#so. fucking. down. bad. idc
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istg this is their go-to now 😭😭 they always pair up the outfits like this, then make me get whiplash with their words
#⋆. 𐙚 ˚ in this universe: caleb#⋆. 𐙚 ˚ in this universe: sylus#⋆. 𐙚 ˚ playing with caleb#⋆. 𐙚 ˚ playing with sylus#⋆. 𐙚 ˚ uploads: screencaps#caleb with those glasses#sylus with his gojo aaa glasses#how down bad are you maeve?#so. fucking. down. bad. idc#IM FINE#caleb#lnds caleb#lads caleb#love and deepspace caleb#sylus#lnds sylus#lads sylus#love and deepspace sylus
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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IK I SAY THIS EVERY TIME BUT GOOD FUCKING GOD AND HE POSTED THIS LIKE 15 MINS AWAY FROM MY FUCKING HOUSE BUT I COULDNT GO IM CLAWING AT THE WALLS AND SCREAMING


#RAGHHGGGG HOLY FUCKING AHIT I NEED HIM#I NEED HIM SO BAD#face down ass up on the concrete idc I'll fuck him in front of god and everybody#Zelli#marc zellweger#SOMEBODY SEND ME ZELLI REQS
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dumbass supreme says 'yeah ill play a quick game of rivals before lunch why not' and gets mvp more at 1
#marvel rivals#snap chats#closing the game so i can live off the high of me thinking im actually good at this game ☝️#please ignore the losing streak i was on last night I WAS SO PISSED LIKE PLEAAASSEE IM NOT /THAT/ BAD AM I#I WAS LIKE 'ok ill just play until i win that should be like a game or two' AND THEN. i just never won.. i had to stop to finish my work...#NO CAUSE i was just doing some practice stuff and being more comfortable with magneto's kit#note: please use the enhanced sword when wanda's on your team i promise. she wasnt on my team this game but just in general#i always forget i have it 💀 BUT ITS DPS IS GREAT FOR ERIK no wonder that shit has a thirty second cool down#in any case. i was sufficiently locked in so i guess thats why i was hitting shots for once 💀#no chat you know what my ultimate high is playing this game. ult canceling vaJELVKAJERL#SPECIFICALLY IRON MAN'S like you just look at him and throw up a barrier .... hello .... im a master at this from ow ok. ... you are nothin#now if only erik said cutesy one liners when blocking an ult then my life would really be complete#for the first time i was caught in a magneto duel today. there can only be one you chucklefuck im bullying you#i have no idea how magneto is meta wise The Game Just Came Out but idc i will give him a menacing reputation#its only right !!!!! its lore accurate. me in the big Fuck You red and purple outfit I NEVER SEE OTHER PEOPLE WITH THE SKIN. BTW.#its worth it idc. ... . id buy it again really ..... its such a good skin .......#love how when i first saw it i was like 'eh idk' but now i wanna eat it and make out sloppy with it#IT JUST LOOKS GREAT IN MOTION LIKE OKKKK i woudlnt have minded a simple classic look either tho ...#... but ill take the emperor vibes ... theyre cool ...#ok bye ima actually eat now
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In timelines where Senju dies during tanabata, she dies still bearing the guilt of what happened on July 30th, 1999; and with the belief that she absolutely failed at what she wanted to do (ie: stop Mikey & Sanzu, tell the truth about the Concorde, apologize, make sure no more hurt is done) and failing before she could actually start acting on it - years of preparation, of building Brahman and training and fighting, only to not even be able to face Mikey and Sanzu. Maybe she would've failed (and we know she would've) but she'd have had a chance to try. Senju-who-dies-during-tanabata (aka Senju in Bonten timeline) dies thinking: 1) she's the reason why everything went wrong with Mikey and why their two families fell apart, 2) she won't ever have the chance to face them and attempt at stopping their rise to power, 3) she won't ever be able to even merely apologize, were all of her plans to fail. The guilt has been eating her alive for years and she just wants her brother and childhood friend back; and maybe they wouldn't forgive her, but perhaps they'd stop the destruction they're causing, including to themselves.
She dies before even seeing them one more time. But on the other hand, there's something that makes this death worth it and that's the fact she did right by protecting Takemichi. She's regretting not being able to see Sanzu and Mikey, but she's not regretting saving a life - keeping a promise. I think she could've given it to anyone (that's just how she is) but, see, Takemichi is the first person she's befriended in years. Mikey, Baji, Emma? gone from her life since the Concorde broke, gone because of her own fault. She doesn't seem to have any other friend, and that's why she jumped on Takemichi at the first opportunity she got - because her only recurrent social interactions are with Brahman members, and they're Benkei&Wakasa's age. She has no one her age to bond with, but then here comes Takemichi. And she doesn't want to lose that, she doesn't want to mess it up again.
Her goal is to defeat Mikey and destroy Kanto Manji. That's how Brahman came to be. And yet, whereas Takemichi writes this down for his tanabaka wish, Senju writes 'protect Hanagaki'. She doesn't want Brahman to get big, she doesn't want anyone to be hurt, if there is damage she wants it to be kept as minimal as possible... She can't let Takemichi die. Not only is he the first friend she has in a while and, simply, a human being she rather not be hurt(even at the extent of herself being hurt instead) - he's also the one they(her&Brahman) think can get to Mikey, alongside Draken. It's been so many years, what emotional ties does Mikey have towards her now? Takemichi and Draken would be more effective than she could ever be (as much as she wished she could handle everything on her own)
#her parents named her 'a thousand curses' and she spent like half of her short life thinking she was the reason why all went wrong(ie: broke#the concorde(and lied about it)) - im not sure shes thinking of her existence as something quite positive#and yet. she saved takemichi's life by sacrificing her own. so maybe - maybe - shes salvageable. she did good. for once; she did good#aaaaa i have a fanart idea i need to summon the skills for so fucking bad#tr#tokrev#tokyo revengers#i did try to not leave the path of what is explicitly(or almost is) stated in canon but i kinda failed methinks#anyway idc im right die mad about it#senju akwaragi#senju akashi#tr senju#tokrev senju#*banging pots together* I LOVE SENJU AND HOW TRAGIC SHE IS AND HOW TRAGIC THE AKASHI SIBLINGS ARE AND HOW TRAGIC THE ORIGINAL GROUP IS#senju is just so special to me#theres also something about her and her wish for independence i think. bc benkei wakasa and takeomi looks so much over and after her#she cant act like she wants#i dont want to think as sacrificing her life being the most empowerment she ever got but theres something alongside those lines#takemichi hanagaki#tr takemichi#sanzu haruchiyo#akashi haruchiyo#tr sanzu#mikey sano#manjiro sano#tr manjiro#tr mikey#she spent so much time training i wonder how often she actually got to fight in gang brawls (and without benkei and wakasa and takeomi righ#behind her) and how new and disorientating whatever went down after draken's death(replacing her own) was for her
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Loved suki vs female mainipulators that want her badly comic
#this comic is genuienly so good#suki was protrayed so well i love her to death and back#tho i did find it funny the first two pages where just azula trying her fucking hardest to get a reaction#thats so ooc but idc azula being down bad for suki is the funniest thing ever#suki winning the idgaf war#suki alone#atla#suki#azula#biyu
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what the fuck is wrong with people
#calling tlou 'the down of us' 'the chopped of us' 'the autism of us' ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING#WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU#THAT'S AN ACTUAL PERSON#go the fuck away go play the fucking game jesus christ#also bella ramsey is fucking hot idc idc AND A REALLY GOOD ACTOR LIKE??? SO GOOD??? HOW DO PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE BAD???#don't even get me started on the fucking ableism jesus fucking christ#fucking losers go cry somewhere else
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idc if this stupid tubi ass show has no Fandom on here, these two should've made out passionately in multiple scenes. idc
#slick: since when that ever stop you * gazes down at lamar with a tender fondness both in tone and face*#slick/pm basically tells lamar hes hard 24/7. idc if it's a metaphorical sense. that was fucking weird#pm and lamar should kiss. my onion#pm the only one that can make that crazy rabid hamster running on a wheel that's curving its lil hamster spine rlly bad#in lamar's head for place of a brain#actually pause for like and twitch its little hamster knoes#NOSE* im infected by their stupidity#before cautiously going back to a slow walk on its wheel that transfers to swift galloping#this is considered old man yaoi bcs the life expectancy in their 'occupation' is not high so let me have this
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depression over, today i’m HORNY
#i mean i also was yesterday#but at least i’m not breaking out in random sobbing today haha#steph rambles#what’s with this guy#*points over my shoulder only to point at a second slightly confused version of myself*#i actually need to get laid so bad it’s been 4 months#actually okay this is becoming awfully tmi but idc#i had this dream about being a little mindless puppy for this crazily gorgeous girl#and i was on my hands and knees in front of a mirror while she was kinda sitting on my back#with her fingers hooked in my mouth#while she was talking down to me the entire time#girl this fucking dream made me discover something about myself#ANYWAYS#WHATS HER DEAL HAHA
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i ship inhun in a way that differwnt and more swagful than anyone else btw.
#TBFHHHHH i know i know i knowwww i say a lot. but i dont even ship in in the traditional sense#i dont think it will b canon and i dont rlly WANT it to b canon. its just insane like ZAMNNNNN why r u looking at each other like thatatttt#i dont think that if (IF) inho reveals his identity gihun is gonna magically b like Oh my god… okay well i like u now. more the opposite#and i dont think inho genuinely likes gihun all that much. i think hes obsessed w him in a way that borders on it but. u know#to inho gihun mostly just represents the parts of himself hes locked away. hes like the person inho used to be or cld have been#i think he DOES want whats best for gihun but like. just in his own opinion#to him whats best is to just.. pretend these issues dont exist and move on.#i think being wrapped up in the games is sickening no mattter what side ur on and he knows this. and just wants gihun to forget#i also do think he sees Something special in gihun. but its not like Ahhhh come and rule by my side 😈 LOL#yeah like i said. the recognition of the self. DONT GO DOWN THIS PATH MAN FUCK OFFFFFF#um. also yeah gihun i dont think wld have such a thrn around to like date himmmm oh my god lol#i think its likely hell end up Not killing inho for various reasons and possibly even leaving room for redemption#but yeah i dont think he wld ever trust him even. i dont think he wld let all that slide 😭😭😭#gihun x youngil is bantssss. but not real at all sadly#rhe best fic i read of them was a pre series fic where inho wasnt the front man yet. and he met gihun by chance#and kinda used him to convince himself that what he was doing was right. For The Greater Good etc#i cant remember what it was called but it was sooo good i need to find it sometime#sniff….. living in a sad world where every body mischaracterises them sooooo bad and evil.#THE BEST INHUN CONTENT was the animation of them over the megamind breakup scene. MY GOD#ill be honest. igaf abt their dynamic soooo hard but htemain reaosn i ‘ship’ them is bc theyre both INSANELY FINE. AND I NEED THEM BADLY#and. im obsessed w them separately. so of course they are making out sloppy style in my mind#ill b honest as well i dont think gihun is in the right state of mind for aany of That AT ALLLL rn either.#and as well w inho not being intersted in that way. and also he shot his brother bc it was aconflict of interests. btw.#whatever tho lol the memes and shit r funny as fuckkkkk so idc. keep fucking#anyways sangihun 🔛🔝 for fucking everrrrrer in terms of an actual ship#tho i dont think they wld ever be canon either. well i mean. for obvious reasons#but also bc i dont PERSONALLY think sangwoo wld ever allow himself that. BYE#idk idk idk maybe i am wrong and i know nothing.#SORRY. ik i am fighting invsisible demons again i just saw a post abt Sickos who know Nothing abt the Themes…. NO GUYS.. PROMMY THATS NOT ME
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me venting about specific aspect of game designs. Also I choose violence towards a particular part of ‘elitist gamers’.
How to explain to game designers and gamers that making fun of people for picking the ‘easy mode’ for a video game, is fucking shitty and elitist as fuck.
Especially how they completely forget any fucking nuance of ‘hey maybe this person is playing a game in a genre that they are unfamiliar with and want to play on a easier difficultly setting for their first playthrough to familiarise themselves with the gameplay and its mechanics.’ Maybe they even want to experience a narrative FIRST, over say a frustrating time with the game, like are you seriously going to point and laugh at someone for wanting to experience something new?
Like dude I cannot stress how these kinds of elitist assholes are the same ones who ACTIVELY MAKE IT INTIMIDATING for people who WANT to get into a specific piece of media that intrigues them, and by extension YOU ARE SCARING AWAY A POTENTIAL FAN WHO COULD LEGITIMATELY VIBE WITH THE GAME AND ITS WIDER COMMUNITY FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONS.
Like seriously how dare people want a new experience, so let’s ACTIVELY make fun of them for NOT ‘getting good’!! /sarcasm
#about shin megami tensei 4#Came across a post about it making fun of a h games journalist who made an article documenting their experience#with the game and they found it challenging that they put it on easy mode#and like look I get it SMT is supposed to be challenging HOWEVER. That shouldn’t fucking gatekeep people from giving it a#legitimately try and wanting to experience something different.#and so in that post people make fun of the journalist in the tags and it’s like. YOU ARE THE ASSHOLES WHO SCARE POTENTIAL FANS FUCK YOU#I think what makes this particularly worse is that apparently SMT4 MAKES FUN OF YOU FOR PICKING EASY MODE#wow what a way to turn me off from a game guess I’m uninstalling it and reinstalling DOA Dimensions now /hjks#<- though legitimately that DOES TURN ME OFF#shallow rambles#shallow vents#hi. Have people ever heard of nuance in game design and game experiences??? Apparently not!!! /sarcasm#hm. Thinking about that soulsbourne video critiquing the whole ‘gif gud’ mantra#like at least soulsbourne is hard but doesn’t MAKE FUN OF YOU FOR BEING BAD AT THE GAME. Like it’s as if it WANTS YOU TO GET BETTER AT#THE GAME!!!! That’s NUANCED GAME DESIGN THAT DOESNT COMPROMISE ITSELF!!#idc if the games journalist is bad at games. If you act like this towards casual gamers who WANT to experience something difficult#Then I think you’re NOT FUN AT PARTIES AND I DONT WANT TO EVEN INTERACT WITH YOU#basically why do we have to punish and make fun of people for not being ‘good at video games’ especially those who WANT to try something#different. If anything we should be applauding that fact. NOT PUNCHING DOWN.#there’s also something slightly ableist about it because it implies everyone SHOULD pick up on details immediately but not#everyone’s brains work like that. some people have short term memory issues or have a hard time ‘reading patterns’ etc.#Waking up and choosing violence this morning
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”jellyfish are my favorite animal” only knows moon jellies and nothing about any type of jellyfish
#“i like jellies more than youuu heheee” TELL ME THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ATLANTIC AND PACIFIC SEA NETTLES#real fucking quiet now huh#it bothers me so bad when people are like “jellyfish>>> are so majestic and cute teehee” and know NOTHING#bitches be like “im such a jellyfish🤪” but never even swim down when having low salinity#you will never relate to jellyfish like i do#AND#AND jellyfish are not even fish#phylum cnidaria#bitches smh#idc if theyre peoples fav animal but when theyre ANNOYING about it thats what gets me
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Took down a neighbor's racist flyers that accompanied his racist doll display (the flyers were on the telephone poles so legal, I left the racist doll display alone), and he came out from inside his house, started following me down the street, and told me I should find a different walking path. Should I get a gun lmao
#he stopped following me when i threatened to call the cops lmao#(i dont normally pull that but he's a middle age white man idc)#im kidding about the gun but only barely#i wanna go back and escalate things sooo bad you guys#i wont#but god i fucking want to#im so fucking angry im shaking#probs shouldve done this at night oh well#i assume he's gonna put it back up again and i will be taking them down again
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what do u meannnnnnn i'm abt to be post college graduation 🧍🏻♀️🧍🏻♀️🧍🏻♀️
#apparnelty some family friends coming to my graudation#bc ig i'm the first in the generation to graduate or whatever the fuck#and like whatever that's fine but ffs i wish they would've come to my show instead#that i co directed and literally love sos o so oso sosososoososooo much#so so so proud of that#i don't give a shit abt my graduation tbh lmfao TT#so it lowkey doesn't mean much to me that they want to come to my graduation ;-;#it would've meant so fucking much if i knew they would be able to come#and want to see that and i could like suggest hey instead come see this show LMAO#like it probably wouldn't have happened but whatever#also just like i have like no motivation and no interest in stats at this point lmfao#ALSO bc these ppl all gonna be fucking talking abotu and asking abt what i'm doing after#I DON'T KNOWWWWW what i'm fucking doingggggggg#i alr get enough talk from my mom abt how i'm not applying to enough jobs#i dont need family friends to also be asking me and my answer just being ha idk#i'm fucking staying at college tho like on campus bc i'm a fucking loser and don't want to move on#like not rly. i'm kinda trying to see it as like#the alternative would've been me at home being a loser lol#and that would've been so annoying and even if this isn't the 'right' thing to do or most traditional#at least i'm choosing to do it ig#and i get to stay in this club w my bestestestestest friends for another yr#idc if i'm like not moving on when i should LOL too bad for me that's a future problem#and also kinda figure out this weird right after college time period w my friend who i'm rooming with#ok. slay that was. acool turnaround from me lmfao just . yeah ok that's the positive side ig lmao#anyway i also dont give a shit about graduation bc i hate my university rn lmfao :) and the world is burning down#jeanne talks#i am . procrastinating#imagine knowing what the fuck i learned in this class this whole semester#ugh literally two group projects to end on and two of the most boring annoying group project experiences i've had LMAO
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am finally back home and can say without a doubt that i am just fundamentally not built for long distance travel however the train was much nicer than planes
#that being said. pressurized cabins drive me insane a little bit#and also it gives you pretty intense sea legs for a While#like. the ones from the first trip hadnt gone away by the return one. so. might be stuck with that for a few days#we shall see#also ajr live fucks severely#the albums were already incredible but that was a goddamn religious experience#like. idk the way i think abt it is theyre more djs than a regular band esp w their performance showing the making of way less sad#like their music is very electronic‚ theyre making mixes of their own sound effects more than singing in one go#so like. the vocals were a teeensy bit rough at times#notably times it has taken me Literally Hundreds Of Hours Practice to be able to consistently sing along with#and times ive found its literally physically impossible to like. no matter what#idc how big your lungs are‚ there is no human on earth who can do that final run of karma in one breath#much less to An Entire Stadium After An Hour Of Jumping And Dancing And Singing Loud As Fuck#so like i dont blame them for that‚ you dont go to live shows expecting it to be 100% perfect anyways jwbdjsbfksb#the trumpet however. well she was certainly playing sometimes. and was very enthusiastic about her flares.#however. in most of their songs they use midi trumpets to my ear at least#meaning she was likely an addition specifically for live performances and in my personal band kid opinion#prooobably was not in any of the like. higher tier bands? idk just. a lot of the mistakes she was making were hitting as stuff that got#taught out of us the instant we joined any band beyond regular concert#so i would guess she was probably just like. a friend who happened to play trumpet in high school or maybe even just middle school#and they knew that the trumpet parts in their pieces were big and distinct enough that like they /had/ to get a live player#and just kinda. didnt anticipate the audition -> performance gap#like. her tone was really fried the whole time like she was playing as hard as possible#which. she was mic'd. have the sound guy turn her up.#the way they did it made it sound like she was using a mute but not. like she only got the bad parts of a mute from it yknow#her tempo and timing were. bad. theres no nice way to put that one it just Was Bad‚ like the trumpet runs in ajr songs arent. complicated#like. quite literally if you handed me the sheet music right now i would have it down perfect in a week at absolute most#and better than that player on sightread. like. we did so many sightreading drills.#like ill share my band kid creds if anyone cares but i need to emphasize this isnt me being braggy like. they genuinely just arent hard#fuck im out of tags. w/e i think only like one of yall also listens to them anyways so i can leave it there
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