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[lleserene]

it’s nighttime in your New York apartment and the lights of the cityscape twinkle through your window. soft warm lighting dimly illuminating your living room. you lay on the couch as your lover prepares dinner in the kitchen. the aroma of roasting bell peppers floods your nose as jazz plays on the record player. when the sweet sounds of the piano solo begin, your lover joins you in the living room. asking for your hand. smiling, you take it and begin to rock back and forth to the music. the citrus smell of her shirt invades your nose. the warmth of her body radiating onto your own. you settle into her embrace. dancing, as if you two are one in the confines of your cozy apartment.

[andauserene]

Can i request shattered glass reader that is an autobot, and the normal version are good friends with the normal autobots, and shattered version meet the normal autobots and decepticons?, i really dont mind which characters, i like whoever :)))

( I love your oshi no ko reader fic btw :33 )

No pressure lol!!

A/N : Hello anon! I've seen your request but unfortunately, I'm pretty busy and cannot find time to properly think of an idea, butttttttt now I can and sorry if this isn't what you wanted. :) And also, I'm very happy you're willing to reach out to me and asked. I'll answer everyone's submissions and requests, but it'll take time. My active hours are mostly day time, or afternoon, and probably Friday to Sunday. Thanks again!!🫶🏻

Warning!! : A little bit OOC. Maybe not related to the main storyline. Mostly hcs and mini scenarios. Gore, mentions of blood, murder or death of minor characters, mentions of abuse (mentally and physically), dark themes, me being a bit suggestive in this story. *wink wink* ;)

Shattered Glass x Normal AU

Optronix Prime (SG)

You were Optronix's most trusted righthand bot, often comes out with a very effective and efficient plan that makes the merciless Prime always praises your skills, and makes a you a role model to the other Autobots.

"Do you see how [Y/N] took down that Decepticon alone? That is how you all must do in the battlefield."

You of course follow his rules and orders, often carrying out important missions he couldn't just tell someone else to do.

And you'll return to him with nothing but victory and glory. And some of the cons' heads.

It's soon becomes clear to you that due to his darker side, he's very manipulative and possessive of you.

It was quiet scary, Optronix never thought he'll find someone he could rely on without having a processor ache just from thinking what could possibly gone wrong.

He adores you with Words of Affirmation, Gift Giving, and Quality Time. That are his love languages for you. :)

As for your love languages? May be vary, but he appreciates them.

But shhhh, one thing I'll tell you ; Optronix absolutely adores Acts of Service and Physical Touches from you.

Your servos and digits caress and massage him so good that he swore he will literally have you as his Conjunx Endura.

Don't get it wrong, he's very sore and have pained wires and coils, to the point you sometimes let out an inaudible wince at how hardworking the Dark Prime is.

When facing dangers, your opponent or archenemy is probably Soundwave.

The kind, loyal, and patient 'con whom take care of the humans really well. Thinking about him makes you feel sick.

And don't worry, Optronix will annihilate him. After all, what's a good Conjunx if not helping their Sparkmate?

Just be careful though, when it comes to berth, safe to say that he'll take all parts of the bed and you. ;))

Goldbug (SG)

Do you even know him? Now you do. :)

He thinks you're cute as hell, but says or shows nothing about it.

When Optronix paired you with him, he just nods and then walks away, expecting you to follow him.

Bonus if you look like a clumsy, cutesy lil' bot and maniac, sadistic, psycho the next.

Goldbug doesn't show it, but he clearly likes how you're so small compared to him. I mean, look at the second pic of him! If he's small in normal AU, then he's def taller in SG.

Will try to impress you by showing a bit of his personality, which he very rarely shows to make you feel honored.

Once he's sure about it, he will comm-link you out of blue and make it as if he's in need of help.

Bumblebee is a mischievous mech, so I don't think Goldbug is different. He's just good at hiding his personality.

So when you panicked, thinking he's dead, he will suddenly woken up and kneel in front of you.

Goldbug is surprisingly gentle as he holds both of your servos and asks you tp be his Conjunx Endura.

Now, there are two scenarios :

One, you accept and jump to his servos, but not before you slap his arm quite harshly as your cry errupts. Goldbug wouldn't mind, knowing you're caring towards him.

Probably into saying things like, "Oho, scared of my death, aren't you?" and "Don't worry about me sweetspark. How about worry for your lil' self? 'Cause I ain't leave that beautiful frame of yours unclaimed." :>>

Two, you will stare at him dumbfounded before you turn around and walk away, making Goldbug stares at you in disbelief and hurt before-

-you jump at him and say "Yes!" multiple times. And "Please don't do that, my Spark almost jump out of my Sparkchamber..." as you sniffle in his arms. :'^

From that day on, as you fight with a few Decepticons, Goldbug secretly talks about you to a barely alive 'Con that you're his Sparkmate for life, Conjunx Endura forever, and not a single soul should be bless with her affection as he does.

Eh, nevermind, he thinks.

You'll always be his, now and forever, this life and another life. Nothing will separate you and him, not even time itself.

Optimus Prime (TFP)

You're an Autobot, yet... why is the insignia purple?

Oh scrap that, you're awfully evil for an Autobot! Optimus thinks to himself.

Even when he confronts to you about your acts, you bite back at him by saying "You're so soft and gentle for an Autobot leader, just like Megatronus!"

Hold up- Megatron? Gentle and soft? What?

"What do you mean by that? Megatron is nothing but conquerer and destroyer!" --Optimus to you, in disbelief.

"Optronix, what're you talking about? Megatron is the softest 'Con ever! His loyal Decepticons are fake ambassador of peace and coexistence!" --You to Optimus, thinking he's Optronix, just in different paintjob.

"What?" --Optimus to you in a neutral yet bewildered expression.

Oh, this is interesting. A Decepticon in Autobot's facade, this will be juicy~

When he thinks you're a threat to other Team Prime members, Optimus will definitely catches and arrests you.

Not like in a jail, but in a special room where only the Matrix of Leadership can open. He designed it by himself.

As you grumble about "Let me out!" and "Frag you, Not Optronix!", he will slowly consoles you, distracting you from your distress.

Optimus is very very very patient and gentle mech, often asking your opinion and mind so he can understand you better.

As the time past by, you realize one thing ;

"Scrap. I fell in love with a fake Optronix." --You to yourself, faceplate bright blue in realization and embarrassment that rarely surface.

And Optimus too, in fact, realizes he fell for a fake Autobot.

"I never recall an Autobot awfully evil like her... yes, I will fix her." --Optimus thinks, recalling and planning to fix you. Literally.

When the time is right, when he definitely fixes and changes you, he will request your presence.

With wary eyes from other Team Prime members, especially Arcee, you begin to drive to the destination Optimus asked you to.

"Will you be my Conjunx Endura?" --Optimus kneels in front of you, asking this out of nowhere.

At first, he is a bit shaken by your unsure expression.

But then, he loves it when you actually smile sheepishly and says "Yes, I will." in a cute, quiet tone.

Team Prime is a bit... shocked about this, to say the least, but hey, as long as the Big Boss is happy, they're happy too. :)

Your habits of slaughter, genocide, suicidal, and such have decreased a lot.

And yes, Optimus did changed you. Literally, and... metaphorically. >:)

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Note : I'll divide this to two parts. Part one with SG Optimus and Bumblebae, part two with Original Bumblebae and Autobots. I think I'll use TFP for ori!AU, bcs it's a masterpiece.🫶🏻🧸

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♡~ @sereneisstillhere

♡~ @soundwave-is-far-superior

[soundwave-is-far-superior]

Mechs when...

...you nudge their digit slightly and look at them like this :

...you cup ther faceplate and place a soft kiss on their cheeks.

...he uses his holoform and adores how amazed and shy your face when sees him.

...you cry on his shoulder and wraps his arms around you, protecting you from the harsh world.

...he kisses you too long and completely smitten by the way your hands on his chest.

...he learnt how to pin you to the wall, and uses that as an advantage to surprise you and see how flustered you are.

...you try to make him jealous but in the end, he's always above you.

...someone harassing you and isn't afraid to teach them some "lessons", if not straight up slaughter.

...you're on your period. He'll be your teddy bear, your warm pad, someone you can do whatever you like with (e.g. punching them), and always brings your favorite food.

...he tells his backstory and past, while keeping you on his lap, twriling your locks, or pressing his nose to your neck.

...he bites your neck and continues to do so until your knees weak.

...he's not in the mood and pour it on you in the most romantic way.

...protecting you becomes his "never ditch never forget" principle.

...who has a strong sense of moral and pride, but will destroy everything including them for you.

...you tease him and act flirty, and the next day you're covered in bite marks.

...you wear these dresses and he'll go crazier head to heels over you than before :

...he's being the sweetest and will tell you that everything is alright. It'll be okay. <3

...can't get his hands off you even for a second.

...he swore to every star in the sky that he'll love you for eternity.

...he'd rather die in the most agonizing and painful way than betraying you.

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Characters ; Soundwave, Shockwave, Optimus Prime, Bumblebee, Knockout, Predaking, Prowl, Ratchet, Hot Rod, Jazz, Sideswipe, First Aid, Breakdown, Smokescreen, Ultra Magnus, etc...

♡~ @sereneisstillhere

♡~ @andauserene

[sereneisstillhere]

Daughter of Ai and Gorou...!? [Fem!Reader x Oshi no Ko]

A/N : Oh my God I'm so sorry if my principle is bothersome to someone out there😭🙏🏻 I just have the same views like J. K. Rowling regarding LGBTQ+, but let's not talk about that rn. I made the whole story and somehow Tumblr decided to do shts and it's gone from my draft😭💢 FU Tumblr- anyways, please interpret the story to your liking, this is rewrite since the shts Tumblr decided to do, and I hope you enjoy it!!🫶🏻

Request by : @the-letter-horror-lover (sorry if I make you uncomfortable🙏🏻🧸)

Warning!! : angst, major character death (Ai, Aqua, Gorou & Reader [before reincarnation]), slight depression (Akane part), AU where Ai and Hikaru are married but divorced after 4 months only, fluff, please interpret the story as you like it, spoilers for manga tho it's ended, if I miss anything just reblog and tag. Thanks🫶🏻���

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You and Gorou were left behind by your mother for some stupid guy. Gorou takes great care of you and never talk about your mother ever since that. What you know is that they're divorced when you're 6.

The life Gorou gives you isn't that luxury, but it's still comfortable and you're not starving. That's what matters. Your study and academics are also great, thanks to Gorou's dedication on teaching you.

But, even the purest swan will meet its doom.

When you're 14, your friends asked you to go on hiking, so you agree. At first, everything seemed alright and goes just fine. Until one of your friends was stung by a wasp and accidentally push you over the cliff. As ridiculous as it sounds, it's actually very fatal.

Not only you who fell, but your friend who got stung by the wasp also fell. The two of you suffer lethal injuries, but your friend survives. It's you, however...

...blood spills everywhere, you couldn't move a muscle, your mind's going haywire, your heart beats faster before it slows down...

...and before you know it, you're gone.

This incident caused a deep pain to Gorou. Not that he lost his wife to another guy, he also lost his only daughter to the death. It left him devastated, depressed, and he even thinks of suicide.

But he remembers that you won't like it. You won't like your father kill himself for blaming everything to him, right? He knows it, so he canceled the plan.

Well, he's going to die anyway, pushed by Ai's deranged fan off the cliff and reincarnated as Ai's son.

It's not that complex, just a world full of lies and deception, and the former is known as the weapon in this entertainment industry...

Ai and you had the wholesome mother and daughter relationship.

Not only that, but if Ai's being honest which she clearly doesn't, you are her favorite out of Ruby and Aqua. But no, she had to be fair with her children, so she keeps it to herself.

When you and Ai are practicing to dance, you're a very talented girl and she immediately knows it.

Will teach you and Ruby how to be an idol at the age 3.

When Aqua is filming the movie he and Ai starred, she will bring you no matter what. With an excuse that you're her niece.

Why does she reasons like that?

Your hair is purple, like hers. Not to mention your eyes are literally Hikaru's. So yep, you're her niece in the public's eyes.

When you feel down or sad, just remember her. She will always catch you if you fall. <3

Even after her death, her influence over you is still prominent.

The way you behave and speak is her exact copy, except that you're the nicest and purest kid in the world, unlike Ai who views herself as sneaky and dirty.

When you witnessed Ai's death in front of your eyes, your whole body couldn't move, and just like Aqua, you got a severe PTSD.

But fret not, when you're asleep, Ai will always come to you, saying how sorry she is to leave you, and how sorry she is to never got the chance to tell you who's your father.

Ai will always love her children, but when it comes to you... she will never leave your side.

"[Y/N]... you're my sunshine, my world. I love you..."

Oh and btw, why is your name the same with your previous life's? Because the moment Ai knew that Gorou had a daughter who died at the age of 14, she immediately vowed to the stars that she'll name her daughter the same as her, [Y/N].

When Aqua found out that you're his daughter in the previous life, he'll go to super duper siscon mode.

He knew you so well after all. Your mannerism, your behavior, your tone, and your way of thinking. He knows it all.

Even if you don't realize that he's Gorou, he'll still control your life like how he was when he's your father.

The moment he found out that Hikaru is your father and that he takes interest in you, Aqua won't ever leave your side. Like, ever.

Hikaru got his eyes on you due to your beauty, talent, and definitely charisma that even Ai couldn't rival.

Had Ai and Hikaru are together, Aqua will never let Hikaru get close to you, even when he's just a father who's curious about his daughter.

He'll be like 'excuse me man, but I'm her father in the previous life and her soul is my daughter so don't even think that you can be her father' kind of person whenever he saw Hikaru.

And he'll definitely snatch your phone the moment you set your eyes on someone.

His daughter- I mean sister, is about to date?!! No, no. As a good father, he should be the one who pick your boyfriend. You never knew if that guy is good or bad!

When he died, people believed that Hikaru killed him, but you don't. You knew that Aqua would risk everything just to ensure you and Ruby alive. Even if that means he'll stab himself and push Hikaru to the ocean as a disguise of Hikaru killing him, so be it.

No need to cry now, my little dove. He will always watch over the two of you. This is his choice, and even he's starting to regret to never see you again, at least... he won't lose you for the second time.

"[Y/N], you're always been my guiding light. I never thought I'll see you again, but now you're here as my sister. No matter what, I'll always be your father, got it?"

Ruby Hoshino... now, I won't say that she's not jealous of you.

She envied how fluid and graceful your movements are, how talented you are, and that you got the natural charm.

But she welcomes it as a part of being human.

Jealousy, envy, insecurity... she feels it.

Ruby is not the person to be that envious and act on her feelings alone.

She knows that you'll never flex your abilities in front of her, not when all you do is helping her to be an idol like her dream.

You're not a threat to Ruby, she views you as someone she relies on, she could believe, and she had no mind when you outshine her.

She thinks you deserve it, but the feeling of envy is still there.

Regardless, she won't ever and I mean it, ever try to bring you down.

Ruby imagines how kind you are and how sweet you are to everyone, especially to her.

She often laughs and giggles whenever the two of you around. She loves you just like how you adore her.

When she found out that you and Aqua were daughter and father in the previous life... all I could imagine is her face like this ':O'.

Will definitely call you "Aqua's baby girl" and "Sweetheart" just to tease you.

When Aqua dies, she comforts you despite her own sadness.

Will help you out of your depression as she knows that you're the most affected (and not dramatic like Kana is when she's no one to Aqua- oops🫢)

When she reaches the stardom with you and Mem-CHO at Tokyo Dome, she'll always be by your side, knowing that you and her are the only ones left on the Hoshino legacy.

"Aqua's baby girl~...- ow, ow, alright, alright! [Y/N], I'm so lucky to be your sister. We're in everything together, right?"

You met her when Aqua brings you and Ruby to a dinner with his friends.

Immediately likes you due to your kind nature and soft spoken manner.

Akane feels comfortable around you, and she immediately forgets Aqua as she knows how protective you are to him. She'll do anything for you. <3

When she finally connect the dots that you, Ruby, and Aqua are Ai's children, she'll be more affectionate and kind to you, being mature and always try to console you from your PTSD.

You're just like Ai... except that you're not manipulative and good at deception like your late mother. Or so Akane thought.

But you've proven her that your angel heart and doll face can be a very weapon to manipulate those around you.

When she's bullied by netizen, you always ask her conditions, often offering poor Akane advice and shoulder to lean on.

Even as she's about to jump from the bridge, she keeps getting reminded of you. How you'll react when she died...

...she almost stop, but then she imagines your disgust face when you fully understand what she did to Yuki...

Aqua managed to save her just in time, and you waste no time to visit Akane right away. Ruby stayed at home to take care of Miyako's unfinished work.

The moment Yuki is about to slap Akane on the face, you slap her first in a very harsh way.

The anger in your eyes is palpable as you yell at the black-haired girl, "Are you out of your mind?! Akane almost commit suicide, and the first thing you do is slapping her?!!"

It took Aqua and Akane herself to calm you down from beating Yuki's arse off.

Since then, you and her are close, often hand to hand as she fears that you maybe lost due to your childish nature around her.

But she believes that you're old enough to not lost on a crowd, so she sometimes let you wander, but not too far. She's worried for you.

When Aqua died, she's so worry about you. She hadn't hear about you for days, only cryptic answers from Miyako and that is.

But you hug her and cry on her shoulder after persuaded to come out of your room.

She watches as you, Ruby, and Mem-CHO reached your stardom at Tokyo Dome with proud eyes and happy smile.

"I knew that you could face everything, [Y/N]. You're stronger than anyone I've ever met."

Oh... and this redhair...

You don't like her very much as she used to insult Ai in front of you.

When Ruby is asking her to be an idol with her and you, the stars in your eyes are black. Both of them.

So you're officially the first Hoshino sibling to shown dark star eyes! <3

She sees you as someone who'll take all attention away from her, but come to realize that you deserve it more than her in a harsh way.

Kana will always act a bit too close to Aqua, and it irked you a lot.

Got into fights with you is nothing new to Kana.

When she's confident in her acting skills, the way you can do it better, charming, and even attractive than her and Akane combined makes her question herself even more.

Kana also thinks that you're being overprotective to Aqua, shown when you always hold his arm whenever Kana is near, or the two of you always hold hands.

She's jealous that you and Aqua had a better relationship than she'll ever be.

But the moment Kana realized that you're Ai's daughter, she tries her best not to speak so badly about Ai, or at least not talking about her.

When Aqua died, you slap her for slapping Aqua's dead body. Girl, who'd slap a corpse of someone?😭

The two of you mend things again after a few weeks since his death.

She watches as you, Ruby, and Mem-CHO reached your stardom by performing in Tokyo Dome. She knew it's Ai's dream, and she finally learns to support you wholeheartedly.

"You're annoying, Hoshino. But even so, I'll always support you, as your senior, of course."

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[serenefreakgeekao3]

Hey. Again. So I am in love with peeta mellark and would love if you could write about him having a partner at home in d12 and when him and katniss have to do the whole lovers act in the arena they get super jealous (pretend him and katniss never fell in love really) and when he comes home they're avoiding him and he confronts them about what's wrong. It end with them cuddling and talking about the games

Summary: “PEETA MELLARK!” Effie Trinket had read his name from the slip of paper in her hands, and you felt your knees give out. Katniss Everdeen had just made a spectacle of herself as the first volunteer of District 12. So where did that leave the love of your life? Apparently, inside an arena where he appears to fall in love with his district partner. Can things ever be the same when they both managed to make it back home as the ‘Star Crossed Lovers’? (No use of Y/N!)

Warnings: mentions of bad family behaviour, mentions of disassociation but not named as such, (almost) suicidal thoughts mentioned very briefly, jealousy from reader,

A/N: So this turned less from a jealous reader and more into a hurt/comfort scenario. I apologize if this isn’t exactly what you requested, I don’t normally write jealousy cause I don’t like how toxic it can turn sometimes. I tried my best! Hope you like it!

You were living through your worst nightmare. You would’ve amended that, at one point in your life, saying that perhaps living through the Hunger Games would be your worst nightmare, but you couldn’t imagine that even replacing yourself with Peeta and knowing you would die would be any worse than this. If this had been a week earlier, you would’ve said hearing Peeta’s name be called from Effie Trinket’s mouth was your worst nightmare. But surely, nothing could be worse than this.

Hearing Peeta’s name during the reaping had drained all life from you. However, seeing him before he left- for the very last time everyone kept telling you, but you managed to keep hope- had wrung an entire lifetime through you and faded away once more. You felt exhausted as you watched the train pull out of District 12. You refused to give up hope and told him so during your final goodbyes.

“Don’t you dare try to act like this is already over. Work with Katniss, I heard she’s good with a bow. Do whatever you need to, but don’t give up. Don’t ever give up because I am here and I’m waiting for you to come home-”

“Hey,” Peeta interrupted gently, taking your hands and pulling you into his arms, “My love for you is like the sun. Always shining, and always there.” He kissed the top of your head, mumbling against your hair, “I’m not giving up. I would never do that to you.”

Watching them dress him up had a morbid twist to it, knowing they were just trying to make him pretty enough to die. Nothing they do would be good enough, he was always the most handsome when smiling genuinely- and there was no way that anyone in the Capitol would be able to force him to smile genuinely. Even during his interview, when he joked around with Caesar and they leaned over to smell each other, a sadness pulsed through your heart at the fake, plastered smile he had. Even when asked about a ‘sweetheart back home,’ and Peeta had replied that he loved someone but refused to name them, he still hadn’t really smiled once. But you knew, once he looked into that camera he was looking directly at you. And that you were both mourning every second that you couldn’t spend together.

Once the countdown began, you watched Peeta’s harried face. How he had searched for Katniss, but she had run off without him. You were beside yourself when he was eventually left alone with the Careers- then felt blessed by any gods still living when they took him on as a temporary ally to find Katniss. You knew he was only doing so to save his own hide, and you couldn’t thank him enough for it. Of course, he wouldn’t actually hurt Katniss. But perhaps that could’ve also been a plus to this arrangement- he wouldn’t have to.

Every second that they showed on screen, your eyes were glued to it. Being gathered in the square to watch the beginnings of the Hunger Games, the countdown and the bloodbath. You were watching from home- one of the rare times they actually supplied electricity to everyone’s homes- way into the night, until he had fallen asleep on the television. Even then you were scared to close your own eyes, afraid of something happening to him during the night. But then the Capitol shut off the show and bid their own city citizens a good night. Only when there was nothing left to watch from the broadcast did you finally fall over on your couch and let your eyes fall closed.

You awoke to a sound blaring from the television, the jingle of Caesar’s show just before he went live. He began a recap of what had happened the night before, with colourful commentary of course. You kept an eye on the screen but didn’t see anything that should give you pause. You watched the death countdown at the end and finally breathed a sigh of relief.

So this was how your days went. You still needed to eat though, and drink and sleep. You worked your paltry job, and always stopped by the Mellarks on the way home. They knew you well, of course. This was hitting them hard, but they still had two other sons. The Mellark father always looked at you with pity though, as if you had no one else left. He wasn’t too far off. He gave you an entire loaf of bread every day that you had stopped by, and one time you finally heard the matriarch in the back of the shop.

“District twelve might finally have a winner.”

With the pitiful look Peeta’s father shot you, and the sour look of one of his brothers as he stormed out, this seemed to be a reoccurrence. And it seemed she wasn’t speaking of her own son.

You were especially fragile that day anyway, as that was the day that Peeta had been injured and camouflaged himself into the riverbed. He wasn’t dead, though. He wasn’t dead. You kept repeating that to yourself as you walked home, pinching small bites off of the whole loaf and force-feeding yourself. It still tasted like ash in your mouth.

And while all of that may have been a bad dream, this was the waking nightmare.

They had announced that two winners may be crowned so long as they were from the same district. You both loved and hated that announcement, really curious whether they would hold up their end of the bargain. Finally, someone to save Peeta! Katniss had immediately called out his name and started running, and you felt your own pulse spike as hers surely was.

Everything else had happened so quickly you couldn’t spare a thought for it. Until now. As Katniss straightened up from over Peeta, you bit your lip hard. No, there was no way that this was happening. There was no way that Peeta was looking up at the woman he’d never known his whole life as if she was his world. There was no way-

“Katniss, I don’t know what to say.”

“You don’t have to say anything now, Peeta. I know you probably don’t return my feelings-”

“I do,” He interrupted quickly, and you bit your lip harder, tears coming to your eyes from more than just physical pain. “My love for you is like the sun.”

You had turned the tv off then. Its silence had been so staggering, so different from the way you had been living with constant noise assaulting your senses. You didn’t know how long you sat there before eventually letting yourself fall onto your side, closing your eyes and letting the day pass you by.

You continued your usual routine the next day, with an added look from Peeta’s father. It was like he was confused about something- probably why you bothered to keep on trying. Peeta had been rather convincing, after all. Even you believed it. He wouldn’t have said those words if he hadn’t actually meant them. Mr Mellark still gave you a loaf of bread, and the warmth from the food finally sunk into your hands. That’s when she walked out.

“Why are you still giving away precious food to this ingrate?” She had slapped the loaf from your hands, and the cold that seeped back into you felt familiar. “Obviously if she manages to save our son, he won’t be wasting time on this one anymore. Neither should we.”

You left without any fuss and finally turned the tv back on once you arrived home. It took a few hours to finally get a recap of what you had missed during your tantrum, but only a few minutes to realize, thankfully, that Peeta was still alive. No matter how shattered your heart was, he still needed to live. Because if he could live, and live happily with her, then that would be enough.

The games must’ve been going on too long, as the Capitol suddenly sped things up. The final showdown was beginning, and Peeta and Katniss were still both very much alive. You watched in a detached sort of happiness as your district finally won the Hunger Games. Then the announcement happened. Only one victor left standing.

“Kill her, Peeta.”

You would’ve been surprised at the words coming out of your mouth from any other instance. However, this was the Hunger Games. This was Peeta, and this was the woman he had said those words to. You kept mumbling to yourself, begging him to do something as he turned fearful eyes onto her. You knew that if it was yourself inside that arena, he would’ve already been doing whatever he could to make sure you survived. This means that he was likely thinking the same thing now, too. He was trying to find some way to kill himself so Katniss wouldn’t have to.

“Just trust me. If they won’t allow two victors, we won’t give them one.” Katniss had poured those damned berries into his hands, then locked eyes with him and began a countdown. You felt your heart sink with every number she spoke, finally letting your eyes fall closed. You didn’t want to watch his destruction at the hands of the one he loved. You couldn’t bear the thought.

“STOP! Stop!” You opened your eyes, watching both Peeta and Katniss raise their eyes to the sky. “Ladies and gentlemen, I present your victors of the 74th Hunger Games!”

While you knew this meant nothing for your own future, you had cried. You couldn’t find it in yourself to figure out whether the tears were of happiness for Peeta’s survival, or mourning a life that once was. You had finally cried, and let yourself feel all of those burdening emotions, too many of them to handle.

You continued on with your life from there. You worked your useless job, you stopped visiting Peeta’s family, and you came home just to eat bland foods and sleep. You weren’t sure what kind of life this was, whether existing just for the sake of it was worth all the trouble, but you knew that nothing could really get worse, so that meant it could only get better, right?

You hadn’t paid any attention to the days after he survived. You didn’t try to make it to the train station to meet him, you didn’t bother stopping by his old home to see if he visited his family, and you didn’t try to fight your way into Victor’s Square to see him finally. You didn’t even really know when he arrived back in twelve, just that he had at some point. You had even seen Katniss eventually, moving with determination through the district toward her family home. You had averted your gaze immediately, not ready to deal with that trauma.

It was a few days later, late in the evening after work, when you finally heard a knock on your door. It wasn’t common to get visitors, and any that were common didn’t tend to knock. You had frozen at your kitchen sink, in the process of drying your hands after washing what few meagre dishes you owned. Slowly, mechanically, you finished drying off your hands and tried to smooth the wrinkles out of your generic outfit. You took your time walking over to your door, then took a deep breath before opening it.

There he stood, Peeta Mellark. Winner of the 74th Hunger Games, and one-half of the Star-Crossed Lovers. No matter how often you tried to prepare yourself for this moment, nothing helped. Because he was there, in person, so close that you could reach out and touch him. Nothing could prepare you for seeing Peeta and not letting yourself bask in his warmth.

The smile that crossed his face, however, took your breath away. It may have also been the cause of the few tears that escaped your eyes, falling slowly down your cheek. He had been in the middle of saying your name when he noticed them, his smile slowly falling away to an expression of confusion.

“Why haven’t I seen you since I got back?” He asked this as if it was obvious, as if you should’ve been waiting for him. “My father says you stopped coming by sometime toward the end of the games? I was worried something had happened to you.” He says this as if he should care and it burns your chest hotter than any feeling of depression had up to this point.

“Why should I bother?” You had never heard your voice like this, so void of emotion. Peeta hadn’t either, clearly, for the gobsmacked look on his face. “I figured you’d be plenty happy with your new lover.”

“Lover?” His voice was incredulous, and he immediately shook his head before quickly looking over his shoulder. “Can we take this inside?”

“Do you really think that’s a good idea? Don’t you think they might see?” ‘Don’t you think she might see?’

“That’s why we should just-” He huffed, gently placing a hand on your hip and pushing you inside. His touch sent enough of a shock to your system that you obliged, pulling back before taking another few steps backwards. Breathing room, that’s what you needed. You watched him close the door behind him, lock it with your flimsy excuse of a lock, and pull the curtains closed on the front-facing window. “They can’t see the truth.”

“The truth?” You mumbled, crossing your arms and holding them against your chest. Everything felt off-kilter, being in the same room as Peeta and running from his touch. None of this felt right. “I saw the truth clear enough.”

“What are you even talking about?” Peeta took a step toward you finally, and you matched his step backwards. He looked more worried than you had ever seen him, even inside the arena when he should’ve been worrying about his own safety. “Please, just talk to me. Tell me what’s wrong so I can fix it.”

“Why bother fixing things with me?” You couldn’t meet his eyes any longer, not without wanting to throw yourself at the man. But he’s in love with someone else, you had to keep reminding yourself that. “She’s right there now, she lives right across from you. If you didn’t already move into the same house.” The thought, while not entering your head before now, suddenly lived in your brain. That’s all you could see in your mind’s eye, Peeta and Katniss being homely together. You felt physically ill, rubbing your face with your hands as if trying to brush the thought away.

“What?”

“Katniss!” You had finally raised your voice, finally included any sort of emotion in it. It really looks like you weren’t leaving this unscathed. “Go find your new lover, stop wasting your time on me!”

“No,” His voice was quiet, his head shaking ever so slightly back and forth. “I thought if anyone could see through it all, it would’ve been you.”

“See through it?”

“Yeah, see through the ruse.”

“I thought I could too!” You yelled, holding yourself back from a growl. Your arms were thrown on either side of you and you watched Peeta’s hands curl up into a ball. “I thought everything was a ruse- how long, Peeta? How long until it went from something you were acting at to something you were really feeling?”

“Never!”

“Don’t lie to me Peeta!” You choked back a sob, raising a hand to your mouth quickly. Peeta’s expression turned from one of confusion and anger to one of desperation at the sound, taking another step forward. You took another step back. “I heard what you said.”

“What?”

“I heard what you said!” You obligingly repeated what you had originally mumbled, though you didn’t believe for a second that he hadn’t heard you. “What you said to her.”

“Wait-”

“I heard it Peeta, don’t try to deny it.”

“I didn’t-”

“Stop trying to fight this! I heard what you said, I know you love her!”

“I was saying it to you!”

You had never heard Peeta raise his voice so loud. You felt frozen in your spot, breath coming in pants and yet the silence that followed could’ve put a funeral to shame. You watched the shame flow through Peeta, he had never wanted to raise his voice after his past with his family. But he quickly shook off the shock, taking a step forward towards you, and another when you finally didn’t back away. He repeated himself softer, “I was saying it to you.”

“No, you were looking at her.”

“I was looking through her.” Peeta shook his head, looking down. “I would’ve never said it if I knew it caused you such pain.”

“What are you talking about, Peeta?”

“I had to say it.” He took another step closer, shortening the distance between you in the small house surrounding you both. “Don’t you see? I had to say something, I had to play along with the ruse.”

“I can’t handle this,” You mumble, mostly to yourself. This was getting dangerously close to territory that you feared you’d never be able to step into again. If you were forced to leave him again after this small chance of having him back, it would ruin you.

“Please, please,” Peeta took another step closer and finally reached over to take your hand. You numbly let him. “I didn’t want to. They started it in the train on the way to the Capitol, so damned early. Haymitch said if we played the role of lovers we’d get more sponsors. I refused, Katniss refused. That had seemed like the end of it.”

“The role of…?”

“Then they brought it back up during the last interview before the games. Told me to spring it on the audience, and they asked Caesar to ask if I had anyone back home. Told me to say that I didn’t, that the one I loved followed me to the Capitol. I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t lie like that. I wouldn’t have been believable.” He reached forward to take your other hand, and you finally realized you were staring into his bright blue eyes.

“When they made the announcement, Katniss came to find me. I was in bad shape, but I was surviving. I was surviving for you because you told me not to give up. Because I couldn’t just leave you behind with nothing, with no one else.

“She took me to that cave, and when she leaned over to kiss my cheek she whispered to me. She said ‘This is your only chance,’ as if I didn’t have any choice. And honestly- she was right.”

You thought back to how the wound had looked, how it pulsed blood and how you felt like your own heart was pulsing out along with it. You didn’t remember anything after that until you had eventually turned the tv back on. Peeta had recovered, somehow.

“We played the lovers act to get sponsors. We played the lovers act to win. Please, you have to know,” Peeta took another step closer to you, bringing you two chest to chest. “I wasn’t going to eat the berries. I was scared when they announced there would be only one winner because I would have to fight her, and she was strong. She had already proven it. But when she concocted that stupid plan, I wasn’t going to do it. I wasn’t willing to die for whatever stupid point she wanted to prove to the Capitol. I was going to watch her swallow those berries, and then spit mine out. I was going to win, for you.”

“Peeta,” Your voice was breathless, but he had finally fallen quiet. He looked so pained, and you took your hand from one of his to raise it to his cheek, letting your thumb drag across his cheekbone. “Is this real? I can’t-” You choke back a sob, feeling the tears roll down your cheeks. “I can’t lose you again.”

“I said those words for you,” Peeta repeated softly, letting his head fall forward to rest against your forehead. “It was a message. I was trying to tell you I still loved you.”

“I heard it wrong,” You mumbled incredulously, huffing out a laugh, “This whole time, I heard it wrong.”

“My love for you is like the sun,” He repeats, closing his eyes, “Always shining, and always there.”

You tipped forward quickly and slotted your mouth with his, and he finally released your hand to place on your hips, pulling you flush against him. You were so scared to never get this again, and yet it felt so familiar to you regardless. Peeta moaned low in his throat, attempting to pull you closer, and you finally wrapped your arms around him. It was at this moment you knew, Peeta was finally home.

[bardicfool]

Day 27: The Devolved

Author: @serenewrites​

Genre: science fiction/post-apocalyptic

What first piqued my interest: O hay more shady government agencies! ❤️ Also the whole concept of genetically modified/mutated people in a post-apocalyptic world being referred to as “devolved” is very striking.

What I want to learn more about: Kein is a “nonMod” living in a Mod survivor camp, so of course I need to know: What is that dynamic like? Why did the camp take her in, and how does she contribute to the community? How will her relationships change when she and her friends inadvertently bring a soldier back to camp? And, of course, the biggie: why is the government after Kein in the first place?

What I’m excited about: The worldbuilding looks really fun, and the cast is diverse and interesting. I’m very much looking forward to more excerpts and general discussion around this WIP as it develops.

WIP Page

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The WIP Shout-Out Project is a challenge I created for myself to give a brief virtual high-five to one WIP every day in July. While these shout-outs aren’t super in-depth, I’m hoping they’ll still help spread a little love and encouragement to the writeblr community. If you want to follow along, I’ve tagged all related posts #wip shout-out. Feel free to give your own shout-outs, too!

[mayvinwrites]

For the OC ask game... 73, 78, 109, annnnd 132

73. Has your character been to/ ever explored any ruins? Yes, there are some Ruins in Odettes village, put there to make invaders think the place is abandoned (it rarely works tho)

78. Have any of your characters been exiled from their society?  Oh ho ho, well I said I was doing it for Odette but as they are in the same universe. Yes. there is a character who WAS exiled.

109. Would your character blackmail a god? Odettes a go-getter, if she’s got a goal she’ll get there on matter what. So yes, she would.

132. Who is the precious cinnamon roll? Larken, he’s a giant guy who’d tower over most, but he’s adorable. A bit childish at times, but he’s got a heart of gold.

[howdywrites]

Happy STS! Was there a moment for you when things clicked? Your plot finally made sense; your main character named themselves; your antagonist finally showed their face? Tell me about it!

Happy STS to you, too! ❤️

I’ll answer for Love Is since it’s the first project I’ve finished!

The idea to write a cheesy Hallmark-esque WLW romance hit me in October when I realized I was just craving it. I’d never really read contemporary romance before, nor am I a consumer of Hallmark/Lifetime Christmas movies, but a GAY one??? I could jump on board with that lmao

Things fell into place over the next couple of week, right before NaNoWriMo and I had a basic outline for it by the second week of November. I had several ‘aha’ moments including: Kit needed a dog, Kit needed a whittling hobby, Emily needs to go through at least a few stages of grief, and developing the conflict in Kit’s family.

Kit was definitely the first character in the novella to appear! Emily was still a shadow in my mind, not fully formed. But when I really sat down and though “butch/masc lumberjane lesbian” I pictured a stocky, smiling, auburn hair woman. And Kit was a neutral, easy name that rolled off the tongue!

[serenefreakgeek]

You know what. I write, and as a writer one of the common problems I have is adding commas where they shouldn't be. But fuck that noise man. Sometimes I want a sentence to read out inside my head a certain way, and adding a comma, even if it doesnt need to be added in that spot, helps keep the tone in my head doing what I want it to. Let me live my comma filled dreams man

[chayscribbles-archive]

oh crap i almost forgot it’s TIB tuesday - march 24th, 2020

here is this week’s update on the second draft of the in-between. catch up on all TIB Tuesdays here.

word count: 25 738/80 000

thoughts so far:

i legit have no idea what day it is anymore lmao

current events have not been kind to my mental health and writing is Hard

i’m supposed to be doing camp nano (my goal is to tack 27 000 words to this draft) but. we’ll see.

excerpt: have i mentioned Kumar before? in case you missed it, Kumar, a 17-year old errand boy in the Arroyo’s neighborhood, is my new favourite side character who appeared in exactly one paragraph in the first draft, who suddenly got a subtle yet vital role in draft 2. so, remember him.

Baby dropped off the vegetables at the apartment before climbing into the passenger’s seat of Kumar’s pickup truck.

“What’re you gonna do on Queen’s Hill?” Kumar asked as he started the truck down the street.

I’m going to investigate visions given to me by shadows in a Void spot.

Baby shrugged. “Nature walk,” she said instead, hoping he wouldn’t pry any more than that.

To her relief, all he said was, “Oh. Cool.”

Baby still didn’t know Kumar that well, but she was under the impression that she could have told him the truth, and he would have given her exactly the same reaction.

taglist below (lmk if you want off!)

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[andauserene]

Transformers Masterlist!!

Bumblebee

Optimus Prime

Knockout

Shockwave

Soundwave

Ratchet

Bulkhead

Wheeljack

Arcee

Airachnid

Smokescreen

Cliffjumper

Starscream

Makeshift

Predaking

Hot Rod

Rodimus Prime

Orion Pax

D-16

Swerve

First Aid

Prowl

Sideswipe

Ultra Magnus

Jazz

Sunstreaker

Red Alert

Tailgate

Tarn

More coming soon! Last revision : Tue, Des 31, 2024

[sereneisstillhere]

@soundwave-is-far-superior (🫐💜)

@sereneisstillhere

For your consideration: Shock with a Human S/O who is on all accounts accept one a perfectly rational and normal person... how ever, the second StarScream enters the picture they are going so far out of the way to annoy the piss out of him. Just the most annoying sibling-esque torture their squishy human body can thrust upon the unfortunate mech and Shock just has to kinda sit there and either endure it or intervene... which inevitably has Star boasting or the human complaining in one manner or another. Or both.

A/N : Hello and thank you for requesting this! I don't know whether I should make this a story, headcanon or something else, but I'll make the hcs first and maybe the story? :D Anyways, enjoy and I hope this is what you want! </3

Can you not be more annoying? [Shockwave x human!S/O ft. Starscream HCs]

Warning!! : nothing. Just pure fluff and crack with Screamer being Screamer, Shockwave being Shockwave, and you being you. Except a little bit too sassy for your own good. Mentions of affair (?).

- It was another normal day with you and Shockwave. As usual, you're standing on the other table, watching your beloved scientist do his work and other stuffs you're too bored to even ask what is it.

- Shockwave is very busy, yes, so most of the time, it'll be either you try to talk to him and he answers as best as he can, or just pure silence and you'll be bored to death. But the former happens almost everyday.

- Almost, not like every single day. Sometimes, you wouldn't talk to Shockwave at all, even if he's free and not doing anything.

- He gets concerned over this so quickly. I mean, why is his Conjunx won't talk to him? Isn't he's free now? Why is she so silent in all of a sudden? Why did she asks Soundwave to groundbridge her to the Nemesis?

- All of logical scenarios and possibilities running through his processor in miles. Every scenarios are worst than the last, and he's starting to worry even more. One dare to say, paranoid. Is she... having an affair? No, no, no. She wouldn't. After all, you love him, right?

- Right?

- Because he doesn't want to have the illoical and negative thoughts consuming him, he comm-links Soundwave to open groundbridge for him to Nemesis.

- "Soundwave, I require a groundbridge to Nemesis."

- Just with that, a groundbridge opened, and Shockwave doesn't hesitate to enter it in an almost too hurried movement. Once on Nemesis, he speaks to the TIC with his usual monotone voice.

- "Have you seen [Y/N]? She was not telling me where is she going."

- The TIC then paused for a moment, and shows a camera recording of [Y/N] getting carried by Steve and there's also Starscream.

- "She- went with- Steve- and-" Soundwave uses cut off recordings to form a sentence and he points towards your direction, "Starscream." he states, using Megatron's voice clip.

- And oh boy how Shockwave is even more worried. Why on Cybertron did you choose to be with Steve and Starscream? Where are you going? What are you doing?

- Wasting no time, he immediately thanks the TIC properly and head towards your direction. On the way there, he's thinking so hardly on what to say if you are indeed on an affair. Is he so bad as a lover that you betray him?

- Getting inside the room, he finds you sit on a table with Steve and Starscream standing near you.

- His assumptions and thoughts quickly replaced with dumbfounded look and mentally facepalm.

- There you are, talking at Starscream about this and that which makes the said mech groans in annoyance and tries to counter your sassy remarks.

- And Steve just watches in both amusement and slight sweatdrop. Steve be like : 😅

- "Why are your eyebrows like that? You speak about yourself so high, but how can you do that with how weird your eyebrows are?"

- "First, they are not 'eyebrows'. They are called optic-ridge or optical ridge. Second, they are not weird! I've been built like this and-"

- "You mean, you're born with permanent high-heels and weird eyebrows? Poor you! I sometimes wonder how you can even walk with such stilletos on your feet."

- "Oh Primus-"

- Honestly, Shockwave is happy and very relieved that you don't have an affair, but he's slightly annoyed that you chose to annoy Starscream rather than to entertain your own Conjunx Endura.

- So, he's just standing there, and after some time, he speaks up.

- "[Y/N]. I have been looking for you. Why did you leave without telling me?"

- He asks in his usual monotone and emotionless voice, but you knew better. You're sure that he's annoyed and jealous because you spend time more with other mechs that aren't him.

- "I'm just having a nice talk with Screamer here. Nothing else." As you nonchalantly say that and lean towards the wall, Starscream can't help but groans in annoyance and speaks,

- "If insulting and annoying me is what you called 'nice talk', then I'm very disagree with it! Seriously, Shockwave, your human is so insufferable! Take her away from me!"

- Well, Screamer doesn't even need to order the scientist, he already scooped your smaller frame on his servo as he nods and leaves with Steve and Starscream leaving as well after he does.

- Once inside your shared habsuite Shockwave rarely uses, he tries to scold you, which you just brush it and walk away so nonchalantly.

- He sighs, knowing full well there's no use in trying to speak to you. You'll just act nonchalant.

- After that incident, you kept on bothering Starscream. The SIC always boasts about it and complain, all the while you're still asking sassy stuffs and still giving him sassy remarks.

- "For the sake of Primus, these are not-"

- "Not what? Not my problem?"

- "Oh Primus- why are you still here?!"

- "Should've ask that to yourself."

- "You weakling-"

- And Shockwave very much just watches the two of you. The other one is complaining and boasting, and the other one is also complaining and boasting about it.

- Starscream has tried multiple times on countering your sassy remarks, but he never succeed. In fact, you somehow managed to reply all of his counter words, and it left even Shockwave himself surprised.

- "How about yourself? Why are you so weak and have a very short lifespan? Don't you organics are parasites?"

- "How about yourself? Why are you too coward and too bold for a Decepticon? Us humans aren't like you, even though our lifespan is short and we're so weak, we're uselful."

- "[Y/N], sweetspark-"

- May or may not be interested in your ramblings with Starscream, but Shockwave can add his own thoughts and sassy remarks, although not as mentally painful as yours, but it's clear he learnt a lot from you.

- Starscream is very unfortunate though, having now one more addition of someone who will throw sassy remarks and questions at him. He prays that Steve can help him, but the said Vehicon is also learning from you.

- What a life for you, Screamer.

- And what a cute, sassy nature of you, [Y/N]. Even if Shockwave only listens to your sassy remarks all day long, he doesn't mind. When it comes to you, his organic Conjunx Endura, he'll do anything.

[bardicfool]

I was tagged by both @pencil-free​ and @serenewrites to answer the following questions and then tag 9 people I’d like to get to know better, so here we go!

top 3 ships: oh dang, I’m not sure my fandomy heart can handle whittling it down to only three, but...Sherlock x John (BBC!Sherlock), Zuko x Katara (Avatar: The Last Airbender), and M!Hawke x Anders (Dragon Age 2) are often in my thoughts. <3

lipstick or chapstick: I love the *idea* of lipstick, but not so much the idea of getting it on everything, so I’m gonna have to go with chapstick.

last song: I’ve been having angsty WIP book 3 thoughts to “Conscious” by Broods and “Monster” by She Is We the last few days...

last movie: Wow, I haven’t watched a movie in way too long, but the last TV show I watched was the first episode of “Gentleman Jack,” which was really fun.

currently reading: Just started City of Masks by Ashley Capes as part of the Indiecember reading challenge.

If you’re reading this, I want to know your answers to these questions! I realize that is a cop out answer to tagging people, but whatevs, it’s true!

[mayvinwrites]

HEY! Happy STS! What was your favorite part about worldbuilding? Are there any specific locations that you love the most? Are they inspired by anything specific?

Ooh, I love having a tiny idea and watching it spiral and become something more or new. Just like, the development of a word, place, terrain, etc. Its so fascinating to me. Plus that my brain is coming up with it. Like damn, you go lil' guy.

I love The Muscheron Market(The Muscheron run a small cafe that witches can buy food and drinks at, with potions. The market is filled with mushroom tables and little mushroom stools)

And this little cave under the Lake on Thule. Its not magical or anything, but water drips down, creating a little pond and the caves floor and ceiling are covered in bioluminescent fungi (though the fungi on the floor is different from the ones on the ceiling) Its inspired by caves in New Zealand.

[soundwave-is-far-superior]

@sereneisstillhere

@andauserene

Daughter of Ai and Gorou...!? [Fem!Reader x Oshi no Ko]

A/N : Oh my God I'm so sorry if my principle is bothersome to someone out there😭🙏🏻 I just have the same views like J. K. Rowling regarding LGBTQ+, but let's not talk about that rn. I made the whole story and somehow Tumblr decided to do shts and it's gone from my draft😭💢 FU Tumblr- anyways, please interpret the story to your liking, this is rewrite since the shts Tumblr decided to do, and I hope you enjoy it!!🫶🏻

Request by : @the-letter-horror-lover (sorry if I make you uncomfortable🙏🏻🧸)

Warning!! : angst, major character death (Ai, Aqua, Gorou & Reader [before reincarnation]), slight depression (Akane part), AU where Ai and Hikaru are married but divorced after 4 months only, fluff, please interpret the story as you like it, spoilers for manga tho it's ended, if I miss anything just reblog and tag. Thanks🫶🏻🍫

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You and Gorou were left behind by your mother for some stupid guy. Gorou takes great care of you and never talk about your mother ever since that. What you know is that they're divorced when you're 6.

The life Gorou gives you isn't that luxury, but it's still comfortable and you're not starving. That's what matters. Your study and academics are also great, thanks to Gorou's dedication on teaching you.

But, even the purest swan will meet its doom.

When you're 14, your friends asked you to go on hiking, so you agree. At first, everything seemed alright and goes just fine. Until one of your friends was stung by a wasp and accidentally push you over the cliff. As ridiculous as it sounds, it's actually very fatal.

Not only you who fell, but your friend who got stung by the wasp also fell. The two of you suffer lethal injuries, but your friend survives. It's you, however...

...blood spills everywhere, you couldn't move a muscle, your mind's going haywire, your heart beats faster before it slows down...

...and before you know it, you're gone.

This incident caused a deep pain to Gorou. Not that he lost his wife to another guy, he also lost his only daughter to the death. It left him devastated, depressed, and he even thinks of suicide.

But he remembers that you won't like it. You won't like your father kill himself for blaming everything to him, right? He knows it, so he canceled the plan.

Well, he's going to die anyway, pushed by Ai's deranged fan off the cliff and reincarnated as Ai's son.

It's not that complex, just a world full of lies and deception, and the former is known as the weapon in this entertainment industry...

Ai and you had the wholesome mother and daughter relationship.

Not only that, but if Ai's being honest which she clearly doesn't, you are her favorite out of Ruby and Aqua. But no, she had to be fair with her children, so she keeps it to herself.

When you and Ai are practicing to dance, you're a very talented girl and she immediately knows it.

Will teach you and Ruby how to be an idol at the age 3.

When Aqua is filming the movie he and Ai starred, she will bring you no matter what. With an excuse that you're her niece.

Why does she reasons like that?

Your hair is purple, like hers. Not to mention your eyes are literally Hikaru's. So yep, you're her niece in the public's eyes.

When you feel down or sad, just remember her. She will always catch you if you fall. <3

Even after her death, her influence over you is still prominent.

The way you behave and speak is her exact copy, except that you're the nicest and purest kid in the world, unlike Ai who views herself as sneaky and dirty.

When you witnessed Ai's death in front of your eyes, your whole body couldn't move, and just like Aqua, you got a severe PTSD.

But fret not, when you're asleep, Ai will always come to you, saying how sorry she is to leave you, and how sorry she is to never got the chance to tell you who's your father.

Ai will always love her children, but when it comes to you... she will never leave your side.

"[Y/N]... you're my sunshine, my world. I love you..."

Oh and btw, why is your name the same with your previous life's? Because the moment Ai knew that Gorou had a daughter who died at the age of 14, she immediately vowed to the stars that she'll name her daughter the same as her, [Y/N].

When Aqua found out that you're his daughter in the previous life, he'll go to super duper siscon mode.

He knew you so well after all. Your mannerism, your behavior, your tone, and your way of thinking. He knows it all.

Even if you don't realize that he's Gorou, he'll still control your life like how he was when he's your father.

The moment he found out that Hikaru is your father and that he takes interest in you, Aqua won't ever leave your side. Like, ever.

Hikaru got his eyes on you due to your beauty, talent, and definitely charisma that even Ai couldn't rival.

Had Ai and Hikaru are together, Aqua will never let Hikaru get close to you, even when he's just a father who's curious about his daughter.

He'll be like 'excuse me man, but I'm her father in the previous life and her soul is my daughter so don't even think that you can be her father' kind of person whenever he saw Hikaru.

And he'll definitely snatch your phone the moment you set your eyes on someone.

His daughter- I mean sister, is about to date?!! No, no. As a good father, he should be the one who pick your boyfriend. You never knew if that guy is good or bad!

When he died, people believed that Hikaru killed him, but you don't. You knew that Aqua would risk everything just to ensure you and Ruby alive. Even if that means he'll stab himself and push Hikaru to the ocean as a disguise of Hikaru killing him, so be it.

No need to cry now, my little dove. He will always watch over the two of you. This is his choice, and even he's starting to regret to never see you again, at least... he won't lose you for the second time.

"[Y/N], you're always been my guiding light. I never thought I'll see you again, but now you're here as my sister. No matter what, I'll always be your father, got it?"

Ruby Hoshino... now, I won't say that she's not jealous of you.

She envied how fluid and graceful your movements are, how talented you are, and that you got the natural charm.

But she welcomes it as a part of being human.

Jealousy, envy, insecurity... she feels it.

Ruby is not the person to be that envious and act on her feelings alone.

She knows that you'll never flex your abilities in front of her, not when all you do is helping her to be an idol like her dream.

You're not a threat to Ruby, she views you as someone she relies on, she could believe, and she had no mind when you outshine her.

She thinks you deserve it, but the feeling of envy is still there.

Regardless, she won't ever and I mean it, ever try to bring you down.

Ruby imagines how kind you are and how sweet you are to everyone, especially to her.

She often laughs and giggles whenever the two of you around. She loves you just like how you adore her.

When she found out that you and Aqua were daughter and father in the previous life... all I could imagine is her face like this ':O'.

Will definitely call you "Aqua's baby girl" and "Sweetheart" just to tease you.

When Aqua dies, she comforts you despite her own sadness.

Will help you out of your depression as she knows that you're the most affected (and not dramatic like Kana is when she's no one to Aqua- oops🫢)

When she reaches the stardom with you and Mem-CHO at Tokyo Dome, she'll always be by your side, knowing that you and her are the only ones left on the Hoshino legacy.

"Aqua's baby girl~...- ow, ow, alright, alright! [Y/N], I'm so lucky to be your sister. We're in everything together, right?"

You met her when Aqua brings you and Ruby to a dinner with his friends.

Immediately likes you due to your kind nature and soft spoken manner.

Akane feels comfortable around you, and she immediately forgets Aqua as she knows how protective you are to him. She'll do anything for you. <3

When she finally connect the dots that you, Ruby, and Aqua are Ai's children, she'll be more affectionate and kind to you, being mature and always try to console you from your PTSD.

You're just like Ai... except that you're not manipulative and good at deception like your late mother. Or so Akane thought.

But you've proven her that your angel heart and doll face can be a very weapon to manipulate those around you.

When she's bullied by netizen, you always ask her conditions, often offering poor Akane advice and shoulder to lean on.

Even as she's about to jump from the bridge, she keeps getting reminded of you. How you'll react when she died...

...she almost stop, but then she imagines your disgust face when you fully understand what she did to Yuki...

Aqua managed to save her just in time, and you waste no time to visit Akane right away. Ruby stayed at home to take care of Miyako's unfinished work.

The moment Yuki is about to slap Akane on the face, you slap her first in a very harsh way.

The anger in your eyes is palpable as you yell at the black-haired girl, "Are you out of your mind?! Akane almost commit suicide, and the first thing you do is slapping her?!!"

It took Aqua and Akane herself to calm you down from beating Yuki's arse off.

Since then, you and her are close, often hand to hand as she fears that you maybe lost due to your childish nature around her.

But she believes that you're old enough to not lost on a crowd, so she sometimes let you wander, but not too far. She's worried for you.

When Aqua died, she's so worry about you. She hadn't hear about you for days, only cryptic answers from Miyako and that is.

But you hug her and cry on her shoulder after persuaded to come out of your room.

She watches as you, Ruby, and Mem-CHO reached your stardom at Tokyo Dome with proud eyes and happy smile.

"I knew that you could face everything, [Y/N]. You're stronger than anyone I've ever met."

Oh... and this redhair...

You don't like her very much as she used to insult Ai in front of you.

When Ruby is asking her to be an idol with her and you, the stars in your eyes are black. Both of them.

So you're officially the first Hoshino sibling to shown dark star eyes! <3

She sees you as someone who'll take all attention away from her, but come to realize that you deserve it more than her in a harsh way.

Kana will always act a bit too close to Aqua, and it irked you a lot.

Got into fights with you is nothing new to Kana.

When she's confident in her acting skills, the way you can do it better, charming, and even attractive than her and Akane combined makes her question herself even more.

Kana also thinks that you're being overprotective to Aqua, shown when you always hold his arm whenever Kana is near, or the two of you always hold hands.

She's jealous that you and Aqua had a better relationship than she'll ever be.

But the moment Kana realized that you're Ai's daughter, she tries her best not to speak so badly about Ai, or at least not talking about her.

When Aqua died, you slap her for slapping Aqua's dead body. Girl, who'd slap a corpse of someone?😭

The two of you mend things again after a few weeks since his death.

She watches as you, Ruby, and Mem-CHO reached your stardom by performing in Tokyo Dome. She knew it's Ai's dream, and she finally learns to support you wholeheartedly.

"You're annoying, Hoshino. But even so, I'll always support you, as your senior, of course."

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