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x1 ear for 3.0!!
This method definitely gave the ears some nice depth (a tad hard to see in the picture but looks great irl), which is fantastic because the primary gripe I've had with my ears on past heads is they always look too shallow, almost flat, from the front (as you can see on 2.5 there), even if they're not from the side. I was a little worried that the front border would be too thick when I first started adding the fur, but once I had everything glued down tight and gave it another quick shaving pass, I think it turned out pretty alright!
I'm also a lot less worried about the head being too small for the body at this point. Between the big eyes and big ears, it looks just about the same overall size as 2.5 now, just with different proportions. Adding the hair poof and cheek tufts should help even more. It still might be a little smaller than ideal, but I no longer think it's gonna be outlandishly disproportionate or anything. So yay! Of course, we won't know for sure until it's done and ready to wear, so...we'll see 😅
Approximately one week remains on the clock. sivakoooooooo
#now let's see if I can make the other one symmetrical 😅#remaining steps are:#fur the other ear and attach both to the base#attach the back head peice and the neck#add the hair floof/cheek tufts#finish the eyes (had to order some new buckram for these because i thought i had some but couldn't find it; hopefully it'll be here sooooon#and then from there it's just small finishing touches/cleanup#...sounds like a lot of steps but once I finish the ears the rest of the steps should be pretty straightforward#(...plz buckram come fast ;w;)
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I've had a beast of a cold for the last few days, but I wanted to get this out before the new year! while I've sort of made my peace with my first take on Lilia's UM poster, I really wanted to do a version with the new context that chapter 6 gave us. because. c'mon.
(don't worry, Lilia can carry ALL HIS KIDS AT ONCE)
#art#twisted wonderland#unique magic posters#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers#the dragon cradle does make me laugh#no look i understand it's a ~visual metaphor~ for malleus' isolation#(and also lets lilia run up a bunch of steps all dramatically later)#but the image of this enormous ten-story cradle with the teeny tiny little egg in the middle of it is pretty hilarious#the draconias are SO extra about everything#now if you'll excuse me i have to go fall over for what remains of the year#happy 2024!#(i apologize to the poor person who asked a cute question about meleanor and got a giant cold medicine-induced essay in response :')#(i have been incapable of coherent thought for...a while now)
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meeting on the fire nation stairs [ids in alt]
#zukka#zukka fanart#myart#sokka#zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla#atla fanart#zuko fanart#sokka fanart#missed connections.....#something about both of them wanting to make a move before sokka thinks about going to the water tribe#but knowing that they have to focus on rebuilding the nations#and it could be catastrophic if people in the palace found out#zuko's new peaceful methods are already not putting him on good terms with the remaining officials#he's one step away from a coup#and yet#all he wants is to be with sokka#to have more than passing fleeting moments while dodging prying eyes in the court
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"Kai's good with kids!" slightly incorrect. Kai is good with stubborn, troublesome kids. Dudes been shown to be dogshit when solely interacting with pretty much all people younger than him except for Nya, Lloyd, & Wyldfyre
He raised Nya, but we know that girl. We've seen her. I know she was a NIGHTMARE kid. She has strong opinions, holds grudges, and does whatever she wants. I love her for this. I also know teenage Kai was fighting for his LIFE. Lloyd was Little Shit Extraordinaire, and he didn't have the bonus of being blood-related to Kai, so Kai had 0 incentive to like him. Even still, Kai heard a small child in distress and immediately Locked In and decided awesome, I'm protecting you forever now. Wyldfyre similarly annoyed the absolute shit out of him, but Kai had his Growth. He still threw hands with Wyldfyre but the difference here is he knew she could fight back. He clocked pretty immediately she had an impatient temper but had a very strong love for her tiny family of 2 (oh hey s1 Kai when'd you get here) and in NO time began flawlessly mentoring.
Kai is like a guy who went to a camp for troubled youths, grew up, then decided to become a counselor at that same camp. He can wrangle a teenage dirtbag out of an alley like a stray cat but if you put him in the same room as a fairly normal kid he's looking at them like this
#COLE on the other hand#can handle semi-normal kids FLAWLESSLY#and troublesome ones too tbh but cole is like a jack of all trades#he can totally step in for any kind of kid but kai is the certified expert on annoying little assholes#also yes i know he became a teacher after nya died but i stand by my assessment remaining correct#thats different hes teaching them to fight therefore it still falls into that category. hes good at teaching children to hit things#genuinely i think kai gets empty nest syndrome if he doesnt have a problem child to adopt as a sibling & look out for#he YEARNS for the older brotherisms. if he didnt get gifted wyldfyre i legitimately think he wouldve started trying to co-mentor arin#he would try with sora but shes pretty staunchly anti-singular-mentor and gets passed around like a blunt#doesnt matter that arin is by no means a troublesome kid he just gets twitchy after nya & lloyd grew out of needing to be looked after#kai thrives when hes protecting someone ELSE. hes been doing it since he was 5#this is why he immediately spiraled in the land of monsters he starts shaking like an italian greyhound if he isnt acting as a human shield#kais coping mechanism is hiding all of his problems to instead help the Young Child with their issues#guy who would hide a fatal stab wound until everyone is gone to then collapse and die alone so no one gets scared#also nya & lloyd have phased out of being troublesome so kais like well#what am i supposed to do now. then he sees wyldfyre starting a bushfire and hes like omg#its so funny he gets so annoyed at troublemaking kids and then as soon as he gets a WHIFF of distress he latches on like a leech#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#lego ninjago#dragons rising#kai ninjago#kai smith#kai jiang#text post#nya ninjago#lloyd garmadon#wyldfyre#lego ninjago dragons rising#ninjago dr
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Odysseus: demanding Athena take off whatever enchantment she put on him the second the situation ends.
Odysseus: who constantly reminds Athena that he has great plans to grow old and die with his wife so don't even think about getting any ideas.
Odysseus: side eye diomedes who has started fucking glowing he has so many enchantments on him: bro you should talk to Athena about getting those removed. You're going to end up immortal or some shit
Diomedes: who has been a solider since he was 5 who has intersting thoughts about his own personhood who has a much more traditional relationship with Athena and would rather literally stab his own eye out with a rusted sword than speak out of turn: I don't know what you're talking about
#odysseus#Diomedes#Athena#This is more pulling from my own headcanons than any source material#But I have a lot of feelings about the narritive physically changing a character and how well that works with the idea that#Becoming immortal is a slow process more of a slide than an abrupt change#And I have a lot of feelings about diomedes becoming immortal and how odysseus only ever wanted to be a man#And how diomedes was having a much more mortal experience and odysseus experiencing so much magic and monsters and gods#And how every step of the way diomedes only ever politely thanks Athena never argues only does his duty#And how nearly everything odysseus met tried to change him or keep him and how he fought against that with his whole being#Also a lot of feelings about the traditional reward for heros was immortality#This obviously does not include all the times Athena treated odysseus like a barbie doll because ody was 98% not aware of that#Athena post the whole ajax going insane thing: that was fun#Odysseus: great yah super fucking fun love when my allies go mad with desires to torture me to death BTW#Take off the invisibility spell I want nobody trace of it lingering on me I am remaining mortal if it kills me#Athena: definitely not pouting you're no fun one little spell isn't going to permanently alter you#Odysseus: I am not taking any chances any invisibility I have is going to be my own fucking skill and your excellent training not magic#Diomedes: internally:after getting the ability to see through illusions and see gods#Should I mention this to Pallas Athena? Did she mean for me to keep it? Is it bad if I keep using it?#Is it even more disrespectful to not use it? Surely she is aware that I still have this? Surely it would be an insult to her intelligence#To remind her that would be casting doubt on her memory and perhaps it is part of a plan and#Who am I to question pallas athenas plans who am I but her devout weapon better to not mention it or any of the other lingering magics#Diomedes realizing a hundred years after the fact that he is in fact immortal: ....should I mention this?#Athena finds it funny to try to sneak magic onto odysseus it's a game for them because their both rat bastards#But not post odyssey it's just triggering then#Actual child solider diomedes#Greek myths
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So I've been teasing this character in my tags/posts for a while, and she's finally hereeee. Anyways WHOOPS, another self indulgent Lethal Company character who is basically the Wario version of [Cap'n]!
Meet Echo and her crewmates: Orion (goggle'd circle-shaped one), Spade (short one with big arms), and Guy (shapely GNC one). Being the opposite of Cap'n's crew, they're all men EXCEPT for Echo!
At first, she started out as a grown woman having a one-sided, very pathetic beef with Cap'n, but she evolved into an angry teenager who projects all of her issues onto someone who literally doesn't know she exists (and subsequently does something horrible to herself to rectify this weird beef). Did it work? Well no, come on, look at her, now she's even worse GOKJDFMKDF
And when I say "one-sided", I mean it. Genuinely Cap'n doesn't know who she is, like, at all. I think the first time they meet will be the inevitable werewolf fight between the two of them when things get out of hand.
Anyways I love the kidnapper fox, but alas, she was too swag for this world, RIP to a real one that lasted a month and a half. u_u)!!
#artists on tumblr#lethal company#lethal company oc#kidnapper fox#lethal company kidnapper fox#werecreature#werekidnapper fox#<- like 'wereyeless dog' this is a terrible - but immediately informative - name#kidnapper werefox#<- what I'll be calling her ass lol#capn tag#echo tag#my draws#sfw#blood cw#this is going to slowly be trickled onto twitter because I can't crosspost normally ever I guess GUIKHJFD tho to be fair to me I'm bulk#posting here cause I want Echo up SOMEWHERE before ArtFight starts. Genuinely this has been in my drafts for months. the delay was because#I couldn't settle on a name for them. They were just 'werefox' 'goggles' 'the grabberrrrr' and 'breasting boobily' in the meantime#in any case maybe if I post about her enough zeekers will hear my plea and add the kidnapper fox into lethal company again...#cause unforchies I have grown attached to this stupid thang. :(#anyways I REALLY need to post about Cap'n more so I can infect the LC community with the urge to make more werecreatures#I HUNGER!! I need werebunker spiders. I need werethumpers. I need werebrackens especially (cause that's ALMOST what cap'n was)#I need were... (spins wheel) old birds. don't ask me how that works. I don't know man. I don't do robots. I'm not a robot guy??#ALSO I HAVEN'T PLAYED THE V70 UPDATE CAUSE LITERALLY THE DAY AFTER I STEPPED ON A PLANE FOR MY VACATION THE UPDATE WAS RELEASED...#(RATTLES THE BARS OF MY CAGE) I AM NOT KIDDING. I LANDED MAY 30TH. BOOM. UPDATE MAY 31ST. MY GAMING COMPUTER'S NOT HERE ZEEKERS!!!#in any case thank you for reading my rambly tags ilu mwah mwah#(ps: I dooo have an idea for one (1) more character with zero connection to these guys that tackles ANOTHER favorite trope of mine)#(hopefully I won't expand on them at all and they just remain a one-off character concept. We'll see. Cap'n was that way too lmfao)
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Do you think Cole used to help Nya with feeling comfortable in her own skin again and feeling flesh and bones, as well as acting alive again, whilst also helping her keep her form and be more conscious and sure of it after merging with the sea, simply because he gets it?
Ghost Cole you will not be forgotten.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#ninjago cole#ninjago nya#man i love cole#i can imagine him sitting Nya down after seeing her hide her struggles#and just telling her he gets it#and immediately starts helping her#they rope Zane into it with the whole feeling like you are you part#cause nya defo had a small indentity crisis#and Kai just there as a shoulder ti unconditionally loved her and understood things even she didn’t get#and whilst he could tell get it he was always there ti comfort and distract her#Jay flat out loves her he was one of the ricks that helped keep her calm and less frustrated everytimes she failed or took a step back#LLOYDDDD he defo understoof becoming something else when yiu didnt want to be#joined aome of her lesson with cole to help supprt her and cause he needed supprt with the whole oni thing#pixal told her that on the off chance that she does become the ocean again#cause lets be real nyas defo an overthinker on some things#pixal said that she would create a special body just for Nya to use and still remain her self#Wu said he’d gi through every scroll#every forbidden one too and use anything to make sure she will he brought back again and help pixal#agh i love them all#nya smith#nya jiang#ghost cole#cole brookstone#nya seabound
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well the bad news fairy has once more arrived to pay a most unwelcome visit to my household.
if you've got older relatives in your life who you still love and cherish, give them a hug for me today.
#ray.txt#tl;dr my step-grandmother died last night#i don't have any living grandparents left but of the remaining step-grandparents#she was the one who has always loved me and treated me no differently from her biological grandchildren
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pondering that falon'din is associated with an owl, and those are also messengers of andruil. and he's referred to as "winged death" which is also mentioned to be something that elgar'nan deploys against enemies. and both falon'din and andruil are referred to as venturing into dark places, where no one else can survive/wanted to go.
and ghilan'nain was not initially an evanuris, but was antagonistic towards them and making a bunch of weird creatures. she was given the offer to join them in return for getting rid of the creatures, and accepted. but with "pride stopping her hand" from destroying a few. and when asked about trusting people to share power, solas says "I know that mistake well enough to carve the angles of her face from memory."
solas also has nothing good at all to say about falon'din, mostly calling him a bloodthirsty tyrant who went so far in encroaching onto other evanuris territory that mythal had to besiege his temple and beat him up to stop him.
but he says nothing about dirthamen at all.
dirthamen is described as having gone missing unexpectedly, scaring all his followers, because they were now unprotected. and caught between their own high priest wanting to lock them into the temple forever like a cask of amontillado, and other forces outside that wanted to take their secrets by force. there is one note that a dirthamen follower defied the evanuris and took on a forbidden (probably a dragon) type of form, and was judged by elgar'nan harshly. he apparently also invented the varterral to protect his town from a high dragon? wack, but also could indicate that he had worked with ghilan'nain on making it, since she's the only one who's otherwise mentioned to be bioengineering stuff.
dirthamen has very very few surviving statues or depictions, and is more associated with falon'din than as his own independent figure in the dalish myths. even his own temple includes mosaics of falon'din. there's a few statues that are probably dirthamen, but the most striking is in mythal's section of the fade behind the eluvian, which is a statue of a hooded figure, doubled over with a giant sword sticking out of his back.
#dragon age#dragon age meta#txt#dirthamen#i love the idea of ghilan'nain initially being friends with solas but then betraying the rebellion in favour of becoming an evanuris#ALSO it makes the ''he was a wolf and she was a halla 🥺'' Heterosexual Motif very funny if the halla was an absolute menace to society.#halla (threatening). the halla is committing atrocities like you would not Believe.#solas wandering up to a dalish clan and locking eyes with this mild looking white deer thing and just hearing kill bill sirens#andruil/ghil could even be like a somewhat cursed celene/briala parallel if briala had actually agreed to sell out her people#in favour of being's celene's lover/right hand instead.#so she narced on dirthamen who then gets killed/partially absorbed by falon'din#with most of his followers scattered/killed/forcibly converted to his service as falon'din goes on a rampage#until mythal steps in to make him knock it off#which then makes the others nervous that she was capable of stopping him + might start actively doing her job as Justice again#so they get together and set up an ides of march type of event that takes her out#and then are like ''yay! we can finally roll around in the blight even more like we wanted to :)''#so solas decides to just wall them off entirely#who knows what sylaise or june are up to in this theory#i assume they were just playing minecraft creative mode or the sims and didn't notice anything. just vibing.#anyway i wish this had come up bc i was deeply curious about my boy dirthamen....#he's the god of secrets! this dude should still be kicking around in some form. get back in there.#at the very least he should have a weird little cult or something remaining#personally i'm declaring that dirthamen was a spirit like cole.#who had the capability to remove memories#and that's a) how mythal managed to force andruil to ''forget'' how to access the void#and b) why the others killed him - perhaps to get it back? and why his followers were terrified without his protection#bc they had way too much classified information about all this world-endingly bad stuff
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The fandom god discussion is interesting, but I feel it’s sometimes hindered by an unwillingness to separate gods from mortal society, or even a sort of over-eagerness to project our own reality onto them, which simply doesn’t work. I've seen the gods referred to as rulers or tyrants demanding worship (which I kinda understand because it’s something Ludinus says in-game, though it’s funny to see fandom corners confidently repeat the inaccurate talking points of the antagonist) but more interestingly I've also seen them referred to as a higher/the highest social class, as colonizers imposing themselves on mortals, the raven queen specifically as new money. Overall these comparisons tend to talk about the gods and their actions regarding Aeor in the past and predathos/the Vanguard in the present less as if they're about saving their own lives and more as if they want to preserve their powerful position.
The gods, by their very nature, are above mortals. They cannot be compared to any mortal ruling class because they didn’t choose or strive for that power and cannot feasibly get rid of it/step down/redistribute it (nor do they actually in any sense rule; killing the raven queen, unlike killing an actual queen, will not end the 'tyranny' of death), they simply have it by virtue of being gods. Saying that’s unfair or unequal and that the gods should be killed because of it is akin to saying it’s unfair a mountain is bigger than you and demanding it be levelled, except the gods, unlike mountains, are living, feeling beings who shouldn’t have to die because some people can’t stand the idea of not always being top dog. Thing is, the gods themselves ultimately understood this power imballance and that they can't help but hurt Exandria the way humans can't help but step on bugs, and thus removed themselves from the equation by creating the divine gate. Saying this isn’t enough and that they're clinging to power is just demanding they line themselves up to be killed.
#critical role#cr3#downfall#nella talks cr#ultimately all these 'ruling class' comparisons are simply flawed and don’t work when under the slightest bit of scrutiny#gods arent rulers or tyrants bc they don’t rule and can't be deposed#they are representantations and guardians of (mostly natural) concepts#and those concepts won’t go away bc you killed the gods. death and nature and the fucking sun will still remain#they aren’t colonizers of mortals (wtf lmao) who demand they be worshiped and mortals live according to their oppressive rule#again did you watch calamity? not even before the divine gate did the gods demand worship or even respect#they were never less respected than during the age of arcanum and still they were just chilling#(until someone released the betrayers and they had to step in to stop the ultimate destruction of exandria)#technically you could argue they were colonizers against the titans but even that feels like a stretch#the titans to me feel less like people and more like representations of the chaotic and deathly side of nature#being angry they were killed sounds like being angry someone stopped a hurricane just bc the hurricane was there first#I'm sorry but that hurricane would've flattened you. it wouldn’t appreciate your support bc it isn't a person#and 'a higher social class' fucking NEW MONEY? this is just blatant projection#I'm sorry but not everything more powerful than you is a stand in for oppression#sometimes it’s a narrative stand in for nature and i promise nature isn't oppressing you
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I’m not sure if I’ve said this here yet so I just want to say that I absolutely do not support Neil Gaiman any longer. There will be no defending Neil Gaiman on this blog. There should be no coming back from his actions and I hope he never gets hired or has a successful show again. All the peace and justice for his victims
#That being said this will remain a safe space for Good Omens fans as long as they share in not defending him in any way#Because he has stepped away from the production I will remain a fan of the show and support the new showrunners and directors and the cast#Wanted to make that clear but didn’t think it belonged in the main body of the post#Neil gaiman#good omens
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anyway it's also really fun to think about the growth that domundi went through. from their first show being fucking Why R U to now putting The Next Prince out there. good job, have a golden star. also a golden star to Zee for being in bls for so long and always acting his ass out in most amazing ways
#the next prince#the next prince the series#mine#like they are NOT a perfect studio#they can't be called the leader either (no gls yet hellooooo)#but one thing you can't take away from them is they always try to do better and always grow#their first steps into learning to include consent and woke stuff into scripts were wonky. but they steadily worked on it#and got soooo much better#also bed friend remains one of the best qls ever produced so there is that
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Aight finally done with the main story (got distracted so many times throughout b/c I can't maintain focus on anything for shit) time for my MC to finally return to where she belongs 🥰

#her favorite seat 🤗🥰#and resident asssking 🤭❤️ iykyk#in all seriousness i thought the story was pretty good. no LAR but then i firmly believe that that's where LADS peaked -#-it's a very tough act to follow much less beat.#as for caleb i actually liked him better than i thought i would. i have always had a thing for yanderes what can i say. but his voice still#-isn't quite doing it for me. and then there is the “p” word... yeah whoever decided to resurrect that nickname should step on a lego.#i hate it#i really do#anyway i am and remain a 200% devoted sylus solo main#sylus#lads#love and deepspace#lads sylus#love and deepspace sylus#sylus lads#sylus love and deepspace#sylus x mc#sylusmc
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Can we please get more Price with daddy issues and what his childhood looked like?? 😭🙏
This is more about how even as he's older, John is a product of his environment and the way he was raised. Oops, my bad. Didn't realise until close to the end.
John doesn't talk about his childhood, he doesn't see the point in it. he knows people with childhoods a lot worse than his and it seems stupid to him to complain that his old man was a little heavy-handed in comparison to the shit Simon told him about his childhood.
Besides, there were benefits. He'll never be one to lounge about in bed feeling sorry for himself when he's sick. He threw up on his bedsheets once when he was six and he got the belt, after that, he figured out how to work the washing machine and where to put the cleaning products he'd need at a height he could reach.
He might be a bit weary but he's still as sharp as ever, John's more than aware of how to function while ill. And yet no one seems to stop fucking grating on him about it.
Simon had let slip a comment about him looking like shit and for once the cheeky prick meant it. Fine, he was a wee bit peely-wally but he wasn't fucking terminal. He had waved the other man off but he'd been subjected to what Gaz referred to as "the Riley bullshit eyebrow". Simon could take his disbelief and let Soap gargle it.
Soap had offered to help him with anything he needed throughout the day and was pushy to the point of irritation. Did John look incapable? Was he a damsel in distress? No, he didn't need help. He needed a bit of fucking peace.
Gaz was far more subtle, but he knew it was the sergeant who left the tea on his desk. He always made it a tad too light - baby tea. He'd drink it anyway, at least the lad wasn't doing his fucking tits in.
Contrary to popular belief, John was fine. He wasn't a pansy who needed fawning over like he couldn't help himself. It was one of the only things his old man had ever expressed pride over, John was resilient and adaptable. The bastard might be dead and the world might be better off for it, but the thought lingered in the back of John's mind. Sometimes it'd hit him out of nowhere like the leather of a belt, and he'd make a point to ignore how he braced for impact.
Maybe he was a little inattentive compared to his usual self, he wasn't on the field so it didn't matter. Mindlessly filling in paperwork was an art he'd perfected long ago. He wasn't his perfect self but he wasn't a fucking bawhair off of it.
He didn't have to be vigilant when someone stepped into his office, he'd memorised the sound of Nikolai's footsteps years ago so there was no need to greet him for the sake of formality.
The Russian wasted no time in parking his arse behind John's chair and leaning over his shoulders, wrapping himself around John like a thick coat. He leans back into the touch before he can think about it, Nikolai is warm and he smells good, sue him.
A large hand presses itself against his forehead and he almost wants to shut his eyes, sink into the feeling and fall asleep. He doesn't, instead with the effort of an army he pulls back from the hand and turns to glance at his partner.
"What's that for?"
Nikolai looks down at him through narrowed eyes that remind him far too much of a cat about to pounce on something. His back is still plastered against John's shoulders and it feels heavenly but he can't dwell on it overly much.
"You are sick."
It isn't a question, it's a fact. Nikolai doesn't do beating around the bush after that long together, he's blunt and to the point. Exactly what John prefers in every situation but this one. It's almost a trick statement, no matter how he answers he's fucked and not in the face down, arse up way he typically is with the Russian.
He keeps his expression blank to the point of almost looking bored as he responds. "What about it?" That type of response would've earned him a backhand over the jaw when he was hip height.
He very briefly thanks God that his chair has wheels on it because if it didn't then the floor would end up scuffed with how Nikolai steps back and hauls John's chair around to face him.
The way he radiates disapproval should be studied, John's starting to get why the muppets all hold a healthy amount of respect and fear for Nikolai. He would if he hadn't spent lazy mornings with his face between the other man's tits, snoring away.
Nikolai's hand grips his jaw, turning his head as he inspects John and his apparent fatal illness that is going to kill him off in the next two minutes if everyone doesn't jump down his fucking throat about it.
"You are sick and you are working, again."
John sighs, batting away the other man's hands and rubbing his own hand over his face. Maybe if he blinked hard enough then he'd get rid of that gritty feeling behind his eyes.
"Is that all you're here to talk about or is there a purpose to this, Nik?"
He's being a cunt, a self-aware cunt but a cunt nonetheless. He had a reputation for being irascible when he felt off, it was no secret. It's the only reason why instead of looking hurt, Nikolai just rolls his eyes and mutters under his breath.
He knows what "сволочь" means, Nikolai knows that he knows. It wasn't the first time his partner had called him a bastard and they're both aware that it's far from the last.
"You're going to bed."
John blinks at him before he can quite comprehend the statement, as the words register in his mind he immediately jumps to protest only for the hand that was pressed to his forehead to be slapped over his mouth.
"You are going to bed, Ghost is going to fill in any of the forms he can and you're going to complain about it, from bed."
He shoots the pilot a half-hearted glare that's more of a subtle attempt to squint at the lights that are half-blinding him as he looks up.
"Yes, I know. I am terrible. Do forgive me."
Nikolai makes no attempt to hide his sarcasm and John considers biting the hand over his mouth.
"Bed, now."
#nikolai knows a bit about johns childhood and he knows that the only way to get him to step down is to take the choice away from him#he remains unapologetic about doing so#captain john price#john price#cod nikolai#nikprice#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#kyle gaz garrick
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Knitting a freehand bag and started wondering how often people even use patterns, anyway. So--how often do you use a pattern when you make things ? This include knitting/crochet/sewing/weaving/nalbinding/bobbin lace/tatting/etc but also things like woodworking, cooking, and baking. If you want to just pick the thing you do most often that's fine.
I personally do not use patterns as I find them far more confusing than just figuring out the construction of an item and simply making it. I do very occasionally browse ravelry for inspiration but have downloaded maybe 2. In the 5 or so years since I joined. And have followed exactly 1, which I modified every single aspect of. In my defense, dyslexia.
#poll#knitting#crochet#weaving#tatting#sewing#quilting#nalbinding#bobbin lace#cooking#baking#theres just SO MANY patterns out there and i kind of dont understand why... who is using them ???#they are so hard to follow even when written well#i get that thats dyslexia talking and not true for most people but it still baffles me#i also dont follow cooking/baking recipes but in a different way#the issue for crafting patterns is that i cant read and so i cant figure out what the hell im supposed to do#but recipes are usually lists and dont have tons of abbreviations and dozens of steps#so i can kind of read recipes but i just like doing my own thing and also have been burned by recipes before#so even if i try following the recipe as hard as possible i will inevitably change some things#like what about the whimsy. also i will use a butter wash after taking this out of the oven i dont care that it says eggs#and while i dont do legos anymore i was the same with that too. we got a kit once and my sister loved following each step#oh my god. the worst. i would covertly make other things with the remaining pieces while she assembled the thing#i do think that were i not dyslexic i would still not follow patterns#like i said i just prefer to do my own thing most of the time
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I stumbled my way through some pseudo-milestone social and personal stuff today and you know what? it was incredibly nice and a good experience and I'm proud of myself, actually. needless to say my nervous system in the immediate aftermath is also humming at at a pitch that could break glass and kill dolphins, and I feel faintly like three day old sunkissed roadkill, but sometimes you just have to tank that shit because that seems to happen whether what's going on is good or bad lmao
#my brain goes 'never met a stimuli that didn't make me long to return to the form of a jellyfish' no matter what#it just needs some time to process. and is extremely dramatic about it every time lol. getting a failing grade in being conscious#something that is possible to achieve and normal to dread if you just work hard and believe in yourself etc.#a reader may perhaps extrapolate some things from the ease and instinctiveness with which I understand lucanis dellamorte#and his problems with feelings of confusion fear overwhelm or ambivalence#even towards positive things happening in his life lmao#you know. it's a hell of a thing to be born with this nervous system but I guess someone had to be so let's make the best of it I guess#I think it did help a bit that I forgot to be nervous on the bus there because I got caught in an amazing drama-chasing wikiwalk#through the personal lives of the norwegian artistic elite of the 1800s. bjørnstjerne bjørnson was one of The messiest people#who have ever lived or written poems god bless. and his daughter bergljiot was one of the most hard core#(she held her father at gunpoint with his own weapon and threatened to shoot him if he didn't stop cheating on their mum#like he'd promised so many times. worrying behaviour. undeniably kind of badass. life before no fault divorce was Bad actually)#it felt like every new name I clicked to follow the trail of hot goss had me gasping like 'nO! no TELL me he didn't... but of course#of course he did *morbid glee*'#lots of people dying dramatically of tuberculosis at 23 and that kind of stuff peppered in too it was delicious#also for possibly the first time I had the instinct to reach out to someone to help me process after and it really did help to do it#which again. as small steps go. it does not a moon landing make but it remains a step taken#now I intend to play ds3 and let my brain stay on an elevator music channel until it's ready to actually be of use again#I may be a while
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