#ollie thoughts

[sharkyollie]

i wanna hold a boy so badly. i want him to be my boy, but in the way that im his boy too and we’re each other’s boy. i just really want a boyfriend idk what else to say

[rapsrose]

I don't think I posted this when I made it back in 2020- but I found it recently while going through my art. I'm still pretty proud of it.

You can tell it's old because of the purple hair 😅

@thatsthat24

[jolteonkin]

I don’t really think about my alterhuman identity all that often unless it’s the topic of conversation. But that means sometimes in the most comedic timing I realize I feel my phantom tail and go Oh Yeah

It’s almost always me realizing it’s wagging too which kind of sweet NWNSBWJSIW Like oh hey me when I get a text from my qpp and I realize my tail is going Mad and I lay on my stomach on my bed/silly

[anarchicstoner]

sitting on the balcony watching the sun rise while listening to bears in trees and i've never felt so hopeful for the future. i will heal. i will find myself. i will have new friends who'll actually care. i'll bake cookies and read and go for walks around the campus, read in the school library and wear the clothes i love. i will find joy in the small things. the sun is rising and i will, too.

[constellation-of-clerics]

lazy tummy photos,,,,

[jolteonkin]

Did a deepdive into furry culture, expression, and art. Saw wolf furries and went ‘goals’.

Turns out that had long lasting side effects I was not ready to unpack yet

why are you alterhuman/nonhuman? wrong answers only

I'll go first: instead of using normal lotion on me, my mom used lotion made for horse, cattle, cats, and dogs

[rapsrose]

Not Yourself

You are not yourself—

Not in the truest reckoning of flesh and bone.

Beneath your tongue, her heartbeat thrums—

A dark pulse, like a thing unearthed, still twitching.

You shove the thought away,

Yet the ache—

That desperate ache—

Claws at your ribs and coils low,

Curling somewhere no logic can reach.

You are ready.

So is she.

But flesh has its failings—

A body’s refusal like a locked door behind your ribs.

Still, you barter silence tonight,

Praying she'll forget,

Or offer you mercy in forgetting.

To be taken upstairs.

To be undone.

To be gentled until breath and breath mingle—

Until you unwind,

Like thread teased loose by want.

But she remembers.

Oh, she remembers—

And still, she lets your hands wander:

Delicate trespass,

Tasting fire blooming beneath her skin.

You tremble—

Small and stilling beneath her touch,

Ears straining for danger that never comes.

She strokes your head,

As if calming some soft, breathless thing

That twitches beneath her—

Skittish, aching,

So eager to be devoured.

“Poor bunny,” she whispers—

A balm and a curse—

As your need blooms wild,

Rooted deep in her lap.

You ache to drown in this moment—

Her hand a tether through the trembling.

That dark pulse again—dripping like honeyed venom on your tongue.

She pulls you up—

Into a kiss soft as graveyard dust,

Afraid your fragile edges might splinter—

And break—

And unravel—

In the hush between her lips.

You are not yourself—

And maybe, tonight,

You bare your throat to the loss.

[jolteonkin]

Their's something kind of amusing about realizing your comfort character/thing is actually an otherkin/fictionkintype. Like yeah Jolteon is my favorite pokemon it's probably my biggest comfort character of all time I have a card of one in my phone case I sleep with a Jolteon plush every night oh also Jolteon is Me./silly

[constellation-of-clerics]

Going into the final part of our degree feels,,,, chilling in a way? Having been in education basically our entire life it’s really weird actually realising we gotta think forward

[syzygyofeureka]

Normal European behavior from kimi

[jolteonkin]

I’m alterhuman and am intersex, non-binary, lesbian, and aroacespec!

no options for people who.dont identify as alterhuman/nonhuman, sorry :(

please rb & tag for exposure i wanna get the largest sample size i can!!

[sharkyollie]

got a new phone today yippee!! i’m so happy :D

[rapsrose]

Back to work tomorrow. I feel sleepy but I like the messy look I've got going on. It's genuinely nice to feel like a human person again though and I'm gaining more movement every day.

[jolteonkin]

"When I go for a drive I like to pull off to the side Of the road, turn out the lights, get out, and look up at the sky And I do this to remind me that I'm really really tiny In the grand scheme of things and sometimes this terrifies me But it's only really scary cause it makes me feel serene In a way I never thought I'd be because I've never been So grounded and so humbled and so one with everything I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything"

[jolteonkin]

I wanted to answer and give my perspective as a specifically anthropomorphic therian! My non-humanity is Very linked to the furry community and art and I was a furry before I connected that I was also alterhuman.

My fursonas, and the concept of fursonas in general in connection to myself, make me feel very seen and I connect with them heavily! Particularly I feel a lot of kinship with the idea of anthrophic canines such as wolves, dogs, hyenas, etc.

Since my identity and sense of self and expression is so connected to the furry community things such as a fursuit or a 3d model of one of my sonas would be something I would consider gear. Though I should also point out this may be because my alterhumanity is also so connected to being digital or non organic in nature so that my have some effect!

Overall however I feel massive connection to being a furry as well as alterhuman and the two blend a lot for me! I have a lot of fursonas as well as general furry ocs but I also have a persona design that by default has animalistic traits such as canine ears, claws, and a tail!

Question for alterhumans who are also furries- how do you feel about making a fursona of your therio/kintype? (not necessarily a kinsona, just an OC of the same species.) Does it seem weird or uncomfortable to you, or affirming, or would it feel entirely disconnected from your alterhumanity?

I'm curious what y'all think because I'm considering making a hyena-bug hybrid sona- I'm a hyena therian who just really likes bugs :)

[constellation-of-clerics]

finally bought a collar, we feel so fucking cute