#so can u really blame me
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I really want a parallel to that one scene in CC where Yaz loses her balance on the train tracks while they are fighting Toro and Sammy catches her and it's like a whole silent forgiveness scene. Oh and if it's not too much I'd also love if they mentioned the orange orange and orange thing or a gyrosphere parallel.
#jurassic world chaos theory#jwct#jwct spoilers#yasammy#jurassic world chaos theory spoilers#jwct sammy#jwct yasmina#i need to get help and a life#ive been thinking about yasammy almost nonstop this week#its crazy and im afraid im not gonna make it to season 4#btw i know this is a lot of requests but im a child of divorce who really wants her parents to get back together#so can u really blame me
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thinking about jeremy hitting rock bottom his freshman year, losing so much in one disastrous night, the repercussions of which would continue to haunt him for years. thinking about jeremy spiralling so bad cody said they “really thought we were going to lose him for a while there.” cat saying the right therapist can be “life changing”, using jeremy as an example. thinking about how bad jeremy’s crash out must have been, understandably; thinking about his family continuing to blame him for noah’s death—from the coldness of annalise, to the outright antagonism of bryson, to joshua ignoring him for years. the wilshires doing everything in their power to cover up what happened at the banquet rather than lending an ounce of support to a boy who had lost his brother in terrible circumstances, because jeremy was there, because it was so much easier to blame him for all of it. coldblooded, if you ask me. jeremy needed help, not damage control.
thinking about jeremy having probably the worst year of his life, having the opposite of emotional support from his family, and still somehow coming out of it a better person. thinking of all the work he put in to be better and succeeding—i’d rather die than ever be that person again. believe me. despite the hostility of his family system, despite being blamed for the fallout, despite the guilt and heartbreak that “nearly destroyed him”. still jeremy managed to build a new life for himself out of the wreckage, going so far as to be captain of the trojans, with a team who respect and admire him. still he managed to come out of it with such a capacity for kindness and goodness and lifting the people around him up.
thinking about jeremy continuing to be the human embodiment of sunshine despite living in such a cold home that was never forgiving or warm to him. jeremy knox, you will always be loved by me.
#jeremy knox#the golden raven#the golden raven spoilers#aftg#i have so much to say about this boy. like on the one hand his family's connections def helped & he was protected in many ways#yet at the same time any support in the EMOTIONAL sense which he really would have needed was so deeply lacking#like it wasn't even a neutral thing where they were just neglectful & all obviously grieving. no – they all actively blamed him & still do#and instead of offering any support whatsoever jeremy was sent off to rehab to grieve and get through it by himself#and you can see how he still blames himself for it. he's still doing everything to help his family#while they treat him like a waste of space & yeah it makes so sad and frustrated!!!! but yeah.#cody's line talking to jean stopped me cold like FUCK. i can't even imagine how bad it must've been to warrant that comment#anyway…jeremy knox i love u.#all for the game#tgr spoilers#tgr
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extremely self indulgent btr doodles <3
once again drawing the band members mostly from memory;;
#partially bc the animation is open in the background my laptop heats up really fucking fast so that's my excuse for not finishing this up#i also blame my ailing health <3#i think everyone should give me 5 bucks so i can pay for my doctor visits /j#i might have a slightly more favorite pairing as of rn and u can totally tell by how i've drawn each one sdfjhjskd#but i guess this is my contribution to polycule kessoku band /hj#when is it my turn /j#kk rambles#my art#bocchiposting#bocchi the rock!#bocchi fanart#btr!#btr fanart#bocchi the rock fanart#kita ikuyo#yamada ryo#hitori gotou#nijika ijichi#yayyy girls kissing#this was partially an escapism from thinking of a response to a message but now it's like bedtime so yayyy crisis avoided successfully!!! /#but yeah i'll deal with that tmr bc i feel really really sick <3
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I was an angel, but they made me leave
#2nd time using punish lyrics for a post can u blame me#uh anyways hi#gonna ramble in the tags to keep the og post from being more depressing than jt already is#i've had this piece sitting in the drafts since January#aka it snowed for a bit here which brought back my desire to die in the snow#i haven't really been active as much due to alot honestly#i've been so tired lately and sometimes i feel bad about sharing art or even talking to others due to feeling like my existence is a burden#life is moving too quickly#and i fear im falling behind everyone else#ermm ya rant over ig#warhammer 40k#wh40k art#sanguinius#wuvz draws#wh40k
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i think the biggest crime of the "feminist mythology retellings" trend that's been going on the past couple of years is the reframing of the hades/persephone myth to be about a girl falling in love with a misunderstood sadboy and escaping a cruel dictator-like mother rather than linking it to its original context which is that it is literally a comfort tale for mothers who worry about their fourteen-year-old daughters getting wedded off and married to men years older than them. the story is literally a revenge fantasy on the MOTHER'S behalf.
#its like if someone rewrote john wick to say oh well actually the dog WANTED to be killed by gangsters bc john wick was mean to him :(#AAAHHHH#i do blame lore olympus for a bit of it but honestly this trend has been going on for a while#and its so so so ironic when these retellings are branded as “feminist” like baby GIRL. you missed the POINT#a lot of retellings are “feminist” when theyre really just the original story while the female character passively narrate#and the feminism is that men suck and are mean and cruel :(#greek mythology#roman mythology#hades#persephone#me when hadestown ilyy so much#my posts#text post#hadestown is one of the few retellings i can stand#retellings should make a point about MODERN society bc u write for a MODERN audience#romeo and juliet/west side story is a GREAT example of this#hadestown is good too because of the modern troupes and critique of capitalism#if you just put the girl in the same situation and she doesnt do shit else thats just fanfic babe :(#mothers day#since it was yesterday - here's my contribution
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TWST fic writers stop reducing Silver’s entire personality to just “sleepy boy who falls asleep all the time and is sooooo sleepy and tired and did i mention he sleeps a lot and also he loves his dad” challenge (impossible) (gone wrong)
#also if u portray him as LIKING sleep i will personally bite you#and before u say ‘oh but he really doesnt have a personality besides those traits’ that is incorrect#he’s blunt and honest to the point where he can come off as rude#he’s calm and collected and keeps a cool head even during an emergency#he’s a drama queen and often takes things too seriously#he’s not stupid exactly but can be very naive and doesn’t understand relationships very well#he’s extremely passive and rarely stands up for himself#he finds ways to blame himself for things that arent his own fault#he deeply admires and respects people who are strong and protective of their loved ones#he’s selfless and always tries to do what he considers to be the ‘right’ thing#he has a lot of trouble expressing his emotions and is insecure abt others not taking him seriously#he is so much more than just ‘precious sleepy boi uwu’#or atleast thats my interpretation of him idk u guys can do whatever you want#it just bugs me when ppl misinterpret his character so badly#this is what 2 years of hyperfixation will do to a person#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst silver#twst analysis#diasomnia#character analysis
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I'm personally blaming @starbiology and everyone who has reblogged or commented the other piece for this.
Bonus comic featuring my grundo:
#every minute i keep working on this i take psychological damage#neotag#neopets#vin memes#you'reall to blame for this monstruosity#i literally just searched “babygirl” pose and went “I... i can do that”#i didn't stop to think if i should though#Star i was gonna respond 2 the reblog with the first image only but decided it needed its own post for quarantining this... thing#again if youre seeing this with no context#you dont need context#i... i don't think there's any for that matter#just picture me writing all this tags while losing health in posion damage every turn#i am working on neo oc images i just need to render them but i.... i needed the world to see this before#my blog's already tainted anyway LMFAOO#yeah uh im dead in neo canon i drew this and inmediately got taken back by yours trully and never came back#also i'll try making a ref as well for my sona so i can draw them more im just really indecisive in what color to make him#split it is for now#i don't want to look at this anymore end me#i am making more drawings to kinda cover this thing from the light but at this point it just keeps reappearing like a mold#thats it im done see u all in kreludorian therapy#kreludorian health insurance in a farse
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Mia Dearden in Green Arrow Vol. 3 #2 // Snow Angel by Reneé Rapp
#so.#anyways.#to anyone who hasnt actually heard the song#imagine the song really fucking building for those last few parts#or better yet. go listen to aha unless?#mia dearden#green arrow#csa tw#abuse tw#speedy#thank u beloved mutual medixnoche for accidentally kicking my ass into gear and inspiring this#is this all because the mirror part makes me like so fucking bananas. yes#but can you fucking blame me#that panel with that lyric. LIKE
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i feel it coming, my blood is wine
#i've managed to collect so many red themed photos over the last few days#so that's how this came abt at uhhhh. midnight last night#i just really wanted an excuse to crop in on his chest hair#and legs#i mean can u blame me#its in the name of Art i had to do it#luke#moodboard#aesthetic#e*creations
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I do think these fandom surveys should add options that are like when was the last time you have played da:o/da2/da:i to completion bc my answers are greatly influenced by the fact that I finished replaying da:o a week before veilguard dropped and got to act 3 in da2 literally the day before veilguard dropped. (I didn't have it in me to replay dai lmao).
#elaine talks#by this i mean i really thought that there was no difference in writing between all these other games and veilguard#like the only difference is probably the atmosphere but u can blame dai for that lmao#its like u should see all my posts yelling about how the landsmeet was so bad#like sorry not sorry the dressings of a kingmaker isnt enough to keep me interested#the political intrigue actually needs to have substance
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power of three don't make me feel indescribable emotions challenge FAILED
#just talking out loud u can ignore me (also cat just jumped on my lap so i now have an excuse to ignore my chores)#only thinking about this bc i was thinking about how me thinking that holly deserved getting powers contradicts what makes her so compelling#to me now that im older. but also i do not blame the past me for thinking it was 'lazy writing' when it was talked about that the writers#couldnt figure out what power to give her. and its really interesting to think about hollys circumstances#aaahhh i cant explain it properly i think about the prophecy a lot in terms of what it means to the three and their siblings n vice versa#im gonna go and stare at the wall for 10 hours bye
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is this outfit historically accurate? probably the fuck not. is it practical in any way shape or form? also probably not! but does it serve cunt? YES 😩🙏💅 and that's all that matters!
#oc liveblogging#i feel so bad hakjshkgjhsk if any fashion designer/person who actually knows anything about fashion really saw my designs#they'd beat the absolute shit out of me. LIKE IM SOSRHSHF IM PROBABLY MIXING THINGS THAT WOULDNT MAKE SENSE BUT AHGH IM TRYING#i do reference a lot of shit and i am trying to get better at drawing cloth and such. my friends rly being into cosplay has made me start#thinking abt materials bc a lot of designs dont specify that yeah? and it is cool to think about like is that cotton or polyester or vinyl?#fuckk tho I THINK I BLAME VOCALOID & MONSTER HIGH FOR MY TASTE IN ALT FASHION FOR CHARA DESIGNS. MH ESPECIALLY TBH#being really into doll lines when i was younger in general means a lot of focus on the clothes bc yeah duh thats a main doll selling point?#btuahktjskgslg. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.#now the problem of all time. my ass who loves to add little details but how many can i add w/o the design getting messy#and not being a pain in the ass to draw every time bc theres sm to do. i love coloring but also at what fucking cost man...#like i loveee lace but ITS SO FUCKING HARD TO DRAW. RUFFLES AND SHIT FGRAHHRHHH fuck u frilly fashions so cute but so hard to draw grrr#also on the historically accurate note grhhHGHAHH im so sorry but WHY IS MENS FASHION SO BORINGGG 😭😭😭#like maybe i need to look more but uGHHH generic suit generic brown suit plsease i need some variety. i know social expectations stuff yes#but ghshkgjsjh PLEASE. im trying im doing more research...
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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tagged by @heaventouch to list my top five songs from my on repeat playlist & have ppl choose their fave THANK YOUUUUU i love doing these <3333
two possible sweeps imminent i think. also remember that time i went to see bruce live and he DIDN'T play candy's room that was so mean 2 me personally. but anyway. tagging @brigittefitzgerald @girls4losers @fionaapplesmackdown @moonyslesbian @drugstoreperfumedotmp3 @hangsawoman & @danielsousa but obviously only if you want to ❤!!!!!
#have not gotten into the fall mood yet otherwise there'd surely be a otgw song on here but it's literally gonna be 21-22 degrees celsius#this thursday so like fall has not been falling like it should be falling this time of year can u blame me. also speaking of i should#rewatch otgw my best friend otgw 🙏#r.txt#tag games <3#also be4 i even started tagging ppl tumblr already put down like three people that was really weird. normal average tumblr thing 2 do fs👍
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Hello friends! Just a quick kh4f programming note: I'll be out of commission for most of, if not all of today, as I'm having a minor medical procedure done. (Outpatient, everything's fine, dw! 🫶🏻) So if anything notable happens (fully expecting Ash to announce ai2 the second I'm sedated 😌) and I'm MIA... that's why lol. Try not to have too much fun without me! 😘💙
#i overslept the day Superbloom was announced so it would only be right for Ashton to announce his next album while I'm anesthetized 😂#i almost hope he does that'd be so perfect lmao#what other chaos might happen#if he randomly goes live - someone record it for me#if he randomly announces a concert and tickets go on sale in 5 minutes - someone buy me a ticket#if he finally reveals the back tattoo i've been begging for for the past 5 years -#someone call my doctor and ask her to put me under for longer bc I'm not ready for that#do u like how this entire scenario only involves Ashton content#if one of his friends posts something that'll be a fun treat for me to wake up to 😌#but if it's Luke being slutty someone warn me bc I might want to stay on hospital property to consume that in my weakened state#fr tho i'm fine don't worry i'm just having some testing done no big deal#well a big deal to me bc i have ✨trauma✨ from this particular test when i had it done in the past 😜#but we're being Brave and doing it anyways ✌🏻#and then if i feel better later i can come online afterwards and say anything i want and blame it on the dr*gs so really it's all a win 🤡#ok that's enough silliness love u ttyl 💙💙#personal
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spamton x jevil was my shit back in 2022 and thinking about it with the new info we have maybe they bonded over both having their lives fucked over by the prophecy
#* ramblings#since they were exes or somethingjsdjk i dont remember its been so long ... i still hold them dear in my heart but i dont exactly ship them#im more of a sea / vil guy now and its just sort of funny..#<- censoring cuz uhmmm dont want posts about the spam freak to be in their precious tag ok#somewhere in kris's pocket jevil is dreaming abt seam in his 100 year hibernation#( can the game just let me throw my jevilstail in seam's face. i really want them to be happy again... )#and spamton is clenching his fists clinking his teeth thinking about how tenna is going to die in like 3 hours#<- like in a “YES FINALLY.” way but only because he has fully convinced himself to hate him bc he blames anyone but himself for his downfal#i dont believe he fully hates him bc uhm. “[trash heap] you kept it you really do care!”#but he also cant exactly brush off the lifetime he spent being like DAMN YOU TENNA YOU RUINED MY LIFE DESPITE DOING NOTHING in a second#in conclusion he cares but also he's spamton. so that feeling translates horribly and like no sane person could ever guess that-#-he cares if they dont know the extensive details of their relationship#seriously thought what led jevil to accept being with this freak#i can only imagine it was the craziest trauma bond like Are you terrified of your inevitable fate too? cool lets make out#and u can see why that lasted about a week
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