) Reading
There's so many reasons that Ten felt he couldn't give Rose the life she wanted (his trauma, his values). There's one angle I've been sifting around in my head in the past couple years, and it's more of a headcanon than anything: For me, because of the way the Doctor's character has been established since 1963, the Doctor's own asexuality is an almost meta-conceptual reason why the Doctor in general can't have a "normative," family life.
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He couldn't say "I love you"โ€”not because he didn't love her. (He loved her more than he ever loved himself.) But also because he knew what saying those words would mean: the expectations, the responsibility, the behaviors he felt she deserved to have from him because those words carry so much weight in human culture. All those things he could not give her.
But the Meta-Crisis could. I personally headcanon that the Meta-Crisis is not asexual like the Doctor. (Just like John Smith may not have been asexual either.) The point of both John Smith and the Meta-Crisis is showing how much they differ from the Doctorโ€”and I think sexuality is one of those differences. It's why it was so easy for John Smith to imagine a traditional life, why it was so easy for the Meta-Crisis to promise his entire world and his entire self to Rose on that beach.
๐ŸŒน The Meta-Crisis and Rose Tyler
Which brings me back to the Tentoo himself. He was born in battle and he can die, but what does that exactly mean for his life with Rose? It's fascinating because to imagine the Doctor feeling mortality and knowing he cannot cheat death anymoreโ€”that's a horrific, terrifying thing.
There are actually two Big Finish Audios that explore this traumatic realization for the Doctor, and what that does to him. (They're both one-shots from Jackie's POV and narration, and you can listen to them here: Part 1, Part 2).
It makes Tentoo lean into his Ninth-era darkness, a ruthlessness to villains driven by the fear that he cannot protect Rose because he is not indestructible. But luckily for him, there are people he loves around him (Jackie and Rose) who keep him from that darkness.
Additionally, the Big Finish stories lean into the fact that Tentoo and Rose aren't sitting idly by. Both of them work for Torchwood and are growing their own TARDIS to continue to defend the Earth.
They don't settle down into a domestic life, at least not right away, and I think that suits them both. We know how much Rose didn't want the life of eating chips and watching telly. But listen to what RTD's Doctor Who has always tried to say: How deeply important the everyday things are, how much the Doctor, for how amazing they are, craves for a life of simplicity and the stupid little things that define humanity.
Because here's the key: It wasn't the everyday things that bothered Rose. Like she told Mickey in "Parting of the Ways":
ROSE: But what do I do every day, mum? What do I do? Get up, catch the bus, go to work, come back home, eat chips and go to bed? Is that it? MICKEY: It's what the rest of us do. ROSE: But I can't! MICKEY: Why, because you're better than us? ROSE: No, I didn't mean that. But it was. It was a better life. And I don't mean all the travelling and seeing aliens and spaceships and things. That don't matter. The Doctor showed me a better way of living your life. You know he showed you too. That you don't just give up. You don't just let things happen. You make a stand. You say no. You have the guts to do what's right when everyone else just runs away
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Rose didn't hate the domestic, everyday life. She hated how life had no meaning.
She hated how people let things happen to them, without challenging anything or standing up for anything. She didn't want to travel as much as she wanted to live, to be something and do something with her life.
And that's the magic of Doctor Who, particularly RTD's era. Because you can be amazing and you can have meaning even without the Doctor, but the Doctor shows you how.
You stand up for what you believe is right and you choose to give meaning to what you do in life. You don't need to travel the stars to do that. You can make choices that give your life meaning right here and now. You can believe in something. You can find meaning in your place in the universe. You can give your enthusiasm and time to something that is important. Meaning and purpose comes from how we see the world, and that change in perspective is what Rose finds with the Doctor.
If Rose is with someone who can fill her life with meaning, who inspires her to see life as a beautiful adventure, then it really doesn't matter what she's doing with them. In The Impossible Planet, Rose was completely willing to settle down with Ten to "find a planet, get a job, live a life, same as the rest of the universe." Why? Because she'd be with him.
ROSE: This lot said they'd give us a lift. DOCTOR: And then what? ROSE: I don't know. Find a planet, get a job, live a life, same as the rest of the universe.
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If I imagine Tentoo as a dad, I can't help but imagine him like Tennant himself. Kind, giving, selfless, and loving. I think Tentoo would be so afraid of letting someone hurt his child, because he hasn't had a family in so long, and he isn't the same man he was in those ancient days when, as a completely different man, he had a family.
He's a man still afraid of himself, still keenly aware of the inhuman things he's capable of. I think this fear would drive Rose and him closer together, like it did when he was Nine. But Tentoo is more self-aware now, more willing to grow and change and be different. Because he's the Doctor who was given a second chance, to live the life he thought he'd never have with the person he loves. He wants to be different to make this work.
I also think Tentoo would be the Doctor who passes on his title after he's gone. Not that I like to think about Tentoo dying one day, but let's be real: Where would his TARDIS go? As a half-human, I think Tentoo could imagine Mia taking on the role of Defender of the Earth when he and Rose have passed on. She would have been there to see it grow, and she would have been there when Tentoo and Rose first stepped out into the stars with this brand-new TARDIS. Because of his mortality, I think it would make Tentoo more open to sharing the secret, sacred things of his Gallifreyan people with the family he chose to start. He's not alone anymore, he has someone to share it with, someone who will pass it on after him and keep the world safe in his stead.
Which is all to say, I think it's a gift that Rose has the Meta-Crisis. Because when Ten regenerated and became, as he said, a completely different man, she was able to stay with the person she fell in love with and explore what that life was like, to have him with her for all of her life, and all of his.
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tinyfantasminha ยท 9 months ago
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Just wanted to say that I absolutely love much you care about and adore Jack!!!
-[takohebi]
you know what I was always drawn to the odd, sweet-but-underwhelmingly-unpopular characters compared to the most popular ones..... being a jack howl enjoyer back in 2020 was hard, it was so SCARCE ๐Ÿ˜ญ (at least in the eng fandom)
I loved him back then but he also shared the spot with other faves uuuhhh.... who follows me way back from 2020 must remember my scarabia and octavinelle stan phase but I noticed the other characters I liked (Jamil, Leona and the tweels for example) were already so popular that basically I didn't have anything new to say about them?? Because someone would always do or say it first; I know fandom is not a competition (and it's also not a very healthy mindset) but sometimes it can get disheartening when your own view is constantly overlooked ๐Ÿ’”
That's when I noticed that no one really seemed to talk about Jack, or even show interest to know him in a deeper level, and fanart of him was pretty scarce too. There were no blogs (or very few) centered around him as I remember. It made me feel bad for him!! I wanted to draw him!! I wanted to make him feel more appreciated!! I wanted people to appreciate him!!!
....And then he came in the first 10 rolls in the union birthday banner when I was hopeless and poor in gems and I was like Ah. He's the one for me. This one is my favorite your honor my hubby my sweetiepie my muffin my sweet little cupcake ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
dskgsjnjdksg I started the Jack art agenda just for my own self fulfillment needs but it ended up blowing up more than I expected, I've also received plentiful of asks of people saying they started appreciating Jack more because of my blog and its crazy!!! It feels so good to know I helped build up this tiny but cozy community of Jack enjoyers ๐Ÿฅบ Obviously he's a bit more popular nowadays and there's more content and art of him now compared to 4 years ago, I hope it keeps on growing!!
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jvnipsr ยท 1 year ago
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Hai<3
Wanted to request!:D
Could i request alice x oliver's twin sister!Reader?
But the reader is opposite of oliver,but isn't that girly or tomboyish.She sees alice as her best friend which hurts alice little.Everything is up to you!:3
I don't really know how to request since i don't request to other people often๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”
-mitu!
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โ”โ”โ”โ”โ” THE ART OF LOVE.
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pairs. oliver's twin sister! reader X alice
req by. mitu !! (hi mootie)
type. headcanons
a/n. omgomgohsh first req?? alice really is hot frfr ,,, also sorry if this didn't go as expected as it would be!! not proofread.
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โ”โ” you were a twin with oliver, how nice. you're also friends with zip, edward, and alice. you knew her because of your brother. you and alice became close under a year due to oliver always visiting her room which was forbidden too โ”โ”โ”โ”โ”โ” at first sight, she thought you were a threat but decided to stay put since oliver trusts you. well; she didn't know you're her sibling of course.
โ”โ” but the more you and oliver came or visited her in her room, the more she found you an interesting kind. day by day she trusts you and starts to be more comfortable around you. though that still won't keep her guard down!
โ”โ” whenever you have free time, you'll either bring your snacks or a set of drawings in your sketch book in her room. she admired you time by time, โ”โ”โ”โ”โ” feeling a weird sensation in her stomach. (heart failure)
โ”โ” she'd eventually become a little bold or domestic; i should say. she's not really that type of girl to be shy around her crush! or as if she has a crush on you.
"hey [name]!" she called on while munching your leftovers from last night. you mumbled a "yeah?", while eating your piatos chips. she found it hard to speak at the moment but eventually continued on. "uh, random question butโ”€ have you ever have any thoughts about me?" the brunette smiled awkwardly, scratching at the back of her neck. you blink at her before swallowing the food in your firth โ”โ”โ”โ”โ” smiling at her funnily. "you're pretty cool! and scary sometimes, though if you're talking about how i think about you in general,, i think about you as my best friend!" you explained, waving your hand swiftly at both sides.
โ”โ” oh, ouch. hearing the word best friend made her whole universe crumble into crusts and probably ashes, although she didn't try to show off! she didn't want you to worry or anything, you're her friend after all.
โ”โ” it hurt her for a while, but she decided to let it go. at least you're happy.
โ”โ” well whatever makes you happy.
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likes, reblogs, comments are appreciated!! ^^
โ”โ”โ” c. catalog / m. list
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nemolfc ยท 2 years ago
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๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ - ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ข๐ค ๐ฌ๐ณ๐จ๐›๐จ๐ฌ๐ณ๐ฅ๐š๐ข
ใƒป๐ซ๐ž๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐›๐ฒ: ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ง๐ฒ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ
( ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ข ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐š๐œ๐ญ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ ๐›๐ž๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐œ๐ก ๐š ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐›๐จ๐ฒ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ข๐ง ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ )
๐š๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซ'๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ž: ๐š ๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ ๐›๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ซ๐› ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ž๐ž๐ญ ๐ก๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐š๐ซ๐ข๐š๐ง ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ง๐ž๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐œ๐ž, ๐ž๐ง๐ฃ๐จ๐ฒ.
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๐ฌ๐ณ๐จ๐›๐จ๐ฌ๐ณ๐ฅ๐š๐ข๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ข๐ค ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐.
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๐ฌ๐ณ๐จ๐›๐จ๐ฌ๐ณ๐ฅ๐š๐ข๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ข๐ค: a sappy girlfriend appreciation post, don't say I didn't warn you!
ร‰des Angyalkรกm!! watching you prepare for this role has been nothing short of incredible, the hard work you have put in, day in and day out truly showcases your love for your craft, not just in this role, but in every role you take, every time I hear people praising you, I'm filled with a sense of pride because as much as people claim you never put in your effort, you always do.
This role is the role of a lifetime, a role you have strived for since becoming an actress and I can honestly say that after watching the trailer, that not only will this be your breakthrough into mainstream, but also the role you'll always be remembered for, I'm so proud of you baba!!!, knock everyone dead tomorrow โ˜ ๏ธ
๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž๐ ๐›๐ฒ: ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ง๐š๐ฆ๐ž, ๐š๐ง๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฐ๐ซ๐จ๐›๐ž๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ’, ๐ญ๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐จ๐ฅ๐๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ” ๐š๐ง๐ ๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ–๐Ÿ‘,๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ“ ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ. - ๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ:
user1: if my boyfriend isn't as proud of me as dominik is proud of his girlfriend, we are breaking up ๐Ÿ˜ญ
user2: dominik really setting the standards high here and we love to see it ๐Ÿฅฒ
user3: she is so lucky, what I would do to have a boyfriend like dominik ๐Ÿ˜ญ
user4: I don't know whether I want to be her, or want to be dominik
trentarnold66: sappy aren't you? never thought I would see you like this ๐Ÿ˜‚
yoursuername: trentarnold66 you see him more than me, you're one to talk since the two of you have the internet thinking you're together ๐Ÿ˜’ szoboszlaidominik: yoursuername come on baba, you know you're my girl โ˜น๏ธ szoboszlaidominik: trentarnold66 go away ๐Ÿ–•
user5: haha trent might be a little jealous ๐Ÿ˜†
yourusername: user5 I don't know why he's jealous, since he spends more time with my boyfriend than I do szoboszlaidominik: yourusername ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿฅบ
yourusername: comments aside, I wouldn't have made it through the grueling process without your support mi vida, the sweetest, most compassionate, most loving boyfriend I can ever hope for ๐Ÿ˜ญโค๏ธ
szoboszlaidominik: yourusername, I love you so much baba โค๏ธ yourusername: szoboszlaidominik I love you too handsome๐Ÿ˜
liverpoolfc: best of luck on your film yourusername โค๏ธ
yourusername: liverpoolfc, thank you guys ๐Ÿซถโค๏ธ
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๐ฌ๐ณ๐จ๐›๐จ๐ฌ๐ณ๐ฅ๐š๐ข๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ข๐ค: what a reception that was, the film was incredible, everyone involved had done such a wonderful job, especially my sweet angel, you looked so ethereal that it was hard for me to look anywhere else until the credits rolled, what touched my heart further was the love you received, a testament to the hard work you have put, congratulations to the cast, crew, writers and everyone for an amazing piece of art that will be talked about for ages โ˜ ๏ธ
๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž๐ ๐›๐ฒ: ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ง๐š๐ฆ๐ž, ๐š๐ง๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฐ๐ซ๐จ๐›๐ž๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ’, ๐ญ๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐จ๐ฅ๐๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ” ๐š๐ง๐ ๐Ÿ—๐Ÿ–๐Ÿ–,๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ” ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ. - ๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ:
user1: once again dominik being a proud boyfriend will never not have me wishing for a love like theirs
user2: ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
user3: that's it, if they break up then love is dead ๐Ÿฅบ
user4: dude, only dominik will write a sweet post then end with the โ˜ ๏ธ emoji, dedication at its finest.
yourusername: thank you for showing up tonight mi amor, I was a nervous wreck ๐Ÿฅบโค๏ธ
szoboszlaidominik: what kind of boyfriend will I be if I don't support my baba, hm?
trentarnold66: congrats yourusername ๐Ÿซถ
yourusername: thank you trenty โค๏ธ
liverpoolfc: congratulations on an incredible film yourusername โค๏ธ
yourusername: thanks guys!!
user5: I need a boyfriend like him ๐Ÿ˜ญ
andrewrobertson94: congrats yourusername, rachel and I loved the film ๐Ÿซถ
yourusername: aww thank you ๐Ÿฅบ, send my best to her and the kids.
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lemonsweet ยท 2 months ago
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18 and 15 and 12 for uriel + 1 and 19 for vesta
What is the most recent thing youโ€™ve discovered about your OC?
Oh gosh I haven't thought about Uriel in a minute... I think Uriel having a bunch of prototype sisters is something pretty new. I think it adds a lot more of that weight and insecurity to her. She's deathly afraid of being called defective because of how emotional she is but she can't help but be her loveful self ๐Ÿ’” sad
What is something about your OC can make you laugh?
Her funny everything. Something about her design makes me laugh bc she's like 8 feet tall and her clothes are still too long and baggy. It kind of adds like the metaphor of the shoe not fitting but like where did she get these clothes.
(Cutting here bc post is getting long)
What have you found to be most difficult about creating art for your OC (any form of art: writing, drawing, edits, etc.)?ย 
She's actually the most natural character for me to draw and write I think so this is hard. Maybe writing sometimes but I struggle with writing in general so maybe that's cheating. But she really is just so easy to draw.
What was the first element of your OC that you remember considering (name, appearance, backstory, etc.)?ย 
I think it was that I wanted him to have white hair and red eyes + glasses of some kind bc my character in pokemon arceus had these and I wanted a white haired character. Then I realized how cute larvesta is and his design was born.
What is your favorite fact about your OC?
He considers everyone he has a single conversation with as his friend. Like he won't reach out to people or actively engage + be interested in them but after one conversation and he sees someone again he's like hey buddy! And start talking with them like he's known them forever even if this person has no idea who he is. Also hes really really bad with names and will even forget to ask people for their name. When he started hanging out with Cyrus as a kid he didn't know cyrus' name until after like 2 months or something he always just said "oh hey it's you" and things like that.
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