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nexadarling · 6 months ago
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I have to tell yall something that none of you are going to like....
It's not the same gear.
I know, I know, we all want it to be the same gear from when Jayce and Viktor first got the Arcane to work for them, we all want Viktor to have kept it with him for sentimental reasons, i know. Trust me, I do too. But it's not
Don't get me wrong, it still represents the same thing! Their relationship, the whole "two sides of the same coin" thing, what they've built, how connected they are. The corruption that's taken over. It still means the same, it's just a different gear.
"But Nexa how do you know?!" I hear you scream. I'm so glad you asked.
Let's look at the gear in question
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Pretty, right? And the gear's pretty cool, too
Now let's look at the gear from That Scene in s1
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Do you see the problem yet?
They're very different sizes. The original gear is much smaller, and the center hole is wider in relation. Viktor's corrupted gear has a smaller opening but is honestly overall pretty large as far as gears go.
Here's one more view of the corrupted gear for comparison
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(Sorry, sorry, I know it hurts. But it's a really good close up)
Aside from the increased detail, I think this shot shows pretty well that the center is too different for it to be the same. The animation in Arcane is honestly too meticulous to miss that.
Which makes sense, Viktor and Jayce wouldn't have really had time to grab anything from that lab as they left. And Viktor didn't hold on to the gear, he let it float away. Even if he did remember exactly what it looked like, he'd have to go find it while the enforcers and Heimerdinger were already there, and I highly doubt they were inclined to let that happen.
So instead I propose a different solution! Viktor grabbed that gear on his way out of the lab for the last time, likely planning to never again see Jayce - or at least all they had built together - after that.
All in all, this distinction doesn't really matter and please keep writing heartbreaking stuff where it is the same gear cause I feed off that shit. I just wanted to share this particular observation. And also I think Viktor grabbing a gear on his way out as a reminder is equally heartbreaking.
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superkitty21 · 4 months ago
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I think people are too mean to Jeremy Strong. Let people be sincere and serious about the craft they've dedicated their lives to.
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bumblingbabooshka · 1 year ago
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B'Elanna, Neelix, Tuvok and Chakotay needed to star in an episode where they just talked about their different beliefs and approaches to spirituality/religion. Paired off and all together. I need to gain more insight. I need characterization and I need it to be messy.
#B'Elanna's difficulty with Klingon myths and religion (especially due to her internalized racism)#Chakotay's current strong belief in his own spirituality despite his initial complete rejection of it (and how B'Elanna seems to admire#and have talked with Chakotay about it extensively in the past given how many specifics she's aware of)#Neelix's belief in an afterlife being the only thing that comforted him after his entire family was killed - the knowledge that he would be#able to reunite with them again and that knowledge being ripped away from him#Does he still believe? Are there other aspects of his previous spiritual beliefs that are thrown into question?#Just because it isn't 'real' does it make it unimportant? How do we even know whether or not it's 'real'?#He died and doesn't remember reaching that tree and seeing his family - does that mean it didn't happen?#Tuvok's line in 'Innocence' about how he's begun to have doubts about whether or not a katra exists and what happens after someone dies#and his firm ties to Vulcan spirituality and ritual#ALL SO INTERESTING!!!!!!!!#star trek voyager#I don't think it'd be a calm or healthy conversation either - they're not therapists and I don't think anyone but Chakotay#would be particularly careful with his words#and before you say Tuvok's a Vulcan so he would be let me remind you that Tuvok told B'Elanna to her face that he thought Klingons#were basically savages - he is INDELICATE to say the least#Neelix is careful with his words bc he's a people pleaser for survival but also he has a tendency to bother people and be overly pushy#and I think he'd do a lot of research and be the one leading the conversation/the reason they get on the topic and continue on it#B'Elanna wouldn't want to talk about it. She wants to talk about it the least. But she must!!!! Bc the episode demands it!!#st voy
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dw-flagler · 2 years ago
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dipyronegirl · 1 month ago
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to anyone who follows me irl and might be seeing this: sorry i’m ignoring your texts, it’s been a terrible couple of / few days (i got some bad news and idk what to make of them yet + it had me very busy solving some bullshit problems) and i’m tryna recover a bit emotionally before being available again. i promise none of you did anything wrong
#there are only like 5 (maybe 6?) ppl that might see this and 2 of them didn’t even text me (as far as i know) but still#if I knew the blogs of who did text me i’d probably @ them but I don’t#text#giocore#i mean most of them are mutual w me but I can’t remember their urls out of the top of my head#and one of them has never let me know their blog#which honestly kind of bothers me a little?#they found me on tumblr on purpose like actively looking for me. stalking me even but I wouldn’t use that word bc like#it’s too strong of a word + I don’t think it took them too long to find it cause they’re smart and good with technology (and hacking even)#they did say they wouldn’t follow me or look at my blog if i said it wasn’t ok#like they’d respect my boundaries#but 1) they said that after they found the blog yk (even if they didn’t read any of my posts it’s still a bit hmm)#and 2) I genuinely don’t mind if they follow me but like. at least give me ur url#I’m not saying ‘let me see YOUR posts if you’re gonna see Mine’ or anything like that it’s more like#I genuinely don’t mind at all being watched. IF I have a way of at least generally kind of being able to check when u might be doing it#yk?????#but I guess that’d kind of defeat the purpose#cause then I could be performative#but like I wouldn’t. I genuinely wouldn’t#I’d just like to know what they know about m#me*#I wouldn’t try to hide anything I’d just feel more comfortable knowing what they know#anyway. now you know that
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transmasc-rose · 2 months ago
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I think bad things should happen between Dr. Caelius and Lucy 👍
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monimolimnion · 5 days ago
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sometimes a yaoi man who is drawn in a way that looks more like a spider than a human being can be so personal
#when michiru sonoo made mito a princess in a tower kept safe by everyone around him and therefore imprisoned in his own frailty I Felt That#extremely called out by the whole thing really#sometimes you read a manga and plunge immediately into comical levels of victorian-era romantic malaise. this was one of those times#and i cant even read the whole thing properly yet lmao. lmaoo#i wish she wrote f/f because her writing just reaches into my chest and Grisps and i think if a yuri made me feel seen the way her works do#it would rewire my brain permanently#delete later#momo talks#edit from a few days later i just found an old fanbox post of hers and i need to talk about it so here will do#she thinks of mito as strong.#oh my god he's STRONG.#iku says it a million times and i just never heard him because i was too busy woobifying mito and therefore myself. he's a tyrannosaur#in her own words. he is only ever angry quietly but he is a strong strong man.#it's true that the people who loved him could never help him because they were afraid they'd break him#because he didnt know how to ask for help and they never offered it#so they just left him there. in a tower.#in a trunk.#for twenty five years in the darkness.#they couldnt help him BECAUSE they loved him so much and that's why he needed iku. but i. augh#it bothers me. because what spoke to me most was his frailty because that's how i feel#and the idea of being rescued from my own frailty by someone who i could open my heart to and help heal in my own way. appealed.#but she doesnt think of him as frail.#she thinks he is strong.#it's like the camera shifted. i am strong too.#if she made him and put me in there somehow and thinks he is strong. then i must be too.#i have had my years of darkness too and i never stopped searching either. i am still searching. i never stop trying despite everything.#i am still in my trunk and nobody knows how to help me either because they love me.#they loved him too much to risk breaking him. and the distance that agonises me that i can't close because i fear breaking myself#is the same thing.#<- ironic use of delete later tag so i can find this later because i never do end up deleting any of these.
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superior-brain · 1 month ago
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How does it feel to be the smallest of all the managers? Do you get jealous of their size?
I'm going To Tell Cosmo you forgot about him. You had better not owe him any money.
as for my height I am the ideal size for my tasks and i still do NOT need a company issued propeller. The only thing i would ever be Jealous of another manager for is.... nothing. I am Perfectly.....perfect.
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transwalterdecourcey · 10 months ago
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oh yeah my list of musicals i have an irrational dislike for has been upped to three. epic the musical my new enemy
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that-was-anticlimactic · 1 year ago
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one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t
#and that you’re a terrible writer and that no one cares aaaaaaand imposter syndrome kicks in and you just feel like crap#bc all your friends have been wriying recejtky so why can’t you??? cause they’re bETTER THAN YOU#lol idk why my head is so bad today#the feelings of inferiority and emptiness and idk worthlessness are strong and i hate it but i can’t stop it#i just wanna write!!! and like what i write!!!#but i Can’t and i haven’t liked anything i’ve written in Months and ugh i hate not being able to d something i wanna do#oh and now i’m crying??? why the frick am i cRYING litetally why is typing this making me Worse#sorry guys needed to rant#the inadequacy was strong today#something something students keep telling me how much they dislike me or how i’m whiny for asking them to be respectful and like#i Know i shouldn’t compare myself to my friends but gosh it’s hard when they’re all like. so much better than me.#and i don’t have a lot of time to be on tumblr bc of work so i just feel like i’m watching everything from afar and it’s no one’s fault but#my brain’s like no one is Doing anything it’s just my brain being dumb and i can’t stand it and I want to stop feeling empty and like i’m#missing a part of myself and like the words i write don’t matter gOD why can’t i just feel happy with where i am and not care what the kids#who hate me say or realize that no one cares that i’m not on much like i’m still Here and trying to interact it’s not like everyone hates me#for being busy or for liking side characters more than the main characters and just—#sorry#that felt good actually#idk what came over me#imma just. imma shower. then maybe delete my tags#sorry if anyone got this far aT ALL grace is either asleep or trying to sleep so i don’t wanna bother them since they slept poorly last nigh#okay done now for real sorry delete tags later sorry if you saw this and how freaking messed up ky freaking brain is
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adore-gregor · 7 months ago
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i did okay i guess
#so i got a b in the other exam#it might have been a more difficult one because one person in my friend group in that course actually failed it#unfortunately i can't see the average on this exam but i might have done fairly well#i can't really complain when others failed the exam#at least i almost got full points on the quiz but the writing part let me down a bit#it's just a bit anoying because so many of the grammar mistakes were actually typos 😩🤦‍♀️ like i know how to write these words correctly#but i type so fast on the computer sometimes the letters of a word get switched up and i don't notice it oof 🥲#and i didn't have time to proofread it otherwise i might have noticed#altough i'm just a bit oblivious to my own mistakes if i had to read someone elses text i would notice surely#i also forgot a few commas or put them in the wrong place never were not my strong suit altough i got better with it#this might also have to do with ranting here on tumblr too much lmao 😅 i'm getting into the habit of typing too fast haha#just a bit unnecessary but i still have the 2nd exam and homework also accounts for something#an a is still possible#i keep thinking about what if only i got 2 more points on the quiz and another 2 on the writing task (if only i made less silly mistakes) 🥲#just missed an a by 3.5 points#but i have to believe i will do even better on the 2nd and get enough points for an a overall#i will bother my professor with sending him many practice writing texts before the next exam and also try simulate the time restrictions#because otherwise i can write so well if i have time to think how to correct and improve my texts but i need to be able to find mistakes#also in shorter amounts of time
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zevarcollan · 1 year ago
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am i the only one bothered by this:
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nearly ten years on this hellsite and i still don't know
tumblr please tell me, is there a logic to this?
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gentlethorns · 1 year ago
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sigh grief and loss is everywhere. doors close that can't be reopened and yet i still scratch at them like a lost dog. why
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mayomkun · 1 year ago
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I dreamt of a park at night is gorgeously illustrated; the lighting is amazing,,..,. but I thought it said “I, too, felt like a chad” 😭
ASFGJK I just barked out a laugh 😭😭 I'll make sure to improve my handwritings next time then. Still, thank you so much!! 💖
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dravidious · 2 years ago
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You're really awesome
PROBLEM: I want to make magic decks with my cards irl, but I have no one to play them against.
SOLUTION: Make an entire custom deck that can play itself to more or less replicate an opponent.
I decided to put the rules in card form as conspiracy cards, but it turns out that rules should be written as rules, not cards, so I had to make extensive notes about each of them (except Industrial Expansion, that one is actually effects instead of rules). I also just enjoy talking about my design choices.
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Notes: Creating waste tokens instead of playing lands is basically free card advantage, as well as preventing mana screw/flood. The bot is supposed to have more raw strength than the player, so this isn’t a huge problem, but the starting hand size reduction and 5 land limit are still needed balance it.
Also, I know wastes isn’t actually a basic land type, but it makes the card so much cleaner so "Wastes token" is a predefined token here just like Treasure and Food.
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Notes: There’s probably some awkward edge cases here too. I fixed the only one I could find (involving Recycle Bin), but there might be more. The main guiding rule in playing the bot is "don’t make it do obviously dumb stuff." The cards are balanced around the rigid rules, so bad decisions are okay, but sometimes there are plays that are so worthless or actively counterproductive that you really ought to step in. Edge cases should be resolved in whatever way makes the bot play best. Ideally, you shouldn’t have to think too hard about what the bot does; it’s supposed to be automatic, after all. The other guiding rule is "make this similar to a normal game of Magic."
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Notes: Much, much simpler than Defense Protocol. Still some vagueness, but good enough to prevent swinging into the opponent’s 4/4 with a 3/3. It applies on a creature-by-creature basis; if you have a 3/3 with flying and a 2/1, and your opponent has a 4/4, the 2/1 won’t attack, but the 3/3 will. If you have a 2/1 and a 5/4, only the 5/4 will attack since the 2/1 can be fully blocked by the 4/4.Non-lethal battles are tricky; if you have a 2/1 and the opponent has a 0/3, you shouldn’t attack because then you’re just tapping down your 2/1. But if you have a pair of 2/1s, you should attack for the free damage. You could reinterpret the "such that they lose no life" bit, but that would result in the rules telling you to swing your creatures into into a 4/4. Basically, use your best judgement; this stuff is too complicated to write out. You’re smart enough.
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This card would be a fucking nightmare to properly template. Good thing it’s a rule and not actually a card. The vague wording can probably result in lots of edge cases, but this card is basically meant to say "The bot makes the best blocks possible" so use your best judgement in those cases. Activated abilities that boost a creature should be taken into account if mana is open for them. A version of the blocking rules not in card form is given below.
Priority 1: If you can block in such a way that your life total remains above 0, you must do so.
Priority 2: If a blocker can deal lethal damage to an attacker and survive, it must block that creature.
Priority 3: If a blocker can deal lethal damage to an attacker, or if it can survive, it must block that creature.
Priority 4: Don’t block.
Misc 1: If multiple attackers are tied for the highest block priority, the blocker must block the creature with the highest power. If tied, highest toughness, then highest mana value, then choose randomly.
Misc 2: Multi-block an attacker only if it has menace or a similar ability, only with the minimum number of blockers, and only if it falls under a blocking priority (ex. it’s threatening to win the game, or it can be destroyed, or both your blockers survive). Anything else could be a nightmare to calculate.
And that's all the rules/conspiracies, which should allow for playing against the bot while making as few decisions as possible. Here's the cards. The bot's deck consists of 4 copies of each card for a clean 60 deck, compatible for testing against mill.
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ononpetitediary · 2 months ago
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Hahahahah oh shit I'm going to cry. Fuck. Don't want to do this alone again. Fuck!
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