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tiedyeflannels · 5 months ago

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Never Let You Go

Park Jimin x reader

Pt.1 | Pt. 2 | Pt. 3 - Masterlist

Word Count: 1.4k

Genre: Angst to Fluff

A/N: Here's the last part! Sorry it took so long, but I hope you enjoy!

6 months. 6 months felt like nothing after returning from the US. Jin and Hobi were busy doing their own things like promotions, content for ARMY, writing and producing songs, and a frickin’ WORLD TOUR. So… Things got busy real quick since I came back, but it’s been a blast!

And now, it’s June and the rest of the members were scheduled to come back from their service soon. We (Jin, Hobi, and I) had already picked up Namjoon and Tae, but when I asked when the others were getting out, they refused to answer me which led to today…

“You promised me that we would get food and that’s what I’m expecting,” I said, crossing my arms and glaring at the members currently sitting in front of me in van. I slumped against the third-row seat of the van as I watched a couple of them smile. It was something that set me ill at ease.

“We will, we just need to stop somewhere first,” Jin said, prompting me to sigh and look out the window. I looked around at the buildings, when something caught my eye.

“You have to be kidding me,” I mumbled under my breath as we stopped by the gate to a military base. “I knew something fishy was happening when you didn’t tell me when the others were getting released.”

Tae snickered as they all started to undo their seatbelts and got out of the car, making me do the same.

“We knew that you wouldn’t have come if we didn’t,” Jin nudged me as we walked through the gate and to an open area with a few other families who were waiting for their sons too.

“You’re not wrong about that,” I muttered, crossing my arms. I watched as the surrounding families talked excitedly with one another before doubts started to creep in my head.

Should I even be here? What if…

“What if I make things awkward by being here?”

What if he doesn’t want me… here?

“Now, why would that happen,” Namjoon asked, making me turn toward him.

“Yeah,” Hobi started, “If anything, he should be the one that’s awkward. You did everything you could so you could mend the situation, and he ghosted you. It’s his fault, not yours, so keep your chin up!”

I sent a small smile his way as a thanks, but I still couldn’t shake the nervous feeling in my gut.

“I’m still nervous though.”

“And that’s okay,” Tae smiled and put a hand on my shoulder reassuringly. “You haven’t seen or talked to him in 2 years, it’s normal to feel nervous, but don’t feel that way just because he might be mad that you’re here. Jungkook is getting released today, so if he asks why you’re here, just say you’re here to support Jk!”

I squinted at Tae with a sly smile, “When did you get so wise?”

He chuckled and was about to say something before someone beat him to it, “It was all that time at the super cool base of his.”

We all turned to the voice and watched as Jungkook happily made his way over to us.

“Jaykay~” “Jin~”

I chuckled as the youngest and oldest pulled each other into a hug. I continued to watch the others take turns hugging the youngest before it was my turn. I smiled as he turned his attention to me and scooped me into a hug, spinning us around before setting me down.

“I missed you, Y/n/n! How was America,” he asked, giving me one last squeeze before pulling away.

“It was good! Kind of boring though, without you guys there, but I had fun,” I smiled.

“How was your time here,” I asked glancing at the building that stood a ways away from where we were.

He shrugged, “Eh. Fine, I guess. Don’t even get me started on Jimin.”

I tensed up, letting my nerves get the better of me.

“Speaking of,” Namjoon started, looking at the building Jungkook had come out of, “Where is he?”

Jk looked back, then turned to the group, “He said there was something he forgot to pack when we were starting to leave so… he should be joining us fairly soon.”

Speak of the devil and he shall appear because as soon as Jungkook finished his sentence, Jimin came walking out of the front doors.

I peaked around Jk’s arm and watched as he made his way over to us with a relieved smile. I was technically blocked by Jungkook, so I watched as Jimin gave some of the members that approached him a hug while striking up a conversation. I smiled fondly as I watched him joke around and happily laugh with the others while he was unaware of my presence behind Jungkook.

That was until said person made his way over to Jimin, leaving me to awkwardly stand out in the open, not sure what to do. I fiddled with my fingers as the group kept on talking before Jimin took a simple glance in my direction, effectively stopping what he was saying.

Anxiety started to run through me as he just… stared at me, with a blank expression.

He dropped his bags and started to slowly make his way towards me while my mind was racing, trying to come up with an excuse as to why I was here.

I nervously chuckled when he stopped in front of me- looking everywhere but him, “Hey… Just setting the record straight; the members tricked me into co-”

Jimin hurriedly wrapped his arms around me in a tight hug and buried his head in the crook of my neck- effectively catching me by surprise and making me freeze against his touch. My brows furrowed in confusion- not sure what was going on until he muttered something that I couldn’t quite catch. I hummed in question, prompting Jimin to repeat it.

“I’m so sorry.”

My eyes widened.

“I’m so sorry that I ghosted you. That I left you wondering what you did wrong. That I let you leave without giving you an explanation.”

Tears started to wet my shoulder as he cried. I finally wrapped my arms around his torso while letting the tears that were building up silently fall down my face as he continued.

“I read every single text you sent me when you were in the US and I should’ve texted back.”

“Why didn’t you,” I sobbed, tightly gripping the back of his shirt, “I always gave you the chance!”

“I know,” he pulled back, allowing me to see face. It was red and blotchy from the crying with tears still making their descent on his cheeks, but he still looked perfect.

“But I didn’t think I deserved to after what I said to you,” he continued. “We were about to enlist, and I wanted to push you away because I didn’t want it to be hard for you, but that didn’t work out like I wanted…”

I let out a humorless laugh as I brought my hands to his face to wipe tears.

“You dummy,” I gently smiled when he leaned into my touch.

“I know. That’s not an excuse and I’m really sorry. If you wanted nothing to do with me anymore; I get it. I wouldn’t want to be with me after that either.”

I shook my head. “Don’t think that! Would I have sent you a text nearly every day for two years if I didn’t want to be with you?”

“No,” he whispered.

I manually shook his head, earning a small smile.

“No, of course not! Though, you’re going to have to make it up, but I’m not that easy to let go.”

He shook his head as a fond smile graced his lips at my confession and wrapped me up in a hug again.

“I could never let you go,” he whispered, making me smile.

“Let’s go home, hmm?”

He pulled apart from the hug, looked me in the eyes and nodded, “Let’s go home.”

Bonus~

“So… how was Jimin during your service,” Jin asked Jungkook, who was accompanying the oldest in the front.

The maknae sighed, “He did great with the jobs he was given, but a lot of the time, he would talk about Y/n. He couldn’t even sleep that well.”

Jin chuckled, “That’s funny because Y/n/n also had trouble sleeping.”

Both of them smiled and peeked toward the back row of the van where the both of you sat. You had your head on Jimin’s shoulder while he rested his on top on yours, peacefully sleeping now that both of you had each other back.

“It’s kind of funny how they won’t admit that they need each other as much as they do,” Jungkook said, facing forward again, leaving you both to catch up on some much-needed sleep.

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lbxbx · 1 year ago

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Cockpit 3 | knj

Pair: Namjoon x reader

Summary: Namjoon goes through a rough time while getting a divorce, meeting you at the club two weeks in a row when attraction becomes unreal.

Rating: +18 mature content, Smut, divorce, fatherhood,

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It’s the next morning when you wake up with an extreme hangover, you flip through your bed and your eyebrows scrunch when the sunlight hits your face.

Every time you get drunk you do absolutely stupid things that you decide to reflect on in the morning and scold yourself, as if the hangover headache is not enough.

You need to cure this hangover as soon as possible because you have a night shift tonight.

“It wasn’t that bad.” Seokjin says when you sit back next to him, you’re still in utter shock from what just happened.

“Are you okay?” Hoseok asks worriedly, “Did we cross the line.”

Words don’t even come out of your mouth, your hands are on your stomach and your brain suddenly stops functioning, What did Kim Namjoon do to you?

“Jungkook it’s all your fault.” Jimin scolds the youngest, Jungkook bites his lips in guilt.

“N-no.” You stutter. “I’m fine, really.”

“We should go home.” Hoseok offers and takes off his jacket. “You guys stay, I’ll call a cab.” He puts his jacket on your shoulder and grabs your purse, both of you get up and get into a taxi.

“Are you sure you’re fine?” Hoseok asks.

“Yeah, I’m okay.” You nod.

Despite all the dirty talk he gave you after that kiss, you have this weird stranger danger feeling towards him, and something tells you you’re not wrong. You’re always cautious around new people, but things went too fast him that you just need time to process it, and you need time to study him.

You roll your eyes at your thoughts. It’s just going to be a one time sex you don’t have to study no shit.

“Hobi?”

“Yeah?” He snaps his head towards you, ready to do anything you ask for.

“Before Namjoon and I kissed, I saw him by the bar.” You actually tell Hoseok about him.

Whenever you’re talking to him it’s like talking to a mirror, he gives the best advices and helps you no matter what, and most importantly he never makes you feel bad about yourself.

He doesn’t say anything in return, he just waits for you to finish your story.

“We exchanged phone numbers, is that okay?”

He tries to study your face, he tilts his head and asks. “Do you regret giving him your phone number?”

“Of course not, he’s just a stranger that’s all.” You shrug.

“So?” He laughs. “We were all strangers once, and now we’re best friends.”

You look at him, he smiles and puts his hand down on your knee. “Don’t over think it chief, if he ever makes you uncomfortable just block him.” He makes it look so easy. It probably is.

Oh yes, your phone.

You grab it and a sigh of relief leaves your mouth, thankfully he didn’t text or call. You’re not ready for that part yet, and you even wonder if you can just skip the talking phase and just have sex.

Jeez, it’s still morning.

You get up and take a hot shower, you wash your face, brush your teeth, then rush to make breakfast.

On the other side though, Namjoon is in his car, Ilsan was about 4 hours away from Seoul, he usually drives while listening to a podcast or an audio book, but this time his car is completely quiet, but his head storming with thoughts.

His sunglasses on and his fingers tapping the steering wheel, he’s supposed to appreciate the last few hours of quietness before he picks up Jay, but his full head isn’t letting him, and it’s far away from quite in fact.

He is genuinely glad he took your phone number to begin with, but when he thought about it again when he’s sober, he felt a huge load on his shoulder, why?

Because he’s married and that’s literally cheating, or at least in some way it is. He tried convincing himself that him and his so called wife are separated already and there’s no need to worry about that, but then the second thought comes chasing too.

He can’t call you nor text you, what if you thought he was a creep? Or someone who’s all over you? Or what if he scared you away? He feels nothing towards you but pure attraction, nothing more. He’s not that desperate for sex, or maybe he is, but he needs to be smart and reasonable and think straight.

With that subject off the table for him, he proceeds with recapping last night, he was monitoring you, watching your body language, he’s not a creep, but out of desire that’s all. He was petrified when your friends looked back at him. His first instinct is to run even if he did nothing wrong.

He thought you told them that he was hitting on you near the bar and that they’re going to whip his ass and beat him up, his body bathed in cold sweat when he saw one of the men walk closer to him, and the man was big and could easily knock Namjoon out.

“Good evening gentlemen.” The guy smiles and looks at Namjoon, he even thinks that he’s going to be exposed in front of his co workers.

“Can I talk to you for a second?” He said, and Namjoon nods before getting up.

He feels immediate relief when he finally finds out that this was a dare, and that he wants him to kiss his friend.

Oh gladly. Namjoon thought in his head.

The kiss was something that woke every single cell in his body, even while driving he finds himself touching his lips and smiling like a stupid virgin teenager being kissed for the first time.

He finally feels like a real man again who finally gets to kiss a girl and use his dick, well not yet, but he’s going to any time soon, and he wants it to be with you.

He wishes he can text you but he can’t, and he just hopes he runs into you again, doesn’t matter if it’s in the club or even in front of a stupid food truck, he just wants to see you.

It’s almost 12 in the midnight, already in the emergency department, it’s unusually quiet today, not so many patients are showing up, and the ones that actually do are not that critical.

You’re hanging out with the nurses drinking some tea and having some pretzels and chit chatting, when the watch on your wrist buzzes a notification, it’s a message, and it’s from—

Namjoon.

You quite literally feel heat running from your shoulders down to your body, you straighten up and put your mug down. Is it pathetic if you purposefully answer late? You should leave him hung up for minutes.

Of course you’re not going to do that, that’s really pity. So you do open the message immediately.

“Hey beautiful”

A little cheap shot Namjoon, but okay.

“hey big man” You text him back and cringe at yourself, that’s really cheesy. The read receipts immediately turn blue, meaning he already saw your message.

“I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable last night”

“I think I was being too honest.”

Your fingers hover over the screen, you don’t really know what to answer. He was being too honest, but you kind of liked it, you’re not even sure how to reply to this appropriately, because maybe it is meant to be inappropriate.

“you were all over me kim namjoon admit it.” Wow you’re really doing this.

It takes him a few minutes to reply.

“true.”

Fuck you’re at work, the heat you feel in your body is increasing, your hand makes its way to your lips, and the entire tape from last night goes through your head again, your brain even making it spicier. You start shifting in your seat, the heat in between your legs is the problem.

“Fuck I wish you were with me tonight.”

He even sends you a picture, he’s in what seems to be his house with the lights dimmed, his coffee table has a half empty glass of wine, and next to it is his pack of cigarettes. The vibe in his house is tempting for you, you wish you were with him too.

“are you busy?”

You took too long to answer but you eventually do.

“I’m on call tonight :(”

How the read receipts are turning blue immediately, you’re impressed.

You scoff a little when you actually know it’s just the beginnings, when men are being nice to you just to get into your pants, Namjoon must be one of those guys too. You huff. Men.

“oh no I’m sorry.”

“I’ll text you later take care.”

You don’t bother typing anything, you just send him a thumbs up emoticon and put your phone down.

Time passes very slow on your shift, you find it slow when there are barely any patients, it’s almost 4 in the morning, the ward has already dimmed the lights and you’re trying to catch some sleep on the chair when your phone buzzes a message.

It’s Namjoon, and why is he awake.

“awake?”

You don’t like leaving people’s text unanswered, or is that an excuse to answer very fast even when it’s 4 in the morning and you’re at work, Hmm.

“yup.”

He instantly reads your message, and you see bubbles popping up, he’s typing and deleting constantly, and it takes him 4 minutes to try and form a sentence but he ends up being offline which confuses you for a second.

Confusion quickly turns to mere shock when he calls you, the confidence on this man.

You excuse yourself out of the emergency room and go take a seat on a bench outside the hospital, you’re rushing as if you’re worried he’d hang up, a big part of you wants to enjoy the call.

“Kim Namjoon you’re drooling.” You answer, you’re more than glad to torture him.

He laughs and it takes him a few seconds to pick up the courage and speak. “I guess I am.” In his deep voice, you could easily imagine him in front of you if you close your eyes, the aura around this man is something else.

“It’s four in the morning and you’re calling?” You really want to know the reason behind his call.

“I was just thinking about you.” He breathes, which you could swear you can feel in your ear, you shiver and close your eyes, you cross your legs and answer him the first thing that comes off the top of your head.

“And did you make yourself cum?” You mirror what he said in the club last night, a hint of challenge in your voice.

“Fuck..” He grunts, he is being tortured by you. Your stomach is twisting and your panties are already sticking to you, you really want to touch yourself to his voice.

“Why make myself cum when you can make me cum.” He says, an audible smirk on his face.

“I can make you cum?” You’re intrigued.

“If you just let me fuck you.” He continues, “I’ll let you taste my cum.”

You’ve been with a fair share amount of men, but Kim Namjoon is out of this world, you’ve been with men who didn’t even make you cum while having sex. But he made you wet using his dirty mouth.

“Mmm..” That just slipped out of you, he releases a soft laugh and says. “I can make you cum too.”

Now he’s the one torturing you, you need to control yourself a little, this isn’t you.

“Prove it.” You look around hoping no one is around you. He lets out a shaky breath and you can hear him gulp, “Just say when.”

The whole idea is making your stomach clench and it even gives you nausea, not that it’s grossing you out or anything. You’re just nervous about the fact of sleeping with Kim Namjoon the captain you know nothing about except he’s insanely hot.

You get in the confidant and powerful fake persona you’re trying to claim with this man and speak. “In the mean time, enjoy making yourself cum Namjoon.”

You can hear him groan before letting out a laugh. “I’ll see you around I guess.”

“Go to sleep Namjoon.” You hang up and realize that you’re not breathing well, your hand reaches your face, you’re on fire. You throw your head back and take a long breath.

“Y/N.” Seokjin walks out of the main gate which startles you for a second, you forgot he was on call tonight too. He hands you a cup of coffee and studies your face for a couple of seconds.

“You don’t look okay.” He says, the back of his hand touching your face. You subtly push his hand away and shake your head in denial. “No, I am.”

“Did you see Yoongi’s message on the group chat?” He asked. “They’re playing poker next weekend at his place.”

You’re not really fond of playing cards, especially with your friends because it usually ends up in arguments and fighting, but you still enjoy their company that’s why you decide to go and participate.

Namjoon puts out his cigarette and blows out the last puff of smoke, he’s thinking about the only subject he has been trying to ignore. How is he going to tell you that he’s married? Or that he’s a father?

“Namjoon I have told you countless time do not fucking smoke inside this house.” His wife walks out of her bedroom, it’s already 7 in the morning and Namjoon isn’t able to catch any sleep.

He’s irritated for over thinking everything, and when his wife walks out of her bedroom, is when he absolutely loses his mind.

She’s the reason he’s in pure misery.

He shoots a glare at her, she doesn’t even flinch, she starts picking up Jay’s toys from the ground and keeps on babbling and scolding Namjoon.

“If you don’t like it just leave.” His glare doesn’t stop when he takes out another cigarette and lights it up just to piss her off.

“You know you’re a fucking terrible father for smoking when your own son is in the same house with you?” She shits out of her mouth, and that’s when he completely loses it, he hates being called a terrible father because he isn’t, he could die for his son.

“You’re just saying that out of spite.” He laughs. “Or probably because you’re a shitty mother and an awful house wife I guess.” This shit talk is happening earlier than usual.

“Oh fuck off Namjoon.” She turns and makes her way out of the living room.

He puts down the freshly lit cigarette and goes to his bedroom, closes the curtains and gets in bed. He sighs.

What did he do to deserve this?

A man just needs a smile and a kiss in the morning, his phone buzzes a text and he immediately checks it.

“wanna come over tonight? My place.”

It was you, you just got off of your shift and you’re driving back to your house, the entire shift was more than enough for you to think and just invite him over and get things over with.

Your text alone was more than enough to make his shitty morning turn better, he reads the message immediately and with a smile wider than ever on his face he replies.

“I’ll be there by 8.”

You reply with a thumbs up emoji and continue driving home, and Namjoon falls asleep.

You wake up around 4 in the evening with your headache finally gone, the headache started in the last hour of your shift due to lack of sleep, which you finally got rid of now.

You contemplated on taking a shower before you went to sleep, but you were too tired so you decide on showering right after you wake up.

The cold water hitting your body just turns off the fire lit inside you, you didn’t forget about your so called sex appointment that’s going to happen tonight, you use the body lotion you just purchased, you shave and fully keep yourself prepared.

It haunts you hours later when you’re standing in front of your closet that you just..

You just invited a stranger into your house? You gave him the location and all?

No matter how hard you try to brush it off, and no matter how insanely attractive Kim Namjoon is, he could drug you or even murder you and no one would know.

You haven’t been through a certain trauma in your life that require for you to be that careful when meeting new people or even inviting them over, but your friends scared you multiple times when mentioning stories of girls getting drugged or kidnapped around the town.

He can’t be that bad. You really need to stop over thinking.

You take out a black short dress that’s been hiding in the back of your closet, you don’t even remember wearing, and it proves you right when you check the dress and see the price tag still on. Why didn’t you wear this yet?

You shrug and rip the price tag off, you take off your tank top and put on the black dress, it’s really short, and really tight. You look in the mirror and scoff. This is exactly why you didn’t wear this dress yet. Your breasts look really good in this, it totally brings out your cleavage.

Something inside you tells you that this dress is too much to begin with, but you just keep it on, you’re totally not changing out of that.

You’re fully prepared, you even took out a bottle of wine and put it down on the kitchen counter with two glasses, you dim the lights and just wait.

It’s almost half past eight, and you almost think he ghosted you but your doorbell rings, your nausea is not getting any better and the tightness in your stomach is not comfortable, you regret you didn’t have a drink beforehand, it could relax you a bit.

You open the door and there he is in full glory.

Standing tall with his hands in his pocket, he’s dressed in a white polo t-shirt tugged in a pair of khaki jeans, the sleeves of his t-shirt tightly hugging his big bulging biceps, a thin silver necklace hugging his long neck, which you cannot wait to put your lips on, you look up at his dimple when he smiles and shows you his teeth. “Hey.”

“Hey, come on in.” You’re still standing behind the door, when he walks in and actually lays eyes on you, you can easily see where his eyes were pointing, and it’s all over your body before it lays on your breasts. Bingo.

“Look at you all dressed up.” He shamelessly eyes you from head to toe again.

“You too.” You close the door after him and stand against it with your hands behind your back. “How was your ride here?” You feel the need to make small talk.

“Maps drove me crazy.” He scratches the back of his head. “I’m sorry I’m late.”

“It’s okay, have a seat.” You invite him in, you’re sweating and you’re pretty sure if you stood near him he’ll hear your pounding heart beat.

He walks in towards the living room and gets comfortable on the couch, leaning his back against the couch and man spreading his lovely thick thighs.

Oh yeah, you’re totally drooling.

“I like your place.” He looks around, hands running on his own legs.

“Thank you.” You follow his eye sight, you do take pride in your apartment. “Would you like a drink?”

“Yes please, thank you.” You admire his attitude, he’s completely respectful, although he is totally checking out your ass when you’re making your way to the kitchen, you take the bottle of wine and the glasses and make your way back to the living room to put them on the coffee table.

“Wine?” He smirks and leans his arm on the back of the couch.

“Oh, I can get you something else if you want to.” You turn to the mini fridge that you have in your living room, it was a gift from Taehyung. Namjoon immediately shakes his head and waves his hands. “No no. I’m fine with wine really.”

You lift up an eyebrow and pop out the cork before pouring wine in the glasses. “Is there a problem with the wine?”

“No it’s fine.” His eyes land on your boobs again when you lean down to grab his glass and give it to him. “Thanks.”

You take a seat on the same couch right next to him, with a respectful space kept between you.

“Were you working today?” You take a sip of your wine, you’re not really curious whether he worked or not, you’re just making small talk to study this man and his body language.

“Mm.” He shakes his head while swallowing a sip of wine. “But I still have some hours left to finish.”

“Hours?” You asked, now you’re intrigued to know more and you’re curious.

“Mhm.” He puts his glass down. “I have a logbook that I record my flying hours in, and when I’m done with a certain amount of hours, I can have my days off.”

He uses his hands a lot when he’s talking which you find cute, you nod and tilt your head. “Do you choose your working hours?”

“No, I usually get called the night before or something.” He shrugs. “I usually fly domestic so I don’t mind even if they called me on the same day.”

“That’s really cool.” You nod. “And do you like your job?”

He stays silent for a second before he laughs, he grabs his glass of wine and takes a sip.

“You don’t?” You gasp, “I find it really interesting, what you do.”

“No I like it.” He nods, “It’s just that it’s hard to make friends or even make plans with friends.” He leans his arm again on the back of the couch, the tip of his fingers twisting a strand from your hair, he’s flirting.

You quickly decide on flirting back, you run your fingers on his arm and form your lips into a soft pout. “Yeah, it must be hard.”

“Yeah, that’s why I make all my plans a day before.” He looks at your fingers and clears his throat, “Tell me about your job, do you like it?”

You nod and say. “Depends.” Which makes him laugh. “I rarely get days off, but at least I get paid for the shifts I work extra.”

“Do you always go on night shifts?” He asks sipping more of his wine, both of you are really blending into the conversation, he’s so easy to talk to which makes you comfortable, your nausea is long gone.

“Yeah, 4 or 5 times a month.” You nod. “But I don’t like night shifts, they drain me.”

“Oh yeah?” He smirks. “You did seem excited last night when you told me to make myself cum.”

You almost choke on your own spit when he says that, you feel your face burning with heat, you should’ve known better before texting him that the other night. Fuck you’re embarrassed.

“O-oh..” You stutter, you clear your throat repeatedly, the nausea is totally making a comeback.

“Relax, I’m just messing with you.” His smirk is still on his face, your eyes land on him for a couple of seconds before you playfully hit him on his hard big chest. “Idiot.”

He laughs and sips more wine. “So the worst thing about your job is the night shifts?”

“Yeah..” You inhale. “And idiots like you make it even worse.” You tease, he finally puts his glass down and inches closer to you, closing the empty space between you, he leans his elbows on his thighs and turns his head towards you. “Or I can make it better.”

You feel his thigh pressed against yours which feels like utter fire to you, your insides are clenching around nothing when you crave for his touch, you need to feel more of him, you have to.

“You probably can.” Your voice barely heard, his eyes land on your lips, his throat bulges when he swallows and licks his bottom lip, you know he’s ready to make a move so you decide on teasing him and lean forward, your nose brushes against his, you look into his eyes and grin. “You can go ahead and kiss me if you want to.” You shrug. “I won’t mind.”

“Come here.” He doesn’t even hesitate for a second, he leans forward and finally seals his lips with yours, this time the kiss feels different than the one before, this one more intense, his teeth biting onto your lips and his tongue already roaming the inside of your mouth, his hands down on your legs slowly making their way up but stopping right below the edge of your dress.

You kiss him and go with his pace, enjoying and savoring every second you get to taste his plump lips. Your body is slowly getting satiated with its needs, you can feel your panties getting wetter and your stomach twisting in pure pleasure just by kissing Namjoon.

You eventually run out of breath and stop kissing back, which doesn’t stop him and instead his lips make their way to your ear and suck on your earlobe before licking it, which you let out a shaky breath at, the sound of his tongue and wet kisses along with his breath against your ear is sending electricity through your spine.

“You like it don’t you?” He whispers, one of his hands finally making its way back to your ass and he wholeheartedly squeezes it which makes you hold on to his chest. His lips move further back to your neck and he licks a long trail from your collarbone to your ear, you’re melting from his touch.

He grabs your cheeks in one hand again and pulls you in for another steamy kiss, you kiss back as if it’s a natural reflex and your hands move to his t-shirt to unbutton the first few buttons, you tug on it softly which he takes it as a sign to slide it off and he instantly does.

Satan sculpted this man and he did a great fucking job.

He leans back on the couch and grabs you by your hands to pull you and sit on his lap, your foot knocks down your glass of wine and it falls down on the floor and splatters on his khaki pants, you gasp and cover your mouth. “Shit, sorry, your pants I—“

“Fuck the pants.” His palms land on your ass and he squeezes again while devouring your lips, you can feel his covered hard cock under you and you position yourself right onto it which makes him groan in the kiss, you think it’s too much but he totally disagrees and grabs you by the ass to grind against him.

“Fuck-“ You speak against his lips and lean your forehead against his, a string of saliva still hanging between your mouths, he smirks and looks at you in the face before clearing his throat. “Show me your bed Y/N.” The way he said your name in a needy tone makes you melt in his hands, you get up and pull him by his arm to your bedroom.

The second you walk inside he hugs you from behind, his covered boner pressed against your covered ass, he turns you to face him and pushes you back on the bed, your chest is already heaving out of breath, moving up and down dramatically, you lean on your elbows and watch him hover on top of you, printing a few soft pecks on your lips while his hands play with the hem on your panties. “Can I take them off?”

You know it’s the bare minimum that he asked you but you totally admire him for that.

The duality on this man frights you especially when he just innocently asked you if he could take your panties off, but the second he throws them across the other side of the room and looks down at your cunt makes you stare at him with your jaw down.

The way he’s admiring your throbbing wet pussy, he looks like he just won the lottery. He’s been hungry for years and you’re here to feed him.

He looks at you almost in disbelief, asking himself on the inside Is this real?

You feel his hot breath against your pulsating clit, he licks once, twice, then uses his fingers to spread open your pussy and reveal more, his tongue tickles your entrance and goes up to your clit to print a soft wet kiss on it, he puts your clit into his mouth and sucks the soul out of you, you immediately react and close your legs but he uses all his force to push your knees closer to your torso, he wants to have it all.

He pulls back and spits onto your pussy, a string of saliva hanging from his lips before he devours it like it’s his last meal.

You gasp and hold onto your breath when he sucks your clit again, this time using his fingers to rub your entrance, his ego already boosting up when he sees you all vulnerable. “Breath.” He orders and you obey immediately, your hands making their way to your hair, it feels insanely erotic that you start pulling your own hair. “I’m gonna fucking cum.” You announce, and as if he needed encouragement to go faster, he does.

His two fingers curling against your spot and his head moving left and right to add more friction, your back arches and your eyes completely close shut when the knot inside your stomach finally bursts and you cum, feeling it in your entire body. He doesn’t stop and fucks you with his fingers through it, his tongue now near your entrance waiting for taste your cum.

“Holy shit.” You cover your mouth with the back of your hand and your chest starts rising up and down trying to catch a breath, you throw your head back and clear your throat, you can feel the mattress moving and Namjoon is already over you, he leans his forehead against yours and catches your lips into a kiss, your cum sits down on your tongue, he pulls back and you can feel his breath against your lips. “Swallow.”

And you obey again, feeling the taste of your cum on your tongue, he smirks and says. “You taste heavenly.” He moves down to your ear and whispers. “I told you I can make you cum.”

You hit him on the chest and hold his head into your hands and kiss him again. “Fuck me Namjoon.”

Your words take a huge toll on Namjoon as he clenches his jaw and looks at you all over your face, he wants to pound you so hard but he’s not sure you can take it.

“Take off your dress.” He eyes your chest and starts unbuckling his jeans, you unzip the dress from the side and slide it off of your shoulders and down your body to get rid of it, he looks down at your breasts one last time before he prints a trail of kisses between them, caressing one into his palm and squeezing it. His mouth moves to your perked up nipple and he circles it with his tongue, his eyes on your face as you’re biting your lip and running your fingers through his damp sweaty hair.

He takes your nipple between his teeth and sucks on it like his life depended on it. “You taste so fucking good.”

“Shit.” You throw your head back and lift your knee up to rub his clothed cock, you need to feel him inside you, and the idea of that about to happen makes you even more impatient.

He moves up to your chest and prints a few wet kisses, you shake your head and pull him from his dangling necklace. “Namjoon, fuck me now.”

He sits up on his knees and pulls down the zipper, he pulls down his pants and boxers to reveal what he’s been hiding from you the entire night.

Your jaw drops at the monstrous size, Kim Namjoon is a fucking real man with an enormous cock.

“Fuck, wait a second.” He gets up and leaves the bedroom for a second before walking back with a condom on his hand, he tries ripping it with his hand but his palms were too sweaty to manage, you reach your hand out to him and he looks at you for seconds, “Give it to me.”

He hands you the condom with a look of a lost puppy on his face, he’s clearly confused, you get up and push him down on the bed and he lies down, you rip the foil package with your teeth which he finds his cock pulsating to the sight of you doing that, you sit on the bed on your knees and put your legs on each side of his waist, you grab his cock which your fingers hardly wrap around, the thickness on this man is inhumane.

You grab the condom and position it on the tip of his dick and roll it down slowly, “Is it good?”

“Yeah.” He reaches his hands down to tug and twist and make it more comfortable for him, “Give me your hands.” He offers you his, you hesitate for a second before grabbing them, he positions you right on top of him and grabs his dick, rubs your pussy with it before teasing your entrance. “Tell me when to stop.”

You nod and look down waiting for the tip to penetrate you, your temperature increasing when the tip is pointed towards your wet vagina, you tense for a second before you ever so slowly get down on the tip of his dick, a soft whimper coming out of your mouth before you instantly lift yourself up again.

“It’s okay, take your time.” He’s out of breath, his hands sit on your hips, his eyes scanning your entire body, the sweat on your chest and neck is doing wonders to Namjoon, your perked up nipples bounce with you when you retrieve from his big dick, he looks down at your wet pussy and loses his mind when his tip disappears inside you and he grunts. “Fuck.” And drops his jaw.

Your tight walls give Namjoon a hard time when he’s trying to push more of his cock inside you, your walls keep clenching repeatedly which drives him fucking insane. “Relax for me.” He grabs his dick and pushes his torso further up to push more inside you.

What drives him more insane is the view of you spitting on your fingers and stroking his cock to make it wet before pushing it back inside you, now being able to sit a little lower than before on his dick. You wet your fingers with your spit again and rub your clit and try to relax your insides. “That’s it, good fucking girl.” He bites his own teeth which you can see his jaw clench.

You feel the tip of his cock brush against a spot inside you which makes you gasp and lean your palms on his lower stomach and pause for a second. “Fuck…” You laugh out of breath and look up at him, he mirrors your laugh and grabs your hips tighter. “Does it feel good?”

“I need a second.” You’re really out of breath, the spot he just hit with his dick is the spot that will make you cum so hard in seconds if you don’t stop.

“Come here.” He grabs your hands and pulls you in for a wet kiss which you kiss back and cup his cheeks, his hands move down to your ass cheeks and he squeezes on them, his fingers digging into your skin.

“Am I hurting you?” He asks in between the kisses, you lean your forehead against his before shaking your head, landing slowly on his sensitive cock, both of you grunting at the same time, he’s brushing against that spot again which makes your stomach tighten and your back arch. You’re still clenching repeatedly around his dick. “You’re driving me fucking crazy.” He says in the most sexiest deep manly voice ever.

He’s driving you crazy too but you’re not going to give him that right away.

You shift in your seat and start pulling back from his dick slowly before landing again, you lean back and put your palms on his spread away knees for support, then pull back again and land back down, your throbbing pussy is already leaking from the utter pleasure that’s going through your whole system.

You start riding him in a faster speed, he impatiently moves his hips up to meet yours which makes sinful noises around your room, your damp skin meeting his. His eyes are locked with your body, your long neck when you throw your head back and your bouncing tits with each thrust, he could swear he can see his dick bulging out of your stomach.

You look down at him and you see his stomach tightening, he’s even holding his breath with his lip in between his teeth. “Shit.” He grabs your hips with his big hands and stops you, sitting up to kiss you on the lips, his arms wrap around your waist and he flips you over, his cock still remaining inside you.

Your back lands on the mattress and he sits down between your legs, he moves one of your legs to meet the other one, and he hugs them closer to his chest before pounding hard inside you, the angle and position change now feels even tighter on both of you, your vision is getting blurry with all the tears in your eyes. “Please don’t stop.” You beg, the sharp tone you’re using drives him mad, he moves inhumanely faster and your tits bounce even harder on your chest, he wholeheartedly grabs one of them in your hand and squeezes on it, and with that your knot finally snaps and you start clenching harder around his dick, you throw your head back and stop breathing while you’re cumming, Namjoon sees your cum on his dick and feels the constant clenching when he knows you’re cumming, and he fucks you through it while grunting. “Fuuuck.”

You finally manage to breathe again and your chest heaves, tears already fell down on your cheeks, you feel like you’re going to pass out. Namjoon keeps fucking you even when you’re over stimulated, his breaths get louder and he finally throws his head back too and shoots his load inside his condom. “Ah..” His thrusts finally halts and he lets go of your legs, you wrap them around him and pull him closer, he leans his forehead against yours still out of breath, you kiss the corner of his lips and his jaw and neck, giving him soft bites and licks here and there.

You print a kiss on his ear and whisper. “I made you cum.”

He looks at you and manages to give you a lazy smile before falling completely on you, you run your finger nails down his back and kiss the top of his head.

Kim Namjoon was totally worth the risk.

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fiepige · 2 years ago

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My concept for Venom!Hobie

Okay here goes

DISCLAIMER: I CANNOT DRAW

I've made another post where I mentioned it as well but I'll reiterate it here:

I don't think Hobie would ever canonically accept a symbiote due to his history with them and how they're used in his universe.

Now with that out of the way let's speculate!

This is my concept sketch for Venom!Hobie

Before I go into details about the design and the possible way he would work in universe:

I wanna give the world's BIGGEST shoutout to @levionok for being the coolest person ever and actually make some AMAZING drawings of Venom!Hobie:

(Like how cool is this!?!?!!! I love these so much!! aaaaahhhhhhhhh<3 <3<3)

Okay so, first I wanna talk about his design and then I wanna speculate about the most "realistic" ways I think Venom!Hobie could come into existence/what his personality would be like.

Design:

I wanted the symbiote to exaggerate some of Hobie's physical features so I kinda went with the idea of Venom!Hobie being even lankier and spikier than regular Hobie/Spider-Punk (since the symbiotes seem to take more after the actual suit when it comes to their design I based most of their looks around how Hobie looks as Spider-Punk)

Since Hobie is already tall I of course imagine Venom!Hobie as being even taller/lankier.

Though due to his longer limbs he has a bigger tendency to walk crouched down on all fours (sixs technically?) as beautifully illustrated by @levionok above. (and less beautifully illustrated by me in the top right corner of my drawing lol)

Since Hobie also incorporates spikes into his looks I did the same for Venom!Hobie and added even more! He now has more rows of "mohawk" spikes, his choker spikes become longer and the same goes for the spikes from his jacket + he gets extra spikes along his back. He also gets spikes along his wrists! - He's a spikey boy!

Also all the spikes are made from symbiote "teeth" and could in theory be moved around on his body if he wanted to (though they mostly stay in place).

The "running mascara"-look (Idk what to call it lol) also carries over from Spider-Punk's mask and is once again even more pronounced in Venom!Hobie.

Now one of the more noticeable traits are the arms! I haven't figured every detail out yet, but so far the idea is that his arms split into two at the elbows but he's able to "fuse" them back into one arm if he wishes to (which he rarely does).

Also to get the idea across that it's his arm being split up I tried to add some symbiote goop between the two parts of the arms!

I kinda like the idea of him being able to change his "design" (changing his spikes and arms as he pleases) so to say, kinda referencing to him not believing in consistency and how he changes "filters" in his animation style! Though I picture him as looking like in the concept drawings above most of the time.

I'm also kinda toying with the idea of giving him barbed wire like webbing since I remember reading somewhere that Hobie apparently has used barbed wire instead of webs in the comics from time to time.

But I also headcanon Venom!Hobie as being more animalistic and more likely to just use brute force instead of webs.

He is fast when he's down on all fours (again sixs? idk lol)

Of course he also gets most of the classic Venom abilities and weaknesses (I haven't read the comics so I'm going off memory of the Venom movie which I've seen once like 5 years ago so please bear with me ^^')

The most noticable weakness being sound! I'll take a closer look at how this affects Hobie when I get to his personality/origin.

Okay that's all about his design for now, I might come back and add more stuff later if I come up with anything as this is still a new concept I'm workshopping (and inputs are greatly appreciated!)

Now we're moving on to his personality/origin as I feel like these two are very intertwined. Cause I feel like the way Venom!Hobie originates will affect his personality too! Let me explain:

So far I've come up with two possible ideas/reasons for Hobie to even bond with a symbiote in the first place and depending on which version you choose I feel like it would end up having different effects on his personality/how he handles the situation:

Scenario 1:

The symbiote is passed onto Hobie without him knowing!

Possibly from an encounter with the cops where a symbiote manages to latch onto Hobie as he kills its former host.

(Or maybe a villain manages to plant one on him somehow).

This would lead to a slow gradual "fusion" between Hobie and the symbiote as it would be very aware that Hobie is NOT exactly a fan of it and would do whatever he could to get rid of it/kill it if he found out about it.

If I recall correctly Eddie also wasn't aware of his symbiote in the beginning and only found out about it when it decided to make itself known. -(referencing the movie)

So I'd imagine a similar scenario here but instead of making itself known, the symbiote hides its presence from Hobie as much as possible while making small gradual changes to Hobie to prepare for an eventual fusion/take over.

Like slowly Hobie starts getting migraines whenever he plays his guitar or listens to loud music so he does so less and less without being even consciously aware of it.

At some point he even stops bringing his guitar with him on missions since he never uses it anyways and hey why did he even bring it in the first place? - I like to think that the symbiote is somewhat able to manipulate Hobie's thoughts over time to make him more susceptible to it.

Going to concerts also becomes a no no.

Hobie also changes his diet; the thought of going to the community garden just not appealing to him as much anymore for some reason. So he visits it less frequently until he also just completely stops going (affecting both his diet and his social life- the symbiote would want Hobie to be as isolated as possible to make him easier to manipulate).

Hobie doesn't realise it at first but he starts craving meat more and more and as time passes he also prepares his meals less and less until he basically eats meat raw. (I'm once again thinking about the movie and that lobster scene, though his symbiote would have to be a lot more sublte for him to not notice what's going on).

At this point Hobie would have to be almost completely isolated and under the influence of the symbiote for so long that it would finally feel "safe" making itself known, preying on his hunger (having been homeless Hobie has known hunger before but I imagine that the hunger that comes with a symbiote is its own unique thing and that it's rather extreme) and his declining mental health.

While a part of him would still very much hate it, Hobie would begrudgingly accept the symbiote and chaos would ensue.

And then of course the Spider-Gang would try and stop/save him cause they know that Hobie would never want this. Wether they're gonna be successful or not is up to interpretation.

Now personality vise I imagine this version of Venom!Hobie is gonna be mostly taken over by the symbiote and thus being more feral and animalistic. It most likely wouldn't talk a lot and mostly be focused on feeding (and like in the movie, its favourite food is gonna be humans. Hobie would try to make sure they only target cops but sometimes the hunger would win over reason).

I know this is pretty dark but I really can't imagine a positive scenario where Hobie would willingly accept a symbiote so this is my first "solution". (Though I also feel like his friends would intervene before he reached this point but still, I kinda like the idea of the slow corruption and the person not realising it until it's too late)

You still with me? Good, cause it's time for:

Scenario 2:

I'd wish that this one would be more positive but I guess that sadly isn't the case

In this scenario Hobie would have reached his breaking point.

He would have been through an experience so traumatic that he feels like a symbiote is his ONLY option.

(If I recall correctly he's reffered to himself as a "suicide machine" in the comics and this would really come into play here).

He'd become way more reckless and not really caring what happens to him in battle. He views this as his last resort.

Like maybe there's a new kind of symbiote that isn't weak to sound or fire and Hobie has no other way to defeat them than to get one himself.

The only positive is that Hobie would be more mentally in control as he's fully aware of the symbiote and how it can influence his mind.

He'd still have cravings for raw meat but he wouldn't have been as mentally unstable and only target cops/other symbiotes becomming kind of a double cannibal.

Once again his friends would try to stop him and he'd definitely be more resonable in this scenario than in the first one.

But he'd still push them away both to protect them and out of shame over his situation.

This time more of Hobie's personality would shine through but it still wouldn't be a very positive version of Hobie as I imagine any scenario with him having a symbiote would really have a negative impact on his mental health.

But still there's room for a happy ending if the Spider-Gang manage to get to him in time!

So yeah, both of these scenarios are kind of a bummer for Hobie (to put it mildly lol) but I honestly can't imagine a positive situation where Hobie would willingly accept a symbiote! (I'm more than happy to hear any takes you guys might have that prove me wrong though!)

Okay, I think that's everything for now!

I'd love to hear your thoughts and opinions of Venom!Hobie!

Also let me know if there's anything you want me to elaborate on! Or of you just wanna talk Hobie or Venom!Hobie in general <3

If you made it this far you are honestly a champ and deserve all the gold stars in the world. As I sadly can't give you that have a GIF of Hobie smiling to cheer you up!

Also I wanna give another huge shout out to @levionok! Both for the amazing drawings of Venom!Hobie and for giving me the courage and motivation to share my concept of him! <3<3<3

also have another Venom!Hobie cause I can't get over how cool she made them look! If you haven't already you should really check out their tumblr! They have made some AWESOME ATSV art there!!!

#phew this is definitely the longest post I've ever made #but it was also a lot of fun!#I love speculating and comming up with ideas and scenarios for stuff like this #also what do you guys think of his design?#and of his possible origins?#also I'm still not over the fact that someone took their time to make not one but TWO drawings of my Venom!Hobie concept!!!#like that's just crazy to me I'm literally so honoured!#I'd love to hear your thoughts and possible inputs!#this is still a very new concept for me so I'm open to ideas!#both about his design and origin if you have any ideas please let me know!#Venom!Hobie #hobie brown #spider punk #spider man across the spider verse #atsv #across the spider verse #across the spiderverse #my post #my drawing #the top one that is lol #the good art belongs to #levionok #venom hobie

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daydreaming-en-pointe · 1 year ago

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birthday bomb bash!

a birthday gift for @hobiebrownismygod 💝 💗💗

Pairing: Maitreyi Jokhar (spidersona [not mine]) x Hobie Brown (romantic), Maitreyi Jokhar x Nikita Raina (spidersona [mine]) and the rest of the spider-gang (Pavitr + Gayatri, 1610!Miles, 42!Miles, Gwen, Margo) (platonic)

Type: Oneshot - Fluff

Word count: 1.4k

Warnings: translated Telugu, one cuss, less dialogue more description, mentions of eating & food, if you’re allergic to birthdays and mild chaos then this is not for you, and I didn’t even attempt Hobie’s accent this time lol

A/N: HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN POOKS 😁 also let’s assume that Nikita and Maitreyi can understand each other when they talk in their own languages though Niki speaks Hindi and Maitreyi speaks Telugu <3

“Pavitr, stop giggling! You are a plant. Plants do not giggle.”

An unaware onlooker might have observed the scene — Nikita and Gwen struggling with neon banners and brightly-coloured streamers, Hobie trying his best to lay the table without dropping the cutlery piled up in his arms, Gayatri cursing loudly in the kitchen every time she spilled hot oil or got the recipe wrong, Miles using some sugary edible spray-paint to graffiti the cheesecake while the other Miles watched critically, and Pavitr posing as a plant with leaves in his hair and modelling Margo’s holographic wreath-like projections while she tapped away at her computer — and chalked it up to a regular day in a mental asylum.

But today was not a regular day, far from it. And they all didn’t belong in a mental asylum. Probably.

How do you tell someone you appreciate them for looking out for the entire group time after time? And yeah, she had done that, faithfully and patiently.

From small things like tucking someone into bed and helping them when they’re sick to larger instances like fighting to protect them and training with them to improve their skills so that they didn’t fall victim to a persistant villain.

Maitreyi Jokhar was no ordinary human being - though in a way, none of them were - and so she deserved a completely extraordinary birthday surprise.

The only problem? None of them knew how to plan a surprise birthday party.

Pavitr had called to wish her and almost spilled everything right then and there, only stopped by Gayatri clapping a hand over his mouth. Hobie had insisted on making his girlfriend’s favourite foods himself before realizing he had no idea how to cook Indian food (though Gayatri’s totally unintentional trash-talking might have played a role in that). Gwen tripped over the same damn low-hanging banner three times in a row somehow, and both Miles and Miles got into an argument about who should decorate the cake (Miles won).

Nikita had put herself in charge of wrapping the presents after a small mishap — turns out, none of them could be trusted with a sheet of wrapping paper and a roll of tape, because when she got back into the room she saw Pavitr and Hobie sheepishly standing next to 4 suspiciously people-shaped wrapped ‘statues’.

Gayatri bellowed another loud Hindi curse and Pavitr audibly gasped while Nikita covered her eyes. “What does that mea-” Hobie eagerly started, but Nikita cut him off with a glare. “Hobie, focus. If you break my plates I’ll break your knees.”

He turned his attention back to arranging the plates and spoons with a little bit of added caution.

Margo let out a loud whoop of satisfaction as she finally worked out the bugs in her code. She hit a button on her keyboard and strings of lights flickered around Pavitr, the little shining orbs slowly changing into little versions of them. And in the centre, mini-hologram-Maitreyi wore a neon purple crown and a bright yellow banner slung across her torso that read ‘BD@Y B!TCH’ in big block letters.

Nikita pinched the bridge of her nose to hold back a comment about the… interesting title. “Pavi! Ao aur meri madad karo please.” (Come and help me)

Since his amateur modelling job was done, he walked over and sat down cross-legged on the ground next to Niki. They both surveyed the gifts - a customisation chip that could be inserted into her wristwatch from Margo, who insisted that Maitreyi’s watch needed to look ‘classy’ and not boring, a new pair of gloves from Gwen, a set of knives varying in size from Gayatri and Pavitr, and a customised (spray-painted) suit from both Miles’.

Nikita and Hobie had schemed together for well over a month to figure out what to get Maitreyi. Of course, since they had basically inducted themselves into her found family - Hobie as her boyfriend and Nikita as somewhere in between her sister and the family pet - they wanted to make sure she would absolutely love their gifts.

So Nikita had decided on a more sentimental gift. She worked for a whole month, filling the biggest, thickest scrapbook she could find with photos of all the spider-teens (and more than just a few embarrassing texts Maitreyi had sent her in the first stages of her massive Hobie-crush) and little colourful annotations - poems, notes, references, and other random stuff.

On every photo of her, Maitreyi and Pavitr, she signed the words ‘the 3 idiots’ in the bottom corner - a reference to the movie she had convinced both of them to watch. There were more than half the pages left blank, ready to be filled in with more memories. She wrapped it up in purple wrapping paper and tied a (slightly messy) green ribbon into a bow to secure it.

Hobie had gone all out and bought Maitreyi all the clothes that she so much as looked at when they were walking along together, both in his universe and hers (and Nikita’s, on the times when she was third-wheeling with them).

“Hobie? Niki… Pavi? Where is everybody?”

Everyone’s eyes snapped towards voice that called out from behind the closed front door.

Fuck, Nikita thought, frantically glancing everywhere. Everything had been done properly — the banners were finally in place, the table had been laid with the food Gayatri had made, and the gifts had been wrapped, but they hadn’t thought far enough ahead to get to the actual reveal yet.

Everyone dived behind various objects in unison as a key turned in the lock and clicked open.

“Pavitr, ow,” Nikita hissed as he promptly sat on her toes. She moved slowly, using her stealth to sneak up on her best friend before leaping and covering her eyes from behind.

“Surprise! Happy birthd- MAITREYI! IT’S JUST ME!”

Maitreyi had spun around as she felt Niki’s hands on her eyes, grabbing her and almost swinging her into a wall before she recognised her.

“Niki? What-”

“Oh, that’s our cue,” came Hobie’s voice from behind a large potted plant. He and the others all leaped out and yelled, “Happy birthday!”

“Happy birthday, Maitreyi.” Nikita lunged forward and crushed her in a hug, drawing back to kiss her cheek affectionately. “We organised a whole surprise party for you! And got pani puri!”

“‘Ey, quit hogging her,” Hobie grinned, coming up to both of them. “Happy birthday, dove.”

“You know she loves me more than you, right?”

“Bollocks.” (for those of you who’ve never heard this word before, it’s another word for bullshit)

“But she does! Right, Maitreyi?”

They both turned expectantly to her, and she raised her eyebrows. “Nope, not getting involved in this one. Hi, Hobie.”

The lovestruck tone of her last two words made him shoot a smug smirk at Nikita as he stepped forward and enveloped her in a bone-crushing hug, planting a kiss on her forehead before making a show of having to bend down — so very much, since she was so very short — to kiss her lips.

“Worth a shot,” Nikita chuckled, pushing Maitreyi toward the table. “Look! Pani puri! And pav bhaji!”

Maitreyi’s eyes widened at the crisp mini-puris, the large containers of tamarind chutney and jaljeera pani, the neatly laid-out pav bhaji, and the large glass bottles of goli soda.

“We’re all going to have horrible stomachaches by the end of this but it’ll be so worth it.”

She turned and gave Nikita a large hug, affectionately ruffling her hair, which looked a little funny since she had to reach up a quite a bit to get to Niki’s head. “Thank you so much for all of this, I love everything and I love you for putting this all together.”

Nikita grinned at her. “Of course. And I love you too.”

“Anything for you, darlin’,” She added in an exaggeratedly suave tone, giving her a badly-executed wink.

“Stop trying to platonically rizz up your best friend in front of her boyfriend and come eat,” Pavitr interrupted, standing beside the pani puri and impatiently raising his eyebrows at all three of them. “I’m hungry. Being a plant model - which I absolutely crushed, by the way - isn’t easy, you know!”

“10 bucks that Gwen or Hobie are going to lose their shit when they try the food and realise how spicy it’ll be,” Margo murmured to Miles, who smirked slightly. “Deal. Which one?”

“Well, how about both?”

Nikita and Maitreyi shared a look and both burst into giggles.

“Meeru food order chesaaraa?” (Did you order the food?)

“Nahin. Gayatri ki sab banaiya.” (No, Gayatri made all of it)

“Appadu chaalaa kaarangaa untundi!” (Then it’ll be very spicy)

“Haan. Jab ve khaayenge to aashcharyachakit ho jaayenge!” (Yeah, they’ll be very surprised/get a nasty shock when they eat)

“Manam chaalaa cheddavaallam, kaadaa?” (We’re pretty evil, aren’t we?)

They both cackled deviously, and Nikita threw an arm around Maitreyi.

“Chalo, let’s get this party started!”

@l0starl @therealloopylupin2099

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lazypanartist · 2 years ago

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Hobie Brown x Artistic/DIY Reader

I love him 💙

pt 1 - Pt 2 - Pt 3 - Pt 4

Warnings: maybe spoilers for ATSV, IDK. Reader's in the punk scene and from Hobie's universe. Whole lotta projection. Canon-typical injuries

Features info dumping and personal Hobie HCs I guess. It's long ASF. And just self indulgent

Please RB, likes alone don't do anything for the algorithm!

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DIY/punk Hobie Brown

If you're in the scene, you know the basics

Patches?

Hand-Stitched

Usually with dental floss for durability/cost efficiency

And originally painted with white-out for the same reasons

Spikes or studs?

Cheap, bulk buy, screw em on yourself

Or just make em out of cans

Hobie's fit looks like it fits the bill

Old leather or denim jacket with the sleeves cut off

FN/SM painted on the back

Shirt's kinda tattered iirc

Spiked collars are easy

Same with the wristbands

When he meets you?

Whoo boy

It was one of his shows he was putting on

New songs, new faces in the crowd

He spots you from a distance at first

Little sketchbook in hand

You stay through his whole performance

When he's chatting up the crowd afterwards, though?

You're already gone

(Bitch writes a song about the pretty thing watching from afar, bc ofc he does)

He next sees you during one of President Osborne's speeches

Standing in the front row of a gathered crowd, shaking your head at the screen

He drops down after a few minutes, hanging upside down and blocking the less-than-pleasant view

He takes a few moments between questions from others

Little explanations

A promise to do what he can

Takes just a glimpse to look you over

You have a similar touch to the rest of the crowd

Worn out boots, tattered clothes, hand-sewn and painted patches

And your sketchbook still in hand

It's a little peculiar for the crowd

But he doesn't question it

What he does question is where you've gone after he turns to look at you

He only took a second for more reassurances

But when he goes to see you again

You're gone, just like the first time you caught his eye

He realizes then

That he's intrigued

He doesn't know what it is about you

Until he keeps seeing you pop up again

Riots

Concerts

Shows

Speeches

His immaterial object of interest

He finally starts actually talking to you the third or fourth time he sees you

At another of Osborne's liefests

An ambassador on a stage, surrounded by punks

Speaking of the President's virtues

Yeah

Spider-Punk shows up pretty quickly to run him off

And gets to chatting with you

When he first approaches, you ask for his opinion on a patch idea

And turn your sketchbook to show him the page

His spider symbol backpiece

But instead of FN/SM, it simply states

"Down With President Osborne"

He takes your pen and signs as a seal of approval before swinging away

Sure, it was a short interaction

But it led to even more meaningful ones

Like, say..

Him practically dropping out of the sky into a park

You were just minding your business, sketching the scenery

When he almost fell on top of you.

Covered in injuries

He laughs when he looks up and sees that it's you

Because of course it's you

Tries to resist when you start futzing over him

If you're the parent friend like me?

Patch him up

PLEASE

Even if you can't see him back together

Just

Bandaids and gauze pads

And maybe some candy

Bc suckers help with creativity

Or it's just my neurodivergence? Idk

Just. Offer him one in case he needs to bite on something while you're putting alcohol on his injuries

When you're done he looks them over

Promptly winces when he twists his arm 🙄

But then thanks you for your help and swings off

Again

These kinds of interactions become common

He'll find you hanging around the city

Either doodling or just vibing

And drops down to talk for a bit

Or get patched up

Loves when you offer to fix his costume

Bc it looks just as nice & homemade as the rest of your/his fits

Grins under his mask when he sees a new patch or two

And starts snickering if you deny their application

He really appreciates everything you do for him

And figures he should prove it

Sure, he's saved you

But he's saved a lot of people..

He wants this to be special

Unique

And he thinks he knows how to do that..

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deepinthegroves · 7 days ago

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im screaming i just saw? hallucinated? a vision of hobie stretching shirtless while i chill in my bed and now i miss it so much ughhhh LET ME BE DOMESTIC WITH HIM PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

#row's grove #row talks hobie <3 #spiderverse shifting #shiftblr #reality shifter #reality shifting #shifting #shifting community #reality shift #shifting antis dni #desired reality #shifting blog #shifters #shifting consciousness #shifting realities #shifting reality #shifting motivation #anti shifters dni

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xpeachesncream · 3 years ago

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okc thunder (jhs) | teaser.

power forward | jung hoseok

♛ from the pick & roll: nba one shot series

summary: you and hoseok had been friends for quite some time, keeping each other close with just the right amount of distance. however, hoseok realizes his feelings for you ran deeper than expected when he sees you for the first time in awhile at his game. he was ready to be honest, let you know how he felt. the only problem? min yoongi, the golden state warriors shooting guard.

genre: love triangle (ft. min yoongi)

words: 1.2k

general teaser warnings: cussing/mature language, some jealousy, insecurities, angst, unspoken feelings, appearances from actual nba players on appropriate teams - in this, tre mann and isaiah roby are hoseok’s closest friends on the team.

note: last teaser release for me! thanks for sticking with me through my random drops. 🥺 i’m hoping to release this or the other works really soon! next week, i should be on track to post daydream ch. 11 and possibly broken bottles ch. 3. thanks again, everyone! really appreciate your support, always 😭♥️ luv u with all of me!!

"Oh.. shit." Hoseok says distractedly as he looks at the crowd over his shoulder. Isaiah and Tre look at each other, confused at the sudden pause in the conversation.

"What's wrong with you, fool? I know you aren't letting the Dubs get to you right before game time."

"Shut up. Y/N is here."

"Is that the same Y/N you've been talking about? I thought you guys were like, close. Am I missing something?" Isaiah chuckles, confused as to why Hoseok is acting all surprised after seeing you in the crowd.

"Yeah, we are. But I haven't physically seen her in awhile, plus we've both been busy so our communication hasn't been consistent." Isaiah and Tre watch Hoseok as he stares you down, gripping onto the basketball in his hands tightly. He can't even lie, seeing you makes his heart do flips. He's nervous, scared— he just wants to have a good fucking game and impress you. God, you look prettier than ever. Everything he thought he felt before was only solidified by seeing you tonight. There were always unspoken feelings between you two, but it never really bothered you both over time because you enjoyed where your relationship was, you enjoyed each other's company and you didn't want to ruin it. But today, after seeing you after how long, he's not even sure, he really wanted you to know. He wanted you to know everything, wanted to let you know how lucky he's been to have you by his side all these years no matter what. No pressure to take things beyond what it should be, no pressure to make shit official and put labels. No pressure to be more or less.

You were the definition of solid.

"Why don't you go say hi, champ?" Tre chuckles.

"In a bit." The three watch as you whip your head towards him, huge smile plastered onto your face. At this point, OKC is the only team out on their home court and the Golden State Warriors hadn't come out to shoot just yet. You continue to keep your eye contact as you make your way towards him down the front row. Hoseok feels his palms getting sweaty, knees kinda buckling and shit because, damn. He feels a little guilty that he didn't try harder to see you when he could, but this works too, he supposes— you're a fucking beauty and he gets reminded of how weak you make him. Maybe it was best to not see you as often as he wished; you'd distract him in the worst ways.

"Hobi!" You call him in that cute voice of yours, arms already open to welcome him into a hug. The size difference between you two is perfect, and the way he slips into your arms is perfect. You smell sweet, you are sweet. He can't believe he's actually setting his eyes on you right now.

"Y/N, fuck." He keeps you against him, holding you tightly, taking you in. "I didn't know you were coming! I wish you would have told me." Hoseok pulls away, hand slowly creeping down to the small of your back that Tre and Isaiah catch.

"I know, I got invited last minute and figured I could at least surprise you too while I'm at it." You smile at him. "It's so good to finally see you again."

"I know, I'm sorry. I've just been busy, I—" You shake your head and gently tap his chest.

"It's okay, you don't have to explain. I know."

"You look really good." He looks at you up and down while you blush. Then it suddenly hits him— you were invited last minute? "Wait, are you here with someone?"

"Huh?" You ask, unable to hear from the sudden roar from the Warriors fans in the crowd, the Dubs now heading out onto the court in their warmup gear. Hoseok watches as you turn over your shoulder, eyes darting from player to player as if you were looking for someone.

"You said someone invited you last minute? Are you here with Maia?" He waits as a small smile creeps up on your face when your eyes finally rest on something, someone, perhaps— Hoseok can't fucking tell right now— before you turn to look at him and nod.

"Yeah, yeah. She's here." You point over at one of the front row seats, where Maia waves. Hoseok returns the favor before bouncing the basketball in his hands onto the court. "I'll let you get to it though, okay? Goodluck out there, b." You give him a toothless smile before hugging him once more.

"Thanks, b. Really happy to see you here."

"I am too." You respond. "Maybe I'll be able to catch you after?" He nods, giving you one last wave before watching you walk off. He looks out onto the floor as he dribbles, slowly throwing up shots to see if he could catch who you were eyeing, who you were looking for. There was no way Maia would have invited you to a game since she wasn't all that interested in basketball, so who else could it be? Hell, he was at a loss. He wasn't sure—

Actually—

He's distracted after putting up a shot from the sideline when he catches Yoongi, the best [he hates to admit it, but it's true] shooting guard on the Warriors, eyeing him with a dumb fucking smirk on his face. They try to keep it civil on the court, sure. But Hoseok doesn't know anything about him besides his stats and how good of a goddamn shooter he is. Probably one of the major pains he's had to face on the court whenever his team was set to play against the Dubs. He has to give it to him though, he doesn't really get into any trouble and is rarely ever caught in rumors like Jungkook is. He keeps his head in the game and keeps his shit straight. Still.

He doesn't know him like that.

And so it clicks, because after Yoongi flashes that smirk his way, he turns to you and you blush from ear to ear. He gives you a nod before licking his lips and throwing up a three-pointer to show off [because he fucking can and Hoseok knows it'll make any pussy wet]. Hoseok watches as Yoongi makes his way over to you, pulling you into a big, tight hug before looking down at you. Something inside Hoseok churns, and he hates it.

He doesn't know that look you give Yoongi because you never gave him that look before. It was an unfamiliar look, one that he's never experienced before. And he hates it, because Yoongi gets to experience it.

Yoongi invited you to the game. You were mainly here for Yoongi, not him.

And that's the shit that fucking sucks.

"Yoongi's over there talking to your girl." Tre snickers.

"Yeah I can fucking see that." Hoseok clicks his teeth and sighs. "He invited her to the game. So technically, she's not really here for me."

"Don't say that and get all dramatic, bruh. If she didn't care about your ass, she wouldn't have made the effort to say hi first and all. I'm sure she thought of you too."

"Whatever." Hoseok says, brushing it off. So much for catching up and being honest with you tonight. All of a sudden, shit seemed a lot harder, a lot dimmer for Hoseok.

You were mainly here for Yoongi, not him.

He repeats it in his head, over and over again. Maybe it'll make it easier for him to detach.

Yeah fucking right, though. Who was he kidding? This was you he was talking about, and that's the shit that fucking sucks, too.

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7ndipity · 2 years ago

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🤭🤭well our matching signs was a serendipity hahahaha and omggg your kitty!!! HE’S SO PRETTY 😭😭😭 and puffy <3 Neko has beautiful eyes 🥹btw your carpet? It’s so cool!

Ohh Sara yeah I imagine that requests can be overwhelming, please take them easy 🫰🏻✨ but as you said, ideas are not missing !! And I’ll be waiting patiently for the Hoseok one <3 talking about that… I checked your masterlist and I’m proud to say that many of them are from me 😭hahahah

I know technicals names can be tricky sometimes right? But what a gift you gave to yourself!! Did you like the photocards ?? For the first time hybe gave a lot of them without restriction on the Layover albums ! Anddd I saw what the lemon bars are 🤭 they look sooo fluffy!! They kinda remind me of the Narnia sweets? 🤭

Thank you! He really is so amazing, I'm so glad we rescued him! And the carpet is actually a Doctor Who blanket that he like to lay on when he plays on the porch.😊

I'm definitely trying to pace myself so I don't get burned out, but I'm having fun, so it's all good!(hopefully your Hobi fic will be up by the end of the week!🤞)

And I loved the photocards so much!

I actually got two of the Tae and Yeontan one on the bottom row by accident bc they were slightly stuck together, so I gave it to my sister, so that was a fun surprise!

#7ndipity speaks

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tiedyeflannels · 1 year ago

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BTS Headcanon || The Members Playing Loteria

OT7 x reader

Word count: 1k

Masterlist

A/N: Hey! I just wanted to write a little blurb while I'm working on the next installment of Blind Date(s)! @maple-leaves-in-the-wind and I came up with this and it was super fun to think about how they would be if they played loteria.

For those who don't know loteria, here's a quick run-down: It's basically bingo, but with betting. You have a set amount (usually a few cents) that you pay per "bingo" card (you can have multiple cards) and you pile the money in the middle. You, then, have someone calling the cards (numbers in bingo) and you win by filling a row either vertically, horizontally, or diagonally and get the money from the middle. Basic bingo rules. At the very end of the game, there is one last round where you pay a good amount of money for each card. The higher the amount, the bigger the pot, the higher the stakes. You win the final pot by filling out the ENTIRE card (think blackout bingo).

Playing loteria with the members would best be described in one word…

CHAOTIC

If RUN BTS has taught us anything, it’s that they are competitive

I’m talking shouting

Blaming

Demanding recounts (looking through each card that was called)

Demanding their money back if they think that the person who’s always winning every round (most likely you) is cheating

The WHOLE nine yards

And speaking of money…

Broke millionaires

When you said that everyone would be buying a card at 25 cents a pop, they immediately start running around whoever’s house (or the shared dorm) that you’re playing at and digging in between the couch cushions for change

Though you had told them about this game DAYS in advance

“Spare change? Spare change, ma’am?”

And don’t even get me started on how much is going into the final pot

Someone Tae suggests that they should pay 5 bucks a card and everyone becomes DEFENSIVE

Get ready for some arguments to break out

"Alright, should we do one final round before we call it a night,” I asked, looking around the table, slightly chuckling at some of the members' hair.

It was mainly the maknae line that had their hair sticking in every direction from the amount of times they had run their hands through it. I collected the cards from near the middle of the table so I could shuffle them as Namjoon pushed the pot money over to me.

Everyone nodded at the question.

“Alright! How much should we pay per card,” I asked as I shuffled the deck.

Taehyung was quick to answer, “5 bucks!”

Everyone’s head shot up at the suggestion while Jungkook, Jimin and Hobi abruptly stood up, almost knocking over their chairs.

"Absolutely not!” “That is too much money!”

I giggled as Jimin and Tae started to bicker and the others sat back down.

“5 bucks? Do you know how many ramen packs I can get with that,” Jungkook argued.

“I’m gonna have to side with Jungkook on this one. I don’t want to pull from my retirement fund yet,” Yoongi said, leaning back and crossing his arms.

“Yeah we don’t want to do that, he’s gonna need it soon,” Jin chimed in.

Yoongi threw a glare at him, “You’re older than me, you know that?”

I bursted out laughing at the disgusted face Jin made before Namjoon started telling us to calm down.

We looked over to him as he stated a proposal, “How about we do 2 dollars a card?”

“I’m down,” I said, taking out 2 dollars from my wallet.

Everyone followed my lead and started to dig around for their wallets before pulling out the amount they were going to pay. I put my two dollars in the middle of the table and got rid of my other two cards, leaving me with the one. I looked around as everyone was sorting their things and stopped at Jungkook.

“I only have a 5 dollar bill,” he said with a pout.

“Do you want 3 cards because I can give you a dollar or if you don’t, just take the change from the pile,”I offered.

He nodded, placing the five in the middle, “I’ll take three cards!” I nodded and pulled out another dollar from my wallet, throwing it in the middle.

Looking around, Hobi, Jimin and Tae had two cards, Jungkook had three, and Namjoon, Yoongi, Jin and I had one which made the grand total: 26 dollars.

“Alright, are we ready,” I asked as everyone nodded. I was about to call a card, but Hobi stopped me.

“Wait, can someone else call the cards?”

I looked at him, confused, “Why?”

“Because you’re the only one that’s been calling cards and you’ve won almost every round.”

“That’s because no one wants to call the cards, but if it makes you feel better… I’ll let you shuffle,” I said, moving to hand him the cards, “And Namjoon can call out the cards, okay?”

I looked over to Namjoon for confirmation as Hobi started to shuffle the deck, he nodded. Once Hobi was done shuffling he handed them over to Namjoon, who started to call out the cards.

It had been a while and no one had cleared their entire card yet, so I looked over and saw that Namjoon had already gone through half of the deck.

“How has no one won yet,” I asked, looking down at my car, that only needed a few more spots to be filled and then looked around.

“I don’t know, but I only need a couple more to win,” Jimin spoke up and the other nodded in agreement.

A few more cards were laid down and the tension was building. Everyone was on the edge of their seats as Namjoon started to near the end of the deck until…

“Buenas!” I cheered as I covered the last spot I needed to completely fill out my card. The guys groaned and fell back into their chairs as I happily collected the money.

“That’s not fair,” Tae groaned.

I laughed, “That’s how it goes.”

I grabbed my wallet and got up, “Well I’m hungry, so I’m gonna go to the convenience store.”

Jungkook and Tae shot up, following me immediately.

“Can you get us something,” Jungkook asked as they both looked at me with puppy dog eyes.

I squinted before sighing, “Fine.”

I was about to step through the door, but stopped and looked at the others, “Are you guys gonna come too?”

They all got up and followed me to the door. I sighed again as we started to walk to the convenience store.

“I’m only getting you ramen, okay?”

“Yay," they all cheered.

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jiminrings · 4 years ago

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I REQUEST A SOFT BADBOY DRABBLE WITH SHY READER AND HES TEASING HER BUT SOMEONE ELSE JOIMS IN AND THEYRE DOING IT TO BE MEAN BUT HES LIKE STFU BEFORE I PUMCH UR FACE ONLY IM ALLOWED TO BULLY SHY READER GRR 😡😡😡😡 and soft readers like 0.o but *squeals incoherently* 😭😭😭😭

last name, jeon.

drabble week: day two

drabble week masterlist

pairing: badboy!jungkook x shy!reader

wordcount: 3k

glimpse: "can't you tell that i really don't want you to be here?"

notes: a tiny change on the plot!! also: frat boy!jimin from day four makes an appearance :D

feedback + support mean the world to me!!

“do you wanna form-“

... yes

you DO have an alliance with jungkook

it's a very fair trade honestly

he pretends to be your boyfriend!! there's no specific boundaries to it, but he springs into action as soon as you're put into an inconvenience

in exchange, you whore him out to your friends!!! :D

no but literally that's how he called it

the whole reason this came to be in the first place is because you hATE confrontation with a burning passion

especially when it comes to those "i have a crush on you" moments that people spring on you all of a sudden

you don't like them back!!! that's the truth!!! but the problem is that you aLWAYS feel guilty letting people down

you obviously don't have the obligation to like someone back just because you sit next to them in class :// IT'S JUST IN YOUR NATURE TO FEEL THAT WAY

you wouldn't get into a relationship with said confessor to ease your guilt, clearly

do you plan on denying their advances? yes

but hOW????

you always take the passive-aggressive approach

you get jungkook to carry your bag and hold your hand, walk in front of said person and pretend not to see them, jungkook makes sURE to put some snide eye contact in there aaaaand the whole ordeal is finished :D

you've managed to let someone down slowly without having to speak to them in-person!!!

jungkook comes more handy than that too

you take him when you want to eat out because you're too anxious to eat alone

you take him when you want to go somewhere in which lining up is essential and you're also too anxious to stand by yourself

you take him when you want to go shopping when there's a sale but you're almost always intimidated by the barrage of people and salespeople so he asks and answers the questions for you

jungkook, in hindsight, is the perfect fake boyfriend for you <3

ALSO jungkook wants something from you

"whore me out to the girls from the families your family's friends with, and it's a deal :D"

that alliance and exchange is going pretty well so far

you mAY be on the more-reserved side but that doesn't mean you're self-aware!!!

you know that your parents are loaded and your shy nature could be somehow chalked to that since you didn't really have anyone that wasn't as non-superficial as you'd like, since they were the overprotective helicopter two-rotor seven-blade parents :(((

jungkook, however, is the only constant you have in your formula

you've known him since childhood and have been friends ever since

his mom's your mom's personal assistant, and one day when mrs. jeon couldn't find a babysitter for jungkook, your mom didn't hesitate to let four-year old jungkook come with her to work

jungkook's your fIRST actual friend that hates gold spoons with you because of how tacky they look :-) he's your emotional support person basically

your emotional support person who was sO close to running late from picking you up during his free day >:( you were about to break into a sprint if he arrived a second later, because you managed to spot a jock coming to you from the corner of your eye awhile ago

You Do Not Like Him <3

"and i even changed into a short-sleeved shirt to ward off your suitors. how romantic of me, don't you think?"

now that he mentions it, it's only now when you can drink him in in full-display

... wow

his right arm's the only one with his tattoos while his left's completely blank, but something about the balance just makes you !!!!!!!! even more

his arm's not completely covered but it was coming to be, something about the blank spaces of skin that are yet to be inked being a nice touch

"very romantic, kook."

now tHAT'S the answer he wanted to hear

he forcibly on your helmet for you to showcase, your grunts of annoyance being drowned out by whistling

(he's even looking left and right and making eye contact with anyone who has their eyes landing on you!!!!)

your cheeks smushed is a look he'll never be tired being in awe of, but he'll never tell you that, of course

"do you ever wonder if your parents would kill me if i misplace even a single hair on you?" jungkook thinks out loud and you don't even flinch with how sudden his thoughts could be, sitting on his seat first so it'd already be balanced when you do, "you sure you’re okay riding with me?? on a motorcycle????"

he usually uses yOUR family's vehicles (they let him and insisted he just takes one at this point) but when you called him, he was en route to kim kradle (it's a one-stop vehicle shop apparently) to get new rims for his motorcycle, bUT NOT ANYMORE HE GUESSES????

you come first compared to the booking he's waited on for three weeks

"i have insurance, i think."

no that's the wrong answer

why did you even bother.,,.,

jungkook flicks your nose because your forehead's protected by the helmet, his face contorted in half faux frustration

"you were supposed to be mad at me for asking that — not logical!! don't even joke about that."

"... my life insurance? like, in the instance that i-"

oW THAT HURT

he flicked even harder this time!!!

you roll your eyes at him and it doesn't go unnoticed, a hand outstretching instead of his fingers flexing

“wallet, please.”

????

jungkook's surprised that you even look confused, this time rolling his eyes at you

“you rolled your eyes at me. you need to bribe me so i won’t rat you out.”

right

he has a never-ending knack for the you're rich jokes

you also know that he likes the cold and would turn the fan on even if it's too hot for a blanket, just because he wants to feel cocooned

you also know that he picks from the fourth row of drinks from the front because it's always been a habit

("the germs cling on to the first row!!!")

you also know that maybe, just maybe, you can't stand it tonight when he's putting himself out there instead of being your faux boyfriend

you keep on zoning out and hoseok, perhaps the only tolerable fellow rich kid you can tolerate within your circle, finally connects the dots in his head and snickers

he's been talking about finding the vintage sneakers he's always wanted on depop and how he almost got scammed for like tWENTY minutes already

in reality, all your nods and scowls aren't towards his story

it's to jungkook and... who's that? jihye whose dad is so colossally shitty, that this one rapper wrote a diss song for him? oh yeah, that jihye

"you like him. like actually 'lose your virginity to him' love him."

WHAT???

there's no way

"how did you-"

"you blush like one."

alright that answer was too quick

hoseok should've ATLEAST tried to wait for a few seconds before answering

"a-and the love part?"

"babe, jungkook may not be the richest one here and that should say a lot," you peer up at him nervously and he actually chuckles, peering to everyone at this function, "dude's humble — he could also just be dense to not see you love him."

okay very true

hobi's making a dig rn at how jungkook coinicidentaally happens to be blonde and maybe this is your cue to leave

hobi does not realize that his hair is aLSO dyed blonde while talking shit about jungkook and his hari

okay this is it

once again, you are NOT listening to hoseok and he's figured out what you're doing by now

you're psyching yourself up with a couple of shots and your heels are digging on the carpeted ballroom

MAYBE YOU SHOULD TRY TO BE MORE OUTGOING!!

"pretend to wobble. it doesn't help that nothing can sink you."

oh okay makes sense

if you're gonna try and charm jungkook while trying to play it off as just being tipsy playfulness, atleast make it believable

hoseok snickers because this is just A+ content with the things that you choose to do in your way

shy girl with high alcohol tolerance mannn coming of age film writers would LOVE you ://

you're about to cross the distance between you and jungkook, but something knocks you on your shoulder with a gentle force that seemed intentional

is that-

hold on a second

"what a coincidence :O"

jimin?

jimin???

as in, wholesome yet slightly fuckboy-ish frat guy jimin???

he looks dashing and composed, meeting your eyes perfectly and he doesn't let your confusion startle him

"i know that look. what am i doing here?"

he says it eloquently as if he's practiced it

AND HE DID!!!

you must've looked so shocked that you immediately apologized, shaking your head no

"i-i didn’t mean-..."

you're confused, sure, but that doesn't mean you're immediately judging

it's just that you never saw jimin here or any function of the like, but you wouldn't put it past him if he does go to these things!!! he looks like a million dollars anyways

"relax, doll. you’re so far the only other person i know that i've seen in these type of things."

he looks calm and collected, but maybe that's just because he spent the last five minutes waiting for you to stand so he could bump into you

this place is just sO suffocating and a familiar face is gonna be his relief from something so fancy that it became mundane

"have we been in the same event before this?"

"not that i recall, no. i get invited but this is only the first time after awhile that i went."

jimin drinks from his champagne flute, wiggling his eyebrows playfully, "wanna know why i'm here?"

you're curious!!! what can you say!!!!

you never really interacted with jimin at all before this, but a familiar face like his is comforting

because hoseok's already engaged in another conversation and jungkook's,,,, being jungkook and is fawning all over jihye

jimin chuckles at your insistent nodding, leaning closer to whisper to your ear

"my stepdad’s loaded as fuck."

oh so that's why

he tugs you down to sit at the nearest possible empty chairs, all its occupants gone anyways because they're in the dancefloor busting tRULY horrendous moves

maybe it's because jimin feels lonely too like you are, and it's him feeling comfortable because he's pulled you like ten seconds ago and not once asked him anything out of bounds

maybe that's why he fell into conversation with you easily because you're always intently listening

"might love me as a real son too. maybe that’s a bonus? you don’t really expect that shit in the things you see."

this situation is actually pretty cute

you snort because maybe you’re nOT that shy when you drink,, that’s the only thing that changes in you probably

this whole conversation that sprung from boredom was unknowingly the subject of many stares, including jungkook who you were initially supposed to go to

“you’re worthy of love, jimin.”

jimin sPITS his drink because where the fuck did THAT come from???

why did you say that and why does he feel that he needed to hear that

“i-i think — i think you need more,” he raises his own glass to your lips hurriedly, caught in surprise but you still gulp nonetheless

“you’re-“ you keep sputtering as he keeps making you drink, but he rubs circles on your back at the same time and it's when you realize that jimin the frat guy may not be that bad, “what??? don’t think you’re not the only one with daddy issues! shouldn’t we have like, a radar for each other?”

jimin snorts at your counter and his eyes crinkle to the point where he can't see anything, not being able to see how you're still trying to recover with all that fizz down your throat

wow ur really enjoyable to talk to

“you’re insane and i think-“

listen

you're not really big on feeling beyond a sense and all that stuff, but you feel as if the aura around you just got dark all of a sudden

"who are you calling insane?"

jungkook appears at your side in an instant, hands wrapped around your shoulders while you remain seated

you've honestly forgotten that you were supposed to go to jungkook, but you're reminded of that vERY clearly now

"go away, jimin," he mutters through his teeth, looking at him dead in the eye

hold on

wait

THAT'S JIMIN???

okay now he's confused

sometimes jungkook's mouth just moves on its own without loading the thought process

"why are YOU here?"

jimin furrows his brows, shocked that he'd even see jungkook here out of all people

the guy barely even attends classes!!! and that's coming from him!!

"why’s he here?"

he crouches to your ear, eyes still furrowed at the younger guy

"long story."

nO???

jungkook scowls bitterly because jesus fuck

YOU’RE ON WHISPERING TERMS NOW????

he left for one second, and the moment he comes back, that's when this fucking frat guy approaches you?? was he waiting on him to leave??

you and jungkook only act as a couple when the need arises, and even if you don't feel it, hE feels that this is the need!!! this is the need and it is arising!!!

"get back to uh, alpha bravo charlie or something, park. beat it."

why’s he reciting the nato phonetic alphabet???

jungkook sounds half-angry and half-sad at the same time, and you don't know which side should you focus on

“move,” he repeats this time again but more sternly, making jimin much more confused since jungkook's trying to pull him away from his seat

jimin doesn't budge and it makes the frown even more evident in jungkook's face

what is he FEELING

“can’t you tell that i really don’t want you to be here?”

“i’m not here for you, though. i’m here for y/n.”

he answers honestly, shis gut telling him that there's definitely something going on between the two of you

“y/n doesn’t want you here," kook argues back surely, only noticing your bitten lips now that makes him realize that you're not exactly sober; just a happy kind of rush

he sees you raise your hand timidly, an equally cheeky smile on your face that's only directed to jungkook like it's meant for him

"i-i actually don’t mind."

you don't,,,

you don't mind?

HOW'S THAT POSSIBLE

WHAT ARE YOU DOING

why aren't you signaling him to commence the faux boyfriend act!!

"y/n has a boyfriend."

“... i’m not hitting on her.”

alright this is more than the entertainment that jimin wished for lol

“yeah, well she has a boyfriend still so beat it.”

you do??

the last time you checked, jihye's gonna have jungkook as her boyfriend within the night!!

“i don-“

ALRIGHT THEN

jimin decides to indulge jungkook, knocking his knee with yours as he winks slyly, urging you silently to watch on, turning to look at you and ask

“what’s your boyfriend’s name?”

you don't answer.

that gives him all the more reason to do so.

“last name, jeon.”

jungkook looks the most determined you've ever seen him, eyes characteristically angry with his arms across his chest that his suit tightens, “first name, me.”

....

......

the three of you know that’s not the truth

jimin takes it in, sighing when he sense that something else is about to be unfold and he does noT want to be a part of it

not before whispering to your ear again for the last time, of course

“pretty weird name if you ask me,” you laugh automatically, momentarily forgetting that jungkook's standing by you on just your opposite side and could hear you

he leaves and that only leaves you with jungkook, looking up at him as he's too frantic to even sit

“what are you doing?”

“being a social butterfly," you quip just as fast, drinking your water afterwards

jungkook only clenches his jaw by then, being taken-aback when you speak again

“who are you doing?”

://

“i’m busy being mad at- wait a minute, WHO???”

who instead of what??

the short-lived enthusiasm you had with jimin left with him, crashing just as hard when you're reminded of jungkook's presence

“jihye’s a pretty nice girl. you should go home early tonight.”

his brows furrow, trying to get you to look at him but you avoid his gaze insistently, “what? what are you talking about?”

“she’s not my girlfriend though.”

you're not at all satisfied with the answer because it sounds so wrong, knowing that jungkook's a handsome guy and everyone wants to be with him!!!

and he probably wants to be with everyone else besides you.

“then who-...”

“don’t know yourself anymore? jimin must’ve really swept you off your feet, huh?”

jungkook huffs as he qualifies for a rebutt, your internal wallowing being cut short

“he’s not my boyfriend.”

...

....

“well would you look at that,” jungkook snickers, sighing through his nose as your eyes finally meet his, directly stubborn yet soft around the edges

“she’s not my girlfriend, and he’s not your boyfriend. what a coincidence.”

god did he feel so threatened the moment his eyes couldn't find you besides hobi and instead next to jimin, eyes crinkled in laughter without hesitation

have you been chasing after one another this whole time?

jungkook silently grabs you by the hand and you wave no opposition to it

maybe it's your liquor-influenced vision or maybe it's you hyperfixating on such a warm moment, but your eyes immediately lock to see the matching red thread bracelet he wore like yours

you're dressed in next year's spring collection line, and the structured silk black gown that has a train behind it doesn't exactly scream to have a simple red thread bracelet as its accessory according to your mom's designer and everyone else —

but you don't have the heart to take it off

there's no need to take it off

jungkook drives your car and no one says a single thing about anything

his hand’s on your thigh and you don’t question it, eyes locking into the way his hand looks perfect and the way the bracelet looks meant to be wrapped in his wrist in the first place

you're sure this time that it's not the newfound courage you have, but rather the need to do it

you kiss jungkook's cheek on a red light.

it's on a red light that jungkook realizes he could fit the visage of his world within one hand, finally kissing you like he's always wanted to

“yeah. what a coincidence.”

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seokjinsonlyone · 3 years ago

Note

I have an unserious question 👀

Who in bts do you think is a tits guy/ass guy? And why do you think so?

unserious is my specialty thank you for ordering we finna divide this one into 2 teams

team 🍑

jungkook: 🤨 do i really need to explain this one?

hobi: i would’ve been clueless for him had i not seen hobipalooza but there were 2 very distinct moments where he completely exposed himself one was when he was performing chicken noodle soup with becky g and there was this moment where it seemed like she was finna throw it back and homeboy was right behind her ready to catch it and then there was a moment in i can’t remember which song but literally just rewatched it it was either the dynamite tropical remix or ego when sienna was bent over shaking it and he went up behind her and he pretended to smack it like when i tell you my jaw was dropped

joon: source: trust me bro

jimin: this mans favorite artist is usher like usher talk about twerking it out too much for him not to be and then there’s that one moment from ptd vegas that went viral of him smacking it in the air and you know exactly what i’m talking about that video was all i seen for a week straight like i literally was on tiktok and that video popped up on my fyp six times in a row as soon as i opened it

team 🍒

v: idk why i called him v but it came out in the moment so we sticking wit it neway tbh he just seems like he likes to motorboat like idk i just see him calling someone mommy nd sucking on they nipples 😭

i said there was gonna be 2 teams until i made it here so there’s now 3 teams

team 🤷‍♀️

kim “never let em know your next move” seokjin? i could not say for surely at all like he’s an enigma fr i don’t even wanna try to type him bc i think the probability of me being proven wrong is too high i also feel like he equally appreciates both but he probably gets off on a pretty face more than anything

and then there’s yoongi now i would go out on a limb and stick him on team 🍑 bc i’m just thinking about how he was breaking his freaking neck at the ama’s last year tryna get a good look at chloe’s performance but right after having that thought i just imagined me asking him which he preferred and in my head and him replying “they’re both just flesh why do i have to like one over the other” and it pissed me off so imma just say i don’t know but if i HAD to choose i would go head and say team 🍑 but he likes to be ambiguous SO IDK

#ask #ANYONE TRYNA COME THROUGH WITH RECEIPTS TO SUPPORT OR REFUTE MY CLAIMS????#ask of interest

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bteezxyewriter12 · 3 years ago

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ARMY/ 2

Pairing- Yoongi x Named Reader

Word count- 4.1k

Includes- Fluff!

*gif is from Google

Part 1. Part 3 Part 4

J POV

Waiting on line outside the fan meet venue, I'm freaking out

I could not believe that the number was actually Yoongi's

I almost died when I answered the phone and it was him

His fucking gorgeous face on my phone, his to die for smile, his fucking voice- my god his voice

He was actually talking to me

He actually wants me to be here today

After we got off the phone, I couldn't stop replaying the call in my head

I couldn't sleep last night

I was too excited

I would sleep for a little then wake up, not being able to go back to sleep right away

I'm so nervous to meet Yoongi in person

What if he doesn't like me?

What if I'm not what he thinks I am?

That is far more likely than him wanting to actually get to know me

I've been here for hours

I came early to get a good seat when they talk to us

So I can see him

I'm one of the first people online

I hate waiting and just want to go inside already

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After another twenty minutes, we're finally allowed inside single file in one line

When I get into the room, everything is set up already

The table where they're going to sit and the chairs for us

This is all surreal

I can't believe I'm actually here

We're lead to chairs and I score a seat right in the first row, in the middle section

My luck is holding up

I can see the whole table and where they'll be

And there's one chair right in front of me, behind the table

After another twenty minute wait, BTS comes out and everyone screams

Including me

Yoongi is looking around, scanning the rows

Is he....looking for me?

When his eyes land on me, a huge smile breaks on his face

Holy shit

All my breath leaves my body

I smile back at him

He makes a beeline for the chair that's in front of me and sits down

Jin who was going to sit there, gives Yoongi a shocked look as Yoongi sits down

Yoongi is still looking at me trying not to make it obvious, making me blush

Jin is talking to him but he's not answering

Jin follows his gaze and looks at me

His eyebrow raises and he says something to Yoongi

Yoongi's head snaps to Jin, glaring at him and answers him

Jin rolls his eyes, talking back to him and sits next to Yoongi

Yoongi moves his eyes off me to the rest of ARMY

But he keeps coming back to me

And I can't tear my eyes away from him

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Yoongi POV

I'm freaking out in the back

I'm going to meet her

She's going to be here

I've never been this nervous before and I keep pacing

"Yoongi what the hell is wrong with you?", Jimin asks

"Nothing", I answer

"The girl is coming. He's nervous", Hobi says as he passes by

What the fuck is with them throwing me under the bus all of a sudden?

First Namjoon, now Hobi

"Oh yeah, I forgot about this girl that has you, Hobi and Tae hot for her", Jimin smirks

"Shut up", I snap

"Damn I need to see this girl", he laughs

"What's funny?", Tae asks coming over

Great

I just know he's gonna piss me off

"Yoongi flipping out over the girl being here", Jimin teases

"Oh yeah her. The sexy girl"

"Tae", I growl

"Better make a move today Yoongi or I will"

"I will murder you", I snap

Tae just laughs, walking away

I'm going to murder all of them

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Walking out into the area the meet is, I scan the audience, looking for her

I don't see her yet

Did she not come?

'Stop', I tell myself

She said she'd come

I keep looking until I see her

She's looking at me and I feel a huge smile burst on my face

She smiles back and it's stunning

She's in the first row and there's a chair in front of her

I walk as fast as I can without making it look like I want to run

I see Jin going for that chair too

Fuck no

I get there a few seconds before him and sit down, looking at her

Jin starts talking to me, probably yelling at me for taking the seat

I don't pay attention, just watching her

"Oh shit that girl is fucking sexy. Is that her? I'd like to-"

My head snaps to him, "Do not finish that sentence"

"Well it finally got your attention. That was a dick move you did. You could of just asked me to move and I would of", Jin says

"Whatever"

He rolls his eyes, sitting next to me

"Stop staring. You're making it so obvious to the other ARMYS"

He's right

I don't want anyone to know about her- yet

Not until I talk to her in person

So I look away, looking at the other ARMYS but I can't help it

My gaze goes back to her over and over

"Fuck me, that's her?", I hear Jungkook whisper

I turn my head to my other side

Jungkook is staring at her, with Jimin whispering to him

"Yeah Tae just told me that's her"

"She's gorgeous", Jungkook says

"Yeah she's hot", Jimin agrees

"Can you fucking stop", I snap

"Sorry", Jungkook apologizes

Jimin just smirks at me

This is going to be a long day

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J POV

I take lots of pictures and videos of Yoongi and the guys as they talk to us, answer questions and have fun

Before I know it it's time to line up to actually meet and talk to them personally

I'm so nervous

They line us up and I'm pretty close, with maybe thirty people in front of me

I'm going to talk to Yoongi

I'm going to meet him

My heart is pounding as I wait again

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I'm next and I'm scared to meet them all

They're all my idols and I love them all

So I'm nervous

Namjoon is the first one I'm going to meet

The time is up for the ARMYS to move to the next BTS member

I'm directed in front of Namjoon

I kneel down and look up at him

Holy shit

It's him

"Hi", he smiles

"Hi", I answer

"What's your name?", he asks in English

"Joanne"

"Pretty name"

"Thanks"

"That's her", Hobi tells Namjoon in Korean

"Yeah?", Namjoon asks him

"Yup"

What the hell?

They know me?

"Damn she's freaking beautiful", Namjoon says

I blush

"Yeah. I told you that", Hobi answers then goes back to his ARMY

What the hell just happened?

He turns back to me and I ask him, in Korean, "Uh do you know me?"

His eyes widen, "You speak Korean?"

"Fluently", I answer

Horror crosses his face and he turns red

"Oh no, I'm not trying to embarass you. I just....it seems like you know me and I don't know how. I've never met you before", I quickly explain

"Oh uh.....I only heard about you yesterday. I didn't know what you looked like."

"You heard about me?", I ask confused

What the hell does that mean?

"Uh yeah. The note that Yoongi wrote you? He asked me to write it in English so he could copy it and give it to you. He uh, didn't know you spoke Korean."

"Oh."

"Yeah I'm just going to tell you that we all know about you but some of us don't know what you look like"

"Uh ok"

They all know about me?

How is that possible?

"Tae does and he's going to want to mess with Yoongi. He was messing with him yesterday. And if he told Jimin, then Jimin is going to do the same thing. Just letting you know"

"Ok thanks for the heads up", I thank him, "But how do you all know about me?"

"Oh well that was my fault"

His fault?

"Yeah the guys were asking Yoongi what was wrong with him yesterday during the concert. He kept almost missing his parts. He didn't want to answer them so I did. I told them about you and they started making fun of him. I didn't mean for that to happen. I just opened my big mouth without thinking. Sorry"

"Oh uh it's ok"

That's horrible that they made fun of Yoongi

I hope that doesn't change what he thinks of me

I change the subject and keep talking to Namjoon for a little until it's time to switch

"It was nice meeting you. Hopefully I'll see you again", Namjoon says

"Yeah me too", I smile

I move on to Hobi

"Hi again", he smiles

"Hi"

"So you're the girl that has Yoongi all nervous"

"I uh....I guess?", I answer

"So what's your name?"

"Joanne"

"Joanne", he repeats, "I'm Hobi"

"Hi Hobi"

Hobi and I talk for awhile, thankfully not about me

Next, I kneel in front of Tae

He smirks at me and I know he's going to mess with me to get Yoongi upset

"Hi gorgeous", he says

"Oh uh hi", I say still blushing because he still complimented me

Even if it's fake

"What's your name?", he asks and I tell him

"That's so pretty"

"Thank you"

Tae talks to me about the concert last night

His tone is normal but he keeps touching me

Little touches, like stroking the back of my hand, touching my arm

It normally wouldn't bother me but I know he's trying to upset Yoongi

So it bothers me

But I can't tell him to stop

So I just make small movements that seem natural so I can move away

Until he takes my hand, holding it

I would of given anything for this before yesterday but I know the reason he's doing it

And it's not because he likes me

I can't pull away so I just leave my hand there limply

"You know you're really pretty. I was serious when I called you gorgeous", he smiles at me, then reaches out and moves my hair behind my ear

I blush again, "Thank you"

He signs my album and writes something else in it

It's time to move and he gives me my album

"I wrote my number in it. Maybe you can call me sometime?", he smirks

"Oh I uh...", I say flustered, "Yeah uh maybe"

"Great. Bye Joanne"

"Bye V"

"Tae. You can call me Tae"

"Ooo....ok Tae"

He smiles again, then turns to the ARMY waiting behind me

Holy shit, what the fuck is going on?

Next is Jungkook and I pray this conversation will be normal like Hobi's

"Hi", Jungkook smiles at me

"Hi"

"What's you're name?"

I tell him

"Cool.", he answers as he signs my album

"So what do you do for fun?", he asks

"I uh I like video games", I answer

"Yeah?", his face lights up

We start talking about video games and it's a nice conversation

"Well if you get with Yoongi hyung, maybe we can play one of the games ", he says

"Oh uh...yeah maybe", I stammer

"Oh my god", his eyes widen, "I'm sorry, I didn't think about what I was saying"

"No it's ok. I promise, it's ok", I answer

"You won't tell him I said that right?"

I giggle, "No I won't. I won't throw you under the bus"

"Thanks", he smiles

"No problem", I smile back

"You're smile is pretty. No wonder Yoongi hyung is nervous"

"Oh thank you", I blush, "You have a cute smile too"

"Thanks"

It's time to switch again and I go in front of Jimin

"Holy crap you're beautiful", he states, his eyes wide

"Oh uh thanks", I answer

"So what's your name?", he smirks

Shit he knows me

He's gonna fuck with Yoongi

"Joanne"

"Joanne. Beautiful name for a beautiful girl"

"Oh thanks", I blush

I see Yoongi frown, trying to hide it

Jimin keeps flirting and he pushes my hair back like Tae did

"So do you have a boyfriend?", Jimin asks, smiling and flirting

Yoongi stiffens and glances over at Jimin, upset but trying not to show it

He keeps talking to the ARMY in front of him, but I know he's listening to Jimin

It's not nice that they're fucking with him

So I'm going to fuck back

"Oh well not yet but I want one", I answer nonchalantly

"Oh yeah?", Jimin smirks

"Yeah. I have someone in mind", I answer

"Yeah? Is it me?", he teases

I see Yoongi's hand ball into a fist

"Oh you're so sweet Jimin but I'm sorry no. It's Yoongi", I smile sweetly, "He's the best BTS member"

The look on Jimin's face is hilarious

He looks so shocked

Yoongi tries not to smile but he's having a hard time

"You know Jimin, it's not nice to tease Yoongi like that"

"I...uh....I...", Jimin stammers

"Listen Jimin, I didn't mean what I just said. All of you are the best and I love all of you. And while I do like you Jimin, I'm sorry it's not like that. And I doubt you like me and are just acting this way to piss off Yoongi. So how bout we stop that and just be friends?", I ask

He smiles, "Yeah ok. That sounds good"

He turns to Yoongi, "I like her. She's cool"

Yoongi turns red and it's adorable

Jimin turns back to me and we talk normally until it's time to switch

Jimin is really nice and funny when he's not pretending to be all into me

Now it's time to switch and I'm going to meet Yoongi

I'm terrified

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Yoongi POV

This entire thing has been so stressful since she first went to Namjoon

I keep looking at her and watching how they act towards her.

When I saw Tae touching her, holding her hand and touching her hair, I got pissed and jealous

I know he was doing it to get me to feel that way and it fucking worked

And then Jimin flirted with her, asking her about a boyfriend until she basically shut him up

His face was hilarious and she was so straightforward with him about cutting his shit out

I like that she's like that

Now she's coming to me and I'm so scared

She goes in front of me

I take a breath and look at her

She's already looking at me and smiling

Jesus Christ she's so much more gorgeous up close

"Hi Yoongi", she says

"Hi Joanne", I answer

"Uh how are you?"

"Better now that I'm talking to you", I say

God why did I have to say something so stupid?

She giggles and it's the cutest thing in the world

"You're so cute", she smiles

"Thanks", I beam at her

"You're welcome", she laughs

"You want me to sign your album?", I ask

"Hell yeah", she answers, sliding it to me

I sign it and give it back

"So have they been giving you a hard time?", I ask

"No. Well Tae and Jimin yeah. But no one else. RM told me that they were going to mess with me to get to you so I was prepared"

"Yeah they're annoying"

"Uh I'm sorry they were trying to get you upset. And RM told me they made fun of you last night. I'm sorry", she apologizes

I take her hand without thinking, "No it's ok. I don't care. Don't be sorry. I'll just murder them and it'll be ok"

She bursts out laughing and it's so cute to watch

I like her laugh, I like that I make her laugh

"Ok then", she says

It's then that I realize I'm holding her hand

And I start getting nervous

I guess she notices too and she moves her hand

I feel my heart dropping until I feel her fingers lacing with mine, gripping my hand tighter

She wasn't taking her hand away, she was fixing it so she can hold it better

My heart soars

I want to ask her if she wants to hang out with me

I'm so scared

But she's holding my hand, so I suck it up and talk

"Uh Joanne, would you wanna-"

"Yes", she answers

"What?", I ask surprised

"Yeah Yoongi. Whatever it is yes" she says blushing

I nod, "Ok. So uh you can wait until the fan meet is over so we can go out somewhere?"

"Yes"

"Ok..uh great", I answer, looking at her

She smiles looking at me, some hair falling in her face

I reach out and move the hair behind her ear

"You're so beautiful", I whisper, not really paying attention to what I'm saying

Her cheeks turn pink and it's adorable

"Thanks", she answers

All too soon it's time to switch and I relunctely let her hand go

"I'll see you after?", I ask

She nods, "Yeah"

I nod at her and she moves to Jin.

I breath out, not realizing I was holding my breath

She said yes

Fuck where do I take her?

I have time to figure it out

The next ARMY sits in front of me and I greet her

😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺😺

J POV

'Keep it together', I tell myself

I need to meet Jin now

I can fangirl and freak out later that I'm going out with Yoongi

"Hi", I say to Jin

"Hi", he says, "Joanne right?"

"Uh yeah"

"I heard Yoongi say your name"

"Oh ok"

"So he's really into you. I've never seen him like this"

I glance over at Yoongi whose talking to the ARMY in front of him

"Please don't hurt him", Jin asks

My gaze snaps to him, "I would never, in my life, hurt him. Ever"

He nods, "So I'm guessing you feel the same way for him? I mean it was obvious from the interaction you two just had but I don't want to assume"

It's obvious

Shit, I don't want to get him in trouble

"Uh yeah I do", I answer, "But I don't want to get him in trouble. If it was that obvious"

"Oh don't worry, Yoongi doesn't care about that. He won't get in trouble. We're allowed to date. And even if we weren't he wouldn't follow it if he really likes someone. And he really likes you"

"He does?"

"Oh yeah. He almost bit all our heads off last night for making fun of him, when he normally wouldn't care. And he got pissed at Hobi and Tae just for saying you're pretty"

"Oh", I answer, not knowing what to say

"I've never seen him like this about a girl."

"Uh thanks?"

Jin laughs, "Sure no problem"

I talk with Jin for awhile until it's time to switch

Since he's the last one, I can leave or go back to my seat

I go back to my seat and wait for Yoongi.

There's a lot of ARMYS still waiting on line and some in the farther rows behind me haven't even lined up yet

I take out my phone to entertain myself until the fan meet is done

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After about twenty minutes, someone comes up to me

I look up from my phone to see a security guard in front of me

"Can you come with me?", he asks

What?

What did I do?

"Uh where?", I ask

"One of the members requested that you be brought in the back to wait until the fan meet is over", he answers

I glance at Yoongi and he nods

Ok then

I stand up and follow the guard

He brings me to the room where I'm assuming BTS got ready since there's a lot of stuff around- clothes, backpacks, makeup, hair products, electronics

There's also couches there so I go and sit while the guard leaves

Another person comes in, I guess a BigHit staff member and asks, "Do you want anything to eat or drink?"

"Uh no I'm ok thanks"

He nods, then hands me a tablet

"Uh Yoongi wants you to use his tablet in case you get bored. He said you can download anything you want on it. And you can use his charger if you need to charge your phone", he says handing me the charger too

Oh uh ok

"Oh thanks?"

"No problem. We're all around so if you need anything let us know"

"Yeah sure. Thanks", I answer bewildered

The guy nods then leaves

What the hell?

Yoongi gave me his tablet?

I mean I guess I can use it to keep my phone battery full

I turn it on and click on the YouTube app

I'll just catch up on youtube videos I haven't been able to watch yet

I lay on the couch, my head on the arm rest, balancing the tablet on my boobs and start watching

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I wait for about two more hours but I don't care

I'm going out with the guy of my dreams, I'll wait hours for him

Right now I'm grossing myself out by watching Dr. Pimple Popper's YouTube

It's so gross but I can't look away

I fell down the YouTube hole and ended up here

"That's fucking nasty", I whisper to myself in disgust

How people have this shit in their bodies is insane

Thank god I just had normal acne when I was a teenager

And I hope none of this shit ever happens to me

I hear footsteps and voices, so I turn off the video and exit out of YouTube, sitting up on the couch

Hobi, Jin and Namjoon walk into the room

"Hi Joanne", they greet me as if it's normal that I'm here

"Hi", I answer

Hobi sits next to me, "So Yoongi is taking you out huh?"

"Uh yeah"

"This is crazy", Namjoon says, then looks at me, "Not that it's crazy that he likes you, just that it's him doing this the way he did. I never thought he'd act like he did yesterday at the concert or today. Hobi and Tae are the ones more likely to do this kind of stuff"

"Hey!", Hobi protests

Namjoon rolls his eyes, "You are"

I just nod, because honestly I agree

Yoongi is the last member I ever thought would act this way based on his personality

But I'm happy he did

Screaming his name at the concert last night was the best thing I've ever done

The rest of BTS comes inside but Yoongi's not with them

Where did he go?

Did he change his mind?

"Hi Joanne", Jungkook greets, "Yoongi wanted me to tell you that he's coming. He's changing and taking his makeup off."

I nod, "Thanks"

The members start talking among themselves

A few minutes later, Yoongi walks in the room and I have to hold my mouth from dropping

He's so fucking hot with his white shirt, black pants, black and white Nike sneakers and black jacket

Oh my god, how am I supposed to talk to him with him looking like this?

I'm going to make a huge fool of myself

He looks so good, and I...don't

I didn't get dressed up for a date because I never thought he'd ask me out

I just wore regular clothes- black pants, black tank top, combat boots and a red checkered flannel shirt

I looked like a bum

I did do my makeup and hair but compared to him....I'm a troll

Not that it would be any other way even if I was dressed up

He's just...everything

He looks around and sees me

A huge smile breaks on his face, "Hi"

Jesus Christ, that smile

'Talk', my brain screams

"Hi", I answer

Good job Joanne, you fucking idiot

I realize it's so quiet in the room because everyone has stopped talking

I know they're watching us but I can't look away from him

"So uh, wanna go?", he asks

I nod, "Ok"

Standing up, I move closer to him

He looks down at me, then reaches out, taking my hand, lacing our fingers together

I can't help but look up at him and smile, gripping his hand tightly

He smiles back, then to turns to the door, leading me out

As soon as we leave the room bursts into noise and we can hear them in the hallway

"They are so getting together"

"Did you see how he smiled at her?"

"Yeah he's in love"

"So is she. Did you see the way she looked at him when he walked in?"

"They look so good together. I ship them"

"Me too. They're cute"

I blush and when I look at Yoongi, his face is red too

He starts walking down the hall and I go with him, walking next to him, still holding his hand

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My Thoughts While Watching Memories Discs 6 - 7

Continuing my thoughts as I watch memories 2020 as requested. Again, most of these are just random thoughts, most of them started out as texts to @1imstillme3 that I'm copy/pasting over. I'm loving getting to watch all the behind content so far! This again, isn't even close to everything that happened in each of these videos, just some parts that stood out to me and made me smile. If you don't want any memories spoilers or to see what happens in the clips, stop reading now! Last post, you can find the first 3 parts covering discs 1 - 5 on my masterlist! It's under Jikook Posts and then all the way at the bottom under Memories 2020 posts. Thank you 💜

Disc 6:

34th Golden Disc Awards Making Film:

Everyone is so amused by and enjoying all the props from the BWL stage 🥺 JK trying to put his headband on Jimin 🥺 Hobi selling candy. Namjoon juggling. Maknae line playing catch. Everyone was just having so much fun. Jimin saying he choreographed to Jin's song Moon. Omg they are cute!!!

Jhope trying to convince RM and Suga to do a special pose on stage by taking off their jackets and doing push-ups?! 🤣🤣 I see you, Hobi. Lmfao

TaeJoon practicing the choreo together and RM being sooo proud that he knows the dance and is giving Tae advice 🥺

JKs hand sliding around Jimins waist when they are saying thank you for awards and goodbye to us in the camera. Ahem...

62nd Grammy Awards Making Film:

Their fits?! Spectacular. They all looked sooooo good. Both for the red carpet and for their performance. Immaculate! One of my favorite looks for them honestly.

The way they were fascinated by the rotating stage. JK hoping up to "row" the stage and Jimin immediately joining him. They are so cute, please.

Jimin telling Joon to be careful opening the door so he doesn't hit Jin, and Jin saying don't worry, I can stop it as he props his foot out so it hits just his foot and not him. But Joonie made sure he was careful anyway 🥺

"I'd like bold makeup today please." Jimin knows what he wants. I don't want to hear anyone saying they don't get at least some say in what they wear and/or their makeup. Jimin said he wanted sunglasses where his eyes were visible and bold makeup. And boy did it work for him. They know what they are doing.

Tae getting shy and not giving his English comments he prepared in the interviews. Jimin seeing him get shy and coming over to wrap him up in a hug and then Jin "interviewing him" on their own with Jhope as their cameraman so he can tell ARMY his message and not feel pressured 🥺 so much love between them

Jimin's iconic limp wrist pose that was circling around as a gif is from when he told Jin that he was going to pose like a model 🤣 nice, Jimin. Good pose choices lmao.

Jimin trying to tell us he misses us and loves us... Hobi taking his chance to enjoy Jimins low cut shirt and try to stick his hands down the front of his shirt. 🤣 Why?!

Jimin expressing his betrayal because he went to a part of the stage all alone after thinking Hobi and Tae were going there with him but they ended up staying in the back. Hobi's giggles are therapeutic.

TODAY & MTV Fresh Out Making Film:

Barely started the video and we already have HopeKook shouting "THIS IS SPARTA" as English practice. JK teasing Jin and them bickering. And Yoongi giggling sweetly over Tae practicing his English and his pronunciation of Kinetic Manifesto film. Why are they so cute??

Omg. After TaeGi practicing sooo hard. Neither of them got to answer their questions with the English they prepared. They were sooo sad. Lmao Jimin giving all the hugs and cuddles to them both. Hobi grabbing his phone to record their own interview again and JK interviewing Tae so he could give his answer. But he forgot the English halfway through and just sat down. Lmao Jimin giving him lots of comfort cuddles though. They are so precious. And Tae tried again and was so sweet. I love that they do this and make sure they get a chance to talk even if it's after the interview. And i love how it's always Hobi ready to make videos for them.

Tae got to say his sweet words to ARMY at the MTV Live interview though! And the way ARMY melted. Lol I get it. And it was so cool seeing them all over Times Square too

Dear Class of 2020 Making Film:

All of BTS supporting each other through their speeches is so sweet. So many giggles and you can do its! Jiminie having to do so many takes and the way he stops himself though is cracking Hobi up so much who is sitting next next them that the both of them are laughing so hard they are falling out of their chairs! Just for him to mess up just as much 😂 my favorite besties

JinJiKook chaos with the stools. I love when they play together. Lol so much fun. And Kookie tattling on JinMin and telling Namjoon exactly who did what and when with the stools. Please!

Namjoon singing along with Jimin to his high notes in Mikrokosmos as they are warming up and being so cute! And not the editors reminding us in the captions that Joon is a rapper and he tries to hit Jimin's notes 🤣 they don't let these guys breathe! Lol

Vmin switching their mics 🥺 The raplines cute little dances, Jins giant smiles, and they included the scene where Jikook bring their faces together during Spring Day 🥺

Variety Magazine Making Film:

During the break JK starts shooting a pretend ad for Samsung with his phone and oh my god the heart eyes Jimin immediately turned on him. 😭🥺 and then he just joined him in being silly. Stopppp I love them.

Their first "concept" according to them was business men going out the lunch. Tae said their second concept was bad kids hanging out on the street, like bad teens. Lmfao idk what about those outfits was supposed to be kid like because that was NOT what I got from that concept at all 😳🤣 JK also said wearing leopard print during BE encouraged him to try more new styles because he really liked it. Same JK. Same.

Jimin said the concept was the flowers are the focus point and that he is playful and happy. That makes much more sense to me 🙈😂

Namjoon making fun of Jin while he does his photoshoot lmao. And BTS all gathering around to comment on Hobis photos and his long legs spread wide for the photo 😂🤣 please.

Photographer: please try to be more lighthearted and playful here.

BTS: absolute chaos breaks out and they all start running their hands all over each other and shouting 🤣

2020 BBMAs Making Film:

Cuts to scene of Suga playing guitar. Editors "what suga does these days"

Members bickering over the camera, me watching Jhope practice his dance in the way background 🥰 Jimin teasing Tae for the way he talks in English interviews and Namjoon teasing Hobi about squinting his eyes when he talks in English. Love themmmm

Jimin teaching JK a new move to start off his Dynamite solo 🥺 and he nails it

Tae opening and drinking from his water, then promptly stealing Jungkook's water bottle and drinking from that one too. Before trying to hand them and JK going "no, you put your mouth on it" while getting a new one and Tae just chuckling at him. The editors though. "Bickering like elementary school kids as always" lmao

Namjoon literally cutting the sleeves off his shirt and Yoongi going wowww his arm is as big as my thigh! Lmfaooo

Tae officially ending fairy of not just performances but all these making films in all of memories and Bangtan Bombs. Soooo cute

Esquire Magazine Making Film:

Everyone getting ready for the photoshoot and Jimin just walking up to Namjoon and looking him up and down before going "my grandma used to wear something like this" 🤣🤣 Namjoon just going "Yes! It's like a dress" *fist bump the air*

Jimin teasing JK and saying Jhope looks so cool. And Tae just tapping him and saying "what about me??" 🥺 peak "praise me too please" vibes.

Jikook working out together. Jimin can't keep his hands off JKs chest. Lmao and then Jin coming up telling them it's a serious photoshoot. Don't joke around. As he crashes onto them and flops his whole body all over Jimin 🤣 JinJiKook as always

Jungkook talking about how he doesn't dress up often and it's nice to look so good for a fashion shoot and Jimin smirking and looking at him like he is going to eat him alive. Jikook PLEASE

Honestly. Not too much to say about this. They looked soooo good. It should be illegal. I mostly just sat and stared at the screen like 😳😳😳 no thoughts, head empty. Just esquire photoshoot.

2020 Awards Dance Practice Making Film:

Excuse me, Jimin is the sweetest man ever. The way he was working so hard on adjustments with the dancers for their part with him in the black swan dance. How polite he was and how softly he was speaking and the bows afterwards. They all worked so hard.

The vminkook play fighting and wrestling match. It started with Tae trying to box JK, JK then trying to box JM. JM chasing JK, only to get picked up and jumped around by Tae. Lmfao they are so cute. I really wanna know what they were doing on the floor after that though in the cute little huddle. The way jikook were so cuddled together to watch the black swan dance for review. Seriously maknae line so dang cuddly and playful.

And the amount of hard work and effort all 7 put in here. I'm in AWE for real!!

2020 MMA Making Film:

30 seconds in and I'm already 🥺🥺 Jimin and JK stumbled a bit their first try doing the lift in the water and the dancers immediately all turned to check and make sure Jimin was okay. Everyone cheering and clapping and making a big fuss of Jhope and V practicing their parts of black swan on the water is literally everything I never knew I needed. YES! Hype them up!! Namjoon did NOT like dancing on the water. He said "dryland is best" through the whole practice and performance and while getting ready 😂 "I'll always be grateful for normal stages now" poor Joon. Lmao

Me, just now noticing the totally informal way JK was speaking to Jimin during all that flirting with water they were doing. The "ayyy" from winter package making a reappearance lol

Jimin just trying to get ready to warm up for their LGO stage early in the morning, Hobi smacking his butt like 8 times in a row. Omggg

Noooo not Namjoon ripping his pants open while filming the Dynamite performance 😭🤣🤣😭 lmfao omg, they all died laughing except Kookie. Who looked very worried, saying he was wearing the same type of pants as Namjoon was. Lmfaooo

The way they all harassed the one member who was trying to shoot their ON intro moment to make them laugh and screw it up 🤣 and the way the editors keep reminding us that the average age of the BTS members is 26.9. Just say what you really want to say editors, lol

"It feels wrong because Suga hyung is missing" I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR TEARS. STOP 😭 They missed him soooo much.

I need Minimoni to keep their jackets ON thank you. My word. And Jimin's nevermind tattoo. The jacket was part of the outfit for a reason Jimin! Army's sanity. Thank you!

Jin asking JK for a massage because he was feeling super stiff before the award acceptance speeches. And then Tae telling us all the Jimin was so cool during ON 🥺 love them

2020 MAMA Making Film:

BTS all randomly doing squats together. BTS guided workout video when? Lol

It's freezing cold and they are still working so hard even though they are going numb its so cold. Please! I'm glad the staff is giving them hot packs and water to try and help. Jimin freestyle dancing to Jungkook drumming to stay warm and his smile while watching Jimin go. 😭😭😭 Jimin singing to Yoongis photo about how cold it was lmfao

One of my favorite things while watching all these videos is seeing 1, how hard they all work. And 2, how they always ask Tae what their ending slogan is and happily say whatever he tells them to, no matter how silly.

The hold MAMA Dynamite Tae and Hobi have over me with those fits and that confidence is INSANE. Madness, I tell you.

Everyone teasing Jin a bit but promising to stream Abyss as soon as it drops later that day. And then Jin talking about making Abyss and how he feels about it for a little bit. Everyone better go stream Abyss again right now 😭

Emotional whiplash I swear. Lol now Jin is being JKs stylist and saying "He feels like he is killing a roach" in reference to how much hairspray he used and JK has his hair sticking straight out. Lmao

Yoongi working so hard to film his scene for the 3D avatar for LGO performance that we all cried over. And then he says the members will all probably laugh at him a lot when they see the video, and cuts immediately to Jhope doubling over laughing his butt off watching the video. Lmfao Yoongi knows his members well.

Jimin looked so damn good in the fit for this LGO shoot. Like absolutely speculator!

JIN NEEDS TO CALM DOWN WITH HIS MAMA AWARDS LOOK. OMG. God. Hobi too. Freaking let me breathe please.

JinKook forever bickering and wrestling. Lmfao. "Jungkook, let's not get too childish in front of so many people" he says while they are pushing each other around. Too late, Jin. Too late. Lol but we love it.

Jimin calling Yoongi and having him give the acceptance speech. I've heard it before and here I am, still crying over it. They missed him SO MUCH. Omfg. And it was Jimins idea to call him and have him give the speech. 😭😭

NYE Live Poster D-Day Making Film:

Jimin and Jhope stage directors. Literally one of my favorite things to see in behind content. Goodness they are SO GOOD. Jhope taking care of everyone and helping with all the blocking. Dance leader! Dance King! Our Hope!

Jikook practicing their best of me bridge part together. Ughhhh I love it so much. They are the best stage chemistry, I swear.

Everyone: calm and sweet messages to ARMY after rehearsals and before the final performances tomorrow

Jungkook: trying to deliver a sweet and calm message to ARMY but Jimin is off camera shouting the endings to his sentences and making him laugh. "Ahh today was..." "GREAT!!!" Lmao always together those two

Yoongi filming narration for the concert and being in some of the calm performances with the guys, made me so happy I wanted to cry when I watched the concert the first time. And it still does now. Lol we missed him SO much and they were so happy to have him back. And Namjoon staying later than everyone else to film extra content as the leader of BTS. He works so hard. World's best leader.

Jin sprinting in place and still giving crystal clear vocals as he warms up. Holy crap.

Their giggles and giant smiles bring me such joy. It's instant serotonin. For anything ever. Pure happiness 🥰

Disc 7:

This Disc was just a bunch of stage cams of different performances through the year. I LOVED getting to watch them but don't have commentary over it too much. Other than just, our boys are so talented and so beautiful.

Performances Included:

Bang Bang Con: Spring Day Stage Cam

Bang Bang Con: Respect RM solo cam

Bang Bang Con: Jamais Vu Jin solo cam

Bang Bang Con: Respect Suga solo cam

Bang Bang Con: Jamais Vu Jhope solo cam

Bang Bang Con: Friends Jimin solo cam

Bang Bang Con: Friends V solo cam

Bang Bang Con: Jamais Vu JK solo cam

TODAY Citi Music Series: Anpanman Stage cam

Grammy Museum: Dynamite Stage cam

NPR Tiny Desk: Save Me Stage cam

NPR Tiny Desk: Spring Day Stage cam

New Years Eve Live: Boy with Luv Stage cam

New Years Eve Live: Life Goes On Stage cam

And I have officially finished memories 2020! What a journey. I loved it so much. It was amazing getting to see to see work and see the behind the scenes and how much they give everything they have to what they do. I loved getting to see all the dynamics between the guys and all the love they have for each other. I loved seeing how settled and happy and playful and just domestic jikook were with each other over the year as well. Thanks for letting me share all my thoughts and ramblings with you all as I watched! It was so much fun!

#my thoughts over memories 2020 #jikook in memories #bts 2020 memories

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