#tell me pls

[littlelamy]

THANK YOU SO MUCH, seriously😭😭 every single one of you. i don’t think i could ever put into words how much it means to me that you’ve given this place so much warmth, so much love.💗 when i started this in august, i had no idea what to expect. i was just writing, just putting together little things i love, and somehow, that led me here—to all of you. and i can’t even explain how much i love this community, rafe/the entire obx cast and characterss, and how much i love you guys.

so for this 4k celebration 🥹🥹🥹🥹, i wanted to ask—what do you guys want me to do? series? moodboard? more requests? whatever you pick (please be specific like 'i want a series about ____", comment below whatever it is and the comment with the most agreements is the one i will do! also, i need to take a second to thank my moots and my taglist. some of the people in my taglist have literally been here since august. like, OMG thank you for putting up with my thousands of posts. and my moots?? i don’t even know where to begin. these people are some of the most incredible souls i've ever come across, and have poured their hearts into their work, and it shows in every word, emotion, and story they tell. i’m tagging them below because you need to experience their brilliance. I LOVE YOU !!!!

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[noxiousgrace]

In my mind i keep assuming krs spent his entire life alone and surviving on his own

But that isn't the case, there's clearly proof that he was at some level helped by other people

He mentions it often

He was saved by social workers from his uncle when he was a kid

LSH saved his life

Grandma kim always looked after him like her own son while LSH was gone

CJS and LSH died for him

And so many other incidents

But why does it feel like he's still all alone?

I think his tendency to self isolate is why i keep assuming he survived on his own, when he very much didn't.

Everyone fails him or leaves him eventually, he ends up all alone so often that it's hard for me to think about krs as someone who's had support.

He's had the rug pulled out from underneath him so many times, that it no longer shocks him anymore (take chapter 1-3 for example, he was so chill about waking up in another world and stated he didn't have anyone who he'd miss

But that isn't true either, krs spent 10-ish years of his life as team leader and protected his coworkers time and time again, of course people would miss him. In elisehns illusion, Kim Min Ah and Bae Puh Rum came to check up on krs who hadn't returned to work.

While he mentions the physical support and companionship he's received from other people, his mental wounds run too deep.

He keeps a very clinical count of who he owes and who owes him in return, support is not a familial thing to him, it's transactional

The biggest reason grandma Kims death affected him so much was that he owed her A LOT, she was always quick to have his back and support him, Willing to treat his bruises over and over again despite her ability being limited.

Same with CJS and LSH, they supported him more than his own family ever did (parents dead and an abusive uncle), he was devastated that he couldn't spend the rest of his life with them in order to "pay back" all of their kindness so far.

He doesn't feel responsible for their deaths, but he feels responsible for every opportunity he lost to care about them in return. He mourns the future he could've had with them and the happiness krs could've brought to CJS and LSH.

"you can't smooth things over with the dead" is something he said in the novel, around the time choi han figures out who he is and krs is ready for CH to be extremely upset with him.

Krs!Cale feels responsible for everyone who shows kindness to him, a part of it is because whenever someone has cared about him, his heart always cared about them in return. And krs caring about people caused them to get hurt, that's why he feels the need to protect them so that they don't fall victim to krs' affection, and he actually has enough time with them for their "kindness" to be evened out.

This is why he's annoyed when his group grows larger and larger because of his subconscious altruism, there's so many opportunities for all of them to get hurt before he's done caring about them to the amount he thinks is acceptable, it worries his emotionally stunted heart.

Anywho, i think he feels alone to me because of how little he opens up to other people. He is a self isolating king and manages to be the most famous man ever.

I want him to open up that scarred heart of his and finally allow himself to be loved beyond transactions.

[pearsandrust]

i said no more genshin but i'm so so nosy ... what happened in the 5.6 quest guys what did they do to my boy albedo

[tallyhall-updates]

I showed my friend tally hall and tgis is what they named/thought of them:

Red - cornelious the frat bro

Yellow - timothy the just happy to be here

Blue - jacob the PR guy

Green - fredrick the alchoholic

Grey - mr.time the soul eater

Accurate. Completely. I'm so just happy to be here. I wouldn't say Fredrick is much of a drinker though.

- Timothy

[caracoldimi]

bitch WHAT

[pretty-little-mind33]

dave lizewski or pietro maximoff fic tonight?!

[elizabethan-memes]

Best history books about Rasputin, GO.

[smoked-salmon-official]

chat why didnt the djd kill ambulon. no like actually. was it part of pharma and tarn's t-cog deal? i hardly remember the delphi stuff that i read, i need to know this for victory au.

[dustyrkives]

also, i forgot to ask, but what do we think of dragon ada?👀👀 share your thoughts please–i want to know

[i-write-things]

If Chrollo were a meme, what would he be?

Personally, he gives off the, 'A person who thinks all the time has nothing left to think about except thought.' meme.

If you tell him this, he'll be confused about the meme part and then go on like a whole philosophical conversation/debate about the quote itself and totally miss the fact it was just you making a joke.

Similar to how you would tell your parents a joke and they would turn it into a whole ass lecture.

[liacobain]

well, welcome ig 😭 becky pls tell me ur vision

girl they hit us with the one, two punch bc why’d they announce both within like minutes of each other 😭😭

[kur0m1-th3-bunny]

did you two actually read the full thing? just asking. this will confirm it. what job was Fel going to have if I didn't scrap it?

@submorin-4lt and @lost-terrorzz

[sickdollsys]

give me ur most HOT takes!

for me its that if you post pedophilic shit online or surround urself with predatory people or defend them you dont get to cry about "wahhhh im being harassed!!!!" like u kinda asked for it and deserve whatever it is people are saying to you for pushing the normalization of that shit and i will think you also most likely be predatory!!

also i mean something that you dont see everywhere btw so no like "endo good cause i read a shitty carrd" unless u have something new to actually add

-amII

[shinsdeku]

My style has changed A LOT and I was thinking about doing a redraw—thoughts? Mirko Deku or wlw Shindeku?

(New style examples below)

[gojoest]

Yk what they say about guitar players 😈

i don’t know actually 😭 but i’m pretty sure it involves fingering techniques… 🫣