#scared but excited i think ^.^
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i am going to need. lots of luck and whatever else it takes to survive tomorrow pls hope i dont have to deal with any losers 🫶
#ive been working towards slowly being more visibly trans and tomorrow ig marks the#kinda official point ? that im fully going by leo and all that i dunno. itll probably be fine but from here on out im visible bc im soo done#hiding.! so from here on out everyone in my life is gonna know 👍 its taken almost year of me hyping myself up to get to this point kdjfhdj#scared but excited i think ^.^#this past month ive been making a lot of big decisions abt what i want to keep doing and what i have to let go to let myself just be Me#its been a lot but im hoping im making the right decisions <3 im ready to move forward w whats best for me#ok rant(?)personal update(?) over we can all resume being silly now :3
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i am a being capable of immeasurable love and whimsy print!!
#and also. am a ilittlel kitty :3#mine#cats#brain empy. felt tip cats ONLY#we were promised snow today n then they decided actually :) rain all day for u#i bought new wool for a cardigan today im SO excited its gna be so colourful#i was going to do some sort of Thing on the back like a heart or something but im still too scared to do colour changing stuff#maybe....maybe next time#i think i will try a patter w like. an actual grid with it first rather than just rawdog it#bc i . do not know what im doing :3
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like dogs, shianni
my warden’s no good very bad awful horrible day and dancing with the ghost of her wedding day
#what a wedding am i right?#i HAD to redraw the city elf concept art#also my warden was actually really excited to get married :/#so uh she’s got mixed feelings about… settling down#i���m at orzammar#and alistair is laying it on thick and it’s… scaring herrrr#he can’t be the SECOND BLONDE GUY WHO WANTS TO MARRY HER AND THEN PROMPTLY DIES#also alistair is hardened only because i think her ruined wedding and having to join the wardens was HER HARDENING#anyways!#dragon age#warden tabris#dragon age origins#dao#da:o#city elf#grey warden#the grey wardens#my art
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Legend tells of the carp that leapt over the Dragon Gate at the crest of a river and became a stand up comedian.
#also toyed with calling this comic riddle of the sphinx#but that had a little too much reference already associated with it#comic#comics#sphinx#dragon#ive been thinking so much about humor as related to the tortured artist and comedians and poets as sad artists etc etc#and how often that can be true but how this predominant cultural vision pigeonholes comedy as a low art or even just one you have to just#'be talented' at intrinsically. or even 'be sad enough' to be good at#instead of a craft you hone and an artform itself#this comic isnt exactly about that.#but it's related#it's more about... two very different kinds of people. but who are the same kind of artist#if that makes sense#and literally being scared of what you want#art tag#sequential art#personal comic#quite happy with how this one turned out. im excited to have made it i feel like its really different than my usual comics
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Little things adults and older people can do to help younger people and children feel included, safe, and respected as an equal individual:
Ask before touching the young person - even for hugs. Ask before you take pictures of them, and let them see photographs of them before they are printed or sent to others (even family).
Apologize when you are wrong
Ask for a young persons thoughts on a subject, then engage with them after they have spoken
Demonstrate behaviour you want to see from them (see: apologizing). Say "excuse me," say "thank you," say "please" to them
Validate their feelings, even if they don't know how to express them just yet
Remember that this is the first time they've been alive, and that you've had way longer to "figure it out"
These are some things I wish other adults remembered when engaging with young folks. We so often forget what childhood felt like and how unfair it all was because we were often awarded freedoms as adults that we never had as children. These kids are equal to adults, and they deserve the same courtesy, respect, kindness, and understanding we give to other adults.
#youth liberation#the first point was something i had SO many struggles with#i would have breakdowns because i was scared my picture would be taken without my consent then shared to others#i took a picture of my younger brother with his permission and i let him decide if i could send it to our dad...#...because it felt so scary when people did that without my consent and i would NEVER want him to ever EVER feel that because of ME...#...and it turned out that we had a really positive engagement and he was happy and excited with the picture! because he was informed!#and i think that made him really happy and brought us closer because he felt safe because he knew he was respected as a human being#that stays in my head a lot. i want him to never ever feel how i did as a child. he is such a cool kid :)
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Tl;Dr - I stopped playing the game but I like the characters and I wanna draw them but idk if the wiki I use is up to date for cards
Do u know any wikis that have up to date cards for all the twst characters-
Asking specifically bc of Malleus cause I can't tell anymore if he has any more new cards bc HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A 100 DISNEY ANIVERSARY CARD IN THE WIKI I USE 😭
Like compared to everyone else in Disanomia, he has 12 cards (in the wiki I use) and then Lilia has 17 cards 💀
Cause I think Malleus has a Bean's Day card as well, but that could just be a fanmade one, I don't have JP twst nor ENG twst anymore so I can't confirm it myself urhghrhevw 🫠
Malleus doesn't have a Beans Day card, so that would've been fanmade! and the 100 anniversary cards are actually the new round of birthday cards, so most of the characters don't have 'em yet -- Malleus should be getting his in a couple of days, when his birthday event starts! oh god my keeeeeys
I think the wiki.gg stays pretty up to date? it looks to me like they have everything that's currently up through JP, at least. :O I did go through and do a quick count just because I couldn't believe Malleus only had 12 cards, but. he really does have the least...defeated only by Silver with 13...astonishing. we need his gargoyle club wear immediately.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#...maybe? tenuously? i have no idea#i think lilia and floyd are tied for the most at 18 each#twst loves the chaotic gremlins#granted card quantity is separate from card rarity/significance/whatever#i remember all of us losing our minds when vargas camp 2 came out and trey FINALLY got an event ssr after a million years#anyway i am looking forward to the upcoming magift cards and all don't get me wrong#but i am VERY VERY excited to see what the gargoyle club wear looks like#i NEED to 1) know what malleus thinks gargoyle fashion is and 2) see him in it#jade is also in a weird club by himself but at least that. y'know. has a gear theme and everything.#tangentially i do sometimes think about the fact that malleus and jade are both in single-member clubs#despite how in...i think lilia's robes story the music club was in danger of disbanding because they only had three members#although i do genuinely believe that crowley is too scared of both jade and malleus to tell them they can't have their clubs#so y'know. it tracks.
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Dubai trio + text posts
#gonna go ahead and apologize for the second one…#anyway i cannot stop thinking about these three#so excited and scared to see what’s gonna happen next week#especially bc we still haven’t seen that one scene of the room exploding around daniel#need to know what that’s all about#interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#armand#daniel molloy#danlou#devil’s minion#iwtv spoilers#text post meme
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@a-scary-lack-of-common-sense town kook ford and the mafia Stan
Was just gonna draw the smoothie meme then I just kept going lol
#town kook ford au#gravity falls#stanley pines#ford pines#I feel like Stan would just pick ford up#like all the time#and while at first ford might get scared#he comes around and actually really enjoys it#also Stan just going to work and forgetting ford on him#or Stan just bringing him to work just#makes me laugh#also I feel like they would definitely call the kids offen#and ford always excited cause he gets to yap#also thinking can#thinking trash can lol
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Going to get into the habit of carrying my journal everywhere w me bc I truly want to soak up every snapshot of this transitional period where I’m just a 22 year old girl finding my footing and the only thing I’m tied to are the decisions I make and the path I carve for myself
#No friends no family no bf no professor no nobody pressuring me to make choices#Just me and my whims for this short period of time before I matriculate and everything becomes regimented and I’m following someone else’s#Plan again#I don’t plan to be aimless bc a lot of plans are set in place for this in between time period and I only intend to iron them out w time#But this truly is the freest I think I’ll ever be and to be scared of that is insane#Accepting advice and acknowledging expertise are important but ultimately I will make the decisions at the end of the day#And that is so exciting and truly the most freedom I’ve had#Like not answering to anyone but myself now is a dream come true
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Love.
<previous - next>
#FFXIV#FinalFantasyXIV#Erenvahl#wolship#WoL x Erenville#X'vahl Tia#Erenville#Dawntrail spoilers#7.0 spoilers#AHHHHHHH!#So much to say about this one omg#so first of all *THIS* is the one I've been so excited about since I finished 7.0#X'vahl's 'I'm not leaving you' line is a direct callback to when Erenville told *him* that waaaaaay back in part 20 in the pre-DT days#(let me tell you the moment I realized that I could make that callback I think I just about fell out of my chair with excitement lol)#I've also been so careful not to have the word 'love' appear at all up until this point#(even in Yak T'el they canonically didn't say 'love' out loud.#X'vahl is one of those people who is very careful about who and when he uses that word with in a romantic context).#it is however something that X'vahl has known for a while but he's been too afraid to say out loud up until this exact moment.#He was so scared that as soon as he said it out loud there would be no going back#but there's been no going back for him for a while now and he's known it but he had to work up the courage to actually admit it to himself.#Also I'm aware that there's a good chance they'll be taking Erenville away from us shortly#and while X'vahl may be called away for WoL business#he will always return to Erenville#so the promise is more a vow that the love is there and it's not going anywhere no matter how physically far they might be from one another#Erenville is so far beyond giving a shit that the other three are there watching this whole scene unfold#like they are just not registering in his brain at the moment#a couple of these shots are from waaaaaay back when I was doing testing shots for this scene#and I'm so glad that they seem to seamlessly fit in with the newer ones. :')#Also looooool not me listening to Utada Hikaru's 'Don't Think Twice' on repeat while posing and editing this.
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meet cassian :]
close ups and more info under the cut!




gloomiest guy you’ll ever meet
pathetic loser
he’s an artist
comes from a rich family
he barely leaves his house, he stays inside a LOOOOOT
insane attachment issues
clingy and dependant yandere
he guilt trips a lot (isn’t really aware of it lmao) can be really manipulative without trying unfortunately
texts you constantly but if you don’t answer back in like 5 minutes he starts freaking out
sometimes he’s normal enough but if you take too long he WILL lose it
doesn't like it when you talk to other people, why can't you just talk to him? is he not good enough for you? what's so interesting about other people anyway?
he hates stairs (he's fallen down and up the stairs WAYYY too many times)
shy (lmao ok) and introverted (has a really hard time talking to people)
has a mascot! (his name is PopUp :] he made him for a school project and just ended up liking him a lot lol)
sopping wet cat
don’t be mean to him, he doesn’t like it, even as a joke
doesn’t get much social interaction cause he stays inside a lot
WAYYYY more comfortable texting, he’s like a totally different person when you’re texting him
spams a lot. like a lot
used to be a lot more outgoing and social
wishes you could be by his side 24/7
he’s sad a lot of the time
feels unloved, please shower him in love
really pessimistic when it comes to himself
he’s really passionate about art
you and art are the two things that make him extremely happy
if you thought nox was tired, meet cassian! he has an even worse sleeping schedule than nox
he’ll do ANYTHING to keep you by his side
so he can and will kidnap you! lol!
is also a stalker… great..!
has probably installed a camera somewhere in your room (um??)
you’re probably one of the only people that can convince him to leave his room
really loves shoujo manga, has fantasized about being the perfect male lead for you (he really wants a romance like that, only with you)
he's a huge romantic, he wants the two of you to have a happy life together
so please don’t leave him. please
takes a lot of walks at night, don’t worry he doesn’t spend ALL of his time inside (he wishes he could tho.)
he wants to have his happy ending with you <3
#num draws#cassian posting#<- hehe#yandere oc#male yandere#yandere male#oc art#yandere#original character#digital art#guys meet my sopping wet cat of an oc! i love him dearly!#also. i think i said this before but i put a lot of my own traits into my ocs#this fucker has the most of my traits. i wonder what that says about me#NONE OF THE YANDERE STUFF THO THATS ALL HIM!#i wanted to include more info but if i do ill just keep going and going and going and i dont think anyone is gonna read all that anyway </3#btw PopUp is a character that i made for a school project so yeah he's stealing him from me (and im ok w that. was supposed to happen lol)#i mean ive shown PopUp on the blog before just didn't tag it (bc i was just yapping and complaining about my project.)#this is my first time posting a full body (and like its the first one ive drawn in a while) pls be kind. im so scared to post this.#i worked really really hard on this so im excited to share this with you!#also this is my 1000th post. hell.#i still need to add him to the relationship chart n everything.#also i think ill do proper ref sheets for them bc. i cant just leave them as busts.#and ill rework rowan's too bc he deserves my love
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Hey! Hi! I need dental work, a filling repair between two teeth, so I'm opening up simple doodle commissions! Send me a photo of your pet, and I'll turn them into a doodle! I'm not picky about the animal, all critters welcome.
Don't have a pet? No problem! Send me a photo, even an idea, and we can work things out. Your critter doesn't even have to exist.
Whole procedure will be 606$, my goal is 120$ to cover the months phone bill, and I've put down a 25$ deposit for the appointment in September.
I only have cashapp at this time ( $ravencrantz )
I've temporarily opened up tumblr dms, so message me if you're interested! If you want more pet (okay. cat.) doodle examples, check out this tag! For my art in general check out this tag and there's also some things on my other blog @ravencrantz
#bookbird babbles#open commissions#commisions open#DOING IT SCARED#i only get about 600$ a month so 🫠#if i can just cover the phone bill thatd help SO much#also considering offering the embroidered pride patches but then we get into shipping shenanigans#and that adds an extra layer of Tasks#yes my dentist is expensive im very aware lmao#they also dont take my insurance but its this place or I Wont Go To The Dentist#for real theyre SO GOOD ive gone from anxiety dreams and throwing up weeks in advance#to forgetting i have an appointment at all bc im anxiety free#like im EXCITED to get the 'you have an upcoming appointment' text bc everyone is so kind and patient and gentle#for the first time in my life too!!!!!!!#also the place that takes my insurance wanted to pull all of my teeth out :) so :) no :)#ALSO THIS WILL BE A GOOD WAY TO TEST THE WATERS OF IF I CAN HANDLE ART COMMS#ive never done this before ive always been too scared 😭#i took comms once in college when i did artist alleys and i was always so anxious about it#What If Im Not Good Enough etc etc#but it IS something i want to do and kind of always wanted to#i was serious about the furry art tbh#i LOVE furry art so much the designs are SO cool#im just. not a furry.#idk if the community cares. i dont think they do generally#i also would love to make a fursuit one day but i have no desire to wear one again i just think theyre neat#the construction of fursuits is FASCINATING#ive rambled enough nyoops
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would love to see your take on Maple from the Oracle games please ^^ good luck with your quest!
I had never actually seen her character art before today so this is completely off but her!
and thank you so much, I will do my absolute best! 💪
#ask#I'm not very good at character design stuff so throwing something together fast was super tough but also super fun!#I always saw her as like very smug and with lots of patterns and flowing fabrics so I don't think I quite got it but in the fun way!#like I wanna revisit it !!#I never get to see her much in game actually I'm so scared of her stealing my stuff I run off...#I wish I'd made the evil red bag of theft more important but I straight up forgot about it#her actual game design is so cute though maybe she gets her green hair back next time...#I'M SO HAPPY I FINISHED SOMETHING THANK YOU <333 and thank you to everyone else too I'm excited to get to more stuff tomorrow! ;v; <3#oracle of seasons#oracle of ages#idk idk#maple
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This message was one of the funniest 🫠


#he's thinking about my punishment 👀👀.. i am excited- i mean oh naurr i am scared 🤭#love and deepspace#sylus love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#♡
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Killers spends so much time watching and analyzing color he’s memorized the way that guy breathes.
#utmv#sans au#sans aus#color spectrum duo#colorkiller#either or#sansshipping#mirrorshipping#killer sans#color sans#killer!sans#color!sans#colour sans#othertale sans#othertale#killertale#killertale sans#something new sans#something new au#utmv headcanons#utmv hc#undertale au#undertale aus#he knows how he breathes when he’s tired and when he’s asleep.#when he’s calm and when he’s getting annoyed#when he’s angry and when he’s scared.#when he’s excited#undertale something new#undertalesomethingnew#I think killer would love the way color looks at him.
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fully planning on posting full image of this today or tomorrow, but i liked this sokka lineart too much not to post on its own [id in alt]
edit: full drawing here
#my favorite sokka that ive done in a while#sokka#sokka fanart#i was drawing another comic today but got excited about the prince and the fool day and had to drop everything and do this#mywips#i think ive been even more stressed not drawing lately but this helped. sokka + hair + lineart is my bread and butter. heals my soul#atla#avatar the last airbender fanart#i can't believe there's NO news about sokka in the l*ve Action. so weird that there's been No News about him (covers ears)#out of context the zuko in the background looks so scared akjgkdhfks
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