#obsession.arc

[ua-monoma]

i think its funny that people still bother to ask you to let iida go when its obvious you're an obsessive little freak who fully intends on dragging him through the muck of your problems forever until it kills you both like lol. give up, they're both clearly lost causes here

…

[ua-mirio]

[He is hesitant to open the package. He knows he was supposed to receive it, signed up for it, even.

But it doesn't truly make it easier to digest.

Like ripping off a bandaid, he sets himself to answering the forms, reading the fine print carefully in each page.

.

The last questions are brutal.

.

He feels his heart pounding harder. He thought he had gotten over this, with his therapist. But no.

What he had done was, in fact, avoid thinking about it.

Sweat broke on his temple, his breath coming shorter.

Phasing.

None.

Shot with a quirk neutralizer bullet.]

@ua-medusa

[A sealed envelope is placed in the mailbox of Mirio’s dorm. Inside is form after form after form, waivers, contracts, informational packets, another envelope that kindly asks for everything vital to be packed away and returned to the sender as soon as possible.

The very least thing in the pile is a brief survey, listing a few standard questions:

What was your quirk?

How did you lose your quirk?

What other efforts have you made to get your quirk back?

On and on, asking for as much detail as can possibly be given until ending with a brief and polite message of gratitude.]

@ua-mirio

[ua-monoma]

what if he does touch iida though 👀

Then I’ll kill him.

[ua-monoma]

If it counts I think you and Deku would be be much better together. Less toxic

... W-who the...

There is nothing between me and Midoriya. Not-... Not like that. We’re not getting together-- We’re not-- anything. 

And Iida and I aren’t... toxic... what in the hell--

[ua-monoma]

at times i really wish you had it in you to love me back, and a selfish part of me wants to believe i was all you needed, that i could provide you with the love you wanted. but maybe i was too soft, too predictable, and if i had known you preferred a love rougher than hands on your skin, perhaps i couldve stopped you from wasting your time, and perhaps i could have saved myself the heartache.

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[ua-monoma]

(v-kurogiri) All of these anons, trying to hurt you or confuse you with fancy words, and none of them are brave enough to say in person what the matter really is: they're jealous of you and how special you are, how special you could be. If you trust in nothing else, trust in those words. I want you to be strong--our heartbeats matched, didn't they?

hhg,,

[ua-monoma]

What do you plan to do if you do manage to get Iida back?

… dunno yet.

[ua-monoma]

i can't believe you still haven't let go of iida..

I don’t remember saying I ever would.

[ua-monoma]

hey bitch 🗝 whats the real reason you wont let iida go

,,,hh,,,

b-

because he’s,

i,, i love him, thats why,

[ua-monoma]

What do you mean by "perfect", Monoma-chan? Doesnt he wanna see you as well?

… I mean perfect. 

[ua-monoma]

it's nice to see you happy about the flowers. now you can really understand why iida found beauty in them

… a little

[ua-monoma]

... Psychopathic.

[ua-monoma]

And if the original got sick of you? :)

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[ua-monoma]

...

but what if I did force it... what if it was forced on me...

Yoarashi said that quirk hollowed him out. It changed him.

... Has it changed me...?

I still...,,, I’ve always cared for him, and it’s my fault for neglecting to admit that... for being so scared... so... distracted...

... but the others...

The flowers had reacted to all of them, didn’t they...

I never noticed, but it is different now.

It is.

...

It could’ve been any of them, couldn’t it of...?

They could have just as easily cut him out with the rest of them, couldn’t they!?

...

I feel sick.

It’s not worth it... I feel sick. Everything is wrong, everything is going wrong and I feel sick...