#suni's stuff

[sunijhida]

Spoilers Spoilers Spoilers! for the end of Endwalker (heh). Below the cut is a lil drabble. Angst, G'raha/WoL, Canon Compliant.

I was having feelings and ideas, and finally I just had to write them down.

Omicron Base, Ultima Thule.

"Raha, wait!" you cry just as he's stepping towards the omicron. He pauses and is still turning back to you when you grab his face in your hands and kiss him. The sound that G'raha makes can only be described as a squeak as he freezes beneath your hands. A moment later he's sighing and melting into the kiss.

The twins may be saying something, possibly yelling, but if they are you can't hear them. You're too focused on him, his lips against yours, his cheeks beneath your hands, his hands finding purchase on your body as you kiss him. You kiss him and kiss him and kiss him with all the love and fear and desperation you have bursting in your chest. You kiss him for as long as you can before you eventually have to slowly pull back. You open your eyes to see him dazed and blushing furiously. Its adorable, and kind of gratifying.

You keep holding his face even as you ease away, eyes locked on his. Gorgeous red that had taken him from you, only to then bring him back. You watch him as you breathe in the small space between you for just a few more moments. You try to savour them as they slip through your fingers.

"Uh you-- and then I-- But you-- I didn't think--" He fumbles for words, obviously wanting to ask what brought that on. You lean forward to press your forehead to his, closing your eyes against the pain in your heart.

"I promise. I promise okay? I'm promising, and I keep my promises. No matter what it takes, I'll keep this one. So just--" A sob kills the words in your throat. You're crying. You shouldn't be crying. You'd wanted to send him off with a smile. A smile better suits a hero. "Just wait for me, okay?"

Hands coming up to yours, he eases you back gently. You open your eyes as your hands fall to hang interlocked between you. He's looking at you. He looks so gentle, so beautiful, so fond. Your heart squeezes in your chest as he smiles at you. "I'll wait," he says. "So don't take too long, alright?" A wet laugh escapes as you pull away, forcing yourself to let him go. His hands tighten on yours for a second before reluctantly loosening and slipping away. Sniffling, you scrub your arm over your face. You look at him, drinking in the sight of him, whole and healthy and alive, and you smile.

"I'll see you soon," you promise.

"I know you will."

This is so much like what happened at the crystal tower when he sealed it and its killing you. You remember begging him not to go, that you'll find another way, just please don't do this. But he felt he had a destiny to fulfill, and was convinced that you'd be alright without him. He'd sealed himself in that damned tower, and when you saw him again-- Well. There's so much more you want to say to him, but you can't drag this out any longer. You'll tell him once he's back. You will.

You watch as he steels himself and turns. He walks up to the omicron and what he says pierces your already bleeding heart. You want to scream as the dark fog of dynamis swirls around him, hiding him from view, but choke it back. Then it fades away and he's gone. Moments later, luminous crystal bursts forth, shimmering and beautiful and horrible. Of course he would become crystal. How could it have been anything else?

You take a moment. You breathe, bracing yourself against the heartache and the fear and every other emotion you can't afford to feel right now, locking it all away inside you. Finally you look at the twins. Alisaie looks just as upset as you are, and you can tell its as much on your behalf as her own. The sympathy in Alphinaud's eyes has you turning away before he can say anything, looking for the start of the crystal road G'raha had sacrificed himself for.

"Let's go. I don't want to keep him waiting."

[sunijhida]

S'uni is preparing to pounce on them, be warned.

(if you don't get it, check this out)

your ocs should be friends with mine btw. my ocs told me they want to be friends with yours. theyre too shy to ask so i have to tell you. my ocs are asking your ocs to be friends with them

[actualfkingvoid]

As suonirei enthusiast..The most annoying thing about suonirei ship is nirei's goal and development revolve around Sakura not about suo ... I hope nii sensei makes nirei notice suo outside Sakura...

suo with second ml energy….he’s stuck in the yearning jail

[dougielombax]

What?

Katy Perry went to space.

Cool.

I mean whatever.

A non-story.

I don’t care. (Shut up!)

What about those poor fuckers what got STUCK there for about 9 months?!

They probably got more done!

Can we NOT turn space travel into a luxury pursuit for the rich!

For fuck’s sake!

[campbyler]

this fic literally keeps the byler part of me alive

me as well anon i think about them 24/7 it's actually embarrassing

[sunijhida]

Okay. So this is kind of on my tumblr already, but I will elaborate.

I was torn between Au Ra and Miqo'te. If you give me an option to have a tail? I'm gonna take it. But I had to choose which one.

I knew I wanted to play rogue, and then it hit me. The dumbest kind of pun.

A miqo rouge? Is just a Cat Burglar.

Hey, quick WoL related question! Why did you choose the race they are, what was the thing that pulled you to your WoL/oc's race?

[sunieepo]

been thinking of quitting tumblr or at least... idk... using it really differently

i feel like scrolling the dashboard i'm just inundated with so many bad takes / sexism / racism / horrendous world news / doomerism / things i've asked ppl to tag but aren't (not upset about it because i get that i'm asking a lot). and i get that it's supposed to be funny/absurd seeing people online say bad takes but it just makes me feel pretty down sometimes. in general i think exposure to random people's takes on the internet is just very damaging to my mental health. same with the constant stream of awful news

i'm currently finally seeing a therapist to try to help me with some of my more serious mental health issues and i think i'm overall just much more sensitive now than i was in the past. especially with the sexism stuff man. and i get why people wanna post about and complain about bad takes they see online regarding this but... god, i'm just exhausted. i'm tired. i don't have any more rage or ridicule left in me. i'm just incredibly sad at the state of the world rn and i have no more energy left to feel anything but sad about it.

scrolling specific character/fandom tags is still pretty safe so i'll still have that, but... yeah, for similar reasons to why i left twitter, i'm kind of feeling evacuating my main tumblr dash if nothing else.

that or i could get really aggressive about muting/unfollowing people for posting untagged bad take shit, but i'm already only following about 200 users and my dash would literally just be a ghost town if i did this lmao.

shrugs. idk. tl;dr i'm a baby and my headspace is the worst it's been in years and i just don't have it in me anymore to tolerate being exposed to bad takes, even if i'm supposed to find them ridiculous.

[sunijhida]

Better look out, S'uni's playing the pouncing game.

[red-omega]

Happy halloween here's a tier list of villainous coaches from my timeline. "Villain" ranges from temporary arcs to The Devil. Sorry if your fave is on here

[sunijhida]

S'uni likes play-pouncing on her friends. She'll sneak up on you, do wigglebutt.exe and the BOING, she's above your head, her hands are pushing on your shoulders and you're both going down. Sometimes it turns into a cuddle, sometimes whoever she was stalking catches her (both figuratively and literally) and sometimes she misses. But she thinks its fun, and although she'll stop pouncing on you personally of you request it, she's also not about to give up her favourite game.

Headcannons on how the pounce game goes with each of the scions below the cut!

She likes playing her pounce game with Thancred, since he presents a real challenge, and he indulges her because it gives him the chance to practice and keep his skills sharp. He tends to dodge, which give her a chance to immediately spring into a second pounce, and sometime it turns into a parkoour chase game instead. Alphinaud is long-suffering. Alisaie is furious every time that she's been surprised, but wants to catch her in the act so doesn't tell her to stop. Urianger is indulgent, and actually strong enough with good enough balance to keep from falling over most times, and will indulge her with a cuddle after if she asks. Y'shtola spotted her the first time she tried to pounce, looked at her stance and just said "No." S'uni has never pounced on Y'sthola. Too scary. S'uni only play pounces gently with tataru, and usually just lands behind her and gives her a hug. She didn't really get a chance to play her game with Paplymo, but I imagine if she did he wouldn't be very impressed. S'uni is also more hesitant about sneak-pouncing on lalas. It wouldn't necessarily hurt them more than it would any other person, but she feels bad about knocking them over. And also fears what would happen if she did. When she tried to play-pounce on Lyse, Lyse sensed her at the last possible moment and instictively hit S'uni with a spinning kick to the face. They've unanimously decided that S'uni won't play that game with Lyse again. Krile has told her its okay, as long as she isn't busy with something. S'uni usually doesn't pounce directly onto her, but next to or behind her instead. Estinien just flipped out of the way the first time. During HW he was absolutely unimpressed with the game, and S'uni didn't really try to play with him. After HW though, it evolved into a new kind of game, similar to Thancred, in which S'uni pounces and Estinien flips, and they will run all over jumping over each other and trying to tag the other first. And that leaves us with G'raha. S'uni loves G'raha. She liked him from the moment he first taunted her in Urth's Faunt and challenged her to a race. She fell in love with him before he went into the tower to sleep. She ached for him throughout HW and StB. She couldn't help but be reminded of him in ShB, though she was too scared to get her hopes up and convinced herself it couldn't be him. It both broke and healed her heart when it was. Now that he's back, he's her favourite to play her pounce game with. She did play it with him a few times before the tower, but it was a more 'pounce quickly and run away before they can retaliate' kind of thing. Now, its different. She'll try to stalk him, and if he's researching she usually succeeds. She'll pounce onto him and knock him over and then it turns into a wrestling match (the kind you've seen real cats have). Eventually they stop to flop on the floor in some configuration or other, laughing and catching their breath. And then, once they've calmed down from their little bought of silliness, she'll sit with him while he tells her what he's researching this time, listening with a fond smile on her face, interacting and asking questions. Its what she wanted with him from the very beginning. And now she finally has it.

I've had a bad few days. So! Reblog & tell me a silly/fun fact about your WoLs!

(& if you really wanna make me happy, spin my wheel and ask me for a fact about whoever it lands on!)

[claired3lune]

me when suni lee is on my screen

[astrobei]

in an unfortunate turn of events i recently got into game of thrones

[shameofice]

some oc skins (large for detail)--flower princess skin for suni, inazuma traditional-ish for sako, and business-work for shou! (scopophobia cw for shou's)

[iguessweallcrazyithinktho]

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[roseband]

ugh.....last week i had to do a bunch of overtime, this week......i have like no work and just gotta sit here waiting for requests to come in

why can't things be evenly distributed ;_;

[edenfenixblogs]

Me: I think I’ll catch up on the Olympics. I’m a former gymnast who loves gymnastics. Let’s see what’s going on there!

Me: Awesome! Way to go team USA and Simone Biles! What an achievement! I’m so proud of them. How cool that two women of color from the USA take gold and silver in the individual all-arounds! And Simone got a record breaking number of awards Olympic medals and took gold at age 27!!!! That’s unheard of in gymnastics!!!!

Olympic YouTube Video: Here is cool stuff about Team USA and Brazil.

Me: this is a hard time for Israelis. I’m so glad we have these Olympic Games—an event specifically about putting aside politics and celebrating individual humans regardless of where they’re from. I think I’ll do a quick search to see if any Israelis are competing in any televised events this time! It’ll be nice to see some apolitical stuff about Israel. I love that Brazil placed, too. And team USA was cheering them on! What good sportsmanship!

YouTube Search Result Video 1: Israelis play SOCCER??? In France???? When GAZA IS GETTING BOMBED???? Sounds like Jews love the GENOCIDE-lympics am I right????

Me: …um. Did you want the athletes in Israel instead? Actively involved in the bombing you said you don’t like? Isn’t it good that young, talented people are here in Paris using their strength and talent for something other than war???

YouTube Search Result Video 2: This is a news report about Houthis threatening to attack Israelis as the Olympics and Israeli olympians needing increased security. Some have had their data breached and also faced threats from Iran.

Me: This is definitely normal and not at all a terrifying memory of the time a bunch of Jews were attacked at a previous Olympic Games.

YouTube Search Result Video 3: Israeli athletes report feeling isolated and threatened at Olympics to the point that they require 24h security.

Me: EverythingIsFine.jpg

Youtube Search Result Video 4: Israelis booed at their soccer game. Protestors shout “Heil Hitler!”

Me: Hmmm, something about the fucking HITLER part makes me think that perhaps this is less about supporting Palestine and more about hating Jews.

YouTube Search Result Video 5: Algerian Olympian refuses to compete against Israeli Olympian in Judo.

Me: …so…he gave Israel the victory in that event? In protest of…Israel? Placing him on the podium? With a bronze medal? After waiting his whole life to be in the Olympics? …that sure will show him…something?

Official Olympics YouTube Channel: There is no war in Ba Sing Se, and I have never heard of this place you call Israel.

Me: (heavy sigh) of course not

Official NBC Sports YouTube Channel: umm???? Israel. Israel? Israel you say? Nope. Doesn’t ring a bell. Are you sure they make athletes there?

Me: Yes.

NBC Sports: Did you mean you want to see Simone Biles?

Me: No, I saw Simone Biles already.

NBC: How about Suni—

Me: Let’s assume I’ve seen all of team USA gymnastics.

NBC: Katie Led—

Me: No, that’s US swimming. Which is very cool. But I have run a search for Israeli Olympians please.

NBC: Ugh. Fine. Best I can do is a video of Qatar winning at volleyball. That feels related to Israel, right?

Me: Not…really what I was going for. But thanks, I guess.