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Okay whats with the RGB siblings and their weird âgrandparentsâ
Why do all three of them have some creepy eerie predecessors man
Lloyd with the Fsm
Kai with the CENTIPEDE
Nya with Nyad.
Can they be normal. Can they please be normal.
#lego ninjago#asrikals dumb rambles#dragons rising#nya ninjago#kai ninjago#lloyd ninjago#fsm ninjago#ninjago monstrosity#ninjago nyad#cant wait till we get a name reveal for the previous master of fire#or something around a name reveal#so i can start tagging him too
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Then finally, after what seemed like forever, a stupid, arrogant, little man cut the webs and set the monster free.
#scribbles#jonathan sims#john sims#not!sasha#not sasha#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanart#tma s2#im not shiptagging this but like i have a problem. know it in your heart#one day i'll make my bighuge manifesto post on these two. because i josh about being insane but i do genuinely have#really strong john x notsasha feelings like Thematically#i know out of universe its just to keep the mystery intact but the fact in all of john's paranoia and stalking#he even went through her desk but still didnt find the tapes she hid in there#he didnt press her on tom because he worried about damaging her trust which is insane to hear from the guy who dug through martin's trash#to accuse him of lying about murder. and followed tim to his house and took pictures of him. like he still followed notsasha on her#lunch breaks yes but the comparatively less amount of stalking because he respects her more than the others is really interesting to me.#and i in general view notsasha's reveal and her chasing him as the catalyst for him realizing he's kind of a pos#because she's the one he treated with respect. she's the one he didn't actually want to raise a hand against while he's treating#tim and martin like shit when they are objectively way less suspicious but theyr higher suspects because john Likes Them Less#and he realizes that the standards he holds the people around him to to be worthy of respect and have their feelings acknowledged#can literally only be met by something that has no self respect or opinions or identity by virtue of being an empty inhuman Thing.#Please.the ao3 tag is literally just me. some dumbfuck john x every stranger smutfic. and an ambiguously romantic johnsasha whumpfic#Understand my vision.#she has a boyfriend named tom
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been watching tetro danganronpa and i am so in lovv with her,,,
#tetro danganronpa pink#tetro danganronpa#watari nishino#the freakout i had when her design was revealed to me was crazyy i had to prance around i could not comprehend greatness#is there an abbreviation for the name of this fanganronpa..... IDK#trying to do something with the whites were absoulutely killing me. could not decide if they should lean towards yellow or greenish
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i think my problem with this dw season arc accusing the audience of fanbrain for theorising about ruby is that it both feels deceitful and isn't actually that compelling from a character perspective. the season goes out of its way to build up supernatural mystery around ruby and even invokes susan more heavily than ever before in a way that is deliberately trying to get the audience to make those connections. and then it turns around and says you stupid idiot why would you ever try to connect these dots i have deliberately tried to get you to connect.
building up a mystery only for the character to be ordinary is an impossible girl arc redux only this time accusing the viewer of failing to see the humanity of the companion, whereas the impossible girl arc was turning that accusation on the doctor. 7b didn't really blame the audience for viewing clara as a puzzle and in fact several times spells out the fact that clara is perfectly ordinary before the big reveal to give the audience a chance to catch on. as 7b goes on, instead of laying the mystery on thicker, the audience just gets more and more affirmations that clara is a normal human being (rings of akhaten, journey to the centre of the tardis, hide). i found this approach compelling because it was rooted in character, focusing on the doctor's disconnection from humanity/the gendered dynamic of a man treating a woman as his manic pixie mystery to pull him out of grief. s14's meta approach of accusing the viewer feels both unfair, given it has deliberately led the viewer towards theorising, and personally less compelling to me because it wasn't tied into character in any way.
the thing about rey's parentage in tlj is that the reason rian johnson chose to go for that reveal was that it was the only answer that was interesting. none of the theories - rey is a skywalker, rey is a kenobi, and even the eventually canonical rey is a palpatine - were interesting or satisfying because they brought nothing compelling to the table for the story being told. the only satisfaction to be gained from those answers was a fanbrained "omg rey is important because she's related to that guy from the other movie." on top of that, rey desperately wants her parents to have been important, to give her life and her abandonment some kind of significance. so them being ordinary provided the most compelling trajectory for her character because it was the thing she least wanted to hear. it forced her to do the most introspection and growth, as well as tying into the film's themes about the capacity of ordinary people to be special. it wasn't just a choice made to "gotcha" the viewer, it was rooted in character.
i don't think ruby's mother being ordinary accomplishes the same thing. by invoking susan, s14 is engaging with the most egregious example of the doctor's streak of abandonment, which has potential to be very compelling in relation to ruby (and now also the doctor's) own abandonment issues. theories that ruby might be susan, or be somehow related to susan, or somehow related to the doctor, weren't just fanbrained "omg she's related to that guy i know from the classic series." they were theories genuinely rooted in character and the potential to explore both the doctor and ruby's issues with abandonment. and this is something the show willingly led fans towards by invoking susan so much in the first place. so for the show to turn around and act like they were shallow out of nowhere ideas when they were not shallow and were based on potential character conflicts the show itself deliberately invoked, feels misguided.
as well as that, ruby's mother being ordinary does not require that same growth from ruby as it did for rey because it is exactly what ruby wanted to hear. she never wanted her mother to be important, she just wanted to know who her mother was and have a connection with her. so finding out she was a normal woman who still loves her and wants to be a part of her life is everything she's ever wanted. it doesn't introduce interesting conflict for her the way rey's parents being ordinary did for her, because they were written as different characters with different hangups over their abandonment.
tl;dr i don't necessarily dislike ruby's mother being ordinary as an idea but compared to the things it was inspired by - 7b and star wars - it is not nearly as compelling in terms of how it relates to the characters or themes. and the meta angle, while conceptually interesting, doesn't quite work for me because it feels a little manipulative of the audience.
#blahs#dw#dw spoilers#like to be clear i'm not necessarily saying ruby's mother SHOULD have turned out to be susan#i'm saying that if it was always going to be an ordinary woman then rtd should've constructed a better arc around that#bc for the one he did write it's not that compelling of an answer. it doesn't really move anyone forward except maybe the doctor himself#bc the doctor is now sad that ruby has what he can never find#like yeah okay that's interesting... next season. and for the doctor. but not really for ruby!! and not for s14 as a whole!!#and like pulling the rug out of a mystery like this is something moffat also did a lot#like invoking the name of the doctor only to not reveal it or teasing the hybrid as a big alien villain only for it to be twelveclara#but the thing about those is that moffat never makes the answer that he rejects genuinely compelling#like he rejects learning the doctor's name bc there is nothing compelling about knowing it and he never tries to make you think there is#he rejects the hybrid as a warrior alien bc there's nothing compelling about that and he doesn't try to make you think there is#i feel subversive moffat mysteries are always leading you towards why the answer he gives you is the most compelling one#which i don't think s14 accomplishes. instead it's like haha! tricked you! your genuinely interesting theories are silly and dumb!#idk. i see the vision but i don't think it was handled with a deft hand so it ended up kind of a mess that didn't land imo
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uu parrot fans try to have an original thought process for once challenge (impossible!!!!)
#airy's silly thoughts ~~°â#sorry#no im not#will NEVER stop hating on uu parrot nor his fans#yall are the same people#that one scene from that one toy story movie with the shelves of buzz lightyear you know#i dont care that i revealed that im đđž on uuhc idc#wemmbu IS the main protagonist of season 2???? hello...#just because parrot has the director stuff going on doesnt mean he's the main protagonist#spoke was THE POV with all of the mafia stuff. yk. THE VILLAIN OF SEASON ONE#but HE'S not main protagonist of season one NOOOO#even thought he SHOULD BE and COULDVE BEEN if he had more time to develop his character#literally everything AROUND parrot is more interesting than his own character#derap and nuf's insecurities of their place on BAT. leo grieving after the death of his BEST FRIEND (something parrot was going through)#and jumper LITERALLY SACRIFICING HER POSITION IN BAT IN THE NAME OF CLEAIRNG PARROT'S NAME!!!#parrot wouldnt BE HERE without ANY OF THEM but ESPECIALLY JUMPER#BAT would make better protags of season 2 than parrot im NOT sorry#wemmbu actually has???? character development???? wooahhhh.... something parrot glazers dont know#because their fave is the BIGGEAT FATTEST FUCKING STAGNANT CHARACTER POSSIBKY IN ALL MEDIA EVER#im not saying character development is ALL that makes a main character#but wemmbu's also INTERESTING. mainly in how she reacts to situations#if parrot or spoke were in her shoes#well#they wouldnt be here anymore#but besides that#they would- according to their characters by the finale- react emotionally#wemmbu DOESNT#she doesnt lash out. she copes via violence. but there's not really a lot of shouting and yelling#she thinks herself a pawn in her own game#a side character in her own book
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been seeing too many posts insisting ford should call stan "lee" lately, i'm seconds away from writing the most jarring fic where dipper inexplicably calls mabel "belle" the entire time
#dipper is now called sone or something idk#anyway wishing folks appreciated the symbolism of their nicknames and how it's shaped around their identity as a twin.....#and how ford calling him stanley hits so much harder than anything else possibly could cos its a name he didnt use for 40 years#while constantly using different identities that entire time#and even after the truth is revealed everyone else he knows is just gonna stick to calling him stan#(other than bill and gideon of all people lmaoooo)#stan signing off his letter as 'stanley' still gets to me!!! it's important!!!!#but anyway let's analyse how the kid comic has them use 'stanley' and 'ford'#the teen scenes has them use only 'stan' and 'ford'#while the portal incident has them use 'stanley' and 'stanford'#current era has them just use a mix i'm pretty sure#also there's the whole thing about their dad referring to both of them as stan when they were growing up#that one hellman comic about the mystery twins birth still lives in my brain and defined the way i think about this#.....wait whaddya mean that comic is only 3 years old#anyway don't mind me cackling as tbob has stan call ford 'sixer' more#despite some folks insisting that the nickname is ruined forever#'am i too passionate about this one topic' i ponder despite writing like 7k of fic about this one thing#.....one of said lee posts using my fic summary was. a bit odd. but oh well
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Peony!!! My funnie Shifter Barbarian/Fighter for a oneshot we played tonight :)
Character-wise, she ended up a lil sillier than I intended her to but I like her a lot anywayyy
#my art#d&d#d&d character#barbarian#fighter#dnd shifter#monster girl#we were trying to clear our names for some goofy crimes our clones had committed and went around town finding evidence#and interviewing witnesses - all ended in a fight between the guards us and our clones where peony got to reveal her shifter stuff#and get BEEG#should've given her a belt of enlargement or something#she'd have been doing fucking NUTTY damage then#but it was neeaatttt a fun lil session to scratch the itch since we haven't played since like november ish :'''''))
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my quaint little nookđ„č

#ââ đ. âĄ#came back home from work to a pleasant surprise of my room being re-arranged once more by my mom and i gotta say..#it turned out super adorable ITS LIKE MY PERSONAL LITTLE HAVEN IN MY ROOM </3#now you know i wasnt lying when i said i was a trinket collector chat i wear that title as a badge of honor#also excuse the uh⊠real name reveal if you happen to look closer into one of the prints :P i got too lazy to edit it out#not that i really care tbhđa few moots know of my real name but its not some big secret i was keeping or something#i just tend to go by my online alias instead since itâs how im more known to others around here#anyways.. time to grind on some hw now horrayyy ;-;
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oh my god i should reread one of the bailey school kids books. it would be so funny
#i used to love them but then at some point around 3rd grade i reached a critical mass of Bailey School Kids Books Read#and realized that the kids were never EVER going to figure out conclusively whether one of the Suspicious Adults was actually a cryptid#and i was SO ANGRY. the BETRAYAL!!!!#like. ok. i lean perhaps unfairly towards disliking ambiguous endings#HOWEVER. this was not that. this was little 8-year-old me realizing they'd been stringing me along for like 15 books#these narratives DO NOT FOLLOW THROUGH on their CORE PROMISE. like if you look at the blurbs:#''Could this man really be Santa Claus? The Bailey School Kids are going to find out!''#NO THEY'RE FUCKING NOT!!! THEY NEVER FIND OUT!!!! NEVER EVER EVER#(ok i don't know this for a fact. i didn't read all of them. but i would be shocked if i was wrong here)#i went from ''i love this book series!'' to loathing basically overnight#really funny in hindsight ghsdlkgmsdlmk. baby bookworm moments#AUTHOR YOU MADE ME A PROMISE!!! IT WAS BUILT IN TO THE NARRATIVE#BUT YOU HAD TO END EVERY BOOK LIKE ''guess we'll never know! *wink*'' INSTEAD OF FOLLOWING THROUGH#YOU BUILT YOUR SERIES ON A FOUNDATION OF LIES AND DISAPPOINTMENT#they didn't have to is the thing!!!!#like. okay i get why they couldnt have a ''this teacher is a werewolf!'' reveal. it would make it difficult to continue the series#but they could have the kids find out he ISNT a werewolf!!! i would have been on board with that. it's like scooby doo!#scooby doo still works after a million episodes even though you know it's going to be some jerk in a costume every time#side note i think scooby doo on zombie island should never have happened. it goes against the premise of scooby doo#side side note i also usually dislike when people mix sherlock holmes with ''oooh it was ACTUALLY A GHOST'' type stuff#they're trying to spice it up but they're misunderstanding the appeal of the thing#there are ways to add supernatural elements well though. angel of the crows does it#the hellhounds and werewolves and everything werent a problem because they followed rules and weren't like. a shock#that part of it was very well-done. i really liked the setting. on the other hand some books try to do a thing like#''sherlock holmes finds out he DOESNT actually understand the world!! and the supernatural is REAL'' booooring i am BORED this is DULL#side side side note i hate jack the ripper stories. whys everyone who does sherlock holmes want to do a jack the ripper case#wow you've put the most famous late victorian detective and the most famous late victorian serial killer together. so original#at least have the decency to change the name or something. come on#personal#bookposting
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A bunch of things for an au I'm cooking but they're in very bad quality because I took them on my sister's tablet
#dandys world#reestal likes to draw#reestallized drew this#dandys world au#a very dandy clubhouse#<- name of the au btw#Might give you a better view of some of the designs.... Sooonn....#Basically the idea here is that gardenview is some kinda edutainment clubhouse that was founded around the early 2000s?? idk#or maybe even later. the toons are based on various aesthetics or something.... Depends on the toon ofc#UH OH ACCIDENTAL HAND REVEAL#you did not see that. anyway
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Actually a bit surprised that Cap's allergy to the word "cute" has been brought up a few times after it was first revealed.. And that it was brought up once when Spinel was in the vicinity in HZ054..
I wonder if it'll be brought up again in the future.
#what i'm saying is that i want spinel to say the word ăăăă#ăăĄăźăă©ăăăŒăăăă#btw i'm aware that friede didn't explain cap's issue specifically in ep 54. cap just sneezed upon being called cute by friede's kohai#i just think it's funny that spinel happened to be conveniently around when one of cap's weakness was exposed in a casual setting ww#spinel should say ăăăă too. for me. is he talking about cap when he says it? or friede? it is a mystery#(also interesting to me that friede and spinel have the franchise's mascots as partners etc.. both ikemen having the cute pkmn etc)#anyway. i wonder how much spinel knows about friede. he did casually call him 'professor friede' back in ep 44#showing that he did know his name and his professor status and probably that he knows that friede dislikes being called professor.#which is a lot to reveal in one sentence! why is he like that#he should keep being like that. âi know everything about you professor friede <3â#and proceed to list everything he knows. âyour pkmn is weak to this specific word. liko-san's mother was your school teacher.â#âthe engineer of the ship... orio-san was it. she is your childhood friend.â etc#spinel is going to get a good grade in friede information. something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve <3#i wanna see them interact again.. it'd be fun. just so i can see how they react to each other#hz070#character notes#episode notes#about the episode itself though. i do like that dot didn't know about cap's thing with the word cute#because she wasn't there in hz035 when it was revealed#that was before she started going out of her room more
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The sinnohs might as well be a foil to every major player in their whole story (Cynthia, Cyrus, Volo, TAO)
#i should rename kiku actually to go along with the sort of naming scheme/vibes the other three have going#i wanna give kiku and volo some weird dynamic .#like how Cynthia is almost obsessed with Cyrus maybe Volo is almost obsessed with Kiku#as Voloâs⊠thing with Arceus would probably make him relationship with Kiku funky#Kiku is just trying to vibe and help complete the pokedex for her ultimate goal (sharing the knowledge and love of the world they have)#but like. while Volo is trying to open up the akashic record to meet Arceus .#thereâs something about Kiku that intrigues him⊠doesnât help that Giratina is almost fixated on her too.#whispering to him unintelligible things about Kiku specifically .#something something the reason why Giratina got banished to the distortion world is due to least favorite child syndrome .#well lessso least favorite child and moreso just jealousy#jealousy over just how much arceus loves the adored one#and itâs only when the mark of arceus and Kikuâs possession of the legendary plate does this get revealed#(daughter of arceus moment)#but Volo is almost fixated on her compared to the sinnoh trio#it makes her uncomfortable . and makes her keep a closer eye on the sinnohs when around volo
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Need to finish my Dave design so I can draw him with Mori
#luly talks#as in Lucis. Mori is like calling me myself my second deadname which I'll reveal bc who gives a fuck its Luz#luluco literally is bc each is an initial of my names#but like i dont Have much to draw w L.L. and Dave like they're just dating.#LUCIS on the other hand has some weird familiar platonic love hate relationship w the guy#bc a Huge trait of them is that if they dislike you you won't find out. bc they're very polite.#bc they're shy y'know? and just honestly a dgaf-er. like they dont like you but that's ok they wont be rude there's bigger worries#that is unless they like. pick trust. in which case they lose the shyness.#and while L.L. is sopping wet i need y'all to understand Lucis killed himself on a suspicion of danger.#like they're volatile as FUCK#they keep it down mostly bc there's No need to let it out but sometimes something tips them over and they go wild#and they love Dave but they'll also hold him hostage for a while if they have to. doubt he'd mind THAT much#this is a joke bc of me using him for emotional stability btw#Lucis digging their nails into his shoulders like YOU'LL HELP ME. and he's just like ugh fine -_-#i like to think of Dave seeing them in a paternal light. i mean lucis is a young cryptid without parents too so he sees some of himself in#them. lucis doesn't always Pick on this tho so they get a bit uncomfortable like fuck does this guy want.#lucis does appreciate having a fellow cryptid tho. even if they're way different dave is some lizard mori is a little demon#but hey. he has a tail.#it's also an excuse to have this be like. a happy au. bc it means less reasons for Dave to kill kids he's busy being the dad he never had to#this weird freak. and! jack is helping him :)#jack is technically related to lucis too. brothers in law đ#lucis still can't stand Dave bc he's obnoxious and also mean but likes him bc he's silly and nice and sticks with them#wags hand around tis but thr nature of them. ask lucis about the mermaid.
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#rolling around on the floor#actual!?!?! for actual?!?!? people believe im a guy?@@?!!!?? you dont doubt me??!?!?#you dont doubt me right?!?!? im not lying either right?!?!?!#its not like you clocked me in your mind right!?!?! im just a guy right!?!?!#(or rather- dont answer that)#im losing it somehow but (positive)#rolling back and forth#im real right..................... hahahahahhahaha#im a guy right... im a guy right.... rocking back and forth#you think im a guy!!! right!!! and you don't question it!!! there's something so beautiful about that#I'm happy........ yay...... hehe#Made up my mind. I'll lie and hide as best as I can. Lol. Is this the right choice? It's fine right? It's my right?#I want to protect this feeling as best as I can. That's fine right!!! I don't owe you anything right!!!!!!!!!----#I'm going insane.#I wonder- how ppl are comfortable with revealing their voice online and not fear getting clocked by their voice#More power to you- im glad you feel comfortable with yourself ofc#But online is the only safe space I have... I can say something and people just. Accept it. Because there's no other info to go off on#You trust me? Believe me? Just like that? I don't have to prove anything to you? Because I only exist as words on a screen to you?#uwaaaa..... sniffling. 'ryu' really feels like the only real identity I have tbh. It's the side of me that feels the realest- most genuine#A name - an identity - even a personality? That I chose for myself fully...#its like im nurturing a part of myself to finally grow into someone i can be proud of. That i can accept. It feels like im finally a person#I can exist right?!??! I'm allowed to.!?!? I'm actually going insane.
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Bed Chem - T.F.
Synopsis. No, youâve never gone through a heat. No, your big bad neighbor, Toji Fushiguro, hasnât had a rĂșt in years. No, you donât think youâll make it out alive when all that changes with yourâŠbed chem.
Pairing. Toji Fushiguro x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! omĂ©ga! reader, alpha! Toji, OMĂGAVERSE AU, slight enemies-to-Iovers, rĂșts, breĂ©ding, MARATHONS, cĂșmplay, bĂșlges, Toji is BIG, heats, face-sĂtting, 69, spĂtting, praise, oraI (f + m), knottĂng, he goes FĂRAL, DĂMBIFICATION, one use of âmaâamâ, fated mates, matĂng bites, p talking, breaking furniture, pet names, swĂ©aring.
Word count. 9.9k (whoops)
A/N. Hope you have a lovely week <3

â-oh! And, darling, my friend recently showed me this new serum that could-â
â-help with myâŠcondition, huh?â Youâre finishing off, teeth grit almost as hard as your fingers were around your glaring phone. âMom- Iâve already told you that I want nothing to do with those sketchy inducers. Iâd rather stay dormant like this forever.â
Thereâs slight static crackling from the other end of the line, âIâm just so worried for you, especially with that massive alpha-â
âWho? Wait- Toji?â Youâre braving out a chuckle, gut clenching at the memory of your utterly hot new neighbor and his muscles upon drool-worthy muscles. âYâknow, the doctor has already determined that itâs impossible for me to go into my first heat now.â
And despite it all, you canât help but drink in a deep inhale the moment you step foot into your cozy local convenience store. Only for your senses to be met withâŠnope. Nothing, again.
âBesides-â Fingers hovering over that angry red End button, youâre speed-walking your way as inconspicuously as possible towards the Heats and Ruts aisle. â-Toji doesnât have ruts.â
WellâŠÂ
Nobody ever said that you werenât a hypocrite - but, hey, you were desperate at this point.Â
Even if you had to consider another one of your momâs attempts to artificially induce your inner omega into finally putting in the work.
With your goodbyes hastily muttered, and your phone stowed deeply away into one of your pockets, you find yourself slowing down near that one particular section of the Omega shelves. Gulping at the somewhat-shady inducer portion that you found yourself familiar with ever since youâd reached late puberty without a single heat.Â
It was ridiculous, but it wasnât impossible.Â
Mandatory school bloodwork revealed you to be an omega - yet, you felt like anything but that. Anything but what you supposedly were as you watched more and more of your fellow omega classmates miss out on a week or two of school to deal with their heats.Â
Consoling you with pitying glances and half-hearted complaints that alpha scents were annoying anyway. But you didnât care if the pheromones were obnoxious, and the cycles even more so.
Your months just came and went by without any of it.
Youâd visited many fertility and growth doctors over the years, and not a single one had been able to pinpoint exactly what was blocking you from accessing the pheromones and biology that everyone else could. That you wanted to.Â
Hell, even betas were said to have at least a faint ability to smell wafting clouds of musky perfumes.
Most professionals claimed that everything was as it should be, that you might just be dormant - a late-bloomer, if you will. A very, very late bloomer.Â
A majority presented at the start of puberty, or perhaps - in only very rare, alleged cases you found on barren forums - after meeting their fated mate. Two souls bound to fill in each otherâs missing pieces.Â
The theory was something you let yourself indulge in guilty sips, the sort of fantasy that flashed through your mind right before you wound up with yet another heartbreak.
But after graduating college without a mere half-sign of anything to do with your second gender, you vehemently called bullshit on that one.Â
Some suggested that you might merely be a beta in disguise. It was almost comforting to think that it might have all been one big mix-up, yet, every medical test after medical test youâd done always came out the same.Â
An omega.
âDamn second genders.â Youâre grumbling, traitorously curious fingerpads skimming over the sterile boxes of medicines with official-sounding names. Youâd tried out a few with the least amount of side-effects before, and it always ended up being a waste of your time (and your paycheck.) âDamn- damn inducers-â
CLACK!
In your reveried haste a few unstable boxes of products found themselves plonking onto the ground. Wincing at the withering glare of the manager unhelpfully peeking in from a few aisles down, you urgently dropped to your knees to put them back-
âDamn, what did those scented lotions do to you? Remind me not to get on your bad side, doll.âÂ
You see him before you hear him - strong, engulfing hands motioning into your field of vision to dexterously grab at the mess youâd created.Â
And then once you hear him it isnât any better, because you could recognize that richly rumbling baritone anywhere.Â
âWha-â Cutting your own self off with a strangled mess of a yelp the moment your furrowed gaze looks with viridescent eyes. â-oh.â
Oh? Oh?
Toji Fushiguro quirks up one brow in a way that is unfairly attractive, sultry scar engraved onto one side of his sleazy grin tilting up ever-so-slightly. And was that- a dimple? âHeh- nâ the pretty girl says oh. Cat got your tongue, sugar?â
Itâs only then that youâre realizing that this was the first time youâd ever been soâŠclose with the man himself.Â
Usually settling for grumbling conversations from your doorstep and incoherent text conversations from his toddling, cherub-faced son stealing Tojiâs phone.
So ah, there was one thing youâd forgotten to mention to your mother. Sure, you might have let it slip that Toji wasâŠruggedly handsome - all Herculean physique, a glossy black Harley Davidson bike, and long legs that carried him well over six feet - but youâd always omitted one thing.Â
He was just so cocky.
And you can already feel your blood curdling strangely in your veins, scoffing out a heated puff of breath. âNah, more like the alpha in the Omega section is.â Darting your eyes anywhere but at the strain of Tojiâs sinful compression shirt sneaking winking at you underneath his leather jacket, practically painted onto the ridges of his washboard abs. âThinkinâ of a secondary gender change, Toji?â
âAh, yeah yeah-â Heâs rolling those hooded eyes, leaning in so pointedly close that you can practically feel his slow, seeping look up and down. â-got tired of havinâ cute lilâ omegas falling all over fâme.â
You scramble to finally stand, âYou wish.â
The bout of husky snickers that escape from him make your thighs squeeze together, and Tojiâs promptly following you to place back all those fallen lotions. ââCourse I do. That nâ the brat is out on a trip with his lilâ pink-haired friend, mâjust killing time.â Tilting his head at you, âYou? Thinking of going for alpha? OrâŠâ Crossing his big, beefy forearms, and he must know the effect that has on you and your greedily ogling eyes. â-an alph-â
âJust this.â Youâre cutting him off before Toji could fray at your sanity even more, holding up that heat-inducing serum your mother had mentioned.Â
But, oh.
Oh.
That wasnât the expression youâd expected on the handsome face of Toji Fushiguro. Maybe something more smug, perhaps even amused as he realized your little predicament- but never this.
Eyes stony, sharp jaw clenching with a jumpy little tick. And Tojiâs fingers are so thick when they pluck the box cleanly off your hands, the split-second graze of his burning skin making you feel almost feverish.
âThis trash? Yer takin-â Heâs glaring down at the serum as if it had offended him personally five times over. Something about the utter look of discontent makes your chest burn, â-this trash?â
You find yourself defensive, âN-no. At least, not yet. What about it-â
âBecause sâgonna ruin your inner workings thatâs what.â And for all the world, you never expected to be getting lectured by Toji Fushiguro of all people on your health - though, one look at his sculptured body should have told you all you need to know about just how seriously he takes it. âDonât even know why sâon the market. Sânot good for ya, mama.â
And you knew that. Probably. But ah, the things you do when youâre at your ropes end. âAnd? Iâve never had a single heat my whole life, yâknow?â
âAnd I should know, bratty doll.â Toji murmurs, throwing that oh-so-famed miracle serum haphazardly back onto the shelf and flipping off the manager who glares at him. âHavenât had a single rut in years, not since Megumiâs- anyways, all these inducers here are full of shit.â
âOh.â
Wrapping a staggering arm around your waist to guide you, your body practically burns. Weird. âTch- silly girl.â
Two peas in a pod.
Before you know it, youâre being dragged by a disgruntled Toji away from the treacherous clutches of the Heats and Ruts aisle and past the cashier - who only smiles as you so-very-subtly sneak in a long whiff of the air.Â
Again. Nothing.Â
With the stinging pang of disappointment, you sigh as you step outside. Only for Toji to rub your back with a hum, âSâalright. Youâll be alright, sugar- youâre my strong girl, huh?â Eyes widening at just howâŠsweet Toji was being. That is, before he opens his mouth once more- âBesides. Who needs inducers when youâve got such a big strong alpha-â
âPass.â
âDonâ act like ya donât like it, little miss neighbor. I see how ya look at me.â
âI- I donât-â You did. And you do. And you will - in fact, you were looking at him that way right now as Toji swings over one thick thigh to straddle the padded leather seat of his prized Harley Davidson. Looking like heâd just stepped out from your wettest of dreams and it makes you almost simper out a sigh.
Heâs jutting his head back at the tempting extra space behind him, and you could already hear the suggestion oozing into his next words. âMhmâ whatever ya say, girl. Now stop just standing there looking pretty nâ get over here, Iâm a busy man.â
Itâs almost as if on auto-pilot when you do.
Toji Fushiguroâs motorbike was big, and just as intimidating as he was. And itâs only on shaky legs that you manage to press yourself only mere precarious inches away from his hulking form. âHeh, âer nameâs Harley. Fitting for a bike, huh?â
âIf- if you crash Iâll kill you.â Youâre puffing out a few thickly muffled words through the sleek matching black helmet he was deftly putting on you. Wondering just what led you to beâŠhere of all places.Â
âYes maâam, Iâll help ya hide the body.â
âMâserious- no funny business.â
âUh huh, anything else, mistress?â
âAnd Iâve seen you run red lights so no-â
SMACK!
Your heart stutters with a loud ba-dump! as Tojiâs rounded, calloused fingertips leave a good smack against the side of your thigh to get your yammering mouth to halt. And heâs letting off a titter at the shocked expression of your face even through the tinted helmet before turning to rest his hands on the handlebars.Â
âHold on tight.â
Itâs all the warning you get - and, honestly speaking, you donât think any sort of warning couldâve prepared you for the way that Toji rides.Â
Something about it is so attractive.Â
Maybe it was the creaking stretch of leather as his biceps strained against it from underneath, maybe the way your ears ring with his words even louder than the growl of the bike, maybe it was the way that you were holding him.
Arms stretching to connect over Tojiâs broad front, your skin mushes against the curvaceous mounds of his toned pecs. Firm and warm. So, so warm that you canât help the way that your eager self was mindlessly inching ever-so-slightly closer-
âPhew.â Startling - but not moving away - at the low whistle that Toji blows out, eyes still trained weaving through traffic. âDangerous game yer playinâ, omega.â
Sidling even closer, the defined angles of his back muscles only flexed at the innocent smooch of your tits. âWhat?â
âSâfucking close.â And not just to him, but to his scent glands. So sensitive and prickling the shaggy black hair at the base of Tojiâs neck just from your heated proximity. Huh, strange. âSâa damn good thing I ah- donât get my ruts, huh?â
And, suddenly, youâre despising what these helmets hide from you. âWell, itâs a good thing I donât get my heats, huh?â
The exact same words playing over and over in your minds once Tojiâs braking to a stop at his designated spot right outside your apartment building. And part of you almost feels upset that this little ride with him was over.Â
Letting him do as he pleases when heâs seating around gruffly to take off both your helmets himself, you couldnât help but notice that something about the air seemedâŠthick. Like it had just been dipped in candy and right now you were gladly suffocating in the sugary sweetness.Â
Your eyes catch onto a lock of deep black thatâd curled behind Tojiâs ear - and you knew right then and there that something was wrong, you knew that you werenât thinking. That you werenât listening to your common sense.Â
Because before you can stop yourself - before you can even register it - youâre swiping away the stray tuft, sensory curves of your fingertips just catching onto the skin above where Tojiâs smooth glands should be.
âFuh-fuck-â Heâs hissing, willowy eyes curtaining behind a scrunch of his lids, and itâs almost as if on instinct that his thick digits fly upwards to trap your hands right there. âHold on- just a little, mama-â Pressing down even tighter, and the way that Tojiâs letting his head tumble back makes your mouth lacquer with a syrupy wave of drool. â-s-so you said you havenât had a heat in years-â
âEver.â
â-ever, huh?â Dewy whirlpools of his eyes examine you, and suddenly you feel like running away. But Toji only grins, âSay, why donâtcha scent me?â
Your maw falls slack with a hot shudder, and youâre not sure if itâs in shock or if itâs from how much you wanted it. To have an alpha offering himself on a silver platter - let alone Toji. Letting out an eloquent, âWh-what?â
Youâre being reeled in even closer with a tug of Tojiâs strengthened hands, plummeting onto his chest with a cushioned oofâ! He only repeats, breathing bated like he didnât want to know anything himself until you did. âScent me, pretty girl.â
âI-I donât know why-â Your fingers unlatch, and you swear it makes Tojiâs chest rumble with a low whimper. Steadily planting them onto the collar of his overpriced jacket to pull. âBut if this is your idea of a- oh.â
Shit.
Shit.
And somethingâŠis different. There.Â
Was- was this how he smelled? This heady concoction of jasmine and something so undeniablyâŠToji?Â
Something snaking and boiling bubbles up throughout your body, you all but slump yourself into his eagerly awaiting arms. You canât even register what youâre doing, nuzzling into his tender throat. Canât even recognize the look on your face when youâre gasping in greedy heavals of what was obviously his scent.
That you could smell.
With a gasp, youâre pulling away, eyes diverting to him and- oh, it was much the same for him.
There was no other explanation for the lecherous look of devastation on Tojiâs pretty features right about now.Â
Scarred lips parting in awe, weighty lids drooping down until those heart-eyes him were almost invisible, face veiled with a delicate flush. His palms find their way to rest on the dip of your hips and stay there.
Youâre croaking out, âT-Toji-â
It happens so fast - too fast.Â
Itâs as if your mere voice was enough to send a zillion volts of electricity shattering down Tojiâs spine, jolting him with something darkly visceral. Enough to snap up one tannish forearm and bite-
âNgh-â Tojiâs pearly canines coat with a slight tinge of red, eyes shuttering open - and you notice that they seem slightly less glassy now. Slightly. â-fuck ya really are dangerous, doll. Was almost gâna have me take you right here right now.â The slight dip of his strawberry-pink tongue as Toji pulls away makes you gulp, âNâ I donâ wanna spend my first rut in years here.â
.
.
.
Toji couldnât think - he couldnât breathe. And if he was any lesser man heâd have fallen to his knees with only one whiff of your candyland smell.Â
Addictive.Â
Fingers clutched tightly underneath the plush of your thighs to carry you all the way in through your cozy apartment. Never faltering. Never slowing. You could almost roll your eyes at the blatant reminder of strength if you didnât feel so feverish.
Tojiâs steely eyes light up at the way your trembly fingers clutch the silken hem of your skirt, lips wobbling with every spilling word. âT-Tooooji, feels so hot.â
âSâthat so?â Heâs swiping the regal button of his nose down where the sides of your neck were swollen, breathing in the hot, sugary waves emanating from your skin. âFeel anything else?â
And the slight hitch of your breath is all that he needs as an answer, well, that and the goopy wetness that was formulating between your thighs. Shit, he never thinks heâs kicked down a door off its hinges harder than he has to your poor bedroom door.Â
Draping you gently onto the plethora of silken sheets, you whine at the slight recoiling bounce.
Barely even given the time to gather your wits before Tojiâs sliding his jacket and his t-shirt teasingly off, all thick, muscled limbs stalking towards you like a predator thatâd just cornered his favorite prey. And you eye his rippling back, his rumbling tone speaking over your mattressâ creaks.Â
âYa better knowâŠâ heâs hurling out, mouth just only centimeters away from yours. Hot. â-mânot here ta fuckinâ play around jusâ cause youâre in heat, sugar.â
Ah, thatâs what it was - heat. You were in heat. Fuck.Â
Your fingers leave neatly indented semi-circles on his flesh when Tojiâs grasping your throat tightly, padded ends of his fingers pressurizing right onto the treasure trove of your scent glands. âIf I fuck you now, you will be mine. You andâŠâ Before one largely crowned kneecap of his sidles into the snug cove of your pussymound. Weighing down- â...her.â
Itâs the only thing you could do to bat your lashes up at him in a way that makes Tojiâs achy cockhead twitch. âI want youâŠwanâ you to touch me, Tojiââ
And thatâs all that he ever wanted.Â
Roughened hands shove you meanly back onto the cushy bed, and Tojiâs sliding his palms languidly down, down, down every curve and dip on your body. As if he was trying to worship you with them.Â
âOh? Only wanâ me to touch ya?â Tojiâs humming, Adamâs apple bobbing with wads of salivation once his fingers slink down to curl at your bra strap and snap! âNot to take this off or-â You gasp, the sting almost making you forget those minute rips! echoing from where he was grasping your t-shirt. â-this? Guess I can do whatever I please then, right?â
Before you can say a word of shrill protest, those useless pieces of fabric are tattered off. Ending up not-so-nicely in a pile right beside your bed with Tojiâs intact clothes.Â
âH-hey!â You whine, âThose were ah- limited edition-â
âAh, Iâll buy ya five more of those.â Toji rolls his eyes when your lips part open, âWhat? Thought I wasnât filthy rich or somethinâ- Oh, girl, you are about to be spoiled. But first, a kiss-â Innocent and sweet onto your lips, â-here. AndâŠâ
Toji huffs out a few cocky sniggers at his own little joke, because of course he does. Leaving you off with a gentle swat! to the perfect curve of your hip and your heartbeat throbbing at your drooling cunt.Â
Heâs shuffling onto his very knees at the bottom of the bed, tutting at how unfairly far you were from his greedy mouth - well, that had to be fixed. You almost get whiplash from how swiftly youâre being dragged to let your jittery legs be thrown right near his tightly coiled deltoids. â-here.â
Head bobbing in an urgent yes yes yes when Toji rids you of your flimsy skirt and slowly slides down your drenched panties. All bunched up and leaving a glimmering coating of slick down your skin.
Stuffing it into his pants pocket, âThis is a lilâ reward fâme.â
âFilthy.â
âOh, well helloooo there, pretty girl.â Heâs drawling, eyes flashing with such darkness at the heavenly mess of a banquet all laid out in front of him. âYouâre so in heat- so fuckinâ in heat. See? Who needs fuckinâ inducers when ya have me.â
Tojiâs pupils were swallowing up his verdant orbs. Needy. And heâs unashamed in taking a long deep inhale of your saturated pheromones. His favorite perfume now. âLookinâ real happy ta see me. Happy sâyour hah- first heat, hm?â
Youâre squirming, fingers tangling into his silken tresses in an attempt to try and shove his face closer. âAre- are you talking to-â
âHush now, doll.â Toji leaves a wet pap! of his fingers thwacking against the treacly slit of your pussy, watery with your flooding slick and greedy. âLemme talk to âer- lemme talk this cute cunt through her first heat. Mâhonored, yâknow?â
And honored just doesnât begin to cover it.
Toji was devoted.
Itâs like your wafting clouds of heady scent made his mind dizzy, until the only thing he could do was to let his slutty tongue loll out and sliiide at the splatters of translucent sap soiling your inner thighs.
âOh- fuck-â Youâre squirming your hips in a wild buck upwards, only to have him pin you down with the heavy-handed weight of his forearm. â-feels so- soâŠâ
âYeah? Good? Ya always get this wet or sâthat jusâ fâme?â
Truly, you could only jumble out a few nonsensical syllables. Because Toji didnât want to waste a single ounce of your precious juices, slurring out a few open-mouthed kisses across every inch of skin youâd exposed to him. And the moment that rosy peak of his tongue touches upon your teary pussy- oh.
He thinks he might just be the one about to cry.
Because you didnât just smell like his favorite candied lollipops - you tasted like it, too. And, fuck, he canât help but go in for seconds. Thirds. Â
Guffawing out breathily with disbelief, heâs drawling his tongue to mush open the gummy folds of your pussy. Swirling out a lazy flick of his sopping muscle to stretch out the tight ring of your wide agape-
âJust look at âer all hngh- overflowing.â You watch with bated breath when Tojiâs prying your quivering entrance with a bullying few inches of a singular thick index - only one, but Toji was so incredibly towering with his size and strength that you find yourself keening. Coral pink lips puckering up to give your hooded clit a squelching kiss. âHehâŠlike a damn waterpark, arenât ya?â
Filthy words only making you filthier. Making your omega inside blink up and yearn.
Your gushing wads of juices bawling from between your legs in torrent. And you yelp at the lecherous sounds that echo out - the waterlogged squelches and slurring that only makes Toji grin. Wild and sly. âMhm, real talkative.â
Arching your back into the perfect slutty curvature off of the prespired sheets, âTojiii- s-stop teasing nâ give me- ngh- more.â
More.Â
And just then you feel him fuck his softened digits into you slow and thorough. Curling up to swipe down the mushy soft spots of your walls - Toji was burning up. But you were burning up even more, and shit.
Shit. shit shit shit-
You donât know if itâs because of your heat, or if itâs because Toji is just that good with that rude mouth of his - but youâre cumming faster than the thought could even flash across your melty mind. âWait- mâclose ngh- Toji- Iâm gonna-â
Itâs like a tidal wave of bliss peaked up further and further with every slashing motion of Tojiâs gyrating make out with your cunt. Youâre so very extra sensitive right now and he makes use of it - bumping up that rounded angle of his nose to press your fleshy clit just right.Â
Itâs so intoxicating. So heady that he finds himself pushing back those sweat-dampened bangs of his to lower down loooong breath. And then finally another passionate French kiss onto your bulging pussy.Â
âFuck- I-â Pearlescent droplets of tears welling up at the scrunched corners of your eyes. âMâso- sensitiveââ
God, his wolfish canines were sharp nipping teasingly into the fat pucker of your pussy lips. Parting your slick-gleaming mound to squeeze his tongue into your tight hole, the stretch is incredible. Itâs staggering. And Toji can only sully your insides with a gentle brush of his lengthy tongue along your gooey insides before pulling back with a huff.Â
And then again- to let out a throat groan when your elastic walls push with resistance. And again. And again and again-
âNow mâoffended.â Tojiâs letting out a surly swat! where youâre trickling down viscous fluids of sickly sweet slick that coat his mountainous knuckles, his wrist, the raised trailways of his veins. âWanted more but thaâs all ya can take- tch.âÂ
Oh, by the time your white-hot tingles of pleasure were bating you shouldâve known better than to think that Toji Fushiguro was done manhandling you with his superhuman strength to every whim and want of his.Â
That he would give you even a second of a warning before hovering over your frame and flipping you into such a pliable position over him.
His back hitting the puff of the pillows, strands of hair making a dark halo underneath him. Toji looks so fucking handsome that you can feel your pussymound slobber a few streaky puddles of slick onto his heaving abs.Â
Hands positioned on either side of his leering head, you mewl. âGive me a warning first, you animal-â
âHell yeah.â Heâs snarking up at you, but thereâs not a single speck of heat behind his words other than towards you. Towards what he wanted to do to you. Planting a heavy smack! on your ass, âThaâs right youâve got me in a rut after years like a fuckinâ- animal. Heh, so jusâ lemme throw my pretty omega âround a lilâ, I can feel how wet that gets ya.â
âN-noo- it doesnât-â But that was a fucking lie and both of you knew it, knew it from the syrupy pool of sap laminating his heated skin.Â
âSee? Sheâs on my side. Doesnât talk back.â The curvaceous pads of his fingers twiddle and tease your plumpened clit, so dirtily that it only makes your dripping cunt drool even further. Leaving a gauzy cobweb of treacly slick with every swat! swat! swat! he gifts. âHas anyone ever had her seated on a mouth, sugar? Made you feel good that way?â
Your head shakes before the thought has even contorted itself into an understandable shape. âNo- no one has- ngh- before.â
Itâs a confession, itâs a line plucked right from Tojiâs filthiest thoughts on those late, late nights.
And he couldnât look happier when molding you to the exact shape and angle that he wants you in. Turning you right around to bare your sodden pussy from the back, your unbalanced thighs curling on either side of his ravenous head.Â
Not even a single command, yet your head is swimming with honey at just how much you were like putty underneath his hands.Â
Your head cranes over the plane of your shoulder to give him a pretty plea. âToji?â
âMhmmm, Tojiâs right here, pretty girl.â Heâs awestruck - stunned with the gumdropping droplets of sap plopping down onto his tongue and sliding right down his throat. Making him groan, âFilthy fuckinâ pussy, can feel ya ngh- dripping allll down my tongue.â
And heâs drunk. Heâs babbling, heâs heaving and heaving to inch his intoxicated maw to connect with your saturatedly glossy pussy lips. âLower her down so I can give her lilâ smooch.â
Your hands nimble down along the tufted black happy trail brushing from between his navel and going down, down, down. âL-like this?â
âNah, more. Canât believe all those pathetic boys never had ya hah- sitting on their faces. Spread those pretty legs nâ lemme show you-â You canât even begin to think about merely hovering your entire deadweight above him, because Toji was ready. And he was hauling you to rest every single mass of your flesh onto him, â-how a real man fucks.â
Thickly viscous helpings of your generous slick flood his mouth the second that Tojiâs lengthy tongue is burrowing between your folds and driving you mad.Â
Sliding all the way up and down up and down up and down with a welcoming flit at your buttoned clit and then pumping you overwhelmingly full. Fucking you with the overheated scratch of his tastebuds exactly the way that he wanted to with his achy cock right now.
âCan still taste mâself on ya- haaah- good.â
Toji wasnât holding back.
âO-oh my god, mâso sensitive.â Your moans come out mangled. Wanton. Spilling from between your parted lips right along with rivulets upon rivulets of waterfalling saliva every single time that Tojiâs bumping the curvaceous search of his tongue into your earliest sweet spots. âSlow down, Tojiââ
Your fists maze through the velveteen blankets and clench, hips jerking up-
âNuh uh, doll, no runninâ away from your Toji.â Sliding up one slick-glazed hand to snake the small of your back, heâs using his face to nudge your legs even further. Drowning your sobbing cunt with a fat wad of spittle, Tojiâs licking down the stray speckles that gravitate back onto his own mouth. So dirty that it makes him delirious, nose crinkling, bottom lip bitten. âYeahhh, crack âem open even wider. Sheâs eager.â
Eager you were.
Jostling your hips against his mouth until through your clouded mind you were wondering whether he would suffocate. But little did you know that this might just be Tojiâs ideal death - buried right there between your pretty legs.Â
Youâre being bounced so hard that you can feel your legs aching with the strain, hollowing out shuddered breaths and whines of Toji, Tojiâ
âSay my name.â Heâs huffing, easing in a thick few inches of his fat digits that fill up the snug geysering orifices. Each nâ every single volume of space thatâs inside you, and those puckered pecks leave screeching squelches that have you halfway through sobbing. âSay my name- say my name heh, g-gonna have a looot of ngh- noise complaints after this.â
Even though heâs saying this, he doesnât do anything to deter you. Why the hell would he?
Pumping you full of one finger, two, three until your gummy ring of muscle was being molded to the plump circumference of his lengths. Multi-tasking.Â
All the way until he was slathering the patterned bumps of his knuckles with a sticky second skin of slick, Toji curls those rounded tips down the tenderized walls of your channel and drags. Feeling for that one special target of his-
âGâna make ya feel s-so good.â Heâs whispering, breathing like it was the truest of true words. And shit- he hasnât felt like this for ages now - years. Secondary gender growling from his inner depths with guttural need to give you more more more. âGonna find- ah- found it.â
And Toji knows he found it with the way you squeal. Wafting scent intensifying, lashes fluttering with a clinging swash of tears once he jerks a good push into that bulging bullseye that makes you see stars.
âRight there- Tojiâ right there-â
âSâfucking loud.â Heâs rolling his eyes for what seems like the nth time today, but it was impossible not to when you were just so cute being teased like this. Bubbling out a few sloshes of slick and spit when your fingers dip right underneath his trousers and push. âO-oh? Trynna keep yer mouth full, huh? Letâs see ya try then.â
Your low lip juts out into a pathetic sort of pout that Toji finds adorable, that only makes his clothed cock pool out a darkening patch of precum onto his boxers.Â
âWanâ taste you- make you feel good.â Your words are warbly and broken, tone hitching upwards with every tiny slip of his sticky underwear downwards. Itâs like you were teasing him - teasing yourself. And your inner omega was oh-so-very impatient. âWanna make you feelâŠoh.â
âHeh, cat really got yer tongue now, huh?â
And you couldnât even retort, you couldnât even snap back as you usually might have because you were stunned.Â
Maw falling slack at the generous girth that was throbbing fatly between your fingers, honestly from this lecherous angle it seemed like a struggle to even close your fist around him. Because Toji wasâŠbig - and even saying that was an understatement.Â
Just about nine throbbing inches with hefty breeder balls that your bleary gaze could make out, flushed a candied pink on the rounded curve of his mushroom tip. Graduating down, down, down into a pale baby rose - you didnât know whether it was the heat talking but right now he just looked like your favorite sort of lolly.
âL-look so pretty, Toji.â You babble away, words getting breathier and breathier as sloppy as his kisses get. Your puckered lips are almost stinging with just how thorough he was. âWanna tasteâŠâ
Oh, and you didnât realize that one perk of having your secondary gender presented was realizing the shift in his pheromones.Â
You didnât know how you knew but there was a tinge of utter adoration in Tojiâs jasmine-infused scent as you plop down a wet mass of slippery saliva right onto his strawberry divot. Lathering the split, plummy globe before planting your mouth down and kissing.
Your mushy tastebuds looping little motions over the creamy butter-topped cap of his splurging cock, he tastes so heady. Rich pre melting on your tongue and it was so musky, soâŠhim.Â
âOh, girl-â heâs breathing out through a rasping sigh. Darkened brows marrying together at just how warm your mouth was sheathing around his painfully hard shaft, âThatâs it- thaaaatâs it. Suck on my cock like a good girl, mamaââ
âNgh-â Your jaw aches, throat jumping at the squeezing sensation of his lustrously crowned tip tunneling right down. Craning your head so that he could count every bounce, âS-sho bwigh.â
You were so heavenly, alternating to leave shy little snogs over and under his sensitive slit - and Toji was one competitive man. It was in his nature, of course.Â
Tumbling your hips to rest even greater onto his mouth, he didnât need to breathe. Didnât even want to even dream of it when he had the circles of his fingerpads latched on your jiggling ass so hard it was sure to leave battered bruises for the next week and weeks and weeks.
âDamn, sheâs good, huh?â Tojiâs whispering at the sopping wet purse of your lips, âBut I canât have myself c-cum before- fuuuck- my girl.âÂ
Your eyes were sprinting all the way to the back of your heavy lids with ever swaying lash of his mean mouth. And it didnât matter just how vulgarly you were sliding your starved tongue down the heated ridges and veins of his swollen cock - Toji was doing ten times worse.Â
Every deepening inch you swallowed up into your cavernous mouth only made him plug you fuller. Every stray swipe of the thick, ivory beads of his pre made Toji douse out lumping masses of saliva lewdly. And every twitch that made you sure Toji was right on course to tumbling over the edge was urging him to push you headfirst into your orgasm with a final teasing pinch at your clit.Â
And your mouth opens with an accusing gasp - did he justâŠpinch your clit? But all thoughts of his audacity and the fact that Toji was chuckling out right after washed away as soon as your high was flooding you.
Moans being muffled around his generously fat shaft, the only thing that you get is just a single wispy wire of condensed cum being lacquered onto your tongue. Just one. Right before Tojiâs free hand splays out onto your scalp and pulls you free with a wet pwah!
âThaâs it-â You hear him mutter in the blinding cloud of your orgasm, it felt so blissful that some darkly primal part of you said that you were never letting him go after this. He was yours. Your mate. â-louder. Louderâ good fuckinâ girl cumminâ all over my mouth.â
Toji didnât know how the hell was multitasking with your pussy kindly spraying him with a sheeny covering of all your remnant juices. But for you? Anything.
Anything anything anything and he was whispering the very same mantra into the quavering, slick-flooded entrance of yours. Letting your hips drag sloppy grinds to ride out every edge of your peak - to use him in a way that no other alpha might just.
Tojiâs strokes up into your tightly-clasped fist were deep, and he doesnât stop even when your eyesight stops tinging with black. Not even when your back arches with oversensitivity, waterfalls of tears producing from your ducts. Sobbing, âI-Iâm- ngh- Toooji- I canât anymore-â
âSure, ya canââ Looking you right into your thoroughly half-lidded eyes as he nods along with the slurring symphony that he was orchestrating from between your overworked legs. â-she says ya- ngh- can.â
Toji wanted to taste you again. Needed it.
âBut-â And, yet, he finds his ear perking up at the wobbly sound of your voice, blushing bludgeoning tip creaming out another thick mess of white. â-but I wanâ my next- ah- next orgasm around your cock, TojiââÂ
And, well, how could he say no to that?
Toji thinks he could never say no to anything you ask ever again with the way you were positioned precariously on top of him and still begging.Â
Heâs saying goodbye to your pretty pussy with a slow peck as a lover would. Breathing in heavily - oh, how he loved the smell of you. âMâgonna see ya later, mâkay? Donât miss me too much.âÂ
And another gifted spank! to your tenderized ass makes you jerk a few inches off of his sugary mouth. Sweet, sweet praises being pecked up the bending arch of your spine when he sits you down all cutely on his lap.
Youâre heaving out a huff, scent glands throbbing with a spike of something slightly salty. Jealousy. âMâstartinâ ta think youâre playing ngh- favorites.â
âWell, duh.â Heâs fluttering his long, bestowed lashes with an eyeroll, barely even flinching before cupping your slobbering pussy with one large palm. Teasing, âIâve got yeeears ta make up for.â
Years of desperation and need pouring and pouring out when Toji folds you easily onto all fours.
And thatâs when youâre getting a thorough striking of exactly three times that Tojiâs sappy crownhead jolts upwards with a few gummy kisses hello up and down the crying middle of your pussy lips. Smooching. Gently. Before heâs snuggling right beside your hole-
With you bent over and arched right how he wanted you - oh, he was so enjoying the view. Saturated bursts of cloudy pheromones hitting your feverish body and only making the fountains of translucent slick increase tenfold.Â
Shit, you were so wet that Toji has to force himself to let one greedy hand go from its favorite job trapping you underneath him.Â
Guiding a few dexterous digits to wrap around the bulkily bloated cylinder of his base, he takes his time slipping and sliding.
âMight wanna hold yer breath, mama, h-hehâŠâ Youâre squirming your hips deeper into those pronounced hip bones of his despite the fact that simply breathing wonât help you take on his monstrous size. But you wanted to. You needed to. âGotta c-count- ngh- eeeevery inch like a good girl now, mâkay?â
And thatâs exactly what he made you do.Â
âOh!â Saltily flavored globules of your tears had your lips wetted, blubbering unconsciously when Toji anchors the hills of his palm onto the ends of your spine and pushes. âShit- Toooji, why the hell are you s-so big-â
âNow that doesnât sound like a ngh- âoneâ ta meâŠâ But of course, who was Toji if it wasnât for a little bit of teasing. Just enough to get your lips pouting cutely and your gluey walls clinging around him as if afraid he would pull away. Adorable. âNow now, câmon- donât tell me the biiig stretch has made ya forget how to ah- count, mama.â
So easy to rile up, to get you shaking your head so fervently that you swear you could feel your melty mind tumbling about like a bobble head. âN-no. I can count.â
âThen, say it wâme-â And oh, you knew that tone. That feral tone of his that would never ever bode well for you or your needily dripping pussy. Tojiâs inching his hips back mere sinful inches, drawling out all the while. â-oooone.â
He doesnât even ease you in.
Hitting your spraying cunt with the full force of his mushroom-topped head pushing past the adhesive-like resistance of your flooding entrance. Pushing and pushing and pushing- âOne.â
Tojiâs hands are clammy - depraved - when they pry your bouncing ass ever-so-slightly to really take in the sight of your gobbling pussy. Because he had no shame. He had no fucking shyness letting out a proud puff of pheromones that make your boneless knees weak.
âThere there.â Heâs patting that curve of your hip he loved so much - birthing hips, the thought strikes him. Shocked at just how much deeper that drowns him into his heady rut. âMy good omega. NowâŠtwo.â
âT-two-â Youâre sobbing out.
âHmmm, nah- no stutterinâ.â
Oh?
And, honestly, Toji half-expected your omega in heat to snarl at him a little, to let your hugging channel scoop up a hefty few dollops of milky pre right before heâs reeling the familiar pathway forwards again.
But, oh shit, he didnât expect for you to bare your teeth like a fucking threat. For one hand of yours to dart behind with surprising accuracy and curl around his shaggy haircut, dragging Toji to pump you full. And it wasnât just one inch. Not two. Not even three - you were damn near yearningly jackhammered with about halfway down his fuming red shaft before he finally got his cottony brain together. âTwo.âÂ
âDamn, greedy girlââ Toji praises, though it comes out as more of a rasping growl that sends voltaged shivers down your spine. âCominâ back for more, already? Knew my dick was hah- heat- alright then-â And the bed rings out with a few symphonied creaks when he shuffles his muscular thighs wider. Steadier. â-but ya better still fuckinâ count.â
Four. five. Six.
More and more - seven and eight.Â
Up until Tojiâs puffy head smudges a wet wipe at the canvas of your cervix. You were so soft there that he obviously has to greet the melty depths of your pussy with a good spurting of ribbony pre, swabbing around those drenched springs with a lazy circle of his hips.
âEight.â Your jaw spills a surging slew of profanities at the feeling of him spearheading you so open, face pushing into the soft mattress when you perk your hips up and push. Only to gasp at there being- more? âWait- I want-â
âDown, girl.â Tojiâs sweat-shimmered biceps flex when he shoves your too-eager body back. âGotta get you to at least cum on mâcock again before I give ya my- fuuuuck- knot.âÂ
And Toji fucks you like heâd going to make you remember.
He knows heâs going to make you remember - itâs why he has that big, dopey smirk smearing wider and wider across his face with every fat thud! into the rubbery bounds of your pussy. Youâre taking him like youâre made for it, and that only makes his heart stutter even louder than your protesting wooden bedframe.
âDoll, mâgonna ahh- break this damn bed.â Heâs uttering out, never ever sounding prouder of himself than right now. âAnd you.â
âCocky.â
âWhatever, girl- talk tâme when ya havenât gotten- hah-â Managing out through blissful hiccups of his breath, â-heart-eyes after beinâ hngh- fucked dumb by me, âkay?â
Youâre not sure if youâve heard that correctly - but luckily for you, Toji Fushiguro is allll about keeping his girl in the loop.
All about prancing his rough hands to entrap your wrists and pull you with barely even a wisp of his true strength. Beaded dewdrops of sweat perspiring up and down the heavily toned muscles of his back like their very own personal rollercoaster.
With you right along for the ride with the way that his rightly angled rotund tip romantically scours and scours for your magical g-spot. Jerking you up in midair to snap his slender hips with a particularly vicious pap!
The sensation of skin-on-skin makes your head dizzy, and your core overpour with another sudden downpour of treacling juices. But what was even blasphemously worse was the way that precious geyser embedded into the treasure trove of your walls were pummelled.Â
Over and over.
âThere- right thereââ youâre sounding out as if you were a broken record. Every resonating moan of yours accompanied hand-in-hand with the loudest splish-splosh of sputtering juices. Secondary gender working overtime now to make Toji cum. To make him give you his knot- â-wanâ you to c-cum right there.â
âWhere?â Tojiâs deepening his angle to bump a heavy-handed slam pounded into your cervix. âHere?â At your vehement shakes - honestly, he wondered if you even knew he was taunting you at this point. âThenâŠâ Only to give your peaked clit a mushy squeeze, â-here?â
Youâre almost crying at this point, bursts of heat fluctuating between your goopy depths and your swollen scent glands. Full and ready. And itâs a sight so pretty that Toji can feel his stomach twisting already. âN-noooo.â
He almost loses it once your shakier, smaller hands take the lead to guide one of his own all across your thighs where he loved. Your cunt, where he loved just a bit more. And to about halfway along your pretty tummy to press- âWanâ you to f-fill me up riiight here.â
And Toji only growls, âRiiight there, huh?â
Pinpointing his puffed-up divot to smudgeon repeated heavy collisions into the latched wall of your womb. Once. Twice. Before thrashing your permeated walls with hosing flushes of his cum. Of such thick ribbony wads - and itâs so fucking dense that you feel your hips weigh down.
Or perhaps that was because of your own orgasm the- third of the night?
Just about all you can manage out, syllables falling from your lips slower than youâre being hammered through the faintish spurts of your high. âC-ummingââ
Before you know it, you have one of his muscular forearms around your throat in headlock, bulging Tojiâs rounded biceps hard and possessively at the bumpy area of your glands.
âCumminâ again?â Toji snarls against your ear, nails clawing at your hip to keep them under his control. âYeah- yeahhh thaâs right. Milk your dear Toji, t-take this fucking cock. Take myâŠâ
And Toji was about to overstuff your awaiting hole with the fat circular ring thatâd swollen around his base, to finally give you his knot the way heâd been dreaming of ever since you waved at him on the day he moved into this fucking building.Â
But just one sneaking glance at the ivory lipstain your puffy pussy was wearing, the way the ends of your sopping slit drown with a swamping drip drip drip of his lustrous cum makes Toji go a littleâŠcrazy.Â
Makes the bulgingly tender crook of your neck look so, so tempting.Â
His glassed-over eyes lock downwards, breath hitching at the way he slowly sinks back out and in has your pussymound mewling out such a cute glomp! His second-favorite girl - after you, of course - was speaking back to him. Lathers of splashing cum painting his bulky heft with a ring of frosted seed.Â
Oh.
Toji would never get tired of this. How the fuck hadnât he had a rut in years again?
And he says only one word, âMore.â
âM-more?â Your fingers experimentally nudge at the tautly coiled pressure at your stomach and find yourself slobbering - from both drizzling lips. Even with the dredges of pouring cum, you were still so full you felt that you could burst. âCan it even fit?â
Right now he thinks the hazy fog covering his brain would never stop - and he doesnât want it to. Waves of pheromones wafting off of him in such high concentrations that you find your mouth flooding with saliva all over again.
Cobwebs of it overspilling down onto the veined muscles of his forearm - only increasing in saturation when he tilts your head up in the perfect 90 degree curvature to face his boring gaze. And his mean mouth.
Spitting right onto the tainted bullseye of your tongue, streamy rivers flowing back into your mouth when he firmly nudges it shut. âIf yer droolinâ nâ can still t-take nghâ that,â Branding the thorough push of his circled circumference into your cervix like he was branding the swollen indentation there permanently. â-then ya can take allll of haaah- this, okay, mama?â
Shit, was Toji glad that both your concoctions of pheromones kept him still hard. And heâd heard of ruts that lasted a week - two, uncommonly. The longest ever recorded was twenty days and by god was he going to gain the title of world champion.
Even if it meant he had to lift you cleanly off of the now-broken bed, the exact same one that you were only now noticing. Just barely so.Â
Youâre gasping, fingers digging into Tojiâs smooth skin when two arms wrap around your middle and jostle you over a few coiling bedsprings thatâd started to stick out from one sagging end of the mattress. Being pushed to bend over in such a complaint position at the end of your cool mahogany desk.Â
Youâre dipped deep, but his battering rams were impossibly deeper.
And the zig-zagging probe of his veins were massaging you just right, thrusts determined and practiced now that Toji had every scouring inch of your pretty pussy drilled into his mind.
âTh-threeâs the ah-â Tojiâs chest rumbles with a sensitized shiver once he hikes up a strong leg, caging you with him and his ruthless cock and him. Letting you gape at the documents rustling and flying about, â-charm. Or was it four? Ngh- f-five? Six?â
Just how long did he intend to mess up your insides?Â
Though, you really, really arenât complaining at the way that every merciless dab of Tojiâs sharp hips into your fleshy mounds fuck you stupid. Entire body burning up - all the way from his lolling, sweat-stucken head in the crook of your neck, to the splurging torrents of streamy sap coating you.
And then there was that stinging plap! of his tightened knot behind you-
âC-can I have your knot now, Tojiâ?âÂ
Shit, his hips stutter their sloppy staccato, did you even know what you were asking for?
You never knew that heats came with such a side of begging, but right now you couldnât really bring yourself to care. Or to complain. Because Toji liked it, earning your pillowy walls with extra thorough hits.Â
âImpatient girl.â Heâs raising a hand to give two messy spanks on your bulging pussymound, deep snickers hitting your ear in condensed pants at the way it only makes you filthier. âReal diiiirty, too. mmm, wonder if sheâd ngh- m-make an even bigger ngh- mess if IâŠâ
And at this point, you were hanging onto every word falling from his kiss-bitten lips. A side-effect of just how good he was fucking you into the digging edges of your clattering desk right now. âWhat- ngh- what? P-please-â
âOhhh, know yer m-manners, huh?â Full body wracking at the oodles of slicked sheens frothing down the plump curve of his globed balls and making them clench. Dangerously so. âS-since ya asked so fuckinâ nicely, Iâll let you ngh- know, sugar.âÂ
Nothing could have prepared you for the way that Toji moistens his parched mouth with a few sultry licks of his lips as if preparing to share his deepest, darkest secret.
Nothing could have prepared you for the notched up burst of his jasmine perfume that makes your legs resemble weak jelly, and Tojiâs support yours until they were hovering almost midair.Â
Because he was craning his head down to nip at your scent glands, with a sudden snicker. Crazed. A few octaves higher. Like he doesnât even realize itâs tumbling out before sighing, â-wonder if sheâd make an even bigger mess once I get yaâŠpregnant, mama.â
And oh you think youâre cumming - hot spurts of bliss tackling you by surprise. Fuck, and if you thought that the last orgasm had taken a lot out of your Toji then youâre sluttily glad to find out that that was not the case.
The complete opposite, in fact.
Youâre sure that Toji cums even more this time, sunken divot into the elastic material of your walls welling up with the creamy helpings of his bloated cock. So much seed spilling out of him that you wondered whether this was the rut or just him.
Just his urge to fuck you full until you were pathetically overspiling, until had had you in a hold so tight that you think you could almost feel Tojiâs delicious crownhead fuck his cum into you until it reached your lungs.Â
For what feels like rounds upon rounds until your saliva had amassed in a forevermore pool underneath you. You didnât know what time it was. How long it had been-Â
Only feeling the firm glissade of Tojiâs washboard abs against your back. The way his thighs shivered and jerked at every one of your gripping clenches. And despite being so fucked, you were already drooling at the heavenly cushy push and pull of his Adonis-like pecs heaving in throaty gasps.Â
So unfairly sexy that it made your primal instincts preen. Mate.
And, apparently, Toji was thinking much the same.Â
âF-fuuuck-â Heâs letting his mouth nuzzle the side of your throat with all the tenderness that he wasnât bestowing upon your sappy cunt. âThink about i-it- you all ngh- round and glowing nâ- roooundââ Rambling and rambling at the wet splashes inside you of his stuffing, âYouâd make the prettiest momma.â
As if to prove his point, a gentle hand greets the inflationary outline that was slowly forming its way at your tummy. Made by yours truly - Toji.Â
âIâŠâ And he looks at you like youâve hung the stars. And his sanity right along with it somewhere up there. â-want that. Oh, I- hngh! want that-â
Words barely out of your mouth before Tojiâs hand slams down - he had to keep himself together. He needed to. But that grating desk clearly wasnât the place, because you flinch when one straining leg snaps!
And Tojiâs alpha instincts are flaring up in an instant, wrestling you to the ground right - pulling out for only a nanosecond to flip you onto your prespired back, pretty legs strewn sloppily over his shoulder, even prettier face gazing up at him - beside the wreckage. One that youâd only find it in yourself to worry about much, much later.Â
Definitely not when heâs patting the curve of your pussy with a softened thwack! Murmuring, âThen..g-gonna hafta- hngh- take it.â
And if you didnât know any better, then youâd have sworn that the smug Toji Fushiguroâs voice cracked as soon as he was settling for drawing a languid heart pattern around the velvety perimeter of your entrance. Before thumbing his way inside-
âHck!â Your lip wobbles with oversensitivity, nails clawing red, red lines of raw need across the faintly bubblegum pink flush of his body. âS-Soooo muchââ
And, yet, you couldnât get enough.Â
You watch with a bitten lip with a fat goblet of sweat drips from Tojiâs angular jaw and slithers between his pecs to disappear down below. More - you wanted to fucking ruin him.
The desperation of your heat plummeting in heady wavelengths all around you and making the room smell like a candy heaven.
One that you were very much lost in with the unforgiving stretch of Toji pawing his way to working your sprinkling cunt doubly open. Fingers pumping in quick, methodical half-fucks in the same way that his persistant hips were doing.
Every single recoil against your fleshy cervix causes you both to keen at the wet slosh of his mounds of seed piling up inside you from all the endless rounds before.Â
Again. And again. And again and again until it feels like countless hours upon hours.Â
âOhhhh- w-ait-â Toji stammers out, attractively sharp jaw falling and wrenching shut a few repeated times. And then his hips slow down. âThink sâgonna- ngh- ohhhh yeah, gotta take this kn-knot okay? Like my goood girl, okay?â
Youâre filled with countless inches of a staggering girth that you didnât even know was possible. Because while alphas were bigâŠToji was extra big.Â
Extra rounded in his sizable knot, rested upon thickly globular balls that still held such voluminous amounts of cum. Pounding open your eager cunt further and- further-
âI-is it in?â Youâre shrilling out, syllables slurring and stumbling together with the incredible stretch being made evident from down below. Fuck, your nails create more painted patterns. You didnât even want to look - you couldnât afford to cum again just from the sight.Â
âJ-just ngh- one more inch. Scratch me, ruin me- anythinâ. But mâgonna make it f-fit.â
And Toji only hooks in another one of his thumbs, this time swiping the fat pad of a few stray fingers down your buxom clit. âCount wâme, doll-â For his sanity more than anything. Neck straining with a few popping vessels of blood that swell, face reddening with such a maidenly fucking blush as he looks downwards. â-ooone more-â
â-inch.â You finish off, not expecting that exact moment to be when Toji snaps. His patience. You, full of that achingly hot knot thatâd been just begging for you to take him the very moment you waltzed up to him with that sweetened saccharine scent.Â
His favorite now.
Gulping in cavernous quotas of it the moment Tojiâs inflated knot pops and he sinks his sharpened canines into your scent glands with a whimper-
Hard enough to taste your honey-glazed pheromones, to draw blood. To be permanent - just as heâd needed it.Â
Hard enough to make him cum all over again at the feeling of your own teeth making their pretty mark on him. Shit, he didnât even know if it was fucking possible for his overworked cock anymore. But he sure wasnât fucking complaining at the delicate splat splat splat of milky cum hitting the back of your pussy.Â
Already filled to the brim and spilling with every loving grind that Toji was boring down upon you. The only thing that he could manage when you two were connected soâŠtightly this way.
âCute.â Toji manages to run his fingers over the proprietorial set of indentations set in his flesh, eyes still laminated dewily with an euphoric sort of stunned awe. âF-fated mates really have some good ngh- bed chem, huh?â
Fated mates. You could only smile and scent that overwhelmingly addictive jasmine scent of his. Taking in a long, deep breath as he held you. Tight.Â
Yeah, jasmine.Â
But jasmine was Toji Fushiguroâs.
And youâd be damned if Toji Fushiguro ever let you off that easily.
The smile youâre given is feral, predatory teeth glimmering in the dim lighting and making the neat circle of marks at your neck throb. And something about that told you this was far, far from over.Â
You could only hope that your floor didnât suffer the same fate as your bed, and your deskâŠand your fluttering cunt. Â
After all, you both did have years to make up for.Â
âNow the only haaah- way to really test our bed chem is to see whether we can make Megs a big brother.â
A/N. Thinking about making an omegaverse installment for every JJK man- what do you think babygirls?
Plagiarism not authorized.Â
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Possession, Obsession, Devotion: A Study in Five Men
Nope, I havenât vanished. Super grateful for all your messages and the sweet support â seriously, thank you. Just swamped with work right now, so writingâs slowed down a bit. Still working on your requests, I promise! And Iâm knee-deep in a pretty massive, emotionally wrecking angst based on a Songfic prompt. While that oneâs cooking, I thought Iâd drop another batch of my random writer notes â all bundled up in one chaotic little post.
CW/TW: Headcanons, Possessive Behavior, Obsessive Love, Jealousy, Power Imbalance, Toxic Romance, Red Flags Treated as Romance, Intimacy with Control Undertones, Emotional Manipulation (Mild), Dubious Coping Mechanisms, Intense Emotional Dependency, Suggestive Themes, Mild Sexual Content, Unhealthy Attachment Framed as Devotion Genre: Romance-Infused, Erotically-Charged Drabbles with a Generous Side of Fluff Words Count: 8.6K
5 Petty Jealousies That Reveal Just How Much Calebâs Obsessed With You
1. You call another man âhandsomeâ â even as a joke. You were teasing. Flirting, in that harmless, breezy way of yours. Caleb laughed. Then immediately kissed you like he needed to reassert territorial dominance with tongue and body weight. Funny how your jokes always end with your back against the wall and his hand on your throat. Lovingly.
2. You go to someone else for help instead of him. You needed tech support. A charger. Help moving the couch. And instead of calling your six-foot-two, military-trained, emotionally unstable boyfriend â you asked Xavier. Caleb didnât say anything. Just stood in the doorway, watching, calculating how long it would take to move the entire solar system to make sure you never do that again.
3. You donât sit on his lap when thereâs clearly space.You chose the chair. Next to him. Not on him. Heâs not mad. No, no. He's just questioning the entire fabric of your connection and whether youâve lost all sense of instinct. And when you finally realize and climb into his lap? He sighs like a man being restored to life.
4. You post a photo where you're not touching him.Nice shot. Great lighting. Cute outfit. But why is he two feet away and not glued to your side like a shadow with military clearance? His arm belongs around your waist. His hand belongs on your thigh. And your caption? Shouldâve been his name, followed by a possessive noun.
5. You forget to wear his dog tags. He left them for you. Carefully. On your nightstand. The same tags heâs worn through hell. And you? Walked out the door wearing a cute sweater and nothing that says âbelonging to Colonel Caleb.â Heâll never say a word. Heâll just strip you slow the second you get home and fasten them back around your neck himself. With teeth.
5 Lies Caleb Tells Himself About You
1. âI donât care that she uses my toothbrush.âYou could take a fresh one. You donât. You reach for his, same as always â like that handle belongs to you more than to him. He mutters something about germs. Then watches you rinse with that smug little smile. And later, when you're asleep, he moves it back to your side of the sink. Right where you like it.
2. âShe can wear whatever she wants.âAnd you do. His shirt. His flight jacket. That tiny black top you swear is âpractical.â He acts unbothered. Says nothing. But the second someone else looks too long? He stands behind you. One hand on your waist. That casual kind of possessive that feels like a warning wrapped in warmth.
3. âI donât need her to text me when she gets home.âYouâre a grown woman. A Hunter. Youâve neutralized things with more teeth than common sense. You say âDonât wait up.â He says âSure.â Then checks his phone every ten minutes like it's a heartbeat monitor and he's waiting to hear yours again.
4. âItâs fine if she flirts. I know itâs harmless.âYouâre charming. Itâs part of who you are. You wink. Smile. Lean in a little too close. Caleb plays it cool. Says, âSheâs always like that.â Then grabs your waist in front of everyone and whispers: âTry that again, and Iâll fuck you so hard next time you wonât remember anyone elseâs name.â
5. âShe doesnât need to say she loves me every day.âYou say it once. In passing. A low little âlove youâ as you walk away, like itâs nothing. But he hears it like an oath. And that night? He holds your hand a little tighter. Pulls your body a little closer. Not because he needs to hear it again. But because if he doesnât touch you, he might forget how to breathe.
5 Things That Make Him Go Completely Feral (In Lust, Not Rage)
1. Your hair falls in his face. Leaning over him. Stretching across the couch. Just close enough that it brushes his cheek like it has rights. You donât even notice. But he does. Every time. He doesnât say anything. Doesnât move. Just breathes in and lets the world narrow to that one soft, smug part of you.
2. You chew on your thumb when youâre thinking. Not seductively. Not even consciously. Just a tiny bite to the edge of your nail while youâre mid-rant about your latest recon or trying to remember the name of a street vendor. Itâs nothing. Stupid. Barely a gesture. And yet â he stares. Tracks it like a countdown. Fists flexing slow. Jaw tight. Because that mouth should never look that innocent.
3. You interrupt him when heâs cooking. Heâs focused. Knife in hand. Half-distracted by heat and oil. And then you slide in behind him. Touch his lower back. Squeeze something you shouldnât. Say âSmells good, chef,â with a grin that makes his whole spine forget how to hold. He curses. Tries to shoo you off. You lick something off his finger. And now dinnerâs going to burn.
4. You try on his Fleet cap like itâs a joke. You lift it off the rack. Set it crooked on your head. Salute with two fingers and that smile that once made him fall off a training tower. âColonel,â you say. And heâs gone. He should laugh. He doesnât. He walks over, takes it off you slow, and kisses your temple like heâs reassigning you to a very different kind of mission.
5. You say âIâm yoursâ. Not in bed. Not in public. Just⊠casually. In passing. In that low voice you only use when somethingâs real. âIâm yours.âHe looks at you like you just disarmed a bomb with your bare hands. And then he ruins you for saying it so lightly.
5 Power Couple Moments That Made Everyone Else Jealous (And a Little Scared)
1. Youâre the only one allowed to fly with him in his military jet.Clearance denied. Protocol says no. Regulations triple-confirm it. And yet â youâre in the co-pilot seat, boots up, fingers tracing buttons youâre not supposed to touch. He doesnât stop you. Someone once asked why you get to ride with him when no one else does. He looked up from the cockpit and said, âSheâs my gravity.â End of discussion.
2. You only need to place your hand on his to calm him down.No words. No pleading. No strategic de-escalation. Just your fingers, settling lightly over his, when something in him starts to coil too tight. And just like that â his spine eases. The heat in his eyes lowers by a degree. People have seen him end arguments with three words. Theyâve never seen him go silent for anyone but you.
3. Youâre the only person heâll interrupt a briefing for.Heâs mid-sentence. Room full of officers. Tactical projections glowing on the wall. His phone buzzes. He glances down, sees your name â and pauses. âGive me five,â he says. And walks out without waiting for permission. Someone once asked who it was. He said, âThe only priority higher than this fleet.â No one asked again.
4. You walk in on his arm at the Farspace Fleet annual gala.Heâs in dress whites. Youâre in black. And the room â full of admirals, envoys, diplomats â parts like mist when you enter. He doesnât introduce you. He doesnât need to. Youâre not just his date. Youâre the one who makes him dangerous in silence. And everyone knows it.
5. You donât need words to communicate.One glance. A tilt of your head. A tiny shift in posture across the room. Heâs already moving. Already reading you like mission data. To others, it looks like magic. Intuition. Maybe telepathy. But for you two? Itâs just muscle memory â built from years of almosts, nevers, and finallys.
5 Times Caleb Was a Walking Red Flag But You Loved Him Anyway
1. He pulled the full personnel file on a man you once smiled at.You were being polite. Friendly. The guy asked something harmless, you laughed. By morning, Caleb had his record open on a secure datapad, scrolling like he wasnât reading a life â just calculating the risk factor. You asked what he was doing. He said, âI like knowing who wants whatâs mine.â And then kissed you like he hoped you never asked him to stop.
2. He showed up at your door at 02:03 AM. Soaking wet. Furious. Silent.You missed one message. One. He waited. Thirty minutes. An hour. And then something in him snapped. No threats. No drama. Just the sound of his knock like a warning shot. You opened the door. He didnât speak. Just stared. And then pulled you in with a grip like survival wasnât optional anymore.
3. He scared the hell out of a junior pilot for asking your name.The kid was fresh. Eager. Smiled a little too long. Said, âHey, what should I call you?â You started to answer. Then turned â and saw Caleb across the room. Expression calm. Stance neutral. Eyes loaded. The pilot apologized before you even said a word.
4. He slammed his hand on the table when you joked about breaking up.Just a joke. A throwaway line. Something stupid like âGuess Iâll go find someone less intense.â And his hand hit the surface before the words fully left your mouth. Not loud. Not violent. Just final. He didnât yell. Didnât argue. Just looked at you like youâd put a knife in his ribs and smiled about it. You never made that joke again.
5. He called you âdangerousâ â and meant it like a vow.It was late. You were arguing. You said something sharp. He caught your wrist and said it low, almost reverent: âYouâre dangerous.â But not like an accusation. Like awe. Like worship. Like heâd already decided to stay, even if you wrecked him completely. Even if heâd have to protect the world from you. Or protect you from himself.
5 Petty Jealousies That Reveal Just How Much Zayneâs Obsessed With You
1. Someone else bandaged your scratch. Just a graze. A stupid piece of shrapnel across your forearm. A colleague wrapped it up. No big deal. You came home smiling. Told him it barely hurt. He nodded. Quiet. Then excused himself to the kitchen. Five minutes later, he returned with antiseptic, clean gauze, and the words: âTake it off. Iâm doing it properly.â  You didnât argue. Neither did he. 2. Someone at work lent you their umbrella. A man. It was raining. You forgot yours. He offered. You accepted. Zayne didnât say a thing when you mentioned it over dinner. Just hummed. Neutral. The next morning, you found a new umbrella in your bag. Carbon fiber. Windproof. Labeled discreetly with your initials. You didnât ask how he knew the exact weight your bag could carry without straining your shoulder. 3. You asked the waiter to recommend a wine. It was harmless. Polite. You were curious. But Zayne was sitting right there. He didnât blink. Just looked at the waiter, then at you. Then took the list back. âActually,â he said, calm as glass, âshe prefers reds with less acidity. Iâll order.â You nodded. The waiter nodded. And somewhere between the clink of glasses, you realized that wasn't about wine at all. 4. You didnât invite him to your morning training. Heâd had a night shift. Surgery ran late. You wanted him to rest. So you left quietly. He woke up to an empty bed, your gym bag missing, and a silence that felt like a closed door. You came back to find his routine disrupted, his pulse still too fast â and a protein shake mixed just how you like it, chilled and waiting on the table. He never mentioned it. But now, if you decide to âlet him restâ again⊠your training starts later. And doesnât involve clothes. 5. You called another man âsmart.â It was a game show. Trivia night. Some stranger on-screen made a clever move. You smiled. âWow. That was actually really smart.â Zayne didnât look up from his tablet. Didnât even shift. But ten minutes later, you found yourself in a very precise debate about probability, strategy, and why that move wasnât that brilliant after all. You didnât argue. You just leaned closer. He didnât smirk, but you felt it anyway.
5 Lies Zayne Tells Himself About You
1. "Iâm just your cardiologist during exams." Itâs clinical. Professional. Necessary. He listens to your heartbeat, takes your vitals, asks you to breathe deeper â deeper. You unbutton your shirt. He doesnât flinch. Doesnât look. Doesnât feel anything. Except for the part where he adjusts his gloves a little too tightly. And maybe takes one extra second to remove the stethoscope from your skin. 2. "Lunch tastes the same without you." He orders the same thing. Same cafĂ©. Same tea. But the pastry tastes off. The space feels louder. The table â emptier. He tells himself itâs fine. Then brings the leftovers back to his office. Doesnât touch them. Just leaves the box where your hand might find it later. 3. "I donât need to pick you up." Itâs logical. Youâre a professional. Your job runs over sometimes. So does his. But your message was short. The streetlights are on. The buses are unreliable. He checks traffic cams. Weather. Public transit delays. Then sits very still, staring at his phone, wondering how to offer you a ride without making it sound like panic. 4. "Iâm not checking. Iâm sleeping." You once left while he was asleep. You thought it was kinder. Quieter. Now he says he âneeded waterâ or âhad a dream.â But every night, at 3 AM, his hand reaches. Just to feel your back. Your wrist. The smallest proof that you havenât disappeared again. 5. "Short skirts are inefficient." He says theyâre impractical. Not suited for cold weather. Definitely not for terrain with hostile wanderer activity. You raise a brow. He adds, âYouâre not seventeen. Dress like it.â But the second no oneâs watching, his hand is already sliding up your thigh under the table. And when you raise a brow at him, he just says, flat: âChecking for circulation.â Youâre not fooled. Heâs already failed the mission.
5 Things That Make Zayne Go Completely Feral (In Lust, Not Rage)
1. You straighten his tie. Youâre not thinking about it. Just reaching out, adjusting the knot, smoothing the line down his chest like itâs second nature. He stays still. Breath held. Eyes on your face. You step back. He doesnât. Because now all he can think about is using that same tie to bind your wrists to the chair in his office â and how many minutes he can steal between appointments without compromising your breathing. 2. You dip your finger into the frosting of his pastry. You donât ask. Just lean in, collect a bit of cream with your fingertip â and taste it. Oblivious. Innocent. Distracted by something else. He watches. Silently. And now the fork in his hand feels criminally unnecessary, because his mouth is dry, his mindâs gone blank, and heâs halfway to pulling you into his lap just to return the favor â with interest. 3. You take off your bra without removing your shirt. Itâs casual. Automatic. Youâre talking about your day, laughing, and then â One arm out. Then the other. The strap slides through the sleeve and vanishes into your laundry bag like it never existed. His brain glitches. His hands twitch. And he will absolutely spend the rest of the evening pretending to listen while picturing every technical step of reversing that maneuver with his teeth. 4. You imitate him. Badly. Youâre wearing his lab coat. His glasses. Sitting at his desk, brows drawn, lips pressed tight. Your impression is awful. He should be annoyed. But instead â he watches. Sharp. Quiet. And when you finally laugh and start to take it off, he gets up. Takes the coat from your shoulders himself. And tells you, too evenly, âYou forgot the gloves.â 5. You trace lazy shapes on his wrist while talking about something unrelated. Youâre saying something about your neighborâs cat. Something trivial. But your fingers are moving in a slow, absent pattern across his skin. And Zayne â who has operated on live hearts under pressure, who has held lives in one hand and death in the other â is currently struggling not to grab your wrist and drag you onto the desk. Because apparently, nothing in this galaxy has the precision impact of your fingertip.
5 Power Couple Moments That Made Everyone Else Jealous (And a Little Scared)
1. You have a keycard to his office.Not a guest pass. Not a shared access code. A permanent, personalized, high-level card to a room most staff canât even knock on without permission. You walked in one day mid-shift, casual, spinning the card between your fingers like it was a hairpin. Three nurses saw. One dropped her tablet. Rumors started before you even closed the door. Zayne didnât correct them.
2. When he received a prestigious award, the first person he thanked was you.Best cardiothoracic surgeon of the year. Cameras flashing. Applause rising. Everyone expected a speech about innovation and responsibility. Instead, he said: âIâd like to thank the one person who keeps me alive enough to do this work. My partner. My favorite interruption.âThen he looked straight at you. The auditorium melted.
3. Youâre both dressed like weapons. And everyone notices.He wears tailored coats, precision-cut collars, charcoal palettes like a tactical signature.You? Heels like blades. A suit that redefines âcombat-ready.â And when you walk together â sharp, silent, side by side â people stop talking. Someone once tried to photograph you. The headline read: Unknown dignitaries arrive. Security does not comment.
4. You donât argue. You duet.Someone crossed a line. Loud, drunk, smug. Zayne responded first â clean, cold, just one sentence long. The man blinked. Started to retort. You finished it for him. Elegant, sharp, no profanity required. He left. Fast. And you turned back to Zayne like nothing happened â while everyone else tried to recover from what could only be described as a linguistic orgasm.
5. He opens doors, buttons coats, and moves chairs like itâs instinct.Not performative. Not flashy. Just⊠precise. He adjusts your sleeve without thinking. Helps you into the car like itâs always been his hand. You barely register it. But the woman across the street? The one who saw it all from behind her coffee cup? Sheâs still texting her group chat about âthe man in the long coat and the woman who ruined my standards.â
5 Times Zayne Was a Walking Red Flag But You Loved Him Anyway
1. He gets live data from your heart monitor.Your Hunterâs Watch sends updates to the cloud. Zayne rerouted the feed to his private tablet. âJust in case,â he said. Now he knows when your pulse spikes. When youâre injured. When you donât sleep. You never gave him access. You never had to. The first time he called mid-mission to say âslow your breathingâ â you realized he wasnât tracking. He was watching over.
2. He absolutely hates when you drive. Always.You're capable. Fast. Efficient. And yet â every time you take the wheel, something in him shuts down. He doesnât argue. Doesnât protest. Just goes silent. And stares at the road like it personally offended him. He says, âItâs fine.â But he holds the dashboard too tightly for that to be true.
3. He freezes every time you say âI can handle it.âYou mean well. Youâre strong. You are capable. But when you brush him off with a casual âIâve got this,â he doesnât nod. Doesnât smile. He just stops. Eyes unreadable. Hands still. And when you come back later â even fine â thereâs already a backup plan on your datapad. Three versions. In color.
4. He never replies to emotional messages right away.You send: âI miss you. A lot.â His read receipt appears. Then⊠nothing. For two hours. And just when you start to spiral â he sends a photo. Of your favorite pastry. Waiting on his table. With one word: âSoon.â You hate how well it works.Â
5. He spoke to the man flirting with you like he was reviewing his autopsy.It was harmless. A drink. A joke. A compliment. You laughed. Zayne didnât. He stepped in, shook the manâs hand, and said: "Tell me, has anyone ever checked your prefrontal lobe for impulse control irregularities?"The man left. Quickly. You rolled your eyes. Zayne didnât apologize. He just took your hand. And changed the subject. Completely calm. Fully satisfied.
5 Petty Jealousies That Reveal Just How Much Rafayelâs Obsessed With You
1. Someone comments âđ„â under your photo â and you like it.He sees it. Of course he does. He sees everything. You think itâs harmless. He thinks itâs appalling that someone dared mark your beauty with an emoji better suited to grilled meat. He says nothing. But that night, you get a charcoal sketch of yourself in your favorite pose, signed with a tiny flame in the corner. When you ask about it, he hums. âOh, just honoring your admirersâ creative input.â
2. You linger too long in front of another artistâs painting.Not just glance. Linger. Eyes soft. Head tilted. That thoughtful little breath you take when something moves you. He stands beside you, perfectly still. Smiling. Then leans in and whispers, âCutie, if you start weeping, I may need to challenge the gallery owner to a duel.â You're not sure if heâs joking. Youâre also not sure you want him to be.
3. You talk about a beautiful place you visited⊠without him.Youâre glowing. Describing the light, the air, the view. He listens, nods, even asks questions. Then: âAnd did the sun taste the same without me there?â You pause. He smiles, all charm and cheekbones. âIâm just wondering how it dared rise, knowing we werenât together.â
4. You send him a photo â and thereâs someone elseâs hand in the frame.You didnât notice it. He did. He stares at the image like itâs a crime scene. Zooms in. Later, he replies: âBeautiful composition. Fascinating use of background tension. Would love to discuss the symbolism of that wrist â whose is it?â You laugh. He doesnât.
5. You say some actor is âexactly your type.âHe doesnât flinch. Doesnât blink. Just goes very still, then casually asks, âBefore or after makeup?â Later, you find your datapad background changed. Itâs him. In perfect lighting. Shirt unbuttoned just so. The caption reads: âStill unsure who your type is? Look into my eyes. Youâll remember.â
5 Lies Rafayel Tells Himself About You
1. âI didnât paint you. Itâs just resemblance.âHe insists itâs a study of emotion. A symbol. A face from memory. But the tilt of the head, the mouth, the birthmark near the collarbone â theyâre all yours. You ask, teasing: âIs that me?â He blinks. Smiles slowly. âCutie,â he says, âI wouldnât paint you without permission.â And then changes the subject. Very deliberately.
2. âI don't reread your old messages.âHeâs far too elegant for that. Far too composed. Except on quiet nights. On long flights. In museums where the silence scratches at his skin. Then he opens the archive. Just for the rhythm of your words. The accidental poetry. The way you once wrote âcome home soonâ like it meant more than time and place. He says itâs for âemotional reference.â He lies beautifully.
3. âI don't watch your mouth when you talk.âHeâs an artist. A visual thinker. Of course he looks at faces. But not like that. Not at yours. Not like heâs memorizing the shape of every syllable just to feel them later against his throat. Not like heâs fantasizing mid-conversation about shutting you up with his tongue and tasting the sentence off your lips. No. Never. Heâs listening.
4. âI havenât memorized your scent through every season.âHe claims not to notice. But he knows the spring version of you â soft rain, citrus skin, the aftershock of lilac. He knows the winter version â leather gloves, cinnamon breath, quiet wool. He doesnât name them. Doesnât chase the memory. But when you walk past â his eyes close. Briefly. Automatically. Like heâs gathering air before going under.
5. âI don't imagine your name with mine.âHeâs not that romantic. Puh-lease. Marriage is a construct, surnames are politics, and love is beyond paperwork. He says all that with a flourish. And yet â thereâs a notebook. Tucked under his mattress. Full of signatures. Yours. His. Just to see how it would look. Just in case.
5 Things That Make Rafayel Go Completely Feral (In Lust, Not Rage)
1. When you eat something juicy. Fruit. Fingers. With zero awareness.You bite into it slowly, distracted. Something sweet. Ripe. Juice glides over your lower lip, and your tongue follows without thinking. He watches, motionless. Not breathing. Not blinking. You glance at him. He tilts his head. Smiles. Says lightly: "That peach is about to become my personal enemy." You laugh. He doesnât. Heâs too busy wondering how itâs possible to be jealous of the fruit.
2. When you kiss his hand instead of his mouth. He leans in, expecting lips. Contact. Heat. And instead â you take his hand. Press a kiss into his palm. Soft. Deliberate. His breath catches. His throat tightens. Because that wasnât affection. That was submission. And now heâs wondering just how far youâd let him take it. 3. When you tease him with your voice. Not the words. The tone. The whisper. You say his name like silk sliding over glass. You ask âYou think so?â like it means âprove it.â You laugh â not loudly, but just enough to make his chest hurt. He could diagram it, break it into sound waves, prove the seduction in math. But instead, he just steps closer. And says, low: "Say that again. Slower." 4. When you sit on the floor, barefoot, flipping through his sketches â looking like you belong there. Youâre humming something. Knees tucked up. No shoes. No guard. You tilt your head, study a piece, murmur: âI like this one.â He doesnât even remember drawing it. He just remembers the way your hair spills over your shoulder and how the studio feels suddenly too small for how much he wants you. He doesnât touch you. Not yet. He just watches like a starving thing. Memorizing the moment in case he dies of it later. 5. When you say âmore.â In any context. âMore sugar.â âMore time.â âMore.â Thatâs all it takes. One syllable. One open door. You never mean it the way he hears it â but he takes it as a promise. Like permission. Like a match tossed onto something already too dry to survive. And the next time he touches you? He makes damn sure you say it again.
5 Power Couple Moments That Made Everyone Else Jealous (And a Little Scared)
1. He painted a self-portrait â with you reflected in his pupils. Not your full form. Not a shared composition. Just his face. Direct gaze. And in both eyes: you. Looking at him. Always. When the painting debuted in the galleryâs main hall, critics called it âa study in obsession.â He called it accurate. 2. In an interview, he said youâre the only one who gets his sketches. The host asked who his work goes to first â gallery, agent, press. He smiled lazily and answered, âHer.â The room stilled. âThe raw ones. The incomplete. The brutal drafts no one else deserves to see.â He didnât say your name. He didnât have to. The moment he said it, you were already trending. 3. He delayed his own exhibition opening because you werenât there yet. The venue was full. Lights ready. Guests murmuring. But he stood at the entrance, fingers laced behind his back, perfectly calm. âSheâs on the way,â he said. âShe had a prior engagement.â No one questioned him. Later, when you finally arrived â graceful, composed, in a deep sapphire gown that matched the evening â only he noticed the tiny scratch on your knuckle. The faintest shadow of something darker, just beneath the perfume. You smiled. He took your hand. And the doors opened like theyâd been waiting for you all along. 4. Someone flirted with him. He looked at you. Then said: âIâm already spoken for. Permanently.â It was charming. Playful. Someone touched his wrist, laughed softly, leaned a little too close. He didnât pull away. Didnât react. Just turned his head toward you. Found your eyes. Then said it â quietly, cleanly, like a closing signature on a finished masterpiece. 5. At a charity auction, he sold a painting titled: âPainted Between Her Breathing and Mine.â The crowd didnât know what to do with that. Some laughed nervously. Some applauded. The bidding started high and ended astronomical. But as the winning guest walked past you, holding the canvas with reverent hands â he still glanced back. At you. As if to say: That canvas holds the image. But I keep the original.
5 Times Rafayel Was a Walking Red Flag But You Loved Him Anyway
1. He can disappear for three days and return with, âI just needed to stop being jealous.â No warning. No calls. Just silence, like he fell off the planet. You panic. Rage. Rehearse five speeches. And then he walks in â composed, scented like night air and oil paint. âSorry,â he says softly. âI was being irrational. Had to⊠recalibrate.â You want to scream. Instead, you breathe him in like heâs home. 2. He destroyed the career of a critic who called your photo âpoorly lit.â It wasnât even a real insult. Just a throwaway line in a blog. But Raf read it. Once. And within a week, that critic was blacklisted from three galleries, publicly corrected by five curators, and accidentally misquoted in a viral controversy. You found out much later. He just looked at you and said, âNo one calls shadow a flaw when it falls across you.â 3. He faked an illness so you wouldnât leave for a mission. Nothing dramatic. Just a cough. A warm forehead. You hesitated. Postponed. Stayed. The next morning, he was radiant. Healthy. Annoyingly smug. You narrowed your eyes. He only shrugged, kissed your wrist, and whispered, âI needed one more night. Forgive the performance.â You did. Of course you did. The guilt felt almost like foreplay. 4. He left your clothes wet in the wash so youâd wear his shirt instead. Accident, he claimed. Timing. Cycles. But somehow, your entire outfit was still in the machine â cold, damp, and useless â while his favorite linen shirt lay folded neatly on the bed. You put it on. He watched you button it. And smiled like he'd won a silent war no one else even knew was happening. 5. He reads your messages without asking. Calmly. You know it. He knows you know. He doesnât deny it. Just traces your jaw one evening and says, âYou donât hide anything from me. Thatâs why it doesnât count as intrusion.â And the worst part? Heâs right. You stopped hiding a long time ago.
5 Petty Jealousies That Reveal Just How Much Xavierâs Obsessed With You
1. You nap on the wrong side of the bed.You nap on the wrong side of the bed. Not wrong, exactly. Just⊠not his. Youâre curled up in the late-afternoon light, peaceful, quiet, unaware. He doesnât wake you. Doesnât move you. But when you stir, thereâs a weight in the silence. His side of the bed is untouched. Pillow perfectly aligned. No warmth. No scent. And your blanket â tucked just a little tighter â like a quiet reminder that even when youâre here, somethingâs missing. Something heâs not sure how to ask for without sounding ridiculous. Like: your perfume. On his pillow. Where it should be.
2. You tell him about a dream. Someone else was in it.You describe it absently. A mission. A flash of danger. And a man â not him â at your side. He listens. Nods. Doesnât blink. But that night, when he kisses you, his hand stays on the back of your neck longer than usual. And his mouth says I want you, but his grip says: you donât forget me, even in sleep.
3. You keep something old, worn, unnamed.A keychain. A patch. A folded slip of paper. Nothing dramatic. But itâs always near. He asks, once: âWhat is that?â You smile. âJust something from a long time ago.â He nods. Never brings it up again. But two days later, he leaves something else beside it. Not to replace. Just to match the weight.
4. You let the barista choose your drink instead of him.You smiled. Said âsure, why not.â Took the new coffee without hesitation. He was beside you. Holding your usual. You didnât notice. But when you left the cafĂ©, his own drink sat untouched. And he walked a little faster. A little quieter. As if recalibrating the fact that maybe someone else knows your taste. Even if itâs just in coffee.
5. You close your laptop too fast when he walks in.âJust a movie,â you say. Too quickly. He doesnât ask. Doesnât tilt his head. Just nods and sets his gloves on the table like he didnât notice the flicker in your tone. Later, while checking your tabs, he sees the paused frame â teeth on skin, hands holding wrists, someone begging. Silently. His breath doesnât change. His expression stays neutral. But when he finds you, hours later, he doesnât speak. Just pins your arms above your head and kisses you until you canât remember what the scene looked like â only what it felt like when it became real.
5 Lies Xavier Tells Himself About You
1. âIâm not jealous of whoever taught you how to fight like that.âHe knows it doesnât matter. Itâs skill. Itâs history. Efficiency passed from one warrior to another. He tells himself itâs irrelevant. But when he watches you move â precise, lethal, beautiful â something coils in his chest. Not because of the technique. But because someone else saw you become this version of yourself. And he didnât.
2. âItâs logical to sleep apart sometimes.â You need rest. Space. Post-mission decompression. He understands. Itâs healthy. Statistically sound. But the first night you say âIâll sleep in my own apartment,â the bed feels wrong. His internal balance off by degrees he canât quantify. He tells himself itâs fine. Then stares at the ceiling for hours, heart syncing to a rhythm that isnât there.
3. âIt doesnât bother me when you keep things to yourself.â Youâre independent. He respects that. Boundaries are natural. But you say âIâm fineâ with a smile that doesnât reach your eyes, and he catalogs ten micro-expressions that say otherwise. Still, he nods. Doesnât push. Then replays your words in his head for the next three days, trying to solve you like a puzzle that refuses to open.
4. "I could walk away, if it ever came to that." He tells himself heâs rational. Detached. If you chose something else â someone else â he would adapt. But deep down, he knows: heâs already memorized your weight in his arms, the way your name fits inside his silence. If it ever came to leaving⊠he wouldnât walk. Heâd stay exactly where you left him. Quiet. Waiting. Ruined.
5. "You wouldnât lie to protect me. Would you?" You say âit was nothing,â âIâm just tired,â âI handled it.â And he accepts it. On the surface. But his mind starts building alternate versions. Safer ones. Worse ones. Ones where you bled and said nothing. He tells himself youâd never hide real danger. But he still checks your vitals in the logs. Every time.
5 Things That Make Xavier Go Completely Feral (In Lust, Not Rage)
1. You walk in wearing a bright yellow duck kigurumi. Absurd. Fuzzy. Zipped up wrong. You yawn, mumble something about tea, and pad across the room like comfort incarnate. He looks up. Blinks once. And forgets what he was doing. The beak hood. The bare ankles. The way you scratch your neck, half-asleep. None of it should be seductive. But now he canât look away. His gaze tracks you like threat assessment â only it's not danger heâs calculating. Itâs proximity. Access. How long he can pretend he's unaffected⊠before you end up against the wall. Still wearing the duck. For now.
2. You adjust the chest plate of his armor. No rush. Just fingertips over matte metal, sliding a buckle, pressing a clasp. Your hands linger longer than they need to. You donât even realize youâre doing it. But he does. Heâs counting your seconds, your pressure, the exact placement of your thumb. If anyone asks why his next shot missed the center by half an inch, itâs because you touched him like a secret no one else was allowed to see. 3. You peel off your combat gloves with your teeth. Itâs efficient. Quick. Practical. But the way your mouth closes around the strap and your fingers flex once, twice, before theyâre bare â Heâs staring before he knows he is. Processing nothing but the curve of your jaw and the memory of that same mouth around his length. The second glove doesnât stand a chance. Neither does he, honestly. 4. You wear a thin black choker. No explanation. No warning. Itâs not part of your gear. Has no field utility. But itâs there, snug against your throat like a promise no one else knows about. He sees it once and looks away. Sees it again and swallows too hard. The third time, he doesnât look at all â he just shifts in his seat like everything in his world needs immediate recalibration. 5. You say âlaterâ when he leans in. Just a little. Enough to feel the pull. And you smile, soft, apologetic, not teasing â just... not now. He nods, like he understands. He always does. But from that second forward, every calculation, every breath, every cell in his body becomes attuned to the moment you say now. And when you finally do â he doesnât wait. He doesnât ask. He just takes, like patience was never part of the equation to begin with.
5 Power Couple Moments That Made Everyone Else Jealous (And a Little Scared)
1. You moved in perfect sync â without saying a single word. In the training hall, you didnât say a word â but moved like a mirrored code. You shifted, he adjusted. You reached, he passed. No signals, no commands. Just two bodies in absolute sync. Someone watching whispered, âDo they rehearse this?â Someone else muttered, âNo. Thatâs just them.â And suddenly, no one wanted to spar with either of you. 2. Someone called him âtoo quiet.â You didnât let it slide. It was a throwaway comment ââHeâs so silent, itâs weird.â You didnât even look up from your drink. âThen youâve never heard him breathe next to you.â The room went still. Xavier didnât react. But you felt it â how he went still too, the way his attention locked fully on you. As if your words changed the temperature. 3. He braided your hair for three weeks while your wrist healed. At your desk. Between reports. No comments. No hesitation. Just practiced hands and quiet efficiency, like it belonged in the schedule. And maybe it wasnât romantic. Or loud. But after that, no one ever looked at you the same way â because somehow, without trying, the two of you had redefined what closeness looked like. 4. You didnât ask for his jacket. You didnât have to. A shift in the wind. Goosebumps on your arms. No complaint, no drama. He just stepped behind you, slid his cardigan onto your shoulders like it belonged there, and said nothing. The couple walking by paused. Stared. You didnât. You were already reaching for his hand. 5. Thereâs a photo of you on his desk. Just you, caught mid-laugh, in natural light. Among tactical reports and encrypted drives. He never explains it. Never acknowledges it. But everyone who enters that room sees it. And no one ever asks if he's serious about you. They already know.
5 Times Xavier Was a Walking Red Flag But You Loved Him Anyway
1. He monitors your meals like itâs a clinical trial. âYou didnât eat enough protein today.â âThat pastry had no nutritional value.â âAre you hydrating?â He says it softly. Calmly. Like a doctor. Like someone who cares. And yet â youâve seen him survive three days on black coffee and whatever snack bar was closest to his hand. You mention this once. He pauses. Then says, âThatâs different. Iâm used to operating under stress. Youâre not.â End of discussion.
2. He didnât argue. He made the argument disappear. You disagreed about something small. Nothing dramatic. Just opposing views. He didnât push back. Just nodded, quiet. Said, âIf thatâs what you think.â Later, you realized the entire issue â schedule, person, condition â was gone. Resolved. Removed. Replaced. No apology. No discussion. Just silence... and a solution that left you with nothing to win.
3. He never asked where youâd been.Not once. Not even after you were late. Not even when your message came hours too late. He didnât accuse. Didnât guess. He already knew. Tracked your path, logged your signal drift, checked your pulse history. All without a word. And still held the door open when you arrived.
4. He always calls via video when youâre in another city.He never misses a day. Never just texts. Always video. He says he likes seeing your face. That it âgrounds him.â And maybe thatâs true. Maybe. But every time the screen lights up, you notice how carefully his eyes scan the room behind you. How his voice sounds different if thereâs movement. How he never quite hangs up until you say, âIâm alone. Itâs quiet here.â Only then does he relax. A little. Maybe.
5. You told him, âSometimes, you scare me.â He said, âGood.âIt slipped out. Low. Uncertain. Not a joke, not an accusation â just the truth. He didnât deny it. Didnât soften. Just met your eyes and said, calm as ever, âGood. Then youâll stay alert.â And for a moment, you werenât sure if he was warning you⊠or protecting you from something only he could see coming.
5 Petty Jealousies That Reveal Just How Much Sylusâs Obsessed With You
1. You didnât tag him. He made sure the world knew anyway.You posted a photo. Cute. Stylish. Perfect lighting. But no mention of him. No tag. No trace. He reposted it within minutes. Same photo. New caption: âCorrection: mine.â It got five times the reach. And suddenly, everyone knew better.
2. Someone else made you laugh. Sylus didnât.The waiter was charming. A little too witty. You laughed â loud, unfiltered. Sylus just raised a brow, pulled out his wallet, and handed the man $2000. âFor your last night in customer service,â he said. He smiled. You choked on your wine. The waiter never came back.
3. You called some man a friend. Sylus ran a background check.âHeâs just a friend,â you said. Lightly. Barely thinking. Sylus smiled. Tilted his head. âIâm just a man with access to his tax history.âAnd that was the end of that conversation.
4. You said another man had a nice voice. Sylus gave you no air.It was innocent. Harmless. âHis voice is kind of nice.â Sylus said nothing. Just waited. That night, he read you poetry in three languages, one line at a time â mouth against your neck, breasts, stomach, thighs â until you begged him to stop. Not because you wanted him to. Because you physically couldnât take more.
5. You forgot to wear his ring. He didnât forget anything.It wasnât intentional. You were rushing. Distracted. But he noticed. Of course he did. He said nothing all day. Then, that night â when you were breathless, undone, on your knees â he took your hand, kissed your finger, and slid the ring back into place. Slowly. Deliberately. Like sealing a deal you forgot you signed.
5 Lies Sylus Tells Himself About You
1. âI didnât pick your outfit to match mine. Mustâve been the stylist.âIt was just coincidence. That your lipstick matched his cufflinks. That your dress followed the same line as his collarbones. That when you walked in together, people paused â like royalty had arrived. He didnât say a word. Just looked at you once. And didnât look away for the rest of the night.
2. âIâm not furious that I wasnât your first.âHe says it doesnât matter. Shrugs. âIâm not a teenager.â And yet, the thought of someone else touching you before him? It coils in his chest like smoke that wonât clear. He tells himself you chose him now â and thatâs what counts. But the next time you moan his name, he fucks you hard enough to make sure no one elseâs ever mattered.
3. âI donât answer your messages instantly. Iâm just always holding the phone.âHe just⊠saw it. Right away. Just happened to be holding his phone. Just happened to pause mid-meeting, mid-deal, mid-war â to write: âBe safe.â You tease him for how fast he replies. He teases back. And never mentions the part where your name makes him drop everything.
4. âIâm not obsessed with the way you say my name when youâre annoyed.âYou do it without thinking. That exact tone. That breath. That syllable dipped in heat. He rolls his eyes. Says, âWhat now, kitten?â But every time it happens â he shifts closer. Hears it again later in his head. And stores it next to the version you whisper when you want him most.
5. âI wouldnât beg. If it came to that. âŠBut only for you. And only once.âHeâs not that man. He doesnât plead. Doesnât bend. But when he thinks of you leaving â really leaving â something dark and fragile coils behind his ribs. He tells himself heâd let you go. That he wouldnât chase. But even in the lie⊠heâs already halfway down the hallway.
5 Things That Make Sylus Go Completely Feral (In Lust, Not Rage)
1. You ask him to zip your dress. Then donât wear anything underneath. Itâs casual. Innocent. âHelp me?â You turn your back, lift your hair, and wait. He moves slow â almost reverent. But when his fingers meet bare skin where silk should be⊠he doesnât finish the zip. He turns you around, steps in close, and says, âYou came dressed for trouble. Good. So did I.â 2. You say âdonât be gentleâ with a smile that promises youâll say it again, louder. He always controls the pace. The heat. The rhythm. But when you lean in, lips brushing his ear, and whisper those words â something in him fractures. He doesnât ask if youâre sure. He doesnât give you time to change your mind. He just obeys. And makes sure you feel the echo for days. 3. You use his tie to pull him into a kiss. He likes power. Centered, composed. Collar straight, voice cool. But when you grab that perfect silk tie, wrap it around your fingers, and yank â he stumbles into you like a man starved. You kiss him once. He kisses you back like vengeance. 4. You say âyes, sirâ in a tone that means the opposite. You drawl it. Sweet. Defiant. Like you know exactly what it does to him. He doesnât argue. Doesnât smile. Just leans in, voice low against your throat, and says, âKeep using that tone, kitten. Letâs see how long you last when I take it seriously.â You donât last long. Not that night. 5. You put on his ring and ask, âSo what does this buy me?â Itâs a joke. Almost. You twirl it on your finger, playful, reckless. He watches. Then smiles slow, wicked. âThat?â he says, stepping closer. âThat buys you a night where I donât stop until you forget your own name.â And just like that, you do.
5 Power Couple Moments That Made Everyone Else Jealous (And a Little Scared)
1. The earring incident at the casino. You dropped it. Somewhere between the blackjack table and the bar. Nothing dramatic â until your face shifted. That quiet flicker of loss. Sylus didnât sigh. Didnât scold. Just raised a brow. And a dozen seasoned criminals began crawling across the velvet floor. They found it in twenty minutes. You wore it for the rest of the night. He wore the look of a man whoâd moved the world back into place. 2. The arrivals are always his favorite part. You come back from missions â tired, sore, alive. And there it is: his sportscar. Engine humming. Heâs waiting with a bouquet of roses so rare you donât recognize half the species. The entire terminal watches. You donât. Youâre too busy smiling. He says, âWelcome home.â And just like that, the war disappears from your shoulders. 3. The seat at the head of the table. It was a high-stakes meeting. Old money. Dangerous names. Sylus led you in by the hand â then pulled out his chair. You blinked. He said nothing. And while you sat at the head, calm and poised, he stood behind you like a king who knows exactly where real power sits. No one even dared raise a brow. 4. The auction. Your hand. His silence. He gave you the paddle. Not instructions. You bid on instinct â numbers rising, tension thick. The item? A rare protocore with blackout-level clearance. Sylus didnât flinch. Not once. And when the gavel dropped â he leaned in, lips brushing your ear, and said, âYou can spend my money however you want, kitten. Just make sure they see you doing it.â 5. The moment the room lost him to you. It was mid-negotiation. Tense. Crucial. Every word counted. But across the table, your fingers tapped. Your eyes glazed. You were bored. Sylus watched. Then stood. âDealâs done,â he said. âYouâll take our terms.â And somehow, they did. Because the only person in the room whose attention he wanted â was already drifting.
5 Times Sylus Was a Walking Red Flag But You Loved Him Anyway
1. He knows whatâs in your delivery before you do. No one told him. But every time you order something â clothes, tech, vitamins â itâs re-screened. Not stopped. Not blocked. Just⊠âverified.â You only noticed when your favorite moisturizer showed up improved. New formula. Better scent. Hand-selected. Of course. 2. He said heâd put you on IV if you skip another meal. You were busy. Distracted. He asked what youâd eaten. You said, âDoes coffee count?â He laughed. Once. And muttered something about installing a medical station in your apartment. He was âjoking.â Until you saw the discreet courier bring an IV stand the next day. Just in case. 3. He took you to dinner at a place you hadnât been since Academy. You didnât realize where you were â until you saw your ex across the room. The one who cheated. Sylus just smiled. You were in a dress that made people stop breathing. He ordered champagne. Lobster. Left a four-digit tip. And made sure your ex saw everything. Including the way you kissed Sylus on the way out. 4. He froze your accounts. Just to prove a point. You said you didnât need his money. You insisted on âindependence.â So he waited until your card declined at the pharmacy. Then texted: âYou have my black card. Use it. Or stay home.â You gave in. He sent flowers. 5. He apologized like a storm front. You fought. It was ugly. The next day, a gift arrived at HQ. Then another. Then six more. By day four, your car was full. You marched to his door, furious. He opened it, leaned against the frame, and said, âTook you long enough. Come yell at me. Iâll pour the wine.â
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