#potchy-thoughts

[berry-potchy]

Dad's Best Friend!Miguel O'Hara blurb because I'm obsessed

UPDATE: Part 2

I love the DBF!Miguel O'Hara scenarios that have you sneaking around and fucking while your family is around and unaware BUT consider:

DBF!Miguel O'Hara who offered to let you stay at his place when you moved out for college. You don't have to worry about rent or anything because he'll take care of everything. He'll take care of you.

It all seemed so good and innocent at the start. You even got to have the place to yourself most of the days because of his demanding job. Miguel said you can bring your friends over but no romantic partners or flings allowed. Not that you had anyone in that way when you're so busy yearning for Miguel. You've had a crush on him since forever and every time you tried to get into a relationship or have sex with anyone, anyone your age, your mind always compared them to Miguel. For the longest time you were hopelessly yearning, convinced that he'd never return your feelings until one night.

You were lying in bed trying to catch your breath after fucking your pussy raw with your vibrator thinking about how hot Miguel looked that morning in his nice suit, ready for an important business meeting he had. You were about to fall asleep when you felt the bed dip and suddenly Miguel was pulling you close to him, your back against his chest. Your bare ass still wet from your own slick, flushed against his erection and the only barrier that separated you was the same sexy suit you had been fantasizing about. He was so big, he felt bigger than how you imagined him and your cunt throbbed, seemingly ready to be used and abused again.

He kissed your neck, licking and sucking, marking you as his while murmuring how long he had been wanting to do this. He heard you moaning his name when you thought he was going to come home late and he immediately called in his office to tell them he's taking a sick leave. He's going to spend that time fucking you, on every surface in the house, making up for all those times you teased him in the mornings just walking around in an oversized shirt and no bra. You didn't even wear shorts around him, gave him a show of your cute ass, trying to reach mugs from the high kitchen shelves. He had to go shamefully jerk off in his car just so he didn't have to go to work with a very obvious boner. How'd he explain that to your dad when he inevitably bumped into him in the office? His precious little daughter living under the same roof as this pervert?

Hearing you moan his name while you fucked your slutty cunt was the last straw, all his self restraint went out the window. He took your vibrator from your hand and let it overstimulate your swollen clit but immediately take it away when he feels you almost going over the edge. You whine and beg him to let you cum but he just laughs. He promised you'll cum plenty of times, more than you can handle.

Of course he eats your pretty pussy out and fuck you all night in so many different ways, in positions you never even heard of. Your pussy was swollen and oversensitive, and you're pretty sure your cervix is deliciously bruised. Miguel kisses your pussy as an apology but gets distracted and tongue fucks you and makes you cum again.

You slowed down some time in the morning. Miguel made you breakfast but soon enough you found yourself bent over the kitchen counter getting railed again. You don't know how this man had that much stamina at his age. You were getting close to cumming when you heard your phone ring. Your dad was calling you. You helplessly looked back at Miguel, expecting him to stop so you can pick up the call but he didn't stop and clicked the answer button for you. Your dad happily greets you over the phone wondering how you're doing and you tried to keep your voice steady and told him everything's good and uni was going great. Miguel leaned over, pressing his chest on your back and driving his cock deeper and harder into you. It took everything in you not to cry in pleasure and you wondered if your dad can hear the erotic sounds of Miguel's cock abusing your sopping wet hole and his balls slapping your aching clit.

Your dad told you he heard Miguel was taking a sick leave which he has never done befor. He was convinced that he must be really sick for that workaholic to finally take a break so he asked you to take care of his best friend for him. You told him not to worry because you were taking really good care of him.

[berry-potchy]

trying so hard to write for more chubby reader x miguel rep 😩 miguel would love his partner no matter what body type they are for sure but i go crazy thinking about Miguel who can't get enough of chubby reader's fat rolls, soft tummy and thick thighs

i see a lot of miguel fics(and works in general) where the reader is described as slender with an hourglass figure and all that shit… but let’s be real. if we’re talking about an afab reader he wants somebody with hip dips, love handles, a jiggly ass, and a stomach. the type has that beautiful wonderful perfect pudge that hangs over the band of your panties or anytime you wear something low cut. the type of stomach that bulges out around the hips in a dress. he goes crazy for it. he adores it. and he loves to grab it possessively and cover it with kisses in bed while he showers you with praise.

your arms got a little jiggle? perfect means your well fed and he’s treating you right.

you still have baby fat on your face or full cheeks? they’re full of love. his love and no one else’s.

if you’re plus size, fat however you wanna say it (it shouldn’t be an insult it’s a word and it’s beautiful and if you’re a beautiful sexy wonderful person then your body type is just as much so. end of discussion) it doesn’t matter to him. he’s the kind of man who could care less about stretch marks and “cellulite” and imperfect shaving. he knows what a woman/lover(if you aren’t afab or simply don’t identify with she/her pronouns) looks like and he’s in love with every inch of your body. he’s a big man and he needs a lot of woman/lover.

that’s not to say he has a problem with skinny or muscular people but let’s give other body types the love they deserve.

thank you and goodnight.

[ai-chan246]

anya forger is like potchi because she's small and pink and squishy and sweet and–

[tarot-archives]

please imagine laios who just came to the island. no connections. no background. he has his sister, a few coins in his satchel, and a dream. but it wasn’t easy. finding a job is tough. most of the time, it’s falin the other parties want, not him. they don’t have money to spare for extra weight.

laios the big brother. laios the supposed provider can’t even feed his sister proper food. he does odd jobs outside the dungeon for a good meal then they sleep under the stars. feeding was hard enough so a room was out of the question. they eventually joined the wanderers who sleep in tents and was kind enough to spare him a blanket.

in his job hunting, laios can’t help but be distracted from the inviting smell from one of the inns. his nose leads him to a dark alleyway, thinking that maybe if he ate his hard bread while smelling the aromatic food, his meal might be better mentally.

laios spots a dog from the back door. the puppy was had a rope on its neck as a leash to keep it tied. he couldn’t help but smile. laios squats down and plays with the puppy, a reminder of his past with having so many dogs and a cat. the black puppy enthusiastically barks and barks. it’s happy to have someone to play with after a while of staying in the cold. laios had the urge to steal him away. no one should leave a small thing like him in the dark.

the frequent barks caught your attention. it might be an intruder or your puppy was causing trouble so you had to go and check. your eyes land on a man, thin and possibly malnourished, playing with potchi, your dog. you don’t miss the way this strangers shined once the light hit his eyes at first. he quickly stood, towering over you in fact. despite being a tall-man yourself, your smaller height doesn’t testify your race.

this man was apologetic at first, then enthusiastic as the conversation continues. he talks about your dog, then about his experience with dogs, then he lectures you about dogs. needless to say you were interested. he was a walking archive, knowledgable and charming in his own way. he seemed harmless compared to the men who frequent the inn. big, burly guys with a bad attitude just because they can enter the dungeon and kill monsters.

his eyes however doesn’t meet yours. you followed his stare to the plate of food you had at the table. and on cue, his tummy rumbles.

“are you hungry?” you asked. he doesn’t deny his hunger and immediately says yes. his actions were like potchi during his meals. he’s cute, endearing, and excited. if he had a tail, he would be wagging it. “here, as thank you for the dog information.”

you bring him a plate of hot food (a bit of extra from todays pot) and he gobbles it up. save for a good portion he says it’s for his sister.

cute, endearing, excited, and thoughtful… he has this appeal. and goodness! don’t you know not to entertain men who play with puppies and have bright eyes. too much of those heart felt romance books warn about men like him. but you shoo your thoughts away.

“listen, you can finish up your plate. i can give you another serving for your sister,” you offered.

“thank you. you’re so kind… er…” i scratched his head. “i don’t even have your name.”

you tell him your name as he told you his. laios… you test it on your tongue. you don’t know why your heart is at ease just speaking his name out loud. you say it again with an offer this time, “come to the inn tomorrow, at 4 am if you can. we need extra hands to bring in new items. i’d pay you with food though, will that be fine, laios?”

he smiled brightly for a man previously starved. a new excitement bubbles within him with the promise to meet you again tomorrow.

“bring your sister too okay? food is better served hot after all,” you smiled. laios took you hand as he shakes it. his energy seeping into you through his hold, but the coldness of his fingers concerned you. “tell me if you need anything okay? us tall-man have to stick together.”

laios wanted to hug you. wrap his arms to show his appreciation, but he knows when to stop. he’s not that clean after all. so he settles with a hand shake, noticing how warm you are body wise and not just through your personality. “thank you! i’ll be here on time! i promise.”

soon after, you waved a final good bye to laios. excitement blooms within you as you wait for tomorrow to come as quickly as it could.

requests? open.

[aquamarine-oceanfront]

On Charlotte (Bunny Maloney)

I've been thinking a lot about her because I think there's an undercurrent of sadness to her as a character. She's undeniably got a number of significant flaws, but at her core I don't think she's a bad person like a lot of the cast (especially Bunny & Candy). Below is a lengthy analysis of her character - there's a very short summary at the end if you're curious but pressed for time.

One of the biggest reasons why I got on this train of thought in the first place was when Méko explained why she's such a shameless flirt:

She is looking for a real lasting relationship but her (low) criteria and the means she uses are of course confusing a lot. She's just stressed as she approaches thirty, seeing all her friends already settled...

Which certainly paints her fixation on romance in a different light, I'd say. She longs for connections but has no idea how to properly find or maintain them.

Obviously her carrying a torch for a man who's already taken isn't a good thing, but I think it's worth noting that both he and his girlfriend aren't particularly faithful to each other - to say nothing of the many other problems with their relationship.

Speaking of which: if you watch the show for a while, at some point I imagine you'll think to yourself "why are Candy & Charlotte friends?" Charlotte generally means well and tries her best to be supportive, but her foibles tend to make her a less-than-ideal companion to Candy:

Repeatedly trying to comfort her but inadvertently making her feel worse ("A Wrinkle in the ProtecTeam" & "Free Potchi" at minimum)

Promising to hear her out when she's going through another turbulent period with Bunny, only to flake the moment she learns Jean-François is nearby ("Jean-François: Super Model")

Occasionally just getting downright selfish (refusing to lend her a copy of a book in "Bunnies Are From Mars," getting into an argument while driving in "Raucous Caucus")

Of course, the other side of the coin is that Candy consistently thinks very little of Charlotte - she views the prospect of pairing her up with Stan as a terrible fate to inflict on him ("Stan's Perfect Match"), sometimes insults her to her face ("The D-FixItUp" & "Raucous Caucus" again), and rarely seems to really enjoy being around her. (Contrast with Charlotte, who always takes the time to talk to her whenever they happen to run into each other and tries to help her whenever she needs it.)

So why does Charlotte still stand by her? Frankly, I think much of it stems from her general lack of awareness. She tends to take things at face value and has difficulty discerning context in many situations (the pseudo-"who's on first" bit when she first enters the apartment in "Carrots Are a Girl's Best Friend" is a standout example), so I suspect she thinks Candy is a good friend just because she's occasionally nice and helpful. "Fishing for Trouble" provides the perfect case study of this: while pressed for time, Candy reluctantly hears Charlotte's relationship woes out and gives her a piece of advice ("dump him before he can dump you") that she earnestly appreciates.

"You always have the answer for everything!"

In short: I think Candy kind of does the bare minimum to help her when she's in need, and Charlotte gloms onto her for that. (Ironically, at times I feel like this is how Bunny & Candy's relationship works, but that's another story.)

With all that established, I think there's another reason why Charlotte is so devoted to Candy: she's desperate for any sort of relationship, platonic and romantic alike. Nothing really suggests she has many/any other friends - while this likely stems from economical animation practices (can't make too many unique character models, after all), it tracks with the only mention of her upbringing, midway through "Free Potchi:"

It's a joke, sure, but it's also canonical evidence that her parents didn't really like her or treat her well. With that in mind, it tracks that she'd obsessively try to find love as an adult - on some subconscious level, there's a void she yearns to fill. To some degree, it also explains why she struggles so much with maintaining long-term romance: she never really learned how to (Part of me wonders if some of her other flaws, like her inability to ever discern context or her occasional selfish outbursts, might also be explainable in the same light, but I may be stretching too much there.)

To cap this off, I think it's worth on one particular trait of hers: her complete sincerity. No matter what, she always states exactly what she thinks - oftentimes without regard for whether it might put off or offend those around her. At the same time, though, it also positions her as a sort of foil for Bunny and Candy, both of whom frequently resort to subterfuge against each other. ("Sick Bunny" is essentially a farce/pseudo-morality play focusing on this exact issue: the rabbits both want to go to a concert that coincides with prior arrangements they made together, try to lie their way out instead of just telling each other what they want, and end up all the poorer for it. It's not a coincidence that Charlotte and Jean-François, both of whom are far more open about their feelings, ultimately go together and have a great time.)

Very short summary: I think Charlotte desires love & friendship so desperately because she largely grew up without it. She's a nice person at her core, even with all her flaws, partially because of her sincerity (like Jean-François). Candy sometimes gives her advice/other help, so Charlotte views her as a treasured friend (even though Candy doesn't seem to care much for her).

[toastbtterbread]

"Ikaw lang patutunguhan".☘︎ ݁˖ — Taesan Filo Au

🥀—A long time crush, Aviel never gave up on Taesan. Kahit anong reject, kahit anong hindi, naniniwala parin ang dalaga na balang araw, siya narin ang pipiliin. Ngunit, paano kung kelan oras na, siya namang pagkawala?

Genre: Romance, Youth, Angst

Warnings: Mention of hospitals, cigarettes, family problems

Now playing: Ikaw lang patutunguhan by Amiel Sol, La la lost you by NIKI

Word count: 1.6k

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[12:30 AM]

Anong oras na, chat parin ng chat tong si Aviel. We've been friends, probably since highschool. Unfortunately, hanggang college kasama ko parin siya. Sabi niya, SABI NIYA, gusto niya raw talaga ang kursong kinuha niya—BS Accountancy.

Tapos, rinig ko pa sa kaibigan niya, kinuha niya lang talaga to dahil nandito ako. Minsan di ko malaman laman anong balak nito sa buhay. She was an out going type of person, go with a flow pero takot sa mangyayari sa furture niya.

A total opposite of mine, I know what I want and don't. I already figured and planned my life out the moment I step on college. Well, that's what I thought.

Aviel

Baks, gising ka pa?

Sa tingin mo?

Yown! Pasama ako 7 11

Viel, it's already midnight

Kala mo naman bago! DALI NA

Maninigarilyo ka nanaman?

HOY HINDI

Sama mo naman sakin:(

Omw

12:35 AM

Yes. She's smoking. Mas malala dati. She said it was her coping mechanism, but still.

"May nangyari nanaman ba?" Una kong bati dito. She's wearing a gray oversized hoodie, hood over head covering her messy long hair. "Gaga, di ba pwedeng miss lang kita?" ngiti nito sakin sabay kapit sa aking braso na kala mong linta.

"Can you please—"pilit kong alis ng yakap niya sakin. Lakas talaga nito. "IIIIHHH!!!"

"Ano ba bibilhin mo?"

"Anong sakin? Bilhan kita potchi!"

"Huh? For what?" As far as I know, wala namang event kanina. She usually gave me gifts everytime na may ganap. It may be Christmas, New Years, Valentines, ewan ko bakit pati sa Independence day.

And its always...potchi. Just because I like them.

"Hala! To naman! Syempre, tapos na tayo sa midterms" oh, yes. "Is that a big deal?"

"Oo naman no!"

"You know I rejected you, right?" Napatigil ito sa kanyang paglalakad. Pati tuloy ako, napatigil narin. I was just staring at her, waiting for her reply. "U-uhm...ayun na yung 7 11 oh! Bilisan na natin anong oras na!" As always, change of topic.

[9:00 PM - February 19]

"You know I'm studying, right? May quizbee ako bukas" it may sound bad, pero totoo naman. Ito agad ang bungad ko kay Aviel. Randomly calling me at night. "Ay, sorry! I just want to see you lang naman..." she replied, lips were pierced to each other.

Leaving a light sighed, I walked towards her. "Go on, what do you need?" A huge smile was plastered on her face. "Here" abot nito sakin ng sobre. Its not just a normal envelope, it was decorated with small bows and pinky stickers. It even has a small bump, probably a candy.

"What's this?" I asked, acting dump. "Letter" she smiled innocently, hiding both of her hands behind her back. "I know, I mean—"

"I like you, Taesan"

I know.

"Yun yung letter" silenced. Hindi ko alam kung anong isasagot ko sa kanya. All this time, I only see her as a friend. This is probably the third time she confessed. I never expect na aabot pa hanggang college.

"Aviel, you know—"

"I know. Pero, sana hayaan mo lang ako? Kapag kasi pinipigilan ko, mas lalo lang akong napapamahal sayo, San" sambit nito. "Just let me, San?"

[12:30 PM]

Lunch break.

Forgot to bring mine, so I don't have a choice but to go to our cafeteria na napagka-layo sa building namin. Ayaw ata nila kaming pakainin.

"Taesan! Kain ka Cafeteria?" salubong sakin ng kaibigan ko—Leehan. One of the well-known students here. A role model. He's the president of Central Student Council and also an athlete. No wonder, a lot of girls were running for him.

"Yeah, nakalimutan ko baon ko"

"Oh? Hinahanap ka nga ni Aviel kanina" he knows her? "Oo. She's literally my classmate, tol"

"LEEHAN! SABAY TAYO KAIN—" biglang sigaw ng isang matinis na boses mula sa kabilang hallway. It was her, Aviel. Her jolly smile were there. Checks were red as roses.

"Oh, Taesan. Pinapa-abot ngapala ni tita" sabay abot sakin ng isang eco-bag, containing my lunch. "Tara na, Han! Sabay tayo! Libre kita" she happily told him, she was excited. Clinging onto his arms.

"Ah, sige tol. Una na kami, SUNOD KA!" habol ni Leehan sabay takbo kasama si Aviel.

Kelan pa kayo naging close?

[8:30 PM]

Hindi ako mapakali. Naka-tayo lang ako sa labasan ng bahay namin. I was waiting for her. Usually around 7, naka-uwi na yon. The thing is, lagi kaming sabay. Ngayon, sumama siya kay Leehan. It's not that I don't trust my friend. it's just...

"Nagseselos ka ba?"

Unang bungad sakin ni Aviel the moment I bombed her with questions. Saan ka galing? Bakit late ka umuwi? Nasan si Leehan? Inaalagaan ba siya ng maayos? Anong nangyari?

"Hindi ah! Bakit mo naman iisipin yan?"

She just left out a small laughed. "Taesan, crush mo talaga ako, 'no?"

I scoffed. "How many times ba kita ire-reject para i-let go mo ko, ha?"

"I won't, San"

"Hindi ka ba naaawa sa sarili mo niyan?" she looked down, piercing her lips once again. "You know, San. Sometimes in life, you don't have other choices but just keep on going. Although it was clear that it was not meant for you..." bigla niya nalang akong tinignan sa mga mata.

Aviel...

[3:00 AM - May]

Ilang buwan na kaming walang usap ni Aviel. The only assurance I had is nakikita ko siyang lumalabas ng bahay nila at uuwi. Minsan, nakikita ko sa school. Pero hanggang doon lang. We never talked ever since. Even my chats, they were ignored.

At first, maybe she was busy. We are busy. Thesis defense na kasi. Until I decided to go outside. Hindi kasi ako makatulog.

Doon, nakita ko. Ang dating Aviel. Trying to light up the cigarette on her mouth, covering from the wind. I have no other choice but to snatched it from her.

"Hoy—" she was snapped the moment she saw me. Her eyes were swollen. The redness were still visible under her eyes. I knew it, there's something wrong.

Napalunok lamang ito sabay tungo. "What happened?" She tried to speak, but no words can scape from her mouth. "Tara, 7 11"

[3:15 AM]

Silenced. The sound of crickets were the only thing that we could hear. I brought her a milk, a usual drink that calms her down.

In one gulped, she sighed. "Taesan?" I hummed. "Do you think...the world could've been better if I wasn't born?"

I didn't respond. I don't want to respond. "Do you think...both of my parents could've a better life? Without us?" She land her gaze on me. It was sparkiling. A tear scaped from her almond eyes.

"Aviel..."

She smiled bitterly. "Malapit na pala birthday ko..."

"Hmm...what do you want?"

"A restart. A restart button"

She looked away. "I want to restart everything, Taesan. To live a truthful life, not surrounded by lies"

[8:00 PM]

I just finished my classes. They were tough, but it was bearable. At least. Could've been better if...

"Kuya! Kanina ka pa dito?" Hindi ko na namalayan, nasa tabi ko na pala ang kapatid ni Aviel—Aries. "Just got here" I noted as I opened the door. As usual, the smell was good. Nag-request talaga kami na panatilihing mabango ang kuwarto niya, para pag nagising siya, hindi siya badtrip.

"Waah! Kainis talaga yung isa kong kaklase. Muntik ko na masapak, kuya!" I just chuckled at his silly little stories. "Wag kang gumaya sa ate mo"

"Di ko nga alam kung gigising pa yan" buntong-hininga nito sabay upo sa kabilang couch malapit sa bintana. I decided to sit on a monoblock near her bed. Though we were talking, the sound of the machines can still clearly hear.

"Kuya...gigising pa ba si ate?" Muling tanong ni Aries. Ever since that incident happened, bigla nalang nawalan ng malay si Aviel, the only question he has is kung magigising pa ba ang ate niya.

Both of their parents were working, so most of the time, kaming dalawa ang bantay. "Of course she will. She's a strong person" I assure him.

"Alam mo kuya, feeling ko alam ko na sagot sa tanong ko" I hummed. "Siguro...mas ok na rin na hindi na gumising si ate"

"Hmm? Bakit naman?"

"Pagod na kasi siya, kuya. Naaawa na ko kay ate" ani nito. "Alam mo, pag nag aaway sila mama at papa, mas pipiliin niyang marinig lahat nang yon"

"How?"

"Kinukulong ako ni ate sa kuwarto tsaka pinapasuot sakin yung earphones niya. Kahit alam kong ayaw niya, pipilitin niyang siya nalang makarinig lahat kesa makita ko" ngayon ko lang narinig to. Aviel never opened up about family related problems. She will rather keep those on her own. One thing is because she doesn't want to ruin the names of her family. Malalaman ko nalang kapag naninigarilyo siya.

"Do you know that your ate smokes?"

Tumango ito. "Kahit ayaw ko, di ko siya mapigilan. Wala akong magawa eh, coping mechanism narin niya. Kaya, para narin sa kanya, mas gugustuhin ko nalang mag pahinga siya kesa sa nakikita kong nahihirapan siya..."

"...kahit ayaw ko"

[10:00 PM]

Pinatulog ko na si Aries. He cried, again. Gabi-gabi yan, umiiyak. Hindi sa ayaw na niyang makasama ang ate niya, but also for her peace narin.

I miss you, Aviel. Siguro kung nakikita mo ko ngayon, papaulanin mo ko ng tanong. Bakit ka nandito? Bakit mo ko inaalagaan? Ayaw mo sakin pero nandito ka? You'll probably even try to kick me out of the room. Yet, a sweet smile will still be formed on your face.

I miss that, Aviel. I miss your jolly personality, eagerness, and positivity in life. Knowing that you've through a lot behind those sunshines you gave to us, to me. I miss you, Aviel. Wake up na, please? Your brother is waiting for you...he misses her ate na. Aviel, please? Say my name again. Lets go out again in the middle of the night and talk nonsenses...

Aviel...I—

"Taesan?"

[kairiscorner]

more miles x filo reader plz hshsjsjdns but this time can it be that they are not dating yet and hes still crushing 💗

YES, I AM ON IT !!

miles morales x filipino reader

i'd like to think miles would've fallen for you the minute he saw you, actually. like, his heart would beat just a little faster when he saw you, but he brushed it off as excitement to meet a new friend or see a new face at his school.

he was drawn to your beauty, your noticeable features as someone of filipino descent. you could say you rizzed him up by just being who you are, you super magandang individual o(*￣▽￣*)o

when he met you, he instantly found himself drawn to you and your little traits and habits. how you might point with your lips, say, "ah, ano..." when you start a conversation, how you use the "mano po" culture towards his parents (THEY FUCKING LOVE YOU FOR THAT) and just every little thing about you, be it related to your heritage or culture or just anything about you, he fell--and he fell hard.

HE WENT THROUGH A RABBIT HOLE ON WIKIPEDIA ABOUT FILIPINO HISTORY

he stumbled across this song, and he vibed to it (he felt a little sad, maybe a little strange after learning the meaning of the lyrics, it was a feeling he couldn't quite put his finger on it, but it danced on the tip of his tongue when he thought of you, iykyk what i mean)

he'd try to impress you by speaking to you in tagalog after hearing you speak it sometimes, but he used the mas malalim na tagalog and ended up confusing you 😭😭😭

"ang iyong kagandahan ay ubod ng... how do you say that word? wait, wait, uh... " (looks through the script he made to rizz you up, MOST OF IT IS IN INCORRECT TAGALOG TBH 😭😭😭)

he loves going over to your house whenever he can, he feels nice and at home with you, what more at your place where he feels so safe and comfortable?

i also like to think you two would walk outside together, play outdoors a lot, maybe visit a sari-sari store together or a store run by a local filipino nearby and show him some local filipino snacks and drinks you loved :>

HE LOVES PIATTOS

you loved feeding him piattos, like omg. and he jokingly bites your fingers when you do it, and he loves when you scream at him with a wide smile, "ANUBA" when he playfully bites your fingers as you feed him, he chuckles a lot about it and points out how someone's gotta watch their fingers when they eat this.

you two would definitely share a straw from those soft drinks in a plastic bag, LIKEEE one bag, one straw, two of you 🫶🫶🫶

HE GOT ADDICTED TO POTCHI ONCE !!!!!

"oh yo it's kirby" him at the potchi mascot

he also jokes about how you look exactly like the potchi mascot when you're blushing and pouting, AND IT MAKES YOU EVEN MORE FLUSTERED MAN

I FEEL LIKE IF YOU TWO WATCHED MARIA CLARA AT IBARRA, HE'D TAKE NOTES BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH RIZZ IBARRA HAS, ESPECIALLY IF YOU like me SIMPED FOR THE MAN

he'd also learn dancing with you if you were into it, even if you meant it as a platonic gesture, he'd savor every moment of it :>> AND IF YOU TWO DANCED THE EL BIMBO (iykyk) HE'D BE CHUCKLING AND GIGGLING AT HOW SILLY YOU TWO WOULD SHAKE Y'ALL'S HIPS AND YOU BOTH WOULD JUST ERUPT IN PEALS OF LAUGHTER AT HOW FUNNY YOU TWO LOOK WHEN DANCING IT

but deep inside, he'd already be falling deeper and deeper in love with you, wishing every day could just be like this. he wants to come over to your place all the time and just spend the day doing everything you wanna do or just nothing at all.

he loves the way your hair falls when you turn you head to look at him, he loves your sass and quips, he loves how you never take anyone's bullshit and he... he loves dancing with you. he loves holding you close and watching as the music takes you away into a freeing feeling, a feeling that only you two are in the world right now.

a/n: he listens to "ang huling el bimbo" on the way home.

tags !! @thecoolerdor @q2ie @binibinileonara

[poleeeng]

train of sandamakmak na thoughts

nakakapressure yung oras. parang biglang ang bilis bilis lumipas ng mga araw. hindi ko namamalayan malapit na ako magpop hahahaha.

sa sobrang bilis ng oras nappressure na ako kasi ang dami ko pang kulang na gamit ni baby. even yung mga basics kulang na kulang pa. akala ko enough na, hindi pa pala. ang dami palang kailangan ng newborn talaga. narealize ko dapat pala mas maaga ako nagipon ng mga gamit para di ako natambakan ng kulang and kapusin sa budget.

dahil dyan, goodbye muna sa instax camera. prio ang baby muna talaga. gusto ko pa naman sana pangdocument ng mga memories ni baby. pero pwede pa naman sa phone nalang muna. pwede naman ipaprint if ever. dapat talaga pala noon ko pa to binili nung di pa madami gastos ko hahahaha. ang daming 'dapat noon pa'. kakauna ko to ng ibang mga bagay e.

doon na ako magsstay sa sta rosa starting tomorrow. mixed feelings hahahhaa. sad kasi for sure mamimiss ko agad family ko, si mama, si papa, sister ko, si nanay, and si potchi. pero excited din at the same time, kasi ito na yung start na makasama ko jacques forever.

di pa ako ready mahiwalay kila mama and mag-move in sa kanila pero tama kasi si tita saka sila mama na din, baka anytime soon bigla magpop na tong daladala ko, abutin pa ako sa byahe.

ang daming nangyayari pero masaya naman. di naman ako gaano nasstress, more like pressured lang sa oras. mas nasstress parin ako sa work kasi these past days napakainit ng ulo ng TL, nakakapikon hahaha. tapos yung sipsip mo pang mga kawork di talaga mawawala e. tinatamad na din ako magwork. gusto ko na magleave kasi ang dami na masakit talaga. pero keri pa naman HAHAHAHA

[antihibikase]

Heyya Reese! I hope everything's going well for you. If its not, then i wish everything's going to get better soon :)

Also, for the ask game.. maybe 12, 20, 27, and 30

Hello hello, Maya! Thank you so much! ^^ My jaw is slowly getting better after I've clenched it so many times the past week, and my thesis defense is coming soon- which means, once that's out of the way, I will be a little more free!

And thank you for the ask! ^^

12.) describe your best friend?

Already answered here (specifically towards one of them because she was the one asking. Hi Mhizzy. /pos), but also! I have many best friends. :) I know a lot of people tend to only have one, but I have many! From online, from my childhood days, from highschool, etc.

It's hard to pick only one to describe, but I guess the easiest way to describe them is that they're kind to me. :)

20.) who was your very first artistic inspiration?

I think the first major artist that I really felt inspired from was korean artist Ramdaram! You may know them from their viral videos such as these;

She also animated the MV for Dareharu's Karma, Flowering, and Pure Blood!

I really admire the way she draws characters- even through such a simplistic artstyle, she stands out with how she utilizes color palettes and how she animates her videos! I like the retro vibe she has going on for most of her stuff, and her art was what inspired me to try digital art again!

27.) your latest obsession? and why?

Tamagotchi ... specifically angelgotchi ...

I don't know what spurred me to buy an angelgotchi, but I found it online for a good price (around 30 USD), and while I wanted it, I didn't really find any reason to get it- but then I found out I did well enough in my last semester to be listed as a Dean's Lister in my college, and well. Treat for me. :)

I also just like angel-themed things in general recently. I'm attributing it to Slater, yeah, but also. The angelgotchi is just super cute aesthetic wise. And it's also really charming. :) I know the modern ones are just as lovely, but considering I'm terribly busy most of the time, having a vintage tamagotchi that's mostly just care + a single game (not counting the needier stages) and generally being low maintenance is nice.

I would really like a plushie of an angelgotchi! Probably Kuriten (my favorite), but also, Pukuten, Takoten, or Maruten ...

Another obsession is also Yumemiushi, but that's mostly tamer considering Yumemiushi are only plushies. Still, I love my little Potchi (my angel). <3

30.) favorite mythological creature? and why?

Technically, angels. Some don't consider them as such, since they're explicitly tied to religion- but well, it varies.

I had a religious upbringing, and though I don't believe as much anymore, nor do I practice as much as I used to (I still pray before meals though), I like the thought of having an assigned guardian angel looking out for me. :)

I like to think they're less humanoid looking, but not exactly biblically accurate. They're like little creatures to me. Like this.

[livewiregoth]

Tamagotchi On Moments 7

Some more moments, this time from Gen12's(specifically Steamtchi) dreams/nightmares

Nightmare

This is leftover from the last post, I ran out of space so it's here now

We interrupting two Grim Gotchi on a date or something in a nightmare

Dream

At some point I got pics of Steamtchi dreaming, probably the first time one of my tamagotchi has had a dream in a long time given the amount of times I showed them having nightmares.

Sorry, image quality is slightly off from the shots I got for the nightmare random event.

I missed getting a pic of the start when the music note was in a bubble.

Messed up getting the pic so the last one looks like some kind of out of body experience/meme

I ran out of room for any more images, the images missing were just the starry sky & clouds without Steamtchi there.(It was seconds before the bed flew into it's spot in the scene) The other one is just another pic of after the dream is over with Steamtchi & Hot Potchi asleep in bed.

These dream/nightmare random events are interesting but the animations just remind me how the twin feels like an after thought. Hot Potchi is in neither besides when it's still in the twins' room. In the dream clips he even flies up with the blanket like he's the teddy your tama sleeps with if there's no twin as if to get him out of the way along with everything else since the dream needs the main twin & the bed.

I enjoy the On/Meets but it's sad how little thought went into the twin mechanic when it comes to scenes that can happen.

I have 4 more images but I ran out of room so they'll have to wait for the next collection of images for the Tamagotchi On/Meets.

[berry-potchy]

I went through my drafts and found this. I typed this during a moment of weakness for cliche chick flicks and fuckboy Miguel:

This is not edited and messy but I just wanted to share that I'm thinking about a very typical and silly high school coming of age romance setting with the popular broody bad boy x wallflower good girl except that Miguel is already so down bad for (obsessed with) good girl who btw is chubby and cute.

What's on my mind rn is kid Miguel and kid reader were childhood best friends/sweethearts. You were neighbors and your families were close. One day, for some reason you had to move away. This was maybe when you and Miguel were like 7. You were inconsolable during moving day and Miguel's poor little heart broke at the sight. He confessed to you then and asked you to be his girlfriend and you said yes and you kissed him on the cheek and you guys hugged until your parents had to pry you off each other so you can leave. Your parents felt really bad that they had to separate you from your best friend and what they thought was pretend boyfriend but the move was a canon event.

You weren't able to keep in touch, you weren't able to make many friends in your new place either. Like you had friends but they kinda have their own separate friend groups that you're not a part of. You were kinda just there, mourning your loneliness. Growing up you always had that ugly feeling of missing out and the "what if I didn't move back then?" in the back of your head. But one day, you're already like what? Last year in high school? You get a notif on your IG that a Miguel liked a photo you posted from a few months prior (it's a rare photo of you wearing something that shows off of your curves and feeling it). It's odd. You've posted a lot more photos since then. You check the profile and it's your Miguel... but he grew up HOT. Tall, wide, jacked, but it's the same Miguel with the pretty brown eyes and dark loose curls that he now styles slicked back. You follow him thinking he won't notice because of all the pretty girls who comment on his pics but never get replied to. But he followed you back immediately and sent you a 'hey' on DM. You didn't know what to say at all so you just stared at it until he replied ':/' followed by 'see you soon. you better have something to say to me by then.'

Later that day your parents drop the bomb that you're moving back to your childhood home. Next to Miguel.

Not to get into too much plot I just really wanna think about Miguel welcoming back his girlfriend and wanting to make up for lost time which gets you super flustered by his advances and shamelessness. You can't quite tell if he's just teasing you about the girlfriend part but the flirting definitely feels for real.

Your parents telling you to keep the door open when he goes up your room to hang out and you get embarrassed, stuttering that you're not planning on doing anything sexual. Miguel however shrugs and goes "I wouldn't trust me in a room with you either. I would eat you up"

And during lunch at school you cant find a seat, you try to look for Miguel but the scary popular kids are flocking around him. He looks like he's so bored but perks up when he sees you walk by and grabs your wrist to make you sit with them. Some random girl mockingly goes "oh sorry there's no space for you here" and you feel humiliated. Miguel shuts her up with a glare and makes you sit on his lap. No one dares to speak up as he tries to feed you with the snacks from his tray. He's squeezing your thighs enjoying the feel of you on his lap while he goes "I remember you liking this (insert snack or boxed drink here) so I got you an extra one, chula"

There's really nothing else to this I just thought it was cute and had to share.

[heleneplays]

Salazar Twins fun facts pt.1

not me clowning for @mwcaph-game again but the twins said clown rights! and so i deliver:

They were preemie babies, and that's partly why they need more warmth than others.

Eli thankfully shouldered 0 side effects aside that, but Helene's got partially weaker lungs :')

Catch her racing Wayne out during recess tho, 0 thoughts. just nyoom.

As they didnt know their dad, both grew up as mommy's girl/boy. However, Eli, hurt from Mommy Maggie's abandonment, swears he's not anymore. That's when the Photo incident happens, and Helene and him break one (1) promise.

They love each other ofc, but the hurt and their clashing ideas in regards to Maggie really gives friction between them

but moving on

Helene's favorite snack? Just bring her to the orange cart outside of school and get all the kwek kwek :)

Eli's a little more refined, preferring the siomai & siopao in the karinderia :)

Catch the two sipping on Chuckee and Dutch mill boxes during lunch. Helene is a chocolate aficionado while Eli loves all things strawberry

While both kiddos do love Zest-O, both agree that the orange flavor is big YUCK! (my eyes are closed)

Kuya Paddy (my beloved) best cousin!!!!

and during the town fiesta, he used to surprise the two with those colored chicks u can win with 5 pesos from a passing peddler (helene gets a green one while eli takes the pink). They were able to raise the chickens, who they named Pechi (...from pechay) and Potchi to adulthood.

"So... kelan natin yan ipiprito?" "Tito?!" "They are friends, not food--"

It's a running gag between their family, since the two still love to eat fried chicken. Nonetheless Pechi and Potchi are their pets, and they take care of them on a small pen by the backyard.

......when they were younger, the two debated whether they'd like to call their tita and tito as mama and papa, but ultimately decide tita and tito is more comfy for them.

(not that julie and robert would mind, i think.)

(and honestly i do have a set of relatives i call as mama and papa instead of tito and tita, but then again. i am already clowning enough lol)

ANYWAYS

that's all I have for now, thank u for reading

[thedeepwinter]

Letter 010

 23.0103 | Parañaque, PHL

Dear Ciel,

Let me tell you a story of a magnificent woman this world ought to learn from.

Born as the eldest of 12 siblings. She lived her childhood days with a silver-spoon. Their house was built beside the bay, with a back balcony stairs that will give your feet the soft warmth of the sand as you view the glistening horizon in front of you. She grew up full of grace, as her mom taught her everything there is to know for a proper lady especially as the eldest. Naturally, her siblings adored her, relied on her, for her warmth that radiates just as the sun grows on you even if it blinds you. However, she likely adored her father as she followed his shadow even as she grew up as a lady working for her father's company as a treasurer.

One day, at church, her eyes met with a lad her age. He had this soft curls that she thought almost contrast his sharp look and stern persona. He wasn't friendly entirely, he appears as someone who'd start a fight just because. But, those curls, and how his smile seemed more gentle than the dew drops after a summer rain, something about these characteristics of his gave just enough charm for her to be captivated so much so she sought to remember his name.

The next time they saw each other, was on a lazy afternoon, when the sisters coaxed her into dipping into the ocean for a change of scenery from all her house-lessons. She rarely went out, so her skin gave the palest porcelain glow in contrast from her full velvet blue swimsuit. And there he was once again, the times they both stole shy glances from one another, she could not count but the memory has burned at the back of her mind.

When a time came he visited her at her home, they have long been acquainted with each other that even her youngest sister felt almost close as family to him as well to be lingering around where the two would stay and talk. At some point, the young lad thought the little one had slipped away, he took the chance to kiss the eldest on her cheek. But even before the lady could react, the youngest started announcing to the whole family household what had happened, "he kissed her! He kissed manay!", running around like a siren, shouting the sweetest tease.

Well, my dear, Ciel. In those days, the tradition follows an almost ridiculous belief about a kiss even if it was an accident or a joke. And they followed that, they went ahead and got married. But you see, their fairytale had its twists and turns. There's a reason why I haven't written it down. I wanted to be as accurate as I can, with no other distractions pending to derail me. Like now.

I would love to tell you more about them. One night, Sky mentioned how he grew up with his parents reading him bedtime stories. I wondered why it wasn't like that in my household, and partially I blamed how my parents were never exactly there to have the time to read.

Then, I remembered. Although that's the case, growing up with Ma and Pa, they didn't read us bedtime stories either. Considering the number of blackouts, whenever the kerosene lamps where lit up, my siblings and I would start fixing up the mosquito nets on our beds, one twin-size beside another queen-size bed. The five of us would fit there, from left to right, it would be Ate Khy, Papa, me, Mama, and Toto. Oh, the sixth one would be Potchi slowly circling until she settles in a curled bun beside my feet away from Mama so she won't be let out of the bed. When we're complete, that's when the stories begin.

Our topics would be... From the adventures Papa had at the sea, or about the new project around the house. In Mama's case, she loved telling stories about Mommy when she was our age. If not, it would be their love story, how they met, found love, and stayed in love. Or stories of other family relatives, her siblings or Papa's siblings. Our version of bedtime stories were never about dragons or princesses. They were filled with real-life passion, growth, reverence, faith. I guess, there'd be moments Papa would tell us about ghostly-encounters or he'd share one of his favorite daily quips. But most of their stories breathed air, ran blood; theirs had a heart.

That's what I am hoping to pass on to you, dear child. Just as Mama had lost no second to remind us of ––– our beating hearts, and its capability to love and feel everything. And as powerful as a heartbeat, as resilient as hers, and as gentle as her kind of warmth. May you choose to love despite. Never because, or out of pity even. May you recognize love when you've laid eyes on them. Let's both not let the frost devour our hearts to surrender and be preserved for eternity's liberty to decay. 

Allow your heart to break for what breaks His. It's the only kind of pain that will teach you to be humble in a certain way so you'd understand better. There is a certain grace in feeling pain, dear child. We feel not to let it consume us, nor to delude ourselves that eventually the feeling will change on its own. My child, I'm sorry it doesn't work that way.

Just as what I told Sky, eventually, we will all need to mourn and grieve our loss. Not so we can wallow in our own regrets. Not to search for a way to forget. There's a reason why others call it a day of remembrance. We try to remember how they lived amongst us. We share the laughter, the pieces of warmth they left behind. I wish we lived in that culture. I think I understand why Sky prefers the living to celebrate instead of grieving. Like welcoming of a birth of a child. But for me, I couldn't agree that death meant I have to say goodbye. In a way, I find it difficult to find an ounce of energy to celebrate parting. 

I pray, as much as my heart remembers, as my mind slips a clip or two, images of our memories inside that house... I pray He'd let me pass it on to you as you create an image of your own. May you carry a piece of her light with you, dearest Ciel. As for me, I'll try to retrace her footsteps as much as I can. Her steps that kept leading back to him, and through time to Him. I will try to listen to her advice. I will not let it turn to stone, not again. I will continue walking with Him until He leads me to him if that is indeed His will, just as she had long placed her faith on. Their love will continue to live on through me, as I live and breathe.

May you learn love like the one this blessed couple built and cherished together, Ciel.

Yours truly,

M

[potchies]

— entry 003: june 10, 2022

of celebrating our 5th month of being together

warning cguro: cheesy points ahead pero mahal m aq kaya basahin m

hello babbb this is not a scheduled message i just want to greet you for our 5th month on time hehehe

it's been a great roller-coaster 5-month ride passed eversince we became partners. i love you since then.

sabi nga sa kanta ni taylor, in wildest dreams, i never dreamed of this. hindi q hiniling 'tong ganito, the most comforting love yet the hardest to maintain. comforting in the sense na i know there's someone who would never belittle my struggles, would call me pretty even on my bad days, who never sexualizes me, who gives exceeding far beyond the bare minimum. hard to maintain because this needed a lot of understanding and compromise. yet, here we are—celebrating our 5th and hoping for more. proving this is the kind of love that stays. one which leaves a permanent mark.

i was never the kind of woman who sticks through a relationship so long and never thought would be, but you made me into someone who tries to stay. the woman who puts a man onto a pedestal, romanticizing every ounce of what you do and what you are. i love you, leigh christian. to the moon and to saturn. my four-leaf clover, my moonlight, my lantern, everything valuable. i love you. mahal na mahal kita.

the past weeks may have been harder for you but i just want you to know that I'm and will always be here for you. just like you were there for me.

i promise to be more understanding, to be more stable, and to love you with all the love there is to offer. it's going to be fine, love. while i know that this statement wouldn't be enough to comfort you through these trying times, just know that i will never get tired of reminding you that it gets better in time. your difficult moments does not define you because to me, you are far above from the standards set in this world, you are the most unique, spectacular, kindest and the most wonderful person I've ever met and you are going to get through this, i believe in you. i love you. we love you— potchie, chopper and i.

i promise to be better every single day for u. i would lower my pride, i would choose u over anything, i would give this love my all. i love you babi so much. happy 5 months and here's to more. thank you for the most beautiful times of my life. (≧▽≦)

[cielpurrple]

Make Me 18.2

Pairing: Jimin x Reader Word count: 7472 Warnings: cursing, #SelfControlCHIM 

Summary: Give Y/N a fire truck loaded with holy water, she’s thirsty!!!

The thought of you and Jimin being together in one house again made your stomach tumble. You tried to keep your excitement to yourself as you supress the smile that’s forming on your lips while a lot of thoughts with a plan of surprising Jimin once in a while came into your mind.

As you watch the view from the window, you began planning what would you cook for him, a weekly movie date, maybe in blanket and pillow forts; things like that. You then felt his hand search for yours, so you took his hand and looked at him, only to find out that he’s eyes were already on you.

“What?”

You half chuckle as you ask him.

“Nothing, I’m just happy you’re with me right now, going home,” he smiled back.

You internally prayed that your blush was concealed by the darkness of the night.

“Eyes on the road,” you reminded him to concentrate in driving.

“Aye, aye,” he shifted his gaze.

After passing different landmarks, you were now slowing down into another expensive looking residential area. He turned left and approached a tall, dark metal gate. As you observed, it’s also automatic but when you pass by, two men dressed identically as his grandmother’s bodyguards gave him a polite bow as a greeting.

He stopped in front of the house, get out of the vehicle, and opened the door for you and offered his hand which you gladly accepted. You thanked him while he guided you out of his car. The men earlier carried your belongings and brought it beside the front door.

Your eyes scanned your surroindings although it’s dark, you cannot deny that it’s beautifully kept and expensively designed.

“Shall we come inside?” he asked.

You nod. He pushed the door, but to your surprise, he suddenly scooped you up bridal style which made you squeak. Then you noticed you weren’t alone, a familiar scenario wherein people stood in two lines greeted you.

“Put me down Jimin, it’s embarrassing!” you half whispered, half screamed.

“I’m afraid I cannot do that until we’re at the bottom of the stairs,” he relpied as he walked past the people who’s looking at the two of you.

He carefully put you down when you’re at the bottom of the stairs. You scanned the interioirs of his house and it’s mostly earth colors with a bit of blacks, reds, and greens.

“I wanna show you something, come,” he held your hand and slightly dragged you to wherever it is that he wanted to show you.

You walked past the kitchen, a large dining area, until he slide one of the glass doors and pressed a switch.

You smiled as you saw a swimming pool, with fake candles floating around it.

“It’s so beautiful,” you whispered.

“That’s nothing compared to what I’m looking at,” he replied.

You turned to look at him so you could see where he is looking, you gave him a shy smile as you see him looking at your direction, straight to your eyes.

“May I dance with you?” he suddenly asked for your permission out of the blue.

“There’s no music, how are we—“ you were cut off when a soft melody from you don’t know where became audible.

“Now, may I have this dance?” he offered his hand to you this time and you accepted it.

You lightly placed your arms on his shoulders as he put his hands on both sides of your waist. You let him guide your movements, and slowly swayed into the music.

“How clever, you planned this don’t you?” you spoke as you looked at him.

“Of course, I wanted to make a bigger, grander welcome party for you but I didn’t have much time and graduation’s there so this is just what I managed to do,” he explained.

You shook your head in disbelief, with the thought that he’s still thinking his efforts wasn’t enough.

“I’ve told you many times, you’re presence is enough remember?” you looked into his eyes which seems to sparkle in the pale lights.

“This is me, making up for the days I wasn’t able to be with you, and of course last Valentine’s and White day baby,” he replied.

“Aww, how sweet of you,” you couldn’t help but to hug him in return of his efforts.

“Welcome home, Y/N.” He whispered.

“Thanks, I’m glad to be home, with you.” you relpied.

Your words made Jimin search for your lips and kiss you gently.

“You looked beautiful on that dress baby,” he commented.

“Thanks, your grandmother sent me this,” you confessed.

“I should give her a call and thank her then,” he replied.

“No, we should visit her instead,” you suggested.

“That’s a better idea, but before that, why don’t we change into comfy clothes? I’ll take you to your room,” he offered.

You nod at him and let him lead.

He immediately brought you to your bedroom door.

“This is it, your room.” he said while he pointed at the closed door.

“Thank you. um, where’s yours?” you asked innocently but to Jimin, that question of yours made him feel nervous and excited.

“It’s for you to find out princess, now go get changed.” He said as he watch you enter your room.

Upon entering, you were surprised and delighted to see that your room is decorated in pastel colors, same with your room at his grandmother’s house.

You carefully took off your dress, and hung it neatly for dry cleaning later.

You stared at your reflection, wearing that sexy underwear and that’s when you remembered what Jungkook told you. But another thought which was Z’s advice came popping into your mind. You sighed as you pulled your luggage and grabbed whichever clothing was on top. You’re now wearing shorts and an oversized shirt. You started unpacking while waiting for Jimin although you want to search for him.

You’ve finished placing all of your belongings to it’s appropriate places and yet, he hasn’t come around so you got bored. You lied on your bed and it’s so fluffy, it feels so comfortable.

You pulled the strap of your bag and pulled your phone out. You were surprised to see several messages from the boys, and from your parents.

You replied to  your father first whom asked how did your move went. You told him that it went out smoothly since you don’t have much things to pack and bring in  the first place.

Your father called after you replied and you excitedly answered it.

“Heya, dad!” you greeted him.

[Aren’t you too cheery for bedtime?] his frown is visible through the video call.

“It’s  because I miss you and, I ate sweets for dessert earlier,” you replied.

You smiled even wider when your mother comes in and joined the conversation, carrying Potchi.

“Hi mom! Hello Mr. Potchi!” you greeted them.

[Hello, darling, Potch say hi] she held one of the dog’s front leg and waved it.

[So, how’s your move?] your father asked.

“It was okay, I just brought my clothes and school stuffs,” you replied.

You gave them a tour on your room and as you do it, your father suddenly speak.

[If that’s your room, where’s Jimin and where is his room?] he probed.

“We talked an hour ago Dad, and I don’t have an idea where his room is”

Your father just gave a hum as a response. Then, you told them that Jimin’s house was also spacious  and the only thing that differs is that it’s modern and he has people working for him.

[So, does that mean the two of you are not alone in that house, correct?] your father confirms.

“Yes, Dad. We’re about ten here? I think.” You assured him.

[Alright, don’t forget to study okay?] your father reminded you.

“Yes Dad!” you smiled.

Then he passed the phone to your mother who’s now walking away to the living room and went to your unoccupied room.

[I wanted to tell you this in person but it will take so much time so, this will do...] your mother started

Your heart suddenly became uneasy, it began to beat faster.

“What is it Mom? C’mon, you can tell me” you said.

[I know this is out of the blue and I know that you are a smart girl, a good girl...] she said, as she sat down on the edge of your bed, adjusting the phone so you can still see her.

You waited for her to continue, She sighed and started talking again.

[Well, let me make this short honey, just take care of yourself and behave okay?] she gave a small smile in the end.

“Of course, Mom. I love you. Tell dad and Potch I love them too.”

[Rest well, and text me still every day, okay?]

“Will do Mom. Good night, bye.”

You stared at your phone for a little while as you think about what’s going on in your mother’s mind that she can’t say directly at you.

Then you chose to open Jungkook’s message

[From: Jungkook

Havin’ a fun night? :p]

[To: Jungkook

Of course! Jimin and Taehyung just graduated. Aren’t you happy for them?]

[From: Jungkook

*eye roll gif* ofc i’m happy. What I’m saying is, are you having fun wd Jimin – hyung right now?]

[To: Jungkook

Yes.]

You waited for his reply but he didn’t seem to read your last message. You waited for Jimin to knock on your door but still he hasn’t returned yet and you wanted to watch TV but you’re hesitant to go downstairs because of what he did earlier.

You sighed as you press your speed dial number 3, and waited for the other line to ring but, you were quite surprised when Jimin’s phone number is busy. So you left him a text message asking if he’s awake.

You waited for his reply but there’s no response for him until you finally fall asleep.

Meanwhile, after Jimin brought you to your room, he ran towards his own room which is just at the other end of the hall from yours and went straight to the shower. That dress of yours although it’s far from revealing made him feel some sort of way. This dress was more tempting than what you wore during Summer Solstice. He calmed himself down as the water gushes over his body. He dressed quickly so he can hang out with you again but he noticed that the door to his office is open. He kicked it and revealed Hoseok, who jumped into his seat due to shock.

“For heaven’s sake, you surprised me.” he said while clutching his heart.

“Ditto, what do you need from me in on this hour?” he said in a serious manner.

“Well, I just came here out of curiosity,” he replied while looking at his fingernails.

“So, you really mean it huh, the moving in thingy?”

Jimin returned Hoseok’s question with a stare.

“Well, it seems that you’re really serious about that plan” he smiled awkwardly.

“I am.” Jimin responded dryly.

“How about her, are you serious about her?” Hoseok replied with now a hint of seriousness on his tone.

Jimin kept quiet, trying to calm himself down. He doesn’t want to talk to Hoseok at this late of night, and not now that you’re living together.

“Just tell me your goddamn business here right now so we can end it.” Jimin snapped.

Hoseok sighed, and began talking.

“Are you gonna tell your girlfriend you know, her?”

Jimin’s eyes widen upon realizing what he’s talking about. His face lost it’s color.

“If I can avoid it, I wouldn’t.” He replied firmly.

It’s Hoseok’s turn to be surprised this time.

“Wouldn’t it be unfair to Y/N, Jimin?” He leaned closer to the table, anticipating his answer

“Now is not the right time to tell her anything about her. Now, can you leave?” Jimin starts to lose his cool.

Hoseok, stood up while both arms are slightly raised and exited the house while Jimin touched his forehead trying to stay calm. When that didn’t work, he turned the monitor of his computer and began working which took until wee hours of the night. He wanted to punch himself for that so he left his work and went to your room.

He softly knocked and called your name and when he didn’t hear any response, he opened the door and quietly peeked. He saw your sleeping form on the large bed but you’re not under the covers so he slowly went inside tryig not to wake you up.

He pulled the duvet as slowly as he could, and put it on top of your sleeping state.

“Good night princess, see you later.” He whispered and left.

You were sleeping peacefully when you heard a soft voice calling you.

“Princess, wake up~” you heard a familiar voice.

You slowly open your eyes and you instantly smiled upon seeing Jimin, aka your boyfriend.

“There, good morning, princess. Had a good rest?” he asked.

“Yes. The bed is comfy, thank you.” you smiled at him.

“Of course. So, shall we have some breakfast?”

You glanced at your clock and it’s already 9 o’clock.

“Can I atleast make myself presentable?”

He nods and sat at the edge of your bed.

When you’re ready, the both of you went downstairs together and went straight to the dining room.

You were surpised with a lot of food that’s nicely prepared on the table.

“So, do we have guests?” you asked.

“Uh, no, we don’t have. Why?” he looked around to choose the food that he liked and reached for some salad.

You looked around and you chose to eat ham and egg sandwich.

“There’s so much food,” you replied.

“Well, I actually prepared everything today I thought you’d like it.” he pouted.

“Yeah, I like It but it’s too many, we can’t eat everything even until late in the evening.” You explained.

“Don’t worry, we’ll share it to everybody,” he smiled.

The two of you enjoyed the breakfast together. You told him you wanted to watch TV. Instead of bringing you to the living room, he brought you to his mini theater that’s complete with equipment plus game consoles.

“So, what do you wanna watch? Horror? Sci-Fi? Romance?”

“What do you want to watch?” you asked back.

So the two of you ended watching Toy Story.

You got bored in the middle of the second movie when he received a call and excused himself. You’re not intersted in watching anymore so you played a game with your phone.

“Sorry about that,” he said when he returned to take a seat beside you.

He probably noticed you’re bored so he paused the movie.

“Let’s go somewhere else, go get changed.” He said as he stood up and run towards the exit while you follow him.

You easily made a mental map of the places you would probably use when you’re at home so it’s easy for you to go to your room from the mini theater. You took a quick shower and wear comfy, casual clothes.

You went downstairs so you could wait for him there and as you do, the helpers who pass you by either greets you politely or awkwardly which make you feel uneasy.

A few minutes have passed and you heard someone coming and to your relief, it’s Jimin.

“Shall we go?”

You nod.

He approached one of the helpers and told him that you wouldn’t be home until late night.

The car was already waiting at the front door so you both hopped in and he drive away.

A few minutes in your road trip, you wanted to ask him where are you going but it might spoil the fun so you just kept quiet.

“Penny for your thoughts?” he said.

“What do you want to know?” you replied without looking at him.

“Anything and everything that makes your mind wanders off of me,” he said.

“Well, to be honest, I kinda feel somewhat uneasy with the people around the house, I think they’re afraid of me? or perhaps, annoyed?” you blurted.

Jimin chuckled at your statement.

“Princess, I apologize but you have to understand  that they were given an order by gram to be like that,” he explained.

“Don’t worry because they’re not gonna stay in the house except for the security. They’re on call.”

You processed what he said and when you get it, that’s the time you reacted.

“It means, it’s just us that really lives there?” you confirmed.

“Yes, Just like before,” he replied.

You felt somewhat relieved and scared at the same time knowing that you’ll be living together just like before. You passed the expressway and you began to question him where are you going and instead of a proper answer, he just gave you a smile.

An hour has passed and you ended up watching a random series on your phone when he slowed down and passed a toll gate.

“Wait, where are we going, Can you please tell me now?” you now begged.

“You’ll find out soon enough baby, don’t rush,” he grinned.

You sighed and let him drive as you continued watching.

Another hour has passed and you needed  to stop for a quick break. You stretched your limbs and so is he. He even bought some snacks.

You stopped watching the series when you got bored and just quietly observe the view from the car when you realized where it’s going.

“Wait, I know this road! Don’t tell me—“ you looked at him with hopeful eyes.

“Told you you’ll know soon enough. Yes, we’re going to visit your parents,” he finally revealed your destination.

You smack his arm in excitement. You wanted it to be a surprise so you just texted your parents that you’re fine.

Although you don’t want to sleep, your eyes grew tired while watching the view that you’ve been seeing for the past few hours, you accepted defeat and dozed off.

“Baby wake up now,” he gently tapped your shoulder and you immediately responded to him, giving him a smile.

“Where are we?” you looked at your surroundings and it’s already dark. Your eyes landed on the arch that welcomes you home. It made you smile wider.

“Let’s take you to your parents,” he said as he continued to drive.

He parked near your house and you couldn’t help but to jump for joy when you see the very welcoming vibe of your house.

You tried opening the gate as quiet as you could and when you’re both inside, you locked.

You went to check the backyard. Nobody’s there so you knock.

Not a minute has passed and your mother opened the door for you whom screamed in surprise upon seeing you.

“Oh my goodness honey, honey, Y/N’s here!” she shouted at the direction of the living room.

Your father suddenly popped out of nowhere, he’s already behind your mother.  

She welcomed you with a hug and you returned it with a much tighter one.

“Mooooommm, I missed you~” you said sweetly.

“I missed you too—what are you standing there, Jimin come here and give me a hug!”

You giggled as you noticed the similarity of your mom to Jimin’s grandmother. He greeted your parents politely and your mother hugged him as if he was her own son.

“Come in, make yourself comfortable and I’ll make something. I bet you’re hungry,” she disappeared in the kitchen.

“Potchiiii!” You excitedly greeted your dog but instead of coming to you, he almost jump into Jimin, licking his face.

Your father was facing the two of you, eyeing your movements which made you and Jimin sit still. Your father’s expression was too funny for you so you couldn’t help but giggle which made the atmosphere lighter.

“I’m glad you have the time to visit us  although it’s really far from the city,” he said.

“I just wanted Y/N to see you more often if we have time.” Jimin replied.

They talked about different things until food comes in. You all enjoyed that simple yet special dinner together.

After the meal, Jimin was invited by your father to drink which you immediately said yes to. You help your mother in folding the freshly laundered clothes when she suddenly speak.

“I am glad that you visited, really.”

“I’m happy too Mom. To be honest this is unplanned.” You confessed.

“How sweet of him dear, I’m thankful that you’ve met a guy like him, my mind is at peace,” she said.

“Moomm, we just visited you, it’s not like we’re gonna get married or something.” You tried to sound normal but you couldn’t help but to smile.

“We will never know dear, by the looks of it, a proposal from him might be just around the corner,” she teased.

You gave her a pout with the hopes that your blush will be concealed.

Your mother continued to tease you but you just laughed with her.

Meanwhile, your father and Jimin spends the night having a one on one drinking session in silence when your father spoke.

“Congratulations by the way,” he started.

“Thank you sir, your daughter was my inspiration.” He confessed.

Your father gave Jimin a sincere smile upon hearing his statement.

“Jimin, thank you for updating me regularly of my daughter’s activities, I truly appreciate it.” he continued.

“About your vacation, you have my permission. Just you know, don’t forget our agreement, alright?”

Jimin thanked your father in giving the permission for you to tag along, and promised your father that he would not break his promise.

To be honest, one of Jimin’s purpose was one, to ask permission from your father so he could take you somewhere during summer break; two, he wanted you to see your parents as often as possible.

After helping your mother, she let you go downstairs so you can have some time with Jimin and your father.

You smiled as you saw the both of them playing a mobile game, Jimin has his competitive face on while your father looks like he’s winning.

“What’s up?” you sat on the space beside your father to watch what they’re playing.

They’re playing some sort of a card game.

You watched it for some time but your father and boyfriend’s reactions were even more entertaining so you just watched them instead of the game. You even took a stolen picture for memory’s sake.

You were surprised to see a text message from Taehyung and Jungkook. You chose to read Taehying’s first.

[From: Taehyung

How’s future Mrs. Park doing? Your future husband seemed busy, I hope he’s busy because you’re with him ;)

[To: Taehyung

He’s in a very serious meeting.

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You attached the picture that you took last. You then opened Jungkook’s message.

[From: Kookie

Mrs. Park, yuhoo~]

[To: Kookie

Shut up.]

[From: Kookie

:P nope. I know you like it tho. >:P]

You stopped exchanging messages to them when Jimin screamed in defeat and your father let out a monstrous, triumphant laugh.

“Go, go and console your boyfriend there,” he said as he wiped a tear from his eye due to laughter.

You looked at Jimin who smiled at you.

“I’ll be calling it a day, if you two have plans in going out, make sure you keep the gate closed aryt? You know where the keys are, Y/N.” He said as he stepped upstairs.

Your mother served you some late night snacks and even prepared a spot for Jimin to sleep. The two of you thanked her and you smiled at him cutely.

He pat the spot which he wanted you to sit so you went closer to him and wrapped his arms around you.

“Thank you for bringing me here,” you looked at him.

“It will always be my pleasure, princess.” He smiled.

You gave him a hug in return, and he kissed your forehead.

“Maybe let’s call it a night,” he said and yawned.

“Yes, right you’ve been driving all day.”

“I’ll see you later.” He let go of you.

“Good night, Jimin.”

“Good night,”

You went upstairs while he prepare himself to lie down and sleep.

When you’re on your room, your dog was already on the foot of your bed, watching you.

“What are you looking at? You didn’t even greet me properly.” you pout and heard your dog whine which made you giggle.

You lied down and your dog rested itself on the empty space and faced you.

“You like him too, don’t you?” you said as you play with his fur.

“Well, I don’t just like him, I love him too Potch, I think I love him very much.” You confessed.

That night, you sleep with a wide smile on your face.

The next day came and you planned on helping your mother to cook breakfast but you’re too late. When you went downstairs, the table’s filled with delicious breakfast, with the help of Jimin which earned praises from both of your parents.

After cleaning up, you told your parents that you have to go back to the city. They both bid you goodbyes plus several reminders.

It was a nice view seeing your father giving Jimin a pat on the back and ruffling his hair while Jimin smiled. It made your heart melt a bit.

“Take care, you two!” your mother said. You rolled the windows down and waved them goodbye.

“Now, where shall we go next?” he looked at his phone.

“Huh? We’re going somewhere else?”

“Maybe somewhere that’s along the way.” He said

“That would be great!” you agreed.

You’re half way from the City when Jimin read an ad about a villa. He turned to the direction the ad points it’s way.

It took you less than an hour to locate the villa and you instantly fell in love with the place upon seeing the entrance.

It’s covered in flowers, the place seemed like a place from a story book.

When the car’s already parked, you excitedly get out of it. You grabbed Jimin’s hand which he laced with yours. He let you lead.

You instantly smiled when you saw a sunflower field and you told him to take a picture of you there which he gladly did, followed by a picture of you two.

You walked around some more and there’s a carnival. You played bump cars and after that you had some snack in a form of corn dogs and juice.

you walked even further and you noticed a beautiful chapel just like the entrance, it’s filled with beautiful flowers.

You jogged towards it only to find that there’s an event.

You stood at one of the sides when a friendly usherette approached you. She offered you a seat but you declined. You chose to stand on one corner that’s concealed from the view of the guests.

A few minutes has passed when somebody announced the arrival and entrance of the bride and groom. This made you feel excited.

As the doors opened, the guests looked back and the music began to play. The bride looked so beautiful, wearing an off-white floor length gown while the groom looked dashing in a navy blue suit.

You looked at the guests and you assume that the women crying are the mothers.

You watched the entire ceremony and when it’s time for the exchange of rings, you felt a gentle hand holding yours.

You looked to your left, seeing Jimin look at you, his eyes once again sparkling. He then lifted your hand and tied a ribbon on it, attached is a yellow balloon.

You giggled at his actions, making you feel mushy inside.

“You may now kiss the bride,” the priest announced.

You felt your lips touched something soft, you realized Jimin is kissing you.

And you kissed him back.

When you heard the applause of the guests the two of you let go of each other and instead linked your hands together and walked away from the chapel.

The two of you decided to continue driving. You placed the balloon on the backseat and let it bounce there.

“Did you liked our detour?”

“I loved it!” you replied excitedly.

“That place is so magical, as if we’re on a fairy tale,”

“Yeah, that place is nice,” he agreed.

“And can you believe it, we even witnessed a wedding! It’s not like I haven’t into one before but, that’s different. It’s so nice, and everybody seemed happy.” You smiled as you recall your favorite part.

You earned some giggles and hums from Jimin as you drive back to the city.

The drive back was fast. You reached home around 3PM and greeted with an empty house. No helpers, gardeners, just the security team that’s roaming around outside.

Jimin wrapped his arms around you from behind, and you pat his head as he rest it on your shoulder.

“You should take a rest, you’ve been driving for two days,” you convinced him.

“Yeah maybe I should, but I have a favor to ask,” he said.

“Join me,let’s take a nap.” He whispered.

You suddenly felt warm, but you’re more concerned about his health so you brush aside your thoughts.

“Okay, let’s take a nap,” you agreed.

He lead the way, and he opened another room which seemed to be another gaming room.

“Is this your room?” you looked around, and found several photos of the boys hanging on the wall.

“No, but here’s where Taehyung and the rest of our friends stay most of the time.

“Yeah, I can see that.” you smiled.

Jimin pressed something and the sofa became a large bed.

“Oh, that’s why they prefer to stay here,” you imagine them fighting over a spot on the bed.

He climbed the bed and stretched, patting the space he made for you.

You slowly climbed and lied down, turning to your side, you looked into each other’s eyes until you couldn’t take it anymore.

“Close your eyes now and sleep,” you said to him.

“Close yours first,” he said, his tiredness is showing.

“Thank you Jimin, thank you for surprising me,” you said as you slowly flutter your eyes, sleep is starting to win over you.

“I love you, Y/N” was the last thing you heard from Jimin.

“WAKE UP YOU TWO, IT’S TIME TO PARTY!” a loud music made your eyes open in an instant, realizing you’re not alone with Jimin anymore.

You tried shutting them up, telling them that Jimin is tired.

“Can you tell us why he is tired, Y/N-nie?” Jungkook suddenly came out of nowhere.

“We visited my parents, he drived” you replied matter-of-factly.

“That’s all?” Jungkook’s disappointment is evident.

“Yes, that’s all.” You dismissed the topic.

“But we still need to wake him up.” Jungkook sat beside you.

“Why?” you disagreed.

“We’re going somewhere. Pack clothes that’s enough for a week.”

“Okaaaay, wake him gently, I don’t want him stressed.” You exited the room and went to yours.

You began putting clothes on your backpack when you noticed the paper bag of the lingerie that you bought. You were more determined to surprise him this time.

You grabbed it, and placed it at the bottom most part of your bag.

When you’re done, you heard the boys  cheer, Jimin’s up.

“Sorry they wake you up,” you looked at him.

“Nah it’s alright, this was planned beforehand,  I just didn’t know that it’ll be today.” He said.

“Are you ready?” you wanted to help him pack.

“Yes. Are you?” he looked at you.

You nod and showed your backpack.

“Then let’s get going.” He said and you left the house.

You were dropped at the largest pier in the city, you’re wondering where you’re going.

“There it is!” Taehyung pointed at a luxurious ship.

You watched the ship approach the pier. Several men waited as it send signals. When it stopped, Taehyung began walking and you all followed.

You were greeted and welcomed with flower garlands on your necks.

“Here’s your keycards, don’t lose it.” Taehyung handed one keycard and when he approached you two, he smiled mischievously.

“Which one of you’s the better keeper?” he asked.

The both of you looked at each other at the same time, and both chuckled.

“I’ll just entrust this to you, Y/N. Let’s meet up here again but for the meantime, let’s drop our bags in our rooms!” he ran after that.

The rest of you went to ride the elevator and you all went to your respective rooms.

It’s a luxurious suite you and Jimin have. And funny thing is, there’s only one enormous bed.

You placed your bag on one of the side while Jimin followed.

He sat on the couch and rest his head.

“Are you okay?” you asked as you approached him.

“Yes, don’t worry,” he replied.

He stood up and hold your hand. The two of you exited your room and waited downstairs where you agreed to meet.

When you’re all there, you decided to go take a look around and see what’s in store. There’s a large bar, casino, club, water activities, 4D theater, laser tag, rock climbing area. And you all decided to pick a place that you wanted to try and you chose the 4D theater. You all agreed to play rock paper scissors and whoever wins you’ll go there.

“YES IT’S PARTY TIME!” Taehyung exclaimed because he won and he chose the bar. Taehyung began dancing to the beat as you entered the club. A staff guided you to a private room. They ordered their preferred drinks and several ladies drink for you.

You’re on your second glass when Taehyung asked you to dance. You accepted it and you two danced like children on the dance floor.

After one song, Jungkook asked Taehyung if he could dance with you, and the song was kinda slow so you’re dancing closer to each other.

In the middle of the slow dance, Yoongi tapped Jungkook shoulder. You smiled at him as he hold your hand.

“You haven’t replied to my message, I wanna sulk,” he began.

“Sorry. To be honest I’m interested but you know, my head associates that play on the time Jimin was so mad at me,” you confessed.

“Yeah, I get it, I hope we could work on that part.” Yoongi said.

“Don’t worry, I will.” You assured him.

Yoongi was followed by Jin that asked you to dance. Another upbeat music came in and you giggled as he danced.

“Am I too late to ask for this lady’s permission to dance with me?” you glanced behind you and saw Namjoon, in floral polo and pastel shorts.

“Hello, Mr. Namjoon.” You greeted him.

“Ouch. Just call me Namjoon. Shall we dance?” he smiled, his prominent dimple showing.

You agreed and when you both dance, he earned giggles from you because his dance moves remind you of your father.

As the night turned into a day, you’re getting to know these people and why are they special to Jimin.

-SEVERAL DAYS LATER-

You spent some of your time being alone with one of them. The first one was Jin, who shared some secrets in tasting some food. You shared some ideas with him which he considered.

The next one’s Namjoon who preferred rock climbing than other amenities. At first you thought he’s just pure formality but there’s a funny side of him too.

Of course, Taehyung brought you to the 4D theater, and you both screamed your lungs out as you watch the horror movie there.

You’ve bonded with Yoongi when everybody’s out and you don’t want to go to the bar. He took you to the arcade and you played there although he admitted that he sucks, he still played with you. After several games, he accepted defeat and you just talked about the play you saw and once again, the interest you have for it was rekindled.

Jungkook invited you to the water slide which you took up until ten times, you enjoyed it too although it’s scary at first.

“I finally get what you meant Kook, the one that you told me when we’re at LATE,” you said as you walk with him towards the exit of the water park.

You looked at him and he showed you a wide smile.

“What are you gonna do about it?” he asked out of curiosity.

“I don’t know.” you honestly replied.

Since that night, you keep on thinking whether you’d do it or not but whenever you think about it, your head always says no.

But  tonight was your last night at this ship, and you wanted to do something special for Jimin. While they’re out, you get yourself prepared. You looked at yourself in the mirror, still fresh from the bath. You sighed and put on your chosen sleepwear for the evening.

You tried waiting for Jimin but he’s taking too long so when you got bored, you watched whatever’s on the cartoon channel. When it finished, you climbed to bed and played a game on your phone.

You heard the faint beep of the door and you pulled the the blanket closer to you you. You can heard him went to shower and you felt his weight on the bed.

“Princess, are you awake?”

You stayed silent.

“I know you’re awake, say something.” He said.

You still kept quiet.

“Fine, you got me no choice, I’ll tickle you!” he suddenly poked your sides which he instantly got a reaction from you.

You continued defending yourself but he’s quicker, so he flipped you over, now he’s hovering above you.

His eyes widen as he shifted his gaze from your face to what you’re wearing.

“Y/N, what are you wearing?”

You gulped at his reaction, you pursed your lips.

“S-surprise!” you tried making the situation light but it doesn’t seem to work.

Jimin gave you a cute chuckle, he took off his pullover and placed it on your head.

“Dress warmly, it’s cold here.” he replied.

He stood up, and went towards the direction of the door.

“I forgot to return something to Jin hyung I’ll be back.” he said and left.

You don’t know what to feel, a part of you is relieved but tears began to fall as soon as you heard the beeping sound of the door.

Jimin came rushing to Jin’s room.

He couldn’t believe his eyes. Did you really just wore such a sexy outfit?

For what?

To tease him?

Jin was in the middle of eating croissant when he let Jimin inside, the rest of the boy are also there.

“What happened, you’re so pale did you see a ghost?” He remarked.

“Much worse... I guess.” He  said as he slumped into the fluffy sofa.

He sighed as he rest one arm on his eyes. Upon seeing that lingerie on your skin, he immediately called all the gods so he would remain composed.

“I’ll take a shower.” He stood up and make his way to the bathroom.

You stayed up all night waiting for him, and as you expected, he didn’t returned. You tried waiting for him for breakfast but still he didn’t showed up. So now you’re at the dining hall eating a delicious breakfast alone. You felt ashamed of what you just did, you felt cheap. You thought it’ll make him happy but instead it made you feel disgusted about yourself. You didn’t even finish a quarter of your food, you returned to your room and began packing your things.

Without thinking twice, you threw the lingerie. And began packing your things.

Jimin came knocking on the door during lunch time. You just opened the door for him and returned to the sofa where you watch.

You listend to his movements without looking at him. He’s also packing.

Another knock came and It revealed the rest of the boys. Taehyung announced that you’ll be on land any minute now so you should get ready.

You waited for Jimin to finish packing and let him go out first. When he does,  made a final check and when there’s nothing that belongs to the two of you, you exited the room.

You’re at the lobby now when the captain thanked your personally for choosing their cruise ship.

When the cruise ship reached the pier and you’re told you can go now, you approached Taehyung and the two of you walk together until you reached the pier’s grounds.

“YES, I’M ON LAND AT LAST!” he shouted and you chuckled.

“Thank you for inviting me Tae, I truly enjoyed this.” you hugged him.

“Ah, don’t mention it, this is my last party probably, I have to start getting serious.” He said.

“I wish you the best of luck at work, I know you can do it.” you smiled at him.

When all of you are on land, you stayed for a little bit for lunch. You purposely sat between Yoongi and Jin, across Namjoon and Jungkook. Taehyung sat on one end and Jimin chose the opposite end.

You celebrated Taehyung and Jimin’s graduation with occasional teasing from them. Right after that, all of you parted ways. You searched for public transportation directions until Jimin’s car stopped in front of you.

Just to be safe, you placed your things on the backseat, and sat beside him still.

Through your peripheral vision, you could see he’s glancing at you. But he decided to wear his sunglasses and well damn, he looked so good.

You decided to sleep until you reach home.

You woke up just in time the car approached the gates. When the car stopped, You didn’t wait for him and unbuckled your seat belt, grabbed your  bag and went straight to your room.

You lied on the bed and hugged one of your pillows there.

You began crying when you heard a faint knock.

“Can we talk?” you heard him from the other side.

“I’m coming in,” he said and he slowly turned the knob, and it revealed him. He closed the door quietly and approached you, your body’s turned from the door.

“I want to sleep, let’s talk later.” You said.

“You’re not sleepy, You just woke up.” he said.

“First of all, I’m sorry princess. I really do.” He started.

This time, you couldn’t control your tears.

You felt his hand rub your arm, trying to calm you down.

“Face me, I’m sorry, don’t cry.”

He tried to shush your crying, and he turned you to him.

“Tell me the truth, am I ugly?” you said in between your sobs, you’re now sitting down, your hands covering your face.

“Goodness, of course not! Baby, you’re a goddess you always mesmerize me.” all of it was true though, and Jimin hoped that his sincerity could reach you through his words.

You revealed your tear stained face, You wanted to know why he rejected you.

“Then why—“ you were cut off as he suddenly kissed you.

This kiss is rough, wanting, needing.

You lied comfortably on the bed, letting him again be on top of you.

You found the nape of his neck, and you tried pulling him into you closer, his hands caressing your exposed thigh.

When you let out a moan, he stopped and sit down.

“Come here, he extended his hands to yours, and pulled you up so you can sit also.

He held both of your hands, searching for your eyes.

“Ah, fuck, I didn’t know what to say but the truth is, you looked so beautiful last night, I really wanted you right there, looking like that for me but baby, listen to me,” he adjusted your head so you’re looking directly at him.

“I respect you so much, also your parents, especially your father, entrusted you to me. And he and I had an agreement, that I should not touch you until you’re ready.” He tried to search for more appropriate words.

As you hear his confession, you realized what you just did, and you felt embarrassed because of your bold move.

“I thought you would be happy so I did it,” you shyly confessed.

“I am. And I am very pleased even. But baby, were you really ready last night?” he asked.

You shook your head.

“See? Let’s not rush things okay? Let’s take it slow, baby steps, Princess. I’m just right here with you.”

You don’t know what you did on your past life but you’re so happy you met this man. You couldn’t help but to embrace him tight.

“I’m sorry, Jiminie,” you whispered.

“Don’t worry about it, We’re okay now, right?”

“Yes,”

“You know what, I wanted you to meet someone,”

You let go of him and looked at his face.

“Who?”

“My mom.”

  A/N

I’M CRYING, Y/N’s going to meet Jimin’s mom soon! 

I wonder who  “her” is.

AAAAA I can really see the end, it’s not far from here T_T

Thanks for reading, enjoy!

[talkaboute]

last christmas, i've put my stuffed toys under our tree to be part of the decor. potchi's quite behaved and just stared at it as i work through the night. the day after, mommy called me to say that she took this. i told her to give her a treat so she would put it down for a few seconds to grab the food and we could use that time to get the toy bec she's fast. real fast. mommy said, she really thought hard on how to have both. she's that smart.🐶 today marks the 1st month since we lost potchi and the grief never stopped😢. wfh until wee hours in the morning took my time so ill just sleep bec im tired. but when i dont have to work, i just cry through the night. i asked mommy over and over if she felt sad that we left her at the vet for her to take her meds. wondered if she cried in pain before her last breath. i still regret that i did not go down to see her that night. i continuously ask if she felt happy and deeply loved. mommy said that last time, i just stopped crying and slept when i hugged this. it still doesn't have a name. i cant find an appropriate one as it's so special bec potchi took it. whenever i hug it, it felt like im also hugging her. i still see her here. sleeping at the kitchen. waiting for me to finish my food so i could give her some fruits or her treats. i see her beside my bed sleeping above my slippers squeezing to fit herself at the small space, so she could go with me when i have to get up and she can have her midnight snack. really smart. i can still see her eyes looking at me until i cant resist to caress her head up to her belly which she always loved. she'll put her paws on me if she still wants more. she'll just stop whenever i tell her that ate has to work so we can have money to buy her treats. i miss you everyday and i just wish you could live forever. the anger at Him for taking you slowly subsides. but it still hurts the same. i just felt truly happy for a week before He took you and im back to zero. i have to tell myself that at least you just have to suffer for a few days. your pain has been shortlived and i should not be selfish for that. know that ate loves you potchi. never stopped. never will. https://www.instagram.com/p/B-ks9vEnmzG/?igshid=1svvbfm24djfx