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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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#CRAZYYY. the insinuation of whatever imaginary mental gap john believes exists between sam vs dean and john is#being represented by sam's loneliness (sully as a symbol) which spills over into john's (and dean's) infantilisation and exclusion of sam#which culminates in the lack of information he grants to sam + sam's exclusion from the familial dynamic#(which is also ultimately his inclusion) AS WELL AS#the previously mentioned inclusion of sam within trainings#like what fucking nine year old can shoot a gun and run two miles!! but is excluded from the activities#these skills are introduced to be cultivated for#liminal space moment. which is where sully's existence as an aid comes in#but also the subtextual connection between this + sam's season seven arc. “well i never had an imaginary friend” vs#“now onto our other big problem. how're you doin'? and do not say okay.”#also thinking about this + sully dealing with kid sam's 'there's something inherently wrong with me' thoughts#while sam and dean are actively attempting to negotiate sam's inclusion in his family#like they just bounce off of each other. sam has sully because of his exclusion + those feelings of inherent wrongness#but he continues to be excluded because of sully's existence as an aid for his exclusion#11.08#adflatus
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rlly hate how the world has moved towards fast online shipping 4 everything bc i havent Personally moved into that philosophy at All
like im still in the mindset that like. if im buying smth online it should take on the scale of months to show up and cost 20 dollars to ship so i just never bother unless i dont need it right away and its really specific. so every time i order online i feel bad bc this thing i really dont need in such a hurry is being fast track flung across the Atlantic directly to my door in 3 calendar days and im just like please i dont even need this before the year flips.
but then for like normal items i just need i keep trying to find in-person locations that sell it and they just dont bc they have like 5 aisles and theyre all half empty like its the purge and if they do have what i need it's always like 15x more expensive than i can even afford despite being at a walmart.
especially when it comes to things i want to touch or look at before ever buying it really sucks bc sometimes there's just not in person options or only really bad ones
#this is about there being no computer tech stores in all of the tech hub of seattle besides like. Best buy#and also about rite aid shutting down bc every time i walk in expecting something there its a liminal space#i really hate ordering off amazon but for certain things (especially secondhand tech) its like. this is the only trustworthy and reliable#option sometimes that i can just come back to and trust that i wont get scammed#(for the most part at least. newegg and ebay can be minefields and i just. dont trust them no more even when ik what to look for)#let alone for like. trash gimmicky items#i wanted a new set of mini pride flags and the best i could find irl was a 3 pack at michaels at 6$ per pack or smth and its like.#idk#also the liminal rite aid is scary#idk if yall been in one or if its mostly a local thing or what ik theyre going under as a brand hard in general but#i could post pictures of the two liminal rite aids near me at some point#let me know#(i genuinely took pics it was scary LOL)
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I keep wondering,
What our world could have been like
#liminal feelings lately#I made this a little while ago but didn't post because I've been having such a strange feeling about it#saw something that reminded me though#i wonder how it would have been if..#twin towers#90's#80's#90s nostalgia#spacewave#space age#american culture#american history#retrowave#retro aesthetic#space aesthetic#space art#cedar sun art#I remember a time that I never knew
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#there's something about this pic#dreamcore#dreamcore aesthetic#liminal#liminality#liminal spaces#liminal space#nostalgiacore#liminal aesthetic#dereality#derealization#liminal pool#pool aesthetic#dream pool
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Solas (trying desperately to condense his time there into a story), sera (used to finding spaces for herself in places with very little, will take what she needs because its never given), and vivienne (Insists upon herself. and other people giving her space and recognition because she knows what happens when she doesn't have that) being the ones to really make a space Their Own in skyhold makes me surprisingly emotional.
#sera and vivienneeeeee i love you so muchhhhhh#solas too i fucking guess. samahl is going orz and im going begrudging thumbsup#personal /#dragon age blogging#cassandra: hardly anything but something to fight and somewhere to sit. insistent upon work and guilty for anything else#the iron bull: a space designated for something which kinda reflects how he lives his life i think. feels more comfortable when theres line#also literally he can hang with his bros there. the lines are this is the space to relax and get drunk and have fun. he clings#blackwall: in the stables bc he doesnt deserve anything else (to him) but still manages to put himself into it a little bit#cole: literally a hallway. liminal space.#dorian: library which has a use. something to do so he can feel like hes doing something and show everyone who doubts him that hes doing it#cullen: bro..... ur room is FALLING APART. worry less about your infantry and more about the commander getting brained by falling beams#aka takes a room because thats what is proper but specifically neglects picking one that will give him any comfort whatsoever#varric: literally the entrance. an extension of being in the hanged man all the time. being where things happen and information is passed#josephine: makes it her own from the very beginning but thats by design. presentation forward. what would it seem like if she DIDNT#leliana: literally just the highest point. for the birds. she hardly has a desk but we still find the most correspondence there#find her Own secrets as others pass through
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how do you think aromanticism can be expressed visually? im not talking flags or anything else as an ID, i mean the experience through art // an aro asking an aro
like.. can you think of the symbol or trope or metaphor of how aromanticism can be expressed? im an artist who has the opposite of artblock rn so i think of such questions a lot sometimes :D i can think of anatomically gorey correct heart or the lack of attraction/"pull" like an anchor
its interesting to hear a writer's pov of the same question :]
before i say anything else i would like to say the idea of aromanticism as an anatomically correct heart is so fucking sick and i love this.
to me the first thing i thought of was... aromanticism as seeing the world through a slightly different color palette? almost like looking at things from behind a pane of vaguely tinted glass. you can see things happening, but they don't appeal to you the same way they do to everyone else. you can imitate it but it sort of feels like you're miming.
other images that came to mind (depressing)...
the center of mass in a binary system. the two stars are doomed to orbit closer and closer until they collide and go supernova, and despite being in the middle you are sort of just there, invisibly.
a black hole.
a knife.
a train where each passenger keeps getting off until you are the only one left sitting.
snow. a wintry landscape.
a dream.
other images that came to mind (less depressing)...
a plant!! maybe a tree. maybe a full canopy.
a notebook.
a rope used for rappelling.
pandas. i don't know why but they seem so aromantic to me.
a long drive at night on the way to pick up a friend.
the beach in the evening. if you listen to a seashell you can hear the ocean of your identity inside, just as sure as the waves that wash over your feet.
#🌃#an anchor... something without pull... yes yes you're so right... a neutron... a liminal space...#makes me want to write another poem about this#SAVORING this question i'd love to hear more of your thoughts omg i hope your art is feeling so inspired and expressive and fulfilling#also in terms of music i think aromanticism would be a minor seventh chord. or maybe dissonance.#OH OH POMEGRANATES LIKE IN THE MYTH OF PERSEPHONE#KAFKA'S METAMORPHOSIS#AND i figured out why pandas. it's the colors. black white and bamboo green...
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Growing up is so weird because all the places I used to go are still there but they're not the same. I can go down to the lake and have ice cream but it will never be the summer of 2012 again (thank god). My old elementary school probably still has the same ugly yellow curtains but they tore down half of my middle school building. The close to the school are taller now. Shops on the street have opened and closed and it's different but all the places are still there.
If you take down the grave stones the bones remain in the ground. You remember where they are, you can point to the parch of grass, identical to the ones next to it and say "there. This is where my past lays buried" but you can't really grasp it.
You can never go back but you can never fully leave, either. You're forced to exist in this weird liminal space between memory and reality.
#can you tell that I've been listening to a lot of mxmtoon lately?#liminal space is such an underrated album about being in your 20s everyone should listen to it (no matter your age)#words#my post#writing#idk man#i need to rewrite this but. I'm onto something I swear
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Prompt 242
He looks the same as he had that fateful day, a storm raging around him and risking sending the ship down into the abyss. Hair whipping in the wind as the sky roars its deadly challenge echoed by the beasts they all sought to bring down those centuries ago.
It looks just as human as they- that is to say not at all, not anymore. A body twisted, sand and lightning melding into a molten sea ever-expanding. Its eyes as gold as the treasure it guards, brilliant blues and greens dancing across bodies in sigils unknown.
It looks exactly as it did that time ago, smile dancing on its lips as the sky opened up in torrents, like blood gushing from a wound. “You’re free to go,” it says, in words they understand and words they don’t. “You don’t have to stay here any longer.”
“Where will we go?” They ask, so very tired of this eternal battle, of being trapped in crashing waves and storms of water and sand. Being tossed one way and the other, never able to go home, for home was gone long ago.
It looks up, their own gaze following, the ship crashing through the dredges of a storm they had thought eternal. And for the first time in eternities, they see them. The stars. Dancing and dripping from a serpentine form that cradles the Sun and Moon, smiling down to the beast and them alike.
And so, they take from the seas, and take to the stars instead.
#Prompts#DCxDP#DPxDC#Storm Core Tucker#Space Core Danny#Life Core Sam#Look I’m just saying I wouldn’t be surprised if there’s some trapped spirits from one of Tucker’s past lives#let liminals/ghosts be eldritch to normal people#Why yes the eternal trio are now Ancients#No ghost king Danny here just space man who loves his husband & wife#they might have accidentally made a few cults#And the other ancients aren’t helping they’re cooing about it#like its babies first drawing or something#they’re just tryin to fix this shit that was done through these dimensions a while ago#Sam might have been behind the league of assassins accidentally#Time travel & dimension travel is honestly part of their normal#Sun Core Dan#Moon Core Ellie#Dan & Ellie cackle at them until they get dragged into the accidental pantheon too#Dan gets revenge by telling the mortals that Danny/Phantom/etc is his mother which causes misunderstandings#You know how creation and god myths can get lmao#Ellie claims different things to each dimension and giggles mischeviously#Also feel free to do any sort of crossover or multiple crossovers#Danny Phantom#danny phantom crossover#dp x marvel#dp x mcu#dpxmarvel#eternal trio
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I’ve been thinking of hockey liminal spaces a little bit and everyone’s favorite liminal space is of course the hrpf hotel room. Anything can happen there. It’s foreign and temporary but a/the character(s) undeniably have ownership of the space. It’s intimate. It’s private. It’s necessary and unavoidable on road trips. The entire team is on the same hall so they can see if someone walks in or hear if someone gets too loud. Nobody is seeing. Characters have to be quiet. They want to be loud. They can hear a pin drop in the room. They can’t hear anything over the noise from outside. Anything can happen when no one is looking. Is no one looking? Are they getting away with it? Does everyone know? There’s a time limit to the room. They’ll check out in the morning and never see that room again. There’s pressure. There’s crunch. There’s just tonight. There’s just this and the four walls of the room. What happens in the hotel room stays in the hotel room. What happened isn’t real. What happened in the hotel room is spilling out and effecting the team. It’s real. It’s real. It’s real.
Really great stuff.
I think my favorite liminal space (and I’m not sure I would call it that but I don’t have a better word) is the locker room actually. It’s empty. It’s full. Somebody is there early. The whole team is there. It’s public. Anyone could walk in at any moment. It’s private. There’s only so many people with access. It’s team only. The coaches are there. The media is there. No one is there. It is solid and unchanging like the logo on the floor. This is their space. It is temporary and transient like the banners strung up to hide the fact that they’re visitors. They do not belong. This is home. This could never be home.
There’s something so delicious about the home locker room and this is their space, they control it but don’t own it. Versus the visitors locker room and this was never their space but they are carving out a moment of ownership as long as they inhabit it. Can they linger at home? Do they have to leave on the road? Also nakedness and various states of dress and undress are just in the pores of the space. It’s polite to look away but do they? Are other things happening that are being politely ignored or cheered on by enthusiastic teammates?
Plus the showers are over there, connected to the locker room and they’re somehow even more liminal.
#hockey#hockey liminal spaces#hrpf#thinking fic thoughts#look we all love the hotel room#but there’s something so delicious about the semi-public-ness of the locker room
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idk if this is a good prompt but put doomguy in myhouse.wad I think he would find it enriching
Right, so I've been mulling on this one for a little bit now, n I'm not opposed to writing something for you, I'm just not... entirely sure what to write? Because the thing is, myhouse.wad doesn't actually really have anything to do with Doom as a story. Sure, Doom is important in that it's the vessel through which the story is told and one of the connections between the narrator and his dead companion. But as far as Doom itself goes, and the story about a man who was too angry/stupid to die, fighting demons and saving earth, none of that is at all relevant to myhouse.wad and its story. For all intents and purposes, Doomguy isn't actually a character in myhouse.wad. So I'm not really sure how exactly to fit him in there.
#pikspeak#bc like. ok so if u say write dg as if he is actually the character in myhouse.wad#then the problem is that theres a pretty huge meta element to myhouse.wad and having some of the outside context- even just the context tha#its supposed to be the creator's dead friend's childhood home- is important. youre not MEANT to 'immerse' yourself in it or pretend you are#the protag. part of the impact comes from knowing youre just an observer and this is just a videogame on your computer.#writing dg as a character inside myhouse.wad would rob it of a lot of context and therefore impactfulness. hed just be walking around an#old house looking at things that have no meaning to him.#so ok then not dg as the protag of myhouse.wad but what about just like.. him in the funky liminal space of myhouse.wad? the non-euclidean#reality breaking shifting house of leaves place of myhouse.wad? i *could* do something like that if thats what youre looking for#but then considering this is the character whose reaction to finding himself in literal hell was to go 'hey??? this is stupid???? anyway im#gonna kill everything here' he probably wouldnt be too exceptionally ruffled by finding himself in a sorta funky reality breaking space.#hed probably still just go 'oh weird. funky. anyway back to killing demons.' and that would be it. which yeah i CAN write if its what u wan#it just. yknow. doesnt quite seem like the right tone? just kinda flat by comparison#i have considered doing things in the right tone before. since it is also canon that on his way back to hell dg has to run through the#burned out ruins of his own hometown. something similar to the visiting an old place thats been twisted by time and grief and coming to#terms with its loss or something to that effect#but. if im being honest i dont know that i have the writing skill to pull that off well much less as a short fic for a prompt response#uhhh anyway where was i going with this.#im happy to write something for you; possibly even something myhouse.wad related if you want!! im just not sure how to do that hdfbhdj...#anyway sorry for letting this one sit for so long without an answer. have another fic prompt where the fic is getting a little longer than#anticipated n combining that with rotating this to try n figure out what i could write for it...#guess time got away from me a little bit. sorry about that!
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I just love everything that reminds me of a old cartoon or the 50s, it's my passion.
#idk#1950s style is beautiful#I could talk about it for hours#cartoons make me happy#they both do in an odd way#it's like something I had seen before but never truly saw it in the past#like a deja vu#just like liminal spaces old pictures and darkness#i love them all goddamn#also the songs of those years were fire#also old paintings#god..#🩷#1950s#1950s style
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does anyone else ever feel like they need to do everything at once becuase theyre running out of time???
#i feel like i Need to watch all tv shows and movies ever because i need to know#and i have this big itch to also consume anything thats Older. from an older time period specifically the 2000s like#rghjdfjrkjr#energy#i also feel like i should be playing all my video games ever and i should be making money and i should be making art#and so on and so forth#and all the hwile i have this feeling like im goign to die not literally not like a panic attack kind of gonna die but like???#its so hard to explain ive never really tried but#its like#grief and doom and despair and like#its all futile & pointless & also i cant see the future anymore#like i just feel like im goign to freeze one day and never move forwards if that makes sesne?#like? a liminal space like ill be trapped in a grocery store with bright lights forever and ever#or an airport or someplace dark and lonely#its the Vibes do you see? its the Feeling of those places#its like endless fields of farm and road and sky so basically like idaho or something#its like my life will movei n slow motion and grey adnd rainy and everyone else will race ahead (this is my least favourite life#(the one where i stand and you fly!)#and ill always always always be alone! ill be. alone in my room in my bed and sad#its like a time loop its like ? being hungry and its like 3am and its like being in a group of people and alone anyways#its like laying in bed for ever and ever and you feel so very tired even though you havent done anything#its like a slow panic real slow and creeping its the world burning its#dvds and cds and records nintendo 64s and everything old is gone and everything new is bad? its what about the old days not the attitudes#but the general. Times. the simplicity even#it was bad but it was also better and i dunno i just?#does anyone else get it#???????#delete later#talk
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sorry i just saw that death note fic posting thing you reblogged and my eyes bugged out of my head until i read the tags. i was like “this is just like my blorbos???” and then “oh. these are my blorbo-in-laws” 💀
ahaha i never think about what people who don't know about those must think about all the excerpts i reblog. they are a bunch of terrible insane people that are incredibly entertaining and the whole fic just reads like That™. it's also completely devastating at times so that's also very fun. i couldn't recommend it more if you're feeling up to reading about 800k words.
#those who stand for nothing fall for anything#the hinterland doctrine#fic of all time seriously#i first read it deep into the 2020 quarantine and it made this period bearable truly#nowadays i like to read it whenever im on a boat there's something about reading thd in liminal spaces that enhances the experience
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I had these weird recurring dreams I had in middle school that I mostly forgot but kept using as fuel for melodramatic daydreams where I was a secret agent slowly dying by poisoning or just me, a kid, dying slowly of brain cancer and it took me like most of a year to figure out that the reason all those angsty middle schooler daydream scenarios I was playing out in my head in the car or in bed at night had a strange edge of deja vu to them because they'd started out as barely remembered dreams. I think it clicked when I was sitting in an airport waiting to board a redeye flight to visit family. there's a certain feeling about sitting in an airport when it's dark out and you're tired. everything is a little bit off. it's a liminal space by definition but as a kid it has a strange melancholy to it that somehow I felt like I'd felt before, and it scared me. it wouldn't get out of my head. I didn't know it them but I was about to spend that entire trip, nearly two weeks, locked in that strange melancholy deja vu darkness. and the thing is that a part of me enjoyed it. was compelled by it. I was scared but it wasn't in a bad way. I called it bad dreams because I didn't have any other words to explain why it made me nervously excited to daydream my own death. it was a feeling of mystery, almost, and bittersweet. but the sweet in that word comes at the end. it was melancholy and I felt like I'd been there before and would die in that feeling. but I always wanted to know more about it. always wondered about the strange recurring dreams and imaginary worlds they sparked. there was always something fascinating about those to me. it always struck something in my emotions that nothing else really can.
and that's what listening to Circa Survive feels like to me
#like it's not depressing it literally just feels like liminal spaces and nighttime to me#which are things that I love so like. yeah#anyway in retrospect the dreams and stuff may have been a child's response to various situations in my extended family at the time#that I'm too tired to get into#I just kind of wanted to write all that analysis of liminal spaces and daydreams and then throw in the punchline of like#yeah so this is actually about a hardcore rock band :)#sjdkdfjskfnskgjs#I'm so tired tonight guys. I'm gonna watch an episode of something and go to sleepies#Lu rambles#living in liminalities#music#circa#ALSO in retrospect there was probably a lot of spiritual warfare happening in my life that specific summer. like weird stuff for me#where I had weird physical sensations whenever I would try to fall asleep and stuff??? but I was too young to really#take that into consideration#that summer DID teach me a love for liminality and the good stuff in melancholy though. so it had a purpose of course
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my achilles design drop i don't give a fuck
#achilles#idk if the mist is purely a pj thing but whatever#i don't even care#it's cool#schlong art#supposedly prometheus created humans in zeus' image but i don't care about that i think#of the gods as more. concepts#the way that words only function as vessels for this one idea#gods are vessels for this greater belief#they just appear to mortals as humans so they can comprehend it#we talking eldritch horror liminal space uncanny valley type shit#like they try to look as human as possible but somethings just Aren't Right#so.. when they have kids with mortals... the whole concept of being a demigod kind of becomes the horror#this great power trapped in soft casing#so powerful sometimes it can't help but seep through#like bright light through flesh#from the inside out#does anyone fuck with the vision#i like to think pat could always see achilles how he truly is without the mist making him appear completely mortal#ever since they were boys#odysseus has probably had the ability since he was young too#a sort of 6th sense if you will#or maybe athena lent it to him idk#most other mortals can't see the scales and eyes and ears and teeth#through something does seem Off about him#not all demigods are like that but#he is#because the world needs more freakilles#so i kind of give a fuck
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