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i miss him so much
#ive never felt like this before#ive never missed someone like this before#i guess thats like grievance or what#theres an absence now#its so much more lonely and desolate#like#i didnt know how much his presence had in my life or in my house#now its so empty#and i cant do ANYTHING about it I cant change ANYTHING#its permanent i cant fix it no matter how hard I try#i love him so much#anyways woke ip three am crying we are so back#vent!
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i think my favorite thing about the old guard was how much and how obviously they all LOVED each other. like. the baclava scene. those first hugs between andy, nick and joe. andy cradling booker's face while she begged him to wake up, and the tender forehead-touch when he did. how they all (barring andy, who i assume was taking a guard dog-like position) slept so closely together in the church. how quick they were to all surround andy when they found out about her mortality. how KIND andy was, even when coming out to tell booker what his punishment would be. how they waited and looked to each other in relief every time they died—and how the first thing they thought of when they felt nile's presence was that they had to help her, because they all knew how scared and alone she would be feeling right then. hell, even booker's motivation for his betrayal wasn't the typical scheming double-crosser's motivation; he just wanted to help, to try and give the rest of the guard (mainly he and andy) a means of control—a way to REST. to decide when to stop on their own terms. they weren't just a team of badass immortal soldiers dedicated to protecting the earth; they were friends, with relationships centuries in the making, and it showed. they were a family.
#AND! NONE OF IT!! WAS ABOUT!! ROMANCE!!!#i mean of course there were nicky and joe but like. i kept being afraid the affection between andy and booker or whatever would lead to or#hint at romantic feelings and it NEVER DID. and the way joe and nicky cared about each other and protected each other wasnt exclusive to#their relationship; the ENTIRE GUARD was like that with each other.#and that just has me thinking about how well nile fits with them and why. it IS because she's a fighter like andy pointed out- but it isnt#JUST that. its also because shes so KIND. because she cares so much. she is a soldier and a fighter and she is KIND and that might be the#most important part. whatever force it is that picks the immortals- i think it picked her because she WAS the type of person that would tur#around when she realized the gun andy gave her (that BOOKER gave ANDY) was empty.#she is turning her back on her old life and letting her parents move on but she is not alone. because she can be a part of this family now#and she FITS#aughhhh this movie is so fucking good#magpie thoughts#the old guard#magpie watches tog#i just love the way this movie lets the characters FEEL. its an action movie but its so EARNEST and HUMAN and full of love#im !!!! going to swallow the sun#the old guard spoilers
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ermmm your honor im normal about them i swear
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago kai#ninjago rogue#ninjago jay#burnoutshipping#< the reason i drew this at all. theyre not necessarily doing anything here but its still about them okay#and iguesss.....#plasmashipping#ninjago monstrosity#tagging is such a chore uuur. but i like my stuff organisedd. eeerrgh#teshfarts#speedran this because i realised i hadnt rendered anything in a whiiilee and thought hey. you know what you'd enjoy rendering? so i speedran#i said speedran twice erm. whoops#one last thing. i wrote the text not thinking too deep but now that i look at it. it fits them so well ohmygodd im a genius when head empty#hashtag selflove everypony#okay . finally. yap over
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lu guang’s bridon arc fit means everything to me
#link click#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#shiguang dailiren#yingdu#bridon arc#my art#not only is it cute but it’s THE BOYFRIEND SHIRT#I like to believe the entire outfit belongs to cxs and lg is so whipped he wears it the whole time#on their homoerotic bizarre adventure in fictional London#just findihed rewatching the bridon arc in end dub now my life feels empty I need need more shiguang..#I love the bridon arc for giving Lu guang so much more depth and personality#I love him 394859358t935 times more now#thought the first doodle looked too sad on its own so I drew a light hearted one after ur welcome#they would be the type to fly across the world and and STILL drink boba tea
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"Kai's good with kids!" slightly incorrect. Kai is good with stubborn, troublesome kids. Dudes been shown to be dogshit when solely interacting with pretty much all people younger than him except for Nya, Lloyd, & Wyldfyre
He raised Nya, but we know that girl. We've seen her. I know she was a NIGHTMARE kid. She has strong opinions, holds grudges, and does whatever she wants. I love her for this. I also know teenage Kai was fighting for his LIFE. Lloyd was Little Shit Extraordinaire, and he didn't have the bonus of being blood-related to Kai, so Kai had 0 incentive to like him. Even still, Kai heard a small child in distress and immediately Locked In and decided awesome, I'm protecting you forever now. Wyldfyre similarly annoyed the absolute shit out of him, but Kai had his Growth. He still threw hands with Wyldfyre but the difference here is he knew she could fight back. He clocked pretty immediately she had an impatient temper but had a very strong love for her tiny family of 2 (oh hey s1 Kai when'd you get here) and in NO time began flawlessly mentoring.
Kai is like a guy who went to a camp for troubled youths, grew up, then decided to become a counselor at that same camp. He can wrangle a teenage dirtbag out of an alley like a stray cat but if you put him in the same room as a fairly normal kid he's looking at them like this
#COLE on the other hand#can handle semi-normal kids FLAWLESSLY#and troublesome ones too tbh but cole is like a jack of all trades#he can totally step in for any kind of kid but kai is the certified expert on annoying little assholes#also yes i know he became a teacher after nya died but i stand by my assessment remaining correct#thats different hes teaching them to fight therefore it still falls into that category. hes good at teaching children to hit things#genuinely i think kai gets empty nest syndrome if he doesnt have a problem child to adopt as a sibling & look out for#he YEARNS for the older brotherisms. if he didnt get gifted wyldfyre i legitimately think he wouldve started trying to co-mentor arin#he would try with sora but shes pretty staunchly anti-singular-mentor and gets passed around like a blunt#doesnt matter that arin is by no means a troublesome kid he just gets twitchy after nya & lloyd grew out of needing to be looked after#kai thrives when hes protecting someone ELSE. hes been doing it since he was 5#this is why he immediately spiraled in the land of monsters he starts shaking like an italian greyhound if he isnt acting as a human shield#kais coping mechanism is hiding all of his problems to instead help the Young Child with their issues#guy who would hide a fatal stab wound until everyone is gone to then collapse and die alone so no one gets scared#also nya & lloyd have phased out of being troublesome so kais like well#what am i supposed to do now. then he sees wyldfyre starting a bushfire and hes like omg#its so funny he gets so annoyed at troublemaking kids and then as soon as he gets a WHIFF of distress he latches on like a leech#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#lego ninjago#dragons rising#kai ninjago#kai smith#kai jiang#text post#nya ninjago#lloyd garmadon#wyldfyre#lego ninjago dragons rising#ninjago dr
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onion skin!
fun gif under cut
now you get to pretend that ur flipping through the frames
#mp100#mob psycho 100#shigeo kageyama#kageyama shigeo#officially my 4th drawing of mob holding his hand out in an empty void#this time... he is doing it more than once. daring today arent we#maybe i shouldactually post those drawings now that im thinking about it LMFAO#new and improved art tag#this wasnt gonna be a gif at first so thats why its just. like. a bonus thing#welcoem to my post Here's a giftbag
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i don't like the growing opinion that people are being 'too hard' on deku for his failing to save shigaraki.
i've seen quite a few people complaining that a lot of the bnha-critical crowd are being too mean to deku for getting tomura killed, arguing that it isn't really his fault, and that hes a 16 year old child soldier who's been failed by almost every adult in his life, why should we be putting all of this on his shoulders? hes just a kid after all?
and the truth is, they're right. deku IS a 16 year old boy whos had the fate of the world thrust on his shoulders. but the story itself just plainly refuses to acknowledge this.
the narrative doesn't acknowledge how fucked up having a school that trains literal children how to be combo cop-celebrities is. it only tentatively acknowledges the fact that a universe having combo cop-celebrities is fucked up, and even then the only people who ever point this out are antagonists, who are portrayed and treated in-universe as untrustworthy. the narrative doesn't care how fucked up dekus circumstances are. the narrative treats deku like hes a fucking messiah here to touch the hearts of the evil depressed villains with his magical empathetic heart of gold before they get blown up or just sent to fucking superhell for daring to challenge the status quote.
deku isn't a person. he's barely even a fucking character at this point. he's a plot device, and a mouth piece for the objectively shitty themes bnha is trying to spout. the themes that tell you that if you're mistreated by society and want to do something about it, you're a villain. that disrupting the status quote and refusing to repent to some random teenage boy spouting empty platitudes at you means you deserve to get sent to fucking superhell. the themes that portray people fighting for civil change as mass murdering supervillains. the themes that look the audience dead in the eye and can call deku the greatest hero to ever live.
deku, who barely spared a second thought to lady nagant telling him the truth about the hero commission. who spouts meaningless platitudes about heroism and morality at nagant, and aoyama, and toga and shigaraki, when even the thought that he should question the world around him comes up. who's constantly talked about as this truly kind, empathetic person, but hasn't spared an empathetic thought to literally anyone who is classified as a villain. who listened to every authority figure around him except the ones who asked him to question his worldview. who saw la bravas tears, shigarakis various breakdowns, himikos plead for understanding, chisakis catatonic state, lady nagants truth, and barley batted a fucking eye. deku, who killed tomura shigaraki.
people don't criticize deku for failing shigaraki because they just hate deku. people criticize deku because of what he represents. because hes a mouthpiece for the atrocious morals and themes of this ideologically rotten manga. because any character he had was chopped up to bits in favor of the incomplete husk we have now. people criticize deku because hes the main character of my hero academia. theres nothing more damning then that.
#my post#bnha#bnha critical#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#sorry if this sounds really angry. i mean i am very angry at bnha for being such a nothing burger of empty platitudes and wasted potential#but like. that was extremely predictable#bnha wanted to be more than it was willing to put effort into being and so now its just. worthless#so this is just kinda a vent on all my angry feelings abt dekus failure as a character and a protagonist#tomura shigaraki#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha critical#my hero acedamia critical#boku no hero acedamia critical#deku#bnha meta#i mean techinally#mha#mha meta#bnha manga spoilers#bnha manga#long post#well longish
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you, and what little remains of your brother.
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#metal sonic#miles tails prower#unbreakable bond#'family photo. say cheese!' neither of them have a mouth lol..#tails doll#thinking again abt how metal sonic was reprogrammed to hate tails. and yet he still must feel horrid guilt over his death.#im a 'tails doll has bad future tails inside; hes just not All there like metal is' truther#me (drawing thinsg that most likely arent even canon) I HATE THIS WHY IS THIS SO DEPRESSING#if you couldnt tell... tails is using sonics weird uncoiled arm as a pillow...#it isnt relevant but i think theyre in the westside dump here. back where he found tails in the first place.#i dont think either of them remember that by now. only 'this place is painful. this place is important.'#roboticized sonic theory#the title is supposed to be vague as well. works in either direction#tails doll->my brother my hero. trapped in that horrifying form. unable to be the good person i KNOW he is. is there any part of you left?#metal sonic->my brother my hope. trapped in that useless body. does he even recognize me? how much can you think? see? feel? are you empty?#my nyart#anywya#i have other versions with amy (her silhouette at least LOLSIES) but i didnt like em as much so i just... byebye ✌#serious co.pa opening vibes from this#'sachi is my pride and joy... i dont think she even recognizes me anymore...'#you get it#thats not a question. its a command. you Understand. you Do Understand...
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I’ve never met context. Seems like a fun guy
#KNOX ART (me)#Sonic the Hedgehog#....i really gotta figure out what to tag this as#gotta come up with an au name or somethinnnnn#i was gonna draw more of this but i got home had to clean and what i assume was exacutive dysfunction kicked me in the teeth#but pssshaaaw no way its really that see im a functional person <-lies#anyway#shadow the hedgehog#or wait i guess its#satbk sir lancelot#Knave the Hedgehog#so true so true-#drew half of this in the car and was incredibly carsick by the time i finished#anyway yeah my brain is so fried now im running on empty and ive got math beating me up tomorrow so gngn
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short little comic I drew in lectures
given Alexander's tendency to work a lot and sleep very little, especially earlier in his life, he likely had a tendency to doze every free moment he got (based off my own habit of falling asleep at my work table all the time) - and I wanted to draw something with it
#ert#comic#atg#alexander the great#alexander of macedon#hephaestion#hephaistion#alexander x hephaestion#alexander/hephaistion#I will draw them until we all agree on a shipname or I will die trying#ancient greece#ancient macedon#for anyone interested: I imagine this taking place sometime after Tyre. before the conquest of Egypt#this is very soft very shoujo manga-esque and that was Intentional#I also kinda went into it no thoughts head empty#so there was no thumbnailing or figuring out the layout or anything just rawdogging this whole damn thing#i intended to just scan it and drop it unceremonously#anyways I spent like 40 minutes trying to at least Slightly edit it#its been so long since i posted a comic (even longer since I posted an unedited comic)#so. yknow. enjoy#and talk to me about these two?? I guess???#dedicated to all 2 people who follow me because I post about them and the 3 people who now always think of me when they hear his name#youre welcome for that btw
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one small step for. kitties
#mine#cats#i was gna share th process vid of this but its just 90% drawing little dots not thrilling#anyway i had a Day today but we live we go forth !!#i am going to try a new journal thing bc th hobonichi hasnt been slaying ngl . i might b a filofax girlie#ive bought a 2nd hand one off ebay for 12£ which will Do For Now to see if actually like it#i need to figure out th sizing of my pages im gna make my own....brain is so so small#i was gna do mini pages for daily journaling but i think ive excepted i am not. gna journal everyday like thats not happening#n then what happens when im then using dated journals is i fall behind n then i hve such an atrocious memory i cant remember what i did#like 3 days prior to back fill so its lots of empty pages and AAAA#ironic that i am journaling to help my symptoms but my symptoms r stopping me from journaling. can i win once#anyway i think this system will be better yes yes
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Rays of Sunshine
I like to think that after a hard mission, these two cuddle up in the nook of Price's cluttered office and take a nap in the afternoon sunbeams, like two overgrown cats ❤️
Isn't it great that the mw3 campaign doesn't exist?
#i wont spoil anything#but i will say that I'm empty inside now#so this is my way of consoling myself#soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghost x soap#soap x ghost#ghoap#ghostsoap#soapghost#john soap mactavish#i love these two#bleeped art#this is sloppy but its all i can manage right now#I've been working on this for a while#saving it for a rainy day#and now is that time#so I decided that it would have to do as it is
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something about finding safety in a bed that's long been empty
#dude i need you to know how fucked up i was about sniper and his parents#me and my friend were really GOING AT IT like. this poor man loved his parents so dearly#i cant imagine the grief he felt knowing they had passed#AND HE LIVED IN THAT HOUSE !!! ALONE !! FOR MONTHS AFTER!!#its gotta fuck a person up#especially since all the things that once brought him comfort are stripped of that warm familiarity bc his parents are gone.#now all he's got is a cold empty old house and himself#tf2#tf2 sniper#tf2 sniper's parents#tf2 fanart#art#team fortress 2#squishart
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Yeonjun about the strain he felt while preparing for his debut solo project ✙ "GGUM" MAKING FILM
#yeonjun#choi yeonjun#tomorrow x together#txt#ggum: making film#gifs#creations#userzaynab#useryeonbins#skyehi#rosieblr#megtag#hibiebear#heyiri#ultkpopnetwork#kpopccc#kpopco#this are like the rawest emotions we've seen from him... I feel... it's really sad to watch him like this#i mean I know they're under lots of pressure and stress#It's only natural when you work with so many people who you could potentially disappoint#and I know it was his choice to make this solo project happen now but i feel like the company could manage his schedule better#because why he films till 3 am and then right next day has a flight to another country for a concert...#and now we know from soobin they're super busy again#I'm worried his body will just say 'enough' one day and something bad will happen :(#and you have him work so hard and stress and then all this losers online whose biggest achievement is getting 100 likes on a post#writing the worst things about him for no reason... its not that hard to be kind and you dont need to have an opinion about everything :D#at the end of the day that celebrity you hate so much is still pretty and successful#and you're just a friendless jobless empty-headed rotten fool with likes on a post that mean nothing once you close the ap#I'm just glad all this is still fun for him and that he has such a great support system: his members family staff who care about him and us#all we can really do is support them and send them lots of love fr ;; you've done well my jjunie ily ♥
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sorry twilight princess will always be eating holes in my brain. constantly and forever. I cannot ever be normal about it.
it's such a haunted game. you are a dead thing going through a dead world. you are something in between. you can go back but it will never be the same. you will never be the same. you are walking, constantly, through ghosts of what came before. you are exploring places long forgotten. you are the only one on this path because there is no one else that can walk it. you were just a farm boy. you were in the wrong place at the wrong time. right place at the wrong time? wrong place at the right time? you were just supposed to deliver a sword.
#twilight princess#loz#gnawing on how isolating it feels. how othering#its one of my favorite threads of all the games tbh i LOVE the different ways each explore loneliness#like im thinking about areas like the lost woods and the temple of time and the city in the sky and arbiter's grounds#all these places that are so empty or have been forgotten by the world around them#and then even places like castle town that were so full of life but you walk through it first when it's only populated by ghosts#you know the bones of every place before you ever know it's heart#sorry for yapping in the tags again i just have a lot of feelings about tp and tp link in general#this game has been consuming my thoughts for almost two decades now
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[5/5] Dream a Wonder Dream
#the eye closeups were supposed to be wxs slowly opening their eyes in the order of tks -> nn -> rui -> emu#(which also has meanign to me but i shant explain. u can have ur conclusions <3)#as if theyre waking up from that dream yk?#but anyeay i dont think i achieved it well in thr animatic itself..? like it turned out i didnt rly draw them similar enough i think ahdh#i mean i see it but thats bc i planned it so yk. im not sure..but i think that psrt was important still#and WOO closeup of thr gscha ouffirs!!!! v important to me bc i spent a while on them and i think they look gorgeous#also this time there isnt a filter on thrm like in the animatic haha so its cleaner to see#its just thst thr animstion looked pretty empty without it tbh so i addrd it. i like it tho#and also thr expression change <3 with those timy faces i drew for them#i took some liberties with some parts of the colouring of the outfits bc they looked a bit empty to me and i rly love them now#a bit more colpirful. but likr subtly too. still look thr samr#kerizart#prsk#project sekai fanart#project sekai#prsk fanart#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#tsukasa tenma#tenma tsukasa#kusanagi nene#nene kusanagi#kamishiro rui#rui kamishiro#ootori emu#emu ootori#hey did you notice all of wxs that are a memory of the one presented in the scenes before had closed eyes. did you#that there was never a scene where thry were all looking at each other. never all had open eyes#like theyre faces in a dream. not really there with you. like you cant fully recall them theres smth missing bc theyre not real#until they all “wake up” nd finally all have open eyes in the last drawing. and that is also the only time they all smile together
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