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CAN ANYONE FUCKING HEAR ME?
#pwaa#ace attorney#i was supposed to be in bed an hour ago.#wendy meta#i guess.#franziska von karma#miles edgeworth#ace attorney anime#attorneys anonymous#oh mein gott zis is ein courtroom full of bullshitten#lil brosecutor#sometimes perfection can be perfect hell
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#waiting to see how long it takes for this to reach its intended audience aka wendy rocket
Wendy Rocket will now kill for you.

#I LOVE IT! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i have so much to say im going to scream#thank you for lovingly capturing the fact that she is an ugly crier first of all#its so important to me that she cries ugly#she's gotta be snotty. its crucial.#miles' own tears being more subtle you could almost miss them!!!!#and the comparatively strong way he's holding himself#the CARESS.#literally you draw anyone showing franziska ANY physical affection and i go apeshit#literally clutching at my heart etc etc. i want to eat this#im printing it. to eat#here i go!#ok here come my tags#attorneys anonymous#oh mein gott zis is ein courtroom full of bullshitten#lil brosecutor#fave scenes#fave episodes#[gangstalicious voice] i got shot#sometimes perfection can be perfect hell#thanks again for watching! oh my god.....
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I honestly can't wait to see some absolutely unhinged angel boy 😌💅
#good omens#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#look at my favorite angel he is going to be so perfect and so wrecked bless his arse#i know some spoilers have been going around and I saw NOTHING apart from the cute little mug with the demon cupid#i've been avoiding tumblr and twitter like the plague as you might have noticed#AND I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO SEND ME SPOILERS#PLZ#IF I WILL SEE THEM LET IT BE AN ACCIDENT BY FATE#so i am indeed on the edge of my sit over here#praying to all the saints at my grandma's that we won't have supernatural pt2#i swear to mother mary and all her nuns that if they pull a castiel with aziraphale I WILL KILL EVERYONE AND THEN MYSELF#bro for the love of jesus just let any of my middle aged gay couples be happy#enough self sacrificing PLEASE PLEASE let both of them stay alive and happy and in their little south downs cottage#AND PLEASE DON'T TURN THEM HUMAN I SWEAR-#Boy if Good Omens pulls a Supernatural or a Game of Thrones or a The Vampire Diaries or a Lost I will LOSE it#just please#please don't ruin my boys#don't ruin Crowley for me#let them be gay and opposites but equals and supernatural chaos#let the very bad (at being evil) demon stay with his very soft (physically cause god knows his heart can be A STONE sometimes) angel <3 plz#plz plz let the power of homosexuality defeat heaven and hell amen
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God. God I'm completely fucking insane about Dick and Jason
Their dynamic is everything to me. They have such a complicated relationship and history. They've been enemies and friends and almost-brothers. The what-ifs and should-have-beens and might-haves linger in between them so heavily. The guilt and grief sticks to their relationship and might never go away. They keep hurting each other but they love each other so much and they want to keep trying, to understand each other
Because that's what love is!! Relationships aren't perfect but that doesn't matter! They keep trying and they WANT to keep trying! Jason sees Dick for who he is and still thinks he's the most amazing thing he's ever seen. Dick has seen Jason at his absolute worst and still wants him around. They've both wanted the other dead and they've fought and gotten each other bloody and they still come back and offer a hand up.
They SEE each other- and that's terrifying. And they love each other so so deeply. The commitment, the sense of duty and obligation, it's all there. They don't HAVE to keep caring or trying- but they do regardless and God isn't that what love is? Trying?
Just. God they're so devoted to each other even when they've been hurt, even when they don't quite know how to show it or get the other to understand. But they try.
God, they try.
#nightmare speaks#dick grayson#jason todd#dc#dc comics#jaydick#dickjay#something something pragma love#something something to love is to try#love requires effort and devotion#yes I'm arguing that they're like a married couple#you can read this as siblingisms though if you want#but just. aaa they love each other so much#relationships aren't perfect you argue and fight and sometimes you need breaks#but the commitment. the enduring love.#man idk they just sometimes feel like a couple even though it's not canon#nor do they do any couple-y things bc. well. not canon lol#but god. god#I'm forever rotating that RHATO annual in my brain#the yearning and love they both feel towards the other#the admiration on Jasons end...#hell they both admire each other#but the sheer amount of love and admiration and yearning that spills out of Jason in that annual is. wow#Dick feels the same way but has a bad habit of pulling away#just. god!!! they're insufferable!#they're practically married already can they PLEASE be canon
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Why does the reaction to every new chap turn into...

#JUST LET HIM BE A TEENAGER STOP HOLDING HIM TO THESE IMPOSSIBLY PERFECT STANDARDS#teenaged love is MESSY (especially when You Live With Your Love) so jfc god forbid he gets overwhelmed with it all sometimes#ALSO SAYING THIS AGAIN#WE. LITERALLY. DON'T. KNOW. HOW. HIRANO. WILL. REACT.#what if hirano is like “again” or “this feels right” or leans into the kiss?? then what??#you still gonna be calling kagi things he's not??#how the hell do you expect the plot to move forward if things don't happen???#IT'S A FICTION STORY!!! ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN!!!#hirano could start shooting laser beams out his eyes!!! (lmao)#nobody said this manga is a step-by-step guide on what you should do irl in this situation#(not that any of you would last a day in kagi's shoes...)#they're DRAWINGS!!! it's not real!!! hirano's not gonna upload a video tomorrow canceling kagi#(he would never do that btw!!!)#idk i lost my train of train of thought and where i was going with this#but srsly... if a surprise kiss is the end of the world to you than you must be unbearable to watch any media ever with#if you want perfection in every character go watch a preschool show#some of you need to learn to read anyways so maybe that'll help
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I feel like every time I hear "Bells Hells broke their word", there's this omission or forgetfulness (and I get it; this campaign feels like it took forever and it's easy to tune out conversations that feel circular and unending) that Bells Hells knows that if the Raven Queen and the Arch Heart were forced to comply by the rest of their family, the Divine Gate would be rent asunder and there would be a second Calamity in order to wrench things back to the status quo – that being the gods are all safe and protected and no one knows about Predathos.
The only reason it didn't happen already was the gods had hope Bells Hells would kill Ludinus (which they did); if Ludinus had defeated Bells Hells then the Gods would have immediately busted down the Gate and commit another Calamity in order to stop him... but the Raven Queen and the Arch Heart made it sound like the Second Calamity would happen regardless of who won, and all because the knowledge of Predathos the GodEater, their most feared predator, was out there.
But, Ludinus disseminated that information across all of Exandria, and there's been information exchange between Ruidians and Exandrians. The only way to take that information back would be to kill all the Ruidians AND kill every single Exandrian, just to be sure. Wipe the slate clean. Start over. Destroy every magical and non-magical record, including the people.
There would be no bargaining with the gods without Predathos, for they are too strong and would have no reason to listen. Any parley of "can you Gods leave forever, or can we leave the Hallowed Cage alone or have Vasselheim turn Kreviris into a military-religious controlled state colony" (that's a Bad Thing) would be met with "or we just kill the entire planet and moon so the information is guaranteed to be lost and there can be no more attempts at freeing Predathos". The Prime Dieties would grumble about it, but they would still go through with eradicating the mortals they love because they prioritize themselves and their Betrayer siblings more than mortals. We have proof of that.
I feel like the Gods broke the social contract first. If we want to point fingers at someone breaking their word, they should be included as well.
#critical role#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#c3e120#bells hells#exandrian pantheon#it's almost as if there's nuance to this#I love the Pantheon but they are a hot mess#I love Bells Hells but they are a hot mess#“They Broke Their Word” but it's the Spider-Man pointing meme#“They'll kill hundreds of thousands through their actions” but it's the Spider-Man pointing meme#sometimes there is no perfect solution#sometimes you get to the end of a videogame and the ending isn't what you wanted#Bells Hells are either not villains#or they are villains fighting multiple other villains including the Weavemind the Ruby Vanguard and the Exandrian Pantheon#pick your poison#I can be very frustrated by BH when they dive face-first into something with zero plan and none thoughts#but it's also their most charming quality#I'm glad the gods at least have a chance of sticking around now#I'd have missed them if they were dead or gone forever#and I do not think what BH did is what Ludinus wanted#Ludinus didn't want the gods to have a choice or a chance at all#crusty old elf got too addicted to revenge
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[pays for a 9th consecutive lap dance from the same stripper] …so then he fucking... get this... he literally CHASES HER back to the airport and gives her whip back right... and she starts just SOBBI
#wordy wendy#sometimes perfection can be perfect hell#''wendy you made this same post 5 years ago about the balloon scene in ep048''#yeah theyre the same scene.
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Can you ashley haters think of an original argument for once
#“oh she thinks like a republican” bitch what are you ON about#“oh her fans never wanna acknowledge her flaws!”#why should i? none of y'all wanna contend with the#shitty things your fave can say and do#hell sometimes they become the fandoms favorite thing to lovingly joke about!#like im not trying to say she is this perfect no flaws unproblematic queen#(even tho she is a perfect queen)#but i swear ppl act like if youre an ashley fan you gotta#make a bi-weekly post talking about everything she did wrong#rebekah rambles
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Just peeking in to say I think you're a cool person and that you have a place here with all the penguins. And that you're worthy of love, always. No matter what. 🤍
That is incredibly kind of you to say anon ;-; The last part is the toughest to wrap my head around. Something like never feeling like the main character but always a supporting character and all that. I truly appreciate the nikprice army though, what a bunch of lovely penguins, thank you for always being lovely <3
#That is seriously so sweet of you#I get bad days but I'm vibing#Sometimes the universe is testing me but I stay silly#Like not the person who ruined my life telling me “all I want if for you to be happy” earlier today like the audacity#you know what's nice? Staying alive so you can see your abuser die#that's sick as hell#Anon I'm casting a spell of hot drinks always being at the perfect temperature and your forehead getting kissed on you#mwah <3#nekro yapping#I should turn my bad days into sweet fics more often methinks
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I don't really go here, but all the members in The Amazing Digital Circus are in a polyamorous relationship methinks
#yes this includes caine an' bubble cry about it- /lh#i have a disease that makes me hc any group of characters i like as bein' in a polyam relationship wit' eachother-#ok but srsly tho i mainly headcanon this cuz the theory that the circus is a hell of sorts really got to me and idk why-#an' even though things could be better between many of them so far i still ship this cuz the way i see it they're all stuck there-#-but they're stuck there together an' instead of lettin' it get to them all they choose to defy their situation by embracin' eachother#like they prove the whole saying 'hell is people' wrong by embracing the fact that they may not click 100% wit' eachother in every way-#-an' that's ok since at the end of the day they do have one thing in common which is that they're stuck there-#-but they're stuck there together instead of being hopelessly alone wit' their own thoughts or in the basement#plus no relationship is perfect an' sometimes it can be a bit messy jus' like theirs since they may be stuck but they're stuck together#an' i jus' think that's beautiful in a weird poetic way#holy fuck i was ramblin' sm in here does anyone actually read these anyways-#the amazing digital circus#tadc pilot#tadc#tadc pomni#tadc jax#tadc ragatha#tadc caine#tadc gangle#tadc kinger#tadc zooble#tadc bubble#i'm tagging all the ships cuz fuck you lol-#tadc pomni x ragatha#tadc ribbun#tadc royalteeth#tadc caine x pomni#tadc funnybunny#tadc bunnydoll#tadc showtime
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I mean… fire emblem shouldn't be taking in consideration when making points about representing real world issues or using it as a crutch for sociopolitical arguments irl. One of the best examples in this franchise of "culture bias" and "covet bigotry" is Fates, where Hoshido is too pure, too good, and Nohr is the bad, bad, evil barbaric nation. And this goes so far as to make birthright's story a more watered down version of blue units vs red units story from shadow dragon.
In 3H now the good, pure nation is Fodlan, and those who surround it are either filler to make the worldmap look prettier, or barbarians that like to hunt the good guys for sport (Almyra and Sreng, and possibly Dagda), with Brigid being a repetition of the noble savage trope. Just bc there's a poc guy that wants to unite people and get rid of prejudice in story, doesn't mean that the developpers agree to that or support that.
(Also, let's not talk about Hopes and how Claude's altruistic dream turns out to be unifying two different nations and make the cohabit by force with him as sole leader of both. AKA the typical fire emblem trope of uniting different countries under one ruler, something that's not progressive in the slightest)
Mmh,
Speaking on eggshells here because Fates isn't really my area of expertise, but basically, iirc you can thank Pat for scrubbing the worst of Hoshido!
Fates' best route is Revelation (rip izana) where both countries accept to set aside their differences to work together, meaning that, obviously, Hoshido wasn't only "blue unit land" against Nohr's "red units".
Even through Birthrout, you can catch here'n'there, even in the Pat version!, how Hoshido isn't roses'n'daisies, it's the land where Mikoto takes her niece "hostage" ffs as a measure against Corn's kidnapping (you can't tell me she never guessed Azura was Arete's kid!), where Ryoma (idk if you were the same anon as back then?) as the crown prince ignores the plight of the nohrians and why they were attacking Hoshido because life in Nohr sucks and they're starving (idk if, much like the Leonster/Thracia conflict, Hoshido refused to trade with them and let them starve instead), the fuckery with Mokushu and Shura's backstory, or Hoshido being Misogyny Land (tm).
Heck Birthrout has you march on Nohr's capital city iirc, and fight in the streets - it's in Birthrout that Corn's obsession with taking revenge/defeating Garon leads to Elise' death - so it's not the the "blue unit waltz on red unit lands, routs the enemy and calls a day".
So I don't think the Fates writers really wanted to push the "pure unproblematic land" card with Hoshido compared to Nohr, but rather depict them as both flawed - in different ways - and needing to work together.
Now, I wouldn't say the nations of Fodlan are good compared to the rest of the filler nations that make up this verse's world - after all it's Adrestia who starts hostilities against Dagda'n'Brigid and Adrestia who most recently flattened Brigid and made it its vassal! - but in a sense you're right calling them filler, the FE series in general don't spend a lot of time to depict nations in general, they're just "the place character X is from" and for all of its, hm, reknown writting, Fodlan is following the trend, Albinea is no less different than Cheve (wait, we have one map set in Cheve! kill that) so bar flavor text, they're effectively just "filler".
I disagree about Sreng and Almyra being filler though, if Sreng could be seen as a ref to the Thracia situation or Norh/Hoshido fight for ressources, Almyra?
Is basically Verdane all over again - with the dubious honor of having a Verdanite Lord who, unlike Jamke has some relevance to the plot bar his introduction, but most important, seems to appreciate and want to emulate/import the values/methods of his country to the cast/main plot.
Can you imagine FE4 where Jamke suggests to kidnap Deevtar to seduce lure Andrei in a trap and rekt him?
Of course not.
Just bc there's a poc guy that wants to unite people and get rid of prejudice in story, doesn't mean that the developpers agree to that or support that.
I guess they agreed with the "get rid of prejudice without dealing with the dragon in the room" idea, but the main issue I mentionned and talked about in the other anon reply was the how, and what, doylist wise, it conveys.
"I'll unite people and get rid of prejudice by busting open your country to my people who are as prejudiced as you supposedly are, and I will bring you new values"
That's... not a good way to bring people together lol.
Even in FE16 I found Claude and Almyra's writing a bit odd : why asking Timmy first to stop shunning Bob when Timmy started to avoid Bob because Bob keeps on stealing his lunch money? Shouldn't you ask Bob first to, uh, not be an ass?
In Nopes?
Bob ruins Timmy's house, hits Timmy's toddler sister in the face and still steals his lunch money - but now, Bob has the nerve to tell Timmy that he's doing this to "help" him.
Also, let's not talk about Hopes and how Claude's altruistic dream turns out to be unifying two different nations and make the cohabit by force with him as sole leader of both. AKA the typical fire emblem trope of uniting different countries under one ruler, something that's not progressive in the slightest
Hmmm,
I don't know if you played the older games (FE1 to FE10), but as far as I remember, bar Archanea verse, we have different rulers for each countries and the world is never an unified entity -
And even then, Marth doesn't unify the world by making people "cohabit by force", as forced as it is, everyone gives him their crown.
Sanaki doesn't tell Elincia to suck it as she annexes Crimea in FE10, ditto with Innes and Joshua, or Ced and Ares in Jugdral... I can see Leif's unification of Thracia falling under that criteria, but even then, it's not so much by force than Travant making suicide by cop because he wanted the peninsula to be united and understood he couldn't be the one to do it.
Uniting the continent by force is, on the contrary, what red emperors do, and in traditional FE games, red emperors are defeated.
To return to your main point :
I mean… fire emblem shouldn't be taking in consideration when making points about representing real world issues or using it as a crutch for sociopolitical arguments irl.
Of course, and I totally agree!
The FE series has always been, as its core, a series where a "rightful ruler" returns home to rule "rightfuly" and better than its predecessors, by acknowledging what they did wrong and what they can do now.
That being said, a game is never written in a vacuum : that's the doylist side of various discussions : "What were the devs thinking, was what their reasoning when they decided to make the game this way?"
In 2004, real world persons believed that putting Devdan in their game was okay.
You can give them some flak because different cultural references between Japan and the US world (hell, western world at this rate because damn if Devdan hit "international" racist stereotypes boxes!) - and yet, can you really suppose the devs wouldn't have known, in 2004, that those stereotypes are harmful to real life people and Devdan was basically an insult?
But Devdan was just a living (as much as a fictional character can be alive, but you catch my drift lol) stereotype, the issue was just with Devdan existing.
It was 2004, 15 years later, we expect of IS - not your backwater company! - to never ever fall in the same pits, right?
(well, we had FE13 with the Feroxi main characters who love to fight being dark skinned... so the Devdan dev might still have been there :/ )
FE Fodlan, let it be for design or even names, took some inspiration from RL (it was funny upon release to catch all those links and nods!), and while i appreciated the aesthetic, it was bound to create another "Devdan" issue.
You have Almyra, designed with several RL inspirations (they weren't being subtle with Claude's battalion called the Immortals lol), from design (Claude's clothes and braids!) to units (mounted archers!) to, well, names.
Okay, in itself, it's nothing as insulting as Devdan's existence. But taken with the context?
The devs wrote that Fodlan's aesthetic was supposed to be the Age of Discoveries (1500s and onwards?) so yes, during that Age, you had people who were prejudiced as fuck against people from other lands/different cultures.
But in 2019, we know that those prejudices were full of shit, and either fueled by ignorance, or just, the need to find a good "excuse" to get new lands/manpower/ressources.
Maybe the devs wanted to showcase this part of history : depict the characters being prejudiced against "foreigners" and have them later learn that their prejudice was unfounded !
But... they took the inverse path
Hilda's racist stereotypes? They're shown to be....
True through both games!
As you put it, Almyra are the "barbarians" who : attack the land the characters are from when they're at their weakest, for no reason than to get a good fight - even if it means dying which in turns create several orphans they don't give a fuck about - pillage and "rampage" in cities, let their allies die after accepting a "mutual support" alliance with them, and ultimately rave and scream at their "outdated" values and how you're going to bring them yours.
"You see those people who were derided as savages and barbarians back then in RL - and still are in some parts of the world because the early 2000s happened and in general because racism exists? - Well I'm going to base my fantasy "token barbarian country who is untrustworthy and backstabs everyone" based on them!"
:/
I know you can't compare tomatoes to watermelons, but the Baten Kaitos franchise also has a nation who's, more or less, full of assholes, racists and imperialist pieces of shit. But the devs in those games designed each island/country from scratch, there is no nation that immediately calls back to "RL country X or culture Y"!
you can make a farfetched point about the people wearing ceremonial masks and having totems being a mix of several RL inspirations or at least being a call back to them... but they're part of the most OP people of that universe!
So why? Why, doylist wise, FE Fodlan designed with care - you can't tell me those costumes and outfits were designed in 10 minutes! - Almyra and its characters... only to have them act out as what an english book from the 1780s depicted "oriental" people ?
Unlike Devdan, the racism doesn't ooze out from the way the characters/country was designed, but what role they fit in the story.
It's not a sociopolitical commentary or representing real world but more like another jab at IS for being as prejudiced against non western/japanese cultures and civilisations as they were when FE4 was released, which is problematic in 2019/2022.
(and then you have Square Enix giving us Hyzante in Triangle Strategy, which is even more in your face with the dubious parallels)
#anon#replies#fandom woes#IS is part of the fandom as the creators of the games lol#I mentionned it in the other reply#but while only have dungeons and aesthetics#the Golden Sun Saga had places inspired by real world cultures and civilisations and never#put one under the bus to act as the token barbarians#hell the antagonists from the first game are a tribe of people who can turn into dragons#and the main antagonist is a giant rock with an eyeball#in the third opus we have aliens#but Kibombo? Champa? Ayuthay? they exist and aren't treated as bad as#Almyra is by the plot and devs#Fodlan's unification kink is another can of worms but#in the other series you are never supposed to end up with an unified continent under one leader save for Marth but it happens in the plot#hell in FE4 it's often refered as the bad ending the one where Seliph rules over Jugdral#claude wants to get rid of prejudice by being prejudiced as fuck#of course FE Fodlan being what it is this angle is never challenged directly#i think the only mention that vaguely resembles a challenge is when Hilda is kind of surprised at having to fight side by side with almyran#because they were trying to invade 3 days ago and building relationships with them is kind of hard to fathom#to which iirc claude says to let bygones be bygones#sometimes people fight r8? Dude that's not how it works#FE16#idk if i answered to your post anon lol#But Fates is more muddled than the trailers gave us with the 'good kingdom and bad kingdom'#I know Pat's lolcalisation didn't help at all#but Hoshido isn't perfect far from that
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Small pattern I noticed with the power hours is that it starts off semi normal before getting emotional in the middle [either sad or angry]. But mainly they all end with a "well it be like that sometimes" vibe
Not Perfect- "It's not perfect, but it's mine"
Chonny's Inferno- "The bright, white islands high would get the boring ones excited, but trust me, man, you wouldn't like it"
Memento Mori: the most important thing in the world- "So if you only have one chance, you ought to try your best to live as you'd like. One day, you're going to die."
Idk if its intentional but I find it neat
#chonny jash#KJ is ranting at like 4am again#moss post#idk what that means for the final one#tmph is basically saying it already but “im not perfect but im mine”#thdph being “i maybe be dead & in hell but its not all to bad actually. it could be worse”#wwph with “we'll all die one day with maybe nothing after so like. live life as you can”#all being some variation of#“life's not gr8 but its not always bad either/life be that way sometimes so you just gotta work with what you got”#which now that i think about it a lot of his songs are kinda like that#it is 5 am i do not know what im saying but like you know what i mean
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‘ollie’ and ‘eury’
Alice uses ‘Ollie Lamb’ as a pseudonym. There doesn’t seem to be any connection to any existing character, and I’m still confused about ‘Eury Lamb’, like obviously this is a reference to Eurydice. I see some sources saying this is the new name Villhelm Lamb gives to her, or another pseudonym she takes up herself. If it’s one she takes up herself, then it would make sense she’d use ‘Eurydice’. Even if it’s a name Villhelm gives to her, with the hints that ‘Orpheus’ was working with Sam Bourbon (and possibly Villhelm), could the name still have come from him?
Anyway, back to Ollie, what if this is ‘Orpheus’ real name? Like her nickname for him is Ollie, from Oliver, the same way Little Girl calls him, ‘Orphy’.
They are seriously intriguing. I love going back to Identity V lore and finding out about all of these updates. Headcanon-wise (or even canon??), they have all of the hallmarks of twisted devotion, and that is absolutely my jam. No relationship in Identity V is healthy, but seriously, childhood friends? Alice being called his ‘light’, the hints that he wrote the letter welcoming her back and calling her ‘his bravest nightingale’? I am not immune to tragic love stories, platonic or otherwise. There’s how they were childhood friends, ‘Orpheus’ couldn’t forget her and it’s possible that Alice is at the core of his motivation for whatever (shady) things he does, but how Alice and him are being placed on opposite sides, with Alice ready to face forward and to move on from her trauma, but with ‘Orpheus’ who keeps on looking back, looking back.
They remind me of Anastasia and Dimitri, and Ryang-ha and Chateau from Koroshi Ai. But at its best, ‘Orpheus’ is still an unwitting, or possibly willing pawn to the machinations of the manor. At worst, he’s Baron Deross trying desperately to cling and rebuild paradise, possibly responsible for Alice’s death (if she did die, or possibly turned into Miss Nightingale) in between AoM and ToR. (Could be a reason why ‘Orpheus’ possibly erases his memories again for ten years.) That is absolutely my jam. What else can you expect with the heavy parallels to a tragic mythological couple. They’re one of those inevitable, preventable tragedies, and ‘it matters that the love was there’ tropes I love.
P.S. I find it fated that like how her playmate entertained her with his stories, she still managed to continue reading his stories as ‘Orpheus’ even if she doesn’t recognize him (yet). Based on what we’ve seen, she seems to have a veritable collection of his books.
#idv#idv novelist#idv journalist#idv orpheus#alice deross#orphalice#orphealice#another crack theory I have with no basis whatsoever is that baron deross is dennis deross#in other words he’s still alive and not the benevolent figure orpheus and alice remember him to be#someone pointed out that dennis comes from dionysus#the mob lynching could be referencing sparagmos#that dionysian ritual of ‘tearing’ a sacrifice apart sometimes even a human sacrifice#or maybe dennis deross survived as one of orpheus’ split personalities?#could explain this phrase ‘He believes that this is the obligation that the “father” identity bestowed upon him’#in relation to his protectiveness over the little girl#part of me thinks orpheus remembers alice as both memory and her adult self in tor#because those were the last two times he remembers seeing her#but he remembers lg more clearly because if the novelist did have something to do with ‘harming’ alice#then he can still pretend that he’s a protective figure over alice#it doesn’t destroy his self-image#them separating ‘again’ at the end of aom may have been too much to bear for his psyche#especially if nightmare comes about as a result of him wanting to protect alice from norton/fool’s gold#and he thinks he’s failed in protecting her#wow this got long#idv lore#idv theory#alice is a perfect name allusions to alice in wonderland falling down to wonderland/the underworld/hell and even rhyming with eurydice
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household enemy to the yyh watchthrough number one is the olympics. it's taken us a week to get two episodes into the gamemaster fight
#out of three. please the third episode's what makes it okay im fighting for my life out here#it is NOT for lack of trying on my part but theres only a brief window of time when the olympics is not happening#and as it turns out the watchthrough is Not my mom's first priority (how dare she etc)#i do feel slightly bitter that we've gotten through two eps of band o brothers in the same time#we are fighting for the same timeslots yet somehow the hour long show's gotten a leg up??#you don't have time for a 23 min ep but DO for a 60 min one?? explain the math to me please#idk how to explain the vague feeling of betrayal bc it Does Not make sense Nor matter in the slightest#but cmonnnn we were doing so well. and my little bro's starting up school again soon and my dad's gotta go back to work#sometimes eventually (<- hes on medical leave) and my grandparents are coming over next week We're Losing Time Soon#ughhh if i'd known the olympics were happening (<- somehow completely oblivious to this) i'd have accounted for#my mom getting whisked away by the land of synchronized divers and shot putters and whatever the hell#happens in the summer olympics (<- only pays attention to winter olys)#bc that always happens. and *i* have to go back to school in Some Amount Of Time Im Too Scared To Check (p sure it's late aug though) and#when that happens i'll (hopefully) be stuck across town which means we won't be able to do it any time besides the weekends#and i don't wannaaaaa#i know this is the least important problem anyone's ever had like i get that i know but#it's important to me that they sit down and watch this with me. and watching it pull apart and being#the one who's easily the most invested it makes me look all desperate when i ask them for their time and they can't give it#we can only pull this off neatly in the summer and we were so close and now we're losing it right at the finish line#i don't want life to get in the way of this little bubble i've fought so hard to make y'know#and it's childish and embarrassing and whatever but i just want them to have fun with me with this thing i care about a lot#but i can't do that bc my mom needs to watch the judo matches at Every weight class#even though she's recording a lot of them? i don't understand but whatever i know it's her thing im just moping about it ig#i want it to be as perfect an experience for them as possible and it's slipping away from me#and i don't wanna leave this project unfinished when i start school y'know. sighh#i think they might feel like i only want them around when we're watching stuff. whcih is weird bc that's like#The Singular Way we family bonded literally my whole life so idk why they wouldn't get that when reversed#but either way that IS how i wanna spend time with them. i want them to understand this thing that's become a part of me#and i wanna talk With them about it. and so far it's been fun in a way it's never been before. my mom at least seems to really like it#and i want it to Keep going well bc if we lose momentum im worried they'll start finding it tedious. sighh
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hhhhhrrrrngggggggg
#man bdubs does inspire me a lot#on personal taste his current city isnt my favourite but thats solely based on my aesthetic preferences#but i am in awe of his dedication to techniques#and his skills#and it fills me with a longing for the future#when im older and more practiced and exploring creatively but having the history to back it up#i want to make i want to make i want to make i want to make#and what he said about taking pride in your work#its weird to grow up posting your art on the internet#it changes how you feel about your work#i dont know#just i cant wait to be middle aged and i cant wait to create create create create create create#sometimes i get sad imagining that if i died tomorrow i will have never made what i could#alongside other things idk#life is annoying as hell but god knows i want to be older#what he said about pride. man#i dont know i hate my current build because i never feel like its good enough#i love it and i love being in it but it makes me feel sick even though i love it#its my thing to work on#i think also. how perfect it is makes me feel sick#i started it when i began getting into solarpunk and man. our world isnt that#but its also amazing and i get to create create create create create create create create create create create create#i hope one day i can share my works deeper. i want to be able to talk about art like Bdubs does#i want to be able to talk and have people listen#i want to create create create create create create
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Ily guys but maybe watch Bojack Horseman or the Good Place or even like. The Owl House or something. I do enjoy Hazbin but maybe it's not the most profound piece of art in the world guys it's okay. You can love something that's kinda bad. Most shows are kinda bad. Other shows are less bad though Hazbin isn't some groundbreaking piece of art and that's fine
#not that any of the shows i listed are either#i just mean. this is like baby's first adult show when there are other adult and kid's shows who are doing what it's attempting already#and doing it better#unfortunately#I'd love Hazbin to be amazing but sometimes the quality is... iffy#and that's okay i still enjoy it you can still enjoy it not every piece of media you consume has to be pure and perfect#but I'm seeing too many takes on the boldness of Hazbin's new take on hell and heaven being flawed and i think you should watch other shows#purr purr purr
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