#ryu rambles

[mini-mews]

heyyyy i know i haven't been active at all (and i apologize for that uni and writers block is a bitch) but its 2am and i got inspo and energy to write a small angst drabble,,,so be on the look out for that :P

[minnies-duo]

honestly nomad's debut showcase this morning is like motivating me to write for them like yesterday? be on the look out :)

[skywalkerbootleg]

I'd get Tinder just to fill out the profile because I LOVE filling out forms and talking about myself

[mini-mews]

your colour and your bias:)

tags; -pls tag more people 🫶🏽

@aaniag @alsktudy @seungcheolswife95

[solimavi]

Majima being in love with Kiryu fits really well within his overall character. Majima is a big dreamer with a lot of ambition. From daydreaming about building impressive skyscrapers, to making low-budget horror-movies, to being a real-life pirate. Majima dreams big and dislikes stagnation.

In comes Kiryu who feels very larger than life, more so than anyone else in the whole series and the one dream Majima ends up not being able to let go of is the slim possibility of getting hold of "the heart of the dragon".

[rooftopdaigos]

a lil thing

[jsvausvqbd]

Bae Seok Ryu and Song Hyeon Jun

Truthfully, the circumstances just weren’t in their favor, regardless of how much they loved each other and dreamed of a future together. They were faced with a huge obstacle in the form of stomach cancer, for which Hyeon Jun fully committed to being Seok ryu's caretaker, taking a sick leave from work and even putting his whole life on hold for Seok Ryu, because he loved her and wanted to be there by her side. However, Seok ryu's decision to not tell her family and close friends meant leaving Hyeon Jun- who respected her decision and even after they broke up, kept her illness hidden from her family- as her sole caretaker and support system, which was bound to take a toll on him as well sooner or later.

After her treatment ended, they were yet faced with another huge blow in the form of depression -none of which are Seok ryu's fault by the way. But once again Hyeon Jun was left as her sole source of support. Now, I'm not saying that one's partner isn't supposed to be there (I mean, "in sickness and in health", right?), but it's clear that it was too much for him at this point. This reminded me of a cancer research conference I attended years ago, where one of the discussed topics was caretaker burnout and the importance of respite for them, both the sick person and those around them are greatly affected both physically and mentally, and that's what we saw in the episode; Two exhausted people who, despite loving each other, just couldn't bear with how exhausted they were and Hyeon Jun ended up snapping. Does this mean he's a shitty person? No, we saw him be by Seok ryu's side through thick and thin, but at last he was tired and snapped in a moment of desperation. This sadly just means they just weren't what the other needed at the moment anymore, and this is a very realistic portrayal of relationships where there isn't respite nor a proper support system.

I do think he loves her and feels guilty for being so burnt out, but sadly she's ready to move on and that's all that's left for him to do now. Move on.

This sets up a huge challenge for Seung hyo tho, how do you get through her walls when she’s seen first hand what can happen to a relationship when faced with adversities? She said it herself, she’ll be constantly on the lookout for her cancer possibly coming back or even spreading. How can he convince her that he won’t burn out? How can you convince someone who knows firsthand that sometimes love is not enough? Good luck Charlie!

[mini-mews]

crying into my boba rn omg snail ily :((<3

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out 🤍

🥺you're so sweet omg sending right back at ya 💛

just gonna spread this by tagging some of my lovely friends/all my moots: @sungbeams @velvetkisscs @inkchwe @mini-mews @saeivra @st1llm0nster @sjylouvreuvre @sunoostripletriplee @heejamass @jakeflvrz @dazzlingjaeyun @mintseung @ikeulove

i hope you all have a great day and remember to have a snack and drink some water 🥺💛

[dawnystar]

yakuza 0 majima just makes me so sad, i loved seeing the whole "customer is king" façade because it was refreshing, not the crazy majima we know, but at the same time he was at his lowest and it made me just so sad i want to punch and kill everyone who ever dared to hurt him.

[mini-mews]

to the beat of your heart was sooo good i teared up :’) do you have any plans on a pt. 2?

aw omg anonnie!! yer honestly too sweet for this :(<3 im so happy you enjoyed it!!

my plan right now is to have a drabble of every member before i start doing more parts. m' happy to know that someone actually wants a pt2 on my work !!

(but you should go vote to which one you'd like to see next out of the rest of the enhypen members wink wink nudge)

[minnies-duo]

when authors come into my inbox to thank me for reblogging their work or saying they liked my goofy tags

I get so shy like I love ya so much hehe shoutout to all the writers on here mwah <33

[ryuwuchuu]

Belp, you're too kind my silly kitty friend

But yes, to anyone who sees this, it's your old bird mother here (songbird-of-the-night / nightbirds-tavern)! I know it's been literal years, but I'm just trying to see how everyone's fairing and catch up, while trying to get myself back out onto stuff!

Ryugu is back, everyone go say hi to her and tell her she is pro!!!

@ryuwuchuu

[todayisafridaynight]

[yuzuocha]

let me fucking cook just this once

xavier as park moondae

zayne as ryu chungwoo

rafayel as cha eugene...

LET ME COOK 🗣️🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️💯

[mini-mews]

thank you my lovely @inkchwe for tagging me <3

tagging @skzhotpot @whipped-for-kpop-fics @jayparked @yvnempire @babeyun (no pressure ofc<3)

@justsomekpopstuff tagged me in this but the other post is miles long

Sacrifices: @beenbaanbuun @coffee-addict-kitten @wooyoungisbaby @halavibe @hwakakeri @hongjoongsgoat @sillyspero

[luvermore]

Choi Seung is a great example of this trope we see a lot in media, the best friend who practically lived in the main leads home. They always adore the mc's family, calls the parents of the mc their parents, and feels happiest when they are there. But internally they crave for their family to be that way. Even thought they are angry, hurt, and feel neglected, they are always waiting for their parents to have a moment. Where they realize the mistakes they have made, where they decide to change for the better, to embrace their family. Seok-Ryu and her family may have been a surrogate family to Seung-Ho but it also made him all the more broken. Seeing how easily it came for Mi-Suk to choose her two kids and also choose him was heart warming but it was also heartbreaking. It was slowly making him happy, making him feel chosen, while highlighting that the people who are supposed to do it, aren't. His mother didn't mean what she said, she loves her son, and mostly said those things to hurt her husband. But there was also some truth to it, and everyone knows that.

It also shows us why he kept his feelings buried for so long. We tend to hold onto friendships more than relationships because a relationship can always end. But your friendship is supposed to be this unbreakable bond. So if he confessed, he could lose what little family he ever had. He's an adult but this just proves that the little kid who felt like he ruined his mothers life and career, still exists.