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ivysos2001 · 8 months ago
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I just know I’m gonna read sunrise over the reaping and then go back to the og series and cry over haymitch bonding with katniss and peeta, trying to help them navigate the world (and snows wrath) post-games, almost losing them time and time again, watching katniss (and himself) suffer over losing peeta to the capitol (through the kidnapping and the hijacking), and then eventually getting Peeta back and watching him and katniss have the life and the family he and his love never got (and getting to be a part of that family himself- bc let’s be real everlarks kids def grew up with grandpa haymitch across the street)
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Radio Silence | The Best Wedding Ever Group-Chat (Interlude)
Lando Norris x Amelia Brown (OFC)
Series Masterlist
Summary — Order is everything. Her habits aren’t quirks, they’re survival techniques. And only three people in the world have permission to touch her: Mom, Dad, Fernando.
Then Lando Norris happens.
One moment. One line crossed. No going back.
Warnings — Autistic!OFC, groupchat chaos, everyone being a mess.
Notes — This was so fun. Full length usual chapter coming tomorrow! MCLAREN DOMINANCE IN MIAMI YEE HAW
Want to be added to the taglist? Let me know! — Peach x
The reception was in full swing, a soft golden haze settling across the garden as the sun dipped low behind the trees. Music played gently under the hum of voices and clinking glasses. Amelia stood at the edge of the marquee, her dress slightly lifted off the grass, one hand clutching the stem of a flute she hadn’t finished. Her other hand played absently with the beading on her bodice, calm but overstimulated—buoyed by love, yes, but also exhausted by the sheer amount of day in the day.
Max found her there, where the noise thinned. He didn’t announce himself. “You survived,” he said, offering her a chilled glass of water instead of more champagne.
She took it gratefully. “Thank you.”
He nodded toward the dance floor, where Lando was trying to twirl his mum to the beat of a song that wasn’t quite slow enough. “He cried.”
Amelia sighed, but she was smiling. “Yes. He’s very dramatic.”
Max gave her an amused look. “I saw your eyes watering while you were walking the aisle.”
Amelia shrugged. “That was only because you all stood up at once. It startled me.”
Max let out a quiet laugh and bumped his shoulder lightly against hers. “You look very beautiful, zusje.”
“Thank you. Pietra said that I suit white.”
“Yeah, well, she was right.” There was a pause. Then he added, “You know, I’m still surprised we all managed to keep the bouncy castle a secret from him. I’m pretty sure everyone else knew. Everyone in the group-chat anyway.”
Amelia blinked. “The group-chat?” She made a face. “Oh! Oh, I remember him making one, I think. A few weeks ago…”
Max nodded. “It was just the drivers.” He smirked. “It was supposed to be strictly for moral support and wedding plans… It ended up being an absolute mess. You’d hate it.”
“Would I?” She asked, curiously. 
He nodded, his eyes sparkling. “Oh, definitely. Want to see?”
She held out her hand. “Obviously.”
— 
WhatsApp Group Chat — Wedding of the Year Lando Norris created this group.
Lando Norris added: Max Verstappen, Oscar Piastri, Fernando Alonso, Charles Leclerc, George Russell, Pierre Gasly, Esteban Ocon, Daniel Ricciardo, Mick Schumacher, Checo Perez, Yuki Tsunoda, Sebastian Vettel, Lewis Hamilton, Valtteri Bottas, Zhou Guanyu
PINNED MESSAGE
Lando N. Alright legends — if you’re in this group, congrats! 🎉 You’ve officially RSVP’d to the event of the year: mine and Amelia’s wedding.
This chat is now your one-stop shop for all things wedding-related like updates, travel plans, dress codes (no, Max, you can’t wear team kit) schedules, karaoke sign-up (Yuki, we’re counting on you)
Basically, treat this group like a more chaotic version of Reddit — but just for the wedding. 
Questions, hype, memes, logistics — drop them all here.
Let the countdown begin. 💍🔥
— 
Lando N. 
First wedding day rule list had been put together lads 🚫 Strong smells 🚫 Flashing lights 🚫 Unexpected loud noises (Daniel.) ✅ Soft lighting ✅ Calm vibes ✅ Understanding from you lot
If you’re unsure, ask. Don’t guess.
Charles L. Wait wait wait I can’t wear my Tom Ford Oud Wood??????
Max V. You’ll survive Charles
Pierre G. Be honest Charles you just wanted us all to know what cologne you use
Charles L. It’s my signature scent. I guess I will just smell bad. 
Oscar P. Just shower???
Daniel R. Do essential oils count Asking for a friend (the friend is me)
Lando N. NO essential oils. Nothing with any kind of lasting scent pls omfg We will smell like… humans. Deal with it. That said, please wear deodorant — don’t make me wedding a BO nightmare 
Seb V. Delighted to finally attend an event that won’t give me a Dior Sauvage headache Well done to Amelia, what a great boundary!
Yuki T. WAIT SO I CAN’T WEAR MY AXE BODY SPRAY??
George R. You still wear Axe? Actually no that makes so much sense 
Yuki T. I HAVE A SYSTEM GEORGE
Esteban O. Genuinely thank you for explaining this Had no idea scent could be overwhelming for some people Let me know if there's anything else we should avoid 🙏
Lando N. Thanks Esteban mate 🙌 We’ll probs send out some sort of a sensory guide Just follow it. It won’t be complicated
Fernando A. I will read the PDF I will understand the PDF If somebody does not understand the PDF you can ask me to explain it to you. 
Valtteri B. I’ve already made a scentless shower routine spreadsheet Dropping it here [File: Bottas_NoScent_Routine.xlsx]
Lewis H. Proud of how mature you’re being about all of this @Lando 
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Daniel R. So when’s the bachelor party? 👀 Or is that not something ur doing 
Lando N. wtf no Of course I’m having a bachelor party tf?????
Max V. ?????
Charles L. Wait what do you mean As in you already had one Or you’re going to have one Without us?
Oscar P. Oh my god @Lando did you, like…. Remember to invite people?
Lando N. … Wait wtf You guys didn’t get the invite?
Pierre G. LANDO.
George R. ARE YOU KIDDING. YOU HAD A WHOLE PARTY AND DIDN’T NOTICE WE WEREN’T THERE???
Lando N. NO I HAVEN’T HAD IT YET IT’S NEXT WEEK i thought it auto-sent from the app thing
Esteban O. What app thing 😐
Yuki T. WHAT KIND OF STAG PARTY APP FORGOT TO STAG THE PARTY
Valtteri B. Was it Eventbrite Because that app once invited me to a conference for funeral directors
Max V. I’m going to kill you I already bought a new outfit for it. Celeste insisted 
Daniel R. Lando you absolute FUCKING IDIOT We planned a group choreographed dance for you and you were gonna cry AND NOW YOU DON’T GET IT
Lando N. WAIT STOP EVERYONE SHUT UP I swear I thought you were all in I literally have a villa rented There’s a boat There’s custom hats You have roles assigned in a murder mystery dinner
Lewis H. Is the murder mystery dinner like 50’s themed or I need to plan my outfits accordingly
Lando N. No it’s 70’s themed obviously 
Mick S. I’m crying this is the dumbest group of men alive But i’m free next week Send the real invite pls
Fernando A. I was born ready for a murder mystery Drop the details I will prepare emotionally and theatrically
Checo P. What are the custom hats I need to know what I’m committing to 
Lando N. [Photo attachment: 17 pastel-coloured bucket hats with everyone’s name embroidered and one that says “Groom of Chaos”]
George R. Ok. Fine
Max V. They are cute. Amelia’s idea I bet 
Daniel R. Dibs on solving the murder
Lando N. Cool See you all in Spain Bring your A-game
Yuki T. [Photo attachment: Yuki in a shockingly bright papaya orange suit, no tie, white sneakers, grinning] LOOK I’M WEDDING PREPARED SO EARLY 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Charles L. Oh!
Max V. Wow. You look like a traffic cone.
Pierre G. Yuki… you can’t wear that
Lando N. Thats very bright
Seb V. I'm going to be honest here, Yuki... that’s a hard no for me.
Esteban O. I… don’t know how to say this… but it’s a lot Maybe we keep it a bit more neutral?
Daniel R. Is there a version of that suit in, like, a more subtle colour palette 
Yuki T. I THOUGHT YOU GUYS WOULD LOVE IT IT’S FUN AND BRIGHT AND GOOD VIBES ONLY
Oscar P. Yuki, buddy… I can see the vibes, but it’s just… not for a wedding Maybe one piece of orange? The tie maybe?
Mick S. Man… It’s just a lot of colour. 
Valtteri B. I think it's… a very bold statement.
Fernando A. I am speechless.
George R. Lando cancel the fireworks display, Yuki’s going to be the main entertainment 
Yuki T. SO YOU ALL HATE IT NO ONE SUPPORTS ME EVER
Charles L. Look, buddy, we love you. But this is Amelia’s big day, and she’s already probs going to be like… so overstimulated. Maybe we… tone it down a bit?
Seb V. Maybe a pastel? Something calm and approachable? 
Yuki T. You guys all suck i wanted to be the unique one at the wedding
Lando N. I’m going to send you guys Amelia’s colour palette. Didn’t think you’d need it but I WAS CLEARLY VERY WRONG
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Lando N. Actually guys on the subject on suits Where should i get mine lol
Pierre G. Wait
Max V. I’m sorry What
George R. Lando please tell me you’re joking. PLEASE.
Lando N. No like I’ve been busy okay I just realised I don’t have one yet
Oscar P. Lando Your wedding is in seven days 
Daniel R. Bro. BRO. YOU DON’T HAVE A SUIT???
Yuki T. You’re the GROOM???? You are the MAIN CHARACTER???
Fernando A. Have you even been to a tailor? Do you even know your measurements??
Lando N. Well ig figured I’d go like Tomorrow?? Maybe the day after??
Lewis H. This is insanity I think I forgot how young you actually are until right now
Max V. Do you think suits just GROW on TREES They need fittings. And time. And WORK.
Mick S. I’m having a small heart attack on your behalf Does Amelia know this Because I think she might kill you
Lando N. no lol That’s why i’m asking you guys
Pierre G. Oh you are going to get us ALL killed This is not a drill WE ARE IN THE RED ZONE
Oscar P.: Lando mate this is bad 
George R. Imagine Amelia walking down the aisle looking perfect And then you show up in an H&M blazer from 2019
Yuki T. “Lando Norris marries in last-minute sale suit” IMAGINE THAT HEADLINE. IDIOT.
Lando N. Ok well no need to yell I just thought maybe like Asos? or smth?
Daniel R. DID YOU JUST SAY ASOS FOR YOUR WEDDING??? YOUR. WEDDING.
Seb V. I want to lie down in a field and disappear.
Max V. You better be joking You better tell us this is a prank Because I will drive to wherever you are and drag you to a tailor myself
Lando N. God okay okay I’ll fix it You guys are so dramatic
Pierre G. DRAMATIC? DRAMATIC IS FINDING OUT THE GROOM HAS NO SUIT A WEEK BEFORE THE CEREMONY
Yuki T. I’m texting Amelia I’m sorry She deserves to know the truth
Lando N. NO NO NO NO i’ll go today i swear i’ll go NOW pls do not involve her i BEG
George R. We are setting up a Suit Intervention We’re booking you a tailor. This cannot be left to you
Seb V. I’m too old for this
Daniel R. Lando.
Lando N. Okay fine I’ll go Right now After lunch
Max V. I’m watching you One wrong move and I’m telling Amelia everything
Lando N. Omg do you think Amazon sell suits
ALL. NO.
Lando N.: Right what do you guys wanna eat from the bbq?? Drop requests and I’ll tell the caterer lol
George R. Okay well i NEED halloumi Like NEED it Non-negotiable
Yuki T. Hot dogs but only the tiny ones they have to be small I don’t trust hot dogs longer than 4 inches
Oscar P. Can we get those garlic butter prawns? The ones that make your fingers smell for 3 days Absolute fire
Max V. I want ribs
Lando N. ok so ribs halloumi weird tiny hot dogs we’re not having fucking shrimp
Lewis H. Is there going to be a plant-based grill or am I going to be expected to gnaw on a tree branch 
Daniel R. Corn But like with cheese and chili and lime Make it dangerous
Pierre G. No corn for me I don’t trust it It’s in your teeth for 6 years
Seb V. Make sure everything’s eco-friendly Bamboo forks. Compost bins. No plastic.
Fernando A. Can we get a whole grilled fish Mediterranean-style
Mick S. Burgers? Like. Just burgers. No one’s said burgers. What is wrong with all of you
Yuki T. What if the buns are slightly toasted like not burnt but lightly crispy i want a crunch
Oscar P. I’d appreciate the the option of pineapple on things meat veg dessert anything put pineapple on it
George R. ...do we have cocktails? Because that influences my BBQ choices. If i’m sipping a mojito, I want grilled peaches.
Max V. You know what I’m going to bring my own steak I don’t trust your caterer 
Lando N. What the HELL is this list None of this matches This is a nightmare
Daniel R. I still can’t believe no one else wants corn You people are wrong
Pierre G. I hope a corn on the cob haunts you in your sleep
Lando N. This was a mistake
Yuki T. Lando make sure the ketchup is Heinz please
Lewis H. Hey just a quick one Is roscoe allowed to come to the wedding?
Lando N. Yes Amelia would love that
Lewis H. Cool I’ll dress him up Bowtie. Paws cleaned. Very respectful.
Yuki T. YESSSSS THIS IS SO IMPORTANT roscoe is a GUEST OF HONOUR
Oscar P. absolutely bring him 
Pierre G. Wait wait wait i’m allergic to dogs Like face explodes allergic
Lando N. Where will he sit Is he getting a meal??? I’m confused now 
Yuki T. give him a tiny chair a tiny plate a tiny wine glass with water
Max V.: Okay so I can bring the cats yes?
Lando N.: No cats. 
Pierre G. Guys????????
George R. Okay WHERE IS LANDO
Oscar P. What do you mean
George R. I mean where. is. the. GROOM. No one’s seen him since breakfast His phone is off His location isn’t working
Max V. Are you being fucking serious 
Yuki T. I thought he was with you Max??
Daniel R. Oh my god We lost the groom We LOST. THE. GROOM. SOMEONE CALL AMELIA NO WAIT DON’T CALL AMELIA OMG
Pierre G. He’s not at the cottage He’s not at the hotel His suit is gone WE HAVE A GHOST GROOM
Mick S. Has anyone checked the carpark Or the woods idk he might’ve gone feral out of fear
Seb V. He better not have cold feet I’ll kill him
Oscar P. Do we call the police???
Lewis H. Has anyone checked the venue
George R. What venue It doesn’t open for 2 hours??
Lewis H. Right But if you were panicking about the biggest day of your life and wanted to be alone and you were also Lando Norris, wouldn’t you go and sit at the alter way too early?
Max V. He totally would
Daniel R. Wait. Wait wait. I have a photo. From the florist. She just texted me a behind-the-scenes pic of the setup and IS THAT A MAN IN A SUIT SITTING ON THE ALTAR STEPS???
Pierre G. SEND THE PICTURE
Daniel R. *image attached* Zoom in That’s our idiot. Just. Sitting there. Staring into space
George R. LANO WE THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD
Lando N. Oh hey lol I just… got ready early So I came here Is that bad
Yuki T. LANDO
Oscar P.: Are you not bored?
Lando N. I just wanted to make sure i didn’t mess anything up And i didn’t know what to do with myself So i just. Sat.
Pierre G. He’s going to SOB the moment Amelia walks down the aisle Just warning you all now
Lando N. Shut up Gasly I am cool and composed I'm not crying aready I swear
Amelia stared at Max’s phone screen, horrified. “Oh.”
Max snorted. “I know. They are all terrible.”
Amelia spun around and launched in Lando’s direction. “Hey! Husband!” She yelled, and Max stared at her in astonishment. “Did you seriously wait until last week to buy your suit?”
NEXT CHAPTER
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takes1 · 5 months ago
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THANK YOU FOR WRITING MY KUROKEN REQUEST OMHFGSGHFGRS. IM SO SO HAPPY THANK YOU AJJWKAJDHFBTNFJEJ!!!!!CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT! :D
[p.2] kenma sharing you with kuroo
im so glad youre into it!!!! i love hearing from you! this was getting too long again, had to break it up AAAAAAAAA so there will be another part idk why i cant be concise theres just a lot of juicy stuff here
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warnings. heavy nsfw, minors DNI
details. fem!reader / threesome / angsty smut / jealous!kuroo / secure!kenma /petnames / submissive(with conditions)!reader / praisewhore!reader / kenma being rough on purpose / f!rec oral / backshots / riding / kuroo being rough on accident / very mastermind!kenma / poly!kuroo, poly!kenma, poly?reader / crushing on kuroo / fluid pecking order / 3k words / somehow more to follow, pls reply to be added to taglist for HOPEFULLY FINAL PART
links. my masterlist. more haikyuu. my ao3. part one here. final part.
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The sheer size of his physique always made you and Kenma both feel smaller, and fragile at times. Like a couple of toys to him.
Now that you could see what he had been hiding underneath his shirt; a full, wide chest that stretched, taut, across two robust shoulders. Lines worked under his skin, cropping up like guitar strings as he tossed his shirt to the side.
Comparing him to Kenma was useless. They weren't just in different weight classes; it was simply unfair to draw the full list of their differences out.
The worst part was that he knew how hot he was. He acted like he was the best thing since sliced bread. Always flexing in every mirror, offering a bulky bicep for you to squeeze just to watch you squirm on more than one occasion, leaning over both you and your boyfriend, crushing you in unnecessary group hugs.
"How's that sound, baby?" Kenma muttered against your ear, speaking in that low tone he knew you liked.
Face burning hot, you stared at the floor until Kuroo filled your vision. His chest was blocking your ability to ignore him, to try thinking clearly enough to maybe say something back.
Kenma was keeping you still, one arm around your middle, the other hand rested under one of your breasts, "You can touch him. It's okay."
They shared a look you couldn't see.
"I won't bite anymore," Kuroo whispered. He kissed the top of your head as an apology, of sorts.
He lifted your wrist and placed it onto his sculpted stomach. It was a safe move, because it did help you calm down and give you something to look at. You weren't sure if you'd be able to look him in the eye ever again.
Your heart was still racing, but you did want to touch him. Both of your hands slid over his impressive body, thumbs prodding harder into the bulky muscle you weren't so used to- the type of grabbing and groping you had always been curious about. The back of your hand brushed his dark happy trail, your breath clipped at how his v-line dove deep into his sweats.
"Kemma," He muttered, breathy, over your head, keeping your hand right there, at his waistband.
You missed whatever exchange they must've had outside of your focus, but you were right on time to turn and watch them kiss.
Mouth open, you watched, shamelessly turned on, at the steamy exchange of tongue and spit, past and power between them right next to your head.
Nothing about that was unsure in nature. You could have been convinced that they kissed frequently.
Kuroo's hand kept yours barred on his tummy so you couldn't let him go- his other hand slipped between you and Kenma, pulling possessively at the small of your back. Kenma was also pulling you harder, closer, and you felt his hand slide onto your neck.
He usually did that when he wanted comfort- but it felt different for blur of reasons here.
They were both holding tightly onto you, but kissing each other. It nearly gave you whiplash, how fast it simplified things.
The way Kuroo parted, jaw flexed, a little flare on his nostrils in restraint was outrageously sexy. His narrowed, drunken eyes looked to you.
Your wall was back up, immediately- but you couldn't move, so you took his kiss, anyway.
His lips were wet and warm with the faint taste of Kenma. And he was making himself busy at he curve of your neck, noisily sucking and biting that little sensitive spot where it dipped into your shoulder, where he knew you held all of your stress.
"Mmnh-!"
Your uncontrollable sound was eaten right up, and Kuroo was able to get his tongue in your mouth, all clumsy, needy, like he just wanted to be inside of you no matter the method. He pushed your hand further into his pants and -of course- he wasn't wearing any underwear.
Did they kiss just to get you to this spot? The thought was concerning, but fleeting.
You gasped when he finally parted- for air, at Kenma's mouth, and the brief, unintentional brush against his cock.
Your hand shot back out of his pants, and though it looked like a struggle for him, he didn't continue trying to keep your wrist hostage. Kuroo didn't have much patience. The way he showed his passion sided closer to some kind of underlying bitterness, if anything.
A big, loud, tingly kiss to your neck, "He's good, huh?"
You glanced at Kuroo- he watched Kenma, a toothy smirk on his handsome face, like that compliment truly resonated somewhere.
"Yeah," You sighed, still scratchy. You hadn't used your voice in a while.
His arms slipped from you, a small lull in all the intensity for a position shift. You went maybe half a second with neither of them touching you- Kuroo scooped you up just as you were moving to take your seat on your boyfriend's lap.
"What're you thinkin', buddy?"
He held you like a display for him, both hands cupping your tits, a few giggly pecks to the top of your head.
"Wanna know what's goin' on in that brain of yours," His mutter felt aggressive against your scalp, making you feel a bit meek, yielding to his greedy touch.
Kenma scanned your intertwined bodies with a calculated, muted (as most of his emotions read), excitement you had rarely ever seen before.
What he had in mind was inventive, certainly not your first thought, but it was in your favor.
Your concern was quelled as you saw his little idea into action- he could handle more weight than you thought, as Kuroo straddled him, a little amused smile on his face. He took in the view of you perched atop Kenma's face, your hands crossed delicately on his chest.
The idea was so you would have to look at Kuroo.
He caught the hickeys scattered along your shoulder and neck.
"Damn Kemma, that's pretty gnarly," Kuroo's finger slipped over your skin and you flinched, "You sure that's gonna heal before class?"
Kenma shrugged underneath you, another kiss over that already tingly, sensitive bud. You tried to shift away, but he barred his arms over your hips to kept you in place. You had to brave the sensation, this position, longer.
"That's the point," Mumbled against you. Kuroo smirked at how your form broke, a curve to your spine already.
A big, slow lap at your pussy was just what you needed- all this grabbing and pinching and bruising, you just needed some head at this point.
Your moan, light, fluttery, and soft, had his attention locked.
Kuroo's thumb was gentle -not quite as gentle as Kenma- brushing your cheek, the rest of his fingers curled lightly under your jaw. You could look at those shoulders, that thick neck, his veiny forearms all day, but it was just different, difficult, having to meet his face.
"Ohh, you gotta learn to look at me, babydoll," His thumb was lowered, swiped across your glossy lip, his voice bittersweet, "Or we're gonna have a tough time."
It was like looking at him would make it more real. To your defense, it did- every time. You hated that he was using it as a way to get at you, because now he wouldn't give it up.
Finally, a kiss you didn't move away from.
His height gave him the advantage of being able to lean across the distance comfortably. You got to sit 'still' on Kenma's skilled tongue.
Since you weren't making it an unnecessary struggle this time, he was softer. Or, he was just trying to prove he could play the 'good guy,' too. He stroked himself over his sweats to the sounds you spilled across his mouth.
It only took a minute for him to move away from you, clambering off of the mattress, temporarily--
"'Ey bud- I'm takin' my pants off- I can't stand this shit."
You looked away as he stripped, so quick, so eager to get back to his kisses.
There was a clouded, dreamy haze in your vision at his slow, methodical circles. It was impossible to sit straight, but you knew Kenma could take a bit of weight on his chest.
"M-mmnh-ah,"
It took a second for your brain to catch up to everything, but when you replayed how he announced his actions, you really liked that he was, in a way, deferring to Kenma.
"Thaat's better," He groaned, lowering in a silly way to look at your pleasure-drunk expression, "Hm."
He looked down at Kenma, a palm gliding over the lines in his stomach. The muscle underneath danced, twitchy, and sensitive.
"Does he feel good, babygirl?"
You nodded, a weak, "Mh-mm, ah-!"
Kuroo seethed at the sound and quickened his pumping hand, "Ohh- you wanna tell him how good he feels?"
As his eyes trailed down your pretty, weakening form, he barely stopped himself from touching the tent in Kenma's pants. Instead, he kept his second hand gripping his hip bone, probing the skin there.
"Mmh-!" You cried, stooping forward with a tremble.
The little pitiful, embarrassed expression on your face was deserving of another kiss, however fleeting.
"Go 'head. Tell'm, baby."
Kenma must've loved the idea, because he made it intentionally difficult for you to get your words out. It was huffy, and broken, and interrupted by a quick, higher whine or two- but you did manage to tell him how perfect he felt, just like Kuroo wanted.
He didn't notice your reaction to his quiet, natural, "Good girl."
A couple of taps let you know to take your weight off of him. You were shaky, close, and already embarrassed, by that time, though.
Kuroo helped by keeping you upright and supported as Kenma slid out from his position.
"You are sooo cute," He cooed, a big hand squishing your face up so you couldn't avoid another kiss.
He liked smothering you with attention, in the absence of his more intense habits. It felt like you were dealing with cuteness-aggression, unable to wriggle out of his hold.
Your attempts were always half-assed, since it was everything you wanted. The subtle pushing, evading his kisses, little dissatisfied huffs, were more about the principle of not letting him treat you however he wanted. Kenma always put you first. You didn't want Kuroo's sudden presence to change that.
Since he knew you wouldn't touch him, he just stroked himself, between your bodies. It only worked to get him more frustrated at how difficult you were.
"Could you-- damn," Kenma did a double-take at his friend's dick, and left it at that, "Could you lay down?"
Kuroo liked his role. He liked his dick getting praised, too. His smile was unshakable, as he followed along and adjusted per Kenma's nudging. He looked up at him once more when you were prompted to sit on his lap.
Though your pussy was aching for something more, after an hour of essentially just on-and-off foreplay -especially a fan of the big, hunky addition to the bedroom beneath you-, you only hovered until Kenma weighed your hips the rest of the way down.
Kuroo was whiny, speaking only to his friend, "Why won't she look at me?"
He looked at you, "Aren't we friends?"
You grew warm, shuddery at that call-out and the fact that he caught you staring at his abs again.
A good distraction was Kenma, finally taking those stupid sweatpants off; you leaned towards him, quick to pump his cock and treat him well to a flurry of kisses.
He looked sleepy, satisfied with how easily you paid him attention.
His question was mumbled against your lips, a way od depriving you of your last kiss, "Why won't you look at Kuroo, hm?"
You squinted and sighed, a thoughtful effort on your brow until you felt the addictive, slick sensation of Kuroo's cock sliding against your folds, bumping your clit just right.
He was such a tease- he knew what he was doing, when he did it. He wanted to cut you off and smirked at his success.
An uneven whine- your hands landed on top of Kuroo's, swallowing up the crease of your thighs, hips, and ass with his outrageously big fingers.
"You should be nicer to him," He placed a gentle kiss to your cheek and left your side, opting to get behind you.
Kenma guided you by the shoulder to lean forward, face-to-face with Kuroo, knocked to your elbows. He pressed himself against your entrance.
"Oooh, what'd I tell ya?" He spoke right through Kenma sinking deeper into your pussy, finally filling you up, and still rocked his own cock against your clit, "You gonna- ah, look at me now? Or are you about to make this hard?"
You and Kuroo were in similar roles, in the way that you had no idea what Kenma was thinking, or why he did it, aside from speculation.
"A-ahh-!" You gasped, brow furrowed at how much you needed him, how much better this felt with Kuroo here, really here, instead of just in your fantasies.
The stretch, the delayed gratification of finally taking him, loosened your personal reigns a little. You wanted to see how his friend liked it.
It was difficult, but you managed to take in his handsome, dark features while Kenma filled you over and over again. His jaw was tight, flexed, as he bit the inside of his cheek. His eyes never looked endearing but they were clearly narrowed on purpose, focused and tense at your decision to keep your attention on him only now.
He was so jealous that it looked like he was struggling more than you. You loved watching it play out in his eyes, having to sit there and listen to you get railed right in front of him.
"You've got such a pretty little slut for a girlfriend-," He quelled his hunger for you with a quick, harsh kiss, muttering just between you, "Lucky bastard."
Kenma stayed deep, just barely rolling his hips with a sigh. You choked out a moan against Kuroo's frown.
There was an enviable ease to his words.
"I know."
This whole mess of a dynamic was unfolding and taking different shapes the more you all switched, resisted, or accepted your roles.
He was deep, and you were taking him so well that he wasn't as slow, or as soft as he usually opted for. The audience present gave him just a small kick of energy that he used to be a little harder with you.
"Koz-ume--!" You begged, "Mmh- slo-w-- slower..."
He didn't slow down because he knew you were only being theatrical. The intention behind his willful ignorance, still made you search for something, somebody, that would listen. It left you holding onto Kuroo for comfort instead, squeezing him closer to you, mumbling your incoherent whines past his ear.
In the process, his greedy, pinchy hands became more sympathetic, as he had to hold you still. His frown became occupied with shushes and little pecks to your shoulder, and he eventually had wrapped his arms around you, like a hug.
"You're takin' him soo well, babygirl," His low mutter did nothing to soothe you. It only made you want to cum to the sound of his voice. He rubbed over the scratches Kenma had been busy raking across your back.
"Soo fuckin' good."
Neither of you were ready to part, not yet- but Kenma pulled you out of his arms. He hugged you to his own chest, stalling deep inside of you, stuffing your poor pussy with a cruel thrust.
Again, one of those instances that wouldn't be replicated as easily with a big difference in height.
He was breathy, but he didn't stutter: "You gonna be nice to him?"
His hand squeezed your neck, his eyes steady from you, to Kuroo. Your breath was labored, your eyes narrowed, wanting, down at him.
"Hm?"
In the stillness, you could feel the extra wet running down your legs and wondered if you'd ever be so perfectly turned on again.
A managed a higher, breathier, "Yes," and he loosened his grip, letting you back onto Kuroo. Though he hadn't gotten any, he was more than satisfied with how pliable it made you.
You couldn't stop looking at him now.
He kept his grip tight on you, in case Kenma wanted to try taking you away again. His kisses had more depth, more appreciation. As hot as it was seeing Kenma so assertive, he hated being left out in the cold.
"That's too bad."
Was a phrase that both of you, even in spite of your stimulation, paused at. Your lip was hesitantly let go from its place between Kuroo's teeth. He gave him a dirty look as you burrowed your head into his giant shoulder.
Kenma was toneless, void of empathy, "You wanted to third, didn't you?"
Kuroo's expression shattered- the tension in his whole face dissipating into a thousand little pieces for about two seconds, as he tried to decipher what he meant, how he meant it, and how he should take that.
"I'm kidding-" Kenma snickered, still speaking through his fluttery, cute giggle as he addressed you, "You still wanna fuck Kuroo?"
It really hit home, for both of you, that none of this was going to work without Kenma being decidedly cool about a lot of things.
"Yes," Spilled from your lips, muffled against Kuroo's hot skin- you repeated yourself, shakily pushing yourself up for good measure, "Fuck yes."
A 'See? I told you so,' look to Kuroo. He slowly pulled out of you, leaving you to deal with an emptiness that altogether worsened your clingy exterior.
Kuroo's jealousy had softened to appreciation, and your apprehension traded spots with a need for attention. Kenma liked the control of facilitating it all.
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Lotus Eater | chapter 1 - 3.6k words
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summary: after a series of unfortunate events, eddie is your only way to school. months of riding in the car with him turns into an unlikely friendship between him, the town freak, and you, the overachieving loser.
warnings: slow burn, 18+ mdni, abusive/shitty parents, mental illnesses (anxiety, ocd, etc.), bullying, reader has a shit friend, eddie is snarky, nicknames (sunshine, sweetheart, etc.), eddie is flirty but reader finds him annoying lol
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The hiss of the engine was enough to send you into pure madness. 
You are only a month into your senior year. Anxiety is the only emotion you can fester nowadays. When it was not your school work, it was your family, and if it was not that, it was stupid things like this. Your car will not start and you are already running behind your strict schedule. No thanks to your fuck-up of a father, you did not have an alarm clock. The last three days you have been banking on your body just to naturally pull you from sleep. It failed you today. 
You sit in your 1970 Vega and simply wish it would explode with you in it. 
You would miss the math test that you needed to pass to keep your A with Mr. Davis. The twist in the pit of your stomach was enough to make you retch at the thought of it. 
If you had a normal family, you would go back inside your single-wide trailer and ask your Mom or Dad to come out and help you assess the situation. But you did not have that privilege as your Mom was a waitress at Hawkin’s Family Diner in the mornings and your Dad worked at a tile-making company overnight and worked until 9 am. You had no one to come save you. 
You cannot accept your fate so you get out of the red junker and pop the hood. You could maybe bang on some metal and spark something to make it come to life. 
You prop up the hood, using the thin metal rod to ensure it does not come crashing down on your head. All you see are wires and pipes and things you do not understand. You do not even know where to start. Maybe it was the battery? You push on the tiny parts of the box, smacking it for safe measure. You go back to the front seat and try to start it again, still clicking. 
“Fuck…” You whisper to yourself, checking your watch to see if there is enough time to spare if you start sprinting to Hawkin’s High. You would be cutting it close and your heart may stop from exhaustion, but it was very possible. 
You decide to give the hood one last try. You grab the ice scraper that you keep in the back seat and carry it to the mess of metal. 
And you just wail on everything. It was cathartic, banging plastic against metal as hard as you could. When one part of the scraper flies up and hits the concrete next to you, you turn slightly, catching a person in your immediate peripheral. 
“Ain’t gonna start it doin’ that.”
His voice makes the hairs on your neck stand up. You scrunch your face, drop the scraper on the dead grass, and turn to face the guy. 
Eddie Munson. Forest Hills Trailer Park’s resident drug dealer. Hawkins High’s freak show and general nuisance.
“Wasn’t tryin’ to, Munson.”
Your voice is smaller than you wanted it to be. You were not nervous around Eddie, per se, but he did have this aura around him always. He is confident and very sure of himself. Very much the opposite of you. You may have been smart, almost at the very top of your class, but you were not popular. You were quiet and reserved around most of your classmates, only surprising them occasionally with snarky comments and slights. Most people did not have much of an opinion of you and you did not reside in one specific clique. You had your best friend, Kacey, and you had your teachers. You did not play into the politics of high school, it truly did not interest you at all. You did your school work and you left. You were only there to get a diploma and skip town.
Eddie Munson loved the politics of high school because it gave him enough ammunition to dismantle those around him. He loved to test the popular kids. He enjoyed messing with teachers and ignoring their instructions. He infuriated you mostly, but on occasion, you would find yourself pretty fascinated with him. He was older than you, only by a year. You had just turned 18 two weeks into senior year, while he was 19 and stuck in his senior year again. You silently wonder if he just wants to stay a kid forever and failing high school was his way to be treated like one. 
You could not psycho-analyze him much longer, especially when he’s leaning over you to look inside the bay of your car. 
“Looks like your battery is dead. Maybe a bad alternator,” He remarks, his voice raspy. You must be the first person he’s talked to this morning. Or he smoked extra as soon as he woke up. 
You did not know what would fix a dead battery, but buying a new one sounded like more than you were able to spend. You had a good eight dollars and fifty cents to your name. You had not picked up a shift at the diner in about two weeks, mainly because that would mean having to interact with your mother. 
And your parents were surely not going to help, their money only being theirs. 
You were filling your shampoo bottle with water to try to get the last bits of it. You ate pot noodles almost every night. You were in no way able to buy a car battery. 
The spiral was written all over your face and Eddie noticed it rather quickly. 
“Hey, hey, it’s fine… I can give you a lift to school for today.”
As he’s muttering the words, you are sputtering out a bunch of nonsense, the realization finally hits you. “It’s not fine, I’m gonna miss my math test and I need to fuckin’ pass and this fuckin’ car is all I have and I don’t have the money to spend on getting a fuckin’ battery…”
He grabs your shoulder rather abruptly, staring down at you with his curls falling in his eyes slightly. The touch is enough to shut you up.
“I can drive you to school. Just… come on,” He barks, his tone indicating it is an order. The thought of getting in his van sparks your anxiety further. You have been made aware that he drives like a maniac, riding over curbs on two wheels. And he was going to take you to school?
“Eddie, I-”
He is already walking away, “Grab your backpack, we are gonna be late!”
He was your only hope to get to school. As annoying and nerve-wracking as it was, you knew his offering was your saving grace. You jog to grab your backpack out of your back seat, shutting all your doors. You hear him start up his hunk of metal and rev the engine. You silently curse to yourself as you slam the hood of your car down. Happy Wednesday to you.
-
Your leg will not stop bouncing. The school was about a 10-minute drive, but at the rate Eddie drove, you would be there in 2 minutes. 
The idea of having to fork out an absorbent amount of money to get your car running has you sick. You had just got an oil change not too long ago and that drained all the money you had. You would have to pick up some shifts at the diner. You jokingly think that you could get in on Eddie’s lucrative market and start dealing out your Father’s pain pills. You could bank that money quickly. 
“So… a math test?”
You groan in the very back of your throat, trying your best to forget the total meltdown you had in front of Eddie. You did not do that often, only when you feel the world crashing all around you. And God did it feel like it was. 
“Yes, a math test,” You lick your lips, not looking over at him, just tapping your fingers on your pant leg. 
You can practically feel him staring into the side of your face, a smirk painting across his face, “You get worked up over math like that all the time?”
And this is why you ignored Eddie Munson. 
All the times life offered you a conversation with the guy, it only led to bitter banter. For some reason, Eddie was good at getting under your skin. Even when he was not speaking to you, you just had the urge to let him have it. He was painfully sarcastic. He was quick with his replies like he had them all banked in his back pocket.
“I can’t let my GPA slip under 3.8,” You retort, noticing some construction signs ahead. Looks like there is road work on the road that leads straight to the entrance to the school. Perfect. More actual and metaphorical roadblocks in the way. 
“They can get that high?”
Your neck practically snaps to look over at the dumbass to your left. “Eddie… what is your GPA?”
“Maybe 2?”
You are not ever stunned into silence, but his response shakes you to your core. You cannot disguise how perplexed you are. You inhale sharply, getting an even larger whiff of the cigarette buds that litter the ashtray right below the shitty radio. 
“There’s no way,” You whisper, not hiding your surprise. 
The giggle that comes from your left is almost maniacal. He thinks it is funny that he is skating by through life. Well, high school. And maybe his life. 
“If there’s a will, there’s a way, sunshine,” He beams, turning down another road to avoid the bright orange cones in the road. “I’m not the top in the class, like you.”
“I’m not, I’m second in the class. And don't call me sunshine. It's weird.”
His scoff makes your skin crawl. You truly just wish the conversation would end. “Well, must suck living in the shadow of our valedictorian.”
It has a bit of bite to it. You did not take Eddie for vicious, especially since he was nice enough to drive you to school. 
“I hope you never graduate.”
He smiles.
-
The school parking lot seems bare, probably due to the traffic coming in. Eddie parks pretty far from the front door, much to your dismay. You pull your backpack into your lap, tossing him a look. 
“Uh… thanks,” You clear your throat, trying to find a way to repay him for taking on the responsibility of toting you around.
“No problem. I can take you home today if need be,” He pulls some cigarettes out of his vest pocket, placing the stick between his lips. You pull your eyes away, trying to come up with an excuse not to rely on him again. But you did not have another way home and the bus was just not an option. They usually missed your stop every single time you were forced to be on it. Arguing with the old woman who made you walk a mile home in the rain last year was just not in the cards for you. 
You bite your lip, peeling some skin away, “Could you?”
He flicks his lighter a couple of times, sparking the fire and bringing it to the end of the cigarette. 
“Yeah, no problem. We can try to figure out your car later, too,” The offer was odd to you. Why was he trying to help you? What was in it for him?
“We?” You press, reaching for the horizontal door handle. He smiles, the tobacco hanging loosely from his lips. 
“Yeah, don’t need to watch you bang the engine with that ice scraper again. It was kinda embarrassing.”
Your cheeks heat up, instantly feeling humiliated that he watched you do that. You drive your shoulder into the door, pushing yourself out of his van. “I’ll see you after school.”
-
You were beginning to hate your best friend. Just another great addition to your Wednesday.
After a grueling time with your math test first period, you were eager to spend quality time with her during your second-period Spanish class. As soon as you entered the classroom, you did not see her in her usual spot in the back right corner with you. Instead, she was sitting in the dead center with her stupid new boyfriend. 
You and Kacey had been friends since sixth grade. She had been more popular and outgoing than you, but she always rejected hanging out with the more “in” crowds. That was until last year when she met Gabriel. He went by Gabe, but who the hell cares what he went by? He was a total asshole. 
The first day you spoke to him, he told you that your shirt looked like something you would find at the consignment shop in downtown Hawkins. It was not anything special by all means, but it was just a simple gray sweater with a small burn hole in the sleeve. When he said that to you, Kacey said nothing and just cracked a pristine smile at him and giggled. You ignored them for the rest of the lunch period. 
Now he’s all she talks about. You used to go to her house after school and work on homework, watch bad TV, and giggle about how pathetic the popular kids were, and now she’s becoming one of them. 
You were never going to fit in with that crowd, and frankly, you did not care to. All they cared about were the superficial things. You cared about school and your future while all of them wondered where the next party would be. Who would bring the alcohol? Who would they get to sleep with? 
You pout when you see her cuddled up to him, weaving your way through the desks to sit in your usual spot. Your blood runs cold when her boyfriend hands her a small baggie under their desks, a white powder settled at the very bottom. You did own a pair of glasses, but you do not believe you would need them to understand what Gabe was offering her.
You want to jump up and scream her name, stopping her from grabbing the baggie, but your teacher starts to drone on about the topic of the hour. 
You cannot peel your eyes away from Kacey as she carefully and methodically pours the powder on the very tip of her finely manicured fingernail and quickly snort it, while Gabe disguises the action with a loud cough. 
Your eyes must be deceiving you. 
She’s doing drugs in the middle of class and everyone around you is oblivious. 
You really try to pay attention to your teacher’s discussion on the Declaration of Independence, but your hand will not stop shaking. Your handwriting is messy and unreadable. You would have to copy someone else’s notes later. 
-
When the bell rings and everyone spills into the hallway to go to lunch, you practically sprint after Kacey. 
Whatever drug she took had her eyes half-lidded as her legs practically dragged behind Gabe. She is stumbling into people as you try to make your way through the crowd after her. By the time you reach her, you are in the middle of the cafeteria. You reach out for her hand, tugging her only slightly. It throws her and Gabe completely off balance and you make quick movements to stop her from crumbling to the floor. 
“What did you take?”
Your voice is accusatory, which it almost always is to a fault. Her overplucked eyebrows furrow at your question, almost like the gears in her brain do not fully comprehend what the question is hinting at. 
She clears her throat, snatching her hand away from yours. “What are you talking about?”
You search her face for any reason. She’s already being abrasive and confrontational, which makes your stomach roll. Gabe tucks his arm around her waist, practically holding her up. He looks pretty gone as well, but you did not give two shits about the state of him. 
“I saw what you did in Donaldson’s class. What was it?” You press, trying not to raise your voice. As much as you wanted to scream in her face, you knew causing a scene would only make the situation much worse.
She scoffs, tilting her head back onto Gabe’s shoulder. “Don’t worry about it. The better question is why the hell did I see you leaving The Freak’s van this morning?”
You swallow, tugging the strap to your fraying backpack. “My car wouldn’t start. He gave me a ride.”
Gabe’s head throws back into a booming laugh, catching the nearby table’s attention. 
“You are hangin’ out with The Freak?”
Instead of caving into his stupidity, you roll your eyes and cross your arms tightly over your chest. “Kacey-”
She cuts you off with a wave of her hand in your face. She’s dismissing you and the feeling of rejection settles deeply in your chest. Your mouth snaps shut, knowing this is going nowhere and you would just have to settle with the fact your friend was being dragged away from you. It is like years of friendship dissipates when she shoos you away. 
“Go sit with your Freak.”
You know better than to cry. Instead of arguing back, you shift to your other foot and walk out of the cafeteria. You would just eat your granola bar in the library, silent and dismissed. 
-
By the end of the day, you slowly mosy out to Eddie’s van and wait for him to arrive. Your last class of the day is right outside the front door, so you knew you would beat him. He is easy to spot in the crowd of students, much taller with those frizzy untamed curls. 
He sees you quickly, too. You try to look as unphased as possible, but you know you are being watched from across the lot by Kacey and her new goons. 
Eddie approaches with a couple of his friends. You recognize a couple of them, specifically Gareth. He was a dorky kid who shifted into a metalhead junior year. His mousey curls were always shielding his eyes and his shirts always looked overly distressed, like he took scissors to them. Eddie’s shirts were similar, but you could tell that they were just naturally overworn and abused.
Gareth catches your gaze, smiling a perfectly straight grin. He was always very polite every time you two shared a class. He was your biology partner sophomore year and he always took on dealing with the dissections and gross lab projects. For that, you were in his debt. 
“Hey, Gareth,” You say with a nod of your head, “Long time no see.”
He shakes some of the curls out of his vision, “How’s it going?”
It is a loaded question and you know he does not mean it to be. You just shrug, trying your best to not look as stressed as you feel. 
“It’s fine.”
You scrunch your nose, looking away as if to avoid your own response. He laughs, smacking Eddie as he lights up a cigarette. “Eddie told me your car is dead.”
You shoot Eddie a look as if to say ‘what the fuck dude?’. You did not really care that people knew about your car troubles. If anything, you are glad some people know so they can rationalize why you are traveling around with Eddie. 
You still wanted to give Eddie a piece of your mind. 
He raises his eyebrows at you, “What? He wanted to know why I was toting you around all of a sudden. Not every day that you see a popular-adjacent girl hanging out with the Freak.”
Gareth speaks up with a better defense. “Hey, don’t worry about him. If you need some extra help with the car, let me know. I am a bit better with them than Eddie is.”
You cannot stop yourself from smiling at his kindness. Gareth was always pretty genuine and polite. A true gentleman, unlike his counterpart. You did not even begin to understand how these two could possibly be friends. 
“Thanks, I appreciate that. I… We have to get home,” Your eyes flicker back to Eddie, whose smirk takes up most of his face. 
“That’s right, gotta get sunshine home so she can read her books and actually do homework,” He jests, pulling his cigarette out from between his lips. You watch him ash the end of the bud jokingly near Gareth’s arm, a small smile pulling at his lips. You narrow your eyes at him, trying your best to keep yourself from reprimanding him like a toddler. Gareth swats his arm away, waving to you two as he heads towards his sedan. 
You yank open the van’s door handle and climb up inside. Eddie takes a moment at the front end of the van, taking a couple of puffs before he drops the filter on the ground and presses it into the concrete with his sneakers. You watch him get in as you buckle your seatbelt, his lips pursed as he lets out smoke. 
“How was your test? Forgot to ask,” His voice is husky, probably from the dryness of his cigarette. You try to think that far back in the day, and honestly, it was the last thing on your mind. Even though this morning was what consumed your entire being, you had bigger issues now. 
“I think I passed,” You manage to say, thinking back to the events that happened right after first period. “Let’s hope.”
Eddie watches you from the driver’s side, his hands searching for the keys in his vest’s pocket. 
“Good. You probably killed it, you’re a smarty pants,” He finds the key and jams it straight into the ignition, “Do you still want me to help you with the car tonight?”
The thought of having to stand outside with Eddie while it gets dark was the last thing you really wanted to do. But you really wanted your car to work. 
“If you can.”
He throws the van into drive, slowly letting his foot off the brake, “Of course I can. What are neighbors for?”
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I was up all night thinking about a wonwoo fic. Bunny hybrid x Wonwoo. it just fits wonwoo more cus like, he's a nerd, and a computer kind of guy, going to the dark internet just to explore some sht or for fun then he comes across a bunny hybrid for sale in the marketplace. Please notice. Ily and thankyou <3 (ps. i chose to request this to you cus i love your fics sm)
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Jeon Wonwoo x F!Reader
genre / tags: fluff, smut, hurt/comfort, hybrid AU, bunny!reader x human!wonwoo, gentle dom!wonwoo, breeding Kink (mild undertones), cockwarming (i will never shut up about wonwoo cockwarming), aftercare, established feelings warnings: NSFW (18+ only): explicit smut, detailed descriptions of sexual acts, hybrid characteristics (reader has bunny ears, slight animalistic instincts), mentions of past mistreatment/trauma (handled with care), overstimulation, clingy/intimate dynamic due to reader’s heat cycle, emotional vulnerability during aftercare. smut warnings: fingering, oral (f. receiving), penetration (piv), breeding kink implications (no pregnancy mentioned), cockwarming 9it's just so wonwoo), unprotected sex, sensual dominance from wonwoo, consensual and soft tone throughout. wc: 10,379 a/n: i think i've been writing wonwoo fics too much. i'm in love with jeonghan pls come back. (honestly, i love wonwoo sm too). DON'T LIKE DON"T READ please wtf this is animal play. seventeen taglist: @archivistworld <33 (no pressure, but if you want to be added on my taglists, there's a form i made (check my pinned post and click on "join taglist".) Preview: "Wonwoo’s fingers traced along the edge of your thigh, moving with a patience that made you ache even more. The heat within you pulsed stronger with every gentle touch, every whispered reassurance. ‘Wonwoo... please,’ you whimpered, burying your face in his chest as your tears soaked into his shirt. His voice was low, soothing, as he kissed the crown of your head. ‘I know, bunny. Let me take care of you.’ When his fingers slipped inside you, the relief was instant yet fleeting. The heat still burned, demanding more. And as his lips brushed against your own, you knew you were in safe hands, even as your instincts screamed for something primal.In the aftermath, with his shirt draped over you and his scent everywhere, you curled into his chest. Wonwoo's fingers lazily stroked your ears, his quiet promise lingering in the air. ‘I’ll keep you safe, always.’”
Wonwoo sat in the dim light of his apartment, the soft hum of his computer the only sound in the room. The clock on the wall ticked past 2 a.m., but sleep was the last thing on his mind. He leaned back in his chair, fingers tapping rhythmically against the keyboard as he navigated a hidden marketplace on the dark web.
The site's interface was crude, with grainy images and glitchy text. He wasn't here for anything specific—this was just something he did when he was bored. It wasn't about breaking laws or finding trouble. For Wonwoo, the dark web was a rabbit hole of bizarre curiosities: forums about conspiracy theories, marketplaces selling counterfeit antiques, and coded discussions he'd never understand. Tonight, however, something caught his eye.
A new listing had appeared at the top of the page:
"Hybrid Companion for Sale - Limited Edition, One of a Kind."
The thumbnail image showed a woman, or at least, what looked like one. She had delicate bunny ears that drooped slightly, pale white skin, and wide, doe-like eyes that seemed to stare right through the screen. Her hair was soft and silvery, cascading over her shoulders like freshly fallen snow.
Wonwoo furrowed his brows, unsure whether to laugh or close the tab. "What the hell?" he muttered under his breath, leaning closer. It had to be a hoax, right? Some twisted art project or a desperate scam. But the listing's details were oddly... thorough:
"Bunny Hybrid #1438 Condition: New, untested. Perfect for companionship. Compliant and affectionate. Warning: For indoor use only. Price: 0.15 BTC (approx. ₩5,850,300 KRW - 4,000 USD) Delivery: Discreet, within 48 hours."
Wonwoo's skepticism grew. Untested? Indoor use? The phrasing felt clinical, like she was some kind of product. A chill ran down his spine, but curiosity gnawed at him. He clicked the listing.
The description expanded, revealing more photos. They showed her sitting on a minimalist chair in an empty white room, her ears twitching slightly. She wore a simple white dress, her hands folded neatly in her lap. The closer he looked, the harder it was to dismiss her as a mannequin or a clever CGI creation. She looked alive.
Wonwoo's hand hovered over the keyboard. This was insane. Why was he even considering this? But something about her expression in the photos stopped him. She didn't look scared or sad—just... empty, like she didn't know she was being sold.
"It's fake," he told himself. "It's probably fake."
But the listing had a countdown timer. "Auction closes in 10 minutes."
Before he knew it, Wonwoo had opened his crypto wallet. His fingers moved on autopilot, transferring the required amount to the provided address. The process felt surreal, like he was watching someone else make the decision for him. When the transaction confirmed, he stared at the screen, half expecting the site to crash or for the listing to disappear.
Instead, a message popped up: "Purchase Confirmed. Delivery instructions will follow shortly."
His stomach twisted. What had he just done?
Minutes later, an encrypted email arrived with a single line of text:
"Pick-up location: [Redacted]. Arrive at 11 p.m. tomorrow. Alone."
Wonwoo closed the laptop and pressed his palms against his face. This was either the biggest mistake of his life or the start of something he couldn't quite name.
The next night, Wonwoo pulled his hoodie tighter around himself as he approached the location—an abandoned warehouse on the outskirts of town. The air was damp, and the faint sound of dripping water echoed in the distance. His heart raced, every instinct screaming at him to turn back.
Inside, the space was dimly lit, with a single crate in the center of the room. No guards, no people. Just the crate.
He approached cautiously, his footsteps echoing against the concrete floor. The crate was wooden, with slats that allowed him to see inside. He crouched down, peering through the gaps.
You were there, curled up and motionless. Your bunny ears twitched slightly, the only sign you were alive. Up close, you looked even more delicate. Your pale skin seemed to glow faintly under the dim light, and your breathing was soft and steady. You wore the same white dress from the photos, now slightly crumpled.
Wonwoo swallowed hard, unsure of what to do. He tapped lightly on the crate.
Your eyes fluttered open, and you sat up slowly, your gaze locking onto his. For a moment, neither of you moved. Then, you tilted your head, your bunny ears perking up slightly as if studying him.
"Hey," he said awkwardly. "I'm... Wonwoo."
You didn't respond, your expression unreadable. Slowly, you reached out, pressing your hand against the slats of the crate. Your fingers were slender, your nails neatly trimmed. Wonwoo hesitated before pressing his own hand against yours, the wood separating you.
"I'm here to take you home," he said, his voice soft.
You blinked, your ears twitching again. And for the first time, your lips parted.
"Home?" you repeated, your voice barely above a whisper.
Wonwoo sat on the couch, glancing at you from the corner of his eye. You sat on the floor near the coffee table, your posture tense and ears twitching as you took in your new surroundings. You hadn't said much since leaving the warehouse, only responding with short nods or quiet murmurs when he asked if you were okay.
The silence was suffocating. Wonwoo cleared his throat. "Uh, are you hungry? Thirsty?"
You blinked, tilting your head slightly. "Thirsty... what's that?"
His eyebrows shot up. "Thirsty. Like... do you want water?" He stood and walked to the kitchen, grabbing a glass and filling it from the tap. "Here."
You hesitated before taking the glass from his hands. Your fingers brushed his, and he noticed how cool your skin felt. Bringing the glass to your lips, you took a tentative sip, your nose wrinkling slightly at the taste.
"It's... plain," you muttered, setting the glass down.
Wonwoo chuckled softly. "Yeah, it's just water. I guess you're not used to it."
You shrugged, your ears flicking forward. "I don't remember what I'm used to."
That caught him off guard. He crouched down to meet your gaze, his tone careful. "You don't remember anything? Not even where you came from?"
You shook your head, looking away. "Just... flashes. Bright lights. Voices. Nothing else."
Wonwoo frowned, a pang of guilt settling in his chest. Whatever you'd been through, it wasn't normal. He couldn't shake the feeling that you'd been treated more like an object than a person.
"Hey," he said gently, "you don't have to figure everything out right now. Just... take it one step at a time, okay?"
You looked back at him, your wide eyes softening slightly. "Why are you being nice to me?"
The question hung in the air for a moment. Wonwoo rubbed the back of his neck, unsure how to answer. "I don't know," he admitted. "I guess I felt like I couldn't just leave you there."
Your lips curled into the faintest smile, and for the first time, your shoulders relaxed.
Later that night, as Wonwoo set up a makeshift bed for you on the couch, he couldn't shake the feeling that someone—or something—was watching him. He double-checked the locks on the windows and doors, his paranoia rising. It didn't make sense; no one had followed him, and the pickup had been clean.
"Wonwoo?" Your voice broke his train of thought.
He turned to see you standing by the couch, your bunny ears drooping slightly. "Yeah?"
"Are you... afraid of me?"
The question hit him like a truck. "What? No! Why would you think that?"
You hesitated, your fingers fidgeting with the hem of your dress. "Because... they were. The people before you."
Wonwoo's stomach twisted. He approached you slowly, hands raised as if to reassure you. "I'm not afraid of you," he said firmly. "Whatever happened before, it's over. You're safe here."
You studied him for a long moment before nodding. "Okay."
But as you lay down on the couch and he retreated to his room, he couldn't shake the unease creeping over him. Something wasn't right.
The apartment was quiet, save for the soft hum of the refrigerator. Wonwoo lay in his bed, staring at the ceiling, but sleep refused to come. His thoughts kept circling back to you—your hesitance, your fragility, and the way your ears twitched slightly every time he spoke.
A soft creak pulled him from his thoughts.
He turned his head toward the door, catching sight of your silhouette in the faint glow of the hallway light.
"Can't sleep?" he asked, his voice low.
You hesitated before stepping further into the room. "I don't think I've ever slept on a couch before."
Wonwoo sat up, rubbing his face. "Oh. Sorry about that. I should've—"
"It's not bad," you interrupted, your voice soft. "It's just... quiet."
The words made his chest tighten. "Do you want to sit?" He patted the edge of the bed.
You hesitated, your eyes darting to the floor before you shuffled closer, perching on the edge of the mattress. The tension in your shoulders was unmistakable.
"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked gently.
You glanced at him, your ears twitching slightly. "Talk about what?"
"Whatever's on your mind."
A soft, humorless laugh escaped your lips. "You really want to hear it?"
He nodded, leaning forward with his elbows resting on his knees. "Yeah. I do."
You sighed, your gaze fixed on your hands. "I don't know who I am. I don't know why I was there or what they wanted from me. All I know is... every time I think about going back, it feels like my chest is caving in."
Wonwoo's hands clenched into fists. He hated the thought of you being scared, of someone putting you in a position where fear was all you knew.
"You're not going back," he said firmly.
Your head snapped up, your wide eyes meeting his. "How can you be so sure?"
"Because I won't let it happen," he said, his voice steady. "I don't know how or why I ended up finding you, but I'm not going to let anything happen to you now that you're here."
The weight of his words hung in the air. Your ears lowered slightly, and for the first time, he saw a glimmer of relief in your expression.
"Thank you," you whispered.
Without thinking, Wonwoo reached out, his hand brushing against yours. Your fingers twitched but didn't pull away. It was a small gesture, but it felt monumental.
"You're not alone anymore," he murmured.
For the first time, the tight knot in your chest loosened.
The next morning, Wonwoo woke up to the smell of burnt toast. Groaning, he stumbled out of bed, rubbing his eyes as he made his way to the kitchen.
There you were, standing by the toaster with a frown, a slightly charred piece of bread in your hand.
"Uh, what's going on?" he asked, stifling a laugh.
You turned, your cheeks flushing pink. "I thought I'd try to... cook. But it's harder than I thought."
He walked over, taking the toast from your hand. "You're supposed to set the timer, not just guess."
You crossed your arms, your nose scrunching in frustration. "Well, no one told me that."
Wonwoo couldn't hold back his laughter this time. The sound startled you, and before you knew it, you found yourself laughing too. It was small and hesitant at first, but then it grew, bubbling up from somewhere deep inside you.
It was the first time he saw you smile.
And damn, it made his heart stutter.
After breakfast—well, what could be salvaged from your experimental cooking—Wonwoo sat across from you at the small dining table. He had insisted on making the second round of toast himself, and now the two of you sat in companionable silence, nibbling on toast and sipping coffee (or, in your case, a very sugary cup that he'd adjusted after seeing you gag at the first sip).
"So," Wonwoo said after a moment, breaking the silence. "Do you have a name?"
You froze mid-bite, your ears perking up. "A name?"
He nodded, his eyes soft. "Yeah. What do people call you? Or... did they call you anything?"
You frowned, the question pulling at a thread of memory that seemed just out of reach. "I... think it's Y/N," you said slowly, the name feeling both familiar and strange on your tongue.
"Y/N," Wonwoo repeated, testing it out. He smiled slightly. "It suits you."
A blush crept up your neck, and you quickly looked down at your plate. "It's just a name."
"It's your name," he corrected gently. "That makes it special."
You glanced at him, your chest tightening at the sincerity in his gaze. No one had ever spoken to you like this—like you were a person, not a thing.
"But," he added, leaning back in his chair with a playful smirk, "I think I'll call you Bun instead."
"Bun?" You blinked, your nose wrinkling slightly.
"Yeah," he said, his smirk widening. "You've got bunny ears, and it's cute. Just like you."
Your ears twitched furiously at the compliment, and you couldn't stop the blush from spreading across your cheeks. "You can't just—say things like that."
"Why not?" he teased, his voice light. "It's true."
You glared at him, though the effect was ruined by the way your lips twitched upward. "Fine. Then I'm calling you Woo. See how you like it."
He chuckled, the sound warm and rich. "Woo, huh? I think I can live with that."
For the first time in what felt like forever, you felt a genuine warmth blooming in your chest—a feeling you didn't quite know how to name.
That evening, the two of you ended up on the couch, a random movie playing in the background as Wonwoo showed you how to navigate the TV remote. You had leaned closer to him, your curiosity outweighing your usual cautiousness.
"And this button changes the volume," he explained, his voice low.
You nodded, your face scrunched in concentration as you tried it out. The sound of the TV grew louder, and you quickly pressed the button again to lower it, a triumphant smile lighting up your face.
"See? Easy," he said, his lips quirking up as he watched you.
You turned to him, your smile fading slightly as you realized how close you were. His face was only inches from yours, his dark eyes steady and unreadable.
"Woo?" you whispered, your voice barely audible.
"Yeah?"
"Why are you so nice to me?"
He tilted his head, his gaze softening. "I already told you. You deserve to feel safe."
"But why do you care so much?" you pressed, your eyes searching his face for answers.
He hesitated, his throat bobbing as he swallowed. "I don't know," he admitted finally. "Maybe because you remind me that... not everything in this world is as cold as it seems. You're... different, Bun. And I want to protect that."
Your breath caught in your throat. No one had ever spoken to you like that—like you were something worth protecting, worth caring for.
Without thinking, you reached out, your fingers brushing against his. It was a small gesture, but it felt like the world had shifted.
"Thank you," you whispered, your voice trembling.
Wonwoo's hand turned, his fingers curling gently around yours. "You don't have to thank me," he said softly. "Just... stay. That's enough."
Your heart ached at the raw honesty in his words. And for the first time, you allowed yourself to believe that maybe, just maybe, you had found a place where you truly belonged.
The night deepened, the warm glow of the living room casting soft shadows on the walls. Wonwoo had stepped into the kitchen to grab some water, leaving you curled up on the couch with a blanket draped over your shoulders.
You tugged the fabric closer, your thoughts swirling. For the first time in forever, you didn't feel like you had to be on guard. You didn't have to hide or brace yourself for what might come next.
But that didn't stop the memories from creeping in.
"Bun?" Wonwoo's voice broke through the fog. He was standing in front of you now, holding out a glass of water. "You okay?"
You blinked, quickly nodding. "Y-Yeah."
He didn't look convinced. "You sure? You've been quiet for a while."
You hesitated, your fingers clutching the edge of the blanket. "I was just... thinking."
"About what?" he asked, sitting down beside you.
You swallowed hard, debating whether to tell him. But something in his gaze—steady, patient, understanding—made you feel like you could.
"It's about... me," you said slowly, your voice barely above a whisper. "What I am."
Wonwoo stayed quiet, giving you space to continue.
"I'm not like you," you said, your ears flattening against your head. "I don't just... exist like a normal person. There are... things about me—about my body—that I can't control."
He tilted his head slightly. "Like what?"
You took a deep breath, your cheeks burning with shame. "Like when I go into heat."
Wonwoo's eyes widened slightly, but he didn't say anything, waiting for you to explain.
"It happens every few months," you continued, your voice trembling. "It's... painful. And if it's not treated, it gets worse. But..." You paused, your chest tightening.
"But?" he prompted gently.
Your voice broke as you said the next words. "But the people who used to 'treat' me... they didn't care about the pain. They only cared about using me for themselves."
The silence that followed was deafening. You couldn't bring yourself to look at him, too afraid of what you might see in his eyes—disgust, pity, or worse.
But when Wonwoo finally spoke, his voice was calm and steady. "That's not going to happen again."
You blinked, glancing up at him. "What?"
He shifted closer, his expression firm. "No one's ever going to hurt you like that again. I promise."
Tears pricked at your eyes, and you quickly looked away. "You say that, but... what if it happens? What if I can't control it, and you—"
"Stop," he said, his tone gentle but firm. He reached out, his hand resting lightly on yours. "I'm not like them. I'd never take advantage of you."
The sincerity in his voice made your chest ache. For the first time, you felt like someone saw you—not as an object or a tool, but as a person.
"Do you... do you really mean that?" you whispered.
He nodded. "Every word. And if you ever feel like it's too much, we'll figure it out together. On your terms."
You couldn't stop the tears from falling now, the weight of his words breaking down the walls you had built around your heart.
Wonwoo reached out, his thumb gently brushing away a tear. "Hey. It's okay. You're safe here, Bun."
For the first time, you believed him.
Wonwoo watched as you nodded off on the couch, your breathing evening out, though your grip on the blanket was still tight. Even in your sleep, it seemed like you were holding onto years of fear and mistrust.
He sighed softly, standing to grab the glass you'd left on the coffee table. The sound of his footsteps was faint, careful not to wake you as he moved to the kitchen.
It wasn't like him to get involved in something so... complicated. He usually preferred simplicity—quiet evenings alone, a book in hand, the hum of his PC in the background. He didn't go out of his way for people, not because he didn't care, but because people rarely gave him a reason to.
But you? You were different.
He leaned against the counter, arms crossed as he stared at the glass. There was something about you that tugged at his attention, something beyond the strangeness of finding you on a marketplace. You were guarded but vulnerable, sharp but soft. It made him want to protect you, even if he wasn't sure why.
When he returned to the living room, you were awake, your wide eyes watching him from beneath the blanket.
"Did I wake you?" he asked, his voice low.
You shook your head, your ears twitching slightly. "No. I just... I couldn't sleep."
He sat down on the armchair across from you, his movements slow and deliberate. "Something on your mind?"
You hesitated, your fingers curling around the edge of the blanket. "It's just... strange," you admitted. "Being here. With you."
He tilted his head slightly, waiting for you to elaborate.
"I'm not used to this," you said quietly. "Not used to... feeling safe."
Wonwoo's gaze softened, though his expression remained neutral. "You don't have to get used to it all at once," he said after a moment. "Take your time."
Your lips parted slightly, surprised by his words. Most people didn't give you time—they expected things from you, demanded things you weren't ready to give. But Wonwoo? He was different.
"Why are you being so nice to me?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
He shrugged, leaning back in the chair. "I don't know. Maybe I just like rabbits."
A small, breathless laugh escaped you, and his lips quirked into a faint smile.
"I mean it," you said, your tone soft but insistent. "You don't even know me."
"You don't know me either," he pointed out. "Maybe I'm just trying to get on your good side so you don't eat all my snacks."
You laughed again, the sound lighter this time. "I don't think that's how this works."
He shrugged, his eyes glinting with quiet amusement. "Maybe not. But if it makes you laugh, I'll take it."
For a moment, the room was quiet again, but it wasn't the heavy, suffocating silence you were used to. It was... comfortable.
"Wonwoo?" you said softly.
"Yeah?"
"Thank you," you said, your voice barely audible.
He didn't respond right away, his gaze steady as he looked at you. Then, with a small nod, he said, "You don't have to thank me, Bun. Just get some rest."
You smiled faintly, your heart feeling a little lighter as you settled back into the couch.
And for the first time, you felt like maybe, just maybe, things could be different.
The morning sun filtered through the curtains, casting a warm glow across the living room. You stirred awake, stretching slightly under the blanket. Wonwoo was already up, sitting at the dining table with his laptop open, headphones on, and a cup of coffee in hand.
His attention was glued to the screen, his expression calm but focused. You watched him for a moment, feeling a strange sense of peace.
"You're up early," you said, your voice soft.
He glanced over at you, pulling one side of his headphones off. "Couldn't sleep much," he replied. "Thought I'd get some work done. How about you? Did you sleep okay?"
You nodded, sitting up and clutching the blanket around you. "Better than I expected. Thanks for... everything."
He gave you a small nod before returning his attention to the screen.
As you rubbed the sleep from your eyes, you realized something: you hadn't had a proper bath in... well, you couldn't remember how long. Your ears twitched slightly at the thought, and you stood, glancing toward the hallway.
"Wonwoo?" you called hesitantly.
"Hmm?" he replied, not looking up.
"Where's the bathroom?"
He pointed down the hall without breaking his focus, but when you hesitated, he finally looked at you. "Everything okay?"
"I..." You fidgeted with the hem of the blanket, avoiding his gaze. "I don't really... know how to do it myself."
That caught his attention. He blinked at you, his eyebrows slightly furrowed. "You don't know how to... take a bath?"
You shook your head, your cheeks warming. "I always had someone help me before," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper.
He stared at you for a moment, processing your words. Then he sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Alright. Come on."
"What?" You looked at him, wide-eyed.
"You said you need help, right?" He stood, closing his laptop. "Let's figure it out."
Your ears twitched nervously as you followed him down the hall, clutching the blanket tightly around you.
When he opened the bathroom door, you peeked inside. It was clean and simple, with a glass shower and a bathtub on one side. Wonwoo turned to you, his expression unreadable.
"Alright," he said, crossing his arms. "What do you need me to do?"
You hesitated, your cheeks flushing. "I don't know... maybe just show me how it works?"
He nodded, stepping into the bathroom. He turned on the faucet, adjusting the temperature and letting the water fill the tub. "It's pretty straightforward," he said. "You just..."
He trailed off when he noticed you still standing by the door, fidgeting nervously. "What's wrong?" he asked.
"It's just... a little overwhelming," you admitted. "I'm not used to doing things on my own."
He sighed again, softer this time. "Okay. Look, I'll help you get started, but you're going to have to trust me, alright?"
You nodded, biting your lip.
He grabbed a fluffy towel from the rack and handed it to you. "Here. Wrap this around yourself and let me know when you're ready."
You stepped inside, closing the door halfway before wrapping the towel around you. "Okay," you called out nervously.
Wonwoo stepped back in, careful to keep his eyes on the faucet. "Alright," he said, his voice calm. "You can sit on the edge of the tub for now. I'll show you how to use the showerhead and the soap."
You followed his instructions, perching on the edge as he adjusted the water. He handed you a bottle of soap, explaining how to lather it and rinse it off. His voice was steady, patient, and somehow soothing.
When you fumbled with the soap, he caught your hand gently, guiding you. "Like this," he said, his fingers warm against yours.
You glanced up at him, your heart skipping a beat. For someone so quiet and reserved, he had a way of making you feel... safe.
"Got it?" he asked, his eyes meeting yours.
You nodded, your cheeks flushing. "Yeah... thanks, Wonwoo."
He gave you a small smile, standing up. "I'll give you some privacy now. If you need anything, just call me."
As he left the bathroom, closing the door behind him, you couldn't help but feel a strange warmth in your chest. Maybe, just maybe, this new chapter in your life wouldn't be so bad after all.
It started out small.
You didn't even notice it at first—just a faint, restless warmth in the pit of your stomach. It was subtle, ignorable even, as you moved through the rest of the day. Wonwoo had gone back to working on his laptop while you explored the apartment, your curiosity keeping you distracted for a while.
But as the hours dragged on, the warmth grew. It wasn't just in your stomach anymore; it spread through your chest, your arms, and your legs, like an itch just beneath your skin that you couldn't quite reach.
By evening, you found yourself sitting on the couch, knees pulled up to your chest, biting your lip as you tried to focus on the TV. But it was impossible. The sensation was overwhelming now, and your ears twitched uncontrollably as you fought to keep your breathing steady.
"Hey," Wonwoo's voice pulled you out of your thoughts. He stood in the doorway, his brow furrowed as he looked at you. "You okay?"
You didn't trust yourself to look at him. Your cheeks burned as you nodded quickly. "I'm fine," you mumbled, your voice tight.
He didn't look convinced. Wonwoo stepped closer, his hands shoved into the pockets of his sweatpants. "You don't look fine," he said. "What's wrong?"
You shook your head, curling up tighter. "It's nothing," you insisted. "I just... need a minute."
But he didn't leave. Instead, he crouched down in front of you, his dark eyes scanning your face. "You're warm," he said, his voice soft but concerned. "Do you have a fever?"
You flinched as he reached out, his hand brushing against your forehead. The touch sent a jolt of electricity through you, and you jerked back, your ears flattening against your head.
"It's not a fever," you said quickly, your voice trembling.
Wonwoo tilted his head, his gaze narrowing. "Then what is it?"
You hesitated, your cheeks burning as you tried to find the words. "I... I think it's my heat," you finally admitted, your voice barely above a whisper.
He blinked, clearly caught off guard. "Your heat?"
You nodded, burying your face in your hands. "It's normal for hybrids," you explained, your voice muffled. "It happens every few months. But I didn't think it would happen so soon..."
Wonwoo was silent for a moment, and you dared to peek at him through your fingers. He looked... surprisingly calm.
"Is there anything I can do to help?" he asked, his voice steady.
Your heart skipped a beat at the question. You hadn't expected him to take it so seriously. "I don't know," you admitted. "It's usually... manageable. But it's worse when I'm alone."
He nodded, standing up and holding a hand out to you. "Come on," he said.
You stared at his hand, confused. "What?"
"You said it's worse when you're alone," he said simply. "So don't be alone."
Your cheeks burned as you hesitated, but eventually, you reached out and let him pull you to your feet. He led you to the couch and sat down, patting the spot next to him.
You sat down tentatively, your heart racing as the warmth in your chest seemed to grow even stronger. Wonwoo didn't say anything, but he placed a comforting hand on your shoulder, his touch grounding.
"Better?" he asked after a moment.
You nodded, leaning into him slightly. "Yeah... a little."
As the evening went on, you found yourself growing more comfortable in his presence. The warmth was still there, but it was less overwhelming now, tempered by the steady rhythm of his breathing and the gentle weight of his hand.
For the first time since the heat had started, you felt like you could breathe again.
Your whole body was burning. It wasn't just the heat in your stomach anymore—it was a desperate ache that throbbed with every passing second, pooling low in your core. You squirmed against the couch, trying to find some relief, but it only made it worse.
Wonwoo's hand was on your head, his fingers lazily stroking through the fur at the base of your ears. The slow, comforting rhythm sent shivers down your spine, but instead of soothing you, it only stoked the fire inside you.
You swallowed hard, trying to ignore it, trying to focus on anything else. But the longer you sat there, the harder it became. Your thighs pressed together involuntarily, your body instinctively searching for some kind of release.
Wonwoo noticed.
"You're fidgeting," he said quietly, his deep voice cutting through the haze in your mind. "Are you okay?"
You froze, your ears twitching at the sound of his voice. "I-I'm fine," you stammered, even though you weren't.
He didn't buy it. His hand moved from your ears to your shoulder, gently turning you to face him. His dark eyes searched yours, and the concern in his gaze made your heart ache.
"You're not fine," he said softly. "Talk to me. What's going on?"
You bit your lip, looking away. How could you possibly tell him? How could you explain this unbearable, shameful need that was consuming you?
"It's... it's my heat," you finally admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. "It's bad this time."
His eyes widened slightly, but he didn't pull away. If anything, his grip on your shoulder tightened, grounding you. "How bad?" he asked.
Your cheeks burned as you avoided his gaze. "It hurts," you murmured. "My body... it's aching. I feel like I'm going to explode."
Wonwoo was silent for a long moment, his hand still resting on your shoulder. When he finally spoke, his voice was calm and steady, but there was an edge of something else—something you couldn't quite place.
"Have you ever... had anyone help you before?" he asked carefully.
You nodded, your throat tightening at the memory. "Other hybrids would help sometimes," you said. "But it was never... gentle. They only cared about... breeding."
His jaw tightened, his expression darkening slightly. "And the men?" he asked, his voice dangerously low.
You hesitated, your ears flattening against your head. "They didn't care about me either," you admitted. "They just used me for their own pleasure."
The silence that followed was heavy, filled with unspoken anger and something else—something softer, more tender.
"You deserve better," Wonwoo said finally, his voice firm. "You deserve to be cared for."
Your heart skipped a beat at his words. "Wonwoo..."
His hand moved to your cheek, his thumb brushing against your skin. "If you'll let me," he said softly, "I want to take care of you."
Your breath caught in your throat. The heat in your body flared at his touch, but it wasn't just physical anymore. There was something deeper, something that made your chest ache just as much as your body did.
"Are you sure?" you whispered, your voice trembling.
He nodded, his dark eyes holding yours. "I want to help you," he said. "But only if you want me to."
You hesitated for only a moment before nodding, your cheeks burning. "Okay," you murmured.
Wonwoo's lips curved into a small, reassuring smile. "Good," he said. "Just tell me if it's too much, okay?"
You nodded again, your heart racing as he leaned in closer, his warm breath brushing against your skin.
Wonwoo's hand stayed on your cheek, his touch impossibly gentle. His thumb grazed along your skin, grounding you even as your body trembled. The ache inside you was unbearable, but somehow, his presence made it a little easier to endure.
"I'll go slow," he murmured, his voice low and soothing, as if he could sense your nerves. "Just trust me."
You nodded, swallowing hard as his other hand came to rest on your waist, pulling you closer. Your knees pressed into the couch on either side of him, and you felt his warmth radiating against you. It was overwhelming, but it wasn't bad. It was... comforting.
His fingers slid to your ears, brushing over them in a way that sent a shiver down your spine. You couldn't help the small, breathy sound that escaped your lips, and his eyes darkened slightly at the sound.
"Does that feel good?" he asked, his voice soft yet weighted.
You nodded, biting your lip as your hands instinctively gripped the fabric of his shirt. "Yeah," you whispered, your voice shaky.
His lips curved into the faintest smile. "You're sensitive," he murmured, his fingers continuing to trace along your ears. "I'll be careful."
The way he spoke to you, the way he looked at you—like you were something precious, something worth protecting—made your chest ache almost as much as your body burned.
"Wonwoo..." You didn't even know what you were asking for, but his name slipped from your lips like a plea.
"I know," he murmured. "I've got you."
His hands slid down your back, pulling you flush against him. Your forehead rested against his shoulder as his fingers traced small, soothing circles along your spine. It wasn't enough to stop the heat, but it was enough to make you feel safe.
Slowly, he tilted your chin up, his dark eyes searching yours. There was no rush, no impatience. Only warmth and care.
"Is this okay?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
You nodded, your breath hitching as his lips brushed against yours—tentative at first, testing the waters. But when you leaned into him, he deepened the kiss, his hand sliding to the back of your neck to hold you steady.
The heat in your body flared, but this time, it wasn't unbearable. It was electric, sparking to life with every touch, every movement.
His lips left yours to trail along your jaw, down the column of your neck, leaving a trail of warmth in their wake. You couldn't stop the small, breathy noises that escaped you, and you felt him smile against your skin.
"Still okay?" he asked, his voice rougher now, laced with something deeper.
"Yes," you whispered, your fingers curling into his hair. "Please... don't stop."
He didn't. His hands explored your body with a gentleness you'd never experienced before, his touch careful and measured. He was patient, never rushing, always watching your reactions to make sure you were comfortable.
Your body moved instinctively against his, searching for relief, and he guided you through it, his voice a soothing constant in your ear.
"You're doing so well," he murmured, his lips brushing against your temple. "I've got you. Just let go."
And for the first time, you did.
Wonwoo's gaze softened, his fingers gently retreating from your trembling body. He leaned closer, cupping your flushed face with his hand. "You're lying," he murmured, his deep voice steady yet filled with concern. "Your body's still burning up."
You avoided his eyes, embarrassed by how the heat in your core seemed to intensify again, worse than before. It wasn't something you could control, and you hated feeling this vulnerable in front of him.
"It's... just how it is," you whispered, your voice shaky. "I'll be fine. I don't want to bother you—"
"Stop that," he interrupted, his tone firm but still gentle. "You're not a bother, and I told you I'd take care of you."
His words made your chest tighten, a strange warmth blooming there, different from the feverish heat that raged through the rest of your body. You looked up at him, your ears twitching slightly as his thumb brushed over your cheek.
"But... I've never done this with anyone I trust," you admitted, your voice barely audible. "I don't know what to do."
Wonwoo's lips quirked into the faintest smile, his hand moving to gently stroke your ears again, as if to soothe you. "You don't have to do anything," he reassured you. "Just tell me what feels good, and I'll handle the rest. Okay?"
You hesitated for a moment before nodding, your fingers clutching onto his shirt like it was the only thing keeping you grounded.
He leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead before pulling back to meet your eyes. "Let's try to make this a little easier for you," he said, his hands moving to carefully lift you into his lap.
The shift in position sent a jolt of warmth through your body, and you instinctively buried your face in his shoulder, your arms wrapping around his neck. His hands settled on your waist, holding you securely as he whispered against your ear.
"Just relax," he said softly, his breath warm against your skin. "Let me take care of you."
His hands began to move again, trailing down your sides, his touch firm yet unhurried. The contrast of his cool fingers against your heated skin made you shiver, and a soft whimper escaped your lips as he dipped lower, tracing the curve of your thighs.
"Wonwoo..." His name left your lips in a breathy plea, and he responded with a low hum, his lips brushing against your temple.
"I'm here," he murmured, his voice steady and comforting. "I've got you."
As his hands worked their way back to your aching core, you felt your body tense in anticipation, your breath hitching when his fingers slid between your folds once again. He was slow, deliberate, as if he was determined to learn exactly what made you feel good.
You couldn't stop the soft moans that spilled from your lips as his movements grew more confident, his thumb circling your clit in a way that made your entire body tremble. He watched you carefully, his dark eyes filled with a mix of concern and fascination, as if he couldn't get enough of the way you responded to his touch.
"You're so beautiful like this," he said softly, his voice laced with something deeper, something that sent a shiver down your spine. "Don't hold back. Let me hear you."
His words broke through the last of your hesitation, and you let yourself fall into the sensation, your head tilting back as waves of pleasure rolled through you. But even as your body tensed and finally released, you could feel the heat building again, stronger than before.
You let out a shaky breath, your forehead resting against his shoulder as your ears drooped slightly. "Wonwoo... it's not stopping," you admitted, your voice trembling with frustration and embarrassment.
He tightened his hold on you, his fingers gently brushing through your hair. "Then we'll keep going," he said simply, his tone unwavering. "I'll stay with you until it's over."
You looked up at him, your eyes wide and filled with uncertainty. "You... you'd really do that for me?"
He smiled, the kind of soft, reassuring smile that made your heart ache. "Of course. I'd do anything for you."
The desperation in your voice, the way your trembling body clung to him—it was enough to make Wonwoo's self-control unravel. He brushed your tears away with a gentle hand, his dark eyes meeting yours, searching for any hesitation. When he saw none, only the pleading desperation in your gaze, he nodded softly.
"You sure, bun?" he asked, his voice thick with restraint, but the nickname rolled off his tongue like honey.
You could only nod frantically, your hands gripping his arms. "Please," you whispered, the ache too unbearable to handle any longer.
Wonwoo moved carefully, lowering himself between your legs, his broad shoulders holding your thighs apart. His fingers slid down to spread your folds again, his touch deliberate, making sure you were still ready for him. The sight of you, wet and needy, made him groan low in his throat, his cock straining against the last layer of fabric between you.
He pulled his underwear down in one swift motion, his length springing free. You gasped at the sheer size of him, the heat in your core only intensifying as you realized what was about to happen.
"I'll go slow," he murmured, positioning himself at your entrance. The tip of his cock teased your slick folds, and you whimpered at the sensation, your hips bucking instinctively.
The moment he started to push in, you moaned loudly, your body arching as the stretch sent a wave of pleasure and pain through you. He froze halfway, giving you time to adjust, his hand stroking your side in soothing circles.
"You're doing so well," he murmured, his voice a mix of praise and restraint. "Relax for me, bun. I don't want to hurt you."
His words melted into your ears, and you tried to relax, focusing on the way his hands steadied you. Slowly, he pushed in further, filling you inch by inch until he was fully seated inside you. You let out a breathy moan, your hands clutching at his shoulders as the overwhelming fullness consumed you.
"God, you're so tight," he groaned, his head dropping to your shoulder. "So perfect."
The heat in you was relentless, but the way he stretched and filled you brought a strange sense of relief, as if he was the only thing that could soothe the ache. When he started to move, pulling out slowly before thrusting back in, your body reacted instinctively, your hips lifting to meet his.
"Wonwoo... faster," you begged, your voice trembling as the pleasure began to overshadow the pain.
He didn't hesitate, his thrusts growing faster and deeper, each one hitting a spot inside you that made you cry out his name. The sounds of skin against skin filled the room, along with your soft cries and his low, guttural groans.
"You're so good for me," he rasped, his lips finding your neck, kissing and biting softly as he pounded into you. "Taking me so well."
Your ears twitched at the praise, and your hands slid up to tangle in his hair, pulling him closer. Every movement, every thrust seemed to push you closer to the edge, the heat in your core intensifying until it felt like you might explode.
"Wonwoo, I—I'm close," you whimpered, your nails digging into his back as your body tensed beneath him.
He nodded, his pace quickening as he held you tighter, determined to bring you over the edge. "Let go, bun. I'm right here. Let go for me."
His words were all it took to push you over, your orgasm crashing through you like a tidal wave. You cried out his name, your body shaking as the heat finally broke, leaving you breathless and trembling in his arms.
Wonwoo followed shortly after, his thrusts growing erratic as he buried himself deep inside you, groaning your name as he came. The feeling of his warmth filling you made your body relax completely, the last remnants of your heat fading away.
He stayed there for a moment, his forehead resting against yours as you both caught your breath. His hand came up to stroke your ear gently, his touch soothing as you leaned into him.
"You okay?" he asked softly, his voice laced with concern.
You nodded, a small, tired smile tugging at your lips. "Yeah... I feel so much better now. Thank you, Wonwoo."
He chuckled softly, pressing a kiss to your forehead. "You don't have to thank me. I'll always take care of you, bun."
Wonwoo's arms stayed wrapped around your waist as you sat perched on his lap, your legs straddling him. His forehead rested lightly against yours, and he let out a soft hum, his thumb tracing gentle circles over your lower back. You were still catching your breath, your body trembling slightly, but the closeness between you was soothing.
"You're adorable," he murmured, his lips brushing against yours in a soft kiss, as if testing the waters.
Your hands slid up his chest instinctively, clutching at his hoodie for balance. "Says the guy who just—" you paused, cheeks warming, "—made me feel things I didn't think were possible."
Wonwoo smirked faintly, his hands resting on your hips. "Well, I guess we both learned something new today," he teased, leaning in to capture your lips again.
The kiss deepened, slow and unhurried, like he was savoring the taste of you. His hand wandered to the small of your back, holding you securely in place as you pressed your body closer to his. The warmth between you both was intoxicating, and for a moment, it felt like the world outside didn't exist—only the two of you tangled together on the couch.
You broke the kiss, panting softly, your forehead resting against his. "Wonwoo..." you whispered, voice shy yet yearning.
His eyes searched yours, filled with a tenderness that made your chest ache. "What is it, bun?"
You smiled softly, your fingers brushing against the nape of his neck. "I feel... safe with you," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper.
His heart swelled at your words, and he pressed another kiss to your lips, gentle and reassuring. "You'll always be safe with me," he said firmly, his hand stroking your ear affectionately, earning a soft whimper from you.
As the heat of the moment lingered, Wonwoo shifted slightly, careful not to move too much and overwhelm your still-sensitive body. The weight of the intimacy between you felt heavy but comforting, like a quiet promise unspoken.
"You're really something, y'know," he muttered, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear.
You let out a quiet giggle, your cheeks flushing. "And you're not so bad yourself," you teased, nuzzling against him, your ears twitching slightly from the affectionate strokes of his fingers.
He let out a quiet laugh, his chest rumbling beneath you. "Guess we make a good pair then."
The two of you stayed like that, wrapped in each other's arms, sharing soft kisses and whispered words. The tension from earlier was gone, replaced with a warm, unspoken connection that neither of you wanted to let go of.
Wonwoo let out a soft groan, his hands firmly gripping your hips as you shifted slightly on his lap. The motion sent a jolt through both of you, and you gasped, your body still sensitive from earlier. His length was still buried deep inside you, and the intimate connection left your cheeks flushed and your heartbeat erratic.
"Careful," he murmured, his voice low and strained, the warmth of his breath brushing against your cheek. "I'm trying to take it slow, but you're making it hard."
You bit your lip, your hands braced on his shoulders for balance. "I-I wasn't trying to do anything," you whispered, your voice shy yet laced with a tinge of mischief.
He smirked at your flustered state, his hands sliding up to your waist to hold you steady. "Sure you weren't," he teased, leaning in to kiss the corner of your lips.
Your ears twitched slightly at the sensation, and you couldn't help but let out a soft whimper, your body instinctively clenching around him. The reaction drew a deep groan from Wonwoo, his grip on you tightening as his self-control teetered on the edge.
"You're going to drive me insane," he muttered, his forehead pressing against yours.
You giggled softly, a shy smile playing on your lips. "Maybe I like seeing you like this," you teased, your voice barely above a whisper.
Wonwoo's eyes darkened slightly at your words, a playful smirk curling at the corners of his mouth. "Oh, is that so?" he asked, his tone dripping with mock challenge.
Before you could respond, he shifted his hips slightly, the movement sending a spark of pleasure through your body. You gasped, your fingers digging into his shoulders as your breath hitched.
"W-Wonwoo!" you stammered, your cheeks burning.
He chuckled softly, his hands guiding your hips to keep you steady. "Relax, bun," he said gently, his tone soothing yet teasing. "I've got you."
The way he looked at you—like you were the only thing that mattered in the world—made your heart flutter. You leaned in, capturing his lips in a tender kiss, your body instinctively responding to his touch. The warmth between you was overwhelming, yet you couldn't bring yourself to pull away.
As the two of you stayed locked in each other's embrace, the world outside faded away. It was just you and Wonwoo, connected in a way that felt deeper than words could ever describe.
Wonwoo's hands slowly roamed up your back as you remained seated in his lap, the warmth between your bodies making you feel like you were melting into him. His lips brushed against yours in a slow, lazy kiss, and the intimacy of the moment made your ears twitch slightly.
"You okay?" he asked softly, his thumb brushing soothing circles on your hip.
You nodded, nuzzling into his neck, but your body betrayed you. The heat still lingered, subtle but growing again, your sensitivity making you squirm slightly. Wonwoo's hands tightened their hold on you, sensing your restlessness.
"Still not enough, huh?" he murmured, his voice low and filled with understanding.
"I-It's not..." you trailed off, too embarrassed to finish your sentence, but he tilted your chin up, his eyes meeting yours with a gentle, reassuring gaze.
"I'll take care of you," he promised, his lips brushing yours softly before his hands gripped your hips. With a slow movement, he adjusted your position, and the subtle shift made you moan quietly.
Wonwoo leaned back on the couch, guiding you to move at your own pace, letting you take control. You slowly lifted yourself before sliding back down, and the stretch had both of you exhaling in unison. The intimacy of it—the closeness—made your chest tighten with an overwhelming mix of emotions.
You began moving with his help, finding a rhythm that had you both panting softly. The warmth of his hands on your waist, his whispered words of encouragement, and the way he looked at you like you were the only thing that mattered made your heart race.
"Wonwoo..." you moaned softly, your hands braced on his chest as you moved.
"You're doing so good," he praised, his voice strained but tender. His hands guided your movements, his thumbs brushing over your skin in soothing strokes as he watched you lose yourself to the moment.
The pace gradually increased, your movements becoming more desperate as the pleasure built higher and higher. Wonwoo met you with soft thrusts, his control evident in the way he moved to match your rhythm perfectly.
When you finally reached your peak, your body trembled in his arms, and he held you close, whispering soothing words as you rode out your release. He wasn't far behind, his grip tightening as he followed you over the edge, his groan muffled against your shoulder.
You both stilled, panting heavily, and Wonwoo's arms wrapped around you to pull you into his chest. The weight of exhaustion mixed with relief settled over you, and you nuzzled into him, feeling safe and cherished.
"I think you're trying to kill me," Wonwoo joked softly, his lips pressing a gentle kiss to your temple.
You giggled, your ears twitching slightly as you leaned into him. "Sorry," you mumbled, though your tone was anything but apologetic.
He chuckled, his hands gently stroking your back. "Don't be. Just... don't move for a while. Let's stay like this," he whispered, his voice filled with affection.
And for a moment, everything felt perfect. But as the heat of the moment faded, the reality of your situation began creeping back in. The two of you had crossed a line, one that could never be undone.
Still, you stayed curled up in Wonwoo's arms, savoring the peace before the world outside the walls of his apartment could interfere once more.
The soft sunlight filtered through the curtains, warming your skin as you stirred awake. You blinked sleepily, the ache of last night still lingering in your body. The weight of his arm around your waist was grounding, protective. Wonwoo was still fast asleep, his chest rising and falling steadily, and for a moment, you allowed yourself to admire him. His face looked softer in the morning light, his sharp features relaxed into something impossibly gentle.
Your bunny ears twitched as his grip tightened slightly, pulling you closer even in his sleep. It was... cozy. Too cozy. You weren't used to this—waking up somewhere that felt safe. You almost didn't want to move, afraid that it would shatter whatever fragile bubble the two of you had formed.
But the warmth between your legs made you squirm slightly, a reminder of everything that had happened the night before. Your face flushed at the memory. You'd never been cared for like that—never had someone look at you like you were more than just... something to use. And yet, there he was, holding you like you were the most precious thing in the world.
Your ears perked up when you felt him stir. His hand flexed on your waist before his eyes fluttered open. His gaze was hazy, still heavy with sleep, but it softened immediately when he saw you.
"Morning," he mumbled, his voice deep and gravelly.
You nodded shyly. "Good morning."
His thumb traced lazy circles on your skin, and you could feel the heat rushing to your cheeks again. "How are you feeling?" he asked, his eyes searching yours.
"I'm okay," you murmured, though your voice wavered slightly. "A little... sore, maybe."
Wonwoo's brows furrowed slightly. "Did I hurt you?"
You shook your head quickly. "No, no! It's not that. I'm just... not used to it. To... someone being gentle."
He didn't respond immediately, but the way his hand tightened on your waist said enough. "You deserve gentle," he said quietly, his tone firm like he wanted to make sure you believed him.
Your chest tightened at his words, and you looked away, unsure of how to respond. This was all so new—too new. And yet, you didn't want it to stop.
The moment was interrupted by the sound of his phone buzzing on the nightstand. Wonwoo sighed, reluctantly letting go of you to grab it. His eyes scanned the screen, and you saw his expression shift slightly—his jaw tightening.
"What's wrong?" you asked softly, your ears drooping slightly at the sudden tension.
He hesitated for a moment before setting the phone back down. "Nothing," he said, though his tone betrayed him. "Just... work stuff."
You tilted your head, unconvinced, but you didn't push. Instead, you sat up, pulling the blanket around you. "Do you have to go?"
"No," he said quickly, sitting up to meet your eyes. "I'm staying right here."
His hand reached for yours, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. The look in his eyes was steady, reassuring. But you couldn't shake the feeling that whatever was on his phone wasn't just "work stuff."
Still, you smiled softly, letting yourself believe him for now. "Okay."
"Why don't we get some breakfast?" he suggested, his tone lighter now. "I'm sure you're starving."
You nodded, your stomach rumbling at the thought of food. As the two of you got up and started moving around the apartment, you couldn't help but wonder—what exactly was he hiding? And how long would this little bubble of safety last before reality came crashing in?
Wonwoo's lips brushed against the crown of your head as you curled up in his lap, his arms wrapped securely around you. The soft blanket he had draped over your shoulders kept you warm, but it was his steady heartbeat under your ear that gave you real comfort.
"You're awfully quiet now," he murmured, his hand absentmindedly stroking between your bunny ears, earning a soft hum from you. "Is something on your mind?"
You tilted your head slightly, meeting his gaze. His expression was gentle, almost serene, but his dark eyes held an intensity that made you feel bare yet safe all at once.
"It's just... I don't know how to say it," you admitted, chewing on your bottom lip.
"Try me," he coaxed, his fingers shifting to lightly pinch your ear, a smirk tugging at his lips when you squeaked.
You hesitated, feeling heat creep up your cheeks. "I... don't think I've ever felt this safe before. Like... you actually see me as me. Not just some... hybrid with—"
Wonwoo silenced you with a soft kiss, his lips lingering just long enough to melt away your worries. "You're not just anything, Y/N," he said quietly, his forehead pressing against yours. "You're you. That's what matters."
Your heart swelled at his words, and before you knew it, your arms were wrapped around his neck, pulling him into a tight hug. "Thank you, Wonwoo," you whispered.
"For what?"
"For being... this," you said, leaning back just enough to gesture at him, though you didn't really have the words to explain.
His lips quirked up in that understated smile of his, the one that made your stomach flip. "I guess you're welcome, then."
The moment felt too perfect to break, but your stomach had other plans, growling loudly enough to make you both pause.
Wonwoo chuckled, his chest rumbling against you. "Hungry?"
"...Maybe," you mumbled, your ears drooping slightly in embarrassment.
"Well, let's fix that." He shifted, preparing to stand up with you still in his arms.
"Wait! I can walk!"
He raised an eyebrow. "And miss the chance to carry my cute bunny to the kitchen? Not a chance."
You couldn't fight the grin that spread across your face as he carried you bridal style toward the kitchen, his teasing making your heart feel lighter than it had in years.
After a warm meal that left you feeling full and happy, Wonwoo guided you back to the couch. The evening air had turned cooler, and your soft pajamas were still in his room, far away from where you wanted to be—next to him.
"Here," he said, reaching into the basket of clean laundry he had yet to fold. He pulled out one of his shirts—a soft, oversized black one that smelled distinctly like him, that comforting mix of woodsy cologne and something warm, like coffee.
You blinked up at him, tilting your head. "That's... yours?"
"Yeah." He shrugged, holding it out to you. "You'll be more comfortable in this for now."
"But it'll smell like you."
"And that's a problem because...?" He gave you a lopsided grin, clearly enjoying the slight pout on your lips.
"It's not a problem," you muttered, cheeks warming as you tentatively took the shirt from his hands.
Wonwoo turned away to give you some privacy, though he couldn't help sneaking a quick glance over his shoulder as you slipped into the shirt. It draped over you like a dress, the hem brushing just above your knees, the sleeves far too long for your arms. You tugged at the collar nervously, your bunny ears twitching as the fabric enveloped you in his scent.
"Cute," he said simply, his voice soft but filled with affection.
You froze, your cheeks heating up. "Y-You think so?"
Wonwoo stepped closer, his hands gently landing on your shoulders before he tugged you into a hug. "Of course," he murmured, his chin resting lightly on the top of your head. "You smell sweet, like always. But now..." He took a subtle inhale, his arms tightening slightly around you. "Now you smell like me too. I like it."
His words sent a shiver down your spine, and you couldn't help but snuggle closer, your head pressing into his chest. "I... like it too," you admitted shyly, your voice muffled against him.
He leaned back just enough to tip your chin up, his dark eyes meeting yours. "Good," he said softly, brushing a strand of hair away from your face. "You should get used to it."
Your heart fluttered at his words, and you couldn't stop the small smile that tugged at your lips. "You're so smooth sometimes, you know that?"
He chuckled, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead. "Only with you."
The warmth of his shirt enveloped you like a snug cocoon, and with the soft scent of him lingering on the fabric, you couldn't help but feel a little dazed. Wonwoo's shirt was oversized on you, the hem brushing against your thighs as you shifted your weight on the couch. The mix of his scent and the subtle sweetness you naturally carried made the air feel warm and comforting.
He pulled you close again, his large hands gently resting on your waist as he settled back into the cushions. You melted into him effortlessly, his solid chest a perfect pillow. Wonwoo's heartbeat was steady under your cheek, grounding you in the peaceful silence.
"You smell like me now," he murmured, his deep voice low and laced with affection. His lips ghosted against your temple, lingering there in a gentle kiss. "I like it."
You tilted your head up to meet his gaze, your cheeks flushed from his tender words. "That's unfair," you teased, voice soft as you traced a finger along the line of his jaw. "You keep saying things that make me weak."
A chuckle rumbled in his chest, and his lips quirked into that small, crooked smile that made your heart flutter. "Only because it's true. You look perfect like this." His arms wrapped around you tighter, pulling you into his lap effortlessly.
You let out a happy sigh, curling up against him, your legs draped over his as he rested his chin atop your head. "I don't think I've ever been this comfortable," you admitted, your voice muffled against his chest.
"Good," he replied simply, his hand finding yours and intertwining your fingers. The gesture felt as natural as breathing, his thumb idly stroking your knuckles as the two of you relaxed into each other's warmth.
Sleep was tugging at your eyelids now, the day's tension melting away with every gentle kiss he pressed to your forehead, your hair, and even your bunny ears. You nuzzled closer, letting out the smallest, most content hum, which made Wonwoo's heart skip a beat.
As your breaths evened out, he couldn't resist murmuring, "I'll keep you safe, always." He didn't know if you were awake enough to hear it, but it didn't matter. The words were true, and they hung in the quiet air like a promise.
His shirt wrapped around you, his scent lingering on your skin, and his strong arms holding you tight—it was a kind of peace you hadn't known existed.
And as the night stretched on, the two of you stayed that way—wrapped in each other, hearts beating in perfect rhythm.
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a/n: let's all thank anon for the request, especially if you liked it (hope you did) mwa's
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dragoneyelashart · 1 month ago
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prompt list 3 !! with sabrina pls if you'll write for her 🙏🙏🙏
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ohhhh yesssssssss i have been thinking about this one ;) prompt list 3: stark naked x fully clothed
you pout dramatically, sinking deeper into the cushions like they might swallow your frustration whole. the soft thud of sabrina’s makeup brush tapping against her palette is the only sound in the room besides your shallow breathing.
"you're so mean to me," you mutter, just loud enough for her to hear.
she doesn't look at you right away, too focused on blending whatever magical contour concoction she’s working on. but the corner of her mouth twitches with amusement, she heard you, and you know it.
“mean?” she echoes, lifting a brow in the mirror. “i’m being responsible. if i get all sweaty before i even step on stage, who’s going to deal with that? you?”
you roll onto your stomach with a muffled groan, your cheek smushed into the throw pillow. “i would if you let me.”
sabrina finally turns, giving you a once-over from where she’s standing, her outfit half-done, boots already laced up tight, hair teased to messy perfection. her gaze drops to your sprawled form, and something flickers behind her eyes. something fond. something dangerous.
"you're hopeless," she says softly, walking over just enough for her shadow to fall across you. her boot taps against the side of the couch, not hard, just enough to remind you where she is, to remind you who's in charge here.
you look up at her, wide-eyed, a little pathetic. "only for you."
she smirks, then turns back toward the mirror without another word. you're left with the weight of her attention lingering in the air, heavy and warm and just out of reach. like her.
and even though she hasn't touched you, not really, you feel your heart pounding like she has.
you lie there for a moment longer, trying to bury the ache, the need, the stupid butterflies that keep fluttering every time she glances your way. sabrina’s still at the vanity, swiping gloss onto her bottom lip like it’s a casual thing, like it’s not slowly killing you.
you groan again, this time more dramatically, rolling onto your back and covering your face with your arm. “i’m actually going to combust,” you mumble.
“you’re so dramatic,” she laughs softly.
you don’t respond, just let your head loll toward her. she’s flawless, all glitter and edge and cool confidence, like she was born to be adored. and tonight, everyone will. everyone but you.
“brina,” you murmur, voice low and desperate. “please.”
she finally turns, crossing the room in that slow, deliberate way she always does when she knows she has power. she stands just in front of the couch, boots planted firmly on the floor. black leather, sharp heel, freshly polished. her eyes scan your face, then lower, slow and intentional, like she knows exactly where your gaze has been all night.
“you want attention so bad,” she murmurs. “can’t wait till i’m done?”
you shake your head, lip caught between your teeth.
she tilts her head slightly, the corner of her mouth curving. “then go on.”
you blink. “go on…?”
her boot nudges closer.
“fuck yourself on my boot,” she says, voice cool, deliberate. “if you’re really that needy.”
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latenightdaydreams · 10 months ago
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More konig zombie apocalypse au pls🥹
Of course!
ZombieApocalypseAU!König x Reader Part 2 (fem)
Part 1, Part 3
Part 2 picks up directly after part 1!
MDNI🔞
Master List ✍🏽
>cw: fem/afab, oral, throw up, p in v, non-con
1.3k word count
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You keep your eyes on him, feeling caged in by a wild animal and scared to make any sudden movements. There is no avoiding the way his erection strains against the fabric of pants while he rubs it. Once you’re done urinating, you reach out for the toilet paper in the stall; pulling a few squares for yourself. His eyes linger on your hands, watching you clean yourself.
The uncomfortable tension hangs in the air, König could care less. All he wants to do is reach forward and wipe the pretty pussy clean for you. He would drop on his knees and use his tongue to lap up every single drop from you. Instead, he just watches, holding back his more unusual desires for now.
“You have a beautiful body.” He speaks casually.
You stand and pull your underwear and pants up as you keep his gaze, almost worried that if you look away, he will lunge at you. He remains in the way, blocking you into the stall. His eyes roam over your body as his hand lingers on his cock.
“Move.” You speak up, but König can still hear the fear in your voice.
“Why?”
“You’re in my way.”
“Am I?”
König looks your body over once more before stepping aside and letting you leave the stall. He walks on your heels as you leave the bathroom, not wanting you to try and lock him out of your little room in the closet. While you’re a small woman, you seem to have done well for yourself. A perfect mate for a man like König.
You use your key to open the door of your small room, only opening it slightly. König puts his hand on the door and opens it more to fit his size. He nudges you into the room. Alone, it’s the perfect space. With König, it truly feels suffocating in here. The door closes behind the two of you, locking as soon as it latches.
“This is cozy.” König looks at all of your food storage while his arms wrap around your waist and pull you back against his body. “You’ve done well for yourself, Schatz.”
“I have.” You attempt to break free from his grasp, but he doesn’t budge.
“Together, imagine how great we can be.” His hands roam up to your breasts.
“I’m better off alone.”
“Are you?”
“Remember, I saved you.” You snap.
This angers König. His hand quickly wraps around your neck, applying enough pressure to be uncomfortable. Your hands try to pry his off but you can’t. He leans down and speaks in a low dangerous tone. “Watch how you fucking speak to me, Schatz.” His other hand lingers on your breast and squeezes hard.
König lets go of you and pushes you forward, throwing you off balance. He walks forward, grabbing your hair and kicking your feet out from underneath you. You hit your makeshift bed hard, making you lose your breath. König stands over your body as he begins to undress himself, pulling at his belt and tossing it down on the ground as his eyes gloss over your body.
“Undress.” He demands.
You don’t move, frozen with fear. His boot kicks your legs lightly as he repeats his orders once more. With shaky hands you reach for the hem of your shirt and pull it over your head, followed by your sports bra. You completely undress, feeling bashful as you are forced to show yourself to him. König stands over your body looking down at you, his cock heavy and hangs with a slight curve.
“Kneel.”
Not wanting to make this worse for yourself, you kneel and look up at him. He steps closer looks down at you, waiting. Yet, you just stay frozen in place. His fingers intertwine with your hair and tilt your head back.
“You’ve had sex, ja?”
“Y- yes.”
“Then you know what to do.”
König lets go of your hair and keeps his cold gaze locked on you. You grab him in one hand, the strong musk of his unwashed body hits you as you move closer. The feeling of his eyes on you adding a level of hesitation. Your mouth opens resting the tip of his cock on your lips as your eyes rise up to meet him.
He grabs the back of your head again, forcing your head down on him. Your hands move to his thighs, trying to push back as he shoves half of his length down your throat. A loud gagging sound echoes in the small space as you strain, trying to pull back.
“Come on, you can take more.” König growls under his breath as he pushes your head further down his length. You can’t, you throw up, the disgusting taste consuming your taste buds. He lets go of you as you spit on the ground, watching and laughing as you struggle. “Lie down.”
You look behind you before slowly resting your body back. A rush of adrenaline crashes over you, fight or flight kicking in but you find yourself fawning instead. There are no humans around you can trust and any loud noise would just attract zombies. You’re trapped and he knows it.
König lowers himself onto your bed, parting your legs eagerly gazing at the precious pink that reveals itself as your folds open up to him. A low growl rumbles deep inside of his chest as excitement consumes him. It’s been so long since he’s seen or smelled the sweet scent of a cunt.
His eyes meet yours, wide with fear and anxiety. He leans close to you, close enough to smell your breath with every hard breath you take. You look so beautiful even when you’re scared. One hand comes up and caresses your face in such a tender way that it surprises you.
“Don’t ever fucking disrespect me again. You’re mind. Understand, Schatz?”
You nod, his tone is ice cold making your stomach drop. He lingers there, just looking at you. When you’re about to open your mouth to apologize, you stop feeling a stinging tear as he thrust his hips forward. He slams the full length of his thick cock inside of your small cunt. A primal cry leaves you instead as your hands move to his arms, your fingernails digging into his pale skin.
“You feel so fucking good, Schatz.”
König moves one hand to cover your mouth, muffling the sound of your pained cries as you struggle to take him. “Shhh.” He whispers to you as his hips thrust into you at a steady pace, slowly quickening as he loses himself in the euphoric feeling of your gummy tight walls squeezing around him. His pleasure comes before your comfort. He owns you now and you need to learn your place. Having a wife that back talks and demands of him isn’t desirable. In this new world he can have you any way he pleases, who will stop him
After König cums inside of you, he leaves you laying there with his seed leaking out of you. He stands and walks over to your food pile. From the makeshift bed you look over at him while he grabs a tin of fish and opens it. In your mind, you try to decide that trying to kill him would be too risky or worth it if you should just accept this new life.
Technically, you guess it could be worse. The stories you’ve heard from others about what men have done to them still lingers with you. Having König here might even be good. Two people means double the loot and more safety.
König turns and looks down at you. His eyes wander over your body once more as he eats a piece of fish. He sits down next to you and holds food out for you. You slowly raise your hand to grab it when he jerks the food away.
“Open.”
You’ve learned to not argue with him, so you open your mouth and let him feed you. He watches you with an intense gaze as you eat. Oil drips down your lips as you chew causing König to lean in and lick the oil before kissing you softly.
“You’re my wife now. If anyone asks, you’re mine. And if you try to run, I’ll chain you to me. Understand?”
“I- I understand.”
“Gut, mein kleiner Schatz.”
Part 3
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spaceycat · 2 months ago
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MORE CONGRESSMAN BUCKY PLS PLSPLSLSPSLSLS
YESS BABE!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT'S UP, ENJOY !! <3 (this is deprived from my congressman bucky barnes headcanons list !!)
⋆★⋆ hotel rooms & champagne ⋆★⋆
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♫ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: its ok im ok by tate mcrae (2:37)
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Bucky takes you on every campaign, every event - flying on his private jet and booking at the best hotels. Upon your arrival, you don't have to lift a single bag or ask for a single thing. Bottles of champagne and wine in an ice bucket, chocolates and strawberries on a platter. You think it's overkill, after all you and Bucky have been dating for years now and you dont understand why he still spoils you the way that you do.
But you can't deny that view, of course Bucky took the penthouse suite at the very top of the hotel - multiple windows looking out onto the city below.
You walked into the bedroom, looking at the king sized bed in the middle of the room - a canopy draped over it. You sat down, taking off your shoes, deciding to go take a bath and just relax before the event later that night. Not before helping yourself to a glass of champagne.
Your favourite parts of these hotels is the large bath that usually accompanies it, Bucky took note of that and only rents out hotel rooms that have bathrooms up to your standards.
As the bath slowly filled up with warm water and bubbles, you looked out at the view of the city lights - you soon shed off your clothes, tying up your hair as to not get it wet. Getting into the bath.
As the warm water enveloped your skin, you let out a soft sigh - the aches from travelling and walking dissipating. You took a sip of the champagne from the glass, settling further in - so much so you didnt hear the bathroom door open.
There was Bucky, watching you like a hawk. He knew he should be unpacking or getting his speech ready or something, but you completely drew him in.
He'd slip off his suit jacket, placing it on one of the chairs in the large bathroom. "I knew I'd find you in here."
You looked up at him, "You can join me, waters warm." "Is that so?" "Just get in here." "Don't have to tell me twice."
He took off the rest of his clothes, setting them aside - moving into the water behind you, his chest against your back. Hands gliding over your slick skin. "You look beautiful..." He'd place a hand under your jaw, directing you so he could place a kiss to your lips.
The kiss quickly turned heated, Bucky then turned you around in his lap - looking up at you. "We should get ready for the gala." "Fuck the gala. They wont start until I'm there, they can wait." He'd move foward whispering in your ear,"You wanted this bath, now I get to fuck you in it."
The sex was purely animalistic, Bucky pushed you onto your hands in knees into the bathtub - leaving you to grab onto the edge for support. His grip on your hips were bruising as he fucked into you, needing to let off a little steam. He'd place a hand on your neck, tilting your head back to look at you in the eyes as he ruined you. With that leverage he then pulled you back into his lap, the new position adding new pleasure. Safe to say you came at least 3 times, all the while he talked you through it.
But he wasn't done there, he then pulled you out off the bathtub, pulling your legs around his waist as he kissed you - he didn't bother to dry the either of you off, simply tossing you down on the bed.
There he kissed down your body, then lapped at your pussy like it was a meal from the gods themselves - placing a hand on your abdomen to keep you from squirming and bucking your hips into his hot mouth. Eating out the cum he put in you just minutes before, and as he kissed you afterwards you tasted the both of you on his tongue but you didn't complain.
And then you had to get dressed up, or more like Bucky was being needy afterwards and helped you get dressed - deciding which dress you'd wear with what heels, kissing your shoulder and slipping off your dress strap as he sat in the bed covers pooled at his waist as you placed on your heels, he wanted to go again.
You go to the even, Bucky having a hand on your lower back as you shake other congressman's hands as you know in the back of your mind that the man beside you ruined you only hours before.
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witchezandwonderz · 2 months ago
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Slow Justice
Pairing: Ivar x Reader Word Count: 5.3K Request: Hi can I request from ur prompt list pls can i have number 11 with Ivar Prompt Quote: "He begged me not to kill him. So I did it slow." A hurt Saxon lady finds unexpected affections with Ivar after her brother betrays her. Master List Prompt List (Requests are open) Tagged list: (If you want to be added or removed, please let me know.) @leftoverp1zza @somebody6468 @cheesesandwichsanto @diorpar @tessakate @miksmom-blog @whitedarkmoonflower @imagines-halfpai @thenameswinter99 @oddsnendsfanfics
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"You’re not what I expected."
His voice slid through the shadows behind me, low and dangerous. I didn’t turn. I let the silence stretch. A part of me thought that perhaps if I pretended as though he wasn't there, he would magically go away.
Harsh reality kicked in though, and before I knew it, he had grabbed both of my shoulders and turned me around.
"Disappointed?" I asked, keeping my voice steady, even bored. As if I hadn’t been counting his steps since he entered. As if my heart wasn’t a war drum beneath my ribs. As if I hadn't had the worst two weeks of my life.
"No." The smirk on his face grew more prominent. The glare within my eyes also grew more prominent. There was a silence, and then I heard the slow, deliberate rhythm of his crutch tapping against the stone floor. "I was hoping you'd break. That would've been easier."
"For who?"
He laughed then. Not a proper laugh, though- more of a bark. He had a glimmer in his eyes. He looked like a god carved from ice and rage. Beautiful, but unfortunately an asshole. Assholes are easy to identify- from my experience, anyway.
"If you're waiting for me to cry, Viking," I said, lifting my chin, "you’ll grow old before I give you that pleasure."
He stepped closer, the iron wolf’s head at the base of his crutch clicking with each movement. Measured. Predatory.
"Good," he murmured. "I hate begging. It spoils the kill."
I let out a breath of laughter, not due to amusement, but due to disbelief. His eyes widened at my unexpected reaction.
"To be honest with you, this time a month ago I was sat in my chambers, warm and cosy with a full belly," I stepped closer towards him, his eyes stayed glued to me, "then, suddenly, I find out that my own brother has sold me. Not just to a random Saxon man, no, but to a Viking. So now I am here, in your awful country with your awful people." My voice became raised, for I could not fathom the anger that was building within me.
Ivar continued looking me up and down, his eyes tracing my entire body as if to memorise it. After a pause, one that was filled with the sounds of my heavy breathing, he laughed again. Not a bark this time, but a genuine laugh.
"You are hungry?"
My mouth parted, and my brows furrowed.
"After everything I have just said to you, that is the part that you find most concerning?"
He nodded, and I concluded that this was a very strange man.
I threw both my hands in the air out of frustration, and then admitted defeat by sitting on the cold floor beneath me. Then I looked up at him,
"Yes."
He stared at me, confused, so I continued,
"Yes, I am hungry." I brought my knees up to my chest, and folded my arms around them. He laughed once more, nodded and then hobbled away.
After two days of complete silence, he started bringing me food. Not personally, of course- that would imply warmth, or care, or something dangerously close to softness. No, he gave the order, and his men brought. Always the same thing: thick black bread, salted fish, and once- just once- a sweet apple. I don’t know if it was intentional. I didn’t ask. I ate it anyway. It was worth it.
He doesn’t talk much when we’re alone. I think that’s why I find his presence bearable. He watches me more than he speaks. Like he’s trying to read a language he doesn’t know, but is too proud to admit it.
There was one night- Quite a while ago now- when he asked about my father. Just that. "Your father?" No context, no follow-up. I told him he died when I was twelve. Then I told him how. Then I told him my brother stood by and did nothing.
He listened. No interruptions. No mocking smirk.
"He is weak." He said after he had pondered for a moment or two. I feel as though this may have been the first thing he had said to me thus far that I agreed with.
That was the end of the conversation. He left me alone with the fire and a skin of mead, and I sat there trying to decide whether or not I hated him a little bit less.
I still haven’t decided.
The strangest part is that I don’t think he wants me to fear him anymore. Not like before. He knows I’m already angry. Already broken in some places. Maybe that makes me more useful. Maybe that makes me… entertaining.
Sometimes I wonder if he sees a reflection of himself when he looks at me.
Sometimes I worry that I do too.
Regardless, I am not dead. Yet.
I had a strange encounter with him a few nights ago; I was asleep, strangely so. It was perhaps the first somewhat decent night's sleep I have had since arriving here. My eyes fluttered open, and there Ivar was, right in front of me. Staring.
He told me, "I have been trying to wake you."
I was confused, he cannot have been trying to wake me, and I am certain of it; I have mastered the art of sleeping with one eye open, and in turn sleeping very, very lightly. Despite knowing this, I did not argue with him. Only a fool would have done that. I don't know why he was there, but regardless, he was.
"Why?" I asked him, followed closely by a yawn and a stretch.
There was a pause, and I stared at him expectantly. He nodded towards the bed, insinuating that he wanted to sit down. I nodded in agreement, and moved over slightly.
"You did not seem shocked when you got here."
I looked at him blankly, having no idea what he was speaking of. He understood my confusion and continued,
"You were told that this was an arrangement for peace, yet, it is not." He paused, turning his head to look at me once again.
"I was expecting a dramatic reaction when you got here, but it is like you already knew what was going on."
I looked at him, "I think this is the longest I have heard you speak."
He gritted his teeth, I laughed,
"I am joking, Ivar. You know, a joke? Like, ha ha."
He scratched his head, and I could tell that I had made him slightly uncomfortable- not my intention, but yes, I did enjoy it.
"I am not an idiot, I knew that my snake of a brother would ensure that I am as unhappy as possible."
He thought about this for a moment, and then nodded and hummed to himself- almost as though he was having a conversation with someone inside of his mind. Perhaps himself, or an unknown voice. That happens to me sometimes too.
He gave me a small smile, very small indeed. But a smile all the same, one that made me look at him properly. I looked into his eyes, and for the first time, there was something there. I could not pin point what exactly. A glimmer perhaps. A slight indication that he was human.
We stared at each other for a while, I am aware that this sounds strange- but after all, we are quite strange.
"You are strong." He said, and then patted my leg with his hand. Not a patronising pat, no. It was comforting. His hand lingered, the warmth felt pleasant.
Two mornings after this, I was awoken early and informed that I was needed at 'the training ground'- where on earth was that? I had only seen the inside of the building since being here.
The tunic and trousers he gave me were rough-spun, dyed the dark blue of the warriors here. They were also- very clearly- not meant for me.
The fabric clung to my body, a little too tight across my chest, snug around my hips. I tugged at the hem in irritation, feeling the heat of unwanted attention from the warriors who loitered nearby.
But it was Ivar’s gaze that burned the hottest.
He stood at the edge of the training ground, leaning lazily on his crutch, his blue eyes tracking every movement I made.
I pretended not to notice, but the flush rising to my cheeks betrayed me.
"Your stance is pathetic," he said, breaking the silence. His voice was sharp enough to cut flesh.
I adjusted my grip on the sword he’d tossed me. "Says the man who needs a stick to walk."
For a heartbeat, the entire field seemed to still. His jaw tightened- a visible crack in the ice- but then a laugh escaped him. Low, rough, surprised.
Before I could savor the victory, he moved. Fast.
His crutch hooked the sword from my hand, sending it clattering to the ground. I blinked at the empty space where it had been.
"Dead," he said, stepping closer. Close enough that I could see the faintest smirk playing at his lips.
My breath caught as I realised just how much he was still looking. Not at my face- at the way the borrowed clothes fit too tightly over my body.
I raised my chin defiantly. "If you're trying to intimidate me, you're going to have to do better than staring at my breasts."
His smile sharpened into something wolfish.
"Flatter yourself if it helps you fight," he said, voice low. His eyes dragged over me once more- slow, deliberate- before he turned on his heel and left me standing there, swordless, furious, and far too aware of the way my heart was hammering in my chest.
I did not want to fight. I never wanted to fight. I miss being me.
"Pick up your sword." He barked, now further away. I looked at the sword, and then I looked at him and huffed. I could pick it up. I could do what he wants. Yet, I do not want to.
"I could pick up the sword." I said aloud, "I could slit my own throat with it perhaps."
Ivar's eyes widened at my words, I stared at him blankly.
"Or I could slit my own wrists, it would be better than this living hell." I tried to stop tears from welling in my eyes. Part of me wanted to pick up the sword and end it all. The other part of me wanted to run and never stop.
I leant down slowly, and picked up the sword. Ivar watched me cautiously, his tongue in between his lips as he focused, shuffling closer towards me.
I changed my mind, instead kicking the sword further away. I could feel tears threatening to spill, so I turned on my heel and ran. I ran as fast as I could. Not to escape, no. But to save myself the embarrassment.
He found me later, though I thought I was hidden well. I was crying- really crying, hysterically. With my knees fixed to my chest, and my head buried within them, I sobbed. All of the emotions that had been building up had reached their tipping point.
He appeared in the doorway, leaning against the frame, his blue eyes studying me like I was some strange puzzle he couldn’t quite solve.
"What do you want?" I asked without turning around. My voice was sharp, but underneath, I could feel the weariness creeping in.
"I’ve brought your dinner," he said, the slight quirk of his lips suggesting I wasn’t going to like it.
I didn’t even bother to glance at the food. "You’ve brought it, but I’m supposed to eat it, right?" I asked dryly.
He chuckled, but it wasn’t the usual mocking laugh. This one was softer, almost... sympathetic? "You Saxon ladies always had your fine manners, didn’t you?" he said, stepping inside and sitting across from me. "Finer things in life, isn’t that what you’ve always had?"
I narrowed my eyes at him. "You really are full of yourself, aren’t you?"
He shrugged, unfazed. "Perhaps. But it’s true. You come from a place where you expect the best-beautiful things, soft fabrics, warm beds, sweet wines. A lady of... status. You’d be out of place here."
I crossed my arms tightly over my chest. "And what, you think I’m just going to bow to your rugged, barbaric ways?" I scoffed. "I’m not that easily impressed."
He smiled, but there was a hint of something else in it. "You might surprise yourself," he said softly, leaning forward just slightly. "You’re tougher than you think. You’re not the delicate little flower you pretend to be."
I felt a rush of irritation flood my chest. "I’m not pretending," I shot back, my voice sharp. "I’m just not a warrior, Ivar. I never asked for any of this."
He paused, the usual glint of amusement fading from his eyes as he studied me more carefully. "I know you didn’t ask for it," he said, his voice quieter now. "But that doesn’t change what you are. A Saxon lady with a fire inside you. A lady who’s used to having things her way, but is smart enough to know when she needs to adapt." He leaned back, crossing his arms, but his gaze never left mine. "You’ve got strength. I can see it."
I felt my breath catch. It wasn’t often anyone spoke to me like that-like they actually saw something in me. And for a brief moment, a flicker of doubt gnawed at me.
"Fine," I muttered, looking down at the floor. "I get it. I’ll adapt. But it doesn’t mean I have to like it."
He chuckled again, the sound a little warmer this time. "No one’s asking you to like it. Just to survive it. And trust me, you’re stronger than you give yourself credit for."
I huffed, rolling my eyes. "Flattery doesn’t suit you, Ivar. It’s almost... charming, and I hate that."
He raised an eyebrow. "Are you sure? Maybe you like it more than you let on." He leaned in, his gaze unwavering as he watched my reaction.
I clenched my jaw, trying to hide the warmth that was spreading across my face. "Don’t flatter yourself. You’re still a barbarian," I said, trying to make my voice as cold as possible, but failing miserably.
"I’m sure you’ll find that barbarian useful," he said with a slight smirk. "You don’t exactly have a choice."
The smirk was a little too charming for my liking, and it made my pulse race in a way I wasn’t prepared for. I quickly turned away to hide the sudden flush of heat that had spread across my cheeks.
But he wasn’t done yet. Ivar, in all his arrogance, reached out and gently placed a hand on the edge of my arm, just enough for me to feel his warmth. "I know you think you’re different from everyone here," he said, his voice low. "That you don’t belong. But you do. You’re more like us than you want to admit."
I stiffened at his touch, but I didn’t pull away. There was something in his voice, something soft but insistent, that made me hesitate. "I don’t want to be like you," I said quietly, still not meeting his gaze.
"You don’t have to be like me," he replied, his thumb brushing gently over my arm in a way that sent a shiver through me. "But you can be strong like me. I can teach you how."
I swallowed hard, my pulse thumping in my ears. "I don’t need your pity," I muttered, though my voice didn’t have the same sharpness as before.
Ivar didn’t answer right away. He just sat there, his fingers lingering for a moment longer than necessary. I could feel the tension building between us, but neither of us moved, neither of us spoke.
Then, finally, after what felt like an eternity, he sighed, almost regretfully. "You think I’m some kind of monster, don’t you?" he asked, his voice quieter than usual.
I blinked, startled by the question. "I-"
"Yeah, I can see it," he said before I could finish. "I’m no saint, I get it. But maybe I’m not as bad as you think." He paused, then added with a grin, "Though I’m still a hell of a lot better than your brother."
I couldn’t help it. A small laugh escaped me. "Now that’s something I can agree with," I said, my voice more light hearted than it had been in days. "I do not think that you are a monster, Ivar," I sighed, "I just am lonely, and I do not know who to trust." My voice broke at the last words, embarrassingly. As soon as I felt another tear fall, I buried my head back into my knees.
Surprisingly, I felt Ivar's hand on the side of my face, soft and comforting.
Even more surprisingly, I raised my own hand and held over his, leaning into his touch for a brief moment.
I kept my face buried though, meaning that my following words came out muffled and quiet, "even as a Saxon I could not trust anyone, I have never been loved by anyone. Nor have I ever been made to feel safe by anyone. I can't do it anymore."
Ivar didn’t respond right away, and for a long, quiet moment, all I could hear was the sound of my own ragged breathing. The weight of my words hung between us, heavy and raw. The fire crackled softly in the background, its warmth a strange contrast to the coldness that seemed to settle in my chest.
Then, slowly, as though contemplating each word before speaking it, Ivar let out a long breath. "You think I don’t know what that feels like?" His voice was low, rough-though not cruel, not in the way it usually was. He moved closer, though he didn’t touch me, as if to respect the fragile barrier I had put up.
"I’m not a saint," he repeated quietly, almost as if reminding himself. "I’ve been alone too. Longer than I’d like to admit. But you don’t have to do it alone anymore, not if you don’t want to."
I couldn’t look at him-not yet. I felt too vulnerable, too exposed. But the sincerity in his voice made something stir inside me, something I couldn’t name, something warm that conflicted with the cold distance I had built for myself over the years.
"I don’t know how to trust," I whispered, my voice catching as I tried to hold back the next wave of emotions. "I’ve never known what it feels like... to have someone who isn’t just using me or pretending to care."
Ivar’s hand remained on my face, a steady presence in the quiet. "I’m not your brother," he said, his voice firm but not unkind. "I’m not here to manipulate you or take advantage of you. You’re not some... pawn in a game to me, not anymore."
The words were simple, but they cut through me in a way I wasn’t prepared for. I let out a shaky breath, willing the tears not to come again, but they slipped out regardless.
Ivar didn’t move, didn’t pull away. Instead, his thumb traced the curve of my cheek, wiping away my tears as if it was the most natural thing in the world.
"You’re strong, you know that?" he said softly, his words a steady murmur. "I’ve seen it. In everything you do, in how you carry yourself. The world might’ve tried to break you, but you’re still standing. And that means something."
I shook my head, barely able to choke out a laugh. "You’re wrong," I muttered, my voice cracking. "I’m not strong. I’m just... I’m just tired."
Ivar’s fingers tightened on my cheek, his touch grounding me. "You think that’s all you are? Tired?" He gave a small, almost bitter chuckle, like he was sharing in some private joke. "You’re a Saxon lady, aren’t you? You’re more than that. You’ve survived everything they’ve thrown at you, and you’re still here, still fighting. You’re not just tired. You’re stronger than you think."
I wanted to argue, to tell him that he didn’t understand, that it was easier for him because he had power, because he had strength that I could never hope to match. But when I looked at him, when I saw the sincerity in his eyes, I couldn’t bring myself to speak. So instead, I took a risk. A huge risk.
I felt how close he was beside me, so I shuffled closer towards him and stretched my arms around his torso. He may throw me off, I thought. But I didn't care. It was a risk that I was willing to take. But he did not throw me off.
The tension between us had settled into a strange, unspoken understanding. Ivar didn’t pull away, and neither did I. Neither of us said anything, but the silence between us was different- softer, more fragile.
I wasn’t sure how long we sat there, the warmth of his chest against my back and the steady rhythm of his breath grounding me. He didn’t let go, and I didn’t want him to. I wanted to stay like that, to let the quiet moments pass, to allow myself to feel something other than fear and anger.
And then, without warning, Ivar shifted. His hand moved to my back, pulling me closer to him with surprising gentleness. Before I could react, he lifted me effortlessly, settling me onto his lap. My heart skipped a beat as I instinctively stiffened, but he didn’t force me to move, didn’t demand anything from me. He just held me, as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
I didn’t protest. I couldn’t. My body, despite the panic that briefly flared in my chest, seemed to understand the need for comfort in a way my mind didn’t. We didn’t speak, didn’t need to. His arms wrapped around me, strong but tender, holding me close but not restricting me.
For the first time in a long time, I allowed myself to relax into him. The weight of everything that had happened, the bitterness, the betrayal, the loneliness- just seemed to dissipate in the silence. All that existed was the warmth of his body against mine, the steady beat of his heart, and the sound of his breath.
I let my head rest against his chest, my fingers loosely clutching his tunic as if it were the only thing anchoring me in that moment. His scent- earthy, sharp, and strangely comforting- filled my senses, and I closed my eyes, breathing him in.
It was peaceful. Too peaceful.
And then, I felt it. His lips brushed my head, the kiss so light it was barely there, but it still sent a jolt through me. His lips lingered for just a heartbeat longer than necessary, a soft sigh escaping his chest as he gently rested his chin against my hair. It was such an unexpected gesture, such a small one, but it carried so much weight.
But then, it was as if a dam had broken. Ivar’s whole body stiffened beneath me, and I felt him pull away just slightly, his hands slipping from my back.
“What am I doing?” he muttered, his voice rougher than before. His grip on me loosened, and I felt the shift in his energy. There was a sudden awkwardness in his movements, and then he stood up, carefully lifting me from his lap and setting me back on the ground.
The air between us shifted again, charged with something unspoken, something neither of us knew how to deal with. Ivar didn’t meet my eyes. Instead, he muttered a curse under his breath and stood up abruptly, his crutch scraping the floor as he started to back away.
“I… I shouldn’t have- ” He stopped himself, words halting as he glanced at me, his eyes wide, a mix of confusion and discomfort written all over his face. “I’ll… I’ll give you space.”
Without another word, he turned and left the room, his footsteps fading down the hall.
I sat there for a long time after, the emptiness in the air thickening, as if the silence between us had grown into something more awkward and fragile than ever before.
I didn’t know what to feel. My heart was racing in my chest, my emotions a chaotic mess that I couldn’t untangle. There was something about his touch, about the way he held me, that left me aching for more. But I didn’t know if I could trust that, didn’t know if it was real or just another thing to make me weak.
The next week passed in a blur. I barely saw him. When I did, he kept his distance, his eyes avoiding mine, his movements stiff and hurried. I couldn’t understand it- what had changed between us? I felt as if we had crossed some line, but neither of us knew how to step back over it.
And then, just when I thought I was beginning to understand the distance between us, everything came crashing down.
The night my brother came for me started like any other, with the chill of the air seeping into my bones, the haunting silence of the compound. But that night, the silence was broken by the unmistakable sound of boots and the heavy rush of men.
I could feel the ground shaking beneath their march, hear the angry shouts of soldiers as they closed in. My breath caught in my throat. This wasn’t a rescue. This wasn’t a negotiation. My brother wasn’t here to bring me home. He was here to end me.
Panic flooded me, but I couldn’t move, couldn’t think, not fast enough. I rushed to the window, hoping against hope that I was wrong, that this was all just a nightmare. But no, there he was- my brother, standing tall in the moonlight, leading his men toward the fortress.
I turned, racing to the door, but it was already too late. The door was kicked open, and Ivar stormed in. His gaze flicked to mine, dark and intense, full of a mixture of worry and resolve.
“He’s here,” I managed to say, my voice trembling.
Ivar nodded, his face hardening, but there was something else in his eyes. Something soft, just beneath the surface. Something I didn’t understand.
“You stay close to me,” he commanded, his voice low but firm. “Do not leave my side.”
I didn’t have time to respond. The first arrow struck the side of the door before I could even react. The next came so quickly that I didn’t have time to move. I felt a sharp pain explode in my shoulder, my body jerked from the force, and I collapsed to the ground.
I screamed as the world around me spun, my shoulder burning with an intense fire. Blood began to spill down my arm, but I could feel the sting of something even worse. Another arrow. Another. Each one buried itself into my legs, pinning me in place. The pain was unbearable.
Ivar’s voice echoed through the chaos, full of rage. "No!" He shouted, and I felt hands lifting me, pulling me out of harm’s way. “Get her to safety!”
But I couldn’t keep my eyes open. I couldn’t hold on. Darkness crept in, and everything faded.
Ivar’s men carried her swiftly to the hidden chambers within the compound. Blood soaked her clothes, and her breath came in ragged gasps. The arrow in her shoulder had missed her heart, but her legs were another matter. She was in danger-of bleeding out, of losing everything. Ivar could barely breathe, his mind racing as he barked orders to his men.
He stayed close to her, his hands clenched in fists, torn between fury and helplessness. He couldn’t lose her. Not now. Not like this.
He paced the room, his eyes never leaving her still form as his men did what they could. The chaos outside intensified, but Ivar paid no attention. His only concern was her- her survival.
When the battle outside finally reached its bloody conclusion, Ivar and his men emerged victorious. Her brother, the bastard who had tried to kill her, was captured. Ivar didn’t waste time with niceties. His anger, his rage, boiled over, and he pulled her brother to the front of him.
“You have no idea what you’ve done,” Ivar hissed, his voice full of venom. “No idea what you’ve cost me.”
Her brother dropped to his knees, as he begged and pleaded not to be killed.
Ivar chuckled darkly. “I’m not letting you die quickly. You deserve to feel every second of what’s coming.”
The torture was slow, deliberate. Each blow, each action, was a reflection of the pain that he had caused. Ivar didn’t hold back. He showed no mercy. He did what was necessary. What was right. And as he finally ended his life, standing over him, bloodied and triumphant, he looked down at the lifeless body and whispered, “I love her, you coward.”
Ivar spent the next week by her side, never leaving. He stayed in her room, watching as her body slowly recovered. The wound on her shoulder was deep, but not fatal. The arrows in her legs had been removed, but the pain had left her in a restless, endless slumber. She had still not awoken from her long sleep.
Days passed, and Ivar didn’t sleep. He stayed awake, keeping vigil, the silence between them heavy with unspoken words. The sound of her soft breathing was the only thing that kept him from breaking. His heart was torn in two- half of him wanted to scream, wanted to unleash the fury of the gods for what had been done to her. The other half simply wanted to hold her, to never let her go.
Finally, she stirred. Her eyes fluttered open, but they didn’t focus. She was still caught between the realm of dreams and reality.
“Ivar...” she mumbled, her voice thick and weak. Her hand reached out, her fingers trembling as she touched his, as if feeling for the only thing that made her feel safe.
“I’m here,” Ivar whispered, his voice low, barely audible.
She rambled, her words coming in a disjointed mess, half-sentences slurred by the haze of her fever. "I need Ivar... I feel safe with Ivar.. I love you, Ivar... don’t leave me..."
The words hit him like a thunderclap, his chest tightening as he listened. She was still caught in the aftermath of her injuries, her mind fractured with exhaustion, but her confession- her vulnerable, broken confession- shattered something deep within him.
He climbed into the bed beside her, carefully pulling her into his arms, feeling the warmth of her body, the fragile beat of her heart against his chest. His own heart hammered in his chest as he buried his face in her hair.
“I love you too,” he whispered, the words feeling so raw, so right, despite everything that had happened. “I’ll never let this happen again. I’ll keep you safe, I swear it.” He did know if she could hear him, but he spoke nonetheless.
Her hand curled into his, and she relaxed against him, her breathing finally evening out, though she was still far from fully awake.
He pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead, his lips lingering there, feeling the warmth of her skin against his.
“He begged me not to kill him,” Ivar murmured, his voice full of emotion, as if confessing to a truth that weighed heavy on his heart. “So I did it slow. He didn’t deserve the quick death, not after what he did to you.”
For now, the war was won. The battle had been fought.
He did not know why he felt so deeply for her. He did not know what would happen in the future. He just hoped that she would not betray him.
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Lando Norris x Indie Singer! Reader
summary: When Lando accidentally tags a stranger in his recent post, little does he know she’s the singer whose songs he often listens to.
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user1 every once in a while, you get a post from lando.jpg
user2 that coffee lowkey looks bad
user3 that laughing pic is priceless! Pure sunshine.
user4 is he finally gonna be active?
user5 Okay but who’s that random girl tagged?
user5 nvm she's a musician I think? Maybe he likes her music lol.
user6 still, it's kinda weird of him to tag her
user5 true. maybe it's an accident 🤷‍♂️
user7 Photo dumps >>>> everything else. Elite content.
user8 that second pic is literally sunshine in human form.
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📍The Ruby Room, Manchester
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ynusername thank you for the love recently… not sure what’s in the air but I’m grateful.
ps: London, you’re next — tickets in bio before they disappear! . . . more
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user9 the way you keep getting better every single show!!
user10 i was there and i’m still thinking about this night… magic fr. ❤️ by author
ynusername glad you had a great time 🥰
urfriend1 you absolutely owned the stage that night. proud doesn’t even cover it. ❤️ by author
user11 came here bc of THAT IG tag and now I’m obsessed. pls drop your set list
ynusername 😅 welcome, I guess
user12 umm new fans? welcome to the best corner of the internet.
gracieabrams you shine so effortlessly it’s rude!!! can’t wait to see you soon angel ❤️ by author
ynusername looking forward to seeing you too ❤️ by gracieabrams
urfriend2 still not over your vocals. london is NOT ready. ❤️ by author
user13 i’ve been listening since the cafe ep and i’m so happy more people are finding you!!
user14 she’s talented, humble AND pretty? lando has taste, I fear.
user15 ok but why do I feel like this is the beginning of a romcom
user14 somebody take down notes!!
user16 ON IT
user17 everyone who sees her live says she sounds even better in person. believe them & get those tickets! ❤️ by author
user18 not me coming for the tea and staying for the vibes.
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ynusername haha, glad you like my music random tagger
lando thank god for accidently tagging you
user19 he's awake people!
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lando another photo dump.
go to sleep for 8 hours and suddenly the internet’s investigating my every move
also yes, I know. wrong tag. I was half asleep. chill x
(also, good music taste confirmed)
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user20 “wrong tag” sure babe that’s what they all say
user21 nah bc you tagged an actual indie angel and didn’t even realize???
user22 sleepy Lando is dangerous Lando and I support it fully
user23 I KNEW that was her!! her music is so good I’m screaming
user24 not him tagging her again 😭
lando it's on purpose this time, I swr
user24 SKJSI HELLO?
ynusername guess I should thank your sleepy brain for the promo lol ❤️ by author
lando u mean I’m not getting free tickets after all that? tragic
ynusername hmm, let me think abt it
user20 why do I kinda... ship them??
gracieabrams this is better than any rom-com I’ve seen lately
user25 OMG HELLO KWEEEN
user20 she's so real for this
user26 this is either the start of a love story or the weirdest PR mixup ever
georgerussell63 Impressive. Truly. Can’t wait for the wedding.
user20 GEORGE 😭❤️
user27 we love a supportive friend
user28 NOT GEORGE COMMENTING
user29 someone get this man off his phone when he’s tired PLEASE
user30 this is my Roman Empire now
user31 he said “wrong tag” but the universe said “fate”
user32 honestly if he accidentally tagged me I’d just go with it. soulmate speedrun
oscarpiastri This is why we don’t let you post unsupervised.
user27 oh no
user20 here comes the entire grid
lando ok dad. it was one time. relax.
user33 so... it wasn't a soft launch?
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ynusername currently packing for london (no accidental tags this time, promise)
see you soon, maybe even you
tickets still up for grabs — link in bio xx . . . more
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user9 he beat me liking first by a minute, A MINUTE 👹
user34 okay grandma, it's time for Meds
user9 👹👹
gracieabrams 🤔
ynusername 🤨
user35 HELLO?
user36 “maybe even you” — okay, now you’re teasing us
user37 we know who you are referring to... and we stan
user38 if this is the soundtrack to the 2025 F1 season, sign me up
user39 someone tag Lando so he knows it’s definitely him
user40 ꩜lando
urfriend1 save me a seat and a snack pls ❤️ by author
user41 I swear, this whole thing is like a rom-com script and I want to watch
lando am I getting that free ticket? 🙏
ynusername 🤭
user42 HELLO?
user43 JAJSIS
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ynusername london, you were insane. thank you for selling out the show and making it a night i’ll probably never shut up about. still trying to process it all.
also…met the guy who accidentally tagged me. 10/10, would get mistakenly tagged again 💘 . . . more
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lando was it really that much of an accident? also: 11/10 would tag again. ❤️ by author
ynusername guess i’ll let it slide since your playlist is decent
lando 😍
user9 👹
user44 ꩜user9 I think your "number 1 YN fan" title is slowly getting revoked
user45 ARE YOU TELLING US YOU DID IT ON PURPOSE?
user46 someone please tell them we can all see this flirting happening in 4k
oscarpiastri i blinked and now you're on tour??
user33 so... is this THE soft launch orrr?
user47 OK, but can we talk about Lando's fit??
user48 I can't, too busy looking at how pretty YN is 😍😍
urfriend1 the way you sold out LONDON?? pop off bestie!! also… accidental soulmate era??? ❤️ by author
user49 we saw the accidental tag arc turn into the accidental love story arc. proud of you, queen.
user50 girl you had the f1 fandom and the indie crowd in a chokehold last night. multiverse of madness fr.
user51 I understood that that reference
gracieabrams can confirm: she cried backstage. it was beautiful. you’re magic, YN. ❤️ by author
ynusername ILYSM 😭😍
user52 this show healed a part of me I didn’t know needed healing. love you sm. ❤️ by author
user53 wild how one wrong tag turned into this. unreal.
user54 can’t believe we witnessed an entire meet-cute-to-backstage moment in real time.
urfriend2 no because i teared up when you said “thank you, London” you deserve all of this. ❤️ by author
ynusername your gonna make me cry again 😭❤️
lando thank you so much for last night. you were great and amazing. ❤️ by author
ynusername “great and amazing” I'm afraid your stroking my ego too much
lando it's true tho ❤️ by author
user55 quit flirting
user56 Tha “💘” emoji ✋😭 she's in love ya'll
user57 everyone say “thank you YN for feeding us with lando content”
user58 the most amazing show EVER
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lando didn’t know tagging someone half-asleep would get me front row at a sold-out show.
10/10 night. great music, even better company.
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user59 i love this arc so much i’m crying
maxfewtrell suddenly he's a music critic. (also that first pic... artistic.) ❤️ by author
user60 not him being front row at the concert like a proud boyfriend— I mean, fan!!
user61 almost slipped there bud
user62 no because he really said “let me go support her in style”
ynusername at least you followed the sign rules. barely. (glad you enjoyed the show) ❤️ by author
lando technically… the drink was in hand, but I didn’t go beyond the area — loophole secured.
ynusername “technically” 🤓☝️
lando ... am I.. getting bullied?
ynusername no 😘
user63 gaslight, gatekeep, girlbossed
user63 he understood the assignment. full support.
user64 i don’t know what this means but I love this for us
user65 THE FACT HE STAYED FOR THE WHOLE SHOW i’m sobbing
user66 love love love the soft launches 😍
user67 this is their first meet-up. chill
user68 they're not dating
user69 not yet 😏
ynusername so... when am I gonna be at YOUR “show”??
lando well... i do have a race this weekend 🤔
user70 YA'LL. PADDOCK YN ERA???
user71 WAG YN ERA
user72 YA'LL THIS IS GOING WAY TOO FAST BUT I'M HERE FOR IT
user73 JUST KISS ALREADY!!
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user74 THE OUTFIT?? THE VIBE?? THE EVERYTHING?? our indie queen is SERVINGGGG
user26 i zoomed in and that’s 100% Silverstone concrete. don’t ask how I know. I just do.
user75 naah that's insane😭
user76 she’s the reason my standards are unrealistic now thanks
user77 you mean “getting coffee before MY man’s big day”??
user78 Mirror selfie = checking fit. Walking coffee = late to the paddock? Caption = coded message. Conclusion: She’s there
user9 hope your day is beautiful just like u!! ❤️ by author
user79 that’s a pre-race latte if I’ve ever seen one.
gracieabrams the calm before the very sparkly storm… proud of you always ❤️ by author
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user26 I KNEW IT. I knew she was gonna show up at Silverstone!!
user75 I never should've doubted you
user80 oh we definitely lost her to the paddock life
user81 once they shop for merch, it’s over. she’s one of us now.
user82 her??? in the garage??? oh this is getting GOOD.
gracieabrams you’re living out a romcom and I support it fully
user83 number 1 lanyn supporter ❤️ by gracieabrams
lando 👀🤐 ❤️ by author
user84 ARIANA WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
ynusername don't you have a race mr 🤨?? ❤️ by lando
user85 uh oh
user86 busted!
user9 okay but I miss your voice already… any shows coming up after this mini F1 arc?
ynusername mini f1 arc is such a funny way to put it. but yes!! new dates soon xx
user9 OMGGG YESSS
user87 You at an F1 race wasn’t on my 2025 bingo card but I’m here for it. Any album teasers tho??
user88 even in merch you still look ethereal. how is that fair? ❤️ by author
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ynusername still figuring out what everything means but… p3 sounds pretty great, right? silverstone was insane today. proud of #4 (even if I needed help reading the timing screen)
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lando You’re learning fast, I’m impressed. Might have to bring you along for luck now. ❤️ by author
user89 just ask her out at this point bro
ynusername ^^^
lando I saw that 🤨
user90 WGAT SAW WHATT?
ynusername ꩜lando no you didn't. shut up
user90 SAW WHATT
user91 "Still figuring it out" girl you’re already a paddock regular now pls
user92 We lost her to the grid, didn’t we.
user9 😔
user93 the way she casually soft-launches her f1 era LIKE THIS??
mclaren Solid choice in drivers ❤️ by author
user94 naahh, she didn't choose the driver, the driver chose her (not accidentally, allegedly)
user95 she said “i don’t know what’s happening but yay for P3” why is that honestly so cute 😭
user96 Drop the next single inspired by the sound of race cars pls, or a certain driver 😳
ynusername 📝📝
user96 I frickinn love you 😭💕💕
user97 Do we get more shows soon? Or are you touring garages now?
gracieabrams who even are you right now and why do I love it??❤️ by author
ynusername 😘
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trackside.talk Just a random girl in the McLaren garage… except she’s not.
Turns out the “random girl” some of y’all spotted during the race is actually indie singer ꩜ynusername—yes, the one Lando accidentally tagged a few weeks ago.
Fast forward to now: she’s posted about the race, he’s commented on her posts, and now she’s sitting in his garage.
Accidental tag? Sure . . . more
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user98 WAIT WHAT. This is the girl from the wrong tag post?!
user99 That’s HER?! YA'LL SHE'S SO PRETTY WTH
user100 are they dating?
user101 not yet, at least.
user102 nothings been confirmed
user103 just because she’s there doesn’t mean they’re dating omg
user100 chill bro, I just asked
user104 people really be shipping real humans after two interactions
user105 real
user106 not y’all acting surprised like we haven’t been INVESTED since day 1
user107 next concert’s gonna be full of papaya I fear
user108 this has clout-chase written all over it 🤣
user109 if she’s the paddock princess now, I support it
usee110 hate all you want, she’s talented and he looks happy. stay mad!
user111 she’s clearly using this moment. who even listened to her music before?
user112 lando
user113 literally lando
user114 lando and thousands of HER fans. fans SHE earned.
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꩜mcblushing WHAT DO YOU MEAN "SPOTTED" WHERE ARE THEY GOING??? TOGETHER???
꩜bemyyn y’all said she was clout chasing and here she is FLYING SIDE BY SIDE WITH HIM???
꩜mclarensupremacy maybe they were just… idk… at the same airport? wild thought 🤷‍♀️
꩜chaoticpaddock "just friends" but they’re dressing like a soft launch Pinterest board.
꩜griddyforlando not to be dramatic but if they’re dating I need a minute. or ten.
꩜imjustghirl real cuz you cannot tell me there's nothing going on between them
꩜getoverittttt They haven't even confirmed anything. Relax. Let people live???
꩜itgirlynbutbritish They were so cute in Silverstone though… LET ME SHIP IN PEACE.
꩜getoverittttt why do I even bother 🤦‍♀️
꩜delulu4norris Do you think they held hands while checking in or am I projecting too hard?
꩜cantgetabreak I think ur just delusional
꩜delulu4norris living up to my username, I see
꩜musictofuelme I just started listening to her music bc of all this mess and now I’m in my feelings. thanks for the heartbreak YN.
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user115 interesting slide 2
user116 that's what caught your attention???
user117 I'm more interested in slide 4 and 6
user116 IKR? She's not very sleek 🤭
user118 that's suspiciously a familiar hoodie
user119 UGH THAT FIRST PIC IS JUST UGH
user120 PRETTTYY GIRL SPOTTED 😍
urfriend1 what have you done lmao ❤️ by author
user121 an official soft launch FINALLY
user9 I need that album done by tonight ❤️ by author
ynusername LMAO aye aye captn
user9 I FRICKINN LOVE U ❤️ by author
user9 it's finally time.. the day I can finally say that, I was here since the beginning 😌 ❤️ by author
ynusername don't listen to them my number 1 supporter 😘
user9 I beat you ꩜lando
user122 she’s not confirming it but she’s not denying either.
user123 give the internet a crumb and we bake a whole wedding cake.
gracieabrams literally can't wait
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ynusername HELLO???? I was on ꩜fallontonight???? what is life. thank you for having me, I think I blacked out mid-smile
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lando 👏👏👏🧡 ❤️ by author
user124 🤔🤔
user125 I know what u are
gracieabrams YOU DID THAT. I cried a little. okay a lot. ❤️ by author
ynusername ILY now it's ur turn 💕 ❤️ by gracieabrams
user126 SHE ATE. the vocals??? ❤️ by author
user127 drop the behind the scenes pls miss girl
ynusername coming soonn
fallontonight We loved having you!! (and your chaos) ❤️ by author
ynusername still so surreal
user128 no bc imagine Jimmy Fallon trying to process you mid-freakout backstage
ynusername not hard cuz he was literally RIGHT there
user128 omg yn 😭
ynusername 😭😭✋ don't remind me pls
user129 you ate. left no crumbs. chewed. swallowed. burped politely ❤️ by author
ynusername I love this comment sm. permission to use this?
user129 OMGSJDJ anything you say gorgeous 😍 ❤️ by author
user130 no man in sight. she really said career first
user131 we love a passionate kween 😍
urfriend1 SO PROUD OF U ❤️ by author
urfriend2 can't wait for what's to come ❤️ by author
lando so proud ❤️ by author
ynusername 💘 ❤️ by lando
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ynusername you guys win. i can’t take it anymore. ya’ll make me insane. so here it is: yes. it’s him. he’s mine. i like him a stupid amount.
no tags needed, ya'll already know who he is 🤷‍♀️
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lando she finally cracked. worth the wait tbh. ❤️ by author
ynusername don’t flatter yourself. (ily) ❤️ by lando
oscarpiastri we know you would've caved if she hadn't
user131 you’re telling me THIS MAN was playing the long game???
user132 sir. you have no idea what you’ve put us through. but congrats!!!
user134 I JUST DROPPED MY PHONE IN THE TOILET. ARE YOU HAPPY????
user135 you know what. i can sleep peacefully now.
user136 I feel like I was personally involved in this relationship. This is MY wedding.
gracieabrams this is so good for my soul. finally. ❤️ by author
user137 strangers to friends to hard launch is my favorite trope, thank you for this masterpiece
user138 this soft launch turned hard launch hit like a freight train.
user139 she sings, she serves, she secures an F1 driver. queen behavior
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lando yeah, yeah, she’s mine now. Guess I gotta admit—accidental tag or not, I’m stuck. No refunds.
(In all seriousness, I'm glad I tagged you ꩜ynusername one last tag for love 🧡)
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ynusername my number 1 🧡
user9 congratulations ig 🙄 (SRSLY THO, SO HAPPY FOR YOU) ❤️ by ynusername
lando I'll be at every concert ❤️ by ynusername
ynusername and I'll be at every race ❤️ by author
user140 ngl... that would make a good lyric
ynusername 👀👀✍️✍️ ikr
user141 how did u bag this baddie?
maxfewtrell Mate, didn’t know you were THAT whipped 😂 ❤️ by author, ynusername
ynusername I tend to have that affect ❤️ by maxfewtrell
maxfewtrell just make sure I don't see you guys having it off whenever I'm around
ynusername I had to Google what that means 😭 max pls ✋
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I made this while watching Monaco qualifying and during the race and guess who won? That's right people, Lando— fucking —Norris 🧡 Not only that, he set a monaco lap record 👏👏 Splendid race. I was wishing for Charles to somehow take pole but at least they got P2, which is not too bad considering I was slowly losing hope for Ferrari 😭
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lucyrose191 · 2 years ago
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hey i had an idea and i love your seb x reader writing so i wanted to send this to you! driver! reader has a really big accident during a race like shes in a coma for some time seb becomes this completely closed off person but he visits you everyday so one day he comes to the hospital ig and readers heart stopped or something but then she comes back to life and wakes up or she dies idk if they have kids but would be nice if they’re married. idk i leave it up to you just give me some angst pls 🙏🙏🙏
COME BACK TO ME| S.VETTEL
Pairing; Sebastian Vettel x Wife!driver!reader
Summary; Sebastian’s world is turned upside down when he finds out the reason behind the red flag, the aftermath is just as torturous as the moment he got the news.
Warnings; Serious crash (a bit like Jules Bianchi’s), angst, coma, severe injuries, Sebastian’s sad :( Also Kimi and Seb bickering like children.
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It was no secret that Formula One was a dangerous sport, the fans knew it, the FIA knew it and the drivers knew it; but there are decisions that need to be made in order to protect the drivers because their safety should be the number one concern.
So when the FIA decided that that the weather in Suzuka wasn’t severe enough to postpone or cancel the race, pretty much every driver was against getting back on the track, there had already been a crash and to continue was just plain stupid.
Y/N knew that everyone, including the drivers, had their eyes on her. She had won the last few seasons and was the one to beat.
She never had a problem driving in the rain, in fact most of the time it added to the thrill of the race but when you could hardly even see the steering wheel you were holding, it wasn’t fun, it was scary.
She didn’t really know what had happened, she was battling Max Verstappen who had been recently promoted to RedBull; she’s been enjoying the challenge the younger driver is offering her but there were times that she didn’t agree with his decisions, they could be extremely risky and not in a good way, in a way that could cause some serious damage to either him or someone else and it seemed that this time was one of those times that his risks had consequences.
She had been ahead of him when she felt the contact that had been made to the back of her car, it wasn’t light at all, it sent her spinning completely off the track and with the slippery track and the rain continuing to pour she could not stop the car no matter how hard she tried to gain control.
She heard the gasps of the crowd as her car flipped and spun but it faded away as she tried to keep herself from moving about too much in her car; wondering how long it would take for her to stop.
Y/N did stop, eventually, but the moment she felt the contact she knew something was wrong. It felt like she had hit a brick wall, she heard the crumpling of the car’s structure before a pain like no other filled her entire body; her head throbbed and her eyes fluttered closed, her body shrouded by the remains of her car and the heavy rain.
"Red flag, Sebastian, you’re heading into the pits," Riccardo spoke over the radio.
"Fuck sake! I told you guys we shouldn’t have been sent back out here, what happened?" To say he was angry was an understatement, for the FIA to risk the lives of every driver on this track was ridiculous and quite frankly plain stupid.
"What happened, who was it?" He asked again when he wasn’t given an answer, pulling into the pits behind the two Redbulls.
"There’s been a crash, no response," Riccardo vaguely replied.
Sebastian sighed in frustration at the lack of information and detached his steering wheel, pulling himself out of the car, he didn’t even have time to pull his helmet off before Max was walking up to him and grabbing his arms.
"Seb I’m so sorry, I lost my grip and I couldn’t control it and we just collided-"
Sebastian shook his head, cutting Max off. "What are you talking about, what happened?"
Max simply stared at Seb for a moment, guilt filling his entire body as he realised Sebastian had absolutely no idea. "Seb, it’s Y/N…."
It was as thought the world had stopped turning, Max’s voice had faded away along with the sound of the crowds and everything else around him, the only thing he heard were his racing thoughts as he remembered Riccardo’s words.
No response
No response
No response
He looked up at the big screen that was showing the wreckage live, his heart dropped, the car was completely crushed and she was still in it.
He saw as a few of the Marshalls looked towards the ground briefly before looking into the direction of the camera as they all started making the same gesture, not even a minute later the screen was shut off so that no one could see what was happening.
Sebastian didn’t register his feet moving or the drop of Max’s hand from his shoulder but the next moment he was storming into the Mercedes garage demanding for some sort of information.
If it was any other driver entering their garage without permission they would’ve been immediately kicked out but knowing that Sebastian was here for no other reason that to know if his wife was okay they didn’t mention the red race suit that stood out against everyone else’s black and white uniform.
Seeing that Sebastian was simply stood there, seemingly not knowing what to do, Toto walked over to him and directed him away from his team so that they could talk.
"There was no response over the radio so we can assume that she’s unconscious, she went into that barrier at an incredible speed and the from the damage we can see there’s no way she isn’t injured in some way so she’s going to be airlifted to the nearest hospital, okay?" He spoke in a low voice so that no one could hear besides the two of them.
Sebastian made no indication that he had registered Toto’s words but he did swallow thickly before simply walking away and making his way into his own garage; he didn’t speak to anyone, instead heading straight to his drivers room.
He has taken the quickest shower of his life and changed into regular clothes, he had no intention of getting back into that car this weekend and if anyone expected him to then they were delusional.
As soon as he walked through the doors of the hospital he was approached by an older looking nurse that seemed to have been waiting for him and he could tell by the look on her face that he wasn’t going to hear anything good.
She gestured him to follow her; she lead him into an empty hospital room and gestured for him to sit down on one of the two chairs that were underneath the window, she took the other.
"Mr Vettel, I’m going to be straight with you because I wouldn’t want anyone to beat around the bush if I was in your position. The speed and force at which your wife crashed into barrier quite frankly should have killed her so bear that in mind when I go over her injuries with you because they might sound bad but for what happened I’d say she got out lucky."
Her words cut through Sebastian like a knife, tearing into his skin to leave him vulnerable to whatever she has to say next. Though, he’s grateful she’s telling him how it is instead of sugar coating the severity of everything just so that he’s not uncomfortable, he wants to understand and be aware of what exactly has happened so he gulped and nodded for her to continue.
She didn’t look at him sympathetically which he was thankful for but her expression was comforting. "The impact shattered Mrs Vettel’s tibia and fibula in her right leg, three of her ribs were also broken and a few of them are bruised, during the crash something must have made contact with your wife’s head because when we were cutting the helmet off the back of it was already broken through and it’s caused her some severe trauma to her head."
It was as though Sebastian felt the pain with each injury that was listed, the nurse was explaining it precise and slow so that he could probably understand it but there was really only one thing he wanted to know. "Is my wife going to be okay?"
This time the nurse did look at him sympathetically as she saw the pure worry in his eyes, she could see the love he felt for the Mercedes driver and the pain that this was causing him.
"Your wife is in surgery right now to fix both bones in her leg and suture up the injury on her scalp, her ribs should heal by themselves in at least six weeks but will most likely be longer, the thing we’re most worried about however is when she’s going to wake up. Whilst the knock on her head hasn’t caused any internal bleeding, we do think that’s the reason she was unconscious and not the crash itself."
Sebastian’s blood went cold at her words, "So-what, she’s in a coma?"
The woman nodded in confirmation. "Yes, it’s hard to determine when a person in a coma is going to wake up because each person is different when they’re in a position like this and I’m aware of how difficult this is for you to hear but whilst she’s in this state, it’s really the best time for her injuries to heal and hopefully she’ll wake after the worst of the pain has passed."
"How long do you think she’ll be in the coma for?"
"It varies from person to person but I’d say anywhere between a few weeks to a few months."
Sebastian nodded his head, glancing down to his lap where he was fiddling with his wedding ring. "Thank you." He simply muttered to the nurse who took that as her cue to leave.
"Mrs Vettel will be brought here after her surgery is complete, you’re welcome to wait until then or if you wish to go and come back after they’re finished we can give you a call if-"
"I’ll wait," Sebastian interrupted her and she nodded before leaving the room, closing the door behind her.
Sebastian sighed heavily into the silence of the room, placing his head in his hands; now that he was alone the strong front he had put up had disappeared, before he could stop it his eyes were watering and silent tears were falling into his hands.
He didn’t know how long he sat like that before he heard the doors to the room open and a bed was wheeled in by four or five doctors, once the bed was locked in the middle of the room all of them left but one.
The man was probably in his forties but he seemed kind enough as he regarded Sebastian. "You must be Mr Vettel?"
Sebastian hastily wiped his eyes before rubbing his hands on his legs, nodding his head.
The doctor smiled before speaking. "The surgery went well, both bones in your wife’s leg have been reconstructed but those pins will have to stay there for a month or two and afterwards she’ll need physical therapy to regain her strength back and the cut to her head has been sutured up with no issues. A nurse will come by tonight to check her vitals and ensure everything is okay, they usually do checkups every 6-8 hours but if you need something then feel free to press the button."
"I will, thank you." Sebastian smiled weakly.
"As you are her husband you can come and go as you like, you are more than welcome to have someone come and take your place when you want to go and shower or rest. If anyone wishes to come and visit then visiting hours are between 8am and 8pm, after that we only permit one person to stay."
The doctor left shortly after and after taking a deep breath Sebastian got up from his seat beneath the window and made his way to the bed.
The sight of her made him want to burst into tears all over again, she had cuts and bruises all over her face and arms, her right left was resting on a pillow but trapped inside a metal brace that was attached to the pins inside her leg, her head was bandaged to protect the stitches on from the pillow she was laying on.
She looked lifeless and the sight of it pretty much tore him in two.
He didn’t know what to do, he was here alone and the love of his life almost died.
He carefully leaned against the edge of the bed, making sure he didn’t budge anything he shouldn’t before carefully grabbing her left hand, it was bare of any rings and Sebastian hoped that they were in her driver’s room somewhere and not lost because she was so protective over them rings and would be pissed if they were lost.
He brought her hand to his lips and pressed a soft kiss to the back of it.
It was way too silent in here, he hated it.
He leaned his body forward and pressed his face into the pillow, being mindful that he wasn’t hurting her even if she was unconscious and most likely wouldn’t feel it.
"Please come back to me, Liebling. I need you so much."
Sebastian didn’t leave the hospital that night, he had dragged the chair across the room so he could spend the night beside his wife, he hardly slept instead choosing to sit and simply watch as she ‘slept’ hoping that if he stayed awake long enough then eventually she would wake up.
She didn’t.
He had countless messages from family and drivers but he didn’t answer them, he knew not answering her family was selfish but he found that he really only cared about Y/N and no one else, that and he wasn’t ready to talk about it.
He messaged her and his parents this morning explaining what the doctors had told him yesterday but had left the other messages unread.
Not once had he let go of her hand, not when the nurses came in every couple of hours to do their checkups or when they brought him something to drink or eat, most of which went untouched.
He couldn’t explain the heartache he was feeling, to have the person you love the most in the world be in such a vulnerable position was heart wrenching, especially when it was your job and vow to protect them.
He couldn’t have stopped that crash but he will make sure he is around for every step of her recovery process.
Sebastian was thankful that there wasn’t a race this week because there was no way he was leaving her in the hospital alone to get in the car, he wasn’t in the right mindset anyways.
It seemed silly that he was also thankful that there was only four races left and Y/N had already won the championship otherwise he would’ve been devastated for her.
A knock at the door tore him away from his thoughts and he assumed that it was a nurse but was proved wrong when Max walked through the door with flowers in his hand.
Sebastian pursed his lips and looked down, he couldn’t even look at the man knowing that he was the reason his wife was unconscious in the hospital.
He knew it was wrong to blame him because he had no grip and the weather was no help but he was aware of the way the younger lad drove and knew that he took unnecessary risks, risks that could’ve killed the woman he loved.
"Uhm," Max cleared his throat awkwardly. "I messaged to see if it was okay for me to come but I didn’t get an answer and I just needed to see if she was okay."
Sebastian bit his tongue which was hard when everything inside him wanted to turn and shout at the RedBull driver that this was all his fault and he had no right to come here when he was the reason she was here in the first place, and his wife didn’t even like fucking roses so be can shove them up his arse for all Sebastian cared.
"Is she okay?"
Sebastian scoffed at the question, looking up at Max as if questioning his sanity. "Does she look okay?"
Max looked at him guiltily before glancing away, not being able to stand the look of complete despair in the German’s eyes.
"Just leave," Sebastian shook his head. "My wife’s pretty much on her death bed right now because of you and I really don’t need you coming here pretending like you care when we both know that that the only thing you care about when you’re in that car is yourself, not anyone else and certainly not their lives."
Max bit back the retort that’s on the end of his tongue knowing that the man was not in the right place right now so he placed the flowers on the table by the door and took his leave.
Sebastian sighed and tipped his head back to try and stop himself from crying, he needed to stop crying, he hadn’t done anything else in the last 24 hours.
It had been a week and Sebastian had talked to no one, none of the drivers had tried to visit so he assumed that Max had warned them to stay away which he was glad.
He had left the hospital only twice to pack some clothes and essentials for the two of them, Y/N still hadn’t woken up but the bruising on her face and arms was going down and the doctors had said her ribs were healing nicely.
He had never realised how much he had depended on her and needed her until he didn’t have her to depend on.
He loved her so much and felt like he was going insane with her right next to him but not exactly there at the same time.
Shortly after Max had left that day, two nurses had came in with Y/N’s race suit, fireproofs, balaclava, gloves, boots, two halves of her race helmet and her rings.
Sebastian had wasted no time in placing her rings back onto her hand, he didn’t think she looked right without them and knew that if she woke up without them on her hand she wouldn’t be impressed.
He had almost cried again when he picked up both pieces of her helmet and saw the place where she had been stricken on the head, there was a gash that went right through the helmet and a large red stain on her balaclava that would be beneath where the hole on her helmet is.
He had told his and Y/N’s parents that there was no point in flying in to visit until she was awake and they agreed, he also assumed that the teams had all flown back to their headquarters or the next race location so he was here alone.
Quite frankly, Sebastian didn’t know what to do, there was a race in America this week and even though it was the last thing on his mind and the last thing he wanted to do he knew that he had an obligation to be there, he couldn’t just not show up and it seemed like Britta had the same idea as he saw her name pop up on his phone trying to call him, it wasn’t the first time but it seemed like she was unrelenting this time.
"What do you want?" He sighed as he pressed the phone against his ear, running a hand over his face.
"Oh, so you are alive!" Her surprised voice was way too loud in his ear.
"Just tell me what you want, Britta." Sebastian had no time or patience for her teasing or jokes.
"You need to be in America in three days, Sebastian, I understand that you don’t want to see anyone and the last thing you want to do is get in a car but you do have an obligation to be there." She told him sadly.
"I have an obligation to take care of my family, Britta, I couldn’t give a shit about racing."
"You can’t stay in Japan, Seb."
"What do you want me to do, leave her here in a different country by herself?"
"I think you should move her to a facility in Switzerland for starters so that you can at least be near home."
Sebastian stayed silent, he couldn’t argue with that logic, it probably would be better, even for Y/N so that she wouldn’t have to fly when she was awake and recovering.
"I’ll talk to you tomorrow," he told her before hanging up, not allowing her to say anything else.
The next day he had payed to have Y/N transferred to the closest hospital to where they lived in Switzerland and had flown out her parents so that they could stay with her whilst he was in America.
He had put his foot down on missing media day, he’d go Friday, Saturday and leave immediately after the race on Sunday and would call his in laws multiple times a day whilst he was gone, he was not happy about it but it was the best he could do.
They were currently waiting outside of the room whilst Sebastian said his goodbyes to Y/N, he had spoken to her everyday just on the off chance that she could hear everything that was going on around her, the last thing he wanted was for her to have to suffer in silence whilst she was in this position.
He pressed his forehead against hers, which was now bandage free, closing his eyes to relish in the contact that he wouldn’t have for the next couple of days.
"I love you so much, liebe and I’m going to be back as soon as I can. You better not wake up whilst I’m gone otherwise I’m going to be pissed off with you," he chuckled weakly knowing that is something she’d probably do.
He pressed a kiss to her head and one to the back of her hand before reluctantly getting up, grabbing his back and leaving the room, knowing that if he didn’t go now then he never would.
Sebastian knew he was pushing his limits but couldn’t find it in himself to care, it was Friday and he had arrived in America this morning but hadn’t shown up at the track until just ten minutes before FP1 started.
He had been on the phone with his mother in law as soon as he got off the plane and hadn’t hung up until a few hours later but the real reason he had left it so long to head to the track was so that he could avoid most of the cameras as he was walking in, knowing that they’d now mostly be focused on the team garages.
Speaking of teams, Y/N’s seat had been filled in by Esteban Ocon for the rest of the season, the smallest part of Sebastian felt guilty knowing that Toto Wolff had been trying to find out what was going on with his driver but Seb had made sure everything was kept under wraps.
The only people who knew how she was were family, Britta and Y/N’s PR manager, Freya and every single one of them had no intention of spilling any information.
He could feel the eyes on him and hear the muttering as he walked through the paddock, he hadn’t even been here five minutes and he was already getting annoyed by the cameras and how loud it was.
It pissed him off even more when he saw team members from other motorhomes coming out to watch as if he was going to stand there and make a grand statement to let them all know how Y/N was.
He just ignored them and walked into the Ferrari motor home to his drivers room so he could change into his race gear.
He made sure he had his helmet on before he left his room, making a clear statement that he was in no mood to talk to anyone, thankfully the team respected it and let him get straight into the car, just in time for FP1 to start.
It felt wrong, he and Y/N had a small ritual they did before they got into the car, they had done it for years and this would be the first time getting into the car without it.
"Okay, Sebastian, you’re free to leave the garage, just give Mattia a heads up when you’re ready. You’re on mediums for now," Riccardo spoke through his ear piece.
Sebastian didn’t answer but he did nod his head towards a mechanic to let him know he was ready.
He was top of the time sheet for both practises today, he wouldn’t say he had tried to be in that position, he had just channelled his frustration into his driving.
"Sebastian, top of the time sheet today, does that mean the car was feeling well for you?" The woman in front of him asked, holding out her microphone for him.
"It felt fine," he responded, he wasn’t even looking at her, he was too busy thinking about phoning Y/N’s parents when he got out of here.
"You’re back after a week off, did you end up doing anything interesting?" He was aware that the woman was trying to subtly pry information from him about Y/N and it pissed him off so he just scoffed and walked away, knowing Britta was going to have to do a bit of damage control.
"Hey! Seb! Seb!" He heard Lewis call after him but continued walking causing the English driver to have to run to catch up to him, clasping a hand on Sebastian’s shoulder to get him to stop walking.
"Hey, are you alright, mate?"
Sebastian rolled his eyes "I’d be find if everyone stopped asking me that stupid question."
"Alright," Lewis nodded, not one to get offended or hurt at the tone Sebastian used because he understood. "How’s my teammate?"
Seb raised a hand to his forehead in frustration at the question, he could feel himself losing it. "What do you want me to say, Lewis? She’s clearly not fine other wise you would’ve heard something so will you and everyone else just leave me the fuck alone."
He didn’t wait for a reply, instead walking away, hopefully to make that phone call he’s been wanting to make since the last one had ended but just as he was about to shut the door to his driver’s room, a hand caught it.
"For fuck sake, can I not get a moment alone around here!?"
"Don’t start your attitude with me," Kimi grunted and Sebastian sighed, now was not the time for him to deal with Kimi.
"What do you want?"
"I want what everyone else wants."
"Well I hate to break it to you but just because you’re my teammate doesn’t mean I’m telling you how she is."
Kimi rolled his eyes and made himself comfortable on Sebastian’s bed whilst the latter was looking around for his phone.
"That’s not what I was talking about, I’m talking about the mood you’re in, you need to get out of it and get a grip, that’s what Y/N would want, not you walking around and sulking ruining everyone else’s day."
Sebastian shot him a dirty look. "You don’t know what she’d want and neither do I right now because she’s in the hospital, and if anyone has a problem with my attitude I’m perfectly fine with them staying away from me."
Kimi sent him a sarcastic smile, matching his attitude. "Well I have a problem with it cause you took my personality."
"What?"
Kimi sighed and stretched out. "You know how exhausting it is to have to be the happy one out of the two of us, that’s supposed to be your job but since Y/N’s crash, I have to be that person and I’m sick of it."
"Well I’m sorry that my wife’s injuries are such an inconvenience to you," Sebastian rolled his eyes.
Kimi groaned in annoyance, "you are so fucking annoying without her."
"Thanks, I’ll tell Minttu you said that." Sebastian replied sarcastically, now having his phone in his hand.
"Go for it," Kimi shrugged. "When Y/N wakes up I’ll tell her how much of an arsehole you’ve been."
Seb ignored him and pressed his phone to his hear, waiting for his mother in law to pick up for an update.
He had finished P4 in the race that weekend and had gotten straight on a flight back to Switzerland, skipping his post race interviews in the media tent.
He hadn’t even called Y/N’s parents after the race for an update, instead settling for a simple text in the airport when he was boarding the plane; both of them were picking him up from the airport and taking him straight to the hospital, he was strangely looking forward to being able to see her again, even if she was still in a coma.
He was happy that his flight had quite literally flown by and was sitting in the car behind his in laws just twenty minutes after landing.
"How is she?" He immediately asked.
"She’s okay, the doctors have said she’s healing up nicely." Y/N’s dad told him, the news relaxing him a bit.
"Are you guys coming in?" He asked as he held the car door open, surprised when he saw them both shaking their heads.
"We’ll come by tomorrow, you should have some time alone with her."
Sebastian nodded and bid them goodbye, actually happy that they had chosen to do that because after not seeing her for a couple of days, some time alone was what he needed.
He practically ran through the hallways of the hospital, care workers saw him but chose not to reprimand him as they were aware of who he was and how eager he probably was to see his wife.
He exhaled heavily when he got to the closed door of her room, standing there for a few moments to calm down a bit.
When he pushed open the door, he got the shock of his life.
Y/N was lying there in her hospital bed with her leg still resting on a pillow as it had been for the last two weeks but this time, the top of her bed was raised to put her in a sitting position, she had oxygen tubes in her nose but her head was turned towards the door he had just walked through and she was looking at him!
She was clearly very sleepy and tired but her eyes were as open as far as she could hold them and she was looking at him with a sleepy smile on her face.
She blinked slowly at him for a moment as he stared before holding out her hand for him and he took that as his cue to move towards her.
"Hi baby," she mumbled through a smile, not really having the energy to say anything more but it was enough for Sebastian’s eyes to start watering as he collapsed onto the chair that was beside her bed, grasping her hand in his own.
He raised his other to her cheek and softly stroked the skin there, smiling through his tears as he felt her lean into his touch.
"Hi," he breathed in disbelief, "How long have you been awake?" He whispered, fearing if he spoke any louder it would hurt her.
"Before the race, I watched it," she told him as though she was proud of herself was waking up in time to see it.
"Yeah? What did you think?" He humoured her, not really wanting to talk about the race but it seemed to make her happy so he did.
"You did good," she told him, subtly rubbing her thumb across his hand.
Sebastian simply smiled at her, he wiped his face on his arm to get rid of his tears before looking back at her again with nothing but adoration in his eyes.
"I love you so much." He told her surely, as though she may have forgotten whilst she was in the coma.
"Ich liebe dich auch," she replied back softly making him laugh, she always said it in his native language because she thought it would feel more real for him to hear.
"Are you tired?" He asked when he noticed her fighting to keep her eyes open.
Y/N nodded slowly before looking at him. "Come and lay with me," she told him.
Sebastian shook his head softly even though he wanted nothing more than to cuddle with her. "That’s probably not a good idea, liebe."
"When has that ever stopped you?" She pouted but rose an eyebrow at him.
He couldn’t argue with her there so he got up from his seat, protesting when she tried to move and make room for him.
He climbed in next to her and lightly wrapped his arm around her, she scooted closer and carefully adjusted her top hand so that her head was resting against him.
Sebastian rested his head against hers, pressing a kiss into her hair. "Liebe?" He asked, earning a slight hum in return.
"Don’t listen to anything Kimi says, he’s a liar."
"Hm’kay, Seb." She muttered, already pretty much asleep.
"I missed you so much," he muttered against her, carefully tightening the arm he had wrapped around her,
He wouldn’t be letting her out of his sight again.
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chuuyasheaven · 2 years ago
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bsd men as tits ass or thighs pls :3?? (specifically meursault boys)
“Tits, Ass or Thighs— What do they prefer?”
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“—Everybody’s got certain preferences, don’t they? So, what are theirs?”
Tags: Dazai Osamu, Fyodor Dostoevsky, Nikolai Gogol, Chuuya Nakahara, Sigma / afab! Reader, Nipple play?, ooc! Sigma, praising kink, degrading kink, overstimulation, pet names?, hdc format ig, thigh riding?, hickeys, mentioned lingerie?, spanking, mild brat taming, atp everyone may be ooc, face sitting, oral sex (afab! and m! recieving), titty job, messes of their milk, might contain grammar errors, this is a lot holy shit, etc.
Notes: Maybe u just meant Dazai, Fyodor and Chuuya but I added Nikolai and Sigma for funsies— hope this is okay tho!! And I never wrote for Sigma before so sorry if he’s so ooc. . Maybe he’s gonna be added to my list lol.
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Dazai Osamu ;
💙 Thighs 💙
💙 I just know that he loves your thighs!! In my opinion, DAZAI lives for seeing you in thigh highs, especially if you have thick thighs. What do you mean you don’t wanna crush him with them??? What else are they made for then— oh, right, hickeys. It’s obvious that he’ll leave some marks here and there for fun, but another thing he lives about them is face sitting. This is literally the best way to die?!!? But also he lives to grab your thighs when he eats you out!!!
💙 Scenario;
He’s been at it for too long, you don’t even remember how many times you came already. . “Dazai, p–please. . S–sensitive!”, you tried to beg, but Dazai was way into this— Once you sit on this mans face, he won’t let go until your too sensitive, Dazai also always leave hickeys while he’s at it. Chanting how he would love to die this way, being crushed by your massive thighs. “—Why should I? You’re still talking properly, I won’t stop until you’re only able to moan my name. Now be a good girl, alright, ‘donna?”
Fyodor Dostoevsky ;
💙 Thighs 💙
💙 In all honesty, this man is a mystery for me– but if I would have to chose, thighs. FYODOR is kinda religious and stuff, meaning he’s definitely gonna be kinda traditional. (i do not know wtf I’m talking abt.) Fyodor doesn’t know what it is, but something about you in white lingerie and white thigh highs sets him off completely. Looking all innocent but being the complete opposite? Yes, absolute approval from him. But being the busy man he is, he’ll let you sit on his lap while he caresses your thighs!! :3
💙 Scenario ;
Seriously, how desperate are you? Walking up to Fyodor in white lingerie and white thigh highs while he’s obviously working? He finds it quite amusing how you think he’ll stop immediately to fuck you, no he won’t, yet. Fyodor just commands you to sit on his lap, now you’re getting off on his own thighs. But you’re still wearing panties, though he doesn’t care, you wanted this, didn’t you? As you keep grinding against it, he slapped your pussy through the fabric multiple times before. The small whines and whimpers are cute, but won’t change his mind to take you right now. “—I don’t really know what you expected me to do. . Well, actually, i did. It’s quite adorable how you think just because you’re desperate I’ll feed into your desires. Anyway, you seem to be getting off pretty easily, slut.”
Nikolai Gogol ;
💙 Tits 💙
Come on, this is so NIKOLAI, seriously. He's so silly, he would literally call them his personal stressballs. (Do not even try to deny it, it's canon.) Nonetheless, he likes to cum on them, Nikolai will make a mess out of them every time whenever you're giving him head. Another thing their useful for, in his opinion, is tit fucking!! It's a nice feeling for him when his dick's inside of your tits. Not to forget, your nipples are pretty fun to play with, but there's one last thing about them. .
💙 Scenario ;
There are many reasons why Nikolai adores you riding him! He loves how he barely has to do anything, hearing the adorable sounds leaving your mouth while you get off on his cock and most importantly, the way your tits bounce with you. All he's doing is laying back and enjoying the view of your tits almost bouncing out of your bra, he would love if they were to actually jump out. “—Hm, would you look at that! Your tits are seconds away to spill out of your bra, dove. I wouldn't mind if they did, maybe you just need to ride my dick faster. . Just like the needy whore you are.”
Sigma ;
💙 Tits 💙
I’m not really sure if it’s accurate, but running an casino ain’t easy. So what’s better than having you and your comfort. .—able tits? SIGMA would never admit it, but he loves them, dearly at that. If he ever needs an break, his head would probably rest on them. On the spicy side, he loves a good tit job. You mentioned this once and Sigma wasn’t against it, sure he was blushing over your suggestion but after he tried it, he loved it!!!
💙 Scenario ;
It felt good, really, Sigma loved your suggestion! He never thought of something like this, he never thought about recieving a tit job, but it felt heavenly. Just the way your tits were rubbing against his cock so good, it felt unreal. . The most beautiful whimpers left his lips, with his flushed expression on his face too, you assumed Sigma was enjoying himself, very. Soon he reached his climax, letting his cum leak on your tits. “—F–fuck. . You did s–so good, darling. Now, lay back and let me return the favor, yeah?”
Chuuya Nakahara ;
💙 Ass 💙
Ah, yes. CHUUYA is, in my opinion, an ass man. I saw a few people say that, and I agree. Like, he’s literally proud of that. He would slap your ass unexpected, respectfully though. He wouldn’t care if you’re carrying a bakery or not, he still slapping it!! Chuuya loves to spend money on matching bras and panties for you, but on your in general. Sometimes it gets to your head or something and you start to act out, which our ginger won’t let slide.
💙 Scenario ;
Lately, you’ve gotten on Chuuya’s nerves. Yeah, he loves to spend money on you and you, but he won’t stand you being bratty. As to right now, he’s ‘punishing’ you for it. The reference for ‘punishing’ is quite just fucking you until it’s stuck in your pretty little brain not to act out again. This time though, Chuuya added something to your punishment. . “Ch–chuuya. . ‘m sorry, I–i didn’t mean to—”, you tried to apologize, only to be silenced by another spank. “—Really? Too bad, you’re gonna take this if you want me to fuck you, baby. Just keep on taking f’me and I’ll fuck you soon enough, m‘kay?”
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𝐀𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐞: 4 | Maternal! figure | Caracalla & Geta
Summary: You serve as a maternal figure in the lives of the young princes, Geta and Caracalla. Only visiting for a few weeks at a time, you are a princess from the North who has grown into caring for the boys.
Warnings: Angst!, Fluff, not proof read— English is not my first language!
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a/n: For this one, they are around 9-11. This chapter serves as a memory as well. This series is dedicated to the twin emperors during their childhood and stories I have made after reading about it. After looking through some deleted scenes from the script, I found that all the boys want is to be adopted and loved. 
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You slipped the veiling over Caracalla’s head, and around his face. Geta observed from beside his brother and copied the wrap, getting his hands caught in the cotton and silk covers. He pouted and looked to you again before wrapping it correctly around his head.
The three of you stayed quiet in the dark palace as you offered a woven bag to Geta. He threw it over his shoulder. You placed your forefinger over your lips, and Caracalla on your hip. Geta took your hand, and you led the two out the palace through the maze garden. Geta walked quickly to keep up with you as you pulled him along gently.
With your head on a constant swivel, you looked out for guards, wandering servants and passersby. At the end of the maze, you hid Geta behind one of the green walls of bushes and walked slowly out with Caracalla in your arms; his face hidden in your dress. You looked out for the guards; two of them waited outside the gate past the maze. “Julius! Come here, my love!” You called out. Geta ran to you and grabbed your hand.
Due to your servants’ garments, the guards dismissed you and the boys, opening the gates. You speed walked away from the palace before uncovering Caracalla’s face. He looked rather pale and tired. “I want to walk on my own.”
“I am sorry. Part of me believes you are still hurt.”
“I am feeling better.”
“It has been weeks.” Geta added, taking his brother’s hand after you placed him onto his feet.
“I know.” You walked on the side of the road as they walked on the grass. “I have a feeling we were unnoticed.” The boys went quiet as you continued on, “We shouldn’t stay out all day but I did bring-“ You looked down at the two as they admired the open fields of wheat, roads of clay and the rising sun. Warm pastel colors stained the sky; the sun began to drench the impressionable wheat in rays of yellow and orange. “This is Rome too.” Caracalla rubbed his eyes, “Over there as well.” You direct them to the farmers houses and animals that buried their faces in food, whipping their tails around.
“They do not know what ‘Rome’ is, though.” Geta looked up at you before turning towards a man who rode his horse into the city.
“Some cannot understand us, that is true, but they are a part of something greater.”
“Is that not a cruel way to think?” Caracalla asked, his fingers stuffed into Geta’s bag as he retrieved a few grapes. “Some did not choose ‘Rome’.’’ He said rather mindlessly, his thoughts on the food in his grasp.
Geta pulled the bag from Caracalla, “Stop eating it all!” He turned to you, “If you had the choice, would you choose Rome, Lady [Y/n]?” You smiled and held his cheek.
“For you both, I would.”
“Why is it that we cannot go home with you? You are a princess in Sarmatia.” The youngest muttered.
“Yes. We could live in your Palace, and we can play games! Count and chase! We could ride your horses and meet your husband!” You looked ahead at the field of gold, slowing your steps. Geta ran to your other side and the two held onto your hands. Caracalla continued, “We would eat meals together every day and travel-“
“Whenever we wanted!” Geta finished.
“Lady [Y/n]?” Caracalla tugged on your hand.
“One day soon…” You spoke to yourself, holding their small hands tightly. “One day soon, I will take you both far from here. To Sarmatia. It gets quite cold there, so I will hold you both in my arms, right inside my coat.”
“Haha, we are getting too tall.”
“Well, I will have to get stronger so I can carry you both with me.” You nod, leading them to a clearing in an open field. You lay down a linen as the three of you sit down. Geta pulled out a few peaches, grapes, figs and sweets from his bag.
An hour or so passed. Caracalla laid down on the blanket; Geta slept on his side with his head in your lap. You gently pet his hair. “Why do you want us to call you Lady [y/n] instead of princess?”
“Because I have no rule here. I am only a Royal Lady.”
“Well, that makes sense. Sometimes I just call you Momma. Not to your face.” He laughed to himself, “But I just comes to mind when I think of you. I know you are not my real Momma. She is gone, Father says.” You looked down, your eyes spilled over with tears. “Ahem, but you make me feel like how I think everyone deserves.” The boy nodded and finally looked back at you. “I did not mean to make you cry.” He pushed his fingers across your face, wiping away your tears. “Sarmatia. Are you happy there?” He asked and pushed red hair from his eye line. He wore a smirk as if rather distracted by the look on your face. Your gaze traced his features; taking your time to etch his face in your mind as you did with Geta. For every time you would close your eyes, no matter where you were, they would be.
“I am happy when I am there.” You said and closed your eyes.
“I believe we both will be happy there as well.” He said and looked at his brother in your lap.
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「Feel the magic ๛ l.n」
part iii
✧.* things with lando get serious quickly and while your'e going through a rollocoaster of emotions with everything that's going on the public voices their own opinion.
✧.* this was supposed to be a cutesy, fluffy series but would it really be a landonfour story if it doesn't turn angsty? 💀 reader is older. Taglist is open. I always see your requests to be added to the list in the comments and I do add you but if you can't find your name in the list, it's probably because I was unable to tag you and therefore put you off the list. Feel free to ask again though, we'll keep trying! 😊
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julieeeexo admin is going to be the biggest y/nlando shipper out there 😂
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alonetimelover · 2 years ago
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I was wondering if you could write Harry kissing reader lips all the times. No matter where or with whom. During sex or doing domestic things pls
pairing: boyfriend!Harry x reader
summary: Harry's love language is physical touch, but especially showering you with kisses. Here are just a few types of them.
warnings: Suggestive content (alluding to smut, but nothing explicit, alluding to reader being submissive), lots of kisses.
a/n: Just boyfriendrry and his obsession with your lips. No specific trope of mine here, just cuteness overload. Thank you for requesting!!!
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At the beginning of your relationship Harry tried not to be overly all over you. He didn’t like the word clingy but he was the equivalent to it. In the dictionary, there could be his photo next to the definition of the word. But he tried to repress the urge to just touch your arm when you were sitting on the couch, holding your hand at all times while strolling all those World’s streets, keeping his hand on your thigh while driving, caressing your hair while you tried to fall asleep late at night, massaging your sore shoulders after coming home to him after work, or just squeezing you tight whenever he was passing you. He tried to repress it, making you wonder if there was something bad going on. 
“What is your love language, Harry?” You finally asked him, while watching one of the movies from your TBW (to be watched) list. It was yet another time when he sat a metre away from you, as if you were contagious. It got you thinking. 
“Why the question?” 
“It’s just, I can’t crack it. I feel like you appreciate all of them but not one from what I do is your favourite. It’s just, I just want to cherish you the way you want to be,” you explained, now sitting sideways on the couch, face to face with Harry. 
Harry breathed heavily, “well, I didn’t think I had one. I learned to do things that my partners appreciated and roll with it.”
“You mean none of your partners asked you the question?” 
“Is that a usual question you ask?”
“I do. I mean, don’t you want to know what your partner appreciates and what they don’t like? I think the best way is to ask. It’s not only for pleasure but for creating boundaries. Those are as important.”
Now, Harry was thinking. One of the most important things he wanted to do in all of his relationships during the years was making his partners feel good, appreciated, and most importantly secure. He didn’t want them to be scared or not comfortable or even not sure about his feelings. And he now realised, you weren’t sure. 
“I think it’s physical touch,” he finally said. 
Well, that shut you up. And it did for a while, so Harry started to worry if you even heard him. 
“Yeah, I heard you. I’m just,” you stopped for a moment. “Just surprised, I guess. I’m glad I asked.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. Well, now that I know,” you prolonged the last word and moved on your knees, crawling towards Harry. 
“What are you- oh!”
In seconds you were making yourself comfortable, laying down on Harry, head on his chest, one of your legs wrapping around his and arms embracing his waist, making him stop talking. 
“I love physical touch. Please don’t hold yourself back anymore,” you whispered in his chest, not wanting to strain away from his warmth. 
“Just tell me when I’m too clingy.” Harry kissed the top of your head. 
“I will. It’s gonna be okay when we communicate,” you explained and added, “you have something else you want to do more as a couple?”
“Kisses,” he now said without hesitation, confident with his feelings and needs. Coming clear to you. 
“Oh, the more you know, the more you know.” 
So you spent the rest of your evening sharing kisses, touches and sweet nothings. Now sure about each other more than ever. 
From the moment that conversation happened very early on your relationship, the physical touch was an indispensable part of it. It was everything from light touches under the table during all of the dinners you had in the public and holding hands while doing groceries to kissing you breathless against the door after coming home from a party, where you’d been teasing him throughout the whole night. 
And those kisses and any other type of them were Harry’s favourite way of saying ‘I love you’ even when those words were not apparent in your relationship’s vocabulary. 
At the beginning, the surprising kisses, being placed on your lips on any unexpected moment during your meetings were his favourite. 
“You really can't just not scare me any time we see each other, eh?" you finally asked him, hand on your heart and trying to steady your breathing. 
"I'm so sorry, baby. I'll do it softer next time," Harry promised, wrapping his hands around you and turning you so he could properly see your face. 
"Softer? How about without giving me a near heart attack experience?" 
"Mhmm." 
But those words really just went in one ear and left through the other. Harry had something much greater to concentrate on. Your lips, smeared with tomato sauce you'd been preparing to go with dinner, were just a thing he gazed at. 
"You're not listening." 
"Of course, baby." 
Just the way your lips were moving with the upper lip extra red made him answer not knowing what. He just wanted to drown into the endless waterfall of your kisses. 
“Okay, great! That’s why I was thinking about breaking up. It just seems to be not working, you know?” You tested him, if your prediction of him not being actually there in front of you, was true. 
“Yes, baby.” 
Bingo. He was not listening. 
“Harry, do you realise that we just broke up?” 
Now, he was listening. You used his name. How could you use his actual name and not one of the established nicknames. You used ‘Harry’ and he now knew you meant business. 
“What?”
“Oh, now you're listening! Great! Uhmm - I am making a spaghetti bolognese and need you to taste the sauce. It’s just missing something,” you said like not a minute ago you didn’t use the words ‘break up’ and ‘Harry’ in one sentence. 
“Wait a minute. What ‘break up’?”
“Oh, you heard that?”
“Well, you called me Harry! Of course I heard what was said later.”
“That’s your name, love,” you teased, turning to the pan, stirring the sauce. 
“That’s,” he emphasised. “That’s my name. Love, baby, my sweetest boyfriend, sexy, hottie. Whatever. You know it.” He pouted, making his way between you and the stove, as to have your undivided attention. 
“Oh, is that true?” Teasing smile on your face, turning into a loving grin. 
“Yep.” He popped the ‘p’ and dived towards your face, giving you sweet three kisses on your lips in a way to say ‘I love you’ without using those heavy words. 
And somehow even after being used to saying ‘I love you’ all the time, those three kisses meaning those words stayed in your relationship ritual. Whenever he was leaving for tour - three kisses -, whenever you went to visit your family - three kisses -, whenever you stayed at home and he was going to the store - three kisses -, right before falling asleep - three kisses. It was just engraved in you both. 
“I’ll see you in two weeks,” you said for the third time, assuring him. 
“That’s too long.” He grimaced. “Can’t you just go with me?”
You laughed, “of course I can’t. I have a job, and I promised mum I would spend some time back home. And then,” you placed both of your arms around his neck, placing your hands in his overgrown locks. “And then I am joining you.” 
Harry smiled, leaning in and placing his warm lips on your cold ones, making your breath hitched. No matter how many of those kisses you shared, each and every one of them, no matter how long or how needy they were, made you stumble and felt like it was the very first time he stole your breath away. 
He was cursing himself in his mind, when the kiss grew very heavy and needy. When your hands pulled on his hair just the way he liked, and his knee was going right where you wanted. His hands slowly moved under your baggy shirt, sending shivers down your spine. His cold fingers slowly stroke your lower back and hips, then making their way just under your ass, so he could hold you up. 
“Your plane is leaving in two hours, baby,” you said breathlessly, when Harry plastered your neck with some tiny and some mark-leaving kisses. 
“Mhm, don’t care.”
“You’ll hate yourself if you’re not early enough at the airport.”
“Ugh,” he groaned. “How are you always right and rational even when I am very prominently trying for you to forget about everything, huh?” 
He placed you back on your feet, now stroking your cheeks with his thumbs, gazing into your eyes, searching for any sign of ‘keep doing what you’ve been doing for the past five minutes’. Finding none. 
“Need to put that on my resume,” you joked. 
“If you were working for me? Sure. For anybody else? Uh, uh. Don’t need others thinking about you like this,” he whispered, eyeing you up and down. 
“Possessive, are we?”
“Nah.” He shook his head. “Just in love.”
You smiled at him, and placed those final three kisses on his awaiting and slightly swollen lips. 
“I’ll see you soon. I love you.”
“I’ll miss you. I love you.”
Like in each and every relationship there were times where you didn’t agree on certain things. Times when you argued. Times when you had silent days. And during those silent days, Harry still, a little bit proud and sometimes with a bruised ego, didn’t want to speak. But he couldn’t live without kissing you. As confusing as it was, you appreciated that. Even though you both were angry at each other, or disappointed in one another, or too proud to admit that the other was right - you would never refuse his kisses. 
Well, you once tried. 
“I don’t want you to kiss me,” you said seriously, immediately going back to reading your novel.
Harry’s brows scrunched and he cleared his throat. That hurt more than the argument, he thought. But he wouldn’t say it. He was mad and promised himself, childishly, to give you a silent treatment. It was a one time situation that he never redid. 
So he sat down next to you on the couch and waited patiently for you to speak up. He waited for hours till the moment you finished a part of a book that you had promised yourself you’d do. Then, you closed it and turned towards him. 
“Are you going to talk to me now?”
He sighed, placing one hand on your knee, squeezing it gently. 
“I’m sorry.”
“I am too.” 
“For the argument and the silence that I thought would be the best,” Harry resumed his apology after you said yours. “I know, we agreed on communicating. I’m sorry.”
“We’ll do it next time. No one said that we are perfect and are going to stick to the plan all the time. Mistakes are going to happen, probably more frequently than not. It’s just the way humans, we, are.”
Harry smiled as you started stroking his cheek lovingly. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. 
“And you were right,” he added. “My ego couldn’t take it.”
“I understand. Mine couldn’t either. We need to keep each other in check, shouldn’t we?”
“Yes. But I have one request.” 
You encouraged him to continue by nodding your hand. 
“Never, and I really mean it, never refuse my kisses. It hurt me more than anything ever. No matter how angry we are at each other, just promise me, you won’t refuse a kiss from me.”
If it was possible your eyes would immediately flow with tears and sobs would come out of your mouth. Harry was too good and sweet for this world. And his obsession with kisses just added up to his lovingness in an attempt to make sure you knew how loved you were. 
“Promise.”
And you sealed that promise with a sweet kiss. 
There was one more special type of a kiss that Harry provided you with. One that just screamed: bedroom. Or, you know, just let’s go and be alone with each other. It was discreet so whenever you were in public, or with your family or friends, they wouldn’t know what was going on. 
It was very simple. Harry would look like whispering something in your ear, but in reality he was kissing and sometimes slightly grazing the skin right under with his teeth, showering your body with goosebumps. 
The first time he did that was in his bed, no one was around, just you and him. You were lying for him, just the way he wanted you to. In the middle of the bed, pillow under your head to make you comfortable and hands placed underneath it to forbid you of touching. You laid there at his mercy watching as he moved around the room in just his dress pants - belt forgotten on the floor (already done with its job), button and zipper open, his underwear peeking. 
He finally stopped walking, standing at the end of the bed, right in front of you. Holding both of your ankles in each hand he moved them apart, placing them just far enough so he could fit between your legs. With eyes locked into yours, he kneeled on the bed, kissed one and then the second of your knees still not averting his gaze from you. Your breath hitched, a moan daring to escape your lips. 
“Don’t hold it in. I want to hear you, sweet girl,” Harry said. 
Of course he noticed the shallow and rapid breaths, warm skin and shy gaze from you. He noticed how you were forbidding him from hearing your voice, hearing how good he made you feel even though he barely touched you today. He needed to know your every thought and feeling right now. 
He smirked when you moaned after he squeezed and then caressed your inner thigh. 
Finally, to end your misery and yearning, he leaned down, bearing down on one of his forearms. His face daring closer and closer to yours, edging you endlessly. You wanted to just grab his head and kiss him right this moment, but knew that wouldn’t lead you to any good. You learned your lesson the hard way.
“Now,” he started, his face just inches away from your ear. “I think I can start to properly thank you, huh?” 
You gulped, not knowing if the noise that would come out of your mouth would be a coherent sentence (a simple ‘yes’) or a loud, needy moan. You knew Harry would encourage you to speak up. He needed to hear you and he could wait more to just hear those three letters. 
“Words, sweet girl. I need to hear you saying it.” 
His hand once again moved to your thigh, his fingertips tickling your skin, so delicate, so familiar and needed. He was testing you, almost as he wanted you to fail his little test, wanting to see you crumble underneath him. 
“Yes, yes. Please.” 
He grinned, and it had nothing to do with a teasing smirk he liked to send your way nor the teasing smile he flashed you from time to time. That grin was just perfection, like showing your entire love on your hand, giving it away to that one and only. 
And then he kissed that spot for the very first time. And you weren’t silent, loudly giving him a pointer that it was a way to see you fall apart from the simplest of pleasures. 
“Mhmm,” he chuckled. “I’m gonna use it more from now on.”
a/n: a little challenge for myself to write something more intimate. i hope you liked it!
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✉︎ sweet delivery ✉︎
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M A S T E R L I S T | O N G O I N G S E R I E S
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!!! images are not depicting reader’s appearance, just capturing vibes !!!
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✉︎ G E N R E ✉︎ SMAU | business agreement to messy entanglement | drama with hints of angst
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a deal’s a deal—until feelings get involved.
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✉︎ P A I R I N G ✉︎ dealer!rafe cameron x diner waitress!pogue!reader (potentially some x jj maybank)
✉︎ G E N E R A L C W ✉︎ swearing, strong language, suggestive language & themes, potentially mildly suggestive images (e.g., underwear pics/thirst traps), manipulation & toxic behavior (mostly from side characters), drama & some angst (don’t worry, there’s a happy ending), drug mentions and usage(especially coke), violence, blackmailing, lots of teasing & tension, 18+
✉︎ S Y N O P S Y S ✉︎ you’ve been helping out at your dad’s diner since you were fourteen—washing dishes, taking orders, running deliveries across the island. now, eight years later, with his arthritis worsening, you're the one keeping the rising tides diner alive. business is slow, money’s tight, and you don’t have the time or energy for a second job. one sunny afternoon, college dropout rafe cameron walks in. two different worlds, one desperate need—money. a risky deal built on thin trust might be what saves you both. but when lines start to blur, and survival slips into something softer, how long can you keep calling it just business between a kook and a pogue?
✉︎ A / N ✉︎ this is my FIRST smau EVER so pls be patient with me hihi + still finalizing the plot so i can't say when i'll start posting but just wanted to put this out here + no clue how many parts this will contain but probably 20+ + right now, i don't have a scheduled weekly upload day in mind (like with KMS), i'm just gonna post whenever i see fit but i try to post weekly
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✉︎ A B O U T R E A D E R ✉︎ ➥ meet sweet delivery!reader
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✉︎ P R O F I L E S ✉︎ ➥ instagram ➥ twitter
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!!! right now this is just an introduction post but i'll start uploading soon !!! in the meantime, you can leave a comment if you wanna be added to the taglist of this series <3 !!! reblogs would be greatly appreciated <33
✉︎ part one | ✉︎ part two ... | ✉︎ finale
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