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if you want to expand the virus story there’s so many possible lanes
epidemiologists examining the first cases in a lab
mishandled virus sample in a lab
quarantined facility with strict and embarrassing measures to assess if people have contracted it
the making of a government psa about how it spreads, warning signs, and at home tests
Ok public health crisis world building!!!
With that viral ass expansion story, and others like it (like Growth Notes), I'm really interested in that balance between rate of spread and severity of cases in which you can have this tension between 1) people denying it's even happening and downplaying discourse on social media as fantastical or morphed; 2) people accepting it and being largely unconcerned because they don't think it's a big deal or only had a mild case (with the added caveat of the increasing visibly/showing off of perfect bubble butts because of mild cases); and 3) the small percentage of extreme cases that are increasingly hidden away but become harder to deny as the virus spreads. So you have all these slice of life moments of the virus impacting different parts of social and cultural life, but you also get the makeshift clinic scene of beach ball sized buns bursting out of hospital gowns, men trying to readjust to normal life even though they have to squeeze through doorways, etc. Also dudes who enthusiastically seek out multiple infections in an effort to end up with extreme cases that give them freakish proportions.
Like how long does it take until this mysterious ass expansion virus is recognized as such? How does word spread before it's actually declared an epidemic? What's the community-level response before there's a systemic containment plan? What's the messaging strategy to get dudes to get over the awkwardness/embarrassment/denial and seek treatment before their asses are impossible to hide? What are the longer term impacts on mens/masc beauty standards and body politics across the landscape of gender and sexuality? On fitness and fashion? Or accessibility accommodations for this thing that people are largely denying, laughing at, or lusting over?
It would be cool to do sort of a messy, not fully edited documentary type story that's composed of short vignettes from different perspectives. Maybe??
Also, soon after I wrote that prompt, I actually came across a much more developed and very well done story with a similar premise, "Off Sick," by Anonymous Fox on Gay Spiral Stories. It's a viral ass (and etc) expansion story that plays off the specter of long covid in kind of an inverse way and presents a commentary on normalization, manufactured consent and the failures of public health in this moment. It's also really hot. A must read!
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buckle up lads we're going BACK INTO THE BOOK
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#(the origin of halloween huh) (oooh)#why yes i did wake up way too early to watch the stream and will have no memory of drawing this later#anyway THE MAGIC BOOK IS BACK TO EAT US ONCE AGAIN!!!!#this does make things make a lot more sense if it doesn't have to. y'know. actually take place in the established world#like how jack and sally are apparently just gonna be THERE as themselves WHY NOT#i'm certainly not complaining mind you#scully looks like he's gonna be super adorable and i love him already#spooky scary skeleman who just goes :O a lot and is excited for halloween#he seems like he might actually be more of a fusion of jack and sally? or maybe i'm just reading too much into it#still getting jazzy vibes off of him though. is not scully j graves an incredible jazz musician name.#does this open up the possibility that the last time we went into the book there was a sexy anime boy stitch just offscreen the whole time#...maybe some things are best left uncontemplated#god everyone in this event looks fantastic i'm so glad i saved up some keys after all#a little sad that there's no lilia but you know what the fact that a halloweentown malleus exists is still pretty dang good#and sebek's hat is SO tall#the biggest hat for the loudest boy#i hope oogie is here too i need him and jamil to meet#i need jamil to be faced with a guy who's just a bunch of bugs standing on each other's shoulders in a trenchcoat#i am not coherent right now i just needed to get this out before i go pass out again
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A pic I drew for my fanfic 'Write My Report' where we're doing paperwork mafia-style
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#dazai#atsushi#dazatsu#dazushi#dazai osamu#atsushi nakajima#bsd dazai#bsd atsushi#mafia daza#dazai x atsushi#atsushi x dazai#with each fanfic i write the worse the summary gets#i love how i rewatched bsd but skipped dark era arc#cuz i was like '...i am sick in bed i cannot watch oda die again'#and then i proceeded to write about dark era dazai#...i really need to rewatch those episodes just GIVE ME A MOMENT. ITS FINE.#bungo stray dogs#....i drew dazatsu once back in like 2017 how did we circle back here
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after the events of three in the morning, safe inside Athena just kinda tucked ody under her wings.
Idk why I think that but anyway it's cannon now that after ody gets thoroughly fucked Athena pulls him close and wraps her wings around him like a cocoon
yessss she sort of chirrups and coos down at him with the owl head tilting, nuzzling at him as she cleans up. she'd do it to penelope too but homegirl is practically steaming from how overheated all the exercise made her so she just goes and usually falls asleep face down on the bed until she's cool enough that athena can drag her closer as well.
in general i think athena would be there for the aftercare because I don't see post canon odypen knowing when to call it quits, which leads to both of them being absolutely exhausted and useless after the last round. she usually just rolls her eyes shakes her head and handles it all; but they both know she's awake for hours just trilling down at them and staring happily.
#sometimes one of them wake up and they murmur sweet nothings and 'how was your day's#odypenath#suggestive#odysseus#penelope#athena#pen felt guilty once and asked if she should take over but athena looked so distressed she immediately took it back “NO DONT MAKE THAT FACE#“YOU CAN HAVE MY HUSBAND HERE TAKE ODYSSEUS GET YOUR ASS OVER THERE”#athena is still figuring out being touched but till then she can at least cuddle with people she trusts when theyre at their most vulnerabl#with no expectations#“is the body fluids not... repulsive to you though?”#“no. you should have seen both of us when odysseus got his first period.”#“i still dont know how we got that much blood over so many things.”#“why didnt u go to ur. ur mom”#“we did. eventually. after athena maybe consulted the olympians in a panic”#“i dont think queen anticlea ever respected me quite the same ever again”#“to be fair we were both almost in tears and were convinced i was giving birth”#asks#odypen
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TY Shindanmaker for clocking me as a chronic liar (true) who is more caring than I should be (true, thank you anxiety) and also more of a romantic than horny (true, as an ace who enjoys the concept of love but doesn't really partake).
#i am once again baffled on how to tag this#its basically bishoujo me because of the 18 out 10 attractive rating and i really wanted to draw eyelashes#i debated very handsome man but my style leans far too cute to be confident in that ability#so here we go have a salmon illustration based on shindan results for love stats#that are actually fairly accurate minute the attractive one#however i did go to work recently without a mask bc my mask was in my car and my car was getting the ac fixed#so i didnt have a mask and i felt so naked yikes but while a bunch of coworkers commented on my lack of mask#one guy coworker in particular pointed out i didnt have one and im like uh haha yeah and then hes like well at least youre not ugly#and im like wait what does that even huh wahhhhhh??? no? not the point of wearing a mask?
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I think Gerald Robotnik is the perfect example of how sympathetic doesn't mean forgivable and I havent seen a single person talk about it
#sonic 3#sonic movie 3#gerald robotnik#so i will#like the scene of him manipulating Shadow by forcing him to relive Maria's death...#fucking horrific#and yet in that same scene it shows you how destroyed Gerald was by it#so in that moment you sympathise with him#but as soon as you come out of that flashback you remember what hes just done and suddenly all that sympathy is gone#like yeah the movies are silly we can all agree#Gerald Robotnik has his silly moments here and there#but god the majority of the time hes so cold and calculating and manipulative to those around him#people you expect him to care about#people he probably wouldve have cared about in the case of Eggman or did care about in the case of Shadow#'They want to take Shadow from us Maria'#from US.#yet when Shadow betrays him he only remarks that he was once so useful to him#this man does not care about anyone and he never will again#and so the movie does not expect you to care about him#its so expertly crafted and i want to talk about this more so so badly but nobody is going to take this seriously#because its fucking sonic the hedgehog 3 and somehow non sonic fans are immune to realising this movie is peak fiction#god im so insane over everything about it#i love how unimportant they made his death. it was so quick and they made a point of making it into a complete joke#every other death or near death experience in this franchise#are treated with serverity and intense emotional moments like longclaws death and sonics near death in 1#and even like characters that most people wont care about like commander walters are given a decent amount of respect#yet Gerald gets fucking bugzapped and is not mentioned again#its just so perfect because thats literlly what he was going to do to everyone#they wouldve had barely any time to come to terms with their deaths#some people may not have even noticed they wouldve just been there one moment and gone the next just like Gerald
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Scale of one to ten, how mad do you think Kohga is when, after he describes his/the Clan’s long, difficult work to figure out how to use Zonai tech, to collect charges, and to reconstruct a mighty ancient construct to gift to Lord Ganon, and after he debuts said amazing piece of engineering (which he’s even dressed up to show it’s special and his)*…
Link can just stand back and let his own mech, that he built in like two days tops and that is powered by a sage who barely knows him and is following him more or less blindly because he’s the Princess’s Chosen Hero…
Bop his creation repeatedly with a spiky metal ball (his own signature weapon)?
Because I think the answer is over 9000.



This is the mask of a man having a breakdown.
#yiga clan#legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#master kohga#I love to death how he gave his construct a huge collar and little sleevies and put his insignia on it#he worked so hard on that thing and didn’t have a magic hand or a Zonai ghost or even the exposition from the stewards/mining constructs#and then link gets *handed everything once again*#((myyyy own screenshots))#((*maaan that’s not a gift whatever you say. you made that for yourself didn’t you? yeaaah yeah you did.))#((just goes to show about that whole ‘yeah I guess we serve Ganon but have you seen master kohga???’ thing the yiga got going on))#((just picturing kohga taking that thing to ganon expecting to be showered with praise and to get to keep using it))#((meanwhile Ganondorf (probably) doesn't even know who he is whoops))#another lil detail: the construct's red shield matches the red-pink-orange magic the yiga/maz koshia use.#but kohga's own personal shields he's used in each fight and in botw and aoc are the blue shared by sheikah tech and impa AND maz koshia#nice blend of the two varieties of ancient sheikah magic on display here! (alongside the zonai-style energy powering the thing)#((iirc seized construct's shield/other magic/tech is a different red color--that's ganondorf's color))
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the instant i saw you reblog the europa stuff i was like 🥺👉👈 wheres the avatrice/avalil/bealil SLASH all of them au for poor sick victorian boy follower?🥺 (translation: i love how u write about space & also Landscapes and also The Characters and Europa is so😳what if we met in the ice tunnels beneath a burning sky that is always, ALWAYS cold, and what if home was very far away? but also here, where bodies are hearth-fires and your breath can die inside your mouth)
hi this was back in april when i was fighting for my life 🙇♀️ oops i'm so slow at writing. um i'm in tears, i remember when i got this ask i was having a rough weekend and this really blew my ass up. i love u thanks for waiting o7
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“I tell you to jump, you fucking jump, I tell you to fucking shoot you shoot. What’s not clear?” Mary is livid, her fury burning the front of Lilith’s soaked suit. She can’t see her face but she knows it’s hardened, her teeth peeking from her lips a dull white against her dry skin. Her shoulders shake with each breath waiting for Lilith’s pithy excuse. Mary catapults through her anger regardless of the destruction and waste, (Lilith knows this, catches herself in the reflection of Mary’s fangs).
It’s a fleeting thing that blindsides her, the memory brushing up the back of her neck. (Shannon’s fingers quick and light riding the slope of Mary’s arm pressing hard enough to feel in the frozen tundra as Mary works her jaw). A stolen moment she shouldn’t have seen but one that ached in different places of her body.
It is Europa’s disease, the weak imitation of heat sullying the minds of any living thing it touches. The earthsiders have a word for it, the hunt for any hint of warmth that drives barracks mad. (They cannot conceive it, a famine that thrives through the flesh. Europa’s twin, born second, void of anything, now at the heart of a feast gorging everything it can touch).
It is a disease they cannot combat, the yearning ache to go home.
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#TKO_writes#you ask#i cry#i'm so so so slow at writing#and i also was working on the big bang during this bahhaha#also decided to do artfight too so that is also [melt]#and then i had the worst friendship break up ever so now i'm slowly getting my ass beat and it's not looking good but we're :) here :)#anyway this ask made me cry thanks#i wanted to make this avabealil but i just couldn't picture it#instead it's bealil (first time i'm nervous)#and somehow accidentally almost marylil but tbh idk whats going on#i'm not entirely satisfied with the second half of the fic but that's not my problem i'm just here to write badly and get better#i don't think i did bealil justice but i am once again my biggest op#this also took so long because i decided i wanted to write more than what i usually can write and wanted to give you a full fleshed story b#hahah things got in the way so atleast you get 1 and a half scenes#throwing this out in it's shaky form b4 i chicken out and never come back to it#yeah i think i'll lovingly look at this forever and stare at a fuckign wall#i think i had more to say but tbh it's been 3 months [loudly crying] so so sorry i hope u enjoy it#uhmmmm i think the vibes i had set for this: hahah lilith ur so stupid we ARE a found family get in the damn fucking picture and smile#mary -> lilith#somethign something if only we had more time with mary#and I think let's be gay and dysfunctional and maybe learn how to hold your broke asses together and stay alive and go back home#but not before getting irreparable trauma!#but also learning that we are doomed together and i love u
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one of my favorite things about getting older is that I’m just more sure and more confident in taking control in social situations and making other people feel at ease. I really love it!
#have always wanted to be good at it but it takes time#at least for me#my mom was describing one of her college friends to me the other day#and she goes ‘yeah she was kind of like you. personable and direct and kind.#‘and she was always going to deal with you (positive) instead of ignoring you’#honestly compliment of all time! because it does not come totally naturally to me#and there’s a lot that gets in my way—shyness anxiety a certain stiffness#but I love when i can feel it sort of giving way#anyway just rambling#also once again teaching has helped with this so much#because kids HAVE to be guided through a social situation. they don’t know what to do#and if I let them run it it’s always stupid#so just taking control asking the questions kind of —situating them so we can have a moment and then I can dismiss them#not that I do the same with adults lol. but works more often than you think#just having some direction and taking charge of a social interaction#I remember this comedian once saying he loved when someone took control in a social situation re: greetings/handshakes/hugs#like ‘oh thank goodness someone is figuring this out’ it’s so true and so funny skskdkdjd#I hope there is nothing peremptory about it! but I often find I’m so much ruder by doing nothing#than by being proactively kind and (hopefully) appropriate to the occasion#you know I’ve spoken on it before but my life really changed#when I made myself go back and say goodbye to my students after graduation my second year teaching#like. I literally ran away because I was so shy and it felt so awkward and no one was taking charge of how to do it#and the students wouldn’t (can’t) so it felt like they didn’t want to#and then I realized no—if someone is going to take the lead here it has to be me#and then I did! and there was in fact so much love waiting for me#people just don’t know how to show it#so you have to give them an opportunity#this is so many thoughts but I feel this sooooo much and I care about it so much
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A-anime?
you know, sometimes I forget that Twst is actually an isekai that starts with the protagonist getting run over by an inexplicable horse-drawn carriage. and every time I'm reminded is a delight because that's AMAZING.
also. look. okay. there's a lot of very fun stuff in the trailer but I am obsessed with that Crowley surprised pikachu face. me when I spend all my keys and gems literally hours before they announce overblot SSRs and drop the anime trailer:
#twisted wonderland#twst anime#<- gonna use that for anime stuff in case anyone wishes to filter it#this is the point where i once again have to admit that i have not really read the manga#(i've liked what i've seen but it's very hard for me to keep up with stuff a lot of the time)#(the anime may actually be easier for me to absorb it in :')#god i GOTTA draw the manga yuus#i kept meaning to when yuuna got revealed but i didn't get around to it before 7-13 ate my brain 😭#anyway the bits they chose for the trailer are pretty interesting to me!#like i think chances are good it was mostly from that one sequence because given the timeline#they probably don't have a ton of 100% finished post-comp footage yet so they probably just took what they have#but also i'm thinking back to how deliberately vague all the game promo stuff was#and...okay again i don't really know how they did it in the manga but i am reminded of how overblotting was actually like. a twist.#a twst twist#like we were introduced to it in the prologue with the mine phantom#but riddle's overblot was an actual SURPRISE and like. an instant reveal that okay THIS is what the story's gonna be about#so i'm just kinda wondering if the anime promos might also like...actively try not to spoil everything#or if they're gonna go full anime-intro 'here's all the super spoilery scenes you can expect to see :)'#basically is the marketing gonna skew towards new viewers or established fans. both valid i'm just curious!#also excuse me for a moment as i reveal myself as a hugely pretentious snob but#oh my god the backgrounds actually have some texture and shape and are taking style cues from the game backgrounds#oh my god the castle exterior actually looks illustrative and fantastic and isn't just a 3d model they plopped in#it's hard to tell at this point how consistent that'll be since most of the trailer is in the mirror chamber#but i'm just SO happy to see it! hopefully this means they weren't crunched to fuck and are able to really go ham#(the pre-isekai scenes all look more generic modern anime so like...is that a conscious artistic choice they made)#(because that would be incredible. holy shit.)
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it confuses me when people say they like willow or xander and then get all uncomfortable and condemning about, like... major parts about them. you don't like that they're wildly possessive of which often leads them to acting irrational and awful...... which is like one of their biggest traits? oh, and you hate that they're not fantastic friends to buffy............. which is also like. how they are. pretty much the entire time we know them. okay!
wow, you find xander to be annoying bc he's a dumb dude who seriously needs to unlearn some ideals and really outta treat his girlfriends nicer. I'm dismayed at his typical guy-ness. bummer, we don't enjoy that willow is like totally abusive when it comes to exerting whatever power can get over people. that sure is a bad thing she does.
I just. I like them BECAUSE of these things idk how the hell you could possibly separate these things from them and still enjoy these characters it boggles my mind
#these are the most common complaints I have seen from people who say they enjoy one of or both of these characters#and it makes me ????#also once again bc I've talked about this before there something SERIOUSLY codependent and unhealthy going on with the core scoobies#NONE of them treat their partners all that great tbh it's just xander gets the most shit for it bc he's ig the most obvious about it#sorry but despite willow's love what she did to tara clearly shows she could've and would've been worse to her if she wanted to#she had the potential for being a worse gf it just didn't manifest until later and tara shut that shit DOWN quick#and even then there are little things like why the hell was tara never properly integrated into the scoobies. a forever outsider#this is my girlfriend willow and her girlfriend tara. that is the dynamic of the scoobs + tara be fr#also ik this is the xander harris hate site and you'll probably see me as being kind here but I genuinely think y'all hate on him too much#he is not that awful? he's not like the best person but oh my god guys this is INSANE how much we hate this guy#I'll admit the narrative does him fucking dirty the way it treats him as so good. but xander himself is such an interesting character imo#anyways. I like both of these characters bc they are not good people to those they care about despite sincerely truly loving them#and that is SO fun to explore and examine#willow rosenberg#xander harris#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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SO funny that the only explanation for why Aric stabbed Rhian is, in Japeth's words, "because [Rhian] said things about [his and Aric's] friendship" (the full actual quote is "because you said things! About him and me! About our friendship!"). Which is such a funny way of phrasing it because that could mean LITERALLY anything. Soman why would you phrase it like that. genuinely
The only other elaboration we get on the stabbing ever is right after the first line and it's vague as to what it's actually talking about, which is where Rhian says "Because he was a monster / a sadist with no soul" (which. yeah lmao), but that could be either "he stabbed me because he was a monster" OR "I said those things because he was a monster", and the rest of the line supports the second interpretation, so we just???? don't know what made aric do it??????? This is the single most influential event in the series it literally doubled the series' length what do you MEAN there's only ever two lines about it????? ? ? ??? arbed prequel when hello
#unadulterated rambling btw. it IS 2am#seriously. what the fuck happened in Arbed. how did we get here#im not against the interpretation that rhian said one (1) wrong thing and aric got him for it#while that is slightly out of character for him in my opinion (at least by pre-book 2 standards). yeah he would#japeth girl come back what was it. japeth. please#NOT liking what japeth knowing what was said implies btw. but that's neither here nor there#this post is also missing the crucial interpretation that rhian ii is not too fond of gay people. and thats. thats what he said#also! the other really funny bit of information revealed about arbed in this chapter!#they put arics expulsion to a VOTE. they made the ENTIRE STUDENT POPULATION VOTE ON IT#that is. so incredibly funny. 498 to 1 vote. can you fucking imagine being japeth in that situation. its so joever#why would they do that “hm this student tried to kill someone. this is a perfect opportunity to exercise democratic values”#do yall see why i wanted the arbed prequel this shits funny as hell#aric once again being the most unserious character in the series. 10 year streak#sge#tsfgae#school for good and evil#the school for good and evil#sfgae#japethposting#the school of good and evil#aricposting#getting too much post mileage lately that last tag has. unacceptable
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The biggest problem with trying to come up with a dream Sparks setlist is that I truly want them to play just about every song. Or at least 80% of them, would that really be too much to ask..
#the funniest thing about this statement is that well they actually Did That once. hashtag 2008 hashtag sparks spectacular#but i was 6 years old and in the wrong country. classic story#really though how am i supposed to choose my biggest contenders out of all the 00s songs howwwwww#throwback to about a month ago and watching the 1999 balls show and going 'they should play this again' at every song#i mean wouldn't it be amazing to hear more than a sex machine followed by do-re-mi. adding this to my bucket list to be honest#also balls. balls HAS to stay on the setlist. yeah so many songs that i don't want to lose either it's so tough#well all in all this is not an easy task but i must do it for the possible insurmountable joy of guessing something right#ala what happened in november even though i had no written list of those just a couple of wishes & so many came true.. heard my fav song..#also i've been wondering if this could be the end of so may we start as the show opener but can do things my own way work quite as well here#maybe they should open with like. dick around. guys. that would be so sick. actually with the MAD! theme of the tour#could we maybe get some more darker and angrier songs perhaps you know...#what are all these bands so angry about? the most underrated LB banger. it would go so hard. do you see my vision#and it has some lyrical themes reminiscent of DTMOW i think. it all makes so much sense i need to ponder this all more#goosepost
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#tw pet death#dreamt that he started breathing again at the end of my bed#and it sounded like how he was breathing as he died#and because i was dreaming i couldnt move. even in the dream#so i couldnt get him out#tried to shout for help but i couldnt speak#that was a lot#he's still on my bed in a patch of sun#half an hour until we leave to give him to the vets#i read a kids book when i was probably too young about a girl who kept her dead cat's body in her wardrobe#i think it was jacqueline wilson?? probably djbfjfj#that was a little child in the book#but guess what i want to do now at age 22 lmao#i thought it would be easier once he was gone because i wouldn't need to stay with him 24/7#but turns out i actually do! and ive got maybe an hour left of being able to do that#...... and im blogging FJBFJDNDJ#not that i look at follower count but i saw it yesterday and i'm shocked nobody has unfollowed because of all this#i'm so sorry#i don't want to say any of this to my family because it would upset them#and my friends are already hearing enough#my mum is saying she wishes she could see him. which will break me at some point#but right now i have no strength left to try to orchestrate that#and ask my dad to let her#maybe that's selfish but i did everything i could so she could have a day with him#and also invited her here when my dad was out#he probably knows because he has cameras#but if he does hes done a great job of not acting angry with me#im so exhausted i cant be begging him to let her see his body#i will feel guilty about not doing that#reached tag limit lmaooo thanks for listening but i hope nobody reads this despite publically posting it
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Dick or no dick confirmation Pickles was always going to be trans to me anyways; if he's swingin' somethin that's phallo babes, if he's not then his t-dick fat. What's not to get.
#metalocalypse#jay talkin#I'm sorry they wrote that awful gross little man far too likeable and relatable to on a trans level#for me not to hoot and holler and cheer for the trans pickles agenda#changes nothing about his character arc or any of the show anyone is capable of being the kind of person he is#don't make the mistake of thinking thats exclusive to cis men#his transness wouldnt change that#only adds on an extra layer to him that i think works fantastically.#Listen that dude was rejected by his family driven to drink and drugs young to escape that ran away to be in a band#is called fucking Pickles of all things and refuses to tell anyone his real last name;#over the span of four seasons and two movies he slowly starts to learn to be for others what he never had#he becomes more caring more supportive#it's not a stretch to say he undoes some of the toxic masculinity he's been keeping himself shielded behind#and learns how to be a kinder man.#all of which have no contradictions with him being trans!#In fact it doesn't take much extra thought to find ways a lot of this can line up with some trans masculine experiences#i mean. Did no one else have a younger phase where they swung as far as they could into crass rude and uncaring ways#to try and assert their masculinity only to grow and realise that you can be a man and be more caring.#Did no one else have father issues. 1 800 come on now i know those are both shared experiences a lot of us have had LOL.#at the end of the day this show aired nearly 20 years ago and is finished. we're not getting more of it#so nothing is altered nor changed if pickles is canonically trans or not ok. its fine#i mean hell i dont even need canon confirmation hes trans to me and thats all i care abt#but i think if yr getting suuuuuper weird abt needing him not to be canonically trans you have some issues#and bio essentialist ideals of gender if you think only a cis man can act like he does#again. anyone can be like that. its not exclusive. him being trans would not change him in any way shape or form lol#AND ALSO GODDDUUUGH for once i love getting to see a guy pushing 50 whos depicted as trans#do you have any idea how dire and barren it is out here. we never get to see a trans guy older than 30 and whos not a pristine model#I WANT MORE OLD SHLUBBY SHITHEAD TRANS GUYS IN MEDIA
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sorry if you've already mentioned but what (re?)ignited your love of comics/x-men/cherik? curious because there are so many different adaptations of them
i think im gonna speak for a few (or a lot of) people when i say that TL;DR the wolverine x deadpool movie that came out this summer is what pulled me back into comics and i COULD leave it there but i will go into excruciating and unnecessary detail instead because i love an origin story and i love oversharing.
under the cut tho because im nice sometimes (there's also wxdp doodles in here. if you want to see that)
ironically (and probably commonly), growing up i was more of an avengers kid. Kinda. Loosely <- binge watched the cartoons and movies and read copious amounts of comics and fics and i am hoarding fanart in my old dresser as we speak ok 'loosely' is a modest lie.
embarrassingly i remember getting into discus cause of captain america LMAO so yeah needless to say i was a Humble Fan- me joining my school's comic class/club didnt help either (shoutout to my teach from that she was the realest one out there for. A Multitude of reasons). she definitely is was inspires me to even draw still and make comics and i often think bout the tips i learned from her class tbh she was great
back to the movies t and comics tho, i got into em because my brother would offer to take me and that's how we'd hang out (i rarely saw movies in theaters and i even more rarely went anywhere as a teenager. still kinda like that today tbh ooops) and yk. it just snowballed after that.
my brother and i have always liked comics- he just more than me for a while (though he still very much loves comics and As We Know From My Posts we still talk about them whenever i see him To An Exhausting Degree)
durin then i was really into stony and i have a few surviving doodles i made but those are between me and god. and anyone who asks tbh LOL
'snap can you make this related to x-men again this is long' ok so fast forward to This Summer again I Still Don't Really See Movies but my brother offered to take me and this was the first time i'd actually seen an x-men movie in full
as a kid i only remember seeing the 'perfection' scene between erik and raven in first class while i was channel surfing. pretty sure i changed the channel after seeing mystique naked cause i was scared my parents would get mad at me if they caught me watching it LOL
BUT MOVING ON As A Kid i think it's also natural you'll sometimes watch 92 if it's on And I Did though evidently it didn't stick too hard (i do remember really liking beast and gambit though.... still do really): my knowledge of x-men was. INCREDIBLY sparse. like diabolically so so i didnt have too much expectations (aside from the fact i vaguely liked deadpool beforehand).
tbh i dont know why my bro never took me to see any of the x-men movies. it's not like he doesn't Also like x-men (90% sure nightcrawler's his favorite but my brother will be caught dead saying he has absolute favorites like that)- he owns a bitch load of deadpool comics/omnibus sets too (of which ive read over the years and reread this year) but Shrug moving on
Much Like Most Of The Internet i fell down the rabbit hole that way. i have some doodles i made a couple days after seeing WxDP that i now have an excuse to throw at all of you Look And Perceive
and so. As I Do. i got curious and told myself i'd binge watch all the x-men movies the week before i went back to school And Then I Did ft. My Brother Sometimes and then i said i'd binge watch all of '92 and And I Did That ft. My Brother Sometimes But Less So and now we're here. currently watching Evolution...
once i got to school i realized i lived near a comic shop and started getting into the comics that way (the first ones i got since going down this rabbit hole was Magneto Was Right!, The Resurrection of Magneto, and The Trial of Magneto. if you were curious !!!!! clearly i didnt care too much about context i just needed to see My Guy jelvejlkvj i have no regrets and Evidently ive read more since)
i'm pretty sure what dragged me into cherik specifically was the fact i saw a clip of The Famous ending to 92 where erik's aghast at the notion jean even has to question his love for charles. i think that was what officially had me refocus my lens on them: not a single poolverine thought after that LOL (all the cherik posting i saw on twitter definitely helped too but that was the nail in the coffin for any other interests i had: i was locked into cherik and x-men in general now)
that clip specifically, i was surprised at the fact they- frequently even- have the x-men franchise say erik loves charles and vice versa so bluntly. even if it's not meant to be romantic, i fear im just a fan of how casually the word's thrown around with them two and i got tender bout it all. Then Yk. i just live for the drama. the hilarity even. the sincerity .... they make me sick if i think of them too long so im gonna end it here
before i go tho ironically enough, the first x-men issue i owned was This one (story a this is that while stuck in some wacko dimension charles accidentally gets himself trapped in logan's mind while utilizing his astral projection. if you were curious). pretty sure i got it for free with another comic set i got years ago since our old comic shop loved to do that, but it's poetic aint it. maybe ill doodle something referencing it..
i should probably look into finishing this arc someday im Dummy curious to even know how it started and how it ends.....
#snap chats#usually this onea them posts i ramble bout in the tags but i have photos and this is Long long so .. i use the main body for once ...#sorry i gave a biography but i never talk to people and i also love typing. im one of those party can-of-worms i fear#i feel like i could talk about this forever because x-men itself has never been super prominent in my childhood#it was just kinda there in the background BUT comics themselves have always been with me. theyre a keystone to me i think#but yeah. x-men definitely sticks a lot harder than avengers does now OOPS this is not me taking shots i am just SAYING#i have a lot of old marvel doodles tbh .. i found an old deadpool one i remember drawing with my bro during a car ride#kinda funny how much my bro and i bond i dont think of it much but I Guess thats another reason why comics are special to me#we dont bond much- i dont bond with my fam in general tbh we're kinda. Isolated in a way LOL so its cool we're tight at least#if you wanna go deeper bout Comics And My Family my dad really liked comics growing up- more dc tho maybe#apparently he used to draw hulk a lot but if he did those drawings are loooong gone.. at least i know who to blame for me drawing#he loves superman tho. i remember id get embarrassed watching superhero cartoons and superman was on screen when he was around#for some reason i thought id get in trouble if he caught me watching superman but when he did once he was real happy so. tf wrong with me#he loves to say hes superman a lot and id be like Dad... Stop... LMAO but in the cheesiest way possible he do be my hero so. accurate ig#but yeah thats my origin story for why i like comics again thank you for reading if you actually read all that#and sorry it got all sappy Unfortunately i be like that sometimes. i am very emotionally constipated and i over explain a lot#ok i fr gonna end it here im gonna keep going by accident if i thinka any longer and i have stuff i still have to do
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