#rel@pse

[wiseoldtree]

you're having the worst day ever and suddenly every single person you know is busy.

[edible-tobacco237]

can someone build with me a nightlong toxic relationship

[yothisiscrazy14]

but infact i do need you.

i need you like a poet needs to write

i need you like an artist needs to make art

i need you like a photographer needs to take pictures

i love you.

not romantically or sexually, platonically.

i love you in the purest way i can.

you are my favorite person.

i hope you care.

i care about you.

i hope you care about me.

i need you.

Fuck off. Fuck off, all of you, fuck off.

I hate you, you don't care. Admit it, you just don't care. So fuck off now.

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you.

You can leave me, I don't care, fuck off and just leave me here.

Just fuck off. I don't need you. I don't.

[ao3feed-larry]

Hôtel bar

by Mand1519

Louis travaille le soir dans un bar d'hôtel. Il croise régulièrement un client du nom de Harry. Louis ne rêve pas, entre eux, il se passe quelque chose d'électrique. Mais Harry porte une alliance.

* Bonjour après L'Acteur que j'aimais et Mords-moi, je vous présente Hôtel bar, une histoire toute en douceur... et tension sexuelle :)

Words: 66935, Chapters: 12/?, Language: Français

Fandoms: One Direction (Band)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles, Liam Payne, Zayn Malik, Niall Horan

Relationships: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson

Additional Tags: Boys In Love, Boys Kissing, Slow Romance, Romance, Louis Tomlinson Loves Harry Styles

via AO3 works tagged 'Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson' https://ift.tt/unRhCvO

[skiesficz]

enhypen in a british highschool ˚ ༘ 🇬🇧⋆｡˚

enhypen rambles

catagory: silly! and fluff?

tws: mentions of alcohol

summary: just silly situations that enhypen woild be in or what enhypen woild be like in a basic british highschool

a/n: i’m working on a request at the moment yay!! so here’s this little drabble to keep you all entertained while i work on my request fic 💗 i’m from scotland so i’ve tried to make it more english based but idk 😓 hope you all enjoy!

heeseung 🐹:

★ definitely a roadman, but not one of those super hardcore ones, he’s one of the ones you’d secretly think is hot but never tell him

★ he’s actually really nice and friendly, just maybe school isn’t the path for him

★ CDT warrior, takes all 3 of the CTD subjects (engineering, design and graphic communication) he also takes maths and english

★ in a little gang with jake, ni-ki and sunoo and they spend most of their time out of school together drinking, gaming or whatever else boys do

★ pokes holes in radnor fizzes and sprays it at S1s/year 7s if they annoy him or skip him in the cafeteria line

jay 🐈‍⬛:

★ he’s that one “alternative” kid that all the girls fawn over because he’s not a road-man, but not a total loser!

★ he spends his lunchtimes in music with his lucky girlfriend who would definitely be an art student

★ he takes music, music tech, english, maths and chemistry and he gets As in both of the music subjects and then higher than average grades in everything else

★ friend group with jungwon and sunghoon and they all go to coffee shops to study together after school after their extracurriculars!

★ is defos in the school band on guitar and bass because bro can do both and devour, this makes girls go mental over him, but he’s loyal to his girl

★ is probably ACE/DEUX in music or music tech, nobody is surprised when this is announced

jake 🐶:

★ again, another hot but not quite roadman roadman, he’s more ned than heeseung but not enough ned to be considered an asshole

★ he has beef with the whole english department, especially the head of the subject, they couldn’t drag him into english for the life of him but he loves the science department, especially the physics teachers since he does so well

★ takes maths, physics, engineering, business and spanish (but is failing spanish miserably)

★ hides away in the bathrooms when he can’t be bothered with classes but SLT drags him, and usually ni-ki out too along with him

★ sunoo, jake, ni-ki and heeseung tesco trips during all the useless periods (pse, religious and study periods)

★ he once got drunk and fell down a hill with heeseung and ni-ki, sunoo filmed it and accidentally sent it to a classmate and it ended up on the schools belters page less than a week later

sunghoon 🐧:

★ this man shows up in FULL uniform, shirt, tie, blazer, dress shoes the whole lot, but nobody makes fun of him for it

★ school captain, ACE/DEUX in maths and english, got straight As in all of his subjects

★ takes english, maths, chemistry, modern studies and history

★ he is always tutoring jay and jungwon, not because they necessarily need it, because they all enjoy it

★ he is weirdly respected by everyone, he’s quiet but is friends with everyone, he’s even friendly with the hardcore neds, everyone likes him and so do all the girls, but he likes to focus on his studies

★ is on the school football team, he doesn’t look like the type, but he is also the captain and is surprisingly really good at the sport

sunoo 🦊:

★ he fake tans on the weekends, but it’s not actually too patchy, probably just a little around his hands

★ he hangs around heeseung, jake and ni-ki but most definitely isn’t a ned. he probably has a gf/bf whos relatively normal or a little bit of an outcast so him and his little friend group keeps an eye out on them

★ he takes english, graphic communication, biology, spanish (to help jake) and business

★ refuses to take part in PE, this boy will not break a sweat and run the risk of smelling bad or looking messy during the school day, so the pe department hate him

★ he was the first boy year to come out as bi in like year 7 and he expected to be bullied or shunned out, but everyone was really nice to him and his friends look out for him

★ is that guy to carry around stuff for his girl friends, like you forgot a pad/tampon, sunoo is probably carrying one around just in case! he’s a girls boy, but mostly hangs around jake, heeseung and ni-ki

jungwon 🐱:

★ all the girls find him cute, not hot, but genuinely the cutest, sweetest and friendliest guy in their year

★ he doesn’t have a girlfriend because he’s too scared that she’ll break up with him and then his grades will slip

★ he takes english, maths, drama, media studies and music, so he’s pretty close with the creative arts department and the english department

★ his grades are really good and he enjoys studying with jay and sunghoon in his spare time! he always picks the café or boba shop if they all have enough money!

★ he runs the school drama club and is a very talented actor! he usually gets the male lead roll, and nobody ever complains because he’s always the best fit for it

★ jungwon and jay go to sunghoon’s football games, jungwon and sunghoon go to jay’s concerts/gigs and sunghoon and jay go to jungwons preformances, they’re the closest friend group in their year!

ni-ki 🐥:

★ instead of writing “riki” on his work he always writes “ni-ki” because it makes him feel cool (hint: it’s not)

★ SLTs worst nightmare, he’s always skiving, or in the bathrooms for too long, or leaving in the middle of classes if he’s bored, easily has the worst grades in his friend group

★ he takes english, maths, woodwork, computing and admin

★ he’s the year below his friends so he always skips classes to spend time with them before they leave school and he’ll be by himself, which people think is cute

★ he gets along really well with his woodworking teacher, they’re the only teacher to get through to him and encourage him to work, so he has an A in that subject

★ doesn’t have a girlfriend but is in a situationship which sunoo helps him figure out so then ni-ki can actually date her, while jake and heeseung just sit taking the piss out of him

thank you for reading!! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

masterlist here .ᐟ.ᐟ

requests: closed ❤️

[somber-not-sober]

Introduction post :3

hii guys, welcome to my blog <33

here are a few things about me:

- i’m 19

- i’m queer and trans (dont ask me to further specify in what way because i dont know) my pronouns are they/them

- i live in a large city in central europe

- i moved out immediately after high school and now live alone

- i’m a vegetarian but i think i’ll go vegan sometime in the future

- i’m genuinely really funny trust me guys 😞

- i used to do all star cheerleading but then i tore my ACL, which i’m getting surgery for in late august and i really really hope i can do cheer again one day

- i love all pets and animals in general, if i could i’d get rats but i don’t have the resources currently

- my mbti type is enfp :)

- i’m not diagnosed but me, my mom and former therapists agree that i’m probably autistic and i suspect i might also have bpd and/or c-ptsd

——— disclaimer ———

dni if you are:

- suspecting you might know me irl

- considering recovery/in recovery/recovered

- not gen z

- a bigot in any way

- a cishet man (sorry not sorry)

- a purely nsfw blog

This is an ËD-blog, if that’s not why youre here leave please. This is for me and i in no way encourage or support any d!sørderêd eät!ng, excessive exěrçising or púrğ!nġ behavior!! i also have a history of sęIf hårmįňg so that might come up as well (but no photos). Pictures are not mine unless i say otherwise, dm me if they’re yours and you’d like to have them taken down.

Okayy i think that’s all for now, love u and stay safe!! mwah mwah

Stats and my “history” with this down below :3

Stats (metric units):

Heigt: 165

reIapse SW: unknown bc i didnt own a scaIe yet

CW: 85

GW1: 72

GW2: 65

GW3: 60

GW4: 53

GW5: 50

UGW: <45

storytime (because me and my ẼÐ go way back)

Okayy so basically when i was like idk 11-12 i was the biggest wann@rēxie and ever since then i’ve struggled with d!sørderêd eät!ng, my bødy !mage was already shit before that tbh, because of being trans (and autistic) iykyk. I’ve also been in therapy on and off since i was 7 and when i was 14 i had to do inpatient treatment for my social anxiety and depression. I was never actually diagnosed with an ËD but in that clinic they had to put me on the ĚÐ meal schedule because it was so bad but they just would not diagnose me?? When i was released i had the biggest rel@pse but nobody really gaf :P i’ve had a few more reIapses since then and i’m in another rn because i’m not in therapy currently and i realized that i live alone now which i have been dreaming about for years because no one can force me to e@t, i can control what f0od i have at home and so on, yippiee ^-^

i made this account back in early 2020 but i had been on êdbIr and old prø@ņâ forums for some time before that, i think since like 2018 maybe? so yeah it’s definitely been a while and i always end up crawling back here somehow

Okay thats it, thank you so much for reading ily :*