#the blog name is safe tho... for now 👀👀

[jymwahuwu]

Ok now listen.... Since your work contains this very often, and im not trying to accuse you of anything btw, but how is non-con any different than just straight up rape, cus so far there doesnt seem to be a difference other than the name, and i cant stop looking back at blog the great rouge drama

No, there is no difference, non-con and rape are synonymous, just a term used in fanfic👀

This whole blog is filled with some self-indulgent content… I call it a personal blog rather than a writing blog because I'm afraid of thinking of it as a job or… something more serious… like I'm obligated to write until 4:00am 😹 (I often write until 4 o'clock tho... have more inspiration late at night)

Also if you enjoy reading these, please don't be ashamed of it!! This is a common sexual fantasy… According to surveys, a lot of non-binary, female, men have had rape fantasies. Maybe it's sexual shame, a coping mechanism, or you don't need a reason. Fanfic is a safe way to explore and enjoy your sexual fantasies, and you can close the page or continue reading at any time.

Or maybe you’re okay with all of this. I talk too much sometimes, sorry 🙈

[therhythmafterthesummer]

(Strap in, this might get long🥲 I'm a rambler 🫶🏼)

I just read "Heat" and can those two get ANY cuter???😍💓 Thanks for explaining their names and as long as you want to do the glossery I'd 100% read it! I absolutely LOVE the WereRoomies girlies and I'd love to get to know more about them! Especially Moss and Autumn!

I get what you mean about Changbin and Autumn literally just being fine and doing well together😭✨ They're literally so so so cute! I also wish for their eternal happiness🤧 But I'm sure their playful banter and relationship dynamic as an Alpha with Omega Tendencies and vice versa would make for some very funny and cavity inducing stories!😂💖

Did you write anything about how the rest of the pack reacted to Changbin being marked by Autumn instead of the other way around?

Was Changbin nervous after knowing the pack, minus Chan, would now know of his Omega Tendencies? How did he go about it? How did the pack react to it?

Sorry if these seem like obvious questions😭 I've only read those 2 Changbin Instalments and maybe 2 or 3 Minho instalments (That I might re-read🤭) I can't remember (I'd been on your blog for awhile I just never spoke, I was to afraid to cause I didn't understand much🥲💔) roughly the same amount of Chris instalments and the Hyunlix instalment��

If the pack was really shocked by the new info I can picture them turning to Chan after realizing he seemed unfazed and he'd just be like "Yeah I knew" *Shrug* and go back to playing with Pretty's thighs, which he 100% was already doing😂

This took place before Moss arrived right? After she got was introduced and found out about Changbin and Autumns dynamic, how did they react? Btw I LOVE LOVE LOVE Moss🥹Not more than Hyun and Lix do but I ADORE them seriously!!! They're so amazing and so cool and I kinda wanna see them take care of Lix and Hyun some more🤧✨ Only whenever you're ready tho!

Literally trembling with excitement for the Jisung and Seungmin Instalments! You? Writing about 2 of my biases? After I was already blessed with the Hyunlix combo, my other 2 biases?? You're a god send and I may or may not worship the little lizard in your brain🛐✨

- 🦁

hehehe i'm glad you liked heat 🥰 writing changbin in those.... situations was just a lot of fun. can't wait to read your thoughts on "The Love I Always Dreamt Of" 👀

i'm hoping i'll be able to get to seungmin's and jisung's stories soon sjkdfhsdkjf

i don't recall ever writing about after the pack finding out about Changbin's tendencies and/or mark :O i have a vague idea that i might've talked about it in an ask but i could be remembering wrong.... but anyway, i'll leave some thoughts under the cut!

i think Changbin's tendencies were very obvious to everyone in the pack, even if no one explicitly said anything. they kind of just... accepted Changbin as he was. that's Chris' pack philosophy, after all. to have a safe space, y'know?

with that being said, i have a feeling that the majority of the pack wouldn't really be surprised by autumn marking Changbin. mostly because, by that point they had been together for a while, and i'm sure their dynamic is more than obvious to anyone that takes a good look at them sdkjhfskjdf. i like to think that Changbin wears his mating mark proudly.

maybe he waited until all pack members were sitting together and randomly went "EVERYONE. I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY..." and showed the mark hahaha Autumn would blush, and everyone would mostly just congratulate them.

i'm sure more than one was super shocked that an omega could mark anyone at all, and if they inquired about it Autumn would've been just like "idk i just... did it".

Moss would absolutely love seeing their dynamic, btw. i'm sure she almost had stars in their eyes when she first saw them interacting with each other and when she was the mark. Moss is all about being unconventional, so i feel like they would engage both Changbin and Autumn to ask them about it.

my brain is a bit fried rn so this is all i can come up with, but i'll take it into account for a possible future instalment 👀 or one of those fluffy drabbles we've been talking about~

[freckledbastard]

who are you....... you are not freckled bastard (loving your new icon!!!)

i sorry, but the old freckledbastard can't come to the phone right now! why? oh, 'cause they're DEAD

(hhhhh thank you!!! 🥺🥺 i figured it was time for a change, at least with the icon hahahaha - im glad you approve!!)

[bangchanswolfpelt]

hehehe YESSSSS the be ur own king video is the one that firmly cemented my sunwoo bias.... ultimate bf material.... i'd let him wash My car any day if u know what i mean 😏.

and WOOSUNG please listen to his song lazy his voice is so pretty and the rose is a great band (i could talk about n.flying and lucy here but i will refrain. for now.)

woodz is my beloved. have u seen love me harder mv. have u seen that one waiting dance practice where he just straight up bites one of his backup dancers at the end. this man is secretly feral but also one of the biggest sweethearts ever to exist and i am HERE for it

i actually don't stan p1harmony bc of the aforementioned babies and their rather sus line distribution (enhypen's maknae is '05 as well i think, so i am also Firmly Looking Away there) but i keep seeing p1's chaotic tiktoks and that video of their vocal line just singing live is really pretty!! so do with it what you will

sunmi. hrkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. bae. the lapdance. the tail imagery in the choreo. the crawling under the dancer's legs to eyefuck the camera. i haven't had this many emotions about a studio choom performance since yeonjun's aotm watermelon sugar (which i wrote practically an entire essay about dance dynamics and movement on in a friend's dms lmao)

me, @ the backup dancer that sunmi jumped on: HOW DOES IT FEEL??????? HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LIVE MY DREAM???????

and yessss i am not verbose enough nor educated enough to write about sunmi/hyuna's musical themes but by GOD i want to read about it

onewe is lovely. here, have a rain to be mv. also, their brother group oneus was on road to kingdom, if you've seen it? if you haven't *deep breath* ohhhhh boy do i have some stuff for u :))))))))

hehehehehe the svt analysis is just a silly little brain dump in my notes app :] it's incredibly messy and incoherent but i will tidy it up and drop it in your ask box sometime if you so wish <3

(btw, i never answered ur question from that other post!! yes kevin is actually named after the boy from home alone, yes he is the twerking one, yes this happens fairly often. sarcastic canadian king we love him)

xoxo!!

- honey 🍯 <33333

i do not even HAVE car, but i would steal one if that's what getting a carwash looks like these days 👀

ahhhhh, Lazy was very cute! and that look in the end!!! 😳 @muselin was spiraling over Woosung a couple days ago, i think and it was adorable, but also felt like a foreboding look into my own future 😂

i have seen them now 👀 VERY into the red hair and the first and the kill-your-double vibes of Love Me Harder—that one’s going on my crime playlist for sure. the dance practice was cute, i love that we’re circling back to vampires again, would let this one take a bite out of me 💯

i genuinely forget about everything that happens with the chair until i’m watching it again, i feel like my brain has decided it simply is not safe to hold that memory it’s so 🥵🥵🥵 and no yeah, i fuckin lost it over the tail imagery the first time i saw it, and kinda still continue to do so.

also! i just learned that Hyuna and Sunmi were in the same girl group before becoming soloists??? and i don’t know if that means anything, but it feels like Something. (tbh there is so much in kpop that feels like it means Something, and i simply do not have the correct context to parse it and it’s soooooooo frustrating 😭)

oh!! Rain to Be has popped up on autoplay for me a couple times! i never actually payed attention to who it was, but i'm into it. and i was planning on watching Road to Kingdom, since i'd heard The Boyz stages there were better than the ones on Kingdom and that made me curious, but it wasn't on viki with Kingdom and i was too lazy to try and find it somewhere else 😂

i absolutely wish it, and so does at least one other anon!!💕💕💕 (tho if you wanna made a sideblog… 👀 and just drop the link…. 👀 i’m definitely not gonna bully all my anons into making side blogs, that’s not what this is 😗)

idk of being named after That Kevin is a gift or a curse, but it sure is Something 🥴 also, i can recognize him now! he was the one talking about cereal on Eric Nam’s podcast 🥰 love Cereal Boy 🥰🥰🥰

[goldenjunngkook]

I LOVE YOUR CATS😭😭😭😭 i would die for orion (x2) i have a red and white cat too🥺 since you dont follow me i think its safe enough to confess his name is conch (yes short for conchobar) im so happy you got those 2 furry babies bc cats truly do make live so much better!! but omg, i bow to thee. i had no idea i was talking to a 1d Elder jsdkfjd LOVE that you got to experience those wholesome early days🥺 also bless your friend for making that happen lol, i had a friend back in like 2011/2012 who was trying to spread the gospel of 1d and and at the time we all thought she was silly (as you do as a judgemental teen) now tho, i wish id listened to her. but anywho catch me first in line for the reunion concert😠 have you seen them live? also whats this about ur old fan account is she still here👀 it always seems surreal to me to have been in the fandom on tumblr during those first years😭 what was it like?? also omg idk about boring but that sounds like ur really SMART! and a proper adult job too whew! also im so sorry for the late reply!! ive been a bit :/ and also busy trying to poor all my social energy into writing christmas cards. so far ive only managed to almost burn down my room making wax seals. and no writing yet</3 we also set up the tree today (my mom did) and we got a real one for the first time in years so im excited about that! do you have a tree yet? i know it can be tricky with cats...sdklfsd also do you send christmas cards? much love xx secret santa

omgggggg i would really like to see your cat please i love cats i find them super cute and you are absolutely right they make life better and OMG JAHDKSHD THEIR NAME 😭 pls i really laughed (sorry).

well I've been here since 2012 but i took a break in 2016 i mean a "break" because i deactivated my old tumblr blog (there's still stuff on there but it's a bit cringe lol) and created this one and it was supposed to be "personal" but i have no self control ajhsaj so eventually i came back here, i really miss the fandom when im away. i think it was very normal to have that reaction to 1d in those years i mean people always tend to downplay or make fun of your tastes when you are very young (this happened to me a lot) but it's okay to come "later" and change your mind, you're no less a fan for not having lived those years and im sure we'll be in the front row at your reunion concert 😌

also I DID SEE 1D LIVE AND IT WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE 🥺 i was at the concert they did in bogota (colombia) in 2014 at the beginning of the WWA tour and it was amazing i really loved them so much and i was so excited 😭 i miss them so much

oh how cool to have a tree and even more a real one 🥺 i made a little tree in my house because you are right with the cats roaming around it's a bit difficult and no, it's sad but i don't send christmas cards, but how does that work? do you send them to close friends? tell me about it please?

[atiny-piratequeen]

Hi miss fie!!!!! I've been really mia on tumblr in the past weeks and esp haven't been interacting with u because of college and this weird bug that would make my phone lag every time i went to your profile (and ONLY yours which was really annoying) but i'm here now!!! How did u like turbulence and the real heung ver? I loved both and MINGI'S RAP IN ODE TO JOY I'LL CRY RN i'm gonna listen to symphony no 9 now cause that shit hit HARD on -the show that will not be named- and i can't get enough of it so yea hehe but lil update about what i've been up to:

-I had 3 exams this week and am now officially on sem break after finishing my first semester of college!

-I've been baking a lot more this past few weeks cause my relatives are asking for me birthday cakes and stuff which is fun (cause i'm making new things and expanding my portfolio yk?) but also kinda tiring because,,,effort,, but now that i have more time on my hands then it should be okay hehe, seriously thinking abt charging the mfs for my free labour+food real soon but i'm too much of a pussy to bring it up so (๑˘･з･˘)

-I've been playing a lot of Valorant after getting into college which my family makes fun of me for sometimes but it makes me happy and I get to spend time with my close high school friends so ¯\(ツ)/¯ 

I can't really think of much else tbh i sound so boring ew HSGSHS but that att spoiler from a few days(?) ago tho 👀 and yea hehe i hope you're all well and good as usual miss fie! Take care and stay safe as always, much love muah muah <3

Oh no worries sweetheart. Focus on school I'll be here haha. Also im pretty sure i know what the problem was. As cute as the gif was, i think the gif i used for my mobile header in November was too large and thus made people trying to use my blog sometimes have a hard time (myself included). I havent had any issues since the theme change for december so i think it was that.

Oh absolutely. Both mvs are beautiful on opposite sides of the spectrum and Im so proud of them. Its *chefs kiss* that we finally got studio versions of their kingdom arrangements bc I finally get to see my queen Symphony No. 9 come home.

Congrats on finishing your semester! You made it! Make sure to unwind by doing something you love!

Nah you just gotta do it love. Thats how i was with opening my comms for months before I did it. If you feel your work and effort should be paid for, then definitely do it. Even if you start at a smaller price range and go up the better you get. Dont sell yourself short, you gotta make a living and eat too and honestly folks shouldnt always ask you to do things for them for free. That's not very cash money.

Ooo ive heard of that game but i havent played it personally. Im glad you're keeping in touch and bonding with your friends with it tho! People really underestimate how much co-opping with friends can keep your friend group tight knit.

Ah~ did you like the spoiler? C:< im glad!

Your cakes look lovely btw my dear. Stay well, rest well, and if i dont hear from you in q while, happy holidays! Love you lots!

[cheolbooluvr]

"love of my life" I'm crying pls 😭❤️ *clears throat* so, how are you doing? 🤗 I wanted to tell you that I keep rereading your stuff, I don't even know why but when you posted the masterlist for "the class president" I immediately went "I must reread this now" yes, I'm in love with that mini series but so am I with all your works speaking of, the sneak peek of your summer collab? Hello? I am so here for this sjsalkdsajd Can't wait til you post it *-* I also love your results of the milestone prompt game, especially- scratch that, there is no especially lmao I wanted to praise "Once, Twice, Three Times" and "Bullseye" because I love me some good old royalty and forbidden love fic BUT the others are just as great :') "My only sunshine" is so cute, how do I get a cuddly, loving Cheol for myself? 🥺 anyway, I think a pt 2 for Wonwoo's royalty thing would be interesting 👀 and I am so sorry you feel like your writing isn't good enough lately :( I hope you overcome this quickly because your writing is just as amazing as you as a person are so don't overthink it pls :( easier said than done Ik ik, just wanted to say that it's also good to know I'm actually not that unknowing when it comes to fanfic terms lmao 😂 but ngl that could happen to me too that you do photography is amazing, I really admire the work of photographers, hobby or not, it's breathtaking when you look at their incredible works I would love to do it too but I'm too lazy to properly look into it 😭 I'm pretty sure at least half of the other hundred people following your blog would read your books as well <3 and Vincenzo, here we are again "you need to prepare yourself" doesn't sound too good, but I'll keep watching :D oooh Chayoung, yes! kind of a rough path, but she really grew on me by now. The tenants are just adorable and I love how supportive and protective they are of each other 🥺 And I think you're right, they do brighten up the show a lot <3 ahahaha, sleep is a funny topic, I do get sleep just not during normal sleep hours lmao anyway, stay hydrated, safe and healthy and take good care of yourself <333

+ so in case it wasn't obvious the long ask you got about 45min ago or sth, it's from me, le moon anon (though I don't have access to any emojis rn ._.)

hehe 🌙 anon i knew it was you, dw ^-^

me waiting for you to show up in my inbox:

i'm doing well!! it makes me so warm inside to know you like class president so much 😭 if i recall, that was the first time you messaged me, right?? i am a big fan of enemies to lovers, so that one was a lot of fun to write!

i spent a whole night plotting and doing some work on the summer collab, i already made a banner for it, too! i'm so excited to share it (even tho the due date is a year away LOL). but it's looking to be a whole series which i'm very excited abt as well 😁

the feedback on the milestone game has been so reassuring and i'm glad you like them!! once, twice, three times is a personal fave for sure, along w glow in the dark stars :") but yesss cuddly cheol 🥺 lowkey made myself cry writing it bc i was like I WANT THIS!!?!? *SCREAMS*

your and other's feedback have helped me feel a lot better abt my writing, and i cannot stress enough how grateful i am to read it. i'm just such a perfectionist T^T but i'm slowly getting over that and writing to write and practice so i can get better! but thank you for constantly supporting me, it means the absolute world to me!! <3

also i am learning SO much being a fic writer!! fanlore.org is my new friend hahaha like i knew some tropes but i never realized they had names?? like i’ve said before, i’m not new to writing, i’m not new to tumblr, but i am new to writing for tumblr lol

i’ve been into photography since middle school! i would always carry a camera with me to school lol and post “artsy” [read”: cringey] photos on my instagram ahahah dark times :’) but photography is great, and even if you use your phone, that’s a great place to start ^^

hahaha vincenzo will send you on a path of emotions, so best you know what you’re getting yourself into :P i hope you will come to love chayoung as much as i do bc she’s great, so headstrong and funny and determined :’)

hope you’re getting enough rest (i have a messed up sleep schedule too asjdkadj), staying happy, healthy, and safe, as well, my beloved 🌙 anon! <3