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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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I love your depiction of Hamilton and Lafayette, it’s so funny! Lafayette is so sweet and happy and Hamilton just has beef w/ the entire world. I can’t wait to see more of their brotherly relations in ur AMAZING art style
God, they're so narrative foil coded
Seriously though, there's some fantastic contrast between them. They're just similar enough (both roughly the same age, both insecure and glory hungry, + their "shared father" or whatever Lafayette said) - and yet they manage to be exact opposites at the same time.
I could say more but I think this bit from Mike Duncan's biography about Lafayette basically gets at what I'm trying to say:
"Like Lafayette, Hamilton grew up without a father. He also lost his mother to a fatal illness at almost the same age Lafayette lost his. But where the tragedies of Lafayette’s childhood made him the heir of a fabulous fortune, the tragedies of Hamilton’s illegitimate childhood left him systematically cut out of his family’s inheritance. So where the dark clouds of Lafayette’s life were lined with silver, the dark clouds of Hamilton’s life were simply dark. Lafayette emerged from childhood buoyant and effusive, Hamilton cynical and reticent. But even though Hamilton started life a penniless bastard on the periphery of European civilization, and Lafayette started life an insanely wealthy heir in the heart of a great kingdom, they fell into an easy friendship. French was not the only language the two young men shared. The also shared a code of personal honor and a desire to prove themselves to the world." -Mike Duncan, Hero of Two Worlds, The Marquis de Lafayette in the Age of Revolution
Now, I am not qualified to speak on the real figures, but I do like to write. So, there is a narrative opportunity here that drives me insane.
Like, cast Hamilton as brilliant, but overly cynical with a habit of assuming the worst in people, and give him a negative character arc where he comes close to recognizing the potential good of humanity but ultimately falls into his more authoritarian tendencies. Then contrast him with Lafayette who's more naive. He's not quite sheltered but unfamiliar with the sort of selfishness and greed he'd have encountered if he grew up in a more vulnerable financial position. In coming to America he, like Hamilton, is forced to reckon with contempt, greed, and the failings of democratic government. But, unlike Hamilton, still manages to come out of it with a generally positive opinion of humanity.
I'm just saying, if I were writing history to contain ✨themes ✨ they are a perfect opportunity.
#this is the most I've ever ranted outside of my tags#it feels weird to have thoughts publicly lol#even if this is still generally nonspecific#is Lafayette's optimism just a symptom of his comparative naivete or do Hamiltons existing prejudices blind him to positivity#ok im done for now#amrev#alexander hamilton#marquis de lafayette#also I am glad people like my art style#because I#well Im pretty sure yall are talking about the way I color but I have spent ages trying to figure out how the hell human faces work#and I still dont get it#I spend most of my day on construction drawings which is a completely non-transferable skill#anyway literally the only thing to be done about it is to keep practicing so
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Show them who you are
#the suffs tag on this site is practically non existent so by god I will make fan work for this show#I feel like it’s 2016 I’m making musical theater art or historical people#I’m cringe but I’m freee#suffs#suffs musical
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Achieved bliss today
#the beatles hyperfixation is draining my bank account like a total disaster#I am determined to collect all of their albums on vinyl#currently I’m on 8/13#bought Let It Be just today#sealed 2021 German press#don’t buy records from GZ media AND Czech records they are total ass#I had to return my copy of Revolver because it was just fucked#and quality control is practically non-existent there#so yeah#The Beatles#song: Across The Universe#vinyl records#vinylcommunity#vinyl aesthetic#music
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The story so far.
Roseline invites Prince Oren (by @frolicinq) for a tea at @hk-oc-tournament. She tells him about her experiences in the dying kingdom.
Zabava is guarding the door, dealing with some... intruders. Will post it later.
You can vote for your fave (my girlies) in this poll right here!
Featured characters:
Musket by doodlinacornz
Charon by flame-shadow
Clover by schematikart
#mousedrawings art#hollow knight oc#roseline oc#hk oc tournament#id in alt#No bonuses this time 'cause the background is practically non-existent#Reusing old assets too
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I have not been in this fandom long enough to reasonably judge others' takes however. "EPIC fans are so silly to characterize odysseus as feeling guilty for his actions don't you know he's a war criminal" is definitely a wild one. like first of all to each their own so settle down and let people enjoy things ok. and secondly making choices with a bad outcome, even knowingly and deliberately, does not exclude the possibility of feeling bad about it later. in fact it makes for a much more in depth character because then you get to explore what he does or doesn't feel guilt over, and why, and if that guilt ever edges into regret or not.
#and thirdly i actually find it fascinating the way EPIC had him take a very conscious role in the greying of his morality#it's interesting to me because from my point of view odysseus in the odyssey is almost a passive player in his own myth#and i enjoy taking that very active moral choice and applying it to some of his non EPIC actions#odysseus#epic the musical#uh what is the tag for the epic cycle#as far as I'm aware it's#tagamemnon#?#idk i just think that if you were to ask your character what they would do differently the answer should not be ''nothing lol''#that is either a character who needs wayy more development or a storyteller who needs wayy more practice#also. WAR CRIMES DIDN'T FUCKING EXIST IT WAS THE BRONZE AGE#regardless of how socially acceptable or not his actions may have been#none of those men on the plain of fucking troy was about to sit down and agree on what constituted a crime of war#like if achilles can get away with flaunting straight up deliberate corpse desecration#i don't think anyone gets to say a word against odysseus for being a sneaky underhanded bastard who doesn't fight fair#coming back an hour later to add yet another point. the point of the people with this take is ''haha dont you know hes a bad person''#which fine yes by modern moral standards he is and even by contemporary standards* some of the stuff he does is super yikes man#but that STILL does not preclude him from feeling guilt. 'bad people' can feel guilt#gonna go ahead and explain those quotes around 'bad person' btw um i do not believe in morality like that. no one is fully good or bad#i shant speak on THAT further unless someone asks though#*contemporary is an iffy word here i feel because the default is to call the time of the penning of the text contemporary#despite the events in the text taking place several centuries earlier.#in this particular case because i am speaking from a point of textual analysis i will use the former#however i think that the latter is also a useful reference point
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Experiencing weird feelings regarding someone identifying as a w******, it certainly isn't my place to assume they aren't native american but it still strikes an uncomfortable chord in me as they seem to be unaware of cultural attitudes towards the spirit. Have there been community discussions surrounding this topic before? I'd really be curious to hear them, and to especially hear from native alterhumans from whose cultures this spirit belongs.
#alterhuman#alterhuman community#nonhuman#nonhuman community#therian#therian community#otherkin#otherkin community#discussion#this sort of links back to my ponderings on fairykin#like. is identifying as the modernized fairy ethical? especially if you dont take steps to research that spirit's original folkloric context#and simply go with the modern version that often erases the culture that spirit came from?#as an irish person who practices fairyfaith i really dont know how to feel about it. it makes me uncomfortable if i think about it too hard#but is anyone actually being hurt??? i really dont know. it completely disregards my culture entirely but the entire world has done that#already. idk. i also wonder about angels and demons and how christian alterhumans feel about them/how non-religious angels can exist#when angels are very religious beings#again i guess nobody is getting hurt? so its okay? but i do not incorporate angels/demons into my faith so someone who practices a religion#that involves angels/demons should really answer that one#its 4am sorry lots of thoughts. ultimately! i dont know!!! i am just trying to learn more
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Out of curiosity, are you using a dremel to etch the glass?
No! No dremels!!!
... ok so anyways. The tool I use for etching glass, carving eggs, stone, whatever else I get my hands on, is a rotary drill. It is not, however, a dremel.
Basically dremels (dremels are a brand of drills/tools btw for anyone who didn't know) are not small enough, with small enough bits, or fast enough rotation, to be delicate enough for all the stuff I do. Glass especially- the rotations and vibrations can easily be too much if I go too deep. Overall to etch glass and eggs like I do I need... a dental drill!!
Uhh so yeah, I can and absolutely will not cut your teeth out. The rotary drill I use looks like this:

It can go to 50,000 rotations per minute (really fast!) and has a pencil handpiece. This isn't exactly a drill you will see in a dental practice, but it is a dental drill. Me and my dentist have regular arguments about who's drill is better (mine goes faster but his has more power behind it lmao)
Small clip of it in action (warning for smoll screechy noise)-
The way I had to hold my hand to get this shot was terrible it sucked
I had to save up for a bit when I was younger to get this drill, and it's about as cheap as it'll get. The thing is for glass etching/engraving, egg carving, stone carving, etc, is that there isn't enough demand with the small amount of artists to justify anyone making drills specifically for it. So artists like me who want to make stuff in that area literally have to buy dental office drills, which, while hilarious, is really expensive.
Sorry if I've rambled too long- I'm proud of my drill <33 if anyone has questions about my uhh throwing whatever together art process, feel free to ask, I know yall are curious bc it's not exactly common.
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#stormy I'm coming :))#trying to answer asks hehe#asks#smoll art#genuinely thank you so much for asking#I'm very passionate about much of the art I do because it is very rare and materials and tools are practically non existent because of it#when I say these drills are expensive I mean for most artist it's... thousands of dollars. I was lucky- I found mine for hundreds#thats why I don't like dremels lol. cheap drills. they do fit most purposes! but they only go as small as 1/8 inch shank size#which is not small enough for this lol#I always want to answer asks well so I take time to get pictures and video#love yall <33
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#1650
what sort of a bullshite fantasy could an author write if they despise magic and think it is not real. it is absolutely real. math is real, and math is magic, as nobody is able to comprehend where has it come from or why. communication at our levels is magic. or lives are, too.
magic is how we explain the existing but inexplicable things.
this silly explanation gets our consciousness a well-deserved rest even if and when it wants to understand why are were not what are we (which it can study but still wont be able to answer, why)
understanding magic as a whoosh at the table in lieu of that, for it to appear a dinner is…
an understanding a fantasy author cannot afford really.
the author of a fantasy book must know realities of life in order to write fantasy—whilst they know whooshes aren't possible, the feel of the perception of magic definitely is present in all of us. denying that very much real, existing, lively feeling is a full equal of denying the existence of the trans folk or the intersex folk or asexual folk— any folk that cannot be comprehended by a small, isolated, poor brain.
a poor brain is prone to delusions. it wants to challenge the universe that somehow created so much forms of life on a single planet for unfathomable number of billions of years. it yells at a cloud that has seen civilisations fall and the birth of this planet for making it see incomprehensible people and to feel something it cant understand.
frankly i do not know why jкr is like this. she is a living rot of a human being: unempathetic twatwaffle who does not deserve a single cent or respect even for being another human. there are things that make people fall so low; to me, it's when they are this senile, and you might already know the next word i want to say about them: you give them a forever rest.
yet i think ignoring her is not a solution. she's a not a small figurine; she's a titan, and titans are fought to death, not left unseen in the dark; it is what i meant by the 'forever rest', however, i do not mean death as the one and only solution. i meant, 'so irrelevant that she is as good as dead'.
how does one achieve this? aggressive economic reforms, i suppose. social policies will follow suit, and as it's economically more viable to have less pointlessly gendered world, jкr and her cronies wouldn't have much of a footing any longer when that inadvertently and inevitably happens.
#днявочка#eng tag#днявочка: фандом��ое#*sigh* i have a Loaded Opinion of how to diss jкr which is in its short form is:#she hates mandatory education and curiosity and the history of science because it attacks her skewed and fragile beliefs#and moreso destroys them altogether and she hates that the reality does not bend to her delusions of a person who should've ->#-> or would've been long dead were we all living back in the 1800s or earlier. she's the consequence of the extended longevity ->#-> of our ever-so-suffering poor species who previously wouldn't have so much senility walking among the living ->#-> not to mention these senile people have voices on the internet and because they're celebs *some nations* prefer them to politics#aka if you treat her as the bigger devil that that it makes you feel that u must hunt internet accounts for hр you are a part of the proble#dont do that. it will achieve nothing but build her a pr point. instead focus on making hр the thing of the past not present#she is stringent about criticism too. she only acknowledges the british interpretation of the common sense as well#the best you can do now is to use her IP to explain science through its birthplace in magick and its practices without standing too far awa#as you have to use hр as your canvas. because *it is yours*. your and your friend's osmosis. your culture. your past. not hers#which is i feel is the key: she tries to present it as relevant but it is only so because it's remembered by a roughly billion#treat it as the relic from the past long gone from a world no longer existing but in memory and that's how you *might* push her#in order to fight your enemy you must understand their weaknesses unless you are able to sweep hit them in one go#but i doubt much anything can be done if the only thing you do is sit on the internet instead of entering political fields#political fields as in all of this is a non-issue almost everywhere outside of the anglophone world
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//I don't want to add this rule, but this is moreso to cover all bases. I've had to include this in all my art ToS on Vgen, so it's going here as well
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I will unfollow/block if I catch you using AI in your writing/art/icons. My stance is that Generative AI has no place in any creative space and I have zero tolerance in anyone using it. We are here to be creative. Using Gen AI defeats the purpose of that.
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If you don't agree, there is an unfollow button right there. 👋
#//this is now on my rules page#As a professional creative in the industry#the effect of ai in the creative space is a fucking poison#I refuse to use it in my workflows#If you cannot create something without falling back on generated crap - then practice!#go outside - read books - practice drawing or use pre-existing non-ai art!#you dont need to rely on this crap to make something#*coughs* anyway#this is my stance. it is not shifting
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Fascinating to see another perspective... RIP to our Japanese siblings who love Chococat ✊😔
#chococat#screenshots#super funny hes from a japanese company but practically non-existent in japan XD#it makes sense... the Coloradan child of divorce was made for America 🇺🇲#comments
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TATTOO KISS !!!
#fk enjoyers keep winning#excuse the screenshot lighting was practically non existent#only friends#only friends the series#firstkhaotung#firstkhao
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i want to do some research for my fic while i’m at work but it might look a bit suspicious if i start googling shit like “gambling laws” on work wi-fi
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SiirrrrRE
MILES AXELROD GET THE FFFUCK
OUT OF MY WORKPLACE GARAGAGE MOTHERFUCKGIJTBT GOD DAMMITTT!!!!!! AWEERRHAAAAAAAAAAHAHGYG

All it cost me was my glasses and the massive grime and grease stain across my forehead now. I swear I'm not beyond-fucked insane when I say that the damn oil smelt like brown sugar what was that. Think that was the messiest I ever got fixing a car cause magically I did not care about anything anymore.
I uh. Hit the tag limit but I'm sure this will still pop up if I search his name in my blog search feature.
#you canyou can see int he photo the stearing is on the right. it has clutch and wverything.#same model same make same year fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckfuck#i have seen. ONE other land rover here. but it was white. this one is. g.greeb.#was trying not to be a freak and take five hundred pictures of this random guys car but.#what are the fucking odds. like seriously. again it was like. fully british imported here to the US. right hand driving and everything.#i .oi got to work on it. I saw it in the parking lot and blitzed for the fucking work orderss once i finished mine.#It came in for an oil change heuauaihehaiahahhahahahahahahausgahaha#i mean it wssnt an oil LEAK just a typical oil change but. fuck.#so british so so british the. the caps on the air valves on the wheel were little UK flags.ni.#i wanted to pull it into the bay but i was like. no. nay. i dont want to fuck up this guys car. only manual I've ever driven was a tracktor.#and that was like. ages ago.#I dont know. im sure there's a rent a car service in England.#Same model make same. everything. four doors. stupif. back area that sorta has seats but sorta not. fuck.#what are the odds. here. british car. in this specific shop. and. green. and same evetything and.#i accidentally locked the stearing wheel trying to start it so that was fun but we good we good.#me. me got to work on it. i honeslty have a conxerning amount i could go on about all of this.#Fucking. deppression gone. obliterated. non-existant. i dont gaf about anything possiblh upsetting anymore.#everytihng is sunshine right now and rainbows and flowers and sparkles.#and no other work orders came in while i was working on it thank goodness so i could dwaddle a little bit. oooohohhhhh#surprise husband jumpscare or some shite what the ever loving fucking hell.#tried not to be a freak about the entire thing but videos and games never did being in it justice of course.#proper. persectiv of not being through a camera lense and.#everything is good my heart is full i sorta could cry right now if something pushed me over the edge but good tears.#im so just. i have so mang feelings for him that it is like. an overwhelming amount. love him so much it is spilling out of my heart.#i dont know. universe came by to say hello. hi.#this is insane everyone is insane everyone is just nuts. everything is good so good right now.#stress has practically melted away everything is good. peaceful. okay. and it's not even my Friday.#My friday is tomotrow but man. ooohhhhh i needed this.#“Axlerod could fix me” not what i MEANT but oksy that too thst also works go for it.#sorry not to go over it again but i cant stress it wnough just. what are the odds. seriously.
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Hey guys? I was thinking about blood types for one piece today and. I know it was a big deal how sanji was the only one in the crew with S- blood. But like. What happens when nami needs a blood transfusion. Yes two other people on the crew have that blood type but those two are CHOPPER AND BROOK. and I KNOW brook cannot donate blood, and chopper seems like a very risky decision. Yes he has human blood but um also lets remember he’s still part reindeer. If humans can eat animal devil fruits and still have human blood he MUST still have reindeer blood in him. I just don’t think chopper would risk a xenotransfusion.
#one piece#cat burglar nami#one piece nami#nami#soul king brook#op brook#tony tony chopper#op chopper#Chopper does not condone risky medical practices (most of the time)#Yea sanji could die a tragic death but also what if nami dies of this (in my opinion) hilarious medical oversight#Strawhats thought they had the blood type stuff all figured out except sanji but whoops#This is very random but very important that one piece fans thing about this non existent hypothetical#the situation where nami dies isn’t funny its how the oversight happened that is
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Practicing to confess has never been so dangerous for Dee’s heart
Wandee Goodday, episode 4
#and the blurry lines between friendship and love becomes practically non-existent#great sapol#inn sarin#wandee goodday#episode 4#yakdee
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