#sooo much work and it was worth it ...

[icebarefoxy]

People I Don't Like -- Happy Sycamore Sunday!

[ethosiab]

Not etho deciding to cut out the bit where he says "Oh you know we joked about not being serious teammates, but uh.. maybe... maybe..." because that looks really bad when he finishes the episode by joining cleo and the others

[jils-things]

by the lighthouse.

dividers

[mortalscience]

Law and Order Criminal Intent - s01e22 - Tuxedo Hill

[tundrakatiebean]

Me, pulling small pieces of fuzz off my face trying not to cry: I am stronger than this velvet. I can sew it. I’m smarter than the velvet. I can sew it.

[vinegar-rights]

My friends call me a theater kid because of my obsession w poto (i need to post my collection here) and my past with being a tech kid. I always refute it because i dont know anything about theater besides reading blueprints and building sets, but now im being trained in the future to fix lights and sound. I think its just a part of my destiny

[lemongogo]

i need 2 get back into painting fish

[gemharvest]

Need to get on top of whatever dumb fucking inferiority complex I got going on I'm tired of looking at everything about myself and going "Wow I am really sub-par." I know it's 2am but this isn't the midnight thoughts talking this is a fucking persistent curse throughout my day.

[hiddenbeks]

i've been thinking about what andrale and celyn are doing and whether they're even alive during veilguard and i think i've finally figured it out.. i don't think andrale would leave to seek a cure for the taint. she struggled against her fate for so long and was incredibly bitter about being conscripted but eventually made peace with it. she cheated death once thanks to morrigan but knows her days are numbered nevertheless and decides to value whatever time the ritual gave her. after the events of awakening she remains the warden-commander but since the blight is over she isn't needed on active duty. so she often leaves vigil's keep to travel or to stay with her clan or whatever but always comes back to ensure the wardens are well and to help train recruits and all that. leaving everyone and everything behind to go on an expedition in the far west searching for a cure that may or may not exist would go against all her development i think. when her calling comes she will go peacefully knowing she lived a meaningful life and made the most of what time she had :) i think she will be somewhat relieved as well. even though she learns to enjoy life again she will always carry the horrors of the blight with her and it will never be the same and she would never be the same even if she was cured. she is a warden and a warden's end is the only end for her!

celyn on the other hand. she is never satisfied she always wants more. she's very eager to join the wardens despite andrale's warnings that the joining could be fatal and that even if she survives being a warden is essentially a slow death. celyn is like yea whatever it beats going back to the circle so she chugs the darkspawn blood, survives, and joins the wardens. at some point andrale assigns celyn to assist avernus with his research and has her take over after avernus passes away. the reality of being a grey warden soon hits celyn and she reallyyyyy doesn't want to die an early death after finally getting out of the circle. so she pores over avernus' writings and figures out how to slow the decay of her body with blood magic the way he had. but it's not enough because even avernus succumbed to the taint eventally. and celyn doesn't want that for herself. where andrale is focused on what is celyn is more interested in what could be... and the taint could be cured maybe... so celyn is the one who decides to take things even further. she is determined to prolong her lifespan by any means and willing to risk everything for the chance to permanently cure the taint!!

[monstermp3]

☀️

[wishmemel]

chan hating himself is my roman empire

[readymades2002]

most coherent+least verbose buzz notes

[floral-hex]

It’s hard to make music when you have no instruments or software or skills or talent and also you don’t actually know how to play anything or make music and you’re dumb as hell

[toxictoxicities]

HELLO UM (im kinda scared to ask this with my account and not as an anon-) ANYWAYS UMM are you participating in artfight this year??? If so, can I have a link of your profile....?"/()!)= I just love your art so much heheddsdfds okbye

I almost feel like I'm the only one not doing it but I know two close mates of mine aren't either which is nice.

However I do host a mini artfight every second year between close buddies where it's chill. I get spooked in big public things HAHA like I need a bridge from this to that I can't just dive in and into expectations and responsibility, commitment- all that jazz. I guess that's why I haven't done inktober again- a formula for burnout.

I'd rather just go around on my own accord and draw fanart here n there! ALSO NEVER BE SCARED TO PUT STUFF IN MY INBOX RDFTYGHU I don't bite unless you ask~

[conartisthaiji]

just wanted to say i loooove looking at your blog themes and that i'll open your page every now and again just to see if youve changed it at all. theyre always cute and the colour scheme on the hq blog right now is sooo pretty :)

TYSM ANON customizing themes is one of my favorite parts of tumblr actually!!! and i like to change the website theme on my main every few months or so; idk if you've noticed but the sidebar has always had chisataki art to match seasons (right now it's fall)!!!

[running-in-the-dark]

over the past few days I've switched from watching lots of cleaning videos (which was good because they made me want to clean - though that effect is still there for now) to sewing videos (which is very very bad because now I want to sew more and get a sewing machine that actually works right (I got mine used for like 50€ and it's very basic and a lot of things just keep breaking/not working (which is probably at least in part because I don't know enough about using it correctly)))