#pear.destruction
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pearatwar · 3 months ago
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had to take the blood exam on my dominant arm because i was scared to show the wounds on my left arm
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pearatwar · 4 months ago
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studying! life feels somewhat more bearable but cosmic catastrophe looms above me -- i fear for i know the malaise of self-destruction could strike at any moment
i really, really don't know when i'll feel bad again. i really, really don't want it to happen. i feel like i've got a good enough grasp on my life, but i don't want to relapse. time will tick faster than i can take in the bliss. i will feel worse before i feel better. maybe this is what ineptitude feels like, god forsake you zeno
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