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Unveiling the Belief System of Sanatana Dharma: A Tapestry of Spirituality and Cosmic Harmony
Embark on a journey through the heart of Sanatana Dharma's belief system, where cosmic harmony, diverse deities, and timeless truths converge. Discover the tapestry of spirituality that weaves through Hindu scriptures and Tantras. 🌌🕉️ #BeliefSystemHindu
Introduction: Sanatana Dharma, often referred to as Hinduism, is more than a religion; it’s a way of life that embraces a diverse array of philosophies, beliefs, and practices. In this article, we embark on an exploratory journey through the annals of Hindu scriptures, puranas, vedas, and other texts, to unravel the intricate and profound belief system that forms the foundation of Sanatana…

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#Belief system in Sanatana Dharma#Cosmic harmony in Hinduism#Diverse deities in Hindu pantheon#Eternal truths in Hinduism#Hindu scriptures and beliefs#Karma and Dharma philosophy#Path to self-realization#Pursuit of moksha#Tantric practices and insights#Unity and interconnectedness
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संसारात राहूनही मनोभावे कर्म करणे अन् त्याग वृत्ती ठेवणे, हे खरे अध्यात्म
तो म्हणे गा कुंतीसुता । हे संन्यासयोग विचारितां ।मोक्षकर तत्त्वता । दोनीहि होती ।। १५ ।। ज्ञानेश्वरी अध्याय पांचवा ओवीचा अर्थ – श्रीकृष्ण म्हणाले, अर्जुना हे संन्यास व कर्मयोग विचार करून पाहिलें तर, तात्त्विकदृष्ट्या, दोन्ही मोक्ष प्राप्त करून देणारे आहेत. ही ओवी संत ज्ञानेश्वरांनी भगवद्गीतेच्या पाचव्या अध्यायाच्या संदर्भात लिहिली आहे. या अध्यायात भगवान श्रीकृष्ण अर्जुनाला संन्यास आणि कर्मयोग…
#Bhagavad Gita chapter 5#Bhagavad Gita teachings#Dnyaneshwari chapter 5#Dnyaneshwari interpretation#essence of Karma Yoga#Hindu philosophy#Hindu scriptures#importance of duty#importance of selfless action#Karma and renunciation#Krishna’s guidance to Arjuna#Krishna’s philosophy#liberation through Karma Yoga#Moksha through action#path to liberation#path to self-realization#philosophy of renunciation#renunciation vs Karma Yoga#Saint Dnyaneshwar’s teachings#selfless duty#spiritual enlightenment#spiritual growth#spiritual wisdom#Vedic teachings#wisdom from Gita#आत्मसाक्षात्कार मार्ग#आत्मोन्नती मार्ग#आध्यात्मिक जागृती#आध्यात्मिक तत्त्वज्ञान#कर्तव्य आणि त्याग
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[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide spoilers#JUST NOTICED A MILLION MISTAKES FUUUUUUUUCK BUT WWHATEVERRRRR IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA HHUURRRLLL#SO I REALLY LIKE FISH AND CHIPS RIGHT. IVE BEEN IN LOVE W THE SHIP EVER SINCE THAT NAT 20 KISS#BUT I THINK I SHIP IT WRONG. OR LIKE. I AM CORRECT BUT EVERYONE SHIPS THEM DIFFERENTLY#THE FISH N CHIPS I SEE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SO FLOWERY AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC. AND THATS NICE! THAT STUFFS NEAT#but gillion and chip would NEVERRRR enter anything similar to a romantic relationship. chips too damaged and gillions too uninterested#I LIKE MY FISH N CHIPS ONE SIDED AS FUCK#bc 2 gillion chip is his best friend in the whole wide world but hes also kinduvagross little man that took him a MINUTE to really warm up2#but to CHIP gillion is this powerful and gorgeous and heroic paragon of destiny and his best friend in the whole world who will#bring about the eschaton. 'i didnt believe in destiny until i met you' until i met a champion radiating with a light thatll alter the world#OHH REMEMBER THE FIRST ICE ARENA?he was so mad.still probably shaking from the ordeal.NEVER had he felt true divine radiance CLEAVE through#his SOUL like that.do you remember that moment in the forest w the bugs. an alien from the ocean; lacerating the land w lightning#when the realization flickered in chip for a moment.that the thing standing before him was more powerful than he could ever fathom#remember when grizz mentioned that the nat20 kiss was the 'best kiss chip ever experienced'. that has nothing to do w this. where was i.#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. BUT HEY. I THINK at the beginning chip absolutely knew that gill was smth grand n powerful n scary#when gillion revealed what exactly the prophecy was;chip got defensive and mad.sure he was sleep deprived but OOH. HES SCARED!#he believes gillion too! he believes that his destiny is to eradicate either the sea or land and that scares him!#but then he gets past it bc ultimately he trusts his bestfriend gillion so so much. he fuckin loves this dude.#he would throw himself intothe path of fire for this dude. he would boat across the ocean for this dude.he would build arenas for this dude#even if this dude will end half the world.even if this dude wields the power and the obligation to eradicate him at any second.#even if this dude is going to throw himself into harms way for his own comrades.even if this dude is just going to sacrifice himself.#one way or another one shall die for the other.these self-sacrificial bastards click so well with eachother!!#chip believes his body is best used to pave roads and gill believes his body is destined to pave prosperity.WHATEVER!!#i really love their dynamic!! they care for eachother so much!in MY heart tho. the icing on the cake here is the fantasy that chip is#just a bit more In Love w gillion than he realizes. like this powerful fish guy is HOT and PRETTY and KIND and FUNNY and LOYAL and STRONG#but gillion would never rly feel that same sort of attraction towards chip. its just not rly his thing. aroace as fuck man.#thats how it is in MY little heart atleast. and i sit here and play w my touys in my brain n i explore my silly lil one sided fish y chips.
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We do not escape into philosophy, psychology, and art;
We go there to restore our shattered selves into wholes
- Anaïs Nin
#self actualization#self realization#self discovery#inner work#shadow work#philosophy quotes#psychology quotes#art quotes#creative quotes#philosophy#shadow self#jungian shadow#shadow work quotes#psychology#jungian psychology#spiritual path#spiritual healing#spiritual journey#spiritual growth#author quotes
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I feel like if Chujin was still alive during the events of Undertale Yellow, his and Clover's relationship would be incredibly rocky. Pacifist!Clover could bring him around to tolerating them (after all, they have that sort of effect on everyone), but it would be more in a "this human is the only 'good' human" manner than a "maybe I should reevaluate my opinions on humans overall because you can't judge an entire group based off (very biased) stories and one bad experience." Even then, that opinion would be subject to change should Clover ever get frustrated or behave "too aggressively" or act in any manner that isn't perfectly docile. If Clover ends up attacking a monster then it's "humans are just as horrible as they were in the war stories, I should've known better" regardless of the circumstances that could've pushed Clover to fight. Suffocating expectations and endless demands for patience when he wouldn't ask the same of a fellow monster.
And heaven forbid he ever meet Clover on a No Mercy Run...
#undertale yellow#i hc that his parents were involved in the war and he was born after monsters were sealed underground#so he's one degree removed from all that trauma which is understandable why he'd be so afraid#but at the same time Blackjack had similar circumstances and he came around to liking clover and judging based on character#instead of by who someone is.#sometimes you need to sit down and realize that the problem is you and your views instead of everyone else but he doesn't strike#me as the sort to do that type of self reflection.#Chujin is a character who is absolutely ruled by his fear. he leaves kanako and dalv alone after they were attacked by a human#to sicc axis on integrity. he hinged his whole career on building guard robots (and judging by some of the paperwork in the Steamworks#he was the only one who wanted to build guard robots).#he destroyed his health and left his wife a widow/his child fatherless to craft a serum to defeat humans.#he experimented on a human (child's!!!!) soul and ordered his wife to k.ill an INNOCENT human.#he literally says that humans are incapable of decency in any form!!!!! the writing is on the wall!!!!!#not to sound like I'm bashing on his character because he did do a lot of good for the underground. he made the honeydew resort heater#and Martlet's balcony. and it's implied he built the bridge between the wild east and Starlo's family's farm with the fox-bell#symbol on that bridge. he inspired martlet to take up woodwork which put her on the path to joining the Royal Guard and meeting clover#he likely did a bunch of other good things as well that never got brought up. he did do some good actions.#but he is not someone that i would call a good person.#(realized i ended up with a long string of tags down here. if someone wants to screenshot it and add it to the post go for it)#edit: i find it utterly fascinating that he calls humans incapable of decency yet acknowledges that there can be a pure human SOUL#what an utter hypocrite! i doubt the contradiction ever even occurred to him!#uty analysis#char: clover#char: chujin ketsukane
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like my life is going a-okay (not really) and yet i am experiencing the fantasy high junior year kristen applebees crashout. being chaotic is not cute anymore sweetheart, you need to lock in, you're literally going to be done with college in 9 months you cannot afford to fuck around and be like... oh...there's too much going on and i can't even start on things so i'm just gonna do a bunch of other things that give me a little kick of dopamine for now and put off the laborious stuff for later because i perceive it as hard and maybe a bit of an annoyance.
#i say this during my second rewatch of fantasy high junior year#i have to reiterate#i was so mad at kristen applebees#and then i realized it was me#literally it is not that hard to get homework done#why are we contemplating different life paths when we don't even know another way#partly because we haven't put the time to look for it#by we i mean me#focusing and doing things ahead of time is so hard for no reason#i don't think i was like this before but maybe its because my mom used to manage my study/homework schedule thing and then she stopped#its been downhill since 6th grade but i kind of learned how to work around it so my grades are actually just fine and i seem really smart#but like i don't know anything#retention? 0#i need to shut up#this is like becoming a little whiny complaint about my inadequacies with no sight of actual self improvement#anyways#more tags#kristen applebees#fantasy high junior year#i do not want to be relatable in this way#but here we are
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Realizing you can never please anybody can be a devastating loss... until you internalize exactly what that means.
When you sacrifice so much of yourself for others, you forget that you leave yourself behind. Not being able to please everybody means you can start learning how to fully embody who you are instead of juggling everybody else's baggage, trying to make something work out.
You might feel devastated about this, thinking you're terrible for not pleasing everybody. The truth is, it was impossible from the start, and learning who you are is infinitely rewarding
#mental health#encouragement#encouraging words#people-pleasing is honestly (in my experience) the most soul-crushing things out there#and i wish more and more people could learn how to let go of the impulse to self-persecute...#...and to let go of the idea that literally the *entire world* comes before them#i think the thing that really set me on this path was realizing that few people would do what i did...#...that they would see that nobody is fighting their corning *including them*...#...and that few people will actually fight your corner *for* you...#...and part of that realization enraged me because it's like... everybody abandons you INCLUDING yourself...#...so you think 'how the fuck didn't i realize that?' and you start to question more and more the reasons you internalized the message...#...that literally everybody matters more than you ever will...#...part of that for me stems from deep systematic abuse and part of it is cultural...#...so you'll find that your drives to do certain things have differwnt influences and some are perfectly fine...#...while others are destroying and depressing and horrific
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Solstice Goddess Mysteries
The days we enter at this time of year in one way is all about our death/rebirth & crossing over between the upper- & underworlds— in our timeless moments in the underworld we meet & commune with the primordial Goddess.
In another way this is the time of the year that reminds us of our true reality & task of Self-realisation in the light of the Supernal Sun / star -
It is the Star that leads the Magi to the birth of the holy son- the descent or incarnation of the light into the form of man.
The descent of grace, is for the redemption & redeeming of man's Consciousness, that the divine light descends into a human form— awake to itself- therefore awakening others. Walking in the forest of darkness (human unconsciousness with the light of knowledge & love turned on- all manner of creatures, like butterflies I (the age-old symbol for psyche & soul) - are attracted to the light, & follow it, leading the way to Consciousness/ realisation.
In man's forgetfulness- the omnidirectional, transparent to itself, self-luminous, non-dimensional light- reflects itself
- (the descent of the light) - symbolised by the moon-however, the light, in whatever state of itself, remains the same divine, intelligible light.
The Supernal, the reflected/descended, & the human birth- is the completion of light in itself— the realised or divine human.
Although we think of the Supernal light as the divine Father or Absolute- it is also The Virgin Mother or Dark Goddess- this empty & full, dark but luminous or intelligible space is bother Father-Mother & also neither.
There are periods of history, we worship the divine as Father/Son/God & other periods as Mother/daughter/ goddess or both or neither.
Sometimes the star is the Sun, other times Venus.
Looking at the symbols, we don't look only with the eyes of analysis— symbols speak in Consciousness in ways that are layered & self-revealing in stages, like keys that onlock levels of understanding.
Wrapped up in the Virgin symbol with the Sun/Star behind the head a crescent moon under the teet is an immensity of knowledge that cannot be fully circumscribed by words.
This time of year is as much about the Virgin as about the birth of her Son.

#feminine magic#witch#alchemy#presence#oracle#love#esoteric#patriarchy#magic#consciousness#christmas#treeoflife#Venus#venus path#goddess#rebirt#solstice#inanna#Ishtar#Astarte#Virgin Mary#mary mother#mother Mary#magi#Roberto Assagioli#PSYCHOSYNTHESIS#self realization#truth#enlightenment
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HERE IT IS!! after Many moons of chipping away at this OC song comic for my scifi-noir android character Whitney and his bodyguard Bast, it is finally as complete as it shall ever be;; I’m proud of the work I put into this one! Pretty niche, but maybe some folks out there will enjoy UuU
ps: there's also a video for easy viewing!
#song comic#comic#comic art#character illustration#sci fi fantasy#dark art#character art#my scribbles#lyricstuck#an ode to this complicated traumatized morally twisted delusional bastard capitalist#as he becomes that which shaped him into the monster he is#the reality of his existence as an android (marginalized identity in this world)#is at odds with the power-hungry hierarchical worldview he's developed (as a coping mechanism) and is now consumed by#he will Never be one of the self assured entitled elites whose lives/positions he covets#but he can never acknowledge that or the path/ identity he's constructed for himself unravels#at the root of it all#he has vowed Never to be at the mercy of others again#which makes it all the more ironically tragic that the path he sees as granting him the most power is actually just selling himself#to be used as a pawn by the Hijaratha (illuminati-esque organization made up of the same politico-corporate elite#who ruined his life in the first place)#he's so full of contradictions/ hypocrisies and he doesn't even realize it#I find him so fascinating#rotating him in my mind forever#lots of little symbolism things in here#just as a treat for me lol#if you've read down this far- bless you you are now my boon companion#Youtube#whitney
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“The Sun” (1911) by Edvard Munch
“As you develop more understanding of your Self, you will discover that its positive qualities are bound to conquer all that is negative. There is a boundless ocean of peace and harmony within you. There is boundless light within you, and when you open the window of your soul to that light, the darkness will automatically vanish. This window has become a little rusty, so it will take some time to open. But no matter how long it takes, you must have patience. No matter how many times your mind may falter in this project, you must keep ignoring the negative. Negativity is just a ghost; it is only an illusion. The reality is the supremely positive presence of God within you.” (p. 21-22)
~ The Art of Positive Thinking by Swami Jyotirmayananda
#The Art of Positive Thinking#Swami Jyotirmayananda#Art of Living#Soulmaking#the supremely positive presence of God within you#boundless light#Sadhana#Integral Yoga#The Path of Self-Realization#Perennial Philosophy#Awakening#Enlightenment
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Help me Lord be a Light and not a shadow in the darkness of my fears.
Deborah Brodie, The Path That Gets Brighter: A Devotional to Instruct, Illustrate, and Encourage Kingdom Principles
#Deborah Brodie#The Path That Gets Brighter: A Devotional to Instruct#Illustrate#and Encourage Kingdom Principles#quotelr#quotes#literature#lit#christian#christian-fiction#christian-living#christian-quotes#christianity-faith#inspiration#inspirational#inspirational-life#inspirational-love#inspirational-quotes#self-awareness#self-help#self-improvement#self-love#self-motivation#self-realization
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Ride 745: At the window seat

Pag 1
1: The last
2 / 3: 200m!!

Pag 2
1: 150m!!
2: Sugimoto is still ahead!! Danchiku is behind!!
6: There are

Pag 3
1: 100m left!!

Pag 4
1: Issa.... are you watching, Issa
2: I've always been timid
3: I always pushed your back with all my strength
4: And then watched you being all frolic
5: I was satisfied
Hahaha!
Piece of cake!

Pag 5
1: When I was little, during school trips, on the bus
2: I won the window sit
I got it!!
3: I enjoyed looking at how the scenery changed outside the window
Oh, there are cows!!
4: The window seat is super nice!
But I was pushed by my friend
Neh, Danchiku, let's swap seats! Come on, Danchiku
6: Okay
Thanks!!
I gave up my seat
7: In the end
Amazing! What's that tower?
8: our seats stayed like the whole time
9: People also often cut the line in front of me
Sorry, Danchiku!
No, but the line....
Ah, you're so nice, Danchiku, so nice!!

Pag 6
1: After that, the girls scolded me, too
You're too nice, Danchiku!
Yes, yes
Well....
At times like that, you need to flat-out reject them!
Yeah, you're a guy after all
Yeah... you're right... indeed....
2: It bothers us, you know
Is it... my fault...?
3: Is it me....
4: I also yielded with bicycles
Move, slowpoke!!
5: “Move”.....
Ye... yes

Pag 7
1: If you don't want to win, then don't run in races!!
3: Riding was fun, so I started running with bikes, but
4: Indeed....
Want to win.... huh
5: I'm nervous....
I was even late for the start the other day
And I couldn't move forward.....
6: I guess I'll cancel my entry on the next race, then....
I thought I should stop

Pag 8
1: Oi, you
2: At that time....
Ah- ah
My bad....
3: I was thinking while walking... and since the street is narrow
You want me to give way!?
4: Even though I was just walking on the side of the road
5: No
6: You don't have to give up anything

Pag 9
1: Huh
2: You said “my bad”, but you're not at fault
3: I heard there's a guy who goes to the same school as me and who ride bicycles
A guy who runs seriously and practices properly!!
4: I'm looking for that guy
Looking for....
5: He called out to me so self-importantly

Pag 10
1: That guy was Kaburagi Issa!!
Team up with me, and let's become the best in Japan!!
2: The strongest local club team here is called “Team SS”
First, let's join it and train!!

Pag 11
1: That guy was saying things that made no sense, but he had said the two things I wanted to hear the most at that time
2: “You don't have to give up anything”....
“You're not at fault”......
3: So, too suddenly and without really understanding, I said yes
Huh.... yes
Alright, it's decided
4: Danchiku!? It's an unusual name, and that's important!!
It's important?
'cause it sounds kinda cool!!
Huh
5: I still think it wasn't a mistake
What a weird guy....
6: Because Issa never stole my window seat
7: And didn't cut the line in front of me
Waa Danchiku, I'm so behind you!
Haha
Lucky you, dammit

Pag 12
1: And with an overwhelming accuracy, he gave me instructions to move forward!!
Here, Danchiku, move forward!!
Yeah!!

Pag 13
1: It's SS!!
Kaburagi from SS is jumping forward!!
Danchiku is pulling him, that's bad!!
2: Let's win this race!!
Yeah!!
5: That's why I always dreamed of making you “frolic”
Hahaha
6: I pulled you, and you took the finish line
7: That was enough for me

Pag 14
1: But then, after he joined Sohoku, Issa started to say those things
2: Now!! You're next!! Get stronger!!
3: I had no confidence
….. yeah
I wasn't selected for the Inter High during our first year
4: And even when I was chosen for the “Minegayama” race during fall
5: Don't worry, you can win
6: Even though Issa cheered for me, I doubted myself
Yeah
7: Practiced hard, I ran on Minegayama, and somehow I won

Pag 15
1: But right after that, my condition got bad
3: As expected..... right....
Alone, I convinced myself I didn't have what it takes
4: I didn't rely on my heart
It was probably small enough to fit in the palm of my hand
5: I read so many books, trying to make it bigger

Pag 16
1: You can do it, don't worry, you have me with you
I can't wait for the Inter High...!!
You're making so many grains of rice fly around
2: Hahaha
3: When the training camp started, Touji-san gave me a new bike
4: And I became your buddy
5: There's something I noticed
Let's make a special technique
You can do it now!!
7: Ah....

Pag 17
1: I remember something I read in a book
2: “Four things necessary for a person who wants to build up self-confidence”
3: “Find the amazing within you”
“Praise yourself for it”
“Don't deny it”
“Keep polishing it”
4: These are ideals... there's no way anyone can do it
6: I want to meet someone like that, bring them to me...
I thought so, and so that time I put down the book
7: But

Pag 18
1: He was there, right in front of my eyes!!

Pag 19
1: It's been right in front of my eyes the whole time!!
2: The guy who finds the “amazing” in himself, who praises himself for it, and never denies it!!
3: I realized I've been with him for many years!!
4: So I feel like I'm starting to see the process to gain confidence in myself, Issa!!

Pag 20
1: Please look at me, Issa
I'll go to the Inter High!!
2: To prove that my heart is getting bigger, little by little
3: And to make you, who believed in me, even more frolic!!
5: Danchiku is shouting!!
6: He accelerated again!!
7: I'll become much stronger!!

Pag 21
1: Garuaaa!!
2: 50m left!!
They're neck and neck!!
(Thank you @monkeyingaround for beta-ing this chapter!! <33)
#yowamushi pedal#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 745#i cant believe it isnt over yet aasdhsdfj this is the most infinite race#i mean i know its not but it feels like it#i think its probably bc im more interested in the outcome and what happens after than the race itself#but this chap was so good! I hadnt even realized we still didnt have danchiku's backstory#its interesting to me how danchiku and issa are so obviously a parallel to teshima and aoyagi#but danchiku has the characteristics of both junta and aoyagi#his backstory feels so familiar to me bc it is very similar to the t2 one#but since he's both junta and aoyagi while kabu has nothing in common with neither of them it still feels very new#anyway!#i cant believe danchiku's path to self-confidence was simply finally realizing kabu is the most self-assured and self-absprbed and confiden#person ever#he was so lost in himself and his self-deprecating that he didnt even realize he spent 99% of his time -#with a guy who does nothing but boast and praise himself adashdgsldjf#that means danchiku's condition was extremely bad#anyway finally is gonna end next chapter and WE'LL KNOW!
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elise is just blaze in a different hairstyle
#au where rush blaze meets 06 elise and they litterally cannot decide how to feel about each other#on one hand#elise has been repressing her sadness for practically her entire life because of the literal demon inside her#while blaze has been repressing almost every emotion out of self-inflicted responsibility#both are fire princesses#and while elise's fire is inherently bad#blaze just Thinks her fire is bad#blaze has been set on her path but elise has no one to even guide her path#i think they'd be jealous of each other#they would Not like each other until maybe they meet on that windows background hill#and maybe have a heart to heart about their lives#and they'll realize how similar they are#raviolirambles#blaze the cat#princess elise#and then they make out afterwards but that's not really important
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Being a dsmp fan.
Glad Tommy and Techno were my favorites, and my eyes for most of the events in it. I watched for others, but the main two were them. Ranboo was the third.
I'm still proud of my fic, the one that's still my most popular. I'm glad Tommy got his proper ending. It's so strange to see how much things have changed. I still have my flag, and a hand painted quote from the destruction of l'manburg that my friend made for my birthday. It was a big step forward in my writing career.
I grew up too, Tommy's only a little older than I am, and he's handling things really well. Good luck man.
I'm really disappointed in how some of these people are acting. I don't have Twitter myself so I have to get secondhand news, but it's a mess and I'm just really disappointed, but not surprised. Been on the fence about dream for a while. Not on it now. Sigh.
Good luck out there, everybody. We all grow up, but that doesn't mean we abandon what we loved, or that it makes those things stupid. Appreciate the joy you took in the little things that you were obsessed with from years ago. I wish all of us luck in anything in the future.
Stay safe everyone.
#shine post#dsmpblr#i thought about what i was gonna say for a while#because i feel like i should say something#ill never be ashamed of my covid era dsmp self because she got me through the worst time in my life#and helped put me on the path to where i am now#its silly but writing that adoption fanfic and all the research into caring for child soliders actually helped me#realize my interest in child psychology#im in college for a psych major with plans to be a child therapist/psych#i love you all out there
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Guys I . Have a confession .
I don't know what I'm supposed to post on here
What am I supposed to say . ..
#it doesnt help that im super early on into figuring this stuff out and i am terrified of saying something and then realizing it was wrong-#and then later having to backtrack and correct it because i feel like i need to always be assured and correct before i say something#or else I'll humiliate myself even though i know that the path to self discovery is inherently paved with guesses and errors and that no one#will get everything right the first try#ahem . apologies for the yapping . its really nit that deep i am just dramatic /gen#im gonna get over it im gonna be so brave i swear
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every now and then i get the thought of making a star rail oc or a trailblazersona and then i remember i have to
Design It
and then i don’t do it ever
#[—✦ rambling#with twst ocs it’s easier bc#i just have to derive from disney concepts and go from there#it doesnt even have to be disney but i just like it to be disney and it’s fun to categorize them into the different dorms#and think about their magic and their backstories#etc etc#with star rail i think it’s more complicated bc there’s a lot of background lore that i just skipped bc sometimes im just not interested 😭#there’s also paths and elements which is more fun to think about but i think i'll get indecisive#+ i’m gonna be inclined to design them an outfit similar to the overly detailed hoyo style#which i know i dont HAVE to bc it’s my oc but i’d still wanna give it the star rail vibe..#anyways yeah no hsr oc for me 😔#i think the fact that the main character is not too much of the self-insert / blank-slate type -#- also contributes to me not being too interested in making an oc despite me liking the game a lot#wait i’m having realizations as i type out these tags#since i’m too lazy to create a whole new concept for a hsr oc#i could always just replace a trailblazer sona with stelle and just mess around with it#trailblazer sona with stelle’s/caelus’ backstories and character aspects#but i tweak some of it with my own non-canon stuff#and then maybe do shippy stuff idk#anyways these are all just thoughts#this will not happen any time soon 😔#especially since i want to introduce already old existing fan ocs of mine from other games#like stardew valley#or the arcana#or bring back my obey me one#or the incredibly niche visual novel that prob 1-2 other people know about#i’m not really apprehensive in introducing them anymore#my issue is who first and *how* 😭#my indecisiveness SIGH#oh my goddd this got so long LMAO
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