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lucywrites02 · 1 year ago
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This blog is kinda dead and I don't know what to do with it.
I still write, but I don't see the point in sharing my work anymore.
I made a lot of friends here and posted a lot of stories, but tumblr doesn't feel the same.
It's not a goodbye post. It's a 'I don't wanna leave but I have no reason to stay' kind of post. I'm still around and will stay here for a bit longer, but I will probably abandon this blog at some point
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snekdood · 6 months ago
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i think ppl gotta get acquainted with the difference between systemic privilege and social privilege, which can overlap, but not always.
#a lot of the time when i feel like someone is 'privileged' even though ik they actually aren't its bc socially they are-#they have a social safety net. they dont gotta worry about their friends and/or family abandoning them. people generally like them. yknow?#and i think ppl take it for granted or act like its super easy to 'climb the social pyramid' even left leaning ppl act this way about it#(though its more of a subconscious thing rather than something directly acknowledged and thought about)#when in reality theres a lot of things other people can do to you to make it harder to have that same level of social privilege.#id say climbing the social pyramid specifically in left leaning spaces is nearly impossible. people designate a spot for you and you#p much stay there forever unless they can get some use out of you.#like im glad we're having these convos about systemic privilege but i think they're incomplete w/o considering this.#and dont come in here acting like 'its not as big of a deal' because clearly you dont understand how important companionship is for humans#social privilege also changes based on the setting. like... you could generally be liked by people outside of a certain group#but within that group you're seen as horrible irredeemable garbage and ignored and stomped on and spat on.#so then you have 0 social privilege within that group.#you have no sway. your voice doesnt count or matter. etc. etc.#and lets try a different more specific situation... lets say you're generally disliked by people around you and you go to this other group#of people that you heard was accepting of people like you... and you find you're hated there as well#kinda seems like you have 0 social privilege. so no safety net. no friends or family. no one likes you. you have no sway.#everyone ignores you. your voice doesnt count or matter......#and if you dont have a whole lot of systemic privilege either? life is gonna be pretty rough. who do you turn to for help?#if you have no systemic privilege but a lot of social privilege things are at least a bit better. you have friends to rely on. couches to#crash on. people who will bring you things you need. people who will help you when you need it most.#but what do you do if you have essentially neither? do you rot in the street bc someone thought you were just too cringe or w/e?#bc you didnt fit their Vibe or Aesthetic enough? because you didnt agree with every little thing they believe about something?#do you deserve to rot for the 'social crime' of being generally disliked?#even worse- what if theres not even a real reason people have to dislike you either. maybe if you were a bad person you'd feel it's#at least justified....... being left to rot and freeze to death..... for just being different..........#a lot of systemic privilege can come from social privilege too. like knowing the right person at the right time & becoming rich.
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tarotbyjam24 · 5 months ago
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Pick a card :messages from your future spouse
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Disclaimer: This is general reading . It may or may not resonate . If reading doesn't resonate let it fly and choose another pile or simply there were no messages for you through this reading 😊 Take the reading lightly as nothing's set in stone until you believe so🕊️
Thankyou for stopping by let's dive in ☄️,shall we ? Choose the pile you feel most drawn to 🧸
Pile एक
Anyone who takes the time to be kind is beautiful .
Some people don't change no matter how hard you try.
But we can not simply sit and stare at our wonds forever .
You spread joy because you're joy that's what I admire most about you .
First love teaches us what love isn't .
It's better to feel the hurt of honesty then to live in a false comfort of lie .
The secret of life is to be obsessed with yourself and be kind to everyone around you.
Some days are just heavy .
Everything you lost will be replaced with something better.
Imagine being loved the way you love .
Pile दो
You haven't met the best version of yourself yet don't give up
when you choose yourself everything around you will choose you too
remember you can start again over and over as often as you need
people don't cry because they're weak it's because they've been strong for too long
the little things ? little moments ? they aren't little
perhaps we should learn to love ourselves so loudly , it silences our insecurities
I love seeing you happy
it happened so that you could grow
you will forever be my always
do it for your future self
Pile तीन
You can't go back and change the beginning but you can start where you're and change the ending
expect nothing appreciate everything
you can also comit injustice by doing nothing
be patient. Sometimes you've to go through the worst to get best
how many time can the same thing break your heart ? As long as you love it
find joy in simple things life will always be fulfilling
In the end, I realized the hurt never turned to hate. No matter how much my emotions led me to feel so. I never stopped loving people. I stopped trusting them.
The art of observing and not absorbing
Not liking me is fine, but making up lies to destroy my character is weird.
Keep it private until you know it's permanent
Imagine being loved the way you love .
Pile चार
First love teaches us what love isn't .
Discipline is the strongest form of self love .
She's an old soul with young eyes, a vintage heart, and a beautiful mind
people talk about me behind my back and i just sit here like damn i got myself a fan club
It takes grace to remain kind in cruel situations .
Forgive yourself for the mask you wore when you didn't feel safe enough to be yourself
YOU DON'T NEED EVERYONE TO love you, JUST A FEW GOOD PEOPLE
may every hour in your soul be golden, may it be filled with endless magic .
Vibes to carry through out the week
You're not sensitive. You're not overreacting. If it hurts you, it hurts you. Don't let anyone invalidate your feelings. Ever
I hope you liked the reading . Thank you so much for letting me read for you . Wishing you best ahead . 🎀 Bless you and have a nice day 🫶🏻
Loads of love , jam
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pineconepie · 4 months ago
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NCould you write a short sequel if a reader who has recently been turned into a vampire tries to escape from Octavian?
TW: Blood-drinking (vampires), escape attempt, forced age regression/infantilization, injuries, restraints (mittens), platonic/parental yandere
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Ever since you've been turned, Octavian treats you even more like a child.
Well, his baby, to be exact.
It's annoying, because it does seem like you're going through childhood again, because of your recent changes. Your canines fell out and began coming back in as pointed fangs, plus your nails grew much faster, sharper, and stronger than before.
And it hurt.
Constant headaches and random crying fits from growing pains made you needy. Octavian was always more than willing to pick you up, shushing you gently and rocking you as if you were a baby having a tantrum.
Even now, he cradles you on his hip in the middle of dinner.
Octavian keeps taking breaks to cut up your meat, wiping at your mouth, and occasionally spoon-feeding you despite the fact you insisted you can handle eating yourself.
The amount of doting attention he gives you is overwhelming, and you're only more irritated with the throbbing pain coursing through you.
Noticing your discomfort, he puts down the silverware and wipes away tears with a tender touch.
"Don't cry, my sweet," he coos. "Papa knows. Teething is hard. It'll be over soon." Octavian kisses your forehead before lifting you fully onto his lap, placing you sideways on top of him.
One gloved hand smooths back strands of sweaty hair as you bury your face into his crisp white dress shirt.
Not because you want to, but because you need the comfort. Even though your pride wants you to fight back, the rest of your mind needs this too much to care.
Gnawing lightly on his cravat, you sigh contentedly when he continues threading his fingers through your scalp in slow circles.
"Now, say, 'ahhhh.'" He holds a bloody piece of meat to your lips with a fork.
"I'm not eating that," you tell him. Frankly, you can't eat with the pain, even if you wanted to. The idea of swallowing anything right now makes you feel like hurling.
Octavian frowns. "Don't be fussy." His other hand comes up to cup your cheek. "You have to finish all of your food. I know you're going through a lot of pain, but it'll be so much worse if you don't eat. Would you like a tummy ache on top of the growing pains?"
For a moment, you plan to blindly agree, but then you realize something. He won't hurt you. He sees you as a child. Children sometimes refuse to listen.
What's going to happen if you deny his demand?
"No," you assert. "It hurts too much."
Octavian goes silent. His face falls before contorting into a mask of barely-restrained frustration.
He closes his eyes and exhales heavily through his nose. "(Y/n)..." He sets the fork down again and grips your shoulders with both hands. Opening them, he levels you with a stern glare. "You are going to eat your dinner, and you aren't getting up until every bite is finished. I will wait here all night if need be. Do you understand?"
"Fine! Then we'll be waiting here forever!" you snap.
He stares at you intensely, seeming more upset than angry. "Fine. You know what? Then go upstairs, and when you're ready to stop acting out, come find me."
You huff and storm upstairs, slamming the door to his bedroom behind you.
It's been long enough that Octavian has your room decorated more... childishly. It still has the same Victorian-vibe about it, but there's toys scattered around the place, and a shelf full of storybooks that he's read to you hundreds of times during your stay so far.
He also got you plenty of new stuffed animals, filling up an entire wicker basket to the brim with them.
There's a mirror in the bathroom, and you briefly glance at it while passing by. Since turning into a vampire, you stopped having a reflection. Now looking at your image just shows the furniture behind where you stand.
You can't take this anymore. For so long, you've been putting off escaping, but no longer.
The window is locked and barred shut, but with your new strength, you should be able to pry them open without needing a key, especially with your newfound strength from turning.
There's some resistance as you first start yanking apart the iron rods.
With a grunt, you pull as hard as possible, gritting your teeth and snarling as they finally bend and pop from the wall, breaking the hinges on each side until falling backward. Panting from the excursion, you drop the pieces to the ground before pushing the window open.
It's sunny out, but you don't think twice about burning when stepping out the window, now on the rooftop.
From what you can see, you're on the second or third floor.
If you climb to the ground below, you should be free to escape.
There's a trellis next to the ledge of the building, thankfully. The vines wrapped around it don't provide much stability as you hold onto them, so you mostly rely on the wooden slats to make your way to the ground safely.
Once your feet hit soft grass, you book it to the forest, running faster than ever - quite literally, perhaps being a vampire has its strengths.
For a moment, you hesitate.
Where would you even go, now that you're a vampire? You were already considered odd before, but now? Even more so than ever. Now the people who called you a monster were technically correct, even if not at the time.
No. There's no going back now, not even as the sun feels like its sizzling your skin. You'd rather take your chances alone in this forest than spend one more second living with that man and his insanity.
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"Sweetling, may I come in?" Octavian knocks gently.
No response.
"I understand you're frustrated with me, and I'm sorry." He speaks louder this time, just in case your voice can't be heard through the wood separating you both. "I know you're going through a lot of pain and discomfort lately, and I know that's why you've been moody. I'm not angry with you."
Still, no response.
He sighs. "I'm coming in." Turning the knob, Octavian pushes open the door and scans the room for you. At first he thinks maybe you're hiding somewhere. "My love, please come out. Papa said he isn't angry."
Something doesn't feel right.
That's when he notices the broken lock on the window, bent into an odd shape and laying on the floor uselessly. The bars previously bolted across are torn off their hinges and thrown aside. The glass panes are wide open.
Horror and dread instantly fill him to the brim.
You ran away.
"No!" Octavian sprints outside and scales the side of the building before gracefully jumping down onto the soil below.
Inhuman speed allows him to race across the grounds until reaching the end of the property, stopping once he reaches the iron fence encasing the area.
Beyond it, he can see faint imprints in the earth - footprints.
There's only one way you could've gone: the forest.
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You can't believe you voluntarily put yourself in the same spot you were before meeting Octavian. Cautiously trekking through the thicket, you hold your arms in front of your face to block any branches that get in the way.
The wind howls eerily around you, echoing in your ears as you try not to trip over any rocks or roots in your path.
Just earlier that day you thought you couldn't be in any more pain or discomfort than you were. But now? Your insides feel like they're on fire. The heat radiating off your skin is unbearable.
If it weren't for adrenaline pumping through your veins, you'd collapse already.
How did you survive this when you were human? The sun was harsh, but nothing like this. You'd do anything for winter to return.
You can't take this any longer, and almost collapse into a nearby bush, its thorns biting into your skin, but you no longer care. Taking in shaky breaths, you curl up, shivering despite the burns scorching every inch of your body.
Whimpers tear out of your raw throat, your body begging to just give out already.
Something moves to your left.
The noise startles you out of your misery, causing you to freeze immediately upon hearing it.
Rustling from the foliage. Crashing from leaves being crushed underfoot. Hushed breathing.
Then suddenly—
"(Y/N)! OH GOD–"
Arms snake around your waist and hoist you upwards into someone's arms. Octavian clutches you tightly against himself, his coldness being such a drastic relief to the flames searing your flesh.
"No," you weakly protest, too tired to fight him off.
You can feel his tears soaking into the top of your head. "What were you thinking?!" he cries. "This could've killed you!" Looking down, you see blisters forming along your exposed skin. With those sharp nails, Octavian quickly slashes his wrist, bringing it up to your lips. "Drink. Now."
If you didn't feel like death, you'd refuse, but your instincts kick in, driving you to latch onto the dripping wound and guzzle down his blood.
You feel less horrible physically, even if none of your injuries go away. He winces in pain, but looks more worried for you.
Octavian adjusts your weight in his grip and rushes back the way he came, faster than the human eye could process. You cling onto him and bury your face into the fabric of his clothing.
It feels good not having to deal with direct exposure to the light anymore.
In record time, he brings you inside, closing the door behind himself and hurrying upstairs.
The moment Octavian enters the master bath, he undresses you and puts you in the bathtub. You watch him frantically grab washcloths and bandages from the medicine cabinet.
His long brown hair frames his face, loose strands flying wildly thanks to him dashing through the wilderness earlier.
He rolls up the sleeves of his shirt and gets to work cleaning your wounds with shaking hands.
"Why didn't you get hurt from the sun?" you quietly blurt.
Octavian sighs. "It affects all vampires differently. Some don't burn from it. Some only get moderately sun burnt, like me. And you..." His eyes narrow. "It could've killed you! Do you understand how dangerous this was? What if you were taken away from me?! I'd die!"
You avoid his gaze.
Octavian doesn't respond, simply continuing to wipe away bits of dried blood and dirt. After several minutes of silence, he finishes his work, wrapping your wounds, dressing you in pajamas and setting you down in bed.
As he tucks you in, you can see how absolutely heartbroken he seems. You wish you didn't feel guilty. You wish you hated him.
"I'm sorry," you grumble.
"I forgive you, but never do that again." He pulls something out of your wardrobe before sitting down on the edge of the mattress beside you. "Hold out your hands."
You hesitate, but obey.
Octavian gingerly loops the ribbons attached to mittens around your wrists, tying them securely shut so you won't be able to use your hands properly. The thick wool protects your fingers from being used, making it harder to pick things up and grip objects.
"These are staying on until I can fix that window and trust you again," he tells you matter-of-factly.
"Octavian..."
"You know that isn't how you address me, sweetheart."
"Papa," you murmur. Tears sting at the corner of your vision. "Why are you doing this to me?"
The bed creaks as he moves around to sit by your side.
He pulls you close, resting his chin atop your head. "I lost too much the first time. I refuse to let it happen again. Do you know how terrified I was at the idea of losing you?" A pause. "Never again. You're staying here with me. Safe. Always."
His hand takes hold of your palm within its mitten, squeezing affectionately.
"Now get some sleep, my precious. I'm not going anywhere."
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northopalshore · 10 months ago
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🌸 Composite chart observations: romantic relationships 🪼 ♡ 🪼
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In this post, I will be writing down some observations I made in composite charts between romantic partnerships. ***Contains mentions of s*x***
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Aquarius (8° scorpio) rising/uranus in 1st house
Both of you are very comfortable with each other in the sense that you have found your best friend as well as a lover! People will often think you aren't a couple or even each other's type but what they don't know is that you love each other more than anyone/anything else in the world. You might surprise a lot of people, perhaps you come from starkly different backgrounds but somehow, you are together! You both will feel understood in the relationship. It gives me that 'us against the world type' type of vibe.
note: if you have aquarius rising & uranus in the 1st house together, then you may as well act very touchy, close or romantic in public because uranus in aquarius is like rebelling the rebel so to speak. You will not act like the sign you have in the 1st house if you have uranus there i.e changing the norm of how it usually is. Aquarius here becomes softer, emotional & clingy .
9th house stellium
The focus of your relationship is learning & growth. Both of you expand each other's horizons in the relationship. Your relationship could open many doors in your life. You may come from different countries, and are constantly sharing your thoughts, perspectives and philosophies with your person. You will love to talk & have debates in your relationship. You will love to travel together, your relationship could involve you having to travel a lot. You will both teach each other many new things. You could also act like teachers to the world/be actual teachers.
Part of fortune in the 8th house
You will most likely be together for a very long time i.e get married! You will both help each other heal from past trauma or fears. This is a very healing relationship. You might also receive a lot of wealth together. You will transform each other in this relationship. Whoever you were before this person will completely change after being in this relationship.
Pluto conjunct ascendant
Your entire identity will change in this relationship. You will never be the same person you once were. You could seem like a very intense, obsessive, possessive & s*xual couple.
Moon (29° leo) in 5th house
Both of you will have a lot of fun in the relationship. A lot of romance, spontaneous dates, creativity will prosper. You may feel like kids in love, a youthful romance. You could also focus a lot of your energy & feelings towards art. Perhaps you'll collaborate on something? Children could also be involved, both of you will love the idea of having kids together. S*x can be very playful and emotional. You will feel very connected to eachother during the act. You could also.. prefer to not use protection.
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Fama in 1st/7th house
You could be a very popular couple, people will notice you more when you are together. People will know you as "Your person's partner". People will look up to your relationship and how you act together.
10th house stellium
A lot of your focus can go to your career in your relationship. You could very much work with your partner. You will be a very popular couple. Your relationship is very public. It could borderline a work relationship too. A power couple.
Neptune conjunct ascendant
You could very much prefer to keep your relationship private. You will both deliberately make efforts to keep the things that happen within your relationship just between each other.
Groom sextile MC
The relationship might benefit the husband/man in their career. Their work plays an important role in your relationship. They could be very career oriented/ have a public presence. They could also be very prideful of your relationship. Your relationship will boost their reputation in a way.
Briede in 4th house
The wife/woman may be a stay at home wife. They could focus a lot of their energy into homemaking, taking care of children, cooking etc.
Boda trine sun
If they are married, they had a very public wedding. Their wedding may be very well-known within their family i.e standing out from the rest of their family's previous marriages. Iconic wedding. They will both see each other as marriage material.
Boda trine moon
Their wedding may have been very memorable to them as well as their family members. There could have been a lot of crying during the ceremony. Both parties felt very connected to each other.
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Boda in 1st house
They may have/will marry quite quickly. Both of you couldn't wait to get married, either that or you had to get married quickly i.e to catch a certain date you like/brings prosperity. The wedding might have been quick too maybe a little rushed or the actual event is very short.
ex: In vietnam, you have to see a sort of pyschic that will tell you lucky dates to get married on. Sometimes it's just 1-2 weeks from when you visit them!
Chiron (12° pisces) in 10th house
You might get a lot of backlash for your relationship. People may dislike seeing you together. Your career will both suffer, or you'll suffer because of your career. People could hate your relationship. Your career will cause a lot of problems in the relationship. Perhaps it will cause you to be separated often i.e one person working in another country/state.
Jupiter(15° gemini) sextile uranus in 10th house
You could be a very popular couple. You may have a big presence on social media. You could experience sudden fame in the relationship. People just love talking about you and your partner. You could be seen as a friendly, unconventional couple. People think your relationship stands out. Maybe you'll find yourself talking about your relationship more than you initially expected.
Pisces 2nd house/2nd house ruler in 12th house
Money may come up as an issue in the relationship. Not necessarily in a bad way could just mean you both idealise money a lot, you could have unrealistic perceptions around wealth, beauty, food and luxury. You could spend a lot of money traveling, it makes sense if you are from different countries too, having to use money on long-distance travels a lot. Perhaps you could earn money through selling a fantasy, an image, an ideal or dealing with mental health issues. This makes me think of a couple that owns a getaway resort in the countryside, does reflexology or work as therapists. You could also be actors, artists or directors if it aspects the 5th house or has leo degrees. You could also sell/ spend money on weed, narcotics or alcohol lol.
Neptune in 12th house
You both may be very religious/spiritual together. You both could have sensed each other's presence waaaay before you met. Could have seen each other in dreams. You could learn more about spiritually, and strengthen your psychic talents/interests. You will be very connected to each other's spiritual side. You could also feel like you can't be separated from this person. Could be a karmic soulmate/relationship. Your relationship might also prove to be confusing at times. They might have misunderstandings around each other. Open communication is very important if you have this in a composite chart with someone.
Union (26° taurus) retrograde in Sagittarius 11th house
You may have met online before meeting physically. There could have been a time gap between the time you initially see/meet each other vs first face to face meeting. This is because you could come from different countries. Taurus makes me think that you were both at home when you first interacted/were introduced. But it could also be at a mall or restaurant or any beauty related event. You can check your union persona chart or my post about it here for more information. You could also meet face to face with them at their home/ a restaurant/a beauty event later.
Eros in leo/leo° 7th house
You could be very freaky together if you know what I mean. S*x is very hot, animalistic even. It's also very romantic, both of you know/want to pleasure each other and only each other. You can both be very possessive of eachother. You could also have a breeding kink lmao. You both want people to know that only you can give your partner this type of pleasure.
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Venus conjunct mars
This is a very passionate relationship. S*x, love, and intimacy are highlighted. You could feel like your partner is a great lover. Great s*x. You could feel feverish, or obsessed with each other. You might share a lot of kinks or favourite positions. You both can feel like the other person does it exactly like you wanted.
Venus conjunct Juno
The other person might fit the description of your future spouse & how you meet completely. This might as well be your future spouse! Both parties feel like they are made for eachother romantically. Both might feel like they've met the one!
Venus conjunct MC
Your romance/relationship is very public. People that work with you will all know about your relationship. This is also a power couple placement to me.
Mars (19° libra) in Scorpio
You both work very well together. Both of your energies are on par. You are very possessive of your partnership. Definitely are intense and loove getting down and dirty. Can be very obsessed with eachother's presence.
Sun (4° cancer) in Scorpio
You are both very connected to eachother spiritually, physically and emotionally. Both of you will be very focused on how your partner feels, always making sure they are loved and protected. You are also seen as very private with eachother. Keeping the things that happen in the home between the two of you.
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***disclaimer: entertainment & educational content only, reader discretion is advised***
Thank you for reading⁠ ♡
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Meant to be used in romantic relationships only, please do not use on unconsenting individuals (celebrities, one sided crushes) Delulu is not the solulu!!
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plutoasteroids · 1 year ago
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PAC How Will Your Future Spouse's Father (Your Father-In-Law) Feel About You.
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DISCLAIMER: This reading is solely for entertainment purposes only! I am not responsible for any decisions taken based on my readings.
This is a general reading so if nothing resonates don't take it to heart. Take what resonates and leave what doesn't!
ASK BOX is always open
TW: MENTION OF NEGLECT AND ABUS3. IF ITS A TRIGGER FOR YOU AND YOU CONTINUE TO READ ANYWAY PLEASE DON'T BLAME ME ITS YOUR CHOICE!
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Your father-in-law would view you as something new and different, you may be the complete opposite of the general type of your FS normally goes for but in a good way because I feel your FS doesn't necessarily have the best track record when it comes to picking their partners. Your father-in-law will quickly approve of you it feels almost like they'll say to your FS 'you made a good choice'.
But at the very beginning they may feel a bit unsure about you specifically because of the way you carry yourself, you could be really shy and not talkative or super confident anyways they just won't be 100% sure about you more so because he doesn't have a clear grasp on your personality or even your intention.
Them being unsure will quickly change and the two of you may have a relationship based on understanding or similar values or opinions. You'll have some sort of mutual understanding that will bring you both closer, in the long run they'll for sure view you as their child maybe even as somewhat of a friend.
Your Father-in-law gives me scholar vibes if not heavy lawyer vibes, lawyer, professor, teacher maybe even a priest.
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They will feel somewhat withdrawn from you. I don't think your future father-in-law is involved in your FS' life, as in they are around but they never took an active role, so they won't have much of an opinion on you. It seems like they might see you from a distance like maybe through social media.
But from what they know about you they feel like you're very passionate and enthusiastic about life in general because your life will be pretty well. They feel like you have your life together and they like that.
But there is some sadness here mainly relating to the fact that their child found their life partner and are moving on with life and they can't be a part of that. They might do some introspection to try change and get better, they may even try to slowly enter yours and your FS lives.
It feels like they may have been a dead-beat dad for some of you and for other just emotionally unavailable and maybe slightly abus!ve.
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Your father-in-law it seems like they may be aware of your existence in their child's life, but they aren't aware of how significant you are but finding out about your significance in your FS life might be somewhat of a pleasant surprise to him.
He will have a positive opinion on you, feeling like you bring some balance and happiness to your future spouse, and it feels like he won't be too active in your life and that of your fs. Like not absent but giving you two space to be your own people and your own couple, but he'll be there when you need advice, or you need someone to talk to.
I think you may give him a fresh perspective on life, and he'll certainly appreciate your views and your opinions. He seems to eb more on the unconventional side.
Random information: He may pay for your wedding (if you want to get married) just because he wants to and it would make him happy to pitch in financially.
He may not be married to your FS' mother. Like he is married to your FS' stepmother, or their partner isn't the biological parent of your FS. I also get the vibe of it being maybe a same sex marriage.
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twst-hottest-takes · 5 months ago
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I honestly hate how the relationship between Jade and Floyd changed over time. At the start, they were inseparable amazing brothers, Jade literally skipping classes to take care of Floyd when he wasn't feeling well and Floyd only really listening to Jade (and Vil but that's neither here nor there). They were a trope we rarely see in fiction nowadays where siblings genuinely and unapologetically love each other and don't always bitch and fight. But over time, we moved away from that and now we're at "they can't be in the same room for too long without getting into bloody fights" (Stitch event) and "they find it fun to hurt each other" (honestly, many stories recently) and now in the stupid dream sequences, Jade suddenly sees Floyd as an idiot? Even though Jade was the biggest "Floyd is actually a genius" supporter since the start of the game? It feels like an American sitcom where the siblings just hate each other because that is The TropeTM.
That's very interesting now that you point it out.
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I don't know if they just gave off a different impression at the start, but while the two of them have always been mildly antagonistic towards each other, (what siblings aren't) it does seem to have gotten worse lately--mostly on Jade's half if we're being honest. The last major interaction I recall is Jade trying to choke Floyd with popcorn, which is fine and funny as an isolated incident, but it's really not that isolated.
Yeah, I'd say it's become less endearing, which is sad because I've always thought a full on brawl between the twins would be entertaining and interesting. My desire to see that is only inversely proportionate to how likely it is to happen though. When it seems like they're at each other's throats more often than not it's less fun to think about and I just want to see them get along and be menaces to society whose chaos is exponentially worse when combined.
I don't know if there's some story reason like them not wanting to be lumped together as "the twins" or something, but I'd have to agree with Anon here. What I found most appealing was the idea that they are twins that aren't always treated as a unit and have their own characters, but still function as a double threat when given the chance because they actually do get along when it counts. I don't think they're as fun when they're regularly in sibling spat mode. I kinda miss their Beanfest vibe a lot.
Thank you for your take.
(Did the creators just suddenly really need to emphasize that Jade is the worse twin? Because it feels like they just decided they really wanted everyone to know that Jade is the one you should be more worried about.)
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butt3rnugg3t · 3 months ago
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Mourning A Love Changed
Word Count: 647
Pairing: Sirius x afab!Reader
Summery: Hair holds memory; unfortunately so does the heart. Sirius helps ease the pain from it all
Warnings: allusion to trans Regulus, brief mention of not having a good relationship with mothers. Sirius trauma on top of reader trauma. (header images aren't meant for depiction of reader, just to help with vibes)
Authors note: this is very much a self indulgence piece. I have a rocky relationship with my own mother and realized the other day that teaching yourself how to French braid your own hair is hard. I'm just chasing the feeling of childhood love.
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It's just a hairstyle, you shouldn't be crying this hard. 
But it's a hairstyle your mom used to do for you, sat crisscross on the floor in the living room of your childhood home. 
Back when you were too young to know that her love was conditional; when all you knew was the love that radiated toward you cause you were too young to disappoint her. 
It's unfair how difficult it is to french-braid your own hair. It shouldn't be this difficult to move nimble fingers through overly frizzy hair; it shouldn't be this difficult to catch the mistakes before they happen. 
Though perhaps the tears welling up and blurring your eyesight can be blamed for that. 
It's been months since you spoke with her properly, so why is this affecting you so much?
It's unfair - cruel, even - for this feeling to spill over now, simply over something as small as wanting to french braid your own hair. 
And this is how Sirius finds you.
Again. 
The third attempt this week to work your hair into the tight twists, only to fall short; frustrated and grieving as you slide onto the bathroom floor and wallow in your sorrow. 
"Oh, Lovie" Sirius coos softly, stepping over to crouch at your side. 
"Here," Sirius murmurs as he steps over you, perching on the edge of the tub behind your crying form on the ground.
He hardly gives you a moment to respond before he’s gently tilting your hed back and reaching over to grab the brush from the sink.
"...what are you doing?" You finally manage to ask. 
"Braiding your hair, I know it's not the same. But-" his voice trails off as he gently rakes the comb down the middle of your scalp, making sure everything is even. 
"I didn't know you knew how," Now that his lithe fingers are working your hair the tears have seemingly stopped; red puffy eyes and sniffling left in its wake
Sirius hums softly, thinking for a moment before he speaks. "Used to do Reggie's hair all the time when we were little." 
Your gentle hum is your only reply before falling into the comfortable silence that seems to come so naturally when around him; your solace. 
It’s not until Sirius is almost done with your second braid that you pipe up again. Voice soft, almost timid in your questioning. “Did you go through this kind of thing when you ran away to James’?” 
For a small moment it felt like the question just hangs in the air, but after a beat Sirius answers. 
“Before hogwarts…it’s possible. But by the time I ran to my real family, I had long since come to terms with the fact that my mother never loved me. She loved the status my life gave her.” He finishes the braids off with an elastic matching the plait on the other side almost perfectly, despite the years without practice. He leans forward to place a gentle kiss at the crown of your head. 
“It’s different, I think, when you think your mother loves you for most of your life. I wish I could help more, Doll.” He murmurs softly before helping you up and guiding you to the mirror to inspect his work. 
Once again, silence befalls the both of you, each too caught up in examining Sirius’ handiwork. Though, Sirius is quick to placate you when he sees your eyes well with tears again.
“I know it’s not great but-”
You're quick to cut him off, turning and diving into his arm to bury your face into his chest, hands clinging to his shirt. The tears fall quickly, dampening the fabric beneath you. 
“They’re perfect,” You offer, Sirius’ form relaxing under your words. “You make my inner-child so happy” 
At this, Sirius finds his own tears blurring his vision. Holding you just as tightly. “She’s safe here” 
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bfdiredux · 1 month ago
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Algebraliens
Algebraliens are funny things but I suppose it's no shock that they exist! If we can have living objects, we can have living math.
They are all eccentric and on some level, quite chaotic. Some algebraliens are a dim sort of chaotic and others thrive off of chaos.
Algebraliens come in many shapes, sizes, and colors. They also have skin. They prooobably have blood and muscle too. I considered bones, but...
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These things have no bones.
Gender is NOT a thing to Algebraliens!! They simply don't have it. They vibe with pronouns, though. (Remember: pronouns ≠ gender) You'll find that Algebraliens may have preferred pronouns but they are generally chill-- you may get gently told about the preferences but that's as far as most go.
Some confirmed pronouns--
Zero - He/they (the one with the hat!)
One - She/they
Two - They/them
Four - He/they
Five - He/they
Six - He/she/they
Seven - They/them
Eight - They/he
Nine - Any/all
Ten - They/It
Fourteen - He/him
Fifteen - She/her
Two Thousand, Seven Hundred, Sixty-Three(2763 from here on out) - It/its
X - They/any
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ADAPTATIONS!
Heat Resistance - An algebralien is able to withstand incredibly high temperatures and lava. Somehow. X can be seen during the challenge to find their emeralds drifting through lava(likely unharmed due to their power) and Two, during the 2763000 subscriber special, merely had their skin burnt by lava.
Durability & Invulnerability - Algebraliens have skin that is difficult to penetrate. They're quite malleable. You are going to need tremendous force and effort to pierce their skin and make them bleed. They're also just... really difficult to kill.
I don't know what this is called - Your biggest concern as an algebralien would be dehydration although you could go an extended period of time without water and even longer without food. An algebralien not eating or drinking enough will eventually start to feel the side effects.
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If an algebralien does not take care of themself, there are consequences.
The aforementioned side effects include worse physical health but also weakened power.
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POWERS!
You could say the adaptations mentioned above are powers but! By algebralien standards, they aren't.
It's not known where powers originate from, nor is it known why/how it exists-- but it does. The current power scale between algabraliens looks something like this:
2763 > Two > One > Four and X > Literally everyone else
2763 and Two would be on the same level if it weren't for 2763's natural ability to suppress algebralien power. The further away an algebralien is from 2763, the more their power returns.
One is just below Two. She plans to change that, though.
Four and X are the embodiment of algebralien chaos.
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EVERY algebralien has their own little pocket dimension.
They can project or transport themselves into their pocket dimension and powerful algebraliens like Four can transport items into their dimension. They also have total control over their domain-- and I mean total. They can shape it to their will, break the laws of physics, and bend its reality. This does mean an algebralien can trap another in their domain if they play their cards right.
The algebraliens who live primarily at the Equation Playground have doorways to their pocket dimensions that connect to the Playground in case of emergency. These doorways can be used, destroyed, materialized and dematerialized, ecetera, all depending on what the user wants.
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FUSION!!!
By adding or multiplying, integers can fuse together or unfuse. It takes a lot of willpower from one side to keep from unfusing if the other is against it.
By subtracting, you can whittle a number down to smaller numbers. They have to be manually added together again to refuse and act as a hive mind.
You can kill an integer by division if you use a zero. However, trying to divide powerful integers by zero will instead leave their soul/spirit inside of the zero instead.
Any symbol or object can be used for this process as long as at least one integer is involved.
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lemmesayimyourbiggestfan · 10 months ago
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Sirius Black x fem!reader
in which James planned you a blind date with your nemesis
requests are open!
word count: 2,1k
warnings: language, drinking
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"I'm so tired of all the boys. I swear, there is not even one normal man here in Hogwarts." you grumbled despairingly as you landed on the couch in the common room next to James.
"Oh sweetheart, so I take it the date didn't go as planned?" he chuckled.
You covered your face with your hands and loudly exhaled.
"Well, we did go to Hogsmeade but instead of Honeydukes he took me to Scrivenshaft's quill shop. Stop laughing, this isn't even the worst part. He then kept blabbering on about some new type of rainbow ink that he, in his own words, just has to buy."
At least James tried to not laugh as much as he desired to, though you wouldn't blame him - because what the actual fuck.
"Oh, I just love hearing of your escapades, Y/N. Such a shame, though; me and Lily are desperate to find another couple to go on double dates with." he smiled while pouting his lips mockingly. You punched his arm with surprising strenght.
"Just no more guys like Mr. Rainbow Ink, please." you laughed.
James looked as if he wasthinking of something and after a moment of silence, his whole face lit up and you knew that whatever he thought of was no good.
"Just leave it to me, 'kay? I'll find the perfect guy for you and arrange a blind date."
"Fuck no." you said immediately, knowing that James would singlehandedly mess up.
"No, no, just hear me out, okay? I will take this job seriously, in my own interest. I promise not to make a joke out of it."
You rolled your eyes in answer but didn't argue further.
"Plus, I think I have the perfect candidate."
At that moment, you should've already known that something will go really, really wrong.
...
Three days later, James already had everything planned out and was nearly jumping with excitement. Well, you didn't really share that feeling. But for some reason, seeing your childhood bestfriend so invested in finding you the best match made you soften and not argue that much.
"You know that this Friday is the Celestial ball, right? So, your date will pick you up at five and please, dress nicely so he doesn’t change his mind. Yeah, that's probably all you need to know." he gave you a wicked grin.
"Why the secrecy?" you raised an eyebrow at your friend.
"Nothing, just making sure it's an unfiltered experience for you."
“At least if he turns out to be another idiot, I have an excuse to get hammered.” you grinned.
“That’s the spirit!” James bumped your shoulder excitedly and you couldn’t help but smile at his childish happiness.
But when you tried to think of even a single person with whom he would set you up, your mind went blank.
Who are you gonna be, stranger?
In preparation of the upcoming ball, Lily and Dorcas braided your hair into a sort of messy half-up-half-down hairstyle and you girls shared quite a laugh when they tried to get you into your very - very - tight dress.
With your black high-heels on, you examined yourself in the mirror. Your Y/H/C hair looked so sexy tied liked that and you decided to go with the same messy vibe regarding your whole look. From the smudged black kohl lining your eyes and the bold dark-red lipstick to your floor length burgundy dress with black lace adoring its edges. Oh, it might have been just a bit too slutty for such an occasion, but you didn't mind at all. You and Marlene always enjoyed wearing things just a smudge out of pocket.
You also liked shy boys stuttering when they looked at you. You hoped your escort would be one of those. You grinned at the thought and left your room with a light step.
"I see you take this date seriously." James nodded at you approvingly as he watched you approach him in front of the Great Hall.
"Yeah, yeah, dream all you want." you rolled your eyes. "Where is he?"
"Darling, getting all pretty and dressed up for me today, aren't you?" a voice purred behind you and it affected you in the same way a bucket of icy water would.
Oh no. Oh fuck no.
"Are you fucking serious?" you gritted your teeth at James and he paled when he saw the murderous look on your face. He better.
"Darling, he’s with Lily, remember? He wouldn’t be fucking me. But you, on the other hand… You know how my usual dates go."
You turned to face that ridiculously handsome face of Sirius Black. That fucker was you nemesis since the moment he saw you on the Hogwarts Express sharing a booth with James. It didn’t matter to you that James found a guy bestfriend – you were okay with sharing the same pedestal with another – but Sirius, on the other hand, just purely despised you for it. So after two yers of trying to settle this tension between you two, you gave up and started to treat him the same way he did.
And that nickname, that god-forsaken nickname; it drove you crazy and you both knew it.  
”I’m not spending even a second of my time on this… existence.” You spat at James instead, wisely ignoring that egoistic shit and silencing all your witty retorts. In your fourth year, you once wrote an entire list of those retorts, spending all your nights sitting crouched over that one piece of paper with anger flowing freely in your veins.
Obsessed much? a small voice in your head whispered.
“I think that if you give this a chance-“
“No. Fucking. Way.”
“Angry already, darling?” Sirius purred and your knuckles turned white from you trying so hard not to break his perfect nose.
“Wipe that smirk off of your face before I do it for you.” You have been such a fool for trusting James to do just one thing right. Now you would do anything to be here with any of the guys you were previously complaining about. But instead, you were left with the only person you truly hated. So much for an unfiltered experience.
“Oh, are you gonna kiss me, Y/N?” Sirius smiled even wider.
“This was probably not a good idea.” proclaimed Lily as she approached you three.
“Probably not.” James nervously tugged at his hair.
You and Sirius were just staring daggers at each other. And after deciding this staring contest was fucking ridiculous, you just turned on your heel and began walking back up the stairs.
“Oh, darling, leaving so soon?” Sirius shouted at you and every head in the hallway turned your way. You turned around and bared your teeth at him, not caring that you probably looked like a wild animal.
“Stop fucking calling me that.” Your voice was cold as you took the tree steps it took to reach him. Even though Sirius was towering over you, you felt as if you were looking down your nose at him.
“What, darling?” he puffed, one corner of his lips turning up. He was toying with you, you knew it. And you hated that he knew it, too.
“Yes.”
“Or what?” Sirius stepped closer and you felt the tips of your shoes touching his. With every rise of your chest you could feel the fabric of his shirt.
Before you could say anything back (which would be hard because, apparently, your mind just went blank at Sirius’ closeness), James tugged at your elbow and walked you to an alcove nearby.
“What the fuck, James?” you spat at his accusingly. He winced at your words as if you had hit him.
“I just- Well, I don’t have to justify my gut feeling to you, but I think you guys should get over your hating phase and start acknowledging the chemistry between you two,” he whisled slowly at that, “So please, hate me all you want tomorrow. But tonight, just give him a chance.”
You looked over his shoulder back to Sirius. He was talking to Lily and it wasn’t a smirk on his face but a soft smile that has not even once been aimed at you. That fact made you queasy. You knew he wasn’t always an asshole – it was only in your presence that he got so riled up. But, you thought, it would be nice to be smiled at just like that.
“Okay. But just tonight.” You were surprised by your own words. Were you an idiot for saying that? You didn’t know.
“Thanks,” James sighed, relief lacing his words. He took your elbow again and brought you back to the group.
“I’m gonna get myself a drink. Maybe two.”
Lily giggled at James’ words and grabbed onto his arm and the two of them hurriedly left. That meant you and Sirius were left alone, which was very, very dangerous. You started walking to the bar without looking back at your escort, because all you really needed at that moment was a strong ass drink.
“Firewhiskey, right?” Sirius asked you when he caught up to you. No matter how fast you tried to go, he infuriatingly and casually kept his pace next to you.
You raised an eyebrow at him. In answer, he shrugged. “I just know.”
You tried to shake off the feeling that embraced you after realizing he somehow knew your favourite hard liquor.
 You also didn’t know how to react to the fact that Sirius paid for his and your drinks that some students smuggled into the party for a laughably ridiculous price.
As he handed the cold glass to you, your fingers touched, just barely. You told yourself your heartbeat was quick because of your temper, no other reasons.
“I don’t think you realize just how angry you make me.” You smirked ironically at Sirius, the alcohol already burning sweetly in your throat.
“I have that much of an effect on you? I should be flattered.” Sirius retorted. But it was not an angry answer, just…. A playful one. And you had no idea what to do with that.
“Don’t think you’re all that, Sirius.” You rolled your eyes. “Should I ckeck for a poisoned drink? Or a love potion?”
You knew you were dancing on the edge of a very sharp knife. But somehow, that made it much more fun.
“Don’t think of me so poorly, darling. As if I needed a love potion to get you on your knees and beg.”
“In your dreams, Black.”
“Yes, in my dreams, darling.”
You froze at that. Was he actually impying he dreamt about you being on your knees, begging before him? But of course he did, that arrogant prick. He always had to feel superior.
But that didn’t stop the blood from seeping into your cheeks - but you blamed your blush on the firewhiskey.
So in answer you just took another sip of your drink. Were you an idiot for flirting with him? But were all those quarells of your shared pasts actually any different from flirting? You’ve never been so confused.
“You really aren’t making this any easier.” Sirius mumbled but instead of your eyes he looked around the room. Thank Merlin the music was so loud that any awkward silences were swallowed up by it.
“As if you are?” His eyes met yours and you had to fight the instinct to fight with him, to get closer to yell at him - or get closer to kiss him?
Instead you got yourself another drink, just so you could do something with your hands.
“Slow down, tiger. Didn’t think you actually hated my presence so much you would rather get hammered.” Sirius mockingly frowned and before you could react, he snatched the glass from your hand.
“Give it back, you little fucker.” You growled and tried clawing at his raised arm. But he was a lot taller than you and to be honest, your attempts were just meaningless.
“Make me.” And maybe it was that crooked smile of his, or how good he looked in his suit or how soft his hair looked in the dim lights, that made you reach on your toes and kiss his infuriating dirty mouth that made you want to combust most of the time.
How was it possible that his lips were so intoxicating but the words that usually came out of it were so infurating?
But you forbid yourself to think of all those things. Instead you now easily reached for his hand and grasped your glass, snatching it from Sirius’ weakening grip.
“Made you.” You smiled. The bewildered look on his face was worth it. “I didn’t fluster you, did I?”
Sirius gave a startled laugh. “You clever little vicious thing.”
And he leaned into you, his nose touching yours, your breaths mingling. “Now do it again.”
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cook-a-little-chicken · 18 days ago
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The Enigma of the High Visionary
(Some of my favourite little moments)
strong blocking choice from AJ to start (Long John's - Strike! flashbacks)
"raise your hands in the air, and start to wave them like you just don't care" < made me burst out laughing. just- the complete change in tone
"there's nothing weird about it" < AJ is so good at deadpanning hilarious lines
Sam's smile after Tom says "ever since we all moved here to Shropshire"
"in a peaceful way" giving "for the greater good" vibes (from Edgar Wright's Hot Fuzz)
"when you came here, two years ago, I thought "My god, two little pathetic human beings" < what a thought
I thought Luke had shrunk massively when he sweeped the first scene and my brain froze for a bit
"no, you can't go and see your father, because he's joined a fucking cult" < strong opening line from Luke
and absolutely adorable child character incoming from Sam
[incredulous original Thomas] < loved the subtitles there
"my art teacher said I have High Vision" < so... the art teacher is/was/will be part of the cult?
I love the cute cat face Sam does and then the three little claps that are so at odds with this high functioning brain of his but then you remember he's only 5
Chip Harrington Fact Checker came up just as I was able to do some googling (still, did some anyway). Love this new addition
AJ's cult recruiter character is so cute and feels like the gambling addict Franklin ("which is why I brought us heeerre")
"some were naked, some were not" < gonna be repeating that for a bit
Sam mimes washing up, but it looks like he's filling beer (he does the mime they do where you pull the tap handle downwards). Most taps handles usually aren't above the sprout/nozzle, and those that are tend to be screw tops or handles that you lift upwards
cute high-five
love the really long [calculating...] followed by the wrong number
"it's okay, you can think of one now" < hmm, almost like they're doing improv (only light jesting, I just find it funny that that's where he panicked)
aww AJ's break followed by a very cute lean on Tom's shoulder x2
ooh very smart reference has a TM now!
AJ awkwardly trying to escape The Tomologue™
Sam, AJ, and Luke's reaction to Tom's "so you've seen through my disguise"
"so you gave him my name. I reme- I was here for that, yes. But at the time, I didn't know that's what you were doing" < wh-what? Understandable reactions following this from Luke and AJ, because how do you not realise that your son was named after you for three years? What had Thomas the elder been calling his son? Maybe he shouldn't've been given joint custody...?
"enjoying your clothes are we?" "he won't let me take them off?" < why is he so eager to get naked?
"I can see outside the window"
"put some clothes on" < absolute power move from Sam there
"you meant something to me" < aww
really messed up, but very clever plan from AJ there as the High Visionary (clever plan for the cult, not specifically in a narrative context). If Thomas the younger miraculously stops the bullet, then yay, he's got The Visionary Power. But when he inevitably doesn't, he can blame the child's lack of power for the murder, and get rid of something that may collapse his cult empire
"you're just a naked dickhead" is quite a line
Thomas the younger copying his dad's dismantling and throwing of the gun feels very much like the dad-son duo in The Cardboard Stegosaurus
"people are so desperate in this world to think that their lives mean something when actually we just live on a giant rock that flies through space. There's no meaning to life apart from the meaning you oppose to it" < both insightful but depressing and I had the exact same reaction as Tom ("before you remind me why I left")
"stop talking" and wailing face as the High Visionary has an existential crisis is amazing. I know Luke's always referred to as the best actor of the group, but I think AJ's a close second, if not a tie. His ability to act in the background/on the side - and particularly his facial expressions e.g. side eyeing - feel very suited to television especially. (This wasn't a random thought I had whilst watching this longform by the way, but something I've thought is true for a while now. Though he was especially good in this longform I think. AJ's acting needs to get the recognition it deserves!)
aww the way Thomas the elder's face fell from excitement to disappointment when he realised his ex-wife wasn't calling for him ("oh, him. Okay"). To be fair he hadn't been the best husband or dad, but still, the abrupt stop to the cute little handwave when he heard his name was painful
"your words, they cut, into my heart. We're just spinning on a rock" < AJ there re-enacting my weekly existential crises-
love Luke repeatedly trying to stop Sam
"you're made of stars!" < ahh so that's (another reason) why AJ's transparent and starry in the thumbnail
"High Visionary- Dillon" < so this either means Thomas the elder either knew him beforehand, or they're actually quite close if he's shared his actual name with him
I enjoyed this longform, and I enjoyed it even more having read @i-dont-know-how-this-site-works' amazing post explaining the Star Wars references (thank you!)
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mortish-writes · 2 months ago
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Tendencies, What are they for?
With the last couple of polls I've realized that not everyone understands what the purpose of the tendencies are apart from unlocking choices sometimes. Which as the writer/developer is totally my fault so let's demystify them.
Tendencies are personality traits that will add shades of distinction to your MC. Apart from merely unlocking different options, I want tendencies to also be hidden in the narrative, changing details within your scenes. With the Week One update, most of the tendency choices will be open and there will be a lot more choices woven into the narrative. Once you reach Night VIII, your personality with be (almost) fixed. You'll have very few opportunities to gain new tendencies, but you will instead have dynamic scenes which change based on your tendencies. Let's have an example.
As I mentioned in the last poll, we'll likely be transitioning to opposed stats. So let's look at the opposed stat of Pious and Irreverent. Let's say your MC is 70% Pious and 30% Irreverent. Here's a random scene for her on Night VI:
"What if..." You struggle to wrap your tongue around what you're about to say. It's been an hour since you lost your faith, and already you're about to propose utter degeneracy. "Hypothetically, if I were to be indiscreet with Valdricht, would that not bother you? Seeing as how we're traveling in close quarters." Something dark passes over his eyes, but then he smirks. "I could always join the two of you in your indiscretions." You blanch. "I fear there's been a miscommunication. I am not proposing that—" "Stop with this tedium," he interjects. "You'd end up being indiscreet even if you weren't obsessed with one another. Duvkrovyr can be very... stimulating, as you might have noticed."
And now let's read that one again with a 70% Irreverent and 30% Pious MC. I'll bolden just a few of the changes that way you can reference them quickly. Note, this doesn't radically change your MC. She's still a cute priestess who is flirting with irreverence.
"What if..." You pause, aware you’re tiptoeing toward something scandalous. "Hypothetically, if I were to be indiscreet with Valdricht, would that not bother you? Seeing as how we're traveling in close quarters." Something dark passes over his eyes, but then he smirks. "I could always join the two of you in your indiscretions." You squint. "That is... a creative interpretation of my question." “Don’t act so shocked,” he says, waving a hand. “You’d end up being indiscreet whether or not you’re obsessed with each other. Duvkrovyr has that effect. You’ve felt it.”
See? Essentially the same scenes, but a different vibe and even the banter is affected a bit. Rest assured, I will not be writing the scenes differently for every 10% of personality traits. Rather, when I feel like, for example a Romantic MC may react differently in a scenario than a Practical MC, I will make some minor tweaks to the scene and create a hidden conditional link. You'll be reading as normal, not knowing that a skill check shifted you into a particular version of the scene. This way, your MC behaves in a manner which better aligns with your perception of her. One more example, this one shorter.
Here is a scene from the Heretic, Night IV:
Inside the tent, Serax has already changed into his silken small clothes. Your gaze lingers on his bare chest as you remove your boots. He stares back knowingly. "Off praying to heathen gods, Sister $name?" he asks. "I hear they cut out your tongue for that." You stiffen. "Only if you speak the blasphemy aloud." "And what do they do to vestals who fornicate?" "Depends. Usually they get sent away. Which I suspect means confinement to ensure no child will come of the union, and then..." You draw your finger across your neck. "Glory to The Merciful Mother," he says wryly. Indeed. You shrug off your coat and then fall to your knees before the fire, warming your frigid fingers. Serax asks, "Are you hungry yet?" You're not, but you aren't about to turn down the opportunity. "For blood?" He grins. "I wouldn't offend your sensibilities with anything less."
The finger over the neck? Rather cynical, no? Let's crank up the romanticism.
Inside the tent, Serax has already changed into his silken small clothes. Your eyes catch on the lines of his bare chest as you unlace your boots. He notices—and doesn’t look away. "Off praying to heathen gods, Sister $name?" he asks. "I hear they cut out your tongue for that." You stiffen. "Only if you say the blasphemy out loud." "And what do they do to vestals who fornicate?" "Depends... Usually they get sent away from the sanctum. Removed from service. It's meant to protect them... and the child, if there is one." You don’t say what else you’ve heard. You don’t want to believe that part. "Exile and silence—the cornerstones of any good faith." You peel off your coat and lower yourself beside the fire, grateful for its warmth on your fingers. It’s easier to focus on the heat than the lingering discomfort in your chest. Serax asks, "Are you hungry yet?" Hope flutters in your chest. "For blood?" He grins. "I wouldn’t offend your sensibilities with anything less."
So there you have it. Generally, the changes will be subtle and hidden, though on occasion you'll have major choices that will be dependent on certain personality traits. I hope this clears things up!
What I like about using the tendencies in a subtle manner is that it'll give me the ability to tailor chapters for different MCs, while not necessarily creating different branches/storylines. Particularly in cases where there may be an arbitrary choice, rather than writing out tons of passages just to arrive at the same conclusion, I can write your MC such that she makes the choice in a single passage, but in a way that feels natural based on her personality.
Using this kind of conditional writing will also allow me to more easily add our upcoming Week One feature, which will be Motivations. In the prologue, you'll be able to select what will motivate your character. This is a fixed stat that will subtly shift the narrative of your storyline, allowing you to focus on what most interests you, be it the sex, the pregnancy, the romance, or your own personal coming of age story. Primarily you'll see it affecting your unstructured nights. An MC motivated by having a family will have more conversations about her pregnancy, child, and the LI's in their parental roles. An MC motivated by passion will have more opportunities for spicier NSFW content. This won't bar your MC from the other content, but rather emphasize your interest in your storyline.
Lastly, my reasoning for having your MC's personality mostly fixed by the end of Week One is so that I can maintain a consistent narrative vibe. I don't want you to have a character who feels erratic, constantly changing how she speaks and reacts because of small variable shifts. Although it might be annoying to have an MC that has a static personality, there will be opportunities for changes in response to major plot events. Additionally, it'll make for great replay value. Say you want to play as a Tender and Pious MC motivated by Family and have a sweet narrative for one playthrough, then you want to be a chaos gremlin and become an Irreverent Cynic who wants to thoroughly explore her sexuality. There will be a playthrough for both!
-Mortish
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jungkoode · 2 months ago
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So... This Is awkward but we need to talk about plagiarism.
*taps microphone nervously* Hi everyone. It's your sleep-deprived disaster Kiki here. This isn't my usual chaotic author note where I scream about Jeon being emotionally constipated. Today we're talking about something more serious: plagiarism in our fanfiction community.
I've spent the last few days in a bizarre twilight zone where I had to defend MY OWN WORK from being copied. Wild, right? Not how I planned to spend my week when I could've been writing smut instead. (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻
So! The situation.
Multiple readers contacted me about similarities between my fic Kkangpae and another work by Tumblr user jeonluvz called "Project Architect." Initially, I dismissed it. Gang AUs aren't exactly groundbreaking territory and creative overlap happens. But then I actually READ the work in question.
What I found wasn't just shared tropes or general vibes—it was specific, detailed replication of:
- Character assignments (identical roles for multiple BTS members).
- Setting details (down to the card-scanning system in the facility).
- Plot progression (same sequence of events, same turning points).
- Scene-by-scene recreation with only superficial changes.
Now let’s talk about coincidence vs. copying—because I’m a nerd like that.
In academic research on creative plagiarism, experts like Rebecca Moore Howard (Syracuse University) have discussed what's called "patchwriting" (= basically taking specific elements from source material and recombining them with minimal changes). This is different from being inspired by general genre conventions.
(Also, Dr. Thomas Mallon, in his book "Stolen Words," describes the difference between: drawing from the same creative well (using common tropes) and recreating specific unique choices made by another author, btw!)
Now. Let me break down the concrete evidence:
Character assignment and world building.
- Both stories have a division system with coincidental names (Seduction, Stealth, Medical…)
- Both stories feature exactly the same division system with Jeon as Tactical Chief, V as his rival, J-Hope as Medical Chief, Yoongi as Tech Chief, etc.
- Both use identical codename systems (where codenames must be earned).
- Both have the SAME codenames for key characters (Jungkook as "Jeon", Tae as "V").
- Both feature identical hierarchy structures where chiefs are higher-ups.
These aren't generic gang tropes—they're SPECIFIC creative choices I made for Kkangpae. I went through MULTIPLE codenames and hierarchy structures (military, boat system, I have my old scrappy notebook for reference, I’ll pull out the receipts if needed).
Scenes.
- Both begin with the reader sneaking into the empty cafeteria early due to strict serving times (pastries vs croissants btw).
- Both follow with the exact same cafeteria-to-Jeon interaction sequence.
- Both feature a joint training exercise that turns into paintball (ch 4 in my fic).
- Both have rules unexpectedly changed mid-exercise by V/Jeon.
- Both have the reader get separated/left behind and targeted by V.
- Both have the reader injured (ankle in mine, ribs in theirs) followed by Jeon's intervention.
- Both culminate in an identical confrontation between Jeon and V about the training, injury, and past issues.
This isn't coincidental alignment. This is scene-by-scene recreation.
Now, let’s go back to nerd stuff, because that’s just how I am: the statistical IMPOSSIBILITY.
Let's talk math for a sec. The probability of independently creating a story with ALL these specific elements in the SAME sequence is astronomically low. Dr. Mark Glickman, a statistics professor at Harvard, developed models to detect plagiarism that show how unique combinations of elements become statistical fingerprints of original work.
If you randomly selected character roles for 7 BTS members from even just 10 possible roles, the probability of independently matching the exact configuration I created is 1 in 604,800. Add in the identical scene progression, and we're talking lottery-winning odds.
WHAT PLAGIARISM ACTUALLY IS.
Plagiarism isn't limited to word-for-word copying. According to the Modern Language Association and academic integrity researchers, plagiarism includes:
- "Mosaic plagiarism" - taking specific scenes, structures and sequences while changing surface details.
- "Structure plagiarism" - copying the underlying architecture of a creative works.
- "Idea plagiarism" - appropriating unique creative concepts and their specific implementation.
This isn't about "both stories have gangs" or "both use paintball"—it's about the highly specific combination and implementation of these elements in the exact same pattern.
NOW. MY ATTEMPT AT RESOLUTION. I will be attaching SSs too to be fully transparent.
I approached the author privately first, explaining my concerns respectfully. I provided specific examples and suggested solutions like:
- Significant revision to create more originality.
- Acknowledging inspiration from Kkangpae.
- Removing the most directly copied elements.
Their response was to dismiss these concerns without addressing any of the specific examples I provided, claim their work was entirely original, and refuse to engage further.
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Fanfiction exists in a unique space. We're all creating derivative works based on our love for BTS. But within this community, we still respect each other's creative contributions. The structure, plot, character dynamics, and unique world-building elements I created for Kkangpae represent hours of planning, writing, and creative energy.
When someone takes those specific creative choices and recreates them with only minimal changes, it devalues the time and effort that went into the original work. It's like copying someone's art and just changing the colors.
I'm not here for drama or to "cancel" anyone. I genuinely believe in resolving creative disputes respectfully. What I'm asking for is:
1. Recognition that specific, extensive similarities exist between these works.
2. Respect for the creative effort that goes into original story concepts, even within fanfiction.
3. Understanding that appropriating another writer's unique fictional framework isn't "just inspiration".
I've documented everything, including my attempts at private resolution, but I'd rather not have to pursue formal actions through DMCA claims.
Finally, to my readers and my writer girlies! 🩷
Thank you for bringing this to my attention and for supporting my work. Also thank you to all my writer girlies who validated my concerns and saw the similarities as well. Your enthusiasm for Kkangpae keeps me motivated even when I keepwondering why I made Jeon so emotionally constipated (the answer is because it's hot, obviously).
I'll still be updating regularly because no way am I letting this derail our journey through the disaster that is Y/N and Jeon's inability to admit they have feelings. The story continues!
Love you all (except Jeon who doesn't deserve rights after the stunt he pulled in the last chapter).
P.S. If you're curious about the academic side of creative plagiarism, I recommend Rebecca Moore Howard's "Standing in the Shadow of Giants" and Thomas Mallon's "Stolen Words" for more information.
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jailforwriter · 3 months ago
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Look, at the end of the day, writing is word choice. You're choosing which words to put in what order to make other people feel Some Type Of Way about the result. But there are 4 bits of advice perennially swirling about the bowels of writing forums that, misapplied, might make you shit the metaphorical bed of optimal communication, and I very much don't want that for you. I'm staunchly pro-avoiding the literary runs, in fact. So let's get into how.
On the chopping block today is my nemesis:
"Cut all adverbs"
I'm not going to pretend that I don't know why this advice exists. All two reasons it exists, even. Let's break them down:
Too many adverbs: we're all guilty of inundating sentences with adverbs. There are many moving components to scenes, and there's often a desire to express every last one of them. It's not enough to say that the ball rolled down the empty street; the reader simply must know that the ball crept exceedingly slowly, cautiously inching downwardly and toward the eerily empty street. But see, that's clunky. It doesn't flow well, doesn't add anything that couldn't have been expressed more concisely through better wording, and, most importantly, it insults the reader's imagination. By overexplaining, you're taking away their (admittedly limited, but crucial!) agency to picture things themselves. Womp womp.
Redundant adverbs: pretentious people have invented far too many words over the years for anyone to be out here saying "ran quickly". Running is inherently quick, my guy. Otherwise, we'd be saying walking or jogging or promenading (yes, really). This is the moment to break out the thesaurus and realize that sprinted, raced, and dashed all say what you wanted them to say and bring an evocative, nuanced vibe to the sentence. And nuance is tasty. Nuance is the sauce that the quirked up white boy (the sentence) was goated with. So we're better off just saying "ran" and saving that adverb for when it's actually trying to communicate complexities, which we'll expound on once we get into why adverbs are hot, actually.
NOTE: this crops up particularly often in dialogue. "Said angrily" is a dialogue tag that may seem inoffensive — until you remember that snapped exists, and furthermore, so does slamming the door in their face.
So then when/where in the annoyingly nondescript hell should I use adverbs?
Fundamentally, when they add meaning to stuff. To elaborate:
Substance: a sad smile is different from a regular smile, and should be described as such. If you just say "they smiled", people will assume it's a "normal" (i.e. happy) smile and call it day. If someone almost smiles, it's also telling us something different than if we'd said that they didn't smile at all; now we can't tell that they found the joke funny but chose not to smile, and the interaction loses substance. (Moreover, waiting and waiting patiently aren't the same thing, as I'm sure your mom pointed out when she still told you off because you "gave her attitude" by breathing too hard while you waited for her to press play on the VCR.)
Pacing: someone shaking their head slowly is different from them shaking their head at regular, normal human speeds. The latter is simple negation, whereas the former has an element of emotional nuance, of why the hell did they do that that way? Was it anger or regret? Denial, maybe? No idea! But now the reader gets to ponder about it, and that's where interest is born, methinks.
Tone: there aren't too many ways to interpret someone saying "I hate you". It's a pretty straightforward phrase, for the most part, deployed with devastating expertise by schoolchildren whose parents won't give into capitalistic fads and buy them a Stanley cup. But if I were to say "I hate you" softly, then ah. Things change. We have contrasting emotions now. Depth. Is it really an "I love you" in disguise? Am I just mad that you're making me order at the counter when you know I get, like, weird when I have to ask them for no pickles? Perchance. The takeaway here is that the adverb made it so that you can't take the sentence at face-value, and that, unlike pickles, is very satisfying.
The other 3 horsemen of the misconstrued writing advice apocalypse (word choice edition) will be coming soon, so please keep an eye out for seals breaking on ominous scrolls. Happy writing!
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brucewaynehater101 · 1 year ago
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I have a spooky Tim au that I think you would like.
Tim is not human and has never been. He knows this. His "parents" know this. The rouges know this. However, none of the Bats but one know this. When around the Bats, Tim looks like a Normal Human. His skin is pale but does look like flesh and his eyes are weirdly pale but they still look like eyes. His hair has a weird texture but its prob just his shampoo, so surely the slightly off texture in how his skin feels is just his lotion, right? His teeth are a bit sharp but still human teeth and his movements a bit odd, but what Bat doesn't move strangely?
However when they aren't around, it is a totally different story. His skin changes to look like porcelain and his eyes are so very clearly made of painted glass. His hair is made of string and twine died black and when its fist or foot lands a blow it feels like being hit by a sand bag and not flesh and bone. His teeth are made of shards of broken glass and his movements are far to Jerry yet smooth, like a puppet on strings that glides through the air in a horrible mimicry of walking. This Thing that wears the Robin Suit is Not a human, as long as it isn't around Batman or Nightwing. When either are there, The Rouges can see the shift. The way it suddenly looks so *human*. But once Batman leaves it shifts back into being a *thing*.
Tim is only a Thing when he is either scaring the rouges or Truly Comfortable. Young Justice knows that Tim is not a human and he doesn't hide it from them. There is never any fight about his civilian identity because he freely tells them, "I am a Thing made from Glass and Sand and Fabric and Magic. He is not a Person nor has he ever Been A Person. He is not some poor sap who was transformed into a Thing, he is a Thing that was created and then given life with Magic.
As for how Jack and Janet acquired a Thing like Tim, well. They're archeologists. They dug up an old tomb, found a coffin that was chained closed and bolted to the ground and like every White Person In A Horror Movie, they opened it without a second thought. Inside they found an ancient, cursed doll. It came to life when Janet cut herself trying to clean off one of its broken glass eyes to get a better look and the blood fell on it. The pair then decided this was a lot easier than child birth and kept the cursed doll, naming it Tim.
My gods. I love the ending of this cause it gives off the same vibes as "humans will adopt anything" tropes in space travel fiction.
I have one caveat with the Bats not knowing. I hc that Cass knows. Tim's body language is too strange for her not to notice something.
Everything else? Beautiful. It would be hilarious if people keep trying to tell the Bats. Here's a possible scene:
Goon: *points finger at Tim* "That thing beside you isn't human!"
Tim: *fakes having his shoulders drop as he turns slightly away in dejection*
Dick: *absolute fury as he beats up the goon*
Tim: *decides not to get revenge after seeing what Nightwing does to the person*
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Rogue: "I'm telling ya, whatever he is got string hair, porcelain skin, and doll like movements to him."
Batman: *hums, takes them out, proceeds to Batcave*
Tim: "What's up, B?"
Bruce: "[] said that you look different when we're not around you."
Tim: *tilts his head* "I mean, I like playing up the rumors that the Bats are cryptids, demons from hell, spirits, or whatever when I can. I add effects to my costume to increase the spook factor."
Bruce: *nods and turns away to end the conversation for now*
Tim: *makes plots to ruin that rogue's life for a bit as revenge and a message*
I'm curious how wounds and scars look on Tim's porcelain skin. How does he heal? Does he even have a spleen?
I'm also down for two avenues:
Jason doesn't know like the rest of the Bats. After they start to become close to each other, Jason retaliates against folk who try to demean Tim. He tries to hide the comments from Tim until he learns that the teen finds it funny and ramps up the rumors on purpose. Then he switches to pulling pranks on people with Tim to create more wild theories and gossip.
Jason finds out at TT, and Tim ensures no one actually believes Jason. Perhaps he even starts the notion that Jason was affected by the Pit. It drives Jason bonkers that no one is trusting him or accepting his words for what they are.
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First energy I'm picking up on somebody that you recently cut off or you need to. This could be someone apart of your friend group. I feel like you were put into a situation with this person that made you realize that they aren't really down for you like you thought. You made the right decision cutting them off. They are a straight up user and opportunist. Now they're pissed because they can no longer eat off your plate. They are now forced to watch you be happy from afar.
Second energy This is someone that works in the same field as you. I feel like most of you know who this is. This person tries to one-up everything you do. They might even try to dress better than you. This energy is SO immature lol. It feels very petty and tit for tat. My advice is to just ignore them. Don't give them any type of reaction because that's exactly what they want. For some of you, this person will try to extend an "olive branch" and act like they want to help you with something. DO NOT accept anything from them. They want to sabotage what you have going on.
Message from spirit📞 Stop worrying/overthinking so much about this situation. We are protecting you all the way through. Put your focus back into what matters most as you go through this transition.
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Main energy This is a family member or lover. This could also be a sibling or parent maybe? I feel like y'all aren't as close as used to be. You could feel like you're outgrowing this person. They feel very rejected by you right now. This person has shown you time and time again that they are unreliable. They are jealous the love and praise that you receive from others.
Message from spirit📞 Allow this relationship to fall. You know this person cannot come with you.
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First energy I'm getting strong 3rd party vibes. There is someone that feels like you have what's theirs or vice versa. I keep hearing "he/she's mine!" This is making me think of that movie "Obsession". Go watch that. Someone here recently found out that “their person” is dealing with someone else and they are PISSED.😭 This is "the other woman/man." They are mad that they no longer have access to your person. Especially if your person has money and likes to spoil/take care of you. I feel like your person was juggling you and this other individual in the past, or maybe they dated them once and things didn't work out. Regardless, this other woman/man is mad because your person chose to be with you instead. Don't pay this person any mind lol.
Second energy This is your ex. This person is lurking harddd on your socials. You've probably been noticing hella fake pages popping up on your feed, and it's definitely them. If you've started dating again or talking to someone new, they are mad as hell.🤣
Message from spirit📞 You need to do some self-reflection. Heal from the things that once hurt you. Figure out what you love about yourself/ what you'd like to change. Do more of what makes you happy. Cut out distractions and meditate for a clearer outlook.
*ONLY TAKE WHAT RESONATES*
💖Please DO NOT copy, repost, or steal my work. Thanks!💖
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