#ramon...my darling son...come back to us

[madelynpryor]

ik it was the admin ooc telling tubbo his factory fucked up bad but seeing ramons sign sparked something within me

[madsworld15]

WIP Buddie Fic Snippet

This is my first time writing for this fandom despite being in it since the start. Let me know what you think…

(Plot: Eddie has a conversation with Carla opening his mind up to the possibilities of reconciliation with Chris and his possible feelings for Buck. Instead of facing his feelings, he takes a trip to Texas to attempt to see his son face to face and heal)

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“Edmundo, you aren’t acting like the father a young boy needs. You run from one woman to the next, providing no stability. Christopher deserves better than that.” Ramon added, his eyes challenging Eddie to counter his claim.

“Maybe you’re right. But you also have no leg to stand on in that regard. The way you treated mom and us growing up is hardly a good example.” Eddie spits out the words vehemently. Despite putting their issues aside, Eddie still couldn’t look at his father and tell him he was a fit role model.

“Now, if you don’t mind. I’m here to see my son. I intend to fix things.” Eddie moved to get past his parents and into the home.

“Eddie. Darling. Don’t get Christopher’s hopes up if you are just going to go back to LA and the latest cycle of women. He needs you to focus on him right now, no one else.” Helena’s hand grabbed Eddie’s bicep as she stopped her son and directed his attention to her.

Eddie felt the fight leave him at the softness in his mother’s eyes. “I promise. I needed this time to figure myself out. Thank you for being there for him.”

“We will always support you and that boy, which means we will also keep him from you if we don’t think you’re best for him. I’m giving you a chance to prove you’ve got your head on straight again.” Helena kissed Eddie on the cheek and moved aside so he could step inside the front room. “I’ll go and get him.”

Eddie sat nervously on his parents’ couch as he waited for Christopher to appear. It had been weeks since Christopher had willingly taken a call from him. And the last time he’d seen him was on the teen’s birthday. As he waited, Eddie’s thoughts turned to Buck again. Had Carla been correct? Am I jealous of Tommy because he gets to be with Buck? My life was altered the day Buck told me he was dating Tommy. All of a sudden it was as if those fleeting thoughts of keeping Buck around forever shifted from the friend box where I willingly kept him and opened up the possibility of something different.

The sound of Christopher’s crutches clicked along the hallway as he moved closer to the front sitting room. Eddie took a deep breath and anxiously waited for the first sight of his son in person since June. Based on their previous interactions, Eddie expected Chris to have a scowl or look of annoyance on his face. What he didn’t expect was a smile and joy at seeing his dad.

“DAD!” Christopher hobbled over to Eddie, who stood up to meet him. “I’m glad you are here!”

“What?” Eddie couldn’t stop himself from blurting out. This was night and day from what he’d experienced with his son since his big mistake. “The last time we talked you couldn’t care less.”

Chris’ eyes rolled toward the ceiling as his head also leaned back, “Dad, I missed you.” As he spoke, his hands reached out for Eddie and kept them wrapped around his dad’s wrists.

“You missed me? The last time we talked you didn’t want anything to do with me. I understand. I messed up, big time.” He looked down at his son with warm eyes and a smile to match.

Christopher struggled a bit to move around Eddie and sat down on the couch. Eddie paused for a moment, watching his son move. Then, he joined the teen, waiting silently for him to respond. Christopher’s head lolled a bit and his eyes tried to focus on Eddie as he spoke slowly.

“I was mad at you for kissing that woman who looked like mom. But, then I got over it and I just missed you.” Christopher shrugged his shoulders.

“Then, why didn’t you talk to me? Or ask to come home?” Eddie used his softer, gentler voice as he tried to understand.

“Abuela told me that you needed some time to get things figured out. I didn’t even know that you called that much.” Christopher looked down at the floor and shuffled his feet ever so slightly.

“Chris, mijo, please look at me.” Eddie touched Christopher on the chin, trying to grab the teen’s attention. Once Chris’ eyes made consistent contact with Eddie’s he continued, “I called here every day. I never stopped thinking about you and missing you.”

A silence fell between them for a few minutes before Eddie added, “Abuela wasn’t wrong when she said that I needed some time to fix things. But I never needed space from you. I was just respecting your desire to have space. You know I’ll always push for you to make your own decisions.”

“I know.” Chris sighed with a small smile. Then his smile morphed into a wicked grin, “Did you kiss not mom because you missed Buck? You always do crazy things when Buck gets caught up in a relationship.”

[apocalypticpsiboys]

This is a playlist for the Earthbound AU "Everlasting Night"! Includes songs that fit the vibe of Giygas' darkened world as well as some songs for the main protags!

The songs I gave the boys reflect things that happen to them in the AU as well as popular music during their time/their tastes in music!

Hope you all enjoy!! <3

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E V E R L A S T I N G N I G H T

Through the Valley // The Last of Us Part II (Ellie Cover) "I walk through the valley of the shadow of death. And I fear no evil 'Cause I'm blind to it all. And my mind, my gun they comfort me. Because I know I'll kill my enemies when they come."

Last Day Under the Sun // Volbeat "Nobody really knows, How many years went by, The lion left it’s home, and now he’s good and fine Another day will come, full of light and desire."

Bein' Friends // Mother 1 Soundtrack (Catherine Warwick) "When you're lookin' for someone you can rely on, Don't you ever doubt me. I'll be there someway, somehow. That's what bein' friends is about."

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Ness - "The Bane of Giygas"

Smells Like Teen Spirit // Nirvana "With the lights out, it's less dangerous Here we are now, entertain us I feel stupid and contagious Here we are now, entertain us"

Unity // Shinedown "Put your hands in the air If you hear me out there I've been looking for you day and night Shine a light in the dark Let me see where you are 'Cause I'm not gonna leave you behind"

The Otherside // Red Sun Rising "How long how, long can you carry this note? How low, how low can we keep digging this hole? Until we come out on the other side"

Lucas - "The Boy Cursed to Wander Dimensions"

"We Miss You" Love Theme // Mother 3 Soundtrack "If I call, if he hears, He will turn towards me, free from his fears. Shine on one dear child, one so very small, One who carries on alone, strong after all."

Deja Vu // The World Ends With You Soundtrack "Where did we meet before just like this I know your smile Your voice just like that You talk to me and I smile right back I don't believe in fantasy."

Get Up // Shinedown "If you were ever in doubt Don't sell yourself short, you might be bulletproof Hard to move mountains when you're paralyzed But you gotta try."

Ninten - "A Light in the Dark"

Here Comes the Sun // The Beatles “Little Darling, it’s been a long cold lonely winter, Little Darling, it feels like years since it’s been here, Here comes the sun, Here comes the sun, and I say, it’s all right”

Under Your Scars // Godsmack “Do we make sense? I think we do, in spite of everything we’ve been through, oh and you say black and I say white, it’s not about who’s wrong so long as it feels right, don’t think those stars won’t align, under your scars, I pray you’re like a shooting star in the rain, you’re everything that feels like home to me, yeah.”

Blitzkrieg Bop // Ramones "Hey ho, let's go Shoot 'em in the back now What they want, I don't know They're all revved up and ready to go"

Claus - "Giygas' Last Hope"

Ghost // Badflower "I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough And I shoulda told my mother "mom, I love you" like a good son But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one"

Emotionless // Red Sun Rising "With lips closed and eyes sealed You're sculpture with a pulse I wanna capture your essence and keep it here forever little one And I feel good about you not telling anyone"

Through the Ghost // Shinedown "All the perfect moments are wrong All the precious pieces are gone Everything that mattered is just A city of dust Covering both of us"

BONUS SONGS!!! (These appear in the Everlasting Night fic!)

Pollyanna (I Believe in You) - Mother Soundtrack "You may say I'm a fool feelin' the way that I do You can call me Pollyanna, say I'm crazy as a loon I believe in silver linings And that's why I believe in you"

Free Bird - Lynyrd Skynyrd "If I leave here tomorrow Would you still remember me? For I must be traveling on now 'Cause there's too many places I've got to see."

Sweet Child o Mine - Guns n' Roses "She's got a smile that it seems to me Reminds me of childhood memories Where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky Now and then when I see her face She takes me away to that special place And if I stare too long, I'd probably break down and cry"

[thelittlestcheshire]

if it weren't for you meddling kids...

A collection of seven playlists about my character’s inner-muse dynamics with one another.

playlist i: you’ll always be the one i love the most

a general balo and ches playlist

team (lorde) [not very pretty, but we sure know how to run things. livin' in ruins of a palace within my dreams. and you know, we're on each other's team] // drag me down (one direction) [all my life, you stood by me when no one else was ever behind me. all these lights, they can't blind me, with your love, nobody can drag me down] // brave honest beautiful ( fifth harmony ft. meghan trainor ) [don't go and waste your precious time, with all the nonsense on your mind. no, don't criticize yourself no more, you got a smile worth fighting for]  // told you so (little mix) [girl, just come 'round mine tonight i've got wine and make-up wipes.  i'll hold you (i'll hold you),. we can put the kettle on, talk 'bout how he's not the one. i told you but, i'm never gonna say i told you so] //  friends (jasmine thompson) [who knows, who cares what we're gonna be. if you're near, i'm there. it will always be home, wherever we go.] // we belong (pat benatar) [we belong to the light, we belong to the thunder. we belong to the sound of the words, we've both fallen under. whatever we deny or embrace, for worse or for better; we belong, we belong, we belong together.] // safe & sound (taylor swift ft. the civil wars) [i remember tears streaming down your face when i said i'll never let you go. when all those shadows almost killed your light. i remember you said, “don't leave me here alone.” but all that's dead and gone and passed tonight] // buzzcut season (lorde) [cola with the burnt-out taste, i'm the one you tell your fears to. there'll never be enough of us] // unsteady (x ambassadors) [if you love me, don't let go. hold, hold on, hold on to me ‘cause i'm a little unsteady, a little unsteady] // i’ll keep you safe (sleeping at last) [don't be, don't be afraid. god knows, these mistakes will be made, but i promise you i'll keep you safe] // tell her you love her - acoustic (echosmith) [when she says she needs you, tell her you need her too. you tell her clearly, speak what your heart wants you to. tell her she's lovely, always tell her the truth. when she says she loves you, tell her you love her too] // nightingale (demi lovato) [oh, nightingale, you sing to me i know you're there. 'cause, baby, you're my sanity. you bring me peace, sing me to sleep]  // deep end (ruelle) [what can i do when it's pulling me under, pulling me underneath?] // hold your breath (ruelle) [hold your breath, don't let go. i feel it coming]  // my love won’t let you down (little mix) [we can sit on the edge of your bed, tell me all of the fears in your head. and i'll sing you your favourite song ‘til the pain and all the tears are all gone] // rainbow connection (sleeping at last) [have you been half asleep and have you heard voices? i've heard them calling my name. is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors? the voice might be one and the same.]

playlist ii: #squadgoals (aka balo and ches are sharing the aux):

8+ hours of music the girls listen to when they hang out, please remember to shuffle!

playlist iii: and if you were drowned at sea i’d give you my lungs so you could breathe

a general balo and zander playlist

shaking heads (foxes) [and if i turn around, there'll be no light. i know the danger, but it's alright. pick up the light and keep it, darling. you know that i can tell] // bottom of the river (delta rae) [hold my hand, ooh, baby, it's a long way down to the bottom of the river] // hey brother (avicii) [hey, brother; do you still believe in one another? hey, sister; do you still believe in love? i wonder.] // i hope you dance (lee ann womack) [i hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean. whenever one door closes, i hope one more opens. promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance...] // my wish (rascal flatts) [i hope you never look back but you never forget all the ones who love you and the place you left. i hope you always forgive and you never regret, and you help somebody every chance you get.] // echo (foxes) [look into my eyes, do you see something to defend? spinning in the lights, will i grow old before i die?]  // brother (kodaline) [if i was dying on my knees, you would be the one to rescue me. and if you were drowned at sea i'd give you my lungs so you could breathe] // get your wish (porter robinson) [so tell me how it felt when you walked on water, did you get your wish? floating to the surface, quicker than you sank. idol, idol] // icu {madison’s lullaby} (demi lovato) [sometimes i can see myself in the little things you do but i'm not afraid that you'll lose your way. 'cause i believe in you. you're gonna be the one who's strong enough, who can overcome, anything in your way]

playlist iv: i’m afraid of what i’m risking if i follow you

a general ches and zander playlist

into the unknown (panic at the disco) [what do you want? 'cause you've been keeping me awake. are you here to distract me so i make a big mistake? or are you someone out there who's a little bit like me, who knows deep down i'm not where i'm meant to be?] // carry you (ruelle & fleurie) [you are not alone, i've been here the whole time singing you a song. i will carry you] // bud like you (ajr) [kickin' in the basement, kickin' in the basement, hatin' all the same things too. if i need a pick-me-up, would you come and pick me up? i could really use a bud like you] // wilson {expensive mistakes} (fall out boy) [and when i say i'm sorry i'm late, i wasn't showing up at all. i really mean i didn't plan on showing up at all. don't you, don't you, don't you know i hate all my friends, i miss the days when i pretended. i hate all my friends, i miss the days when i pretended with you] // unpack your heart (philip philips) [show me something the rest never see. give me all that you hope to receive, your deepest regret dies with me] // where do you run (the score) [where do you run when you need to breathe? where do you run when you don't believe? where do you run when you can't face your fears? 'cause every time i run, i run to you] // twin skeleton’s {hotel in nyc} (fall out boy) [and there's a jet black crow droning on and on and on; up above our heads droning on and on and on. keep making trouble 'til you find what you love. i need a new partner in crime and you, you shrug] // maybe idk (jon bellion) [i wonder why i feel short when i know my money’s tall. i wonder why i miss everyone and i still don’t call. i wonder why i can’t run that fast in my dreams] // you are enough (sleeping at last) [you're enough, you're enough, you're enough, you are enough. these little words, somehow they’re changing us. you're enough, you're enough, you are enough. so we let our shadows fall away like dust] // midnight sun (philip philips) [oh my friend, look how time has changed the cracks in our skin. oh my friend, let go of the fear that’s inside your head. so stay strong, live on, and chase the midnight sun]

playlist v: beyond every bend is a long blinding end; the worst kind of pain i’ve known

a ches and zander playlist set during the aftermath of the jack posters with an alternating pov (track 2 is zander, track 3 is ches, etc etc. tracks 1 and tracks 12 are mutual)

the choice (gustavo santaolalla & alan umstead) // burning in the skies (linkin park) [i'm swimming in the smoke of bridges i have burned, so don't apologize i'm losing what i don't deserve] // the good in me (jon bellion) [one temptation sparked this, now i can feel the darkness. it's my own fault, but you had this planned. all of me, you take now, like criminals and shakedowns, yeah, you make me forget who i am] // another brick in the wall, prt. 3 (pink floyd) [i don't need no arms around me and i don't need no drugs to calm me. i have seen the writing on the wall, don't think i need anything at all] // bad blood (taylor swift) [did you think we'd be fine? still got scars in my back from your knives. so don't think it's in the past, these kinds of wounds they last and they last] // no light, no light (florence + the machine) [and i'd do anything to make you stay. no light, no light, no light. tell me what you want me to say. you want a revelation, you wanna get it right. but it's a conversation, i just can't have tonight...] // that won’t save us (against the current) [how did we become so numb? we just let it come undone, and i just started giving up. but that won't save us] // hard to say i’m sorry (chicago) [it's hard for me to say i'm sorry. i just want you to stay. after all that we've been through i will make it up to you, i promise to] // believe (mumford & sons)  [i don't even know if i believe everything you're trying to say to me] // second chances (imagine dragons) [quicker than lightning, whiter than bone. if you can erase it, then i can atone. oh these days, oh these days get heavy. i get older and life fades, but you remain] // swallow my pride (ramones) [loose lips sink ships, they said but isn't it always that way? swallow my pride, oh yeah] // roads untravelled (linkin park) [weep not for roads untraveled, weep not for sights unseen. may your love never end, and if you need a friend there's a seat here alongside me]

playlist vi: it’s mourning in america

a playlist for the luxor trio - balo, ches, and zander

heathens (twenty one pilots) [we don't deal with outsiders very well, they say newcomers have a certain smell. you have trust issues, not to mention, they say they can smell your intentions] // morning in america (jon bellion) [we're secretly out of control, nobody says it. when the class president overdosed, we all pretended tt was rare, it was shocking and all the town was talking. yeah, we're secretly out of control and everyone knows. oh, it's morning in america] // the kids aren’t alright (fall out boy) [and in the end, i'd do it all again. i think you're my best friend. don't you know that the kids aren't al-, kids aren't alright?] // more than words (little mix & kamille) [i find peace in every story you told, i think of you, i'll never be alone. oh, it's true, you know i do. oh, i need you more than words can say. oh, you save me in ways that i can't explain. always been there for me, now i'll do the same] // family (mother mother) [and when you’re standing on the ledge i’ll pull ya down, put you to bed. and if you’re bleeding from the heart i'll come around, and clean it up] // beautiful people (ed sheeran & khalid) [we don't fit in well 'cause we are just ourselves, i could use some help gettin' out of this conversation, yeah. you look stunning, dear, so don't ask that question here. this is my only fear: that we become beautiful people] // immortals (fall out boy) [they say we are what we are but we don't have to be. i'm bad behavior but i do it in the best way. i'll be the watcher of the eternal flame, i'll be the guard dog of all your fever dreams. i am the sand in the bottom half of the hourglass, i try to picture me without you but i can't] // family (the chainsmokers & kygo) [when i am blind, in my mind i swear they be my rescue, my lifeline. i don't know what i'd do if i, if i'd survive my brothers and my sisters in my life, yeah] // walking the wire (imagine dragons) [oh, the storm is ragin' against us now. if you're afraid of falling, then don't look down. but we took the step, oh, we took the leap and we'll take what comes, take what comes] // take it out on you (ruelle) [i don’t wanna take it out, take it out on you, on you. it feels like i'm breaking down, watching my words cut you in two, in two. 'cause you are the only who saves me from myself when everything is caving. don’t wanna take it out, take it out on you, on you, but i do] // from now on (the greatest showman) [and from now on these eyes will not be blinded by the lights. from now on what's waited 'til tomorrow starts tonight. and let this promise in me start, like an anthem in my heart] // long live (taylor swift) [can you take a moment? promise me this: that you'll stand by me forever, but if god forbid fate should step in and force us into a goodbye. if you have children someday, when they point to the pictures, please tell them my name] // i hope you’re happy (blue october) [there will be days when you're falling down, there will be days when you're inside out. there will be days when you fall apart, someone else will break your heart. they're never gonna hold you back, i'm always gonna have your back so try to remember that...]

playlist vii: those meddling kids

a playlist for balo, ches, collen, and zander - and their friendship

on my way (phil collins) ['cause there's nothing like seeing each other again, no matter what the distance between. and the stories that we tell will make you smile, oh it really lifts my heart], more than a band (lemonade mouth) [i never knew you could take me so far. i've always wanted the home that you are, the ones i need] // i lived (onerepublic) [hope that you spend your days but they all add up and when that sun goes down hope you raise your cup. i wish that i could witness all your joy and all your pain, but until my moment comes, i'll say...] // i’m gonna be {500 miles} (the pretenders) [if i get drunk, well, i know i'm gonna be the man who gets drunk next to you. and if i haver, yeah, i know i'm gonna be i'm gonna be the man who's haverin' to you. but i would walk five hundred miles, and i would walk five hundred more just to be the man who walked a thousand miles to fall down at your door] // tongue tied (grouplove) [take me to your best friend's house, ‘goin' 'round this roundabout, oh yeah. oh, take me to your best friend's house; i loved you then and i love you now, oh yeah] // i’ll be there for you (the rembrandts) [no one could ever know me, no one could ever see me. seems you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me. someone to face the day with, make it through all the rest with. someone i'll always laugh with, even at my worst, i'm best with you, yeah] // drag me down (one direction) [if i didn't have you, there would be nothing left, the shell of a man that could never be his best. if i didn't have you, i'd never see the sun, you taught me how to be someone, yeah] // miss americana & the heartbreak prince (taylor swift) [it's you and me, that's my whole world. they whisper in the hallway, “she's a bad, bad girl.” the whole school is rolling fake dice, you play stupid games, you win stupid prizes. it's you and me, there's nothing like this, miss americana and the heartbreak prince. we're so sad, we paint the town blue, voted most likely to run away with you] // sharp edges (linkin park) [sharp edges have consequences, i guess that i had to find out for myself. sharp edges have consequences, now every scar is a story i can tell. we all fall down, we live somehow. we learn what doesn't kill us makes us stronger] // family (mother mother) [a motley crew, a rodeo. a goddamn zoo, a circus show. but oh don't you know how it goes, we are all walking each other home] // the story of tonight (hamilton) [raise a glass to freedom, something they can never take away - no matter what they tell you. raise a glass to the four of us, tomorrow there’ll be more of us - telling the story of tonight.]

[st-percocet]

rec masterpost

yo here’s some tunes that i recommend cause i get asked to rec bands/songs a lot so yea bold = absolute bangers that i can’t get sick of

SONGS: 1 trillion dollars - anti-flag 17 crimes - afi 302 - the lippies 5 to 9 - fidlar 6969 - ninja sex party acid baby - spilt addicted - simple plan afraid of heights - billy talent alfie - lily allen aliens are real don’t tweak - netherfriends all american girl - adickdid alone and stoned - king tuff alone is no together - jamie campbell bower / the darling buds a mask of my own face - lemon demon a more perfect union - titus andronicus a new wave - sleater-kinney anxiety - pinact atmosphere - joy division bad egg - hands off gretal bad habit - the kooks bad kids - black lips beach bones - more amor ft ryan ross beck and call - sundressed better man - jamie campbell bower better than sex - the midnight beast billionaire - travie mccoy ft bruna mars bitch theme - bratmobile black me out - against me bleed - out came the wolves bleed american - jimmy eat world body - mother mother boy grinder - jack off jill boyfriend - best coast boys wanna be her - peaches bubblegum - mystery jets but a nightmare - danzig byob - system of a down california uber alles - dead kennedys can we laugh now? - 7 year bitch cannonball - the breeders can’t go to hell - sin shake sin cardiac arrest - bad suns carried away - passion pit cat-o-nine-tails - L7 cemeterysexxx - doyle cheer up london - slaves chop suey - system of a down cold hands - the dose colder quicker - real friends come on eileen - dexys mightnight runners constant headache - joyce manor corrine - black honey crazy - gnarls barkley (cee lo green) creature - it looks sad. daddy issues - the neighbourhood dance like a maniac - the dollyrots danny don’t you know - ninja sex party dark necessities - red hot chilli peppers dark nights - dorothy death cup - mom jeans devilgirl - gorgeous frankenstein don’t come home - all human don’t mess with me - brody dalle don’t you wait - cloves dreaming dead girls - doyle egg - shoe. empty apartment - yellowcard even when the water’s cold - !!! evil eye - franz ferdinand faking the benz - from oslo family tree - black lips feels blind - bikini kill fill in the blank - car seat headrest firetruck vagina - baby guts first light - django django flannel - cardboard swords full circle - aerosmith fyi i wanna f your a - ninja sex party genghis khan - miike snow get busy - jimothy lacoste gia - fabulous disaster girls and boys - blur golden - travie mccoy ft sia good rhymes for bad times - bears in trees gothic roccata from the suite - léon boëllmann, roman penicki grace kelly - mika green eyes - wavves ha ha ha - the julie ruin hands down - dashboard confessional happy pills - weathers happy today - the wowz headfirst for halos - my chemical romance heroin - badflower hopeless - screaming females hung like jesus - cancerslug hypnotize - system of a down i killed abor day for you - panucci’s pizza i’ll be your butcher - cancerslug i look good - chantal claret it’s amazing - jamie campbell bower / the darling buds i wanna get better - bleachers i was a teenage anarchist - against me idiot - jeff the brotherhood is this sound okay? 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BANDS: against me! - amanda palmer - artificial fever - avenged sevenfold - bellowhead - black foxxes - bleachers - bloodnun - blunderpuss - bullet for my valentine - cancerslug - cobra starship - counterfeit - danzig - dead! - death spells - doyle - earl. - electric century - fidlar - foo fighters - frank iero and the patience - ghost - good charlotte - gorgeous frankenstein - green day - hole - hotel mira - hounding - iron maiden - jimothy lacoste - kero kero bonito -leathermouth - leningrad - marilyn manson - mindless self indulgence - misfits - my chemical romance - ninja sex party - nirvana - papa roach - paramore - pencey prep - poison crow - pup - queen - queens of the stone age - rage against the machine - ramones - rancid - reggie and the full effect - simple plan - slipknot - spilt - sum 41 - swmrs - system of a down - taking back sunday - the darling buds / jamie campbell bower - the dead xiii - the dollyrots - the dresden dolls - the killers - the left rights - the levellers - the pretty reckless - the used - the world you love - video nasties - ward xvi - weathers - weezer - wolfe sunday - yellowcard

[gremlin2]

Tony Stark, Scott Lang, Cisco Ramon, and Baby (since I just saw the movie xD)

o snap here goes

tony stark:

How I feel about this character: my son!!! i love how complex his journey has been, he’s come so far from the person he was at the beginning of the first iron man-- but he still has struggles and insecurities, and doesnt always make the right choices even when he has the best intentions. im so protective of this human disaster

All the people I ship romantically with this character: pepper!!

My non-romantic BROTP for this character: peter, of course-- and most of the other avengers, especially bruce

My unpopular opinion about this character: i dont pay enough attention to fandom discourse to know have anything specific ??

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: id like to see him interact with some of the newer avengers more. mostly the ones that were on team cap like wanda or scott

scott lang:

How I feel about this character: one of my fave avengers!! hes such a huge DORK and i love how he doesnt know whats going on half the time. also i love dad characters and formerly-morally-ambiguous characters trying to redeem their past so, its no wonder i love him

All the people I ship romantically with this character: ehhh nobody really. the romance in ant-man was... not great and i hope they give them better chemistry in the sequel

My non-romantic BROTP for this character: im not sure!! id love to see him befriend one or more of the avengers 8)

My unpopular opinion about this character: n/a

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: nothing i can think of really, ant-man def isnt a perfect movie but overall im p satsified with his arc thus far!

cisco ramon:

How I feel about this character: he’s so wonderful, what did we do to deserve him....... im glad he’s a source of humor on the show but isn’t reduced to a one-dimensional comic relief character. he’s got a lot of depth and ive loved seeing him grow!

All the people I ship romantically with this character: lisa 8)

My non-romantic BROTP for this character: caitlin, barry, and all the wells!

My unpopular opinion about this character: idk if this is really an unpopular one but i think his powers have gotten a bit overblown? i mean i like that he can open portals and stuff, that’s all cool, but it was more interesting to me when his abilities were more subtle instead of just “i can shoot power from my hands to hit bad guys” i guess??? (although i know his powers seemed smaller at first bc he was still learning how to use them, i just like superpowers that are more unique and specific ya feel)

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: ughghhhh i cant believe cw missed the chance to have lisa and cisco reunite to mourn over their brothers together. it would’ve brought them closer and they could’ve supported each other and it would’ve been ANGSTY and GREAT

baby:

How I feel about this character: he’s so rad like dude i wish i was as cool as him???? i like the fact that he’s a bit of an unconventional protag for an action movie-- he’s not a jaded, unemotional fighter, he’s just stuck in a bad situation and all he wants is a peaceful life doing things he loves with people he loves.

All the people I ship romantically with this character: debora! i would’ve liked to see her character fleshed out a bit more but i care about baby’s happiness and they were happy together, so thats fine by me

My non-romantic BROTP for this character: buddy and darling haha.... before things went wrong i think they did like him, they both seemed to think he was kind of endearing, at least, and if they had built up some kind of friendship it would’ve been nice for baby to have loyal friends watching his back

My unpopular opinion about this character: n/a

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: i know the ending is kind of meant to be ambiguous but i rly hope he’s happy, in whatever kind of life he had afterwards ;o;

[curiouselfqueen]

Holiday Drabble #8.1

For the ever lovely, @sableunstable!!!  My darling kiwi, a very merry belated Christmas to you!

Pairing: WolfStar Prompt:  MWPP era, pre-slash, some fluffy gift giving, the gift something unexpected? A little bit of smirking, knowing James and Peter, a little bit of awkward, blushing Remus and Sirius - heavy on the Sirius. "It suits you." 

A/N: First of all, I love a woman who knows what she wants!  Secondly, you will see that this is Part 1.  This is what I was able to produce today and I wanted to get it to you right away because you have been so patient.  I think the boys are playing a game of keep-away, which I think is very rude.  Would you please tell your lovelies that this fic is for you and to come play with me for a while? xoxo

Kids, as of right now this is rated T for language.  I tend to rate harshly due to my own protectiveness, but be aware. 

The floor of Sirius’s room was littered in bits of wrapping paper, sparkly ribbon in half a dozen different colours, string, bows, candy wrappers, and a few pieces of dirty laundry.  Sitting in the middle of it all was the raven haired wizard in just socks, trousers and a Christmas sweater.  His wand was holding up his hair and spell-o tape was covering his hands, making it a bit difficult to get the last bit of wrapping secured in place.  Sirius had been determined to do it all himself, and mostly without magic.

Gripping the top of the wrapped box, Sirius flipped it over and covered the last corner.  Leaning back on his free hand, admiring his work, he loosened his grip to let down the box, but there it stayed stuck to his hand.  “Ah, fuck me,” Sirius murmured.  He’d taped the damned thing to himself.  He shook his hand, then abruptly stopped, not wanting to damage the gift inside.  Slowly, he pried the box off his hand, ripping some of the paper along the way.

“Sorry, Wormtail,” he murmured as he grabbed a bow and shoved it on top of the rip.

Jumping up, he put the gift on the desk next to the others and flipped off the new Ramones record Lily had given him for Christmas.  Despite knowing they’d see each other during the break, she insisted on exchanging gifts on the train like they always did since it was their last year.

Shuffling over to the window, Sirius looked out over the orchards of Potter Manor.  He picked up a cookie off the plate Nonny had left earlier and absently munched on it while watching the snow fall.  They probably wouldn’t go out flying today like they had planned.

BANG! BANG! BANG!

Sirius jumped at the pounding coming from his bedroom door.  Who the fuck was that?  Wait, what time was it?! Were they here? He wasn’t ready!

“Oi! Padfoot!” came James’s muffled voice through the door.  “Quit wanking!  Mum wants to say bye before they’re off to their what’s-it dinner gala thing!”

Sirius marched over to the door and swung it open, glad to see the sudden movement nearly made James fall over.  Sirius’s smirk was erased when James chuckled, eyeing what his best friend was wearing and raising his eyebrow as if to say “Was I wrong?”  Sirius shoved James back into the hallway, snatched some sweats off the floor and followed him downstairs.

Waiting in the foyer in some of their best dress robes stood Dorea and Charlus Potter.  Charlus was wrapping a cloak around his wife as she was talking to their house elf.

“...rooms ready so they can stay if they want.  Ah, my boys,” Dorea said as she looked up to see the two black-haired young wizards strolling towards her.  “Tell Peter and Remus we’re sorry we missed them tonight.  But we’ll see you all in the morning for breakfast,” she said as she pulled James into a hug.  “Have fun tonight, but don’t tear the place down.  There’s plenty of food, cookies and chocolate,” she added with a glance towards Sirius “for everyone.”

Sirius felt the faintest bit of heat rising up in his cheeks despite his wishes.  The Potters knew everything, of course.  He had talked to Dorea about everything before he even told James.  Yet despite all the years of conversations, love and affirmation he had as comfort, he had been a bit jittery about this year’s Christmas gift exchange ever since they got home.

Charlus swung his arm around Sirius, bringing him into a hug and said quietly “There’s more butterbeer than you could ever drink in the kitchen, and have at it son, but there better not be more than one bottle of Firewhisky missing from the cabinet when we get back.”

“Yes, sir,” Sirius chuckled as he pulled away.

Dorea gave Sirius as tight hug, whispering “I love you.”  Though none of them talked about it, they had all become slightly more demonstrative with all the trouble that had been brewing up in their world -- which for the Potters was saying something.

“I love you too, Mum,” Sirius returned as they pulled apart.

The Potters turned to leave, Dorea calling out one more “Have fun! Be safe!” as they walked out the door.

Standing alone in the entry, James shoved his hands in his pockets, turned his head to Sirius and said, “You ever notice how she says to have fun and be safe, but never actually uses the phrase ‘be good’?”  Sirius looked at James, looked back to the closed door, back at James with a contemplative look and just said “Huh.”

A/N: Ta-da! Part 1!  Wonder what comes next....

Possibly interested parties: @just-things-i-like-mostly @ash-castle @shayalonnie @ff-sunset-oasis  @lady-daisy @mechengmama @calebski @indiebluecrown @m1sc1efmanaged @protectnevillelongbottom @regulusblaqk @littleredsiren3101

(*cringes* if this isn’t your thing or you just don’t care, feel free to ignore!)

[singledarkshade]

First Steps

Part Two “Are you sure about this, Clarissa?” Rip asked concerned, “We can take him with us.”

Clarissa laughed at the over-anxious father, “You don’t need him with you while you do this. I am perfectly capable of watching him.”

“But...”

“Rip,” she cut him off, “I promise you, Jonas will be fine with me for the afternoon.”

Cisco rolled his eyes, “Gideon,” he called, “Are you connected to Clarissa’s phone?”

Rip automatically moved his arm so that her avatar could be seen when she answered the question, she complained otherwise.

“Yes, Mr Ramon,” Gideon replied, “If anything happens I shall be able to alert Captain Hunter instantly.”

Cisco and Clarissa both turned to Rip who held up his hands in defeat, “Fine.”

“Go say goodbye to your son,” Clarissa shooed him out to the back garden where Jonas was playing.

Rip grimaced but did as he was told and headed out to where Jonas was playing on the swing set that had appeared in the back garden since his last visit to the Stein residence.

“Daddy,” Jonas ran over to him.

Rip hugged him, “I have to go out for a while but Clarissa is going to look after you. Are you okay with that?”

Jonas looked at him nervously, “You will be back soon?”

“Of course I will,” Rip soothed, “I just have some things to do which will be boring for you so I thought you would like to stay here with Clarissa so you can have fun.”

“Okay,” Jonas nodded.

Rip hugged him tightly, “Be good.”

 Joe and Caitlin were waiting for them when they reached the house with a For Sale sign sitting in the garden.

“We were beginning to think you weren’t going to make it,” Joe noted when they pulled up in the Star Labs van.

“Rip had some separation anxiety,” Cisco told them as he slid out the van.

Shaking his head in annoyance at his friend Rip followed him telling them softly, “The last time I left Jonas for any length of time I thought he was gone for good.”

“He’s with Clarissa and Gideon is connected to her phone,” Cisco comforted him, “He’ll be fine.”

Joe moved to Rip’s side, “The quicker we get inside then the faster you can get back to him.”

Nodding Rip walked with them to the house.

“You don’t like it,” Joe said after a few minutes of walking through it, “Do you?”

Rip shook his head, “I don’t. I’m not even sure why.”

“Sometimes you just don’t,” Joe told him, “Let’s head to the next one.”

Rip nodded and followed the others out of the house back to their vehicles. Gideon had found several possibilities for houses that Rip could purchase so he had asked for some help to look at them. Joe, Caitlin and Cisco were the only ones free for the afternoon.

“Far too small,” Rip grimaced as he walked around the second property they were viewing.

“This is bigger than my apartment,” Cisco noted, “And you’ve been living there for a few weeks.”

“Yes,” Rip replied, “No offence Cisco but that is temporary this is going to be my home. Formerly I lived on a ship that was extremely spacious. I need more room than this.”

Caitlin sighed, “Okay, next.”

The third house they looked around was much larger and Rip sighed seeing the hopeful looks on the other three faces.

“There are too many windows,” he grimaced, “I’d feel like I was living in a fishbowl and would be an easy target.”

Joe nodded, “There is one more on Gideon’s list of possibilities. If this doesn’t work for you...”

“Then I will have Gideon look again,” Rip replied.

Joe saw Cisco shake his head before they climbed into the cars once again and headed to the final option.

  The final house was only a few blocks from where Joe lived.

Rip climbed out the van and looked at the front garden as the others joined him. He could hear them talking behind him all trying to point out good features of the house.

Rip pulled away and started to wander around. There were four good sized bedrooms including the converted attic, with a kitchen, dining room and living room that were a big enough for him. It also had a large back garden that was fenced in which he was sure Jonas would love to play in.

“Well,” Joe appeared at his side as he stood in the kitchen, “What’s wrong with this one?”

Rip turned to him a smile playing on his lips, “Actually, I like it. It reminds me of the house Miranda had, it has plenty of room and a garden for Jonas to play in.”

“You like it?”

Rip nodded ignoring the disbelief in the other man’s voice, “It’s also quite close to your house...” he trailed off not quite sure how to finish his sentence. As much as the others kept pushing the idea that he was now part of their family Rip was still having trouble with the concept.

Joe nodded in agreement, “Good point. I didn’t actually think of that but considering everything you really should be close to at least one of us,” he chuckled at stunned look on Rip’s face, “Still having trouble with being part of family aren’t you?”

“I’m an orphan, Joe,” Rip said softly, “Yes, I had my mother at the refuge but she raised me to be a Time Master. An organisation who then drummed into me that I needed to be above personal attachments. I wasn’t meant to love Miranda or have Jonas. I sometimes thought I was defective because I cared about them.”

“What about your team?”

“I brought them together for a specific purpose. They weren’t supposed to be anything more than a means to an end,” Rip confessed.

“But they became more,” Joe noted, “Even though you didn’t want them to be.”

“I’ve lost everyone I have ever cared about,” Rip told him harshly, “From the woman who would feed me when I was living on the streets to my wife so yes I find it hard to let people in.”

Joe winced slightly at Rip’s confession, “We have been pushing you pretty hard about being one of the family.”

“And I’m trying,” Rip replied sincerely, “For Jonas.”

Joe frowned slightly before asking, “How about for yourself?”

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  “Daddy,” Jonas grinned when Rip entered the Stein’s house, “We painted.”

Rip laughed seeing the streak of yellow paint on his son’s cheek, “I can see that. Did you have fun today?”

Jonas nodded, “Grandma is lots of fun.”

“Grandma?”

“It’s alright if he calls me that,” Clarissa asked from behind them, “Isn’t it?”

Rip smiled at her, “Yes, it is.”

“Did you do your boring things?” Jonas asked as Rip took the cloth from Clarissa to clean the paint off his son’s cheek.

He nodded before he touched the cloth to Jonas’ nose making him laugh, “I did and I’ve finished so we’re going to go home now. Cisco has a new movie to show us tonight.”

Jonas gave a cheer, wriggled out of Rip’s arms he ran over to Clarissa to hug her, “Thank you for looking after me, Grandma.”

“You’re welcome, darling,” Clarissa held him tightly, “I am happy to have you come and spend the day with me whenever you want.”

Letting him go Clarissa moved to Rip and hugged him as well, “Remember that you are both always welcome here.”

“Thank you, Clarissa,” Rip said sincerely, “I may take you up on that offer again soon since I found a house.”

“That’s wonderful,” she told him, “I must admit I expected it to take you a lot longer than this.”

Rip frowned, “Really?”

“I can see how hard this is for you, Rip,” she squeezed his arm, “You still want to be out there travelling through time and having adventures with your team.”

He shrugged, “Perhaps but Jonas is my priority and has to be from now on. I can’t let Miranda down.”

“I wish I could have met her,” Clarissa told him, “Because she must have been someone so special for you to have loved her.”

Rip nodded unable to find the words against the lump forming in his throat. He didn’t talk about Miranda with people usually but sometimes her name slipped out and the knife in his heart twisted.

“Now, I’ll see you both soon,” Clarissa smiled giving him a way to leave, “And tell Cisco next time he is to come inside as well.”

Rip shrugged, “I left him arguing on the phone with Felicity over something to do with security systems.”

Clarissa laughed, “Well it sounds like things are normal.”

With a few more hugs for Clarissa from Jonas, Rip finally managed to get his son out of the house so they could head home.

  “Captain Hunter?”

“Yes, Gideon,” Rip said as he fixed dinner for his son, glancing over to where Cisco and Jonas were playing a board game completely ignoring him.

“Do you wish to talk?” she asked concern in her voice.

Rip grimaced, “Why would I need to talk?” he sighed at the long silence that answered him, “Gideon?”

“You have taken a big step today,” she reminded him, “Choosing a house. I was not sure you would like any of the choices I gave you.”

Rip smiled to himself, “You knew that the fourth one was perfect though and similar to the house Miranda had. You knew I would connect with it.”

“I hoped,” she replied, a little smugly.

Rip chuckled softly, “I should be able to install the systems to allow you access to the full house.”

“Once you have managed to buy the house,” Gideon reminded him, “Assuming you have tried to buy it.”

“Joe has agreed to help me,” Rip assured her, “Since I have absolutely no idea what I’m doing.”

“You have changed, Captain,” Gideon told him, pride in her voice, “There was a time you would never have asked for help. Not even from me.”

Rip shrugged, “Perhaps working with the Legends did change me more than I realised.”

“Only for the better,” Gideon replied, “I assure you.”

He smiled at the praise, “Thank you, Gideon.”