#there might be more similarities i didnt write down so yeah

[coloredsp3ctrum09]

[hsr 3.4 spoilers]

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Phainon and Cyrene feel like a parallel to Dan Heng and March 7th, now that we're separated from Dan Heng currently and our companions currently are Cyrene and Phainon (still believe Phainon is also with us, tho just another cycle's version). There are a couple of similarities too:

Dan Heng and Phainon: Suffered pain and torture from those with higher power (Dan Heng being subjected to a cold prison and forced rebirth; Phainon enduring 33 million cycles holding onto a hope that things will change), has heavy ship tease and implications with another destruction character who they have a lot of history with (Blade/Yingxing; Mydei), both are destruction units (in Dan Heng's case, his imbibitor lunae form), and are shown to deeply trust the Trailblazer and care about them like a partner or companion.

Cyrene and March: Both are cute, pink haired girls who are optimistic at heart (the two of them lampshade this lmao), they're both the heart of their respective trio, they have a connection to the Remembrance path, they like to bring up how cute they are (lol I found this particular similarity funny), and both are Ice units (in Cyrene's case at least Mem is Ice the same way as Rem!MC).

Kind of goes to show that this beginning of a story/cycle is reminiscent of how we started the game, with us building up relationships with others all over again. If we're restarting our journey, it only makes sense that we have our starting trio as well.

[hypherr]

1. painting is ass and hard

Crazy idea @ me: What if you used your blog to blog sometimes like that might be insane huh yeah thought so

realized this is a BLOG wherein i can TALK ABOUT THIGNS and RECORD MY STRUGGLES with ART!! So here we go today i am saying art is ass and hard that's all bye (jk)

EDIT: SOZ I FORGOT TO PUT PAGE BREAK HOLY SHIT SO SORRY THIS MUST HAVE BEENNSO ANNNYOIGNGNKSJFKOW

i'm not the greatest artist, that's fine, i'm good with that, but the intrinsic GRIEF i feel upon struggling to draw a fuckin head correctly or some shit gets my goat and hucks that bih off a cliff. it's so infuriating. i can't draw legs either. i get so nervous and make the figure look nervous and like they have backwards knees. it sucks. i feel so frustrated that i cant just DRAW the damn thing, especially since i can only see flashes of things in my head and i can't really hold an image there. if i'm writing a story, i can see what's happening until i stop narrating. it's super dumb and literally i should have been traded in for a refund bc what is this shit im an artist that can't see things in my head?????

BUT THEN, i figured out une solution: print shit out and just, like, have it around, AS SEEN BELOW

This is to the right of my main monitor:

This is to the left (dont judge me for a) the lack of things on it and b) the fact it's miguel like stfu it's a beautiful man and i love him!!!!):

i have my oil easel behind me, too, and it has a load of refs as well DON'T LOOK AT THE ARES STUDY IT'S ACTUALLY SO BUSTED AND UGGO OK I LITERALLY JST STARTED WOEJFAWIEJ:

I'm still ass at what I struggle with HOWEVER I can feel that, when I'm stuck, I just have to disengage from my art and look at some of the refs i have posted around, and my brain un-noodles a little bit. it's kinda epic. pretty cool.

it's helped me a lot with painting and drawing faces, too, though I'm still not happy with how I do that. I did the below study (july 29th) from some statue i found online, and i wanna light it on fire and throw it out the window:

Don't look at the Verso monstrosity behind it. That's actually none of your business, weirdo!!!

Anyway, it's really not that horrible (the statue painting) but I was still frustrated w how it looked.

Yesterday (july 30th) I did two more studies on similar teeny tiny canvases that I cut from some old, failed painting tests. I slapped a million layers of acrylic on the itty bitty canvases to cover the old art and to leave an absorbent (is that a word?) base for the oils to s e e p into and whatever. it's basically just priming it, but i prime with gold, shiny acrylic bc it's neat and i like shiny things like a pigeon:

THESE ARE BETTER. they are still loose-ish and they are done alla prima style, and they're kinda uggo BUT the values are pretty okay I think. Good progress very wow im not total ass i guess!

I found it really interesting how the bottom painting's eye shadows were so bloopy and had a shape i never really expected. that helped me get a bit of an AH-HA moment with how the shadows behave around the eye socket in top-down lighting.

Today (july 31) I decided to (gulp) do another portrait but this time from memory and in CSP bc i didnt' wanna get up and sort out my oils tbh. Plus, I'm warming up to continue comms. Here's the result of that:

i cant believe i put 2024 instead of 2025. i forgot what year it was already. insane. anyway it's from today not last year oh my god lol

the things i really tried to remember whiles drawing this was the way the shadows were falling over the fulcrum and onto the cupid's bow/lips, and how the eyebrows are angled on the face, AND how close the eyebrows actually are on a lot of men's faces. I think it's pretty alright. I've been trying to draw my OC but have had crippling anxiety over doing i and have failed exponentially everytime I've attempted, but I like how this looks. hoping I'll be able to draw his older version now that i have a baseline of his younger version that feels correct.

ANYWAY I HAVE TO WORK NOW OK BYE WEEEE

[ganondoodle]

Please tell me what you hate about TotK

ÖwÖ !

how much time do you have? and how much do you want to read? bc i deeply hate everything about totk (for many many reasons that cant just be dismissed as just 'not my taste' or similar, i dont hate many things, very few in fact, but this game deeply and personally hurt me and my passion- it essentially killed my hyperfixation in zelda)-

what i like would be much shorter; i like the sound the parasail makes when you use it in the rain, most music, you can have more horses, the underground is .. a neat idea (but badly executed), you can FINALLY touch the dragons (and in exchange they ruined them for me ...) and uhm ... master koga is there :3

(graphics and style is basically botws so that doesnt count though i still love that and .. the designs... mostly)

the short version; the writing sucks, the gameplay sucks, except for koga theres no character that is well written or enjoyable to me, the world design sucks, theres no connective tissue between botw (which isnt flawless by any means but i love it ..... or used to love it ..) and totk beyond it being called a sequel, pretty much every single one of botws flaws was doubled down on and i cannot believe how few people actually seem to realize this?? if you cared about anything botw and like thinking about things totk will stomp you with its hefty price tag bc it makes it clear it does not care and you are stupid for caring about anything, you should stop thinking and jsut take whatever they say no matter how little sense anything makes, every even mildly interesting idea is either never followed up on/expanded or is even actively contradicted in itself (which is soemthign this game is excellent at, constantly contradicting itself in every aspect but like .. like its unaware of it) it tries to do everything and thus commits to nothing, tries to please everyone and thus comes out saying nothing and meaning nothing and doing nothing, it loooooves to copy botw but gives it a different paintjob and makes it worse but presents it as better instead of actually adressing the issues botw had, ganondorf .... oh my dear ganondorf, you deserve to be in a better game *sniffs*, i have never before felt like im being made fun of by the game im playing, but now i have-

even the short version gets long (and i didnt even go into detail or into the reasoning q-q) but boi i have so many issues with this game its kinda fascinating, i have talked about alot of it but given tumblrs search likely still sucks it might be hard to impossible to find all those older rants njskfsdbjk

(if you dont care about ... text, or stories and just play it after work for mindless fun in short bursts it might not seem bad at all but once you start thinking it quickly and utterly crumbles, you might say i care to much and well, yeah, thats how hyperfixations work and i dont choose what to focus on either lol)

for a long while i used to try and sound the most tame and nice about it all but at some point of constantly being argued with (often aggressively) back when twitter used to be usable i started to not give a fuck anymore so if this may sound harsh, i have long gotten tired of all that so now im trying to literally just speak my mind with very little "what if i sound mean qoq" filter

[rosies-core]

Wait hear me out sbg x reader with reader somehow doesn't go to the phantom realm even tho they went into the Sorren weed house

OOH THIS SOUNDS LIKE SUCH AN INTERESTING CONCEPT!!!

it might be a bit messy and kinda not proofread because i dont have enough energy to. so if its ass womp womp idc. ( i say while pouring my heart and soul into writing )

OKAY LETS BEGIN!

• ashlyn banner.

• she was definitely surprised when she didnt see you in the phantom dimension. worried, even.

• i think she might think your cursed

• actually shes just jealous

• bc you went to the sorrell weed house why arent you there??

• the second she wakes up she asks you

• tbh i think your probably cocky asf about it

• shes kinda mad tho

• will include you in everything regardless

• like oh hangouts? doesnt matter if its about the phantom realm pookie is coming

• discussing the phantom realm? your there eating a cookie she treats you no different. maybe she’d even tell you more about it than the others.

• like she fills you in on EVERYTHING

• even the small details

• shes chill with u

• taylor hernandez.

• hear me out when i say that when she found out you didnt go with them she cried…

• like for no literal reason

• not happy or sad tears just tears

• i think she’d act pretty similar to ashlyn, like including you in everything, filling you in, treating you like normal, etc

• i think shes just relieved you dont have to go through the trauma with the phantom realm.

• she probably will accidentally send you texts every night like “be prepared for the phantom realm tonight!!💗💗” before realising and being like “haha woops that was meant for ben!” ( it was not meant for ben.. )

• after tylers death i think she distanced from you a bit tho

• like..not out of spite, just jealousy i guess.

• or anxiety idk how to explain it

• kinda like why tf do i have to go through this but they dont????

• idk

• sends you texts every night after the phantom realm telling you what happened

• tyler hernandez.

• MF IS PISSED OFF😭😭😭🙏🙏

• LIKE WHY DO YOU GET TO BE CHILLING IN YOUR BED WHILST THE OTHERS RUN FOR THEIR LIVES ALL NIGHT?

• purposely does not include you in conversations regarding the phantom dimension just to piss you off

• probably made a group chat with everyone but you labeled something petty like: “the REAL ones.”

• when he died it just fuelled the fire

• yeah idk hes just annoyed

• glares at you every chance he gets. full on death glares.

• says “oh you do NOT get to talk.” when you try to make theories about the phantoms will the others😭

• but also loves you as much as everyone else</3

• aiden clark.

• hmmm i think he wouldnt really care.

• makes jokes about it tho

• like your the punching bag of every joke he makes

• affectionately.

• probably treats you like you do go to the phantom dimension in conversations, though. like: “maybe y/n will know!!” or “lets see what y/n thinks~”

• that or he says the most passive aggressive things humanly possible

• he’d be a mix of tyler and ashlyn

• but i also think for some reason whenever you would try to talk about the phantoms he’d throw something at you

• idk :(

• logan fields.

• hmmmmmm

• he probably has a notebook page titled: “THE PHENOMENON OF Y/N L/N😟😟”

• interrogates you everyday. like: “HAVE YOU SEEN ANYTHING DIFFERENT RECENTLY? DID THE AIR SHIFT WHEN TYLER DIED? DO YOU GET NIGHTMARES?!”

• you would just blink like ho is you good

• would say stupid shit like: “should we bring y/n to the sorrell weed house and summon the phantoms??”

• everyone immediately shut that idea down

• he is a firm believer that when the time is right you’ll get transported to the phantom dimension

• probably your biggest fan

• sighs aggressively everytime he sees you while scribbling in his notebook

• would send you texts every night like: “TELL ME IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TONIGHT? OKAY? OKAY?!?!”

• you block him.

• ben clark.

• probably just stares in silence

• sends you notes like: “..did you really not go or is this just some elaborate prank.”

• probably the chillest about it in the group

• does NOT care either way

• as long as pookie is safe <3

• kinda neutral when it comes to including you

• just sits there like a fish.

[paradoxical-machine]

Been playing in stars and time, and I have thoughts and won't be able to sleep without writing these down

Heavy spoilers under the cut, also, Do Not Spoil Anything

WHAT THE FUCK

I made friends with everyone!! They're all family!! But that wasnt enough??

Why is the head housemaiden on a script?? The rest of the cast knew something was going on with Siffrin, so why didnt she react differently???

I'm almost running out of things to try! I think if i get enough events that make Odile question things, she might figure out the time thing. But!! I thought I already did enough things to clue her in!!

On a similar note, why do the weird sadnesses smell like time craft?? And they look like shooting stars. So time and stars are connected? Loop also has heavy star imagry going on, but so does the king. In the beginning of the game Siffrin eats a star. Loop says they call Siffrin "Stardust" cause they're "whats left behind" WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN!!

Obviously Loop and Siffrin are linked. Is Loop a Siffrin that has become jaded from an eternity of looping??

The king seems to be from the island (country?) to the north of Vouguard that dissapeared. And I think Siffrin is too? I need to check the newspaper in one of the rooms that says where the king is from.

Also!! What the fuck is that one room on the 3rd floor with the openphrase and the writing that the cast cant read?? That means it has something to do with the island that dissapeared, right?? So why does it look like Loop.

And I need to go back and check a bunch of the soft-lock rooms at some point. There was one that showed the sky with the stars, and had a star map I think? With all the time association with stars, I need to go back and give that room a thorough examination.

On a more positive note, I'm so glad Mirabelle is aroace. I suspected she might be after one of the romance book talks in the castle, but going through her special event was so nice. I'm really happy that Siffrin is ace as well.

And the heavy implication that Isa is trans is a wonderful detail as well. I really didn't expect to relate to him so much, but the way he talks about changing is just. Yeah. Yeah thats exactly what it feels like.

As much as I'd like to get right back to playing, I have plenty of things to do tomorrow, but I really hope I get a chance to play more soon. I'm loving this game, it may rival Oneshot as my favorite game, depending on how the rest of it goes.

[the-s1lly-corner]

Can you do TADC cast x reader with an amazing singing voice? And what each member thinks of their voice. Like let's say they just one day hear the reader singing in the halls to themselves or something, what would be their reaction

TADC cast finding out the reader has a good singing voice!

i think ive done a singer!reader before but too be fair iirc correctly those are with a reader who sings to cope... plus it was only for about half the cast, i think! speedrunning this since im answering this while i got something in the oven YAHOO

CAINE:

i think he would first hear you after mindlessly barging into your room. like usually hes good with knocking, but i think sometimes he gets so antsy to see you that he just. invites himself in. thats an issue for a different post, i think. so imagine he finds you singing to yourself in your room... and you sound so amazing... oh he would be in love with you, even more... assuming this is romantic, of course! though i guess thats the default for these kinds of posts.... that aside, i think he would start to ask for you to sing for him alllll the time. its like hearing an angel singing... or perhaps even a siren, given how it draws him right in... adds that to his long list of things about you that he gushes about you

POMNI:

writing her right after i do ragathas but i think that her reaction would be similar... just minus the successful getaway; she would probably trip on something behind her while shes trying to slink away; thus alerting you and stopping your song. tries to stammer out an apology before just blurting out that she heard something; heard you singing and that she didnt mean to intrude but it just sounded so..... alluring? is that the correct word? very bad at trying to defend herself, though is there really anything that she needs to defend herself against? its not like she did something bad, she just walked in on you doing something innocent.... needless to say, i think it would be awkward between the two of you for at least a short period of time... perhaps you offer to sing to her... would that still make it awkward, or would it dismiss it? up to you, my silly reader!

RAGATHA:

probably finds you singing to yourself while cleaning and/or tidying up one of the common areas of the circus after jax's prank leaves it particularly messy! doesnt interrupt you, in fact you might try to quietly back out of the room... i mean she didnt know you could sing, and you never sang around her, plus given that youre doing it while no one else is around... well it would get into her head that this is something personal and private for you. whether or not thats true is up to you, though! i do think her curiosity would eat away at you though, and with thinking about your voice, it would lead to her asking about it. keeping this open ended for you to expand upon this yourself, you could explain to her what music means to you and perhaps you offer to sing to her... shrugs

JAX:

honestly i think he would try to mess up your singing, like it could be his first time hearing you sing and he could be totally captured by your talent; but the asshole in him is telling him to do what he does best. its like setting a glass down when theres a cat nearby. something is bound to happen; you know? like do i think he would sneak around you and form some elaborate prank thats going to dunk slime all over you while youre singing? no, no no not at all. in fact i dont think jax would do that to his actual close friends or partner.... now to zooble or gangle, yeah definitely.... though to be fair he is comfortable with teasing the idea of putting centipedes in ragathas room, knowing that shes deathly afraid of them; and they seem to be decent friends... but im getting off track... no, i think he would just call out a random word while youre focusing on your lyrics; which makes you repeat him and thus breaking your focus

though, he does make up for kind of complimenting you

not quite a sour patch kids kinnie since he doesnt have the sweet part nailed down </3

KINGER:

okay cute idea. while most of the other characters (if not all since im writing everyone out of order) find you singing on accident... imagine you sing to him to try to calm him down after a particularly rough day that leaves him more antsy and anxious than usual. i think depending on the song, if you pick the right one it calms his down real nicely. maybe im biased, but rises the moon... my beloved... cough coughs

anyways... i dont think he would ask you to sing, not because he doesnt like your voice. no he just doesnt want you to feel forced to do it plus i mean... your digital vocal cords can get worn down... maybe... actually i dont think they would?? digital bodies are... weird.. might be a case of temporary strain that doesnt stick but the point still stands, he doesnt want ANY harm or discomfort to come to you; physically or otherwise!

ZOOBLE:

not much impresses zooble, but even with that being said i think they would be able to recognize talent when there is... well talent! though, they are bad at showing their emotions; at least not the ones that are more positive if that makes sense! given their general attitude as well as their flatter voice, a lot of the genuine compliments they give you upon first hearing you sing may come off as sarcastic... or maybe they dont, since you guys may or may not be close and know that this is just how zooble is. they arent going to shower you in compliments like caine, or ask you to sing for them. thats just not how they are, and they simply treat your singing as another part of you! not to say that its not worth gushing over; its just that... gushing isnt really something zooble.... does... you know?

GANGLE:

stealing from kinger but imagine singing to her to help calm her down or get her mind off of something... like i think she would be entranced.. or perhaps confused because now that im thinking about it more imagine youre crying to your partner and they start to just. sing...

shh we can pretend that gangle just enjoys your voice..! finds it very pretty, but also like kinger i dont think she would ask you to sing for her often out of fear of making you feel forced to do it. plus gangle, at least to me, seems like the type to not want to ask anyone for anything for fear that it will make her an annoyance or inconvenience. poor girl... absolutely loves your singing, though

[nelsoncanbemyneumann]

☆ I Love You Im Sorry

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Pairing : M!Nelson Neumann + F!Reader

Taglist: NONE!!

synopsis: You and Nelson met because Cam Wilder saw your videos you've posted on tiktok and invited you to a try-out, surprisingly Nelson was there, You and him became friends REAL soon. You had one-sided feelings. Yeah he sees you as a sister but you see him as more than that.

!MORE UNDER CUT!

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tropes: Friends to Lovers,Similarities Attract

Brianna // 15 // PointGuard and Shooting Guard // Plays Volleyball too

Nelson // 16 // PointGuard // Also plays football

Romelo // bouncy kid // 17

Lavar // Old // 30 or smtn // Nelsons bestfriend

Cam Wilder // Coach // 24

Daydrian Harding // Just there to be there // 23 // comes in later

Taylen Kinney // TK // Good defence // Comes in later // 17

Eli Ellis // 19 // GO A TED

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I run down the court shifting and shuffling,stealing balls,shooting shots. Our game ended, SHCA Hawks 84 - 44 LightHouse Charter.

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A tall,curly hair guy walks up to me, "You're that one insane girl on tiktok, BriannaGotGame, right?" The boy asks me."Oh haha, how'd you know?" Im nervous, a little introverted girl gets approached by someone who looks proffessional.

Crazy right?"Oh i watch your highlights,I'm Cam Wilder,I actually coach a team called "Rod Wave Elite" and I noticed you're good shit and I decided I was starting a girls team and stuff. And was wondering if you would join?"He also seemed somewhat nervous and had a hint of curiousity in his tone.

I was some reason astonished and didnt know what to say,I mean my parents did say I can do whatever I want now and this seems interesting? I then realized I just left him standing there.

"Oh uh,sure but how do I like get in the team?" My socially-akward ass didnt know what to say.I just started blurting random things.

"Oh theres try-outs but you lowkey good shit and I might just let you in." Cam said with a smile. "Oh fuck for real? Aight lemme get your number so we can talk about this and whatever othrr shit."

He hands me his phone and i type my number in. "Alright thank you so much, I'll try texting you about this hsit and stuff,thanks." He said walking away before i can respond.     

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   January 15 3:00pm

It's 3 o'clock and im getting ready to go see the RWE boys team. I throw on some grey cargos, a crop-top with a McLaren on it,and some jewlery. I curl my hair a little so its kinda wavy and define my layers. I do some light makeup and throw on some perfume. I grab my Miami LaMelos and Gatorade squirt bottle,then puts on some white Nike socks and some slides on. I order an uber and drive to the location.        

January 15 4:00 pm

You're outside holding your bag, someone comes to the door and its..... Not Cam?? You look at this random person whos TALL,well like 3 or 4 inches taller,curly head boy,and lwk.... cute.

"Oh uhm I'm here to see Cam?" You say without making eye contact.The blue eyed boy then replies "Oh fuck you're that one girl Cam was talkin how you shoot crazy shit, aight come in." He doesnt even look at you.

You walk with hin through a few hallways and doors and finally you make it."She's here now act fucking right" Cam says to the boys.

"Oh by the way im Nelson." The curly head boy who brought you in told you. A guy with braids sitting next to Cam also then says. "Sup im romelo" most of them were lowkey cute but you CANT get over Nelson.

You later then find out his last name is Neumann and decide to search him up. HOLY FUCK. 900k followers on almost each platform? You follow him no hesitation. He follows back.Cam adds you to a group chat. And its already wild..

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-------------------------------------------------Authors Note: idk how to write and dis came off my wattpad so yeah ! :>

[dandelionsdaydreams]

Any updates on the stex wild west au?? (No pressure /gen) I am thoroughly interested already

I’m responding to this sooooo insanely late and I’m so sorry for that but anyways, yes there are updates!! This whole thing started as a silly idea I made up in my head when listening to a song so it’s not very developed but I have been slightly working on it. Some of it is kind of out of character a little bit like the Pearl I picture for this story is one who’s kinda more outspoken then I think she is often played but oh well.

The plot is pretty similar to stex except the competition is some sort of cattle herding competition. Idk the specifics of it yet but I made it that because I knew that I could one, make it a competition requiring a partner thus including the coaches and freight and what not and two because it gave me an opening to include the starlight express. The Starlight Express in this story are a gang of mystical, immortal cowboys that roam the west and lead a herd of cattle (the starlight herd). If you believe in them and their mystical capabilities then they will be able to help you in your time of need. The Starlight Express is a sort of folk story that Momma told Rusty as he was growing up because at some point in her life they helped her too.

anyways the ranch in which momma know owns used to belong to this old guy who lived by himself. Shes didnt really talk to him much about his past or family but when he passed he left her the ranch. Now in the far future, his estranged family is trying to figure out what to do with their daughter who can’t seem to conform to the norms of proper city life. So they send her out west to live with her great-uncle (the guy who died but they don’t know that bc they didn’t care about him) so that she might either figure out how much better life in the city is or possibly settle down with someone out there and get out of her families hair.

when Pearl gets out there she is graciously welcomed by Momma and while at first she plans on going back to the city, she knows that’s what her parents are expecting of her. They’re expecting her to come running back when she realizes it’s too much for her so she decides to try and stick it out in the West. So a lot of her part of the story is her trying to prove that she can make it in this environment which is kinda fuel for why she partners up with Greaseball and Electra for the competition cause she wants to prove that she can keep up with the best of the best. Yeah this is kinda out of character.

anyways I’m considering turning this into a fic or possibly a couple one shots but sooner or later I should have another post out with some more kinda deep dives into a few of the characters. I will say I’m planning on making this solely focused on more of the Wembley characters but the OLC and Bochum characters/versions do exist in this universe and if I do write this then they’ll be there as well. I’m so sorry this is so long I’m just so happy someone asked me about my Au lol!! I love to answer questions so if you have any, please ask :D

[mazzystar24]

hi its birthmark anon! weird lore from me i guess i dont mean to trauma dump because my dad is fine lmfao but i HATED that scene because of the “your dad is still alive” line. my dad had heart issues when i was a kid to the point he needed open heart surgery and i remember so clearly my aunt saying something similar to my mom in front of us when he was hospitalized. my mom said she couldnt make thanksgiving dinner because my dad was in the hospital and she had to take care of me and my 3 siblings who were all pretty young kids (i was 11 i think and my younger brother was 9. i remember thinking my dad was gonna die) and my aunt was like “at least you have a family”. we didnt see her for like 5 years after that lmfao

also the “you guys need your own hospital wing” line also frustrated me because i had my own health problems as a kid (im alright now) and people ALWAYS made those sorts of comments to me. i didnt even register the daddy shit until later and that only made the scene worse because while it felt like buck was trying to lighten the mood and make it something they have in common but tommy dismissed it AGAIN. like its not even about sexual jokes to me its about him being an asshole in every scene he’s in 😭

anyway thanks for the birthmark clownery i doubt kim will return but we had fun 🫶 this whole discourse is dumb because the scene just sucked. if they wanted me to believe tommy gave a single fuck they shouldve had him come to the hospital abd they should also address the role he played in the gerrard shit for hen and chimney because they HAVENT and it drives me NUTS

anyway love you bye

Hi birthmark anon!!

Dw Im always down for a good trauma dump like one of my friends and I legit never spoke to eachother before despite being in the same class for a year but only became friends because a cancelled class led to us trauma dumping to eachother for our first proper conversation for like 2 hrs

Omg can’t believe your aunt said that that’s actually so iffy, but yess exactly the “your dad is still alive” line was just so so bad and I hated it sm like idk if you saw my replies on my other post or not cos I put it in much more in depth way there but like I too am a traumatised girlie and if someone said that shit about my bio dad I would literally lose it cos it’s one of those things that get said so much to traumatised people and it’s honestly a big no from me

Like sure SOME traumatised people MAY regret not fixing it but also it might not be fixable and you don’t know the situation and also maybe they won’t either way that’s their prerogative

and sometimes what’s right for them at the time isn’t what’s right for them long term and all these things are fine

Like me personally if my dad dropped dead right now I would genuinely celebrate and feel not a single ounce of regret and that’s fine and id deck anyone who said it’s not

Like if Tommy has his own trauma and feelings about his dad and their relationship then that’s fine but this sort of imposed rhetoric on another traumatised person is just a no from me

The hospital wing line is another thing that I didn’t see mentioned but bucks face DID flip but that’s a whole other debate yeah

See that’s the thing like I know I have Tommy loving followers but I personally dislike him cos they haven’t gave him (imo) substance or like enough other than sardonic comments and shit

Rip our fun with the Kim and buck parallels you’ll always be famous🫡

But yeah like even if people liked Tommy and bucktommy I feel like they can blame the writing or execution or context but like overall not liking that scene it’s not just about hating Tommy or bucktommy imo

YES THEY COULDVE PLAYED IT SO DIFFERENTLY IF THEY WANTED TO DEVELOP TOMMY AND BUCKTOMMY AND IT DEEPLY CONFUSES ME WHY THEY HAVENT IF THEYRE CARRYING IT INTO S8

Anyways also love ya byee🫶🫶🫶🫶

[hmshermitcraft]

Im pretty sure midnight will win as a theme so I'll write this down so i dont forget! And if not ill still do it pfffff

Grian, Pearl and Ren couldn't be more different but they all enjoy one thing... Going out at midnight and looking at the moon.

For Ren its more instinctual, being a wolf hybrid.

For pearl its also similar, her being a lunamoth hybrid and having her magic based on the moons powers.

For grian its just the soft solitude and calmness of the moon itself that pulls him towards it, like the tides go in and out, he gets pulled towards the moon.

They all dont really talk but bask in each others company as they watch it.

+ Mumbo first since he didnt sleep and then everyone else joined them later when the whole "moon big" problem came up, might as well make the most of their last days on that season before everything would go to shit (oh yeah this is totally polyhermits btw)

-21Anon

There's a stillness to the server, illuminated in silver as most of the hermits sleep. The trio's gathering was unintentional at first. They'd go to separate places, until they crossed paths one night. Since then, they've met in the same spot, with blankets and pillows. They don't need to talk, just curl up together and feel each other breathe.

When Mumbo joined it was a surprise, though maybe it shouldn't have been. He was more chatty in an often futile attempt to stay awake. He'd usually fail, falling asleep in one of their laps whilst Ren strokes his side. They'd never mention it, though. Mumbo is so adamant on being sleep deprived.

Then, as the distinction between day and night became harder, more people trickled in. By the end of season eight, most of the server would gather together. Not everybody continued the habit into the next season - now their impending doom isn't facing them - but a few still join the trio. Not always, but they'll never turn away the company.

[andromedicasphyxiate]

Hey peasants!!! So much for "writing my own posts" lol. I have just been reblogging songs like a radio jockey, haha.

Anyway. I woke up today, my mom made me eat healthy vegetable stuffed parathas (if yall have eaten naan bread its kinda similar, but its made with whole wheat flour instead of regular flour and stuffed with masala-fied veggies) with butter even tho I wasn't hungry.

Then, I fell down a little conspiracy theory rabbit hole, saw a couple angel numbers, recalibrated my perspectives in life, and sat down to study.

Caught up with some AI lecture videos, made some notes, might post some pics later on (jk, I was seriously learning so theyre barely legible.) In India, people crack jokes about doctors having ugly handwritings, not sure if thats a thing everywhere, but yall should see engineers' handwritings, I GENUINELY believe those are worse. But my journaling handwriting on the other hand is really cute (I think)

Then, I watched a session on tarot cards that was like 46 mins long and practiced a little bit. I finished that 2 hour long tutorial yday and I even did a mini reading for my mom. She asked me if her exam would go well and I got the "eight of pentacles" card, so I predicted yes, but its tomorrow, so let's see what happens 😅

Also guys, I treat tarot more as like a game/recreation thing, im not making life decisions based on it, atleast not anytime soon. But there are so many tarot readers on YouTube tho, who can predict my life so accurately, like?? Wtf?? And its not even generic stuff, it's stuff that I don't even believe in the moment cuz I cant see it, but it proves to be true, FULLY true, months later?? INSANE. But anyway, tarot, astrology and all the other mystical, intuitive arts are like catnip for womankind and im sorry but thats not changing anytime soon lol haha rofl roflmfao

So yeah basically that happened. Then my dad and I had a verbal sparring match because I don't eat enough fruit, my mom fell asleep while watching a lecture and I screamed at her cuz I don't want my tarot reading to be wrong so she better revise (I know how dumb I sound, so GET OFF. MY BACK. #pooja)

And then I pretended to have a fake phone call in my bathroom cuz I knew my downstairs neighbor could hear me. And if you think thats shady bitch, you should see the kind of stuff HE does at me. I think I like it. In a strictly friendly way, just wanna reiterate that cuz I sound like a duck dying in a thunderstorm waiting for love to strike but im NOT, im just a bored, lonely, abnormal platonic-companionship seeking motherfucker who rots 80+ hrs per week in grad school and only talks to computers all day long so shes forgotten how to talk to humans who didn't birth her or come from the same womb as her or who didnt birth her parents

Ok so yeah that's been my day so far. I am well fed but still shady, life is complicated but mostly good and my downstairs neighbor is 6'4" now and I cant believe my mom conveniently forgot to mention that to me smh.

Ok thats the rant for today. Im going back to the books. Gotta start coding again, these deep learning algorithms won't code themselves crying emoji crying emoji swearing emoji

#byeForNowBitchez

#luvYall

[doctorwhoisadhd]

i dobnt know anything about doctor who or musical theory other than how to literally play an instrument but i am LIVING for ur commentary abt the devils chord. if you have time cld you plz explain more about historically inaccurate musical instruments and intervals ?

i mean idk how much i could really cover because my area of knowledge is really mostly the flute but ill give it a shot

the idea that the tritone was banned is a myth, really what happened is the tritone is 1) a difficult interval to sing if you havent heard it enough to audiate it (which medieval people would not have) because its a fairly wide interval and its not commonly used, because 2) medieval composers didnt use dissonances

a key aspect of music theory that people tend to forget is that it describes the general IDEA of what was happening in a specific type of music in a specific time period. like there arent rules until AFTER the fact, mozart wasnt looking at a big list and going okay so i have to make sure there arent parallel fifths and i can only resolve sevenths down etc etc etc, he was just writing what sounded right to him

there is an exception to that and its stuff like. Shostakovich. russian composers in that era werent allowed to write stuff that was too complex or dissonant or "sexual" because of the people in power. also a lot of composers worked off of commissions and stuff, so you write what people will pay you to write

but yeah like when i talk about music theory im talking about western music theory, which is western music. thai music has its own set of characteristics, as does indian music, as does hawaiian music, as does iranian music, as does cameroonian music etc etc etc etc etc.

(theres also a distinction to be made between different styles within a single overarching culture or genre. for example theres classical vs vernacular, which basically that makes the distinction between "high class" and "low class" music. vernacular is the popular everyday stuff such as pop or folk music. But then theres also different styles in each, so taking jazz as an example theres swing, bebop, hard bop, cool jazz, free jazz, 3rd stream, fusion, etc etc etc etc etc etc.)

in terms of the area of knowledge that i am the most acquainted with, well suffice it to say that the western concert c flute has pretty much been the same since 1847 when theobald boehm patented his modern system of keywork (the mechanism for how the keys. well. work). there have only been very negligible changes since then, and even before then as early as the 1820s at least there are similar instruments.

so really youd have to go back quite a ways for me to see a regular modern concert c flute and be like 🤨🤨🤨 Thats Not Historically Accurate. itd have to be late 1700s and earlier for my alarm bells to go off. alternatively, say anything about a concert C piccolo in JP Sousa's military band and i might have to call you on that as well but, you know, thats a little bit more niche

[animal-lover-forever]

(Hi, I wrote this in advance and.. you can ignore this if you want. XD I'm sorry for using they/them on you I default to it when talking about someone.. that probably doesnt look good for me actually. I just kinda blanked on you being female so I apologize!! Also I felt like it was addressing more than just you, others who have been in similar situations aswell. So yeah.. sorry for it being long. "If I had more time to write it, I would've made it shorter" or something like that.)

Hi, I am a trans person, I am VERY much all for trans people and everything being accessible to trans people. I just want to say something. I use neopronouns myself too, and weird names in general.

What Dakota said was a MISUNDERSTANDING! If they said it like "man I wish there werent so many types of math to remember" or something like that IT WOULDNT BE MATHPHOBIC?? (That is a horrible example, but I am mathphobic[/j I just hate math] and it was the first thing i could thing of)

It's not them being transphobic. They may have been able to phrase it better, yes. But arent they a kid? And also they will respect your pronouns and your gender. They'll call you whatever you want, it's just a simple misunderstanding. If they slip up, it's just as simple as misremembering. Its HARD remembering a lot, I cant remember a lot of people's name, I cant remember a lot in general.

No, just because they may have forgot doesnt mean they "didnt put in enough effort" or "arent trying" or something. Guys, GROW UP! I'm serious. One misunderstanding isnt enough to go around claiming someone as transphobic WHEN THEY ARE FRIENDS WITH MANY LGBTQ+ PEOPLE AND DONT GIVE A CRAP!

They aren't transphobic. Leave them alone.

Thanks.

And yeah, I probably could have worded it differently. But that was the best I could do.

I often forget that what I say, will come out differently. As in, people will hear it one way, but what I'm thinking is totally different.

A lot of that comes down to my autism and ADHD. But mainly my autism.

I often have trouble saying what I mean. And that makes things hard. Because when I say something, people hear it, but not as I'm thinking. (I don't even know if this makes sense. But this does prove my point at least.)

I also tend to talk without thinking. And this doesn't really help my case.

I have said this once, but I'll say it again.

If I have said something offensive, it was most likely an accident. Sometimes I say offensive things without realizing it. Mostly because I didn't think it would be offensive. Or I worded it in a way that makes it seem like I'm being offensive, when I'm not trying to be.

If I ever say something offensive, just let me know. I probably didn't even know I did. So just let me know, and I'll correct myself. And try to remember for the future.

I do understand that I can cross lines by accident. Crossing lines without realizing, is something I've done my whole life. I try and try to not cross those invisible lines. But I always fail to do so.

When a line is invisible, I cross them. Why? Because I can't see them. A lot of those lines are visible to others. But they are not for me.

If you can show me that line, then I can do a better job at not crossing over them. But keep in mind that I'm slow to pick things up. So even if you try to explain, it still might take me awhile to finally see the line.

But just know that I try my best to see the lines. Despite the fact that most of them are invisible.

[vulpesvulpeskin]

KINTYPES PAGE

MAIN KINTYPES definition; these are me, and in my everyday life being these kins affects how i interact with my world around me

art by me fox therian/foxkin!! i fully 100% believe i was a fox in a past life, and that i should have been one still, that my soul is of a foxes. i've also had dreams of my past life, or even lives, as well!

art by cherivinca shiny umbreon kin!! when it comes to my fictional kins, they're a bit more.. abstract. my therian self is 100%, and kin is just as close as well, but probably not a past life? overall, shiny umbreon to me is more fox than anything, and with a fox with a strong affinity for the night and space, it just makes sense! not to mention the yearning i get with art & the phantom feelings, of course x3 similar, because i'm a shiny umbreon, i'm just as much a shiny eevee

art by me dragonkin!! ever since i found myself as a fox therian, i've had phantom shifts with wings & horns & big ole tails. for awwhilllee i thought i was spyro kin but it didnt "fit" right till way later when i revisited my kin side and came to terms with my dragon side!! still trying to get more in touch with it as well :3

SECONDARY KINTYPES definition; these kins are me, but are not constantly at the for front of my mind. this is also where more of my fictionkin will come in

art by pkmn card artist sui shiny luxio line kin!! this just... makes sense! if you know me, you get why, but my main pokesona is a shiny luxio. it'd be weird if they weren't a kin type feeling for me

art from a whisker away movie house catkin!! meow :3

art from homestuck nepeta leijon kin!! :33< meow :33

art from homestuck dave strider kin!! why do you think my name is dave? but like actually this guy is bordering on main kintype, with nepeta too, buuuuutttt... the other 3 are just more constant, especially because i'm not very actively consuming any homestuck media anymore LMAO. but my humor, typing style, and mannerism, all stem from this fucking guy, so! he's pretty important!!

art from bnha manga deku kin sorry! sorry. im cringe! technically this kin came to me when i was like ew kin is cringe im not otherkin i would never be. but now weve gone full circle. i am otherkin, but it feels cringe to be kin with him because he is bnha. how unfortunate

art from haikyuu manga kuroo kin hes ME. hes ME!!!!!!!! for awhile, the LONGEST TIME, i thought i was kenma, but i thought about it, really thought about it, and im kuroo. my boyfriend is kenma. we are kenkuro for reals (he isnt otherkin)

art from the naruto manga sai kin watching naruto during the very formative years of my life and not understand why i related so much to the guy who had to read a book to learn how to make friends (we are both autistic)

art from gravity falls show dipper pines kin yeah. Yeah. i dont have much to say just. yeah.

WIP theres way more i just.. dont remember right now. first time im writing this stuff down <:3

COMFORT/OTHERHEARTED CHARACTERS/CREATURES definition; characters/creatures/animals i feel very very attached to, and seeing works/art/pictures of them brings me a great source of comfort

picture from hubble space telescope space for a very long while, i thought i was spacekin, and i've learned now it comes instead from the comfort a night sky can bring a fox/umbreon/dragon, and not because i was part of space. or well. i do yearn for home when i look at the night sky, so i still might have more to learn here

art from the bnha manga katsuki bakugou (kacchan) you will never. NEVER GUESS. what my main bnha ship is.

art from the haikyuu manga kenma kenma is just like my boyfriend and i am kuroo this is just. facts. i love kenma sm. so much comfort.

WIP

QUESTIONING KINS definition; what it says on the tin, things i am questioning if i'm kin with

art from the first pkmn movie shiny mew kin? if im this one then damn it makes a lot of phantom shift feelings make sense

art from pkmn card artist tika matsuno espeon kin? headgem phantom limb too strong sometimes. plus the funny feelings i get when i have espeon pfps

art from loz series, icon made by sensoryeen link kin? from what series? who knows! but he's 100% trans. this.. just makes sense. whoops! we'll see

art from the naruto manga kakashi kin? big maybe on this. would need to revisit the source material. alternatively: obito instead. dont know yet. leaning towards kakashi

art from httyd movies toothless kin? it is either this or hiccup kin. i would say if i was toothless i would have more of these phantom feelings? either way. very very very deep connection to httyd as a series & universe. one month i watched the 1st and 2nd movie like 5 times over because it was the only way to feel comfort

THIS PAGE WILL BE UPDATED AS I LEARN MORE ABOUT MYSELF & MY JOURNEY WITH BEING OTHERKIN!

[the-s1lly-corner]

Reader taking care of Jax, Kinger, and Ragatha when they're sick

well.. as sick as you can get when you're in the digital world LMAO i think im going to write this and try something for a new fandom to introduce to this blog then write another thing then eeerrrrm i think i might take a break and draw since ive got a few ideas i wanna scribble down before i forget and/or lose this tiny spark of motivation eheheheh

RAGATHA:

originally i was going to say that ragatha is stubborn when shes sick... as in she wants to do what she needs to do for the day, if there is any obligation for her... but also at the same time, i dont think ragatha would be like that out of fear of getting someone else sick... maybe theres some denial in the beginning before succumbing when her symptoms get worse ? very easy to care for when sick, though i dont think she would let you hang around her for long to try to keep you from getting sick too.. i think as soon as shes feeling better/beating her symptoms she tries to check on you to make sure you didnt catch whatever she had.. and if you did... well i guess thats another post for another day. not very needy or whiny when sick, at most she might ask for something to keep her occupied if shes not sleeping the entire time

JAX:

the opposite of ragatha, hes going to be annoying about it but its hard to tell if hes genuinely just that whiney or if hes playing it up to keep your attention.. i can see both honestly. will never say it (because it might make you stop!) but he loves watching you fret over him (well he wont say it because he doesnt want to admit that he likes the extra care and attention). though i do still think that he would be stubborn, trying to keep up with his antics even though he should be in bed. so youre going to be working hard to keep him in his room... actually getting him to rest is an entirely different beast. truly, the biggest test in your relationship with this bunny is when hes sick

KINGER:

i think hes the type to over react when hes (or when anyone for that matter) is sick... though i think the bulk of that is due to his mental state currently in the circus... if this were before that or when he was more new to it, he'd be pretty normal about it... but then again how often do you get sick in the circus? i mean yeah sure you're showing your normal flu symptoms but theres also glitching thats far too similar to abstracting... can you really blame him for being scared? definitely worries about the smallest things and symptoms when hes sick, so youre probably going to have to sit by him and keep him calm. urge him to rest, exchange stories, ect ect. do i think he would become stressed enough to actually abstract right there? probably not, but its still distressing nonetheless... actually i think he might calm down and listen to you if he sees YOU becoming distressed.. doesnt want to make you feel bad, he pulls through for you

[dayundying]

I was going to make this an image with the things I drew but my art program isn't great for graphics, so I'll just write it down

My TES OCs hypothetical interactions with eachother, IF they could: Senectus' version

Ari, while alive: Gets emotional that his adopted cousin severally removed has a love life, would be really embarrassing about it to the both of them in proper cousin fashion (assumedly? I didnt hang out with my family a lot.)

Ari, while dead: Confused and sad over her assassination, why would anyone do that? She was a fine person! I think he'd get detached over the topic of her like he does about death and dead people, but he didn't know her enough to be truly sad? If that makes sense

Scion: Would initiate a cordial chat (That Scion wouldn't be receptive to) and then cries in his house about his parents. More sentimental but also genuinely sad at the same time. That the Vir family, HIS family, lives on but scorned. Like what do you mean you discard your name, that you're exiled :( Also theres the daedra worship hes NOT a fan of course but I'm not sure if they'd get that far. It's a secret, after all! Wink

Flynt: Gets incredibly confused and freaked out over there being 2 dragonborns he knows LMAO

Selrik: Similar, I think they'd be able to bond a little over being out of place mers who've struggled a lot in live. Only a little because then I think Selrik would be like "Yeah I have shit going on with the daedra" and Senectus would panic and go "OH! HAHA...OKAY..." and start sweating and leave as soon as he can

Moon-And-Star: Senectus is weirdly dense to history, especially of that which does not concern him (imperials, kynareth, vir family, etc.) so I'm not sure if he'd recognize him, if he didn't he'd treat him normally and if he did he'd be a little confused but still treat him normally. My poor bald old elf so confused easily...

Sun-And-Rain: NOW. There might be credence for Senectus knowing who she is, but I doubt it'd come to much fruition aside from, idk, maybe they'd phsyically fight. Cause necromancy...