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Costa Rican Sunset
#costa rica#monteverde#sunset#mine#i will never tire of seeing sunsets#their beauty never ceases to leave me in awe#it’s wild to me that it’s been over a week since i got home#and that i’ve worked 60 hours since being back#after the holiday of a lifetime#i want to retain as many memories as possible from this incredible adventure so i’ve started attempting to journal it#would’ve been ideal to write it as it was happening#but alas i was too busy adventuring in every moment#so recalling it now will have to do#and see if i can hone a new skill#anyway#that’s enough rambling#goodnight
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“things were so hard with dad in recent years...how did he go from paparapluie to père? i wish i could face him and understand, but while he was still here i didn't dare try to tell him [any of my feelings] and now...it's too late.” * paparapluie is a pun on the words papa and parapluie (umbrella) since the plush is a frog. père is the french word for 'father.'
#ml spoilers#ml s6 spoilers#miraculous spoilers#ml el toro de piedra#mledit#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#miraculous lb#miraculousedit#adrien agreste#adrienette#adrinette#my edits#fascinated at umbrellas constantly being a motif for protection in this show. the theme is “in the rain” because marinette fell for adrien#in the rain but he offered her an umbrella (an act of kindness and protection from the weather). next to how#adrien's father used a pun about umbrellas as his own nickname when adrien was younger and he was still caring for him as a dad should#but as he got older his father stopped protecting him so the nickname (and also any form of 'papa') fell through in favor of the#cold + formal + distant 'père.' this specific pun between parapluie and papa might also come from the french poem un papa by pierre ruaud#which is a poem about papas serving as protection and a sort of shelter for their children. so ig ml is saying gabriel started this way too#i think the fandom glosses over the complexity of adrien's feelings for his father bc in earlier seasons he defended + made excuses for him#part of this is because he was sheltered + didn't know better but it's also bc he DOES recall a time before his mother's illness grew worse#(some time between age 6 and the werepapas flashback) when he didn't have an absentee father. the show writes gabriel agreste#inconsistently: in earlier seasons he had moments of concern for his son before he became awful all the time. and these on/off moments give#adrien whiplash because he's left doing things like becoming a model for his father (i'm choosing to believe gabriel didn't use the rings#until later bc much of the earlier seasons make no sense if he was controlling adrien) in the hopes that they'll bond only to realize#his father still won't spend time with him even for a meal. s5 has gabriel making him pancakes (the wrong way) and asking about his day#and his friends and interests only for him to become even more controlling and mean. how he let him quit modeling only to create an#AI version of him without his consent and when he said that made him feel uncomfortable gabriel convinced him it was fine bc now he had#more free time! only to still control how he spent that free time. adrien didn't start grappling with these things until s5#and now he laments the things he never actually got to say about the papa he misses and the father he wished had unconditionally loved him
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doodles and stuff. struggled with painting until i gave up
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#i GUESS? carmen and ayins face is a whole thing and stuff.#oh wait hello silly first life stuff. yeah that counts. tee hee?#angela and benjamin are technically there but theyre kinda small compaired to the rest of the drawings in inclusion so im not sure..#ill do angela since she isnt covered#angela lobcorp#carmen lobcorp#ayin lobcorp#netzach lobcorp#it mustve been so prominent. the feelings of affection. those memories of ayin smiling so gently and warmly to her. to Carmen. than angela.#for it to be the very first thing brought up. the very first thing to actually recall from the copy of Her brain. a warmth she would never#be able to see upon that face. a warmth she knows and can recall but never for Her. a man who adored carmen to have such a face shown to he#that now cannot even bare to look at what isnt her what could never be her yet depending on a creation he loathes#for its similarities. for being close to him. for not Being Carmen enough. for being a bastardization of what once was. holding#justifications and trying to convince the self in order to continue forward. its just a machine. a machine must behave as a machine#how miserable. how trapping. how stuck and desperate. ever inflicting cycle of pain. anyways PLATONIC GIOCARMEN!! 🔥🔥#i canot speak upon ayin for there isnt enough room. GIOVANNI!! wanted to draw some interactions w them.#there was a scrapped doodle of carmen talking abt pain levels for beaking bones with a smile on her face while pointing to his body#bc day 48 and decidedly factually stating things with a smile as if it wasnt even personal. even if it is distressing#women in stem 🔥 have her bring over diagrams for him to have as reference. gio helping skim and find pages for specific quotes or a section#to bookmark. just happy at her glee and determination. carmen is holding up a clipboard w a diagram from the red book by carl jung but its#really small and hard to tell what it is. tee hee. there is more rambles but nay. i shant. twas for fun in between stuff#ever constant fear of misconstrued words. prithee. accept my offerings.....#spoke abt them before. i think? so content inside her warmth and joy. alive at her pride. feeling a part of him ripped away at her listless#expression. erased vanished faded from the world back to the murky color of gray further when she left the world. its so. ahngbh.#ill make a rb after this comes out and i wake up on the side blog nieranddear of just more rambles on it all that couldnt fit here#lor spoilers#... maybe. maybe on the rambles. if i dont get embarrassed and dip out of fear. whatever. go my queued post
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cw // stalking
DOL x SCP AU
KyLar ver. 1.0.0 - SCP- 1471 (EUCLID)
'Never settle for those awkward feelings of being alone ever again! KyLar is an exciting and interactive experience that will keep you engaged and intrigued! The anxiety of social situations can be nerve-wracking but after a few hours of KyLar, you will soon forget about all those painful emotions of disappointment! Remember, the more you participate, the more KyLar will engage with you! Your experience is completely up to you!'
SCP-1471 or also known as 'KyLar' is a free to download application for mobile devices made available on several well known online applications platforms including but are not limited to: Google Play and the Apple App Store. SCP-1471 has no listed developer and has the anomalous ability to not only bypass all approval process to be listed on the online application platforms but also can not be removed by any program removal application.
Once SCP-1471 is installed in a phone, it will begin to send pictures to the user through text messaging between every 3-6 hours. All pictures will contain some detail of SCP-1471-A, either located in the foreground or background. On the first day, the pictures containing SCP-1471-A would be taken in places that are usually frequented by users in the past. However, after 48 hours, the pictures sent containing SCP-1471-A would be taken in places that were recently visited by the user. After 72 hours, the pictures sent containing SCP-1471-A would be taken of the user in real time, with shots of SCP-1471-A standing in the foreground, background or even behind the user at times. Users who have been exposed to SCP-1471 for more than 90 hours will begin to visualize or see SCP-1471-A in their peripheral vision and reflective surfaces.
SCP-1471-A has been described to be a short human male with pale skin, sunken eyes with dark eye bags and a mop of black messy unkempt hair. SCP-1471-A is always seen wearing very loose gray trousers and an oversized black hoodie. In some instances, SCP-1471-A would appear in some pictures holding a knife in one hand and some users have reported that the longer they take to respond to SCP-1471-A's pictures, he will look far more hostile and crazed in the next pictures. However, it is unclear if continued delay in response to these text messages would lead to a hostile encounter with the anomalous entity. So far, affected users, who have continued exposure to SCP-1471, had begun visualizing SCP-1471-A in real life, where SCP-1471-A would try to visually communicate with them in some way. However, all reported users have failed to understand or comprehend the meaning of these attempts.
The only way to reverse the anomalous effects that is occurring to the users will be to remove the users from the continuous exposure of the images completely before 90 hours have passed.
#dol x scp au#I'LL PROBABLY MAKE SOME MORE PROPER ENTRIES FOR THE LOVE INTERESTS SOON#cause i did tweak the SCPs a bit to better suit the DOL lore#but i do hope this is nice !!#im so sorry abt being late for halloween but literally on halloween#i could not post anything on my blog#like it was so bad and at some point i got kicked out as well#degrees of lewdity#dol#dol related#dol kylar#kylar the loner#fan art#art#mine#my fan art#my art#for now have kylar !!! i thought of making him the first one cause i recall MalO the original SCP-1471#is not a very well known SCP? so I thought it'd be good to just type in their entry#im surprised they're not more famous because early on when i started my scp journey#i couldn't click on any scp video without ever hearing malo getting mentioned
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JULIE AND THE PHANTOMS (2020) // JULIE E OS FANTASMAS (2011) 1.01 - Wake Up // 1.01 - Enfrentando Fantasmas -> Julie meets the Band.
#julie and the phantoms#julie e os fantasmas#jatp#mine#mine:gif#storytime: when i was in middle school i found myself to be obsessed with julie e os fantasmas (jeof)#and by watching it i have learned some words in portoguese which - later in my life - i have always wanted to learn better#besides that - in middle school i used to wear julie's iconic side ponytail !! i was THE biggest jeof fan like EVER#i used to watch it with my little sister and i would pretend i had some ghosts friends as well - popping out of my stereo (lol)#so... flash forward to 2020. i can't recall HOW i found out about jatp... it's just that i have heard of it and i was like hold on...#does this have to do anything with jeof? so i was super intrigued and watched the pilot and YES!! a brand new up-to-date remake#of my favorite tv show as a kid LIKE WOW. and idk i thought it was somehow underground as the og one ... saw NO ONE talking about it online#until up recently when i got back on tumblr (actually 2 years ago) and i saw there was this LIVELY community of people appreaciating this#show AS MUCH as i was appreciating the og as a youngster.#goes without saying that it was so surprising to me and it healed parts of me that i didn't think needed to be healed. wow. just wow.#i have never posted content for these two bad boys#mostly bcs i was salty that jatp was canceled (ugh) until now!! i hope you enjoyyyyy#ALSO i remember as a kid i was watching jeof on tv right? but i had missed some episodes so i remember LMAO going online and there was this#website (like a random person's own website) that was hosting all of the episodes. my very first experience with streaming series online
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I'm sorry did I just go downstairs to make breakfast and see
c r u m b s
on the fucking
c o u n t e r
#personal#bad housemates#the crumb saga#(for reference: my housemates are VERY strict about No Crumbs On The Counter and this has blown up in a huge way)#(there's more to it than that- I do genuinely struggle with finishing chores late and I freely admit it. so I'm not entirely innocent here)#(but the crumbs have been this whole Thing as people may recall from my posting about it)#(to the point where my housemates have been like 'yeah we all think the kitchen is gross and don't want to cook there. because of you')#(when the kitchen is- I have posted photos to prove it -borderline spotless)#(and the only sticking point seems to be...fucking CRUMBS I guess)#(I have been declared the Sole Crumb-Leaver and treated accordingly and now I find THIS)
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I didn’t mean for this page to have like, the exact same format as the last one, but it does
I tried to design the kids from that one TFA fanfic I read once because they come into my brain every now and then. I feel like I’m undermining the fic by saying that. It’s part of a collection, called Blessings in Disguise by Quiet_Shadow on Ao3 (idk if they have a tumblr), where basically post Archa 7 and being kicked out of the Academy, Optimus finds out he’s sparked, and later has twins who were sired by both Elita and Sentinel, one for each, and he’s basically raising them with his space bridge crew, since Elita’s supposedly dead and Sentinel keeps ignoring Optimus’ repeated attempts to contact him. The kids are named Ariel and Dion, in reference to the War Dawn characters, and I think are also supposed to somewhat resemble them
I felt I should give a summary for anyone who doesn’t have yesterday’s context. The fics are both relatively short and the second one remains unfinished, but I liked it well enough
But yeah, as alluded to yesterday, I’ve been debating whether or not to draw the kids, and after yesterday I decided “screw it, why not”
As it turns out, the first fic actually did have descriptions for each of the kids, so I had more to work with, which honestly I probably needed
I don’t know how to draw sparklings, so I think I ended up making them look older than they’re supposed to be in the fic. Sorry
And also, while Ariel I think turned out really well, Dion isn’t the best. I actually had to redo him partially because I was trying to give him a Sentinel chin (though far smaller), while also trying to give him a helmet like he was supposed to have (in the fic he has both), but it wasn’t looking right so I changed it to what it is now, which is still kind of wonky. He’s also described as looking a lot like Sentinel, but because I wanted to give him Optimus’ blue skin, among other traits, he ended up resembling Optimus far more than Sentinel
I also gave them both Optimus’ chin thing, initially as coincidence but screw it, shared trait
Ariel was described as pink, so I conceded that she’s pink, but I gave her a more peach tone instead, and overall I quite like her color scheme. Dion too, just not as much
I’m not super sure about the bodies though, particularly the arms. I was drawing that part while bored at work, so it may have affected my creativity. I mean, I guess they’re fine, but I don’t know
But yeah I’m not sure I have more to say, so just know that I did this
Honestly it actually was a lot of fun, at least until the struggle with Dion’s head came into play. I really do need to get around to making my own fankids at some point
And also with this and yesterday, I really do see why people like the TFA style, it’s pretty fun to draw. I need to incorporate it more, but my AU already has another style it’s trying to emulate
*sigh*, if only I had a way to incorporate the TFA style more while also drawing characters and designs separate from the continuity, just borrowing a similar style. I don’t know
#I don’t know if I’m cringe for doing this#but I did and I like it so you must know now#check out the fic too#it’s not a lot but I found it enjoyable#I crave more of this premise#transformers#transformers animated#transformers OC#not my OC#transformers sparklings#fankid#oplita#sentop#sentoplita#fanfic#my art#I have debated doing this for Echo as well in Baby Bone Lullaby#but as I recall we don’t get much description on his physical appearance#other than generally looking like a copy of Sentinel save the lack of giant chin#and that his face more resembles Optimus but that’s also coming from Ratchet so I don’t know how accurate it is#also BBL is E rated for very good reason unlike this#with the circumstances of Echo’s creation not being nearly as family friendly as these two#I don’t know if that’s the right word but you get what I mean#I don’t know
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I'm not immune to listening to evanescence and thinking about my animanga phase when I was a teenager.... Man I was so free. What if I got back into manga, what then. (I won't, it's all too expensive now and all the shit I used to like is all old news)
#But I always do kinda forget there's nothing stopping me from revisiting old things#Cringe is dead etc etc#Maaan I was a total Bleach guy (manga only). And fmab.#And many many others I can't remember now. Death note I recall.#Was more into the manga than the animes cuz I loved the artwork most of all. Used to draw from them#But fmab is the best manga to anime adaption I think I've ever seen imo#I still have all my Bleach art books. Love his style so much. The way he draws men and fashion shaped me#Anyway just reminiscing
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MerMay ft my wind deity OC Ananza (because I drew the water deity last year and then didn't draw any other Mermadeities)
Her tail inspired by the lionfish type spikes (also possibly because of some being turkeyfish and turkey = bird and she's wind which makes more sense than lion = cat for ... not wind) but it's just loosely inspired. Since Ananza isn't actually a hostile deity and really wants freedom and calmness above all I decided four spikes is plenty to get the point across.
And! Her tail has the slightly seaweed resemblance with the green fins.
Thank you.
#my characters#i do not know how to draw mermaids which is a huge crime considering i go by the name salmon#and the fact that the little mermaid is one of my favorite movies and i have no memory of the instances but#my mom told me when i was a child i would walk into target and vanish and then she would find me over at the barbie mermaids#like i had some kinda radar for mermaids#and also i suspect that i might have become a sleeping bag enjoyer because it could be like a mermaid tail#flapping against the bed lmao#which if you didnt know i sleep in a sleeping bag and have done so for as long as i can recall#i have slept on beds in a bag and now i have a couch where i sleep in a bag#the couch is my bed but its a couch - like its not even folded out its just Couch#with the heat currently its been soooo rough having a bag i cant sleep in and then no blankets really to lay on at the ready#anyway all that to say i should learn to actually draw mermaids at some point but here we go im tired and melting
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hehe. almost christmas!
#ace attorney tag#narumitsu#partial nudity /#2nd and 3rd things inspired by playing the first game and Uhh... why is phoenix accusing men of being lovers and being certain of it#and just generally containing the core of bisexuality within him#also there's that part i recall in maybe the..3rd game? where he's like Wow.. I'd Fall For Him Too... about that cinnamon swirl looking man#learnt lately that the writers upon learning that ace attorney was very popular with BL people immediately started reading BL#to understand the genre. i think phoenix would also do such Research in college. to Learn About People. About The World.#so now he feels that he has gaydar and is a good Ally etc. But actually maybe...you're also just bi too !#too bad you'll have to get kissed by a criminal to work that out! Hang in there <3#i reread my fic today !! I'm in the christmas mood now ! Sort of ! ooooh the 7 year gap.. at least we are in the 7 year gap years irl#Somewhere out there they ARE drinking wine romantically gazing at snow on a balcony in germany. thank GOD for that fr#so i shall be drawing things from THAT era next i need to depict men finally kissing NOW !!!!!!#can't do it with orufrey..can't draw cute happy romantic wintry art of them..didn't finish processing my current divorcecore arc era cycle
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-- o, this sweet love!! o, this divine grief.
#pigeon screens#Odette hollows#FFXIV screenshots#hyur#middie#midlander#skeleton girls!!!!!!!#look at 'em go#fav things about this: her stretch marks ofc but also that darkness at the top of her thigh is making me#feel things#also that i finally used brio to make more butterfly effect minions#because they're my favorite minion (obvi from how often they feature)#and now I will have more...........#Odette's pose is a pre-made one from Jupi i believe I cannot recall the name#but I wanted 2 do something with skeletons so I just#rapidly flipped through all my saved poses#and this one made me pause#and then i wiggled the moths and the skeletons around her#i wanted to do more skeltons too#like four skeletons for the four moths#(two minions#but each minion is 2 moths)#but I!!! like this a lot#and i love how the moths ended up cupped sweetly in her hand and drawing the eye to her hip
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@grinningjackal hit me up the other day regarding pierre and kendis' space thanks to that cool tea infusion ask game. bc i had no space in my romance novelist description of scents, i didn't get to do this. i felt like i wanted to, so i did.
Kendis
I actually already did one for Kendis - technically, and I could have cp'd it but .... I love to cause myself pain. Also, I couldn't find it for a minute but here. I both like and dislike the second middle picture, as for the left second row picture there would be more pizzaz ... probably more color to help with the browns. Probably a carpet like the right one or more fun looking bins. Or both.
Pierre
#aest: twc#aest: pierre lin#aest: kendis crawford louel#... eh ->#inight: twc#if anything even if grandma-core didn't exist i wouldn't place pierre under cottage-core. he would be a more light academia + bright apartm#nt vibe#if i had to pick a category/specific vibe to describe it#i feel the former covers that soft cozy vintage-y vibe with the brightness adding color and keeping it from being so ... sterile [imo]#i like it because it is distinct to how some people might have known him when he was younger and maybe even from how he is as a detective b#t then as you get to really look at it. it's like oh yeah this is definitely an apartment for a book loving genuine stylish ish nice dude#lol#<-#insight: pierre lin#lol.#kendis' apartment if i recall right is more Actual Design Aesthetics lol#something about mid-century modern#the frustration of finding so many gorgeous pics but they were 'ai modified'#i know this will get me shotted -- but i wouldnt be entirely against using them - what is done is done - if i knew it was from products the#store already had or images the photographers gave permission to use. pinterest is wiggly enough as it is re: crediting and tracing now you#wanna make it WORSE??#i mean i suppose it isnt like i ever give credit for images i used for like decorations or outfits but i guess it feels less weird bc i can#image search ...#idk#but hey at least pinterest is finally making notes which pictures are and which arent#tired of straining my already not so great eyes lol#i tried to find looks that would fit for small spaces but ---#and i wasnt gonna spend the day on this#was a fight for my life to find colors that were vibrant but kinda earthy. a whimsical boho maximalist look bc all of it was 'ai modified'#why do you hate me pinterest? what did i do??
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Does anyone else find it really funny that in 601, when running to Barius in his bakery, Callum was going so fast down the steps or whatever that his BOOTS squeaked on floor? That's probably made of stone or pavement? I don't remember his boots squeaking before from him going so fast, or anyone else's for that matter. He's not even wearing rubber sneakers!
Bro, Callum, I'm glad you're excited, but slow down, please. You'll eat shit.
#that very obvious squeak makes me laugh SO hard now every time i watch that scene since i first noticed it#they didnt have to put that squeak in there. i dont recall even hearing a shoe squeak before#but he was so excited and stumbling and slipping that in the quiet of the bakery his boot fuckin squeaks#its so funny#tdp#callum#the dragon prince#continue the saga#continuethesaga#give us the saga#giveusthesaga#someday hes gonna be running to do something really excited and he'll eat shit as he loses his coordination and rayla is just gonna lose#it while making sure hes okay and helping him off the ground#dragon lady letters#and by lose it i mean laugh her entire ass off
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I love seeing Rory run in the field!! Bird dog doing bird dog things!! You said in the tags you had different training and priorities with her vs Mav re: offleash running like that. What kinds of things did you do differently with Rory to be comfortable having her offleash at a distance with reliable recall?
I was writing a whole novel but really it boils down to this chart. Under the cut because it's (vertically) long.
In short, it's just as much about what I didn't do with Maverick as what I did do with Aurora.
(Edited to add: I am extremely fortunate to live in the prairies where the kind of visibility I need is easy to find. Use my experience to inspire your own training if you like, but don't use it as a recipe. I have my own goals and my own priorities and those are likely different than yours.)
Maverick:
🔵 Supremely confident from day 1
🔵 Came home in August (extremely good and exciting time for outdoor adventures)
🔵 Prioritized specific sports behaviours over foundational building blocks like engagement and cooperation
🔵 Learned bad habits from my older dog at the time (prey drive > recall)
🔵 Was indiscriminately prey driven. If it moved, he wanted to kill it.
🔵 I phased out treats too fast and didn't want to use an ecollar or long line
🔵 I focused on "social media dog behaviours" (think like walking extremely close to me on trails) and got frustrated when we couldn't meet these rather than meeting my dog where he was at. This created a lot of frustration in our dog adventures.
🔵 I practiced recalls constantly when I didn't have to, making them a tedious behaviour for him. I would recall him 20-50 times a hike for everything from "you're too far away from me" to "I want to take a photo".
Aurora
🟣 Came to me a little insecure and looked to me for reassurance
🟣 Came home in December (a cold and relatively boring time for outdoor adventures)
🟣 I prioritized engagement, cooperation, and name recognition from day 1
🟣 Practiced good habits by walking offleash in the snow either alone or with Pike (amazing recall)
🟣 Is extremely birdy, but is very very focused. She easily calls off deer or people/dogs in the distance because she mostly cares about birds.
🟣 Literally always gets offered a high value snack for recalling or voluntary check ins (I will never phase this out, I will carry chunks of cheese on offleash walks for the rest of her life)
🟣 I never practice recalls if I don't need them. This one is hard to explain, but once Rory understood that long whistle = come back as fast as you can, I don't whistle unless I really need to. I recall her an average of 0-3 times per hike (*based on visibility or wildlife*) and trust her to make good decisions otherwise. I keep my eyeballs on her 100% of the time and choose areas with good visibility, but I don't recall her just for being far away.
🟣 I limit hikes where I have to nag her often (think, in the woods where I dont have a great line of sight and have to remind her to stay close to me) to a few times a month or less so she doesn't start getting frustrated about it.
🟣 I trust the training I put into her and choose to run her in areas with (relatively) reduced risk if she makes the "wrong" choice. I don't nitpick everything she does and I let her make her own choices, within reason.
🟣 I have an interrupter cue to ask her to stop doing something before I call her back (if she's digging a hole and I want her to move on, I use "Rory, enough! Here!") instead of whistling at her.
🟣 I don't force her attention on check ins. If she runs back to me and doesn't want a snack and wants to run straight back out, I let her run back out.
🟣 I have anticipatory cues for the end of a walk so I don't have to recall her when we get to the end of the field.
I want to say that it's nerve wracking to watch my dog sprint at full speed hundreds of yards away from me. I have to fight the impulse to recall her just because she's far away. It's an exercise in trust because I'm always worried about her going over the horizon, or running into a wildlife, or falling into a hole, but it's an important thing to work on if you have a dog that needs that trust to thrive.
Mav and I were a good team, but I never fully trusted him outdoors. I always had my finger on the ecollar buttons ready for him to do an evil and need to be vibrated. It was exhilarating to watch him in the field, but it wasn't really fun or relaxing.
Rory and I built a much stronger foundation of trust (I personally never would have been able to do this if I had more than one dog). She doesn't know any tricks yet, but I'm super confident in her recall and ability to take direction in the field, even when she's sprinting as fast as possible.
#dogblr#about mav#about aurora#hahahaha i still wrote a novel#i have a lot of thoughts about recall#i never want to see a four month old puppy with an ecollar and yet i see it all the time in the gundog circles#and i get it i just find it super distasteful#i was team 'never get a dog in winter' !#and i am now team '100% get a dog in winter'#it was sooooo much easier to build good habits when nothing was moving in the winter freeze#my biggest issue with rorys recall is that she struggles to recall off pike#but even that improves each time we go out and thats more an arousal issue than a recall issue#she's a really cool dog#i still choose my offleash locations and time super carefully#i would never go out at noon on a sunday and run her offleash#i go out to quiet areas at quiet times#and i just let her do her thing#trust is a two way street even with dogs#ask#anon#bird dog training#recall training#recall#<- tags so i can find this later#eta: i want to add that i do use her name to get her attention if i need something or want a photo#and i have a specific cue for 'look at me from a distance and decide if you want to come closer'#but im largely quiet in the field when shes running especially if were walking by ourselves#i just let her do her thing#thats why we're out there after all
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So... did Jamil behave differently for those first few months before Kalim turned up at NRC? Did anyone (Azul certainly comes to mind) notice the difference once Jamil had to pull himself into the background again?
Like, iirc Jamil himself talked about feeling freer when he got to NRC, but I do wonder how outwardly noticeable that would have been in how he interacted with his peers, how he performed in his classes, and all that. And did he suddenly withdraw, rein in his grades and performance and perhaps even his presence?
Basically
a) how differently would've Jamil acted during those first months, compared to the good servant persona before book 4
b) was Kalim's arrival basically a candle getting snuffed when it came to Jamil and
c) did anyone even notice?
#ner talks#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#kalim al-asim#azul ashengrotto#I mean during glomas as well I do seem to recall Jamil being kinda conscious of appearances and manners and all that#so it's not like it's just his proximity to asims / kalim that gets it out of him but it's quite ingrained behavior by now#but I still do wonder#like at that point he came from middle school where he was away from kalim as well#so he very well might've gotten used to acting rather differently at school than he would when it comes to presenting as the good servant#and suddenly having that taken from him... I just can't help but wonder how drastic of a turn he took there#outwardly as well and not just inwardly#no I'm not fine thinking about this
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sometimes you just gotta draw sad old men
ft marcy and the vampire king(who technically is an old man)
#fionna and cake#adventure time#ice king#simon petrikov#marceline the vampire queen#the vampire king#adventure time fanart#//been watching adventure time for technically the first time??#honestly i just watched episodes whenever i could gdhfg (aka VERY out of order)#i do recall when Stakes and Islands came out though#god that was forever ago#anyway i started a few days ago and am now up to season 10 lmao#as of writing this im up to episode 4! noice!#anywho man i haven't drawn simon in forever#i still have really old doodles from when I first watched Simon and Marcy XD#somewhere at least;;;;#anywho thats enough tag rambling#im going back to watching the sad people show so I can fully enjoy fionna and cake XD
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