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[rsaccountonhere]

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36. Are you the jealous type?

Okay, I could just answer this straight up, but I have a quick funny story to go with this one, so buckle up.

Back in my first year of my university I was in this program; lovely thing by the way, four credits in one, easily the best part of the whole university experience for me; that was all about basically giving students a guided tour through the entire history of western literary canon, starting way back with The Epic of Gilgamesh itself, and going all the way up to pretty much modern day. One of the earliest texts we touched on, expectedly, was of course the Bible. This was not a strictly Christian school, we were covering it as a foundational cultural text rather than looking at it in the context of faith, so there was a lot of theological theory and philosophy talk, both in the classes and out.

One day I'm talking with some guys I kind of know, we'd gone to the same high school, and we get to the topic of God's portrayal in the Old Testament, the whole "for I am a jealous God" thing, and his rather temperamental nature. I don't quite remember the exact details of what I said, but I was talking about not really understanding or agreeing with some of His actions, and one of the guys asks, "Well Red, are you a jealous guy?" I'm a bit taken aback and think for a second before saying no.

Which, now that it's been a few years and I have a much higher level of self-awareness, I can confidently say was a bold-faced lie. I am definitely a jealous guy. I guess I just said no because it felt like the "right" answer at the time, but no, I definitely am.

Not controlling, I should note. I try not to let it get out of hand at all. Like if I'm dating someone, she's allowed to go out to the club without me, I have no issue with her having guy friends at all, I'm not gonna be That Guy about anything like that. She's her own person, I don't begrudge her the parts of her life that don't involve me, and most importantly, I trust her. If I didn't trust her to be loyal and honest with me, I wouldn't be in the relationship in the first place.

That said, I would not extend the same grace to anyone else who tried their luck with her. That's My girl, and I am not one to share. Call it possessive, call it territorial, call it whatever you personally find hottest. If someone else laid a finger on her, I'd bite it off.

[riaki]

OKAY EVERYONE IS SAYING GOJO DOESN'T DESERVE A HAPPY ENDING YES

BuT what if we could make it a little ANGSTY instead?? 👀 He gets his happy ending. His. Happy ending. You? Well.. Old habits die hard. This is what you wanted after all no? So what if he breaks his promises? What if your smile begins to fade? What if

What you said about later on reader and freckles growing apart cause freckles seemed nice it'd be a shame for him to be an ass

But that it's silly cause the irony is what if that freckle boy.. was just like Gojo but in a different light.

Being as it wasn't him who hurt reader, it was easy to overlook the fact of how similar he was to the old Gojo she knew before it became a shit show

Maybe she realizes that

Maybe she starts thinking

Maybe she drifts apart

And maybe Gojo comforts her but he's the last person she wants to see

Because it's these stupid feelings for Gojo that led her to this hell

And Gojo goes again

And he reels her in

And once he has her

Only to see as her smile begins to fade

As all the effort he had put in when he didn't have her start going away once again

And he starts to fall into old habits becoming the same as he was before, but this time, with you at his hand

As he slowly takes away your smiles again.

But it's okay, he'll make it right. Just...later. and later. And later...

You hope.

sorry I'm not good with angst sorry for any cringe 🤣

this is!! such!!! a good!!!! take!!!!!! on hsbully!gojo!!!!!! tbh this ask speaks for itself lol n dw anon! i rlly love the way u brought it :3 this is highschoolbully!gojo part 592727465527 *suggestive!

yeah. freckles boy isn’t that great of a person. maybe he tried but it didn’t work out; u dunno why but u keep seeing gojo in him— hints of satoru in ur life. like that stinky cologne he thinks is kinda cool but rlly doesn’t smell too good on ur bfs drawer, or the way he takes his coffee. honestly, if u squint, it almost seems like freckle boy is tryna copy gojo in a way…? but u don’t like thinkin abt him so u don’t blink an eye.

fast forward u broke up with freckle boy because something or other; the point is, u really didn’t feel anything with him. there might’ve been a spark, but it was really only artificial and had no wind to fan the flames. and since u got together gojo’s been distant; his smile seems dimmer and there’s always this faraway; foggy look that makes the brilliant azure of his eyes seem cloudy gray. but then ur catching up with him again and at some random frat party you get drunk and ur sense is inhibited and— u end up kissing gojo… oops.

so then u kinda enter this fwb state with him. and.. he’s pretty cool, right? he’s kinda evrything u want in a guy— tall, pretty, cool, strong, handsome, charming— it’s a package deal. but there’s also this… rift, between the two of you. see, ever since gojo lost u the first time, he’s always been so scared of pushing u away. so u stay fwb because he doesn’t wanna lose u again in case he’s feelin more than you are. but his heart doesn’t skip a beat when he sleeps with other girls and his chest doesn’t tighten like it does with u when he gets mouthfuls of fruity gloss from kissing other girls. but he forces himself to keep this wall up between the two of u because he just can’t risk losing you a third time.

it sucks for u too, though! gojo’s just a bit too dense to see it. whether it’s in his own nature, or he’s faking it. it’s probably the latter, but that’d mean he’s not being genuine again, n you don’t wanna think about it. but you’re gettin comfy with him and so is he, and you really do whole heartedly believe he’s changed this time, and for good. and it’s true! he has. but not in the way you thought. apparently, he’s exchanged being an ass with an unreachable ego to a pinch more genuine, but still an ass. it’s proved when u get to his apartment one rainy day ready to spend the weekend w/ him for a study date, but there’s clothes on the floor. dresses n stockings and a frilly blouse that you definitely think (or hope) don’t belong to gojo. unfortunately, your suspicions are confirmed when you lay eyes on the tangle of people on his bedroom through the crack in the door— this time, it’s your turn to run in a hurry. turns out, he got comfortable with you— all in the wrong way, thinking it’d be okay to sleep around. except he gives chase— after pulling on a pair of pants, of course.

eventually he catches up to you; you hate those stupidly long legs. catches your wrist and forces you to face him. in front of a chick fil a, nonetheless. he gets an overwhelming sense of deja vu— but he’s forcibly snapped out of it when je realizes you’re crying. and damn, you look gorgeous, and he wishes it would rain because the sunlight falls around you like liquid gold, framing your pretty face and reflecting prisms of rainbow in your tears.

once again, he doesn’t get it. why are you crying? it’s not like you were really serious or labeled, right…? and the entire reason you’d stayed that way was to avoid somethin like this. but gojo slowly comes to the realization that he’s fucked up big time— he has been since day 1. really, he should’ve found somebody cheaper to chase— you stole his heart and his pride, making him awkwardly and stiffly apologize to you in front of a fast food restaurant on some random crossing next to a train station. it’s only tense because he doesn’t really know how to apologize— he doesn’t have much experience with it, and for that he blames his ego.

but even so, he’s not ready for those big, sappy love confessions yet. you always made him feel so weird— correction: you still do. so you walk away somewhere between fwb and strangers. it’s always one step forward and two steps back with gojo. but maybe, just maybe— he can slowly rebuild your trust with some patience, empathy, and a lot of genuine love that he’s yet to realize he’s been nursing in his heart for you since the first time he laid eyes on you.

paaaaaaart one

[lasseutblogo]

Hiii, so I don’t know if this question was already answer or not but…my question is what is the Bright Star Rescue Squad about? Like do they rescue aus that are about to be destroy/damage? Or helping out lost aus finding the omega timeline?

Hello there!! 🍓 More or less around there, Palette usually helps forgotten Aus. But it also helps the inhabitants who are left behind in their au after some route, with some disaster or, which is its main objective, to help those who have lost the path of their life or their story. Help them to have a better one or stop them.

[sciderman]

Demanding more lisp

posts in which it is imperative that wade be read with a fruity obnoxious little gay lisp:

[aventvrina]

ngl shipping with aven is tragically fun cause he literally demands for partners who see him as ephemeral (not in a way to be cherished but more like he's a chewing gum to be discarded once it lost it's flavor) cause he himself feels that way about relationships. and there's honestly more to unpack here given the whole line of "to be desired, to be chased, to be cut, to be sold… This is the fate of a gem." but we'll save that for later on.

to ask a person who's doomed by the narrative to want to create a fulfilling and nurturing relationship is to ask them to add more to their misery. he's not a masochist by any means and although he does enjoy the thrills i don't think he'd willingly put himself in a position where he hurts those who he truly cares for. it's easier to betray and be of use if there's an active separation, that way he can't feel as guilty when he acts upon it.

so in that sense the no strings attached, live in the moment type of relationship is his heaven. if faced with someone who's actively trying to make him better it's an instant rejection. he believes himself to have a suffering destiny, he already carries far too many sins to be pardoned or justified, he doesn't feel like he needs a helping hand nor stability. what he needs is a partner who will have his back when he needs it most, nothing more, nothing less.

[rs-hawk]

"stop being political" it's hard when our existences are political lmfao. i'm sorry you're getting these losers in your messages!! i hope you're taking care of yourself, i love your content but your health comes first!!! 🫶🫶🫶

Bruh that's literally what I'm saying. I'm a mixed Indigenous, queer, technically disabled, AFAB person, on top of some other stuff about me that's hella political but not gonna get into. Lol. Like be serious! At some point they just get silly. You're going to complain about me writing about a disabled man dealing with the internalized misogyny of being disabled and having to rely on help for being "anti-masculine"? 💀

I am doing my best to take care of myself though! I'm working on the 31 Days of Creeptober, finishing up my novel, and some personal stuff so I'm trying to keep up with that on top of posting. I know I haven't been as consistent as I'd like to be and then I randomly dump like six posts in a day.

I'm so glad you enjoy my content. I appreciate the sweet anons like this so much.

[oonaluna-art]

For the artist ask you just rebloged, 13?

Good Morning, thanks for asking!

Let's see, #13 is "Talk about a WIP you like!" I had to think about this one for a moment. I try to finish most of my work-in-progress projects, but every so often, I take on a project that is too much for me.

In this case, I'd like to share a project that I left unfinished:

This is an unfinished animatic for the musical Razia's Shadow. It incorporates a lot of my headcanons. I'm still proud of my work, but it was too much for me, and I struggled to maintain motivation.

I used to be very active in the Razia's Shadow Fandom, and it still has a special place in my heart. I love musicals.

Oona

[tavina-writes]

Ship meme! Sangcheng?

Friend! :D

SangCheng: I'm the first to admit that I do not think about the potential of SangCheng enough in life. I would not exactly describe myself as a SangCheng shipper per se, largely out of the "I haven't thought about it enough to grow brainrot" kind of like NingSang?

I'm going to co-opt @autumnslantern's alternative format for this one since I don't think SangCheng fits into the binary well for me.

Could Ship It

What potential do you see in the ship?

I really enjoyed their actions in the Cloud Recesses Arc, and I can see lots of AU fics where this relationship really interests me! There are so many hilarious romcoms....so so many deranged betrayal stories....SO MANY CRUSHES.

What aspect makes you hesitant?

I really have no idea how this relationship would get past the "multiple endangerment of JL" part of the canonical equation. Ultimately I think these two have other people that they're much more unhinged about than each other, so the "endangers Jin Ling's life multiple times" part of it might be kind of dealbreaker they're not (canonically) able to come back from. (But in AUs all things are possible and you CAN sell me on a version of them that ARE unhinged about each other enough to get past this hurdle to their post canon happiness! :D)

Thanks for the ask!

Ship It/Don't Ship It Ask Game

[rsaccountonhere]

Reading through the stuff you’ve written and I want you so bad I’m dizzy. Okie that’s all <3

-♥️

Telling me this anon is basically the virtual equivalent of covering your face to hide your blushing and grinning. Except I can't pry those hands away and hold them above your head while forcing you to look at me with those dazed and dizzy eyes while we act out your favourite posts of mine. So unfair.

[pensat-i-fet]

[puckpocketed]

just an announcement: please do not expect me to have complicated business/hockey related feelings about trades i’m an animal and i think in terms of slumber parties, my girls are going for playdates i hope this helps 👍

[chainmail-butch]

I'm sorry the speed dating event went poorly because of folks who haven't worked through their own stuff yet. nothing like going to something you hope was inclusive only to be coldly and quietly shouldered out. many of us have been there, or have been the moral support & watched it happen. it's always gutting. no one deserves that feeling.

you can talk to me about byzantine domes any time (currently writing my term paper on the hagia sophia, which I just realized your main blog is based on lol) -rs

The header image for this blog is a picture I took of the Hagia Irene. I actually named myself after the Hagia Sophia, among other things. And thank you, I appreciate it

[monstermp3]

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[dedskum]

FEELS LIKE ITS BEEN YEARSSSS >:(( HIII POOKIE HRUUUU MUWAH MUWAHHH <3!!!

it HAS been years. we should be attached @ the hip i think

IM GOOD BABY!! i hope you’ve been good as well <33

i love u

[ihearthes]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Both Harry and I are sad we can't spend it with you this year but you know we love you, babe 😘. Wishing you the best of years ahead, may every day bring you happiness 💜

gif @harryisart

Thank you, my friend! ♥️♥️♥️

[dnpstars]

yo yo yo never done an ask before stunning profile pic btw

what do you think the q&a has in store for us in light of the recent photo dump

ahh thank you! i have a soft spot for pouty dan hihi

and honestly im lowkey scared for the q&a as the door is very much open,, but hoping for some fun questions and stories from tour and more info/hints for their upcoming project :D

-rs