#stuff that makes me SO FUCKING UNCOMFORTABEHEHJSVAVHWVUFAUAGJWVGSCHSCHCSHISVJSCGXSHVA

[anth4rax]

I fucking hate when I start talking about weird stuff that makes me uncomfortable because then I just have to keep talking about it until I get tired of talking about it or else it will not go away and start to affect my goddamn shoulder blades and my teeth

Like the fact when someone doesn’t collect everything like coins when it’s SUPER FUCKING EASY it just makes me feel so uncomfortable that I have to move my shoulders a few times to get that feeling away from me

And then there is the dull pencil thing (ESPECIALLY ON MATH TEXTBOOKS) because if I keep thinking about it for long enough it feels like my teeth is grinding in math textbook paper

Sometimes when after I’m done washing my hands it feels like it. I feel so uncomfortable about my hands after I wash them / hands and feet after I bathe / shower touching stuff I always HAVE to spread my fingers and toes or else I will feel very uncomfortable

Not talking about weird stuff that makes me uncomfortable while in the mood to hate on stuff that makes me feel so uncomfortable makes me want to explode. Not even that it makes me want to rip my skin off and crawl out of it.

I just made myself so uncomfortable with that image omfg I HATE IT when muscles are exposed. It’s not that it looks disgusting it’s because of the goddamn bacteria and germs that can get in there

ESPECIALLY CARPET ON MUSCLES THAT MAKES ME WANT TO MOVE MY ARMS OR SCRATCH MY CALVES BECAUSE IT MAKES ME SO UNCOMFORTABLE

NOT EVEN THOSE “SeNd ThIs To An ArTiSt FrIeNd To MaKe ThEm RaGe” VIDEOS CAN MAKE ME THIS FUCKING UNCOMFORTABLE

I WANT TO STOP TALKING ABOUT IT BUT I CANT BECAUSE THEN IT WILK STAY ON MY MIND I HAVE TO TELL SOMEONE ABOUT THESE FUCKING THOUGHTS OR ELSE I WILL FEEL THE NEED TO RIP MY SKIN OFF

EARLIER TODAY I WAS CLAWING AT MY ARM (not too hard tho I didn’t want to actually hurt myself because I’m a goddamn pussy whose scared at doing a lot of stuff because I don’t want to get hurt) BECAUSE I WAS FEELING SO UNCOMFORTABLE BECAUSE OF THESE THOUGHTS AND THAT MY PARENTS TOLD ME TO BRING MY LAUNDRY TO MY ROOM WHEN I WAS HUNGRY (THAT DOESNT EVEN AFFECT ME AS MUCH AS IT DID TODAY WHAT THE FUCK)

[ink-the-artist]

leopard seal :)

[badolmen]

I love that Twitch does the stream points thing and that so many streamers have like. Basic self care stuff as their lower tier point redemptions. Like fuck yes I will make my fave stressed artist streamer check their posture and stretch for a full minute. Yes I will make the anxious gamer drink water as many times as I can redeem my points during a stream.

[soaptaculart]

L R L R STOP & DASH & UP & TALK B B A B S(tart)

[b4kuch1n]

between us we've just got the one lionheart

[shadeswift99]

Currently obsessed with the extremely small window of time during which Last Life Ren could, in casual small talk, turn to Martyn “may or may not be moderately to severely haunted by an entity often claiming to be the Moon” Littlewood and go “funny thing happened back home, moon’s big, isn’t that weird haha”

[skeletalheartattack]

Love you and your art yes fuck yes fuck yes sir

do you still love me for the monsters ive created in life, do you think you can forgive me, can you look in your heart and forgive me for making among us infomaniac

[nappinen]

oh how things change

[batarangsoundsdumb]

batman webcomic

[clumsypuppy]

I'm with you in the dark

[thatone-highlighter]

“Welp, I ruined your birthday. After all this time I thought I’d be a better friend than this”

“Umm? Hello? I didn’t even know it was your birthday today! I thought I could make it up to you with the craziest day ever! But it looks like I’m just a failure through and through”

Anne is awfully caught up on the idea of being a good friend, and it kinda makes sense from her perspective

Think about it, Who is Anne good friends with? She gets along with lots of people but her main really close friends are Marcy Sasha and Sprig

The last time she saw Marcy and Sasha, they both betrayed her, she disowned one of them as a friend and watched the other die

Now since two of her bestest friends have betrayed her (one of them repeatedly) what if Anne is seeing that as a failure on her part, that SHES the common denominator here, and it’s something she’s doing to make her friends act that way. If so many of the people closest to her keep breaking her trust and betraying her it must be something she’s doing right? She’s not being a good enough friend so they’re not being good friends back

So she tries to prove that she can be a good friend to Sprig and goes all in (to an expressive degree) to PROVE she can do it, prove she can be a good friend and not do something to lead to Sprig also betraying her

Of course, he wouldn’t do that but Anne is in a terrible mental state rn so her judgement is questionable

[montymollusk]

first original post on here in a while because i’ve been watching encanto on a loop since it came out and i have THOTS.

my major one is how dolores’ verse in we don’t talk about bruno is so centered around bruno’s pain and struggle within the family- how no one ever understood him or his gift. she doesn’t demonize him, unlike some people (cough cough resident theater kid) and needs mirabel to understand that bruno is not and was never a bad guy. her desperation in the line “do you understand?” gets me every time

and why would she? even aside from knowing that he’s listening, dolores understands better than ANYONE how it feels to have knowledge you didn’t want and that people resent you for. dolores just has no way to turn it off.

there’s also the fact that we never see her really helping the town throughout the movie. abuela seems to have pretty limited ideas for what her family’s gifts can do for people, and i doubt she would have many ideas for how dolores gift would benefit the community, same with how she shows some trepidation with figuring out what to do with antonio’s gift, mostly just focusing on her relief that the encanto is working properly again.

it makes sense to me that after a while, abuela probably left dolores to her own devices. not trying to completely demonize abuela here, i have complicated thoughts on her character but i do NOT think she’s a monster, i just think that she would try to focus on more concrete and simple ways to help the community in day to day life, where dolores’ gift is pretty specialized. maybe every now and then she relays messages from the townspeople when there’s an emergency or someone doesn’t feel like coming all the way to the casita, but i doubt abuela would come up with anything else.

all this to say- i think dolores understands what bruno went through with his gift, being deemed either useless or actively malicious. dolores was probably terrified of people targeting her for knowing too much, the same as bruno being targeted for not always having happy visions. she knows what happens to people when their gift isn’t helpful enough, so she melted into the shadows.

i think bruno probably appreciated having someone in his corner even before mirabel came to him, someone who gets it like no one else in the madrigals can. though i bet it probably killed him that his niece had to go through what he did, especially after giving her the vision of mariano. i definitely agree with the hcs that dolores snuck him notes or food any chance she got, she probably misses the shit out of bruno and wishes he could sit with everyone at dinner for real.

anyways. bruno and dolores solidarity.

[pantoranqira]

I think Duke Thomas would cyberbully the Riddler

[spotsupstuff]

My absolutely undoubtably favorite scene out of entire lmk is this one

Because its just... so terrifying human... it feels raw, its something i could see happening to me- its just... a young man finding a little kid and immediately offering help, smiling at her, joking a bit, getting immediately to the point of “we gotta get you out of here”. She hugs him because shes just so scared, straight out of her mind. this is the only hug so far that like... I felt like I could feel it, its just. so much. I headcanon that WBS kinda let the Host take control here or just let the emotions of the Host that have been gathering inside of that little chest for Who Knows How Long Now out to get this absolutely perfect “performance”

And then she..

She hides again. Goes back to crying. And Xiaotian was scared out of his mind too just a tiny bit ago but hes frowning and ready to take on whatever here, hes ready to protect this random kid he just found the best he Fucking can. He just snaps into adult mode and i cant get enough of it. Of him taking on responsibility like this. its just??? So amazing, hes so amazing????

He hears her crying again and looks at her like this. Arms outstratched still ready to shield her

AND THEN HE JUST....

HE JUST FUCKIN

HE SPEAKS SLOWLY AND CALMLY AND IN A LOWER VOICE. THE MANDARIN (CN) DUB HAS ME AT THE BRINK OF TEARS. HE JUST... SOUNDS SO FUCKING COMFORTING.... Xiaotian could SO calm down someone from a panic attack- like can we just take a Small Fucking Moment for that. People write a lot about Xiaotian going through ugly things and needing comfort because thats all that really IS happening, but just taking the moment to look at him as someone who would Give the comfort instead. And in like very human way. Maybe when he tries to comfort Xiaojiao he stumbles through his words a bit. Or maybe hes just SUCH a good comforter that he usually doesnt actually stumble. He knows how to say a thing what to say. If he spoke to me like this Id... prolly just straight up fucking breakdown

The amount of SAFETY he can offer

Yeah its WBS in disguise but still, he made a little smile bloom, however much it couldve been fake. It makes the truth hurt even more, that we know what she really is and we watch Xiaotian do his total best at comforting and being There while the thing he is speaking to is only pretending

And of course hes still a complete confused fuckin doofus

But still this scene just shows how different Xiaotian is from your typical protags in that he IS an adult and he KNOWS how to act adult when needed while still being free of the toxic mindset that adults cant act like children, hes driving me up the fuckin wall in the best way possible

[pinktwinkiezoppo]

I know it's not actually Ben but I still love the glowing eyes

Reminds me of Anodite Ben

[vvanini]

They were supposed to be cloud gazing but Richie is too busy melting in Bill’s arms