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How would the dragons (Longan Ananas Lotus) react to being flirted with and their mate getting jealous and clingy to them?
cw: jealousy,
characters: Longan, Ananas, Lotus
šLongan Dragon Cookieš
āŖļø The scene around the dragon was far more unfamiliar than anything. You had insisted on something ā demanding a trip to where mortals dwelt. It would have normally been met with a firm no, but the dragon could see how downtrodden you had been. It was painful, seeing you so upset. They relented only this once in an attempt to better your mental state. Their posture was stiff at your side. Your hands were locked together as the streets held their attention. Mortals perturbed them, but for you, they would bear it. This was a test in your reclaiming your true self. You broke the contact to approach a stall. Longan stood, watching.
āŖļø Then, something dared block their sight. A mortal. Longan would have sneered, but the mortal was not even worth that. For a moment, they stared at them, eyes big and full of some emotion. The Ivory Dragon felt they far preferred fear. ā⦠You're so⦠breathtakingā¦ā they started, stepping far too close to the dragon, āAre you lost? Would you like me to give you a tour?ā Longan felt everything within them wish to petrify the mortal then and there, claiming their life powder. But. They resisted. For you. Everything they were doing was for you. Their mate. It was only those thoughts that could hold them back.
āŖļø This train of thought was interrupted by your hand returning to theirs. Your scent. Your presence. Mate. Their attention shifted to you. Your expression was intense, and frustration was clearly apparent. Brows knit together. A simple explanation of you being with them sent the person away into the crowd. Longan let out a breath. The era of dragons could not return soon enough. You shifted to hold their arm, clinging to it. Longan led you away from the people to embrace you properly. This would not do. Mortals did not even understand how obvious a mating bond was. A gentle kiss was placed on your forehead.
šAnanas Dragon Cookieš
š” The sun was pleasant against their scales as they stood at your side. A suggestion to enjoy the beauty of their island from you was one that Ananas simply was something they would not reject. It was peaceful, as always. The dragon made certain of that. A few of their islanders had greeted you both. Yet, now you both stood on the beach, watching the ocean sparkle under the sunlight. It was calming. The scent of the sea stung the air. Ananas held you to their side, simply overtaken by everything. Truly, they had everything a dragon could ever desire. Though, you pulled away for a moment to speak with a member of the Mango Tribe. Ananas opted to remain where they were, too at peace.
š” It was then a presence caught their attention. A tourist. Ananas opted to ignore them. All were welcome to bask in their island's glory ā so long as they did not bother the beauty of it. But, to the shock of the dragon, he approached them. His gaze was curious. Ananas almost felt like they were regarding an insect. āYou are the most beautiful being I have ever laid eyes upon,ā he flashed a smirk at Ananas. What⦠was this? The praise did not feel like the kind their islanders loaded onto them. It was annoying to them. āAre you a local? Perhaps you could teach me about this placeā¦ā his hand was held out. Ananas felt an intense urge to hiss. How utterly out of line this mortal was! A local?! This was their island. How ignorant.
š” Before they could react, you suddenly clung to their side. The dragon tensed but placed a hand gently to your back. You glared at the tourist, and he seemed to step back. Ananas watched curiously. Immediately, you told them off that the dragon was very much taken by you. Clinging to them tighter, you made it clear that you were really together. He mumbled out apologies and rushed off, clearly embarrassed. Ananas stood proud. A smirk was on their face. Such a proud proclamation of your status of mates. The tourist was entirely forgotten in favour of clinging to you.
šŖ·Lotus Dragon Cookieš
šµ The Blue Dragon stood at your side, watching people as they passed. You both sat at a teahouse in Hortensia. The tea was a flavourful floral blend that was sweet on the tongue. Lotus felt at peace at your side. Granted, they had taken a disguise to prevent too much unwanted attention. While it may have been a bit more obvious who they were when you were recognised, it at least deterred any interruptions. It was pleasant ā your ideas proved entertaining more often than not. You stepped away for a moment, mentioning the toilet.
šµ They sat alone, sipping on tea and taking in the languid atmosphere around. Many couples had come here to rendezvous. Romance was prime in the air. Many people had wished for such things. Lotus understood the desire, of course, but it could prove to be so boring. A woman came to stand before the disguised dragon, gazing at them intensely. ā⦠You seem so lonely,ā her voice was quiet, āMay I join you, lovely?ā Lotus blinked. Ah⦠Well, this was not the first time they had been flirted with, but it failed to change the fact that this was very much unwanted attention on a date of all things.
šµ Before the dragon had a chance to speak, you had re-emerged and placed a firm hand on their exposed shoulder. A malicious smile was on your lips. Lotus gazed curiously. You informed them oh-so-politely that they were there with you on a date. This seemed to fluster the girl, who raised her sleeve to mask her face. A forced apology came as she stepped away, leaving you alone with your mate once more. The dragon glanced at you curiously. Then, they pulled you in for a kiss. How adorable⦠They would quite enjoy seeing you so possessive again.
#cookie run x reader#longan dragon cookie x reader#ananas dragon cookie x reader#lotus dragon cookie x reader#longan dragon x reader#ananas dragon x reader#lotus dragon x reader#cookie run/reader#longan dragon/reader#ananas dragon/reader#lotus dragon/reader
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Twenty Books Challenge
Hypothetically, you are only able to keep 20 of your books. Only one book per author/series. So what books are you keeping? Credit due to @the-forest-library. I was tagged by @drasnianfrank (a while ago⦠ooops)
The Priory of the Orange Tree by Samantha Shannon - If I had to narrow down a single favourite book (not list off about five) I would probably choose this one.
Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir - I spent a while deciding which of the Locked Tomb books I wanted to keep and it could be any of them really but I think that Gideon is the most fun of the three of them so far.
Hollowpox by Jessica Townsend - The Nevermoor series really itches the part of my brain that still wants to go on a whimsical adventure like i did when reading fantasy adventures at age twelve. While lots of them still work for me, many of them donāt and the ones that do, Iām coming at from a different perspective now. This series is a rare new-to-me series from the 8-12 shelves that does work for me and Hollowpox in particular unlocked the not-often seen part of me that got properly obsessive and immediately wanted to read the book again from the start as soon as I finished it the first time.
The Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan - My copy is one of the books Iāve had the longest and honestly looks its age. Iāve lent it to so many people and now the spine is held together with tape, the cover is crumpled and curled and it smells of cigarettes. Itās definitely not the strongest of Riordanās books and itās not my favourite (that might be The Hammer of Thor) but the physical object is special to me - it was also one of the rare spur-of-the-moment gifts from my mum.
The Obsidian Tower by Melissa Caruso - Caruso is really good at fast-paced, compelling novels with interesting characters and I love her stuff.
W.i.t.c.h. vol 6 (Yen Press versions) (this is arc 2 vol 3 containing issues 21-24) - I have several versions of the W.i.t.c.h. comics so it was a matter of deciding which versions counted (I am keeping all of my magazines & single issues in this hypothetical) and which one I wanted to keep. I decided not to go for something after my magazines end (shortly after which the comics get bad) but for an alternate translation of my favourite issue (21; I love this version of Cassidy).
The Goblin Emperor by Katherine Addison - I listened to the audiobook of this recently from the library (I would not recommend the audiobook because the worldbuilding is so intricate that a spent a long time being confused about things that i don't think would have confused me in print) and itās the first new (to me) thing in a long time that has made me want to read fanfiction. I asked for the physical book for my birthday so I could reread it.
Shadows on the Moon by Zoe Marriott - I originally read this in secondary school and it was the first thing I read that dealt with depression so it did things to me. I read it again a few years ago and it doesnāt hold up (but is still okay if your expectations arenāt too high) and there have been criticisms of one of Marriottās later books that also apply to this one but I have some emotional attachments to this one and donāt think I could let it go entirely.
Across the Green Grass Fields by Seanan McGuire - While I think most of the Wayward Children series is enjoyable but not amazing, this one got me in the gender feels, which is something that I donāt get very often (I know i need to read more indie/self published books) and I had a very good time with it.
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen - I have not read this book and probably never will. My copy was a gift from my grandma from her collection because she thought it might be useful for my English lit A-level. It was not. But itās still a really nice copy and the copyright date for the introduction and illustrations make it the oldest book (as an item, not oldest from first publication date) in my collection (possibly excepting the matching edition of Jane Eyre, which she gave me at the same time but contains no copyright dates).
Heir of Fire by Sarah J Maas - Knowing her current reputation for smut and what a lot of my friends know about me (not into romance or shipping) this might seem an odd choice but let me take you back to 2012 when the first Throne of Glass book came out: It was in the teen section of the discount book catalogue my mum got in the post, which I read and asked my mum to get me the book with the cool-sounding assassin plot, which she did. When I read it, I loved it (I have long been easily pleased by fast paced plots) and yeah it had a love triangle - but what girly teen books at the time didnāt? (also I still had some stuff to figure out) - but I was still desperate for the next one. I did read the rest of the series as soon as I could but Heir of Fire was my favourite for a long time. Some of it was it was the last book where (on first read) it was still what I wanted it to be (I think there was a definite shift post ACoTaRās success but some of it was absolutely there in earlier books) and some it the bookās own strengths and some of it was that I went to see her give a talk and a signing session. Also I spent years in the fandom; I still have a sideblog even if I donāt use it and am slightly embarrassed by my old interest.
A Pocketful of Crows by Joanne M Harris - We have definitely reached a zone where all these books are somewhat tenuous. 20 books is somehow too many for me under these rules to fill with books I feel strongly about. I read this one on my first trip home from uni when I was sat at the train station for an hour because I missed my connection. I really liked it then (it was not as good on reread but still enjoyable).
Killing the dead by Marcus Sedgewick - I remember this being excellent when I read it as a teenager. I keep meaning to reread it and I donāt know why I havenāt because itās one of those tiny world book day short stories.
Avalon High by Meg Cabot - Another book I read as a teenager and had strong feelings about. I reread it a few years ago and it still holds up (unlike the movie lol).
Fairy Dust and the Quest for the Egg by Gale Carson Levine - I read this book as a kid and still have strong feelings about it. I reread it a few years ago and it still mostly holds up (although the rest of the Disney Fairies books that I (re)read mostly do not).
Wicked Lovely by Melissa Marr - I also read this series as a teenager and had strong feelings about it. I also keep meaning to rereading it.
Ketchup clouds by Annabel Pitcher - āI read this as a teenager and had strong feelings about itā camp again.
Candor by Pam Bachorz - āI read this as a teenager and had strong feelings about itā camp again.
The Book Thief by Marcus Zusack - āI read this as a teenager and had strong feelings about itā camp again.
Acid by Emma Pass - āI read this as a teenager and had strong feelings about itā camp again. Itās also one of the few teen dystopian books I read in the post-Hunger Games boom that wasnāt set in North America.
I'm tagging @keeperofthetongatooth, @stormykindofgrey, @tiskycat, @satohqbanana and anyone who fancies this.
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Random Update Ramble
Bah, Iāve been on a bit of a hiatus. Feel like I canāt quite come back until I catch up on everything I missed.
So Iām still hiatusing? Still on a hiatus I guess. I got to make Boboās birthday card stuff. At least the birthday jacket. (I also want to find a new style for drawing humans where Iām not hating the process and anatomy of humans the entire time.)
But for now, I have a question for how to go about spelling something. I have a nickname Bobo has for one of her parents basically based from said parent repeating the word āyouā whenever speaking to baby Bobo due to being overwhelmed by how adorable Boboās parent found her.
So Bobo basically calls that parent āyou-youā, but I donāt want to spell it like that. What would be a good way to spell that nickname?
āYuyuā? āUeueā?
Anyway, unrelated rambling below
I feel like Iām nearly at the right spot with meds but otherwise I still gotta look at Artrage for its tos in regard to downloading its apps to multiple computers. I vaguely recall it being basically only to one computer, so I want to recheck that to see if it clarifies for when a user gets a new computer or has access to multiple or whatever.
I should probably keep going with the version I have until it canāt work anymore then upgrade since Artrage doesnāt give announcements to when itāll be bringing out a new version. I feel like they could bring out a new version soon as it looks like they have a rough pattern of every four years and itās near that mark.
I would like to go with a free program but the ui of artrage is so simply nice and I feel like I have other things to be picking small fights over than trying to find an ui that doesnāt overwhelm me. I donāt feel like I use all that artrage provides to justify its price tag which annoys me, but again I just donāt want to deal with trying a bunch of different programs. Though I will have to when I want to animate, but Iāll continue to push that off for now.
A part of me is worried of my current version dying and thus being unable to grab the files to continue them. So I havenāt been drawing partly because of that. I also need to check if I can transfer files to newer versions or if Iām going to need to complete them first.
I meant to check that like a month ago, but Iāve been working to find a better medicine so Iāve had a stretch of not wanting to deal with anything.
Worried I wonāt get Boboās birthday twst card done this month. I want to at least write canon event (canon as in her story, not some canon twst thing) of her seeing her idol for the first time which I donāt remember the name.
I still have some stuff to finish designing before I make the introductory post about the Mycelind Kingdom, such as lizard designs, goat designs, and maybe more creatures⦠heck I need to make a list for that.
Also curse that my mind wanting to post something because Iām failing to sleep but I donāt have anything really to post.
#random#ramble#yuyu or ueue or what?#need nickname spelling suggestions#u-u but that doesnt work as it looks like text emoji#youyou is a little too long#not using pronouns for character as i dont recall the spelling#plus i feel like i should explain but i plan to explain in mycelind kingdom intro post#well maybe i can give a little explanation in tags#for those that bother reading rambly tags for hidden info#mycelind kingdom has more pronouns that are based off the#uhh of the top of my head i think its classifications?#classifications or similar of mushrooms#since heavily mushroom influenced culture#plus why not explore stuff with fiction? though if its offensive in any way#please do hit me over the head i may be too dense to realhze otherwise#ive shared with a few peeps and so far it seems fine since mushrooms#yet i worry that theres some ignorant part of me thats making some misstep#ima shut up now and try to sleep#i should ask for judgement once i lay out the mycelind kingdom mushroom pronouns anyway#artrage is stupidly expensive right? or am i bad with pricing?
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Can you please write the salesman next for the kind of guy?šš»šš»
THE KIND OF GUY
(squid game edition boys) nsfw
The Salesman
ā HES THE KIND OF GUY who never expected to fall in loveāhis life was far too consumed by duties and endless responsibilities. Love wasnāt even a consideration, not until you appeared like a sudden burst of color in his monochrome world. At first, it was your skill that caught his attention, the way you effortlessly bested him in ddakji, round after round, slap after slap. Frustrated but undeniably impressed, he handed you a card, feigning indifference. But as you walked away, something unfamiliar stirred within himāa quiet ache, a sense of loss he couldnāt quite place.
He tried to push it aside, burying himself in his work, recruiting others, and maintaining the facade of control. Yet, no matter how hard he tried, his thoughts kept drifting back to you. Then, one day, he saw you again, sitting at your usual spot. You hadnāt joined the game, and strangely, he felt a wave of relief he couldnāt explain. Before he knew it, he was standing in front of you, asking for just one more match. The words came out almost on their own, a fragile excuse to see you again, to hear your voice, or maybe just to keep you close for a little longer.
ā Heās the kind of guy whoās spent years trapped in a monotonous cycleālonely, unfulfilled, and carrying the weight of a life that feels directionless. Every day bleeds into the next, nothing to look forward to, nothing to hold onto. But then, somehow, he acquires you. You, with your rare kindness, your quiet care, and the sweetness that seems to radiate from your every action.
You donāt even realize what youāve done to him, how youāve unknowingly become the one bright spot in his otherwise dull world. He starts catching himself stealing glances at you, his gaze softening without his permission. Itās the way you move, the way you speak, the way you bring life into spaces that once felt empty.
And then there are those momentsāwhen you laugh, or when you smile at something simpleāthat makes his chest tighten in ways he didnāt think were possible anymore. He smiles back without realizing it, the corners of his mouth lifting in a way that feels foreign but good. You donāt just make his days better; you make him feel like maybe, just maybe, thereās still something worth living for. (He's in love)
āHeās the kind of guy who would boldly approach you, his intentions clear but unspoken. Heād ask to get to know you better, his flirting subtle at firstāsmiles that linger a little too long, looks that make your heart race without explanation. At first, you might be taken aback, unsure of his advances, but when he offers you something you canāt refuse, like money, your resistance crumbles. You agreed, but something in the way he looks at you makes you forget about the deal. Slowly, you start enjoying your time together more than you care to admit.
āHeās also the kind of guy who wouldnāt let anyone hurt you, not for a second. If anyone dared to claim you as theirs, especially some trash asking you out, heād make sure they paid. Heād go to any lengths to protect whatās his, with no hesitation, no mercy. If it came to it, he wouldnāt think twice about making them disappear, just so theyād knowāhe was the first one, and that meant something.
But itās not just about possessiveness. He watches over you, guards you in ways youāll never fully see, keeping a close eye without you ever knowing. Heās always there, even when you donāt realize itāprotecting you from this world thatās full of danger, keeping the darkness at bay as best as he can. Itās his silent promise to you, even if you never ask for it. He doesnāt want to see you hurt, not ever.
ā He's the kind of guy who would soil his hands with blood, not hesitating for a second, if it meant protecting you from anything that threatens your peace.
ā Heās the kind of guy who will make you fall for him as deeply as heās fallen for you. He adores your smaller build against his, the way your petite hands fit perfectly when cuffed by his larger onesāit drives him wild. The contrast, the way you seem so delicate in his grasp, makes him want to claim you entirely, to make you his in every way.
But heās not the kind of man to stop at mere affection. No, heās the type who thrives on control. Heāll manipulate you carefully, subtly, until the thought of leaving him feels impossibleāterrifying even. He wants you to need him, crave him, think of him endlessly. Heās meticulous in the way he weaves himself into your thoughts, ensuring you wake up and fall asleep with only him in mind.
And when he flirts with you, watching as your cheeks turn that irresistible shade of red, your voice faltering under his gazeāitās everything to him. You turn into a hot, blushing mess, and he loves it. It fuels his obsession, makes him fall even harder for you, because to him, youāre the epitome of perfection. Cute, vulnerable, and entirely his.
āHeās the kind of guy who takes his time with you, the tension between you building like a carefully orchestrated symphony. When the moment feels just rightāyour faces close, the air thick with anticipationāhe starts leaning in, his eyes locked on yours, ready to steal a kiss.
But then it hits you, the realization of whatās happening, and your face flushes a deep red. You turn away in a rush, looking anywhere but at him, your heart racing like crazy. He pauses, letting the moment linger, before chuckling softly. That low, amused laugh of his sends a shiver down your spine, and when you finally sneak a glance at him, heās grinning.
āCute,ā he murmurs, his tone playful but laced with something deeper. Yeah, he loves teasing youāloves watching you squirm and stutter, loves the way your reactions only make you more endearing to him. And heāll do it all over again, just to see that flustered look on your face that he canāt get enough of.
āHeās also the kind of guy who knows exactly how to manipulate you, slow and calculated, planting seeds of dependence and trust without you fully realizing it. He knows your vulnerabilities, your habits, and where to find you when youāre at your lowest.
So, when he spots you crying at your usual secluded spot, alone and trembling, he makes his move. Sitting beside you, his presence feels warm, comfortingālike heās the only safe harbor in a storm. He wraps his arms around you, pulling you close, his voice soft and soothing as he whispers, āThere, there, itāll be alright. Iām here.ā
As you cry into his chest, he murmurs gentle reassurances, āItās alright, baby. Cry it all out.ā His hand strokes your back, his touch deliberate and grounding, and he smiles. Not the kind of smile you can seeāthis one is hidden, smug, satisfied. His plan is working perfectly, and youāre falling deeper into his web. And oh, how he loves itāwatching you lean into him, needing him, trusting him like heās your savior. Thatās exactly where he wants you.
ā Heās the kind of guy who thrives on control, especially in moments of intimacy. The kind who, with practiced ease, unclips your bra with just one hand, never breaking the intensity of your kiss. And when he pulls back, his lips hovering just above yours, heāll smirk and whisper in that low, teasing voice, āIām not done with you yet.ā
When you bury your face into his neck, trying to stifle your moans out of shyness, he doesnāt miss a beat. The scent of his cologne and aftershave lingers, intoxicating you further, as he lets out a deep chuckle, amused at your attempt to hide.
And when heās got you pinned beneath him, completely at his mercy, he makes sure youāre not holding back. He loves to hear you scream, loves the way his name falls from your lips like a prayer. Even when a phone call interrupts, he doesnāt stop. Oh no, he sees it as a challenge, a chance to tease you further. Heāll move slower, deeper, just to hear your breath hitch as you struggle to keep your composure.
If you try to stay professional, biting your lip to muffle the sounds threatening to escape, heāll smirk, his pace relentless. āGo on,ā heāll purr, his voice dripping with mischief. āTry to keep quiet, baby. Letās see how long you last.ā And with that, heāll have you unraveling, barely able to focus, completely at his mercy.
ā Heās the kind of guy who doesnāt just tease you with wordsāhe lets his actions speak louder. Even in public, fully clothed, heāll find a way to make you lose your composure. He steps in close, his large hands resting on your waist, pulling you just enough that his hips press against yours.
Thatās when you feel itāthe unmistakable hardness straining against his pants, pressing firmly into you. His voice drops, low and dripping with desire, as he leans into your ear and whispers, āFeel that, baby? Thatās what you do to me. Youāve got me all worked up, and I don't think I can wait any much longer."
The heat of his breath against your ear sends a shiver through you, and his bulge pressing into you makes it impossible to think straight. His grip tightens slightly, and the smirk playing on his lips tells you heās enjoying every second of your reaction. He knows exactly what heās doing, and he loves driving you wild, even when youāre supposed to be keeping things composed.
ā He's the kind of guy who leaves his mark on you, a silent declaration that you're his and his alone
ā He's the kind of guy who would pin you against the wall, bite your lip, and pull your hairātaking control in a way that leaves you breathles.
āHeās the kind of guy whoāll leave you completely undone, your body trembling as you take every inch of his cock, tears streaming down your cheeks while you beg for mercy. But he doesnāt stopāhe thrives on the way you break beneath him, his voice dripping with a wicked mix of praise and degradation.
āYou're being such an obedient little cum slut,ā his hand tilting your chin so you have no choice but to meet his gaze. āTaking me so well like a fucking whore, like you were made for my cock. My perfect little bitch.ā he said, his tone low and velvety, sending shivers down your spine as he continued to fuck his cock in and out of you. Your walls clenching hard around his massive cock as he fills you up with his fat load, still pounding into your hole not letting even a single drop of his release go to waste. (He has a breeding kink)
And if that's not enough. His thick, veiny cock would plunge relentlessly into your dripping folds, the sound of wet flesh slapping against wet flesh filling the air. Each powerful thrust drives him deeper, his heavy balls smacking against your ass as he ravages your insides with unbridled lust while you're in a mating press. He is determined to make you the mother of his child, so he will pound your fertile womb over and over again until it's full of his cum. If his cum is seeping out of your pussy, he would pump it back with his fingers inside while he also plays with your swollen clit making you overstimulated as you beg him to stop. (he just fucking loves you crying and begging for him and only him. )
ā Hes the kind of guy who craves more than just conception; he yearns to enslave your senses, to make your body crave the feeling of being utterly filled by him. He wants ypu to beg for his cock, to plead for the intense pleasure-pain of being stuffed to overflowing, regardless of your reproductive cycle.
The very thought of you, round and ripe with his seed, brings him unparalleled satisfaction. He delights in the idea of your addiction to his cum, to the exquisite bliss of having your cunt packed to capacity with his thick, hot essence. For him, there is no greater joy than knowing you're forever changed, forever his, your body and soul irreversibly marked by his possession.
#x reader#squid game season 2#squid game x reader#gong yoo#gong yoo x reader#salesman x reader#squid game smut#squid game fanfic#the salesman x reader#squid game#female reader
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thank you so much for your lovely comment and request! š I had a blast writing this Makima!Reader x Invincible fic, Iāve never watched Chainsaw Man, and did 2 variants but I hope I captured her character well! āø(ļ½”Ė įµ Ė )āøāĖā”ā”

Mark never knew what to make of you.
From the moment you entered his life, you were a mystery, a force of nature that defied explanation. You weren't just another government agent, you weren't a hero nor a villain, You were something far worse. Cecil had introduced you guys months ago, long before he got to know what you truly were.
You worked closely with the GDA, but your loyalty? It wasn't to humanity. No, your loyalty belonged to yourself.
Mark was new to all this superhero stuff when you first took interest in him, barely coming as invincible. You've watched him, studied him, and when the moment was right you tested him. You treated him like a pet, praising him when he listened.
The way you carried yourself, the way you spoke, everything about you was.. Deliberate. You never raised your voice, never rushed, and never lost control. Even when standing in a bloodied field your expression was eerily calm.
Mark had long since learned to not trust Cecil, he found himself even more wary of you. You had a way of making people listen to you, bending them to your will with nothing but a soft spoken command. Mark witnessed it firsthand, watched trained soldiers and hardened killers fall in line the moment you uttered a word.
The way you'd pat his head after a mission, the way you'd speak to him with that same voice someone might use on a misbehaving dog.
āYou're such a good boy markā you say, voice honey smooth. āBut you could be so much betterā
Cecil knows you're dangerous, but too useful to ignore. Maybe even he isn't fully in control of you ā maybe you let him think he is.
āŗ
Cecil had called every available resource to contain the crisis, but in the end. He knew there was only one person who could turn the tide in their favor. You.
The sky was painted in fire and blood. Shattered buildings, cities, town littered with debris, and bodies of those unfortunate who got caught
The air thick with the scent of blood, smoke, people screaming, some human, some not.
That's why he called you.
Mark stood beside Cecil, his arms crossed tightly over his chest, jaw clenched. āThis is a mistakeā he muttered. āYou think she can justā what? Talk to them into stopping?ā
Cecil didn't answer right away, instead he just exhaled through his nose as he pulled out a cigarette. āSheās got it handled Markā
Mark turned his head and there you stood, calm. The very image of control, even in this chaos you were untouchable.
Your heels clicked softly against the floor as you stepped forward, eyes scanning the screen and images of the battle happening. Mark felt his stomach tighten.
He always hated that look in your eyes, like you weren't human. Like you saw everything and everyone.
āLets beginā
āŗ
The first variant you encountered was impossible to miss. A cocky smirk, a distinct mohawk, and a wild, unhinged energy that made him unpredictable.
He had a version of you in his word, a dangerous woman who knew just how to break him. He remembers the way she used to whisper his name like it was some secret meant for her alone , or how you dismantled his world. That version of you died in his arms, the light leaving her eyes. And yet, here you are alive.
āWhat? Got nothing to say to me?ā you murmured, titling your head ever so slightly.
His jaw clenched, shit.
Without thinking he lunged, fist ready to strike,
But then your eyes met his
It hit him like a brick wall. The weight of your stare, the sheer force of your presence. His body seized mid motion.
He gritted his teeth. āDammitā
āI was looking forward to seeing you deadā He spat
āSitā you replied softly. And he obeyed.
His body dropped to his knees and before he could even think to resist, muscles locking into place like a force was keeping him down.
Eyes widen, mouth slightly parted in shock
You reached out, gentle fingers caressing against his bloodstained cheek. āThat's betterā you said. āYou're not nearly as charming when you're standingā
His hands curled into fists. He hated this, hated that his body had betrayed him. āYou're just like her,ā He growled, voice lower. āA control freak.ā
āŗ
The second to approach was sinister Mark, He landed with a heavy thud, knuckles dripping with blood that wasn't his own, his gaze softening the moment he laid eyes on you.
Ah.. so in his world you had been something more. A partner, a lover, maybe even a weakness he couldn't afford. You walked closer.
He didn't move away. āHow did it end?ā you asked, voice smooth as silk. āDid I leave? Did i betray you?ā
He chuckled. āYou're not mine, though she died screamingā
You met his gaze with no fear in sight. āAnd did you enjoy it?ā
His grin widened. Oh, he liked you.
He stepped closer, circling around you like a predator, He didn't resist. He welcomed the control. The weight of your power pressing down on him.
Before his mouth opened, whether to argue or scream, blood burst from his nose and ears.
Drip. Drip. Drip.
Body dropping as his breath hitched from the force pulling him to the ground.
For a moment he was silent, then he laughed.
āGod you're beautifulā
You crouched beside him, tilting his chin up āI know.ā
āŗ By the time the war ended, most of the invincibles had either submitted to you or been wiped from existence.
The survivors? Well lets just say they belonged to you now.
Cecil didn't ask what you planned to do with them. He knew better than to question you.
As for the original mark? He watched you from a distance, his hands clenched at his sides. You had done the impossible, took men who were meant to be unstoppable.. And bent them to your will.
And worst of all?
Somewhere deep down, in the part of himself he refused to acknowledge..
A part of him wanted to kneel too.
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Damp, Dirty, His




Summary: Joelās been through a lot, but mysteriously damp flannels? Thatās a new one. When he sneaks home to investigate, but what he finds is far filthier than he imagined. His housemateās got a thing for his shirts⦠and from the way sheās moaning into one, sheās got a thing for him too. And Joelās got every intention of making it worse.
Warnings: 18+ afab and fem reader, p in v sex, alludes to curvy reader, unspecified age gap, no description of reader but has big boobs and ass, some dubcon but sheās into it, dirty talk, no use of y/n, unsafe sex, oral (m! receiving), fingering, finger sucking, creampie, degradation, praise kink, ass play
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Joel Miller wasnāt a man who jumped to conclusions. He was a man of patience, of careful observation. Years of surviving had drilled that into him. But something wasnāt sitting right.
For the past few weeks, his flannels had been turning up⦠different. Damp in places they shouldnāt be. Not rain-soaked, not sweat-stainedājust wet. Heād pick one up from where he left it, and the fabric would cling to his fingers, the scent of something faint but unmistakable lingering in the fibers. Something warm. Something intimate.
At first, he thought maybe the laundry had been left out too long. Maybe it was just one of those things. But it kept happening. And every time, it was one of his favorites. The ones he wore most. The ones she seemed to watch him in. His housemate.
She wasnāt careless. Wasnāt the type to spill something and not say a word. But Joel had noticed the way she lingered when he pulled on one of those flannels, how her gaze dragged over him, how she hesitated just a little too long when handing one back. He already had a feeling. And today, he was going to confirm it.
So instead of heading out on patrol like he was supposed to, Joel doubled back, moving quiet, careful. The snow crunched beneath his boots, but he knew the sounds of Jackson well enough to weave between them, to slip into his own home without so much as a whisper.
The house was still. The kind of stillness that came with someone who thought they were alone. He gently turned the knob and pushed the door open, the hinges whispering a soft protest. The warmth of the house enveloped him like a lover's embrace. His eyes adjusted to the dim light, and his gaze fell upon a sight that made his blood boil with desire and possessiveness.
And the moment he heard itāsoft, breathy, a sound that hit him low in his stomachāhe knew.
Her.
His flannelāhisādraped over her frame, too big, the sleeves bunched around her wrists, the hem riding up as she moved. She was bent over the kitchen table, the flannel riding up to expose her round, bare ass. The shirt was too large for her, but it clung to her in all the right places, revealing her voluptuous figure, hips rolling into her own hand, her face turned into his shirt like it was the only thing tethering her to this moment.
And Christ, if that wasnāt a sight that damn near knocked the air from his lungs.
Joel exhaled through his nose, slow and deep. He should leave. Should turn around, pretend he hadnāt seen a damn thing.
But instead, he stepped closer, the floorboards groaning a little under his heavy boots. She gasped, spinning around with a start, her cheeks flushing a deep red. The flannel was open, and she had been using his shirt to muffle her moans. The sight of her, so vulnerable and caught in the act, only served to fuel his desire. He set the rifle against the wall, his eyes never leaving hers, and strode purposefully across the room.
"That why my flannels keep turninā up damp, darlinā?"
"Joel," she stuttered, her voice a mix of shock and arousal. "I-I can explain."
He didn't wait for her excuses. The sight of her flustered and exposed only added to the power he felt surging through him. "I don't want explanations," he said gruffly, his voice a low rumble. "I want to know why you're using my things for... that."
Her eyes widened, the pupils dilating as she took in the look on his face. It was a mix of anger and something else, something darker and more primal. She could see the tension in his jaw, the way his muscles flexed under his shirt. Joel was never one to mince words, and his directness only served to turn her on even more.
"I-I just..." she stuttered again, trying to find the words, but they were lost in the thick haze of lust that had settled over the room. The flannel fell open further, revealing her naked chest, her nipples hard with arousal. She reached for it instinctively, but Joel's hand shot out, grabbing her wrist and stopping her.
"You like wearing my shirts, huh?" he said, his voice thick with a challenge. "Let's see how you like the real thing."
With that, Joel closed the distance between them, pulling the flannel from her body. She didn't resist, instead letting out a shaky breath as his calloused hands grazed her bare skin. He tossed the fabric aside, his gaze raking over her nakedness. The sight of her made him want to conquer and claim, to show her who was in charge here.
He grabbed the back of her neck, pulling her closer until their lips almost touched. "You're playing with fire, darling," he murmured, his voice a warning and a promise. He felt her pulse racing under his fingers, her body trembling with anticipation.
Their eyes locked in a silent battle of wills, but Joel knew he'd already won. She was his for the taking, and she knew it. With a smirk that barely touched his lips, he claimed her mouth with a bruising kiss. His tongue pushed past her teeth, tasting the sweetness of her mouth as his hands roamed over her curves, leaving goosebumps in their wake. She moaned into the kiss, her body melting into his, and he knew he had her.
Breaking away, Joel stepped back, his eyes never leaving hers. "On your knees," he ordered, his voice low and demanding. She obeyed without hesitation, the submissive side of her bubbling to the surface, eager to please the dominant man before her. He unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants, letting them fall to the floor. His erection sprang free, thick and proud, pointing straight at her plump, parted lips.
"Open," he said, and she did, her eyes never leaving his. He took a fistful of her hair, guiding his length into her mouth. She gagged slightly, but took him deeper, her eyes watering with the effort. Joel's hand tightened in her hair, controlling her movements as he began to fuck her face. He watched with a mix of pleasure and possession as she struggled to keep up with his rhythm, her cheeks hollowing with each thrust.
He could feel her submission, the way she eagerly took him in, and it only made him harder. "You like that?" he growled, his voice thick with lust. She nodded, unable to speak around his cock, and he chuckled darkly. "Good girl." He stroked her cheek with his thumb, the gesture oddly tender amidst the aggression.
Joel pulled out of her mouth with a wet pop, his cock glistening with her saliva. "You've been a bad girl, using my things," he said, his voice a teasing purr. "But I'm going to show you how to use them properly." He stepped back, grabbing a chair from the nearby table and spinning it around. He sat down, his erection still standing proud, and gestured for her to straddle him.
With trembling legs, she obeyed, her pussy wet and aching as she settled over his lap. He reached between them, stroking her clit with a rough thumb before plunging two fingers into her heat. She gasped, her nails digging into his shoulders as he began to pump them in and out, his eyes never leaving hers. The way he touched her, so rough and yet so precise, made her feel alive, like she was teetering on the edge of a cliff and only he could save her from the fall.
"Beg for it," he demanded, his voice a dark whisper that sent shivers down her spine. She bit her lip, fighting the urge to give in, but the pleasure was too much. "Please, Joel," she whimpered, her voice barely a breath. "Fuck me."
The words hung in the air, heavy with need, and Joel's control snapped like a twig under a boot. He yanked her onto his lap, the chair groaning under their combined weight. He positioned the tip of his cock at her entrance, feeling her wetness and heat against his skin. With a single, powerful thrust, he buried himself inside her, making her cry out.
Her nails dug into his shoulders, her body tightening around him like a vice. Joel's eyes rolled back in his head as he savored the sensation of her warmth. He began to move, his hips rocking into hers, each thrust punctuated by a guttural grunt. She met him stroke for stroke, her breasts bouncing with the rhythm, the friction sending waves of pleasure crashing through her body.
He leaned in, his teeth grazing her earlobe as he whispered filthy words, degrading her in the most delicious way. "That's it, take it," he growled, his breath hot against her skin. "You're such a slut for me, aren't you?" She whimpered, her body responding to his words, her walls clenching around him. He liked it when she played the brat, but now she was all his, all submission.
He could feel her climbing closer to the edge, her breaths coming in ragged pants. He reached up, grabbing one of her breasts, rolling the nipple between his thumb and forefinger. The pinch sent a bolt of pleasure through her, making her moan around his cock. He smirked, knowing he had her right where he wanted her.
Joel's other hand slid down to her ass, giving it a firm squeeze before his fingers delved between her cheeks. She gasped as he found her tight hole, teasing it with a single digit. "You're mine," he murmured, pushing into her untouched entrance. "All of you."
The sudden intrusion made her jolt, her eyes flying open. But instead of pulling away, she pushed back into his hand, eager for more. He chuckled darkly, his grip on her hip tightening as he began to fuck her with his finger, the dual sensation making her pussy clench around his cock. "So greedy," he said, his voice a low rumble. "You're going to take everything I give you, aren't you?"
Her only response was a muffled moan, her voice lost in the fabric of his shirt. Joel could feel her orgasm building, her walls fluttering around him like a caged bird desperate to fly. He leaned back, watching her face contort with pleasure, his own climax approaching like a storm on the horizon. His strokes grew faster, his hips snapping into her with a ferocity that left them both gasping for air.
He withdrew his finger from her ass, reaching around to pinch her clit as he fucked her harder. She bucked wildly, her nails raking down his back as the first wave of her climax washed over her. He felt her pussy clench, her juices flooding his cock as she screamed into the fabric of his shirt. The sound sent him over the edge, and with a roar, he emptied himself inside her, filling her to the brim.
Her orgasm was a symphony of sounds, her moans and gasps echoing through the small house. Joel held her hips firmly, ensuring she took every last inch of his release. He watched as she rode the peak of pleasure, her body shaking with the intensity of it all. When she finally collapsed against him, panting and sated, he couldn't help but feel a smug sense of satisfaction.
He kissed her neck, his breath warm and ragged against her skin. "You're mine now," he murmured, his voice thick with possessiveness. "And you're going to wear my cum as a reminder." He felt her shiver in his arms, the dirty talk only serving to excite her further.
Joel's thumb continued to circle her clit lazily, keeping her on the edge. "You liked that, didn't you?" he whispered, his voice a dark promise. "You liked being caught, didn't you?" She nodded, unable to form words, lost in the aftershocks of pleasure.
He pulled out of her with a wet sound, the head of his cock glistening with their combined juices. He stood, lifting her off his lap, and spun her around to face the kitchen counter. "Bend over," he ordered, his voice still commanding. She complied, her knees wobbly from the intense orgasm.
The cool countertop sent a shiver up her spine, and she gripped the edge, her knuckles white with the effort. Joel stepped behind her, his eyes feasting on her reddened, swollen pussy. He grabbed her hips, positioning himself again. With one swift movement, he plunged back into her, making her gasp. He was still hard, still insatiable. He began to fuck her from behind, his thrusts deep and powerful, the sound of skin slapping skin echoing in the room.
Her breasts bounced with each impact, the painful pleasure sending her spiraling back towards the edge. She could feel his grip tighten, his hands leaving bruises on her hips, and she loved it. He was claiming her, marking her as his own, and she reveled in the feeling of submission. She pushed back into him, taking him deeper, her walls clenching around his length.
"You want more?" he growled, his hand reaching around to pinch her clit again. She moaned, the sensation too much, too intense. He chuckled darkly, his teeth grazing her ear. "That's my girl." He pulled almost all the way out before slamming back into her, the suddenness of it making her cry out.
The kitchen counter was slick with their sweat and desire, their bodies moving in a dance of passion and dominance. Joel's hand reached up, wrapping around her neck, his thumb pressing lightly against her throat. The subtle hint of control sent a thrill through her, making her pussy clench around him. She pushed back, eager for the pain, for the feeling of him owning her completely.
He groaned, his hips pistoning into her with renewed vigor. The angle was perfect, hitting her g-spot with every thrust. She could feel another orgasm building, a crescendo of pleasure that threatened to shatter her into a million pieces. "Beg for it," he whispered, his breath hot against her neck. "Tell me you want it, tell me you need it."
Her voice was a desperate whine as she pleaded, "Please, Joel, please let me cum again." He tightened his grip, his thumb pressing slightly harder on her clit. "Not until I say so," he said, his voice a dark command. She whimpered, her body writhing under his control. He knew exactly how to play her, how to tease and taunt until she was begging for release.
He slowed his pace, drawing out each thrust, savoring the feel of her tightness around him. The anticipation was intoxicating, a sweet torment that made his balls ache with need. He watched in the flickering candlelight as her ass cheeks clenched with each movement, her pussy gripping his cock like a vice. The room was a cacophony of their harsh breaths and the wet sounds of their bodies colliding.
"Please," she moaned, her voice desperate. "I need it."
Joel's hand slid from her throat to her clit, his thumb circling it with the perfect amount of pressure. "You're going to come for me," he murmured, his voice a dark promise. "But not yet." He watched her body tense, her muscles tightening around him, desperate for release. The power was intoxicating, the way she trembled under his touch.
He leaned over her, his chest pressing against her back. "You're going to take it all," he breathed into her ear, his voice a seductive growl. "Every inch of me, until I say you can come." She whimpered, her head dropping forward as she tried to push back against him, her hips moving in a silent plea for more.
The room was a blur of sensation, the smell of sex and sweat mixing with the faint scent of burning wood from the fireplace. The candles cast shadows across their bodies, flickering with each thrust. Joel's hand slid down to her ass, his fingers tracing the line between her cheeks before pushing into her again. The feeling of fullness was almost too much, but she craved it, her body begging for the painful pleasure that only he could provide.
"You're so fucking tight," he murmured, his voice strained with his own climax approaching. "I'm going to fill you up until you can't take anymore."
Her eyes squeezed shut, her mouth opening in a silent scream as she felt his thumb push past the tight ring of muscle, invading her ass. The pain was sharp, but it only served to heighten the pleasure. She was lost in a whirlwind of sensations, her body no longer her own as he controlled her every movement. Joel's other hand wrapped around her hip, guiding her to move back onto him, her pussy clenching around his shaft as he pushed deeper into her.
"Look at me," he demanded, his voice harsh. She opened her eyes, her vision swimming with lust. Their gazes locked, the intensity of his stare piercing through the fog of pleasure. "You're going to come for me," he said, his thumb moving in time with his cock, pushing her closer and closer to the precipice. "Now."
Her body obeyed, her orgasm crashing over her like a tidal wave. She screamed his name, her nails digging into the wood as she came apart in his arms. Joel's own climax followed swiftly, his cock pulsing inside her as he filled her up with his seed. He groaned, his hips stuttering as he emptied himself completely.
For a moment, they remained like that, panting and spent. Then Joel pulled out, his cock slipping from her with a wet sound that made her shiver. He stepped back, watching her with hooded eyes as she slowly straightened, her legs shaking. He reached out, tracing the line of her jaw with his thumb, his touch gentle despite the roughness of his hand.
"You're mine now," he said, his voice low and possessive. "Every inch of you." She nodded, her cheeks still flushed, her breaths coming in shallow pants. "Say it," he demanded. "Tell me you're mine."
Her eyes searched his, a mix of shock and awe at the intensity of what had just transpired. "I'm... I'm yours," she finally managed to whisper, the words thick with desire. He leaned in, his mouth claiming hers in a brutal kiss, his tongue demanding entry. She melted into him, her body still trembling from the aftershocks of her climax.
Breaking the kiss, Joel grabbed her chin, tilting her head up to meet his gaze. "And don't you ever forget it," he warned, his voice a low rumble. "You wear my shirts, you take my cum. You're going to be walking around with a constant reminder of who's in charge." He smirked, watching the way her pupils dilated at his words.
Withdrawing his cock from her, Joel reached down, his thumb sliding through their mixed juices, and then back to her pussy. He pushed two fingers inside her, her walls still spasming from the aftershocks of her orgasm. She whimpered, the sensation overwhelmingly intense. He curled his fingers, hitting that spot that made her knees buckle, and began to pump his cum back into her. Her eyes rolled back in her head, her body jolting with each thrust of his digits.
"Look at me," he ordered again, his voice a gravelly whisper. She forced her eyes open, meeting his fiery gaze. "You're going to wear this," he said, pulling his fingers out and holding them up, glistening with their combined release. "Every drop." He brought his hand to her mouth, and she obeyed without question, licking and sucking her taste from his skin. He watched with a dark satisfaction as she swallowed, her eyes never leaving his.
With a grin that didn't quite reach his eyes, Joel leaned in, his breath hot against her cheek. "Now, tell me how much you liked being caught," he said, his voice a sinful purr. She blushed, but the brat in her couldn't resist a little sass. "I liked it," she admitted, her voice a mix of defiance and arousal. "But maybe next time, you could be a bit more... creative with your punishments."
Joel's eyebrow shot up, and he stepped back, his cock still semi-hard and glistening. "Is that a challenge, darling?" He grabbed the flannel she'd been wearing earlier, now discarded on the floor, and wrapped it around her trembling body. "Because I've got plenty of creative ways to keep you in line."
Her heart skipped a beat at the promise in his words. "Maybe," she replied with a smirk, her voice still breathless from her recent climax. "But I'm not promising to be good."
Joel chuckled darkly. "That's what makes it fun," he said, his eyes glinting with amusement. He pulled her closer, his cock brushing against her stomach. She could feel it thickening again, a testament to his insatiable desire. "But for now," he murmured, "we should clean up before I have to be back out on patrol."
The water was cold when Joel turned on the faucet, but it did nothing to cool the heat that still lingered between them. He grabbed a cloth, soaking it before gently cleaning her up. The tender act was a stark contrast to the raw passion they'd just shared, and she found herself leaning into his touch, craving the comfort he offered. When he was done, he tossed the cloth aside and picked her up, carrying her to the bedroom.
He laid her down on the bed, his eyes raking over her naked body. He was still dressed, a stark reminder of the power dynamic they'd just established. "You're going to be the death of me," he murmured, his voice thick with lust. She couldn't help but giggle, the sound light and airy in the tension-filled room.
The bed dipped as he climbed onto it, his weight pressing down on the mattress. He hovered over her, his hand sliding up her thigh, his thumb brushing against her still-sensitive clit. She gasped, her body reacting instantly. He chuckled, the sound dark and seductive. "I can see you're eager for more," he said, his voice a tease.
He leaned down, his mouth capturing hers in a kiss that was both punishing and gentle. His tongue danced with hers, tasting the lingering flavor of their passion. When he pulled away, she was left panting, her eyes glazed with lust. "But I've got patrol," he murmured against her skin, his lips moving to her neck. He bit down, not hard enough to draw blood, but enough to make her moan. "You're going to have to wait for it."
Her hands found his shoulders, her nails digging in as she tried to pull him closer. "Please, Joel," she begged, her voice needy and desperate. He chuckled, his teeth grazing her earlobe. "You're insatiable." He kissed her again, his hand sliding down to cup her breast, his thumb teasing the nipple until it was a hard peak. "But I like that about you."
With a final groan of protest, Joel rolled off the bed, his cock still semi-erect. "I'll be back," he said, his voice a promise. "And when I do, you'd better be ready for me." He strode to the bathroom, the muscles in his back flexing with each step. She watched him go, her body still trembling from the aftermath of their encounter.
The cold water from the sink brought Joel back to reality, the chill a stark contrast to the heat of his desire. He washed his hands, taking a deep breath to compose himself. He couldn't believe he'd just taken her like that, in the kitchen of all places. But the sight of her in his flannel, her face flushed with arousal, had driven him over the edge.
Wiping his hands on the towel, he returned to the bedroom, his eyes devouring her again. She lay there, a mess of tangled limbs and desire, the flannel barely covering her curves. He couldn't resist leaning down to kiss her, his hand caressing her cheek. "I'll be back soon," he whispered, his voice hoarse. She nodded, her eyes still glazed with passion.
Joel pulled on his patrol gear, his mind racing with thoughts of her. The way she'd looked at him, the way she'd taken him, it was all he could think about. He had to get out there, had to focus on the job at hand, but she was a siren's call he couldn't ignore.
He stepped out into the cold night, the chill air slapping him in the face, a stark contrast to the heat they'd generated in the kitchen. The patrol was quiet, his mind wandering back to her, to the way her body had responded to his every touch. He found himself smiling, a rare occurrence in this post-apocalyptic world.
Hours ticked by, the moon casting eerie shadows across the deserted town. Joel's thoughts remained fixated on her, his cock twitching at the memory of her moans and whimpers. He'd never felt such a potent mix of lust and tenderness before, and it unnerved him.
When Joel finally returned home, the house was quiet, the only sound the crackling of the dying embers in the fireplace. He shed his gear, stripping down to nothing but his skin, his cock already hard with anticipation. As he padded silently towards the bedroom, his eyes fell on her, sprawled out on the bed, her chest rising and falling with deep, even breaths. She looked so peaceful, so innocent, but Joel knew the fire that burned within her, the desire that she kept hidden.
With a smirk playing on his lips, he stepped into the room, the floorboards creaking beneath his weight. She stirred, her eyes fluttering open to find him standing over her, naked and gleaming with sweat. He leaned down, his hand trailing up her thigh, his breath hot against her ear. "Are you ready for more, darlin'?" he whispered, his voice a dark promise.
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everyone awoke to malleus defeated. except for you meant to be read as platonic malleyuu but can be read as romantic.
Malleus could hardly breathe. every inhale felt like it was too small, like the air surrounding him was too thin. His lungs were empty, barren, and dry. And then he would exhale. a shaky breath. It rattled his bones and burned in his chest. As if nothing but flames raged in his insides. Before him laid a friend, a betrayed comrade, someone who put too much trust in the wrong people. You. You were asleep there, in a bed of thorns and roses, nestled deep and safe. Each petal cradled your cheek like a picture frame and you were a work of art. It all felt so clinical, so far away that Malleus could hardly tear his eyes away from your sleeping form. while constricted by vines to your familiar bed in ramshackle, no thorns pierced your skin. you knew no pain lying there. only dreams. It hardly felt real.
Malleus had made a mistake. He knew he had as soon as the blot began pouring from behind his tongue. but he couldn't stop it. the delirium. it poured out of him like a cracked glass of sand. In those fleeting moments, nothing had mattered more to him. The blot retched every single negative emotion out of his soul, bearing it for the world to bear witness to. And he was ashamed.
but you and the others had succeeded against him, saving all of your classmates and himself from the curse of eternal slumber. One by one, they all began awakening. Eyelids fluttering in the new morning sun. He awoke to the sound of laughter and cheers while he laid there on the broken floor, alone and empty and so so cold. Quietly, Malleus raised his head to thank? Curse? The Ramshackle prefect that laid beside him.
only, you remained there. asleep. too far gone and too far deep for anyone to reach out to. it was like your soul and body were separated, torn asunder. the only sign of life was your chest moving up and down from the breath that filled your lungs. At the moment, Malleus thought perhaps you were simply exhausted, with the heavy bags under your eyes and the pale complexion dusting your cheeks. Like the others, he thought that you only needed more rest. But days passed and there were still no signs of life behind those closed eyes. The teachers talked amongst themselves, unwilling or perhaps unable to offer any sort of explanation. There were talks about asking for assistance from other bodies but they were quick to be shot down. It seemed like nobody knew what to do with you. Or⦠your body.Ā
Nobody took it well.
Malleus in particular had ceased his studies, locking himself away in your room in Ramshackle. Ace and Deuce would appear on occasion, Grim in tow, but the three were quick to make themselves scarce once Malleus made it clear he was not leaving your bedside. He sat there for hours, uncaring of the passing of time as night became morning and dawn became dusk. What were mere days to a nigh immortal fae. If this was his curse, to watch the one human who befriended him and suffered for it waste away from his own folly, then so be it. Every morning, like clockwork, he sat there. Unflinching. Unmoving. Like a gargoyle. His eyes were empty and red, long dried from tears but he couldnāt drag himself away from you - he refused to even think of calling you a corpse.Ā
This day was like any other. He sat there beside you, his hands in his lap, the book he had foolishly planned to humor to read had been cast aside long forgotten, but for some reason the sight of you there pricked at his heart more than before. His voice came out quiet, weak from disuse, but he made an effort all the same.Ā
āMy child of man.ā he croaked, his tone heavy with shame and sadness, āI will not ask you for forgiveness.ā
He took a shaky breath. Hesitantly, he reached out with a weak hand and clasped your own. The thorns around you pricked him and drew blood, but he paid no mind to it. He felt nothing. Numb. Malleus choked back tears as he pulled your hands close to his chest and against his still beating heart. He lowered his head in agony as he confessed like a convict at deathās door. āWhat I have done to you is unforgivable.ā
He held you to him. Like if he held onto you tight enough, you wouldnāt fall even more to pieces. āYou were my first true friend, my closest companion. The only one who treated me as if I was an equalā¦ā He bit back a sob as he tried to cradle his face between his hands, desperate for your touch to once again warm his bones. But there was nothing. Only the cold. āAnd now Iāve lost you.ā
āAnd not a day shall pass in the centuries that I am cursed to live will I ever forget your smile.ā Then with an almost reverent touch, the prince brought your hand to his lips and pressed a delicate kiss to the back of your hand. His lips stayed there, the taste of salt and skin filling his tongue, but he made no effort to move while he cried.
So far gone was he that he never noticed the batting of eyelashes, the furrowed brows, or the intake of breath. So far gone that it wasnāt until he felt your hand, tiny and weak, press against his dark hair, did he lift his head.
āGood morning, Hornton.ā
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The disciples of Qing Jing Peak werenāt stupid.
They were scholars in training, trained from the moment they had donned their peakās colors to analyze the world around them. To see every flawless line in a painting. To find deeper meaning in every poem. To pick out each and every note flowing from a qin. They knew how to look, how to listen, how to see under the surface and find deeper meaning without letting their own preconceived notions distract them from what was truly there.
So it was really no wonder that they of all people were the only ones to realize their Shizun was different.
Oh on the outside he was largely unchanged. Still the same careful mask. Still the flowing robes and perfectly arranged hair. Still the ever present fans hiding all but his too sharp eyes.
But they knew how to look deeper.
They knew how to see.
Their new Shizun was a gentler soul than their old one.
It could be seen in the tightness around his eyes whenever one of them got hurt. It could be seen in fleeting smiles his fan wasnāt fast enough to cover when they did something he found amusing or adorable. It could be seen in the rarely granted head pats and gentle praise when one of them did well. His hands were always kind when they corrected sword forms or placements on the strings of a qin. His voice full of warmth as he lectured in front of their classes. His eyes danced with amusement when he teased them with such fondness that they never felt the sting of his words.
He was nothing like their old Shizun.
(And oh how some of them mourned their old teacher. How they pressed wet faces into pillows late in the night and wept silent tears for the man who still walked among them but was someone else entirely. Others spent those long dark nights battling relief and guilt in equal measures, feeling like they were betraying the man who had brought them in to their new home by being grateful they didnāt have to suffer his harshness any longer.
One boy played in a room of the bamboo house and vowed night after night that this new Shizun would have his loyalty at each and every turn.)
Changed as he was he was still theirs.
They had been there, after all, the day he had thrown himself in front of Luo Binghe and been poisoned with Without A Cure. They had been there when he caught one of the shimeiās crying because she missed her home and hugged her, cooing to her like a father to a beloved daughter. They had been there in a million other times when he had chosen them, so really it was only fair that they chose him in return.
Luo Binghe was glad to do most of the day to day care for their Shizun, cooking his meals and cleaning his home, but the rest of them were far from idle.
They trained harder, raising their cultivation levels at speeds unheard of to be strong enough to protect him. They weaved careful coverups and fed clever explanations to him whenever he seemed confused by something mundane. They returned his affection a hundredfold whenever they could get away with it, clinging to his sleeves and pressing against his sides like eager kittens vying for attention whenever he looked lonely.
They also kept a close eye on anyone who seemed too⦠interested in their beloved teacher, closing ranks and playing interference whether that person was an older disciple of another peak, a Peak Lord, or even the Sect Leader himself.
Their Shizun was not the man he once was, but this new man had chosen them from the very first day he had arrived on their peak. They, as devoted disciples, chose him back each and every day.
#the elf talks#svsss#sy: no one can see through my ruse#an entire peak of children trained to see through ruses: if anything happens to new Shizun weāre burning down the sect#tbh they canāt understand how no one else has noticed but like hey the less everyone else sees the safer their teacher is#Shen yuan and his mountain full of ducklings who can and would kill for him#and the stickiest and most murderous of all Luo Binghe#Devoted Disciples Au
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NOVEMBER ft. Somi
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"It's this challenge I'm doing. One whole monthāthirty daysāwithout having an orgasm," you're explaining, failing spectacularly at keeping things professional. Something possesses you to add: "No nutting. Hence the name."
Somi just stares at you. Flabbergasted.
Leans forward, elbows on her knees, chin in her palms; tearing your entire existence apart with her eyes.
"Can I just say, and I genuinely mean this in the nicest way possibleābut thatās the stupidest fucking idea Iāve ever heard."
ā
Here's the conclusion you've arrived at from the one hour you've spent with her: Jeon Somi is some kind of demon.
Itās not a joke, itās not some painterly metaphor youāre drawingāSomi has clawed her way out from the depths with nothing but a ponytail and an alarmingly tight pair of leggings; arriving on Earth, in the flesh, to make your life a living, breathing, sweat-drenched hell.
So, yeah.
Somi, the succubus. Or something close to that.
It's the only explanation for it really.
See, you're a photographer. Of women, specifically.
Beautiful women in intimate settings, sparse aesthetics. Thatās your whole deal. Just homing in on the subject, capturing something ārealā without any distractions. Get the essence of who they are when thereās no one looking.
Pretentious, sure, but itās whatās kept you in demand with the glossy magazines and the avant-garde galleries and the starlets desperate to convince the public that theyāre more than just the pretty robots their agencies have programmed them to be.
So, suffice to say, you've met all the types.
The innocent idols that need a mountain of coaxing to come out of their shells. The stone-cold divas that barely acknowledge your existence, yet somehow still expect you to anticipate their every demand. And the flirts, willing to do just about anything for the camera with a wink and a nudge, if it means getting an edge on the rest of the industry.
But Somi? She just is.
Pure temptation incarnate, from head to toe, without even trying. Thighs that threaten to strangle your self-control, a waist that makes sinners out of saints, tits that would have physicists reconsidering the very nature of gravity, all topped by a dangerous smile that could melt a fucking igloo with its sheer wattage.
Somiās hot.
She knows it, the world knows it, the public crucifies her for it. And she just takes it all, all of it. Melts it all together and forges it into armour.
And now sheās here, in your private space. None of the usual entourage of make-up artists, managers, whatever. Just herself and an absurdly sweet frappĆ©. Looking so comfortable that itās making you feel like youāre intruding.
Sheās leaning on your table, ass flush against the wood, arms crossed, and her eyesāthose fathomless dark poolsāland on yours, holding them hostage.
Barely has to make any effort when she laces her words together, piles on an unhealthy dose of insinuation, cocks an eyebrow and asksāāSo, how do you want me?ā
Naked, preferably. On all fours, ass to the sky. Or maybe on her knees, mouth hanging open, tongue out, elbows squeezed together to make her tits sing.
Yeah, you're already composing the perfect shot in your head.
Fuck.
You rub your eyes. Maybe thirty days of self-imposed abstinence has finally broken you, and this is all some kind of feverish hallucination driven by your libido.
But no, Somi is still there, lounging in your studio, all curves and challenge. Just being insanely hot.
You cough, clear your throat. Put on the mask of someone far more professional.
āAnywhere youād like,ā youāre answering, keeping your expression decidedly blank. This isnāt the first time youāve been the only outlet for a young sexpot desperate to let off some steam. You have the experience. But againāfuck. Thirty days is far too long. Somi is far too much. āJust keep it natural. Like Iām not even here.ā
Somi just laughs, sweet and sinful, her whole thing. Pushes off the table with a grace that seems almost supernatural (again, see the demon theory), before adding a thought, like it just sprung up in her pretty headā āEasier said than done.ā
Distractions aside, all things considered, sheās the perfect subject.
Gets what youāre going for immediately, makes herself at home amongst your studio's chaos. Glides around the room, runs her fingers over your equipment strewn aboutāthe lights, the lenses, the negatives hanging in the corner.
The sway of her hips, the flex of her back. The dip of her brow and purse of her lips when she asks, "What's this for?", and the genuine interest when she listens to you explain about aperture, and light metres, and so on and so on.
(Snap a photo of her silhouette when she's by the window, leaning against the glass to spy on the passers-by.
Snap a photo of her smile, when you say something that's really not that funny, but she laughs anyway.
Snap a photo of her legs, when she finds a couch to lay onāstretching herself out, showing off their length, the tone of her thighs, the promise kept hidden by her leggings being pulled tighter and tighter.)
Another hour passes quickly, and you take a break there, more for your sanity than her endurance. Leave her to her own devices while you flick through the shots youāve managed to get so far.
Only, when you scroll through your laptop, scan through the dozens upon dozens of rapid-fire photos you've takenāit's a horror show.
None of them work.
Not because of her, but because of you.
The way you've shot her. Far too revealingāyou've put too much of yourself in these pictures. Turned them from images to confessions. Each one a fucking love letter to her bodyāher legs, her tits, her lips, her ass, her tits againāeverything about her that makes you ache.
It's not art. It's borderline pornographic.
And yet, Somi's still just lying there.
Drinking down another pick-me-up that she's had delivered, this one with enough caffeine to take down several horses, chatting away so casually while you try to stitch your soul back together. Sipping and talking about who-knows-what, throwing out feelers, smiling easily, laughing sincerely, utterly oblivious to the havoc she's wreaking on your self-control.
An effortless grace when she lifts herself off the couch, saunters over to you and leans in far too close, gets far too familiar, lays on far too much charm when she asks, āMind if I take a look?ā
Yeah, you do, but you still force a calmness into your voice that youāre certainly not feeling when you turn the laptop so she can see.
āWow,ā is her initial review, and now sheās touching you, hand on your shoulder, tits pressed up against your arm and youāre certain that none of this is accidental, like an oh, just trying to get closer so I can better appreciate the photos youāre flipping through, never mind that you're getting a precise estimation of my cup size just from the feeling alone.
Do your bestāignore the pressure, the warmth, the softness. Watch her face, see all the tiny details; her eyes lighting up when she catches something she likes, her thoughtful hum at a particularly good shot. The smacking of her lips, the furrow of her brow, the recognition as you scroll.
One by one, with each photo, her expression morphing from curiosity to understanding.
She notices.
āYouāre good at this.ā
You wait for it. āThatās all?ā
Her eyes glint, āNone of these can be used though.ā
āI know.ā
The screenās frozen on a particularly compromising shot: thereās Somiās face, barely in it, just the bottom-half, her lips pouting out and looking all plump and delicious. Camera angled up high, pointing down the dip of her tight, sheer top and the shadowy valley that makes up her cleavage. Scanning down to her legs, folded to the side beneath her, the squish of her ass cheeks over her heels, spilling into the corner of the screen.
Sin, captured in fifty megapixels, barely contained inside a four by six frame.
A submissive dream.
āThese for your personal collection, orāā and when she catches the heat rising up the back of your neck, changing directions, āānot that I mind, as long as I get a copy.ā
Clearly finding all this much funnier than you areāthat smileās a knife to your chest. So sharp and knowing; it would have you gasping for air, if only youād look.
Keep it cool, play it off with a shrug, āWeāll try again.ā
āI doubt weāll get any different results,ā Somiās predicting, bouncing on her toes now, getting closer and closer until she doesnāt need to make much of an effort to make herself heard. Close enough that she could feel you now, if she wanted to. Just brush her fingers over you and get a good idea of the reason why this photoshoot is going so far off the rails.
She instead leans her chin onto your shoulder, breath hot against your cheek. Like throwing a match on gasoline.
All the power of this girl, this woman, wrapped up in a single gesture. Wielding it so freely, so innocently, so easily. Heat that's self-aware, that knows just how much it's burning.
You caution, āKeep it professional.ā
āDoesnāt that run counter to the whole aesthetic. I thought we were going for raw?ā
āNatural.ā
āWhatās the difference?ā
You need to stop yourself, shut the laptop, end the session right now before itās much too late. Before youāre turning to her and realising just how close her lips are to yours, just how tiny her waist is compared to your hands, and you're saying the words that will end all semblance of propriety and professionalismā āWith you, I donāt think there is one.ā
āWell as long as we agree,ā and Somiās turning away, striding back to the couch, leaving you to breathe again. Making you thankful for the space, but missing the suffocation of her heat all at once.
Plopping herself down on the cushions, one leg folded under the other, leggings so thin you can see the shape of her underneath. Natural, just like you askedālooking like she's the only one here thatās exactly where she wants to be.
Youāre thinking youāre off the hook.
Maybe you can get back to work.
Only, āSo, itās been a while, then?ā
āSomi,ā youāre saying her name for the first time, officially, and itās coming out far too strangled. Far too needy. She loves the sound.
āCome on, humour me.ā
āSomi,ā again, youāre trying, clearing out the cobwebs from your throat.
āSir.ā
What the fuck.
She doesnāt move. Waits patiently for your answer.
You give her the inch, knowing sheāll take the mile.
Raking a hand through the back of your head. āThirty days.ā
The look on Somi's face is apoplectic. You're glad you have the wherewithal to capture it.
"It's aā" and you're feeling quite stupid as you explain it to her in detail; the abstinence for a month, the purpose of it all, the supposed benefits, "challenge."
That sends Somi ranting, hands flailing in the air. Incredulous, at you, at this challenge, at the idea of putting yourself through this self-imposed torture. āStupidest fucking idea Iāve ever heard.ā
And then, when she sees your face.
āSorry.ā
āYeah, I know.ā
āBut seriously. Thirty days? And not once.ā
Your voice is dry. āNo.ā
āNot even by accident?ā
āI donāt think thatās possible.ā
āWet dreams, nothing? No jerking it? No sex? At all?ā Somiās bursting out laughing, hand flying to cover her mouth, barely even able to breathe. Itās so absurd to her.
And it doesnāt take long before she puts it all together. Processes the information, sees the picture sheās painted of you. The sad, desperate artist, with nothing but a dying hunger and a camera. Realises the predicament youāve put yourself in just by having her here.
Sheās not laughing any more.
āAnd so you chose today, November 30th, to schedule me?ā
Youāre very, clearly frustrated. āNot my choice.ā
āI see.ā She bites her lip. Angles herself just so.
āDial it back.ā
āTell that to your boner.ā
You look down. Pants distinctly flat.
Somiās grinning. āMade you look.ā
āAre you done?ā You ask, forcing yourself to look away from her, busying your hands by screwing on a different lens, as if itāll somehow make her appear any less distracting, like itāll blur out all your worst intentions and bring back some actual decorum to this whole fiasco. āWe donāt have much time left.ā
Turning back to her, raising your camera, aiming straight and true andā
Somi, unzipping her heels, kicking them across the floor with a dramatic flourish.
Snap.
Somi, lifting her top up and over her head, stretching her arms up high to push her breasts out forward; making them tight, outlined, so obviously pebbled against the cotton of her bra.
Snap.
Somi, digging her thumbs into the waistband of her tights, pointing her legs up in the air so she can peel them off without getting up, thrusting her hips up off the couch to yank them over her ass.
Snap.
āSomi,ā youāre saying again, because apparently, youāve forgotten how to make other words.
āJust doing what feels natural,ā she says, smile turning wicked, reaching behind her back to unclasp and oh, now sheās completely naked. Rearranging herself into this pose. As if she isnāt already the centre of your universe.
Thirty days, flushed directly down the drain.
āTake a picture, itāll last longer.ā
ā
Youāve found it, the perfect photograph.
Somi, kneeling on the couch, hands folded on her lap, staring down the barrel of your camera with her tits out. Unreal. Works of art, both of them. Miracles of flesh, gravity be damned.
āYouāre not taking any photos,ā she points out.
You swallow hard. āIām taking it in.āĀ
Her hands come up to cup her breasts, giving them a bounce. For fun. For you. For the look on your face. You capture the jiggle. "Good, because I'd hate to think all this was going to waste."
Itās a little fucked up, how right Somi is. You wanted raw, honestāhere it is, Somi as she kneels. Just being herself, being the woman everyone accuses her of beingāthe sinner, the whore, the slut.
Being the woman she knows she is, with everything that it impliesāthe confidence, the appeal, the fucking powerhouse of magnetic attraction. Not an image being projected, not a role sheās playing, but the reality of her, shooting straight into your veins, raw sex personifiedāas natural as breathing.
And before you know it, youāre capturing her lips with yours, an āmmmphā slipping out from her as your mouths collide and your tongues meet.
Itās not intentional, it just happens. You lean in, sheās hot, she smells like heaven and sin wrapped in a neat little bow and youāre kissing her.
Tongue finds hers, attacks, retreats, joins and intertwines, and itās everything you imagined it would be turned all the way upāsweeter, hotter, and so much more fucking dangerous.
Lips head south, tongue sliding along her neck, teeth on her shoulder, kisses into her collarbone; and finally, youāre at her breasts.
Softer than a dream, tasting like pure addiction; you kiss the tops of her breasts, lap up all the sweat thatās beaded down in between. Drag your tongue down, follow the curve, the dip, and ending at the hard little points poking against your lips. Filling your mouth with as much of it as you canālicking, suckling, making a complete mess of spit on her chest, and then biting, just a little, just to make her moan.
āSo this is what denial does to a man, hm?āĀ Somi slithers into your ears, under your skin, hands at the back of your head and holding you in place.
She arches into you, pushing herself closer, letting you taste, indulge. Feast on what youāve been missing out over this long stretch of days.
And fuck, maybe it is the abstinence, the pent-up need, or maybe itās the fact that tits in general are just fucking incredible things. Or maybe, just maybe, itās that itās Somi, in all her outrageously perfect glory, so happy to be the one that gets to ruin you, thatās making you feel like youāre going to spontaneously combust.
Not that it matters one bit.
Not that thereās any thoughts at all in your head; thereās just Somiās tits and your tongue. Lapping it up like youāre trying to drink her in, memorise every contour, every curve, every little goosebump you induce with each swipe of your tongue.
Somiās tits; a canvas, and your mouthās painting the picture of a lifetime.
āBaby,ā Somi coos, hands on the side of your face, lifting you up off the cushions of her breasts. Sheās giggling, her fingers wiping at the strings of drool that you hadnāt even realised youād been leaving behind. āRemember what weāre here for?ā
Right.
The camera. The art. The job. The no-touching rule.
But your mind is a blurry mess of tits and need, and all your blood has headed south for the afternoon, and it's making you feel like you're melting from the inside out.
āLet me give you a hand.ā Somiās gentle with you, like youāre a stick of dynamite with a frayed wick, just the slightest touch and youāll blow.
She takes your hand, fingers brushing against yours, little sparks of electricity making your hairs stand on end, and lifts your camera up to point directly at her.
And then, she smirks. As if to say, yeah, sheās read all your thoughts; seen straight into you and has discovered the vault where youāve kept every one of your deepest, darkest impulses locked up for thirty long days.
Somi repositions herself. Poses her body, determined to bring every single filthy, desperate, starving fantasy of yours to life.
Reclining back into the couch, thighs apart, spreading her legs wide.
Showing off her cunt.
Bare and gleaming. Shaven cleanājust this perfect, pink, wet little pussy calling out to you. Open like a fucking invitation.
Youāre staring.
She waits for you to catch up.
āNow would be a good time to start using that camera.ā
You take a step back. Heart racing, hands shaking; youāre usually so much better than this. Take a deep breath, lift the camera, do your job, make your art, capture as much as you can while you have fucking perfection putting herself on display for you.
The click, the shutter echoing through the studio.
It makes Somi sigh.
Her eyes find the lens, locking down her target. A fucking miracle of biology, thatās Somi. Born to have cameras on her, as in love with them as they are with her.
Her fingers dip, trace down over her ludicrously tiny waist, her abs, her bellybutton, stopping short of her mound. Dancing over her pussy, light as a feather.
Fucking grinning as she asks, āLike what you see?ā
The cameraās flash answers for you.
Touching herself, stroking, circling, pressing down. Building a crescendo that you can see painted on her; through the tensing of her abs, the heaving of her breasts, her cheeks going pink, her breaths getting shorter, and her lips parting to moan.
Youāre barely conscious of the fact that youāre talking under your breath, a singular demandā āKeep going.ā
āYes, sir.ā
Thirty days of denial has turned you into a starving man, only for Somi to show up and make herself a full-course feast. The perfect model, but also the worst fucking thing possible for your resolve.
You take a deep breath, grip the camera tighter.
If youāre going to crack, you might as well go out with a bang.
Guiding her, as if she was any other client, and this was just another photoshootā āOpen your legs wider, Somi. Show me everything.ā
Her eyes widen, pupils dilate. Sparks, excitement, lighting them up. She does as sheās told, pushing out her knees further, sinking down into the couch cushions.
Thighs quivering, pussy sopping wet and pulsing. All for you. For your camera.
Another click, the shutter again, like a time-bomb ticking down to your doom.
āPlay with your clit. Tease it.ā
Her hand obeys, delicate, slender fingers moving in slow, deliberate circles, hips bucking slightly with each pass. The noises she makes are obscene. Harsh, breathy whispers that make you throb; moans that get caught in the back of her throat.
Itās a rush of blood straight to the head, an almost dizzying sensation, having Somi so eagerly following your every command. Her face says it all, this slut positively loves being told what to do.
āKeep it light. Thatās it,ā you say, stepping closer, hitting your marks, your angles. āTurn to me. I want to see your face.ā
āLike this?ā Somi breathes, turning to face you fully, her hand still playing with herself, stroking in a way that's almost cruelāso gentle, so teasing, so obviously designed to make you lose your mind. āGetting the pictures youāve been dreaming of? Someone like me all spread out for you?ā
You nod, jaw clenched, keeping steady. Or at least, you think you are, considering how good Somiās making this for you.
Making sure you get the right shots of herāher pussy, swollen and puffy, dripping down a puddle onto your couch. Her tits; pinched until theyāre hard and sensitive, a vivid red against the stark white of her skin. Her eyes, wide and wild and looking straight down the lens, communicating her arousal in a million different heated ways without saying a single word.
Let it be known; Somi knows exactly what sheās doing.
Knows when to sigh, knows how to arch her back, knows in which direction to pout her lips. Knows how to make every click of the camera count.
āGood girl,ā youāre telling her, praising her, and itās enough to make her keen.
āAm I?ā
āOf course,ā you say, leaning in closer, close enough to feel the heat of her body, a furnace against your skin. See the sweat dripping down her thighs, tiny little droplets shimmering against the muscle, begging to be licked away. āYouāre doing so good, Somi. So, so good.ā
Youāre getting closer now, kneeling. All for the sake of the perfect shot.
Seeing her fingers work, spreading herself open, exposing her folds, glistening. Her clit standing tall and proud. Her entrance pulsing, waiting to be filled. Itās like watching a masterpiece come to life, a photo thatās been taken a thousand times before but never quite captured right. Until now. Until Somi.
Somi's smiling down at you, all knowing, all tempting, making your mouth water, and it takes all your self-discipline to not drop the camera and replace your lens with your tongue.
She laughs, low and throaty. āLooks like youāre enjoying the view.ā
āYou have no idea, Somi,ā you answer, adding, āBut you can make it better, canāt you? Make it wetter. Hotter.ā
āMmhmm,ā she agrees, getting to work at making your instructions real. Sheās a professional too, after all. A master of her craft. Her other hand snakes down to join her first; one hand pressing firmly down on her clit, the other plunging two fingers up into her cunt. Pushing in, curling, until itās hitting that sweet spot that makes her preen.
āPerfect, Somi.ā
Youāre transfixed, as Somi starts to fuck herself in earnest, the camera almost forgotten in your hand. Sheās so drenched that every stroke is accompanied by a wet, slick sound; and the way sheās creaming around her digits, dripping down her wrist, itās far beyond a simple performance being put on for the sake of a photograph. Itās the real deal.
Somiās breaths come faster, her eyes glaze over, and sheās biting down on her bottom lip, trying to keep from crying out too loudly.
You know youāre getting the best of her, can see it across her face: this is what she truly enjoys. Being watched, being desired, being told what to do all for your pleasure.
āOh, baby,ā sheās barely managing hushed, strained whispers, āOh, oh, ohā¦ā
You feel like youāre in a trance, your own hand wandering down, needing to adjust lest you rip right through your jeans. The sight alone is devastating enough, but itās making you swell, until thereās no point in trying to hide it anymore.
āThat looks so,ā Somiās licking her lips, seeing the state youāre in, seeing the desperation in your eyes, the strain down below, āNice.ā
The camera is your anchor, your north star in this whole mess. You keep it steady, even as Somiās breaths grow shallower, turn to pants. Losing herself to you, to the moment, to being captured in all her vulnerability.
Sheās fucking herself even faster now, fingers sawing in and out of her pussy, wetter and wetter still, knuckles turning white with the force sheās applying.
āYouāre doing so good, Somi, such a good girl for me,ā youāre reassuring her, unable to hold back your own need, your own desire from leaking into your voice. Itās a battle, a war really, against your own urges, your innate desire to just drop everything and dive into her, feel her tightness around you, make her scream out your name.
But itās too soon, Somiās too close, and it would be a fucking crime to stop her.
āBaby,ā she gasps, the word a prayer and a taunt in equal measure, āBaby, I donāt think I can last any longer.ā
Youāre grinning now, heart racing, camera at the ready. āGood.ā
Somiās on a knifeās edge, balancing on the precipice of climax. You can see it in how her bodyās seizing, how she throws her head back, exposing her neck to youāneeding your kiss, your bite, your claim. But you resist, intent on capturing every moment of her unravelling.
Because you want to know. Want to capture it. How she cums. What sounds she makes, what noises she canāt keep in. What she looks like when she falls apart.
āCum for me, Somi,ā youāre telling her, āI want to capture it all.ā
Somi trembles. She wants it too.
Her eyes screw shut, her breath hitches, and sheās there, sinking back into the couch, letting out this sweet little gasp of anticipation.
The studio goes silent except for the sound of her fingers in her cunt and the shuttering of your camera.
In, out, snap.
In, out, snap.
Fucking herself. Fucking you with her very existence.
And thenāāIām going toāā
Her body arches off the couch, a scream ripping from her throat, her hand working furiously, pussy clenching so sweetly around her fingers. Itās the type of photo people spend entire careers never getting to capture, the most beautifully obscene sight youāve ever been lucky to witnessāSomi, in the throes of pleasure, wracked by her own orgasm, all for the sake of your camera.
It hits her hard and fast and all at once, turns her body into a bow, taut and tense, before itās released, snapped, melting her down into a boneless puddle.
You watch in awe as Somi cums, writhes and wriggles, and she makes these noises that youāve never heard from a woman before; crying out so loud youāre surprised the neighbours arenāt banging down the door to see what the commotion is about.
Itās only when she finally relaxes, is released from her orgasm, that you lower the camera, out of breath from the sheer exertion wrought by just watching her.
Youāre both near devastationāSomi sprawled on the couch, chest rising and falling, eyes closed and an elated smile on her face, and you, knees threatening to give out, unable to tear your gaze away from the sight of her satisfaction.
āThat wasāā Somi tries shaping the words, but they donāt come. She just lies there, lazy and sated, catching her breath.
Moments pass before she can open her eyes again, only to find you, standing over her, jeans vanished, cock out and level with her parted lips.
āThat was just the beginning, Somi.ā
It's just the sight of you, but Somiās delighted. Seeing you like thisāexposed and so ridiculously hard. All because of her.
She slides off the couch, kneeling at your feet.
āTell me what you want me to do and Iāll do it. Anything at all. Just make sure you capture it.ā
āThen suck.ā
Wet, hot heaven. Somiās mouth is heaven.
Tongue darting forward, swirling around the tip, teeth grazing the head, and youāre groaning, hips jerking forward involuntarily until youāre falling into her mouth.
Somiās got a way about her, a finesse thatās unmatched in everything she does. So, so good for you; opening her mouth nice and wide, hollowing her cheeks just right, pursing her lips to make sure you feel it when she sucks.
Just gleeful when your hand finds purchase in her ponytail, when hers wrap around the base of your cock, and you push. Inch by inch into the sweet heat of her mouth, taking it all, making sure you can see it, see how thankful she is to be granted the privilege of swallowing you whole; of having you completely filling her throat.
Holding herself there, nose pressed up against your stomach, eyes looking up, watering slightly around the edges. Not even gagging, just warming your cock with her throat, pulsing, tight, unbearably hot.
She raises her brows.
Ah, thatās right.
Snap.
Pulling off you, dragging her lips, her tongue up your shaft, leaving behind a choked, drooling mess that sheās so fucking proud of.
Giggling around a mouthful of your cock, laughter vibrating across your skin, and itās a wonder you donāt lose yourself right then and there.
But somehow, you hold on; brace yourself against Somi massaging your balls, tickling the underside of your tip with her tongue. Playing with you, taunting, enjoying every second. Popping your cock out of her mouth so she can truly take measure of you at your achingly hardest, so she can breathe onto your cock in wonder, āJust look at you.ā
Balancing your length in the palm of her hand, barely able to wrap her fingers around your girth.
āSo big, so hard,ā sheās rapt, talking to you, to herself, making sure the ghosts haunting your studio know exactly what sheās dealing with her. āAnd itās all for me, isnāt it?ā
āDarling,ā youāre calling her, making her swoon, āTake it all.ā
And she does. Somi, eager, opens her mouth wide, and lets you fuck her face. Getting you deep, so deep that you can feel her throat clench around your tip, slurping, moaning, choking now, but never, ever stopping. Just drooling down your thighs like the good little slut she knows you need her to be.
Youāre back at it, taking photos, trying to get the perfect angle, but itās proving a big ask when your knees are wobbling and your visionās growing blurry. Youāve got Somiās eyes in the viewfinder, all wide and blown with lust, looking straight through the lens of the camera and at you, daring you to break first.
But thereās still so much more of her to capture, so much more of her face to fuck.
Her red lips against your skin. Her cheeks bulging with your length. The line of her throat as she swallows. The tears in her eyes when she gags.
Somiās arms loop around your back, cupping your ass, pulling you closer, urging you deeper.
Winking, giving you all the right cues; a muffled, āHere,ā she says with her eyes. āThis angle.ā
And sheās right. Itās perfect. Sheās got a talent for this.
Taking you deep, feeling like your cockās never going to be able to leave her throat, only to pull back so you can see just how much sheās enjoying herself. How much sheās into this, so grateful to have you capturing every moan, every gag, every little sound she makes as you fuck her mouth like itās the first timeāand after a whole month it might as well be.
āFuck, take it, Somi, youāre doing so well,ā you tell her, knowing what it does to herāthe praise, the adoration. Absorbed straight into her bloodstream, making her work harder, suck better, choke a little more. āSuch a good girl.ā
She loves it. Her eyes brighten, she squeezes your thighs, nails digging in. She loves it all.
Youāre getting so close, you can feel itāthirty days of denial are about to come to a head, and she's going to be the one to bring you there. And yet, you still havenāt gotten nearly enough pictures to do her justice.
Somi sees it too, she can tell, knows just how close you are, but still, she's just lie you. She wants more.
She pulls back, an idea hatching in that filthy mind of hers, a smirk playing on her lips.
āWait,ā she says, wiping her lips with the back of her hand, cleaning herself of her spit, her drool, your leakage. āI want another photo. For comparisonās sake. Just for my memories.ā
Youāre not sure what she means, but you donāt ask questions. You just keep your camera at the ready, watching her move, watching her lean closer.
Your cock hovering just above her cheek, tip bumping up against her nose, leaving a wet streak across her face. She holds herself there, your length atop her face, and itās all in viewāher eyes fluttering closed, the tip of her tongue poking out to catch a taste of your precum, the way sheās breathing, deep and heavy, smelling the scent of you, inhaling it like itās oxygen.
Somiāher face, her tits, her waist, her thighs.
Your cock.
All in view.
Thatās the photo.
And when itās done, youāre backing off, relearning how to breath, how to stand on your own two feet without crumbling to the ground. Somiās tongue chases you but youāre out of reach, setting the camera down on the floor.
You need to get in on this. Fuck silly challenges. Fuck being a passive observer.
Youāre done just watching. You need to feel her.
Somi looks at you all smug and satisfied, on her knees, awaiting your next instruction. āFinished taking pictures?ā
You donāt answer.
Instead, you start peeling off your clothes, each layer like a heavy weight of your shoulders; until youāre just as bare and needy as she is.
Back to Somi, cradling her face, letting her lean into your palm. Running your thumb across her jaw, dragging it across her lips, stamping it onto her tongue.
She sucks.
Christ.
Thirty days of hell, given up for one moment in heaven.
Fuck it. Sheāll make it worth it.
You tell her in simple, clear terms. āIām going to fuck you now, Somi.ā
āPlease.ā
Itās your turn now.
You relax into the couch, legs spread wide, cock throbbing in the open air, beckoning her to come closer.
Somi reads the room, your posture, your need, and she rises to the occasion. Joining you on the couch, back on her knees, thighs gripping on the outside of yours. Hands planted firmly on your shoulders, and the whole time, her eyes donāt leave yours, not even for a second.
Appreciate her, this woman, giving herself over to you.
Untying her ponytail, sending honey-brown hair cascading down her face, caressing her neck, her shoulders, meeting the tops of her breasts, perfectly rounded and waiting for the return of your teeth. Her waist, her abs, tensing and releasing, with every hot breath. And her pussy, already there, shimmering, dribbling down your cock, waiting.
Somiās waiting for your permission.
So, taking her by the back of her neck, pulling her close, kissing her hard. Forcing this whine into your throat as your cock bumps up against her folds, sets off fireworks down her spine.
Itās a translation. Your need, from your tongue to hers, telling her that itās only her that can do this you. Can rip you from responsibilities, from sanity, from all the shit thatās been keeping you going for the last thirty days.
Telling her that itās worth giving it all up for just a taste, because maybe thatās the point of the challenge in the first place. Not a matter of self-control but a way to save yourself for somethingāsomeoneāso potent, so powerful, so fucking irresistible that you just have to surrender to.
You pull apart, breaths hot and ragged, tongues still connected by strands, your hands already at her waist.
āYouāre going to ride me, Somi. Youāre going to cum on my cock and Iām going to watch it all.ā
Somi nods, understanding.
Letting you guide her by the hips, sliding her fingers between her legs to take hold of your cock, aiming it at her entrance.
Lowering herself down, slow, so fucking slow, like itās a brand-new form of torture, until your cock is nestled at the entrance of her heat, and youāre both vibrating with the anticipation of it, the gravity of this moment.
You take a harsh breath. āReady?ā
Somi presses her forehead to yours. Teasing, āAre you?ā
And then, inch by inch, dragging her cunt down your shaft, making you feel every bit of her wetness, her tightness, every bit of her heat, Somi takes you in.
Pussy tightening around you like a fist, walls pulsing, massaging your cock, like sheās already trying to milk you dry. This moan thatās torn from her lips, deep and primal, something sheās been holding in for far too long, this needy, unholy cry that takes the shape of your name.
And when sheās bottomed out, when youāve filled her until all she knows is you, Somi looks down in your eyes, nothing but pure, unfiltered lust strewn across her face. āEverything you were hoping for?ā
You try, but fail, to form coherent words, just manage a grunt of pleasure, a nod of your head, and she laughsāit's the sweetest, most evil sound you've ever heard. She's got you, hook, line, and sinker.
āGood to know,ā she says, and thatās all she needs to start moving, to set the rhythm thatās going to shake the walls, send them crashing to the ground until all thatās left is the two of you fucking amongst the rubble.
Her thighs tighten around you, hips start to roll in a way thatās just too fucking good, too fucking perfect. The friction is everything, makes the world narrow to just the two of you, the sound of skin slapping against skin, the drenched slick of her pussy, the heavy scent of her filling the air.
āBaby,ā she repeats, each time her thighs slap down against yours, each thrust all the way up into her guts. āThis cock is so perfect for me, so fuckingāā
A snap of your hips into her, pulling her down hard, making her tits jump at the force of it, making Somi wail. Thereās her cunt, spasming around you, tightening, trying to hold you in, trying to keep you there, but youāre not letting up.
You take over, holding by the hips and fucking her, like youāve been waiting for, like youāve been so fucking desperate for, like she needs so badly.
āGod, youāre reallyāreally fucking pent up, aren't you?" Somi's words are chopped up by the relentless thrusts of your hips, making her stutter, her voice all strained and breathy. Bouncing on you now, letting you set the pace, eyes screwed shut, just giving herself over to you. āIām so, so lucky. So lucky that it gets to be me that breaks you. That takes you. That gets all this cum youāve been saving this whole time.ā
Youāre gritting your teeth, unable to do anything but just fuck. Driven mad by it, by every impulse coming right up to the surface.
Everything youāve been holding back, itās all here, being unleashed onto Somi.
Fuck her, fill her, make her screamāāPlease, please, pleaseā. Those are the only thoughts in your head now. Forget about the job, the photographs, the responsibilityājust be yourself, a man on the edge, ready to jump off the fucking cliff.
āBaby,ā Somiās repeating, as your fingers find purchase in her ass, as she lays kisses on your shoulder, marking you up along your neck and down your jaw. Thereās other words tooāfilth, all of it; whining to you about how youāre filling her up so good, about how sheās so wet for you, about how youāre going to make her cum so hard. But itās all just noise to you. Noise that can be summarised in the simplest of requests, right from Somiās lipsāāPlease, fucking use me.ā
It's the perfect way to come apartāhave someone like Somi, with her heavenly tits in your face, and her greedy, greedy cunt soaking up everything youāre willing to give. Begging, wanting, needing to be ruined.
āSo fucking tight for me,ā youāre kissing into her chest, finding your voice somewhere between her breasts. Telling her, āFuck, Somi, your pussy. Itās so good for me. So fucking perfectly wet.ā
āThank you, thank you, thank you,ā Somi sighs back, arms barely hanging on, holding at your neck, unable to do nothing but whimper and bear it. Bear this fucking youāre giving her, your cock invading her cunt, making her pussy tighten around it like a vice, making her abs clench, her tits jump, her throat swallowāmaking her sweat.
Itās like she was made for thisācunt made for your cock, body made for your arms. Somi, perfectly designed to be used by you. To moan and whine at your mercy; to be fucked, to be filled, to ruin you and to be ruined all the same.
āI canāt, Iām trying but I canāt hold on,ā Somiās teary-eyed, kissing at your face, your neck, her breath hot and sweet against your ear. āBaby, please. I need to feel you. Need more of you.ā
And youāre only too eager to oblige.
Lifting your head, pulling her body closer. Catching her left nipple in your mouth, sucking hard, nipping at the peak until sheās gasping, until sheās arching her back, pressing her chest closer. Feeling the flesh flush against your lips, hitting your chin with each hard thrust.
Fuck, her tits. You could suffocate between them only to claw your way out of the grave just for another taste.
Her nails dig into your scalp, demanding moreāmore attention, more adoration, more worship. You give it to herāswitching between each of her breasts, suckling and licking, making her whine and buck against your teeth.
āJust like that, youāre so good at that, so good with my tits,ā she moans, short, tiny sighs that send your hips jerking upwards. Fucking her faster, quick, staccato thrusts that hit her just right, make her walls quiver around you. āTheyāre yours, all for you. All of me is yours.ā
Her orgasm builds; itās palpable, a storm brewing in the studio, sweeping up everything in its path. Each breath she takes is a hitch, a little cry, a whine. So tight around you, fucking her so hard, so deep that you can feel it coming from the inside out.
āFilling me so good, so, so good,ā she mewls, and thereās still some fight in her left, a burst of energy in her thighs, allowing her to grind down harder, drop her ass on youāan up, down, up, down that echoes through the studio with each smack.
āYouāre going to cum for me Somi,ā youāre telling her, detailing exactly how sheāll come completely apart. āYouāre going to cum all over my cock, youāre going to scream for me when you do it, okay? Tell me how good it feels.ā
āYes, yes, yes, tell me what you wantāanythingāIāll do it, Iāll be so, so good for youāā
āYouāre going to beg me for my cum, Somi. Going to beg me to give it to you until you canāt take any more,ā youāre growling, your teeth sinking into her tits, your tongue pushing up against her flesh, making her sing.
Youāre fucking her apart, tearing her in two with your cock. This girl you've only just met, who only just walked into your life; nothing but sex in a pair of high heels, and youāre already rearranging the furniture of her soul.
Now sheās the one that canāt make sense of things, canāt form full sentencesājust incoherent whines and cries, each one stacking on top of the other, until the foundationās all tilted and itās going to collapse any second now.
Just waiting for you.
Separate from her chest, take a fistful of her hair, pull her back so you can look in her eyes and see. See just how badly youāre ruining her, how terribly sheās falling apart.
Make sure she can see you, has her attention on nothing but you when you tell her, finally, āCum. Cum for me, Somi. All over my cock.ā
Sheās breaking.
āNow.ā
āPlease, Iāā Somiās words live and die on her lips, barely making it out before it hits her, seizes her entirely, forces her cunt to strangle your cock as she shatters.
Itās all there, her pussy tightening, pulsing, clenching, releasing in this quake of bliss that feels like a sucker punch straight through your gut.
When she cums it hits her, hits you, waves of heat washing over your cock, splashing down onto your thighs. Itās the sensation. So overwhelming, so undeniable, grinding down her orgasm onto you, pleading, over and over and over again, āDon't stop, don't stop, please!ā
Writhing in your arms, needing to be held close to stop her from falling off the couch completely. Eyes rolling, head thrown back, exposing her neck, the perfect arc of her throat. Her body jolts, jerks, twitches, and it has you fucking hypnotised.
And all Somi can do is say, āOh my God, oh my God, oh my God!ā
She keeps going, until each thread is unravelled, until youāve fucked loose every last bit of control sheās got, until sheās nothing but a trembling mess in your arms.
But itās not over, not yet.
Youāre still hard, so fucking hard. Bursting at the seams. And Somiās looking down at you, pulling herself back together. Seeing your cock, buried inside her. Seeing the mess youāve made of her, her own pussy. Seeing everything.
And sheās smiling, because she knows what comes next.
āUse me.ā
You lift her off your cock, so easy to carry; her tiny waist in your hands, sheās so light. Still shivering, these tiny, little aftershocks quivering through her, itās like sheās clay in your hands, ready to be moulded at your discretion.
Somi gasps when sheās laid out on the couch, her legs spread wide, her cunt leaking down her thighs, all cream and cum. She adjusts herself, makes herself comfortable, presentable. Putting herself in the best possible state to be used by you.
āUse me, baby,ā she repeats again, that sweat plea thatās going to be youāre undoing. Sheās so, so needy, practically whining for more, for everything, for anything as long as it involves your cock and her.
You stand over her, cock at the ready, eyes on your next target, the natural stage for the grand finale, the piĆØce de resistance of this whole fucked up photoshootāSomiās breasts.
She follows your gaze, realises, āYou want to fuck these tits, donāt you?ā
You find your voice gravelly, deep. āYeah.ā
Somi giggles, hands at her chest, taking either side of her breasts, pushing them together with her palms and creating this gorgeous valley, just waiting for your cock. āThen what are you waiting for?ā
āFor you to beg.ā
Somi blinks. Once, twice. Sees the look on your face, sees how hard you are for her, how desperate you are to let go.
But she knows how much you need to hear it. Knows how much she wants to say it.
āPlease. Baby, please. Fuck my tits. Cum all over me. I need it.ā Somiās licking her lips, massaging her breasts together, showing you just how soft they are, how ready they are for you. āI need to feel your cum on me. All over me. My face, my neck, my chest. Everywhere. Let me do this for you.ā
Thatās it.
Youāre back on the couch, straddling her stomach. Knees on either side of her waist, cock between her tits. Soft, warm, inviting.
āLike this?ā
āYeah. Just like that,ā you manage, each word a mountain of effort as you watch your cock disappear between her breasts.
Itās a gentle push, thatās all it takes, and Somi starts to move, making her tits jiggle around your dick, squeezing it from either side as you slide your cock up and down. So focused, eyes on your cock, then back to your face, studying your every reaction, waiting for that moment when you crack.
And itās coming so soon, youāve been teetering on the edge since Somi first walked ināfuck, on edge for thirty daysāand now youāre hurtling towards the fall.
Youāre not going to last, not when Somiās got you like this. Her hands moving with you, her tits bouncing in time with your strokes. The cushioning of her breasts around you; this gentle, sweet, torturous pressure that has you grunting, has you smearing drops of yourself all over her chest.
āFuck, you look so good between my tits. So hard. Doesnāt it feel right? Like this is where your cock fucking belongs. This is what my tits were made for. For you,ā Somiās whispering, stringing these words together like a spell. āYou can go faster, baby, I wonāt break. Just let go and use me like the slut I am.ā
Pleading for it, so desperate for you. Sweet words, encouragement, filth, like a drug, pushing you close and closer to the brink.
Just obey, pump faster, fuck her tits quicker, watch as your cock slices through her cleavage, the gloss it leaves over her skin. See Somi, licking her lips, devouring you with her eyes, just waiting for you to join her on the other side of oblivion.
āCum for me, baby. Please, please. I need itāI need to feel itāplease!ā
Her tongue stretches past her lips, flicking out to catch the tip of your cock, making you groan. Leaning in, breath hot on you, cock hitting her lips with every thrust, every drive through her tits. So fucking greedy, so eager to taste, so needy to be the one responsible for your total ruin.
āOh, oh, oh, babyāyesāyesāyesāyesāā
She pinches her nipples, twists them just right, moansā
You feel it immediatelyāyour balls tighten, your cock swells, and thenārelease.
Intense is the only way to describe it.
So fucking intense.
White hot jets of cum spurt out, firing everywhere, making a mess of her, coating her chest, her neck, her chin, her lips, her noseāsplashing down all over her.
Itās a frenzy, a natural disaster, a hurricane thatās been building for one long fucking month, and now itās here.
The way her eyes widen, the way her mouth opens, gasping for air, the way she shakesāshe wanted this, but thereās no fucking way she was prepared for it.
And when you back up, she dives forward, hand seizing the base of your cock and pumps. Wrists twisting in this aching motion, winding up and down your cock, wringing you out until youāre just a slave to her fingers, her tits, her touch.
āKeep going, baby, keep cumming for me, give me everything,ā she begs, sending shivers all the way from your shaft down to your spine as she works your cock.
You do, you have no choice, no say in the matter. You give her everything.
You're coming apart, torn from your own body in sticky, hot waves that leaves you absolutely breathless.
And sheās a fucking mess. All of herāher face, her neck, her tits. So beautiful covered in you. So utterly used. So utterly yours.
It takes a moment for the tremors to stop, for the world to come back into the focus. You sit there, panting, feeling like youāve just done a triathlon and then climbed a mountain. Somiās just smiling at you, looking at you through her lashes, glued together with your cum, her own little giggles escaping every now and again.
She looks like a dream.
āFuck, Somiāā
āMm?ā She looks so content, so at peace with the universe. Wearing your cum like fine jewellery. As if sheās the one that just had the best orgasm of her life.
āYouāreāā But what the fuck do you say? That sheās ruined you? That sheās shattered your world? That youāll never be able to look at a camera again without thinking of her?
Ah.
Thatās what youāll do.
You lean down, pick the camera off the floor, and thenāsnap.
Somi, looking so sloppy and obscene. Looking like everything you never knew you needed. Looking like she belongs to you.
She wipes away at her eyes, collects the cum on her finger, before dipping it into her mouth. Sucking, tasting the flavour of your need.
āGet the shot you wanted?ā
You let out a long, heavy exhale, sliding off the couch, off her, sitting on the floor next to her. Resting your head on her thighs while Somi just lies there, sprawled out, utterly wrecked.
āYou werenāt kidding,ā she says. āOne whole month.ā
You remember to inhale. āThirty days.ā
Sheās fighting a losing battle, cleaning the endless fountain of cum youāve covered her with. Looking like she just streaked through a fucking snowstorm.
But she tries, collects as much as she can, smearing it into a sticky mess. Playing with it on her fingers, rolling it around her tongue, enjoying this way too much.
You raise the camera, aim it at her. The way sheās looking at you, the way her hand moves, so fucking casualālike it's her natural state of being. Making you believe that Somi should be covered in cum, all the time. It's only right.
You just canāt help yourself. You click.
āI havenāt been fucked like that since,ā Somi starts, clearly not minding being the subject of your post-coital art. āSince ever. That wasā"
āA trainwreck,ā youāre saying, and then finishing when you catch the look on her face, āNot like that. It was insane. Intense. Really, thirty days or not, it was fucking life changing.ā
Somi smiles. āGood to know I didnāt disappoint.ā
āJust. These photos. Completely unsalvageable. None of that can be sent to your agency.ā
āIām sure itāll be fine,ā Somi says, so easily, so carefree, as if she didnāt just obliterate every single professional boundary youāve ever set. āLet me have a look. There must be some photos at the start that are useable. From before you⦠lost focus.ā
You pass her the camera, let her scroll through the shots, see all the pornographic filth the two of you have created. She flicks through, each click another photo, another reminder of what youāve done, what sheās done to you.
And sheās enjoying it. These little smirks, the nods of approval. Fascinated by these photos of her, of her body in these stages of ecstasy.
āAh, yup. No. Nope. Definitely not. Oh, and that one is just⦠yeah.ā Somiās voice is light, teasing, but thereās a hint of awe in it. āYou really donāt hold back, do you?ā
āItās what you do to me.ā
āI can see that,ā she says, continuing until she gets to the last of the photos. āThatās pretty fucked. These are pretty fucked up. But, like. Beautifully fucked up.ā
āThanks,ā you say, throwing your hands up, letting one fall on Somiās thigh. It rests there, draws a circle over the smooth warm, skin.
Itās a good feeling. Having her here, like this. So relaxed, so comfortable. Knowing her in the most intimate ways possible, yet still not knowing much about her at all.
She sighs when your hand moves higher. You throb.
Yeah. After thirty days, only one time is not going to be nearly enough.
You already want to dive back into the land of debauchery with Somi, bring up more of those repressed fantasies youāve been waiting to realise, even though youāre still knee-deep in the aftermath of the first round.
Itās in Somiās eyes as well, you can feel it in the air, from the heat radiating off her skināshe's not done with you either.
Far from it.
You're going to ruin her again. You're certain of it.
āSo,ā she says, making a show of cupping her tits, raising them up to her mouth. Licking them clean.
Your response is swift. Immediate. āWeāre going to have to reschedule.ā
Somiās laughter is pure gold. āHow does thirty days from now sound?ā
You blink. Stare at her, unamused.
She raises your camera.
Snap!
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It's me. I'm the cis, heterosexual, aromantic man. I will never marry, I will never be married, I will grow into middle age and elder age and I will die unmarried. I will be forced to support a household of myself on only my wages alone for the rest of my life. I will be asked about women and marriage and children by my family for the rest of my life (or men, the progressive ones might say). I may not ever come out to them. I feel like I burned my coming out on something stupid. I don't want to explain it. I don't want to run them through the definitions and intricacies. I don't want the acceptance without understanding, placating me with ceased questions and poor explanations to other, drunk adults.
I like my hair to be long, I spent a year with it dyed a golden blonde with dark roots because I like the trashy party girl aesthetic. I want to dye it again with pink tips. I like painting my nails, black and blue are my favorite colors. I like wearing chokers. I also like wearing baggy jeans and ratty hoodies. I like having stubble. I like having chest hair. I like having a square jaw and broad shoulders. I wish I had a flatter stomach and a thinner profile frame. I don't know what this makes me, perhaps this is something no more GNC than Machine Gun Kelly. I think about this a lot, how queer my appearance truly is. I should think about it less. I have thought long and hard about if I could be trans or if I could be non-binary or if I could be genderqueer and the conclusion I ultimately came to is that I most enjoy being a man open to whatever self-expression I want.
I don't date, but I've thought about it. I would like to meet people, and I would like to have sex with them. But I don't want to hurt them. I fear if I explain what I am beforehand it'll scare them away. I fear if I explain after they'll feel manipulated or abused. I don't know how many people in the dating scene want what I want. I fear my own lack of experience will make me a bad lay, an embarrassing story to tell to confidants in hindsight. I fear my own virginity, a boundary to those I wish to be like. All of these fears are baseless, as I've not been able to even begin a single relationship in my life. Despite this I still heavily identify with terms like "slut" and "manwhore" and "thot" because my interests lay so deeply within casual sex, sex without great intimacy or emotion. This may be some form of stolen valor. I hope the true sluts are not too mad at me.
I made this blog several years ago because a mutual of mine reblogged memes making fun of aro and ace people, making fun of the concept of aphobia, and in addition well known aphobes. I didn't feel comfortable talking about aro stuff on my main blog, for as little as I talk about it. Living through the ace discourse of the 2016 era has largely caused me to cringe in embarrassment any time I am forced to discuss my orientation with people who aren't aro or ace themselves. I no longer follow this person. I unfollowed many people I was mutuals with from that time, most of them because they posted too often about how much they hated men and I didn't want to see that, some because our interests simply drifted too far apart, only one for explicit aphobia reasons. (Also one because they became a "both sides are bad, any vote is wasted" libertarian, but that's unrelated.)
I guess at this point I don't care deeply about what strangers on the internet think of me. If a trusted friend told me that they don't think I'm truly queer that may hurt. But I am going to continue to use the word for myself. I take up no resources. I go to events that are open to me. If an event was not open to me, I think I'd not want to go anyways. I am not a hypothetical, I am not a strawman, I am a person with lived experiences both within and exterior to the queer community. If you hate me, I will permit you to continue to do so. But ultimately, I am who I am, I cannot change these facts, and I would not choose to do so even if I could.
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ā BITE THE PILLOW, dad's best friend ! jackles
jensen's been breaking a lot of his rules and traditions for a little more time with you -- and he's getting less and less inclined to care.
warnings. ( 18+ ! ) pls for the love of god don't interact with this series if you're a minor. hefty age gap. unprotected p in v. daddy kink. dirty talking. manhandling. he whimpers you're welcome. he actually pulls out this time good for him! aftercare. <3 word count. 4.6k
sneak into his room here!

SATURDAY NIGHTS AT YOUR HOUSE WERE always for one thing and one thing only: football. it was a tradition for as long as you could remember: the living room would fill up with your dad's rowdy friends, slinging ice cold beers back and forth from their spots on the couch, a mountainous pile of pizza boxes piling up on the coffee table.
some things never changed. your parents go apeshit downstairs over a sports game in the living room, you stay very far away from downstairs as long as you can.
not that you didn't show your support in some little ways. you avoided your family and their antics and the chaos of it, but you still wore the blue and white of the dallas cowboys; you weren't crazy.
it was one of those instances where you couldn't just avoid going downstairs, needing to eat something before the night wrapped up. you could only stay locked away in your bedroom with the sound of muffled shouting and drunken cackling through your bedroom door for so long.
"hey, sweetheart," your mom says the second you hit the bottom floor, which completely zilches the attempt you'd been making to get in and get the hell out without being noticed. "comin' to watch halftime with us?"
your face falls, exasperation dropping your jaw and leaving your mouth hung partly open. "it's only halftime?"
"sorry," she apologizes like she personally had a say in how long this game felt like it was stretching, which brings a little bit of a smile back to your lips. "your father started his little indoor tailgating party earlier since jensen's here for the weekend. that's probably why you thought it'd be over by now."
even better. jensen was in the other room, kicking the shit with your dad and uncle tom, probably drunk off of his ass. not that you cared what he did or got up to or anything, it just made the fact that you'd only thrown on one of your dad's old dallas cowboys jerseys on and nothing else a hell of a lot more interesting.
"is there any pizza left?"
your mom leans against the doorway from the kitchen to the living room, hand braced on the wall as she looks. "yeah, the top box at least has a few slices," she says, patting your shoulder warmly. "they've been talking about you."
you try your absolute best to pretend like that isn't a terrifying thought, what with who the three men in mention were. "why?"
"well, jensen asked about your studies, i think, and your dad and uncle couldn't help but start bragging on you." heartwarming as it was, you could only focus on one part of that explanation. jensen asked about your studies. after the conversation you'd had with him last night on the patio, you didn't think you liked the thought or reasoning behind that very much.
instead of pressing, you just smile at her. "oh, that's nice." it was, too, and it sucked that the only thing you could think about was how he'd use the fact that you were acing your classes without a blip on your record against you.
"go say hi to uncle tom," your mom urges, nodding you in the couch's direction, "he missed at your party when you ran off, wanted to congratulate you face to face."
you very much did not want to go say hi to uncle tom, since that meant being in close vicinity to jensen. sometimes, things were out of your control, like the fact that the reason you missed saying hi to uncle tom was because of the other of your dadās visiting friends.
your little life was beginning to get big complications.
still, your say in the matter was naught, because your mother was nudging you in that direction already by your jersey-clad shoulders.
and there isn't any way that you can do this subtly, either, without more attention than necessary drawn to you, because you make it half a foot from the arm of the cream-colored couch your dad and his friends are spread out on, and uncle tom is on his feet.
"here she is!" he exclaims, like he hasn't seen you in weeks when, really, it'd just been a couple of days, if you counted your party. if you didn't, it'd only been a few months while you were away at school, and your dad provided you with many occurrences where he'd been with tom and he said hi.
uncle tom tosses his arms around your shoulders, tugging you tightly into his chest. he smells like beer and tomato sauce from the slice still held in his hand. he plants a big kiss on your forehead, and you can't even find it within yourself to be angry because of the dopey grin on his face when you pry yourself from his grip.
"didn't come say hi on thursday," he says, dropping back down onto the spot of the couch he took up space in, right next to an arm that you refused to look at who belonged to. you knew. that tattoo was pretty recognizable, unfortunately. "thought i pissed you off or something."
"no, i was just tired." the lies come easier now, which only makes your stomach churn just a little. you shouldn't have had to lie to your family about what you'd been up to, but you certainly weren't telling them that you'd been charmed by a devil to dance with him. "jetlag and all."
there's a reason he was your godfather. he looks relieved at that, like the prospect of you being easy on yourself and resting instead of talking to him two days ago was something he supported. he wouldn't if he'd known what you really were up to that night.
nausea churns in your gut, but you shove it down with force. the best you can do in this situation is avoid the man that'd caused it, which you were doing a wonderful job of doing.
"well," you say on a sigh, snatching the top pizza box with a little smile, very carefully dancing your eyes across the couch and skipping over jensen's in the middle, "i'm gonna go back upstairs, now. have fun with..." you wave your hand aimlessly at the tv screen. "that."
you can hear uncle tom's and your father's voices saying something, but everything is a blur outside of the tunnel vision you have for getting the hell out of there. the stairs are only a couple feet away, and you restrain from straight out running to them.
"hang on," you hear jensen mumble from the middle of the staircase, the clink of a bottle being sat down, "m'gettin' a call, i'll be back."
you literally could not move faster trying to slip into your bedroom and get the door shut before you had to cross paths. sure, he'd be on a call, but you purposely avoided his gaze entirely for a reason. he could keep up this facade with ease, but it was starting to weigh on you.
your door half-latches by the time his voice crests the top of the staircase, and you leave it, hoping he takes it as an invitation to bypass it entirely.
"yeah, i can come by monday," you catch from your spot in the center of your bed, pizza box haphazardly open next to you. you aren't even thinking about eating right now, not when you're so focused on making sure jensen walks past your room and goes to the guest one. "any time good? good."
there's a light tap on the other side of your door, and you're certain that you can feel the blood drain from your body. two more light taps, and the door pushes open slowly. jensen has his phone to his ear, a half-quirked grin on his mouth. "quick thinkin', ain't it?"
you blink your confusion. "what?" your lips mouth, not wanting to interrupt his call.
jensen flashes the blank screen of his phone at you for a second before pressing it to his ear again. "not a real call, pretty girl," he clarifies, the amusement evident in the lilt of his voice. "but you're real cute for bein' respectful about it."
the confusion melts away into exasperation. "you're ridiculous."
"you wouldn't look at me," he says, giving you an exaggerated pout that, just as fast, becomes indifference. "got a little creative."
"why?"
"don't play stupid, pretty girl," jensen steps fully into your room, closing the door behind him. the big fingers that dwarf his phone drop the facade, slipping it into his back pocket. "you're too smart for that."
you cross your legs beneath you, adjusting the end of your jersey over them ā an action that jensen very blatantly tracks with his gaze. "you wanted me to."
"good girl," there's a part of you that's thankful he isn't examining your frozen-in-time high school bedroom, and another that wishes he had any indication that he wasn't just using you for a quick fuck while he was in town, because he bypasses everything to get to your bed, moving the pizza box over to the desk perpendicular to it, "and why do i want you to?"
your chin raises in defiance. "because you've been fucking me underneath your best friend's nose, and it's more fun for you to test the limits of that."
jensen's eyes flash with something, enough that his expression flattens, but that carefully constructed mask of indifference is back. "wrong." his weight sinks the edge of the mattress beneath him as he sits. "wrong twice, actually. c'mon, baby, don't make me spell it out for you."
you turn in the bed to face him, fingers folded in your lap. "how is that wrong twice? you are."
"i fucked you once." his smile is bitter and saccharine-sweet at once, a combination that almost makes you want to shrink away. you'd seen a couple sides of him before ā the side that flirts with you and death at the same time and the side that pushes you and the limitations you've put on yourself, no matter how cruel it feels ā but you've never seen the wolf that crowds you into a corner with his teeth bared. "i've just thought about it more than a few times."
his eyes are dark, the green swallowed by blown pupils that only serve to make him look more predatory. he leans over, his body looming over yours enough that you're forced to lean along with him, spine grazing the pillows behind your back.
"i want you to look at me," he whispers it like it was a secret, and from the look in his eyes, you didn't think he'd repeat them again, "because i wanna see those cheeks flush all pretty pink tryin' to pretend i haven't spread you open before."
you swallow thickly, unable to look away from him. he's got you held captive both in the cage of his arms he's put you in, and the intensity of his eyes. "you just wanna see me squirm. that's not fair."
"no, i want to see you scream my name, but we all can't have what we want." he tips your chin up with his index finger, caressing your jawline with the knuckle. "sometimes life ain't fair. sometimes you gotta take what you can get, when you can get it."
his expression shifts again, less predatory and more gentle, even though the dark of his pupils never pull back from their drowning of the green. "tell me to go away, and i'll go away."
and you should tell him to go away. this was becoming more of a pattern than you wanted it to be, bordering on a desperation that would do nothing in the end besides get one, or both of you, into deep waters you couldn't get out of.
but you think back to last night, how it'd felt to hear that so much of your life was kept in a tight-knit box, never straying loose from what was expected of you.
so you kiss him.
you kiss the taste of beer off of his lips, kiss the scratch of stubble that tickles against your own mouth, kiss him with your hands wound into the strands of his hair, tugging him down on top of you further so you could melt into the pillows behind you.
jensen doesn't hesitate to rise up onto his knees and move to lay over you, held up by one palm sinking into the springs of your mattress, the other pressed lightly against your chest, fingertips tracing lightly over your collarbones. it's just enough pressure to make you shiver, the callouses on his fingers leaving goosebumps peppered across your skin.
they slide down, down, down until they lift underneath your jersey and brush across the soft fabric of your panties. "i knew it," he laughs breathlessly against your mouth, hooking a finger into them and tugging, "naughty girl, prancin' around in front of me in just this."
"you weren't supposed to still be here," you say in answer, though it sounds weak in your mouth. everything sounds weak when he's pressed to you like this, daring you to open your mouth wide enough for him to invade it with his tongue.
jensen's palms flattened on your sides beneath the elastic of your panties, his fingertips pressed into the curve of your ass like he owns it. he probably does at this rate. you're so quick to melt into putty in his hands. "thank fuck i was, then," he rasps against your mouth, and then suddenly, you're on your stomach, your cheek resting into the pillows.
you don't even have time to process it, not before his hands are working so much more carefully than you'd expected from him, tugging down your panties. the cold air of your bedroom sends another wave of shivers down your spine when it breaches the newly exposed skin, wet with desire that never seemed to fade when you were with him.
jensen doesnāt waste any time, erasing any moment for you to feel vulnerable or nervous about your body being exposed ā he licks a slow stripe up the slit of your folds, deliberate enough to make your toes curl into the thick muscles of his thighs.
"christ," he swears under his breath, closing his fingers around your thighs to pull you further against him. one of his palms moves to flatten on your spine, pressing it down until your back arches and pushes your ass higher into the air.
thereās the sound of a zipper and the shuffling of jeans behind you, and you writhe beneath him, a low mewl in the base of your throat. his laugh is breathless, breath ghosting over your ear as he bends down. "as pretty as you sound right now," he murmurs, his voice deep and gravely, "māgonna need you to bite down on that pillow for me, baby girl."
you get two seconds to process the implications of that request before he slips into you, gliding effortlessly between your gushy tight heat. you understand instantly why he asks that of you when you gasp sharply, your mouth hanging open as it presses into the pillowcase.
"shh, what did i say?" jensen grunts into your ear, still sheathing the entire length of his thick cock between your tight walls. "cāmon, princess, whatād i say?"
"bite the pillow," you echo back to him, your voice wavering as he stuffs you full of him.
his fingers stroke through your hair, twirling the strands around his fingers affectionately as his hips start to rock. "good girl. you gonna do that for daddy? keep quiet for him?"
your fingers curl into the sheets, managing a nod despite the shudder that trembles like electricity through your veins. "mhm."
the hand in your hair gathers it into a ponytail and clutches it in his fist, tipping your head back. his lips graze your ear as he whispers, "doesnāt look like it to me. i wouldnāt push me, baby girl. i donāt know if youāll like me mean."
it felt like a challenge, in its own way. he was still moving slowly inside of you, your fluttery walls stretching around him with each shallow, painstakingly slow movement. heād chastised you for your blind obedience; did he want you to fight him on this?
you tip your head back to meet his gaze, a fire in your gaze that makes jensen grin wolfishly. you donāt say a word, but you hold the eye contact as you moan, a sound that makes his own green eyes flare.
"oh, you want daddy tābe mean, that it?" he releases your hair to push your upper back down into the mattress again, sliding his palm up to shove your head into the pillows. "always knew you were naughty, baby. someoneās gotta fuck that out of you."
you couldnāt move your face if you tried. each little noise you make in the back of your throat is muffled by the fluff of your pillows. only then does he start to quicken his pace, not as much as you want, but enough to make his heavy balls slap against the sensitive skin of your full cunt.
his one hand stays on your cheek, the other grips your hip, guiding you back against his shaft to take him deeper, hard enough for you to feel the imprint of his fingerprints in your thighs.
"youāre so goddamn tight," he hisses through his teeth, finally beginning to sound ragged and breathless himself, "i love your pretty pussy, baby, y'know that?"
you nod against the pressure of his hand, your fingers flexing at your sides after they'd started to go numb from how they'd clutched at the sheets. you'd been doing really good keeping the sounds to a minimum, but the faster he started to pump himself into you, the less inclined you were to try.
you didn't want to give into his request so easily, but you couldn't help it. your parted lips close around the fabric-covered pillow and you teeth clamp down on it, each moan and mewl from your mouth completely swallowed by the fluff inside of the pillow.
finally, his palm relents from your face, smoothing the back of his hand down the side of your face. "good girl," he murmurs, and he stops touching you and instead, grabs the polyester in his fist to jerk you harder down the aching length of his cock. each thrust is hard enough for you to push forward into the bed, deep enough for the tip of his cock to bruise your cervix.
your legs tangle around his behind you, and he shifts closer to you, making it that much more intense as he buries himself balls deep inside of you. "i'd stay inside you all fuckin' night, if i could," he pants behind you, rugged voice muffled by the soaked sound of him fucking into you, "don't got that kind of time though, do we? never have enough time for me to fuck you stupid."
you weren't so sure on that. every single time you'd been alone with him, you seemed to stop thinking entirely; obviously, considering you always ended up with some part of him inside of you. "m'not gonna last with you behavin' for me like this," he actually whimpers in the rough of his voice, the sound going straight to the ache between your legs, the building pressure of pleasure that you were so close to cresting over.
the pace jensen had set speeds up, and it's clear that he was just as close as you. you were bucking your hips against him, each noise in your throat getting more ragged and desperate. he releases your hip with his one hand, dropping it to clutch your fingers in his.
there are tears in your eyes when you finally reach your breaking point, stinging the corners. you barely manage to keep your mouth around your pillow as you cry out through the clench of your teeth, your legs shaking as he keeps going, keeps going, keeps going.
there was something raw about him like this, fucking into you with reckless abandon, enough so that his groans wavered into little whimpers. you're about to squeeze his hand to get him to stop, to slow, before the tears pooling in your eyes become overstimulated sobs, when he pulls out.
the feeling of the loss is immediate, almost as overwhelming as the feeling of his balls hitting against your clit, over and over. you gasp, lifting your head just in time to see him spilling in your previously discarded panties, the fabric fisted around his cock as white hot streaks seep through it.
jensen's eyes reopen after a couple of moments, a thin sheen of sweat coating his forehead, making the jersey he wore cling a little tighter to his arms and shoulders. he laughs, somewhat sheepish for how you usually see him, waving your panties like a white flag. "tryin' to be responsible." a joke followed by a curve of his lips.
"i'm gonna throw those away," you rasp, just as teasing as he was.
he raises an eyebrow, and you mimic the action right back at him. "i don't think you will," he hums, tossing them aside onto your hardwood floor. jensen crawls over top of you, all but crushing you under his weight as he looses a deep sigh. "jus' gonna stay like this for a minute."
"long call, then," you whisper into his ear, trying to shift underneath his heavier weight to get more comfortable. it was comforting to be so wrapped up in him.
he huffs a laugh, lifting his head to press his forehead against yours. "yeah. long call. i'll tell 'em downstairs i was talkin' to my bank or somethin' important."
his fingers brush across your cheek, tucking the strands back behind your ear. jensen leans in to press a kiss to your forehead, lips lingering for much longer than needed to be. it was this that kept you letting him into your room ā the gentleness that only ever came in the aftermath, when you could believe you were more to him than just a convenient fuck.
"wasn't too rough?" he pinches your cheek affectionately, then brushes the pad of his thumb over the bone.
you shake your head, the smile on your lips lazy and sated. "no, but you're real cute for being respectful about it."
this time, his laugh is full and hearty. jensen sits up, reaching across your bedroom space to snatch the pizza box off of your desktop. "probably cold, now, but..." he settles back onto the backs of his legs, setting it between the both of you. "you should eat."
"mmm, not hungry anymore."
jensen shoves the box open, snatching a cold piece of pizza from it and shoving it in your direction. "mmm, don't care." he waves it adamantly until you take it with a dramatic huff. "you got a towel in here? lemme clean you up."
it was a striking difference to the closed-off jensen you'd gotten the first time you hooked up. he was on his feet, tucking himself back into his jeans as he genuinely searched your room for a towel or something.
you take a bite from the pizza slice, nodding toward your closet door. "it's my shower one," you feel the need to explain, though you don't really know why. you're not used to small talk with him. little details and small talk never really came up when you were together.
jensen grabs it and quirks a half-smile over his shoulder at you. "not anymore." his footsteps echo on the hardwood as he makes his way back to your bed. he hooks his fingers around your ankle and drags you closer to the edge of the bed, startling a gasp out of you, and nudges your legs open with his other hand. he wipes the towel gently up and down the inside of your thighs, glancing up at you through the short strands that fall in his eyes. "keep eatin'."
"you're distracting me." and he was. it was domestic, in a way, how gingerly he held your ankle and how careful he was with the towel between your legs.
jensen shrugs. "don't care," he repeats, though he follows it with a warm, teasing smirk, "keep eating or i'll start."
what kind of masochist were you if that sent a renewed thrill down your spine? jensen catches the sparkle in your eyes and shakes his head, tossing the towel in the same direction as your defiled panties. "you are becoming a little fiend."
you give him a toothy smile. "your fault."
"oh, my fault?" he leans in like he's going to kiss that smile, and at the last second, turns his head to steal a bite from your pizza. you gasp in surprise, laughter bubbling out of you before you can stop it. "i think i'm just pullin' the deviant out of you."
"you're pulling something out, alright," you shoot back through the fit of laughter, and he is utterly captivated by it. it makes you all too aware of how close he is, of each sweep of his eyes over your expression.
jensen leans in to kiss your forehead again, another lingering one that eases the slight tremor in your muscles still. "you'll be okay if i head back down?"
you don't want him to, and the grimace on his lips makes you think he doesn't want to, either, but you nod regardless. as he'd said before, the moments you had together were fleeting and weighted. "i'll run you a bath in the bathroom, when i head out. should be warm by the time you finish eatin'," he says, brushing your hair back out of your eyes, "and no one down there will hear the water runnin' for a few extra minutes over your uncle tom's damn shouting."
"he loves football," you say in his defense, ignoring every other bit of information he tells you so that you don't do something stupid like take it anyway else but face value. he probably wouldn't be like this again next time. there probably wouldn't be a next time. he had one day left at your house, and then he'd go back to wherever he lived, out of your life.
jensen's face falls at whatever is reflected in your eyes, and he kisses your cheek this time, the stubble tickling the skin around your lips. "you can come down after, if you want," he offers, pressing his forehead against yours. "i'll behave."
you smile, settled again from the bout of unease. "if i'm not too tired."
"i'll save you a seat."
jensen slips away, then, steps slow and reluctant like he was waiting for you to invite him back in, even though both of you knew he couldn't. he keeps the door gapped again just like you'd had it before his arrival with one last look over his shoulder at you, something unreadable and soft in his eyes.
moments later, you hear the water start to run in the bathroom at the end of the hall, and you smile to yourself.
maybe you lived as prominently in his head as he did in yours. maybe, you'd started to unravel the elusive mystery of his closed-off exterior, one day at a time.

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Holy shit op you're clearly the asshole here. YTA YTA YTA. Yes it sucks to be reminded of something that triggers you but when your trigger is a disorder or a minority group it is 100% on you to recognize that and understand that it's not an excuse to treat people of those groups poorly.
There is a difference between saying something in the moment and defending/seeking validation for it. Yes, calling a person with a delusional disorder crazy is an asshole thing to do. Yes, even if you're triggered. I don't think being an asshole in one situation makes you a bad person or anything. I think it would be excusable! However, you took it too far, even for someone triggered. Not taking someone's delusions seriously and saying you think that if they don't move out they'll try to KILL you? Asshole. If I were your roommate I'd never forgive you for that shit
HOWEVER your saving grace here is that you acknowledged that what you said was bad. You seem to know it's fucked up. The WRONG thing to do was go to aita about it. If you want to know if the way you treated a delusional person was wrong, don't go to a blog for literally everyone to comment on regardless of how much they care about human rights. Those are the sorts of people who say delusional people deserved to be locked up for truly harmless beliefs. Go to schizospec advocacy blogs. Go to actual psychotic people. Don't seek validation from people who would do far, far worse to your roommate if given the chance
aita for calling my roommate crazy?
I (28f) live with 2 other people, a former college roommate who Iām pretty close with (29f) and 2nd roommate (28nb) who we both met when we moved in together 2 years ago.
Let me start this out by saying, this isnāt a fandom aita, itās going to sound a bit weird at first, but bear with me.
I have a medical condition (relevant later) which stopped most of my bones from maturing past puberty (growth plates closing, cartilage not hardening into bones, ect.), so my skeleton is basically stuck somewhere between 13-19, (I look about 17-19, but the last time I tried to buy hard cider, the cashier thought I was 14, so thatās how young I can look). I also have very pale skin (unrelated to my disorder, just a ginger), and (related to my disorder) lack some liver enzymes so I need eat meat or I get sick (the same reason why cats need to eat meat), I ended up in the ER when I lived with my vegan sister for a week and ate the same veggie diet as her.
Trouble is, Roommate 2 is really into conspiracy theories and other fringe stuff. Nothing alt-right or anything, just like, (for example) they fully bought into that Mermaids: the body found show, and wouldnāt be dissuaded, even when Roommate 1 googled it and showed them solid proof that it was fictional. Wholeheartedly believes the US government preformed 9/11, does alternative medicine (homeopathy, ect), wishes there were āall naturalā vaccines (still isnāt an anti-vaccer though, just needs to be persuaded that Bill Gates didnāt put microchips in them).
Anyway, Roommate 1 and I have a recurring joke that Iām a vampire because of the meat thing and the pale thing and the not aging thing. Roommate 2 overheard us and laughed, but weirdly. She kinda joked along with us, but she seemed...odd. About a week later, they start asking me stuff about being a vampire. But they seemed friendly and not nervous then and I was hoping they were just joking and I also sincerely thought they were just asking me about how vampires work on one of my shows (Iām a big fan of Carmilla and the Originals), so I tried to explain, but I cited each show when Iām explaining a thing. This continued for several weeks, but getting worse and more weird every time, eventually culminating about 2 and a half months later into them asking me more stuff about life as a vampire and I really realised that they were serious. Bear in mind, Roommate 1 and I were trying to be very clear that we donāt believe in vampires this whole time because we both know how Roommate 2 is about this. As a result, this was the first time I really registered that they seriously seemed to genuinely believe I was a vampire. I firmly told them that I am not a vampire and that vampires arenāt real, theyāre fun to joke about, but they arenāt real. They implored me āto be straight with them about being a vampire,ā and that āI could trust them,ā and Iām ashamed to say, I kinda freaked out at this point, cuz I was afraid that they would be scared of me and maybe try to hurt me, since they seemed kinda unstable because of this.
This is where I think I was an asshole, I am usually very sensitive to mental health issues. I have some c-PTSD myself and there are a lot of mental health issues in my family (unfortunately, I think some history with my own mentally ill father may have made me react this way, since he has very similar issues to Roommate 2 (vaccines, alternate medicines, specifically involving me in his delusions) and I had a very bad experience in my early teens where he thought I was a demon and āsent to destroy himā). Anyway, I got very upset and I yelled at them, I told them they were completely crazy and needed to get mental help and said I thought Roommate 1 and I needed to move out because they might try to stake my heart or something. I feel really bad for calling them crazy, especially because Roommate 2 has some very mental health issues and words like crazy make light of and stigmatise that and Iām very big into not blaming people for their mental health problems, but this was very triggering and in this moment I was very distresssed.
So, aita, all things considered here? Iām still gonna feel like the asshole no matter what, since mental health problems arenāt to be taken lightly or blamed on the person, but Iām curious what the internet thinks.
What are these acronyms?
#don't seek validation from this. absolutely do not. you did something wrong#you said some shitty things that no psychotic person is ever obligated to forgive you for#however going too far while triggered doesn't mean you're a bad person as long as you recognize it and learn from it#like you're not necessarily a bad person or anything but you 100% went to the wrong source that will absolutely try to downplay what you di#because so many ppl outright hate delusional people for no good fucking reason#you were ableist. but you recognize that and can learn. just go to the right people next time#like let's be clear your reaction to someone doing literally nothing to you but Have A Disorder is to say they should be homeless and/or#stuck in a mental hospital#and i can guarantee you that the people on this post who pretend that being triggered is an excuse not an explanation and that#your mental health means more than the person you unnecessarily verbally attacked#are the same people who called someone a vehement asshole for having a knee jerk trauma reaction where they gently kicked away a dog#that the owner didnt control and ran up to them#people would rather pity unharmed animals than people with marginalized disorders any day of the week#i cant find what happened to the post and i almost hope it's gone because those people were insufferable
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TOP GUN #2
ā¦is part of The Bookshelf.
⨠This is a collection of my favorite fanfics/oneshots on Tumblr I love to re-read once in a while. None of those works belong to me! Feel free to use it as well.
⨠My own works are here

Jake "Hangman" Seresin
Left at the Altar Summary: When you get left at the altar, a familiar face swoops in to save the day.
Can't Let You Go Summary: When you and Jake broke up, it hurt both of you more than you could handle. Now, after three months of barely seeing or speaking to one another, Jake walks in on the surprise of seeing you in a wedding dress, and it brings past memories and ruined dreams to the surface.
Wanting It All Summary: Hangman ends up in the hospital from a very similar Phoenix/Bob/birds situation, and you suddenly regret keeping a big secret from him. Ā
Drunken Words, Sober Thoughts Summary: You and Jake had a history of flirting and occasionally kissing if too much time was spent at the bar, but it never went any further than that. One night, after showing up at your house and passing out on your couch, Jake wakes up the next morning only to learn he had drunkenly confessed his feelings for you.
Less Misery, More Company Summary: Jake has feelings for you but you donāt believe it, so you play a little trick to get back at him for all of his flirtatious teasing. But that little trick fails miserably, and as the weight of your mistake settles in, you realize you owe him an explanation, one that requires you to admit some things youāve long denied.
Scrapes and Bruises Summary: Basically, Rooster is not thrilled about your relationship with Hangman, and their issues with one another bring up some fears of your own.
Good in Bed Summary: Jake has made it crystal clear to you that you're only friends with benefits, so why did he go and delete your dating apps?
Cross Summary: The four times you captured Jake Seresinās attention and the one time he did something about it.
There's a Honey Summary: 3 times your aunt penny sees herself and maverick in your relationship with jake and 1 time she doesnāt.
So Funny Story (I'm Fucking Your Daughter) Summary: You've had a thing with Jake for a while now. The thing is, your dad doesn't know and your brother is desperate for you to tell him.
All You Had To Do Was Stay Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youād never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heās back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Revelation

Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw
Three Generations Summary: Rooster is married. Maverick found out when the paperwork got filed with the Navy, but he doesnāt have a chance to ask Rooster about it until after the mission
Endings and Beginnings Part 1, Part 2 Summary: It's Maverick's retirement party but Rooster's far more concerned about you, his pregnant wife, than anything else.
Wrong Number Summary:Ā Bradley was planning on a quiet night at home with a beer and a basketball game on TV. When he receives a text from a wrong number, he's left looking at a beautiful photo of you. Now he just needs to persuade you to ditch the guy you meant to text and focus on him instead.

Robert "Bob" Floyd
Only Love Can Hurt Like This Summary: Bob lost his fiancƩ in a dog fight and goes through the grieving process. Eventually he learns to move on but then everything he thought he knew was a lie, including the fact that Y/N had died on that mission.
All Fun & Games Summary: Returning to San Diego was just another assignment for you. Another step in the career path, full steam ahead, until you come to an obstacle in the road. Usually, youād navigate around it, keep on going, but this is no normal obstacle. It might be enough to reroute you completely.

Tom "Iceman" Kazansky
Part of Three Summary: Reader is Maverick's sister, dating Iceman, and finds out she's pregnant.
Scared Summary: A fight between you and your fiancƩ spirals out of control.
Get Your Girl
Tom Is Finer
#top gun#top gun maverick#jake seresin x reader#hangman x reader#bradley bradshaw x reader#rooster x reader#beau simpson x reader#cyclone x reader#bob floyd x reader#robert floyd x reader#nick bradshaw x reader#goose x reader#tom kazansky x reader#iceman x maverick
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āŗ husband!sukuna x reader (1/2)
"you're mad at me."
you huff through your nose, your reflection in the mirror is an angry one and rightfully so. eyes closed you take a moment to collect yourself, to loosen your clenched jaw, and just breathe.
"'you're mad at me', says the idiot man" you say, eyes intent on not leaving your reflection in the mirror, " 'of course i'm mad at you' replies the idiot man's spouse." matter of factly, mock sympathy clear in your voice, before it turns cold. "for last night i discovered my idiot man husband who was terribly hurt by i'm not even sure what, standing in the bathroom trying to tend to his wound with tools that are inadequate to tend to those sorts of wounds.'"
the comb in your hands now being held like it is something between an accusing finger and a weapon ready to attack. still your eyes do not leave their reflection in the mirror before you.
sukuna thinks not having you speak to him, not having you look at him since last night, is lethal weapon enough.
"and when idiot spouse sees this, she feels a surge of very very many emotions of worry and sadness and anger and confusion and concern and yet, idiot man plays her the fool. no explanation,- "
"baby, please"
you sound exasperated, frantic; and him desperate.
"nothing, nothing at all to ease her worries. like she is someone he simply owes nothing too. like she isn't the one he's married to. it is possible that idiot man thinks his wife will simply forget. and then what does idiot man do you ask? well idiot man does just as his name suggests and acts as if he has no idea what is going on, he acts like an idiot, and continues to state plainly, pathetically, uselessly, 'you're mad at me.'"
you turn to look at him and you look pained. and god does he feel that way too. it's hidden well by your hardened exterior, furrowed brows, cold voice, and angry expression, but sukuna has come far past the point of being fooled by the expression you wear on your face ā your eyes tell. they always do.
he moves from where he stands to take to your side, his place, sat next to you. his movements stiff, not as smooth as usual but still his natural effortlessness somehow manages to shine through. his knees touching yours almost shyly, and his hands curled in his lap, clasped together tightly. he wants to hold yours. you can tell, though make no movement to realize that desire. that need. neither of you move. but you wait for him.
it's quite strange to see sukuna of all people like this; it doesn't happen very often. crimson eyes down cast and his lips seemingly unable to decide whether they want to part and speak to you or to press themselves into a thin line and say nothing at all.
moments and moments pass and he gives you nothing. you feel your chest as it fills with air and slowly deflates, deeep breathe.
you stand from your place and move to your bed, you need some sleep right now. you miss it with your back turned to him as you walk. his form falls further, longing for you so dearly when your so close.
his ego and pride aside; those things have no room in his mind, not when he is with you. he didn't need to be those things with you, he did not have to be endlessly strong. he did not have to be so guarded and he doesn't want to be. he doesn't want you to be that way around him either.
shit, he hadn't meant for this.
last night, sukuna had come home with a nasty gash through his his side. it was late and you were asleep, and he was tired. so tired. the last thing he needed was to have to wait in a hospital for hours to receive care when he could do it here, at home, by himself, close to you.
so there he is, lights on in the bathroom as he's standing there trying to stitch himself up with the little sewing kit you kept in the medicine cabinet and a pair of kitchen scissors. it was a bloody affair, jaw clenched through the pain. his head was thrown back, sharp exhales, and eyes shut so tight. bloodied toilet paper everywhere. and that's right when you just so happen to walk in.
(perfect timing as always.)
sukuna thinking it's between kinda funny, incredibly scary, and so impressive how you always manage to find him in the most unfortunate and compromising of situations.
he must've been louder than he'd thought. your sleepy form goes rigid as your eyes adjust to the light and you register the sight before you.
your husband, standing with his back against one of the walls of the small room, bloodied hands are positioned close to the wound in his side, one holding the needle and thread, dripping in his blood. the silver band he wears so proudly on his left hand is too.
your eyes frantically darting everywhere, finally landing on his wide crimson eyes staring right back at you. they match the color of the blood soaking his hands and smeared on his face and nearly everything else in the bathroom.
if the circumstances were different, if it wasn't for you he gaping hole in his side, you'd think it's quite a picturesque view. but right now, he looks like a man who was just caught doing a horrible job of trying to sew himself together at midnight by his wife, who by the way, also just had her sleep disturbed by him.
your eyes go from wide with shock and confusion to being filled with worry and concern to focused and determined. the transformation so quick, it'd be easy for anyone else to miss.
you take his hand in yours and lead him to sit on the lid of the toilet almost as quick. pulling the hand covering the gash away from it so you can examine it without disruption .
it's a few too many inches long for your liking, right down the side of his tattooed torso. well sure, he's been hurt before, purple and blue bruises on his face, bloody cracked knuckles, some scratches every so often. you know who you married, you've had to sew and patch him up before but really it was nothing major, nothing in comparison to this.
"don't move, i'll only be a moment."
you've left to grab the first aid box you have, it isn't ideal, but better than what he's been doing. it's all you have to work with for now, and so you'll just have to do with it.
once back, you settle between his thighs and start opening and removing the stitches he's sewn in so that you can clean it up, disinfect it, before sewing it up properly, and wrapping him up.
your work is diligent and quite. eyes hardly ever leaving their current subject of interest. he's quiet too, crimson eyes don't leave you. in the past, when you've found yourself in these situations, he'd be teasing or making those quick-witted remarks of his, but not tonight. he can't bring himself to.
you do your best, willing your hands not to tremble as you work; there's so much blood. you can see his hands clenched atop his thighs, knuckles going white. his muscles flinching at the burn and sting of the disinfectant and the cold of the needle repeatedly piercing his aching skin.
you know he's tired, you are too. but sleep is so far form your mind right now. you place a hand on his thighs and squeeze gently, hoping your grip is steadying to him. something to keep him grounded. something to convey the words you don't have the strength to announce at the moment but still, you want him to hear them.
once you're done, you let out a slow, shaky breathe. one of relief. quickly moving to the sink to wash your hands and dry your hands before wrapping him up in clean gauze. the first few layers bloody quick, but you continue until it is enough, looking up at him in question to ensure it isn't too tight before you secure it in place.
your hands gently drag up and down his sides before they settle of his tights to push yourself up, only then do you meet his eyes properly. he feels like it's his first time seeing you all over again. its not enough, eyes darting away far too quick. its far too fleeting a moment for him to properly telepathically convey his thoughts to you through the eye contact. girl wtf are you talking abt??
you pack up the first aid kid setting it on the counter, leaving to grab him a clean shirt from the closet setting it on the counter as well, and your off to bed. not another word to him, not another glance. you don't even know that you want to know what happen. he feels like a child how'd just been scolded. his body far too large for him in this moment.
sukuna slips the shirt over his head, and moves carefully when he's fitting the rest of it over his body. it was pretty bad, he can't even pretend that this isn't all that big of a deal. he knew, your actions were only coming from a place of concern for his wellbeing and that made this all that much worse. he feels likes he's been drinking hot sand instead of water.
he looks at himself in the mirror, bloodied sink under him. sighh. there's not much else he can do.
he peaks his head out the bathroom first, then the rest of him emerges from behind his fortified shield. he's met with the sight of you, well.. kinda. he's met with the sight of a lump under the blankets he knows is you.
your back facing his side of the bed, and he's sitting on the edge of it. there's an air of awkwardness, as he settles under the covers, his eyes trained on your back. sukuna wants so badly to shuffle close to you and lay his head on your pillow, to hold your hand in his and tangle your legs together under the covers, but he doesn't. he can bring himself to.
so he just stares at you longingly, he stares at you like you're hundreds of kilometres away. and all he can hope for is that tomorrow, when he wakes up with you, it'll be better.
that he'll be better.
better for you.
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#deep sighhh#ryomen sukuna#sukuna x you#sukuna x reader#sukuna x y/n#jjk sukuna#jjk au#sukuna au#sukuna imagine#husband sukuna#modern sukuna#i honestly have no idea how to treat such a wound#jjk angst#jjk fluff#sukuna fluff#sukuna angst#&. knightt writes ''ā .ā¢
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āDrake,ā Damian announced, āI require your presence at an outing this afternoon.ā
āāHello, Tim, how are you?ā āIām good, Damian, and how about you? Did you need something?ā Itās usually considered polite not to walk in and immediately make demands of people, Damian,ā Tim replied from where he was hunched over his keyboard. He didnāt look over at his unexpected visitor, but he bet the brat was rolling his eyes.
āWhatever. Will you do it or not?ā
Tim hummed. āDepends on what this āoutingā is. And why you didnāt ask Bruce or Dick to take you.ā
āFather and Grayson are both imbeciles,ā Damian huffed.
āTheyāre too busy today, you mean?ā
āI meant what I said. Are you an imbecile like they are?ā
āAgain, you havenāt told me what it is you want to do.ā
āFine,ā Damian grumbled. āColin has asked me to do something called an āescape roomā with him. It sounded mildly diverting, so I looked into it. Thereās a recently opened establishment for such an activity, but we need four people to participate.ā
āAnd you want me to be one of those four,ā Tim concluded. He pushed himself away from the computer. āIāve got time, so sure, Iāll come with. Two things, though.ā He paused for dramatic effect.
Damian crossed his arms impatiently. āYes?ā
Tim grinned. āFirst, whoās this Colin?ā
āAn acquaintance. He assisted me in apprehending Victor Zsasz not long ago.ā
āIs he around your age?ā
āApproximately.ā
Was he some sort of meta, then? How else would a (presumably untrained) kid be able to handle Zsasz? Tim decided to file that away for later inspection. At least it sounded like Damian was making friends. He definitely needed some. āAlright then, second thing. You said you needed four people. Even with me, you only have three. Whoās your fourth?ā
Damian looked away. āI⦠hadnāt gotten that far yet.ā Was that embarrassment Tim heard in his voice? Damian was usually too proud for that.
āOkay, not a problem. I can wrangle us another person.ā If the person he was thinking of could make it, both Damian and them could get a lot out of this. Hurrah for two birds with one escape-room-shaped stone.
āVery well. Colin and I will be waiting outside for you. I presume this fourth person will meet us at the establishment?ā
āProbably, yeah. Did you really leave Colin on my doorstep?ā
āHe did not want to enter, I would say because he thought he might be unwelcome. A stupid notion; you are far too trusting.ā
āThanks,ā Tim said drily. He waved towards the door. āAlright, lemme make this call.ā
Damian nodded and walked away. Before fully exiting the room, though, he turned back to Tim. āWhat are you working on, anyway?ā he asked.
Tim hummed. āNothing much. Just preparing.ā He didnāt offer any further explanation. After a few moments of waiting expectantly, Damian huffed and left.
#my writing#this is not from the beginning of the fic btw#this is like two-thirds of the way in#and the fic is a 300k+ monster#chipping away at my drakeau fic#written some 15k for it so far but havenāt actually finished a full volume yet#but this snippet is from a point after theyāve actually bonded#drakeau#wip#my wips#snippet#fic snippet#iāll get there eventually#tim drake#damian wayne#red robin#dc red robin#robin#dc robin#batman#dc#dc comics#š
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What Happened to GIW Site-13
So! One day, in the middle of a random field in Illinois, there is a Spacial Anomaly that is picked up by the Watchtower's Sensors.
They send a team to investigate, and find a strange facility having suddenly appeared out of nowhere. The Terrain around the Facility seems displaced, like it was dragged along by whatever dropped the Facility there, but the Flora around the Facility matched its surroundings so it couldn't have come from too far away? Where did it come from?
The Justice League doesn't pay too much mind to it at first, busy dealing with their usual mess of problems to do more than contact the local government and send a few Heroes to help with the investigation. It didn't seem to be an active threat at the moment, so sending a few superpowered Heroes are a precaution was seen as a good enough response for the time.
When the first Expedition Team went missing, they took a bigger interest.
They made contact with the Agency that was leading the investigation, a smaller agency known as the GIW that was focused on studying Supernatural Anomalies. They usually wouldn't have been the first choice, given their niche focus, but this was a special circumstance.
The Facility that had been discovered both markings stating that it was "GIW Research Site 13", however the Records they had stated that this Facility was never actually built. There were Plans to build it, but the Agency was hit with Budget Cuts after they failed to provide adequate evidence of the Supernatural, and it was scrapped. They had no explanation for how a Facility that never existed suddenly appeared out of nowhere.
They decided to send in another Team as Investigation and Rescue, this time equipped with the latest technology they GIW had developed called "Ecto-Tech", as well as a Magic User from Justice League Dark for insurance. They managed to maintain Video Contact with the Team thanks to the Ecto-Tech Cameras they had, and what they saw did not sit right with any of them.
The entire Facility was built like a Prison.
Prison Cells, or to be more accurate, Cages, lined the Walls of the section they had entered. Evidence of previous inhabitants Littered the Cells, scratches on the metal and green glowing blood staining the floors were just some of the things they found in those Cages. One of the Technicians on the Team identified the Cages as having been built with Ecto-Tech, despite the fact that the Ecto-Tech they had spent years developing was nowhere near as advanced as this.
As they continued they found Walls covered in more Glowing Green Blood, spelling out haunting messages. "They never wanted to Investigate", "Guys In White", and the most common "What F̷E̓N̸T̓O̸N̷ happened to Site 13"
Delving deeper into the Facility, they eventually found a working Computer Terminal and downloaded as much information as they could, sending it back up to the surface wirelessly, before turning around to begin searching for the other Expedition Team. But when they tried to follow they path back to their starting location, they found that it had changed. The Hallways they had just passed were missing, there were new branches in the path that never existed, and their equipment suddenly told them that they halls they were standing in didn't exist according to the Blueprints they had.
The Camera's didn't last long after that, and the last images sent through the feed were of a glowing green figure slowly approaching the Team from down a dark hallway. It seemed to be dripping with blood. Non-Green Blood.
Of course some of the League wanted to immediately rush in to save them, but it would be too dangerous without knowing more about the situation. They looked at the files they had received from the Team before they disappeared.
From there, they formed a timeline of events.
It seemed that the Facility came from an Alternate History, or another Dimension, similar to their own but with a few changes.
By all accounts it seemed like the timeline of its Original Dimension followed their very closely, until one day in the 80's when the first major discrepancy appeared. On Febuary 12th, 1989 that Universes version of the GIW reported "A True Emergence of multiple Ectoplasmic Entities reported in Amity Park, Illinois, 2:31 PM".
Apparently in that universe, the GIW had been successful in locating evidence of the Supernatural. It seemed like this event allowed them to avoid the budget cuts they had experienced in their own Universe, which was the first major change from their own Timeline. Without the Budget Cut, the GIW managed to build their Facility near where they first spotted the Entity, and from there the timeline continued to diverge.
In that same small town, multiple more sightings of Ectoplasmic Entities were reported, all witnessed to be attacking the civilian population using their abilities. It was also reported that a single Ectoplasmic Entity, thereafter known as "Designation Phantom", was defending the civilain population for unknown reasons.
Eventually the source of these Sightings was tracked down to a pair of Scientists living in Amity Park, who were decades ahead in terms of the study of Ectoplasm and Ecto-Tech, who had managed to open a Portal into another Dimension they called the "Ghost Zone". The GIW Approached them for their research, and eventually hired them on as Scientists. Their names were Dr's Jack and Madeline Fenton.
A quick investigation revealed that Jack Fenton and Maddie Walker did exist in their universe, but Jack Fenton went into Mechanical Engineering while Maddie Walker went into Theoritical Physics. They had never met in the current universe.
According to the Doctors, Ectoplasmic Entities lack the ability to have Sentience, and held a malicious rage to all living beings. They stated that "Ghosts" were simply imprinted memories on Ectoplasm that acted as if it was a thinking entity, and that "Ghosts" should be eradicated at all costs.
Unfortunately, the GIW believed them to be Geniuses ahead of their time and accepted every word that came out of their mouths as absolute fact. Any researchers that protested their claims were quickly fired as to not upset their new Golden geese, and the GIW began to follow their new Mission of eradicating all "Ghosts".
From there was a series of files detailing multiple raids into the Ghost Zone, the capture and detainment of hundreds of Ghosts and "Ecto-Infected Humans", and the gruesomely detailed Experimentation logs of the Dr's Fenton as they studied their Captured specimens.
Many of the people being debriefed later on had to leave the room when they got to that point.
It seemed like the Dr's Fenton were the most proud of the Noteworthy Specimens they had managed to capture and dissect, those which evidence showed were much older and more powerful than the typical ghosts rhey captured. These were collectively designated as the "Ancients" by the Logs.
A Yeti-Entity with Ice Powers. A Shadow-Like Humanoid with Phobokinesis. A Female Humanoid with Draconification abilities. A Four Armed Female Humanoid with Extreme Strength. A Strange Entity with Chronokineses.
But what they were most proud of was one of the first Ghosts ever reported. Designation Phantom.
They particular File was completely corrupted beyond saving, but from the notes surrounding it, it had been a very exciting time for the Doctors.
But now, better informed on the situation and what they may encounter, the Justice League decided on a new plan of action. They still didn't know how the Facility had been ripped out of its Original Universe and into theirs, but for now their objective was simply a rescue mission for both expedition teams while Justice League Dark worked with the GIW on countermeasure for Ghosts. From the Files their Universes GIW had on Ghosts, they were certainly still dangerous, and allowing them to escape the facility would be a problem. So they needed containment measures.
The Justice League prepared for their Rescue Operation, unknowing of the eyes watching their every move.
He had dragged that accursed Facility into this world in an attempt to get help, and now all he could hope for was that this version of the Justice League would act better than their own. And if they didn't, he could always try a different universe.
All would be as it should be. Eventually.
#Dpxdc#Dp x dc#Dc x dp#Dcxdp#Danny Phantom#Dc#Dcu#Good Guys GIW#At least in this Universe#In the other its a completely different story#What Happened to Site-13#SCP-1730#Based on SCP-1730#Basically in this Universe the GIW remained the Ghost āInvestigationā Ward and didn't become evil#Because the Fentons never met and didn't build the Portal so Ghosts weren't as big of a Concern#But in the other Universe the Fentons joined the GIW really early on and radicalized them#They advanced Ecto-Tech by Decades singlehandedly#To the point where they began to capture the Ancients themselves#And Danny#They somehow managed to capture Clockwork using a machine that messed with his powers but it also ruined local reality#Clockwork dragged them to another Universe with the last of his Powers to try and get the help of the Justice League#He does not have high hopes because in their original universe the JLA didn't really care about Ghosts and what was happening to them#The thousands of Angry Ghosts in the Facility are messing with Local Reality to the point where they have trapped themselves in the Anomaly#None can escape#There are also dozens of Liminal Humans trapped in there#They can barely survive thanks to that but they are in a similar amount of Agony as the Ghosts
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