#r/cptsd

[crazysodomite]

[deathdetermineslife]

your f/o would comfort you through any kind of mental health episode you have. ptsd flashback? manic episode? depressive episode? anything you may have, they're helping you through it. they'll comfort you or get you things you need. they'll help you ground yourself, they'll help calm you down if your anxiety is getting the better of you. if you need a blanket or a stuffed animal or something to drink to help with your upset, they'd get it for you immediately. your f/o loves you so very much.

[lorelune]

kaiser i need u in my mouth

[fkdupdollie]

why do i miss being dr-ugged and vi0lated by all of them

im so disgusting

[yossariansliverpain]

when they make the toxic abusive traumatised mentally ill characters get better n be happy n wholesome at the end :|

[crazysodomite]

I think a contributing factor to my dissociation is that I desire to literally just be reborn again without all the shit and memories weighing me down 🙂‍↔️ I want to be a whole different person without my pasr and without any connection to my "real life". I resent the fact there are even government records of my existence let alone photos. I just want to die and get another shot at life as a homunculus not born from anyone with no connection to anyone.

[alphie-in-the-sky]

[soft-toyfriend]

hewwo I died but I’m okay now <3

[intertexts]

ok im gonna check my final grades & im gonna b soooooo brave about it....

[kjzx]

csa mention within the context of dumb online discourse

I'm reading anti/proship discourse again because it's like looking at welding with no ppe to me, and like it's so insane how these politics of "own voices" (great stuff btw) have reached these minors and barely-not-minors to think that to have an upper hand in this conversation about fictional couples kissing they have to whip out the "I was sexually assaulted as a kid" card. And it's so accepted within the community that nobody even bats an eye when this is said 🫣

[crazysodomite]

it's true that i've always had a lot of free time that i never really ended up doing anything with because i was never taught how to be a person and i think i've always been waiting for that moment when i understand what i'm supposed to do

[artifucker]

Start school at the end of the month. Forgot like all my Welsh. Deleted Discord (for now at least). I want to be working on myself but I feel like I do not have that freedom. Which is funny because I have been happy whenever I haven't been speaking to my friends. People are so exhausting.

My sister was in town last week and I had dinner with my girlfart. Oh and I saw Deadpool X Wolverine the other day??? Benefits of a sugar mommy. I've been thinking about more tattoo ideas but idk yet. I wanna know good lepidopterans to get inked on me that aren't so obvious like rosy maple or luna.

The delulu has been winning as of late. So many voices. Reading and YouTube and music helps tho frfr. I hope no one on Discord misses me too much. Or at all really? That would be so embarrassing. I need to relearn Welsh again gahhhh.

[imtheiliad]

God fucking finally