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3. cold hands in warm hands Jonathan+Quincey
6 October, morning.
"I shall not wait for any opportunity," Quincey said fiercely. "When I see the box I shall open it and destroy the monster, though there were a thousand men looking on, and if I am to be wiped out for it the next moment!"
Almost before he had finished speaking, Harker stepped up to him and reached out to clasp his hand. His grip was strong, his eyes blazing, and in that moment a solemn promise was agreed upon between the two of them without a single word spoken. They were in agreement: neither of them would let any chance slip by. This Count would die at their hands, no matter the cost.
It was no longer any real surprise at this point, but Quincey still found himself thinking it again: there's the man who made it out of that castle.
After Van Helsing finished speaking, all the men turned to disperse. Quincey stood behind for a moment or two, lost in thought. He had less to arrange than the others. Watching over Art after his father and fiancee's death, he'd taken a notion - and then an afternoon - to update his own will. He hadn't known exactly why, then. The musing over where the blood had gone had reminded him of the Pampas, sure, but he hadn't truly expected anything like what was to come. He'd just seen all Arthur had to deal with, and thought to smooth the path back home should the unexpected come to pass.
For all that everything had changed in the past few days, not much about his affairs would stand any different now. The only exception, perhaps, was the man whose oath he now shared, and that excellent, kind lady to which he was married. Perhaps he should add a proviso for their sake as well.
Thinking of the couple got Quincey's feet moving, and he quickly moved down the hallway. He caught up just before Harker stepped back into his own room, calling out to him.
"Might I have a word before you go?"
"Of course, Mr. Morris. What can I do for you?" He turned away from the door, his hand slipping off the handle.
"Pardon me for this, but," Quincey said, reaching out to grasp that hand before it fell to the man's side, "it's more yourself."
"I... don't understand," Harker said, his tone mildly confused. He didn't pull his hand away, but Quincey noticed him sliding a foot back an inch, firming his back to the wall. He looked straight up into Quincey's eyes.
"I couldn't help but notice," Quincey said. He reached up to fold both his palms around Harker's hand, squeezing a little. Hopefully sharing a bit of warmth.
Harker's hand was ice-cold between his fingers. He knew he ran a little hotter than most, but still he'd noticed the chill the moment they'd touched. Harker's face was pale, his eyes fierce but tired, all color washed out of his hair. For the past three days, he'd been moving about as if there was lightning running down his spine; a deep well of crackling energy barely hidden within his body, and rising almost to the surface whenever talk turned to their foe. Quincey respected it like anything. And yet...
"I apologize if I'm poking my nose where it isn't wanted. But I'd like to suggest you take it easy, today. Join your wife in her rest." Quincey rubbed the hand between his a little, drawing Harker's gaze and attention down to the point of contact between them. "We'll need all our strength when the time comes."
There was a long pause before Harker spoke.
"Thank you," he said, very quietly, eyes still on Quincey's hands. He looked back up again before going on: "I will try to keep that in mind."
His eyes were cold, too. Not heartless, just the opposite - all the heart within him set so firmly on his goal that everything else froze over. A deadly storm, just waiting to break loose, an intention sharp as a knife. Quincey felt a little hint of that lightning slip between them, settling against his own spine.
He let go, confident that Harker understood. The man might need a reminder or two in the days to come, but he'd make it through without collapsing prematurely. He'd do what it took to be there at the end, and he'd be ready when it came.
"That was all," Quincey said, stepping back. He nodded with a smile, and Harker smiled back. It was a small enough one, but that it was there at all was probably enough.
He headed off further down the hall, but didn't go right to his own room. He'd add the Harkers in, sure enough, but the worst eventualities could wait a little longer. First, he'd like to do something to help them before that day. They'd be heading out in the morning; that gave him an afternoon to find what he needed.
After it was all over, Mrs. Harker would probably want to write up their stories again. He'd seen that typewriter of hers, and surely there was something in London better-suited to bring along. And her husband... well, perhaps he could use a pair of gloves.
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5 November, evening.
Harker wasn't wearing his gloves. Quincey had seen him wearing them when he set out with Art, so he didn't know why not today. Maybe he, too, had gotten hot during the headlong chase.
He must have, Quincey decided, because his ungloved hands felt so warm. He could feel one behind his head, supporting him, and one was reaching down over his own hand, pressing hard into his side.
It hurt. It hurt like nothing he'd ever felt, but Quincey didn't mind. Because he was cold, and getting colder. It was funny how the blood against his hand felt so hot, when his hand itself was trembling from the cold. Maybe it wasn't that Harker's hand was warm, but just his own that was cold.
Mrs. Harker's hand was warm, too. So warm around his other hand, and her eyes were welling up with tears, but full of life as well, for the first time in so long. He smiled to comfort her before the end came.
But it was all right. Wracked with shivers as he was, he didn't mind. The cost was paid. They'd agreed on that, and if anyone had to pay it, better he than...
It was good Harker wasn't wearing his gloves. The fabric would be clean later, not stained with the blood leaking out around both their fingers no matter how hand they pressed on the wound. Clean like Mrs. Harker's forehead, smooth and unblemished. Thank God. Thank God, that was truly a gift to see!
"I am only too happy to have been of any service! Oh, God!" he cried, shoving himself upright, pulling his hand away from Harker's to point to her. The wind bit at his exposed fingers, and he felt so cold, but it was okay. It was worth it to show them, in his last moments, now that the end had truly come. "It was worth for this to die!"
#dracula daily#quincey morris#jonathan harker#dracula fic#sorry i made this sad at the end. couldn't help thinking about the positions being reversed and the fulfillment of the promises...#i thought about continuing to his actual final words but i think this works better for what i've got here#my fic#anonymous#diverging from my usual take that quincey probably got mina the typewriter in galatz just so he can get both of them presents here#technically either could be possible
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was thinking about camp camp (woah really??) and the theme song and I started wondering how many of the activities in the fast part of the song I've actually done, so naturally I had to find the answer to that question in bingo sheet format:
you'll probably notice some of them are missing (Spaceships, Bomb Defusal, No Refusal, and Keeping up with Rhyming), and that's because I needed it to fit into a 5x5 grid. so I figured I'd axe those four because spaceships and bomb defusal are pretty unlikely, no refusal is really vague, and keeping up with rhyming is so broad and universal that it wasn't even really a question worth asking. if you actually have defused a bomb or been in a spaceship before and I've robbed you of a rare opportunity to humble brag about it, that's your own fault entirely for being too cool and interesting.
anyways, here's what I got. the answer to my original question is apparently that I've done about half of the activities listed in the fast part of the camp camp theme song.
#camp camp#i also originally wanted to keep them in the order of the lyrics but it was really unbalanced in terms of how common the activities were#the bottom row was entirely comprised of things 90% of people have probably done at some point in their lives#and since four were missing it was never going to match up anyways#theres a few that you could really get into pedantics with#like yeah its obviously about american football but ive played soccer which is also called football#and ive played charades which is the physical act of miming!!! but i have not Been a mime#i kinda based my technicality answers on how likely i think i and/or the average person are to end up in the most literal interpretation#so i didnt give myself football or miming because its entirely possible i could end up in either of those situations#moreso miming than football with the way I've been living my life recently#but if i had ever been on a trapeze in any context i wouldve marked circus trapeze because i will never be in an actual circus#and i gave myself treasure hunting because i went on a number of scavenger hunts (sometimes for fake treasure) as a child
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If anyone's into it feel free to take this off my hands cause I don't want it:
Metadow where Silver's their kid, facilitated by Metal's mucking about with genetic splicing -- since apparently he's interested in biotech, judging by Heroes -- so insert whatever shipping stuff one wants with them during the 200 years or whatever, and eventually someone gets the bright idea for a test tube baby for some reason, and huh weird it came out looking a lot like that one guy they used to know from the future *wait a minute--*
#metadow#sonic shipping#and that's all I'm tagging it in really#I was just idly musing about how Silver being Shadow's kid could possibly work and well I guess Metal could *technically* reproduce#if he actually wanted to; dunno that he would; that'd depend on your writing#but yeah just jurassic park that shit -- get some rando donor dna and patchwork sequence in whatever genes ya want#add to Shadow's genes and pop it in an easy-bake and voila telekinesis gremlin#potentially a way to explore the design challenge that is fankids with Metal as a 'bio' parent without needing to be robots#could even match traits to be whatever his organicsona would have#course since genetics don't exactly work as a 1-1 he could still do that and hypothetically have Silver who doesn't look much like either of#them; cause there's still going to be recessive genes and stuff from the patchwork dna and Shadow's#unless they somehow made Shadow without any unexpressed genes but I don't know why/how you'd do that#anyway I don't do much romance stuff but I do like the idea of Metal continuing to be a bioscientist so it'd be neat to see something like#that#course it's just as if not more interesting for him to have robot kids#but it's another option that's also relatively unique to him#although I guess he could help anyone have a kid if they wanted; that'd probably be nice of him#dude just wanted to turn himself into a cool bio-robo-dragon and now the Gays are asking him about gene splicing#in actual stories I prefer found family stuff but I enjoy the challenges that come with 'how could these two biologically work' and#'what would a kid of these two look like based on their genetics'#it's a fun exercise and design challenge#but the romance ain't for me so someone else is welcome to try this
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Ok I have an idea/weirdly specific au that I don't know when/if I'll ever do something with, so I'm gonna throw it out into the void (tumblr dashboard) and see where it goes:
(Contingent on two major changes: Jack lives, and Mac and Riley were abducted more than once for nanobot testing and were returned home without their knowledge)
After escaping the bomb that nearly took his life, Jack Dalton went into hiding, pouring everything he has in to taking Kovac down once and for all. With no team, no backup, and no way to communicate with his family back home, it's much easier said than done. (maybe he knows he'd have been declared KIA, maybe he has no idea)
After months of working from the shadows, hopping place to place, he finally manages to uncover the truth about Anya Vitez, and the whole operation being a front. [With the phoenix being shut down post s3 and operating under new management in s4 I think it would make sense nobody back home would know about the kovac mission being over/declared a success. maybe a bit of a stretch? idk just bear with me here]
While he found enough evidence to bring down Vitez and end the mission, he ended up getting a little more than he bargained for. Whispers of a sketchy US government experiment have popped up, and while Jack's suspicious, he just wants to get home and see his kids again- he's been gone for far too long.
As he makes his way back home, each new piece of information he hears is more concerning than the last. His various sources all claim something sinister is going on, something to do with tracking technology?
One of Jack's old CIA buddies who owes him a favor lets Jack stay with him at a secure facility before he flies back to LA. Left alone with his thoughts and clearance to go and do as he pleases, Jack can't ignore the niggling feeling at the back of his mind. His feet move on their own accord, and he finds himself outside a dark computer lab, monitors glowing dimly in the darkness.
A grin slowly makes its way across his face. Maybe he could get in touch with the Phoenix, check in on everyone. He'd been months without contact, he couldn't wait to see everyone again- they had so much to catch up on.
His mood dampened a bit when thinking about how Riley and Mac must have been doing, they always ribbed him good-naturedly during their check in calls. "Don't forget to call us back, old man!" They'd laugh.
(They tried to call once per week, but being on an undercover operation like this where connections are spotty at best, and risk giving away your position? It unfortunately couldn't always be done, such is the nature of the job.) He imagined their worried faces at the unexplained lengthy lack of contact and winced. Hopefully it'll all be smoothed over when he got back; he'll make it up to them. After all, he'd promised pizza and skee-ball, didn't he?
He sat himself down at the keyboard, and got to work setting up a secure message to Matty. While he wasn't particularly tech savvy (that was much more Riley's speed) he'd been doing this long enough to know how to get an encrypted message back to the barn.
His code didn't go through.
He frowned, thinking back to the last time that happened. While that mission in Amsterdam had certainly been a disaster, he at least saw being disavowed as a possibility. This time? He couldn't think of a single reason. What....what happened while he was gone?
Before he could dwell on that for too long, he noticed some of the file names on the computer desktop. His mind snapped back to the rumors of dubious experiments he heard about, and couldn't help the shiver that ran down his back. Did the room get colder?
He hovered over the file.
97V1G0H2_AM_Experiment#1.mp4
He hesitated. Jack glanced up at the clock. There were two hours until his friend would come back and retrieve him for takeoff.
His gaze wandered back to the file. There was another one just below it.
97V1G0H2_RD_Experiment#1.mp4
He sighed, weighing his options. Snooping in a government database wasn't something to be taken lightly, but he knew in his gut something was wrong. If he was being honest, he'd made his choice the moment he laid eyes on it.
He clicked play.
#this. this turned from a broad idea post into a little mini fic im so sorry i didn't mean for that to happen#also there's a lot of hand wavy bullshit I did to make this scenario possible please excuse all that#hopefully this is as entertaining to you guys as it is to me#his kids were experimented on and mind controlled for fucks sake and HE DIDNT EVEN GET TO KNOW ABOUT IT. IT KILLS MEEEEE#macgyver 2016#macgyver#jack#mac#riley#prompts#technically.#also whoever wants to run with this idea you have my full support#go wild#and actually this could also be either before or after 5x15's nanobot removal. dealer's choice#so many variables to play with im going insane#come. play touys with me#mapleposts#ive never actually written anything like this before and actually shared it so dont judge it too harshly DSGVHDJSBGSKS
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"My dpd traits aren't that bad" you need one million check ins to make sure ur doing the exact right thing you were told to do or else you cannot breathe properly my guy
#not a vent i promise lmao i think its funny that i doubt things so often but behave so obviously#my therapist. before i left her. said its either bpd w dpd traits OR dpd with bpd traits and we don't technically know which but.#the bpd stuff was caught first so I THINK its bpd w dpd traits but i could actually be wrong there#and i left before figuring out the possible ocd and psychosis stuff. so.. yayyy /sar
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@thehelplessmortals shared this with me and...Penelope coded.
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She definitely tried to gross out Odysseus in a dumb "You think you can handle me, idiot? >:) " way. (She's stubborn and in denial at first. When she realizes she actually likes him, she's a mess.) And while eating raw fish is normal for naiad-born in Sparta, when she learned Odysseus wasn't used to naiads in daily life, she just really went wild with it.
He's just staring at her kind of expressionless and she thinks "Ha, see? You don't really like me."
But he's just like
"You like carp? Cuz if you do, we got plenty on Ithaca! Many more fish too! And if we don't, I'll get you some!"
And she's annoyed because her plan didn't work. Girlie is self-sabotaging even though she thinks he's neat.
#this is normal for naiads but she also doesn't have impulse control. She'll jump in mid-convo.#...part of the joke is that basically no one eats carp because they're fucking disgusting :D same with catfish...at least where I live#Helen: “uh...I could just shock the water and then you could get them.”#Penelope: “Where's the sport in that?! >:( ”#It's not like a “playing hard to get” she just genuinely doesn't believe he could possibly like her and being a shit about it.#“Helen's supposed to get the happy ending. not me” (which Helen even is like “you're an idiot”) she eventually gets#her act together :D she's overwhelmed right now. especially since he's just head over heels and just... a LOT as he doesn't know#what to do with these feelings either and she gets mad at him for constantly talking about marriage “The more you say it. the less I wanna"#especially with his reputation to bully and fuck with people. and the fact that he lied to her so much when they first met. she doesn't#trust him. He's overwhelming her and then she's finally like. “if you're so interested. we're doing things at my pace.” then things get chi#they're both so used to putting up their guard that they can't genuinely believe this could be something wonderful#she actually is kind of afraid of the fact that “...Do you just have a thing for Naiads?? since you're not used to them?” are you weird?#but he interacts fine with other naiads. and isn't affected by Helen.#shot by odysseus#Mad rambles#my headcanons#odypen#btw. she chew through bone technically :D fish bone but bone#kind of want to make a “moodboard for the Water Wife”#penelope#Water Wife
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footnotes arent enough I need you to talk to me like im fucking Amelia Bedelia
#this isn’t about anything in particular btw. I just have to add a lot of memos when I’m doing things because some things are done a certain#way and it isn’t explained well in the instructions. like my mom has instructions on her baking recipes right#but when it says stuff like add dry ingredients to wet ingredients it also means you don’t dump it in one go you add it slowly by portion#this is probably why I find videos and demonstrations the most helpful when I learn something. like I almost always ask someone to show me#how they do it because there could be something they do that’s already second nature and wouldn’t really be considered in an explanation yk#I don’t think I’m an exception either. when the rice is done cooking I divide it into 4 quarters to bless it#but there are a million ways to divide rice and it makes me think that one persons way of doing it or not doing it all is just as valid#theres also technically no wrong way to divide rice afaik. this means either all ways of dividing rice is safe or valid until we find some#universally terrible way of dividing rice. until that happens nobody really thinks about specifying HOW you divide the rice#source: I have anxiety starting and doing things for the first time because I got way too many people yell at me NONONO WHAT ARE YOU DOING#THATS WRONG while I’m in the middle of doing the thing. I would rather have people think I’m either very stupid or overly specific#than go thru the panic inducing fear of ‘YOURE DOING THIS WRONG OMG WHY DIDNT YOU ASK AHEAD OF TIME THIS WILL BE FUCKED UP FOREVER’ 🧍#nothing wrong if you don’t give something a second thought because you’re so used to it. but I can and will ask about it and I don’t think I#really should feel bad about it if I don’t know enough to dispute it. idk#the other way around I try to be as specific as possible and word things in a way that people who might not get where I’m coming from will#understand. but the problem with that is my explanations tend to be lengthy and I lose them either way 🗿#Im. trying to work on that using examples and stuff because they seem to work the best#but if I could write everything down on a word doc and beam it into your melon that would save both of us time and embarassment#im rambling the short version is I have adhd#yapping
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blorbos from my brain
#beloved villainxcivilian wip. i need to draw you#post unrelated to previous few. mostly#if anyone's reading this post and curious: vague superhero/villain-containing setting; mc is a woman who gets out of a shit relationship#w a local hero by selling his work laptop to a local villain and using the money to flee the province/whatever with her cat & suitcase.#gets set up w a tiny apartment. barely leaves. severe anxiety that she's gonna be tracked down by either her ex or the villain to tie up lo#loose ends#eventually unwinds enough to leave; takes a 3rd shift at an ancient tiny library with old archives#local supervillain (not that she knows at first) becomes a repeat visitor looking over the old city blueprints and hwhatnot on file#eventually unwinds enough to start a mayyybe situationship#he's not blind she's clearly very distrusting n nervous even if she's got a crazy good customer service face so he's very slow abt it#lets her set the pace of whatever they're doing#which simultaneously reassures her and makes her nervous#because it could be a mask. it could be a trap. she literally has no way to really know#gets worse when the truth about his profession comes out#mental breakdown. lots of yelling. butter knife brandished like a weapon (<- taken very seriously)#once shit settles a lot of time is dedicated to figuring out how they want to continue this. if they want to#given that there is realistically a crazy power dynamic between them. she's an immigrant who had to uproot herself from literally everyone#and everything she knows and has; has no support system in a country she is technically not legally supposed to be in;#he is very influential; having both notable scores of money socked away and a potentially a mole in the local policing force#if he wanted to make her disappear in one way or another it would not be difficult for him#much how her ex was becoming. extremely overbearing so to speak#so Yah trying to navigate that. very serious discussions if they can make that work out or if they should split#bc i want a happy ending i think they make it work! not sure about the specifics but theyre good#i think he doesnt realize how badly shes fucked up until at some point after The Breakdown he puts together that she's the reason the hero#in a few provinces away got completely Fucked by the local villain scene#and putting that together with her severe anxiety and not-great living situation. why she would've possibly done that#anyways. the inspiration for this all was mostly out of distaste for most of the romantasy books i have to see in various fandom tags#male love interest who doesn't really respect boundaries VS. m.l.i. who is extremely respectful of boundaries while managing to remain a vi#villain by the laws of the genre/setting/otherwise plot#(and asking the question of what does villainy mean in this context)
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I was looking at old photos of some of my nuggets yesterday from before I did my first day 1 reset (aka before I got a mod that lets you keep your agents during day 1 resets) and realized that I accidentally remade Eva wrong. Except! Beautiful world! It's actually a good thing because her current back hair was her dead sister's back hair so actually it was intentional from the start and I'm a genius forever <3333
#rat rambles#oc posting#I mean I already gave her a nod to her sister by giving her scarecrow gift but Ill use the excuse again idc#dont ask how many of my guys ego gifts are cheated in dw abt it#look for most of them it was just to give my naked guys some randomly generated gifts for inspiration purposes#most of the gifts on my more established guys were either gotten completely legitimately or were given back to them after losing them#this is pretty much the only exception I think#and look I did a lot of ego gift grinding I just needed ideas for my nothing burger guys#also juliet legitimately did not get her first ego gift despite being my number 1 for so god damn long I had to fight to get her mask#technically her first gift was happy teddy bear but she got it in the later portion of my mask grind and the day had to be reset#I Did get it back once she got her mask after some more arguous grinding tho#all of that and her glasses just sorta jumpscared me after she worked on old lady like. twice.#which makes sense since hashtag teth moments but also girl you were my og why didnt you get Any teth gifts until now#most of my guys are riddled with them istg like 90% of my facility has the stupid walkie#and she's The repression guy! get it together girl!#it is funny looking back on my first few hours since at the time I was very much having my main 3 guys focus on different stats#I was like yeah Ill have a fortitude guy and insight guy and a justice guy sure hope this doesn't lead to situations where I only have one#guy capable of working on certain abnormalities due to me not investing in their stats equally#thankfully I eventually got the memo and practiced good healthy stat distribution#juliet and loki never rly left their specialty lane fully tho even after I had to start from scratch with both#juliet is my justice guy and loki is my fortitude guy even with all their stats maxed#I almost wish I had attempted to min max a nugget to get like 200+ in a stat because I know its possible Ive just never tried#I assume justice would be the easiest to go for in an end game scenario since theres quite a few gifts that give a pretty stupid amount#but I also imagine prudence would be a fairly easy trait to minmax due to the sheer abundance of gifts for it if I recall#but I could never minmax juliet because then Id have to get her ego gifts I do not want her to have#she's already peaked in her design she doesn't need anything more <3#shout out to how I tried so so hard to get yui silent orchestra gift for so so long and never got it </3#and then my randomly generated ego gift scheme made fun of me for it by giving I believe Three nuggets the gift#I only gave the suit to one of them (christopher) tho since yui needs her swag and also I didn't want to feel like I was cheating too hard#anyways I like to imagine eva wearing a gift that wasn't hers helped contribute to her eventual ego corrosion <3
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wondering for oc reasons - if two (or more) mimes were closely bonded (similar to how n&o are a package deal, in a sense) would they be able to host in the same body? if not, is it ever possible for that to happen?
No, even N & O cannot host the same thing at the same time. One host can only hold the system of one mime, and especially in biological hosts, the conflict of hemolymph would not allow both to exist in the same body.
A mime invades the host's system with their own, stemming out themselves to conform to the innards of the body, and that doesn't leave much room or functionality for a second controller.
That being said, in very special circumstances like in Atromea's case, it is still theoretically possible. Atromea, while mentally two seperated mimes, is fused into one functional being. They have their own unique color of hemolymph and there is no issue of two different colors mixing. Together they could host one body, though it'd probably be a mental mess. As soon as they split up though, they are two seperated bodies and can no longer host in one single individual.
Mimes bound together such as Atromea are a rare case, but obviously not impossible to achieve-- and that would be the only way two mimes could host together.
#it's a little more complex when it comes to electronic hosts#because their hemolymph is converted to electricity instead#if there are two bound sources of electricity in one electronic device#two mimes could host one device#but what functions either mime can control is directly derivative of their hosted side of the power#if that makes any sense#you could also get into sea life where there are organisms that are technically colonies of several organisms working in tandem#each of those organisms could be hosted by an individual mime#why the hell there would be millions of mimes dedicated to controlling like. one colony of coral or something...#that's beyond me.#but never the less it's possible#brambleramble
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Idea time: Nightmare/Dream blunt rotation, but the only participants can be members of your system
#technically i stole this idea but i have the approval of the original creator of the idea#(my partner system who is very loopy off of pain meds)#dream: liv and v possibly aiza and aj#dont think it would go well with others in that group#nightmare: tess trevor eddie gerry lovecraft theta#loki could go either way#though i'm tempted to put him in drea#m#system#did#osdd#pdid#osddid#osdd did#actually dissociative#pdid system#did osdd
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“Why does Spotify keep thinking I need ‘villain era’ music???”
Actually listens to my music thinking about how well it perfectly fits unhinged and darker versions of characters
“Ah.”
#I could also have talked about how often I listen to godhunter and uhh normally I’m thinking about the godhunter character for my OCs but uh#lately it’s also been thinking about the being she’s hunting in the song and how well the lyrics fit a certain possible path#even though yes#it is also on Conor’s playlist technically because he could either fit character in it#depending on his mood that day
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hey it's not just confused it also feels like you'd be upset with me pretty much either way
#i frankly#simply don't think any of this should even be real#and it is and it's total hell and i never even know anything#i don't know what to do or to think#and it's probably the point anyway with all this cult stuff#it's depressing#mhm#like i pretty much don't care what anyone even thinks of me at this point#like it's been some random kinds of really really bad based on who knows what for a few years now#but of course it's upsetting to fuck things up with you#you also like#keep forgetting#that it's not transactional in the slightest#like i'm responding to what the cult did to me either way it's something i consciously choose it's something i can't breathe without#i can breathe with you assuming you're okay with everything#i don't know if you are there are quite literally valid possible reasons for both#because i *am* still an okay not at all boring person who didn't ever deserve any of this for a second#can't guess anything out of this obviously but it is a possibility and you say like so many things#so i don't know#but i get distracted like crazy when we talk#and like you'd probably want me to not do anything at all about the cult and it's like a wrong as hell thing to do to me#and i just give in anyway even though it's also stupid irresponsible to do to you#like it's emotional hell simple as that can't really be anything else regardless of what i choose#but it gets breathable when i do curses#and obviously relying on your emotions of all things regarding that is a messed up way to do anything#and i don't really know what they are and just care so much all the time#and wish you understood how i feel about the torture like so bad there isn't technically any reason for you not to?#and you did like me i guess and i don't know what you want from me ever so who even knows#basically yeah just total emotional hell i think that today is clear enough so like okay obviously?#but this is also why i really wish i could just talk things plainly with you without all that cult torture stuff mhm❤️🩹
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Was experiencing a glitch that caused the game to freeze up and essentially crash whenever I tried to change a human sim into an alien in CAS (and only that- nothing else, including changing them to other occults). After nearly four hours of troubleshooting I finally figured out that, for whatever fucking reason, the lighting mod I had was conflicting with a set of broken alien eye cc I had, and the combination of the two mods caused a catastrophic error of some kind. On their own, they were fine.
I don't know why and I'm too tired to question it
Just sims things ig
#no shade to the cc creators either#like how could either of them possibly have forseen this#itd make sense if the alien eyes broke the game in general but they didnt#it was JUST when the lighting mod was installed too#this is technically my bad for not clearing out 2019 eye cc from my folder but ssh#not content
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“My casshern brain rot is low right now” I say as though my last post here was gifs from the show and I have yet another au idfk what I’ll do with cause getter brain rot but it rattles in my fucking brain regardless
#meg text#for all my niche special interests I have made a au of some kind just some are more in depth then others#but casshern I have- already 2? 3 if you count the crossover one with jiro that I never finished writing#the idea I’m specifically rotating is heavy spoilers so do not read tags but like basically playing with the idea Ringo is likely ledas kid#and how if she wasn’t deemed a failure and thrown away things would change drastically#haven’t decided if the ruin still happens yet cause either possibility could be interesting though the idea where it didn’t is more fluff#this au mainly exists for the deserve family content leda and dio need but also Casshern being her uncle#(there’s a possibility Casshern WAS her dad which would make it thematically funnier but I’m assuming it’s dio cause hair)#(And I know he’s not technically related to Leda and Dio but I still think he’d fit the uncle role)
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Played some oni on the home computer and holy shit it's a magical feeling playing oni on a computer that isn't constantly shitting itself
#rat rambles#oni posting#also Im finally starting to get more into space travel with bionic dupes and I have mixed feelings on it#on the one hand I very much enjoy them not needing food nor even a bed which saves space#but on the other hand the bathroom situation is lowkey kinda dire#theres just plainly no good options for dealing with their gunk they all come with major downsides#and worse of all is that actually using the gunk extractor is quite possibly the least appealing option to me#its not undoable but without rocket melting it just takes up So much space#because you cant just have a gunk extractor you also need to pipe that gunk somewhere#and you cant pipe it out in space so you have to build either a storage tank or a bottler#neither of which are ideal for different reasons#normal rocket toilets are still on the table along with out houses but they will require constant emptying#which isnt too big of a deal if theyre not doing a whole lot but its still not ideal#plus if you wanna have a whole crew of bionic dupes youll be putting a lot of stress onto that working out for you#if you want to do a whole crew your best bet is probably having a few outhouses but its hard for me to say that with confidence#the plus side of not needing a mess hall or barracks is notable though#even if it can be a bit of a moral hit#Ive been using that extra space to make a mini rec room but I imagine you could fit in other stuff#such as liquid storage for gunk extractors but again even then its still limited#as in literally its limited storage that itself will need to be emptied#and bottle emptiers dong just empty themselves youre going to have to manually manage that shit#but its not actually That big of a problem its just a kind of annoying one for more ambitious large scale trips#again primarily for when you have a whole crew flying out cause gunk extractors take up a Lot of space#also for a crew I imagine the power bank situation starts to get awkward#Im currently just packing a few eco banks and having the one recharger since its just the pilot going out#but for a proper crew youd probably want to have more than you technically need#gear balm is another thing you have to pack but that one isnt a big of a headache given you have gunk to spare#and conidering Ive been using lubrication stations for ages now I am very much good on gunk#but I imagine theres going to be cases where you dont have easy oil access and really dont have the gunk to spare#but for now Im feeling mildly annoyed with bionic dupe space travel but otherwise am enjoying the perks of not needing food
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