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catinaltar · 4 days ago

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Dear Anna (my constant, the one I turn to when life gets heavy, when joy overflows, when I need to make sense of it all.)

I always end up prioritizing these people. What is it that I'm still not learning? Maybe I already know. Maybe I'm just walking there slowly. Little steps. This time I didn't put her on a pedestal. I watched. I observed. I gave it space. Still, I let her in too deep. Gave parts of myself I should've kept close. My heart feels heavy. Because I really had love for her. I wanted to build something solid. And now I just feel... tired, maybe heartbroken ? Just worn the fuck out. But you'd be proud, Anna. This time, I communicated. Clearly. Cleanly. Without shrinking myself into something digestible. And I'm proud of me too. Relieved, maybe? That I didn't abandon myself this time. That's something. That's a start.

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author-sam-wolfe · 14 days ago

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Notes from the Edge

Posted by Geo Friday It’s a sunny and humid morning here in New York. It seems like summer can’t just be sunny and nice it has to throw that humidity in there too. The eleventh Earth’s Survivors book is coming along. It has a daily writing schedule, and it is coming together. This book concentrates on the survivors in their valley and the changes that are already coming to them before they have…

#Apocalyptic Fiction #Author Dell Sweet #Blogger #Dell Sweet #Dystopian #Earth&039;s Survivors #Notes from the Edge

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self-made-purgatories · 3 months ago

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bones = mood

#headcanon in tos bones is always holding back several choice curse words in the name of “professionalism”#but by the movies he has given up on whatever definition of professionalism that was.#“you draft me? you get me AND my goddamn mouth. eat shit and die mad about it motherfucker”#(i adore movie bones. gets to call spock a “son of a bitch” and tell jim “you really piss me off”)#i know the difference has to do with censor code standards or whatever but to me it is Character DevelopmentTM #also Mirror!Bones deserved a slutty sparkly sleeveless top. we were robbed #(but they made up for it with the deep DEEP v-neck on the TMP uniform)#star trek tos #bones mccoy #dr. leonard mccoy #doctor mccoy #screencaps from #journey to babel #bread and circuses #mirror mirror #arena #obsession #the omega glory #the city on the edge of forever #plato's stepchildren #textpost memes #inaccurate quotes #sim speaks #my posts #sim goes nuts in the notes

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vagueeyes · 1 month ago

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S: All of this stuff here where we're wilfully cutting people's heads off - we just loved all that, didn't we? R: Yeah, it was a happy accident of that one positioning of that camera in that booth. S: Because we spent ages trying to find just the right frames, because we knew as soon as we committed to it on Day 1, that was it - we were stuck with it.

INSIDE NO. 9 | S2E4 "Cold Comfort" Directed by Steve Pemberton & Reece Shearsmith

#in9 #inside no 9 #inside no. 9 #in9 frames #in9 commentaries #cold comfort #steve pemberton #reece shearsmith #yves barre #<- i think this doubles as a costumes appreciation post as well?#the most accurate aspect is andy wearing a suit on day 1 then switching to (business) casual after that #def happened a few times with new hires at my office #anyway in the guide adam tandy refers to this as “anti-framing”#it basically sounds incidental? but fun anyway #(just to note that i cropped the frames from left/right only - the top edges are preserved)#(also it turns out i did have time to work on this)#vagueeyes.pdf #edit: wilful! sticking with british spellings

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softredrobin · 2 months ago

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a drenched rescue, or "everyone needs a little help now and then"

#sonic fanart #sth fanart #sth fandom #miles tails prower #tails the fox #lumen the fox #sonic oc #oc: lumen #shadow the hedgehog #rouge the bat #sth cometverse #cometverse tails #cometverse shadow #cometverse rouge #do i still have an art tag?#<- that IS the art tag btw #yes i DID give up trying to sketch out the airshoes from that angle. ill thank you very kindly to just ignore it in favor of the doom wings #ive never drawn them before. on that note fuck the doom wings ik i will eventually draw them again but yknow #talk about a major yikes they were SUCH a pain. when i finished them i was so over it #esp when i realized they were gonna cover up the edges of shadow's spikes. which i worked HARD on! hedgehogs got me FUCKED UP #tryna draw any of them from weird angles (except amy) is such a pain in the wrist #cuz i always fuck it up and redo it a buuuunch of times #anywho... moving on!#if u noticed then YES that's a whole new outfit on rouge im working on giving her a new look #but it's slow work cuz im indecisive #also hmmm why wouldn't tails just fly them both himself???? i wonder if there's a hint in the drawing????????#picture me grinning deviously #petting my cat like a bond villain all the while #also is it obvious that they're like. super drenched? i put it in the title and they are in the water... and i made their hair droopy...#but that's really all i did lol

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magistralucis · 2 years ago

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this is the first Space Marine I have ever painted Please Be Kind 😭🤣... during housecleaning I unearthed this old mini my fiancé had as a child and long story short I made him into a teacup, please welcome Brother Connoisseur of the ~*~*~Albertus Regius~*~*~ Chapter

#warhammer 40k #adeptus astartes #space marines #miniature painting #miniature #freehand #royal albert #freehand is so hard!!!! as much as i love gold edged china i think it was a mistake starting with that aesthetic #should maybe have done a more muted gold and not retributor armour everywhere #even better: i should have just gone with pure blue and white porcelain like my ancestors would have deemed rightful 😂#on a more serious note: does anyone know what era/edition/year this dude comes from? i am a baby fan i know little about astartes #he is not a big space marine he is objectively (i.e. next to a ruler) about 32mm tall and his backpack design is obv. old #there are some other minis we found of the same time period and i will also chinapaint them i think. but later #also discovered some plastic + metal style thousand sons they must be quite old. and smol

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rambunctioustoons · 5 months ago

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thinking about the trope horror of assistants in the Daycare just straight up failing or quitting over and over and over again is as funny as it is tragic to me.

of course if you're waltzing on in there, rearranging the furniture and scolding the Robot who Literally Lives There it would cause problems. change is inevitable and always looming but would it not just get tiresome acclimatizing people to this role, just for them to quit anyway.

#ramblings #covering up my wip notes.#humoring the idea of a drabble. I'm inspired all the time and it's only the horrors of life that prevail me from sharing!#anyway would it genuinely ever be enough to convince either of them you see them as fully capable and autonomous while *also*-#getting on either of them for doing the things they're literally programmed for.#they're people. sure! they're people. they will try harder to be people to make everything easier. but they aren't people.#the contrast of the can pass as human “enough” until they Literally can't. until it's ever clear this is what they are.#the concept of pointing at them and saying you see that. you don't care. you care about them and all of those jagged programing edges.#to look at faults and flaws as not something to fix and repair. wretched sobbing. big fan!#kicks rocks. back to longing

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hitachiincest · 6 months ago

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"PICK UP THE PHONE, F*CKER." (-'Bury Me In Black')

an edit of the Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge album cover but with adashu! using panels from the official p4 manga by shuji sogabe ^^ 🩸

#lyric caption is from the mcr song Bury Me In Black! the yu was a panel from ch 3 & the adachi was a panel from ch 60.#adachi tohru #yu narukami #persona 4 #adashu #adasou #adayu #accomplice ending #my chemical romance #mcr #three cheers for sweet revenge #p4 spoilers #my edits #notes: yus eye is tht high bc it was in the og panel. sry i couldnt get the blood to look textured. the blood is too over yus eye ngl.#also yus head should be tilted back a bit more.. see how theres too much empty space behind him? thats bc the womans head was angled back a #bit farther so her head/hair took up more space. but if i were to fix that itd take a re-editing of his entire section.#with the blood i tried to redo it (tho i think id have to copy paste a copy of the face onto the alt copy file im using for the final draft #but no other splatter pattern looked quite as good? so even tho he has too much blood on his eyes its like.. eh.. creative liberties. whos #gonna rag on me bc there was 'too much blood across the eye when its only supposed to be at the edge & front 2/10' right? haha.. ..right?

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ashleybenlove · 7 months ago

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I'm gonna be forever obsessed with Hiccup's roar of anger in Maces and Talons Part 2.

That sound came out of Hiccup's body and Jay Baruchel's body.

#ashleybenlove posts #how to train your dragon #Race to the Edge #season 2 #Maces and Talons #He must have taken notes from all the times America Ferrera had to yell

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scentofpines · 1 year ago

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i got an email today from my uni that was sent to all students from the faculty i'm in and it's a job offer for a project from the uni's school museum where they catalogue and analyze old school note/exercise books from 1820-1950s and...idk i should probably apply right??? They're not even asking for a CV (mine would be empty), how often do you get that lmao. And it's only 6 hours a week, starting this October and the project is supposed to last 3 months and there is a possibilty of the museum hiring you for longer. And i mean, if it sucks i guess i can push through the 3 months? should i do it ahhhh my panic brain is screaming but it's not often that there is a job offer that is that nice

#i have to take a pic in which i dont look like a huge idiot for the application and tell them why i want the job which is doable i guess #i mean the photo part will be difficult lol #it could very well be that i wont get the job anyway although it fits my studies very well so that might be a bonus point in their eyes #i'm just so nervous i never had a job if you dont count the two trial days in a restaurant & a drug store where i was constantly on the #edge of a complete panic #but I SHOULD DO THIS RIGHT????? I SHOULD DO THIS!!!!!!#i've really heavily considered applying for a shitty job these past weeks and now this that's a sign lmao #although i will start studying full time next semester and then a job on top will be hard but many ppl do it so i can too #also reading through real ppls school note books from 19th 70-200 yrs ago is pretty cool

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spurgie-cousin · 2 months ago

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sooooo many people in the notes of that last reblog like "uhhhh no actually I still hate kids and it has nothing to do with any of this i just do" um. that's not normal?

i'm not saying everyone has to enjoy being around children, like indifference towards them is one thing. but if you genuinely have hateful feelings towards kids that aren't tied to something like trauma, or for the more foundational reasons the post points out, that's fucked up. having sweeping prejudice towards any segment of society is fucked up and you need to address that. replace kids with literally any category of people, women, old people, brown people, tall people, etc etc does that sound....... not fucked up to you?

i do think most of the people in the notes just don't realize their feelings *are* tied to one of the bullet points but for the few who are maybe serious, i really hope they realize it's fucking weird at best and dangerous at worst to just seethe with hatred for small people who didn't ask to be born y'know?

#and again this is not talking about feelings that stem from childhood traumas bc there were a lot of people expressing that in the notes too #just the edge lords who want it to be known they hate kids for no good reason #probably all of which will never see this post but i just had to rant a little #streams of consciousness

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camthecatchameleon · 9 months ago

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been thinkin about eom as i usually do and got BRAIN BLASTED by a dream i had a while ago

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i feel it imperative to add that virgil/jericho temporarily becomes a mantis dragonfly before they cease to exist.

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so anyway i drew it

okay goodbye i return to the void/aether from whence i came

#edge of midnight #legends of avantris #dream i had #what the hell #ol jericho sticks #yorgrim #jericho x yorgrim #i guess #slay #be gay do crime???????? apparently???? be gay commit war crimes #i also feel it imperative to note that i had this dream like. four months ago. and this has been in my drafts for at least one month.#i still think about it sometimes...#he REALLY wants that morphine... for what purpose...#(to blow up the entire eastern hemisphere. apparently.)#no im not tagging piper from pjo #i dont expect this to do numbers. i just think it's REALLY FUNNY.

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author-sam-wolfe · 15 days ago

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Alabama Island: A Glennville Book (Glennville Book 4)

Joel has lived his whole life in the small town of Glennville, but his life is about to change forever. #ApocalypticFiction #Dystopian #apocalypse #Horror #Drama #Kindle #Glennville #DellSweet #Amazon Home: https://www.wendellsweet.com

#Apocalyptic Fiction #Author Dell Sweet #Blogger #Dell Sweet #Dystopian #Notes from the Edge

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diodellet · 9 months ago

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cw: unbeta'd rambling once more, all mistakes are mine. vague references to true crime content, nothing graphic. just thinking of what would discomfort the charas, im basically throwing darts 🥴

i hc'd that kalim doesnt really get scared by ghosts and urban legends and to add onto that: i think kalim would be icked out by people with an interest in true crime.

like, the content hits uncomfortably close to his own encounters and some people frankly take a bit too much pleasure in going through all the gory details - wait, you're telling him there are people who fall asleep while listening to true crime podcasts?! on that note, some psychological thrillers (especially the 'adapted from true events' kind, compared to the 'dystopic social commentary' ones) would also fit into this category - just being plain uncomfortable to sit through, a movie/podcast/tv experience making him sick to his stomach.

i just think that kalim doesn't get the appeal at all, no matter the explanation. if someone tried to show him a few cases, he'd just be sitting in uncomfy silence.

(on the flipside, i think jamil hates horror movies with an abundance of jumpscares compared to slashers. he has an uncanny sense foretelling when they're gonna happen, but he still flinches during the actual jumpscare. bonus points if a fakeout is good, u get to see his soul jump out of his body twice.

on the topic of true crime, jamil just doesn't vibe with it, especially when it's not well-researched and/or poorly handled in its delivery. and like, he's already gotten the fearmongering-type of warnings* from the adults in his life plenty of times. he doesn't want to see it packaged in a spooky, edgy, internet detective-way, but he's more rational? understanding? of its appeal to others.)