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Okay I'm gonna apologize for the piss poor reading compression sight pissing on the poor in your in box fucking constantly. Your art and intentions are actually VERY clear. Like D-16 being an ass on purpose via lying to elita and himself about how much Orion means to him on PURPOSE (there is also the assumption he doesn't know hes crushing yet, which mostly confirmed via that one comic of not knowing he's jealous of Jazz.) - I'm still so fucking flabbergasted people thought this was a misunderstanding some fucking how???? Anyway, thanks for sharing your art of your au regardless of people being dumb. As an artist who's had something get popular, I'd recommend (if you haven't already anyway) to just start blocking people if they continue to hound you about stuff like Bumblebee. (I like Bumblebee a lot, actually, but I hate the Fandoms' most popular versions of him, so hahha, I'm suffering!!) Because you've done so many warnings and asks for people to stop at this point. It might seem petty, but remember to put your own enjoyment first and for most. Anyway, I hope you have a good day/week (^-^)/
Oh your words been comforting me for a bit thank you very much
I like a certain subtlety in my work, but when it’s the very intentional thing getting misinterpreted it sort of makes me question my ability to do storytelling. It’s one of the reasons I get sooo agitated when i get asks that are just ??? The very obvious or an interpretation so wrong I don’t know what mistake I made for that to happen. I don’t want to write things outright, spoon feed information that would be more tasteful as implications and conclusions followers come up with themselves
Sorry for the little vent, I know they’re just asks from curious fans and I should be more kind but I just came out of smt irl and I burned my patient there
#ask ene#in a way I’m looking into my frustration too and it feels kinda nice to study it#so ig everything is fine
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double ?? upload ???? yeaaaahh i've gotten FASTERRrr for whatever that's worth so complementary blyla because guess what i miss them too (nobody was surprised by that)
#star wars#clone wars#star wars the clone wars#blyla#artists on tumblr#listen i just have a thing for jedi + clones it seems and we cannot forget dartain the ogs (i will draw that tonight + tomorrow not now)#tcw made aayla so cool bro i love her#can you tell i've been on a mellon_soup kick !! i love her references so much bro#one day i will draw foxiyo. that day may be tomorrow i don't know#prequel-era ships are elite sorry everything else is Lame except for han/leia rebelcaptain and kanera (reylo's fine ig)#tcw is also the only thing that salvages anidala for me however! this is not an anidala post i am getting so off-topic whoa#i am unmedicated.#anyway yayyyy double upload#by the way in my head the accelerated aging thing just straight-up doesn't exist#cuz it's one of the dumbest things star wars has ever done i think it just doesn't make sense#anyway ^^)b#listen i'm not ALWAYS gonna go the cheap route and do the gradient thing instead of color i just don't wannaaaa. too much work#“jedi can't have attachments!!!!” and you can't have fun apparently#besides attachment and .-+ love +-. are different things and the jedi USED to know that before they contracted stupid disease#aayla secura#commander bly#would've drawn bly's armor cause it's cool but friiiick dude i already did it for rex and I AIN'T DOIN' IT AGAIN#(will do it again for darman because i'm a masochist)#hey. he's a commando it's different#at least i finally get to throw my etain headcanons into the ring#why am i talking about other ships on a blyla post. whatever#i'll color something eventually. sketching is just significantly easier and more fun#actually scratch that heck y'all i'll do what i wanna do#(affectionate dw)#my art
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okay but fiddleford was raised christian, is from a small town in the bible belt, AND lived in the 80s do you understand how much internalized homophobia this man must've had. like yeah he was super obvious about his feelings for ford, but god knows he was never gonna SAY anything -- how could he??
he's a married man. he's a father. willing to go out-of-state for work, sure, but he'd never hurt them like that. he never could. and even aside from everything previously mentioned, ford was his first and likely one of his only friends, he wouldn't wanna ruin that for some dumb fantasy. no, fiddleford just has to focus on being a better partner. that's all this is, and that's all it ever will be. he just needs to get that through his skull, and stop thinking about ford so damn much.
thankfully, he's gotten over most that stuff by now. ain't nothing gonna make mcgucket be ashamed of being himself anymore, but you sure as hell can try.
#holding mcgucket in my hands rotating him in my mind he is EVERYTHING to me#theres. so many reasons he never said anything i think. from the fact that he was married to just being normal embarrassed about it#but this man had ASTRONOMICAL amounts of internalized homophobia i can feel it in my bones#like hes 100% fine now like i said but he was fighting for his LIFE when he and ford lived together even before the memory gun#gravity falls#fiddleford mcgucket#old man mcgucket#fiddauthor#ask to tag#idk if this is comprehensible at all it is 2am as of posting this but whatever ig
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Drew them from memory plus first time drawing teen Stans, omg they look so good.
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#drawing#art#my art#teenager Stans#that's before the accident#poor boys#fuck Filbrick#Stanley's body is all baby fat#and Ford id still the shy little boy#i love them both so much#that's a decent drawing right there#and everything is literally from memory lol#maybe the colors look a bit off cause i didn't bother to take their colors from a screenshot so i choose the colors as close to the show#as i can and ig it worked out fine?#anyway#i like it
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anyways ppl with vaginas are amazing and not inherently less than anyone with a penis and if you disagree you can jump off a bridge <3
#go ahead. TRY to read anything into this that isnt just what the statement is saying.#bc lets be honest- a lot of ppl on here praise penis's but just do it for trans women so its 'better' somehow??? like its still penis#worship either way and its fucking weird to do.#i mean personally if i was a trans woman i'd feel like everyone was fetishizing me and i'd be really uncomfortable.#like if i wasnt already avoidant of ppl sexualizing me before that would be the nail in the coffin for me#hey everyone i have an idea: what if we treat all genitals as neutral?#like penis's are fine and great but the way ppl praise and fetishize girls with dicks is.... wild#and no you're not inherently better about it bc you're queer.#i sometimes think about what it'd be like if i was born the opposite way and became a trans woman instead but still had my brain#and i think the over sexualization of transfems would overwhelm me to the point of having a panic attack and never leaving the house#so like basically already what im dealing with but new layers and dimensions and reasons for why its happening added on#and id prolly detrans but thats bc i actually like being a dude so like. it just wouldnt work out in general. but i can see myself trying#it and probably being terrified the entire time. i just feel like a lot of the support transfems get isnt about like their actual struggles#but bc ppl can fetisihize and sexualize them later if they show they're 'on your side' and im worried a lot of transfems are desperate#for anyone who will take them and yeah.... idk. ig to me the 'support' doesn't really feel like support but feels more like...#'nice guy says all the right progressive words to get you to sleep with him' type beat#not all the support to be clear- i honestly specifically mean like. trans guys who id as tme or cis women who even seem like they're#pretending heavily that you're the same. idk. like the ppl who defend trans women against the idea of transandrophobia being real#dont... feel like they're actually doing it out of genuine support or fucks......#it feels like they're saying everything you WANT to hear instead of what you NEED to hear. and anyone who glazes you that much#i feel like is p much only doing it to get in your pants. like wow you think ALLLL of my political opinions are correct? i don't believe#you at all lmao. and anyone who's pretending that hard likely just wants something from you. bc watch them turn around and use#some of your takes against you when its convenient.
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i work with book edge printing at my job and this is genuinely the worst edge design i have ever seen WHY WOULD THEY GO WITH FUR???? 😭
#why not a cat silhouette over some stars and a moon like the spine art has??? those are so pretty it would have looked good#i hope so badly that we dont make this at my job i do NOT want to stare at that fur for hours on end#warrior cats#wc#warriors#books#book production#rambles#anyway i called it when they announced a deluxe ed. i knew it would be edges#if u like it thats fine ig i just think out of everything they could have come up with fur was the worst option
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I love how much Kab haunts the lore on After Hours. She’s not there, but she owns Allrich and Phea’s souls. She controls every action they make. She makes the rules, and they have to follow them even when she’s been gone for weeks. Phea comments Multiple times about how Kab hasn’t been around. How they miss her (even if they shouldn’t.)
Because Kaboodle is on Lifesteal now- she’s found more people to mess with. Phea’s left in an empty base that belongs to Kab. Her soul is missing, and she doesn’t even want it back, because she still genuinely wants to be friends with Kab!! Even if she’s busy, even if she hasn’t thought about them.
Allrich and Phea are left without souls, for who knows how long. Until Kaboodle decides to pay them a visit again. They still can’t talk to Psyan without arguing, and they’re veryy Slowly buying back everything Kab (and Branzy) gave away. She could log on at any moment and change the entire course of the server within seconds. A single “Phea, say mean things to Kantje.” And it ruins an entire possible friendship.
And she’s just gone. And Phea can’t even hate her for it! (It’s okay, Allrich resents her enough for the both of them.) Psyan is left without any real friends or a team, and they all miss each other SO much, but there’s nothing they can do while Kab owns Phea and Allrich’s souls. They keep talking about “When we’re friends with Psyan again,” and then everything they’ll be able to do together again. They can’t rebuild a guild farm Without him, they refuse.
They also finally acknowledged how Psyan has never stopped wearing gold armor and it’s sooo. They’re all really sad and bitter about each other. They make me sick.
#chill building server they said!!!!!#I hate you AH!Kaboodle you have ruined so much of this server#Everything would have been fine if not for her!!!#okay probably not but she was a big catalyst for everything bad#after hours smp#afterhours smp#Allrich#Pheeabee#Kaboodle#Psyan#I’m hiding this in the tags because idk if any of the members go on Tumblr?#so spoilers ig?#but Allrich genuinely being SO upset when he broke the gold sword that Psyan gave him#it was so devastating. allrich having to remake it and struggling with how many levels and enchantments it took#it was about a half hour of work to recreate#but he felt so bad about breaking the gift
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In the second chorus of Undercover, what do you think Fuuta's uniform looks like from the back?
Well. In my professional opinion. It would look something like this 😌👍

#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#okay but WHY does everyone else get dramatic and dynamic poses?? and hes just chillin there#gotta do everything myself ig 🙄#adcvbnn thank you for the ask >:3 i will always take an excuse to mess with my guy 😌👍#yes i realize im missing a horizontal belt but it made it look really messy so i made the executive decision to take it out#it took me so long to get the pose and angle the way i liked -- i wasnt going to wreck it trying to add another belt lmao#maybe one day we'll get those key arts in more than two pixels.......#the colors looked fine on my tablet but now they look weird uploading on my phone... maybe i fix those later
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ah yes my favorite duo 💃🕺 : centuries old eldridge horror and his ✨favorite man slut✨
close-ups and my ramblings under the cut (it’s a lot guys. i have a lot of feelings about them and i was just YAPPING 😫)


yall really ate up my last post with Nightmare which omg thank u guys so much for that 🥺
now here’s more 😈
anyway
slutty manservant isn’t the only outfit Killer has, but it’s definitely his favorite lmao (the amount of times he’s been asked if he’s a Lust variant is crazy 💀. don’t get me wrong tho they r besties 💅)
the trench coat vibe was also definitely the way to go with Nightmare and i just 😫
now what’s their dynamic?
i definitely feel like my version of Nightmare and Killer are very much a “talks and listens” duo like shown with the chibi little guys
honestly tho, at first their relationship was strictly business and transactional, but the more time they spent together, the more comfortable they got in each others company and eventually became friends and equals and maybe more
and i feel like during all of that it’s just the two of them. Murder and Horror don’t show up until waaay later once Killer and Nightmare’s relationship has already been established
and no their relationship (whatever it may be, romantic or not i’ll be honest i still haven’t decided 🥲) isn’t toxic, as how i c my Nightmare isn’t anything like cannon Nightmare if that wasn’t already clear
my Nightmare, once free from the rage fueled haze of his corruption, is actually rather calm, collected, and dare say kind in his own way (he is a man of action and very few words)
he doesn’t create negativity out of malicious intent, but rather out of necessity, and actively will comfort those who are greatly struggling, which is how he first came into contact with Killer, seeing him isolated in his dying world
Killer was the first person Nightmare had attempted to “comfort” per say, and was freshly free from his corrupted mentality, hence, y he wasn’t very good at it lol. also, the corruption was reason he hadn’t gotten to Killer sooner in the first place, as he as actively enjoying the suffering Killer was going through at the time. if that makes sense???
anyway, sure they might have been cold to each other at first, with a lack of comforting on Nightmare’s part which somehow turned into a partnership?? but nothing was ever abusive within their relationship
i feel like the turning point for them would be that Nightmare admits to Killer in a moment of vulnerability that he was the first and only person to treat him like he wasn’t some, abomination. monster. freak
he’s never judged him based on his poor past actions, nor is role/duty
he accepts him. and all of him. fully and with all of his flaws not that he has any
(god i love them)
i do feel like if they were in a romantic relationship it’d be rather casual in a way that makes it clear there’s something going on between them, but they’re definitely not the type for pda (veeerrry rarely and only in front of people the trust. it’s a different story when they’re in bed tho 😏)
they’re the old married couple that banters and teases each other but with much more sexual tension lol
ok that’s enough yapping from me haha
if you’ve made it this far genuinely ur the best like wow 🥹
this was a looooot of nonsense so thanks for taking the time to read it all
i’ll be honest i still have more to say but like 💀 nah im cut off-
maybe someday tho…
alright bye 😘
#killer sans#nightmare sans#corrupted nightmare sans#dreamtale#THE LORE EPISODE#damn wtf was i on this was just a shit ton of info dumping good god-#got me like 💀#i definitely am still working out some of the kinks in their story#i did not say everything i wanted too and there’s definitely things missing#but i just need to get some on it down and ill keep adjusting and adding stuff from their ig#also 👀#y do they gotta be so fine like that tho 🫦#ignore me fr fr 🧍♀️#JUST LET MY RANT IN MY OWN LITTLE CORNER 😤#sleepies art
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the moral of the story this episode is moomin ass 👏 👏 👏
#smokey talks#moomins#moominvalley season 4 spoilers#also its funny the comics start with moomin cheeks every time but in the 90s its only like#prominent a few times but in the 2019 version i think we got at least one a season#Anyway this episode was. fine#moominmamma is always great so that's cool but. everything else is just. fine ig
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bro if ur fic takes me like a full minute to scroll past that shit needs to be under a readmore good fucking god
#aka grey made the mistake of venturing into the jk tag for gifs while waking up ://////#honestly wishing a bad day to everyone who puts headers on their fics so that i'm not even safe from them when i filter#out everything but photos#like i don't want to seeeeeee ur weird rl person fics dude i just want the gifsets pleeeease 😩#chewing my own arm off in frustration like FINE I'LL JUST GET OUT OF BED THEN IG!!!!!!#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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i just got screamed at again and i’m so fucking tired and i am not going to do anything drasticcc~~ 🎶 ✨ ✨
so how’s your night going-?? 😭
#istg i might as well be back there again ffs 💀#like actually it might of been better because atleast i COULD have left-#vent#vent post#vent ig#tw: vent#just wait till tmrw#just keep waiting#because the morning will be horrible but the day will be okay#everything is great and everything is fine-#mhmmm-#yayyyyyyyyyyyy#i am so.. so tired#— gnarpy
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"No Surrender" by Bruce Springsteen, which is like. THE erasermic song to me. it's so hard to pick a favorite lyric bc it's just incredible from start to finish, so I'm picking this bit bc it's very Them and 'follow your dreams down' was the title of a scrapped rooftop gang fic 😭

#you ever hear something that's so simple but so. yeah.#i also really really love the live version#where he changes the lyrics of the third verse to 'but it's good to see your smiling face and to hear your voice again/#we could sleep in the twilight by the riverbed/ with a wide open country in our hearts and these romantic dreams in our heads'#the romantic resilience in this song is just. everything#ty for sending an ask <3#ask#i do feel a little like i'm walking a weird line between distracting myself and pushing everything so far down#it will eventually ricochet off rock bottom#which is fine ig i just wish there was a right way to do this
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yapping
#my honest opinion of my own blog#i never took it seriously tbh#i just wanted to express how i feel and have fun#poor me im a tkker so yea i had to defend my viewpoint on that#anyway#i really like jk#(at the moment)#i’ve known about him since 2017 but the amount of attention ive paid to him or bts always fluctuate#and this is all strange because not too long ago i was like very queerphobic yea i was#which is very confusing#bcz i already knew i was queer but then i just went backwards bcs i was scared#im only out to one person#so ig blogging is just a chill way for me to express myself bcz idk any of u#im not scared of anyone here#there are no irl repercussions really#i just wanna be down bad in peace#thx#ik at least one person is thinkinf “why do u keep spammin and why r u down bad all the time” im 18 hope that helps#and#my sense of humor is kinda oddd#but its fine since some people enjoy it lol#tho some other ppl might hate me for it. not everything is for everyone after all#uhhh#what else#i try my best to restrain myself but i have a lot to say#a lot of things i dont really get to say in any other place#not to anyone i know#i can be a bit dramatic or argumentative or kinda just not thorough at times and tbh idc i prefer to have fun#i feel like i dont keep up with everything as much as other ppl or i mostly talk abt trivial things but tbh its stress-free to b like this#this could be a good pinned post disclaimer or something but no just analyzing myself
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hello <3 does anyone have any last-minute tips for idk . enjoying a (taemin!!!!!!!) concert when you have autism + adhd? HSJSJSJS
#im sooooo nervous holy shit. it's been a While since i did the whole queuing thing for an artist#and when we did it for harry i had moments were i felt truly Terrible HSJSJSJSJ and im also nervous it won't feel real#or i won't be able to like. feel grounded or present??? and just close off emotionally???#i know this is silly and ive only listened to taemin since 2020 and never religiously like i did for bt s and seventeen ofc#but yk!!!!!! it's taemin!!!!!! and obviously feel v v lucky i get to go at all (yk. godwilling everything goes well)#also if anyone has any taemin specific tips hmu dhsjsjdh i haven't looked up the setlist bc i wanna be surprised#i know all his songs i think but not all by heart?#(also everything about queuing is Stressful HSJSJD and we have to travel 3.5 hours by train first which really is a record distance#in this country GSJSJSJD)#(anyways hiiiiiii sorry)#(oh and how be at peace with what you have djjsjdd and not to regret things constantly)#(which ig with taemin im constantly like Just So Happy To Be Here but then if it's me who could've done things differently it's >:[)#also in hindsight i think i just had a ? shutdown? meltdown? at one of the harry shows rip that wasn't great#can i even say that. idk if i get those. but i was quite literally shaking crying (not throwing up!) and couldn't explain a thing#anyways i think i'll take my adhd meds so i at least won't have a billion other thoughts in my head??#i just haven't in ages but i took them today and my heart has been Pounding HSJSJS also im sweating and nervous but yk we deal#i realise im making a huge deal out of this and it will most likely be fine#it's just like. if I don't feel anything at this????? what's the point#so no pressure HDJSJSJSJDJ maybe that's not a great thought#concerts are just... tricky and so much worse still now with covid and wearing a mask as one of the only people there#also sensorily + heat wise whew. but for the best
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thinking about this really funny interaction i had with my boss yesterday
#we’d just been hit with an intense 4 hour rush that left the kitchen empty and looking like shit#(as had been the case every day for the past week)#and while i’m running around trying to get everything stocked and cleaned; he comes up to me like#“hey mija; why don’t you get yourself something to eat?”#and i; not quite being out of rush mode yet; just go “i’m good!”#and he’s like “are u sure? that was really crazy just now; i wouldn’t mind if you took a minute”#but i insist i’ll be fine; and tell him i’m not even hungry anyways so#but this guy omg;;#he gives me the treatment i only know how to describe as like; the way some of u treat ur hornets on here#which is *verbally* shaking me around going EAT SOMETHING!!!!#and he basically used his executive authority to make me to sit down for 30 minutes and eat strawberries in the break room#which he didn’t even have me clock out for; so ig i got paid to do that as well#very kind of him; and also funny as hell#but yea that’s what happened yesterday#i hope corporate never moves him#stan’s forum
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