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#rolling around on the floor#actual!?!?! for actual?!?!? people believe im a guy?@@?!!!?? you dont doubt me??!?!?#you dont doubt me right?!?!? im not lying either right?!?!?!#its not like you clocked me in your mind right!?!?! im just a guy right!?!?!#(or rather- dont answer that)#im losing it somehow but (positive)#rolling back and forth#im real right..................... hahahahahhahaha#im a guy right... im a guy right.... rocking back and forth#you think im a guy!!! right!!! and you don't question it!!! there's something so beautiful about that#I'm happy........ yay...... hehe#Made up my mind. I'll lie and hide as best as I can. Lol. Is this the right choice? It's fine right? It's my right?#I want to protect this feeling as best as I can. That's fine right!!! I don't owe you anything right!!!!!!!!!----#I'm going insane.#I wonder- how ppl are comfortable with revealing their voice online and not fear getting clocked by their voice#More power to you- im glad you feel comfortable with yourself ofc#But online is the only safe space I have... I can say something and people just. Accept it. Because there's no other info to go off on#You trust me? Believe me? Just like that? I don't have to prove anything to you? Because I only exist as words on a screen to you?#uwaaaa..... sniffling. 'ryu' really feels like the only real identity I have tbh. It's the side of me that feels the realest- most genuine#A name - an identity - even a personality? That I chose for myself fully...#its like im nurturing a part of myself to finally grow into someone i can be proud of. That i can accept. It feels like im finally a person#I can exist right?!??! I'm allowed to.!?!? I'm actually going insane.
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rumi (jrwi apotheosis) stimboard for meee because i love them :)
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#my boards#stimboard#stim#sensory#white#gold#purple#holo#iridescent#dice#hands#harp#crystal#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi apotheosis#rumi jrwi#jrwi rumi#ok now that ive done all of my actual tags#can you tell im rusty .its been a while#not quite as coherent color wise as i wanted it to be but whateva <3#i went back and forth on who i wanted to make a board of for a bit#i rlly wanna do thanatos bc he is my favorite but i would absolutely struggle making the colors look nice#w the gifs id want#but rumi is easy and fun and has nice colors. so rumi it is#bitb board Soon. not sure who but i am excited because i love bugs#and i love bitb#we'll see!
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thinking about art having to sit on the floor and fuck a fleshlight while he watches you ride patrick to death <3
#his eyes darting back and forth from patrick’s fucked out expression and your rolling hips#he wants to be you AND patrick at the same time??#like it’s all so hot and he dumps at least three loads into the toy before you’re even done with his best friend#and patrick’s just moaning and tipping his head back and begging you to let him raise his hips just an inch#art doesn’t make a sound when he cums bc he doesn’t wanna interrupt.. but like u can tell bc the sound of him fucking the toy will stop#and then it’ll start again right after#naughty boys!!!#i’m ovulating bad
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it genuinely baffles me when people say they don’t see cherik as romantic or they view them as brothers
how do you look at these guys and not see their very obvious toxic, homoerotic, tragic situationship that’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever witnessed in history










like hello? what were you reading/watching? 😭
#*rocking back and forth* people can have different interpretations… it’s fine… people are allowed different opinions….#cherik they can never make me hate you#i love my collection of cherik photos#literal shrine in my canera roll you would not believe#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#xmen#professor x#magneto#xmcu#xmen comics#xmen 97#wish does not shut up
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tlt peeps, for my rock rolled back au, tell me
#tlt#the locked tomb#fuck off lou#my post#rock rolled back au#poll#working on chapter three and this is a semi-important decision ive been going back and forth on#so help me out
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Stay at home dad and artist on commission Keefe
#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#keefe sencen#sokeefe#he watches him and sophie's 5 year old little boy and 11 year old girl (she's currently applying for Foxfire) while sophie works#he does his own art pieces along with commissions at home#and the little boy can teleport so he's constantly dropping in on sophie and fitz at their job#(it's related to them being cognates or something idk)#and keefe has a panic attack because he looked away for one second to add a detail to his sketch and now his kid's gone#their kid drops into sophie's arms (or right outside the door of the building she works at)#and sophie gives him an eye roll and a disappointed look for freaking his father out and interrupting her#(he has absolutely appeared when she was in a super important meeting)#this is all based on the assumption that elves don't have some kind of basic schooling before foxfire or other schools like it#when he appears back at their residence (their leapmaster floor has an open roof for teleportation)#keefe is standing there frantically ready to catch him#and their girl (im shit with names) is standing there giving him a look like “I thought you weren't scared of anything”#and he's just caught the kid and is trying to rock him to sleep cause teleporting is tiring for a 5 year old#but he humors her while walking down the hall to his bedroom#“who said i wasn't?” “i do” “why?”#“nobody who actually beat an ogre would be scared of their child teleporting away”#“you'd be surprised”#(she doesn't beleive he actually fought dimitar and thinks it's an elaborate inside joke between sophie him and queen ro)#so they keep going back and forth with him being vague about the details because while he did beat dimitar#he is absolutely exaggerating all the details#“keefe you can't tell our kids you punched dimitar and he immediately surrendered” “please” “no”#and then they get to his room on the second floor and he shushes her so he can place the sleeping boy in his bed#i have so many thoughts about future sokeefe actually
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Hello! I saw your OC! *drop this and runs*
(I been waiting for this)
OMGHWHDBANM??@*!*@?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
I AM SETTING THIS AS MY PFP ASAP
THANKYOUTHANLYOU!!@@?@?
AWES SHE LOOKS SO CUTE IN YOUR ARTSTYLE SOBSBDBDB
#I just woke up holy shit#jumping up in joy#rolling back and forth HDHSHBXBZJX@?@?@#i will have this saved forever#eliduck inbox
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Arcane devastated me in the best way possible 3 years ago with season 1 and not once I thought of getting into league of legends
season 2 had me mourning the writing quality so bad I'm considering getting into league lore just so that I can rewrite it for my own amusement in a desperate attempt to reach the final stage of grief
#congratulations Riot you fucking got me#was that your plan all along?#bravo!#you fucking bastard#I keep going back and forth between stage 2 and stage 4 and I can't for the life of me get to the acceptance stage#it feels like I'm in a toxic relationship#BUT I WAS THERE BEFORE NOVEMBER ROLLED BY#IT USED TO BE A BEAUTIFUL FEELING TO THINK ABOUT THE SHOW#WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO US#...omg that's a song in season 2 isn't?#they DID plan this out#arcane#arcane season 2#league of leguends#arcane league of legends#riot games#netflix#5 stages of grief#rewrite#fan rewrite#...don't take any of this too seriously#I know some of y'all need to be told that
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Y'ALL I'M SO SORRY I MISSED TIDBIT TUESDAY!!! SOMEONE SUE ME WAGHHH to make up for it please accept tidbit THURSDAY (a lil longer than usual 'cause I'm real sorry AGH)
"Oh fuck." Dallas skidded to a halt, heaved in the fridged night air in gasps that burned down his throat 'n panted out his nose in hot bursts. Johnny froze beside him, wrapped hands around his biceps 'n dug his nails in.
They were cornered. Fuck. How had Dallas let that happen? But he knew how. 'Cause at some point c'mon just high tail it this way 'n they'll get sick of chasin' 'n bail had become duckin' alleys 'n leapin' fences 'n the sound of sirens comin' ever closer.
Johnny's eyes are sharp 'n dark 'n watchin' Dallas close, his back to the tall fence that bordered the lot. Jesus Christ. Dallas should have been more careful. Ain't no way both of them are gettin' over that. He bites his lip. Hard.
Well. Nothin' to be done about it.
He tears his jacket off his shoulders, slips it off his arms 'n shoves it into Johnny's hands. Johnny hesitates then lets out a low noise, shakes his head, tries to force the worn leather back into Dallas' arms. "Dal, no, c'mon."
"Stop wastin' time, Johnny." His voice comes out a little harsher than he means it to, scrapin' against his chest as his heart bangs away under the veins in his wrists. In one smooth, practiced, 'n worn movement done a hundred times til it was rounded at the edges, he slides his St. Christopher over his head, his ring from his finger, droppin' them both into Johnny's already waitin', upturned palm.
The sirens reach a crescendoin' pitch, wailin' 'n yowlin', the lights cuttin' long, low shadows across the lot. They were out of time.
"Dal-"
"C'mon, kid." Dallas doesn't wait for him to comply, just grabs for his ankle 'n hoists him unceremoniously over the rustin' fence. Like he was already expectin' it, Johnny twists, manages to land on his feet. The sleeves of Dally's jacket hang low over his hands 'n for a moment they both just stand there, lookin' at each other through the braided metal. 'Til Johnny can't stand it anymore, tears his eyes away 'cause lookin' at Dallas like that reminds him of Dally on the other side of chains that can't be cleared as easily as a boost 'n a well-placed leap.
Cops are crossin' the lot now 'n Dallas glances over his shoulder, haloed 'n silhouetted in the red 'n blue. "C'mon Johnny Cakes. You gotta beat it." 'N his voice is low 'n urgent 'n he wants to sound cool 'n tuff but it cracks just a lil' on the edges. But he's gotta get the kid outta here 'cause Johnny had a chance. 'N Dallas wasn't gonna let him go down for somethin' he could throw himself in the way of.
"Dal, please-"
"Johnny please." 'N then he's runnin'. 'Cause Johnny was never as brave as Dallas Winston. 'N he never would be.
Dallas watches his shadow slip away 'n sighs, bares his teeth 'n grins 'n throws his hands mockin'ly into the air. Johnny can hear his gunfire laugh crack crack crack-in' as he ducks into an alley 'n disappears.
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Johnny clears the Curtis steps in one long leap, bangs the door open harder than he means to 'n flinches. Four heads whip around, Soda 'n Darry already risin' to their feet.
"Johnny? What's-?" Darry freezes, takes a good look at the jacket slidin' from Johnny's slight shoulders, the pendent bit between his teeth, the ring he's gotta keep his fingers bent so it doesn't slide off, 'n sighs. He abandons the plate of dinner he's inevitably just sat down for 'n snaps his keys from the counter.
"Johnny, you ok?" Soda shoves his chair back so it scraps against the tile 'n Darry winces.
"'M fine." He drops the St. Christopher from his mouth, hoists the jacket up. "It's-"
"Dallas." Darry toes his shoes on, grabs a sweatshirt discarded beside the door. "If the station calls, let 'em know I'm already on the way." He sighs again. Johnny sways on his feet, the adrenaline rushin' straight out of him 'cause Darry's got it now. Got him now.
"Johnny, you ok kid?" Soda's got his hands on his biceps now, lookin' him close in the eye.
"Yeah," Johnny heaves in a breath, runs a hand under his nose 'n winces when dry blood flakes off under his fingers, "S'ok."
Soda glances over his head 'n Darry pauses, gives him a look that levels him to his core. He was real good at those. But whatever he sees convinces him Johnny ain't lyin'. He hovers in the door a moment longer, watchin' Johnny with those ice-green eyes before he shakes his head, leans over, 'n brushes the last of the dried blood from Johnny's face.
"Y'know, kid? You look just like him in that." 'N none of them are sure that's a good thing. But Johnny just grins, crooked in the way he learned from Dallas.
"Y'know? There are worse people to be like."
#johnny n dallas i am studyin you like bugs#this is in part inspired by some absolutly lovely fanart I saw a while ago of Johnny wearin' dallas' stuff while he was in jail#n i thought i bet he does that shit every time he gets arrested#just in case#cause its pretty common to not get shit you went in with back#shitty fuckin cop fact for you#n dallas is NOT riskin that#if one of them rolls up with dallas' stuff u know where he is#n i think johnny mostly keeps it for him#hes so paranoid about it gettin fucked with he just keeps it all on him#he gives dallas back his jacket when he gets out n dallas is like why are there four cigs six matches n like eight scraps of paper in here#i didnt have that there before#n johnny n pony have just been tradin it back n forth so theyre like augh#whoops#n divvy their shit back up#anyways#this isnt meant to be like the ship but ig you could read it that way#if you squint#personally ive always been a tally person bc i only want dallas with people equally as nasty as he is#but thats neither here nor there#anyways now im just ramblin#SORRY FOR THE LATE TIDBIT TUESDAY#HOPE U ENJOY#the outsiders#darry curtis#dallas winston#johnny cade#my writing#tidbit tuesday#also lemme say somethin' the bit where i say johnny's not brave as dallas? LIE. johnny thinks he's not but thats bc he's WRONG
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changed around some of the posters in my little music corner
#keep debating back n forth whether to add something behind the shorter shelves but idk#i don't want it to be too busy#we'll see lol#music#my collection#florence + the machine#diamanda galas#lingua ignota#chelsea wolfe#< these are the artists in the posters / vinyl inserts i have hung as posters (plus the caligula demo pics)#and then featured on my shelves rn we have florence . diamanda . chelsea . ofc and then#dead can dance#supertramp#midwife#patti smith#the loose “theme” of the shelves rn is that florence lyric 'you said rock n roll is dead but is that just because it has not been#resurrected in your image'#i love that lyric a lot#i love to do little themes like that#it's not a strict thing but it's fun to pick out things#some recent themes have been “rotting roach summer” and “everything is fine in heaven but i'll never get to know”#i should share more of my theme shelves#i just always get self conscious about my selection lmao#anyway!#i'm supposed to be finishing lolita today but the new diamanda galas remaster cd arrived and then i got distracted.....
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i know these workers are TIRED of my gluttonous ass </3
#TT back … at the sushi place#local sushi place#look … if my other fav spot was closer i’d rotate between the two more efficiently#<- i like their rolls a lot more !!!!! but bus tickets… back and forth ….. extra cost T_T#its always the same lady at the counter im so sorry ma’am#here comes ari …. devourer of sumshi ……….#ari noises ✩
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jake oettinger pre-game — WSH vs DAL — 12.16.24
[do your parents know each other, yours and charlie (lindgren)’s parents?] yeah, they do, really well. [that’s what i figured.] yeah, yeah, really well. [so on a game like tonight, is that kind of fun?] yeah. i think we’re planning — [just to have the little interaction, from your families, your town, and — ] yeah, we’re planning on a 0-0 shootout, uh, (laughs) game tonight, so that’s — that’s in a perfect world, but yeah, he’s … you know, bob and jennifer lindgren are, you know, great people, and got to know them really well, too, so, just, great family and … um, yeah, should be fun, anytime i get to play against chuck. [now, with a shootout now — do you get a shutout, for a shootout?] you do, yeah. [that’s what i thought.] yeah. i had that once — only reason i know that is ‘cause i had that against – with – fleury, yeah. [you each get a shutout. that’d be great] yeah. yeah, we’ll see. [how many rounds in the shootout before he lets one up so you get the win?] just (laughs) — i’m not gonna go into that, we’ll see. yeah, i don’t wanna jinx anything.
#hockey#stars#dallas stars#jake oettinger#the way he and heika engage in back and forths with each other is fascinating ......... they WILL just talk over each other. truly at will#brien rea asked the last question but he waited for a break in the conversation which is NOT how otter & heika roll#anyway love his big beautiful brown eyes like a lamb destined for the slaughter and the way he just shoves his massive fingers up in them#z:edit
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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What you mean Johnshi isn't canon? Look at Johnny! That boy looks genuinely happy during his time in Academy and champion matches and he just went through divorce and is financially broken! If not for finding a gangster, rich boyfriend then why!?
#johnshi#kencage#johnny cage#kenshi takahashi#johnny x kenshi#and that isn't just him keeping an appearance no. look at their back and forth during training time!!#and that 'make it interesting ' and that SOFT SMIRK on Johnny!#also the WHOLE game they act like married couple#that Kenshi knocking his phone when johnny was filming him. that holding flashlight in his face. that rolling eyes (fondly)#that soft taking care when Kenshi is hurt. that 'a hand here Johnny!' and Johnny comes running for help!#every moment was so 'husbands'#mk1#mortal kombat
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Nick himself said that his knowledge is confined to the leaks prior to s4, the s4 scripts from his verified source (likely within a source) and basic knowledge most fans paying attention have been able to formulate about s5 based on what has been released officially/unofficially, trends from Netflix and common sense.
He is saying based on all that, he doesn’t think byler is happening.
And if we think back to what the Duffers themselves shared in the 4x09 script, it literally implies Mike’s monologue worked, and that it was entirely genuine. This tells me that the script the Duffers released for Emmy consideration, is not that far off from what Nick saw for himself.
I think it’s likely Nick got something that the average below the line worker might manage to get their hands on if they tried hard enough. A copy they know they have to water-down to prevent these very situations from happening.
Unfortunately for the Duffers, it just so happens that they didn’t scrub their watered down copy hard enough.
Unfortunately for Nick, he admitted that it’s possible and even likely that the production will release things that aren’t exactly accurate with the sole purpose to lead fans sleuthing astray, without realizing it may have ironically already happened to him.
#byler#stranger things#8flix#it would take an eternity to cover everything about scriptgate properly#there are just so many aspects of it that are unknown or are known but just not thoroughly understood bc 8flix has existed for some time#even prior to that fateful dry summer back in 2022#and including scripts beyond just st which made 8flix seen as a reputable source for scripts across the board#personally i've found myself back and forth on it#was nick sus for telling fans a script was dropping hour by hour and then going radio silent for days only to not release a script at all?#yes (and all while using the loophole argument that technically people donated to 8flix and got a complementary script with that donation)#were the st writers fishy for saying they'd release a script for a scene but would then need at least 2 business days to post each one?#also yes#are we really doubting that they have secrets in their scripts that they have to remove/shift a bit for the generic all-access version?#if so.. why?#I think very few people see the version of the script that the duffers have#shawn likely has it plus his own notes with it bc he also contributes ideas and runs it by the bros for his episodes and more bc he's an EP#maybe other key-players with that sort of control over the production could have more honest scripts i.e. the writers room#outside of that you have the main cast who MIGHT get those scripts + additional notes on their characters as discussed separately one on on#but beyond that scripts are meant to be vague#it's supposed to be 1 minute of screentime = 1 page of script#quite frankly multiple versions of the scripts exist and we're getting the barest of them all... minus a few slips here and there...#I could go on forever but i wont for my sanity bc the reality is we don't know for sure what happened and we probably never will#i'm more interested in seeing how this all pans out#nick has come out for vindication at least once this summer and last summer since 2022#i'm getting hefty slap on the wrist vibes here which if anything just makes this all so much more insane bc i mean... the implications?...#is it giving bad blood? is it giving enemies to lovers?#maybe nick will give us more vague hints when the next dry summer rolls around
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